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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:26,961 --> 00:00:36,403 ♪ (wistful music) ♪ 2 00:00:36,436 --> 00:00:46,246 ♪♪ 3 00:00:46,280 --> 00:00:47,982 Girl: (whispering) Mummy! 4 00:00:48,016 --> 00:00:55,690 ♪♪ 5 00:00:55,723 --> 00:00:57,424 Mummy! 6 00:00:57,457 --> 00:01:07,467 ♪♪ 7 00:01:07,502 --> 00:01:19,279 ♪♪ 8 00:01:19,313 --> 00:01:24,484 (birds singing) ♪♪ 9 00:01:24,519 --> 00:01:34,529 ♪♪ 10 00:01:34,562 --> 00:01:45,006 ♪♪ 11 00:01:45,039 --> 00:01:55,049 (sounds of kids at play) 12 00:01:55,083 --> 00:02:05,225 (sounds of kids at play) 13 00:02:10,430 --> 00:02:20,440 ♪♪ 14 00:02:20,474 --> 00:02:26,114 ♪♪ 15 00:02:26,146 --> 00:02:36,156 (sounds of kids playing soccer) 16 00:02:36,189 --> 00:02:43,430 (sounds of kids playing soccer) 17 00:02:46,466 --> 00:02:47,802 Mom in Park: Lilah, come on! 18 00:02:47,835 --> 00:02:58,746 (sounds of kids at play) 19 00:03:13,961 --> 00:03:16,831 ♪ (wistful music) ♪ 20 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:19,801 (dog barking) 21 00:03:19,834 --> 00:03:29,844 ♪♪ 22 00:03:29,877 --> 00:03:39,821 ♪♪ 23 00:03:46,194 --> 00:03:47,729 TV Presenter: The number one single, and it was 24 00:03:47,762 --> 00:03:48,763 'This Ain't A Love Song' 25 00:03:48,796 --> 00:03:51,566 and that would've scored you 30 points. 26 00:03:51,599 --> 00:03:52,867 It's not 'I Ain't Gonna Go For It', 27 00:03:52,900 --> 00:03:56,738 it's 'I Ain't Gonna Stand For It' by Stevie Wonder. 28 00:03:56,771 --> 00:03:57,839 Scored you 9. 29 00:03:57,872 --> 00:03:59,406 The Jimmy nail one? 30 00:04:06,080 --> 00:04:07,515 Alan: Hey, Ells. 31 00:04:08,116 --> 00:04:09,083 Alan: How was it? 32 00:04:09,117 --> 00:04:10,985 Ella: What? 33 00:04:11,018 --> 00:04:12,385 Alan: The walk? 34 00:04:13,253 --> 00:04:15,556 Ella: Yeah, it was alright. 35 00:04:17,158 --> 00:04:18,391 Alan: So where'd you get to? 36 00:04:19,326 --> 00:04:21,763 Ella: Found a café. Had a coffee. 37 00:04:21,796 --> 00:04:23,263 Alan: Oh yeah? Which one? 38 00:04:24,799 --> 00:04:26,266 Ella: I dunno. 39 00:04:26,667 --> 00:04:27,769 Alan: Right. 40 00:04:28,970 --> 00:04:30,337 Alan: Fancy a hot choc? 41 00:04:32,006 --> 00:04:33,508 Ella: I'm ok. 42 00:04:34,942 --> 00:04:36,878 Can I go? To my room? 43 00:04:36,911 --> 00:04:38,679 Alan: Yeah, go where you want, go where you want. 44 00:04:38,980 --> 00:04:40,313 Well... 45 00:05:00,234 --> 00:05:02,804 Ella: You piece of shit. 46 00:05:04,705 --> 00:05:06,439 Alan: (O/S) I'll make you one anyway. 47 00:05:07,108 --> 00:05:10,912 ♪ (wistful music) ♪ 48 00:05:10,945 --> 00:05:11,913 Ashley: Come on! 49 00:05:11,946 --> 00:05:13,548 (girls giggling) 50 00:05:13,581 --> 00:05:15,683 (Eva shrieks with laughter) 51 00:05:15,716 --> 00:05:23,958 (girls giggling) 52 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:24,892 Alan: (O/S) Ella. 53 00:05:25,960 --> 00:05:27,327 Ella? 54 00:05:31,799 --> 00:05:33,734 Were you alright in here last night? 55 00:05:34,702 --> 00:05:35,636 Ella: Yeah. 56 00:05:38,272 --> 00:05:39,907 Alan: You didn't go and sit in that park? 57 00:05:40,942 --> 00:05:42,409 Ella: No. Alan: Really? 58 00:05:42,810 --> 00:05:44,344 Ella: No. 59 00:05:45,713 --> 00:05:46,814 Alan: Good. 60 00:05:48,983 --> 00:05:51,185 Ella: Sorry my shit's all over the place. 61 00:05:51,219 --> 00:05:53,955 Alan: Oh, that's alright. I'll- I'll cope. 62 00:05:53,988 --> 00:05:55,723 Ella: Ok. Sorry. 63 00:06:08,035 --> 00:06:10,037 Alan: Did you bring a hairdryer? 64 00:06:10,071 --> 00:06:11,072 Ella: Don't use one. 65 00:06:11,105 --> 00:06:13,875 Alan: No, only Terry next door said his Fran's got 66 00:06:13,908 --> 00:06:14,842 a free travel one. 67 00:06:14,876 --> 00:06:17,178 Ella: Good old Fran. Alan: Don't do that. 68 00:06:17,211 --> 00:06:18,880 Ella: Do what? Alan: That. Don't do it. 69 00:06:20,648 --> 00:06:21,916 Alan: Be derisive, you know? 70 00:06:24,318 --> 00:06:26,654 Alan: I know you're aggrieved. 71 00:06:29,290 --> 00:06:30,658 Alan: I'll um... 72 00:06:32,193 --> 00:06:33,794 Alan: I'll finish the drinks. 73 00:06:43,070 --> 00:06:47,008 ♪ (regretful music) ♪ 74 00:06:47,041 --> 00:06:49,977 ♪♪ 75 00:06:50,011 --> 00:06:51,345 Lady in Meeting: I didn't want to go to his funeral 76 00:06:51,379 --> 00:06:53,781 because he's never shown any interest in me. 77 00:06:53,814 --> 00:06:56,584 We had all those years to get in touch and he never did. 78 00:06:56,617 --> 00:06:59,220 And I know it's not about him, it's about me, 79 00:06:59,253 --> 00:07:01,923 and I didn't go, and I'm alright with it. 80 00:07:05,226 --> 00:07:09,063 But what I did do is come to a meeting, and call people. 81 00:07:09,096 --> 00:07:10,364 Share about it. 82 00:07:10,398 --> 00:07:15,703 (sounds of children playing) 83 00:07:15,736 --> 00:07:25,746 ♪♪ (children playing) 84 00:07:25,780 --> 00:07:40,428 ♪♪ (children playing) 85 00:07:40,460 --> 00:07:43,864 ♪♪ 86 00:07:43,898 --> 00:07:46,834 ♪♪ (sirens) 87 00:07:46,867 --> 00:07:56,877 ♪♪ 88 00:07:56,911 --> 00:08:02,450 ♪♪ 89 00:08:02,482 --> 00:08:03,918 TV Presenter: (inaudible) 90 00:08:03,951 --> 00:08:05,886 ...and I can't bear it, Tracy and Peter! 91 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:09,357 It's just dawned on me, this is where we say goodbye to you. 92 00:08:09,390 --> 00:08:11,292 Thank you for coming to play, I'm sorry we're sending you home 93 00:08:11,325 --> 00:08:13,995 without the trophy - - but it's been lovely having you here. 94 00:08:14,028 --> 00:08:15,096 Tracy and Peter! 95 00:08:15,129 --> 00:08:15,963 (audience applause) 96 00:08:15,997 --> 00:08:17,264 Well, for the remaining three pairs, 97 00:08:17,298 --> 00:08:18,299 it's now time for round two. 98 00:08:18,332 --> 00:08:20,267 (theme music/applause) 99 00:08:20,301 --> 00:08:22,403 (footsteps) 100 00:08:22,436 --> 00:08:23,871 (Theme music/applause) 101 00:08:23,904 --> 00:08:26,273 TV: There we are, thank you very much indeed. That brings-- 102 00:08:26,307 --> 00:08:31,812 ♪ (ominous music) ♪ 103 00:08:31,846 --> 00:08:34,115 (thunder) 104 00:08:34,148 --> 00:08:35,783 Ella: Wake up, my angel! 105 00:08:36,350 --> 00:08:38,652 Wake up! Come on! 106 00:08:38,686 --> 00:08:41,455 (Ella laughing) 107 00:08:41,489 --> 00:08:44,125 Alan: (O/S) Ella! Ella! 108 00:08:44,158 --> 00:08:46,093 What you doing? Get outta there! 109 00:08:46,127 --> 00:08:47,461 Ella: Oh shut the fuck up! 110 00:08:47,495 --> 00:08:52,099 ♪♪ 111 00:09:00,141 --> 00:09:01,075 Alan: Ells? 112 00:09:04,078 --> 00:09:05,446 Alan: (O/S) Ella? 113 00:09:05,479 --> 00:09:07,481 I know you've come in, love. 114 00:09:07,516 --> 00:09:10,217 Ella: I'm tired, Dad. 115 00:09:10,251 --> 00:09:12,319 Alan: (O/S) I just... 116 00:09:12,353 --> 00:09:13,954 Ella: We'll speak in the morning. 117 00:09:16,724 --> 00:09:18,059 Alan: (O/S) How'd the meeting go? 118 00:09:18,092 --> 00:09:21,562 Ella: (sighs) 119 00:09:24,665 --> 00:09:27,001 Alan: (sighs) 120 00:09:30,104 --> 00:09:32,073 (birds chirping) 121 00:09:32,106 --> 00:09:33,741 (knocking on door) 122 00:09:38,345 --> 00:09:39,980 (door opening) 123 00:09:52,827 --> 00:09:53,994 Alan: Good morning. 124 00:09:55,663 --> 00:09:57,865 I got a nice cup of tea here for you. 125 00:10:04,305 --> 00:10:06,607 It's a bit burny-fingers. 126 00:10:10,678 --> 00:10:14,516 So, you could get to that meeting at 10, 127 00:10:14,549 --> 00:10:17,384 you know, try and talk to Fiona. 128 00:10:17,418 --> 00:10:19,120 Let's get straight. Come on, now. 129 00:10:22,423 --> 00:10:23,592 Did you go to the meeting? 130 00:10:23,624 --> 00:10:25,693 Ella: Oh fucking hell, Dad, wade straight in! 131 00:10:25,726 --> 00:10:28,028 Alan: Did you? Did you see Fiona? 132 00:10:28,062 --> 00:10:29,029 Ella: Fuck Fiona! 133 00:10:29,063 --> 00:10:31,899 Alan: Ella! Ella: Yes, I went! 134 00:10:33,834 --> 00:10:35,736 Alan: So you go to the meeting at 10. 135 00:10:35,769 --> 00:10:37,606 You know, I think it's very important 136 00:10:37,638 --> 00:10:38,939 that you meet with Fiona. 137 00:10:38,973 --> 00:10:41,008 Ella: Could you stop saying "Fiona" every five seconds? 138 00:10:41,041 --> 00:10:43,644 I talked to her for two minutes and I took her number! 139 00:10:43,677 --> 00:10:45,614 I'm not going to get my kids back 140 00:10:45,646 --> 00:10:47,982 if I sit around in cafés with alcoholics! 141 00:10:53,588 --> 00:10:54,855 Alan: Do you mean that? 142 00:11:00,027 --> 00:11:00,995 Ella: No. 143 00:11:08,402 --> 00:11:09,803 Alan: Alright. 144 00:11:13,207 --> 00:11:15,776 (car revving) 145 00:11:21,682 --> 00:11:22,816 Ella? 146 00:11:36,797 --> 00:11:38,799 (car revving) 147 00:11:38,832 --> 00:11:44,539 (noisy traffic) 148 00:11:44,573 --> 00:11:49,443 (distant traffic noise) 149 00:11:49,476 --> 00:12:02,056 (children playing) 150 00:12:07,529 --> 00:12:11,031 ♪ (ominous music) ♪ 151 00:12:11,065 --> 00:12:21,075 ♪♪ 152 00:12:21,108 --> 00:12:31,051 ♪♪ 153 00:13:10,625 --> 00:13:11,992 Neil: (O/S) Hello. 154 00:13:13,460 --> 00:13:14,795 Hi. 155 00:13:17,131 --> 00:13:18,299 Neil: Your hands are so small! 156 00:13:18,332 --> 00:13:20,200 You should really be wearing gloves. 157 00:13:24,305 --> 00:13:25,239 Neil: Hello. 158 00:13:25,806 --> 00:13:26,807 I'm Neil. 159 00:13:26,840 --> 00:13:28,242 Are you gonna shake my hand? 160 00:13:32,980 --> 00:13:34,683 Oh. Cheese Puffs. 161 00:13:34,716 --> 00:13:36,584 Sorry. Should have wiped. 162 00:13:36,618 --> 00:13:39,019 Too late now. (chuckles) 163 00:13:39,887 --> 00:13:41,822 Ella: I don't... Neil: I don't either. 164 00:13:41,855 --> 00:13:43,223 Neil: Do I look like trouble? 165 00:13:44,626 --> 00:13:46,827 Neil: You sometimes stay until six. 166 00:13:46,860 --> 00:13:49,163 Ella: What did you say? Neil: Yeah, yeah. 167 00:13:49,196 --> 00:13:51,599 Five or six. Ella: What? 168 00:13:51,633 --> 00:13:55,969 Neil: Well.. you stay until all the mums have gone. 169 00:13:56,003 --> 00:13:59,808 Neil: I sat next to you before, but you didn't see me. 170 00:13:59,840 --> 00:14:01,408 Neil: And it didn't feel right to talk to you then. 171 00:14:02,309 --> 00:14:04,011 Ella: It does now? 172 00:14:04,978 --> 00:14:06,113 Neil: It does now. 173 00:14:08,315 --> 00:14:09,684 Ella: I... Neil: I'm not a nut. 174 00:14:09,718 --> 00:14:12,119 I could walk you home. Ella: What? No! 175 00:14:13,454 --> 00:14:15,422 Neil: Actually, yeah, I suppose that would seem 176 00:14:15,456 --> 00:14:16,758 a bit nutty to you- (laughs) 177 00:14:16,791 --> 00:14:19,093 -offering to walk you home. 178 00:14:19,126 --> 00:14:20,894 Ella: Look... Neil: I'm not gonna punch you in the head. 179 00:14:20,928 --> 00:14:22,896 Ella: What?! Neil: Saw it in the news the other day. 180 00:14:22,930 --> 00:14:24,932 This man just punched this woman in the back of the head, 181 00:14:24,965 --> 00:14:26,200 then ran off. 182 00:14:27,201 --> 00:14:28,603 Neil: They say there's a one-armed pedo hanging 183 00:14:28,636 --> 00:14:30,104 around here - just a heads up! 184 00:14:33,474 --> 00:14:35,042 Neil: You look really sad. 185 00:14:35,610 --> 00:14:37,010 I wanna help. 186 00:14:40,381 --> 00:14:41,482 Ella: You're just a kid. 187 00:14:43,685 --> 00:14:45,018 Ella: I should go. 188 00:14:47,388 --> 00:14:50,023 Neil: I'm almost 14 and I'm taller than you. 189 00:14:51,992 --> 00:14:53,260 Ella: I'm 40. 190 00:14:55,429 --> 00:14:56,463 And I can walk home. 191 00:14:57,898 --> 00:14:59,333 Neil: Did something bad happen? 