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[ Mid-tempo rock music plays ]

[ Bird cawing ]

Am I ever gonna change my ways?

Killing every day with the same old bullshit

Just another day of doing time

� In a constant state of total denial �

[ Gunshot ]

� Killing every day with the same old bullshit? �

� Just another day of doing time �

� In a constant state of total denial �

� I can't stop the pain �

� I'm trying to belong to you �

� I can't stay away �

� I'm lying �

� Save me �

� I cannot breathe �

� God's pain is genuine pain �

� Come on, hear me crying �

� Can't stand to look around �

� Everything around here's dying �

� I'm wandering down a road long forgotten �

� Will I ever see these lonely walls again? �

[ "Ya-Na-Hana (Celebrate Wild Rice)" plays ]

[ Knock on door ]

IRV:: Donna's been really worried about you:

I'm really sorry, Esper: He was a good old boy:

And I think if you'd asked him,

I think he would have said that we were friends:

-What kind of friends?: -Good ones: I mean that:

Now, he left you a $200,000 policy:

Pardon?:

Part of it's from working at the plant,

and an option that I put together for him just for you:

And he's paid up in the full:

Frankly, there are some questions

as to the manner in which he died:

I don't understand:

Was he on any medication at all?:

-I wasn't his caretaker: -Uh-huh:

Gosh, you know, he's only retired 10 minutes:

He had the RV parked in the driveway:

He worked in a factory all his life:

He wanted to go out to the coast and see the ocean:

-Which one?: -Not sure:

East, I think:

I've always preferred the West:

It's a lot cleaner than the East:

I think the only place dirtier than the East Coast is Mexico:

We're gonna have to send, uh, some lab tests up to Des Moines:

What kind of tests?:

Urine:

Now, the only way that money becomes available:::

::: is if he was clean:

What about my mom?:

Oh, your mom's a beneficiary if you're not around:

But he wanted you to have that:

Does she know about it?:

She called twice today:

Listen, lrv:

That money sure would come in handy:

Save me a lot of trouble:

Maybe Donna and I could split out of here, you know?:

Start someplace else:

I don't like to talk about family in the office:

Okay:

[ Birds chirping ]

-Hi: -Hi:

I don't know what it is with kids today,

but I think too much money can go to their heads:

We gonna say grace?:

-Amen: -Amen:

So:::

you talk to Esper?:

Just yesterday:

What's the big dealio?:

I don't know: Nothing special:

You have something you want to tell me?:

Not that I can think of:

I thought you wanted to tell me something:

No:

You're not pregnant, are you?:

[ Laughs ]

-Sorry: -[ Laughs ]

Just:::

No, Daddy, I'm not:

-Why would you say that?: -I don't know:

Somebody seems to think you're gonna up and leave me:

Pardon?:

You know, it broke my heart when I heard him say it:

I don't know what I'm gonna do about that guy:

You've been saying that for three years:

When's he gonna marry you?:

I finished pressing your shirts before I came:

Thanks, sweetie:

[ Paper rustling ]

Sweetie, when your mom moved on to another world,

I was never quite the same again:

Please:::

Don't move too far away:

Hi:

What's your name?:

I already got an old man:

But, uh, I guess I could tell you my name:

-It's Donna: -Donna?:

-Donna: -Mm-hmm:

Well, Donna:

You want to go take a ride with a stranger?:

My dad told me to be careful of boys that drive fast El Caminos

and look like::: Bruce Willis:

-Bruce Willis?: -[ Chuckles ]

You ever heard of Bruce Willis committing any crimes, huh?:

Hell, he's a certified hero:

I guess you're right:

I'll take a ride with you, then:

ESPER: [ Sighs ] I never been in here:

This was his place away from Mom:

Better to get it over with:

Something smells like cat piss:

You think a stray kitten got in here?:

-What?: -Put that cigarette out:

DONNA: What is it?:

Crank:

You think it's the real McCoy?:

Well, it ain't fake:

No wonder he kept this place locked:

Esper, are you crazy?:

Yeah:

Bitter:

It's not that bad:

You feel anything?:

A little: Got to snort it:

Should we?:

Well, we're free, white, and 21, ain't we?:

[ Snorts ]

[ Exhales slowly ]

WOMAN: :::another nonstop half-hour:

[ Mid-tempo music plays ]

You think really clear right now?:

Yeah:

Like God is whispering in my ear:

[ Indistinct singing ]

I love this gun:

Can we drive to Egypt?:

I wake up every day and wish we could:

At least New York:

That way we don't have to cross an ocean:

Too many of them terrorists:

Princess?:

Yeah?:

Thanks:

For what?:

Not laughing at me no matter what I say:

You are funny, though:

-I know: -[ Chuckles ]

You love me a lot, huh?:

I could watch paint dry if it was a picture of you:

[ Birds chirping ]

