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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,163 --> 00:00:07,930 Time is a strange thing. 2 00:00:10,334 --> 00:00:13,168 When you're waiting for something good to happen, 3 00:00:13,204 --> 00:00:15,437 it can feel like time is dragging on. 4 00:00:17,341 --> 00:00:19,808 But when you want it to slow down, 5 00:00:19,844 --> 00:00:22,673 it goes by in the blink of an eye. 6 00:00:31,221 --> 00:00:35,056 The odd part is time isn't real. 7 00:00:41,831 --> 00:00:44,832 It's a concept imagined by scientists 8 00:00:44,868 --> 00:00:48,035 based on the imperfect movement of the earth around the sun. 9 00:00:54,878 --> 00:00:57,211 So why do we put so much importance 10 00:00:57,247 --> 00:00:59,080 on something that's just a theory? 11 00:01:10,125 --> 00:01:12,192 Because it's all we have. 12 00:01:14,930 --> 00:01:16,329 Hey, do you two want to come over 13 00:01:16,365 --> 00:01:17,598 tomorrow morning for presents? 14 00:01:17,633 --> 00:01:20,166 You know, Owen and I are trying to establish our own traditions 15 00:01:20,202 --> 00:01:22,202 with Leo, just give him a little bit of normalcy 16 00:01:22,237 --> 00:01:24,019 - while we still can. - Right. 17 00:01:24,055 --> 00:01:26,106 Before his mother/sister comes home from rehab? 18 00:01:26,141 --> 00:01:28,174 And his half-sibling arrives, yeah. 19 00:01:28,210 --> 00:01:31,111 Well, kids can make anything normal, so he'll be fine. 20 00:01:31,146 --> 00:01:32,112 Thanks. 21 00:01:32,147 --> 00:01:33,714 Dr. Grey? 22 00:01:33,749 --> 00:01:36,349 Uh, I start my ICU rotation tomorrow, 23 00:01:36,385 --> 00:01:40,220 and I was wondering if you have any advice on... that. 24 00:01:41,189 --> 00:01:43,189 Well, first of all, Schmitt, don't call them "that." 25 00:01:43,225 --> 00:01:46,191 Sorry, I just mean, it's so... emotional in there. 26 00:01:46,227 --> 00:01:49,228 Well, it's the ICU, and she's been here for a month. 27 00:01:49,263 --> 00:01:50,563 She's off the sedatives now. 28 00:01:50,598 --> 00:01:52,064 We don't know when she'll wake up 29 00:01:52,099 --> 00:01:53,900 or even if she'll wake up. 30 00:01:53,935 --> 00:01:56,368 You know, it's brutal, and it's depressing. 31 00:01:56,404 --> 00:01:59,439 And it can make you feel like you're going insane. 32 00:01:59,474 --> 00:02:00,540 Right. 33 00:02:00,575 --> 00:02:02,241 So, I... 34 00:02:02,276 --> 00:02:06,278 You are going to watch Natasha very closely. 35 00:02:06,314 --> 00:02:08,247 You will examine her every day. 36 00:02:08,282 --> 00:02:10,583 If there's any change, any type of change, 37 00:02:10,618 --> 00:02:12,384 you'll page me immediately. 38 00:02:12,420 --> 00:02:13,920 - Okay? - Okay. 39 00:02:16,324 --> 00:02:18,257 And you should go outside on your breaks, 40 00:02:18,292 --> 00:02:19,391 because you can feel like you're losing 41 00:02:19,427 --> 00:02:21,193 all sense of time in here. 42 00:02:25,633 --> 00:02:27,387 - You had the husband? - Yeah. 43 00:02:27,422 --> 00:02:29,068 Ice skate to the tibia. You? 44 00:02:29,103 --> 00:02:31,236 Ouch. Wife had a hell of a concussion. 45 00:02:31,272 --> 00:02:33,205 Most wonderful time of the year, right? 46 00:02:34,342 --> 00:02:36,342 Hey. 47 00:02:36,377 --> 00:02:37,742 It's snowing. 48 00:02:43,484 --> 00:02:45,184 What are you guys doing for Christmas? 49 00:02:45,219 --> 00:02:49,455 Oh, you know, Leo's too young to absorb any of it. 50 00:02:49,490 --> 00:02:51,623 I think we're gonna do presents and cocoa 51 00:02:51,658 --> 00:02:53,158 and cinnamon buns, all that. 52 00:02:53,194 --> 00:02:54,293 Hopefully some of it'll stick. 53 00:02:54,328 --> 00:02:55,361 Yeah, that's sweet. 54 00:02:55,396 --> 00:02:58,497 And Amelia has to go to rehab to visit Betty. Yeah. 55 00:02:58,532 --> 00:03:00,099 Right. The usual. 56 00:03:00,134 --> 00:03:01,233 Yeah. 57 00:03:04,171 --> 00:03:06,938 So, we're gonna, um... 58 00:03:06,974 --> 00:03:08,840 We're having Christmas dinner tomorrow night, 59 00:03:08,876 --> 00:03:12,511 and Amelia wanted me to invite you. 60 00:03:12,546 --> 00:03:15,313 Oh, no, no. Thanks. No. 61 00:03:15,348 --> 00:03:17,315 I'm... I'm covering for you in the pit, remember? 62 00:03:17,350 --> 00:03:18,517 Oh, right, right. Yeah. 63 00:03:18,552 --> 00:03:20,166 Of course. And thank you, again. 64 00:03:20,201 --> 00:03:21,720 Yeah, of course. 65 00:03:31,331 --> 00:03:34,197 We're gonna find our own traditions, too. 66 00:03:35,035 --> 00:03:36,300 I know. 67 00:03:39,039 --> 00:03:41,406 Merry Christmas, Owen. 68 00:03:52,184 --> 00:03:53,417 It's a unique choice. 69 00:03:53,452 --> 00:03:55,185 I mean, I don't think we've ever had a chief 70 00:03:55,220 --> 00:03:56,887 give us cured meat before. 71 00:03:56,923 --> 00:03:58,923 I did something nice, and you're mocking me for it. 72 00:03:58,958 --> 00:04:00,157 Oh, wait! Did you tell her? 73 00:04:00,192 --> 00:04:01,471 We're having a New Year's Eve party. 74 00:04:01,506 --> 00:04:03,664 Attending and fellows only. Champagne. 75 00:04:03,700 --> 00:04:05,395 Little snacky things on crackers. 76 00:04:05,431 --> 00:04:07,230 - Very classy. - How glamorous. 77 00:04:07,266 --> 00:04:09,232 I know. You should invite Link. 78 00:04:09,268 --> 00:04:10,333 I mean, I already invited him, 79 00:04:10,368 --> 00:04:11,902 but y-you should ask him to be your date, 80 00:04:11,938 --> 00:04:13,403 'cause I already told him that you would. 81 00:04:13,439 --> 00:04:14,404 Jo... 82 00:04:14,440 --> 00:04:15,695 Ooh, sorry. Ohh! Oh, my... 83 00:04:16,638 --> 00:04:17,820 - Oh. - Hey. 84 00:04:17,855 --> 00:04:20,343 Hi. Um, I-I was just leaving, 85 00:04:20,379 --> 00:04:21,531 and it looks like you are, too. 86 00:04:21,566 --> 00:04:23,712 Do you want to take our hams out for a drink? 87 00:04:23,747 --> 00:04:25,382 Oh, that sounds amazing, 88 00:04:25,417 --> 00:04:27,517 but I have to get home because it's Christmas Eve. 89 00:04:27,553 --> 00:04:29,252 I have to put the kids to bed so Santa can come. 90 00:04:29,288 --> 00:04:30,599 - Right. - Yeah. 91 00:04:30,635 --> 00:04:32,355 - Soon though? - Yes. Yeah. 92 00:04:33,357 --> 00:04:35,291 Oh, you know, actually, the Karevs are having 93 00:04:35,326 --> 00:04:38,127 a very classy New Year's Eve party. 94 00:04:38,162 --> 00:04:39,533 I'll be there. Okay. 95 00:04:39,569 --> 00:04:41,197 No... Dark blue scrubs only. 96 00:04:41,232 --> 00:04:42,560 She can have a plus one. 97 00:04:42,595 --> 00:04:44,859 - You're supposed to read my tone. - Read your what? 98 00:04:44,895 --> 00:04:46,469 Jo, I'm a big girl. 99 00:04:46,504 --> 00:04:48,137 I can handle my own love life. 100 00:04:48,172 --> 00:04:50,086 - Thanks for the ham, Chief. - You're welcome. 101 00:04:50,122 --> 00:04:51,574 Here comes Santa Claus. 102 00:04:51,610 --> 00:04:53,209 This is for you. 103 00:04:53,244 --> 00:04:55,800 Cookies for Santa, in case you don't feel like baking later. 104 00:04:55,825 --> 00:04:57,691 Link is spending his Christmas Eve 105 00:04:57,727 --> 00:04:59,660 visiting kids in the cancer ward. 106 00:05:00,897 --> 00:05:01,863 Seriously? 107 00:05:01,898 --> 00:05:02,897 Seriously. 