All language subtitles for S01 E02 - I Am Also a We _ ENG

[eclectic orchestral theme plays]

It was the same woman from my dream,
I'm sure of it. The same face.

You gotta stop watching all those
cop shows. They will mess you up.

I feel like I know her,
I just don't remember from where.

- Maybe someone from your criminal past.
- [scoffs]

- I wasn't a criminal.
- No. Activist.

Hacktivist.

- Reformed, paroled, legal.
- Uh-huh.

And what about all these
security companies that you hack for?

Well, it's not hacking
if you get paid for it.

Anyway, I thought I knew her
from one of my client companies,

but no, that's not it.

You've led a lot of different lives.

- So have you.
- Me?

I've been working at the same bookstore
since you met me,

but not for much longer
if I don't shake my ass.

- Oh... Wait, wait.
- [chuckles]

OK, but tell me honestly,
am I sounding crazy?

Maybe you should write about it.

I am.

Well, it is that time of year.
You always go a little crazy at Pride.

You know why.

Honey, if I had your parents,
I'd be more than a little crazy.

- I'd be homicidal.
- Mm.

[Deshawn] You got a funny look
in your eye, Will.

You hot for me or somethin'?

I know I'm USDA prime cut,

but you should know
I don't swing that way.

Thanks for clearing that up.

Ain't gonna be good for my rep
having no 5-0 sittin' bedside.

Yeah, it's not helping me much either.

So you think you own me now
or somethin'?

No...

What I did for you
I would've done for anybody.

So what, then?

I was just thinking about
what you said in the car...

about your dad being shot.

Long time ago.

Things ain't no different.

My dad was shot.

Dead?

Some parts of him.
Finished his career.

Cops get shot,
hear about it on the news all day.

We get shot all the time,
but we don't mean nothin' to nobody.

Will, tell me about your gangsta days.

My kid? My fuckin' kid?

What are you thinking?

- Shoplifting, for Chrissakes?
- [boy panting]

You know who I am? Do you?

The matter with you?

[sighs] I'm sorry.

I don't know what he's thinkin'.

Hey! Hey!

This fuckin' kid.

You picked the lock? [chuckles]

My dad was always workin'.
I was always waitin'.

Not much else to play with
at a police station.

Yeah, Will, you know
you gotta teach me that trick.

[chuckles] All right.

I should go.

[Deshawn] Hey.

I don't owe you for what you did...

but you should know
I won't ever forget it.

[Nomi] I've been thinking about my life,

and all of the mistakes that I've made.

The ones that stay with me,
the ones that I regret,

are the ones that I made
because of fear.

For a long time,
I was afraid to be who I am

because I was taught by my parents

that there's something wrong
with someone like me.

Something offensive,
something you would avoid,

maybe even pity.

Something that you could never love.

[singing softly]

My mom, she's a fan
of St. Thomas Aquinas.

She calls pride a sin.

And of all the venal and mortal sins,

St. Thomas saw pride
as the queen of the seven deadlies.

Wolfgang!

He saw it as the ultimate gateway sin

that would turn you quickly
into a sinaholic.

The greatest box man in the world!

But hating isn't a sin on that list.

Neither is shame.

[snoring softly]

Come on, Dad. Time to go.

I was afraid of this parade
because I wanted so badly

to be a part of it.

- [bird twittering]
- [insects chirring]

So today,
I'm marching for that part of me

that was once too afraid to march.

And for all the people
who can't march...

the people living lives like I did.

Today, I march to remember
that I'm not just a me.

I'm also a we.

And we march with pride.

[dance music playing]

So go fuck yourself, Aquinas.

Hell, yeah!

[dance music continues]

[shouts]

- [camera clicks]
- You OK back there?

[gunshot echoes]

[people gasping]

[singing softly]

[singing in unison]

- [continues singing softly]
- [heart monitor beeps steadily]

- Mom, she's up.
- Oh, thank God.

I was sure he was gonna
be in a coma the rest of my life.

How you feeling, Michael?

My name is Nomi.

Oh, I'm sorry.
Your mother's been calling you Michael.

What kind of name is Nomi?

Have you ever heard
of anyone named Nomi?

You were Michael
before you came out of me,

and you will be Michael
until they put me in my grave.

Mom, come on. She almost died.

Serves you right.

You shouldn't be riding on motorcycles.

Do you know how many people a year
die on those things?

Where's Amanita?

She left.

She wouldn't have left me.

This hospital only allows family
into critical care.

She is my family.

Please, Michael, this isn't your blog.

This is your life.

I think that you should go.

I'm not going anywhere.

I'm your mother and I love you.

It may be on my terms, but I do,

so I'm not leaving here
until you talk to Dr. Metzger.

You still want me to go
after he tells you what he told us...

then I promise I will leave you alone.

[Will] I'm not crazy.

