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A child is a thing to be loved.
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A child is the manifestations
of both parents,
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and both parents see themselves
in the child.
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The child is part of them.
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He is their flesh and blood.
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And for good many years,
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he is a reflection of their personality.
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So when he grows up, one day he's
going to assert his own personality,
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which might very well differ
from the personalities
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and outlooks of his parents.
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Immediately, his parents feel very upset.
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You know, they don't see
themselves in him any more.
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And when these parents
don't see themselves in him,
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they feel they've lost him.
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But really, he's become
a human being in his own right.
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Brian's troubled relationship
with his parents
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would affect him throughout his life.
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His parents disapproved of his lifestyle.
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They wanted Brian to have
a proper job like his father.
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At the age of just 19,
he formed the Rolling Stones.
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They were the first of their kind
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and drove people crazy
with their long hair
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and their contempt
for convention and authority.
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Let's introduce you Stone
by Stone to the Rolling Stones.
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Hello, I'm Mick Jagger.
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Charlie Watts.
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Brian Jones.
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Bill Wyman.
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On the question of hair, boys,
you're pretty long in the hair.
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What's the point of long hair these days?
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I believe it's going out in England
and it's going out in Australia.
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You thought of
anything different, like plaiting
your hair or anything like this?
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We've got a comedian here, I see.
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I believe some of the Eastern States
groups have even suggested
that you're effeminate.
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What have you got to say about this?
Well, darling...
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Well, we're not, you know.
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I met Brian on a train
as a schoolboy, aged 14.
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I was surprised how open
and friendly he was,
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with a soft spoken middle class accent.
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He said he was a train spotter
and this was his favourite line -
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The Great Western.
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I remember the shock when hearing
he had died tragically
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just six years later.
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He seemed at the time
to have the world at his feet.
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Thank you very much.
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♪ Everybody wants somebody
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♪ Everybody wants somebody
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♪ Everybody needs somebody
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♪ Everybody... ♪
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I loved Mick and Keith.
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And Mick always was in awe of Brian.
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He absolutely loved him
and I think he wanted to be Brian.
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♪ Everybody wants somebody
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♪ Everybody needs somebody... ♪
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Cos he had all the girls
and he had all the fan mail.
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♪ Someone to love
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♪ Someone to kiss... ♪
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And Mick was trying really hard...
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..to get girlfriends, I think,
at that time.
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♪ Someone to please
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♪ Sometimes a squeeze... ♪
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That was what I remember,
that he was very impressed
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with the way that Brian
could just draw women to him.
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♪ I need you, you, you... ♪
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To Brian and Keith,
it was like a brother relationship.
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I saw Keith so fascinated
with the way Brian played
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and Brian showing him
certain guitar things.
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♪ I need you
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♪ Yes, I do... ♪
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And so they were very close.
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They were all rowing together
in this musical journey.
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Ladies and gentlemen,
it's all about to happen.
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Let's hear it for the fantastic
Rolling Stones!
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♪ I'm all right
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♪ I'm all right
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♪ I'm all right
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♪ I'm all right
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♪ I'm all right
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♪ Whoa, whoa, whoa
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♪ Come on down
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♪ Come on down
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♪ Come on down... ♪
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Brian then, was as popular
and famous as Mick.
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He was the heart and soul
of the early Stones.
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Yet most people today
haven't even heard of him.
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Brian answered most of the fan mail.
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"Dear Doreen, many thanks for your letter
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"and the great interest
you've shown in the band.
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"The band is really an
amalgamation of two bands,
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"the one being an R&B band
I formed the year ago
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"and the other being a group
run by Mick and Keith
in south east London.
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"We have, I might add,
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"a habit of breaking
audience attendance records."
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In the early days,
who got all the fan mail?
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Brian.
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The secretaries told me, "Well,
we get about 100 letters.
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"About 60 of them are for Brian,
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"about 25 are for Mick,
about ten for Charlie and Keith.
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"And there's about the same for you,
you know, and that's it, you know?
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"But Brian gets all the fan mail."
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He was brilliant, a brilliant musician.
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He shocked everybody with
the quality of his playing.
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We all dedicated ourselves to the band
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and Brian more so than anybody else,
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because it was his band in the beginning.
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So it meant the world to him
more than it did to the rest of us.
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Brian did everything.
He wrote in the music papers.
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He discussed things about the origins
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of what is actually
the blues and what is R&B.
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There's all those letters and
things. I've got copies of them.
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When Brian advertised for a band,
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he chose every single person
to come into his band.
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Let's recap on the Rolling Stones.
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How did you all get together
in the first place?
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Actually, I answered an advert
for a bass player, so...
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But the rest of them got together
individually in jazz clubs
and formed a sort of a group.
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How long ago was that?
Two years.
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And what were you doing
when you answered the advertisement?
Engineering, actually.
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And we'll move on now to Brian.
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How long have you been
with the Rolling Stones?
Are you one of the original members?
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Yes, one of the original members.
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What were you doing before you joined?
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Well, just sort of bumming around,
waiting for something
to happen, really.
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I had quite a few jobs and I was
trying to get a band going,
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but it was unsuccessful
until I met up with Mick and Keith
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and then that was a successful band.
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Well, can you think back to your
first engagement? Where was that?
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Erm...
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Marquee, Oxford Street, London.
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And may I ask how much you got
paid for that assignment?
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20 quid, which was good,
because six months later,
we were still working for 10 quid.
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♪ It's all right
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♪ It's all right, children
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♪ It's all right
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♪ It's all right, children
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♪ It's all right
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♪ Come on around, baby
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♪ Come on around, baby
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♪ Come on around, baby
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♪ Come on around, baby
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♪ Come on around, baby... ♪
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Mick used to stand in front of us.
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Mick's got the maracas
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and the audience just joining in
and all that.
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♪ Do you feel it, baby
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♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah
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♪ Do you feel it now
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♪ My, my, my... ♪
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It just got right into your body
and it was like a tribal gathering.
