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[music]

SINGER: ♪ Don't you wish
to think about it ♪

♪ Ain't here to please somebody,
I'm around and undercover ♪

♪ Here comes trouble now

♪ Mend and my wicked ways

♪ I'll get you
into trouble now ♪

♪ It's just so hard to behave

♪ Got to see another now

♪ I'm the one
your mama told you ♪

♪ Avoid that one stranger

♪ The risk you can't afford
and here comes trouble now ♪

♪ Turning it up all night

♪ Got you feeling all right

♪ Turning it up all night

♪ Got you feeling all right

♪ Get you into trouble now

[music]

What turns me on
is I like very confident,

very aggressive, direct,
consensual, uh, behavior.

Turn-ons. What do I love?

I love a lifestyle
that promotes, like,

health and well-being.

That's sexy.

Something that drives me crazy,

if you have
really good head game

or if you suck my toes.

A good toe sucking will,
like, just put me on the wall.

I like a man's ass
from behind, naked, like,

"Woo-hoo, look at that.
"Look at that woo-hoo."

The one that gets me going
is if they suck on my nipples.

If you do that, you got me.

I do enjoy a nice full vulva,

pussy lips little fat,
it's very nice.

The one thing
that drives me crazy

but also I hate it
at the same time is,

like, neck sucking, biting.

It gives me amazing chills all
over but always leaves a hickey.

So you--like, I don't want it,
but I do want it.

The thing my husband does
that drives me

just bananas, if there's
some taint stimulation,

maybe some ball tickling.

Won't say no to that either.

- My name is Shawn.
- I'm Dakota.

- I'm Nathan.
- Fassad.

- Jack.
- I'm Joy.

- I'm Michelle and this...

- And this...
- And this is my sex life.

[music]

Flogging can offer
an expanded idea

of what sensuality is.

[music]

MIDORI: It's about moving
your partner

into a place of pleasure.

Letting go of every day.

[music]

MIDORI: Human beings,
we require our body

to be stimulated.

Using a flogger
is one of the ways

in which I enjoy connecting
with another human being.

Maybe somebody I know deeply,
maybe somebody I've just met.

There's a depth of connection

that's really hard
to put words to.

[grunts]

MIDORI: As the person
who's giving the flogging,

I feel like a giant wave
pounding onto you,

holding you,
pulling you into me.

I feel your breath,
I hear your breath.

It's exhilarating.

[music]

MIDORI: I first learned
how to do a flogging

from a six-foot-five drag queen

and I walked up to her and said,

"Can you show me
how to do that?"

And, you know,
she's like this tall, right?

And, uh, she showed me,

"Okay. This is how
you do this."

I'm like, [gasps]

and it was really exciting.

I ended up meeting several
amazing gay leathermen.

I watched them play,
and they played with passion.

[music]

MIDORI: I was like
a little kinkling.

I was a little kidlet.

I didn't fully appreciate
their ability

to drop right
into the rawness of emotion.

These were my uncles,
if you will,

that showed me
what it was like.

[music]

MIDORI: If I can do that
and if I can show

how to do that,

wouldn't that make

our every day just a bit better?

[music]

JEREMY: I've heard so many
great things about Midori.

I can't wait to see
how this turns out.

TK: I think one thing that
I've been wanting to get into

is learning how to flog
different parts

- of your body because--
- Yes.

--usually I'm just, like,
on your back or on your butt.

Yes, that's true.

Sometimes on your cock
and balls.

- That would be super hot.
- Yeah.

I wonder really
how this is gonna unfold, like,

- what is your typical--
- Yeah, I have no idea

what to expect.

[laughs] Almost there.

I know. It's very exciting.

- Here we are.
- Here we are.

Okay.

[music]

Now, we're embarrassed
by the two we brought.

[laughter]

- MIDORI: Hello.
- Hi.

- MIDORI: Welcome.
- Thank you.

Thank you for having us.

- Come on in.
- Great.

MIDORI: So I wanted to set
a safe space

for Jeremy and TK.

And I had this pile of whips
that I just wanted them

to play in.

- What do you think?
- Amazing.

You have quite the collection.

- It's a great assortment.
- Dive right in.

- TK: Thank you.
- MIDORI: Touch, and play,

and get a feel for the floggers.

Most of these are handmade
and custom-made.

We met at this club,
me and TK, in San Francisco.

We were so drawn to each other.

She had identified as asexual.

I was like, "Oh, that means
you like ass or a, like,

"what does that mean?"

You know, I'm, like,
sexual all the time.

"Oh, you don't identify sexually
or you don't like sex."

I was like,
"All right, that's interesting."

He practices
non-ejaculatory orgasms.

Sex for him isn't about reaching
this goal and then you're done,

it's more about the experience
and the journey

along that route.

MIDORI: The tool that you
pick may also be different

based upon the experience
that you want to have.

It needs to fit the body
of the person flogging.

JEREMY: We built up
this high degree of trust.

We get to explore
and have this

non-judgmental relationship.

She doesn't judge me ever.

I wanna wear
this outlandish thing,

she's like, "Yeah, go ahead.

"That looks insane
but it's great."

Same with her.

It worked out amazing
between us.

- MIDORI: Yeah.
- TK: Ooh, I love this one.

Feel this one.

JEREMY: Oh, wow.
Yeah, this one, too.

TK: Yeah, this is--oh, this one?

Ah, yes.

I don't know a lot
about Midori.

I know that she's very famous
in the scene,

and I've learned the basics,
I would say, of flogging.

But I'm really excited
to progress that and learn

new techniques
and a new perspective.

