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(Gate)

(Siren)

(Music)

# When I close my eyes, # I can see... #

You will be a fagot!

(Music)

Hey, you alone. Gum, please.

So much muscle and we don't flirt or back.

What the hell are you looking at?

What am I looking at? Leave me you.

I am gay and when I was sitting there

I ate all kinds of jokes and comments

They made my life impossible, so I won't allow them to happen again.

Any questions about this or continue?

And what do we care about your shit?

(LAUGH)

You are the Literature teacher.

Your sexual tastes make me sweat a lot.

What's your name? Frames.

Marcos, it matters a lot to me that there is zero homophobia in this class.

(Doorbell)

You can go out.

Mark, you stay.

In my class, I want you to express yourself freely,

But always with respect. I will not allow

anyone to be intimidated by reactions like yours.

And what are you going to do? Talk to the manager?

Because I don't think he'd be too cool with you telling us your secrets.

Ah, you think I have something to hide.

I think it's your life. Yes, of course it's

my life and all I do is show myself naturally.

I don't know why, because no one is asking you.

Because there are still people who are afraid to do it.

Because if I had mentioned my wife or my girlfriend to you,

It wouldn't have bothered you, would it?

I'll see you tomorrow in class.

-What did Álvaro tell you? Nothing, asshole.

Tomorrow we make a bottle, right?

-Yes, but she'll be fucking cold, won't she?

-Well, you wrap up or you leave the house blind.

are you coming? You know I don't drink.

-Nothing happens. are you coming? -Of course.

-And you come too. We see. And you Mark?

Do you sign up? Are you coming to the bottle?

Yes, yes, it goes.

And are you really a virgin?

-Whoa!

Say it louder.

Don't worry, I'm going to teach you everything I know.

How many guys have you been with to say that?

What does it matter to you?

We are going to eat something? I'm starving.

Voucher.

Where? Well, it's a surprise.

Ah okay.

Actually, I have to locate myself. I don't know where she was from. It was over there.

(Song in Korean)

Isn't that the new one in class?

Whoops!

Come, let's see him.

Are you going to record it? Light man.

He's not bad, is he? Good.

What are you doing here?

"Night up the two with a full moon.

I started crying and you laughed.

Your disdain was a god, my complaints.

Moments and chain pigeons."

"Night down both of us. Cristal de pena.

You cried for deep distances.

My pain was a group of agonies

over your weak heart of sand.

The dawn united us on the bed.

The mouths placed on the icy

stream of endless blood that spills."

Are you talking about fucking? -I'm getting horny.

"The sun entered through the closed balcony

and the coral of life opened its branch

# over my shrouded heart."

"Sonnets of dark love", Federico García Lorca.

Did you like it?

It's cool. -Not bad.

Good, I'm glad.

In this sonnet we can appreciate the characteristic style

of the author, mixing cultured and popular elements.

and using very risky metaphors.

-How long did it take to write one of these moves?

-Well, I don't know, it depends on the poet's inspiration.

-And it depends on the petas that were smoked.

That is important.

-There are also the main themes of the author,

love and desire, which, in Lorca,

always lead to frustration.

Why was he so frustrated?

Lorca always pursued freedom, defended the

genuine, joy, beauty against obscurantism.

And he was persecuted for it, did you know?

In fact, he cost her her life.

The man who murdered him presumed to do it because he was a faggot.

-I wish he had lived now, right? Things are no longer like that.

-No, things are no longer like that, of course.

Now there are laws that protect the LGTBIQ collective.

Society is more open than then, but homophobia

is still there and continues to kill.

-Well, don't go too far. killing...

Homosexuality is punishable by death in 11 countries.

-Okay, but not here.

-And in this country, here, in this egalitarian and modern place,

violence occurs due to homophobia and

transphobia that often goes unpunished.

The years that I was sitting there, at one of those desks,

I spent years scared to death,

hiding, playing a role to survive.

And they were years that I lost somehow.

There is one thing that is very clear to me: no one returns those years to you.

Do you know?

(Doorbell)

You can go out.

-Very cool.

Am I in time to join the film club?

Yes of course.

(Piano)

(Music)

Calm.