192 00:15:02,670 --> 00:15:04,004 Ella: You can't... 193 00:15:05,707 --> 00:15:07,040 say that. 194 00:15:08,108 --> 00:15:10,612 Neil: Why? No-one's honest or caring. 195 00:15:10,645 --> 00:15:13,280 I mean, people punch people in the back of the head 196 00:15:13,313 --> 00:15:16,350 and squeeze onto a bus like it's a fight to the death. 197 00:15:17,384 --> 00:15:19,253 Well, I care. 198 00:15:23,090 --> 00:15:24,258 Ella: You seem nice. 199 00:15:26,561 --> 00:15:28,530 I'm not. See ya. 200 00:15:28,563 --> 00:15:30,097 Neil: I hope so. 201 00:15:30,732 --> 00:15:32,065 Neil: What's your name? 202 00:15:37,004 --> 00:15:38,138 Ella: Ella. 203 00:15:46,614 --> 00:15:47,715 Alan: What are you after? 204 00:15:47,749 --> 00:15:50,417 Ella: Dunno. Just fancied something. 205 00:15:50,451 --> 00:15:52,152 Alan: Well there's some biscuits up there. 206 00:15:52,186 --> 00:15:53,954 Ella: I'm not arsed about biscuits. 207 00:15:53,987 --> 00:15:55,189 Alan: Hmm. 208 00:15:56,490 --> 00:15:58,358 Ella: Why would you bother with biscuits when there's chocolate? 209 00:15:58,893 --> 00:16:00,194 Ella: You want some? 210 00:16:01,663 --> 00:16:02,797 Alan: What's happened? 211 00:16:02,831 --> 00:16:03,898 Ella: What? 212 00:16:03,932 --> 00:16:07,034 Alan: Well, you seem different. 213 00:16:07,067 --> 00:16:09,804 Alan: No, you do, you seem different. 214 00:16:09,838 --> 00:16:11,205 In a good way. 215 00:16:12,306 --> 00:16:14,107 Ella: Have you heard about the one-armed pedo? 216 00:16:16,176 --> 00:16:17,745 Alan: I'm really not very comfortable 217 00:16:17,779 --> 00:16:19,747 with paedophile jokes, Ella. 218 00:16:19,781 --> 00:16:22,617 Ella: What? Oh, no, Jesus! 219 00:16:22,650 --> 00:16:24,418 Dad, it's not a joke. 220 00:16:25,052 --> 00:16:26,487 Alan: What? 221 00:16:26,521 --> 00:16:27,488 (knocking on door) 222 00:16:31,124 --> 00:16:32,259 Ella: Who's that? 223 00:16:39,399 --> 00:16:40,367 Ella: Who is it? 224 00:16:44,606 --> 00:16:45,540 Ella: Shit! 225 00:16:46,641 --> 00:16:48,108 Alan: (sad sigh) 226 00:16:49,511 --> 00:16:50,912 Ella: Let's just pretend we're not here. 227 00:16:50,945 --> 00:16:53,080 Alan: I can't. I waved. 228 00:16:53,113 --> 00:16:56,250 Ella: Oh, well, if you waved! They can't just turn up! Alan: It'll be alright, it'll be alright! 229 00:16:59,186 --> 00:17:01,388 (loud thumping) 230 00:17:03,691 --> 00:17:05,025 (deep inhale) 231 00:17:06,528 --> 00:17:07,962 (door opens) 232 00:17:07,996 --> 00:17:10,532 Alan: Hello, Joseph. Nice to see you. Come in. 233 00:17:10,565 --> 00:17:11,465 Joseph: Hello. 234 00:17:15,035 --> 00:17:16,036 Alan: She not coming in? 235 00:17:16,069 --> 00:17:17,605 Joseph: Oh, no, just a quick one. 236 00:17:23,143 --> 00:17:25,479 Alan: Look who's here, Ella! Ella: Jesus, Dad. 237 00:17:27,015 --> 00:17:29,316 Joseph: Hey El. Ella: Hey. 238 00:17:29,349 --> 00:17:30,552 Ella: Where are the girls? 239 00:17:30,585 --> 00:17:31,853 Joseph: Oh, it's, er, 240 00:17:31,886 --> 00:17:33,555 Street Dance Thursdays. Alan: Hmm. 241 00:17:34,589 --> 00:17:35,523 Ella: Right. 242 00:17:36,524 --> 00:17:37,457 What do you want? 243 00:17:38,292 --> 00:17:39,694 Alan: I'll make us a cup of tea, eh? 244 00:17:39,727 --> 00:17:40,929 Ella: No, Dad, you don't have to leave the room. 245 00:17:40,962 --> 00:17:42,195 Alan: No, I'll leave you to it. 246 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:47,367 Ella: Bethan not coming in? 247 00:17:48,101 --> 00:17:50,170 Joseph: She's happy in the car. 248 00:17:50,203 --> 00:17:52,105 (knocking on door) 249 00:17:52,874 --> 00:17:54,174 Alan: (O/S) I'll get it! 250 00:17:54,207 --> 00:17:56,376 Ella: Not happy in the car, then? 251 00:17:58,680 --> 00:17:59,981 (door opens) 252 00:18:00,014 --> 00:18:01,849 Bethan: Hi. Alan: Hello, Bethan. Come in. 253 00:18:01,883 --> 00:18:03,250 Bethan: Thank you. 254 00:18:04,018 --> 00:18:05,820 Bethan: How you doing? 255 00:18:05,853 --> 00:18:07,254 Alan: Yeah, I'm alright. 256 00:18:07,287 --> 00:18:08,990 Ella: What is it you want, Joe? Couldn't you have phoned? 257 00:18:09,023 --> 00:18:10,992 Joseph: It's not to interrogate you, Ella. 258 00:18:11,025 --> 00:18:13,393 Joseph: It's just.. to see how you are. 259 00:18:13,427 --> 00:18:14,394 Ella: Oh! 260 00:18:15,095 --> 00:18:16,764 Ella: Is that what it is? 261 00:18:16,798 --> 00:18:18,165 Go on then. 262 00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:22,637 Joseph: We wanna take the girls to the Lakes for half-term. 263 00:18:24,204 --> 00:18:26,340 Ella: October half-term? Joseph: Yeah. 264 00:18:26,373 --> 00:18:27,976 Ella: Right, but you said I could have them here 265 00:18:28,009 --> 00:18:29,376 for a couple of days. 266 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:34,949 Ella: Hello, Bethan. 267 00:18:34,983 --> 00:18:37,051 Bethan: Yes. Sorry. Hello. 268 00:18:37,085 --> 00:18:40,021 Um- I think we probably should have just phoned. 269 00:18:40,054 --> 00:18:42,255 Ella: He said you want to take the girls for all of half-term, 270 00:18:42,289 --> 00:18:44,191 but you can't. That's not what we agreed. 271 00:18:48,029 --> 00:18:50,965 Alan: I'll make us a brew. Ella: No, Dad, don't pretend. 272 00:18:50,999 --> 00:18:53,101 Bethan: Oh, here it comes. Ella: No, it doesn't "come", 273 00:18:53,133 --> 00:18:54,267 I don't see my children. 274 00:18:54,301 --> 00:18:55,603 Bethan: Well that's not our fault. 275 00:18:56,838 --> 00:18:58,271 Bethan: I'm sorry, but it's not. 276 00:18:59,206 --> 00:19:02,043 Bethan: You know I think, considering, 277 00:19:02,076 --> 00:19:03,176 you've seen them more than enough. 278 00:19:03,210 --> 00:19:04,612 Ella: Do you? Bethan: Yes! 279 00:19:04,646 --> 00:19:06,614 Ella: You can't just have my kids and pretend I'm not here. 280 00:19:06,648 --> 00:19:08,482 Bethan: And you can't decide to be a mother when it suits you. 281 00:19:08,516 --> 00:19:11,052 Alan: Alright, look, this ain't getting us anywhere. 282 00:19:11,085 --> 00:19:13,888 Joseph: No, it isn't. Bethan: It's not. 283 00:19:13,921 --> 00:19:17,391 Alan: Come on, El, let's all leave it here for now, yeah? 284 00:19:17,424 --> 00:19:20,862 Bethan: Oh yeah, I mean we were gonna leave anyway, so... 285 00:19:20,895 --> 00:19:22,429 Ella: Sure, get that lasagne in. 286 00:19:23,898 --> 00:19:24,966 Bethan: What? 287 00:19:24,999 --> 00:19:26,134 Joseph: Let's go! Bethan: No, no, no! 288 00:19:26,166 --> 00:19:27,702 W-what, what are you saying about lasagne? 289 00:19:29,236 --> 00:19:30,738 Bethan: Why do you have to be so nasty? 290 00:19:30,772 --> 00:19:32,406 Joseph: Come on! Bethan: Because I make a good lasagne, actually, 291 00:19:32,439 --> 00:19:34,676 but you just love to try - Ella: What? 292 00:19:34,709 --> 00:19:36,811 Joseph: I'm actually walking out now. 293 00:19:36,844 --> 00:19:38,412 Ella: What do I just love to do? 294 00:19:40,414 --> 00:19:41,549 Bethan: Yeah, let's go. 295 00:19:43,151 --> 00:19:44,552 Ella: Thanks for coming. 296 00:19:47,655 --> 00:19:48,589 Alan: (sigh) 297 00:19:51,391 --> 00:19:52,827 Bethan: Sorry for... 298 00:19:52,860 --> 00:19:54,095 (door opens) 299 00:19:54,128 --> 00:19:55,462 Joseph: Sorry, Alan. 300 00:20:03,571 --> 00:20:04,539 (door closes) 301 00:20:06,741 --> 00:20:09,777 (car starting outside) 302 00:20:15,315 --> 00:20:18,619 Alan: (sad sigh) 303 00:20:22,890 --> 00:20:24,625 It really will be alright. 304 00:20:25,860 --> 00:20:27,327 Ella: It really won't. 305 00:20:29,964 --> 00:20:32,499 Alan: It will take time for them to trust you. 306 00:20:36,571 --> 00:20:37,872 TV Presenter: Three pairs! 307 00:20:37,905 --> 00:20:39,406 That's just round two for you. 308 00:20:39,439 --> 00:20:40,742 It's just how it goes. 309 00:20:40,775 --> 00:20:42,275 We'll be losing another pair at the end of this round. 310 00:20:42,309 --> 00:20:44,879 I mean, not to give it away, but that's how it works. 311 00:20:44,912 --> 00:20:46,147 Best of luck to all three pairs. 312 00:20:46,180 --> 00:20:48,649 (birds singing) (dog barking) 313 00:20:48,683 --> 00:20:54,856 (birds singing) 314 00:20:54,889 --> 00:21:01,562 ♪ (wistful music) ♪ 315 00:21:01,596 --> 00:21:09,704 ♪♪ 316 00:21:09,737 --> 00:21:10,872 Neil: What's your favourite thing ever? 317 00:21:13,608 --> 00:21:15,308 Neil: You can choose anything. 318 00:21:16,911 --> 00:21:18,278 Neil: The sea? 319 00:21:19,881 --> 00:21:21,281 Music? 320 00:21:22,650 --> 00:21:23,584 Christmas? 321 00:21:24,585 --> 00:21:25,686 Ella: I don't like Christmas. 322 00:21:26,954 --> 00:21:28,523 Neil: I hate Christmas! 323 00:21:30,224 --> 00:21:31,826 Ella: I can't listen to music now. 324 00:21:32,827 --> 00:21:34,294 Neil: I just like Prince. 325 00:21:37,565 --> 00:21:39,299 Ella: I like Prince, too. 326 00:21:42,236 --> 00:21:43,905 Neil: I'd really like to see the sea. 327 00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:48,943 Ella: Never seen the sea? Never been to.. Brighton? 328 00:21:48,976 --> 00:21:51,045 Margate? Neil: Nope. 329 00:21:51,078 --> 00:21:52,613 Neil: I want to go to Scarborough. 330 00:21:53,781 --> 00:21:56,316 For my birthday. Ella: In Yorkshire? 331 00:21:57,985 --> 00:21:59,520 Ella: Jesus, why? 332 00:21:59,554 --> 00:22:02,355 Neil: Well, since I was little, really. 333 00:22:04,725 --> 00:22:05,827 Ella: Scarborough. 334 00:22:09,163 --> 00:22:10,832 I like sugar. 335 00:22:10,865 --> 00:22:12,233 Neil: Yeah. 336 00:22:12,266 --> 00:22:13,568 (chuckles) Me too. 337 00:22:16,070 --> 00:22:19,507 Neil: I never met anyone who doesn't like Christmas. 338 00:22:19,540 --> 00:22:22,475 Neil: Christmas is for the privileged, isn't it? 339 00:22:22,510 --> 00:22:26,080 Neil: I got chocolate coins and a puzzle at Christmas. 340 00:22:26,113 --> 00:22:27,114 What'd you get? 341 00:22:27,148 --> 00:22:28,983 Ella: My dad bought me a book. 342 00:22:29,016 --> 00:22:30,751 Neil: Books are good. 343 00:22:30,785 --> 00:22:32,687 Ella: It's called "Living Sober". 344 00:22:34,188 --> 00:22:35,823 Neil: Oh. 345 00:22:35,857 --> 00:22:38,159 Ella: I've sort of given up with it. 346 00:22:38,192 --> 00:22:39,894 There's only so much a person can take on. 347 00:22:40,528 --> 00:22:42,362 Neil: Right. Yeah. 348 00:22:44,565 --> 00:22:46,634 Neil: Why do you stare at all the little girls here? 349 00:22:48,069 --> 00:22:50,805 Neil: You do. You stare at all the little girls, 350 00:22:50,838 --> 00:22:52,640 and you look so sad. 351 00:22:56,544 --> 00:22:58,445 Ella: Neil, is it? 352 00:22:59,547 --> 00:23:01,048 Ella: Do your parents know that you talk to 353 00:23:01,082 --> 00:23:02,850 strange people in the park? 354 00:23:02,884 --> 00:23:04,619 You need to be more careful who you talk to. 355 00:23:04,652 --> 00:23:06,554 Neil: My parents aren't like other parents. 356 00:23:06,587 --> 00:23:08,155 They don't really care where I am. 357 00:23:08,189 --> 00:23:10,258 Ella: I bet they do. Neil: No, 358 00:23:10,291 --> 00:23:13,794 not in a bad, dramatic way. 359 00:23:15,296 --> 00:23:16,864 They're just really old and innocent. 360 00:23:19,166 --> 00:23:20,400 Neil: You have a nice smile. 361 00:23:21,135 --> 00:23:22,536 Neil: You should get it out more. 362 00:23:24,105 --> 00:23:25,940 Ella: Listen, Neil, 363 00:23:29,076 --> 00:23:31,012 I'm not a good person. 364 00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:34,181 Ella: I don't know why I'm standing here 365 00:23:34,215 --> 00:23:35,716 telling you that, but.. 366 00:23:37,718 --> 00:23:39,353 I'm not. 367 00:23:39,387 --> 00:23:41,856 Neil: Don't say that. Your ears hear it. 368 00:23:44,225 --> 00:23:45,626 Ella: Who are you? 369 00:23:47,261 --> 00:23:48,930 Neil: I'm the kid who smells of piss. 370 00:23:50,765 --> 00:23:52,900 Ella: What?! Neil: At school. 