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Previously on "Resident Alien"...

How long do you think I have?

- Do you like Christmas?
- Yes, very much.

Celebrate it before June.

My birthday's coming up.

I was wondering if you might
want to do something that day.

I would love that.

Pick me up at the diner at 1:00?

The baby hatched.

What the...?

It's a stupid kiss.
Who cares?

D'arcy was drunk and sad.
Big surprise.

Maybe you should learn
to talk to Ben

about your feelings
instead of stuffing them

inside a 90-mile vertical
treadmill run.

Hello, Harry.

Our people are not coming
to kill everyone.

There is an alien race
that's planning

to take over the Earth.
They are--

- Whoa.

I should have never made you
kill Sam Hodges.

You shot me.

I should have just taken
care of it myself.

I just wanna forget the whole thing.

I can erase all of her memories

of that night for her, and she will be happy again.

She will forget, and everything will be okay.

♪

I'm tired.
I wanna go home.

Shush now.

Mama said not to come home
until we fetch some dinner.

Bobby! Wait for me.

♪

Bobby!

Bobby, where are you?

Bobby?
Bobby?

- Bobby?
- Bobby!

- Bobby?
- Where are you, Bobby?

- Bobby!
- Bobby?

♪

Who is in my house?

Max, if that is you
and your criminal wife,

I will be very angry.

- Good morning.
- You are not a little child.

I made coffee.

Hey, I think we should check
on the alien egg.

I'm a little worried
that the noise from the party

might have woken it up
or something.

The memory replacement I did on her worked well.

She does not remember that the alien baby escaped.

She also forgot how to make coffee.

This tastes like dirt stew.

Do not worry about the baby.

It is in the bunker
in its shell

and definitely not
somewhere else who-knows-where.

That's a relief.

I will take good news wherever
I can get it these days.

A smile?

I like smiley Asta much more than the sad, sobby Asta

I saw last night.

I have some more good news
for you to smile to.

Okay.

I was in the bunker
and definitely nowhere else,

checking on the baby,

and it gave me
a message telepathically.

My people are no longer coming
to destroy mankind.

What?
How does it even know that?

Goliath passed the message
to me through the alien.

I do not even know
how he did it.

It was so weird.

You no longer have to ever
make me feel uncomfortable

with your sadness again.

They're really not coming?

- Mm.
- You're serious?

No, I'm not serious.
I'm smiling.

Harry.

Oh, Harry,

this is the best news
I've ever heard in my life.

Oh, wow. I'm so happy.

Wait, wait.
Did it say anything else?

Yes, there is another evil alien race on Earth

that will probably kill us all.

No, it did not,
just the good stuff.

Happy Asta.

Finally, after everything,
it's over?

We're safe.

No, the Earth is doomed, but at least

I do not have to clean crying snot off your face.

I have completed
a full autopsy on the victim,

Tanner Corrington.

My initial theory
after you found

the shell casing in the woods

was that the crime
was committed with a rifle

where the murderer

was standing
over the county line

in Patience.

Mm, wild speculation. Continue.

The chest wound shows no sign
of soiling or tattooing

proving that the gun
was fired mid to far range.

My official findings

are consistent
with my initial theory.

I was right,
and now I'm more right.

Yeah, well, Patience shooter
means Patience murder.

- Mm, objection.
- Overruled.

- Sustained.
- It's not a trial.

It's an autopsy.

Yes, but how
can we really know

what happens
based on a dead body?

The autopsy.

That hole
could be from anything.

Hey, you want close range?
I'll give you close range.

A Jessup murderer
lights a firecracker,

pressed it in the guy's chest.

Bam, dead guy,
killer with three fingers.

We are looking

for a three-fingered
Jessup resident,

maybe someone
who works at the gas station.

I think piano teachers are out.

So look into that.
Let me know what you find.

This man is more annoying than his son.

This all seems
very thorough, Doctor.

Thank you.

Looks like
we're partners on this one.

I want this dead thing gone.

Every time I look at it,

I'm reminded that if the bullet

that hit me was a few inches lower--

Why do you scream
like my mother?

It was not a scream.
It was a sneeze.

Ha-ha-choo!

I have a very thin larynx.

Here's your schedule.

Also, Gerard Hundemer
needs you to do a house call

to bring him pain medication.

He's dying.
I do not want to go.

It is depressing. Cancel.

You're joking, right?

Of course I'm joking.
Ha-ha-ha.

Reschedule it
till after he is dead.