Well, nothing happens either.

These things happen.

Calm. Sometimes it works out and sometimes it doesn't.

I am sorry.

Next time I'll do better.

Fuck! What a look, right?

And that I am not very chocolate.

Another day I'll make you yours with lemon, okay?

This is for Nacho's birthday.

18 years already?

Don't worry, I'm going to eat that one too.

Already I imagine it.

When I'm older, will you still make me your lemon tart?

Of course always.

How about Sandra?

Well here we go.

I really do not know.

I think it's charming and very pretty.

Look, if Sandra's not for you, she's not for you.

And nothing happens, okay?

Did you buy the candles?

Yes Yes Yes. Good.

"Are you going to record it? Man, sure."

(Song in Korean)

"It's not bad, is it? Good.

What are you doing here?"

(Music)

(Gate)

What? And you can spend so many hours studying, right?

What are you doing? I'm going out in half an hour.

If you want, join. We make a hole for you.

With Sandra? Yes, and with Raúl.

You don't know him, do you? I do not get it.

Well, I go to the bathroom,

I change and we go out.

If he doesn't give you air, he's going to give you a jari.

# In Okinawa. # I have bought a house in Okinawa

# and it's in the middle of the sea. # And no wonder

# Let them bring the bills # in a canoe.

Come on, cheer up, birthday boy.

# In Okinawa # I have bought a house in Okinawa

# with the unpainted fence. # And if you call me

# I won't tell anyone anything either. # Neither you to the others.

# Although I don't have a terrace or glasses, # or cups,

# I live calmer in Okinawa. #

(Siren)

Shall we take some shots?

Yeah, we did have some flings.

You have to be good at some sport.

No, sports don't rent me.

I don't think you're that bad.

You do not believe me? Nope.

The only time I played basketball in my life... I got the

ball, went to make a pass and blew the referee's nose out.

He started to bleed and they kicked me out. What do you say, dude?

Do you think I can play any sport again?

You are hesitating me. No, damn.

Yes. Ok, whatever you say, I'm hesitating

you. Do you see me looking to play again?

Potato.

Oh, it's your father.

I'm Raúl, your son's colleague.

See you at home later.

What happens?

Any. Let's go.

-You can!

-It was clear.

-That's harder than passing math.

-What a pity. He's going to give it to you.

(THEY SPEAK AT THE SAME TIME)

-Sherlock Holmes.

(laughs)

(Song in English)

-Frames.

Frames.

What are you doing here alone?

Come on up, it's cold. I take you home.

Come on, you're going to catch pneumonia and I don't want you to miss class.

Do not think about it.

Where do I take you?

Wait.

Can I ask you a question?

Yes of course.

How did you find out you were gay?

Mine is a classic.

When I was a teenager, I had a best friend.

We would spend all day laughing non-stop, but

every time he made out with a girl, well...

You didn't like anything. No, nothing.

I was having a terrible time.

And the day he got a girlfriend broke my heart.

So, I said, "Oh, I was into it."

I didn't even know.

Then you accept it little by little.

How?

You are getting tired of hiding.

You choose the people who love you just the way you are.

But everyone has their process.

I even got a girlfriend.

Really? I swear.

Her name was Vicky.

She was divine, but, of course, that...

That didn't work.

The most screwed up is that there are still people

full of hate and fear of what they consider different.

Even close people.

But that's your problem, not mine.

We cannot live always satisfying others.

Come on, give me your address and I'll take you.

-Who was that friend of yours you were with in high school?

Raúl, the new one in class.

He is very nice.

Are you very friends?

I don't know what you mean. Yes, yes you do.

That boy is a fag, right?

I do not know.

I like him, I don't care.

I do care who my son hangs out with.

You're not like him, Marcos.

If it were, what would happen?

I know you and I know you're not going to fall for that.

Fall for what, dad?

You're going to stop dating him. Give me the mobile.

Let's see, Raúl is not the problem. Give me the mobile.

And now I take your laptop.

If you have any class work, you take the typewriter.

It works perfectly.

(Gate)

Leave away.

He's never going to.

He will never understand me.

-You have to give it time.