108 00:05:02,932 --> 00:05:03,965 Seriously. 109 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:06,200 You're mocking him for doing something even nicer. 110 00:05:06,236 --> 00:05:07,534 You should take a look at that. 111 00:05:07,570 --> 00:05:09,237 We'll see you New Year's Eve. 112 00:05:09,272 --> 00:05:10,804 Bye, Santa. 113 00:05:10,840 --> 00:05:12,740 You are in a love triangle. 114 00:05:12,775 --> 00:05:14,708 There's no love. There's no triangle. 115 00:05:14,744 --> 00:05:16,309 Yeah. 116 00:05:16,345 --> 00:05:17,310 Unless, of course, 117 00:05:17,346 --> 00:05:19,482 the ham, the cookies, and I are a triangle. 118 00:05:20,583 --> 00:05:22,249 She's totally in a love triangle. 119 00:05:22,284 --> 00:05:23,717 Mm-hmm. 120 00:05:27,775 --> 00:05:28,689 - Hey. - Hey. 121 00:05:28,724 --> 00:05:30,023 Uh, sorry I didn't call first. 122 00:05:30,058 --> 00:05:31,992 Oh, it's okay. Come in. 123 00:05:32,027 --> 00:05:33,026 Uh, I can't stay. 124 00:05:33,061 --> 00:05:35,161 Just, uh... just wanted to drop these off for Tuck 125 00:05:35,197 --> 00:05:37,531 for in the morning from me. 126 00:05:37,566 --> 00:05:39,400 Oh. Thank you. 127 00:05:39,435 --> 00:05:42,168 Uh... Uh, but I put your name on all the gifts I got him. 128 00:05:42,204 --> 00:05:43,370 Why would you do that? 129 00:05:43,406 --> 00:05:44,872 Well, 'cause they're from us. 130 00:05:44,907 --> 00:05:46,149 It's funny. 131 00:05:46,185 --> 00:05:48,208 I-I don't remember us going shopping together. 132 00:05:48,243 --> 00:05:50,611 I just didn't want him to think that... 133 00:05:50,646 --> 00:05:52,613 You called a time-out on our marriage? 134 00:05:52,648 --> 00:05:54,415 Okay. I'm sorry. 135 00:05:54,450 --> 00:05:56,249 Uh, thank you for the gifts. 136 00:05:56,285 --> 00:05:58,919 I'll make sure that he opens them. 137 00:05:58,954 --> 00:06:02,422 Uh, what are you... Wait. Where are you gonna be tomorrow? 138 00:06:02,457 --> 00:06:04,400 On call. You know, Christmas is a big day for us. 139 00:06:04,436 --> 00:06:05,525 Oh, us, too. 140 00:06:05,560 --> 00:06:06,626 Uh, maybe I'll see you in the pit. 141 00:06:06,661 --> 00:06:09,029 Maybe don't sound so hopeful that somebody gets injured 142 00:06:09,064 --> 00:06:10,897 in a fire on Christmas. 143 00:06:10,933 --> 00:06:12,314 Right. 144 00:06:20,008 --> 00:06:22,642 Anybody want to play cards? 145 00:06:22,677 --> 00:06:23,810 I play a mean Gin Rummy. 146 00:06:23,845 --> 00:06:26,112 Oh, you don't want to do that unless you want to lose. 147 00:06:26,148 --> 00:06:28,648 I am the master of Gin Rummy in this house. 148 00:06:28,683 --> 00:06:31,251 I'm sorry, kids. I'm just exhausted. 149 00:06:31,286 --> 00:06:34,087 Would I be a party pooper if I just went to bed? 150 00:06:34,122 --> 00:06:35,822 Of course, Mom. Get your rest. 151 00:06:35,857 --> 00:06:38,090 Okay. I'm sorry. 152 00:06:38,125 --> 00:06:41,593 Couldn't even chase Harriet around that tree this morning. 153 00:06:41,628 --> 00:06:45,164 Thank you so much for taking care of Christmas dinner. 154 00:06:45,199 --> 00:06:47,132 I've just been no help at all. 155 00:06:47,168 --> 00:06:49,668 We have Christmas dinner catered every year, Mom. 156 00:06:49,703 --> 00:06:50,669 There's no reason to change that. 157 00:06:50,704 --> 00:06:52,904 - Merry Christmas, baby. - Okay. 158 00:06:52,940 --> 00:06:54,573 - Maggie. - Merry Christmas. 159 00:06:54,608 --> 00:06:55,807 Can I help you upstairs? 160 00:06:55,843 --> 00:06:57,576 Oh, no, no. 161 00:06:57,611 --> 00:07:01,713 No, I can make it to my bed on my own. 162 00:07:06,552 --> 00:07:08,662 She doesn't let me help her do anything. 163 00:07:09,522 --> 00:07:11,622 She'll get there. 164 00:07:11,657 --> 00:07:12,923 I hope so. 165 00:07:17,998 --> 00:07:21,165 It was fine. A little boring. 166 00:07:21,201 --> 00:07:23,134 I kinda wished you were there. 167 00:07:23,169 --> 00:07:24,835 At Christmas? 168 00:07:24,871 --> 00:07:26,437 With your family? 169 00:07:26,473 --> 00:07:28,339 Yeah. Why? Is that weird? 170 00:07:28,375 --> 00:07:30,041 No. 171 00:07:30,076 --> 00:07:32,843 I'll come next year, and I'll bring some Chanukkah gelt. 172 00:07:36,582 --> 00:07:38,448 It's creepy in here. 173 00:07:38,484 --> 00:07:40,183 I'll protect you. 174 00:07:40,219 --> 00:07:41,618 You are so cheesy. 175 00:07:43,355 --> 00:07:45,555 Hey, uh, Dr. Shepherd asked me to come check on Natasha. 176 00:07:45,590 --> 00:07:46,890 Help! Can you... 177 00:07:46,925 --> 00:07:48,325 Hello! Somebody? 178 00:07:48,360 --> 00:07:49,792 Page Dr. Grey. 179 00:07:50,896 --> 00:07:52,762 Oh, my God, it's Natasha. She's... 180 00:07:54,666 --> 00:07:56,334 She's awake. 181 00:08:03,075 --> 00:08:10,368 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 182 00:08:12,145 --> 00:08:14,080 Thank you. 183 00:08:14,115 --> 00:08:16,616 Thank you, thank you, thank you. 184 00:08:16,651 --> 00:08:18,951 I'm saying it a lot for the both of us. 185 00:08:18,986 --> 00:08:20,121 Schmitt? 186 00:08:20,156 --> 00:08:23,426 Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 35. 187 00:08:23,427 --> 00:08:25,660 Neuro... She regained consciousness overnight. 188 00:08:25,696 --> 00:08:27,529 She is now A&O times three. 189 00:08:27,564 --> 00:08:29,030 Cardio and pulmonary... She's on a vent 190 00:08:29,065 --> 00:08:31,765 and has an open thoracostomy for empyema drainage. 191 00:08:31,801 --> 00:08:34,068 MSK... Spine was cleared, 192 00:08:34,104 --> 00:08:36,437 and her pelvis was fixed internally. 193 00:08:36,473 --> 00:08:37,571 When will she be able to talk? 194 00:08:37,607 --> 00:08:39,840 We're working on decreasing her vent settings first. 195 00:08:39,876 --> 00:08:41,442 We also have to get her nutrition up. 196 00:08:41,478 --> 00:08:43,677 She's weak and has been through quite a lot. 197 00:08:43,713 --> 00:08:45,413 We can close the thoracostomy today, though, 198 00:08:45,448 --> 00:08:46,881 since her lungs are doing so much better. 199 00:08:46,916 --> 00:08:48,849 Natasha, we need you to get strong for us. 200 00:08:48,885 --> 00:08:50,951 I'm gonna get you up and out of that bed soon, okay? 201 00:08:50,987 --> 00:08:52,953 Let's make sure the respiratory therapist 202 00:08:52,989 --> 00:08:54,389 brings that peep down to 5. 203 00:08:54,424 --> 00:08:56,557 Welcome back, Natasha. 204 00:08:56,592 --> 00:08:58,278 You may get that planetarium wedding yet. 205 00:08:58,314 --> 00:09:00,061 At this point, I'd settle for a courthouse. 206 00:09:01,931 --> 00:09:03,731 Nice work, Grey. 207 00:09:06,835 --> 00:09:09,202 Love triangle. 208 00:09:09,238 --> 00:09:11,571 When are you gonna stop stringing him along, huh? 209 00:09:12,641 --> 00:09:14,074 Excuse me? 210 00:09:14,109 --> 00:09:15,434 You heard me. 211 00:09:15,469 --> 00:09:17,911 Link... he likes you, and you keep giving him false hope. 212 00:09:17,946 --> 00:09:19,379 Who says it's false? 213 00:09:19,415 --> 00:09:21,548 Oh, please. We both know it is. 214 00:09:21,583 --> 00:09:22,916 Do we? 215 00:09:22,951 --> 00:09:26,319 _ 216 00:09:26,355 --> 00:09:28,176 Andrew. 