Also, you need to sign this
to release the body.

I will be happy when this
annoying lump of skin is gone.

The funeral home
is shipping it back

to New York this afternoon.

I was talking about you.

I suggest you don't
leave food in the fridge.

No, you will leave
my yogurt alone.

Oh, ew.

- Hello.
-

Choo.

- Bless you?
- What are you doing in here?

This is not your home.

Well, I was in the kitchen,

but they're out
of those yogurts I like, so...

- Those are my yogurts.
- Is Asta around?

I haven't heard from her.

I forgot about Asta's friendship with Raggedy Ann.

I cannot have her remind Asta she is a killer.

Asta has the day off.

If you see her,
do not mention...

the "incident."
- What incident?

I don't know
what you're talking about.

The murder.

I know what
you're talking about.

You said you did not know
what I was talking about.

Because I don't
wanna talk about it.

I do not want
to talk about it.

I do not even care.

- You're in denial.
- I am not in denial.

So you're in denial
about being in denial?

Yes. No.
I deny denying it.

Yeah, I just--

what made somebody
wanna kill you,

Harry Vanderspeigle?

You say it's 'cause
you figured out

who killed Sam Hodges.

Are you sure
it's not something else?

Your breath smells like corn
and kerosene.

I would do anything for Asta,

so if you've dragged her

into something
that's gonna hurt her,

I might just have
to kill you myself.

You know what
I'm talking about?

♪

Help. Help!

I need help. Something bit me.

Ellen, I need a large bandage

and those three yogurts
you stole.

You have no proof.

What did this?

They'll say I'm crazy,

but I think
it was a chupacabra.

A tiny monster.
It attacked my cows.

It ate them?

No. It milked them.

12 of my poor girls
have damaged teats.

What am I gonna do?

I have 35 dairy cows
filled with milk.

- Yum.
- What?

What?

With that many milk sacks to drain,

the alien baby will go back for more.

Here it is.

Ellen, please bandage
the milk farmer.

I have an emergency.

♪

- Hey.
- Hi.

Great party the other night.
Wait, were you there?

I'm sorry I said what I said.

Don't be.
It's all true.

What I did...sucked.

I was truly an asshole.

Look, Ben and I have things
to work out, obviously,

and, you know,
if he can't talk to me,

then he and I
will deal with that,

but I just wish
he would've told me.

I should have.

I--you have every right
to be pissed.

I've lived here a long time,

and I still--I still
don't really know anybody.

So when you and I started
hanging out, it was nice...

Not feeling so alone.

It's nice having someone else
here with athletic trophies

gathering dust on a shelf.

Mine are in a box, but--

♪

Need someone to spot you?

Need someone make fun of you
when you run?

Weirdly,
that's exactly what I need.

I love cows.

Humans could live on a plant-only diet,

but they are too selfish.

They choose to feed off these wonderful animals

instead of just letting them live their lives.

I must wait here as long as it takes

for the baby to return and feed.

Otherwise, it may take human form,

and I may never find it.

Get outta here!
Go on, go on!

I'm gonna teach you a lesson,
you nasty, little devil.

You leave my cows alone.
You hear me?

♪

I've got good news.

The only news I want to hear
is that you gonna stop clapping

your bony, porcelain hands
before they trigger a migraine.

Just regular hands.

Uh, so the resort company

has officially put an offer
on the Grady land.

It's great news
for you and your department.

You know, more tourism money
means you can hire more people,

you know, more equipment.

Hmm, and why do I think

there's a "the only thing is"
attached to this?

I'm just giving you
the good news.

You know, the only th--

There is one factor
to consider.

If the resort people hear
that Patience is involved

in another murder,
they may go somewhere else.

I see.

So I was thinking maybe
you could take a back seat

and let Jessup take the reins
on this investigation.

When have you ever seen me
take a backseat?

I don't even sit
in the backseat of a car.

If I hail a cab,
I sit shotgun, or I drive.

Look, just...

Just think about it, please.

Look, I--I need this.

I need something to go right.
- Ah.

So now we're getting around
to what this is really about.

So you're having some trouble
at home?

What? No.

Everything's--
everything's fine.

You know I'm
the town sheriff, right?

Which means 100% of my job
is being a therapist.

That percentage seems high.

It's not.
If anything, it's low.

Look, I went through
some things a while back

that I didn't deal with,

and sometimes
you gotta face life head on.

You know, you can't run away
from your problems.

They come back,
and they'll eat you alive.