371 00:23:52,934 --> 00:23:54,902 There's always a kid that stinks of piss. 372 00:23:55,536 --> 00:23:57,437 And I'm it. Him. 373 00:23:58,239 --> 00:24:00,473 Ella: No. Neil: Yeah. 374 00:24:00,508 --> 00:24:02,710 Ella: You don't! Who said that to you? 375 00:24:04,111 --> 00:24:05,478 Neil: You are a good person. 376 00:24:06,714 --> 00:24:08,616 Ella: You wouldn't say that if you knew me. 377 00:24:09,617 --> 00:24:12,452 Neil: I don't care about what you've done. 378 00:24:20,428 --> 00:24:21,996 Ella: I have two daughters. 379 00:24:24,098 --> 00:24:25,066 But.. 380 00:24:27,201 --> 00:24:28,536 I don't... 381 00:24:29,236 --> 00:24:30,838 I don't live with them any more. 382 00:24:37,278 --> 00:24:38,612 Neil: I'm sorry. 383 00:24:43,784 --> 00:24:47,121 ♪ (mournful music) ♪ 384 00:24:47,154 --> 00:24:59,033 ♪♪ 385 00:24:59,066 --> 00:25:08,509 ♪♪ (happy laughter) 386 00:25:08,542 --> 00:25:19,286 ♪♪ 387 00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:20,755 Eva: Come, Mummy! 388 00:25:20,788 --> 00:25:25,793 ♪♪ 389 00:25:25,826 --> 00:25:27,728 Eva: I don't miss you, Mummy. 390 00:25:28,429 --> 00:25:38,439 (soft sobbing) 391 00:25:38,472 --> 00:25:40,341 (answering machine beeps) 392 00:25:40,374 --> 00:25:43,577 Joseph: Ella, hi, it's-it's Joe. 393 00:25:43,611 --> 00:25:46,747 I'm sorry about the other night, 394 00:25:46,781 --> 00:25:50,151 we realise it was probably a bit unexpected. 395 00:25:50,184 --> 00:25:51,585 Um- 396 00:25:51,619 --> 00:25:54,088 We've been talking and wondered if you'd like to meet 397 00:25:54,121 --> 00:25:56,590 for a coffee to talk things through. 398 00:25:57,258 --> 00:25:59,693 Um, well, I hope you're ok. 399 00:26:00,828 --> 00:26:03,664 Speak soon. Give me, give me a call when you can. 400 00:26:03,697 --> 00:26:06,600 Or a-or a text. 401 00:26:06,634 --> 00:26:08,002 Okay, bye. 402 00:26:08,035 --> 00:26:10,337 Um, yeah, bye. 403 00:26:10,371 --> 00:26:12,106 (answering machine beeps) 404 00:26:13,474 --> 00:26:15,076 Neil: My dad's a scientist. 405 00:26:15,109 --> 00:26:18,079 I don't take pictures of myself, or cake. 406 00:26:18,112 --> 00:26:20,114 I'd rather eat cake. 407 00:26:20,147 --> 00:26:21,582 My dad's scared of clouds. 408 00:26:21,615 --> 00:26:23,451 Ella: I'm scared of lots of things. 409 00:26:23,484 --> 00:26:26,220 Neil: I'm not. We'll all be dead soon. 410 00:26:26,253 --> 00:26:27,922 I mean, pretty soon. 411 00:26:27,955 --> 00:26:30,224 If I'm ever feeling I might be scared about something, 412 00:26:30,257 --> 00:26:32,059 I think to myself: 413 00:26:32,093 --> 00:26:33,627 'Will I care about this on my deathbed?' 414 00:26:33,661 --> 00:26:36,163 and, and the answer's always no. 415 00:26:36,197 --> 00:26:38,732 Ella: You're too young to think about deathbeds. 416 00:26:40,569 --> 00:26:42,203 Neil: You do not look 40, by the way. 417 00:26:43,337 --> 00:26:45,540 Ella: I think I look 50, now. 418 00:26:45,574 --> 00:26:47,108 Neil: Yeah. (laughs) Yeah, actually 419 00:26:47,141 --> 00:26:48,242 you look older up close. 420 00:26:48,275 --> 00:26:49,777 (Neil laughing) 421 00:26:53,214 --> 00:26:54,148 Ella: Do you like school? 422 00:26:55,216 --> 00:26:57,852 Neil: Mmm. I'm not that good at school. 423 00:26:57,885 --> 00:26:59,320 Ella: It means nothing. 424 00:26:59,353 --> 00:27:02,223 The kids who are successful at school disappear in real life. 425 00:27:03,224 --> 00:27:06,127 Neil: Yeah! Yeah, my dad was amazing at school, 426 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:09,697 but...he's shit at life. 427 00:27:09,730 --> 00:27:13,000 Ella: I was shit at school and I'm shit at life. 428 00:27:14,301 --> 00:27:15,202 Neil: I doubt that. 429 00:27:17,705 --> 00:27:19,740 Neil: My dad doesn't actually have a real job. 430 00:27:20,341 --> 00:27:22,544 Ella: Oh. 431 00:27:22,577 --> 00:27:24,979 Where does he do his scientist thing, then? 432 00:27:25,012 --> 00:27:29,016 Neil: In his head. I mean, he's full of ideas, but 433 00:27:30,184 --> 00:27:32,953 nobody's willing to give him a chance. 434 00:27:32,987 --> 00:27:34,623 Neil: I mean, he has a cure for lots of things. 435 00:27:34,655 --> 00:27:38,259 Just.. people don't listen. 436 00:27:38,292 --> 00:27:39,226 Ella: No. 437 00:27:40,427 --> 00:27:41,729 They don't. 438 00:27:43,697 --> 00:27:45,032 Neil: Did your mum die? 439 00:27:48,736 --> 00:27:49,904 Ella: Yeah. 440 00:27:50,572 --> 00:27:51,872 Neil: Cancer? 441 00:27:56,511 --> 00:27:58,078 Ella: Yes. 442 00:27:58,112 --> 00:27:59,079 Neil: I'm sorry. 443 00:28:01,550 --> 00:28:02,517 Neil: You think you gave it to her, 444 00:28:02,551 --> 00:28:04,051 don't you? Ella: What?! 445 00:28:05,286 --> 00:28:06,687 Neil: You didn't, Ella. 446 00:28:07,755 --> 00:28:09,023 Neil: Can I come to your house? 447 00:28:09,056 --> 00:28:12,627 Ella: No! I mean, I don't have one. 448 00:28:12,661 --> 00:28:14,228 Neil: Then can I come to where you're living? 449 00:28:14,261 --> 00:28:16,864 Ella: Absolutely not. Listen, Neil, I'm sorry 450 00:28:16,897 --> 00:28:19,099 but I shouldn't stay here and talk to you any more. 451 00:28:20,768 --> 00:28:22,703 Neil: I wish you were my mum. 452 00:28:24,539 --> 00:28:26,774 Ella: You're a nice boy, 453 00:28:26,807 --> 00:28:29,210 but I'm not fit to be anyone's mum. 454 00:28:29,243 --> 00:28:31,478 Neil: That isn't true! Ella: It really is. 455 00:28:31,513 --> 00:28:36,217 ♪ (mournful music) ♪ 456 00:28:36,250 --> 00:28:46,260 ♪♪ 457 00:28:46,293 --> 00:28:52,866 ♪♪ 458 00:28:52,900 --> 00:28:54,768 (horror movie soundtrack playing on TV) 459 00:28:54,802 --> 00:28:56,971 Alan: Ells, it's 4am, love. 460 00:28:57,672 --> 00:28:59,073 Ella: I'll turn it down. 461 00:28:59,106 --> 00:29:00,808 Alan: No, that's not what I mean. 462 00:29:03,444 --> 00:29:04,878 Alan: It's not what I meant. 463 00:29:06,380 --> 00:29:07,881 Alan: You ok? 464 00:29:09,116 --> 00:29:11,151 Ella: No, Dad. 465 00:29:12,654 --> 00:29:13,954 Alan: I know. 466 00:29:16,757 --> 00:29:19,426 Ella: Dad, I met this 14 year-old boy 467 00:29:19,460 --> 00:29:20,894 in the park called Neil. 468 00:29:20,928 --> 00:29:22,896 He's filthy and he doesn't wear a coat. 469 00:29:22,930 --> 00:29:25,567 He's always there and he clearly doesn't have any friends. 470 00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:26,867 Alan: Ella. Ella: No, wait Dad, 471 00:29:26,900 --> 00:29:28,836 I think there's really something wrong. 472 00:29:28,869 --> 00:29:31,573 Alan: What are you talking about? 473 00:29:31,606 --> 00:29:34,174 Ella: (sighs) 474 00:29:34,975 --> 00:29:36,645 Alan: Are you spying on the girls? 475 00:29:36,678 --> 00:29:38,145 Ella: This isn't about the girls. 476 00:29:38,178 --> 00:29:39,813 Alan: Is anything about the girls? 477 00:29:39,847 --> 00:29:41,815 Ella: That's a fucking stinking thing to say! 478 00:29:41,849 --> 00:29:44,285 Alan: Alright, I shouldn't have said that. I'm sorry. 479 00:29:44,318 --> 00:29:46,987 Ella: I don't want to talk about meetings, 480 00:29:47,021 --> 00:29:51,091 or living sober, or friendly AA Fiona! 481 00:29:51,125 --> 00:29:54,128 Fiona who I made up, by the way! 482 00:29:54,161 --> 00:29:55,296 Alan: What? 483 00:29:55,329 --> 00:29:56,297 Ella: Yeah! 484 00:29:59,233 --> 00:30:00,234 Alan: Jesus. 485 00:30:00,267 --> 00:30:09,511 (uneasy breathing) 486 00:30:09,544 --> 00:30:10,878 Jesus. 487 00:30:22,356 --> 00:30:23,924 (upset grunt) 488 00:30:27,529 --> 00:30:34,234 ♪ (haunting folk-pop song) ♪ 489 00:30:34,268 --> 00:30:35,369 ♪♪ 490 00:30:47,848 --> 00:31:02,463 (sounds of bustling café) 491 00:31:02,496 --> 00:31:03,864 Bethan: Hiya. 492 00:31:05,667 --> 00:31:07,401 Joseph: (nervous sigh) 493 00:31:12,206 --> 00:31:14,475 Bethan: Thank you for coming. Joseph: Yeah, thank you. 494 00:31:17,177 --> 00:31:18,879 Joseph: We, we just wanted to say that we've 495 00:31:18,912 --> 00:31:21,014 thought about half-term - 496 00:31:22,082 --> 00:31:25,018 Joseph: - and we'll go to Brighton instead. 497 00:31:25,052 --> 00:31:26,487 Joseph: You can have the girls for a couple of days 498 00:31:26,521 --> 00:31:27,689 like we said. 499 00:31:27,722 --> 00:31:29,022 Ella: Really? 500 00:31:31,559 --> 00:31:32,493 Ella: Thank you. 501 00:31:33,795 --> 00:31:35,295 Joseph: They want to see you, El. 502 00:31:36,363 --> 00:31:37,297 Ella: Thank you. 503 00:31:41,736 --> 00:31:43,270 Bethan: So how you getting on? 504 00:31:47,709 --> 00:31:49,243 Are you getting to your meetings? 505 00:31:49,878 --> 00:31:54,214 (distant baby crying) 506 00:31:55,282 --> 00:31:56,483 Joseph: Ella? Bethan: Ella. 507 00:31:56,518 --> 00:31:59,854 Ella: Yeah, I'm going to my fucking meetings. 508 00:31:59,888 --> 00:32:02,624 Okay? Is that okay? 509 00:32:02,657 --> 00:32:03,725 Joseph: El, come on. 510 00:32:03,758 --> 00:32:05,459 Bethan: Oh, for goodness' sake, Ella. 511 00:32:07,494 --> 00:32:08,328 Ella: What? 512 00:32:08,362 --> 00:32:09,329 Joseph: I really don't understand 513 00:32:09,363 --> 00:32:11,566 why it always spirals so quickly. 514 00:32:11,599 --> 00:32:14,968 Bethan: Look, we--we have to ask about the meetings. 515 00:32:15,002 --> 00:32:17,070 We're not going to pussy-foot around you. 516 00:32:18,439 --> 00:32:21,108 And stop doing this... 517 00:32:21,141 --> 00:32:24,044 evil step-mum bullshit. It's really unhelpful. 518 00:32:25,780 --> 00:32:27,214 Ella: Sure. 519 00:32:30,417 --> 00:32:33,153 Bethan: How are your steps? Ella: None of your business. 520 00:32:33,187 --> 00:32:35,322 Bethan: Oh, Ella, please! 521 00:32:36,156 --> 00:32:38,593 You've got to get your shit together. 522 00:32:38,626 --> 00:32:39,861 We all want that for you. 523 00:32:39,894 --> 00:32:41,563 Ella: You don't want that for me. 524 00:32:41,596 --> 00:32:42,963 Bethan: Yes, we do! 525 00:32:45,533 --> 00:32:47,468 Bethan: We're here today to change things, 526 00:32:47,501 --> 00:32:49,136 to look forward. For you! 527 00:32:49,169 --> 00:32:53,407 Ella: Well, I'm going to my meetings. 528 00:32:54,876 --> 00:32:56,343 Ella: Is that ok? 529 00:32:56,376 --> 00:32:57,177 Joseph: Yeah. 530 00:32:57,211 --> 00:32:59,012 Ella: And thank you. 531 00:32:59,046 --> 00:33:02,115 Thank you for letting me have my kids. 532 00:33:03,083 --> 00:33:03,918 For two days. 533 00:33:03,952 --> 00:33:09,423 (hurried footsteps) 534 00:33:09,456 --> 00:33:13,494 ♪ (haunting folk-pop song) ♪ 535 00:33:13,528 --> 00:33:23,538 ♪♪ 536 00:33:23,571 --> 00:33:33,515 ♪♪ 537 00:33:44,859 --> 00:33:46,293 (gentle knocking) 538 00:33:49,196 --> 00:33:50,497 (gentle knocking) 539 00:33:53,500 --> 00:33:54,434 Ella: Dad? 540 00:33:58,873 --> 00:34:00,173 (door opens) 541 00:34:00,675 --> 00:34:02,042 Ella: Neil! 542 00:34:03,011 --> 00:34:05,379 Ella: What are you doing here? Neil: Hello, Ella! 543 00:34:05,412 --> 00:34:08,315 Ella: I don't think I wanna know how you know where I live. 544 00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:12,554 You'll have to go as soon as my dad gets back. 545 00:34:13,555 --> 00:34:14,822 Neil: Why? 546 00:34:14,856 --> 00:34:16,156 Ella: Because... 547 00:34:17,725 --> 00:34:19,393 where do I start? 548 00:34:19,426 --> 00:34:21,194 Neil: He'll think it's weird? 549 00:34:23,263 --> 00:34:26,568 I mean, nothing's weird when you think about it. 550 00:34:28,268 --> 00:34:30,370 Ella: I'm supposed to be behaving better than I feel. 551 00:34:32,874 --> 00:34:34,609 Ella: You warm enough in Dad's coat? 552 00:34:37,011 --> 00:34:39,279 Neil: I've told you, I don't feel the cold. 553 00:34:41,950 --> 00:34:43,918 Ella: Is your brother older or younger? 