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I mean, it's sad that not a day goes by

where we don't stand in front of a mirror

and pass judgment on our own self-image,

constantly analyzing our own reflection,

desperately wanting to change who we are.

You know it starts when you're young,

and you get influenced, and that influence,

it sticks with you your entire life.

What the hell is he doing over there all by himself?

Why doesn't he join the other kids?

What the hell's he doing?

The Jersey's way too big on him.

Adam, honey, people are waiting behind you.

Just put your feet on the... Don't stand on the ledge.

Just concentrate for two seconds.

No, just... come on!

Jesus Christ.

My parents were strict.

I had no confidence growing up.

I never even had a girlfriend or went to a school dance

or even held a girl's hand because I was too insecure.

You know, all that stuff matters when you're a kid.

- Show me how happy you are... How happy you are...

Society tells us to be happy,

love ourselves,

but then hands us a million reasons not to.

You're too fat.

You're too skinny or too ugly.

Too broke.

Your teeth aren't white enough.

You don't have the right car,

the right house.

Your dick's too small,

and your head's too big.

I wish I could just take a break from it all.

The comparison to others, wishing I could be someone else,

instead of accepting what I already have,

like this unfinished house.

I've got a fiancée who's way too good for me.

I just feel like I'm in over my head.

I'm not happy with the way I look, or the way I feel.

I can't even relate to the person

I'm staring at anymore,

and everywhere I go, there I am,

standing in my own fucking way.

Something's gotta change.

Thank you for your time, I really appreciate it.

It just got to a point where I was putting vodka in my cheerios.

Mr. Stenson.

Did you get my note?

Yes, sir, I sure did.

So you remembered to clock in this morning?

Yes, sir, I sure did.

Good, good, well, let's... let's hope you've learned your lesson.

Yes, sir. I sure did.

"Yes, sir, i... I sure did."

That's it? That's all you got to bring to the party?

Let me tell you something.

This is a phone job, not a fun job,

which means you have to do some dialing and talking

in order to become successful.

You... you do understand that, don't you?

Okay. Well, that's a big first step, don't you think?

Let me ask you something.

What is it in the universe

that the more you take away from it,

the bigger it gets?

A hole.

You keep digging.

Let me know when you want to start fucking dialing.

Okay?

Start fucking dialing.

Heavenly father, we thank you for this bounty.

We thank you for the food we are about to partake,

and those who serve it.

We thank you, lord, for Adam and Sara

to being here with us tonight,

and we ask you to bless them in their nuptials coming up,

and we ask you to, maybe, help Adam

actually get his house done before the wedding.

In your name, amen.

Well, joke's there, you know?

You gotta take it.

This is really good.

Well, thank you, hon, it is store bought,

'cause I can't cook for shit, and I never could.

Yeah. Why do you think I'm so skinny?

Adam.

It's better than being fat, though, right?

I always told the boy to eat more.

I said it over and over again growing up, didn't I?

From the time he was a toddler, he should have eaten more.

Huh?

Adam, you were just really picky as a child.

I... I really wasn't that picky, mom.

Well, I did my best.

We're a picky family.

Might as well kind of know that coming in, right?

Well, I am, like, beyond exhausted.

Are you hungry, Adam?

I'm starving. That food...

I mean, I know your mom meant well, but it was disgusting.

When did you start drinking whole milk?

It tastes like cream.

Stop.

What's your problem?

Hmm?

Okay, Adam, clearly something's wrong.

There's nothing...

Okay?

I'm not just gonna sit here and talk to myself all night,

because that argument that we had at dinner...

I really don't wanna do it now.

Do you think I would look better if I put some muscle on?

I don't know, Adam.

I don't know. Anybody would look better.

-To the gym.

You don't have a gym membership, Adam.

You do.

You're not gonna be spoiling yourself with chemicals

that you're not even aware of,

and it's just a lot better for your body.

What do you want to do this weekend?

Um, I don't know. What do you want to do?

We could go

okay. Okay.

I haven't seen a movie in a while.

Here you go.

Your favorite.

- Thank you. - You're welcome.

How was the gym last night?

-It was good.

Good.

Do you wanna talk about what happened?

No, I mean, maybe we could talk about it later?

Okay.

I think we should, though.

Do you want me to make you something else?

I have French toast if you want it.

No, I'm just not really hungry, I mean...

- Sorry. - It's okay.

- Have a good day. - Thanks.

- Bye, I love you. - I love you, too.

"Make your own ephedra."

"20 tips for building bigger muscles."

"Four ways to get freaking huge...

in eight weeks."

Okay.

How to get a rock hard boner in three days.

-Jesus.

You're an asshole.

I get it, dude, you wanna put on some muscle.