You understand?

Yeah. I know that.

I--

It's just hard
to talk to her sometimes.

Well, I get it.

When it comes
to talking to 'em,

you gotta treat women
like they in the cartel, right?

You wanna have a conversation?
You take 'em to a public place.

That way you don't have to
worry about them murdering you.

So you think Kate
wants to murder me?

Based on the fight
at the party,

I put the odds at, like,

I don't know, 35%.

Seems high.

You got life insurance?

'Cause that'll push it up
to, like, 60.

What is happening to my body?

My mouth is dry. I cannot breathe.

My heart feels like it will explode.

This is fear of death.

I am not ready to die.

♪

♪ I woke up on the wrong side ♪

♪ Of the law

Yo, stinky,
can I get two more?

Hey, speed it up
on those beers, skank.

My God.
Brenda is so annoying.

She, like,
follows me everywhere.

I really cannot imagine
what that feels like.

Oh, well, it feels like

she's obsessed with me,
you know?

And she's not like--
you know, like us.

Whoo-hoo, yeah!

Yeah, we get it, Brenda.
You're playing pool.

Oh, my God.
Where have you been?

I've been trying
to call you all day.

Sorry.

Harry gave me the day off,

so I ditched my phone,
and I hiked the mountain loop,

and now I've come in
to spread the joy.

Yeah!

What's new with you?

Besides the date last night.

Date? With who?

Hot baseball guy?

Um, braindead, yeah.

We talked about it yesterday,
like, literally right here.

Really?
Okay, I'm sorry.

I spaced or something.
How'd it go?

He might be pretty great.
I don't know.

Ah, ah.
- Oh!

Stop it. It was the best date.

Yeah, I'll let him
take me out again.

Yeah, see? So stop it.

Stop being insecure.
You're amazing.

And you're gonna go out
with him again.

Ah, I don't know why.

I just have a really good
feeling about this.

You're smiling so big,
it's kind of creeping me out.

- Ah!
- Oh!

You okay?

That's just Judy
and Judy's Judy playing pool.

Uh, yeah.
I--

No, I'm fine.

I think I'm just tired
from the hike.

Couple out-of-towners
rented the boat

three days ago, paid cash.

Someone found it this morning

floating on the other side
of the lake.

You have any idea
where they was from?

I don't know.

Fake accents, gold chains.
Maybe New York.

Manhattan, or Long island?
New Jersey?

Like, "Hey, Joey,

Let's head down the shore
and rent a boat."

You know,
just a couple shoobies

chowin' hoagies, floatin',
listening to the Boss.

What are you doing?

I'm trying
to pinpoint them, sir.

Please don't, all right?

It's making
a very uncomfortable.

New Jersey
sounds about right.

New Jersey.

Is there a reason
you didn't call me?

I'm sorry.
We lab partners now?

Now I'm supposed to fill you
in on all my cases?

See that van over there?

Matches the description
of the vehicle

the victim entered
the night he was killed.

New Jersey plates, partner.

New Jersey.

Hey, Jay. How are you?

You couldn't do it,
could you?

What?

Do you think it was easy
for me to ask you

to take me out for my birthday?

Whoa, birthday?
What are you talking about?

God, I figured that might be
the one thing

that mattered to you.

I waited outside the diner

for two hours
for you to pick me up.

Okay, slow down.
I don't understand.

When did you ask me
to take you out?

Harry's party.
Are you kidding me right now?

No. Jay, wait.

Jay!

Harry.

♪

What did you do?

I only glued the yogurt
to the shelf

because someone
keeps stealing it.

You erased my memory,
didn't you?

Why?

You asked me to.

Jay asked me to take her out
for her birthday.

Me, Harry, and you erased it.
Why would you do that?

I did it for you.

You were sad.
You wanted me to take it away.

What happened?
Why was I sad?

- Are you gonna write back?
- No.

I mean, in a couple days.
What am I, desperate?

You're ridiculous.
Text him back.

- God, who's that?
- Stay right here.

You should have just stayed
in Colorado and done your job.

- You shot me.
- Yeah.

Like you shot
two of my guys in New York.

I should have never made you
kill Sam Hodges.

I should have
just taken care of it myself.

♪

I killed him.

You did it to save me.

But I killed...

a human being.

This is why
I erased your memory.

Ooh, be careful
of your case files, sir.

That crime scavenger is here.

Well, I'd be more worried
about your sandwich.