554 00:34:43,952 --> 00:34:45,218 Neil: Two years older. 555 00:34:45,252 --> 00:34:47,254 We're not really bothered about each other, 556 00:34:47,287 --> 00:34:51,559 but him being older allows me to get on with my own thing. 557 00:34:53,027 --> 00:34:55,395 My parents assume he's got an eye on me, 558 00:34:55,429 --> 00:34:56,864 but uh, 559 00:34:56,898 --> 00:34:58,398 I'm self-sufficient. 560 00:34:59,299 --> 00:35:01,134 Ella: Why do you sit around in that park? 561 00:35:01,168 --> 00:35:03,771 Neil: I don't know. Same as you, maybe. 562 00:35:03,805 --> 00:35:06,440 I used to go there a long time ago with my family. 563 00:35:07,709 --> 00:35:10,143 I like that you're never on your phone. 564 00:35:10,979 --> 00:35:12,647 Ella: No-one messages me. 565 00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:13,715 Neil: I don't have one. 566 00:35:13,748 --> 00:35:16,116 Ella: Don't you parents need to know you're safe? 567 00:35:17,785 --> 00:35:19,219 Neil: They're just not that way. 568 00:35:22,422 --> 00:35:24,424 Ella: You'll need to get to the sea one day. 569 00:35:25,994 --> 00:35:27,294 Neil: You could take me. 570 00:35:33,534 --> 00:35:35,369 Neil: What happened with your girls? 571 00:35:43,678 --> 00:35:45,312 Ella: What did you like about Prince? 572 00:35:45,345 --> 00:35:48,549 Neil: I really love his ruffles and gold trousers. 573 00:35:49,951 --> 00:35:51,653 Ella: He did the splits in heels. 574 00:35:51,686 --> 00:35:52,654 Neil: So cool. 575 00:35:53,655 --> 00:35:55,957 I try not to refer to him in the past tense. 576 00:35:55,990 --> 00:35:57,058 Ella: Gotcha. 577 00:35:57,091 --> 00:35:58,793 Neil: He plays loads of instruments, 578 00:35:58,826 --> 00:35:59,927 and he doesn't follow the crowd. 579 00:35:59,961 --> 00:36:01,294 (door opens) 580 00:36:04,098 --> 00:36:05,432 Neil: Thanks for the hot chocolate. 581 00:36:12,974 --> 00:36:15,009 (inaudible TV program) 582 00:36:15,043 --> 00:36:18,345 (door opens/closes) 583 00:36:20,982 --> 00:36:22,315 Ella: Alright, Dad? 584 00:36:31,893 --> 00:36:34,729 Alan: Ella, you want a tea? 585 00:36:36,130 --> 00:36:37,699 Ella: No thanks, Dad! 586 00:36:38,666 --> 00:36:47,441 (tap running) 587 00:36:56,851 --> 00:36:58,820 Ella: (long sad sigh) 588 00:37:04,692 --> 00:37:05,793 (curtains whooshing) 589 00:37:27,982 --> 00:37:29,349 Alan: You ok? 590 00:37:34,021 --> 00:37:34,956 Alan: Well, I'll... 591 00:37:35,923 --> 00:37:38,458 I'll leave you to it. Ella: Thanks, Dad. 592 00:37:46,100 --> 00:37:47,400 (door closing) 593 00:37:56,043 --> 00:37:57,812 (birds singing) 594 00:38:01,816 --> 00:38:03,283 (door opens) 595 00:38:11,092 --> 00:38:13,628 Neil: There's old pictures of my family in Scarborough. 596 00:38:13,661 --> 00:38:16,164 There's this picture of two couples holding hands 597 00:38:16,197 --> 00:38:17,632 in tweedy clothes. 598 00:38:18,866 --> 00:38:20,802 And hundreds of fish and chip shops, like actually hundreds. 599 00:38:25,273 --> 00:38:27,374 Ella: I don't feel as angry when I'm with you. 600 00:38:28,509 --> 00:38:29,911 Neil: That's fantastic. 601 00:38:29,944 --> 00:38:32,847 Ella: (laughs) 602 00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:34,447 Neil: What's funny? 603 00:38:34,481 --> 00:38:36,651 Ella: You have a way of saying things... 604 00:38:37,885 --> 00:38:38,953 differently. 605 00:38:38,986 --> 00:38:40,822 Neil: (laughs) Yeah, I mean, 606 00:38:40,855 --> 00:38:42,890 I think that's why I don't have any friends. 607 00:38:44,525 --> 00:38:45,626 We don't have a bedroom. 608 00:38:46,294 --> 00:38:47,862 I sleep in the front room. 609 00:38:47,895 --> 00:38:49,730 People are generally horrified by that. 610 00:38:49,764 --> 00:38:51,232 Ella: I don't find that horrifying. 611 00:38:51,265 --> 00:38:53,134 Neil: There's far worse things. 612 00:38:53,167 --> 00:38:55,102 Ella: There is. 613 00:38:55,136 --> 00:38:56,838 I don't have a bedroom either. 614 00:38:56,871 --> 00:38:57,839 Neil: Huh. 615 00:38:58,706 --> 00:39:00,241 Do you have a cigarette, Ella? 616 00:39:00,274 --> 00:39:02,510 Ella: No, I bloody do not!! 617 00:39:05,445 --> 00:39:07,315 Ella: Aren't you frozen, Neil? 618 00:39:07,347 --> 00:39:10,483 It worries me that you don't wear a coat. 619 00:39:10,518 --> 00:39:11,986 Neil: I'm never cold. You know that. 620 00:39:12,019 --> 00:39:14,188 (laughter) 621 00:39:14,222 --> 00:39:15,656 Ella: You're higher! 622 00:39:18,793 --> 00:39:21,494 (laughter) 623 00:39:21,863 --> 00:39:22,930 Neil: Woah! 624 00:39:22,964 --> 00:39:24,397 (laughter) 625 00:39:24,431 --> 00:39:25,733 Neil: I'm going to beat you! Ella: No you're not! 626 00:39:25,766 --> 00:39:29,003 Neil: Oh yes I will! Ella: No you won't! (laughs) 627 00:39:29,036 --> 00:39:30,104 Neil: You may be older than me, 628 00:39:30,137 --> 00:39:31,772 but I've been doing this for much longer than you. 629 00:39:31,806 --> 00:39:35,843 (Ella laughing) 630 00:39:35,877 --> 00:39:38,512 Neil: (gasps) The girls! 631 00:39:47,655 --> 00:39:50,057 Ella: Did she just scurry off with my kids? 632 00:39:50,091 --> 00:39:51,391 Joseph: Ella... we saw you, 633 00:39:51,424 --> 00:39:53,728 we saw you, but we hadn't scheduled or, you know, 634 00:39:53,761 --> 00:39:54,896 arranged for you to see the girls 635 00:39:54,929 --> 00:39:56,429 and you looked quite mental on the swings. 636 00:39:56,463 --> 00:39:59,100 Please don't shout. The girls might see you. Shouting. 637 00:39:59,133 --> 00:40:03,403 Ella: No, Joseph, the girls are being bundled into a car. 638 00:40:07,241 --> 00:40:08,576 Joseph: Hi. 639 00:40:09,210 --> 00:40:11,212 Sorry, um- who is this? 640 00:40:11,245 --> 00:40:12,179 Ella: I thought you didn't like this 641 00:40:12,213 --> 00:40:13,480 crappy little park any more. 642 00:40:13,514 --> 00:40:16,317 Neil: Hey! I like this little park. 643 00:40:16,350 --> 00:40:18,052 Ella: He called it crappy, not me. 644 00:40:18,085 --> 00:40:20,187 Neil: I like this little park. 645 00:40:20,221 --> 00:40:21,488 Joseph: Who is this? 646 00:40:21,522 --> 00:40:23,591 Ella: I'm going over to them! Joseph: Ella. Ella! 647 00:40:27,361 --> 00:40:29,830 Joseph: Ella. Ella, stop! Ella! 648 00:40:30,998 --> 00:40:32,600 Joseph: Ella! Stop! 649 00:40:33,301 --> 00:40:34,835 Joseph: Fuck. 650 00:40:35,236 --> 00:40:36,570 FUCK! Ella! 651 00:40:38,172 --> 00:40:39,439 Joseph: Fuck! 652 00:40:43,311 --> 00:40:45,179 Joseph: Sorry. 653 00:40:45,212 --> 00:40:46,714 Neil: No need. 654 00:40:46,747 --> 00:40:48,448 She won't get to the car. 655 00:40:51,252 --> 00:40:53,587 Neil: What's wrong with this park? 656 00:40:53,621 --> 00:40:55,623 Joseph: Since someone burnt down the dinosaur slide, 657 00:40:55,656 --> 00:40:58,893 we've not been back with the girls since. 658 00:40:58,926 --> 00:41:01,062 Neil: Except today. 659 00:41:01,095 --> 00:41:04,899 Joseph: Well, yeah. Yeah. Today. 660 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:08,970 Joseph: (sigh of relieve) Neil: See? 661 00:41:09,003 --> 00:41:10,671 Neil: I liked the burnt dinosaur slide. 662 00:41:10,705 --> 00:41:13,741 I liked how it looked in all the middle of the shiny things. 663 00:41:17,244 --> 00:41:19,513 Looked a bit like Ella. 664 00:41:19,547 --> 00:41:21,449 Joseph: I was concerned that someone might 665 00:41:21,481 --> 00:41:23,351 burn something else down, you know? 666 00:41:23,384 --> 00:41:25,820 Neil: Nah. I reckon they were done. 667 00:41:27,321 --> 00:41:28,622 She's coming back. 668 00:41:31,325 --> 00:41:33,761 Joseph: Looks a bit like Dora the Explorer with that backpack. 669 00:41:35,896 --> 00:41:37,698 Neil: You should be nice to her. 670 00:41:40,968 --> 00:41:42,603 Carassius auratus. 671 00:41:43,170 --> 00:41:45,206 Joseph: Yeah.. what? 672 00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:47,775 Neil: You look like a goldfish doing that with your mouth. 673 00:41:51,045 --> 00:41:51,946 Neil: Don't shout, Ella. 674 00:41:54,048 --> 00:41:55,116 Just say it. 675 00:41:55,149 --> 00:41:57,451 ♪ (mournful music) ♪ 676 00:41:57,485 --> 00:42:00,421 ♪♪ 677 00:42:00,454 --> 00:42:01,856 Ella: You shouldn't have brought them here. 678 00:42:03,457 --> 00:42:05,126 You know I used to, and it's- 679 00:42:06,293 --> 00:42:07,828 It's so close to Dad's. 680 00:42:10,031 --> 00:42:11,966 The girls don't need to see me like this. 681 00:42:14,435 --> 00:42:15,770 Have a good night. 682 00:42:17,171 --> 00:42:18,406 Neil: I'll walk you? 683 00:42:18,439 --> 00:42:19,940 Ella: Thanks. 684 00:42:20,608 --> 00:42:21,809 I'm alright. 685 00:42:31,552 --> 00:42:32,653 Bethan: Shall we have some ice cream? 686 00:42:32,686 --> 00:42:34,088 Ashley/Eva: Yeah! Bethan: Yeah? 687 00:42:34,121 --> 00:42:35,656 Eva: Yeah. Maybe a mint? 688 00:42:35,689 --> 00:42:37,558 Ashley: Is there brownie? In ice cream? 689 00:42:37,591 --> 00:42:39,193 Eva: Why did we go to the park? 690 00:42:39,226 --> 00:42:40,594 Neil: It's not too late. 691 00:42:40,628 --> 00:42:42,897 All she wants to do is be a mum. 692 00:42:45,166 --> 00:42:47,034 Joseph: I'm sorry, fella, I have absolutely no idea 693 00:42:47,068 --> 00:42:49,737 who you are or what you're talking about. 694 00:42:49,770 --> 00:42:51,972 You have no clue what you're saying. 695 00:42:53,274 --> 00:42:54,575 Who are you? 696 00:42:54,608 --> 00:42:55,843 Why are you here with Ella? 697 00:42:55,876 --> 00:42:58,547 ♪ (mysterious music) ♪ 698 00:42:58,579 --> 00:43:08,622 ♪♪ 699 00:43:08,656 --> 00:43:21,302 ♪♪ 700 00:43:21,335 --> 00:43:30,579 ♪♪ 701 00:43:30,611 --> 00:43:33,881 ♪ (Mournful music) ♪ 702 00:43:33,914 --> 00:43:45,860 ♪♪ 703 00:43:45,893 --> 00:43:55,903 ♪♪ (quiet sobbing) 704 00:43:55,936 --> 00:44:03,043 ♪♪ (quiet sobbing) 705 00:44:07,181 --> 00:44:09,250 (TV audience applause) 706 00:44:09,283 --> 00:44:10,384 (TV jingle) 707 00:44:10,417 --> 00:44:11,819 (soft knocking) 708 00:44:11,852 --> 00:44:14,155 TV Presenter: Question two: what is the most populated 709 00:44:14,188 --> 00:44:17,258 city in the USA? 710 00:44:19,760 --> 00:44:21,662 Gonna have to hurry you on that. 711 00:44:28,335 --> 00:44:29,270 Neil: Hello, Alan. 712 00:44:32,473 --> 00:44:34,108 Alan: Give me two minutes. 713 00:44:34,141 --> 00:44:35,242 Neil: Okay. 714 00:44:35,276 --> 00:44:36,277 (door closing firmly) 715 00:44:37,178 --> 00:44:38,479 Alan: Are you trying to make things worse? 716 00:44:38,513 --> 00:44:39,614 Ella: I don't know, Dad. 717 00:44:39,648 --> 00:44:41,115 Alan: When are you going to start thinking? 718 00:44:41,148 --> 00:44:43,484 (muffled voices) 719 00:44:43,518 --> 00:44:44,586 Neil: Hello again. 720 00:44:44,619 --> 00:44:54,629 (hushed verbal fighting) 721 00:44:54,663 --> 00:45:00,201 (hushed verbal fighting) 722 00:45:00,234 --> 00:45:01,168 (door opens) 723 00:45:03,237 --> 00:45:04,271 Neil: Lovely room. 724 00:45:06,240 --> 00:45:07,274 Alan: Thank you. 725 00:45:16,383 --> 00:45:17,785 Alan: Here you are. 726 00:45:17,818 --> 00:45:18,986 Neil: Thank you. 727 00:45:22,089 --> 00:45:23,791 Neil: This is really nice, Alan. 728 00:45:32,967 --> 00:45:34,268 Alan: Just start, please. 729 00:45:35,302 --> 00:45:36,737 Neil: Teas on knees. 730 00:45:46,981 --> 00:45:48,849 Alan: How old did you say you was, young man? 731 00:45:48,882 --> 00:45:50,284 Ella: He's 14. Alan: I'm almost 14. 