Original subtitles

Andrew.

- Good morning. - Thank you.

I love you.

Good luck, Professor Fanti.

- Happy first day as head doctor. - Crepi.

[COUGHING]

- Good morning. - Good morning, professor.

There's no need to get up, Giordano. We're no longer at the University.

But keep passing the notes to me.

- Feet off the table. - Okay, fill me in.

- Tonight two hospitalizations, one from the Emergency Room and one... - Andrea !

- Where is he? - He's in for gastric lavage. - Why?

- This was next to her. - Her tranquilizers.

It's not like you're thinking.

Agnes.

My love, how do you feel?

- I'm sorry... - No, love.

Today is important for you...

Today it is important...

Calm. Quick, we need oxygen! Immediately!

- Professor Fanti will join you immediately. Come, Andrea. - No.

- I'll give you the number of a colleague. - Have you heard how he breathes?

- It's normal for her to be tired. - She's out of breath, she's not tired.

- What are you thinking? - He didn't try to take his own life.

He had an illness and I have to find out the cause.

- I don't need a psychiatrist. - Andrea.

I heal her, I don't lose her too.

- Zoe! - Yes? - Come for a moment.

- Have you seen Doc? - Not yet.

- The new director arrives, where has he gone? - I know.

- Teresa, Doc ? - I don't know, he's gone! Worse than a child.

- The director will want to talk to him, what shall I tell her? - I'll call him.< /font> - Yes.

Hey, baby! What are you doing here?

Do you need something ?

- Where is the bathroom? - It's that side. Is Aunt Teresa accompanying you?

No thank you.

[INAUDIBLE VOICE] Of course.

Internal Medicine. Did Doc arrive at the hospital this morning?

Then if that anomaly comes out ...

Camillo! Quick, before the headmistress arrives.

- Good morning, director. - Good morning. Professor Fanti?

- Can I offer you a coffee? - No, thanks. Professor Fanti.

- I'll call you Dr. Giordano. - Where is Professor Fanti?

Screwdriver.

Okay, go, open up. Let's try again.

Great, Doc! [APPLAUSE]

Great !

I saw that your hands feel better! Tomorrow I'll give you the Fans.

- Andrea. - Close.

Dr. Marabini, the new administrative director.

- Nice to meet you. - If it were, you wouldn't avoid me. What are you doing here?

Um... I grow a vegetable garden with my patients.

- I pay you to treat them and discharge them, not to keep them company. - Exactly .

Planting a seed gives hope. Hope is therapeutic.

He wants to try ?

This is a hospital, not a petting zoo.

It can be both, just overcome the old patterns.

- You say I'm old? - I would never dare.

I'm just saying that we can change things.

Put the patient at the center, not my needs or theirs.

I just want to keep the hospital going.

It certainly won't be a vegetable garden that will bring it down.

That works, his department is below average in everything.

Number of services, patients, sponsors.

- You are only above in one category. - Sympathy?

- Length of hospital stays. - This is how Internal Medicine works.< /font>

With listening. It takes time to get to know a patient.

Hospitalization time is more and more expensive.

Don't you look at the bills for electricity and gas?

I don't judge his way of treating

but the management of the department is not sustainable.

- What do we do? - Short stays, less staff, more performance.< /font>

- More performance with less staff? - It's six months old.

If he doesn't reach his goal, I will have to close the department

and reassign her and her colleagues.

More performance with less staff!

It's like this in every department, there are fewer resources.

So the upper floors need someone who knows about treatment.

- Mmm. - Go back to being the health director.

- You can keep up with Marabini. - Have you spoken to Carolina?

Yes, I think it looks good in Verona, why?

- I thought that she would tell you. - What? font>

- That I won't go back to being the director of healthcare. - Why not?< /font>

The investigation into Covid went well, you came out "with your head held high".

Yes, but it was nice getting back to the lane.

It's not just you who likes being with patients.

That's why I fell in love with you.

- So I have more time to spend with Manuel and Davide. - Who is he David?

- Professor Fanti. - Agnese, this is Barbara, my new assistant .

- Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. - What did I forget today? font>

- The signature on today's resignation. - I haven't forgotten it.

Before I send patients home, I revisit them, if you remember.

Why isn't it like the other primaries?

- At this time everyone is playing golf. - It won't be never like the others.

