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Amen.

No, no.

No, no!

No, no, no!

No!

Aiuto!

Aiuto!

No, no, no!

Aiuto!

No!

Aiuto!

- I'm sorry, but how much longer will this take?

I've got to take my vows tonight,

and I really can't be late.

Do you speak English?

- Sorry for the wait.

It's extra work now when someone arrives

without a return ticket.

Parli italiano?

I ask if you're learning Italian.

- Oh, I'm trying, but it's a lot harder than I thought.

- Mm.

So this convent, they bought you the ticket?

- Mm-hmm.

- You're very young to be a nun, aren't you?

- It's a different life, yeah?

It must have been a hard decision.

- I don't think of it like that,

as a decision.

- Very well.

I hope you find what you're looking for, Sister Cecilia.

- Thank you.

- Reverend Mother.

- I'm sorry.

- She says you're pretty.

- Grazie. I'm Sister Cecilia.

- Isabelle.

- Let me show you to your room.

Our Lady of Sorrows was founded in 1632

as a refuge for elder sisters

before their transition to heaven.

- It's really beautiful. - Yes, it is.

Buongiorno, sorelle.

And we work hard to keep it that way.

Our sister's final days should be

a pleasing environment to help distract from all

the sickness and suffering.

All of this, it was built on the catacomb of St. Stephen.

- Catacombs?

- It's off limits.

- Ciao.

- The one in the wheelchair, her tumor has metastasized.

So we expect her to meet God by the end of the week.

- You talk about it so casually.

- Death is a part of everyday life here.

It's best to just play along with their delusions

unless they get violent.

Be careful of this one. She bites.

- I'm sorry.

- Living quarters for the caretakers

are down there and upstairs.

Morning prayer begins at 5:00 a.m.,

communal meal is after.

And if you have any dietary restrictions,

we cannot accommodate them.

And this room is yours.

- Thank you, Sister.

I feel honored to serve alongside you.

- You're very sweet.

- Thank you.

- I don't mean that as a compliment.

I'm sure this must feel very romantic,

but this is our life.

And I promise you, work is hard,

physically and emotionally.

So if you're here to find yourself,

there are easier ways.

- I'm not.

- Tonight, you do not have to take your vows.

You can still go back, and God will forgive you.

- I think he has sufficiently prepared me.

- The ceremony will start at 1700 in the chapel.

Don't be late.

- Oh, ciao. - Ciao.

I'm sorry. - No, it's fine.

- I'm Cecilia.

- Oh, I'm Guendalina. You can call me Gwen.

My room is there.

Where in the States are you from?

- Just outside of Detroit, Michigan.

- Mm-hmm.

- Are you from around here or...

- Closer to Milan.

You're far from home.

- Yeah, my parish closed.

- Did the priest get in trouble?

- No.

No, no, no, no, no, no, nothing, nothing like that.

Just low attendance.

And that church was my family, my home.

Leaving, I felt pretty lost.

But then Father Tedeschi, he reached out to me.

- Yeah.

He has a talent.

Sniffing out broken birds.

Oh, I didn't want to offend you.

I think that maybe we are all head cases or runaways.

- Which one are you?

- Both.

Next time if you want, you can lock the door.

- Thanks.

- Sister Cecilia.

- Father Tedeschi, it's nice to meet you in person.

- We all feel so blessed to have you here.

How's the Italian coming along?

- Comme ci, comme ci.

It's fine.

I will translate for you.

- Let us rejoice, for the marriage of the Lamb has come,

and his brides have made themselves ready.

- Sorella Cecilia.

- Sister Cecilia.

- Do you promise to follow Christ

more closely by living a life devoid

of material possessions?

Do you promise to free yourself from the demands

of a human relationship and follow with joy

when he shall come again--

a vow of poverty, chastity, and obedience?

- I do.

- May God give you the strength to fulfill your vows

faithfully and joyfully.

May you shine his light for the world to see.

- How are you feeling?

Full.

- Yeah, we don't-- we don't really have anything

like this back home.

- Cecilia, this is your home.

I know, I know.

I felt the same way when I started here.

I didn't grow up wanting to be a priest.

My first career was in sciences, biology.

I was almost two decades in, and I couldn't

understand the world any better than back

when I was in Sunday school.

And then God showed me a path.

He brought me here.

This is where I was meant to be.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

Two glasses in and I can't stop talking about myself.

I'm so sorry. - No, it's OK.

It's OK. - What about you?

I imagine it was a difficult decision.

