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At the height
of the Great Depression,

Harvard scientists
started tracking students

in hopes of discovering the key
to a long and happy life.

Luna'’s waking up
so early these days.

- We should get some sleep.
- Yeah, we should.

They looked at
participants'’ mental and
physical health over 75 years.

- It is the longest study
of happiness to date.

Seventy-five years,
and all they did was confirm

what we'’ve known
since the beginning of time.

The most powerful predictor
of health and happiness

is the quality of
our relationships.

Are you still awake?

Strong relationships
protect us.

Don'’t give me that look,
Grandpaw.

Loneliness on the other hand...

I'’m talking to a cat.

- ...can be deadly.

So the cycle repeats.

After my choices...

- Uh, you--
- No, you go.

All right.

Thanks.

- You didn'’t get
any sleep either.
- Nope.

- Should we change the locks?
- You wanna lock out
one of the chief residents?

Yasuda has a van. We'’re
already not allowed in the OR.
What'’s Helm gonna do?

Hey, are we good?

You said you needed a minute.
It'’s been a week.

Yeah. Just working
some things out. I can'’t
really put a timeline on it.

- Okay, but if you wanna talk--
- Oh, finally.

Someone had fun last night.

Hey, what happened to
your ground rules and needing
three full REM cycles?

Karma sucks, doesn'’t it?

Let'’s go! I can't be late.
I'’ve got a liver biopsy.

Say it louder.

I didn'’t mean that.

I-- Okay.

Hey. Uh, please,
don'’t put me on rectals.

You'’re getting nervous?

No--
The interns should be nervous.

- I know this job.
I made this job.

Yeah, but times have changed.

This generation,
they ain'’t afraid to push back.

I'’d like to see them
try with me.

Look, I'’m just saying that
you should be prepared
for this class to be different.

They'’re baby surgeons.
Baby surgeons don'’t change.

They need structure, limitations
and tough love.

Right, Pru?

- Who'’s the boss?
- You'’re the boss.

See? She knows.
- Why you make that girl do that?

- Here you go.
- Thanks.

- That guy just wink at you?
- Um, probably.

- Twenty years later,
it never ends.
- What do you mean?

What do you mean what do I mean?
That'’s how we met.

Your first shift at Jimmy'’s.
The guy who looked like
Father Time.

He was hitting on you.
I bailed you out.

I'’m sorry I don't have
an encyclopedic memory
of every guy who hits on me.

Well, how about
an encyclopedic memory
of meeting the man you love?

Who?

- I'’m kidding.

Now that I know that you'’re
not into the whole monogamy--

- Don'’t finish that sentence.
- Have you ever been in
a throuple?

Do you remember when we were
just colleagues and didn'’t know
anything about each other?

- Can we please go back to that?
- Millin was in a throuple.

- I didn'’t say that.
- Love who you wanna love.

Twenty bucks says
that you'’re loving a new job
before the year'’s up.

- Fifty says it'’s Griffith.
- Wh-- Why?

High risk, high reward.
I need gas money.
Millin, you in?

Can we all just shut up
and focus on our jobs, please?

- Yeah.
You'’re late.

I stopped to get you
the Mean Green.

Suck-up.
Number one rule broken.

Get out of my space.

I don'’t know
what their deal is.

Your days as surgical cowboys
are over.

Our patients deserve
well-trained surgeons
which you decidedly are not.

You'’re going back to basics.

No more dodging protocols,
no cutting corners.

If you wanna operate again,
you will earn it.

Procedure logs.

You will complete
every procedure to perfection

and get an attending
to sign off.

Until those cards are complete,
you will not so much as look at
an OR.

- Ten IVs, 15 chest tubes?
- Ten central lines? Doc--

Uh, Dr. Bailey,

- we appreciate
what you'’re doing...
- Suck-up.

...but we'’re already cramming
for the ABSITE exams, so--

Huh. Well, if it'’s
too much for you, feel free
to choose another career.

I hear that dermatology is nice.
Wanna be a dermatologist,
Dr. Kwan?

Didn'’t think so.

Schmitt and Helm
have your assignments.

Okay. Kwan, Adams, Millin,
take the pit.

