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Our parents introduced this world to us.

In everyone's life, parents provide three stages of evolution.

All our relationships and emotions are encompassed within that.

I still remember my father sending me to school on the first day.

I did not know then it marked the beginning...

...of my journey to comprehend life and the world.

Everything seemed new to me.

This school gave me a new relationship.

They are my friends.

He is Ramu. He is Kiruba.

He is Mathivannan.

All this while, I thought my parents were my world.

But I realised there was a world and a relationship beyond that.

And that was friendship. This school taught me that.

My parents brought me into this society.

But this school brought society into me.

It taught me everything.

This stage changed me from an ordinary person...

...to an artiste.

This story is about interesting incidents...

...that happened between me and others.

This is my story.

I was reading it! -I haven't finished writing yet.

When will you finish writing your story?

I want to, but I can't think of anything.

You're writing your own story. Why can't you do it?

Jaanu, everyone has their own story.

But it is not something that everyone likes.

Everything is good until now.

Once I'm done writing, I'll give it to you.

You read and tell me. -All right. I'll serve breakfast.

Has she eaten? -Yes.

Don't forget to give her medicine.

The doctor told me to finish all the medicine.

All right. I'll do it.

Have you eaten? -I'll eat after you eat.

It's getting late.

I'll be late today. Today is Ramu's birthday.

What are you saying? Is today Ramu's birthday?

You didn't even tell me. I haven't wished him.

Will he say no if you wish him now?

I will wish him on your behalf.

So, there is a party today! -That goes without saying.

We are seeing each other after a long time.

I'll be late tonight. Don't wait, go to bed first.

I will go to bed, but I can only sleep after you come back.

Do not drink on an empty stomach. Have something before that.

You want me to eat and get fat so that no girls will look at me.

That's your plan. It won't happen.

I'll look cute even though I'm chubby.

Do you have this idea too?

I'm late, I'll go now.

I love you. -Me too!

Hello, brother! I wanted to call you too.

The offline work is over.

I've sent a file for the director's preview.

Take a look at it and let me know.

Okay, brother.

Without me, there is no you...

Without you, there is no me...

You left me...

You are my breath...

I like to tell stories.

Teacher Muniandy made me tell stories in class.

Everyone enjoyed the stories I told them.

When others enjoy your storytelling,...

...you become an artiste.

The blackboard looked like a screen and the students were my audience.

That's when I decided to tell my story to a large audience.

For that, I must become a director.

I insisted I wanted to do a course on filmmaking.

I withstood three years of pressure from my lecturers and graduated.

And when I thought I could make a movie,...

...but no one gave me a chance.

That's when I understood the reality.

The Malaysian Tamil film industry is one without an identity.

Then why did you tell me to study cinematography?

You said you would make me a great cameraman.

But until today, I've never recorded a single scene.

You never took a shot? -I meant the other shot.

Hey, what has happened now?

First, you must believe you are a cameraman,...

...then others will believe in you. If you change yourself,...

...you can progress. -Relax, dude.

We will make you a cameraman one day.

Yeah, right! I was happy a girl was in love with me.

But he ruined it. He did not let me love her.

He said if there was a girl in my life,...

...my ambition will be wasted. He kept saying that and stopped me.

Dude, who was in love with you?

Hey, shut up.

I'll repeat what I said the other day.

Music is not in the instrument, but in the hands of the musician.

The same is true of this industry. -If I were the cameraman,...

...can you see it in my eyes? Nonsense.....

What is your name again? -Ruben, sir.

Yes, Ruben.

I read your story.

The Malaysian film industry will be impressed, sir.

The Malaysian film industry will be impressed,...

...but no audience will watch it.

What are you saying? -What have you written?

I don't understand what you are trying to say.

There are two or three good scenes. That's all.

Look, I'm a straightforward person.

You may have shown this script to other publishers.

They may have liked it.

But I don't understand and I don't like it.

You lack the skill to create a producer-friendly proposal.

You don't even know what a pitch deck is.

But you want to make a movie.

But you want us to spend our money at your whims and fancies.

Isn't that right, Ruben?

No, sir. Give me one chance, sir.

We will do well. -How? By talking?

The story must connect with the audience commercially.

Money and time must be utilised well in cinema.

I who invest money must be afraid of you.

That's how strong you should be. But you're not like that.

In this world, it is possible to fall in love...

...or romance without experience, but you can't do anything else.

Firstly, learn the job first. Then write a good story.

Then we can make a movie.

Welcome, Mr. Director. -Keep reminding me.

What are you doing with the TV on?

I'm checking when your movie will go on air.

How many times have I told you not to read my story?

I wasn't reading your story. I was only playing games.

Really? -Yes.

Okay. Put the tablet away.

Is our girl asleep?

Yes, she is asleep. She kept asking for you.

She looked at the ABCD board and fell asleep.

Okay, why aren't you in bed?

I said I won't sleep until you come back.

Oh!

Hey! You shouldn't kiss a person when she is asleep.

Why not? No one has said this to me before.

We only think of these things after having a child.

Common trees become God with some sandalwood and vermilion.

It's the same. -You are amazing.

I just watched it on TV.

I told you, didn't I?

Are you starting again? -I only had two cans.

Okay, did you wish him on my behalf?

Yes, I did.

Wait, I'll be back.

Here, I made this for you. Try it.

It will compliment your taste buds.

Do you like it?

Not bad, but...

...you are much nicer.

Are you going to keep looking at me?

Jaanu, may I say something?

I get drunk when I drink this.

But looking at you makes me high.

Oh, the director is reciting poems now.

My dear, you are always...

...within my sight...

A sight to behold...

A lasting spectacle...

Jaanu!

Jaanu!

What are you looking for?

What would I look for at this hour?

I couldn't sleep, so I was looking for a book to read.

I thought you were looking for ideas for your story.

Why? Did you find out that my story is in the cupboard?

Are you joking?

What did you say? -I asked if you were joking.