217 00:09:28,957 --> 00:09:30,223 New Year's Eve. 218 00:09:30,259 --> 00:09:31,458 Is that a date? 219 00:09:31,493 --> 00:09:32,959 Or is that like, "Oh, come to this party, 220 00:09:32,994 --> 00:09:34,761 and we'll make eyes at each other over the punch, 221 00:09:34,796 --> 00:09:36,796 but I'm not really brave enough to talk to you in public"? 222 00:09:36,831 --> 00:09:38,331 I've been called a lot of things. 223 00:09:38,367 --> 00:09:40,900 "Not brave enough" isn't one of them. 224 00:09:42,671 --> 00:09:44,400 Fine. It's a date. 225 00:09:45,707 --> 00:09:47,173 Dr. Brooks, dial Admitting. 226 00:09:47,208 --> 00:09:50,743 Dr. Brooks, dial Admitting. 227 00:09:50,779 --> 00:09:52,779 You look good. 228 00:09:52,814 --> 00:09:54,948 Your hair, it's shinier. 229 00:09:54,983 --> 00:09:57,817 Oh, ew. Please don't talk about my hair. 230 00:09:57,852 --> 00:09:59,953 Okay. 231 00:10:03,024 --> 00:10:05,257 - How's Leo? - He's good. 232 00:10:05,293 --> 00:10:09,295 Yeah, he's teething like crazy, but he's good. 233 00:10:09,330 --> 00:10:10,657 You miss him? 234 00:10:10,692 --> 00:10:11,965 I mean, 235 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:15,834 not as much as I miss drugs, but yeah, a bit. 236 00:10:15,869 --> 00:10:17,636 Well, that's good. 237 00:10:17,671 --> 00:10:18,971 Identifying that. 238 00:10:19,006 --> 00:10:20,872 It's... part of the process. 239 00:10:20,908 --> 00:10:23,609 No, it's not part of the process. 240 00:10:23,644 --> 00:10:25,477 I just miss drugs. 241 00:10:25,512 --> 00:10:27,112 I know they ruined my life, 242 00:10:27,735 --> 00:10:30,215 but they made me feel better than anything. 243 00:10:30,250 --> 00:10:31,783 Better than being a mom. 244 00:10:31,819 --> 00:10:32,884 Oh, God. 245 00:10:32,920 --> 00:10:35,854 That's so stupid. I shouldn't even be a mom. 246 00:10:35,889 --> 00:10:37,288 I'm a kid. 247 00:10:38,759 --> 00:10:39,891 I should just give you guys Leo 248 00:10:39,927 --> 00:10:41,875 and pretend none of this ever happened. 249 00:10:42,730 --> 00:10:44,295 Betty... 250 00:10:50,337 --> 00:10:52,004 It's New Year's Eve. 251 00:10:53,406 --> 00:10:55,072 Don't you have somewhere to be? 252 00:11:11,057 --> 00:11:13,090 Girl, look at you! 253 00:11:18,565 --> 00:11:21,899 Oh, hey, um, weren't you supposed to be covering the ICU? 254 00:11:21,934 --> 00:11:23,600 Oh, uh, Natasha was using 255 00:11:23,636 --> 00:11:25,036 the speaking valve for the first time, 256 00:11:25,071 --> 00:11:27,071 so Dr. Grey said she wanted to stay. 257 00:11:29,776 --> 00:11:31,835 Hey. Where are you right now? 258 00:11:32,912 --> 00:11:35,112 Sorry, I'm just... distracted. 259 00:11:36,816 --> 00:11:38,115 Let's get out of here. 260 00:11:39,418 --> 00:11:40,951 The ball hasn't even dropped yet. 261 00:11:40,987 --> 00:11:42,286 The ball can drop in our bed. 262 00:11:42,321 --> 00:11:43,888 Hmm? 263 00:11:43,923 --> 00:11:45,589 I did not mean that to sound so graphic. 264 00:11:47,994 --> 00:11:50,627 Do you think I can ask him over 265 00:11:50,663 --> 00:11:53,963 after his shift, like, for a toast maybe? 266 00:11:53,999 --> 00:11:57,901 Uh, I mean, my son's with his father, so I don't know... 267 00:11:57,936 --> 00:11:59,969 Oh, would Ben think that's a booty call? 268 00:12:00,005 --> 00:12:01,437 He might think that's a booty call. 269 00:12:01,472 --> 00:12:03,539 Well, maybe that's not such a bad thing. 270 00:12:03,575 --> 00:12:06,142 Okay, hey, everyone! It's almost midnight! 271 00:12:06,178 --> 00:12:07,543 Come on. Hurry, hurry. 272 00:12:10,682 --> 00:12:12,916 - Oh, no, I'll take one. - Thank you. 273 00:12:12,951 --> 00:12:15,418 Oh, you look... like I should've joined the Army. 274 00:12:16,688 --> 00:12:20,323 10, 9, 8, 275 00:12:20,358 --> 00:12:23,760 7, 6, 5, 276 00:12:23,795 --> 00:12:28,097 4, 3, 2, 1... 277 00:12:28,132 --> 00:12:30,132 Happy New Year! 278 00:12:31,869 --> 00:12:33,569 - Cheers! - Cheers! 279 00:12:33,605 --> 00:12:35,530 Happy New Year. 280 00:12:38,443 --> 00:12:40,743 Happy New Year. 281 00:12:40,778 --> 00:12:42,612 Shut up. 282 00:12:44,014 --> 00:12:45,814 Happy New Year, Dr. Karev. 283 00:12:45,850 --> 00:12:48,117 Happy New Year, Dr. Karev. 284 00:12:52,189 --> 00:12:54,590 And may this year be everything you wish for. 285 00:12:54,626 --> 00:12:55,658 We want to thank you all for.. 286 00:12:55,693 --> 00:12:56,825 How are you feeling off the vent? 287 00:12:56,861 --> 00:12:58,994 ...and whether all your dreams came true this year, 288 00:12:59,029 --> 00:12:59,962 or you simply... 289 00:12:59,997 --> 00:13:01,929 Like I haven't breathed on my own 290 00:13:01,965 --> 00:13:03,998 in two months. 291 00:13:04,033 --> 00:13:05,333 Then you're doing well. 292 00:13:08,238 --> 00:13:10,805 Garrett went to find us sparkling water 293 00:13:10,840 --> 00:13:13,308 so we could pretend it's champagne. 294 00:13:13,343 --> 00:13:15,143 - He's a good one, huh? - He is. 295 00:13:15,178 --> 00:13:17,011 He was by your side the entire time. 296 00:13:18,515 --> 00:13:20,214 I could hear him. 297 00:13:20,250 --> 00:13:25,153 He talked to me all day about you and the other doctors. 298 00:13:25,188 --> 00:13:28,323 Shouldn't you be kissing one of them right now? 299 00:13:28,358 --> 00:13:29,524 Kissing who? 300 00:13:29,559 --> 00:13:32,126 One of the doctors who likes you. 301 00:13:32,162 --> 00:13:36,030 Garrett calls them Abercrombie and Stitch. 302 00:13:38,067 --> 00:13:39,367 Yeah! Come over here! 303 00:13:39,403 --> 00:13:41,670 Oh, dang! We missed it. 304 00:13:41,705 --> 00:13:43,037 Happy New Year, guys. 305 00:13:45,875 --> 00:13:49,510 10... 10, 9, 8... 306 00:13:49,545 --> 00:13:52,513 Kiss the one who turns back time for you. 307 00:13:52,548 --> 00:13:58,084 ...5, 4, 3, 2, 1... 308 00:13:58,120 --> 00:13:59,152 Happy New Year! 309 00:13:59,188 --> 00:14:01,254 Happy New Year! 310 00:14:01,290 --> 00:14:03,190 Happy New Year. 311 00:14:03,225 --> 00:14:04,358 Oh! 312 00:14:13,268 --> 00:14:14,768 Scotch, neat. 313 00:14:14,804 --> 00:14:16,169 Hey, how you doing? 314 00:14:16,205 --> 00:14:18,508 Good, good. 315 00:14:20,042 --> 00:14:23,109 You, uh, been playing lately? 316 00:14:23,145 --> 00:14:25,178 No. Been busy. 317 00:14:25,214 --> 00:14:26,612 Same. 318 00:14:29,350 --> 00:14:31,037 She stand you up, too? 319 00:14:31,073 --> 00:14:32,452 Looks like it. 320 00:14:40,144 --> 00:14:43,427 Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 45. 321 00:14:43,452 --> 00:14:45,285 Neuro and cardio unchanged. 322 00:14:45,320 --> 00:14:48,155 Pulmonary... She has tolerated her speaking valve trials 323 00:14:48,190 --> 00:14:49,489 with intermittent oxygen. 324 00:14:49,525 --> 00:14:51,758 We will remove the chest tube today. 325 00:14:51,793 --> 00:14:53,760 GI... She's on tube feeds. 326 00:14:53,795 --> 00:14:56,530 PT/OT... She made it bed to chair. 327 00:14:56,565 --> 00:15:00,133 Well, there has been a lot of progress. 328 00:15:00,169 --> 00:15:01,801 We're still not out of the woods yet, 329 00:15:01,836 --> 00:15:05,138 but, um, do you have any questions for us? 330 00:15:05,173 --> 00:15:07,506 When do I get to eat? 331 00:15:07,542 --> 00:15:09,708 She's been awake for 11 days, and she's been asking 332 00:15:09,743 --> 00:15:11,677 about tacos for 10 of them. 333 00:15:11,712 --> 00:15:13,879 Tacos are a ways away, I'm afraid. 