PASTOR: And the workers fell to their knees

for they had witnessed a miracle

right here in our own little town:

That's amazing:

Marriage is this kind of miracle:

There's something about you, Donna:

Hmm?:

You haven't been here a lot:

No: But I'm not an antithesis:

It's atheist, honey:

Sorry: I meant atheist:

Have you even been baptized?:

I don't know:

There's a light around you: Not a raindrop in sight:

Would you baptize me?:

Do you accept God, Our Lord and Savior,

as your salvation, and do you believe in miracles?:

I do: And I believe in miracles:

Then I baptize you, Donna Huffman,

for you have accepted God:

Don't -- Don't you have to throw water on her?:

Water is not necessary:

How about you, son?:

[ lnsects chirping ]

How could all that money rest on a person's bladder?:

Irv says it's a part of the policy he made Dad sign:

And why did that prick Leo leave all that money

in your name and not mine, huh?:

I was married to him for 20 years:

I plan on covering all of Dad's debt

and then sharing it with you:

Donna and I got engaged:

You think you're pimp rich now?:

Did I say something wrong?:

Eat your supper:

[ Knock on door ]

[ Dog barking in distance ]

You expecting someone?:

Relax: I'll get it:

Evening, son:

I'm with the Department of Corrections:

I'm your dad's probation officer:

Probation officer?: For what?:

[ Sighs ]

Meth task force:

You ain't gonna bust anybody here:

My dad's dead:

What the hell is that?:

[ Electricity crackles ]

EFFlE: Is he dead?:

I don't think so:

Hmph!

You're under arrest:

Anything you say can and will be used against you

in a court of law:

I'll be a son of a bitch:

We don't even have to do anything illegal here:

Where you gonna take him?:

To hell:

[ Siren wails ]

[ Indistinct talking on police radio ]

[ Tires screeching ]

[ Cell door slams ]

[ Breathing heavily ]

[ lnsects chirping, dog barking in distance ]

It's done:

What's that?:

You know I don't drink, lovergirl:

Sorry: [ Chuckles ]

[ lnhales sharply ] Get in me:

In a minute: In a minute:

Don't you like what you see?:

I want you to listen to me, okay?:

I want you to wait at least a week or so

until after Esper's funeral

before you start calling lrv about the policy:

Do you understand me?:

-I'll be fine: -[ Sighs ]

And I don't want you getting all slut-headed on me

when you see your son in a pine box:

I'll do anything you want:

I love you so fucking much:

Understandably so:

Because::: [ Smooch ]

'Cause l::: [ Smooch ]

I caress:::

:::like an angel:

EFFlE: Uh!

Ah!

And I fuck like the devil:

Oh! Oh, yeah:

-[ Zipper unzips ] -Take me, Don Juan:

[ Moaning ]

-You like that, don't you?: -Yeah!

-LARRY: Is this Donna?: -DONNA: Yes, it is:

Well, hi, Donna: Uh, this is Larry Clarkson:

Who?:

I'm with the Corrections Department in town:

-Mm-hmm: -What do you want from me?:

Well, I need you to come down to my office:::

:::to figure out what to do about your boyfriend:

-Esper?: -Esper: Yes, that's right:

Is he all right?:

Well, I arrested him just yesterday evening:

-I haven't seen him: -Uh-huh:

Well, that would explain why you haven't seen him:

Well, I figure if you come down to my office,

we can, uh, maybe figure out some way to bail him out:

Okay: Uh, where you at?:

I'm on Sixth Street:

Okay: I'm on my way:

I'll see you then:

[ Mid-tempo music plays ]

� I went into the loneliness house �

� Went on in and locked the door �

� Seen a lot of trouble when I was out and about �

� I might not come out no more �

[ "Someday When We're Both Alone" plays ]

� Someday when we're both alone, we'll get together �

� Someday when we're both alone �

� We'll find out if our dreams are all that they seem �

� We'll find out if our place is a home �

[ Donna crying ]

[ Sobbing, chain rattling ]

Hello?:

Can I help you?:

Donna?: Is that you?:

How did this happen?:

[ Donna moaning ]

You promise, cross your heart in front of God,

you won't say anything to anyone?:

Cross my heart:

Esper's in jail, and I don't know how to get him out:

Who did this to you?:

He told me he would put me in jail if I said something:

He said he would help me get him out:

Who, Donna?:

[ Voice breaking ] I have to get Esper out of jail:

I can't ask my dad for bail money:

PASTOR: It's okay: We're going to get him out:

Were you raped, sweetheart?:

DONNA: Do you still see the light around me?:

PASTOR: Nobody can take that away:

The Lord blessed you with it:

-Did they get you a doctor?: -Hell no:

-lt looks real bad: -lt hurts:

Did they take your dope?:

Well, they're police, Donna:

-I want some dope: -Let's get the fuck out of here:

I-I really want to get some dope:

I feel so alone without it:

-You jonesing?: -Mm-hmm:

Real bad: Can we get some, please?:

[ Horn honking ]

Do I look like $200,000 to you?:

You look like squatted shit to me:

Now get in:

-Why do you have to be so mean?: -[ Tires screech ]

-lt didn't happen: -He's not dead?:

Not only is he not dead,

but Daisy put the money up to bail him out:

That little bitch:

Fuck!