732 00:45:54,154 --> 00:45:55,155 Alan: Oh dear. 733 00:46:01,028 --> 00:46:03,998 Alan: Does your mum and dad know you're out? 734 00:46:04,031 --> 00:46:05,600 Neil: It's not even late, 735 00:46:05,634 --> 00:46:08,035 and they wouldn't really mind if it was. 736 00:46:08,869 --> 00:46:10,538 Neil: They don't really notice things, 737 00:46:10,572 --> 00:46:12,339 and they're not like other people. 738 00:46:13,742 --> 00:46:16,310 Alan: And you met in the park? 739 00:46:19,847 --> 00:46:21,815 I mean, you seem to find trouble wherever you look. 740 00:46:21,849 --> 00:46:24,084 I don't know how you do it. 741 00:46:24,118 --> 00:46:24,985 Ella: I know. 742 00:46:25,019 --> 00:46:27,021 Alan: And you're sitting in parks again? 743 00:46:28,322 --> 00:46:29,356 Neil: We love parks. 744 00:46:30,558 --> 00:46:33,994 Alan: Right, well, I want you to text your mum and dad, 745 00:46:34,663 --> 00:46:36,497 and tell them you're safe, 746 00:46:36,531 --> 00:46:39,166 and then give them our address. 747 00:46:39,199 --> 00:46:40,868 Neil: I've not got a mobile phone, 748 00:46:40,901 --> 00:46:44,138 they've not got a mobile phone. 749 00:46:44,171 --> 00:46:47,776 I can try the landline from your landline if you want, but... 750 00:46:47,808 --> 00:46:50,344 Alan: The landline's in the hall. I'll show you. 751 00:46:50,377 --> 00:46:52,813 Neil: Um, Please may I finish my soup first? 752 00:47:00,054 --> 00:47:02,923 Alan: Yeah. Go on, son, finish your soup. 753 00:47:15,502 --> 00:47:17,104 Alan: Ah, that's cold. 754 00:47:28,048 --> 00:47:29,450 Neil: It's just ringing and ringing. 755 00:47:31,653 --> 00:47:32,721 Neil: They never answer the phone. 756 00:47:32,754 --> 00:47:34,321 Dad'll be writing lists, 757 00:47:34,355 --> 00:47:36,423 and Mum'll be washing pots in the bath. 758 00:47:38,926 --> 00:47:41,328 Neil: How long are you gonna live in the girls' room? 759 00:47:43,598 --> 00:47:44,898 Ella: Well... 760 00:47:49,537 --> 00:47:52,005 I have to go to these meetings. 761 00:47:52,774 --> 00:47:54,108 And not drink. 762 00:47:57,378 --> 00:47:58,912 I did drink. 763 00:47:59,647 --> 00:48:01,014 A lot. 764 00:48:02,950 --> 00:48:04,985 I'd wake up in the morning panicking. 765 00:48:06,420 --> 00:48:08,355 But I didn't do anything about it. 766 00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:14,061 Sometimes I'd drink in the afternoons. 767 00:48:14,729 --> 00:48:16,330 And I shouted at people. 768 00:48:17,431 --> 00:48:18,899 A lot of people. 769 00:48:21,603 --> 00:48:23,003 Including the girls. 770 00:48:28,275 --> 00:48:29,209 Once you've... 771 00:48:30,444 --> 00:48:32,847 crossed some lines... 772 00:48:32,881 --> 00:48:35,382 Alan: Best we don't talk about this now. 773 00:48:37,685 --> 00:48:38,986 Neil: But why? 774 00:48:42,857 --> 00:48:45,325 Why did you do that, do you think? 775 00:48:50,097 --> 00:48:52,366 Alan: It wasn't just sometimes in the afternoons. 776 00:48:52,399 --> 00:48:54,334 Ella: Yeah, but not like, in the mornings. 777 00:48:55,402 --> 00:48:57,037 Alan: It was in front of the girls. 778 00:48:57,070 --> 00:48:59,507 Ella: Yeah, but not, like, all the time. 779 00:48:59,541 --> 00:49:01,108 Alan: It was enough. 780 00:49:02,376 --> 00:49:03,343 Ella: Yeah. 781 00:49:06,346 --> 00:49:07,381 Enough. 782 00:49:09,183 --> 00:49:11,952 Neil: Don't drink, and you'll get them back. 783 00:49:12,887 --> 00:49:14,955 Ella: I don't think I'll ever get them back. 784 00:49:16,691 --> 00:49:18,158 I'll get them more. 785 00:49:19,193 --> 00:49:21,128 And prove to Joseph that 786 00:49:21,161 --> 00:49:23,130 I can be a normal mum. 787 00:49:24,064 --> 00:49:25,999 Neil: No-one has a normal mum. 788 00:49:26,033 --> 00:49:28,001 They just look like they do. 789 00:49:29,838 --> 00:49:31,238 Ella: My mum was normal. 790 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:34,241 Wasn't she, Dad? 791 00:49:35,442 --> 00:49:36,376 Alan: Yeah. 792 00:49:38,646 --> 00:49:39,647 Ella: Anyway... 793 00:49:40,682 --> 00:49:44,451 Joseph and Bethan are better for them right now. 794 00:49:45,319 --> 00:49:46,253 Neil: Oh- 795 00:49:47,956 --> 00:49:50,357 Don't you have friends? 796 00:49:50,390 --> 00:49:52,861 Ella: People lose patience when you keep fucking up. 797 00:49:52,894 --> 00:49:54,796 Alan: Don't swear. 798 00:49:54,829 --> 00:49:56,330 Neil: I've said "fuck" before, Alan. 799 00:49:57,765 --> 00:50:00,635 Neil: I'm very sorry that all this has happened to you, 800 00:50:00,668 --> 00:50:02,402 that your girls were taken away. 801 00:50:04,104 --> 00:50:05,607 Ella: I gave up on them, really. 802 00:50:07,675 --> 00:50:10,612 Neil: Well, it sounds like you did that for them. 803 00:50:14,081 --> 00:50:15,382 Neil: I'll leave you both to it, then. 804 00:50:17,351 --> 00:50:18,485 Neil: Thank you for the soup. 805 00:50:25,860 --> 00:50:28,563 (door open/closing) 806 00:50:30,430 --> 00:50:32,132 (door opens) 807 00:50:41,609 --> 00:50:42,610 Alan: (sighs) 808 00:50:47,114 --> 00:50:49,283 I think we should've took him home. 809 00:50:51,819 --> 00:50:53,253 Ella: He wouldn't have let us. 810 00:51:00,028 --> 00:51:01,996 Alan: You know, that's- 811 00:51:02,030 --> 00:51:04,599 the most I've heard you speak in a long time. 812 00:51:06,901 --> 00:51:08,168 Ella: Yeah. 813 00:51:08,201 --> 00:51:12,574 (traffic humming) 814 00:51:12,607 --> 00:51:13,675 (door closes) 815 00:51:13,708 --> 00:51:14,709 Alan: Ella... 816 00:51:14,742 --> 00:51:16,109 Ella: What's to say, Dad? 817 00:51:17,979 --> 00:51:19,379 Alan: I think.. 818 00:51:20,515 --> 00:51:21,916 you should go to meetings every day 819 00:51:21,950 --> 00:51:23,885 and put the work in. Ella: Please stop. 820 00:51:23,918 --> 00:51:25,753 Dad, you haven't drunk in twenty years, 821 00:51:25,787 --> 00:51:27,021 and you never went to meetings 822 00:51:27,055 --> 00:51:30,223 and you never did the work. 823 00:51:30,257 --> 00:51:33,528 You thought the girls were better off without me. 824 00:51:34,696 --> 00:51:36,229 Alan: I never said that. 825 00:51:37,364 --> 00:51:38,766 I never thought that. 826 00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:40,434 Ella: Well, here we are. 827 00:51:42,169 --> 00:51:44,338 We've never been people who talk about things. 828 00:51:44,371 --> 00:51:47,274 Let's not start now, and please don't push me 829 00:51:47,307 --> 00:51:50,011 to go to meetings. I don't even want to get out of bed. 830 00:51:50,044 --> 00:51:51,846 Alan: I've noticed. Ella: Get stuffed! 831 00:51:51,879 --> 00:51:55,182 (stomping away) 832 00:51:55,215 --> 00:51:56,851 Alan: (sad sigh) 833 00:51:56,884 --> 00:51:57,885 (door closing) 834 00:51:57,919 --> 00:52:03,290 Ella: (upset breathig) 835 00:52:05,927 --> 00:52:07,260 Alan: Ella. 836 00:52:14,969 --> 00:52:17,137 I've been going back to meetings again. 837 00:52:18,039 --> 00:52:19,540 I know I'm a hypocrite. 838 00:52:20,808 --> 00:52:22,644 And you're right. You're right. 839 00:52:24,311 --> 00:52:26,146 We've never talked. 840 00:52:27,015 --> 00:52:28,281 Ella: Good for you. 841 00:52:29,416 --> 00:52:31,953 I hate the meetings, Dad. 842 00:52:31,986 --> 00:52:36,456 I feel like an imposter and I'm terrified when I speak. 843 00:52:36,490 --> 00:52:40,227 I don't wanna write lists and drink shit tea. 844 00:52:40,260 --> 00:52:42,162 Alan: Everyone feels like that. 845 00:52:42,195 --> 00:52:44,065 Ella: No, they're all high-fiving each other! 846 00:52:44,098 --> 00:52:48,002 Alan: No, that's what you want to see to stop yourself going. 847 00:52:48,036 --> 00:52:50,404 Ella: Ah! Funny!...Nope!! 848 00:52:50,437 --> 00:52:54,509 Alan: Everyone feels self-conscious speaking, 849 00:52:56,077 --> 00:52:57,879 and the tea's not shit. 850 00:52:57,912 --> 00:53:00,180 Ella: Well, I'm glad you've come to your senses. 851 00:53:00,815 --> 00:53:02,182 I wanna go to bed now. 852 00:53:07,789 --> 00:53:10,792 Alan: Your children are alive and healthy. 853 00:53:11,793 --> 00:53:12,760 Ella: Yeah? 854 00:53:14,128 --> 00:53:15,730 Alan: But they need you. 855 00:53:15,763 --> 00:53:18,099 Ella: I'm fucking grieving! 856 00:53:18,132 --> 00:53:19,332 Okay? 857 00:53:19,366 --> 00:53:22,502 I know they're alive but I'm grieving for them, 858 00:53:22,537 --> 00:53:23,470 (sobbing) 859 00:53:23,504 --> 00:53:25,840 for the life I threw away! 860 00:53:25,873 --> 00:53:29,711 Alan: Ella, listen to me. Ella: Stop talking! 861 00:53:29,744 --> 00:53:30,712 Alan: Ella, come here. 862 00:53:30,745 --> 00:53:33,480 Ella: Look at where I'm living, Dad! 863 00:53:35,750 --> 00:53:37,552 (loud sobbing) 864 00:53:37,585 --> 00:53:38,418 Alan: I know. 865 00:53:38,452 --> 00:53:39,654 Ella: Please just let me go to sleep. 866 00:53:39,687 --> 00:53:42,590 Alan: Come here. Ella: Please, stop! 867 00:53:42,623 --> 00:53:44,625 Please let - please don't touch me! 868 00:53:44,659 --> 00:53:51,532 (loud sobbing) 869 00:53:51,566 --> 00:53:54,001 (sobbing) 870 00:53:54,035 --> 00:53:55,036 Alan: Ella? 871 00:53:55,069 --> 00:54:06,047 (soft sobbing) 872 00:54:06,080 --> 00:54:07,749 (door closes) 873 00:54:07,782 --> 00:54:14,387 (soft sobbing) 874 00:54:14,421 --> 00:54:24,431 (bustle and chatter) 875 00:54:24,464 --> 00:54:34,609 (bustle and chatter) 876 00:54:51,058 --> 00:54:55,830 (distant siren) 877 00:54:55,863 --> 00:54:58,298 (distant car horn sounds) 878 00:55:04,038 --> 00:55:11,478 (spoon clinking) 879 00:55:12,914 --> 00:55:14,314 (clatters) 880 00:55:16,851 --> 00:55:23,024 (inaudible room-chatter) 881 00:55:23,057 --> 00:55:25,492 (distant car horn) 882 00:55:43,277 --> 00:55:44,846 Ella: (O/S) It's three hours. 883 00:55:44,879 --> 00:55:46,147 You change in York. 884 00:55:46,180 --> 00:55:48,616 Then it's a 10 minute walk to the beach. 885 00:55:50,952 --> 00:55:51,886 I don't know- 886 00:55:53,321 --> 00:55:56,456 -do 13 year-olds get trains on their own? 887 00:55:56,489 --> 00:55:58,259 Neil: It's my birthday. You can come with me. 888 00:55:58,292 --> 00:55:59,760 Ella: You know I can't. 889 00:56:01,162 --> 00:56:02,663 I know you know I can't. 890 00:56:03,798 --> 00:56:04,832 Neil: Ella. 891 00:56:04,866 --> 00:56:07,535 Ella: I am not giving you my blessing to do this. 892 00:56:07,568 --> 00:56:08,903 What about your parents? 893 00:56:09,904 --> 00:56:10,738 Neil: They won't care. 894 00:56:10,771 --> 00:56:12,673 Ella: But you'll ask them, though? 895 00:56:12,707 --> 00:56:13,507 Neil: Sure. 896 00:56:13,541 --> 00:56:15,910 Ella: Cause anything could happen. 897 00:56:15,943 --> 00:56:17,078 Neil: Probably it won't. 898 00:56:17,111 --> 00:56:18,880 Ella: Well, I'll come to your house and tell them. 899 00:56:18,913 --> 00:56:20,848 Neil: No need, if you come with me. 900 00:56:21,883 --> 00:56:23,584 Ella: I'm not coming with you, Neil. 901 00:56:25,019 --> 00:56:28,689 (door opening) 902 00:56:32,760 --> 00:56:33,861 (door closing) 903 00:56:33,895 --> 00:56:36,864 Ella: Would you like to hear some Scarborough facts, 904 00:56:36,898 --> 00:56:39,700 interesting and unusual? Neil: I suppose. 905 00:56:40,735 --> 00:56:42,670 Ella: Scarborough Castle facts: 906 00:56:42,703 --> 00:56:46,307 The castle is managed and maintained by English Heritage. 907 00:56:46,340 --> 00:56:48,242 This natural fortress was used 908 00:56:48,276 --> 00:56:50,511 by prehistoric settlers. Romans - 909 00:56:50,544 --> 00:56:52,747 Neil: Hello, Alan. Alan: Hello, Neil. 910 00:56:52,780 --> 00:56:55,116 Ella: During the Civil War, the castle was under siege 911 00:56:55,149 --> 00:56:56,183 for 12 months. 912 00:56:56,217 --> 00:56:58,019 Neil: The castle will be my first stop, 913 00:56:58,052 --> 00:57:00,721 and then Flamingo Bay for a knickerbocker glory. 