Eat protein.

I've never worked out a day in my life.

I'm naturally blessed.

- So, yeah. - Yeah.

-Yep.

Hey, sir.

Do you know the reason why neither one of you idiots

ever gets fucking laid?

Because of the way you look.

What exactly is this, the Danny bonaduce line

at jc penneys?

Cause it's a look,

believe me, it works for you, my friend.

Now you... what's your fucking deal here?

What's with the fucking beard?

This is some homage to Abraham Lincoln?

Abraham Lincoln had a much longer beard, sir,

so can't really be an homage.

You're an expert on Lincoln, are you?

Oh, great. I know a little bit about him myself.

Tell me something, what's the significance

of Abraham Lincoln's hands in the Lincoln memorial?

The significance of his hands, my friend,

are the fact that Daniel French,

the sculptor, did his homework on Lincoln,

Lincoln was the first president to acknowledge a need

for federal funding for the deaf.

So he shaped his hands in his initials,

in sign language, a.L.,

that, of course, I'm sure you can find somewhere online.

You just must have missed that chapter.

- Yeah. - It's a black Mercedes.

I believe you know where it's parked.

Last time it had a real vanilla funky smell to it.

Let's go with something a little more fruity, shall we?

- You have it. - Yeah, I got you.

What a fucking psychopath, huh?

All right, I'll be back.

Huh? - Lunch.

- Okay. - See ya.

- I'll be back. - Okay.

Is that your lunch?

Yeah, I'm not really hungry.

How you gonna get big if you don't eat?

I don't know. Something about this place

just ruins my appetite.

Do you want some salad?

No.

My mom made it.

I can't believe you moved back in with your mom.

I didn't move back in with my mom.

I'm temporarily staying there, dickmunch.

Look, if you wanna get shredded,

you gotta eat like a lion.

Lions eat red meat, idiot.

Not all of them.

Yes, all of them.

Well, you look real good, bro.

Yeah, man, I got the nationals coming up.

How many weeks up? 12 weeks, maybe.

12 weeks. I gotta get ready. It's time to step it up.

- I got you. What you looking to get?

-The usual man, you tell me. -All right, well, shit, man.

You can dry out. Yeah, exactly.

Turn around, let me see your back.

Oh, nice, got your delts coming in.

Cool, cool, cool, cool. Let me see that mid-section.

Okay, yeah, that's fine.

-It's time we go ahead and get it up. -Swell it up.

Shit, you ready to blast off? Here's what I got, man.

Let me know exactly what you got going, do you know what I'm saying?

-Thank you, yeah. -And then we can

go ahead and get it cracking,

you know what I'm saying?

Are you still too skinny?

Go to weightgainmethod. Com and get access

to a complete step-by-step plan

for gaining weight and building muscle,

fast.

Um, Mr. Louis? Um, Mr. Louis?

Nice job.

Pick it up, please.

The phone.

No, he smell like old meat.

Yeah, I know. It was pretty...

- Uh-huh, just 19.95. - Good work.

Why don't you go ahead and give me your credit card?

No, miss, you have my word, I was a boy scout.

-Yeah, I, no, I know that

doesn't really matter... -pst.

But I'm just saying, it'll change your life forever.

-Good morning.

- Hey, morning. - Morning.

-Good.

Normal day. At work.

It's my birthday, big nose.

Happy birthday, buddy!

- Oh, ho, thanks! - Yeah, sorry, man.

Yeah, sorry.

-You're one of those.

-That whines and cries on his birthday. -Yeah, I am.

Hey, you coming tonight?

The bar? We're gonna get wasted.

Bar to get wasted. Can't wait.

Great! Guess what? My mom packed you a piece of birthday cake.

Huh?

Better eat it! It's my birthday.

- I'll eat it. - See you at lunch.

See you, man.

- Hey. - You're late, man.

Hey, I'm sorry. How's everything?

All right, cheers, guys. Cheers!

Let's go get more, huh?

Oh, my god! Yes!

- Whoo! - Yeah!

- Nine more. - Yeah!

- Hey. - Whoa.

Uh, this is one person only, man.

Whoa.

What's the matter?

You got stage fright?

Whoo!

See you out there.

I wanna go to karaoke.

Oh, you're kidding! Hey, hey!

Excuse you. Who are you?

Whoo! Welcome to my party.

It's not cool. Welcome to my fucking bar,

I run this show.

You have stage fright, bro?

Hey!

Bro, what's up with the limp?

Hey, Ethan.

Yikes. Whoa, dude, you look like shit.

You look like you just had sex with a turd.

Nice one. I'm fine.

Jesus.

You look horrible. Are you ill?

Let me tell you something, pal, you better not get me sick.