It's just that, for him, all this is very difficult, honey.

But you're a good boy, Marcos.

And when you're good, everything else doesn't matter.

That's all that matters.

Promise me that you will never forget this,

okay?

I love you very much

and I am very proud of you, very much.

Breathe slowly.

Very good very good.

Better?

(Doorbell)

Are you Mark?

Henry?

(Song in English)

Hey, your site is very cool.

You like?

Have you seen the mirror?

What is beautiful?

I have to go now.

See you.

Bye.

- Hey, Mark.

One thing.

If one day you want to take a walk with me and some colleagues,

You just have to tell me, okay?

A turn for what?

Look, you have screwed me many times, but I have two things very clear:

one is that I have a radar that does not fail and the

other is that inside the closet it looks terrible.

When you're ready, count me in, okay?

See you.

(Doorbell)

-Frames.

What the hell are you doing here? Why don't you pick up the phone for me?

What's wrong?

They don't know, do they?

Yeah, so what?

Leave me alone. What do you care what they think?

Don't touch me, ostia!

Congratulations, Ignatius. The best score in the entire center.

You are a beast.

With such a tough year you've been having, it has even more merit.

You have to be very proud, Roberto.

-He's my boy.

Congratulations, little brother.

You are late.

Where the hell have you been?

In front of the whole gang?

are you that bad?

We'll talk later at home. he pulls.

(Doorbell)

I am sorry.

What you need is to have fun.

Happens.

(Music)

Frames.

Frames. Frames.

who the hell are you?

Frames.

Frames.

Frames.

Let's go home.

(Gate)

-Eh eh.

Where were you?

Answer me.

You come.

Where was she? In a party.

Of fagots? Nerd.

Are you a fag too?

Do you want your father to give you a little kiss?

Was your brother on a queer site, yes or no?

(Mobile)

Raul.

Yes.

Yes, a long time.

Already.

Not calm.

How?

A short?

# A thousand currents live in me.

# A room of mirrors.

# Prisoners of their myths, # they wage wars in my body.

(SHOUTS)

(LAUGHS) # I have this cursed power.

# I keep overflowing seas. (SHOUTS)

# The gall of desire lives here # and touches my lips.

# Freedom to discover for myself # my sins.

# Walls are coming towards me, # symbols of my past.

# Let me lose myself yet # and let many years pass.

# This age makes me # a secret and its steps.

(laughs)

Nope.

I would be like this all my life, huh?

# If what is strange unites us, # if what is our own is a mystery,

# if anger is an effect, # I succumb to what I feel. #

Does anyone else want to go?

-Rainbow Mafia. It's a fucking aberration.

Bye. -Gross.

-Bye.

-Well, I'm loving it, huh?

-It's very cool. -It's cool.

-We continue.

(Song in English)

See you tomorrow.

-Sissy.

- Hey, Mark.

You just messed it up so, but so brown...

Damn, it's been the ostia.

Anyway, I won't hang out with you and your colleagues.

No, I can imagine. You come out of the closet

a lot, but hey... The pen for September, right?

Well, little by little. You have done enough for today.

See you.

Paco.

Tell me.

How did you know?

Is it noticeable?

That too will cease to matter to you.

-Your visit, Mark.

-How are you?

Well, he's pretty crazy, but even though

he's stuck here, I feel freer than ever.

Thanks for everything.

How are you? Well well.

The director is making life impossible for me to ask for the transfer.

I'm too awkward.

And too fag.

And too heavy. Yes, that too.

-Are you sick or what's wrong?

You are sick?

-Calm down, please. Calm.

-What's wrong with you is that you're a fucking pervert!

-Do not touch me! -I'll touch you if it comes out of my balls!

Don't you realize that you have recorded a sexual video of minors?

I haven't recorded anyone. Hey!

Hey!

Leave it alone!

Marcos, you do not interfere! -Please!

-Do not mess! -Calm down.

-Do not touch me. Let's go to my office. Calm.

-Are you going to continue covering up this abuser?

-Alvaro, enough is enough! -Shut up, bujarrón!

-You're fine? -Yes.

-Frames?

Calm.

Everyone inside.

I am sorry.