914 00:57:00,755 --> 00:57:02,957 Alan: Ella, can I have a word? 915 00:57:04,491 --> 00:57:06,627 Ella: You can read the rest. 916 00:57:06,661 --> 00:57:08,796 Neil: Do you know anything about Scarborough, Alan? 917 00:57:08,829 --> 00:57:11,866 Alan: There's a theatre. Ella? 918 00:57:27,515 --> 00:57:30,584 Alan: Why's he here? He's a young boy. 919 00:57:30,618 --> 00:57:32,720 You can't be friends with a young boy. 920 00:57:34,121 --> 00:57:35,488 Ella?! 921 00:57:35,523 --> 00:57:37,925 Ella: What? 922 00:57:37,959 --> 00:57:40,361 Alan: I'm here. I'm your dad. I'm here to support you. 923 00:57:40,394 --> 00:57:42,997 Me. Ella: Right? 924 00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:48,002 Alan: You need to stop feeling sorry for yourself. 925 00:57:48,035 --> 00:57:50,571 Ella: No, I do feel sorry for myself. 926 00:57:50,604 --> 00:57:52,506 I do. I don't care how that seems. 927 00:57:52,540 --> 00:57:54,942 He obviously doesn't have anyone. 928 00:57:54,976 --> 00:57:56,077 Ella: What do you want me to say to him - 929 00:57:56,110 --> 00:57:57,712 "Can you go away, now that you trust me?" 930 00:57:57,745 --> 00:58:00,448 Alan: Yes, he trusts you, and that ain't right. 931 00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:03,351 You're not his mum. Ella: I know. 932 00:58:03,384 --> 00:58:04,785 Alan: Why are you always so angry at me? 933 00:58:04,819 --> 00:58:08,522 Ella: You know, Mum would've welcomed me here. 934 00:58:08,556 --> 00:58:10,658 She wouldn't have lectured me all the time. 935 00:58:12,393 --> 00:58:13,894 Alan: Don't use her. 936 00:58:15,262 --> 00:58:16,764 Don't you dare. 937 00:58:17,932 --> 00:58:19,066 (knocking) 938 00:58:21,168 --> 00:58:22,903 (door opening) 939 00:58:25,339 --> 00:58:26,374 Neil: Bethan's here. 940 00:58:26,407 --> 00:58:27,975 Alan: Oh! Ella: Oh good. 941 00:58:34,115 --> 00:58:35,716 Alan: Alright, come on Neil. 942 00:58:42,056 --> 00:58:43,357 (door closing) 943 00:58:43,391 --> 00:58:44,558 Ella: You want tea? 944 00:58:44,592 --> 00:58:45,659 Bethan: Oh, no, no, thank you. 945 00:58:45,693 --> 00:58:47,962 I-I can't drink caffeine after midday. 946 00:58:50,297 --> 00:58:51,799 Who-who was that boy? 947 00:58:51,832 --> 00:58:53,100 Is that the boy from the park? 948 00:58:53,134 --> 00:58:55,036 Ella: I'm going to a meeting in a minute, Bethan. 949 00:58:55,069 --> 00:58:58,005 Bethan: Yes, sorry, that's great, Ella. 950 00:58:58,039 --> 00:58:59,006 I... 951 00:59:00,341 --> 00:59:01,942 Sorry, do you mind if I just... 952 00:59:03,411 --> 00:59:07,448 Um, God, I don't know how I'm going to say all of this. 953 00:59:07,481 --> 00:59:09,083 I got it in my head properly and everything. 954 00:59:09,116 --> 00:59:10,651 Ella: Just say it. 955 00:59:12,286 --> 00:59:14,588 Bethan: Okay. Ehm- 956 00:59:16,624 --> 00:59:18,559 I think you need to think about the girls, 957 00:59:19,226 --> 00:59:20,761 and how they are with Joe. 958 00:59:22,897 --> 00:59:25,032 Ella: And you think the girls should stay with Joe. 959 00:59:25,066 --> 00:59:26,467 Bethan: No, no, I didn't say that. 960 00:59:26,500 --> 00:59:27,635 Please don't assume- 961 00:59:27,668 --> 00:59:29,103 Ella: Well, you're here without him, so... 962 00:59:31,272 --> 00:59:32,673 Go on. 963 00:59:34,275 --> 00:59:37,411 Bethan: I know the girls are coming here for half-term, 964 00:59:37,445 --> 00:59:39,413 for a bit, and I just... 965 00:59:39,447 --> 00:59:41,982 Well, I just wanted you to know they're doing really well. 966 00:59:43,184 --> 00:59:45,019 They're sleeping again, and 967 00:59:45,052 --> 00:59:46,620 doing so good in school, and yeah, just, 968 00:59:46,654 --> 00:59:48,155 they're just doing really well. 969 00:59:49,757 --> 00:59:51,892 Ella: And you don't want me to mess it all up again. 970 00:59:51,926 --> 00:59:52,893 Bethan: No. 971 00:59:54,128 --> 00:59:55,062 I don't. 972 00:59:56,864 --> 00:59:58,599 I know you think I'm the bad one in all this. 973 00:59:58,632 --> 01:00:01,435 Ella: That's so funny. Bethan: Is it? 974 01:00:01,469 --> 01:00:02,970 Ella: I don't think that. 975 01:00:03,871 --> 01:00:05,806 I know who the bad one is. 976 01:00:08,209 --> 01:00:09,376 Bethan: You know, I think in another world 977 01:00:09,410 --> 01:00:10,878 we'd probably be friends. 978 01:00:11,712 --> 01:00:12,880 Ella: Do you? 979 01:00:13,681 --> 01:00:14,849 Bethan: No? 980 01:00:16,016 --> 01:00:17,485 No. 981 01:00:17,519 --> 01:00:19,386 Ella: You want my kids. 982 01:00:19,420 --> 01:00:20,855 Bethan: I don't, actually. 983 01:00:22,256 --> 01:00:23,691 I don't want them. 984 01:00:25,159 --> 01:00:26,694 I never wanted kids. 985 01:00:28,062 --> 01:00:30,097 I'm sorry, I- I love them, though. 986 01:00:32,166 --> 01:00:33,167 Ella: Yep. 987 01:00:36,670 --> 01:00:38,139 Bethan: You couldn't do it. 988 01:00:45,913 --> 01:00:49,850 Ella: I thought they were better with you until I got better. 989 01:00:57,391 --> 01:00:58,826 Bethan: Oh, sorry. 990 01:01:01,362 --> 01:01:02,463 Alan: You off, then, Bethan? 991 01:01:02,496 --> 01:01:04,798 Bethan: Yeah, uh, who are you? 992 01:01:06,300 --> 01:01:08,903 Alan: Oh, he's family. He's, uh... he's helping me 993 01:01:08,936 --> 01:01:13,741 around the house a bit. Bethan: Oh. Oh. 994 01:01:15,644 --> 01:01:18,045 Alan: I'll see you out. Bethan: Oh. 995 01:01:19,413 --> 01:01:20,714 Sorry. 996 01:01:26,854 --> 01:01:28,355 Alan: See you later. Bethan: Yeah, see you. Bye bye. 997 01:01:28,389 --> 01:01:29,390 Alan: Bye. 998 01:01:29,423 --> 01:01:30,958 (door closing) 999 01:01:36,463 --> 01:01:37,831 Alan: You ok? 1000 01:01:40,401 --> 01:01:41,702 Ella: Yeah. 1001 01:01:42,736 --> 01:01:43,971 Neil: I can help around the house if you'd like. 1002 01:01:53,214 --> 01:01:54,616 Look, I don't want you to walk me. 1003 01:01:54,649 --> 01:01:57,051 Alan: No, I wanna come to your home, talk to your parents. 1004 01:02:00,387 --> 01:02:01,789 Neil: They're not in. 1005 01:02:02,756 --> 01:02:04,391 Alan: Well, where are they? 1006 01:02:04,425 --> 01:02:06,727 Neil: They're at my aunty's drinking weak tea. 1007 01:02:06,760 --> 01:02:10,665 They go there every Sunday. Alan: It's Saturday. 1008 01:02:10,699 --> 01:02:12,866 Neil: They go there every Saturday, then. 1009 01:02:12,900 --> 01:02:15,236 Saturday, Sunday.. 1010 01:02:15,269 --> 01:02:16,370 What's the difference? 1011 01:02:16,403 --> 01:02:17,606 Alan: Well where's your brother? 1012 01:02:17,639 --> 01:02:19,740 Neil: At his fancy girlfriend's. 1013 01:02:20,575 --> 01:02:21,775 Alan: What's your brother's name? 1014 01:02:21,809 --> 01:02:22,977 Neil: Jeff. 1015 01:02:24,245 --> 01:02:26,413 Alan: That isn't the name of a teenage boy. 1016 01:02:26,447 --> 01:02:27,982 Neil: Isn't it? Alan: No. 1017 01:02:28,015 --> 01:02:29,116 Neil: Well, it's Jeffrey. 1018 01:02:29,149 --> 01:02:31,553 Alan: That also isn't a teenage boy's name. 1019 01:02:31,586 --> 01:02:32,520 Neil: Isn't it? Alan: No. 1020 01:02:32,554 --> 01:02:34,121 What are your parents called? 1021 01:02:37,458 --> 01:02:39,260 Neil: Dorothy and Christopher. Alan: Are you sure? 1022 01:02:39,293 --> 01:02:42,062 Neil: Well, that's what they've been saying their names are. 1023 01:02:43,397 --> 01:02:46,200 Alan: What's the deal? Neil: What's the deal, Neil? 1024 01:02:49,069 --> 01:02:51,905 Alan: I don't think you should come to see Ella any more. 1025 01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:54,241 Neil: I know. 1026 01:02:56,043 --> 01:02:58,779 Alan: Ella, she done lots of bad things. 1027 01:03:00,214 --> 01:03:01,982 A lot of people can't forgive her. 1028 01:03:03,618 --> 01:03:04,852 Neil: I can. 1029 01:03:05,886 --> 01:03:07,421 Alan: What do you think is going to happen here? 1030 01:03:07,454 --> 01:03:09,758 You can't be best friends. 1031 01:03:09,790 --> 01:03:11,859 She's not your mother, you've got your own mother. 1032 01:03:11,892 --> 01:03:14,328 She can't even be a mother to her own children. 1033 01:03:15,530 --> 01:03:18,633 Neil: That is an extremely unkind thing to say. 1034 01:03:18,667 --> 01:03:21,235 Alan: No, I... That's not what I meant. 1035 01:03:21,268 --> 01:03:23,904 I know Ella feels like she's a mother when she's around you, 1036 01:03:23,937 --> 01:03:26,273 but do you think Joseph and Bethan think 1037 01:03:26,307 --> 01:03:29,076 that your friendship is appropriate? 1038 01:03:29,109 --> 01:03:30,978 Do you think that they think that she's sane enough 1039 01:03:31,011 --> 01:03:33,515 to be around her own children when she's knocking about 1040 01:03:33,548 --> 01:03:35,883 with a strange boy in the park? 1041 01:03:37,519 --> 01:03:39,554 I don't mean strange, I mean... 1042 01:03:39,587 --> 01:03:41,756 stranger strange. 1043 01:03:41,790 --> 01:03:42,956 Neil: Stranger strange. 1044 01:03:42,990 --> 01:03:44,191 Alan: Well, you're bright enough to understand 1045 01:03:44,224 --> 01:03:45,826 what I'm talking about. Neil: Bright as a button! 1046 01:03:45,859 --> 01:03:46,960 Alan: Yes. 1047 01:03:46,994 --> 01:03:48,563 Neil: You sound a bit blackmaily to me. 1048 01:03:48,596 --> 01:03:51,031 Alan: No. Not at all. 1049 01:03:51,065 --> 01:03:53,934 Neil: Well, what about what Bethan just said? 1050 01:03:54,501 --> 01:03:55,603 Alan: I think... 1051 01:03:55,637 --> 01:03:58,606 Bethan rushed to the school when Ella didn't turn up. 1052 01:03:58,640 --> 01:04:00,240 She's been there every day. 1053 01:04:02,577 --> 01:04:05,647 Alan: You see there's more than one side to a story. 1054 01:04:05,680 --> 01:04:08,115 Neil: Yeah. And I'm on Ella's side. 1055 01:04:08,717 --> 01:04:10,117 No-one else is. 1056 01:04:10,150 --> 01:04:13,788 And there's a reason why Ella did those things. 1057 01:04:13,822 --> 01:04:16,558 I mean, you're her dad. 1058 01:04:16,591 --> 01:04:18,125 You know that. 1059 01:04:20,260 --> 01:04:24,031 That's what no-one seems to give a shit about, Alan. 1060 01:04:25,132 --> 01:04:27,000 That's my side of the story. 1061 01:04:28,603 --> 01:04:31,872 ♪ (hopeful music) ♪ 1062 01:04:31,905 --> 01:04:42,116 ♪♪ 1063 01:04:42,149 --> 01:04:52,092 ♪♪ 1064 01:05:31,498 --> 01:05:34,669 (traffic humming) 1065 01:05:34,702 --> 01:05:38,706 (bustle of a busy pub) 1066 01:05:38,740 --> 01:05:39,774 Waiter: So sorry. 1067 01:05:39,808 --> 01:05:45,279 Bethan/Waiter: (inaudible talk) 1068 01:05:45,312 --> 01:05:46,581 Bethan: So it's pasta and pesto? 1069 01:05:46,614 --> 01:05:49,483 Waiter: (inaudible talk) 1070 01:05:49,517 --> 01:05:54,154 (outside traffick humming) 1071 01:05:54,188 --> 01:06:05,132 (distant muffled music) 1072 01:06:13,407 --> 01:06:16,176 Joseph: Neil, is it? Neil: Yup. 1073 01:06:17,679 --> 01:06:19,146 Joseph: What are you doing? 1074 01:06:19,179 --> 01:06:20,981 Neil: I live up there. 1075 01:06:21,649 --> 01:06:23,016 Joseph: Okay. 1076 01:06:25,520 --> 01:06:26,721 Were you watching us? 1077 01:06:26,754 --> 01:06:28,055 Neil: Yeah. 1078 01:06:28,756 --> 01:06:31,860 Joseph: Oh.. uh.. 1079 01:06:31,893 --> 01:06:33,293 Neil: Fussy, isn't she? 1080 01:06:34,629 --> 01:06:36,430 Joseph: She's done that food intolerance test. 1081 01:06:37,832 --> 01:06:39,333 She's allergic to everything. 1082 01:06:40,400 --> 01:06:41,536 Neil: Nightmare. 1083 01:06:42,737 --> 01:06:44,004 She's probably got orthorexia. 1084 01:06:44,672 --> 01:06:45,607 Joseph: What's that? 1085 01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:47,509 Neil: It's this thing where people obsess 1086 01:06:47,542 --> 01:06:50,043 about eating healthily. 