You get me sick and I will kill you,

and then I will fucking fire you.

You probably should fire him first, and then kill him.

Yeah, I'm not even sick, sir, I'm just trying to get to work.

- Because you can't... You can't fire him...

You can't kill him, and then fire him.

No, I think you're wrong. If I have a gallon of gasoline

that I dump over his fucking head and then ignite it,

-i could do just that, couldn't I? -Yeah.

Check, please. Go. Let's go. Out! Out, out, out, out, out.

I don't want you to get the rest of these people infected.

-It'll be counted as a sick day. -All right.

Feel better. You know, I think it's going around.

I woke up today, I have a little congestion myself, sir.

You know what's going around?

Assholeism.

I think you've caught a very, very, very, severe case of it.

Come with me.

How you feeling?

Not great, but I'll live.

But you're going to the gym?

Yeah, you know, I figure I'll sweat out whatever this flu is.

I hear resting works, too.

Hey, hey, buddy.

Excuse me, I'll get the doctor.

You're in the hospital.

You had some kind of accident.

- Okay, good, Mr. Stenson. You're awake.

How are you feeling?

Head is killing me.

Because you were unconscious for so long we're gonna

keep you for an extra night, just to be safe.

I should finish his check up.

I'm gonna need a quick few minutes alone with Adam,

if that's all right?

Sure.

Are you warm enough?

Yeah.

Sorry.

- Won't be long. - Thank you.

Do you have any recollection of what happened to you?

No, not really. I was...

I was at home and, um, I don't...

You fainted. It was the result of having a high fever.

The high fever was caused by an infection

in your right gluteus minor.

That's your right butt cheek.

That type of infection is also called an abscess.

We usually see that in someone who's injected themselves

with a dirty needle.

Adam, please, hey, hey, look at me.

Can you hear me? Look at me.

What the fuck is going on?

-Look at me. !

What the fuck is going on?

Huh? What the fuck is this shit everywhere, Adam?

You've been shooting steroids.

Your wife told us. She also covered for you,

which is none of my business, but I thought I'd keep this discreet.

You could have died.

Listen, it seems like you have a wonderful family,

I don't wanna see you in this hospital again.

Do you understand me?

Yes, sir.

Okay, good.

Well, enjoy the visit with your family,

and try and get some rest.

They can take you home in the morning.

I don't even know what to say to you.

I don't.

I knew that you had to learn your fucking lesson,

but Adam, what the fuck were you thinking, huh?

What the fuck were you thinking?

What about me? What about me, Adam?

What about your fucking family?

You, you scared the shit out of me.

You did, and I don't understand what the fuck you were thinking,

I don't, Adam.

You know what? Don't say anything,

because I'm not sure that there's anything to say.

You are done. Do you hear me?

You are done with all of that shit,

and we are together gonna go home,

and we're gonna go have a normal life

like two fucking normal people.

Okay?

And that's the thing. That's what we're gonna do.

Okay?

By the way, I threw away all of that shit of yours last night.

The conscious mind is a critical mind,

and it's a mind that is right now,

and it's deciding whether what I'm telling you is right for you or not,

but the subconscious mind is totally non-critical, non-judgmental,

and it's where you'll set good, positive and powerful suggestions.

So you like that profile picture?

Yeah, no, no, I just put that one up.

Yeah, ah, no, I love puppies, yeah.

No, I don't, I don't. I live with my mom, and she...

She doesn't let me have any dogs, but...

Otherwise I'd have probably, like, so many dogs, yeah,

but puppies.

Yeah, yeah.

Oh, dude, you scared...

Bro, I have phone sex with this girl

every day.

I am not even gonna ask about that.

Man, dude, this girl, I'm telling you, killer.

- Killer. - Cool.

Brazilian.

I mean, she's not, but she looks Brazilian.

Hey, welcome back. We've missed you.

Mr. Louis has been circling your desk.

- I think he missed you. - Dude, that's weird.

Boys, you do realize that we're a team.

We're a team. All of us are components of this great team.

What I can't figure out though is,

who's in what position of the battery.

You know what the battery is in baseball, right?

The battery?

-No. -The battery is your pitcher, your catcher.

Up until this moment, I couldn't figure out

who is the pitcher, and who is the catcher,

because in my opinion, you're both fucking catchers.

See, I'm on the hill here, and I'm throwing straight fucking heat,

and that heat is being taken by the catcher

right in his fucking ass,

and it smells like shit back here right now, pal.

-You know what I'm talking about? -Mm-hmm.

Okay. So stop signaling for the curve ball,

when you know I want the fucking heat.

Wow.

He missed you.

Get back to work. See you.

Stop being a baby.

-No.

Close your eyes. One, two, three.