What's wrong with you?

Tell me.

No, I was thinking about my story. -Get your story written first.

My mind is telling me something.

Many youngsters are making good films in the industry.

I feel outdated.

I feel I shouldn't be making a film.

No matter how many people come, none can be my Ruben.

You have something that they do not have.

You are focused on one goal.

You've won half the battle.

But it is taking you some time to write your story.

It's fine. Take your time and write a good story.

Look, it doesn't matter when and how we succeed.

We must succeed, that's important.

My husband must win all his battles.

I will support you from behind.

I love you. -I love you too.

You are my life and my happiness.

I know that. What happened to you?

The reason I'm like this now is because of you.

I want to live happily with you.

Must you tell me this?

What happened to you today?

Nothing. I'm going to continue writing my story today.

Okay, you write. I'll get you a strong cup of coffee.

Okay.

I never got anything I wanted in my life.

I don't wish to complain about my misfortune.

I realised one day that my life was filled with blessings.

Dude, she is very pretty.

Please be quiet, she may understand Tamil.

She won't understand. She looks like a Sabahan.

She's looking, keep quiet. -It's common for boys...

...to look at girls and vice versa.

Don't look, but I will.

Okay, boss.

The boss wants to see you now. You can go in.

Let's go.

Come in.

Who is he? -My DOP.

DOP? Have many films have you made so far?

He will be the DOP for the film I make.

Oh?

Have you made any films before? -Yes, I have.

A few weddings, ear piercing ceremonies.

So, you're a camera operator.

Okay, tell me, why did you want to see me?

Sir, you said we needed experience...

...before we make our own film. -Yes.

We tried our best, but in vain.

We've weathered hardships and gained very little experience.

So?

If you have a vacancy here, we can learn the job...

...and gain some experience.

My business is bad as it is.

To be frank with you, I haven't even paid my staff.

Because I have another business, I'm able to run this company.

Sir, please help us. -We'll even touch your feet.

Hey, don't you dare do that.

You won't even get the job you're supposed to get. Okay?

Who gave you such a cheap idea? -It was him, sir.

I can see that.

Look, both of you have no experience.

There isn't much work here.

I can only pay you RM1,000.

That's enough. -That's fine, sir.

RM1,000 is good enough. -Not RM1,000 each.

Both of you must share the money. Okay?

I can only afford an intern's salary.

Do you agree?

Okay, sir.

Sir, can you buy food for us when you're buying for yourself?

With extra rice. -Sure, I'll give you 3 meals.

Any other requests? I'll do it.

Do you want anything else? -Keep quiet.

Sheila, come in for a while.

Yes, sir? -They are going to join us.

They will get RM500 each. Please get the contract ready.

Okay, sir.

Sheila, show them where we store our equipment.

Okay, sir.

Thank you.

Can I have an advance from the RM500?

Sheila, I told you to type the termination letter.....

Sorry, sir. Let's go.

You need to come to work by 10 am.

We finish work at 5 pm.

Saturday is a half-day. You get one off day each week.

This is the activity room. Let's take a look.

This is the washroom, that's the pantry.

Okay?

Guys, this is it. We shoot here.

This is the store.

Our office is above.

We keep our equipment here.

If they want anything, they will come to us.

You know Tamil, right? -No.

Then how are you answering in Tamil?

I only know the word 'no'. -Fool, she's pulling your leg.

He doesn't even know that.

So, you understood what we spoke just now?

Of course. -How do you know Tamil?

My husband is a Tamilan. -Sister, I'm sorry.

It's okay.

Many people assume I don't know Tamil, they say things.

We didn't know, and we spoke in front of you.

Hey, just do your work.

Dude, she talks very well.

Come on.

Wait, I'm coming.

When I saw her...

Who subdued me...

Who stole my heart...

Who used her fragrance to evoke romance...

Who spoke in a foreign language and made magic...

Is she an angel...

Is she an angel...

Is she an angel...

Is she an angel...

Excuse me!

Yes? -Hi. Do you know this address?

This is above my office.

Why are you looking for this place? -I have an interview today.

Well, good luck then. -Thanks.

You can take those stairs. It's on the third floor.

Okay. -Thank you.

When her breath reaches me...

I am reborn...

The words she spoke...

How long am I to wait for you? -I am here now.

What are you looking?

I met a girl just now. She came for an interview at Dempak Resources.

She was very pretty.

Why does your face light up when you say this?

But I don't think she's Tamil. Her eyes were different.

What do you mean? Was she crossed eyes?

Come on! -Right!

Just eat and do your editing. -I hope she gets the job.

But I don't know why I feel this way.

How does it matter to us if she gets the job?

No, when I saw her, my heart started beating faster,...

...like we are made for each other. -Not bad, you talk well.

You just told her the location and you think you're made...

...for each other. -I saw her face when we spoke.

My heart started beating faster. That's what I meant.

Dude, she must be using a good perfume.

No wonder your heart rate went up.

Why are you such a pain? -What I say is true.

We have an objective. Do we need a lady in the picture?

It won't work. Forget about her.

That's not true.

She is pretty.

I hope she gets the job. I'm going to pray for her.

Looks like you'll fill in the vacant position soon.

How are you? Have you eaten?

Why are you here all of a sudden? -No, I came for fun.

I thought I saw someone come for an interview.

Yes, there is an admin post available.

I thought I saw an Indian Muslim girl.

Indian Muslim? No. Two Malay girls, three Indians...

...and a Punjabi girl.

There was an Indian girl with a head scarf.

That's the Punjabi girl. -Yes, now I remember.

What's her name?

Why are you asking? -I'm just asking.

It's okay if you don't know.

Darban Kaur.

Okay.

Did she get the job? -How would I know?

Why are you showing so much interest in that girl?

Come on. She asked me for the location just now.

And I wished her all the best. I'm only asking if she got the job.

Don't misunderstand me. -How do you know that?