She might swoop down
from her perch

and fly away with your ham.

Good to see
you're not letting murder

keep the laughter away.

Yeah, well it's not
the deputy's fault.

She finds me hysterical.

Every time I open up my mouth,
she laughs.

We're on our way
to tracking down

the men from the van.

The deputy's on hold
with the NYPD.

Vincent Grillo
and Joey Moretti.

Both served time.
Both have ties to the mob.

Suspects in several hits.
You name it, they've done it.

How'd you ID them so quick?

Caught the driver
on a security camera,

pulled a partial print
from the dash,

and then I called up
some favors

at my old stomping ground
at the NYPD.

Well, well, New York cop.
You didn't mention.

D.C. myself, 11 years.

Huh. Look at us.

A couple big city cops
playing in a tiny town.

Oops, better keep an eye
on my sandwich.

You know this guy
I grew up with

is a New York cop.
Do you know Luis Valez?

I haven't heard
that name for years.

Luis was my trainer
at the academy.

Stop it.

You heard that, Deputy?
She know Luis.

Sorry, just checking
to see if my ham is gone.

Look, Sheriff,

I know you're not happy
about sharing this case.

- Hmm.
- But together we can crack it.

You know what?
I believe we can.

You know, bring a little
big city perspective

to this small town tomfoolery.

Caw, caw.

Sorry, just thought
I saw a bird in here.

♪

I gave you your memory back.
Why are you angry with me?

Killing that man
was a good thing.

We are now both the same.

We are both murderers.
We should start a club.

You can't just go around
erasing people's memories.

You wanted me to it
when the sheriff and the deputy

found out what I am.

The fate of the world
depended on that,

so I think
that one was important.

I think erasing your memory
was important.

I do not like it
when you are upset.

You get loud and blubbery.

Yes, I was upset,

but that was my grief
to deal with, not yours.

The second I got rid of it,
you were happy.

You smiled.
I saw your teeth.

I didn't even know
you had teeth.

Listen to me.

Life is not just about
smiling and happiness.

It's also about pain

and guilt and fear.

They're called feelings
for a reason so you feel them.

Those are bad feelings.

When I feel bad feelings,

I think about season five
of "Law & Order."

♪

I'm happy now.
I'm thinking about it now.

I'm happy.
- Really?

You're not freaked out at all

that you almost died
that night?

I did--I did not almost die.

I'm gonna put in the DVD
and watch it now.

No, I remember.
I saw your eyes.

You are in denial, Harry.
You could have died.

You were scared.

Season five
of "Law & Order,"

they introduce Assistant
District Attorney Jack McCoy.

I like Jack McCoy.
Let's watch it together.

What you're doing is called
burying your feelings.

All humans do it.

You might not want to deal
with your feelings,

but I plan
on dealing with mine,

so please, please
stay out of my head.

I will watch season five
by myself.

♪

Bobby?
Bobby, is that you?

Grandma, Bobby went missing
80 years ago.

I know my own brother.

♪

It's the alien baby.

So this is it?

Oh, is this where I find out
you're a serial killer?

- I'm more of an oatmeal guy.
- Mm.

Get it?
Cause it's cereal--

No, no, I got it.

Yeah, I'm just surprised
you said it.

So when they expanded
the building site,

they found native artifacts.

My agency was brought in

to preserve and catalog
what we find.

What's with the backhoe?

Oh, that--
that's this whole dance

we're doing with the contractor
who's pissed we're here,

and he parks it there
so we don't expand the dig.

- Cool, so he's an asshole.
-

Take a look at this--
broken pottery,

usually a good bet
we're on or near a village.

Found a fire pit
and some flint for tools.

I pretty much guarantee
we'd find some foundations

for huts
underneath that backhoe.

Wow, did you really get

into all this
because of "Indiana Jones"?

- That was more for wordplay.
- Mm.

Yeah, I wasn't
raised traditionally.

For my tribe,
a lot of the old ways died

with my
grandmother's generation

in the boarding schools.

Oh, sorry.

There's something
about being down in the dirt,

holding the artifacts,
the physicality of it.

I feel like I'm connected

to something
I thought was gone forever.

I think it's incredible

that you're doing something
important with your life.

I usually just push booze
and get people wasted.

That's me.

- You can do anything.
- Yeah.

I used to think that way,

but after my accident,
not so much.

Well, we are who we are
because of our history,

not in spite of it.

It doesn't make it right.

Doesn't mean
we're stuck, either.