JEREMY: As the floggee,
I'm very excited

because of course I get to feel
a lot of the sensation,

so it'll be very exciting
for her to work with someone

like Midori.

So the handle
is something to consider.

Ah. Try that.

TK: Yeah, I like this one.

So it should fit
your hand size.

Two, it shouldn't be too heavy
because if it's too heavy,

you're gonna wear out.

- TK: Right.
- And if you wear out,

your aim is gonna be awful.

- Right.
- MIDORI: At the beginning,

it's awkward.

Oftentimes, people think
it's going to be, like,

whacking and hurting.

A good flogger
can feel like butter.

When people are new to flogging,
you're gonna miss.

You're not gonna be
all that great with it.

So get something that
if you miss, it's not an issue.

- JEREMY: Uh-hmm.
- MIDORI: Right?

And if you're going
to whip that flog

while shagging, go for shorter
because your person

is right there with you.

I think the length is something
that's challenging.

MIDORI: Did it?
Go for things

that you feel a little
more awkward with.

- Okay.
- MIDORI: Right?

So I have the opportunity
to practice.

- Yes.
- MIDORI: Yeah.

As an instructor,

I share the scene

with my friend Norma
because it's one thing

to just show a series
of technique.

But I want them to understand
what the technique,

the skills, the floggers,
the tools were serving.

- Grab a flogger.
- TK: Okay.

You each take a flogger.
Give it a whirl.

Give it a little space.
Come on.

Get you guys warmed up a bit.

As a couple,
these two are so cute,

and they're so sweet
to each other.

It's just adorable.

I don't know if actually
either of them has an idea

of what's about to unfold.

And with this,
what we're getting

is the underside
of the butt cheek.

- JEREMY: Sure. [laughs]
- MIDORI: A flogger

like any other tool can be used

in a thousand different ways.

In the end, it's about the play.
It's about the passion.

The tools mainly serve that.

Easy whip. I call this one
the shopping bag.

You know,
you're walking down the street,

you got the shopping bag.

Anytime something
is a little bit not right,

when it doubt, go shopping.

- [TK laughs]
- JEREMY: All right.

My flogging technique
is different

in that it emphasizes
both party's

mutual communication.

It's not like one person

strapped down to a piece
of furniture

and another person
whaling on it,

which seems to be kind
of an image out there.

And switch. All right.

My movement is based upon
constant elliptical movement,

like a lot of sports, right?

There's, like, a flow.

There's a constant motion
that I think

is easier on the body.

Uh, you turned into an overhand.

- Oh.
- Go back to shopping.

- Yup.
- Yeah.

- Go back to shopping.
- Okay.

Jeremy seem
to have a disconnect

between his brain, his eyeballs,
and his hands.

You're trying to juggle it,
this and that.

In terms of learning
new physical skills,

everybody varies.

TK: The underhand is very hard.

- MIDORI: Yes.
- JEREMY: Yup.

MIDORI: Launch my hand
into space.

Okay.

Up on this side?

- Like this?
- Give me your hands.

It's just hard
to visualize without--

- Don't visualize it.
- --a butt.

- Don't visualize it.
- Okay.

- Close your eyes.
- Okay.

- Put your hands out.
- Okay.

Both, like I had.

Close your hands.
I want you to feel it.

Okay.

MIDORI: I think he was stuck
in the idea of flogging

looks this way and set
a physical motion

that's comfortable for him
and I'm introducing

a whole new physicality.

Be a little close to each other,

like you like each other
or something.

There we go.

And at the same time.

TK seems a little shy,
a little nervous.

I tried many
different techniques to see

if I could either bring brain,
eyes, and body into alignment

or perhaps to eliminate,
like, say, the eyes.

You ready for a challenge?

- Okay.
- Okay.

[music]

You might get hit in the head.

And go.

You're like a Jedi.

MIDORI: It is actually called
the Blind Jedi exercise.

TK responded really well
to the blindfold.

And I watched her trust
her senses.

And if she can
trust her senses,

she can trust her passion

and her
moment-to-moment decisions.

There we go.

Now, that feels good,
doesn't it?

Watching TK opening up
and initially, you know,

she was a little quiet
and a little hesitant.

I want you to go ahead
and move around him.

[music]

MIDORI: And then she started
picking up the techniques

and, like, having a good time.

And for her, as well
as a lot of people,

flogging is all about
the senses,

waking up the skin.
Don't focus on the pain.

Bring it in
to wake up your skin,

all the nerve endings,
including the ebb

and flow of emotional states.

And I think
she was stepping into that.

Locate the middle of the leg.

- There we go.
- Oh, my God, there you go.

There you go.

- MIDORI: Oh.
- JEREMY: We found it.

Give it a nice follow-through.

There we go.

As an instructor,

I do have
my own boundaries as well.

And I wanted them
to witness a conversation.

I really enjoy the sensation
of it, the build-up of it,

the crescendos,
the ups and downs,

and really connecting
with my partner.

MIDORI: The answers
to what we want each night,

each day will change.

And I wanted them to see
the flow of a conversation

between people
who care for one another.

- When it's good for you--
- Uh-hmm.

--what will I see in here?

I do a lot of deep breathing.

- Uh-hmm.
- I smile--

- Uh-hmm.
- --a lot.

- Okay.
- NORMA: I like to move

and shift my body a little bit.

Moving and undulating.

Moving, undulating,
just stretching

and being in my body.

- Okay.
- Yeah.

Okay. Earrings are off
and let's get you

into what's comfortable for you.