334 00:15:13,914 --> 00:15:15,681 But we can... we can do Jell-O. 335 00:15:15,716 --> 00:15:18,184 The speech and swallow therapist will try that today. 336 00:15:18,219 --> 00:15:19,351 I'll take it. 337 00:15:19,387 --> 00:15:21,453 Uh, watermelon. 338 00:15:21,489 --> 00:15:22,788 Okay, you take care. 339 00:15:25,493 --> 00:15:26,725 - Hey. - Dr. Grey. 340 00:15:26,760 --> 00:15:27,826 I haven't seen you in a few days. 341 00:15:27,861 --> 00:15:29,395 - How have you been? - Stood up. 342 00:15:29,430 --> 00:15:30,554 Sorry. 343 00:15:30,579 --> 00:15:31,863 I don't know if you've ever been stood up before, 344 00:15:31,899 --> 00:15:33,103 but it feels pretty awful. 345 00:15:33,139 --> 00:15:35,634 - Well, I had a patient. - You have a phone. 346 00:15:35,670 --> 00:15:37,536 Dr. Rainey to Peds ICU. 347 00:15:37,572 --> 00:15:40,037 Dr. Rainey to Peds ICU. 348 00:15:40,073 --> 00:15:41,260 Look, it's been fun. 349 00:15:41,295 --> 00:15:42,740 The waiting. The build up. The game. 350 00:15:42,775 --> 00:15:44,242 But that? That wasn't fun. 351 00:15:44,277 --> 00:15:45,677 - That was just rude. - You're right. 352 00:15:45,712 --> 00:15:48,045 I'm a good guy, Meredith. 353 00:15:48,081 --> 00:15:49,328 But I'm not a doormat. 354 00:15:49,363 --> 00:15:50,648 And if that's what you're after, then I don't know. 355 00:15:50,684 --> 00:15:52,450 Maybe Link is your guy after all. 356 00:15:58,391 --> 00:15:59,724 A little more. A little more! 357 00:15:59,759 --> 00:16:01,693 Good! There you go! 358 00:16:01,728 --> 00:16:03,728 Please don't talk to me like I'm a child. 359 00:16:03,763 --> 00:16:05,597 It's perfectly normal to feel... 360 00:16:05,632 --> 00:16:07,232 How do you know what "normal" is? 361 00:16:07,267 --> 00:16:09,767 Have you ever had your spine carved open 362 00:16:09,802 --> 00:16:11,035 and dug around in? 363 00:16:11,070 --> 00:16:12,270 Huh? 364 00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:15,405 Um... Marsha, 365 00:16:15,441 --> 00:16:17,374 can you give us a minute, please? 366 00:16:17,409 --> 00:16:18,876 - Yeah. - Thank you. 367 00:16:21,814 --> 00:16:24,248 Richard, spare me the lecture about recovery. 368 00:16:24,283 --> 00:16:25,783 I know that's the pain talking. 369 00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:28,585 No, that is me talking, and I say she's a pain. 370 00:16:28,621 --> 00:16:30,721 You're a pain in my entire ass! 371 00:16:31,824 --> 00:16:33,290 I asked her to give me some exercises 372 00:16:33,325 --> 00:16:36,861 so that I could get back to my sensual self, 373 00:16:36,896 --> 00:16:38,362 and she said "Don't worry 374 00:16:38,397 --> 00:16:39,764 your little heart about that" 375 00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:41,698 like I'm some dried-up old mop. 376 00:16:41,734 --> 00:16:43,634 Well, I'm sure that's not what she meant. 377 00:16:43,669 --> 00:16:45,236 Then what did she mean? 378 00:16:45,271 --> 00:16:46,603 It's not like these pain meds 379 00:16:46,639 --> 00:16:49,073 are letting me have any sexual appetite anyway. 380 00:16:49,108 --> 00:16:50,607 The average recovery time... 381 00:16:50,643 --> 00:16:51,708 Since when am I average? 382 00:16:51,744 --> 00:16:53,042 Don't talk to me about time. 383 00:16:53,078 --> 00:16:55,245 Don't help me. 384 00:17:01,686 --> 00:17:03,486 Hey, sorry I'm late. You already started. 385 00:17:03,521 --> 00:17:06,089 This gel is really cold, and I have to get back to the pit. 386 00:17:06,124 --> 00:17:07,791 You said we were gonna do these things together. 387 00:17:07,826 --> 00:17:09,225 - You can't just... - What do you want me to do? 388 00:17:09,261 --> 00:17:10,559 Every time I have to be a parent, wait for you? 389 00:17:10,595 --> 00:17:12,728 Yeah, but if you say you're gonna wait, then you can't just... 390 00:17:12,764 --> 00:17:14,630 This baby is gonna be outside of my body eventually. 391 00:17:14,666 --> 00:17:16,332 Oh, really? Is that how it works? 392 00:17:16,367 --> 00:17:17,667 Please explain it to me, Teddy. 393 00:17:18,870 --> 00:17:20,536 Oh, my God. 394 00:17:21,840 --> 00:17:24,740 - It's a... - Oh, wow. 395 00:17:27,712 --> 00:17:30,578 We're having a baby girl. 396 00:17:40,457 --> 00:17:41,924 Hey! Ben! 397 00:17:41,959 --> 00:17:43,859 - Hey. - Hey. 398 00:17:43,894 --> 00:17:45,093 MVC out on Elliott. 399 00:17:45,129 --> 00:17:46,862 This... This black ice is no joke. 400 00:17:46,897 --> 00:17:49,097 - Did you put your snow tires on? - Uh, I will. 401 00:17:49,133 --> 00:17:52,701 Ben, um, I need to tell you something... 402 00:17:52,736 --> 00:17:54,269 or ask you something. 403 00:17:54,305 --> 00:17:57,439 I don't have the words ready, but my heart is. 404 00:17:58,976 --> 00:18:01,710 I want you to come home, Ben. 405 00:18:01,745 --> 00:18:03,312 Please. 406 00:18:06,850 --> 00:18:11,118 I mean... it's lonely at the house when Tuck is gone, 407 00:18:11,154 --> 00:18:12,787 and, uh, the fence, uh, it... 408 00:18:12,823 --> 00:18:14,622 it blew down after the windstorm. 409 00:18:14,658 --> 00:18:16,324 I haven't had a chance... No. 410 00:18:16,360 --> 00:18:18,125 Come home, Ben. 411 00:18:18,161 --> 00:18:19,494 Please. 412 00:18:19,529 --> 00:18:20,695 Come home. 413 00:18:23,933 --> 00:18:25,629 Miranda, I... 414 00:18:26,002 --> 00:18:27,702 I love you. 415 00:18:30,073 --> 00:18:31,706 But you broke my heart. 416 00:18:32,776 --> 00:18:35,710 I'm not coming home just because now you're lonely 417 00:18:35,746 --> 00:18:38,045 and the fence needs patching. 418 00:18:38,081 --> 00:18:39,069 Okay. 419 00:18:39,104 --> 00:18:41,849 O-Okay, no, uh, that's not what I meant. 420 00:18:41,885 --> 00:18:43,251 Uh... 421 00:18:43,286 --> 00:18:44,852 You know I haven't been myself. 422 00:18:44,888 --> 00:18:46,354 It was my meds. 423 00:18:46,389 --> 00:18:50,324 I was working on my physical health so much 424 00:18:50,360 --> 00:18:52,326 that I was ignoring my mental... 425 00:18:52,362 --> 00:18:55,196 My anxieties, again, they... 426 00:18:57,566 --> 00:19:02,003 I-It wasn't the job, and it was not your fault. 427 00:19:02,038 --> 00:19:04,538 But I'm... I'm handling it. 428 00:19:04,573 --> 00:19:06,440 I'm... I'm being treated. 429 00:19:06,475 --> 00:19:08,609 I'm better now. 430 00:19:08,644 --> 00:19:10,611 Structure fire at Mercer and Fairview. 431 00:19:10,646 --> 00:19:12,413 All nearby units, respond. 432 00:19:12,448 --> 00:19:13,780 W-We have to go. 433 00:19:13,815 --> 00:19:15,215 I'll talk to you later. 434 00:19:15,250 --> 00:19:16,249 Ben? 435 00:19:19,587 --> 00:19:20,787 I'm sorry. 436 00:19:31,618 --> 00:19:35,134 Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 62. 437 00:19:35,159 --> 00:19:36,459 Neuro unchanged, 438 00:19:36,494 --> 00:19:38,694 cardio... she was tachycardic overnight. 439 00:19:38,729 --> 00:19:41,764 Pulmonary... she was placed back on the ventilator two days ago. 440 00:19:41,799 --> 00:19:43,765 She's been awake for four weeks. 441 00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:45,267 Why is she back on the ventilator? 