-Oh. That didn't hurt.

- You're such a baby. - I know, ooh.

- Come on, it's not that bad.

It actually really isn't that bad. It's healing.

-Yeah, it looks good.

I think I'm gonna go back to the gym soon.

Soon? - Like tonight.

-No, I feel good.

-No. -It will make me feel better.

You feel good? You can't even sit down.

- I can sit. - You can't go to the gym.

- Yes. - Uh, no.

- The doctor said, you know... - The doctor said...

If I called your doctor right now,

would he say that you should go to the gym?

-Yes. -I don't think so. Stop it.

Oh, shit! I got you, man, a spot, g.

Come on, man, push!

-It's 95 pounds, nigga, push! -I can't.

Ah!

Get your ass up.

You have to be more careful, asshole.

Get up. Pathetic.

You know, I've been seeing you here a lot lately, man.

You've been hitting that shit pretty hard.

But you know what? Showing up is only part of the job.

It's about what the fuck you do once you get here.

See, you remind me of myself.

I used to bust my ass, man,

and no gains.

Day in, day fucking out.

Well, guess what?

All that changed the first moment I jumped on a cycle.

A cycle?

Yeah, gear.

You mean like

what the fuck do you know about fina?

I made some.

Wait a minute. Come back.

-Yeah.

Get the fuck outta here! You made some fina?

And what happened?

I got an infection.

You trying to kill your fucking self?

That's what happens when you use dirty shit.

You know what?

I'm gonna help you.

I'm gonna put you on some clean shit.

Oh, uh, I am... I'm not, um...

You scared?

Get the fuck outta here.

Look, you see the guy over there? Don't make it obvious.

The guy over there in the corner.

Do you think that's natural?

No.

Guess who did that.

Man, fuck what you heard, man.

Fuck what you heard about steroids

being all bad and shit for you.

They're only bad if you don't know what the fuck you're doing.

But if you know how to use them right,

that's what you look like.

That's what you look like.

It's not about mistreating your body.

It's about treating your body.

You understand?

My nigga.

-There she is. How you doing? -Hi.

Take your shoes off. I see them on the carpet.

- You know how I feel about that.

You're all sweaty. Can you change your shirt, please

everything in the basket is clean,

- but that is just so wet. - All right, all right.

- Hello. - Hi.

-Can you take your shoes off? -Sorry.

Kind of the house rule, you gotta take your shoes off,

so you don't bring the dirt inside. You get it?

-Got it.

That's much better. Much better.

- I see you met asshole. - I did, hello, asshole.

Asshole, this is my girl, Trish.

Hi Trish, it's Adam.

No, whatever. Potential client.

Okay, well, go do your thing. I'll be here.

- Don't mind me. - All right, come on, man,

- let's go. - Okay.

So, what do you think?

Holy shit, man. You're like a pharmacy.

Goddamn right. My very own

body enhancement franchise.

-Sorry, man, just...

- Don't touch shit. - Fucking needles, man.

Don't yell at him. He still has to buy it.

Would you let me handle my business, baby? God damn.

Don't yell at me!

All right, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

It hurts my feelings.

Okay.

So listen, this is what we gonna do.

Cypionate. Testosterone.

Babe, we gotta go to dinner soon,

so I want you to start getting ready.

Okay, all right. Let me go ahead and finish

handling this business, baby, all right?

You gotta take down that serial killer shit

on the walls before I start cooking again.

- Okay. - That's scary as fuck.

All right!

This right here is my favorite.

Deca, it's for your bulking and for your joints.

You're gonna take two shots of each once a week.

That's the least of your worries.

That abscess shit happened because you were shooting some dirty shit.

All right? Besides, you didn't know what the fuck you were doing.

I don't know, man, it's just...

Are you fucking kidding me, man?

Man, I don't... I don't...

Listen, every time you feeling

that queasy-ass shit you're feeling,

look at yourself in the mirror and say, "do I like the way I look?"

Answer, "fuck no," and shoot.

Listen, man, I'm gonna do you a favor,

I had my shots today. I'm gonna show you how to do it, okay?

- Yeah, I'm about to do it now. You got a problem with that?

No.

One inch syringes.

You're gonna extract one cc.

One.

All right?

I'm gonna put the lid back on it.

It pops right off.

Discard.

Grab a whole 'nother needle.

Twist it on.

You're ready to go.

Man, I don't know. I don't know about...

Look, man the fuck up!

You're a grown-ass man, stop being a little bitch!

I'm wasting my fucking time with you?

All right, we're gonna do this shit again.

Walk me through the process.

- Talk to me! - Switch... switch needles now.

Ready to go.

- Alcohol. - Alcohol prep.