Never mind, let's just leave it. Are you hungry?

Can I get you something to eat? -No, thank you.

You can go now.

Normally Ramu inquires about all the girls.

You are doing it now. -Ramu? Does he do that?

Very bad boy. Okay, I'll make a move.

Hi!

Do you know me?

We don't need an introduction. Do you know why?

Why? -Even if we don't know...

...each other, what's wrong with smiling...

...and speaking a few words? Isn't that an act of kindness?

Why are you waiting here? -My office isn't open yet.

The gates are still locked.

The keys are with me. I have to open it.

So, you are.....

I'm working here too. You asked me for the address yesterday.

Do you remember? You even said you came for an interview.

I'm sorry. Thanks.

Congratulations, on the job.

Thanks again.

How long were you waiting? I mean, what time are your working hours?

You came so early. -I'm from Sunway.

If I grab the first bus, I reach here by 7.15.

But if I fail to do so, I won't be able to reach here on time.

The upstairs gate is not locked. You can go in now.

Thanks. Anyway, I'm Darban.

I'm Ruben.

I've just started looking in the mirror...

It shows you before me...

I've just started looking in the mirror...

It shows you before me...

I'll follow you from behind...

You keep moving away from me...

Look at me laugh to myself...

Tell me what you're doing to me...

I love calling out your name...

My heart longs to be with you...

Your gaze is enough to make me live longer...

Your fragrance makes me want to be alone...

Shall we exchange love with our eyes...

Hi, good morning. -Hi, good morning.

You seem to be here early. Are you waiting for someone?

No, I didn't want you to come here and wait.

So, I'm waiting here. -For me?

Yeah, you said you'll be here by 7.15.

So, I came early to open the gate.

At least you can go to your office and get your work done.

But you don't have to do that for me.

It's okay. I normally come at 7 am.

I was late yesterday. -Thank you.

You're welcome.

Anyway, you came early and you had the keys.

Why didn't you go up and get your work done?

Right?

That's right.

My love is blossoming...

The clouds are dropping petals on me...

Sister, please.

Why do you keep following me? -Please talk to her.

What am I to tell her?

Call her out for lunch.

Okay, ask Kala to join us too. We'll go together.

Must I be your agent? No way!

Please, just this one time. -Hey, get lost.

Please, sister!

So, looks like you're fully involved now.

Yes. -So, you won't have lunch...

...with me anymore. -No.

Oh, really? -Yes.

Dude, girls..... -That's for you.

I'll achieve my objective even with a girl in my life.

Understand? -The advice is only for others.

It doesn't apply to you.

What are you doing here? Don't you have a shoot today?

Forget about me. Do you know why he keeps coming here?

Don't you do it? You even said I was pretty.

I prefer girls who call me brother than pretty girls.

Hey, get lost! -What?

I'm going to have lunch. Do you want to join me?

No. -Darban is coming with me.

So, where are we going for lunch today?

There is a shop nearby.

I'm a vegetarian. -Since when?

Since birth. So, I'm choosy about the place I eat.

But it's okay, we can go to the Mamak shop.

No need, there is a vegetarian restaurant near the Mamak shop.

We'll go there. -I want to eat chicken today.

You won't die if you do not eat chicken today. Keep quiet.

It's okay, you guys don't have to go through the trouble.

We'll go to the Mamak shop. -There is no trouble at all.

Vegetarian food is good for health. We should go there.

It's good we came to a vegetarian restaurant.

At times, I'm also a vegetarian. -You?

Yes, if you eat chicken all the time, you'll think like a chicken.

What are you trying to say? That we think like a chicken?

No, I meant that we all have an animal inside us.

Ruben, you're good at talking. -Thank you.

He wants to be a director. So, he should be able to talk well.

Director? The future director is having lunch with us.

He has told his story to the boss.

Soon, he'll be a director. -Do you understand Tamil?

Don't Punjabis understand Tamil? -That was before.

Punjabis and Tamils used to stay in the same area.

So, they could speak Tamil. But now, times have changed.

So, we can talk freely hereafter. -What are you going to speak about?

I want her number. Can you get it for me?

Why do you want her number? -Get me her number,...

...I'll tell you later. -What number?

Her husband buys 4D. We were talking about that.

Okay, let's order now. What do you want to eat?

Brother!

Good morning. -Good morning.

How come you are so early today? -My brother had some work...

...in this area. So, he dropped me off today.

Have you had your breakfast? -No, I'm hungry though.

The vegetarian restaurant is still closed.

What shall we do? -Shall we go to the Mamak instead?

Are you sure? -Yeah. I can have toasted bread...

...or roti canai. No worries. -Okay, then, Mamak it is.

Okay, let's go.

One toasted bread, one chocolate dinosaur.

Black iced tea. -Iced tea.

Chocolate dinosaur? What is that?

Don't you know what chocolate dinosaur is?

No. -Chocolate dinosaur...

...is when they add extra chocolate powder on a chocolate drink.

I like that very much.

I thought they would bring a dinosaur with the drink.

You're joking now.

Okay, tell me about yourself.

What do you want me to say?

Don't you have anything to say? -No.

You asked me out of the blue. How would I know what to say?

Okay, tell me about your family. -My family.

I have my mom, an elder brother...

...and a younger sister.

My father passed away when I was in school.

My ambition is to become a director.

What's yours?

Nothing particular.

But I just want to be happy always.

See, this universe doesn't know what is right and wrong.

It will only give you what you wish for in your heart.

And it is that universe that brought you to me.

And I believe that two people just don't meet.

There is always a reason behind it.

Is it? -Yeah.

You are good at all these things. -What things?

Well, for starters, you are good at engaging in a conversation.

Well, is that bad?

Was that a compliment? Thank you.

Ruben!

I think I have something to tell you.

What? -I understand Tamil.

What? Do you understand Tamil?

You sinner!

You said you didn't know Tamil yesterday.

I know a little. I understand Tamil.