Excellent.

[music]

I'm totally ogling you.

[Norma laughs] Is this okay?

Oh, oh. More than okay.

And thank you for being here.

[music]

MIDORI: The challenge
in having a scene,

so intimate,
that can be hard.

I keep a boundary
of power dynamics

separate between myself
and the attendees.

And that I must forget
about performing,

forget about being
gazed upon,

but to dive in to being there
with another person

and that is perhaps
actually the hardest part.

Is that okay on your neck?

- Okay.
- MIDORI: Okay.

Flogging makes sexuality
and the pleasure

a much larger field to play in.

[music]

MIDORI: So, in this rhythmic
motion, and sound, and breath,

eventually it's a--it's
a dance in unison.

Okay. There you go.

Hold on to me. Yeah.

There comes a point in
which there may even be some

manner of a crescendo.

[music]

MIDORI: I don't necessarily mean
an orgasm but this elation,

almost like crossing
a finish line in a marathon.

My scene with Norma
was so delicious

and tasty, and juicy,

and quite hot.

Oh, please.

MIDORI:
Ultimately, what I want

people to take away
from a good flogging scene

is this stupid grin,

stupid grin, like,
"Damn. That was good."

Just very touching to see

the connection
you guys developed.

It was very beautiful.

I don't think I've ever seen
someone incorporate

the whole body like that.

And I always thought
it was possible.

I've just never seen it done.

- MIDORI: Uh-hmm.
- And, I mean, you even used

the floggers as restraints.

You used them as a blindfold.

You used them to help
lower her down.

I mean, that was all you used.
It was everything.

We could almost feel it,

- you know? I just--
- Yeah. Uh-hmm.

--I almost felt like I was her.

Yeah.

Wanna give a hand at it?

- Sure.
- Yup. Sure.

- Can I use the blindfold?
- TK: Uh-hmm.

JEREMY: This red one
right that.

TK: Oh, yes. That one.

Uh-hmm. This one
is the softest one.

We're just very excited
to experience this together

and we haven't had
the opportunity

to have someone
personally direct us

and help coach us
through a new experience.

Anything you want?

- All of the things.
- All of the things.

I took in everything
that I could

and it was fascinating.

MIDORI:
During the private play,

he was obviously feeding off
of her joy and excitement.

They were feeding off
of each other.

All I needed to do was step
out of the picture.

- JEREMY: Hmm, yeah. Wild. Oh.
- TK: Ooh.

- JEREMY: Oh.
- TK: Uh-hmm.

JEREMY: It's really about
the journey that we go on

all the time
and the experience

and the feelings
that go with that.

People need to realize that

it's more than just what
it looks like.

It's really not always about
hurting the other person.

It's a very consent-based
culture that allows both people

to go beyond what they normally
would experience.

That's a magical place to be.

One of the rarest forms of love
that you could find

with something is this
idea of compersion

where you get off watching
the other person.

It's a very freeing state.

And with us,
I love watching her.

She loves watching me.

We really enjoy just being
with each other and...

- Experiencing together.
- Experiencing the rabbit hole.

[music]

TK: I love this underhand.

MIDORI: It's not about the
perfect execution of a skill,

but it is about the fearless
diving into...

shared joy.

[music]

JEREMY: The energy
when she touched me

in between the pauses,

all of a sudden,
my body was just vibrating

such an intense rate.

It was earth-shattering.

- Okay?
- TK: Yes, I'm good.

The thing that I like the most
is it's very fun to me.

It's exhilarating.

I'm focused on the creativity

of what experience
I wanna give to him.

It's like a high-energy state

which can be pretty exhausting.

For me, it's a different energy.

It's more of going
into a lower space.

The pain in its own right
connects us

and brings me to this deep place

of contemplative
going inside myself,

something that we genuinely love
and wanna be a part of.

[music]

MIDORI: Ultimately,
it's about co-creating joy.

JEREMY: Yeah. Perfect.

MIDORI:
Increased communication

and truth and what it is that
they need from each other

and want from each other.

And when we click
onto that thing

and they go, "Uh-huh,"
it's like fireworks.

[music]

JEREMY: Want me to come up?

To be free is an amazing thing.

If everyone felt free
in their happiness,

wouldn't that be
an amazing thing?

A non-judgmental happy place

where we could all be free to be
who we all wanna be.

I think that's what
this leads to.

MIDORI: Anyone can learn to flog

just enough to get by
on a date night,

and a little whack on the butt

is going to transmit
another signal of,

"Well, just you wait
until I get you home."

[music]

I love porn
and I think it serves

a really noble purpose.

I think porn is super healthy.

I think it's a really safe way
for people to get off.

I've been watching porn
since I was, like, really young,

like as soon
as we got the computer,

I was just like, "Porn."

Long as your expectations
don't translate into real life

from what you see in porn,

you can feed your fantasies
that way pretty easily,

especially if you're into some
of the weirder shit

that's a little more hard
to accomplish

and you don't live somewhere
where you have access

to that kind of experience.

I watch porn every night.

I jack off every night.

I can't go to sleep
without doing that.

I can't watch straight porn

because it's a little
boring for me

because I have straight sex.

So, the power dynamics
of straight porn

just completely
take me out of it.

That said, I will watch it.

What's gotten really crazy
now is that

you can literally Google
whatever you want

and you could type, like,
sister, brother, dog in the park

and the shit pops up.

By myself, I would say
I watch a lot of,

like, two guys, one girl porn.

The more dicks I can see,

the better shot I have
at having an orgasm

because I'm like,
"Well, I don't like that dick

"but I like that dick
over there."