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♪ All right, all right, all right
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♪ All right, all right, all right
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♪ All right, all right, all right
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♪ All right, all right, all right
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♪ All right, all right, all right. ♪
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The blues were everything to Brian.
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He saw the Stones as promoting
unknown black blues music.
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"Dear Doreen, you raised the point
in your letter about blues material.
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"You must appreciate that blues
are not easy to put over
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"to the average club audience.
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"They prefer something more
in the twisting and jumping run.
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"Once again, thank you for your interest
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"in rhythm and blues and ourselves.
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"It's wonderful music
and deserves more recognition.
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"Yours sincerely,
Brian Jones for Rolling Stones."
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Mick and Keith moved
into the flat that Brian had.
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And Brian and Keith slept
in a double bed in the front room
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and Mick slept in a single bed
in the middle room.
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And then there was a kitchen,
which was a disaster.
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And it was a very severe winter
that year, '62,
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and we used to give him shillings
to put in the bloody meter
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for the one little electric fire.
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Brian used to say, "What's
the point of getting out of bed
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"when it's so fucking cold?
We might as well stay in bed!"
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So they used to get the guitars
and stay in bed
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and play guitar in bed.
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Luckily, we had nothing else to do.
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And since we were down to thieving
potatoes out of supermarkets anyway
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and selling beer bottles
back to the off-licence,
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there was nothing else to do except
push on, you know, and just...
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I mean, it had to get better,
even if it didn't get fantastic.
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You know, it was difficult.
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But I mean, it was fun too,
since we were determined
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that we were going
to stick together and play.
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Despite everything,
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Brian was always tried
to keep his parents' approval.
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"Dear Mum and Dad,
many thanks for your letters
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"and a thousand apologies
for not writing back before now.
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"Being leader and spokesman for the Stones
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"means I'm always busy and tied up.
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"If it's possible, I would
like to see you next
Monday or Tuesday.
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"But I warn you, my hair is pretty
long, although not untidy."
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"Success seems to be on its way,
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"though none of us
are too happy about 'Come On'."
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♪ Everything is wrong since me
and my baby parted
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♪ All day long I'm walking
cos I couldn't get my car started
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♪ Laid off from my job and... ♪
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"This record does not do
justice to the group."
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Brian would invite his mother
and father to the Stones concerts.
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But they never came.
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And Brian taught Keith to play with him.
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You know, all the linking notes.
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There they go.
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See, one's going up and the other
one's coming down.
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When one's coming down, he's going up.
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And it's so beautiful.
It's so perfect what they're doing.
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We did a song called Mona,
which is a Bo Diddley song.
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And you got... You'll have to
excuse me, that's my bloody...
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It's switched itself off now,
thank goodness.
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He learned to play along with the tremolo.
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You know, the - doo, doo, doo, doo,
doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo.
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And in time.
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And so you'll hear it on Mona here.
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♪ Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo.
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See?
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No-one was doing that then.
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♪ Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo. ♪
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He was a fucker, you know.
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He would be really horrible sometimes.
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He had one side of him,
which I have to say was really,
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I wouldn't say evil,
but he was really cruel sometimes.
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There's photos of us being photographed
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and Brian's over the top of me
dropping cigarette ash on my head.
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But he used to do things like that.
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And not only to me, but to everybody.
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He always had to prove himself.
He was embarrassed about his size.
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And if he didn't get his way,
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he kind of used to get very aggressive
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and then he'd be all apologetic and,
"Sorry, man, I didn't mean it."
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He'd stubbed that cigarette out on
the back of your hand in the car...
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..and you'd always forgive him
because he was such
a nice, sweet guy.
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Brian had immense opposition
from his father.
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His dad didn't like him
trying to be a musician.
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They just thought, get a proper job.
You know, the same old thing.
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Up to a certain point,
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Brian was a perfectly normal,
conventional boy,
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who was well behaved and was well liked.
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Liked, I suppose, because
he was well behaved.
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He did his studies and he
was quite a model schoolboy.
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And then there came this peculiar
change in his early teens,
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at the time, I suppose,
he began to become a man,
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where he began to get
some resentment of authority.
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It was a rebellion
against parental authority
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and it was certainly a rebellion
against the school authority.
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He often used to say, why should
he do something he was told
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just because the person
who was telling him was older?
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From being an A grade student,
Brian rebelled.
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He failed in his studies
and put all his energy into music
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and picking up girls.
249
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He played occasionally clarinet
in the school orchestra,
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but Brian was not really interested
in anything else at the school.
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Not in athletics.
Not in any sports.
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Not in the cadet force,
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not in debating societies
or anything like that.
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He kept himself to himself quite
a bit at school, I would say.
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In the beginning of the '60s,
it was one society,
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just this mono culture, and it was
our generation who went beyond that.
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It's a level of sort of
middle class tightness,
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which you don't possibly
see so much any more.
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He had a pretty bad relationship
with his parents,
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who were very respectable,
very straight, very posh.
261
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But he used to say
he just couldn't stand it.
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The problem with Brian was
that he came from a very,
very bourgeois family...
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..who saw themselves as better
than the neighbours
264
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and better than this and better than that.
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All the time, his fanaticism for
jazz music was coming to the fore.
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It was a great disappointment to us
and a source of considerable anxiety
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when he became so wrapped up
in his love of jazz music
268
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that in spite of everything
we could do or say,
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he went off and did it.
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♪ Wop-bop-a-loo-mop alop-bom-bom
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti
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♪ Tutti frutti, woo
273
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti
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♪ Awop-bop-a-loo-mop
alop-bom-bom... ♪
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti
278
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♪ Tutti frutti, woo
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti
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♪ Tutti frutti, oh rutti... ♪
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Frustrated by his parents' disapproval,
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Brian adopted Val's family and spent
all his time playing blues music.
284
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Val Corbett, yes, I knew her very well.
285
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She was rather stylish
and I thought she was rather nice.
286
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Brian was quite besotted with her
287
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and she, of course, was besotted with him.