But I can't speak fluently.

But please, do not tell this to anyone.

But why?

Because I want to know what people speak about me.

So, I can speak in Tamil hereafter.

Okay.

I need a favour. -What do you want now?

If Darban calls you out for lunch, tell her you are busy.

Because Kala did not come to work today.

So, I can spend some time with her.

Won't I feel hungry? Don't I have to eat?

Why must you walk so far? Tell me what you want.

I'll buy it for you. -I don't want anything.

I'm busy. Just leave me alone.

She is coming. Please help me.

Let's go for lunch. -Yes, let's go for lunch.

I have lots of work. You guys go ahead.

Really? You're the only one who works hard for the company.

Without you, what will happen to this country?

Hey, just go.

Don't you want anything to eat? -Nothing for me, just go.

Do you have fried ice cream? -No.

Then I'll have one chocolate dinosaur and Chinese fried rice.

Okay. -Do you only take...

...chocolate dinosaur?

Iced black tea and fried noodles.

You asked for fried ice cream. What is that?

Don't you know that? -I haven't had that before.

Fried ice cream...... It's hard to explain.

One day, I'll treat you.

When is that one day? -Soon.

Give me your number later. In case I'm late for work,...

...I can inform you. -Why wait till evening?

I can give it to you now.

Your number, please? -012.....

Dude, I got my salary today. I know you do not drink.

I'm going out. Do you want to come along?

No, dude. I have work. You go on.

Your secretary job? Those who left me...

...and went after girls came back crying to me.

It's okay if you do not want to come.

See you, dude.

He is too much.

Where are you going? -With you.

Can you come with me wherever I go?

I'm not sure about that. You're going to the bus stop now.

Can't I come with you?

It's okay, I can go by myself.

I'm coming with you because you're walking alone.

That's the thing. Why?

To keep you company.

Where is your bike? -I'll collect it later.

So you're going to walk back another 2 km?

Aren't you tired?

You're walking. I'll walk with you.

Completely unnecessary.

Ruben, you don't have to strain yourself for me.

If you think that way, you can't do anything in life.

Let's enjoy the little joys in life and lead a happy life.

When I travel with you, I feel energised.

Ruben, this is all new for me.

But if you're putting it that way, you can come along.

Do you know something?

God has given the key to our happiness to someone else.

And the key to their happiness is with someone else.

How? -Who do you like?

My brother. -The key to his happiness...

...is in your hand. You did not say you like yourself.

You can ask anyone, they will not say they like themselves.

They will name someone else.

Maybe. -Did you sleep well last night?

Deep sleep. -I did not sleep at all.

Why? -When you're very happy,...

...you can't sleep. -Is that so?

Then who unlocked your happiness?

The person who wants to know. -Again? I don't understand.

I wanted to ask you something. Why did you save my name as Star?

How did you know I saved your contact number as Star?

I know. Just tell me why.

Okay.

When you become a director, you will become a star, right?

Instead of calling you a star then, I might as well call you...

...a star now. At least, it will be good energy for you.

This is what kept me awake.

How are you? -I'm good.

I did not see you for a long time. How is your boss?

He is good. He spoke about you just the other day.

He wanted to drop by. -He called me,...

...but I haven't seen him yet. -Really?

Is everything okay? -Everything is good.

How is your shop? -Good.

Okay, brother.

Ruben, why were you guys laughing?

The waiter asked if my girlfriend wasn't here today.

I think everyone thinks we are a couple.

Are you joking?

Hello! -Hi!

Ruben, didn't we meet for lunch earlier?

Why are you calling me again?

I have something to tell you. -What?

The waiter said you were my girlfriend.

He did not say anything. -Yeah, I know.

Then why didn't you ask me anything?

See, Ruben, I value relationships.

And every relationship is built differently for everyone.

I did not want to miss it. That is why I didn't ask.

Anyway, I don't think we should talk about this...

...over the office phone. -Please wait.

Tell me.

Darban.

I like you very much.

I love you.

Darban!

When one falls in love, his heartbeat goes up.

I realised when I met you.

May I say something?

You can't start coddling a child just like that.

The child should know you first and your character.

The child should know you're safe and loving.

When the child feels secure and safe,...

...she will come to you.

That is how you came to me.

After you came into my life,...

...I started living with you.

I didn't want to lose it, so I was patient.

I know you will understand.

Please don't pretend not to understand.

I don't know what to do.

You don't have to say anything now.

Take your time. Think about it.

But listen to your heart,...

...not your head.

I'll think about it.

Okay, Ruben, I have work to do.

I'll talk to you later. Okay, bye.

Hello, I'm downstairs. Where are you?

You left?

I'll come with you.

Oh? Sure.

Darban!

Are you avoiding me? -No, I'm not.

Tell me the truth. -No, I'm not.

Then let's have breakfast together.

I had breakfast at home.

Are you busy?

What's the matter? -Let's go for lunch.

No, I'm not coming. -What happened?

I feel she is avoiding me.

Let it be. No matter what happens, take it easily.

No, it is doing something to me inside.

I'm so angry.

I feel no one bothers about me.

And at the same time, I feel like everyone is staring at me.

Hey, don't think about it. Just express your love.

Are you coming or not?

No, you go on. -Do you want anything?

No, nothing for me.

Okay.

Hello.

Why didn't you go for lunch?

I wasn't hungry.

I bought lunch for you. Eat and continue your work.

Ruben, are you free this evening? -Why are you asking?

I'm going to Brickfields. Do you want to come?

I'll come. -Okay, I'll see you later.

Bye.

One fried ice cream. -One fried ice cream.

One black iced tea. -One black iced tea. For you?

That's all. -Thank you.

For me. -I'll tell you.

What are you trying to do?

When I text you, you do not reply. You're purposely avoiding me.

Now, you've brought me here. Why are you doing this?

Not only this, I want to share everything with you...

...for the rest of my life.

Dad!

Come, sit. Good morning.