[music]

BREE MILLS: I've always been
fascinated by sex.

I looked at pornography
as masturbation material.

SINGER: ♪ All right, all right

BREE: As I was becoming
a young adult

and turning into my early 20s,
the birth of the Internet,

the ability to download
any kind of video contents

started to become a reality.

I got really excited by it.

And then it kind of hit
this point,

I couldn't watch it anymore.

SINGER: ♪ In your arms
is where I wanna be ♪

♪ Where I wanna be

BREE: Now, 10 years later,

there's so much outside
perception of porn.

SINGER: ♪ I got a crush
on you, yeah ♪

BREE: That it's never going
to be good.

- That's good?
- Yeah. That kitty, too.

And the acting is cheesy.

I have some terrible news.

The Elvis impersonator
who married us

wasn't licensed to do marriages.

None of us are related at all.

And for me, I saw, no,

do something that's going
to blow everybody's mind

how good it is.

SINGER: ♪ - yippie-ya-yo,
yippie-ya-yo ♪

The idea of doing porn
differently is our mission

and that's what Adult Time
is all about.

SINGER: ♪ I got a crush on ya,
on ya, on ya, on ya ♪

[music]

BREE: Hi, everybody.
This is Bree Mills.

I'm the writer and director
of Perspective,

and you are here at our
film premiere in Hollywood.

WOMAN: The one and only,
the legend, Bree Mills herself.

[crowd applause]

Good evening, everybody.

I am the, uh, writer
and director of tonight's film.

[cheer and applause]

Adult Time is no different
than Netflix or Hulu,

or Shutter for horror fans

but geared
towards adult audiences.

So, there's 60,000 pieces
of content within Adult Time.

Five new releases a day.
Over 200 channels

and every month,
new channels being added.

Working in adult wasn't exactly
what I would imagine

myself doing,
but I'm open-minded.

I grew up
in a really liberal household.

[music]

BREE: I had the upbringing

where it was okay to talk
about sex.

I knew that I liked
other women,

but I had some difficulty coming
to terms with myself

and a lot of that was rooted in

I didn't see myself
in television programs

or in films that I watched.

Maybe it's because I have always
been a bit of a shit disturber,

but I really believe that

sex is a incredibly
important subject

that does not get talked about,

that needs to get talked about,
and showing that

porn is not something
to be ashamed about.

Because I didn't know
all the rules,

I didn't follow them.

All of a sudden,
here's this queer woman

who came out of nowhere
making lesbian content.

And for me, what was really
revolutionary about it

is I realized,
"Wow. We can make movies.

"Like, there's nothing
stopping us

"from doing whatever we want."

I directed "Teenage Lesbian,"
which was a film

based on my own time
as a gay teenager in the '90s.

Would you like to go see one
of those films with me?

Yeah. That'd be cool.

- That's awesome.
- Okay, cool.

BREE: Once I cut my teeth
as a director,

I went back to my partners
and I said,

"Hey. I got this idea.

"In 24 months, we're going
to completely revolutionize

"our pay site business

"and it's this thing
called Adult Time.

"And let me tell you about it."

It's a subscription service
for adults.

You pay one monthly
subscription fee,

you get access to all of it.

SINGER: ♪ In the middle
of the night ♪

♪ I can hear your heartbeat

♪ Heartbeat, heartbeat

[moans] It's exciting, isn't it?

Fucking someone new.

BREE: We wanted to bring
all of the content in one place.

Ever since then,
it's become this space

to allow us to be able to tackle

all kinds of different
original programs

that involves sex and sexuality.

SINGER: ♪ I know
what you're looking for ♪

♪ I know what you need

BREE: Our vision
is to break stigmas around,

not only what somebody
can watch...

SINGER:
♪ Come and light my fire

...but also just that
feeling of shame

behind porn watching.

SINGER:
♪ Come and light my fire

We didn't wanna create
a gay Adult Time

and a straight Adult Time.

I wanted a place that
is going to be inclusive

for any type of viewer.

SINGER: ♪ I know
what you're looking for ♪

♪ I know what you need

BREE: Projects featuring
different kinds of performers.

So, a trans woman
on cis woman series we did,

a plus size series that we did.

Everything in between.
We even have a BDSM series

that serves unique comedy BDSM.

Head forward.
Don't you dare look at me.

BREE: That became
a huge game changer.

You can do porn differently.

That started
to become a real vision

and a mission for us.

SINGER:
♪ Come and light my fire

Make sure you give it back,
though. It's my only copy.

BREE: If we take it seriously,

the subject matter, the acting,
the production value,

can we demonstrate really
what we're capable of?

We know that just
because you signed up

to this kind of content,

it doesn't mean that
you're only interested in that.

In fact people's patterns
evolve, their habits,

their taste evolve,
and they'll get curious.

There's nothing stopping us
from making projects

that people
are gonna find interesting

even if they're not
looking before.

[music]

BREE: The first time
that I met my wife

was the first adult set
I ever went on.

You know,
it's gonna be pizza or sushi

and then
we can go with sushi

because we ate pizza last week.

SHAWNA: Yeah.
And then I can eat nothing.

BREE: And then you can eat
avocado rolls

or something like that.

There were two films
that we did working together.

Bree brings like a completely
different thought process

and set of standards to her sets

which I think is, like,
the most important thing

that she's doing.

It's so different
and it's so outside the box,

and I think
it's so much cooler than--

I mean, everybody loves girls
in string bikinis by a pool.

But I think it's so much cooler.

You fucking dyke!