♪

Now, where are you going?
- Getting you unstuck.

You sure this is a good idea?

♪ Follow me here, follow me there ♪

♪ Spin you around in that red dress ♪

♪ I found for you at a thrift store ♪

♪ Just down the street from our first house ♪

♪

♪ Getting down with the sun

♪ I need you right now

That was probably

the hottest thing
I've ever seen.

Well, what can I say,
you know?

You needed something moved,

and I'm just a lady who knows
how to drive a backhoe.

I think I can work with that.

♪

I wanna talk to you about something.

Um, yeah, I just...

Uh...

sorry, it's hard.
Uh, hmm.

Are you afraid
to tell me something?

Well, I think I'm, uh...

I think maybe I'm afraid
to tell you anything.

Wow.

That's horrible.

Do you understand
how that makes me feel?

Mm-hmm.

Wait, is that--

is that why
you wanted to come here?

So you would have
some public protection?

No.

Yes, I--

That's great.

Look, it's not just you.
You know me.

I'm afraid of everything,
and you're technically a thing

that I love very much.

I just can't believe
that you're--you're what?

You're afraid of me?

Oh, no, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it like that.

You did.

It's probably
the most honest thing

you've said to me
in a long time.

You know what?

Um, I am not hungry anymore,

so I think I'm just gonna
meet you at home.

Well, at least there was
no one here to see that.

I saw it.

Do you recognize
either one of these men?

Yeah, that's them.

The guy with the big head
and the guy with the head.

They were the ones
in the van?

Um, can you not?
I'm talking to Mike.

So was there anything else

that you wanted
to ask me about, Mikey?

Uh, were they the men
you saw in the van?

Yes, they were.

Yes, I can comply
with that information.

Wow, Chinese food.
Good timing.

I was just gonna see if there
was any cheese in the fridge.

Yeah, Lena I brought it in
from Jessup.

It's actually pretty amazing.
- How nice of her.

Best Chinese food
west of New York City.

Oh, wait a minute.

D.C. is west of New York City.
- Oh, hell no.

Don't even try comparing

D.C. Chinese food
with New York.

Any chance you cut this

in half with a knife,
or are these teeth marks?

She just ID'd
the two guys in the van,

so I'm gonna go call my team
and fill 'em in.

Ah, thank you.

Seems like there's
not a lot of food left here.

Oh, you can have
my cookie, Liv.

I just want the fortune part.

Thanks.

Ooh, "You will soon
meet your lover."

Oh, my God, Mike, look.
It's like boom.

Looks like
we're headed to Jessup.

My team
just found medical records

stashed in the trunk
of the victim's vehicle.

They belong to Sam Hodges.

♪ Oh, Johnny Law

I think this may be
the smoking gun we need.

♪ Well, you're the littlest man I ever saw ♪

♪ With your badge and your gun ♪

♪ You just hassle everyone

♪ He'll get you on the run, Johnny Law ♪

I got you
your chef's salad to go.

Honey, I...

I didn't mean to say
that I was afraid of you.

Please don't be mad.

Actually, I'm not.
It's not just you.

There are things
you should have told me...

But I also know that
I don't make it easy

for you
to talk to me sometimes.

I never used to be this way.

Me neither.

I mean...

Remember when we first met

and we could talk on the phone
forever about nothing?

I know.

But we've been together
a long time.

Things change.

I love you,
and I know that you love me.

We've got a wonderful kid
and a good life

with a new baby on the way.

Maybe this is
just what we are now.

♪

Thanks for this.
- Sure.

Hello?

Hey, what's up?

Uh, nothing.
I'm in the kitchen.

Cool, cool.

What's the--
what's the weather like there?

What are you doing?

You know,
just haven't been able

to stop thinking about you

ever since I saw you
in the living room.

Oh, yeah? - Yeah.

Just wondering if you're
a dog person or a cat person.

- I actually really like mice.
- Really?

Well, just like you can tell
a lot about a person based on

who their favorite Beatle is.

Okay, let's see.
John Lennon.

Hm, that's obvious.

You play the guitar,

and you smoke
a lot of 1960s hash.

What's hash?

To m--from what I've read,

it's a mixture of armpit hair
and dryer lint.

Sometimes I have this dream

where I'm falling out
of an airplane,

and on the way down,
all I can think is,

"I'm not gonna get
mileage points for this."

♪ Don't let us get stupid, all right? ♪

♪ Just make us be brave

Do you know we've been
on the phone

for, like, three hours?

