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My name is Kate, and I live in this house.

Move.

Move.

This is my sister Elaine and her husband Mark, and this is their home.

I have lived with them for a long time.

Long enough to help raise their son, Ronnie.

Long enough to help raise their daughter, Stacy.

This is me, Kate, and I have lived here long enough for

Mark and I to have been having a love affair for 15 years.

I knew loneliness.

I didn't want to hurt Elaine, but I desperately

needed Mark's love to help me fill this void.

Used my loneliness to justify many sins I

Knew the love of other women

Even if Stacy my own niece

But this night was to unalterably change the

lives of each of us and the end began at 3 a.m.

I had a recorder going run tape. Why not? I thought it'd be fun

What's wrong, love?

You know what's wrong. It's the same thing that's always wrong.

You're a beautiful woman. We have two beautiful children.

We have this beautiful home on the beach.

And you're not near me. You're not touching me.

You're not touching my heart.

Where are you? I touch you.

And I run my hands over you.

And nothing.

I get a half a woman coming back.

Why?

Is it me?

Well, don't you want to leave after me?

Oh, so badly. You can't imagine.

Well, I don't know, Mom.

I love you.

You're the only man I love. You're the only man I want.

I don't think... No, I don't think that's right.

I think you love what I look to be.

This man, this beach house, this beautiful ocean.

That's what you married.

You should marry a person, a soul.

I don't... I don't feel that feeling.

And there's got to be more. There's got to be more.

Nothing.

This time I mean it. I swear I am.

Please don't even touch me. Get off me.

Get off me!

I think it's time.

Stop it.

Yeah. Say that one again. Say it so I can hear it.

Do you want to hit me, Mark?

Oh, no, no, no. Not even a tiny bit.

What I want to do is be as far away from you as I possibly can.

For the rest of my fucking life.

That's what I want.

Then get up, get out of the bed, take your

toothbrush, your toothpaste, your overcoat, and leave.

Bless you. I'm living on a boat.

The sounds of Mark and Elaine making love became too painful to bear.

And so I decided to go down to the family boat,

where I had gone so often before to meet Mark.

My brother-in-law. My lover.

Oh, God.

Oh no...

Oh, honey, when are you gonna make me come again?

Oh, please don't walk.

Oh, God.

Yes.

I'll die.

Hurry.

What are you laughing at?

I had the recorder going.

What?

Front tape.

Why?

It's always wrong.

We have two beautiful children.

We have this beautiful home on the beach and you're not near me.

You're not touching me.

We're running my hands over you.

Nothing.

That's where I am.

Elaine, would you like something to eat?

Get out of here.

Get away from me.

How many of those did you take?

Oh, leave me alone. I want to die.

Pussy bitch. Come on.

Come with me.

Come in here!

Leave me alone!

Leave!

Billy, Billy, Billy!

Oh, come on!

Get down!

I'm here the way I've always been.

I eat, I sleep.

Suddenly it's just not enough.

I know, Elaine.

I know.

How could you know? You've never had love.

Mark was alone in the boat that night.

The Coast Guard said there was no reason to believe that there was anyone with him.

There, you see.

Yet Vicki Wilson said that she did see Mark take the boat out.

And she did see a woman with him.

It's her imagination.

You know what you can see on a beach at night.

Shadows, really.

But if there was someone with him...

There wasn't.

But if there was, she could have had something to do with the accident.

Elaine...

Mark drowned.

He's dead.

That's right.

So we'll never know if he was hurt by a blow or something.

It was an accident.

The kind of thing that could happen, that did happen.

But why would Vicki Wilson lie?

Because she's a bitch.

Oh, Kate.

Elaine.

You know there was never any other woman in Mark's life but you.

How I wish I could believe that.

The day's a drag on.

There's nothing.

There will be in time.

When all of this is over.

Same old sister.

Always an answer for everything.

Well, you've got to think of Ronnie and Stacy now.

They're alien to me.

Why do you say that?

The way I feel, Kate.

Well, you just can't be that selfish anymore.

They need you now.

I can't give.

I can't give to anyone.

Kate.

I'm so goddamn lonely.

Going out?

Yes, that is if you don't mind.

Elaine, you've hardly said two words to me in the past few days.

There's something about her.

I'm sorry, Kate, I just haven't been feeling well.

Is there anything I can do?

No, not really.

Oh, honey, honey.

Oh, honey.

Oh, it feels so, so good.

Oh, all the way up where I can feel you against the surface.

Yeah.

Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Fuck.

Up, up, up, up inside, up inside, down up inside,

in, out, in, out.

How could you know?

You've never had love.