You ready? - Uh-uh.

You're such a bitch.

No blood. A little oil.

No vein.

All muscle.

Don't worry. You'll get used to it.

Come on. You're acting like a little bitch.

Hey...

-here. -No, thanks, I don't smoke.

Get it anyway, nigga, get it anyway!

Tell me no in my motherfucking house?

It's fucking terrible over here.

- Oh, god. - It's really thick.

Well, look, I was contemplating this,

but how about you go ahead and make the delivery for me,

and make sure he's straight?

I'll cover your package. No need to worry about it, all right?

- I don't know, man, maybe I can pay for it?

Well, shit, nigga, go ahead and give me $600 right now.

-Yeah, $100 a bottle, man.

Man, look, do you want this or not?

Okay, so, if I do this, um, I guess, just so we're clear,

I'm delivering steroids?

Hey, uh, Jason sent me.

Come in?

Let me clear a spot for you.

Sorry. Here we go.

- Sit down. - All right, thanks.

Can I get you something to drink?

-No, I'm okay.

-No.

-Yeah. -You know, I make a bad-ass protein shake, boss.

I... I appreciate it, but I'm good.

I think you need one. I'll get you one, okay?

By the way, my name is Peter. Nice to meet you.

I'm Adam.

So how long you known Jason for?

Oh, I just... I just met him recently.

One bad-ass shake coming up.

-Good.

Mm-hmm, yeah, it's pretty good.

I told you. I make a bad-ass protein shake.

You know what? In my mind, there's no excuse

for being anything less than strong as possible.

Stronger is better.

I didn't want to inject this crap into my body, to be honest,

but I had to.

And now that I've done it, I mean, I love steroids.

I think I'll be... Be on and off them

for the rest of my life.

I mean, are steroids safe?

Damn, my shit blowing up like grand central station over here.

Man, shit, I'm running out of everything, too.

Tricia will be mad, but I have to set the laboratory up one more again.

This money looking too good right about now.

Hey, man, you gonna have to help me bag some of this shit up, bro.

You're over here ripping your face off.

Look at you, you high as shit.

-That's some good shit, ain't it? -Uh-huh.

How you feel?

-All right.

You look big as shit, dog.

-Shut up. -No, for real, man. Stand up.

- I just smoked. I'm high. - Man, get the fuck up, now.

Come on, man. This is free body building advice.

Peel off, man. Let me see.

You're looking like a chippendale dancer and shit.

Pull it off, man.

You worked so hard, can't be afraid to show it off.

Well, you done packed on some serious mass since last time we saw you.

Face me.

All right, pecs coming in, body fat is dropping,

picking up. Come on, turn around, turn around.

Good, man. Look at you.

Back is all getting wide.

Delts coming in.

Man, do you feel bigger?

-No. -I know you're feeling stronger.

-I mean, not really.

-Yeah. -You feel like a human

pincushion, don't you?

- My ass is killing me though. - Man, that's part of it, man.

Man, sit down, dog, look. Help me bag this shit up.

-Oh! Forgot, this is for you.

This is your pct. Pull cycle therapy.

This is some real important shit.

Most people don't even do it. They're crazy if they don't.

But for you, you're gonna take it.

This is the best and the safest way

to return your body back to homeostasis

while keeping your muscle gains.

-Hmm. -Here. Start on that real soon.

All right, hurry up, man. Come on, dog!

Here you go. Come on, two of the green, and one of everything else,

-all right.

Throw in a few syringes and shit, man,

just to get them started.

I ain't no motherfucking pharmacist.

I'm their pusher, baby.

♪ Bewildered herds, sharpen your teeth ♪

♪ remember these three quotes

♪ only lie to cameras cops and crooks ♪

♪ see kindness is within our power ♪

♪ but fondess is not

♪ under the false umbrella of hope ♪

♪ lives are sold, people are bought ♪

♪ somebody once told me all men were created equal ♪

♪ you're not created in the womb ♪

♪ you're created in a classroom by rich people ♪

♪ and history is written through the eyes of the butcher ♪

♪ those who benefit from an ignorant public condescends and insult you ♪

♪ they built you in the image of slaves ♪

♪ the free men got locked up

♪ as long as they control the means of selling beliefs ♪

♪ no man is equal

♪ if there's a policeman living in your head you're not free ♪

♪ cause the free trade were real ♪

♪ everyone would own a company ♪

♪ all that is solid has melted into air ♪

♪ it doesn't matter who you vote for ♪

♪ the government will always get in ♪

♪ all that was once solved is now too late to air ♪

♪ 100,000,000 lemmings can't be wrong ♪

♪ people join the army to pay for college ♪

♪ in California residents go to college for free ♪

♪ what will you do ,smoke weed on the weekends and go hiking ♪

♪ or serve the white collar death squad of an oil company military ♪

♪ everybody wants heaven but nobody wants dead ♪

♪ we are living in a rich man's heaven, a poor man's hell ♪

♪ the middle class is dwindling the population is doubling ♪

♪ we are not living in Rome, we've been living in a fifedom ♪

♪ so when they remap all the genomes ♪

♪ remember it's a hate-free zone ♪

♪ cause money doesn't care who burns it ♪

♪ they left the door open

♪ 'cause the best illusions are half-real ♪

Hi.