Doc.

Is back.

Look who's here again!

I came back only because they begged me.

- They say that the new head doctor is a disaster. - It's true.

You always have to remind him of everything.

- Are you better? - Yes.

I'm learning to think more about myself and less about Alba.

Finish the specialization for her too.

- Good morning. - Good morning.

Finally! How long does it take to leave?

Ah... How long does it take to be sure that your son is okay?

Just lie down.

Does it still hurt?

- Safe ? - He looks great.

He's just lazy. He doesn't study, he doesn't work, of course he has calculations.

He's not entirely wrong, movement would be good for you.

- "Movement" ? I'll write it down. - Why did you leave school?

A few months ago one of his companions took her own life.

You didn't tell us.

- Strange, it's such a beautiful memory. - I understand you, you know?

I erased 12 years of bad memories and I'm much better.

- How did you do it? - They shot me.

It's a method I don't recommend. It has some side effects.

You also didn't tell us about bruxism.

- Would that be? - You grind your teeth at night.

-You have the tips of your canines flattened. -I solved the problem with acupuncture and bite.

- Mmm. The Uro-Tac ? - Negative. The stone must have been expelled.

-Renal function parameters? -Normal. Leukocytes are high.

No resignation, we'll keep you here.

- Do you keep it here? - Yes, we keep it here.

He lay down and put his hand on his abdomen as if in pain.

I want to understand the white blood cell thing better, okay? See you later.

Let's check the Uro-Tac again, I'm afraid it's retrocecal appendicitis.

- Get a resident and do an MRI. - Yes.

Marabini will not be happy that you are extending your hospital stay.

I feel sorry for you. I'm back primary, I'm not going back to what I was.

- Hey. - Hey.

-You gave me a scare. -I'll warn you next time.

- Carolina ? - It's from your mother.

Do you want to tell me what happened?

I saw you leave and I woke up here.

What should have happened?

Give me a deep breath.

[ROUGH BREATH]

Are you in pain?

Only when I cough, here between the shoulder and the neck.

Tell me ?

There was this half-empty one next to you

and a good level of diazepam in the blood, not much.

Lavender may have interrupted the absorption of other tablets.

Do you really not remember anything?

Okay, it must have been an illness. Let's understand why and fix everything.

It would be nice, but it's not possible.

Not anymore.

Okay.

It is not strange that he is in trouble. In his condition...

- Talks about a pain between the shoulder and neck. - He must have taken a blow .

- Or it could be a referred pain . - "Referred pain".. .

- Giordano, Lazzarini needs your notes. - Yes.

Referred pain means pain perceived in parts of the body

that do not correspond to the location of the problem. - What would be the location?< /font>

Lungs. With the phonendo I heard a strange noise.

- Yes? Or did you want to hear it? - We ask for an ultrasound.

- Eventually we will do a CT scan. - Okay. - Okay.

I have to tell you, you are not objective. You are looking for explanations to absolve yourself.

- From what? - From what that Agnese tried to do.

Sorry, it came out badly, sorry.

If Agnese had decided to take her own life, yes, it would be my fault

but he did not attempt to do so.

Nervous?

It's normal, you're at the beginning and you follow the head doctor's wife.

- Let's go. - Yes.

- Good morning. - Good morning.

[ACOUSTIC SIGNALS]

I don't see anything strange.

This ?

- What?- Can I? Do you mind? - You're welcome. - Thank you.

- This. - Nothing special.

- In your opinion? - Come.

No imagination, just what you have before your eyes.

What do you see ?

Ric!

- We missed you. - Mmm.

Ah, before you take turns, I remind you that I am a former "workaholic".

- I haven't done anything extraordinary for three months. - Don't worry.

- I have new "slavers". - How are the new ones?

Very well trained puppies and very incompetent, like all of us.

- You will take care of it. - Me? - Yes.

Elisa and Gabriel were good, I expect you to do the same.

- I think I'm going to Ethiopia too. - Don't run away from me, Bonvegna.

Okay, will you take the boards?

- Good morning! - Good morning. - Good morning.

A moment.

I disturb ?

- Sorry, I have to hang up, bye. - Good morning.

I'm Riccardo Bonvegna, with the "GN". Fourth year, I will be your tutor.

I know, my charm puts you in awe, but I'm not perfect.