You're ready to see
how trash tastes, lesbo?

How does that trash taste?

I don't usually tell people
what my wife does.

My wife is in production.

Well, I think we're always
like big hits at dinner parties.

Yeah. We're like suburbia's
best kept secret.

- In this town.
- People are usually

not as shocked
as we would imagine.

It's usually like,
"Oh, that's cool."

Or "Hey, that's interesting."
Or "Hey, I know that.

"I really like that site."

One of the subjects I thought
would be interesting, well,

let's look at orgasms,
let's look at masturbation.

So I thought about doing
a docuseries project

called How Women Orgasm?

[music]

BREE: And what I wanted to do
was bring together

a really diverse mix of women.

Should I stay looking
in the camera?

WOMAN: Yes.

Spend the first half
of each episode

in a candid interview
where they could talk

about their own experiences
with masturbation.

What were their
first memories of it.

My parents were not home,

and I was coming home
from school,

and I don't why I did this,
but I had a hairbrush. [laughs]

I just discovered
a back massager. [laughs]

I was reading a kind of spicy--

well, a novel
with some spicy bits.

I started with water,

so I would do
the water faucet thing.

I was just like running it
along my skin.

I brushed by my clit.

What do they like to call it?

Jerking off. I'll be like
"I'm gonna jerk off."

Even though that's like
traditionally the man way

of saying it, I feel
like girls can jerk off too,

like, why can't we jerk off
our pussies?

- Flick the bean.
- Touch myself.

- Jacking off.
- I'm fucking masturbating.

And what words
could they give to, uh,

a woman out there who may feel
insecure about herself?

Nobody should be able to tell
you what you can and cannot do

with your body,
in the privacy of your home

or your bed with your own hands,

and I hope
I can make myself come today

so you guys can see
what a female orgasm looks like.

BREE: I wanted to really try
to capture

the way that they masturbate

not as performers
but as people.

[music]

SINGER: ♪ Boy, read the signs
of my body ♪

♪ Can't you feel me
getting naughty? ♪

♪ You can touch me
like you want my love ♪

BREE: Traditional porn viewers
were like,

"Hey, I actually really enjoyed
that interview."

It was pretty interesting
to understand more

about what this person
likes to do

- and then to watch it.
- SINGER: ♪ No, no, no

- ♪ With my up and down move
- BREE: It was pretty arousing.

- SINGER: ♪ My own chika boom
- SINGER: ♪ That's right

- SINGER: ♪ My boom chika boom
- SINGER: ♪ I like

- SINGER: ♪ My own Chika boom
- SINGER: ♪ That's right

- SINGER: ♪ My own Chika boom
- SINGER: ♪ I like

BREE: Go figure that realism
is interesting.

- SINGER: ♪ Chika boom
- SINGER: ♪ That's right

♪ My own boom, chika rocka,
chika rocka chika boom ♪

♪ That's right,
put the bomb inside my body ♪

♪ Grab my hip,
and breathe slow ♪

♪ Run your fingers
through my hair, move it fast ♪

♪ And take it slow,
let's communicate with kaboom ♪

♪ That's right

The response
from the performers

was so overwhelming,
I decided to do another day

and it's going to be
a continuing series

because people care
how women orgasm.

When you actually go
and quietly change

what the content itself is,

that's how you can change
the game.

So let's continue
to break the rule.

Let's continue to change
what adult content is.

Let's do porn differently.

SINGER: ♪ I'll make you sweat,
I'll make you sweat ♪

♪ I'm gonna
make you lose control ♪

Just under a hundred thousand
active subscribers

that we have at any one point
which really shows

that by doing porn differently,

you can build
a really loyal following.

SINGER: ♪ Down, na, na, na, na,
I'ma down, oh ♪

Even today when you don't have
to pay for content.

SINGER: ♪ I'm a down,
oh, oh, baby ♪

BREE: Sexual desire is so unique

to every single
individual person.

Pornography provides
an important space.

It's a space
for people to connect

with something
they've been feeling,

to live that fantasy.

That kind of approach
to connecting

with customers
always stuck with me.

People know that I'm gonna
deliver something interesting.

[music]

I don't think I have
any fetishes. I'm boring.

My favorite kink,
coming on a girl's face.

Definitely eating ass.
I know that sounds crazy.

Toes in my mouth, who knows,

uh, I'm in there like swimwear.

Well, things that arouse me
that I kind of

feel that maybe
a little peculiar,

uh, I'm into pain.

I like my dick smacked, my--

you know, sometimes bit,
like my balls yanked on.

And to describe this to a person

that you're just
getting intimate with

can be a little weird.
Guys, don't knock it

'til you try it.

My strangest sexual preference

is that I love a man
in silky panties

in like a woman's slip.

It--there's something

about that clash
of masculine and feminine

that gets me so fucking wet.

Like...mmm.

In the bedroom,
anything goes in the bedroom,

so whether it's a strip show,

or we're dancing,

or we're in chicken costumes,

whatever floats your boat,

uh, I'll pretty much do.

Choking. I like to be choked,

little hair pull,

spit in my mouth. [laughs]

Yeah.

So, I wanna talk about something

that you probably
haven't heard about.

It's called docking,

and it includes one man
and another man,

and one of them has to be uncut
or uncircumcised,

and basically you take
the foreskin of one,

put it over the other
and you essentially,

uh, jerk off with that.

It's great.

[music]

LUX: It is hard to believe,

but it wasn't that long ago

where I had
this secret double life,

and I was an academic, and I
was working at Georgia Tech.