288
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They were obviously made for each other.
289
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The next thing we heard
was that Val was pregnant
290
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and she at first was terribly pleased
291
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because she and Brian
were going to leave Cheltenham,
292
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go and live in London
and get a place together.
293
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And suddenly it dawned on her
that wasn't going to happen.
294
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On December the 22nd, 1960, Brian,
aged 17, was kicked out of his home.
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His father would later refer to this as
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"my most drastic of all actions,
297
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"which I shall never forget
or cease to worry over."
298
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Brian, now rejected by his parents,
299
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moved in with Pat and her sister, Betty,
300
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and was looked after by their parents.
301
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This became a pattern
of Brian's behaviour -
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adopting other families, getting the
daughters pregnant and then leaving.
303
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This would happen at least five times.
304
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Do you feel bitter at all?
305
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I'm not actually bitter.
306
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I feel quite sorry for Brian in a way,
307
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because the kind of person he is,
308
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you can never be happy,
could never have true friends.
309
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The only friends he has probably
like him because of what he is.
310
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I think if he was turned out
on to the streets, nobody
would want to know Brian.
311
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He's not the kind of person
that you take to
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because he's so cynical.
313
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He's got no feelings for anybody.
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He just uses people for his own good.
315
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And when he's finished,
he throws them aside.
316
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So I just feel sorry for him.
317
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Brian's own life mirrored
the rebellious spirit of the Stones
318
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more than any other member.
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Expelled from two schools.
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Thrown out of his home.
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A reckless personal life.
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The blues was Brian's salvation.
323
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♪ Oh, a child's coming
324
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♪ He's going to be,
going to be a rollin' stone
325
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♪ He's going to be
a rollin' stone... ♪
326
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♪ Well, I feel
327
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♪ Yes, I feel. ♪
328
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Tell us something about him, Brian.
329
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When we started playing together,
330
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we started playing because
we wanted to play rhythm and blues.
331
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And Howlin' Wolf was one
of our greatest idols.
332
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And it's a great pleasure to finally
be booked on this show tonight...
Thanks to Howlin' Wolf.
333
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So I think it's about time you shut
up and we had Howlin' Wolf onstage.
334
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I agree! Let's get him on.
Howlin' Wolf!
335
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It was a huge deal for those guys
336
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because they'd just never
really been on TV.
337
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To be there are peak time in America,
338
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that was an incredibly big deal.
339
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♪ How many more years
340
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♪ Have I got to let you dog me around?
341
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♪ How many more years
342
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♪ Have I got to let you
dog me around? ♪
343
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It's an incredible moment
and there are still people
344
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who put it as one of the
greatest TV moments of the 1960s.
345
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There's a great period
in the first couple of years
346
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where he seemed to have real insight.
347
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And I'm talking about 1961, 1962.
348
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♪ I'll try to show it
if you're driving me back
349
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♪ Your love for me has got to be real
350
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♪ For you to know just how I feel
351
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♪ Love for real
and not fade away... ♪
352
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So you worked out both the keys
of open tunings of blues,
353
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which is D slash E, which is open D or E,
354
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which is Elmore James, and he was open G,
355
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which is Muddy Waters and Robert Johnson.
356
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♪ I'm going to tell you
how it's going to be
357
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♪ You're going to give your love to me
358
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♪ Love to last
more than one day... ♪
359
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So what did we do for the fifth single?
360
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We wanted to do a blues
and everybody said,
361
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"Don't do it because
you'll destroy your career.
362
00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:22,759
"No-one's ever done a blues record
for a single in England."
363
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You know, it's the worst thing.
364
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:28,719
Like they said to Ray Charles,
"Don't do a country album
because it will destroy you."
365
00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:31,079
And it was the greatest thing he ever did.
366
00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:33,375
Well, when we did Little Red Rooster...
367
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,039
..they said, you know,
"You're going to kill yourself."
368
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It came out on the Friday
and on the Monday it was number one.
369
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And Brian...
370
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..controlled the whole band.
I'll start again.
371
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That's Brian with a slide.
372
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See, he's doing it.
373
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♪ I am the little red rooster... ♪
374
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What is anybody else doing?
375
00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:08,720
See, he's making the song.
376
00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:13,799
♪ Everybody wants somebody
377
00:24:13,800 --> 00:24:18,359
♪ Everybody needs somebody
378
00:24:18,360 --> 00:24:20,919
♪ To love... ♪
379
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So we were completely unique.
380
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♪ Someone to kiss
381
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♪ Oh, yeah
382
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♪ Sometimes a miss
383
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♪ Someone to please
384
00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:34,120
♪ And sometimes a squeeze
385
00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:37,679
♪ I need you, you, you
386
00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:40,439
♪ I need you, you, you
387
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:42,279
♪ I need you... ♪
388
00:24:42,280 --> 00:24:44,839
Bo Diddley couldn't believe
how good we were.
389
00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:46,640
♪ You, you, you
390
00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:49,799
♪ Sometimes I feel like
391
00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:52,199
♪ I get a little sad inside
392
00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:54,519
♪ When my baby mistreats me
393
00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:57,039
♪ I kind of get a little bit mad
394
00:24:57,040 --> 00:24:58,839
♪ I need you... ♪
395
00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:01,920
Rolling Stones!
Rolling Stones! Rolling Stones!
396
00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:18,920
♪ Oh, Carol, don't let him
steal your heart away
397
00:25:20,800 --> 00:25:24,389
♪ I'm going to learn to dance
if it takes me all night and day
398
00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:29,960
♪ Climb into my machine
so we can groove on out
399
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:35,808
♪ I know some swinging little joint
where we can jump and shout
400
00:25:37,360 --> 00:25:39,279
♪ It's not too far back... ♪
401
00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:41,879
There was rioting
whenever the Stones played.
402
00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,839
It was an outpouring of emotion
against the authorities
403
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:47,800
and the traditional ways of doing things.