Dad, why didn't you sleep with me?

I was busy last night. I'm sorry.

Where is mom? -Why did you fall asleep here?

I've somehow written the story. -So, I have to read it today.

I can read it, right? -Hang on.

Let me finish writing it first. It'll be boring...

... if you read it little by little.

Okay.

Hey, why didn't you wake me up? I have a pickup.

I'll go to work now. -I've made breakfast.

Shower and eat. -It's okay.

Girl!

Yes, Jaanu?

What? Is she bleeding through her nose?

Okay, calm down. I'll be back shortly.

Nothing to worry. -Doctor, she was bleeding.

Is it serious? -It is just a symptom of sinusitis.

She won't bleed again. But make sure she doesn't remain...

...in an air-conditioned room for too long.

Come back for another review 2 weeks from now.

Say bye to the doctor. -Bye, doctor.

Bye.

What did the doctor say?

She said you can't have too much ice cream.

No more ice cream for you.

Take her to the car first.

I forgot something. I'll go and get it.

I'm coming.

Hey!

Hey, dude!

Look, don't think too much and get yourself confused.

Have I ever said this over the past few years?

I know for sure it was her. -Did you see her?

No, but I know her fragrance.

Are you mad or what?

People normally live life from A to Z.

Mine started in the middle and came back to the starting point.

It is like piecing up something that is broken.

You can't dismiss it or accept it.

The pain is something else, you won't understand.

Look, don't dig up the past again. You have a family now.

You have Jaanu and your daughter.

Don't lose your present life dwelling on a past life...

...that was never yours. That's my advice.

Does your wife know about this?

No. -Right, don't tell her anything.

Don't ever bring this up again. You don't have to tell anyone.

If you think about it, there will be problems.

Listen, I'm telling you for your own good.

Forget her.

I love you.

What?

I love you.

Me too.

Not only today, but forever.

What are you doing here? -Today is a Saturday.

So?

There won't be anyone in your office today.

Is that why you asked me to come to the office on a Saturday?

Maybe.

Don't.

What are you doing? -Sit.

Okay.

When I was young, my father used plait my hair that way.

There is a saying in Tamil that a wife comes after his mother.

Likewise, I'll be here for you...

...like a father.

Ruben, can you please hold my hand?

You know, even may father used to hold my hand this way.

Ruben, do you know when you held my hand for the first time,...

...I felt like my father was holding me.

Don't worry, I will never let your hand go.

When I think of you,...

...I always think of a Hindi song.

Why?

When I close my eyes, I pray to God.

I see Him in you.

My head bows in respect at the thought of you.

Can you bring me to your house?

Come in.

Come in.

Mom!

Who is she? -I told you, she's Darban.

Can I help? -It's okay, take a seat.

I'll do it, go and sit down.

It's nice.

But you don't want to say that you love me.

And you don't call me Jaanu.

I don't have to.

You know I love you.

But you can still say it.

Why?

No need.

Anyway, that will always be our memory.

I like your mother a lot.

Won't you take me to your house?

Not my house.

Then?

Sat Sri Akal.

It's delicious. Have you eaten?

No, you please carry on.

Brother.

Who is this, Darban?

This is Ruben, my colleague. Ruben, this is Jeet,...

...my elder brother.

Ruben, come, please join us for lunch.

No, let me introduce him to mommy and Kiran first.

Okay, go on.

Please bring tea for these aunties!

Sat Sri Akal, auntie.

Mom, this is my Ruben, my colleague.

Ruben, this is my mom. -Hello.

Has he eaten yet?

Not yet. We'll go in and come.

Okay, sure.

I don't know how my family will react if they find out about us.

The thought of it scares me.

What can happen? We'll face everything.

Ruben, can you hold my hand, please?

I don't know how things are at your end.

But I know my family will never accept us.

Why do you say that?

You know the reason.

Look,...

...no matter what happens, you are my wife.

No one can change that.

No matter how many years it takes, I will not get married,...

...I will wait for you. I want you to wait too.

After a certain age, will they still keep you unmarried?

If we remain strong in our relationship,...

...no one can break us apart.

It's all nice to say and hear. But it's not practical, Ruben.

Darban, look at me.

Just believe in one thing. We created a character together.

It is with us.

Do you know who it is?

Our love, right?

Yes. It's not only for us, but everyone who is in love...

...will have the character.

Both their hearts will be filled with it.

If we are true to our love, it will unite us.

I love you.

This is the first time you've said that to me.

It's the character that made you say that.

Once we get married,...

...after a year, love will turn into a life.

Or...

...it will haunt us for life.

I don't want to create a bad impression in front of my family.

Ruben, it's very easy to forget the life that we live in.

But it's very hard to forget the life we have right now.

This will work out. Don't think too much about it.

I don't know if you have a story in mind,...

...but I think you should write our story.

Our love story.

Surely, is there a better love story than ours, Jaan?

You'll be a very successful director.

When your breath embraced me...

Ruben! -Why?

Why? -What if someone sees us?

Who is going to see us? You are my wife.

We'll see when that happens.

Now why are you sulking?

What if somebody had seen us?

Who is going to see?

Everyone is busy with their work.

I think you're going overboard.

Darban!

What are you doing here? Who is this?

Ruben. You met him at the gurdwara.

You come here with him everyday?

No, brother. -Come.

Darban, the guy at the gurdwara the other day.

Is he a close friend?

No, brother. Not that close.

If he is not your close friend,...

...what was he doing with you at the bus stop?

His bike broke down.

That is why he was there, to take a bus.

If anyone sees you outside with a boy,...

...what will they say about your upbringing?

That's normal, mum. Why are you asking me this?

It's okay, mum.

If Darban is saying he is just a friend,...

...we'll accept that.

And I know Darban will never do such a thing...

...that will be an embarassment to our family.

It's okay, Darban. Eat.

What are you doing, sis?

Are you okay? -Yes, I'm fine.