SINGER: ♪ Don't think
I don't know what you doin' ♪

LUX: And I was
this blatant stripper.

SINGER:
♪ You're stirring up trouble

And when I started
being honest

about being a stripper online,

it was a big risk.

SINGER:
♪ Somebody hold me back

LUX: But I did it anyways.

That's when...

women started
reaching out to me.

SINGER: ♪ Oh, like an animal,
like an animal ♪

♪ Oh, like an animal

LUX: And saying things

like, "I wish that I could live

"as true to myself as you do.

"I wish
that I could be sexy too."

SINGER: ♪ Ooh

♪ You're bringing out
the animal inside ♪

LUX: What I'll say
to these women

is that thing
that you see in me,

you think you don't have?

You do.

It is only having the courage

to live out loud

exactly as you are.

We can all do that.

And I'm going to help.

Spoiler alert,

you are never going to be able

to have a fulfilling sex life
with another person

unless you can have
a fulfilling sex life

- with yourself.
- SINGER: ♪ You're bringing

♪ Out the animal inside

My name is Lux ATL,
and I'm a country girl

from Danville, Virginia.

I coach women

to reclaim their selves

through a reclamation
of their bodies,

sensuality, and sexuality.

I have been pole dancing
in clubs since 1999.

So I bought a pole for my house,
and I started practicing,

and I was shred,

and I wanted to share that.

I was so proud
of how sexy I felt.

I started posting the videos,

and I started writing

about what women deserve,

largely about the narratives
that women are told.

The narratives
that make us play small,

that make us think that we suck,

that make us think
that we're not visible.

Then I just got lots of messages

from women that-that continues
to this day.

KATIE:
Relationship history-wise,

I've dealt with a lot
of disasters.

My first boyfriend
he was like super positive

about my body.
We tried all kinds of shit.

So that was great,

but all the guys I did do
after that absolutely terrible.

It was just this
big chunk of time

where I was in these
very dysfunctional situations

that damaged my confidence.

But then I got on,
like, a dating site,

for a day and a half
and started talking to Steven.

We connected very strongly,
very quickly,

and especially like emotionally
and intellectually.

And once we created that kind
of environment of trust,

like, now I'm like,
"All right, cool.

"I believe that you think
I'm attractive.

"Whoa! Okay, what do--
what do I do?

"Moments about it."

I would like to be
a more sensual person,

to be more confident
with initiating sex,

as well as be
more enthusiastic with you

and maybe just
not a walking, talking,

like, calculator
on a brain stem.

- [laughs]
- To enjoy spontaneity

rather than suppressive.

I would like to improve
how I perceive myself

and just feel more comfortable
with my body.

- Great.
- For me that's a lot.

I'm really, really proud of you.

I don't know many people
in the world

who would be willing to go

take a one-on-one, like,
strip master class with someone.

I know that's really hard
for you.

Absolutely. Yeah.

I discovered Lux through
a friend from high school,

who was kind of familiar
with myself and my issues,

she was like, "Bro, like,
there's this chick

"on the Internet.
She's a stripper.

"She's got an English PhD.

"You should check her out."

So I did.

Hello.

- Hi!
- Yeah.

- Welcome.
- It's so nice to meet you.

- Good to meet you, too.
- Katie.

- Lux.
- I'm Lux.

- You are so cute.
- You are too.

What I just wanna tell you
right out the gate

is any nerves
that you might have,

I get it,
but just drop them.

- Okay.
- You don't need them.

There's no pressure for you
to be anything

other than exactly who you are.

And in fact exactly who you are
is what we about to cultivate.

- Okay.
- Okay?

I know that as women
when we are engaging our bodies,

our sensuality or sexuality,

it's so often coming
from this fraught place

of trauma, wounds.

Today the place
that we're coming from

is from a place of joy and fun.

- That's sweet.
- Okay.

- Uh-hmm.
- Tell me where you're at

- on loving yourself?
- I realized

that probably 12
to 15 years my partner

is telling me I was
too overweight to be attractive,

has kind of conditioned me
to believe it.

And I don't know over
the summer I struggled with it.

It was like, I could be myself
and be a cat lady and fine.

And I don't--
I don't wanna do that.

No. You're in a relationship
now, am I right?

- Yes.
- What kind of messages

is he given you, girl?

He thinks I'm really hot,

um, but I think also
he sees the insecurity.

For her to take the initiative

to go do this workshop
is exceptional.

And to know that she's doing it
for herself, first and foremost,

I am unbelievably proud
of Katie.

She's courageous.

I have a curiosity
about sensuality.

I'd like to be able to do it
myself with gusto and not fear

that type of judgment
that I've received before.

I guess that would be my
end goal is just self-confidence

and being in touch
with my own sensuality.

Well, you've come
to the right place, my friend.

I just hope you're ready
to let loose, have a blast,

and it's gonna be a great time.

It's gonna be hot,

and you're gonna fucking love
the way you look and feel.

SINGER: ♪ We are

- ♪ We are who we are
- SINGER: ♪ Who we are

- SINGER: ♪ We say what we say
- SINGER: ♪ We say

You had an orgasm when you--

- Yeah.
- --lost your virginity?

Yeah, I was 18, and I was like,

"All right.
This is what this is. Cool."

- And then, like--
- Wow.

- You're a natural, Katie.
- Yeah.

But I've had terrible luck
ever since.

I have different years
of experiences,

but I have to figure out
how they work now.

Instead of being tight inside,

if you can like relax
deep within

and let life flow through you,

shit hurts a lot less.

[music]

LUX: Ooh, my gosh,
there's so many things.