You are about to begin a long and very difficult journey.

If I did it, you can do it too.

How cool! Can I post it?

Of course! If you want a prosthetic of your own, do it.

Let's get started, I need one of you for an MRI on a patient.

Mmm...

- You? - Carelli Martina.

- Well, Carelli Martina, shall we begin? - Yes, of course. - You're welcome .

- Giulia, hello. - Hello.

With these transaminases and these previous ones, what would you do?

- I'll read better and tell you. - Good.

- Shall we have a coffee later like this let's talk about it? - No, today is a mess.

- I'll text you as soon as I read it, okay? - Okay.< /font>

HI.

HI.

Coffee ? He's not with Giulia, but he helps.

I've lost hope now. Thank you.

Give her time, with men she wasn't as lucky as Teresa.

- Who is this lucky Teresa? Do I know her? - I know her.

- What's happening? - Nothing, he avoids me all the time and I don't know why.

[LOCK CLICK] Do you have the result of the echothorax?

Yes, the sonographer says that everything is normal

but there is an area that seems strange to us.

-We think there is some spillage. -It could be. -What is it? caused ?

- Heart failure? - Cardiogram fine. - Pneumonia?

- No fever? - Kidneys? - Creatinine normal.

[KNOCKING ON THE DOOR] Permission?

- Professor, what a surprise! - Hello.

I had to see the health director and I'm going to congratulate you.

- Now you are the teacher. - Good evening. - Good evening. font>

-I wouldn't be here without his lessons. -You have surpassed the master.

His consultancy are in great demand.

- It's a shame you don't teach anymore. - There are no more students like you.

By the way, I heard about Agnese. How is she?

He has a small pleural effusion. We wonder what the cause is.

- When she fainted, did she fall? - Yes. - So that's it.

Such a small spill is due to the blow.

Then the causes of fainting are others.

- So that stain? - A small spill.

We think it will reabsorb on its own.

Why do you have that face then?

Because I noticed something.

You and I never really talked about it.

- About what? - By Mattia. It was all so absurd .

We mustn't cry in front of Carolina, we must go back to work.

You have to run, run to not think, run.

By running, we ended up far away, my love.

Do you think he tried to kill me?

I spoke to Enrico.

Couples like us would do well to do something in memory.

- "In memory". - Yes, it says something beautiful.

He says you forget alone and remember together.

Mattia liked to sing in the music school choir.

Let's name a choir competition after him.

It might be nice to remember it all together.

I didn't try to kill myself.

- Let's not talk... - I don't do pranks in memory.

I remember Mattia alive.

I want to forget the rest.

When I think about it, I try very hard not to hate you.

Tell me.

You were right, I'm not objective.

- Do you want me to take care of Agnese? - I want you to take my place.

Maybe Agnese really tried to take her own life

or maybe she has a pathology that I can't find.

I don't want to make mistakes like I did with Mattia.

Congratulations, Professor Sardoni.

I said right away that Pandolfi had to choose you.

No. Don't do it.

We don't need a head doctor like the others here, Andrea.

One of those a quick lap in the lane and off you go.

We need a pain in the ass here.

You need someone who is passionate, someone who suffers when he makes mistakes.

We need you here, Andrea. We need you here.

- Professor Fanti, I bring you this. - The results of the MRI.

- We also rechecked the Uro-Tac. - It's not appendicitis.

- Good news. - Yes, but was it worth taking this test?

- Now I can say no. - There could there already been another patient< /font>

to which to perform less useless services.

At this rate, he won't reach his goals.

If there are no complications tonight, I'll discharge him.

You go, I'll revisit it.

- Doctor Giordano. - Yes.

I heard that you are applying

to become head doctor in other hospitals.

I will send you my resignation with notice.

- Does Fanti know? - I'll tell you by today.

- Too bad, I would have entrusted this department to her. - She would have been wrong.< /font>

- Fanti is an excellent head doctor. - Not without her.

Alone, it will bring him to ruin.

Your tests are negative.

It means that perhaps some pain has a psychosomatic component.

- That is? Am I crazy? - No, you're not crazy.

You've had a hard time.

First bruxism, then you left school.

It all started when your friend disappeared.

- Was she your girlfriend? - Stop it.

- Maybe you wanted it to be. - Get it over with. - I know.