Yasuda, you'’re with Ndugu.
Griffith, you'’re with Schmitt.

Any chance we'’re going somewhere
with a lot of procedures?

We get what we get,
and we don'’t get upset.

Did your class ever have
to do surgical bingo?

My class didn'’t screw up
like your class.

All right. I'’ll put an order in
for a repeat chest X-ray.

- How are you feeling?
- Great.

Honestly, I am more concerned
about Ms. Acharya
and Mr. Jenkins.

Well, her biopsy was benign,
and his echo got pushed to noon,

so your patients are covered.

Just focus on recovery.

- Yeah, doctor'’s orders, okay?
- Oh, I just-- I--

- Oh, it'’s the ER.
I'’ll check in later.

Okay. Yeah. I'’m just--
Can I-- Um--

I'’m here and ready to help.

I can remove chest tubes or--

Never mind.

Let me guess.
Dr. Bailey'’s new program?

Well--

Listen. No procedures
on the Chief, and no trolling
for them on my service,

- so finish rounding
and come find me.

Yasuda.

- I could use your help.
- Yeah, of course.

Tuggle. Futrell.
Are these specific techniques?

They'’re patients.
I want you to check on them
and report back.

Are you sure
you should be working?

- It'’s only been a week,
and I'’ve got--
- Procedure log. I know.

Okay. Mr. Tuggle is gonna need
his pacing wires removed,

and Mr. Futrell, he'’s always
pulling out his A-line, so--

- Oh, procedures. Okay.
- Mmm.

And when you'’re done with those,

I have others.

Just use discretion.

Discretion is my middle name.

Actually, it'’s Elaine.

Uh, I'’m on it.

All my life-- All my life,
I'’ve wanted to be champion.

- What happens...
If we could all
just talk one at a time...

- Please!
Okay.
This sounds counterintuitive,

but this is going to go
a lot faster if one person
speaks at a time.

Our family softball game turned
into a bit of a bloodbath.

I cut my leg, and Allie
and Billy need some help.

Yeah. I--
I can'’t straighten my arm.
That'’s not normal, right?

No, not really. What about you?

I don'’t know.
It feels like I broke my back.

Make her the priority.
She'’s carrying my grandbaby.

How about my broken nose?
Charlotte fouled a ball
into my face.

- Uh, who is Charlotte?
- Me!

She'’s my other son's daughter.
She'’s going to be
this year'’s MVP.

- Oh, when pigs fly.
Okay, Millin,

let'’s get
the Best family settled
while I do their intake, okay?

- All right. Let'’s go.
- All right.

Who actually needs
medical attention?

Come with me. The rest of you
can wait in the waiting room.

Coming through.

O-O-Oh, wait.
Everybody move back.

Move back, please.

- Let'’s get him to trauma three.
- John Doe,

looks to be in his 20s,
found unconscious
by Fisherman'’s Terminal.

No witnesses,
multiple gunshot wounds
to his chest and abdomen.

Systolic has been stable
in the low 100s.

Received 2 liters of fluid
and 200 mics of fentanyl
on the way here.

All righty.
On my count, everybody.

Ready? One, two and three.

Smells like
Pike Place Market.

Order a type and screen.

I can'’t get through.

Whoo! That'’s a whole lot
of Benjamins.

Dr. Griffith,
will you please present?

Dante Collier is 33.

He'’s had right upper quadrant
pain on and off for two weeks.

Presented to the ER
this morning.

His labs showed
elevated transaminases

with normal alk phos and bili.

Ultrasound confirmed
cholecystitis.

He is scheduled
for surgery today.

Soup to nuts, how long
is this gonna take?

I need to feed
my pumpernickel starter.

What'’s a pumpernickel
starter eat?

Sorry. I am a surgical resident.

I-I keep textbooks in my oven.

I'’m afraid
we have to keep you here.

Dante'’s a baker. He owns
Bread for This, the bakery.

Oh, their cinnamon rolls
changed my life.

That'’s my baby.

You should come by sometime.
On the house.

I'’ll tell the staff to look out
for the handsome surgeon

who keeps textbooks in his oven.