Hello?

Hello!

Hello? Oh Stacy, come on in. Excuse me. Oh, may I use your telephone? What?

I don't know who she was or where she'd come

from, but she was suddenly upon me and I loved it.

Hey, Ronnie?

Yeah?

Is Mom all right?

Sure.

Why?

Oh, she just stays in her room all day long.

That's all.

She'll pull out of it.

She never even talks to me anymore.

She doesn't talk to me either.

So what?

You don't even care.

Look, Stacy, let's not talk about it.

Think there was another woman in the boat with Dad?

Maybe.

Don't you even care?

Look, what difference does it make now?

Well, what about Mom?

How do you think she feels?

Look, a man is different than a woman.

He can still love somebody and have others.

Are you dumb?

I bet you never even had a woman.

Oh, yeah?

Yes, when did you even have a chance being away at a boy

school all year long?

Oh, shut up.

I suppose you've had sex.

Well, no.

Mom keeps saying that thing over and over again.

That's all she's got.

The things they said.

The things they did.

You've really grown up since you've been away.

So have you.

Come on, I have to take the horse back to the stable.

Are you Mrs. Stanton?

And you're Morgan?

Yes. I've already checked the boat out. The engines are fine.

Good.

My husband always took good care of the boat.

How much do you want for the boat?

I don't really know.

Come on, I'm not gonna bite you. I'm trying to write you out a check.

Here's a check. I hope that's enough.

I didn't expect that much.

Your husband died on this boat, didn't he?

Yes.

Sorry.

No, it's all right. I've got to get home.

I can see that.

Okay, off you go.

Did I cause that?

No.

You're getting wet.

I get wet there too.

I'm getting wet now.

Wanna feel?

Come on!

Let me feel you.

Ugh.

Please.

Fuck me.

Faster.

Can you feel my cock inside you?

That's soft as tight as sweet as pussy.

Oh, God, I'm gonna...

I'm gonna cum.

Don't stop.

Jesus!

No.

I suppose you won't believe me.

I told you I've never done anything like this before.

I believe it.

And you'll be doing it again.

Nothing vain about you.

I didn't mean me.

I meant there'll be others.

You know why?

What you want, you'll be looking for in others, like you did with me.

But you won't find it.

I don't understand.

The peace will come when you learn to accept your loneliness.

I still don't understand.

I think you do.

I keep thinking Dad's still away on business, like he always was.

I keep thinking he's still coming back.

You miss him terribly, don't you?

Yeah.

So do I, Stacy.

I'll never be the same without him.

We still have each other, Mom.

Kate, what's wrong?

Nothing.

I had a headache.

You want an aspirin?

No.

Sit down. I'll get you dinner.

Where are the others?

Where's Mother?

Your mother isn't feeling well.

So what else is new?

Don't be smart.

She never does feel well.

Kate, I'm worried.

I'm afraid Mother's really going to do something.

Your mother's going to be all right.

Then why did she try to kill herself?

What do you mean?

You know what I mean.

Do you think Stacy and I are stupid?

We hear everything that goes on in this house.

Eat your supper.

Look, where is everybody?

Damn, I got a sticker in my foot.

Hey, Ronnie, look in my foot and see the sticker.

What do you want, Stacy?

Company.

You know, there are times when people have to be alone.

You're not people, you're my brother.

Be quiet.

Dad taught you to appreciate this kind of music, didn't he?

Uh-huh.

He used to take you to see all the concerts all the time.

He never took me.

You know, I love Dad just as much as you did.

I know, Stacy.

You thought that he loved you more than he did me.

Well, he didn't.

Stacy, he loved us both the same.

Why'd he even have to die and leave us?

That's just the way it is.

You know, when they told you Dad died, you just stood there.

I have never seen you cry in your whole life.

Stacy, I haven't stopped crying.

Vicki, I want to talk to you.

Oh, hello, Kate.

I haven't seen you around lately.

Never mind the small talk.

You're coming on like a Sherman tank, Kate.

I've been watching you for days.

If you're in a shitty mood, I don't need it.

I want to know why you lied to Elaine

about there being someone with Mark on the boat that night.

Well, there was someone, a woman.

Then you can identify her?

No, it was dark.

I couldn't see.

You're a liar.

You just don't want to believe it.

Well, even if it were true, why would you want to hurt Elaine?

I didn't think of it as hurting Elaine.

I just thought the truth should be known.

You are an evil, conniving, troublemaking little bitch.

Fuck you.

What was that all about, Miss Wilson?

Oh, nothing.

Just girl talk.

Say, we've been neighbors for three years,

and this is the first time we've ever been alone together.