I already started grieving for my dead son:

All right: Shit:

Okay: [ Sighs ]

Okay, here's what's gonna happen:

I'm gonna monitor Esper till his official court date:

I'm gonna have that little fucker back inside

before the end of the month:

How did you let this happen?:!

[ Crying ] I'm sorry, Larry:

-What did you call me?: -Larry?:

Oh, you mean "God," don't you?:

As in, "God, if I was 1 00 times as smart,

I still wouldn't be as smart as Larry!"

Say it!

God, if was 1 00 times as smart, I wouldn't be as smart as Larry:

[ Crying ]

Better:

You know, you never would have been able

to put any of this together if it wasn't for me, you idiot:

Wipe your lip:

Okay, from now on, you're gonna keep your stupid trap shut:

[ Sighs ] You let me handle things:

All right:

Come here:

[ Birds chirping ]

[ Cattle lowing ]

[ Liquid boiling ]

Sorry: Thought you were the feds:

Or aliens:

I need some dope:

Artie slings the dope:

Where is he?:

Crashed and burned:

You may be family, but those are the rules:

This is a business:

Heard you lost your jail virginity:

[ Sniffles ]

Who's your probation guy?:

Don't have one yet:

You will:

Who's yours?:

Got Don Wheeler: Deals with the juveniles:

Once I turn 18, I get turned over to the big fucker:

Who's the big fucker?:

Dirty cop:

Comes by here all the time and makes us give him a load:

Then he comes back and tries to bust us six months later:

Sounds like a fucker I know:

Hey: What kind of book you got here?:

Uncle Fester's:

Key to methamphetamine manufacturing:

-This teach you how to batch?: -Sure does:

Ecstasy, too:

ESPER: What does it say?:

Well:::

"Making Methamphetamine:"

� Yodel-ay-ee-oh �

� Yodel-ay-ee-oh �

� Yodel-ay-ee �

� Well, my good Lord willin' and the crick don't rise �

� I'll see you in town come Saturday night �

� Revved up on liquor and drinking whiskey �

� Headed down into town for a three-day spree �

[ Cash register bell dings ]

[ Up-tempo instrumental music plays ]

That's it, baby:

-That's working?: -Yeah:

[ lnhales sharply ] Ah! It's hot:

-Put in two?: -Yep:

Hey: Come here:

I think I got it:

[ Clears throat ]

-Want to try?: -[ Chuckling ] Yeah:

Oh:

Mmm:

-Tell you what: -[ Sniffs ]

[ lnhales deeply ]

God, it gives you a rush, doesn't it?:

[ Chuckles ]

Tell you what: I don't give a shit:

I'm never gonna work in a fucking factory again:

They can kiss my ass:

-Mm-hmm: -You know that?:

We can take this,

and we can make this stuff in 20 fucking minutes:

Are you kidding me?:

What's the crime in that?:

Is there one?:

No:

I don't want to sell to no kids or nothing like that:

Plus, it makes me feel good:

Come here:

Come here, beautiful:

It's pretty, huh?:

Not as pretty as you:

[ Chuckles ]

Come on: Let's do some more:

Set me up a line:

MAN: ::: where we once placed our heaviest reliance:

Glen Hanson reports:

HANSON: This is America's great breadbasket -- the Midwest:

But we're alarmed out here -- alarmed at the rate

our farms and croplands are being abandoned:

No one living in this fertile plain

and watching these lands endlessly produce their bounty

ever believed it could happen:

-Where's everybody going?:! -It's as simple as that:

For 1 00 years, the great expanse of land

from the Mississippi to the Rockies, from Texas to Montana,

poured forth a superabundance of wheat, corn, and cattle

to feed a nation and the world:

It was an article of faith here

that anything that increased the yield was good:

[ Laughing ]

And it wasn't a purely selfish point of view:

[ Sighs deeply ]

: : : and we took our responsibilities seriously:

You didn't get out of here, though:

I know you love me, Larry:

: : : to see what was happening:

Oh, we see it now, of course: : :

I know you do: I know you do: I know:

: : : to kill the insects just as they were supposed to do:

Dude, just keep it low:

Here:

[ Pins clattering ]

Shit:

I feel queer with you holding it:

Relax, relax:

Well, let me do it:

Well, now:::

[ Snorting ]

Hey, I'm sorry about Leo:

Thanks:

[ Snorting ]

Mmm:

Tried to call him from jail:

Oh, your dad?:

Then I realized he was dead:

Huh:

[ Scoffs ]

That's weird, man:

Yeah:

Donna help you make this?:

Sure did:

-How long did it take?: -[ Snorts ]

Not long:

NlCK: This chick can make any dope:

ESPER: Who is the chick?:

NlCK: She lives here in Polecat:

She's new in town 'cause she strips up in Des Moines:

ESPER: Fuck her yet?:

NlCK: Not yet:

Dominique knows how to batch:

Dominique?:

[ Chuckling ] Yeah:

Like dominatrix: Sex-goddess stuff:

That's good, but it ain't any dope:

ESPER: She got a strike!