Why? -We share everything,...

...but you never told me about Ruben.

Why, Darban?

Because I like him.

I knew it!

Kiran!

This family will never accept him.

I know,...

...but I don't want to miss him.

Oh God!

Why are you thinking about that?

All these are not important now.

If he is a good boy,...

...can take good care of you,...

...doesn't matter even if he is from Africa,...

...they'll get you both married. Don't worry.

Wait a minute. Why are you telling me this?

I'm saying the truth.

If you confess to them now,...

...they'll get all emotional...

...and have you marry somebody else.

They'll never listen to you.

...don't tell anyone about this.

Go to sleep now.

Why did you say I'm your colleague?

What else am I to say? That we are lovers?

You didn't have to say we were lovers,...

...but you could have said that you liked me.

Ruben, you're a director, right?

Why don't you see things from my perspective too?

And not just from your perspective alone.

If I tell my brother that we are lovers,...

...do you think he will get us married?

He will kill me.

So, when are you going to tell him?

There is a right time for everything.

When the right time comes, I will tell him.

Until then?

Let's date. Become a successful director first.

Look, I am 25. And you are 26.

If your family agrees, we can get married right now.

The other day, you said, no matter how long it takes,...

... you will wait for us. What happened?

Is love increasing?

Okay, I'll tell my brother.

I'll tell everyone hereafter that we are lovers.

Ruben, remember one thing.

If my brother finds out, he will never let you anywhere near me.

What are you saying? -Let's be patient.

Till when?

Until my family finds out. -So, you will not tell them.

Jaanu, please. Please try to understand.

When the time is right, I will surely tell them.

Please.

You said you wanted to take something from here.

Nothing, I came to see you.

Why?

Nothing.

That's how much I love you.

Ruben, I want to spend every single moment of my life with you.

And if I can't, there is no point in me living anymore.

After meeting you, whenever I miss my father,...

...I think of you.

And at that point, I realised,...

...I'm not myself.

I'm with you.

I'm so afraid to lose this entire thing.

That is why I'm being patient.

After you came into my life,...

...I stopped thinking about what will happen next.

Or what will happen tomorrow.

I started living in the present...

...where I am happy with you.

You have completely changed me.

If my family finds out about this,...

...wouldn't this happiness be snatched away from me?

I'm so afraid. That is why...

...I don't want to lose you. That is why I'm being patient.

I don't know how else to explain all this to you.

Please, Ruben.

Sorry, Jaan.

I feel I want you by my side all the time.

I can't take it anymore.

Please, try talking to your family as soon as possible.

I also feel the same.

The only difference is that you always express yourself.

And I don't.

What if your family finds out about us and breaks us apart?

Don't talk like that.

I will only marry you.

I promise.

Believe in your love.

It's within you, right?

And our love will do the right thing for us at the right time.

Whenever I ask you about the boy,...

...you said he is a colleague.

How much more are you going to lie?

Why, Darban?

Why did you do this despite knowing what we're going through?

Ruben is a good guy, mum.

Everyone says that when in love.

But is he the right one for this family?

Listen here. You're not only marrying the guy.

This is about two families coming together.

We will be visiting them and vice versa.

Our rituals and traditions are different from them.

This cannot happen. -Please, brother.

I will be very happy to be married to Ruben.

I'll ask him to come meet you, talk with you.

Please visit his house.

Meet his parents. I'm sure you will like them.

You are still young. Don't talk as if you know everything.

And I know he taught you all this.

No, brother! Please understand what I'm saying.

Shut up! Don't argue with your brother.

You've made us very 'proud'.

Hello!

Hi, brother.

Brother, please think a little practically.

She grew up without a father.

With the situation in my house, this is not going to happen.

Ruining a girl's heart is like ruining her family.

So, you stop seeing her.

If I see or hear anything else after this,...

...I won't be this kind to you.

Brother!

Are you crazy? Don't you understand what I'm saying?

What? -You don't understand...

...the language I'm speaking.

You are different, I am different.

Do you understand?

Jaan, where are you?

You do not come to work anymore. I can't even reach you.

Ruben, my brother doesn't want me to see you.

I can't come to work.

Don't cry, Jaan.

We knew this would happen.

So, relax. -Ruben, I cannot take it anymore.

Please come and take me. Come now.

Come and take me now.

I don't want anyone. Please, Ruben.

No! Don't rush. Think about your brother.

Whatever decision we make, we must make it calmly.

Otherwise, I will be the wrong person for your family.

Let's not get married secretly.

Think about your family.

Think about your little sister.

Whether trust in you is lost or not,...

...your family will be broken, Jaan.

You said time will be the solution.

Our love will unite us.

Trust our love.

That is what is chasing us now.

It is making you cry. It is making me talk to you.

It will surely unite us one day.

Listen to me.....

Jaan?

Hello?

That was my last phone to my Jaan.

Thereafter, her phone was switched off.

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't speak to her.

When there was a call, I was hoping it would be her.

I went around the area like a madman.

I hoped someone would tell me something.

Even though I searched everywhere, I couldn't find my Jaan.

Hey, aren't you eating?

No, I'm not hungry. Have you eaten?

I have eaten. -Is Ilavenil asleep?

I just put her to sleep and went downstairs.

What's the matter? Is there a problem?

No.

Go to bed. I'll come shortly.

All right.

Each day without her was like hell.

If I died, I was afraid she would look for me.

I couldn't live or die,...

...I wandered around looking for her.

Ruben, that girl is important to you,...

...but you are important to us.

Because your love failed,...

...you are drinking and smoking and ruining your health.

If I knew where the girl was, I would touch their feet...

...and get you married to her.

No, dad, you do not have to touch anyone's feet.

Your mother is very sad seeing you like this.

Just because your love failed, don't kill my wife.

I don't know how to make you understand.

We have to go through all this in life.

My friend has a daughter.

They are looking for a male candidate for her.

If you agree, I will inform them.

