Original subtitles

I made your favourites.

Remember to eat them.

Green tea with two spoons of brown sugar

will help relieve headaches.

It's unhealthy to eat out too often.

Qian,

take care of yourself

while I'm away.

Remember to eat regularly

and in moderation.

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪You're just the first thing I think of when I wake up in the morning♪

Qian, I leave these documents with you.

♪I just read your messages every now and then♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just hide myself in a corner♪

♪Hiding, hiding, hiding♪

♪Whatever♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just toss and turn every night♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just ask about you once in a while♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just play your favourite movies every now and then♪

♪I really don't miss you♪

[Episode 7] [Back to where there're you and me]

♪When you're with me, in the depths of my eyes and heart♪

♪There's no room for anything else♪

♪I can't take my eyes off you, so I miss out on the world♪

♪But it doesn't feel like a loss at all♪

♪Unknown♪

[Unknown]

[Adapted from the original work "Big Brother" by Priest]

♪Unknown♪

That brings me to

the end of my presentation.

Thank you, Mr. Smith.

Thank you for your listening.

[2014: Yuan 166cm, 2015: Yuan 172cm 2016: Yuan 180cm, 2017-2018: Yuan ...]

The hotpot today tastes great.

- Yes. - Thanks.

Stop drinking.

You haven't eaten anything.

That's bad for you.

Come on.

Happy New Year.

Happy New Year.

I'm stuffed.

Qian,

want to go to the night market?

No.

Why not?

I only come back once a year.

I have to go back to the dorms after the holiday.

She's right.

- Let's go. - Let's go together.

I'll pass. San Pang, go with her.

You go with her.

Lili, get your coat.

Buy me some sweet potato balls.

OK?

From the place we used to get.

The one with the sour plum powder?

Fine.

We'll go, just the two of us.

Don't you need to care more about your sister?

You're like this every day.

I should've made him stay.

At least you'd be...

I'm ready.

What's wrong?

Come on. Let's go.

Qian, sure you don't want to come?

You guys go.

Let's go.

- All right. - No more drinking.

OK.

Ignore him.

Remember my sweet potato balls.

Got it.

Hello?

Happy New Year, Lili.

Hello?

Can you hear me?

Hello?

Lili?

Are you home?

I heard...

San Pang?

Why are you answering the phone?

OK.

I'll go in.

Wei...

Everything's OK, Yuan.

Your brother is just drunk.

OK.

Don't worry about it.

Got it.

OK, bye.

Wei Qian?

Wei Qian!

Get up.

Come on.

What are you doing?

Get up.

Sit.

Where's Lili?

At the night market.

Why did you come back alone?

Yuan called.

I wouldn't have known this happened

if I hadn't answered.

What's the matter? Are you smashed? Or...

That chronic ailment?

I'm fine.

You're an adult.

This is not OK.

Look.

They have to know

about your ailment.

Don't tell them...

Now...

Don't tell them!

Don't tell them...

Then pull yourself together!

Look at yourself.

How is Yuan supposed

to focus on his studies abroad?

I know him too well.

If you tell him,

he'll come back immediately.

I can't give him a reason to come back.

Don't you get it?

Wei Qian, be honest with me.

Do you have feelings for Yuan too?

Answer me.

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

To clean up.

I'll handle it.

Forget it. Just head upstairs.

Go upstairs to bed.

Stand straight.

I'm fine. Go and bring Lili home.

Are you sure you're OK?

Yes.

Don't come downstairs again.

I'll go get Lili.

♪If we're the ones directing this movie♪

♪You'd play the most heart-wrenching scenes♪

♪Do you know that you're the only one♪

♪Who defines these unwritten rules?♪

♪To destroy love or keep the peace♪

♪The choice has always kept me trapped in the past♪

♪Loving you with all my might, all my life♪

[From: Yuan] [I'm glad you're OK. Missed calls.]

[Yuan] Qian,

the taste of heartache really can change a person.

Paranoia, anxiety, jealousy,

and resentment for not being able to get what you want,

all of these will fade away eventually.

I know that now, after leaving.

As long as you are happy, that's what matters.

Don't make me worry.

Be good to yourself.