Talking about it can be very helpful.

Do you know what would be useful? A blow to the head like yours.

- You don't know what you're talking about. - It's easy to be happy like this.

Lose bad memories without the effort of forgetting them.

I'll resign you tomorrow.

- Disturbance? - No, actually, come.

- I'm the intruder here. - Stop it, this studio is always been yours.

You just have to get used to it again. I brought you this.

- Is it alcohol? - Much better, remember.

The things you had here before the attack.

Marco took your place and put everything in storage.

- What is it? - Agnese gave it to you when you became head doctor.

In the evening you put a record on the turntable, you lay there and relaxed.

As soon as I do something good, I'll reward myself with one of these.

Don't get knocked off the Marabini. You just have to settle back in.

Look, I know that before the pandemic you wanted to go away.

- Yes. - Thank you for staying.

It is vital for me to be able to count on you.

Until tomorrow.

[BREATHING]

- I didn't know... - Roby, calm down.

- It's us. - I didn't mean to. - Calm down.

Doc, we were giving him his last visit before discharge

but he started to get agitated. - A vial of diazepam.

- We tried, but he resists. - Prepare the intramuscle. - Yes.

We take him one on each side and try to hold him still.

Calmly, Roberto, look at me, it's me.

- I'm sorry. - No, you don't worry, it's all up to place.

It's okay, no... Sitting.

Now would you like to lie down for a while and look at nothing?

There, like this, okay. Help me with my legs.

Okay, more on that.

Much better, much better this way. Well done.

He may have taken substances secretly.

Explains asthenia, tachycardia and confusional state.

Martina, what do you think?

- I was saying... - He was sweaty and the fever rose above 40.

-I would rule out substance-induced delirium. -Good.

- Respiratory rate also accelerated. - Are you thinking of pneumonia?

- Maybe he had pleural pain yesterday. - Antipyretics and antibiotic. font>

Then blood cultures, pulse oximetry, CT scan chest, D-dimer and blood gas analysis.

- Move. - Martina, I'll explain how to do it.

Poor Ric, Martina seems like a "hard nut to crack" to me.

You're not bad either, see?

Wait until you hear from Marabini

when he knows that I won't discharge the patient.

- Giulia, sorry, can I ask a consultation? - Tell me.< /font>

Woman, 35 years old, without partner, systematically avoids a colleague

also thirty-five years old without partner.

-Why? -You are running for head of hospitals in other cities.

Wow! And they ask her to stay single?

No, he doesn't want to get involved because he knows he will leave soon.

- I would never have gotten there. - Patients are unpredictable.

- What does Dr. Giordano propose as therapy ? - Time. font>

She leaves and he establishes relationships with others.

What do you think about this one instead?

He and she are going out together tonight, zero commitments, zero expectations.

She could have a crisis of rejection, but I would take the risk. You?

[LOCK SNAP]

Here I am, sorry.

Marabini was keen to express

his appreciation for my choice.

- Soon you will conquer her. - Soon she will chase me away.

Unless a health director arrives capable of standing up to her.

I said "director", not "directress", in the masculine

out of respect for your choices. - Of course.

However I didn't call you for this.

Um...

Yesterday I found these things here.

"The choir of angels", a choir competition for Mattia.

- There's vinyl. - It's something we did in memory of Mattia.

Handsome. You never told me about it.

Sorry, I had already started to feel bad.

When we did this, were we already separated?

- Why do you ask? - Because usually couples

when they manage to do things like this then

they overcome the trauma, they remain united.

- It didn't work out between us, we were already separated. - Too bad.< /font>

Don't think about it anyway.

They're just bad memories.

[COUGHING]

- Agnese. - Prof.

- How are you? - To tell the truth, I don't know.

I'm sorry about your son, he's terrible.

You and Andrea are special people, you will get through this moment, I know.

- If you need anything, count on me, okay? - Thank you.

- Your doctor is here. - Thanks for stopping by.

He still has a thing for you.

I imagine how attractive I might be right now.

We do a CT scan and a thoracentesis to check the effusion.

If it's reabsorbed, we'll discharge you.

Are there no other explanations?

- Did I take too many downers? - Maybe you were just wrong.

You took twice the normal dose. You're confused, it happens.

Instead, for the choir competition thing...