You're all grown up, aren't you?

I'm holding off.

Hmm, I'll bet.

Bye.

Bye, Miss Wilson.

Vicki.

The name is Vicki.

V-I-C-K-I-E.

Vicki.

Say it.

Vicki.

Yeah, that wasn't so difficult, was it?

You know, I'm real sorry to hear about your dad, Ronnie.

I know that you and he were close.

It's all right.

I know it must be tough.

Yeah.

Ronnie, I need you.

You better go. The shrew's calling.

I'll see you around.

Yeah.

Bye, Vicki.

Oh, hi!

Hi.

Do you like good music?

Yeah, I like good music.

I mean really good music.

Yeah, I like really good music.

Do you want to come in?

Sure.

Well, here.

Want to talk?

Yeah.

It doesn't have a thing.

Would you like some wine?

No, thanks.

Thank you.

I love good music and I so rarely get to hear it.

You'll love this.

Would you like something to eat?

No, no thank you.

Is today Monday?

I think so.

Why?

I'm just wondering.

I suddenly lost track of time.

Yeah.

I do that sometimes too.

Tomorrow always seemed so exciting when I was a girl.

I used to think every tomorrow would be wonderful.

I used to.

Then I realized that every tomorrow is like...

Yeah, they are, aren't they?

Nothing's...

Nothing's ever different.

Oh, that picture. I used to be a model a long time ago.

I wasn't very good at it. But then I never liked modeling anyway.

Your wine's gone. Here, have mine.

Thank you.

Ah, that's the guy I knew once. The singer.

Guys fool you. They hurt you.

But that's my problem, not yours.

You just take care of yourself.

You wanna do it?

Oh you're so sweet

sweetheart

sweet baby

Well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow night.

Oh, gee, kid, I'm sorry. I've got a date.

Okay

Can you stay a while? I have cake.

Sure.

Do you still like all this cake?

Oh, said the cat, not I, I'm much too busy, don't you see?

Grrr, said the horse, don't look at me.

Very well, said the little red hen, I'll carry the wheat myself, and she did.

Now who will help me grind this wheat?

Said the little red hen, not I, said the dog, quack, quack, quack.

I have a terrific pain in my back.

Not I, said the pig, oink, oink, oink, I'm much too fat.

Very well, said the little red hen, I'll grind the wheat myself, and she did.

And she did.

Now who will help me bake the bread?

Said the little red hen, not I, said the cow, moo.

I have much too much to eat.

Not I, said the pig.

What are you doing?

Oink, oink.

Very well, said the little red hen, I'll bake the bread myself, and she did.

Now who will help me eat this bread?

Said the little red hen, oh, I, said the dog, quack, quack, quack, quack.

And I, said the cat, meow, meow, meow.

And I, said the, quack, quack, quack, quack, quack, quack, quack, quack, quack.

And I, said the, not the pig, the horse.

Oh, said the hen, I'll eat the bread myself, and she did.

What do you want?

Nothing, I'm bored with nobody home.

I'm trying to sleep.

Would you close the door, please?

Sure.

Okay, Ronnie, that's enough.

Oh, come on, Aunt Kate.

I said that's enough.

Oh, just one more?

I've got work to do.

You must have taken a dozen pictures of me already anyway.

Twenty-two, to be exact.

Now that one had real character.

Aunt Kate?

What's the matter?

What do you mean?

Why are you so down?

Am I?

I heard you crying in your room last night.

I forget how sound travels in this house.

Where were you crying?

Nothing that need worry you.

Ronnie, I'm very appreciative of your concern.

Why shouldn't I be concerned?

You're somebody I love very much.

Elaine, I realize this is a very cowardly way to do this,

but I just can't face you.

And there's something you have to know.

There was someone on the boat with Mark that time.

Me.

Yes, we made love.

As we have for years.

And all those years, I always thought he loved me too.

But it was you.

Elaine, he always loved you.

God, I loved him from the first time I saw him.

But he was yours.

Seems like everything I ever really wanted in life was always yours.

That night, that night I wanted him to go away with me.

I thought, Stacy going off to school, children grown.

I said, you can be free.

We can really be together.

And Elaine, he looked at me as if I were crazy.

And he said, he'd never leave you.

And I, I don't know, I threw something, a bottle I think.

I wanted to hurt him if he'd hurt me.

And it went over the side.

I, I tried to find him, Elaine.

I dove.

Elaine, what can I say except I'm terribly, terribly sorry.

Please, please try not to make the children hate me, even if you do.

Go Stacy, something we can stop.

Get to Mom!

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