Uh--

You know, my wife
makes a mean corn bread.

Sweet or savory?

Oh, you kidding? Sweet.

We'’ll get you back to work
as soon as we can.

Dr. Schmitt will be
your lead surgeon.
I'’ll be assisting.

You will?

Uh, he will,
because I am your lead surgeon.

Griffith, go check on
his labs. Please.

And do you want me
to stop and see if Mrs. Ferry
needs her wound vac changed?

Just the labs.

Uh, okay. Get some rest.
We'’ll be back soon.

Looking forward to it.

How far along are you?

Twenty-nine weeks.

And, yes, I know I had
no business playing softball.

Not the way your family plays.

They'’re my in-laws.

This is what happens
when you take

a bunch of highly competitive,
wildly unathletic people

and give them bats.

I'’ve suggested Wiffle ball
or badminton,

literally anything else, but--

- Babe, those aren'’t real games.
- Well, I paged OB,

but I'’m also going to get you
an ortho and a neuro consult.

That doesn'’t sound too good.

Well, I just want them
to check you out.

So stay right here and don'’t go
chasing after any fly balls.

Couldn'’t if I tried.

Uh, d-did he rob a bank?
This must be
thousands of dollars.

Or maybe he was trying
not to get robbed.

Got three wounds
in the front, two in back.

One bullet must be inside still.
I'’m ready for films.

I could buy six vans with that.

- Yasuda, what do you need?
- Mr. Tuggle'’s post-op day two.

Should I remove
his pacing wires?

No, and it'’s not the time
to ask. Hang another unit.

X-ray'’s up. Kwan.

Bilateral hemopneumothoraxes.
He needs a chest tube.

Mm-hmm.
I can do it.

Adams, take that money
down to security
and have them lock it up

until the police arrive.

Okay.

Here, Kwan.

Oh. Pressure'’s tanking.

He'’s coding. Let's prep
for a thoracotomy. Scalpel.

Have you seen the pie episode
of The Great Bake Off?

- It'’s dope.
- I don'’t have
a lot of time for TV.

Before surgery,
we need to make sure we have
all your medications noted.

I already told the ER doctor.

Are you taking
any medication for HIV?

Excuse me?

I didn'’t see any meds
listed for HIV.

I figured it was a mistake.
Just wanted to make sure.

I-- I don'’t have HIV.

I'’m so sorry.

Hold on.

Our labs indicate
a positive HIV result.

- It'’s right here.
- Well, it'’s wrong.

I mean, when was I tested?

Standard screening for our ER.

I want one of the other doctors.

- Oh, Dante, I would never--
- No, you'’ve made a mistake.

And clearly, you don'’t know
what you'’re doing.

So get me another doctor.

Okay.

Hello, Allie. I'’m Dr. Lincoln.
This is Dr. Shepherd.

Hey, Allie. Tell me, have you
experienced any back pain
during your pregnancy?

Maybe a little.

Uh, this is sharper. Stabbier.

And my groin area is
a little numb.

Herb should be MVP. He'’s 81 and
he'’s still pitching strikeouts.

Everyone gets unlimited pitches.

- You'’re really gonna deprive
a dying man?
- Who says he'’s dying?

Look at him.

If anyone deserves MVP,
it'’s Allie.

I don'’t want MVP--

Okay. Hang on.

I think my water broke.

Wait. What'’s happening?
Is she okay?

Uh, Allie, I-I don'’t think
it'’s amniotic fluid. It's urine.

I peed myself
in front of my in-laws?

Don'’t worry, sweetheart.
We'’re family.

She needs an MRI.

This could be a spinal injury,

and if we don'’t move now,
she could end up paralyzed.

- Come on.

Trash duty suits you.

Security is busy
on the psych floor.

I'’m stuck with this guy's money
until they get back.

It'’s been 20 minutes.
No cardiac response.

Okay, injecting another epi.
Hang more blood.

Heart'’s not starting.
Resuming cardiac massage.

Come on, man. Come on.

Is there any ID
on this kid? Adams?

No, nothing.

Still nothing. Damn it.

Time of death--

Before you declare him,

can I take over cardiac massage?