Hey, what's this new habit?

Your parents treat you like a friend.

Is this how you repay them? Let me tell you something.

Your mother is not feeling well at home.

Please don't kill her.

Hey, I've lived with her.

How can I live with another girl?

Fool, your love failed.

If you think you can't get married, no one will.

If you drink like this thinking about her,...

...you will die with your dream of becoming a director.

How will your parents live in peace?

Did you think about that?

You wanted to live for her, that's fine.

But now she is gone. Now, live for your parents.

What if she comes back? -Don't make me cuss you.

She has your number, right? Did she call or text you?

No, right? She left you for her family.

But you're not looking after your family,...

...you keep thinking about her.

What do I do now?

Go and see the bride of your family's choice.

At least pretend you've forgotten the past.

That's all you need to do. There is something important.

Don't talk about Darban to that girl.

Forget about her.

Don't talk foolishly and embarrass your parents.

Before we understand each other,...

...both our families rushed to get us married.

They have done well for us.

Why do you say that?

If we talk, get close and understand each other...

...before marriage, I will see the flaws in you.

And you will see the flaws in me.

Eventually, it will turn ugly.

But if we start our lives like this,...

...no matter what the problem is,...

...we'll tolerate and love each other,...

...we'll live this life smoothly.

Jaanu,...

...before we get into a physical relationship,...

...we should love each other.

I feel it's good to start our lives together when we are ready.

Our child will be the symbol of our love.

She won't be the symbol of haste.

What a relief! I'm so lucky. Thank you so much.

Like everyone else, I stood where my life ended...

...and kept staring at the closed door.

Jaanu made me realise there was another door open.

I gained confidence through her,...

...I realised I could achieve my dream...

...and change the Tamil film industry.

Her gaze told me,...

..."I'll take care of you. Don't worry."

She took my consent without my knowledge.

Until I think of her as my wife,...

...she didn't approach me.

Before I saw her as a wife,...

...she showed me my life.

One day, both our views were in line.

I felt that was the day we got married.

Then came a day to show our love.

Ruben!

I'm pregnant.

Really?

That was the day I realised the hardships women faced...

...to bring a life into this world.

On the day of childbirth, every woman experiences...

...a moment of death and rebirth.

Someone has come to share everything I have.

Heaven is not in the sky, but on earth.

Everyone will feel that way on the day the child is born.

I felt the same way too. My Ilavenil.

This is a new chapter in my life.

I am a father.

Say daddy.

Daddy!

Daddy.

This is the first time Ilavenil called me daddy.

Let's record this moment.

Daddy.

Everything happens because of women.

Jaanu makes me believe everything happens because of women.

Hello! -Yes, hello?

Mr. Ruben? -Yes.

My friend is waiting at the hospital.

Okay, fine. -Thank you.

Okay.

I must tell you the truth...

...that I have not told you until now.

It's a chapter that I cannot forget or hide.

Even though the sun sets every day,...

...it rises again the next morning.

Even though I've forgotten her,...

...the next day, her memories haunt me.

Before marriage, every relationship appears on its own.

The first relationship we seek is our lover.

My first love,...

...she was my everything.....

Her name..... -Darban!

My breath...

My life...

Where were you all this time, Jaan?

What is all this?

I didn't know where you went,...

...a lot has happened in my life.

I didn't know your family hid you,...

...I looked for you everywhere.

My family didn't bring me away from you.

It's me who left you.

Why?

Think about your brother.

We should not get married without anyone's knowledge.

Think about your family.

Your family will be heartbroken if you destroy their trust.

Our father left us long ago.

I have responsbilities now.

To take good care of both of you,..

...get you married into a good family.

This is the only thing running in my mind day and night.

I am just afraid...

...that one small mistake will get people talking.

Not only as a brother,...

...I have to think from the position of a father too.

And he is doing that as a lover.

He is a good guy.

Darban, you can go to work tomorrow.

The doctor did some scans.

And they confirmed...

...that I had thyroid cancer.

And it had spread to my lungs.

You could have told me.

I needed time.

I needed time to understand everything, Ruben.

Brother, please don't tell Ruben about this.

Why are you saying this, Darban?

Because I have very little time left.

And I know Ruben.

If we tell him,...

...he will not achieve his dream to become a director.

He will be worried about me all the time.

This is my wish.

We will leave town tomorrow.

Why did you do it?

You shouldn't have gone.

You should have told me.

Ruben, it's a miracle that I'm still alive.

I came back from JB...

...so that I could spend my last few days with you.

Little did I know that you have a family,...

...a wife and a kid.

I'm happy for you.

At least you have a happy family.

I'm still alive,...

...but with guilt.

When I am happy with my wife and daughter,...

...I miss you very much.

But, I'm beginning to think that I'm betraying them.

Over time, I felt guilty.

I couldn't cry thinking about you,...

...I couldn't find you.

That situation...

...made me feel very guilty.

Ruben, nothing is going to change now.

No.

I don't want to lose you again.

I won't let you go.

Don't be a fool.

You might be thinking about me.

But nobody knows that.

But everyone knows you have a wife...

...and a child.

I only have a few days left.

I will be gone for good.

You have responsibilities.

You have to take care of them.

Our love will always stay within me.

That will never change.

It's our symbol.

Can you drop me home?

When you go...

My rainbow fades...

When you go...

My life left me too...

Oh, beautiful...

You are my breath...

When you go...

I die in my heart...

Baby, I'll suffer without you...

I want to die with your memories...

Stretch out your hand so that my life reaches you...

Come on...

When you go...

It starts to rain...

When you go...

It starts to rain...

Have you eaten?

Has Ilavenil eaten?

Jaanu, I'm talking to you.

Who are we to you?

Why are you pretending to care about us?

Pretending?

Why do you sound different?

We're different, right?

Jaanu, I'm so heartbroken.

Don't do this to me too.

I want to tell you something.

I don't know how you will accept this.