404
00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:52,599
♪ A little cutie takes your hat
and you can thank her ma'am... ♪
405
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:55,439
The way the Stones looked and dressed,
406
00:25:55,440 --> 00:25:58,720
their hair and sexuality,
was a whole new feeling.
407
00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:05,479
Everyone fancied both Brian
and Mick, both male and female.
408
00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:08,799
They had this extraordinary
androgynous quality.
409
00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:12,683
♪ I'm going to learn to dance if
it takes me all night and day... ♪
410
00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:53,959
Brian met Linda Lawrence in 1962
and was adopted into her family.
411
00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:55,800
I only saw him.
412
00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:58,479
Yeah, and heard him.
413
00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:00,479
The sound was what I was connecting to
414
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:03,400
and it was the harmonica
and the slide guitar.
415
00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:08,439
The first time I'd ever
heard that kind of music
416
00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:11,119
or felt that kind of feeling,
it was just...
417
00:27:11,120 --> 00:27:12,760
Just amazing.
418
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:18,320
Yeah, a whole feeling came over me
that I'd never felt before.
419
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:22,799
♪ My days are pretty rough
420
00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:26,479
♪ I want you to come back,
come back, come back... ♪
421
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:28,359
It was instant.
422
00:27:28,360 --> 00:27:30,559
Like, if you can call it love.
423
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:34,840
At the time, I wouldn't have known
what that was, but now I do.
424
00:27:37,120 --> 00:27:39,479
There was a point that came where he said,
425
00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:43,559
"Can I come stay with you in
Windsor with your parents?"
426
00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:45,759
And I said, "Yeah."
427
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,000
Yeah, my parents loved him.
428
00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:54,720
♪ Somebody stop this pain in my heart
429
00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:01,599
♪ My, my, my, my, my, my
430
00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:03,640
♪ Don't you know, one day
431
00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:07,439
♪ My days are pretty rough
432
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:09,239
♪ Won't you love me?
433
00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:10,760
♪ Love me. ♪
434
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:23,079
Most of the time it was all about music
435
00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:25,719
and what records he's going to get.
436
00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:29,119
And how he was going to play this
and, you know...
437
00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:33,599
And I would often put
the records on over and over again
438
00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:36,359
so that he could get the riffs and things.
439
00:28:36,360 --> 00:28:40,600
Put it back on and have a listen
and get the sound.
440
00:28:48,840 --> 00:28:51,279
Seeing them get more and more popular
441
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,319
and more and more people
coming to see them,
442
00:28:54,320 --> 00:28:56,440
it was very exciting.
443
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:18,200
And we got very, very much in love.
444
00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:03,399
He was loved by so many people.
I didn't mind that.
445
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:06,079
I knew he loved me, so I didn't care.
446
00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:08,039
And I knew we were young.
447
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:09,919
I just knew he loved me.
448
00:30:09,920 --> 00:30:11,319
And I...
449
00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:13,519
I felt like it's OK.
450
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:15,880
You know, he'll be back.
451
00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:55,679
Brian's rivalry with Mick
452
00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:57,999
for leadership of the Stones was growing.
453
00:30:58,000 --> 00:30:59,999
Mick was the natural frontman
454
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,879
and Brian's insecurity played into this.
455
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:05,879
A visible friction grew up between them.
456
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:08,440
It began to dominate Brian's thinking.
457
00:31:27,200 --> 00:31:30,799
Brian sent me to a modelling course
for a little while in London
458
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:34,159
and I had taken the hairdressing course.
459
00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:37,239
So I was really into hair
and I was saying,
460
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:40,239
"Just grow your hair,
don't cut it", you know.
461
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:44,519
And then when it did get quite long,
I would trim it,
462
00:31:44,520 --> 00:31:47,879
but not cut it, and make that shape.
463
00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:49,959
He was like a gentleman.
464
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:52,559
He was all dressed in his white
shirt and his jacket
465
00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:54,679
and he was open doors.
466
00:31:54,680 --> 00:31:59,200
It was that kind of... Very
gentlemanly and gentle spoken.
467
00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:03,079
He had a family, obviously.
468
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:06,039
And after a while, we drove down.
469
00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:08,640
He wanted me to meet his parents.
470
00:32:09,880 --> 00:32:13,279
And I know he didn't take many
people down to meet his parents,
471
00:32:13,280 --> 00:32:15,519
so I knew it was something special.
472
00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:19,439
Did you feel that Brian cared a lot
what his parents thought?
473
00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:21,159
Oh, very much.
474
00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:23,919
That was the whole thing,
that he really did want them
475
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:27,599
to like what he was doing
and, you know, be proud of him.
476
00:32:27,600 --> 00:32:31,000
That was the whole point,
I think, of us going there.
477
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:35,199
They wanted him to have
a different career.
478
00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:40,799
Something more like what his father
had been doing - a good paying job.
479
00:32:40,800 --> 00:32:45,199
But Brian kind of saw that
and he kind of rebelled
480
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:47,440
and stepped out of it.
481
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:55,119
♪ I warned you baby from time to time
482
00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:57,599
♪ You don't listen so pay me no mind
483
00:32:57,600 --> 00:32:59,479
♪ About moving on
484
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,520
♪ Yeah, I'm moving on... ♪
485
00:33:03,240 --> 00:33:05,119
We became the love generation
486
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:07,591
and the music was going to be the opening.
487
00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:10,599
♪ Mister Engineer
with your throttle in hand
488
00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:13,079
♪ Take me back to that Southern land
489
00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:14,799
♪ It's called moving
490
00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:17,200
♪ Keep a rolling on
491
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:20,239
♪ You're flying too high
492
00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:22,280
♪ For my old sky
I'll move on. ♪
493
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:31,039
Dawn Molloy was the mother
of Brian's fifth child.
494
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:33,039
I was 18.
495
00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:36,119
I don't think I'd ever
been in love before.
496
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:38,839
Every time I saw him,
my heart skipped a beat.
497
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:40,839
And every time we saw me, he...
498
00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:43,720
It was obvious that he wanted me.