- I mean, yes, it seemed so far away.

But the opportunities back in the States,

I didn't feel like that's what God saved me for.

- If it's too personal--

- No.

When I was 12 years old, there was this part

of the Saginaw River that would always freeze over.

And no matter how cold it was, I would

always walk out onto the ice.

And I would do this thing where I took my gloves off,

and I would place my hands right on the ice.

And I would hold them there until I

couldn't feel anything.

I don't remember the ice breaking.

I just, I remember this sharp pain of cold.

The paramedics, they tried to revive me,

but my heart stopped for almost seven minutes.

- That sounds terrifying.

- I know God saved me for a reason, but...

I guess I'm still searching for what that reason is.

Now will you-- will you excuse me, please?

- Ciao?

- Are you OK?

I'll go get some help.

Cecilia.

- Reverend Mother, I'm so sorry.

I heard her crying and--

- It's OK.

You have a question.

All right.

- What is this place?

- Suffered? This is the--

- Yes.

We suffer.

Suffering is love.

- In the name of the Father and the Son

and the Holy Spirit.

Amen.

Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.

It's been three days since my last confession.

I was--

I was careless last night.

I must have drank too much wine and embarrassed myself

in front of Mother Superior.

I promise to carry myself with grace because I want nothing

more than to belong here.

I'm afraid I've already messed things up.

I'm sorry for these...

Yearnments.

Hello?

- What did she say?

- God is good. God is great.

- God, my head hurts.

- Too much blood of Christ?

- No.

- What a blessing to mentor you both.

Finish eating. We have work to do.

- What does that mean?

- Oh, nothing. I really like her.

I'm super excited.

- Clean their back thoroughly.

And if the consistency of their feces seems off,

you let Dr. Gallo know.

- Ciao.

all: Ciao.

- We want to hang the larger items towards the front

and the shorter items towards the back.

That way, the wind can blow underneath it.

- I'm sorry. I can't.

In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Amen.

- Sister, let's-- let's get you to bed.

- Buonanotte, Sister.

- It could have been worse.

She could have given you bangs.

- Gwen, I'm not joking.

She had scars on the bottom of her feet.

- It's not what you thought it would be, huh, this place?

- No, it's definitely different.

- It's better than where I came from, though.

- What do you mean?

- There is a boy.

There was a boy, I mean.

- What happened with this boy?

- He hit me.

I hit him back.

Once I left him,

I went to those support groups, you know?

There were these nuns there.

And I thought, these women have a very good life.

They have a place to live, a job

where they can keep their clothes on,

nothing to worry about.

So I signed up.

- Wait, so you don't even believe in God?

- Of course I do.

Life is so cruel.

Only a man can be responsible.

Oh, my God, I was joking.

Are you OK?

- I don't feel good.

- I'm going to call a doctor.

- Could you please tell Cardinal Merola your vows?

- My vows? - Your vows.

- I swore to three vows when I got here,

of obedience, poverty, and chastity.

- He's asking if you have-- - I understand.

I have.

I have been obedient, your Eminence.

- Yes, I, I own nothing.

I want for nothing.

- I'm sorry, why are you asking me this?

- It's OK.

Just answer the question, if you would, Cecilia.

- Of course, I've been chaste, your Eminence.

- Before you arrived, did you have congress with a man?

- Congress with--no, no.

- Have you ever had congress with a man?

- I've not broken my vows.

I've never been with a man or a woman, nobody.

- You'll not be punished.

We just want to know the truth.

- I'm not lying, Father.

- What is going on?

- What are they saying?

- No.

- What are you-- what are you looking at?

- One last time.

- Have you ever had sexual intercourse?

- Why are you asking me this?

- You are with child.

- He believes you.

It's a miracle.

- Out of all the women in the world, why did he choose me?

- You told me who saved your life,

who sent you on the path that led you here.

Cecilia, you've been searching for a reason.

God saved you.

This is it.

Blessed are the meek,

for they shall inherit the Earth.

- No working.

Remember, your only job is baby.

- How long before they start calling you Mary?

- Isabelle! Isabelle!

- No!

- No, no!

- Heartbeat is stable.

There's no bleeding.

- Praise be.

- We'll run some blood tests to check for distress.

But he appears to be OK.

- But I'm not OK.

Father, Isabelle said it was supposed to be her.

Why would she say that?

- Well, Isabelle has been losing

her battle with mental illness for a while now.

And seeing you and the miracle,

it clearly triggered something,

whether it be jealousy--

- She tried to drown me.

