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CHURCH BELL CHIMES

Full house! Ha-ha-ha.

You sneaked that up on me.

Bang on time. As per.

DOG WHIMPERS

DOG WHINES

DOG BARKS

DOG GROWLS

DOG BARKS

Goodbye, old friend.

DOG BARKS Best friend.

DOG BARKS, THEN WHINES

If you're planning on doing what I think you are,

trust me, it's no great shakes being dead. It really isn't!

Sir, can I help you? TRAIN HORN HONKS

Can I help you?

Please don't do this! Please... wait!

TRAIN HORN BLARES

Wait, sir! I'm coming to talk to you.

I'll be right there, sir, wait for me!

Whatever fuck-ups in your life, nothing is worth this!

Think of the people who'll find you.

HORN BLARES They don't deserve this!

HORN BLARES

HE GASPS

BRAKES SCREECH No!

SHE GASPS

DOG BARKS

SHE SOBS

DOG WHINES

TELEPHONE RINGS

Transport Police. PC Lockhart, how can I help you?

Lock down the station.

MUFFLED RADIO CHATTER

It's OK. I'll leave you to it, all right? All right?

SIREN WAILS

RADIO CHATTER CONTINUES

You witnessed it? Yes. Yes.

Was anyone on the platform with him? I-I tried to get to him.

It was too late. I-I was too late! I tried. I...

I tried, just too late.

I-I tried.

Hey. Hey. I'll just wait.

Hey. You're not to blame, OK? It's not your fault.

It's not. It truly isn't.

"Please find my dog Ulysses a..."

Driver. Poor sod.

First time?

Collect the large parts first, OK?

There's counselling if you need it, no shame in it.

You'll need that for the Coroner Liaison,

tucked in his dog's collar, unsigned. No ID.

We'll run his DNA on the database, see if it turns up anything on him.

First time or not, you never get used to it.

Just gotta find a way through it.

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

ANNOUNCER: 'The 08:30 Great Central Rail service

'will depart from Platform 4.'

CHEERING AND LAUGHTER

Away from the platform edge, please! Keep moving back! Back! Thank you.

MAN: You want sugar, yeah?

'The 09:35 Great Central Rail service... will arrive at...'

Hey. Look, it's OK!

I was with you last night. I tried to stop you.

Look, I took my own life here too.

Or at least I think I did. You can't remember?

In fact, I have virtually no memory at all.

Sometimes, I get a flash of something, a room, a street,

even faces but... nothing about my life...

or who I was.

You were so certain... so determined to go through with it.

How were you so sure it was your only way out?

Not your business.

Look, your secret's safe with me.

It's not like I can tell anyone, is it?

The living can't hear us, can they? LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES

'The 11:35 Great Central Rail service...'

You can't leave here, it doesn't work like that.

Watch me. BEEPING

HE GASPS

We're the same, you and I, don't you see?

I can't leave this place either.

It must be the price we pay for what we did.

TICKET READER BEEPS

HE GASPS, HE STRAINS

HE SIGHS It's hard, I know.

God knows how many times I've tried.

At least we've got each other for company.

Fuck off, will you?

Just fuck off!

TICKET READER BEEPS

ENTRY DOOR WHIRRS

It's all right. HUBBUB

Take care, everyone, yeah? Bye. See you all.

LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES

ANNOUNCER: 'Please keep an eye on any personal belongings and bags.

'Any property left unattended will be dealt with by staff.'

Can I get you anything else, love?

Sorry.

CARD READER BEEPS

Hi, Abby. Erm, yeah.

I-I think I'm coming down with some kind of bug,

I just, I feel like crap.

I don't think I'm gonna make this morning's meeting.

Could you, could you call them and apologise?

You're a star! Thanks. Bye.

MOBILE BEEPS

SHE SOBS

Hey, Lisa. Hey, Lisa. Wake up.

Be there before the commencement. CHEERING

Perish the thought.

I am so proud of you, Lisa.

SHE GASPS, SHE QUIVERS

SHE BREATHES HEAVILY My name's Lisa!

SHE QUIVERS I was a teacher.

I had a family.

Why would I take my own life? SHE SNIFFS

I was loved! SHE EXHALES

ANNOUNCER: 'The Great Central Rail service to Birmingham

'will depart from Platform 3.' You all right?

The other day, I was, er... ungracious. I apologise.

No. It's me who should apologise.