One more! [ Chuckles ]

She got it:

You want to bowl or what?:

Let's do it, man:

Let's bowl:

Let's go:

We got to hurry:

Get up there! Get up there!

-I am: -Let's go:

Break it off:

[ Dog barking in distance ]

Farmer!

Let's go:

Aah!

Shit!

-Go on, Nicky: Run! -MAN: Hey!

-Come on! -Bastards!

-Come on! -Damn it!

[ Tires screeching ]

[ Sniffles ]

I'm not into needles:

DOMlNlQUE: Banging it's a better high, man:

Plus, it won't mess your nose up:

I got a hole in this nostril that would take

a quarter of dope to pack to even get drainage:

Smoking is shit:

Ether makes me cough:

Wrap that rubber around your arm and find me a vein:

You got a boyfriend?:

Let me put it to you this way:

When I shoot, I want to screw:

Even you:

Good choice:

[ Sighs ]

Did it hurt?:

It's heaven:

[ Sighs ]

Want me set you up, baby?:

I like to share:

It's the ritual that gets me off now:

[ Breathing heavily, inhales sharply ]

� Honey, I won't charge you much �

� Just a kiss and just a touch �

� Just a lantern burnin' low �

Ooh:

Look at me:

Do you like me?:

[ Both laugh ]

Sharing the blood is caring:

[ Both laugh ]

[ Sighs ]

[ lnhales sharply, sighs ]

What's wrong?:

Did it feel bad?:

Somebody's trying to kill me:

Please stop saying that:

I never said it before:

You mumbled it to me in a dream:

The dream feel real?:

Yeah:

But it was more like a nightmare:

[ Thunder crashes ]

I'm not working ever fucking again

if we can manage to sell this shit:

We can sell it:

I just don't know if it's the right thing to do:

What's better than going in at 5:00 a: m: tomorrow morning

to provide America with garbage bags?:

I just want to do it right, you know?:

[ Thunder rumbles ]

I think I'm in love with Dominique:

You out of your mind, man?:

Bitch probably has AlDS:

She knows how to move her body:

You're in love with any woman who sleeps with you:

You use a rubber?:

No:

Nobody in lowa has AlDS:

[ Chuckles ]

[ Clears throat ]

How are you, Donna?:

Fine, thank you:

I take it you're not even gonna look

at the wrong side of the law, are you, now, boy?:

Well!

Look who we got here:

You're next:

[ Church bell tolling ]

Look who's in my fucking office -- Esper Harte:

I'm your new probation officer:

I only got a few simple rules:

You follow 'em, we'll get along just fine:

Well, you were convicted on a narcotics-related crime:

That means [chuckles] you can't ingest any illegal substances:

You with me?:

Would you like a cigarette?:

Why are you trying to kill me, man?:

Come on, boy:

One cigarette ain't gonna kill you:

Do you have X-ray vision?:

Not at the moment:

Then how'd you know I had dope on me that night?:

Perceptive:

You see, ice has been a family tradition

around these parts since '93:

The only good thing about that rat poison

is the fat whores, they get skinnier:

You ever given your urine away?:

To the toilet:

Hmm: Well, you're in luck:

'Cause we got a toilet just around the corner:

You know, some dishonest people,

they let their kids pee in the bucket,

and then they turn that in:

So now the state requires that I watch it

come directly out of your penis:

Showtime:

Maybe you need a little mood music:

Helps sometimes:

[ Water running ]

Hey, hey!