He'’s dead.

Exactly.
Good practice.

Yeah, fine. Kwan, step in.

Careful now.
One hand on top,
one hand underneath.

Squeeze up from the apex.

Yeah.

- It'’s beating. It--

Is it beating?

What?

Oh, congratulations. Now move.

Let'’s get him up to the OR ASAP.

Can I scrub in?
It'’s not up to me.

- Ask your residency director.
- Is your procedure log
completed?

- We just got it this morning.
- Then no. Let'’s go.

You just happened to get
your hand in there
at the right time.

And you'’re walking around
with $40,000 in a trash bag.

Dante, we repeated
your lab test twice,

and they both came back
positive for HIV.

Now, I know this is
a lot to take in,
so we'’ll give you some time.

We can postpone your surgery
for a couple hours

and provide you
with some counseling
and a referral to a specialist.

- Schmitt?
- I'’ll put in the consult now.

- Hey. Careful.

- You'’ll pull out your IV.
- I need to get out of here.

You can get some air, but we
need to keep the IV antibiotics
going until surgery.

Surgery'’s the last thing
on my mind right now.
I need to go.

HIV can be treated
with minimal changes
to your life.

But if we don'’t treat
your gallbladder infection,

your health
will drastically decline.

Where are my clothes?

Dante, please let us help you.

I'’ll sign
whatever you need me to sign,
but please, let me go!

Herb'’s been playing
for 60 years.

Just because she'’s five,
doesn'’t mean
she can'’t add value.

- How'’s a busted nose
added value?
- Ugh.

- What do you think, Dr. Millin?
- I think that I am done
with your leg.

Just give me a sec, okay?

You'’re a sore loser.

- Because you cheat.
- Oh.

Dr. Hunt,
I finished the leg lac.

- Could you please sign
my procedure log?
- Mmm.

Could you please put me
on a different patient?
This family is a lot--

Dislocated finger
in bed seven, Millin. Okay?

Yes.

Is it almost over?

First time all day
I can hear myself think,

and now all my thoughts
are terrifying.

It should just be
a few more minutes.

I grew up an only child,
and I hated it.

I wanted noise
and sibling rivalry,

and someone who also
despised my mom.

Then I married Billy
and his giant family.

But if anything
were to happen to my baby
because of this stupid game...

Try to take a few deep breaths.

Hey. Uh, no more cake,

so your options are
chocolate, sugar and glazed.

Second breakfast?

First.

- The scans are up.

There. Severe disc herniation
at L5 and S1 levels.

The disc is protruding and
pressing into the nerve root.

This is cauda equina syndrome.

I'’ll book her an OR
for emergent decompression.

- Mmm.
- You can'’t go in posteriorly.

If we go in anteriorly,
we'’ll have to deliver the baby.

She'’s only 29 weeks.

You can'’t position her
laterally.

It increases
her chance of bleeding.

You'’re not leaving us
many options.

I think I have one.

What'’s happening?

Mr. Jenkins
is prepped for his CABG.

- No change on Mr. Futrell,

but I think he has a crush
on Dr. Beckmann.

Which is relevant because--

When he pulls out his A-line,

he only wants Dr. Beckmann
to put it back in.

- Here. Answers to
your other questions.
- Thank you. Good.

Actually, I need to finish
rounding on Ndugu'’s patients.

That'’s got
a possible central line.

You sure you don'’t need help?

Yes. With my patients. Go.

Those are the AMA forms to sign.

I arranged an appointment
with our clinic,

so you can talk to them
about your treatment options.

I already know the spiel.

A pill a day
and then passing on the virus
is basically a nonissue.

There'’s also
an injectable option
if you'’re not into pills.

When I saw you
walk into the room this morning,
my first thought was,

"How was I gonna ask
the hot surgeon out on a date?"

Now I'’ll always remember
your face as one of the ones

who told me my dating life
had changed forever.

Hey. Y-- You will still date.

When and how you disclose
your status is up to you.

And then they'’ll run.

Or they'’ll be like me,
and they'’ll already be on PrEP,

so they'’ll have the freedom
to date whoever they'’re into.

Even guys who feed
their pumpernickel.