499
00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:48,440
Being a Catholic, I was very...
500
00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:50,799
..inhibited.
501
00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:53,039
He kind of got that out of me.
502
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:56,800
Not to be ashamed of my body
and what I could do.
503
00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:01,360
He was very, very sexy.
504
00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:07,199
Yeah, the way he made love,
he just was insatiable.
505
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:09,160
He made me feel...
506
00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:11,679
..amazing.
507
00:35:11,680 --> 00:35:13,440
He just made me feel...
508
00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:16,200
..loved and special.
509
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:19,919
He was an amazing teacher
510
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:22,960
of how you should make love to a woman.
511
00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:28,640
My parents, they had
such a thing against...
512
00:35:29,600 --> 00:35:32,120
..long-haired pop stars.
513
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:35,039
"Oh, this music's no good."
514
00:35:35,040 --> 00:35:38,200
You know how it is.
They didn't want any of it.
515
00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:42,319
I never dreamed
he'd come to our apartment.
516
00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:44,519
There he was, on the doorstep.
517
00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:46,639
"Good evening, Mrs Malloy."
518
00:35:46,640 --> 00:35:48,519
And kissed her hand.
519
00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:50,319
I mean, who does that?
520
00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:51,760
It's just...
521
00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:54,960
He had suave.
522
00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:58,399
They liked him in the end.
523
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:02,199
Then my mum said, "Well, why
don't you go down to your bedroom?
524
00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:04,360
"Show Brian your bedroom."
525
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,839
♪ I'm going to tell you
how it's going to be... ♪
526
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:11,319
And then he turned around
and asked my parents
527
00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:13,319
if he could take me on tour.
528
00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:15,839
There's no way my dad
is going to let me go.
529
00:36:15,840 --> 00:36:17,559
But my dad said,
530
00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:21,439
"Well, you know, as long
as you're in a different room
531
00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:24,120
"and you take care of her, it's OK."
532
00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:35,919
The security wasn't around,
533
00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:40,079
so you could just walk into a hotel
and the girls were everywhere.
534
00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:43,399
We went to our room
and there's this girl there
535
00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:46,719
and she's just sitting
on the bed stark naked.
536
00:36:46,720 --> 00:36:49,879
And then we went into the bathroom
and there's another one.
537
00:36:49,880 --> 00:36:53,160
And they're willing to give
everything to them.
538
00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:57,759
The police had no idea what hit them.
539
00:36:57,760 --> 00:37:00,439
They were completely taken by surprise.
540
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:02,480
And it was terrifying.
541
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:10,719
I could see all their feet,
542
00:37:10,720 --> 00:37:13,159
trampling on people in stiletto heels,
543
00:37:13,160 --> 00:37:15,119
going for his arms and stuff.
544
00:37:15,120 --> 00:37:17,279
I thought I was going to die.
545
00:37:17,280 --> 00:37:21,360
It was like being in a tube train
and you can't move.
546
00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:24,279
I think Mick lost some hair.
547
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:27,479
They pulled... Literally
pulled hair out of his head.
548
00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:32,120
And I started to fall back
and I fell back and Mick caught me.
549
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:36,279
Brian was looking for me,
so he came around the corner
550
00:37:36,280 --> 00:37:38,639
and saw me in the arms of Mick.
551
00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:40,120
And then...
552
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:42,719
..Brian lost it.
553
00:37:42,720 --> 00:37:46,559
"Keep your hands off my fucking
girl! You're not having
all my girlfriends!"
554
00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:48,239
And all that kind of stuff.
555
00:37:48,240 --> 00:37:51,439
Mick said, "Hey, I'm just holding
her, you know. She just fell.
556
00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:53,319
"Don't be a dick", you know?
557
00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:56,399
And then Bill said,
"Yeah, sometimes you get like that.
558
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:58,930
"You just have to leave him,
he'll be fine."
559
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:02,640
Everybody went through their...
560
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:05,519
..star trip, you know.
561
00:38:05,520 --> 00:38:11,239
And I think Brian was
the only one that it changed
562
00:38:11,240 --> 00:38:15,479
in a really deep way
and probably not for the better.
563
00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:18,399
It was very difficult for him, you know,
564
00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:22,439
and not made any easier probably
by the rest of us, you know,
565
00:38:22,440 --> 00:38:26,159
because nobody had the time
to look after somebody else.
566
00:38:26,160 --> 00:38:31,879
If one of them isn't quite strong
enough to deal with that situation
567
00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:34,720
there's very little you can do
to help him.
568
00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:40,759
They were all a little wary,
I think, of Brian
569
00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:42,839
because he could be kind of moody.
570
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:45,119
But I think they put that on him
571
00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:47,559
because he was supposed to be the leader
572
00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:49,880
and he was no longer the leader.
573
00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:02,239
Mick ruled the roost as far
as what they were going to play
574
00:39:02,240 --> 00:39:06,239
and the fact that he could
write music and Brian couldn't.
575
00:39:06,240 --> 00:39:09,559
I think there may have been
a little jealousy there.
576
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:12,840
The fact that Mick and Keith
were so close.
577
00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:15,759
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah
578
00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:17,559
♪ I feel all right
579
00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:19,502
♪ I feel all right, children... ♪
580
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:24,479
I think they were a little bit lost
until Andrew came along.
581
00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:26,719
And then Andrew kind of laid down the law
582
00:39:26,720 --> 00:39:29,679
and said what he wanted to do,
which was all very well.
583
00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:33,399
And I thought that was a good idea
to have a manager,
584
00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:35,559
but I don't think Brian realised
585
00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:38,760
that he would be handing
everything over to him.
586
00:39:46,680 --> 00:39:49,919
They had two different ideas
of what they wanted to do.
587
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:54,999
Brian loved Howlin' Wolf and he
wanted to stay as a blues group.
588
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:57,360
Andrew wanted them to be pop.
589
00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:25,799
And I think Andrew and Brian
just didn't hit it off.
