All language subtitles for astrophile (18)_track3_[eng]

I want to apologize to you in person

because I know you must be very mad.

I feel rather hurt.

I feel hurt because it's your doing.

I love you so much.

This is the only truth that will remain forever.

Though you think what Tan and Kim did to you suck,

you could have also found it funny that their faults both come from the love they have for you.

I found this in my tee. I don't know where it came from.

Does it belong to Kim?

My birthday wish?

I prayed for him not to give up loving a person like me.

What would I like to do after graduation?

It's pretty difficult to answer.

Honestly,

I want to become an artist

and produce my own work.

I also want to receive a scholarship to study in Paris.

If I can live and work there,

it must feel so amazing.

Did I answer it too seriously?

But this is what I really want to do.

Do I answer now?

I…

I want to draw.

I want to produce many of my own art pieces.

I also want to…

Actually, there are a lot of projects that I want to do.
[Baby Bangs- First year, Fine Arts]

They are in my head now.

Nub, what kind of person do you like?

I like someone who really puts his all into doing something.

When I'm with that kind of person, I feel empowered.

Hello?

Why are you here?

I just want to come to where you used to be.

I want to see the mountain that you like.

Is that the right one?

Yes.

That's the one.

Actually,

it can be seen from my house.

Have you made up your mind already?

That's why you come to see me.

I don't know if I can call it a decision or not,

but what I'm about to say is what I want to tell you.

Ever since we have known each other,

every time I'm in trouble, you're always by my side

and help me solve it in your way.

It seems that everything has always been settled well.

Do you know that when you ask, “how is it going?”,

it is so meaningful to me?

That's because it makes me feel that

I'm not alone in this world.

When I was mad at everyone and decided to run away,

I admit that I was being so silly

for having chosen to protect my own feelings and blame others.

Now, I have already realized.

I have realized that I will…

What's wrong?

I'm just afraid that

if I let you finish what you're saying,

then I have no more chance to hug you.

Why can't you?

We're friends, aren't we?

You will be my dearest friend.

You mean forever?

I want you to be happy,

including things about your work.

From now, without me,

you can still move forward anyway.

I can only send you up to here

because I want to walk on another path now.

Don't worry at all.

You have helped me to the limit already.

I hope the new path you choose is where you have always wanted to be.

Be happy with it.

I'm about to book a ticket to fly back to Bangkok.

It must be today then.

What a regret.

I should have stayed and traveled here longer.

I want you to love Chiang Mai and the mountains like I do.

I don't know if I will love the mountain or not,

but what I know for sure is that I won't forget about it.

Good luck.

Nub.

Let me give you a ride.

I rented a car.

You may want to send me only up to here,

but let me send you the farthest I can go.

So many people came.

I'm so excited for Kim.

I'm so happy for him.

This is the biggest project he has done so far.

It's also the first time he did everything solo.

He brought all the work he has done in his life to be displayed at this exhibition.

He also prepares a special session.

Seeing how dedicated Kim is,

I want the judges to choose him.

True.

Today is the first time I have seen a complete collection of his works.

I know every piece of art is created based on inspiration,

but I didn't expect it to be this much.

He's so down.

I don't know how he is now.

Don't worry

because we will support Kim the best we can.

Let's go all out.

Just don't care what's going to happen today.

Kim's work must turn out the best.

Let's do it.

For those who have already finished watching his work,

if you have anything to tell the artist, please proceed to the last room over there.

Every opinion and feelings means a lot to Klang Mesa's work.

Please show your support.

♪ Counting the stars in the sky ♪

♪ Thinking about when we first locked eyes ♪

♪ Your face is all I see like yesterday ♪

♪ It's like there's something missing ♪

♪ I wonder what you are doing ♪

♪ Wish I see you again ♪

♪ No matter how long ♪

♪ I'll still be here waiting ♪

♪ Right here every night ♪

♪ Wait for your return ♪

♪ So I look up at the night sky ♪

♪ The moonlight reminds me of your face ♪

♪ So bright ♪

♪ Makes me dream every night ♪

Hello, Professor Thaweap.

Hello.

We haven't met for so many years, Miss Nubdao.

How have you been?

I'm doing great.

Thinking about your class,

I think you should have gone the farthest of all your classmates.

That's a regret.

I regret it too.

I feel regret when I see others' art pieces.

Seeing how they have done their work so seriously,

sometimes I feel envious of them

for not giving up on things easily.

Have you ever seen Klang Mesa's work before?

Why?

Please follow me.

I know that every artist has his own story

or something that is always present in his work.

Every artist records different moods and thoughts.

But Klang Mesa's is the only work

that has obviously and consistently focused on only one thing all this time.

At first, I didn't know what he's conveying,

but now I'm pretty confident that

he's referring to someone who has always been hidden in his life.

If I find out who that person is,

I must really say thank you

for having brought him this far.

Do you know who that person could be?