- Hey. Hey, hey.

- You okay?
- I think it'’s getting worse.

You'’re getting clammy too.

- Dante, you need
this surgery.

If you walk out of here,
you could become septic and die.

Okay. Okay.

- Okay? That'’s it?
- Yeah.

- Yeah, because I
don'’t think I can walk.
- Okay.

- Can I get a hand in here?

We still don'’t know
who this kid is.

As a parent,
I-- I just can'’t imagine.

Um, if you have something
to say to me, go ahead.

Lap pad.

You learn how to be a surgeon
in the operating room.

Full stop.

Suspending the interns
is stunting their education,

and much worse,
it'’s impeding my work.

They should be in the OR,
pushing past their mistakes
and learning from them,

growing, Bailey.

Suction.

I won
a Catherine Fox Award.
I'’m aware.

Most people think it is because
of my work in reproductive care,

but really, it'’s for teaching
reproductive care.

Okay, this bullet
shattered the spleen and hit
the small and large bowels.

I'’m afraid the SMA is involved.

- He might never
eat normally again.
If he lives.

Looks like the bullet injured
the hilum of his lung.

Think I can feel it now.

Yep. There it is.

Gotcha.

Whoa.

Adams.

Take the bullet to pathology.

As in now.

His pressure'’s tanking.

Whoever you are,
stay with us.

- The table is shaped
like a doughnut?

No, we add supports
to the iliac crest

to create a hole in the center
like a doughnut.

That way you can lie face down
without putting pressure
on your belly.

Then we go in
and remove the discs
pressing on your nerves.

And you'’ve done this before?

Well, it'’s an unusual situation.

- That sounds like "no."
- Is this safe for the baby?

I think it'’s the best choice,
and I will be in there
to monitor both of you.

I should'’ve let that ball go.

I didn'’t want
to disappoint anyone,
but now the baby-- I should'’ve--

Hey, hey, hey. It'’ll be okay.

No matter what happens,

we will all be there for you
when you wake up.

Everyone?

I will tell
whoever you want to leave.

- I love you.
- As soon as we have an update,
we'’ll let you know.

Okay.

You'’re here. That must mean
Mr. Wallis is out of surgery.

I passed that case to Dr. Boyle
because I have a lab chole.

- Why? Did someone ask you?
- I plead the Fifth.

Yasuda, you wanna tell me
what'’s really going on here?

I plead the Fifth again.

This doesn'’t concern me,
so I'’m gonna...

Chief Altman said I might get
some procedures for my log

if I checked on her patients.

- Mmm.
- Don'’t worry. Joke's on me.

I haven'’t done
a single procedure, and I'’m
behind on Ndugu'’s patients.

So...

Also...
...I know it'’s not my place,

but maybe she'’s pushing it
just a little bit too m--

What are you doing?

Well...

Yeah, you did these

on my wife.

You helped save her life,
Yasuda. I won'’t forget that.

- Okay? Now I need your help
getting her to rest.
- Thank you.

Save her from herself,

and don'’t tell her
it'’s coming from me, okay?

Use discretion.

I'’ll see what I can do.
Thank you.

Finished
the decompression. Screwdriver.

Art.
Father Time'’s name was Art.

Are we still talking about this?
It'’s important.

Well,
maybe you should have warned me

there'’d be a quiz about
the day we met 20 years later.

Almost done stabilizing
the spine.

No, no, no, no, no.
I'’m seeing deep decels.

The baby'’s heart rate
is dropping into the 60s.

We need five minutes.
- We might not have that.

Her spine is not stable.
If we move her,
we could paralyze her.

Okay. I might be able
to manipulate the baby.

If the cord is compressed,
I might be able
to reposition the baby

to take the pressure off.

Okay.
I need the other screwdriver.

Jo?
No change.

Let me just try one more thing.

Damn it. It'’s not working.
We need to get the baby out.

- I haven'’t confirmed placement.
We need
to flip her now.

We'’ve got
enough screws. We can finish
after we save the baby.

Let'’s do this. Wet lap pads.

Page the NICU team and OB.

Let them know we'’re doing
an emergency C-section.