442 00:19:45,302 --> 00:19:47,169 She has pneumonia, so she's on antibiotics, 443 00:19:47,204 --> 00:19:50,038 but her lungs have taken a pretty big hit. 444 00:19:50,074 --> 00:19:54,042 GI... Her tube feeds were held for the O.R. today, 445 00:19:54,078 --> 00:19:56,011 but the CT from overnight... 446 00:19:56,046 --> 00:19:59,314 My ostomy. It's been hurting. 447 00:19:59,350 --> 00:20:01,016 Am I... are you still gonna... 448 00:20:01,051 --> 00:20:04,152 We won't be able to reverse your ostomy today. 449 00:20:04,188 --> 00:20:06,021 What? Why? 450 00:20:06,056 --> 00:20:07,232 The CT that we got back, 451 00:20:07,267 --> 00:20:09,858 it showed fluid collections in your abdomen, 452 00:20:09,893 --> 00:20:11,245 which may be the source of your symptoms. 453 00:20:11,281 --> 00:20:12,361 What does that mean? 454 00:20:12,386 --> 00:20:14,196 It means that we will do surgery today, 455 00:20:14,231 --> 00:20:16,497 but it will be to clean out the fluid collections. 456 00:20:16,532 --> 00:20:18,499 So you're gonna open her back up? 457 00:20:18,534 --> 00:20:21,202 The wounds she's been working to heal for the last few weeks? 458 00:20:21,237 --> 00:20:22,936 Unfortunately, yes. 459 00:20:24,273 --> 00:20:27,141 GU... She is on intermittent dialysis, 460 00:20:27,176 --> 00:20:29,576 and she is going to have another session today. 461 00:20:29,612 --> 00:20:32,146 Heme... she is on DVT prophylaxis. 462 00:20:38,721 --> 00:20:40,254 Don't judge me. 463 00:20:40,289 --> 00:20:41,522 I saw a bed. I laid down on it. 464 00:20:41,557 --> 00:20:43,224 My feet are very angry with me. 465 00:20:43,259 --> 00:20:45,092 Ah. I know what you need. 466 00:20:45,128 --> 00:20:47,938 And I know just who to give it to you. 467 00:20:48,964 --> 00:20:51,065 Mimi at Pink Bunny. 468 00:20:51,100 --> 00:20:52,865 Best Mani-pedi in Seattle. 469 00:20:52,901 --> 00:20:54,834 Why does it make perfect sense 470 00:20:54,869 --> 00:20:56,503 that you have a favorite nail salon? 471 00:20:56,538 --> 00:20:58,038 Well, you don't want to dig around somebody's brain 472 00:20:58,073 --> 00:20:59,072 with sloppy cuticles. 473 00:20:59,107 --> 00:21:01,707 You ever want to experience pure bliss for $29... 474 00:21:01,743 --> 00:21:03,776 Mnh! you let me know. 475 00:21:10,618 --> 00:21:13,053 Okay, cut the knot. 476 00:21:15,557 --> 00:21:17,801 Nicely done. You can do the next tie. 477 00:21:19,494 --> 00:21:21,027 You seem different. 478 00:21:21,063 --> 00:21:22,295 I got contacts. 479 00:21:22,330 --> 00:21:23,629 No, it's... it's not that. 480 00:21:23,665 --> 00:21:26,099 It's... It's just you're less... 481 00:21:26,134 --> 00:21:27,867 Glasses. 482 00:21:27,902 --> 00:21:29,201 - Yeah. - Hmm. 483 00:21:29,236 --> 00:21:30,302 Yeah, and... and the other day, 484 00:21:30,337 --> 00:21:32,605 when I asked you to change Natasha's central line, 485 00:21:32,640 --> 00:21:35,140 you didn't mess it up at all. 486 00:21:35,176 --> 00:21:38,578 Kind of a backhanded compliment, but thank you? 487 00:21:41,983 --> 00:21:44,249 - I met someone. - Mm. 488 00:21:44,285 --> 00:21:47,053 And he's hot, and he's confident, 489 00:21:47,088 --> 00:21:48,220 and he likes me. 490 00:21:51,358 --> 00:21:53,459 And I'm gay. 491 00:21:53,494 --> 00:21:54,560 And he's gay. 492 00:21:54,596 --> 00:21:58,263 And we're... gay together. 493 00:21:58,299 --> 00:22:01,400 And it's the most me I've ever felt in my whole life. 494 00:22:01,435 --> 00:22:04,303 Well, I'm happy for you, Schmitt. 495 00:22:04,338 --> 00:22:05,670 Thank you. 496 00:22:05,706 --> 00:22:07,606 Yeah, I think it's beautiful. 497 00:22:07,641 --> 00:22:09,007 After all, what's life for 498 00:22:09,042 --> 00:22:10,909 if not to share it with somebody, right? 499 00:22:10,944 --> 00:22:13,178 Does that mean life is not worth living alone? 500 00:22:13,214 --> 00:22:14,980 I think if you meet someone who lights you up, 501 00:22:15,015 --> 00:22:16,482 you should fight for them. 502 00:22:16,517 --> 00:22:18,117 Suction. 503 00:22:20,221 --> 00:22:22,254 This fluid looks cloudy. 504 00:22:23,957 --> 00:22:25,357 Oh, no. 505 00:22:25,392 --> 00:22:27,292 She's got dead bowel. 506 00:22:27,328 --> 00:22:28,293 Did we know that? 507 00:22:28,329 --> 00:22:31,208 No, damn it. G.I.A. stapler. 508 00:22:31,865 --> 00:22:34,198 Oh, God. That's really bad, right? 509 00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:42,039 Last time I was here, she was talking about 510 00:22:42,074 --> 00:22:44,108 someone named "Linus" a lot. 511 00:22:44,144 --> 00:22:46,544 Is that a... like, a boy? Does she have a boyfriend? 512 00:22:46,579 --> 00:22:48,110 She didn't call him that, 513 00:22:48,135 --> 00:22:50,314 but I think so. 514 00:22:50,350 --> 00:22:52,617 - Hey. - Hi! 515 00:23:00,226 --> 00:23:01,359 Was that him? 516 00:23:01,394 --> 00:23:02,326 Who? 517 00:23:02,362 --> 00:23:03,894 "Linus"? 518 00:23:03,929 --> 00:23:05,462 Uh, yeah, I guess. 519 00:23:05,497 --> 00:23:06,796 You guess? 520 00:23:09,100 --> 00:23:11,234 I'm doing the stupid steps. 521 00:23:11,270 --> 00:23:15,838 Um, and I'm on the one where you apologize for stuff 522 00:23:15,874 --> 00:23:16,973 and tell the truth. 523 00:23:17,009 --> 00:23:19,509 So, I have something to tell you guys. 524 00:23:20,679 --> 00:23:22,379 - Go ahead. - Okay. 525 00:23:22,414 --> 00:23:25,048 I've been lying to you guys since I met you. 526 00:23:25,083 --> 00:23:26,416 My name's not Betty, 527 00:23:26,451 --> 00:23:29,419 and my parents don't even know I'm here. 528 00:23:29,454 --> 00:23:30,920 But we've been calling them. 529 00:23:30,955 --> 00:23:34,424 No, you've been talking to my friend Jerry. 530 00:23:34,459 --> 00:23:37,160 Um, what's your real name? 531 00:23:37,196 --> 00:23:38,484 Britney. 532 00:23:39,464 --> 00:23:40,663 I'm sorry. 533 00:23:41,666 --> 00:23:43,232 I know I should've told you, but I was scared 534 00:23:43,267 --> 00:23:45,067 if they found out about Leo. 535 00:23:45,102 --> 00:23:46,735 Whoa. Hold on. They don't know about Leo? 536 00:23:46,770 --> 00:23:48,504 I ran away when I got pregnant, 537 00:23:48,539 --> 00:23:51,407 and they've probably been looking for me ever since. 538 00:23:51,442 --> 00:23:54,210 Okay. Um, well, we have to call them now. 539 00:23:54,245 --> 00:23:55,944 No. No, no, no. You can't. 540 00:23:55,979 --> 00:23:58,180 You can't. 541 00:23:58,216 --> 00:24:00,282 I'm not ready. 542 00:24:00,318 --> 00:24:02,751 And I'm scared if they know about Leo, 543 00:24:02,786 --> 00:24:04,687 they're gonna take him. 544 00:24:09,293 --> 00:24:12,861 Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 73. 545 00:24:12,896 --> 00:24:15,297 - Neuro... - I don't understand what's happening. 546 00:24:15,333 --> 00:24:17,132 It feels like every step forward she makes, 547 00:24:17,167 --> 00:24:18,767 she takes two steps back. 548 00:24:18,802 --> 00:24:20,468 It's February 2nd. 549 00:24:20,503 --> 00:24:22,137 Groundhog Day. 550 00:24:22,172 --> 00:24:23,605 That's me. 551 00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:26,608 I feel like I keep living the same day... 552 00:24:28,112 --> 00:24:30,378 ...over and over. 553 00:24:30,413 --> 00:24:31,913 Okay, Bill Murray. 