Banging on when you're still trying to get your head around it all.

I'm Lisa. Edward.

I assume this is purgatory.

Rather more prosaic than one was led to believe.

At least it's not the other place.

Well, perhaps we have that pleasure to come.

Mm. We'd have to have done something pretty bad.

May I ask how long you've been...?

Been stuck here? It feels like eternity.

I always shared Stephen Hawking's view of the afterlife.

It's a fairy tale for people who are afraid of the dark.

If I run into him, I shall demand a refund.

SHE LAUGHS

My daughter used to take the train for work meetings occasionally.

Hoping to catch glimpse of her.

Does she work Saturdays? Oh.

Lost track of time.

Can I ask you something?

You know I said I was having problems with my memory?

It's starting to come back... but only in bits.

But... I remember my name... my parents...

that I was a teacher.

There's someone I think I was close to.

But nothing about why I would take my own life.

Do you remember why you did it? Every detail. More's the pity.

Then why can't I? Some kind of trauma, perhaps.

My nephew had something similar after serving in Iraq. PTSD.

Huge gaps in his memory.

Good things, he could remember.

His marriage... the birth of his child.

But whatever happened to him on that last tour of Iraq

was a complete blank.

Trick the mind has, apparently... to help very bad memories.

You want my advice?

Let it go.

Accept that some memories are meant to be hidden.

Let that genie out of the bottle, you may regret it.

MUFFLED RADIO CHATTER

Can I help you?

ETHEREAL FEMALE VOCAL

MUSIC DROWNS OUT DIALOGUE

Today's a year to the day since our daughter...

We thought it fitting if we left them where she...

I'm... I'm really sorry... I'm afraid it's just not possible.

A risk of copycat... giving someone the same idea.

Yeah, of course. Erm, we wouldn't want to put anyone

through what we've been through.

God, no. Heavens, no.

MALE VOICE ECHOES: 'I love you. I love you. I love you.'

I do, Lisa. I do.

We won't keep you. Sorry for the trouble.

No, it's no trouble at all.

Not at all. It's what we're here for. Thank you.

It still doesn't make sense. She had everything going for her.

A career she loved, family, friends. And a home of her own.

Best let them get on, Trev.

Come on. BEEP

Don't leave me here!

SHE GASPS

I'm free.

I'm free.

You set me free!

We'll, er, we'll stop by the cemetery...

wouldn't want them go to waste.

You're welcome to come too, if you like.

We've taken up enough of his time.

It's not that. I actually went this morning.

Well, thanks for coming today.

How could I not?

Take care of yourself, Trevor.

MOBILE RINGS, DRILLING

Yeah. I got your message. No, I'm not on shift at the moment.

CHURCH BELL CHIMES When was this?

SCRAPING, ENGINE ROARS

BABY WAILS

BUS HISSES

BIRDSONG

Layla?

KEY UNLOCKS DOOR

SHOWER PATTERS

'And I wasn't drunk, before you ask.'

Perish the thought.

Wriggle your toes. SHE WINCES

Push against me? SHE GASPS

What's that "M" for? Matthew.

Matt or Matty to my friends.

It's what we call in the trade an "inversion injury",

i.e., a bog-standard sprain.

You'll need to keep off it for a bit.

Is there anyone at home who can help you?

Nope. Just yours truly.

SHE CHUCKLES IN FLASHBACK

Matty...

DAD: 'It still doesn't make sense. She had everything going for her.

'A career she loved. And a home of her own.'

Mental health issues?

Was I mentally ill?

Dad was right.

None of it makes sense.

I didn't know you had another one. Before your time. She was my first.

LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES

I was covering for the night manager.

It was the same platform,

but she didn't come in through the front entrance like the old guy.

She... came in over the security fence, in nightclothes.

Yeah, it's always bugged me... why she chose to come in that way.

The security fence on Platform 7.

That is odd.

The, er... the old man is my first.

You just never know what's going on in people's lives, do you?

TELEPHONE RINGS

Soccer train, Saturday, where are we on the PCU?

Six from the local force, sir, plus PCs Tasifa, Laxton and myself.

Double it. Home team lose again,

we'll have another shitshow on our hands.

HE SIGHS

TELEPHONE RINGS

BEEP

MATT BRUSHES TEETH

SHE INHALES SHARPLY

Trying to work out if your eyes are brown or hazel.