590
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:28,999
And I think they just got
into loggerheads.
591
00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:30,519
Pop sold.
592
00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:33,959
And obviously Andrew wanted to make money.
593
00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:35,479
Thank you.
594
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:37,159
"Dear Melinda,
595
00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:39,079
"Mick is the head of the group.
596
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:41,639
"At one time I was, but Mick took over.
597
00:40:41,640 --> 00:40:44,279
"Don't ask me why. We just thought
it would be better,
598
00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:45,959
"as he is a good leader.
599
00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:49,199
"Mick's birthday was on the 26th of July.
600
00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:51,279
"I must rush, dear, honestly.
601
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:53,439
"Brian Jones."
602
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:57,519
I guess he was a little jealous
of Mick because he was...
603
00:40:57,520 --> 00:41:00,159
He had all the fame sort of thing.
604
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:04,040
But I don't think Brian realised
that he had just as much too.
605
00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:13,719
♪ Oh, Carol
606
00:41:13,720 --> 00:41:16,040
♪ Don't let him steal your heart away
607
00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:19,359
♪ I'm gonna learn to dance
608
00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:22,040
♪ If it takes me all night and day
609
00:41:24,040 --> 00:41:27,280
♪ Climb into my machine
so we can groove on out... ♪
610
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:43,359
I think he would've liked
to have been like Mick,
611
00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:44,879
but then no-one's like Mick.
612
00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:48,519
He has this charisma about him,
he has amazing energy.
613
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:52,285
♪ A little cutie takes your hat and
you can thank her, ma'am... ♪
614
00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:08,160
I understand, Brian, because I think
he was a lost person.
615
00:42:11,160 --> 00:42:14,799
The success of the Stones
was unbelievable.
616
00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:18,359
But at a time when Brian could
have celebrated the success
617
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:21,639
of the band he had founded,
he was locked in conflict
618
00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:23,720
with problems of his own creation.
619
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:28,999
The reason I found out about Linda
was because I was told
620
00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:30,479
to go to Torquay.
621
00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:32,999
And then Stu told me, no,
I couldn't go in and see him
622
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:34,999
because Linda was there with the baby.
623
00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:37,399
I'm like, "What... Whose baby?",
you know?
624
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:38,999
He said, "Well, Brian's."
625
00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:41,479
♪ Well, you know my lovin'
not fade away... ♪
626
00:42:41,480 --> 00:42:44,639
Fame is a very strange thing.
627
00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:47,119
And he wanted that as well.
628
00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:48,839
And so that was the choice
629
00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:51,159
he had to make.
630
00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:52,879
And...
631
00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:54,040
And he did.
632
00:42:58,680 --> 00:43:01,039
I was at all the gigs.
633
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:02,999
The other girlfriends
weren't allowed to come,
634
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:05,040
but I would always be at the gig.
635
00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:12,439
The last one that I was at
before I had Julian
636
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:14,319
was the Bo Diddley concert.
637
00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:18,359
♪ Hey, Bo Diddley Hey, Bo Diddley
638
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:22,119
♪ Hey, Bo Diddley Hey, Bo Diddley
639
00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:26,159
♪ Hey, Bo Diddley Hey, Bo Diddley
640
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:30,039
♪ Hey, Bo Diddley Hey, Bo Diddley
641
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:34,039
♪ I got a girl lived on a hill
Hey, Bo Diddley... ♪
642
00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:36,839
I bonded so well with Bo Diddley
643
00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:38,279
and it was all fantastic.
644
00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:41,039
They thought that Brian and I
were getting married.
645
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:43,959
I thought we were getting married.
646
00:43:43,960 --> 00:43:47,039
So it was a bit of a shock when
Andrew Oldham came in and said,
647
00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:51,439
"You can't have girlfriends and
wives and, you know, it's..."
648
00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:53,559
Because I knew that he loved me
649
00:43:53,560 --> 00:43:56,399
and it was really hard to understand.
650
00:43:56,400 --> 00:44:00,679
And I kept saying to myself,
"Well, I have to let go
651
00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:02,800
"and he'll be back."
652
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:08,199
And my dad, when he left, said,
653
00:44:08,200 --> 00:44:11,040
"And there's no-one to
look after him now."
654
00:44:12,320 --> 00:44:13,799
Brian tormented himself because
655
00:44:13,800 --> 00:44:15,239
he couldn't write songs
656
00:44:15,240 --> 00:44:16,879
like Mick and Keith,
657
00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:20,399
whose compositions had moved
the band on to a whole new level.
658
00:44:20,400 --> 00:44:21,639
Say hi to Brian.
659
00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:24,479
Brian is one of the writers
of most of the things, right?
660
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:27,359
No, I'm not, actually...
Well, I'm not really a writer.
661
00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:29,319
Ah, we do write a lot of stuff together -
662
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:31,279
it comes out under the
Nanker Phelge pseudonym -
663
00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:33,879
but Mick and Keith write more... many
Thank you, Bill.
664
00:44:33,880 --> 00:44:35,799
They're a little more industrious
than we are.
665
00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:38,719
In writing the songs that you write,
do you sometimes think that you have
666
00:44:38,720 --> 00:44:40,599
a special inspiration for
the way that you...
667
00:44:40,600 --> 00:44:43,359
Well, you'd better ask - about
writing songs - better address those
668
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:46,039
questions to Mick and Keith because
they'll tell me more about it.
669
00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:48,839
But the ones we've written together
are just things we've worked out
670
00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:51,159
together in the studio,
with somebody, you know, anyone
671
00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:53,759
If you had to do
it all over again, do you think
672
00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:56,239
you'd go the same route again?
As far as, you know, now that you
673
00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:58,839
realise the demands that are put
on you as a tremendous success?
674
00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:00,679
I'd do it 100 times over,
if I could. I love it.
675
00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:01,719
Good. Thank you so much.
676
00:45:01,720 --> 00:45:04,519
Let me swing over here and talk
to Keith and to Mick.