♪Should I sacrifice love or friendship?♪

♪The choice has always kept me trapped in the past♪

♪In the past♪

♪Each fleeting encounter courses through our veins♪

♪Gone are the days of sunshine♪

♪All that's left in my heart♪

♪Is a land of shattered hearts♪

♪No matter where I go, it's always the same♪

♪Suddenly recalling or resenting you♪

♪Once again, I dive back into the memories♪

Everyone has to say goodbye

at some point.

It's just a matter of time.

But I'm scared.

What if something happens,

and you never know there was someone

who loved you so much?

So, Qian,

don't let me be too far away

for too long.

Don't let me forget your face,

your voice,

and everything about you.

If there comes a time

when we can never meet again,

I will find you

and say goodbye.

At least,

with a confession,

there can be a farewell.

Thanks.

As usual.

Thanks.

Why have I not seen your brother in so long?

He's abroad furthering his studies.

Furthering his studies, huh?

Well, then, please have regular meals.

Or Yuan will blame me

for not looking after his brother.

I really don't know what's going on with you guys.

Why did you suddenly send him abroad?

I'll tell you a secret.

I was really sad

when my wife left.

So sad that I decided to become a monk.

I went to the temple, shaved my head,

fasted, and all that.

But I was kicked out within a month.

Do you know why?

The master said

there was something in my heart that I couldn't let go of.

It was all that occupied my mind every day.

So, in less than a month, he asked me to leave.

I really hit rock bottom

at that time.

It felt like

I could never climb back up again.

But then, I met a young man.

He was young,

but he took on the responsibility

of taking care of his siblings.

I saw this young man

and suddenly I understood.

Life isn't that hard.

We make it hard

ourselves.

Right?

On the house.

Thanks.

Who's the young man he talked about?

I wonder who he is.

♪I still vividly remember, the nights of the small town in the mountains♪

♪Humming on the stairway home♪

♪Those were the best days of my life♪

♪A gentle breeze scatters all traces of love♪

♪The growing distance piles up, forming a wall♪

♪We don't hold each other anymore, like kites with broken strings...♪

[2019-2023: Yuan ... 2016: Yuan, 180cm, 2015: Yuan 172cm]

♪Time did nothing to lessen this longing♪

♪I miss you, whether awake or asleep♪

♪When I think of you, the world seems to stop♪

♪And the memories keep playing in my mind♪

♪Does the wind brushing past my ears carry messages from you?♪

♪When I think of you, the world falls silent♪

♪Thoughts, so loud, won't let go♪

♪Only after saying goodbye did I know the name of the feeling♪

♪Of never seeing you again is "loneliness"♪

[Yuan's height over the years]

♪I just toss and turn every night♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just ask about you once in a while♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just play your favourite movies every now and then♪

♪I really don't miss you♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just love you more than I love myself♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just want to hold you tight sometimes♪

♪I really don't miss you♪

[Yuan: Lili told me you're working late. Happy birthday. Happy New Year...]

♪I really don't♪

[Yuan]

Hello?

Qian?

Mm.

Qian,

happy birthday.

Thanks.

How have you been?

Great.

I'm starting my own research

and I have my own team...

I know, you mentioned it in your texts.

Are things well at home?

How are things at work?

It's all right.

What about Lili?

Is she doing well?

She's been great.

Then...

Anything else?

No.

Well, that's all.

OK.

Bye.

[Qian]

[Wei Qian] Come back if you miss home.

I'm back.

Qian, are you home?

The house is way too clean.

It's the magazine I'm featured in.

And here I thought Qian only cares about Zhiyuan.

I guess he cares about me too.

[Qian]

I know you're coming back tonight.

I'm having a business dinner tonight.

There's dinner for you on the table.

Heat it up yourself.

I'll get San Pang to treat you to a fancy meal tomorrow.

[Platinum Hotel] Come on, San Pang. Cheers!

Cheers.

I ordered this bottle of whiskey just for you.

Really?

Whiskey from 2018.

For real? No wonder!

Here. Bottoms up!

Mr. Wei!

Your company's new mobile game

has been a great hit in the industry!

Our boss thinks highly of you.

Keep up the good work.

Cheers!

Drink up.

Mr. Wei,

let me tell you,

the mobile game you developed

is truly something else.

It's achieved

remarkable success in our industry.

I raise a toast to you.

[Lili] Where are you guys?

Come on, Yilun.