We have a winner:

Did you know that your little girlfriend

has the juiciest pussy?:

She didn't tell you that she came by -- your little Daisy?:

Donna:

You're full of malarkey:

Me?:

Oh, I'll take that from you:

Well, I'm gonna ship this off pronto,

have the results back in a week:

I sure hope you don't drop dirty:

[ Church bell tolling ]

[ Train whistle blowing ]

[ Country music playing ]

-Good morning: -Good morning:

[ Sighs ] I got to talk to you:

[ lndistinct conversations ]

Okay:

I'm going nuts: I'm going nuts:

About what?:

With the probation man?:

Okay, we got to get out of here:

That guy's gonna fucking kill me:

We keep the same damn plan, okay?:

We leave: Make money selling, and we leave:

You with me?:

Of course I'm with you:

I love you:

I love you, too:

I love you:

[ Air hissing ]

Touching me like that:

[ Chuckles ]

You like it:

I'm not gay:

I saw you staring at me:::

at my tits:

I do not stare at you: [ Chuckles ]

Lose the Barbie bull:

� Oh, our lives are poor and plain �

� Oh, my darling, lull it by �

� Oh, we met out on the street �

� Lull it by �

They're soft:

Do you want to kiss them?:

Not really:

Okay:

You're a real slut, you know:

I'm not a slut:

I'm just open-minded:

How many people have you had sex with?:

I've lost count:

But I've screwed blacks, women, Mexicans,

faggots, even some animals:

That's animal abuse:

I like women better than men:

� Wish I could take care of you �

Who was the first person you slept with?:

� Oh, my darling: : : �

My uncle:

He used to take his penis out

and wave it at me when I was, like, 1 0:

They all do:

It's the truth:

If there's one thing I don't lie about, it's my sexuality:

I don't lie about mine, either:

How many guys you slept with?:

One:

[ Chuckles ]

That's pathetic:

You ever had a brown-eyed slammer?:

A what?:

Brown-eyed slammer:

Up the butt:

Yeah:

� When you wake up sad and deep �

� Lull it by, lull it by �

� Let my song lull you to sleep �

� Oh, my darling, lull it by �

All we got to do is what Donna's doing there:

Cope:

We'll put up a sign: Spread the word:

You just turn your porch light on:

Look, I got a guy in town:

I'll make a call and put the address out to the using public:

We turn on that porch light out front before dark,

and you'll have people lined up down the street:

Clean you out in 10 minutes:

Need more cold pills:

Fucking light doesn't work:

It needs -- It needs a new light bulb:

Look at my box, baby:

I never wrote "fuck" on anything in my whole life,

but I can't get the "K" right 'cause I'm out of nail polish:

In Japan, F-U-C means penis of the dragon:

[ Both laugh ]

Where are you from -- Japan?:

No:

They invented crank:

Not the liquid version:

Kamikazes:

Nazis:

They perfected it:

How'd you learn it so good?:

My mama:

I'll buy you some paint, okay?:

We don't need you learning Japanese:

Dominique, call that guy:

Get some more beer, too!

[ Door closes ]

[ Knock on door ]

Hey, how you doing, lrv?: Uh, sorry to bother you:

You got a second?:

Thank you:

-How you doing?: -[ Door closes ]

Look at that:

Huh:

Is this your daughter?:

My goodness: lsn't she just a little peach?:

[ Clicks tongue ]

Must be difficult being a single father and all:

Yes, it is:

Well, I'm here about Esper Harte:

You see, I was Leo Harte's probation officer:

Sorry, I didn't make the connection:

Now I'm Esper's:

He was convicted on possession with the intent to distribute:

Now, word has it he's about to come into a whole lot of money:

Well, that's confidential:

I'm not at liberty to talk about that:

I totally understand:

I was just, uh, you know, hoping maybe you could help me

figure out why a kid who was coming into money

would want to sell that rat poison:

Well, you have a good evening: Sorry about your::: interruption:

[ Door closes ]

[ Church bell tolling ]

[ Door bell jingles ]

You still alive?:

Yep:

I've been looking for you:

[ Sighs ] I've been real busy:

Doing what?: I haven't seen you or Donna for over a week:

Donna's fine:

You got a second to talk?:

I'm kind of booked up right now:

It's about the settlement:

[ Sighs ]

Did you get the results back or what?:

Yes, and they were positive:

Does that mean good news or bad news?:

His urine was dirty:

He was high as a kite when he died:

So, what happens to the money?:

Well, there isn't any:

Nothing?:

Zero:

Esper, money isn't God:

It just wasn't meant to be:

Listen, lrv, I plan on marrying your daughter someday soon,

so if there ever was a time for a guy like you

to lose a little bit of paperwork,

well, now would be the time:

I'm looking forward to having grandchildren, Esper,

but I define myself through my image in the community,

and you obviously do not:

Okay:

I'm sorry: Esper, listen:

Esper:

I don't want to be interfering with either of you,

but have Donna call me:

I will:

I'll see you, lrv:

Try to take care of those hangovers:

[ Tires screeching ]

� They groan as she passes �

� Their time's gone by �

� They wasted their lives �

� In anger and sighs �

� And whisper, "Oh, fuck" �

� My best years are gone �

� And I'm shit out of luck �

� I'm shit out of luck �

-[ Gun cocks ] -Hey, you:

-Whoa: -What are you doing?:

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! Relax:

This is the guy I called:

Where you been?:

[ Liquid bubbling ]

Give yourself a minute to adjust to our climate:

Sorry about the weapon:

We've been cooking for a couple weeks:

-[ Knocking ] -Did you hear that?:

No:

They've been knocking on my door all night, man:

He's tweaked out, Joey:

NlCK: You think something's going on out there?:!