Everyone here
drop what you'’re doing
and help us flip her.

Hey.

I got your text. What happened?

Just gave someone
the biggest diagnosis
of their life

as casually as ordering
a freaking coffee, and then he
almost canceled his lap chole.

He could have died '’cause of me.

That really sucks.

I'’m sorry.

- Are you sure you want this?
- I wanna feel better.

Uh...

- Is there-- Is there a problem?

Look, I want to.

But you'’re upset and...

Well, maybe we should talk.

Yeah. Don'’t worry about it.

Wait. Look, Simone, I...

- Hey, Simone...

We successfully
stabilized Allie'’s spine,
and it'’ll take a little while,

but we are expecting
a full recovery.

That'’s great.

And, uh,
what about our baby?
Is she gonna be okay?

Well, her lungs aren'’t
fully developed,

so she'’ll need a little time
on a ventilator,

but for her age, she is strong.

Yeah.

Hi. Welcome to the team,
little slugger.

Listen.

We are loud,
and we'’re opinionated,

and we'’re not
the best athletes, okay?

But we are the Best family.

- Yes, we are.
- We'’ll give you a moment.

He can be sentimental.

Well, he is a new father.

I was talking about Link.

I mean, he remembers everything.

Mmm, birthdays
and anniversaries.
Good and bad.

Well, you'’ve known him longer.
You know how sensitive he is,
how much he cares.

And I think

it'’s even more intense
with people that he loves.

He told you about us.

He didn'’t have to.

We'’re already family anyway.

- Hmm.
- Hmm.

How'’s Dante?

Well, his gallbladder
was very inflamed,

so we had to convert to
an open procedure.

But Schmitt handled it well.

He'’ll brief you
on the post-op orders.

Mm-hmm.

He'’ll be okay.

My instincts,
I'’ve always trusted them.

Lately...

I don'’t know.

It'’s a terrifying feeling,
isn'’t it?

No one has a perfect record.

I'’ve mismanaged more than
a few things in my life.

How long did it take you
before you...

stopped?

I'’ll let you know when I do.

What do you have for me, Yasuda?

Lemon, orange and cherry.

It'’s Jell-O.

- I don'’t want Jell-O.
- I used to hate it.

My mom could serve
nine kids from one box,
so we had it all the time.

A-And I mean literally
every Sunday afternoon,

but then I went to college,
and I found myself grabbing it
at the dining hall.

It-It became
a little taste of home.

You know who wants
a taste of home?

Ms. Granados.
Was she discharged?

Chief, what about...

What about focusing on rest?

I don'’t know
if it was my husband

or my surgeon
who put you up to this,

but either way,

I'’m fine.

You are not fine.

And that is not coming
from Dr. Hunt or Ndugu.

That is fact.

I know because
I was standing next to you

when you collapsed in the OR.

We pounded on your heart
to keep you alive.

It was--
It was traumatic and awful,
and I'’m still not over it.

But-- But here you are
acting like business as usual
when you almost died!

Chief Altman.

Um, I-I should go.

Okay.

Please don'’t tell anyone
this happened.

Discretion. Total discretion.

Excuse me. Excuse me!

- Billy is with Allie.
The baby is fine.

Now all of you who needed help
have been seen.

So you are all free to go.

Yes.
- Thank you so much, Doctor.

- Thank you.
- Welcome.

All right. What about the MVP?

What? Oh. Uh, what about Nowell?

What about him?
An MVP'’s supposed to
inspire people, okay?

Make them wanna rise up
and do better?

Nowell'’s played
left field for 25 years,

hasn'’t caught so much as a cold.

Oh, at least he didn'’t
set the cabin on fire
with illegal fireworks.

- Those weren'’t mine!
- Really?

That'’s why your eyebrows
were singed off?

Stop! Stop it!

This is a hospital.

There are people who are sick
and injured here.

Some are in pain.
Some will never leave.

You should all be grateful
that you have a family

that wants to spend
time together,
that plays games together,

that has family traditions.

And instead, you have all
been arguing all day

making it next to impossible
for me to do my job
and help you.

So I hope that you all
remember this when you'’re
all back here next year.

MVP.