Who were you talking to?

What are you talking about? I'm reading.

I swear I heard you talking to somebody.

No, I'm talking to no one. Are you tired?

Or crazy?

I'm tired. I don't know.

And you're pretty stinky.

You smell me from there?

I can smell you from here, and it's not good.

Can you take a shower though,

because I just cleaned the sheets,

and it smells really good over here,

and we can cuddle before bed.

Do you wanna jump in the shower with me?

I know I said I would, but I'm so tired. I had a long day.

Really?

I know. I'm a promise breaker,

but I promise tomorrow.

Promise.

Okay.

See you in a bit.

Okay. Hurry up!

Okay.

Don't stop, my boy, just keep going... go on.

Don't stop. Don't stop. Don't stop. Don't stop.

-Listen.

I just told you don't fucking stop.

Be natural, goddamn it!

-Put the fucking weights back up. -Well...

Listen, I need you to go to the back,

far right corner, grab my bag, okay?

Just grab my bag and wait about five minutes,

-meet me at the house.

-Motherfucker, if you drop them

weights one more time... -fuck!

- I said be natural. - All right.

Five minutes. Grab my bag,

let me leave this motherfucker.

Meet me at the house, can you do that?

You're gonna do that. My nigga,

don't worry about that.

-Shh shh.

Was anybody following us?

-I don't know... -was somebody following you, bro?

-I don't know.

- No, I wasn't. - Fuck.

Hold on.

The whole thing at the gym was freaking me out, bro.

Shit.

Now do me a favor, man, pack your boy one up.

Come on, dog, I can't fuck with this shit right now sober,

I need to be high.

They motherfuckers.

Let me tell you something.

What happened today is because some people were just hating on me, dog.

Just hating on me, for no reason at all.

They mad 'cause I'm making money.

They're trying to fuck up my business, though.

You scared the shit outta me, man,

I don't even know what to think.

Yeah, man, I know.

I need to be fucking high right now,

I can't deal with this shit sober.

Come on, man, dude, you packing that bitch really slow right now.

Come on, dog, god damn.

You're so god damn slow at everything.

Yeah.

That's what I'm talking about.

Hey, man, I'm gonna need more soon.

More what?

Uh, tests.

I dropped a bottle off the counter today.

Don't be doing more than I fucking tell you to do.

Do you think I'm stupid, man?

You do it like I told you to do it.

This shit will fuck you up.

I'm talking about bitch tits, I'm talking about acne.

All that ugly shit.

You know what? Let me tell you something.

People who take this shit work twice as hard

than people who don't.

You wanna become a fucking olympian?

You wanna win a gold medal?

They take this shit, and they work their asses off,

for every second, every minute,

and every hour of their session.

They go balls out.

So there's no easy way around this shit.

Man, I'm sorry, dog. I'm fucking tripping.

That shit wasn't even for you, homie.

You know what, my bad. I was wrong.

Look, go ahead, take whatever you need.

All right? Take whatever you need.

I'm sorry, man.

Do me a favor. Go ahead, rip your face off.

That's the least I could do, man, for you looking out for me, dog.

That was real gangster shit you did earlier,

and I appreciate that.

Real tough.

Yeah, look at you.

My nigga.

Mmm.

How's breakfast?

It's all good. These eggs?

They're the same eggs I make you every day.

Do you want some coffee?

I'm okay, thanks.

What do you wanna do this weekend?

- It's so mean. I hate the zoo.

Well, cause it's mean locking them up and then...

I told you that.

-Hold on a second.

I like that dress.

Thank you.

I ordered it online. I didn't think it was gonna fit, but...

- It's pretty cute. - Yeah.

-It's red and bright.

Thank you.

So, what's your day like?

Do you think you'll be out early?

Ah, definitely not being able to get out early,

but, you know, there's more selling people self-help books

that probably need help, but can't admit it.

I'm getting yelled at.

Are you fucking kidding me?

-Off! Take off your pants.

What is fucking wrong with you?

- And show me that you're not shooting up again!

Prove it to me! Prove it to me you're not shooting up again, huh?

Okay, so, I am doing steroids, yes, but they are safe.