1087 01:06:50,077 --> 01:06:52,514 We're all addicted to something these days, aren't we? 1088 01:06:54,348 --> 01:06:55,917 Joseph: How d'you know El? 1089 01:06:55,950 --> 01:06:58,185 Neil: She's my friend. Joseph: (laughs) 1090 01:06:58,218 --> 01:07:00,087 Neil: Oh, yeah, you're laughing 'cause I'm a kid. 1091 01:07:00,120 --> 01:07:02,891 Joseph: Oh, well, no, I just uh... 1092 01:07:02,924 --> 01:07:04,993 I thought I knew all of Ella's friends. 1093 01:07:06,961 --> 01:07:08,462 Neil: She hasn't got any friends any more. 1094 01:07:10,965 --> 01:07:14,067 You're doing that goldfish mouth-thing again. Joseph: Yes, yes, I'm aware of that. 1095 01:07:15,570 --> 01:07:17,237 Neil: I kept seeing Ella in the park. 1096 01:07:18,171 --> 01:07:20,173 I thought she was one of the mums at first. 1097 01:07:21,341 --> 01:07:24,077 She would always watch the kids until everyone left. 1098 01:07:25,479 --> 01:07:28,115 I followed her home one time to make sure she was ok. 1099 01:07:29,416 --> 01:07:30,652 She cried the whole way back. 1100 01:07:33,621 --> 01:07:36,056 I could tell she needed someone to talk to. 1101 01:07:40,795 --> 01:07:42,329 You should probably go back in. 1102 01:07:43,731 --> 01:07:45,432 Joseph: Huh? 1103 01:07:45,465 --> 01:07:46,668 Oh, yeah. 1104 01:07:47,735 --> 01:07:49,537 Neil: Where are the girls? 1105 01:07:49,571 --> 01:07:50,872 Joseph: They're with Bethan's sister. 1106 01:07:50,905 --> 01:07:53,575 Neil: Oh, nice. 1107 01:07:55,043 --> 01:07:56,578 That's nice for Bethan's sister. 1108 01:08:01,248 --> 01:08:02,717 Neil: Can I have one of those, mate? 1109 01:08:02,750 --> 01:08:04,284 Waiter: No. 1110 01:08:07,387 --> 01:08:08,355 Go on, then. 1111 01:08:09,757 --> 01:08:10,692 They're menthol. 1112 01:08:12,694 --> 01:08:15,195 Neil: Thank you. Minty fresh. 1113 01:08:16,263 --> 01:08:17,932 Joseph: Hey, wait! 1114 01:08:17,966 --> 01:08:19,634 Did you know we were gonna be here? 1115 01:08:20,768 --> 01:08:30,778 (bells chiming the hour) 1116 01:08:30,812 --> 01:08:35,550 (bells chiming the hour) 1117 01:08:35,583 --> 01:08:41,388 ♪ (plaintive folk-rock song) ♪ 1118 01:08:41,421 --> 01:08:53,367 ♪♪ 1119 01:08:57,972 --> 01:09:01,375 (happy laughter) 1120 01:09:01,408 --> 01:09:05,412 ♪ (ominous music) ♪ 1121 01:09:05,445 --> 01:09:10,752 ♪♪ 1122 01:09:10,785 --> 01:09:12,520 (breaking glass) 1123 01:09:12,553 --> 01:09:14,856 ♪♪ 1124 01:09:14,889 --> 01:09:16,423 Ella: What?! 1125 01:09:16,924 --> 01:09:18,092 What?! 1126 01:09:18,126 --> 01:09:28,136 ♪♪ 1127 01:09:28,168 --> 01:09:38,311 ♪♪ 1128 01:10:02,970 --> 01:10:03,905 Alan: Ells? 1129 01:10:03,938 --> 01:10:17,885 ♪♪ 1130 01:10:17,919 --> 01:10:18,886 Ella? 1131 01:10:18,920 --> 01:10:20,454 ♪♪ 1132 01:10:20,487 --> 01:10:28,596 ♪♪ (birds chirping) 1133 01:10:28,629 --> 01:10:36,369 ♪♪ 1134 01:10:40,675 --> 01:10:42,710 Ugh! 1135 01:10:42,744 --> 01:10:43,778 Oh! 1136 01:10:58,526 --> 01:11:01,529 ♪ (ominous music) ♪ 1137 01:11:01,562 --> 01:11:04,397 ♪♪ 1138 01:11:04,431 --> 01:11:05,800 (knocking on door) 1139 01:11:10,872 --> 01:11:12,774 Alan: Oh. Bethan: Alan, hi. 1140 01:11:12,807 --> 01:11:15,543 Um- is Ella here? 1141 01:11:15,576 --> 01:11:16,878 Alan: No. 1142 01:11:16,911 --> 01:11:18,311 Bethan: Oh. I'd... 1143 01:11:18,345 --> 01:11:19,881 I'd really like to talk to her. 1144 01:11:20,581 --> 01:11:21,983 Alan: Why? 1145 01:11:22,016 --> 01:11:23,316 Bethan: Um... 1146 01:11:23,350 --> 01:11:24,786 Alan: She's not here, Bethan. 1147 01:11:26,053 --> 01:11:28,222 Bethan: I- well, I... I'd just like to say sorry for last time. 1148 01:11:28,256 --> 01:11:29,557 Alan: No, there's no need. 1149 01:11:29,590 --> 01:11:31,424 Bethan: I just keep playing things over in my mind. 1150 01:11:31,458 --> 01:11:32,827 Alan: Yeah, me too. 1151 01:11:35,229 --> 01:11:36,731 Bethan: It's all such a mess, isn't it? 1152 01:11:37,698 --> 01:11:38,633 Alan: Yeah. 1153 01:11:41,969 --> 01:11:43,638 Bethan. Bethan: Yeah? 1154 01:11:45,206 --> 01:11:46,507 Alan: Thank you. 1155 01:11:47,208 --> 01:11:48,776 For what you do for those kids. 1156 01:11:52,547 --> 01:11:53,548 Alright. 1157 01:11:53,581 --> 01:11:58,485 ♪♪ 1158 01:11:58,519 --> 01:11:59,821 Bethan: (long sigh) 1159 01:11:59,854 --> 01:12:07,962 ♪♪ 1160 01:12:07,995 --> 01:12:09,897 ♪ (mysterious music) ♪ 1161 01:12:09,931 --> 01:12:19,941 ♪♪ 1162 01:12:19,974 --> 01:12:29,917 ♪♪ 1163 01:12:39,527 --> 01:12:41,062 (bell tinkles) 1164 01:12:41,095 --> 01:12:48,269 ♪♪ 1165 01:12:48,302 --> 01:12:52,073 ♪ (plaintive music) ♪ 1166 01:12:52,106 --> 01:13:02,116 ♪♪ 1167 01:13:02,149 --> 01:13:07,387 ♪♪ 1168 01:13:17,865 --> 01:13:18,866 Ella: Dad? 1169 01:13:21,636 --> 01:13:22,770 Dad?! 1170 01:13:24,906 --> 01:13:26,406 Alan: (sighs) 1171 01:13:28,175 --> 01:13:30,745 Bethan came round tonight. 1172 01:13:30,778 --> 01:13:31,579 Ella: So? 1173 01:13:31,612 --> 01:13:33,480 Alan: Well, I think she wanted to... 1174 01:13:36,017 --> 01:13:37,685 (sighs) Unbelievable. 1175 01:13:41,488 --> 01:13:43,257 You're not the only one who lost them, you know. 1176 01:13:43,291 --> 01:13:45,293 Ella: No, I'm not doing this. 1177 01:13:45,326 --> 01:13:47,094 Alan: No, listen to me, listen. 1178 01:13:47,128 --> 01:13:49,764 Ella: Dad, I was- Alan: Will you fucking listen! 1179 01:13:49,797 --> 01:13:50,731 Ella: Dad! 1180 01:14:00,308 --> 01:14:01,842 Alan: I miss them too. 1181 01:14:05,379 --> 01:14:07,648 They mean everything to me. 1182 01:14:10,885 --> 01:14:11,852 Ella: I know. 1183 01:14:12,720 --> 01:14:14,622 I took everything away from all of us. 1184 01:14:14,655 --> 01:14:18,793 Alan: You're a baby, you're such a fucking baby, Ella. 1185 01:14:19,627 --> 01:14:21,228 And you're always... 1186 01:14:21,262 --> 01:14:23,030 you're always so cold. 1187 01:14:24,999 --> 01:14:26,167 I can't do this, Ella. 1188 01:14:26,200 --> 01:14:27,601 I can't cope with this, Ella. 1189 01:14:28,602 --> 01:14:30,705 I've lost your mum, I've lost the girls, 1190 01:14:30,738 --> 01:14:31,872 and now I'm losing you. 1191 01:14:31,906 --> 01:14:33,607 And we live in an house, and there... 1192 01:14:33,641 --> 01:14:36,310 there's no care for one another, there... 1193 01:14:36,344 --> 01:14:38,512 there's no care, you know? 1194 01:14:38,546 --> 01:14:41,816 And I just... I wanna get ya and shake ya. 1195 01:14:41,849 --> 01:14:45,353 I-I- I wanna fucking shake ya, 1196 01:14:45,386 --> 01:14:47,588 and show you what you need to do. 1197 01:14:47,621 --> 01:14:50,091 You know, do you remember what you did? 1198 01:14:50,124 --> 01:14:50,958 Ella: Yes. 1199 01:14:50,992 --> 01:14:53,060 Alan: Do you remember what you did? 1200 01:14:53,094 --> 01:14:54,061 Ella: Yes. 1201 01:14:54,095 --> 01:14:57,298 (sobs) 1202 01:14:57,331 --> 01:14:58,632 Alan: They're scared of you, Ella. 1203 01:14:59,533 --> 01:15:02,603 Scared. And they don't need to be scared. 1204 01:15:02,636 --> 01:15:04,772 You know, you need to show them that they don't 1205 01:15:04,805 --> 01:15:07,775 need to be scared, you know. 1206 01:15:07,808 --> 01:15:12,513 Fight for them! Get out there and fight for your kids! 1207 01:15:12,546 --> 01:15:14,648 You know, because one day your life will be over 1208 01:15:14,682 --> 01:15:16,784 and you can't go back and make it better. 1209 01:15:18,019 --> 01:15:19,353 And... and I know... 1210 01:15:19,387 --> 01:15:22,623 I know I- I haven't been the greatest dad in the world, 1211 01:15:22,656 --> 01:15:25,292 but you know what? At least, at least I tried. 1212 01:15:25,326 --> 01:15:26,761 Ella: Is that what you think? 1213 01:15:32,767 --> 01:15:33,934 Alan: Tell you what, 1214 01:15:35,302 --> 01:15:37,905 don't do it for me, then. 1215 01:15:37,938 --> 01:15:40,074 And don't you do it for yourself. 1216 01:15:41,542 --> 01:15:43,077 You do it for them kids. 1217 01:15:44,712 --> 01:15:46,947 And hopefully they won't fucking end up like you. 1218 01:16:07,234 --> 01:16:08,402 (train whistle) 1219 01:16:08,436 --> 01:16:12,706 (moving train sounds) 1220 01:16:12,740 --> 01:16:14,241 Neil: I'm so glad you're coming, Ella. 1221 01:16:14,275 --> 01:16:24,285 (moving train sounds) 1222 01:16:24,318 --> 01:16:31,192 (moving train sounds) 1223 01:16:31,225 --> 01:16:32,359 Ashley: Mummy! 1224 01:16:32,393 --> 01:16:34,895 ♪ (ominous music) ♪ 1225 01:16:34,929 --> 01:16:36,597 Ashley: Mummy! Eva: Come, mummy! 1226 01:16:36,630 --> 01:16:37,765 Ashley: Mummy, it's time to wake up. 1227 01:16:37,798 --> 01:16:39,500 Eva: We're really angry with you now. 1228 01:16:39,534 --> 01:16:41,902 Ashley: Mummy, it's time to wake up! 1229 01:16:41,936 --> 01:16:44,905 ♪ (dramatic music) ♪ 1230 01:16:44,939 --> 01:16:54,949 ♪♪ 1231 01:16:54,982 --> 01:17:09,430 ♪♪ 1232 01:17:09,463 --> 01:17:23,410 (moving train sounds) 1233 01:17:23,444 --> 01:17:25,547 (train whistle) 1234 01:17:25,580 --> 01:17:28,749 (moving train sounds) 1235 01:17:28,782 --> 01:17:32,887 (waves breaking) (seagulls cawing) 1236 01:17:32,920 --> 01:17:35,590 Ella: Sorry we couldn't get in the castle. 1237 01:17:35,624 --> 01:17:37,424 Neil: I don't care. I just wanted to see it. 1238 01:17:37,458 --> 01:17:39,894 Ella: We came all this way. 1239 01:17:39,927 --> 01:17:41,262 Neil: I really don't care. 1240 01:17:41,295 --> 01:17:42,830 So incredible. 1241 01:17:44,198 --> 01:17:45,733 Look at these views! 1242 01:17:50,572 --> 01:17:52,006 I wanna go there! 1243 01:17:53,474 --> 01:17:54,708 Ella: We just got here. 1244 01:17:54,742 --> 01:17:56,877 Neil: It's a massive, glimmering arcade, Ella! 1245 01:17:56,911 --> 01:17:58,312 Ella: Thought you hated computer games. 1246 01:17:58,345 --> 01:18:02,049 Neil: I do, but the two pence thingy and the grabby thing... 1247 01:18:02,082 --> 01:18:03,050 Ella: Yeah? 1248 01:18:03,951 --> 01:18:04,952 Neil: You've got to see this properly. 1249 01:18:10,224 --> 01:18:12,693 Neil: Ah, wow. See that? 1250 01:18:15,429 --> 01:18:16,830 Thanks for coming, Ella. 1251 01:18:17,532 --> 01:18:19,733 I'm sorry you're so sad. 1252 01:18:19,767 --> 01:18:21,302 Ella: I'm always bloody sad, aren't I? 1253 01:18:22,136 --> 01:18:23,070 Neil: Sadder sad. 1254 01:18:26,641 --> 01:18:30,411 Ella: Happy birthday, Neil. Neil: Thank you. 1255 01:18:30,444 --> 01:18:32,213 Do you think we'll have time to go and see York Minister, 1256 01:18:32,246 --> 01:18:33,080 when we're done? 1257 01:18:33,113 --> 01:18:35,716 Ella: Minster. I don't think so. 1258 01:18:35,749 --> 01:18:37,284 Neil: Should've got a later train. 1259 01:18:38,319 --> 01:18:39,954 Ella: When I get arrested for kidnapping at least 1260 01:18:39,987 --> 01:18:42,823 they'll take into account that I got you home at a decent hour. 1261 01:18:44,425 --> 01:18:46,827 Neil: I love that people might be thinking you're my mum. 1262 01:18:49,631 --> 01:18:51,899 You should adopt me. You should! 1263 01:18:51,932 --> 01:18:53,901 You can adopt kids until they're 18. 1264 01:18:54,902 --> 01:18:57,271 Ella: You do realise the irony in that, don't you? 1265 01:18:58,272 --> 01:19:00,007 And you have a mum. 1266 01:19:03,244 --> 01:19:05,779 We can't keep meeting up forever, Neil. 1267 01:19:07,781 --> 01:19:09,216 Neil: I've told my parents we're friends. 1268 01:19:10,652 --> 01:19:12,353 They're not bothered. 1269 01:19:13,420 --> 01:19:14,788 Ella: Well what did they say? 1270 01:19:15,990 --> 01:19:17,758 Neil: Dad wasn't listening, and Mum said something like 1271 01:19:17,791 --> 01:19:20,394 "That's nice, dear." Ella: Don't believe you. 1272 01:19:20,427 --> 01:19:21,795 Neil: That's how it happened. 