I thought a saw a cop-looking car scoping us out:

Are you checking him out?:

No: He's ugly:

Well, what if he wasn't ugly?:

I still wouldn't like him:

You think fucking he's a cop?:

He -- He's a deejay:

His mouth moves, but then he doesn't say anything:

Not what I thought he was saying:

-Go unload my gun: -Calm down:

Look, can we set me up with a couple bags?:

We cool?:

I'll take care of it, Nick:

[ Echoing clinking ]

[ Rattling ]

[ Laughs ]

Ah ha ha ha:

-Mmm: -Mmm:

[ Moaning ]

Motherfucker:

Wait a minute:

You just gonna have a go at her:::

Iike you're gonna fuck her or something?:!

What, she's your girlfriend now?:

I'm just protecting my friend:

Nick, I think she can protect herself:

Hold on: Just chill, boss:

I'm just gonna take my:::

You son of a bitch!

:::fucking 3 grams and go, okay?:

Take your dope and get out:

Yeah, sure, but, you know,

somebody ought to keep that fucking freak

on 74-hour insanity watch:

You call the cops, and I come with this fucking freak --

this freak -- and we split your fucking head open, okay?:

Okay!

You fucking put the address out, or you leave the dope:

Okay?:

Get out:

Okay!

[ Sighs ]

[ Rotary dial clicking ]

Hey, listen: I'm really worried:

I need to know if you have seen my daughter

or her -- that fella -- Esper:

No:

[ Sighing ] All right:

I'm sorry: I'm just -- I'm kind of nervous, that's all:

[ Sighs ] No, I know, I know:

Look, if you do, please call me, okay, no matter what:

I'm gonna hang up: Okay:

[ Receiver clicks ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Laughing ]

[ Chuckling ] Come on: Freak:

Hey, okay: Come on:

Okay: Come on:

All right:

Okay, come on:

What's your problem, huh?:

I don't have a problem:

Huh?:

See, I don't have a problem:

Why you acting so weird, huh?:

-Come on: Stop it! -God!

You know, you don't want to do it:

[ Lock clicking ]

Either you're on the rag or you don't want to do it, you know?:

[ Sighs ]

You:::

You tell me every detail:

You exclude not one thing:

He called me down to his office, claiming you were in trouble:

Would you like a cigarette?:

It was evening when I got there, so nobody else was around:

I treat everything:::

Iike I treat a pussy:

He put a gun to my head and told me to take my clothes off:

But I wouldn't do it:

So he handcuffed me to the wall:

And he ripped my top and my panties off:

[ Voice breaking ] And then he got it really hard,

and he put it in my face:

He told me to suck it, but I wouldn't:

And then he put the gun in my mouth:

And then he put the gun inside me:

He was so strong, l:::

I didn't want to tell you:

[ Crying ]

I figured:::

I figured:::you'd think of me as a takeback or something:

I love you too much not to kill him:

I'm pregnant, too:

[ lnhales, exhales deeply ]

Come here:

Come here:

Come here: Shh:

Come here:

Come on: It's okay:

It's okay:

He took something from you that wasn't his to take, okay?:

I want to kill him: I want to fucking kill him:

Come here:

[ Breathes deeply ]

[ Wind howling ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Thud ]

[ Telephone ringing ]

ROD: Yes:::

LARRY: Well, hey, Rod:

I need the urine analysis for Leo Harte:

Yeah, that test is positive for methamphetamine:

Excuse me?:

-Okay, boy: -Hang up the goddamn phone:

You are making a big mistake:

Hang up the goddamn phone!

Hang up the damn phone!

-ROD: Is everything -- -[ Click ]

-Stand up: -What?:

Stand up:

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay:

Hey!

Drop your pants: I want to see your penis:

-What?: -Drop your goddamn pants!

I want to see your penis!

Okay, okay, okay, okay:

[ Breathing heavily ]

This:::

is for branding my girl, you narco swine piece of shit:

-[ Gasping ] -[ Gun clicks ]

[ Gun clicks ]

[ Gun clicking ]

Aah!

Shit:

-Did you kill him?: -No: It wasn't loaded:

Can you believe that?: Take it!

Get in the goddamn car and load the gun!

-Okay: -Get in!

Keep it loaded! Get in!