- Holy moly.
- WOMAN: We are well-stocked.

- What?
- Yeah. See,

the touchy-caddy.

- [laughs]
- Toy mounts,

these are a life changer
actually

especially for women who need

clitoral stimulation
during penetrative sex.

Okay.

SINGER:
♪ Uh-hmm, uh-hmm, uh-hmm

When it comes to sex toys,

women often feel embarrassed.

But it's so good
to experiment with these toys.

Because do you know

that there are so many women

who don't even know
how to make themselves come?

Wow.

This is the fucking life.

[laughs]

This is a good humping pillow.

[woman laughs]

[laughs]

I brought my first
like little bullet vibrator

when I was a freshman
in college, because why not?

I had a pretty healthy
physical relationship then.

So it was just like
a "for me" thing.

Since then, I've gotten them
out of necessity.

I'll never forget one time

dressing up
in a beautiful outfit,

doing my hair, and putting
on all this make-up, and...

my boyfriend
who came home from work,

and I was really trying
to make this dude love me.

And I opened my bedroom door,

and he saw me, and he said,

"No, thanks."

And walked past.

- Really?
- Yeah.

And that happened probably...

- 15 years ago.
- Wow.

And that still affects me.

- That sticks with you.
- Absolutely.

To where there's kind of
a few routes you can take.

And one route is like,
"Fuck it.

"I'm not even gonna try."

And the other route is,

"Let me try to become
an extreme overachiever,

"and be so sexy, sexy, sexy

"that no one can deny."

Right.

That's kind of the route I took.

I took the "Fuck it" route.

[music]

Lux has definitely
been able to like reach me

with some of her experiences.

We have more common experiences

than I thought that we would.

And that's disarming to hear

some of those stories.

Um, that kind of talked
through, "Okay.

"Well, how have you grown
from this?

"What did--what did you do?

"What did you continue to do?

"What does that look like

"after you come to terms
with it?"

It's kind of selfish to think
that I'm the only one

who's dealt with repeated
disasters.

It puts a lot of things
in perspective.

[music]

LUX: We're gonna have some fun

now getting a little sexy,

and we're just gonna go through

some different outfits,

and to see how
they make us feel.

A lot of us feel really...

self-conscious, uncomfortable,

or that we look stupid
when we're trying

to wear sexy clothes or be sexy.

This is an experience
that you've had,

- am I right?
- Yes.

When we were talking
over the last few days,

you sent me some hot pictures
of you.

[music]

LUX: Did you see this?

- KATIE: That is awesome.
- Look at you.

- Uh-hmm.
- That's so cute.

But then, I'm reading
the accompanying text

and you're saying,

"Oh, here I am in some outfits

"that I won't
ever wear for anybody."

Yeah, I actually have not
worn that for anyone yet.

I bought it for myself
when I was single.

You've literally
never worn this?

- Not for anyone.
- What--

Just to take
those pictures really.

You ought to just look

in the mirror and decide

that exactly as you are.

Truly you're already beautiful.

I have a hard time looking
at myself in the mirror.

Everyone has parts
of their bodies they don't like.

I have spent a lot of time
like really obsessing over

what they are
and why I don't like them.

I decided to try on lingerie
with Katie

because we're in this together.

I've got things
I'm worried about,

but I can put on these outfits,

look in this mirror,

and make the choice...

to love who I am.

[music]

All right. Come look
in the mirror.

What do you think?

- How are you feeling?
- I've--I'm feeling cute.

- Feeling cute?
- Yeah.

Got a good angel, devil
on the shoulders

- situation going.
- Uh-hmm.

This is very difficult.

[music]

- That is formal.
- That's--oh, yeah,

- that is--it's very classy.
- Oh, my God.

This is all this.

Yeah, I love it.

You know, Katie,
I wouldn't ask you

what your best assets are.

- It's clear.
- I mean, but--

[laughter]

- [camera shutters clicks]
- KATIE: But I am proud

of myself for coming outside
of my box

and doing something like this
at all.

That's the fucking one, dude.

- I think so, yeah.
- Yeah.

KATIE: I believe
that Lux's affect

is loving chaotic.

It's very genuine.

It's very real.

I feel really flattered,

inspired to learn more
and do better,

and kind of see
if I reach a limit with it,

and I wanna surpass that.

[music]

SINGER: ♪ I like them boys

LUX: Yeah, that's nice.

That's right bitch.
Tug it. Damn.

Ah, you're so...

SINGER: ♪ Sunset Strip,
chocolate skin ♪

- ♪ I think I want him
- LUX: Yeah. Woo!

[music]

SINGER: ♪ Do, do, do,
do my thing ♪

♪ Do, do, do, do my thing

♪ Do, do, do, do my thing

SINGER: ♪ Beep, beep,
back it up ♪

♪ Lay it down

- ♪ Like a cement truck
- SINGER: ♪ What?

SINGER: ♪ Staring in the back,
back like an umpire ♪

♪ Yeah, got that parking spot

♪ Try to run, run,
but I'm gonna catch you ♪

LUX: I brought Katie
to a strip club

because of course
this is my background.

SINGER:
♪ Sights like a satellite

♪ Five, four, three,
two, one, bulls-eye ♪

And this is where
I learned to own

and embody my sensuality

without fear of being judged.

SINGER:
♪ I see you on my radar

♪ And now, you're on my radar

♪ I see you on my radar

♪ My radar, my radar

LUX: Here's some money.
Give them some encouragement.

SINGER: ♪ You're on my radar

LUX: Yes.