Let's leave it alone, I don't want to force you.

The truth is that I didn't have the courage to admit

that it was all my fault.

I left with our son and I brought him back to you lifeless.

It's normal for you to hate me.

Excuse me.

When my father returned from the construction sites

he had his scratches treated by me.

I was little and I asked him: "Who did it?"

Him: "A sheet of metal, a hammer."

I said: "Bad, sheet metal, bad, hammer."

No more band-aids.

Then the sea of Monfalcone took him away.

There were no more Band-Aids nor villains to blame.

I don't hate you, Andrea.

I just want to forget and move on.

How stupid.

- I never thought about your father. - My father?

He worked at the Monfalcone construction site.

Mmm... This could be the cause of the pleural effusion.

Asbestos?

The tests are negative.

Your crisis wasn't due to pneumonia.

- Do you keep them in the vinyl sleeve the exams? - No.< /font>

I brought this to you to tell you that you were right.

It was easy for me to erase the memories.

A blow to the head and off you go.

Now I want them all back.

Even the last look of my son, even though he was dying.

Even if it was the last one, it was his look.

I want it back.

This is Mattia.

It doesn't matter how much it hurts.

Every memory is precious.

What does it have to do with the death of your partner?

- Why should I have anything in there? - While you were delirious, you apologized.

You said, "I'm sorry."

What have you done ?

I did nothing.

That's the problem, I could save her and I didn't do anything.

She was a mystery.

In the up days he was a force of nature.

In those with Down syndrome he was in bed and called you to cry.

It certainly wasn't your fault for these things.

- There are doctors. - She called me.

The fact is that it was a down day and I...

- I didn't want to hear it. - And you didn't answer her.

The next day they found her dead.

Her name was Rebecca.

I am sorry.

I wasn't sleeping anymore.

When I succeeded, I gnashed my teeth.

I would wake up with a broken back.

I solved that one with a friend of my mother's.

Then the stomach pains began .

- Is your mother's friend the dentist who did your bite? - No.

He does acupuncture and he relaxed my back.

Is this friend a certified acupuncturist professional?

No, she's half crazy, she took an online course, but she's good at it.

Yes, maybe he left you a souvenir.

When we did the Uro-CT on him

we were looking for a calculation and we didn't notice this.

- What is ? - The tip of an acupuncture needle.

- How did it end up in there? - A needle must have broken.

Yesterday I noticed a bruise on Roberto's back.

The tip could be infected and have punctured an intestinal loop.

Which caused an infection

which explains pain, fever, confusional state.

Don't tell my husband that it's my friend's fault.

Acupuncture is a serious discipline. You need to turn to specialists.

- Now? - We will remove the tip with surgery.

We will clean up the infected area. Let's hope we're in time.

- Tell me the truth. - The histologist has confirmed, it's mesothelioma .

Okay.

While you cared for your father's hands

you were breathing asbestos dust from his clothes.

He was ill, but having died drowned, we did not discover it.

The asbestos fibers remained in the lungs

and they triggered the tumor just now.

That...

What chance do I have?

It's in the first stage, there is hope.

- I'm scared. - I know.

We will face it together one step at a time.

- I thought you're right. - About what?

The competition in memory of Mattia. Let's do it.

- Are you serious? - You remember together and forget alone, right?

[CHILDREN SING "WE ALL GO BACK TO WHERE WE BELONG"]

[NON AUDIBLE DIALOGUE]

[SING "WE ALL GO BACK TO WHERE WE BELONG"]

- Dad, can you tell me the story? - Sure, love, run to your room.

Do you want some water?

What's up ?

I don't know, I'm... I'm surprised.

- From what? - We arrive from a concert in memory of our son.

I know I'm sick.

- I should be devastated, instead... - Instead?

I feel, I don't know...

Wake up, here.

As if I had opened my eyes again.

- It's nice. - Yes.

What do you see ?

I see a sofa that needs changing.

Some curtains to clean.

A Carolina jacket which is tight on her.

- We need to get him a new one. - Yes.

And a tumor to be treated.

We'll make it.

After Mattia's death, it was as if I never saw you again.

Now I look at you and I see you.

I feel like living whatever awaits us

It's better than sleeping.

- Federico? - He's over there. - Ah.

Federico! Report! Guys, the professor called.