Let's drink with Mr. Wei.

Yilun, stop singing.

We're at the hotel

where we celebrated for you last time.

We're depending on your company again

for our next quarter's KPI.

OK?

You're depending on us?

Then, drink this for me.

You're great at singing.

How are you so good?

It's so annoying.

Come on. Drink up!

Our star.

I'm San Pang.

Mr. Wei.

Don't be like that. Come on.

Come on.

Mr. Wei...

Careful.

That wasn't enough.

That's enough.

To the next bar.

Let's continue.

Come on, let's continue drinking.

It was two against three.

No, he looks so tired

and reluctant...

It's on us.

Call a taxi.

The taxi is here.

Mr. Wei, your ride is here.

We've already booked the next bar.

The ride's here.

Good evening, sirs.

I'm Mr. Wei's brother.

My name is Wei Zhiyuan.

My brother can't hold his liquor well.

I'll be taking him home.

Xiong.

San Pang.

It's been a while.

Yuan.

Take good care of our clients.

Excuse us.

Yuan...

Qian,

we're going home.

Mr. Wei.

Where's the boy going?

Boy.

This is my little brother.

OK. We'll be in touch.

This is my little brother.

Keep in touch.

Mr. Wei.

All right. To the next stop.

Count Mr. Wei out.

Mr. Wei's out.

All right.

Why did you suddenly

come back?

Didn't you tell me to come back if I missed home?

Why didn't you tell me?

Why?

It's not like I'm never coming back.

Get some sleep.

We'll be home soon.

Lili!

Water with honey, hurry up!

Coming...

Zhiyuan, you don't even know.

He ends up like this every time he comes back from a gathering.

He's hugged that toilet more times

than he's hugged me.

Are you done?

That's just the way business is.

Drink it.

What do you mean by "that's just the way business is"?

Next time, tell them your little brother is back

and he doesn't like it when you drink.

If you get drunk, you get punished.

Wei Zhiyuan,

you're different now.

Someone's going to get it now.

You're one to talk.

Weren't you caught on camera

with

some guy?

What guy?

Guy...

A guy should behave like a proper man.

Don't talk nonsense.

Who's talking nonsense?

They caught you guys on camera.

I told you it was a misunderstanding.

I was just having dinner with a group of friends.

Paparazzi were snapping photos.

You're making a fuss over nothing.

Why would they report it if it wasn't true?

How am I supposed to find a boyfriend

if you keep saying things like that?

Qian.

She got a boyfriend?

Wei Zhiyuan!

Don't think you're all that just because

you came back from studying abroad.

I've been overseas too.

Our levels are about the same.

I can't be bothered to compare with you.

I can't be bothered to talk to you.

Waste of my time.

Waste of my breath.

Defensive much.

Close the door.

You're being ridiculous.

Why did you say that in front of Qian?

What did I say in front of Qian?

I can't even tell the truth now?

What truth? I'm telling you it was fake.

What's fake?

I bet it's real.

[The seventh kind of family is always waiting in the distance,]

[never leaving.]

♪I just love you more than I love myself♪

♪I don't really miss you♪

♪I just want to hold you tight sometimes♪

♪I really don't miss you♪

You got bitten by a mosquito?

Allergies.

No.

I'm injured.

I have someone I like too.

Who is it?

Do I know the person?

Yes.

Qian knows too.

Xiong,

water mixed with honey will help with your hangover.

What makes you think I still have feelings for you?

♪It doesn't matter anyway♪

♪I don't like to say sweet nothings because it feels too pretentious♪

♪I've rehearsed every entrance wearing extravagant costumes♪

♪But you find it exaggerated♪

♪I'm an outlier, it doesn't matter anyway♪

♪The frank sweet nothings, they all seem so worthless♪

♪Just indulge in the madness of love, it's worth a few scars♪

♪Even if I'm nothing but an outlier in love♪

♪Slowly healing in the dark night♪

♪These memories are the last bit of my determination♪

♪Those once passionate glances♪

♪The strength learned from past wounds♪

♪How to forget the past♪

♪I'm an outlier, it doesn't matter anyway♪

♪The frank sweet nothings, they all seem so worthless♪

♪Just indulge in the madness of love, it's worth a few scars♪

♪Even if I'm nothing but an outlier in love♪