554 00:24:31,949 --> 00:24:34,623 Let the doctors tell us what's going on. 555 00:24:35,518 --> 00:24:37,452 The reason we think she had the dead bowel is that she's... 556 00:24:37,487 --> 00:24:39,654 Natasha? 557 00:24:39,689 --> 00:24:41,656 Okay, she's coding! I'm gonna start compressions! 558 00:24:41,691 --> 00:24:43,424 Crack open the crash cart and let's push 559 00:24:43,460 --> 00:24:44,559 one of atropine and one of epi. 560 00:24:44,594 --> 00:24:46,327 - Natasha! - Schmitt, get him out of here. 561 00:24:46,363 --> 00:24:48,428 Natasha, please! I need you! 562 00:24:48,464 --> 00:24:50,297 She probably threw a PE... 563 00:24:50,332 --> 00:24:53,400 let's get an echo in here and start a heparin drip. 564 00:24:59,613 --> 00:25:03,014 Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 84. 565 00:25:03,039 --> 00:25:04,105 Overnight, she continued... 566 00:25:04,140 --> 00:25:07,909 Just tell me. Please. 567 00:25:07,944 --> 00:25:11,179 Well, when she had her pulmonary embolism 11 days ago, 568 00:25:11,214 --> 00:25:14,582 it... it... it weakened her heart and her lungs. 569 00:25:14,617 --> 00:25:16,784 And since then, her kidneys have worsened, as well. 570 00:25:16,819 --> 00:25:17,952 - I'm sorry. - Why? 571 00:25:17,988 --> 00:25:19,687 Why? 572 00:25:19,722 --> 00:25:22,357 I just... I... Garrett, I... 573 00:25:22,392 --> 00:25:24,092 Why is this happening to us? 574 00:25:24,127 --> 00:25:25,927 I don't have an answer for that... 575 00:25:25,962 --> 00:25:28,229 Why is this happening to us? 576 00:25:28,265 --> 00:25:30,631 She was getting better. 577 00:25:30,666 --> 00:25:33,101 After all we went through. 578 00:25:34,562 --> 00:25:36,679 Natasha... 579 00:25:36,714 --> 00:25:38,273 - Garrett? - Garrett. 580 00:25:38,308 --> 00:25:39,940 - Hey, hey, hey. - Garrett. 581 00:25:39,975 --> 00:25:42,642 If she dies, I die. If she dies, I die. 582 00:25:42,677 --> 00:25:44,544 - Okay. - If she dies, I die. 583 00:25:44,579 --> 00:25:45,979 Garrett. Listen to me. Look at me, please. 584 00:25:46,015 --> 00:25:47,314 Look at me. Look at me. I'm here. 585 00:25:47,349 --> 00:25:49,549 Look at me, please. Listen to me. 586 00:25:49,584 --> 00:25:50,872 You won't die. 587 00:25:50,907 --> 00:25:53,387 I know it feels like that right now, but trust me. 588 00:25:53,422 --> 00:25:55,422 You won't die. 589 00:25:55,457 --> 00:25:57,557 You have to fight for her. 590 00:25:57,592 --> 00:25:59,826 She's in there fighting for you. 591 00:25:59,861 --> 00:26:01,461 You don't get to give up. 592 00:26:02,564 --> 00:26:06,566 So part of that fight is you're gonna go take a walk, 593 00:26:06,601 --> 00:26:10,270 you're gonna take a shower, and you're gonna get a meal. 594 00:26:10,306 --> 00:26:14,241 We will be here, fighting to keep her alive. 595 00:26:14,276 --> 00:26:20,079 And you are gonna go fight to keep yourself alive. 596 00:26:20,114 --> 00:26:21,981 Okay? 597 00:26:22,016 --> 00:26:23,483 Come on. 598 00:26:44,305 --> 00:26:46,005 Oh! 599 00:26:50,211 --> 00:26:52,678 Oh, Catherine. 600 00:26:52,713 --> 00:26:53,912 Oh, honey. 601 00:26:55,683 --> 00:26:58,183 I can't do it! 602 00:26:58,218 --> 00:27:01,052 I can't. 603 00:27:01,088 --> 00:27:02,320 No! 604 00:27:03,924 --> 00:27:05,958 I can't... 605 00:27:07,495 --> 00:27:09,461 So, do you think Britney's spelled with two "T" s or one? 606 00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:10,509 Or maybe they spell it different, 607 00:27:10,545 --> 00:27:11,830 like with a "Y" instead of "I", maybe? 608 00:27:11,866 --> 00:27:13,231 Owen, you have to stop. 609 00:27:13,266 --> 00:27:15,000 We've been having this conversation for two weeks. 610 00:27:15,035 --> 00:27:15,968 We just need to find them. 611 00:27:16,003 --> 00:27:18,504 We need to tell them where their daughter is. 612 00:27:18,539 --> 00:27:20,405 And have you thought about what you're gonna say to them 613 00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:21,473 if you find them? 614 00:27:21,509 --> 00:27:23,408 "Hi, we're two strangers. 615 00:27:23,443 --> 00:27:24,843 We took in your daughter 616 00:27:24,879 --> 00:27:26,812 without going through the foster system, 617 00:27:26,847 --> 00:27:29,214 and, oh, yeah, we have her son, 618 00:27:29,249 --> 00:27:30,815 who you don't even know exists. 619 00:27:30,850 --> 00:27:32,483 Congrats, Grandma and Grandpa!" 620 00:27:33,887 --> 00:27:36,420 We at least need to tell the social worker. 621 00:27:36,455 --> 00:27:39,924 Owen, she... she needs to make that call herself. 622 00:27:39,959 --> 00:27:41,325 She's not ready. 623 00:27:41,360 --> 00:27:42,393 We can't push her. 624 00:27:42,428 --> 00:27:43,861 Why is she running our lives? 625 00:27:43,897 --> 00:27:46,731 She's been lying to us, DCHS, everyone for months, 626 00:27:46,766 --> 00:27:48,365 with no remorse. 627 00:27:48,401 --> 00:27:49,934 She had remorse. 628 00:27:49,969 --> 00:27:51,736 She's an addict. She's figuring it out. 629 00:27:51,771 --> 00:27:53,738 This is all part of the disease. Betty is... 630 00:27:53,773 --> 00:27:55,740 Her name isn't even Betty! 631 00:27:55,775 --> 00:27:58,709 Sorry, I know that, yes, yes, addiction is a disease, 632 00:27:58,745 --> 00:28:01,712 but since when does its symptoms include lying 633 00:28:01,748 --> 00:28:03,881 and stealing from people who are trying to help you? 634 00:28:03,917 --> 00:28:06,049 It just all feels like an excuse 635 00:28:06,084 --> 00:28:08,785 for justifying piss poor life choices. 636 00:28:15,716 --> 00:28:17,527 Wait, where are you going? 637 00:28:17,563 --> 00:28:18,695 To Meredith's. 638 00:28:18,730 --> 00:28:20,864 - Why? - I don't know. 639 00:28:20,899 --> 00:28:23,132 Piss poor life choices? 640 00:28:23,168 --> 00:28:24,901 Wait, wait, Amelia. 641 00:28:24,937 --> 00:28:26,937 I'm sorry. That was way out of line. 642 00:28:26,972 --> 00:28:28,972 You don't even see the line. 643 00:28:30,075 --> 00:28:32,876 I don't know who I'm gonna be if they take Leo away. 644 00:28:32,911 --> 00:28:34,277 He's my son. 645 00:28:35,447 --> 00:28:37,157 If they're gonna take him... 646 00:28:38,549 --> 00:28:40,715 I need to know sooner than later. 647 00:28:48,826 --> 00:28:51,326 Hey. I have a pitch for tonight. 648 00:28:51,361 --> 00:28:52,995 You. Me. 649 00:28:53,030 --> 00:28:57,299 Movies. Pizza. Popcorn. Candy. Sex. 650 00:28:57,334 --> 00:28:58,366 Repeat. 651 00:28:59,837 --> 00:29:01,169 You know it's Valentine's Day, right? 652 00:29:01,205 --> 00:29:02,571 You hate Valentine's Day. 653 00:29:02,607 --> 00:29:04,673 I know. I'm trying new things. 654 00:29:04,709 --> 00:29:06,642 Really? 655 00:29:11,281 --> 00:29:12,815 I know you're hurting. 656 00:29:14,851 --> 00:29:17,251 I, um... I don't... 657 00:29:17,286 --> 00:29:20,033 I don't know how to make it better. 658 00:29:21,557 --> 00:29:23,481 Yeah, neither do I. 659 00:29:23,516 --> 00:29:26,928 I just... I'm trying to do normal stuff, you know? 660 00:29:26,963 --> 00:29:31,132 I just... feel so... 661 00:29:35,404 --> 00:29:37,105 On the worst day of my mother's illness, 662 00:29:37,140 --> 00:29:40,574 I wanted to take her IV and plunge it into my own arm. 663 00:29:42,679 --> 00:29:43,977 I wanted out. 664 00:29:44,012 --> 00:29:47,347 Not just of that day or that moment. 