- Roberto's operation went well. - I figured. font>

These operations are positive in 97 percent of cases.

- Who said it? - A search of Boston. Shall I send it to you?

Okay, but we could have ended up in the unlucky three percent.

Let's go celebrate tonight. Bar Milano?

Thanks, but I have to rearrange the notes.

- I have a family commitment. - Beer?

-The Milano bar is a place for old people. -Yes, but it's a tradition...

- Next time? - See you tomorrow. - See you tomorrow.

Go, go easy, of course.

- Sorry, next time though. - But yes, the Milano bar is staying there.

Boss.

Coffee ? Yes.

- What are you doing here? - I called you but you neither answer nor call back.

- Yes, I was working. At that time ? - Can't you be happy to see me? - Daria.

- I want to move here with you. - Are you kidding?

It's not right that you stay here and I have to stay in the valley.

- I live here for the hospital. - I'll find a job too!

- Tomorrow I'll explain it to mom and dad. - It's not possible.

Then I tell them what you did.

Sorry, either both or neither.

- Thank you. - You're welcome. I have a little present for you.

Amazing. Something for nothing and I almost died.

Like bad memories, right?

- The more you try to forget them, the more they dig into you. - What memories?

- Nothing, we were talking about chemistry questions. - Yes.

As a friend said...

"No matter how much it hurts, every memory is precious."

- Are you going back to school? - It's always better than staring at nothing, no?

Prof, will your memories come back?

It happened to a Swiss man on a lake.

A sail passed and everything came back to him.

It's harder for me, it's been a long time.

- Thank you for the way you followed our son. - Thank him. font>

I understood what he had because he told me his story.

I'll ask you for the rights when you resell it at a conference.

- You are right. - About the rights?

No, I'll resell it.

- Thank you, professor. - No, no "prof", just "Doc".

Doctor Marabini! Doctor, just a moment!

I've thought about it and will never achieve his goals.

I don't want to fire anyone or treat patients quickly.

- Thanks for saying it, let's avoid the agony. - I have a solution .

- The lottery? - No, the voice of the patients.

In hospitals all over the world

therapies are assigned through big data.

That's a lot of pigeonholed medical data. In short, it's right, but it has a limit.

Every patient is unique, they don't fit into boxes.

- Nice nuisance. - Oh nice opportunity! We can get there.

- "We" who? - My department. We know the patients one by one.

Their lifestyle, personality, therapeutic path.

- We have more data on diseases. - What?

Patient stories. There will be thousands of them in the archive.

If we ordered them they could be

useful for doctors all over the world.

- And attract funds. - Do you see that he agrees with me?

I am, if your department is efficient and on par.

- Can I trust you? - Yes.

- It's better if we take the stairs. - Are you afraid he'll see us together?

His memory never comes back anyway. Come and say hello.

Bring me a database of patients from the last six months

and let's see if the committee approves it. - Can I kiss her? - No.

You treat him well, director, Fanti was my student.

- Only the doctor is better than him Tiberi. - Prof, how long.

- Nice to see you in your scrubs. - If I resist... Do you teach?

No, I left a few years ago. Now I work for the Region.

Excuse me, for us amnesiacs it's a continuous update.

The important thing is not to give up like you do.

- Well, nice to see you. - Me too.

- A coffee? - Gladly.

Doctor.

[SIGHS]

The professor is always the same. Elegant with a soft spot for you.

Stop it! Anyway, I wanted to tell you that...

I changed my mind.

I accept the position of health director.

- Really? - Yes. - What did it change your mind?

I think I'm good at that role and... I want to be useful to you.

- Marabini said no to you can I give you a kiss? - No. - No.

I'll be satisfied with the memoryof past kisses! Goodbye, Agnese!

Good morning.

- Tell me I'm not dreaming. - You're not dreaming.

I have something for you.

- For your nomination as head physician. - Wow!

- What is that ? - Find out.

- The crepe iron that I always wanted! - No, stupid !

- I know you were looking for this for your office. - Thank you, it's beautiful .

Under the paper.

You made vinyl.

It's a memory that deserved to be engraved.

Yes.

Do you like it ?

[CHILDREN SING "WE ALL GO BACK TO WHERE WE BELONG"]

- The sail ! - "Sailing"? - Yes.

I had a memory. Memory is returning.

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