Don't hurt nobody.
Don't hurt nobody. Yes

SINGER:
♪ I see you on my radar

♪ On my radar, my radar,
my radar ♪

This is an arena where

the answer to the question,

"Can I be sexy?"
is a resounding yes.

SINGER: ♪ So, red dot,
dot, missile ♪

♪ Try to run, run,
but I'm gonna catch you ♪

♪ Bonafide pop, pop,
firecracker ♪

♪ I gotcha in my sights
like a satellite

♪ Five, four, three, two, one,
danger ♪

♪ Stay hot, turn on
like an engine ♪

- SINGER: ♪ What?
- SINGER: ♪ Got my front line

♪ Lying in attention

♪ Drop it down like a bomb
from an airplane ♪

- ♪ Red dot, dot
- Let it flow through your mama.

SINGER:
♪ I see you on my radar

♪ And now you want my radar

♪ I see you on my radar

♪ My radar, my radar

♪ I see you on my radar

♪ And now you're on my radar

♪ I see you on my radar

♪ My radar, my radar

LUX: Woo.

[applause]

KATIE: Oh, that was fantastic.

- Fantastic.
- Yeah.

- Yes.
- High-five.

Should we get changed

- into our sexy clothes?
- Yes.

Going into a strip club
as a spectator is one thing

because you're like,
"All right. Cool.

"Got my ones.
Gonna get kind of drunk.

"These girls are gonna be hot.
It'll be fun, right?"

Going in knowing that I have
to get on a pole to some extent?

Yeah, it's terrifying.

[music]

Katie, the first thing
I'm gonna teach you

is just a little pole walk.

- Okay.
- Okay?

So, watch me.

As I walk, I'm gonna be
a little slinky with it.

I'm gonna--let me show you a no.
This is a no.

- Hey.
- WOMAN: Yes.

Hey, everybody.

That's not hitting on shit.

Now, I'ma get in the vibe,
girl.

I'm pulling it up,
open the doors.

Look at me, bitch. I am living.

All right, girl.
Let's light it on fire.

- Okay.
- Let's go, girl. Live.

Yes, that's right.

Feel yourself.

Feel yourself.

Yes, bitch.

The next thing
I'm gonna teach you

is just a little body groove.

Some people may like to do
a body roll.

A body roll looks like this.

It's like a wave
going through you...

- like this.
- Okay?

You got to move it
and be present in it,

and don't be afraid
to touch yourself, okay?

- All right.
- Show me.

[music]

What are you doing
after this, Katie?

Taking a nap.

[laughter]

One last thing.

I want you to take
this face of yours

and be like,
"I'm trying to fuck you."

Look at me like
you're trying to fuck me.

- Come on.
- That's hard to do on command.

You can do it.
You can do it.

Uh-huh.

The face part is the hardest.

I just feel like,
oh, shit, that's hard.

Okay. What do I need to do?
Like, all right.

I'm gonna try and think
about different stuff.

I'm gonna try to think
about getting fucked.

I'm gonna try and think
about like, you know,

people wanting me
and what I would want

to look like to them.
That helps.

- [laughs]
- You got this.

Okay. That's what the fuck
I'm talking about.

That's good? All right.

This chick in this,

with these titties
and this outfit

and the hair,

the world deserves you, girl.

So you're gonna give it to 'em.

You ready to rock?

- All right. [laughs]
- Okay.

Block everything out.
Focus on you.

- LUX: Focus. Yeah, we love you.
- Think about a man.

- WOMAN: Yeah.
- We love you.

Yes.

Little swag, little bit smooth.

[music]

SINGER: ♪ Oh hey, uh-huh,
uh-huh, let's play a game ♪

♪ I am the predator
I'm gonna make you my prey ♪

- Yes, good.
- SINGER: ♪ Oh hey, uh-huh

♪ Uh-huh, I'm coming straight
for your heart ♪

- ♪ When I get next to you
- Like pull that chick out.

SINGER: ♪ Take it out,
take it out ♪

You don't have to be
in circles so late.

Feel yourself.

And so, when I catch
these moments of her

seeing that and smiling

and then touching herself

and just like being present
in the moment,

that's what we're after.

SINGER: ♪ Get wild,
get rough, get loud ♪

♪ Baby, take me higher

Woo, woo, woo!

SINGER: ♪ I'm an animal

♪ I'm going in for the kill

♪ So don't fret, go hard,
get hot, let's start a fire ♪

KATIE: I'm really proud
of myself because in terms

of my relationship,
I feel like I'm gonna actually

feel, like, more enthusiastic,

- a little more aggressive.
- Yes. Rule.

KATIE: Step outside of me

having to stick up my ass
all the time.

LUX: That's how you do it!

I feel really grateful
for the Lux experience.

This is awesome.

LUX: Woo, woo!

Katie is literally unleashing

that raw "I don't give a fuck"
version of who she is.

SINGER: ♪ I'm alive,
baby, turn me on ♪

On that stage,

I see a woman
who can look in the mirror

and say, "You know what, girl?
I love you.

"You're fucking awesome."

And ultimately what it takes

is courage, resolve,

and she's got it.
Baby, it's hot.

Woo!

I'm so proud.

WOMAN: You're so good!

- Thank you.
- Yay!

WOMAN: Say, fuck it.
You went down.

- It's great.
- MAN: Yeah.

- It's great.
- LUX: Yay!

[music]

SINGER: ♪ Oh, oh,
don't you wanna see me ♪

♪ In the moonlight?

♪ Oh, oh

♪ Don't you wanna do me right?