[ Tires screech ]

ESPER: You do whatever you got to do

to sell the rest of the dope:

Donna, Nick, and I are taking the money and going to Mexico:

You ain't welcome:

We split it 50/50, and you get the fuck out of here:

Shit:

[ Greg Brown's "Enough" plays ]

� When your head come forward �

� And you dance all about �

� Your legs start shaking �

� And your tongue hung out �

� It's enough, God damn it �

� It's enough �

DOM lNlQUE: I'm gonna put in an order:

I'm not hungry:

Once we tell the waitress

we want an orange soda and a piece of cherry pie,

the slinging starts:

� When the room was moving �

I:::

� To that dance you done �

Yeah, can I get a, uh, orange soda

and a piece of cherry pie, please?:

� And put out the sun �

- � When the house was rocking � -I'm gonna take a piss:

� And the stars keep time �

� When the fruit starts jumping �

� Right off the vine �

� It's enough, God damn it �

[ Sighs ]

[ lndistinct talking ]

[ Gunshots echoing ]

[ Electricity crackling ]

[ Glass clinks ]

[ Glass clinking ]

[ lnhales deeply ]

[ Coughs, retches ]

[ Heartbeat ]

[ Gasping ]

[ Both laugh ]

Sharing the blood is caring:

[ Sighs ]

[ Groaning ]

[ Laughter echoing ]

DONNA: Oh, my God!

I love you:

I want you in my heart:

Nick, it's me -- Donna!

[ Whimpers ]

There's bloody shit all over my toilet!!

[ Crying ] Oh, my God! What are you doing?:!

You killed the baby!

You killed the baby!

[ Crying ] Oh, my God!

You're going crazy, Nick: You're tweaked out:

[ Distorted voices ]

-[ Gasps ] -Oh, my God! Stop it!

[ Crying ] You killed the baby!

There's nothing there!

There's nothing there!

-Baby! -Oh, my God, Nick!

Stop it! You're fucking crazy!

Stop! There's nothing there!

Hey, man:

You just order cherry pie and an orange soda?:

Yeah, I guess so:

Hey, man:

You can't be in here today with that bitch:

Who?:

The bitch you came in with:

I had my burrito inside her, too:

So don't think you're so hot shit to my face:

[ Laughing ]

Aah! Pedro!

ESPER: Fuck you!

Clear the goddamn table:

[ Objects rattling ]

I'm gonna cut this guy:

Don't ever sell where Ramrod sells:

Will you remember?:

[ Groaning ]

[ Groaning continues ]

Dirty baby killer!

[ Groaning ]

[ Laughter echoing ]

I got it! [ Sobbing ]

It was a fucking miracle of God!

You had a miracle of God!

I'm gonna fucking burn you, Nick!

[ Groaning ]

You're fucked!

Don't make me burn you!

[ Laughs loudly ]

Don't!

[ Crying ] Don't make me burn you!

[ Laughter continues ]

[ Steam hissing ]

[ Screaming ]

[ Gasping ]

[ Coughing ]

Aah!

[ Coughs ]

Never say "fuck you" to me again:

[ Laughs ]

Ugh!

Fuck you:

[ Coughing ]

[ Gasping ]

[ lnhales sharply ]

Donna?:

[ Nick breathing heavily ]

-Bud?: -[ lnhales sharply ]

Don't -- Get away:

It's me, okay?: Esper:

You're tweaking:

[ Exhales sharply ]

Hey:

You remember that time

when we were chasing each other around the house

when we were kids?:

We came around that corner

and ran smack-dab into each other, huh?:

[ Chuckles ]

And my tooth got stuck in your forehead:

I still got the scar:

Give me the knife, Nick:

This fucking gnome burned my dick off:

Hey! It's Donna, okay?:

You got a knife to her throat:

[ Donna whimpers ]

[ Breathing heavily ]

Come on:

[ Crying ]

I'm sorry, man: I took too much:

For what?: It's my fault:

I don't think life likes me too much right now:

Oh, no: Hey, Nicky:

Life likes you fine:

Do me a favor:

Name it:

When you join me in hell:::

:::bring my dick with you:

[ Chuckles ]

No! Oh, no!

Jesus Christ!

Ugh!

ESPER: No!

[ Sobbing ] No!

[ Donna crying ]

No!

[ Sobbing ]

No!

No!

Nicky:

[ Sighs ]

IRV: Donna, what are you doing?:

Come on, sweetie: You can come in:

Come in the front -- What's the matter?:

Come here: Come here, sweetie:

No!

-Damn it! -[ Crying ] No!

-What's wrong with you?: -I want to talk to my mother!

Stop: Stop! Listen!

Listen! It's all right!

-No: -Get --

-I want to see my mother: -What is it, sweetie?:

-What happened?: -I don't want you!

Get the -- Get away!

Get -- Get away!

-ESPER: Come on: -Come in the house:

Why won't you let me see my mother?:!

No!

Why won't you let me see my mother?:!

ESPER: Donna!

Why?:!

IRV: Come in the house:

Stay here:

Your mom's inside:

God damn you, I'm gonna kill you!

Get down!

You! Get in the car!

Stay back there, or I'll break your hand!