- Didn't say you were.
- Yeah, but--

You didn't believe me either, not about
the woman, the building, the stash,

none of it.
Maybe you'll believe a camera.

Building across the street
has got a CTV.

I requisitioned the file.

This camera's got a perfect view
of the front and back.

Anybody pulled a body out,
we'll see it.

OK, this is about the time we pulled over

because I thought
I saw that woman, right?

Ooh, the blond ghost in her underwear.

I think she visited me last night.

All right, here it is.

What the hell?

[tapping keys]

This has been erased.

- Somebody erased two hours of this.
- That is weird.

Man, D, something is going on here.

I'll give you there's definitely
a flag on the play.

Hey, yo. Check out our man here.

[Diego] Uh-huh.

He saw the whole thing.

[Metzger] This is what a normal,
healthy brain looks like:

two distinct,
well-differentiated frontal lobes.

The problem begins here in
the substantia alba of the frontal lobe.

These two masses
are growing into one another.

You see? There's no separation.

[Metzger] It's often misdiagnosed
as acute encephalitis,

but it's a condition called UFLS:
undifferentiated frontal lobe syndrome.

- All acronyms are scary.
- Yeah.

I'll be honest with you, Nomi, is it?

It's not good.

There is a procedure to treat UFLS,

but it requires
a very aggressive surgery

where we go in
and try to cut away the growth.

Oh, my God.

[mother]
The surgery is also incredibly expensive.

You're going to need to use our insurance.

- Mom.
- These are just the facts, Teagan.

And if I don't have the surgery?

Without the surgery,
the tissue will continue to metastasize.

Patients will begin to experience
a deterioration of mental faculties.

It's common for them
to experience very intense,

very real hallucinations and synesthesia
that precedes a loss of memory

and a complete occlusion of identity.

He told us if he didn't
operate immediately,

- you could be dead within six months.
- [Teagan] Jesus Christ, Mom!

You understand now, Michael?
You're going to need us.

- You're going to need your family.
- Don't touch me! You are not my family!

- We should go.
- This is for your own good, Michael.

Don't call me that!

- You're my child. I love you.
- Go!

Just... [sobs] Just go.

- [fans cheering]
- [overlapping chatter]

[fans cheering]

[cheering continues]

At the premiere with one of the
rising stars in Mexico, Lito Rodriguez,

who was recently voted one of the
sexiest men in the world by En Fuego.

- Congratulations, Lito.
- Thank you.

And the second time we've seen you
with Ms. Velasquez, isn't it?

What are we to make of this?

Are you guys an item now?

- We're just friends.
- Good friends.

OK. Good friends.
We like hanging out.

He's an amazing dancer.

Oh, it must be your Spanish blood, right?

- His father taught flamenco.
- Oh, he was from Barcelona, wasn't he?

Bilbao actually.
But he taught in Barcelona.

He was a true artist.

But let's be honest, Christina,

when we're out on the dance floor,
nobody's looking at me.

- [laughs]
- Who could take their eyes off her?

[Christina] He's a keeper.

And the movie is
Love Has No Boundaries But Death.

[Rajan] Well, the truth is,
she never even looked at me, not once.

I felt like a stalker,
waiting in the cafeteria

for a chance to ask her out.

[laughter]

I was sure that she didn't like me.

But my father taught me
that fortune favors the bold,

so I decided to send her flowers
on her birthday.

Lots of flowers.

[woman gasps]
Oh, my God, Kala.

And that got me a chance for a date.

[all chuckling]

Kala loves the movies,
so we went to see A Match Made by God.

Of course, Auntie and Sister came along.

[laughter]

And when Shah Rukh Khan sang
"I See God in You,"

and I saw tears in her eyes,

I hoped more than anything
I've ever wanted...

that one day she might
feel that way for me.

- [women] Aw!
- [applause]

- I told you I had a surprise for you.
- [slow guitar music plays]

[applause]

- [up-tempo rhythm]
- [crowd cheering]

- [sings along softly in Hindi]
- [crowd clapping]

[crowd whistling, cheering]

[whistling, cheering]

[cheering]

[excited chatter]

[whistling]

[whistling and cheering]

[song tempo quickens]

- [song ends]
- [crowd cheering, whistling]

[indistinct conversation]

I like this man.

- I really do.
- [crowd applauding]

You have no idea
what's going on, right?

So you just kinda have to,
like, let go and go with it.

And Lito, you-- You're so good.

I'll tell you the truth.

Sometimes when we were shooting,
I was a little bit confused.

Am I this twin here? Am I that twin?

No, no, no, but you make it work.
You carry us through.

I mean, there's only like one,
maybe two problems.

What?

[laughing]

- She's horrible. Horrible.
- Come on.

Don't know what's more fake,
her acting or her tits.

- No, seriously--
- You're terrible.

No, you don't even worry
when the ship goes down,

you know she's going to float away
safely on those things. [laughs]

And afterward, she came up to you
and you told her how great she was.