Hm, I can make them disappear too. THEY CHUCKLE

It's osso buco. Mm-hm.

Best outside Italy. It's a house speciality.

It'll kill the taste of my fish.

SHE SIGHS Go on, then. Go on.

Huh? Mmm! Seriously yum.

So, tell me about yourself.

Like what? Anything.

Everything. Family, friends, siblings, all points in between.

No siblings, just me. An only child.

So you're used to getting your own way. Hardly.

My parents were so afraid of spoiling me,

they totally went the other way.

My mission will be to put that right.

SHE CHUCKLES

And you?

My father cleared out when I was two.

And my mother died when I was at med school.

I'm sorry.

You must have been very close.

So, the teaching, what subject?

English and Drama.

So, you prefer to live in the world of make-believe?

I mean, can you blame me?

Look at the mess that the real world's in.

MATT SOBS Shh!

HE SOBS Shh! It's OK.

I'm here... RAIN PATTERS

HE WHIMPERS

What was going on with me, Matty?

Were you trying to help me, or was I beyond help?

THUNDER RUMBLES

FOOTSTEPS

HE SIGHS Where are my fucking keys?

Fruit bowl?

DOOR CLOSES

The works were scheduled for the bank holiday.

KNOCK ON DOOR Yes?

Right, well, tell him I'm gonna be calling him on the hour,

every hour, until we speak.

Oh, my God. I'm surrounded by idiots! What can I do you for?

The fatality last year that bothered you, I did some checking.

There was no suicide note,

but the coroner put it down to mental health issues.

Could explain why she came over the fence.

Yeah, er, yeah, erm... I know, I-I remember.

Erm, it was just...

...her climbing in that way in her nightclothes, and it...

She was my age.

Well, I can dig around a bit more, check out the CCTV,

see if that throws up anything.

No, no, no, there's, there's no need, really. A good cause.

OK.

Right.

DOOR OPENS THEN CLOSES

Mum.

Two down, "Albatross".

Missed a bit, Dad.

You feel it too, don't you?

That something's not right about this.

DOOR CLOSES, DOG BARKS

DOORBELL RINGS

MUM SIGHS

Oh, missed a bit, Trev. SHE CHUCKLES

SHE LAUGHS, DOG BARKS

Hello. Oh, Izzy! Trev, look who's here!

Hiya. You got time for a coffee?

Oh, yeah, please. Come on in. Come here.

DOG BARKS

Hello, Banjo! DOG BARKS

You all right? Banjo, shush!

DOG BARKS, THEN GROWLS

DOG BARKS

So good of you to keep looking in on us.

It's not a chore! Anyway, Banjo needed a walk.

How'd you get on at the station, then?

Oh, they wouldn't let us leave the flowers you gave us.

Risk of copycat.

Matt go with you as planned?

Yeah. Yeah. He was such a comfort, wasn't he? Mm.

First time we've seen him in I don't know how long. Mm.

He looked exhausted.

I keep asking him for Sunday lunch, come and have a home-cooked meal,

But he's working all hours in that hospital.

It's, er, it's no life, is it?

I should have just been a better friend to her.

Hey, hey, Izzy, why would you even think that? Hm?

Hey, no-one was a better friend to her than you!

Just don't be nice to me. Please, I don't deserve it.

You were like the sister she never had. Her words, not mine.

DOG BARKS

Thanks for the coffee.

Any time you're passing, you're... you're always welcome.

Don't leave it so long next time. Thanks again! Come on, then, Banjo.

Bye, Izzy. See ya.

Take care. Bye.

DOOR CLOSES

SHE EXHALES

ENGINE TURNS OVER OUTSIDE

SHE GROANS

What are you doing? You don't even know what you're looking for.

This is so fucked up!

Someone must know what was going on with me.

SHE EXHALES

DRAMATIC MUSIC DROWNS OUT DIALOGUE

Richard!

PC Lockhart again. I'm still waiting on the CCTV on the Lisa Evans case.

If you could chase it up.

Thank you.

Getting a sandwich if anyone asks, yeah?

Got a shedload going spare, mate.

Cleo went into overkill again. You're all right.

Ms Diaz. PC Lockhart. We spoke on the phone.

Thank you for seeing me. About Lisa's case, you said.

I'm sorry, but I thought

you guys only go after ticket dodgers and the like.

Our remit is wider than that.

Er, criminal damage, sexual offences... fatalities.