1273 01:19:22,830 --> 01:19:24,532 You can meet them when we go back. 1274 01:19:24,566 --> 01:19:26,800 We'll have cake in our garden. 1275 01:19:26,834 --> 01:19:28,802 Ella: And then I'll tell them I'm adopting you. 1276 01:19:31,673 --> 01:19:33,140 Is it how you imagined? 1277 01:19:34,842 --> 01:19:36,343 Neil: Different up North, isn't it? 1278 01:19:37,478 --> 01:19:38,779 Ella: Yes. 1279 01:19:38,812 --> 01:19:40,649 Neil: I don't think that's a bad thing. 1280 01:19:40,682 --> 01:19:43,117 Ella: It's not. 1281 01:19:43,150 --> 01:19:45,219 Neil: It's a bit more worn-out than I'd imagined. 1282 01:19:46,554 --> 01:19:48,188 Ella: I know how it feels. 1283 01:19:48,989 --> 01:19:50,324 Neil: Beautiful, though. 1284 01:19:52,860 --> 01:19:54,828 Ella: You see the good in everything. 1285 01:20:00,401 --> 01:20:01,835 Ella: I get my girls tomorrow. 1286 01:20:01,869 --> 01:20:03,337 Neil: Yeah! 1287 01:20:04,572 --> 01:20:07,041 Ella: Yeah. But... 1288 01:20:11,378 --> 01:20:12,313 Never mind. 1289 01:20:12,346 --> 01:20:14,381 Are you ready for your knickerbocker glory? 1290 01:20:15,949 --> 01:20:16,984 Well come on! 1291 01:20:17,017 --> 01:20:21,523 ♪ (upbeat music) ♪ 1292 01:20:21,556 --> 01:20:29,430 ♪♪ 1293 01:20:29,463 --> 01:20:33,200 ♪♪ 1294 01:20:33,233 --> 01:20:34,435 (seagulls) 1295 01:20:34,468 --> 01:20:47,915 ♪♪ 1296 01:20:47,948 --> 01:20:57,958 ♪♪ (various arcade sounds) 1297 01:20:57,991 --> 01:21:08,135 ♪♪ (various arcade sounds) 1298 01:21:24,586 --> 01:21:27,287 ♪ (ominious music) ♪ 1299 01:21:27,321 --> 01:21:37,331 ♪♪ 1300 01:21:37,364 --> 01:21:47,307 ♪♪ 1301 01:22:25,179 --> 01:22:26,380 Ella: Oi! Give me that! 1302 01:22:40,862 --> 01:22:42,564 I loved smoking. 1303 01:22:42,597 --> 01:22:43,964 Neil: Where were you? 1304 01:22:43,997 --> 01:22:45,867 Ella: Why do you have Orville the duck? 1305 01:22:45,900 --> 01:22:47,535 Neil: I got him with my tickets. 1306 01:22:47,569 --> 01:22:48,937 What's the matter with you? 1307 01:22:48,969 --> 01:22:50,237 Ella: Nothing's the matter. 1308 01:22:50,270 --> 01:22:52,306 Did you love the Flamingo Bay? 1309 01:22:52,339 --> 01:22:53,842 Neil: I did. 1310 01:22:53,875 --> 01:22:55,476 Ella: It's very bright. 1311 01:22:55,510 --> 01:22:57,277 I love flamingos. 1312 01:23:00,548 --> 01:23:01,516 Neil: I'm tired. 1313 01:23:03,217 --> 01:23:05,152 Ella: You're crashing from your ice cream. 1314 01:23:06,855 --> 01:23:08,222 Curl up and have a snooze? 1315 01:23:57,137 --> 01:23:59,139 Neil: Ella. Ella: (starttled sound) 1316 01:24:00,107 --> 01:24:02,342 Made me jump! Neil: Ella. 1317 01:24:03,343 --> 01:24:04,712 Ella: Thought you were asleep. 1318 01:24:04,746 --> 01:24:06,046 Neil: Ella. 1319 01:24:06,079 --> 01:24:07,782 Ella: Yes? 1320 01:24:07,815 --> 01:24:10,050 Neil: What's in your backpack? 1321 01:24:11,853 --> 01:24:12,921 Ella: What? 1322 01:24:12,954 --> 01:24:14,656 Neil: What's in your backpack? 1323 01:24:15,857 --> 01:24:17,190 Ella: I don't understand. 1324 01:24:17,224 --> 01:24:18,760 Neil: Yes, you do. 1325 01:24:18,793 --> 01:24:20,562 Ella: My stuff. 1326 01:24:20,595 --> 01:24:22,530 Neil: No. 1327 01:24:22,564 --> 01:24:25,465 Ella: Yes. I-I don't know what you mean. 1328 01:24:25,499 --> 01:24:26,834 Neil: You do. 1329 01:24:26,868 --> 01:24:29,003 Please tell me. 1330 01:24:29,037 --> 01:24:32,707 Ella: My purse, my phone, and all that. 1331 01:24:32,740 --> 01:24:33,675 Neil: No. Ella: Neil. 1332 01:24:38,513 --> 01:24:39,547 Neil: What else? 1333 01:24:41,315 --> 01:24:45,285 Ella: Actually, a lot of shit I need to clear out. 1334 01:24:46,219 --> 01:24:47,354 Neil: Can I look? 1335 01:24:48,756 --> 01:24:50,090 Ella: No! 1336 01:24:51,659 --> 01:24:52,660 No, don't be silly. 1337 01:24:56,064 --> 01:24:57,999 Hey, do you wanna go on Space Invader Frenzy, 1338 01:24:58,032 --> 01:25:01,201 one more time? Before we leave? 1339 01:25:03,136 --> 01:25:05,138 We could go get that fridge magnet. 1340 01:25:25,893 --> 01:25:27,394 How did you know? 1341 01:25:32,066 --> 01:25:33,735 Neil: I don't know how I know things. 1342 01:25:35,168 --> 01:25:37,404 I just do. Ella: It's OK. 1343 01:25:37,437 --> 01:25:38,506 Neil: I don't think it is. 1344 01:25:38,539 --> 01:25:41,241 Ella: No, I wasn't gonna drink it. 1345 01:25:41,274 --> 01:25:42,577 Neil: You get your girls tomorrow! 1346 01:25:48,082 --> 01:25:50,818 But.. Fuck it, let's drink it! 1347 01:25:50,852 --> 01:25:52,152 Ella: No! 1348 01:25:56,090 --> 01:25:58,425 Neil: What? It's my birthday! 1349 01:25:58,458 --> 01:25:59,761 I'm 14! 1350 01:25:59,794 --> 01:26:01,428 Bet you drank at 14. 1351 01:26:02,229 --> 01:26:03,698 Neil: Go on. Ella: (nervous sniffing) 1352 01:26:05,198 --> 01:26:07,434 Neil: Go on. Ella: (nervous breathing) 1353 01:26:07,467 --> 01:26:08,536 Ella: No! 1354 01:26:08,569 --> 01:26:09,570 Neil: No? 1355 01:26:13,508 --> 01:26:14,307 Ella: No! 1356 01:26:14,341 --> 01:26:15,943 (throwing effort) 1357 01:26:15,977 --> 01:26:28,255 (heavy/fast breathing) 1358 01:26:30,858 --> 01:26:40,868 (splashing) 1359 01:26:40,902 --> 01:26:47,775 (splashing) 1360 01:26:47,809 --> 01:26:49,510 ♪ (ominous music) ♪ 1361 01:26:49,544 --> 01:26:55,883 ♪♪ 1362 01:26:55,917 --> 01:26:59,854 (screaming under water) 1363 01:26:59,887 --> 01:27:01,455 ♪♪ 1364 01:27:01,488 --> 01:27:09,296 (water splashing) (Ella gasping for breath) 1365 01:27:09,329 --> 01:27:10,965 (water splashing) 1366 01:27:10,998 --> 01:27:12,432 (screaming under water) 1367 01:27:12,466 --> 01:27:17,504 ♪ (plaintive music) ♪ 1368 01:27:17,538 --> 01:27:27,949 ♪♪ 1369 01:27:27,982 --> 01:27:29,550 ♪♪ (screaming under water) 1370 01:27:29,584 --> 01:27:32,220 ♪ (mysterious music) ♪ 1371 01:27:32,252 --> 01:27:42,262 ♪♪ 1372 01:27:42,295 --> 01:27:51,404 ♪♪ 1373 01:27:51,438 --> 01:27:53,241 (water splashing) (Ella gasping for breath) 1374 01:27:53,273 --> 01:27:56,110 Ella/Neil: (gasping for breath) 1375 01:27:56,144 --> 01:27:58,278 Neil: Come on! 1376 01:27:58,311 --> 01:28:00,982 Ella: Did you see them? Did you see my girls? 1377 01:28:01,015 --> 01:28:02,083 Neil: No. 1378 01:28:02,116 --> 01:28:03,918 Ella: No! No, no! 1379 01:28:03,951 --> 01:28:05,019 They were here! 1380 01:28:05,052 --> 01:28:06,053 Neil: I didn't see them. 1381 01:28:06,087 --> 01:28:08,189 Ella: But that's not right! 1382 01:28:08,222 --> 01:28:09,557 Neil: How could they be here? 1383 01:28:09,590 --> 01:28:11,025 Why did you walk into the sea? 1384 01:28:11,058 --> 01:28:12,927 Ella: Don't! No! 1385 01:28:12,960 --> 01:28:16,130 (gasping for breath) 1386 01:28:16,164 --> 01:28:17,732 Did you call for them or something? 1387 01:28:18,699 --> 01:28:20,101 Neil: That doesn't make any sense. 1388 01:28:20,134 --> 01:28:21,434 You're frozen. 1389 01:28:21,468 --> 01:28:23,604 Ella: You're frozen too. Neil: I'm not. 1390 01:28:24,739 --> 01:28:27,008 Ella: I wasn't trying to hurt myself. 1391 01:28:27,041 --> 01:28:29,510 Neil: You walked into the sea, in October, in Scarborough. 1392 01:28:29,544 --> 01:28:34,115 (laughs) (Ella shivers) 1393 01:28:34,148 --> 01:28:35,583 Neil: We need to get you some clothes. 1394 01:28:41,321 --> 01:28:42,723 Ella: My backpack's gone. 1395 01:28:44,391 --> 01:28:46,694 Neil: Huh. They didn't take my shoes. 1396 01:28:46,727 --> 01:28:49,764 (Ella laughs) 1397 01:28:58,239 --> 01:29:02,977 ♪ (wistful indie-folk song) ♪ 1398 01:29:03,010 --> 01:29:04,045 Neil: Come on. 1399 01:29:04,078 --> 01:29:11,986 ♪♪ 1400 01:29:12,019 --> 01:29:12,954 Ella: Thanks. 1401 01:29:12,987 --> 01:29:19,093 ♪♪ 1402 01:29:19,126 --> 01:29:20,862 My purse was in my bag. 1403 01:29:20,895 --> 01:29:21,996 Neil: Oh. 1404 01:29:22,029 --> 01:29:27,301 (wistful indie-folk song) 1405 01:29:27,335 --> 01:29:30,338 ♪♪ 1406 01:29:30,370 --> 01:29:31,404 Neil: Two teas, please. 1407 01:29:31,438 --> 01:29:34,876 And, um, do you have any towels? 1408 01:29:34,909 --> 01:29:36,577 Waitress: What for? 1409 01:29:36,611 --> 01:29:38,079 Neil: We're quite wet. 1410 01:29:38,112 --> 01:29:39,479 Waitress: Right. 1411 01:29:44,484 --> 01:29:45,620 Neil: Thank you. 1412 01:29:49,056 --> 01:29:49,991 Neil: She thinks we're mad. 1413 01:29:51,926 --> 01:29:53,828 Ella: She just thinks we're from London. 1414 01:30:01,501 --> 01:30:02,670 Neil: Thank you. 1415 01:30:14,414 --> 01:30:16,317 Neil: I love strong tea. 1416 01:30:16,350 --> 01:30:18,019 My Yorkshire roots, probably. 1417 01:30:24,225 --> 01:30:25,927 Ella: I'm sorry about this. 1418 01:30:27,094 --> 01:30:28,562 On your birthday. 1419 01:30:29,462 --> 01:30:30,998 Neil: I certainly won't forget it. 1420 01:30:33,100 --> 01:30:35,703 You're just going to have to tie yourself to the mast. 1421 01:30:37,672 --> 01:30:40,841 Really big things happen and life just goes on, doesn't it? 1422 01:30:48,249 --> 01:30:49,383 Neil: One more tea, please. 1423 01:30:49,417 --> 01:30:50,851 I have enough, haven't I? 1424 01:30:51,819 --> 01:30:53,220 Waitress: Yeah. 1425 01:30:53,254 --> 01:30:54,689 Neil: Very reasonable. 1426 01:30:55,623 --> 01:30:57,425 I love your costume. 1427 01:30:57,457 --> 01:30:58,960 Waitress: It's a uniform. 1428 01:30:58,993 --> 01:31:00,728 Neil: Well, it's lovely. 1429 01:31:05,366 --> 01:31:06,767 Waitress: Hold on a minute, love. 1430 01:31:06,801 --> 01:31:08,803 Tell your mum to come through. 1431 01:31:11,973 --> 01:31:12,907 Neil: Mum? 1432 01:31:16,277 --> 01:31:17,545 The lady wants you to go through. 1433 01:31:47,742 --> 01:31:48,876 Neil: You look nice. 1434 01:31:52,246 --> 01:31:53,647 Ella: Thanks. 1435 01:31:54,315 --> 01:31:55,850 No, really... 1436 01:31:56,517 --> 01:31:57,651 Thank you. 1437 01:31:57,685 --> 01:31:58,986 Waitress: No bother. 1438 01:32:07,528 --> 01:32:08,929 Ella: Who's the other tea for? 1439 01:32:18,139 --> 01:32:20,107 Dad! 1440 01:32:20,141 --> 01:32:22,710 What the fuck are you doing in Scarborough? 1441 01:32:24,278 --> 01:32:25,613 Alan: Don't swear. 1442 01:32:27,314 --> 01:32:29,216 Alan: I went on the beach first. 1443 01:32:29,250 --> 01:32:30,684 Neil: We just came from there. 1444 01:32:31,285 --> 01:32:32,720 Hello. 1445 01:32:33,220 --> 01:32:34,722 Alan: Hello, Neil. 1446 01:32:37,158 --> 01:32:38,592 What are you wearing? 1447 01:32:39,293 --> 01:32:40,494 Neil: Will you two be alright? 1448 01:32:40,529 --> 01:32:41,962 Ella: Where are you going? 1449 01:32:41,996 --> 01:32:43,364 Neil: I've got 80p, I want to go see 1450 01:32:43,397 --> 01:32:44,799 if I can get that fridge magnet. 1451 01:32:44,832 --> 01:32:46,100 Ella: You'll be so cold! 1452 01:32:48,369 --> 01:32:49,737 Alan: Come on. 1453 01:32:54,341 --> 01:32:56,243 Neil: Thanks, Alan. 1454 01:32:56,277 --> 01:32:57,711 Alan: Happy birthday, Neil. 1455 01:33:00,381 --> 01:33:01,916 Ella: You're coming back, aren't you? 1456 01:33:04,485 --> 01:33:05,886 Neil: There's a tea there, Alan. 1457 01:33:14,829 --> 01:33:16,597 Ella: Sit down, Dad. 1458 01:33:25,840 --> 01:33:31,979 ♪ (peaceful music) ♪ 1459 01:33:32,012 --> 01:33:38,119 ♪♪ 1460 01:33:38,152 --> 01:33:39,120 Alan: Well. 1461 01:33:39,153 --> 01:33:49,163 ♪♪ 1462 01:33:49,196 --> 01:33:59,140 ♪♪ 1463 01:34:23,532 --> 01:34:24,965 Ella: You came. 1464 01:34:24,999 --> 01:34:27,434 ♪♪ 1465 01:34:27,468 --> 01:34:29,036 Alan: Of course. 1466 01:34:29,069 --> 01:34:39,079 ♪♪ 1467 01:34:39,113 --> 01:34:49,056 ♪♪ 1468 01:35:25,694 --> 01:35:35,704 ♪♪ 1469 01:35:35,736 --> 01:35:45,879 ♪♪ 1470 01:36:17,344 --> 01:36:27,354 ♪♪ 1471 01:36:27,388 --> 01:36:37,331 ♪♪ 1472 01:37:17,404 --> 01:37:26,413 ♪♪ 100338