- You're right. You're right.

And I'll make sure this never happens again.

- I want to see another doctor.

- Why? Dr. Gallo--

- Takes care of old women.

I want to go to a real hospital, please.

- He's a licensed obstetrician.

- Thursday through Saturdays I deliver babies at Cosentino.

- A hospital is not what you need right now.

You're perfectly healthy.

- I just puked up one of my teeth.

- Hospitals aren't the safest of places.

We wouldn't want you to get sick.

- Or for the word to get out, you know.

The safest thing is for you to stay

here until the Savior is born.

- Oh, Isabelle.

- Cecilia, you need to stand up for yourself.

- Gwen, shh. - Open your eyes.

I don't trust this place.

- I don't think we can just leave.

- Cecilia, you're five months pregnant,

and you haven't even been to a hospital.

We can take care of this.

How can we trust what's inside you?

- Maybe God is--

- God has nothing to do with this.

- Sisters, is something the matter?

I can see you--

Fuck this.

- Sorella--

No!

No!

No! No!

- "For Satan himself often masquerades

as an angel of light."

Gwen.

Gwen.

No!

No, no!

No.

- Shh.

Santa.

- Please help me.

We have to leave.

- You will never leave here.

- Something's wrong.

- Something's wrong.

I don't want to die. I don't want to die.

I don't.

I don't want to die.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

- What are you-- what are you doing?

Go!

Go, go!

- Clean yourself.

Clean yourself.

- God will never forgive you.

- I want to apologize if any of my actions

made you feel scared.

And I want to reassure you that you're safe.

- What did you do to me?

- When you look at this, what do you see?

Some people might see just an old piece

of iron, a rusty nail.

For those of us who know,

we see proof of Jesus' sacrifice,

a symbol of his suffering.

And for 2,000 years, that's all it was.

But we looked closer,

and we found blood,

tissue, little fragments of bone,

a genetic code.

All we had to do was crack it--

the key to resurrection.

- You're insane.

- Let me show you.

It's taken us 20 years of trial and error,

20 years for God to deliver unto us the knowledge

and the perfect fertile vessel.

- Is this what's inside me?

- No.

These are all our failures.

What's inside you is our success.

I left the field of genetics because some people

disagreed with the ethics of my experiment.

So many people have such a narrow view of its potential.

But here in the church, here they

understood that a simple procedure

could bring us salvation.

- You're playing God.

- I am not playing God.

Do you know what it's like to watch the miracle die

in the womb, to fail God again and again and again,

but find the strength to keep going?

This is my calling.

And this, this is yours.

- No.

What are you doing?

What's--what's going on?

What is that?

What are you-- what are you doing?

Please stop. Stop, stop, stop, stop.

Please, please, stop. Stop!

- May you never stray again.

- No. No, no!

Stop!

- Blessed are the meek--

- No, no, no. Please no.

- For they shall inherit--

- No, no, no, no, please, no.

- The Earth. - No, no!

No!

- Wait.

Wait.

Wait.

Wait.

Wait.

Wait.

- How long have you been targeting me?

- Please, si confessi.

- Was it since the accident?

What's going to happen when it's done?

You think it's gonna, what, save the world?

End it?

That's what Revelation says, right?

This is not God's work.

- Very well.

If this is not the will of God,

why does God not stop us?

- Hm.

He's moving.

Ah.

- I'll be right back.

- You will save us.

God damn it.

- Oh, my God.

Cecilia, what have you done?

- Cecilia, this won't solve anything.

If you die, we'll find another.

You can end this.

All you need to do is deliver our Savior.

No!

No!

Cecilia.

Cecilia.

Let go of me!

- In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed art thou among women, and blessed

is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary...

- No, no!

- Mother of God, pray for us sinners...

Now and at the hour--

- No.

Fuck you.

- ♪ Ave Maria ♪

♪ Grátia plena ♪

♪ Maria grátia plena ♪

♪ Maria grátia plena ♪

♪ Ave, ave Dóminus ♪

♪ Dóminus tecum ♪

♪ Ave Maria ♪

♪ Grátia plena ♪

♪ Maria grátia plena ♪

♪ Maria grátia plena ♪

♪ Ave, ave Dóminus ♪

♪ Dóminus tecum ♪

♪ Ave Maria ♪

♪ Grátia plena ♪

♪ Maria grátia plena ♪

♪ Maria grátia plena ♪

♪ Ave, ave Dóminus ♪

♪ Dóminus tecum ♪

♪ Ave Maria ♪