-Well, not me.

Now everyone knows what you live at home.

Is something the matter?

Goes. What?

I keep thinking that I pushed you to do it.

No Yes.

I encouraged you to stand up to your father.

I had a terrible time when he was your age and...

And you did not expect that this was going to end like this.

I'm sorry, if I've gotten more than the account in your life.

After all, I'm just your teacher.

And what is a teacher supposed to do?

teach, right?

Well, you have taught me a lot.

What happened was solely my fault.

I killed my father.

# A long way

# that is lost in the distance

# and I want to hang out with you.

(SHOUTS)

# I want to go with you # until nightfall

# the end of days.

# When I close my eyes...

Nope! Nope! For!

Stop Please! Please no!

# Without hesitation she would repeat,

# because now I know # what price I have to pay

# for making you mine again.

# Despite the pain... #

I have killed him.

The University of Salamanca is not London, but it is not bad.

Mom would be so proud.

I have spoken with the lawyer and he is going to plead self-defense.

She knows everything that happened at home, everything that dad did to you...

Finally, everything.

So soon you'll be out of here

That is not important now.

Well, I was about to screw up, because I spoke to the police and...

I know.

But it's what a big brother does to protect the little brother from him,

No? In this case, on the contrary.

It was the best, Nacho. I am underage.

Don't think about it anymore, okay?

Thanks for everything.

Do you think we're going to stay screwed forever?

I do not know.

I do not know,

but from now on it only depends on us.

My first two days of leave.

Well, I'm going to take a bath.

Let's go there. (laughs)

She's always liked her back.

Whoops! This is freezing, huh?

Me too.

Oh!

Whoa!

Here you do not mess around, come on, but not even kidding.

I'm sorry Sandra.

I must be the worst guy you've ever been with in your life.

Well, we did what we could.

And that is much better than

being boyfriends, than being lovers...

I wouldn't change it for anything.

What is this?

I do not know what it is called,

but it is much more beast than all that.

(Music)

Hey, are you coming or what?

Come go. # A thousand currents live in me.

Ok, but only on the shore. # A room of mirrors.

# Prisoners of their myths, # they wage wars in my room.

# I have this cursed power. # I keep overflowing seas.

# The gall of desire lives here # and touches my lips.

# Freedom to discover for myself # my sins.

# Walls are coming towards me, # symbols of my past. #

"My father and I had hated each other for a long time.

It was mutual, I guess.

The difference is that since my mother

died, I didn't even hide it anymore.

And the only thing that hate breeds is more hate.

Childhood sucks. You don't know anything.

And then all of a sudden it all jumps out at you.

'Here you go, the fucking reality.' As if with

adolescence they gave you a free ticket to hell.

But if you don't fully live that hell,

you won't be able to discover who you are,

because behind the anger and hatred there

is also the anxiety to live in full sun,

with the eyes open."

# Now I don't feel cold anymore.

# I don't want to be distant anymore.

# I distinguish what is important.

# Clarity at every moment.

# If I look into your eyes,

# if I understand silence,

# if you have given me everything,

# I abandon my fears.

# If the strange unites us,

# if one's own is mystery,

# if anger is effect,

# I succumb to what I feel.

# So much life, so much life.

# So much, so much, so much life.

# So much life, so much life.

# So much, so much, so much life.

# If I look into your eyes,

# if I understand silence,

# if you have given me everything,

# I abandon my fears.

# If the strange unites us,

# if one's own is mystery,

# if anger is effect,

# I succumb to what I feel.

# So much life, so much life.

# So much, so much, so much life.

# So much life, so much life.

# So much, so much, so much life.

# So much life, so much life.

# So much, so much, so much life.

# So much life, so much life.

# So much, so much, so much life.

# If I look into your eyes,

# if I understand silence,

# if you have given me everything, # I abandon my fears.

# If the strange unites us,

# if one's own is mystery,

# if anger is effect,

# I succumb to what I feel.

# If I look into your eyes,

# if I understand silence,

# if you have given me everything, # I abandon my fears.

# If the strange unites us,

# if one's own is mystery,

# if anger is effect,

# I succumb to what I feel. #