MVP.

Please...

MVP.

- No.
MVP.

MVP.

- MVP!
- God.

MVP! MVP!

If I ask you something,
will you just not be you
for a second?

I need to know
the question first.

Have you seen the bag of cash?

I think "idiot" might be
too generous in this situation.

Help me find the bag.

You'’re on all the butt stuff
for the next two weeks.

Fine. I don'’t care.
Just help me find it.

You left it in
the on-call room, dumbass.

You'’re lucky
I'’m the one who found it.

Hand me that bag before I
hand you something else.

The police put out
a missing person'’s report.

Hopefully, someone will
recognize our John Doe.

Uh, Dr. Bailey,
is this a good time
to sign my procedure log?

No.

So I don'’t get credit
for the cardiac massage?

You didn'’t do that for credit.
You did it to learn
to save a life.

What? This--

Look, this man is a human being.

He'’s someone's son,
maybe someone'’s brother.

He'’s just like you,
at the beginning
of his adult life.

And then he was shot
multiple times
and might not live.

Yet the only thing
the two of you seem to see is,

uh, blank boxes to be checked.

This exercise is not a game.

It is to determine
whether or not you will ever
regain the privilege

of operating inside
someone'’s living body.

And if I hear
that you put procedures
over patients again,

I will make sure
that you never do.

Surgery went well.

But you will have
a longer recovery

since we weren'’t able
to go in laparoscopically.

You'’ll have to be here
a couple days, okay?

Griffith,
now is not a good time--

I just want to apologize
if that'’s okay.

Okay.

Thank you.

Dante, I am so sorry.

I should'’ve been more tactful.

It'’s no excuse, but I was
racing through my work,
and I-- I screwed up.

- I'’m sorry.
- Been there.

I missed a couple of calls
from the health department
a few months ago.

Huge red flag, I know,

but we had just launched
mobile orders.

The kitchen was slammed,
I didn'’t have any symptoms,

and I wasn'’t seeing anyone,

so I put it off.

I never expected to have HIV.

I had to find out
at some point, right?

See you in the morning.

Thank you.

Got any dinner plans,
Dr. Schmitt?
I hear the pudding'’s good.

No dinner plans,

but I-I do have other patients.

Right.

But I could spare
maybe 20 minutes.

Have you ever seen
The Great Bake Off?

It'’s my favorite.
It'’s good, right?

Hi, I'’m Dr. Kwan.

You two responded to
the missing person notice?

Yeah, our son.

He was on break from
grad school,

and he got work
on a fishing barge.

It docked yesterday,
but we never heard from him.

And then we saw
that there was, uh, a robbery
in-in the area in the news,

and the police directed us here.

Um, you have
a photo of your son?

Yeah.

Uh...

Please. Take a seat.

Your son is here--

Dorian. His name'’s Dorian.

Dorian is here in the ICU.

He was shot three times.

We did aggressive resuscitation,
and his heart stopped.

But we got him back.

He'’s stable,
but in critical condition.

The bullets caused
extensive damage.

I can take you to go see him.

But I have to warn you,
it will be difficult.

Hey.

Yasuda told you that I cried?

No, but you just did.

Hey.

I'’m a mess.

Hey.

You'’re alive.

I just--

I can'’t get the image of Sam
lying on that OR table
out of my head.

I was supposed to save him.

But you didn'’t.
And now you'’re trying
to save everyone else.

- Hmm?
- Maybe.

Teddy, what happened to Sam
was not your fault.

It was out of your control,

and I promise you will
be back to work soon,

but you need to recover.

And that is something
that you can control, okay?

You'’re right.

Okay. No more work.

All right, take this.

Okay. I got it. I got it.

Okay. Good.

Thank you
for looking after me.

Of course.

- What? Wait.
What? No.

- Do I-- Hey, can I feel a--
- No. No.

Teddy, is this thing
a tablet? Really?

Please. Can I--
Mm-hmm.

- I love you.
- I love you.

Winston. Hi.

I got a cat.

Are you talking to me?

I miss my family.
I miss Meredith. I miss Maggie.

I-- I miss Kai.

So, uh, I got a cat.