I understand you and Miss Evans were close friends.

You, er, taught at the same school. Mm-hm.

Well, er, as you know from the inquest, the coroner concluded...

Erm... Ahem.

I'm so sorry.

Ah...

Gracias. It's all right.

The coroner concluded her mental health

was the overriding factor in her death.

In the weeks before it happened,

what was your impression of her state of mind?

Erm... It was at the end of the school holidays,

so I was at my parents' place in Spain for most of it.

Aside from a few texts and video calls, we didn't have much contact.

Did she talk in any of them about being depressed?

Probably didn't want to worry me.

Typical of Lisa, she always put others first.

Mm. Her relationship with Doctor Goodson, all was good there?

Yeah. From the get-go, she said he was the one for her.

And he felt the same.

You only had to see them together to know that.

When I got the news, I flew straight back to see him.

He said after term ended, she fell into a black depression.

For weeks, he tried to persuade her

to see her GP or a therapist, anyone.

But she wanted to work through it herself.

He said he would never forgive himself

for not picking up how serious it was, that he had failed her.

SHE SIGHS

He's not alone in that.

Your... texts and video calls with her...

was there anything that caused you concern about her?

Well, only the Richard thing.

Richard Shale. Erm, Matt's old flatmate.

She said he kept loitering outside their flat

while Matt was at work.

Not just in the day but at night too.

He was stalking her?

I don't know about that, but it creeped her out big time.

Well, did you tell the investigating team about him?

Yeah, they said they would follow up on it.

Oh... I met him once

at a surprise birthday party that Matt held for her.

He just sat in a corner all night staring at her.

Do you have his contact details?

No, but he worked in the same hospital as Matt.

MOBILE PINGS

Oh, shit, I'm gonna be late for class.

Thank you for your time.

Bye, then. SHE CLEARS THROAT

MAN: 'Lisa, I presume.'

I'm Richard. Matt's not here yet. As you've probably gathered,

punctuality's not his strong point. Among others.

He said you met in A&E.

Yeah. I did my ankle in, and... Matty looked after me.

Hm. Course he did.

So you work in the hospital as well?

In A&E too, or...? Neurology.

Emergency medicine's for adrenaline junkies.

SHE SCOFFS You're a teacher.

For my sins. Yeah. Hm. I can think of worse sins.

Ah, the man himself. Finally. Sorry, sorry! RTA came in.

Just as I was leaving, all hell broke loose.

I hope you made her feel welcome? Why wouldn't I?

At least I'm not empty-handed. This way.

You'll need these.

Good luck.

Thanks.

SHE GASPS

MATT: 'Taking your pulse.'

It's perfect sync.

Do you love me?

You first. I asked first.

SHE CHUCKLES

We'll say it at the same time, deal?

No wimping out? HE BREATHES DEEPLY

Ha... Ready?

One, two, three...

I love you! SHE GASPS

You lying, double-crossing little shit.

I-I love you. SHE GIGGLES

I love you. I love you, I love you! Mm.

I do, Lisa. I do!

I love you. I love you.

Sorry, I thought I heard you leaving.

Matty went for a takeout.

Your flatmate gives off a weird vibe.

Oh, did you pick up on that, did you?

Mm-hm. He called you an adrenaline junkie.

I mean, the guy is bordering on being a fucking genius,

but when it comes to people, he can be a total arsehole.

SHE CHUCKLES Especially with women.

He literally sends them running for the hills.

Did you meet each other at the hospital?

We trained together.

Poor guy was utterly friendless. I kind of took him under my wing.

Now I can't get shot of him.

When I got the A&E job, he followed me down here.

Don't let him get under your skin, he's not worth it. Mm-hm.

What? I just need to send this.

MESSAGE ALERT

SHE SNIGGERS

DOOR BUZZER

Doctor Shale? PC Lockhart, Transport Police.

Do you have a few minutes? Concerning?

Fatality a year ago at the station, Lisa Evans.

A few discrepancies in her file need clarifying.

Now's not a good time.

Er, my, er, contact details to arrange a time that suits you.

BEEP

BEEPING

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

SHE QUIVERS

HE SIGHS

SHE PANTS

SHE GASPS

SHE SCREAMS

MUFFLED VOICE: 'Train!'

TRAIN BRAKES SCREECH

THUNDER RUMBLES

SIGN CREAKS

WIND WHISTLES

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