It's felt like five minutes.

♪

I must be falling
in love with you.

I hope that doesn't,
you know, scare you away.

No, it doesn't.

What time is it
where you are?

♪

♪ The moon has a face

♪ And it smiles on the lake

♪ And causes the ripples in time ♪

♪

♪ I'm lucky to be here

♪ With someone I like

♪ Who maketh my spirit to shine ♪

♪

♪ Don't let us get sick

♪ Don't let us get old

♪ Don't let us get stupid, all right? ♪

♪

♪ Just make us be brave

♪ And make us play nice

♪ And let us be together tonight ♪

♪

♪ Don't let us get sick

♪ Don't let us get old

♪ Don't let us get stupid, all right? ♪

♪

♪ Just make us be brave

♪ And make us play nice

♪ And let us be together tonight ♪

♪

Where have you been?

I've been calling you
on your walkie talkie.

- I lost it.
- It's right there.

Wow, thank you
for finding it.

Why does the RV
smell like dirt?

And why are there
extra feet in here?

Look, I didn't wanna
show you this,

but now I have no choice.

Eighty years ago,
a boy went missing in Patience.

I found him.

You found a zombie?

That's dangerous,
Zombies eat brains.

That's not dangerous for you.
And it's not a zombie.

An alien!

The alien baby must have
found Bobby Smallwood's remains

and used the DNA
to take over his body.

Bad baby!
-

- Where are your manners?
-

Why didn't you tell me
you found the alien?

Because you're
Harry's puppet,

and he can't know
we have the baby.

Hey, Harry's my puppet,
and I won't say anything.

I don't talk to puppets.
- Good.

Because Harry is breeding
these things to be evil,

but I'm going to thwart
his plan

by teaching baby here
to be good.

Baby, I told you
not to eat your toys!

♪

What did you do?

Did you order all
the comfort food on the menu?

My dad is afraid
your heart is gonna explode.

I asked them to fry the pie,
but they wouldn't do it!

You know what
you're doing here, right?

You were shot.
You're scared and confused.

And now you're using food
to make yourself feel better.

Yes, I am. It works.

Humans should do it.

They do.

I'm sorry I erased
your memory

and ruined your lunch with Jay.

I should have let you feel
your own pain.

Life is hard...

which is why we have to deal
with the hard stuff,

like the alien baby
I now remember is on the loose.

- I need more fries!
- No.

No more fries until you admit
you're afraid to die.

Are you afraid to die?

Death is complicated.

That's why people
don't really think about it.

Or they eat through
their emotions.

See, I'm normal. Hmm?

No, everyone is going
to die someday, and it's scary.

I know that I'm gonna die,
but if I spend every second

worrying about it,
then I can't live.

And part of the living
is feeling it all.

The good lifts you up,
and the bad knocks you down,

but you need the bad.
You need those hard times.

If I can get past
the bad stuff--

missing Jay's birthday...

My mom leaving me behind,

the guy trying to kill you--
it will make me stronger.

Everyone has their own
relationship with death.

That's mine.

You have to figure out yours.

Every--every morning,
Elaine would wake early

and have tea ready for me
before I went to work.

I'm glad she's gone.

She'd hate having to see me

in such pain.

You will not be
in any pain soon,

when you are dead.

It will be nice
to see my wife again.

Will she be waiting
for you in hell?

No, I hope in heaven.

Oh, I get
your fairy tales mixed up.

I am afraid of death.

Oh, you--you--
you shouldn't be.

How are you not afraid?
You will be dead soon.

Oh, no.

The things got better
when I found out

that I was dying.

It reminded me
that life isn't forever.

I-I began to appreciate
every moment.

Like when there is only
one slice of pie left...

It tastes better.

Exactly.

♪

Thank you for--
for doing this for me.

My friend told me I should
not run away from death.

Killing you...

is not running away.

Thank you, Harry.

Goodbye, Gerard.

♪

What is it like?

How can it be 18 years

since I held your little body close to mine?

I'm so sorry for the way you found out

I was your mother,

but I'm also grateful that it happened

no matter how hard it was because now you know.

And sometimes the hardest things in life

create light and hope

and take you one step closer to happiness.

♪ Through my heart

Happy birthday, my beautiful Jay.

♪ And my heart falls, falls ♪

I love you more than anything.

♪ And my heart falls

Your mom.

♪

♪ Who

♪ Hey, hey

♪ You hold my heart

♪

♪ Don't you?