[ Engine turns over ]

[ Tires screech ]

You just shut up!

-I'm sorry: -No!

Stop the "sorry" shit!

You had some prospects,

but now you're just a fucking drug addict!

You're just a fucking junkie!

You're just a junkie!

I smoked my pot, and I drank my share:

Nothing like this:

That's my only daughter:

And I'm not giving her hand to you:

Fuck:

Are you just saying this to scare me or something?:

The last thing I want to do is fucking scare you!

I want to kill you!

Just stay there:

-lrv, wait! -Stop it!

Get out of the car!

Get the fuck out of the car:

Get the fuck out of the car!

Get out! Get out!

Right:

This way! This way!

I can't let you have your car today:

But I'm gonna bring it by tomorrow:

And you just have to get cleaned up and get out of town:

Because if you ever come by my house again

and try to see my daughter, I'm gonna kill you!

Good luck:

Don't move:

-Stay there: -[ Engine turns over ]

Good luck!

Jesus!

[ Breathing heavily ]

So:::

how long you been sleeping with him?:

Excuse me?:

Who the hell do you think you're talking to?:

Larry!

The guy who just left his cigarettes here!

Get out of my bathroom!

You're a traitor, Mom:

He raped Donna!

You're just on drugs:

He tried to kill me, too!

You know what?: You don't look so good:

Too many drugs: Just like your father!

Esper! You are not taking that picture out of my house!

Where are you going?:!

[ Engine turns over ]

Mexico!

[ Engine revving loudly ]

Esper!

[ Screams ]

[ Tires screeching ]

[ Train whistle blowing ]

[ Greg Brown's "Fairfield" plays ]

� There's a whole lot of money in Fairfield �

� Fairfield, Fairfield �

� Whole lot of money in Fairfield �

� I'm gonna get me some �

� Them floaters, they come down here �

� Down here, down here �

� Them floaters, they come down here �

� Fix the whole town up �

� If the floaters come to your town �

� Your town, your town �

� Floaters come to your town �

� You might want to stick around �

� They meditate and get focused �

� Focused, focused �

� They do a little hocus-pocus, and the money just rolls in �

� They know all about computers �

� Your New Age and foreign food �

� They do all that real good �

� Fairfield's where to go �

[ Train whistle blowing ]

Okay:

What's your big fucking emergency?:

My $200,000 is going down the road:

Say what?:

[ Chuckles ]

Esper's headed for Mexico in my GTO:

Your 200 grand is a wash:

Excuse me?:

Oh:

Look at it, 'cause that's the last fucking time

you're gonna see it:

You are past it:

You want your money?:

Your money no longer exists

because your husband was a fucking junkie:

I don't believe you:

Oh, you don't believe me, huh?:

Why don't you go ask lrv Huffman?:

I was willing to kill my son for you:

[ Sighs ]

And this is how you pay me back?:

Larry::: baby:

Christ, get the fuck off of me:

Off of me!

[ Sighs ]

[ Crying ]

[ Door slams ]

Larry?:

Larry!!

Larry!!

[ Horn honks ]

DONNA: Mm:

Does it hurt?:

No:

Feels so good:

Mm:

Are you thinking about it?:

Let's not talk now: I'm fine:

I love you, Esper:

I just pretend like I never had anyone inside me before now:

I love you, too:

I want you to pretend:

I don't want it to feel like I'd ever hurt you:

[ Moaning ]

You ready to get the hell out of here, huh?:

-Yes: -I sure am, too:

[ Greg Brown's "Not High" plays ]

� I'm not high �

� Not too lowly �

� I try to fly, but I beat my wings too slowly �

� I just got back from a foreign land �

� Sit in my kitchen beating pots and pans �

� Only you can fill my hands the right way �

� I'm not high �

[ Barking ]

� No, no, no, I'm not �

� Mm, I'm not high �

� Not too lowly �

� I try to get by on wine and poetry �

� Music from the good places �

� Go light and don't leave a trace �

� It's on to the next place so quickly �

� Goodbye �

� Mm, goodbye �

� I'm not high, I'm not high, I'm not �

� No, no, no �

Do you love me?:

-Y eah: -Y eah?:

� I'm not high �

I love you, too:

� If you stop by �

� Ah, you kill me �

� A two-day -- �

[ Tires screeching ]

ESPER: God damn!

[ Breathing heavily ]

The story of my life, huh?: 20 feet to the state line:

God damn it!

Pop open that glove box:

I'll get him, but if I don't kill him, you aim for his face:

You shoot him in the goddamn face:

Don't get out!

Aah!

Fuck! God damn it!

[ Bird screeching ]

No!

[ Gasps ]

Raindrop:

[ Gun clicking ]

[ Airplane engines whirring ]

DONNA: Of course I'm with you:

[ Heartbeat ]

[ Mid-tempo guitar music plays ]