What is it? Is it about Darban?

You were living a fake life with me all this time.

Because I was honest with you, I feel ashamed today.

You have kept this big secret from me.

Jaanu, I had no intention of hiding it from you.

I didn't have the guts to tell you.

If I had told you, I would be in peace now.

I couldn't tell you, and I couldn't forget her either.

I've been living a hellish life all along, Jaanu.

There was a girl in your life before me.

Without knowing this, like a madwoman,...

...I've been thinking that you are my world.

But you are saying this so coolly. -Jaanu, I did not deceive you.

My situation was such.

Why do those who do wrong find themselves in difficult situations?

That's just your justification.

I wanted to marry her.

But I didn't live with her even a day.

She left me halfway.

Now she will be gone forever.

You are lying.

Didn't you live with her? -Jaanu, I met her only today!

Did you meet her?

How come you were not in touch with her?

Jaanu.....

I was not in contact with her.

Today, she took my cab.

That's when I found out.

You killed me.

Now I realise why you come home late every night.

You were living with her.

She was your mistress. -Jaanu!

How could you speak that way?

Enough!

I finally understood everything.

I sacrificed so much for your ideals.

I said no one will get a husband like you,...

...I felt proud about it.

You destroyed everything in an instant, Ruben.

You lived a fake life with me.

Jaanu, don't talk this way.

I don't want to hear anything. I'm done with you.

I'm leaving. -Jaanu!

Jaanu, please kill me! She is leaving me too.

If you leave me too, I will not live.

Jaanu!

Mom, why are you crying?

Listen to me, Jaanu. Open the door.

Open the door, Jaanu.

I did not deceive you, Jaanu.

Don't kill me either. Open the door, Jaanu. Please!

She has cancer, Jaanu.

She will die soon.

When you go...

My life withered...

When you go...

My life will be gone too...

When you go...

My life withered...

When you go...

My life will be gone too...

Can we talk?

That's what I've been asking for since last night.

I overreacted yesterday.

I'm sorry.

No, it's my mistake too.

Why didn't you tell me about this all this while?

I'm sorry.

I didn't want to talk about my pain and trouble you.

I didn't know how you would react if I told you this, Jaanu.

After many years, I saw her yesterday.

She has cancer.

That is why she left me.

Is this how much you understand me?

If you had told me, at least you wouldn't feel this sad.

I'm not mad that you loved someone before me.

You didn't tell me.

That is why I'm angry.

I got married because of my family's insistence.

Only you and...

...Ilavenil are my world now.

I wrote everything I felt about you in the story, Jaanu.

You are the best thing that happened in my life, Jaanu.

You believed more than me that I would succeed in my life.

Who will get a wife like you?

I must be lucky.

I love you so much, Jaanu.

Where is Darban now?

Why? -Let's go and get her.

Let's bring her to our house.

Do you understand what you are saying?

Over the years, there hasn't been a day that you...

...didn't think about her.

You lived with me,...

...but you were thinking of her.

The world you wanted so badly,...

...your Darpan.

The world that came looking for you,...

...me.

I always wondered why my life was so beautiful with you.

That was how happy I was with you.

Although there are many people around me,...

...they come after you.

How could you...

...hide this from me?

The girl you loved before me,...

...you couldn't forget her.

You kept finding her.

When you knew she wouldn't be in this world for long,...

...how could you leave her just like that?

Even if it's not for your happiness,...

...for my peace of mind,...

...bring her to our house.

I will take care of her like Ilavenil.

It must have hurt you a lot.

You must have felt terrible.

She would have felt the same.

This is a good opportunity for us.

She will spend her last days in our house.

Let her live with you.

That will give peace to the three of us.

The last days with you,...

...will give her the joy...

...of living a full life with you.

Don't send her away feeling disappointed.

The pain you've been hiding all this time,...

...will change.

Let's go.

Jaan!

Darban!

Darban!

Yes? Who are you looking for?

Someone lives here. Her name is Darban.

Darban. She just moved. Why?

Do you know where she went?

No. She didn't tell me. Who are you?

I'm Ruben. -Oh, Ruben?

Please wait, I have a letter for you.

From Darban.

Thank you.

I know you will try to find me.

But I'm leaving you again.

This time, somewhere far away.

To a place where no one will find me.

In this lifetime, for you, there is no Jaan.

There is only Jaanu.

Ruben is for Jaanu, always.

Where are you coming? -With you.

I don't think you can follow me to all the places I go.

I will go on my own.

Look, I'm following you because you are going alone.

Will you come with me till the end?

I can't live without you. I will follow you till I die.

Won't you say 'cut'?

Hey, say 'cut'.

Cut! Good take. -Sorry.

Mr. Director, you finished filming as you promised.

I'm very happy. -Call me brother, sir.

Now you're a director who made me invest.

You went through a lot of humiliation and pain to win.

This is your first honour.

I have arranged a wrap party. Tell everyone to come.

Okay, sir.

Mr. Producer. -Good job.

Mr. Director, you did a fantastic job.

Thanks. -People say there is life...

...in a story.

But you make your life story into a movie,...

...there is life in it.

Rubenin Jaanu will be a hit.

Once again, congratulations. -Thanks.

I have acted in many films,...

...but I didn't feel like I acted in this film.

It's because I am in your shoes.

All the best to you. www.1TamilMV.world

Do well.

There's a wrap party, right? -Of course. Come on.

Hello?

I love you. -I love you too.

Hello!

Look at daddy.

Every human's life is unique.

No matter how many relationships we have,...

...the glory of love becomes the journey of life.

Although the person we love is not with us,...

...they remain with us through others.

If we live with their memory...

...and take care of those around us with love,...

...that's the respect we give them.

This is my story.

You came as a gift, beautiful...

You remain my guide...

Because of you, my dreams burn...

Without a word, you disappeared without a trace...

As long as my heart beats...

As long as my life misses you...

Fingers that are united do not separate...

You are my breath...