♪ So I look up at the night sky ♪

♪ The moonlight reminds me of your face ♪

♪ So bright ♪

♪ Makes me dream every night ♪

♪ Where are you? I have no clue ♪

♪ But here I am waiting for you ♪

♪ Right here ♪

♪ Where we used to ♪

♪ Count all the stars ♪

♪ Distance means so little ♪

♪ When someone means so much ♪

♪ Can't take my mind off you ♪

Open your eyes already.

What do you want to tell me?

I want to ask you.

Who is the person in front of me?

Are you Baby Bangs, Klang Mesa

or loong nhuad?

None of them.

There's only Kim here.

Neighbor Kim,

colleague Kim,

or close friend Kim?

Which Kim do you want me to be?

Can you be Kim…

who has just confessed your love to me?

Do you think other people's pain can disappear that easily?

It's alright.I

t's totally fine.

You can be mad at me as much as you want to and as long as you wish.

I'm fine with that.

Make me deserve the pain I have caused you.

I…

But this time,

I will be the one trying to make up with you.

Come here.

It's so hard to make up with a person like me.

Keep that in mind.

Here you are.

Let's go celebrate.

It's on me today.

Let's go!

Nub, hurry up.

Say something to make up with him.

It's so hard to make up with a person like me.

Keep that in mind.

Hurry up.

Kim, are you tired?

How have you been today?

Do you even care?

Continue.

Of course.

I do care about it all.

I care about how you have been today.

I care whether it is a bad day for you, whether you're stressed out

or whether you come across any bad thing,

or whether you are hungry.

I care about all those things.

Why?

Are you feeling guilty?

Yes, I am.

But everything I just asked you came from my true feelings.

Nub,

don't beat around the bush.

Get straight to the point already.

Hurry up.

Kim, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for being a coward.

I may look bold from the outside, but in fact,

I never fight with anything. I let you fight alone.

I know that sometimes I behave so wrongly that...

I hurt others.

I'm sorry.

Actually, it's not your fault.

I understand every reason behind what you did.

But it's just that

I have fallen in love with a mean person.

I allow myself to feel this much hurt.

I'm a fool.

Do you know that when I found out that you're Baby Bangs, I was so happy?

It's because that's the person I have always meant well to.

When I found out about loong nhuad again,

that made me feel worried.

But I felt sorry for you about Meena.

I felt so sorry that I forgot to feel sorry for myself.

That's why I decided to get over you.

Why?

Why did you make that decision then?

I was worried about Meena's feelings,

and I thought it's good for you

to be with the person who loves you that much.

So why are you coming back now, Nub?

It's because I have already realized

that nobody loves you as much as I do, Kim.

Hey,

ten more shots, please.

I love you in this version, Nub. You're so sassy.

Say more.

Where are you going?

I'm sorry, Kim.

I'm sorry for caring about others' feelings so much that I overlooked yours.

I'm sorry.

Can you give a person like me another chance?

Please don't run away from me anymore.

Nub.

I won't.

You won't give me a chance?

I won't run away anymore.

I won't run away anymore.

Are you teasing me, Poy?

Are you?

I won't run away. I won't.

Cheers!

Cheers, guys!

Babe!

I feel envious.

I feel envious.

Let's hug, four of us.

Singto prepared this cake as a surprise.

Let's celebrate our birthday again.

I…

Wait.

There's nothing wrong with me.

But I just want to tell you that

I'm different from you, Nub.

No matter how drunk I am,

I won't forget what happens when I wake up.

Do you think I will forget it this time?

Well, I…

I'll go to bed first.

Good night.

Nub.

How can you go to bed alone?

I'll send you there.

Let's go.

Kim.

Kim.

Ouch.

You can't remember anything?

I do remember.

I think I should leave before your mom arrives.

Good.

I don't want mom to feel shocked.

I never brought anyone home.

You never?

Last time, I came here, and you threw up on my body.

You don't remember such things, huh?

Wait.

I'll go see first.

Happy Birthday to you.

We came to surprise you,

but it turned out we found a bigger surprise here.

Oh?

We still haven't done with blowing the candles?

Let's do it now then.

Please enjoy.

Please excuse me.

Kim.

Where are you going?

I haven't thanked you about Singto.

Thank you so much for keeping searching until you found him.

Thank you, Kim.

I love you and Nub the most.

It's alright.

Please excuse me.

Goodbye.

Wait. Don't leave yet. Stay here.

You have made your decision, haven't you?

So, you choose him, right?

You're already sure, right?

Mom.

Well,

yes.

What?

It's him.

It's him.

So, it's him.

Welcome back, Boss.

How was Chiang Mai?

Chiang Mai?

It's super hot.

I couldn't stand the summer heat there.

Did you find a new one already?

I can't just forget her easily and move on fast.

I'm talking about a new cat.

Alright. I'm talking about that thing too.

Stop doing that already.

Stop thinking that you're the best second choice.

I never think about being a second choice.

But she will always be my best friend.

How many times did you cry, huh?

Why would I cry?

Seeing her happy, I must be happy for her.

Come on.

We won't let you feel lonely.

We'll keep staying and annoying you.

Fine.