665 00:29:47,382 --> 00:29:51,284 I wanted out of this life. 666 00:29:51,319 --> 00:29:54,860 It was a fleeting thought, but it came, and... 667 00:29:55,858 --> 00:29:58,558 you know, that's how bad the pain was. 668 00:29:58,593 --> 00:30:00,293 That's how bad the fear was. 669 00:30:04,066 --> 00:30:06,033 So what'd you do? 670 00:30:06,068 --> 00:30:08,001 I shook. I shook. 671 00:30:09,004 --> 00:30:11,404 My muscles shook in ways that I did not know 672 00:30:11,439 --> 00:30:12,973 they could move. 673 00:30:13,008 --> 00:30:15,542 And then I, um... 674 00:30:15,577 --> 00:30:17,094 my eye started twitching. 675 00:30:17,129 --> 00:30:20,245 Yeah. Yeah, my eye's been twitching on and off all day. 676 00:30:20,281 --> 00:30:21,881 - Mm. - And I've got, like, 677 00:30:21,916 --> 00:30:23,983 this shortness-of-breath thing happening, 678 00:30:24,018 --> 00:30:25,985 where I can't hold a deep breath. 679 00:30:26,020 --> 00:30:27,953 All day, every day. 680 00:30:37,464 --> 00:30:39,231 - Hey, can I ask you a question? - Yeah. 681 00:30:39,266 --> 00:30:41,767 How can you stand there and tell Garrett to fight for love 682 00:30:41,803 --> 00:30:43,969 when you're the one running away from it? 683 00:30:45,973 --> 00:30:49,141 I have three kids and a big job. 684 00:30:54,381 --> 00:30:55,414 What? 685 00:30:55,449 --> 00:30:56,515 Nothing, just... you know, 686 00:30:56,550 --> 00:30:59,084 I used to think you were so beyond me, but you're not. 687 00:30:59,119 --> 00:31:01,353 You're like a kid playing hide and seek, 688 00:31:01,388 --> 00:31:03,021 hiding behind a million excuses. 689 00:31:03,056 --> 00:31:04,582 Happy Valentine's Day. 690 00:31:04,617 --> 00:31:05,624 Hi. 691 00:31:05,659 --> 00:31:08,594 Do you want to go to dinner tonight? 692 00:31:08,629 --> 00:31:12,897 Are you... asking me out... on Valentine's Day? 693 00:31:12,933 --> 00:31:14,032 I guess I am. 694 00:31:14,067 --> 00:31:15,734 Uh... 695 00:31:15,769 --> 00:31:17,135 Well, I'm, uh... 696 00:31:17,170 --> 00:31:19,904 I'm not one to usually bang my head against a wall. 697 00:31:19,940 --> 00:31:21,072 - Is that a no? - No, no. 698 00:31:21,108 --> 00:31:22,574 I'm banging my head. 699 00:31:22,610 --> 00:31:24,243 It's my new thing, I guess. 700 00:31:24,278 --> 00:31:25,377 Um... 701 00:31:25,412 --> 00:31:28,079 I'll see you... tonight? 702 00:31:28,115 --> 00:31:29,114 Okay. 703 00:31:43,929 --> 00:31:45,730 Ben, you fixing the fence? 704 00:31:45,765 --> 00:31:47,164 You weren't supposed to see me. 705 00:31:47,199 --> 00:31:48,232 Ah, Ben. 706 00:31:48,268 --> 00:31:49,833 N-No, Miranda, Miranda, stop. 707 00:31:49,869 --> 00:31:52,637 Okay, it's my turn to say things now. 708 00:31:52,672 --> 00:31:55,172 You said you wanted me to be happy, 709 00:31:55,207 --> 00:31:56,907 to follow my bliss, 710 00:31:56,942 --> 00:31:59,309 and I did, just like you told me to. 711 00:31:59,344 --> 00:32:01,278 And then you turned around and left me over it. 712 00:32:01,313 --> 00:32:03,112 Now, I may be the one sleeping somewhere else, 713 00:32:03,148 --> 00:32:05,181 but you left me. 714 00:32:05,216 --> 00:32:06,783 I know. 715 00:32:06,818 --> 00:32:08,017 I'm sorry. 716 00:32:08,052 --> 00:32:11,020 No, you can't leave me like that again. 717 00:32:11,055 --> 00:32:12,088 Not ever. All right? 718 00:32:12,123 --> 00:32:14,857 You can take all the... the job sabbaticals you want 719 00:32:14,893 --> 00:32:16,693 and... and change your career a dozen times, 720 00:32:16,728 --> 00:32:18,628 and I will be with you every step of the way. 721 00:32:18,664 --> 00:32:22,332 But either we are in this together or we aren't. 722 00:32:22,367 --> 00:32:24,000 And I never planned a version where we weren't. 723 00:32:24,035 --> 00:32:25,101 I know... 724 00:32:25,136 --> 00:32:26,836 No, don't say "I know." 725 00:32:26,871 --> 00:32:28,170 Listen to me. 726 00:32:29,239 --> 00:32:31,139 I should've known something wasn't right with you. 727 00:32:31,175 --> 00:32:33,542 I-I should've helped you get help. 728 00:32:33,577 --> 00:32:34,976 I-I should've... I've seen it before. 729 00:32:35,012 --> 00:32:37,145 I should've recognized it. 730 00:32:39,684 --> 00:32:41,717 When you had a heart attack, I promised you 731 00:32:41,752 --> 00:32:44,353 I would build you a treehouse, 732 00:32:44,388 --> 00:32:46,488 a place for you to go when you would worry, 733 00:32:46,524 --> 00:32:48,824 when you felt overwhelmed, when you needed to be alone, 734 00:32:48,859 --> 00:32:51,460 but I never followed through on that. 735 00:32:53,062 --> 00:32:56,230 For that, I'm sorry. 736 00:33:02,038 --> 00:33:04,138 You're building me a treehouse? 737 00:33:04,173 --> 00:33:07,542 Now, Miranda, I-I need to know that this is not something 738 00:33:07,577 --> 00:33:10,578 that you can call "time out" on ever again. 739 00:33:10,613 --> 00:33:11,646 Never. 740 00:33:11,681 --> 00:33:13,981 No, I-I promise you. 741 00:33:14,016 --> 00:33:16,050 Well, then, yeah, I-I'm building you a treehouse. 742 00:33:16,085 --> 00:33:18,820 It's, uh... It's not finished yet, but, uh... 743 00:33:18,855 --> 00:33:20,588 I just figure, you know, once I move back in, 744 00:33:20,623 --> 00:33:22,523 I can do a little bit of work on it every morning. 745 00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:25,361 Oh! 746 00:33:26,127 --> 00:33:27,363 Oh! 747 00:33:33,535 --> 00:33:35,168 Dr. Schmitt said you had something 748 00:33:35,203 --> 00:33:36,956 you want to discuss with us? 749 00:33:41,276 --> 00:33:46,179 We've been in this hospital now for over three months. 750 00:33:46,214 --> 00:33:48,348 Since then, Natasha's only gotten worse. 751 00:33:48,384 --> 00:33:50,917 And I know you're the best doctors we could get 752 00:33:50,952 --> 00:33:53,186 because I tried to find better ones, 753 00:33:53,221 --> 00:33:54,682 but I couldn't. 754 00:33:55,991 --> 00:33:57,657 No offense. 755 00:34:03,731 --> 00:34:05,731 Take me off the vent. 756 00:34:09,236 --> 00:34:11,241 I can't eat. 757 00:34:11,806 --> 00:34:14,239 I can't breathe. 758 00:34:16,076 --> 00:34:17,576 I'm dying. 759 00:34:20,481 --> 00:34:21,714 There are other options. 760 00:34:21,749 --> 00:34:23,382 There's home ventilator care. 761 00:34:23,418 --> 00:34:25,317 There's long-term acute care. 762 00:34:25,352 --> 00:34:27,319 There's skilled nursing facilities. 763 00:34:27,354 --> 00:34:28,320 They know. 764 00:34:28,355 --> 00:34:32,057 They've been consulting palliative care doctors. 765 00:34:32,092 --> 00:34:35,561 You all have done everything you can 766 00:34:35,596 --> 00:34:39,264 to give me as much time as possible. 767 00:34:42,002 --> 00:34:44,136 We may not have gotten 768 00:34:44,171 --> 00:34:46,638 that wedding under the stars, but... 769 00:34:49,543 --> 00:34:54,279 ...you gave us the rest of our lives together. 770 00:35:01,989 --> 00:35:03,668 Take me off. 771 00:35:04,791 --> 00:35:06,124 Please. 