677
00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:07,239
These are the two that are supposed
to be all the writing talent.
678
00:45:07,240 --> 00:45:09,799
You fellows get together and do
most of the writing, right?
679
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:12,159
Yeah, that's right. A lot of it.
You know, some of it.
680
00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:15,159
Do you have a particular inspiration
for some of your songs that seem
681
00:45:15,160 --> 00:45:16,519
to springboard them out?
682
00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:18,799
Well, I don't know. Ask Keith.
683
00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:20,759
I don't really think so, no.
684
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:23,520
It just happens, you know?
It just happens.
685
00:45:29,240 --> 00:45:31,559
Mick and Keith are wonderful songwriters.
686
00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:32,919
I mean, they're just great.
687
00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:34,279
Extraordinary.
688
00:45:34,280 --> 00:45:37,079
I mean, I couldn't admire them more.
689
00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:40,000
They tended to write more about sex.
690
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:44,119
So from '64, '84...
691
00:45:44,120 --> 00:45:48,279
Like, for 20 years they were
just turning them out.
692
00:45:48,280 --> 00:45:51,319
I mean, they're classic
rock and roll songs.
693
00:45:51,320 --> 00:45:55,999
I'd rate it as extraordinary.
694
00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:59,079
You see, the trouble was by 1963,
695
00:45:59,080 --> 00:46:03,159
when Mick and Keith were writing
the songs and all that,
696
00:46:03,160 --> 00:46:06,199
Andrew was trying to promote Keith
697
00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:09,759
and kind of dismiss Brian,
get Brian out of the way.
698
00:46:09,760 --> 00:46:14,759
And so what he did was
he stopped me, Charlie and Brian
699
00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:18,559
from doing any interviews with any
of the newspapers, any interviews
700
00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:21,679
at all, and gave them all
to Mick and Keith.
701
00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:25,999
And I think when we talked on
the phone ages ago, you mentioned
702
00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:29,000
that he did something with Jimi Hendrix.
703
00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:31,559
Yes.
704
00:46:31,560 --> 00:46:33,920
Yeah.
705
00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:36,840
No-one knows that.
706
00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:44,200
What do I say?
707
00:47:17,640 --> 00:47:20,839
And I got Brian trying to write
a song with that guy,
708
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:24,679
Michael Aldred, of Ready Steady Go!
709
00:47:24,680 --> 00:47:29,479
But they're unique things that
I just happened to get, and...
710
00:47:29,480 --> 00:47:32,839
..they shouldn't be...
Was the song good?
711
00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:36,639
Yeah, they were putting a song
together. It was OK, yeah.
712
00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:39,640
But he never had the courage to record it.
713
00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:45,160
Oh, fucking hell, turn it off!
714
00:48:08,960 --> 00:48:11,919
No. It's difficult...
715
00:48:11,920 --> 00:48:14,039
Oh, let's get...
716
00:48:14,040 --> 00:48:15,760
Bleurgh!
717
00:48:17,640 --> 00:48:21,239
He never played me a song
he'd written, so it was quite hard
718
00:48:21,240 --> 00:48:25,719
to know really if he wanted to do
songs with us that he'd written.
719
00:48:25,720 --> 00:48:29,359
I think he did, but he was very shy
and all that, I think he found it
720
00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:32,679
rather hard to lay it down to us,
you know, that "This was a song and
721
00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:34,119
"it went like this."
722
00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:37,799
And we probably sort of didn't even
think - because he didn't do it,
723
00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:41,439
we didn't try and bring it out
of him, probably,
724
00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:42,880
which was...
725
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:46,760
..I suppose a bit insensitive of us.
726
00:51:24,200 --> 00:51:27,479
Each member of the band had a had a court.
727
00:51:27,480 --> 00:51:31,439
And the way the hierarchy worked
was the Stones would always
728
00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:34,319
have to go to the Beatles' places.
729
00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:37,039
So the Beatles would
never go to their house.
730
00:51:37,040 --> 00:51:39,999
You know, that was the order of things,
731
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:43,280
a very strict class system at work.
732
00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:44,999
I think he liked drinking and
I think he liked drugs
733
00:54:45,000 --> 00:54:47,559
but they weren't very good for him.
734
00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:50,519
I don't think they're good for
anyone, but he didn't...
735
00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:53,199
He wasn't strong enough,
mentally or physically,
736
00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:54,359
to take any of it.
737
00:54:54,360 --> 00:54:55,959
And of course he did everything...
738
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:59,431
Brian was one of those people
that did everything to excess.
739
00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:58,239
And remember, no matter
what anyone says...
740
00:55:58,240 --> 00:56:00,439
..rock on.
741
00:56:00,440 --> 00:56:06,159
♪ I can't get no satisfaction
742
00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:10,960
♪ I can't get no satisfaction... ♪
743
00:56:42,480 --> 00:56:45,639
The trouble with Brian was he wasn't
very well a lot of the time.
744
00:56:45,640 --> 00:56:47,640
So he was often ill.
745
00:56:50,720 --> 00:56:52,999
We'd be on tour and Brian would
get sick, and he'd be in
746
00:56:53,000 --> 00:56:56,559
hospital for five days
and we had to play without him.
747
00:56:56,560 --> 00:56:59,359
Just the four of us, you know.
748
00:56:59,360 --> 00:57:01,079
Bass, drum, guitar.
749
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:04,559
And you're playing all them songs
that need more than one guitar,
750
00:57:04,560 --> 00:57:06,384
and you've only got one guitar.
751
00:57:08,360 --> 00:57:10,839
So I had to double-up on bass,
the bass playing,
752
00:57:10,840 --> 00:57:12,159
and help Keith out, you know,
753
00:57:12,160 --> 00:57:14,959
and Keith had to play a bit more
than he would normally play,
754
00:57:14,960 --> 00:57:17,399
playing partly rhythm, partly lead.
755
00:57:17,400 --> 00:57:19,240
It was tough, you know.
756
00:57:20,680 --> 00:57:25,239
So he was very unreliable at times
in the later period of his life.