But don't be too disturbing.

It gives me a headache!

Find me a new MC for our show already.

Can you tell me about any specific qualifications?

In detail.

None.

We're hiring an employee, not my wife.

But if it's someone who is a cat lover,

that will be an advantage to be considered.

Sure.

Let's go.

Where is the cat?

Finally,

Miss Nubdao Kitnameung's thesis has been completed for real.

Professor.

I thought I wouldn't get to see this piece of work in my life.

I didn't expect to see it in a complete version like this either.

This is the thesis that took the longest to finish of all my students' work.

Thank you very much, Professor.

The time I got to study with you was just amazing for me.

Thank you.

Professor, I have something I'm curious about, and I have wanted to ask you for so long.

Apart from teaching us at the university,

you keep helping me

and many of my classmates after graduation.

I admit that if I didn't meet you again,

I wouldn't get to seriously work on arts like this anymore.

What is your reason for helping us this much?

I don't have any specific reason.

I just hope there will be a small world for you all to grow up in happily.

I hope there's a space that allows your feelings and dreams to breathe.

Seeing someone smile at the thing he really wants to do,

I already feel good.

Thank you very much, Professor.

Thank you for being such a great adult.

I have just uploaded my work on NFT.

Someone already purchased it.

Nice.

I'll take a look then.

Actually, I'm here today to let you know that

artist Klang Mesa has been selected.

The prize is yours.

Are you serious?

Kim, I'm happy for you. Congratulations.

What is the prize?

I'll get to exhibit my Art Space around the country.

Great.

I'll also travel to see arts and work for one year.

It's the scholarship that you wanted, Nub.

It's the same one, so…

It means I will live in Paris for one year.

I think it's such a fantastic prize.

You'll get to do what you love

in a place where more opportunities are there for you.

Yeah.

You mean we won't be seeing each other for one year?

I…

Nub,

I have been collecting all the art pieces I have done,

hoping that one day, when I'm ready,

I will get this scholarship no matter what.

[Klang Mesa]

They asked me to send the name of one assistant artist who will be going with me.

I know that this has always been your dream,

so…

I already wrote your name.

For me, Klang Mesa has you in it.

We're a team, Nub.

You have always been in every piece of my work since the beginning.

Next month,

go to Paris with me, Nub.

Will you?

Thank you.

Do you want to go?

We haven't been here for so long.

Do you think we're seeing those stars more clearly now?

Isn't that because you have better eyesight now?

It's not that.

I think...

we can see them more clearly because today the weather is good,

and so is my mood.

Also, I'm watching them with you now,

so the stars become much more beautiful.

What?

For one year that we'll be away from here,

do you think there will be many changes?

Of course.

Everything keeps changing.

(But I believe there will only be good changes.)

(Everyone will have a good day and a second to remember.)

Babe,

what are you looking at?

He reminds me of my dad, so I'm looking at him.

I'm drunk already. I can't stand it anymore.

That's only one drink. Are you drunk already?

I'm a lightweight.

This is not what we discussed earlier, is it?

Help me here.

(This positive energy will be saved up for later use when they need it.)

(Since you won't be here to help with everything,)

(everyone must miss you a lot.)

You can draw a bird.

(I'm not that important to other people's lives, Kim.)

(Actually, I just want to cheer everyone up.)

(I hope all of them stay happy)

(and meet the new door called 'hope.')

How cute you are.

So adorable.

Who are you?

Have you just moved in?

Yes.

I've just moved here.

I'm sorry.

I opened the cage for a second, but he just ran here.

Alright.

You have a cat too?

I did,

but now she's at the rainbow bridge.

I'm sorry.

It's alright.

[Kim, don't worry about me.]

[I take pills regularly as the psychiatrist told me to.]

[I will enjoy my trip as I told you.]

Everyone wants you to finally be happy in your own way, Nub.

If you want me to be happy,

the first thing is…

Don't lose it again.

Alright?

Tell this to yourself too, Nub.

When I have more money,

I'll buy a real ring to replace this one.

But I have reserved you.

I'm really serious about it.

Okay.

This means I have reserved you too, right?

Hey, why is it too simple?

That's it?

Uh-huh.

Reserved.

Kim,

how do you think things between us will turn out from now?

Between us?

I guess...

we'll keep changing places where we count stars together.

In Paris

or wherever.

Until we have been to every place,

that will take our entire life, won't it?

Don't leave me.

Why are you laughing?

Are you drunk?

Why are you saying cheesy lines again?

Huh?

You don't like it?

Cheesy?

Alright then.

Let's start counting.

One,

two,

three,

four, five, six, seven.

Wait.

You're getting on my nerves.

Are you insulting me?

What did you say?

Come here.

- You said I'm getting on your nerves?
- I didn't say anything.

Alright.

Your cheeks are red now.

I won't tease you anymore.

Let's count properly.

One

two.

Three,

four.

Five.

Six.

- Seven.
- Seven.

Eight.

You count nine.

nine

DIRECTED BY EKASIT TRAKULKASEMSUK