772 00:35:07,861 --> 00:35:09,161 Please. 773 00:35:10,982 --> 00:35:12,550 We need you to give verbal consent 774 00:35:12,585 --> 00:35:13,923 as her power of attorney. 775 00:35:15,454 --> 00:35:17,288 I consent. 776 00:35:20,214 --> 00:35:22,347 So, once I shut the machine off, 777 00:35:22,383 --> 00:35:24,850 I don't know how much time you'll have, 778 00:35:24,886 --> 00:35:27,286 so we will give you meds to keep you comfortable. 779 00:35:29,090 --> 00:35:30,455 Are you ready? 780 00:35:32,459 --> 00:35:34,159 Yeah. 781 00:35:34,195 --> 00:35:35,194 Okay. 782 00:36:07,594 --> 00:36:09,094 Alex has an idea. 783 00:36:20,140 --> 00:36:22,240 Since when do we do Valentine's? 784 00:36:22,275 --> 00:36:24,909 Since I've been an ass and needed an excuse to make it up to you. 785 00:36:24,945 --> 00:36:26,173 Ah, that's my cue. 786 00:36:26,208 --> 00:36:28,479 I have a date, for which I cannot be late. 787 00:36:28,514 --> 00:36:29,580 Hey. 788 00:36:32,252 --> 00:36:33,451 - Hi. - Hi. 789 00:36:36,957 --> 00:36:38,322 Happy Valentine's Day. 790 00:36:38,358 --> 00:36:39,423 Uh, yeah. Yeah. 791 00:36:39,459 --> 00:36:41,024 Hey. 792 00:36:43,963 --> 00:36:45,595 Hey, are you guys free to come to the ICU? 793 00:36:45,631 --> 00:36:46,764 - What's up? - Just... Just come. 794 00:36:46,799 --> 00:36:48,158 Bring your phones. 795 00:36:59,044 --> 00:37:03,981 ♪ When the night has come ♪ 796 00:37:05,885 --> 00:37:08,018 Your doctors wanted to make sure 797 00:37:08,053 --> 00:37:10,287 we got our wedding under the stars. 798 00:37:10,322 --> 00:37:19,162 ♪ And the moon is the only light we see ♪ 799 00:37:19,197 --> 00:37:21,363 Garrett asked me to read the vows 800 00:37:21,399 --> 00:37:24,200 that you wrote before the accident. 801 00:37:24,235 --> 00:37:26,769 ♪ ...be afraid ♪ 802 00:37:26,805 --> 00:37:32,308 ♪ No, I won't be afraid ♪ 803 00:37:32,343 --> 00:37:33,442 ♪ Just as long... ♪ 804 00:37:33,477 --> 00:37:36,879 "Garrett, the moment I met you, 805 00:37:36,915 --> 00:37:40,149 I knew I would spend the rest of my life with you. 806 00:37:40,185 --> 00:37:41,383 Before you, I never met anyone 807 00:37:41,419 --> 00:37:44,287 I could be in the same room with longer than a few hours." 808 00:37:45,323 --> 00:37:48,390 ♪ Darlin', stand by me ♪ 809 00:37:48,426 --> 00:37:52,227 "I waited my whole life to meet you. 810 00:37:52,262 --> 00:37:55,214 I gave up thinking I ever would." 811 00:37:55,933 --> 00:37:57,232 ♪ Oh, stand ♪ 812 00:37:57,267 --> 00:37:59,067 "But here we are. 813 00:37:59,102 --> 00:38:00,368 Better late than never, right?" 814 00:38:00,403 --> 00:38:02,503 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 815 00:38:02,539 --> 00:38:05,307 "Now that I found you, it all makes sense. 816 00:38:05,342 --> 00:38:10,178 Everything that was once hard feels easy 817 00:38:10,214 --> 00:38:12,881 now that you are in my life. 818 00:38:12,916 --> 00:38:17,185 And everything that was once easy is now sublime." 819 00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:24,692 I'm sorry. 820 00:38:24,728 --> 00:38:25,861 I love you. 821 00:38:25,896 --> 00:38:29,164 I'm sorry I've been so impossible. 822 00:38:29,199 --> 00:38:32,432 No, no, you do not get to apologize, sweetheart. 823 00:38:32,468 --> 00:38:35,588 I can't begin to understand what you're going through. 824 00:38:36,572 --> 00:38:38,672 But I promise 825 00:38:38,707 --> 00:38:41,541 I'll be at your side while you do it. 826 00:38:41,577 --> 00:38:43,410 Mm. 827 00:38:46,883 --> 00:38:48,548 And... 828 00:38:48,584 --> 00:38:51,270 Catherine Fox. 829 00:38:52,454 --> 00:38:53,921 Easy. 830 00:38:53,956 --> 00:38:55,756 ♪ I won't cry ♪ 831 00:38:55,791 --> 00:38:58,725 You couldn't be average if you tried. 832 00:38:58,761 --> 00:39:04,264 ♪ No, I won't shed a tear ♪ 833 00:39:04,299 --> 00:39:05,531 ♪ Just as long... ♪ 834 00:39:05,566 --> 00:39:06,933 Mnh. 835 00:39:06,968 --> 00:39:08,467 W-What's the matter? 836 00:39:08,503 --> 00:39:10,736 Get me to that bedroom now. 837 00:39:10,772 --> 00:39:12,272 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 838 00:39:12,307 --> 00:39:13,940 She's back, baby. 839 00:39:15,777 --> 00:39:19,946 ♪ Darlin', stand by me ♪ 840 00:39:19,981 --> 00:39:22,448 Do you, Garrett, take this woman to be your wife? 841 00:39:22,483 --> 00:39:24,483 I do. 842 00:39:24,519 --> 00:39:27,620 And do you, Natasha, take this man to be your husband? 843 00:39:31,859 --> 00:39:34,327 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 844 00:39:34,362 --> 00:39:36,296 By the power vested in me, 845 00:39:36,331 --> 00:39:39,932 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 846 00:39:45,439 --> 00:39:46,972 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 847 00:39:47,007 --> 00:39:49,408 Don't... Don't... 848 00:39:49,443 --> 00:39:50,508 I know. 849 00:39:50,544 --> 00:39:53,145 ♪ Stand by, oh ♪ 850 00:39:53,180 --> 00:39:54,612 Thank you. 851 00:39:54,648 --> 00:39:56,448 Thank you for marrying me. 852 00:39:56,483 --> 00:39:58,283 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 853 00:40:02,489 --> 00:40:04,990 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 854 00:40:07,627 --> 00:40:09,828 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 855 00:40:12,966 --> 00:40:15,467 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 856 00:40:31,750 --> 00:40:33,851 There's never enough time. 857 00:40:36,188 --> 00:40:37,688 Come with me. 858 00:40:37,723 --> 00:40:41,057 Work, kids, life... 859 00:40:41,093 --> 00:40:42,860 death. 860 00:40:42,895 --> 00:40:45,161 Something always cuts our time short. 861 00:40:46,198 --> 00:40:47,798 I'm supposed to be on a date. 862 00:40:47,833 --> 00:40:50,333 You already are. 863 00:41:02,514 --> 00:41:03,880 A toast. 864 00:41:03,915 --> 00:41:05,482 To Garrett and Natasha. 865 00:41:08,420 --> 00:41:10,987 To Garrett and Natasha. 866 00:41:11,023 --> 00:41:16,226 So our best bet is to make the most of the time we have. 867 00:41:20,432 --> 00:41:23,400 Oh, oh, oh. This is better than sex. 868 00:41:23,435 --> 00:41:25,735 Every pregnant woman I bring here says the same thing. 869 00:41:25,770 --> 00:41:27,570 What? 870 00:41:27,605 --> 00:41:30,073 You are just so... 871 00:41:30,108 --> 00:41:32,509 I know. I am so. 872 00:41:33,644 --> 00:41:35,177 But not as so as you. 873 00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:39,515 Ah, dinner is here. 874 00:41:39,550 --> 00:41:41,050 - Thank you. - Mmm. 875 00:41:41,085 --> 00:41:43,118 - Do you like? - Yeah, I like. 876 00:41:43,154 --> 00:41:45,620 - Yeah? - Mm. 877 00:41:51,562 --> 00:41:53,562 Happy Valentine's Day, my love. 878 00:41:57,568 --> 00:41:59,468 Or make up for lost time. 879 00:42:02,506 --> 00:42:04,573 Did you want to keep waiting, or...? 880 00:42:04,608 --> 00:42:06,141 Uh... no. 881 00:42:06,177 --> 00:42:07,775 I think I'm done waiting. 882 00:42:07,810 --> 00:42:10,545 Um, give me a glass of Lagavulin, neat... 883 00:42:10,580 --> 00:42:13,647 But sometimes, if we're really lucky... 884 00:42:46,014 --> 00:42:47,547 ...time stands still. 61233

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