How do you even do that?

[sighs]

You know, you just look them
right in the eye and you lie.

It's what we do. It's called acting.

Speaking of...

would you like to come upstairs and...
run some lines with me?

I can't. I have an early call tomorrow.

- Really?
- Yeah.

I am not used to men telling me no.

It's kind of turning me on.

- I'm sorry.
- Are you sure?

- Yeah. Yeah.
- You sure? You sure?

- I'll see you tomorrow.
- You sure?

- Really? Are you sure?
- Yeah. Good night.

Mm...

[heavy panting]

[moaning, panting]

[gasps]

[woman breathes rapidly]

[crying out]

[moans]

[both panting]

[exhales] Are you hot? Whoo.
I'm burning up.

It wasn't hot
until Rajan started dancing.

- He was good, wasn't he?
- He is awesome.

[laughter]

Trust me, if you don't marry him, I will.

[laughs]

He's so cute.

Whoo.

I think locking my keys in my car
was the best thing that's happened to me

in a very long time.

[chuckles]

I'm hungry.

I can make something.

No, I have a real craving.

For what?

Indian food.

Sanyam, sir, the food was unbelievable.

- Really, everybody was blown away.
- [woman] Yes.

- Thank you. Thank you.
- Yes, it was very good.

Even though I don't much like
Indian food, but it was good.

I'm more than willing
to help with the wedding if--

Oh, no, no. That won't be necessary.

We're bringing in finest chefs
from Europe and Asia. We are good.

They say the only thing people
remember about a wedding is the food.

- Yes.
- Well, if it's going to be as good

as yours was tonight, then the wedding
is definitely going to be unforgettable.

What is unforgettable was your song.

Yes, it was the highlight
of the evening.

Thank you, Auntie.

Did you like it?

I did, very much. [giggles]

Sir, is it all right if I say good night?

Yes, yes. Go on. Yes.

Thank you.

[whispers] Are you awake?

- Are you awake?
- [soft moan]

[whispers] Don't lie.

Are you awake?

[louder] Are you awake?

I am now.

Mm...

How'd it go?

[whispers] I don't know.

It was OK.

They liked it?

Yeah. You know, it's a premiere.

They have to like it.

[grunts] They liked it.

I told you they would.

A lot of people were confused
about which twin survived.

Well, that's the whole point.
The uncertainty of our own humanity.

If they don't get that,
they're just fucking idiots.

[chuckles]

You make it sound much better
than it is.

And what did Ms. Velasquez
have to say about it?

- It was fun.
- Hm.

Let me guess. She was complaining
the whole night about Ana's breasts.

But you didn't pick her because of
her insight into genre fiction, did you?

No, no.
I have someone else for that.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Who is that?

- He's amazing. He's very sexy.
- Mm?

Super smart. And he does something
that drives me crazy.

- When he's reading...
- Hm-mm.

...and he's really into it,

he touches his glasses and wrinkles up
his nose at the same time, like this.

- Look.
- [laughs]

Every time he does that,
I fall in love with him.

Well, he sounds great.

Why not take him... to your premieres?

[Lito sighs]

[whispers] Come on.

- [sighs]
- I'm sorry.

You know I'm just jealous.

[sighs] I just want to be your armpiece.

Why be jealous of the arm,
when you already have my heart?

- What movie is that from?
- [giggling]

[sighs] I forgot.

[laughing]

- Well, it's... it's quite good.
- [laughs] Come on.

[sighing]

I've been thinking,
it might be time for someone else.

Why? Do you think Daniela
knows something?

No. I think she just wants
what she cannot have.

Mm, damn right.

[grunts] It's mine.

[laughing]

I had a really nice time.

Me, too.

I'm just trying to figure out
if this is it, or you know...

if there's more to it.

I'm not looking for a relationship.

What are you looking for?

Wolfgang?

Wolfgang?

Hey.

Is there someone else?

No.

[chuckles]

[intercom buzzes]

- [sighs]
- [buzzing continues]

Hey, just friend.

Daniela?

Mm...

Uh-oh.

I was sleeping, Daniela.
What are you doing here?

[moans] I couldn't sleep.

I brought company.

Oh.

- You have to go home.
- Lito.

Lito, if you don't let me upstairs,

I'm gonna fall asleep
on this doorstep.

[camera shutters clicking]

Oh! Oh, no!
Are those photographers?

Hi!

You know I never say no to bubbles.

- OK.
- [buzzing]

Well, our families got on very well,

as far as anyone
can get along with my father.

My family can be complicated.

Come on, we both know who's got
the easier job as far as in-laws go.

Kala, I sometimes feel your hesitation.

I know there are a lot of things that
might seem like they're separating us.

Things like family, religion...
you can sing, I can't.

Not true.

It's true we grew up in separate worlds,

but the only world I want to live in
is one where we can be together.