-Yes.

I fucking hate you, Adam.

I hate you and you're a liar.

Sara!

Can you stop?

You lied! Don't tell me to calm down.

Do not tell me to calm down!

Do not tell me to calm down!

Sara... why do... what about us?

There is no us, Adam.

There is no us until you fix you!

This is a telemarketing call, sir, but I have a special offer today

on a subscription to a self-help book that I think might help you.

Hello? Ah, yes, this is Adam stenson.

I'm seeing if you had a moment...

[indistinct response on phone, phone clicks]

Hello, my name is Adam stenson.

How are you today?

Yes, this is a telemarketing call.

Fuck off.

Okay, great. I have a great deal on a

subscription that could change your life today.

Uh, it's for 19.95, and I think you'd really love it.

You understand me, dog?

You a fucking retard or something?

-I'll find you.

No, you know what? How about you listen to me, you fucking piece of shit.

Do you know how many fuckers like you I deal with

on a daily fucking basis that show me no goddamn respect?

Huh do you? Hello

fuck!

Stenson! What the fuck are you doing?

You're fired! Get out now!

Now, stenson!

Oh, you want a piece? Go ahead, motherfucker,

take it.

Come on, man. I'd love it. Go ahead.

Hold!

You are making a career decision right now, my friend.

Follow him and get the fuck out and don't ever come back.

Otherwise you turn to your cubicle and get on the phone!

Or I find myself a new number 15.

That's what I fucking thought.

The rest of you motherfuckers, get on the phone!

- Hi. - Hi.

-Good.

You look really tan.

-No.

- No, it's okay. - Yeah, hmm.

It's a lot of tan.

You look good though.

Thank you.

I missed you.

Do you mean that?

Yeah.

I missed you, too.

Come here.

All right, maybe we should talk first.

We need to talk about things.

Later?

- Mmm. - Mmm.

Adam, ow, ow!

Adam, wait, what are you doing?

You're hurting me!

Listen to me! You're hurting...

Adam! Stop it!

Stop it! Get off of me!

What's wrong with you?

What did I do?

-Sara!

May I help you, motherfucker?

I'm Adam's father.

I want you to stay away from my son.

Do you know where the fuck you at?

Huh?

You don't have a clue, do you?

Look, man, whatever you're thinking,

you got this shit all wrong, man, a'ight? Get the fuck outta here.

You go near my son again, I'll fucking kill you.

You better get the fuck off my property right now.

I'll kill you.

You need to get the fuck up outta here.

Don't threaten me in my own fucking house.

Hope you make it to the car, motherfucker!

Man, rack this shit up.

Come on, man, rack it.

Look...

Look, man, things are a bit sketchy right now.

- I just thought I'd let you know.

Listen, man, my connect in China just got popped.

I'm low on gear.

So this means that this may be your last cycle.

I'm almost out, man.

That's okay.

You're coming upon your pct phase right about now.

You get to keep some of those gains,

you know, let your receptors recover.

Then we hit full another month or two.

A month off?

That's the way the game is played.

Man, fuck that, man!

There he is.

Are you Adam stenson?

Yeah, I'm Adam stenson.

You're under arrest for domestic violence.

You have the right to remain silent.

Anything you say can and will be used

against you in a court of law.

You have the right to an attorney.

If you can't afford an attorney,

one will be provided to you. I've read you your rights.

Do you understand?

Yeah.

You're coming with us.

Quite the day.

What's next?

Honey.

No, I'm... I'm... I'm fascinated to find out

what could possibly be next for Adam.

-Honey.

Honey, why don't we talk about this when we're at home,

okay?

Adam, we talked and we think it's best

if you come back home with us, okay?

What the fuck were you thinking, huh?

-Bob! -Pull over and let me out of this car.

-Let me out.

Oh, fucking relax.

-My god, Adam, you're shaking. -Listen!

Pull over and let me out of this fucking car!

-Yes, I want...

-fine. -Let me out of this fucking car!

Get the fuck out!

What are you doing?

Adam, come on, man!

Adam, come on, man.

Don't you get it, man?

Don't you fucking get it that when the shit hits the fan

that the truth is the only thing

- that's gonna get you out of it?

The truth is you've been in denial my entire life.

-I'm sorry.

Okay? I'm sorry. I love you.

You're my son.

You're my friend.

But we have given you everything we can, man.

We did the best we possibly could.

The rest is fucking up to you.

Look, I know you're on steroids.

Okay? I get it. You're on drugs.

I understand. I wanna help.

Everybody's on something. Everybody's on a drug.

Why am I the bad guy?

Bad I don't give a shit about that, man,

i... I give a shit that you're gonna end up

fucking dead with this.