Oh.

I know things
have been rocky between us.

But I consider you family,

and I would love it
if we were the kind of family
that could fight

and still eat meals together.

Would you be interested

in a burger at Joe'’s?

I can go to Joe'’s. Yeah.

You know it would be
with me, right?

Yeah. Come on.

Okay.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh, uh, Pru convinced Tuck

to set up the camping tent,

- so now they'’re singing
campfire songs.
- Oh.

Is everything okay?

We had a John Doe.

In his 20s.
He came in full of bullets.

Turns out to be a fisherman
who had, uh, just gotten
his big payday

when someone
stuck a gun in his face.

- Just senseless.
- It'’s the worst part of the job.

Now I'’m different.

The interns, right?

They'’re just like
any other class.

Clumsy, competitive.

Their hearts are sometimes
in the right place.

But I'’ve changed.

I'’ve seen too much.
I'’ve felt too much.

But isn'’t that a good thing?

I don'’t know.

Dr. Ndugu openly questioned
my methods today.

I know.

I don'’t know. Maybe he's right.

Maybe it'’s a sign that
I-I shouldn'’t do this again.

I don'’t know.

Uh, you remember

how long it took me to
figure out Pru'’s Diaper Genie?

- Or how frustrated I got

when she would only eat
orange foods?

- As long as it'’s food,
who cares?
- Exactly.

See, you, you'’re
sailing through parenting Pru
because you'’ve done it before.

You know what works
and what doesn'’t.

You know when to get mad
and when to hold a hand.

- So, yes, you'’ve changed,

but for the better.

Aw.

I scored four procedures
on my card, and I won a trophy.

I think victory
looks good on me.

- Anyone else?
- I got two procedures.

I saw an attending cry,
and I'’m exhausted.

Well, who cried?

Doesn'’t matter.

How many did you get checked?

- Also two.
- And you'’re not gloating?

Not in the mood.

Ready?

Yes.

Over the course of our lives,
our relationships ebb and flow.

MVP. MVP.

We get together,

break up, move away,
or fall out of touch.

♪ The less it makes sense
The more we try ♪

When did you have time
to, uh, prepare for a famine?

Okay. Do you remember
the first year Jimmy'’s did
all-you-can-eat crab day?

Oh, when they didn'’t limit
the time,

and everyone who came
for lunch stayed through dinner,

we made almost no tips?

Yes. And my tuition was due,

and I was totally miserable.

I remember.

Okay.
Well, after that awful shift,

you and I sat in the back booth
eating oyster crackers.

And you told me
that someday I'’d become a doctor

and make enough to afford
everything on the menu.

You made it all better,

just like you'’ve done
so many times
since we first met.

Hmm. Also known as the day
I rescued you from Father Time.

Allegedly.

But I know this isn'’t
Jimmy'’s Crab Shack,

but this is
everything on the menu
from the Fisherman'’s Lure.

Hmm. You know what I love
even more than doughnuts?

Me.

- I was gonna say lobster rolls.

It'’s prolonged periods
of loneliness and toxicity

that wreak havoc on our health,

our brain function
and our longevity.

Sometimes being alone
can be so terrifying

that we trap ourselves
in harmful relationships.

♪ The one we all long to be ♪

Um...

♪ The why
It'’s so hard to sleep ♪

I avoid hard truths.

I avoid them till they'’re
staring me in the face.

Ran from Baltimore,
I ran from my wedding.

After everything with Sam,
I ran from you.

And I think it'’s because
I am too scared to admit that...

right now
is not a good time for us.

I'’m not sleeping,
I'’m slipping up,
I'’m hurting people.

I'’m hurting myself,
and I need to put me first.

I need to put my career first.

When haven'’t you?

Now, you accepted
a marriage proposal right after
kissing me in your room,

then you ask me
to be your best man.

And then you say you need
a minute to sort things out,

but that'’s over
right when you need me
to help you feel better.

No, you put yourself first.

Don'’t worry.

Lucas, all of that was because--

From now on,

we'’re roommates.

You and I are done.

But in order to really thrive,

you'’ve got to be willing
to cut and run.

Your life
just might depend on it.