Okay? That is my biggest fear.

That has become my biggest fear.

You know that?

Well, you shouldn't fear what you can't control.

I don't wanna control you.

Okay? I want to help you.

I mean, look at you...

For Christ's sake.

I mean, look at yourself, man, look at you.

You've got a problem, okay? But it's not your fault.

Some people live and learn,

other people just fucking live.

And don't try and tell me you don't have a choice.

Don't tell me you don't have a choice to get out of this

before it's too fucking late,

cause you do!

You just gotta realize that life...

Life ain't that fucking hard, man, life is fucking easy,

if you just get out of your own fucking way.

It's so easy for you to say that, dad.

Adam, come on, man!

Sara.

No, he's not with us.

We... yes, but he jumped out of the car,

and I don't know where he is, so...

I tell ya, I'm really scared.

Okay.

Keep your phone on.

Hey.

I promise, I'm gonna get our boy back.

Hey!

Come on, man, open the door.

Come on, man, open the door! I know you're fucking in there.

Now what the fuck is your problem, man?

Huh? Get the fuck off my property.

- Look, man, I need your help.

Adam's in trouble.

All right, if you help me,

I promise I won't tell the cops you're a fucking drug dealer.

Hey, fuck you, man.

-Wait a sec. Wait a second.

Look, man, you gave him the shit.

I was doing my fucking job. Had you been doing yours,

you wouldn't be in this position, now would you?

That's your problem, man, you fix it.

-You're right. -Get the fuck off my property.

Wait. You're right.

Help me save my son, please.

What the fuck do you want me to do about this, huh?

Well, fuck.

What the fuck?

Calm down, man. We're here to help you, okay?

What the fuck is he doing here?

We're here to help you, Adam.

Sara, called me, okay? She wanted me here.

Do you want to criticize me like the rest of the world,

-is that what the fuck you're doing here? -She's worried about you

-cause you're acting crazy. -Oh, you

wanna tell me that I'm not good enough.

Calm down, man.

I'm doing something that makes me feel right,

and you guys just wanna take that shit away from me.

I'm sorry. I can't... I can't

hey, hey, hey, Sara, Sara, Sara, no, no, no, no, no.

- Go. You let her fucking go. - Let's talk this through.

- Bro, when have you cared about anyone

but your goddamn self, hmm?

- Hey, hey, relax, man. - Don't fucking touch me.

- Okay. - Don't fucking touch me.

Okay, man.

Hey, we love you. We're here to help, okay?

We're worried about you. We're concerned, okay?

- You're acting a little... - Don't fucking touch me!

- Get the fuck outta my house. - Stop him! Stop him!

Go get the fuck out!

No, I told you, I don't know what's wrong with him.

That is not Adam.

It's okay. Okay? It's gonna be okay.

What the fuck?

Fuck.

Adam, open the door, man.

Come on, man.

Adam, please.

I love you.

Mom loves you. Sara loves you.

We all love you. We wanna help you.

-Let us help you. -Fuck it all. You can't help me!

-You can't fucking fix me.

- You can't. - Knock that bullshit off.

Come on, open the fucking door!

-Fuck. Just leave. -This is not you,

this is the shit you've been taking.

Let me help you.

I love you, Adam.

Fuck!

What

Adam, don't hang up, okay?

All right.

I wanna tell you that I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I've never told you how beautiful you are.

Every muscle, every bone, every organ is beautiful.

Every fiber of your body is...

It's beautiful, and it has been in every way always.

You're you. You're just you.

Look, when I saw you today

it hit me like a ton of bricks, how big you've gotten.

But that's just the thing, see, you don't...

You don't see it, do you?

You can't see it.

You can't see yourself.

The way you are. You're sick.

You are physically unable to see yourself the way you...

You really are, you... You can't see your own body.

You have body dysmorphia.

But we'll get you help, we will.

Adam?

Do you hear me?

You're gonna be okay.

You just need to hang on. Okay, honey? Just hang on.

Because I love you,

and your dad loves you, and we'll get you help.

You have body dysmorphia.

Do you know what that is? Get rid of it.

We're sorry, I love you.

You're my son.

I know what you're going through, okay?

Don't touch me. Do you hear me?

You are not yourself anymore!

Mom, why did you never say anything?

I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't know what to say.

I... I'm sorry.

How could I have told you?

Would it have mattered if I had?

Would you have listened to me?

No, I don't give a shit...

- That's bullshit. - No shit.

Adam, are you there?

Your wife told us. No excuse for you.

Adam?

I want to help you.

It doesn't matter.

You know, as they say, beauty is only skin deep.

We are the only ones in control of our destiny.

Hey, Adam. Do you know this?

You have body dysmorphia.