757
00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:27,840
You know, the last... maybe
three years.
758
00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:32,519
Brian used to get very paranoid
about being made fun of.
759
00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:36,439
You know, he always said, "They're
talking about me and they're..."
760
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:39,119
You know, when we were waiting in a...
761
00:57:39,120 --> 00:57:42,160
When we were staying over in
a hotel or something.
762
00:57:50,360 --> 00:57:54,279
The classic example that I had of
that was at the hotel in New York
763
00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:56,319
when Dylan was coming to visit him.
764
00:57:56,320 --> 00:57:58,199
You know, he was very friendly with Dylan.
765
00:57:58,200 --> 00:58:00,719
So Mick and Keith - Brian's
room was next to mine,
766
00:58:00,720 --> 00:58:02,239
so Mick and Keith came into my room.
767
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:04,759
They said, "Oh...",
and they were very devilish.
768
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:07,679
And Keith goes over and grabs
a water glass that I had,
769
00:58:07,680 --> 00:58:11,039
and he puts it against the wall so
he could listen in to Brian's room.
770
00:58:11,040 --> 00:58:14,559
And Mick goes over to the house
telephone, my phone in the room,
771
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:16,439
and calls Brian's room.
772
00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:18,919
And then immediately he says,
"Hello, Mr Jones.
773
00:58:18,920 --> 00:58:21,239
"You have Mr Zimmerman
for Mr Jones."
774
00:58:21,240 --> 00:58:24,399
And he was imitating putting
Dylan on the phone.
775
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:26,919
And then when he was on the phone,
he says, "Oh, Brian, I think
776
00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:29,239
"you're the best guy in the group,"
that kind of...
777
00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:31,639
And Brian's like, "Shut up,
you guys! I know you're..."
778
00:58:31,640 --> 00:58:34,464
And that was the kind of stuff
that was going on.
779
00:58:37,560 --> 00:58:41,079
♪ Show me the train... ♪
780
00:58:41,080 --> 00:58:42,999
Already there had been shit going on.
781
00:58:43,000 --> 00:58:45,959
You know, Brian was in very bad shape.
782
00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,999
He couldn't get into the States.
783
00:58:48,000 --> 00:58:50,639
And they didn't know what to do,
and this and that and the other,
784
00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:53,239
you know, of just scrambling
all the way along.
785
00:58:53,240 --> 00:58:55,639
It wasn't as bad as it was
going to get later.
786
00:58:55,640 --> 00:58:59,199
Well, I read an interesting
thing Keith said about this,
787
00:58:59,200 --> 00:59:02,999
that they started making fun of
Brian so as not to get mad at him.
788
00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:04,839
Because it was a way...
789
00:59:04,840 --> 00:59:07,319
But I mean, of course,
for somebody who's paranoid,
790
00:59:07,320 --> 00:59:09,799
this is just about the worst
thing you can do.
791
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:13,479
But I mean that was
Mick and Keith's, apparently,
792
00:59:13,480 --> 00:59:15,039
attitude to this thing, you know?
793
00:59:15,040 --> 00:59:17,399
Well, because, you know, I mean
if anybody had really let
794
00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:20,999
their feelings go, they would've Mm-hm.
795
00:59:21,000 --> 00:59:23,039
And he would have killed them too.
Mm-hm.
796
00:59:23,040 --> 00:59:24,960
I mean, it was that bad.
797
00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:30,479
I think Marianne sympathised with Brian.
798
00:59:30,480 --> 00:59:35,319
And Marianne of course was not in
much better shape because of drugs.
799
00:59:35,320 --> 00:59:39,959
She knew him very well and had,
you know, had an affair with him.
800
00:59:39,960 --> 00:59:44,600
Marianne felt that she had become
a real drag on Mick.
801
00:59:45,880 --> 00:59:51,759
And there's a horrible conversation
where she overhears Ahmet Ertegun
802
00:59:51,760 --> 00:59:56,799
saying to Mick, "You've got
to get rid of Marianne,
803
00:59:56,800 --> 01:00:00,079
"you know, if the band is
going to function.
804
01:00:00,080 --> 01:00:04,039
"It's having a really
negative effect."
805
01:00:04,040 --> 01:00:08,360
And so in that sense I think she
absolutely identified with Brian.
806
01:00:13,320 --> 01:00:16,799
Anita Pallenberg was a massive
influence on Brian.
807
01:00:16,800 --> 01:00:21,960
She was credited with transforming
both Brian and the Stones.
808
01:01:13,920 --> 01:01:18,079
She was an incredibly interesting
person, who'd done a lot,
809
01:01:18,080 --> 01:01:21,559
and was on the make,
in the way that he was.
810
01:01:21,560 --> 01:01:26,839
And she craved new experiences,
you know, in the way that he was.
811
01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:29,679
But I think he was thinking
of leaving the band.
812
01:01:29,680 --> 01:01:32,279
I think he probably could have
and probably should have left
813
01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:35,439
the band for his own, you know,
health and sanity.
814
01:01:35,440 --> 01:01:38,519
But I think, by teaming up with
Anita, he knew they'd be
815
01:01:38,520 --> 01:01:40,479
a real phenomenon, which they were.
816
01:01:40,480 --> 01:01:44,439
And that really launched his
kind of last great...
817
01:01:44,440 --> 01:01:45,840
Last great ride.
818
01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:48,370
Oui, oui, je le comprends.
819
01:01:51,160 --> 01:01:55,519
There was such sort of... erotic
power to their pairing
820
01:01:55,520 --> 01:01:57,559
and such glamour.
821
01:01:57,560 --> 01:01:59,959
And also, you know,
he wants to be glamorous.
822
01:01:59,960 --> 01:02:03,359
He wanted to be seen as
a main player in the Stones,
823
01:02:03,360 --> 01:02:05,599
and she'd helped that happen.
824
01:02:05,600 --> 01:02:08,999
She and Brian were, you know,
like a little unit,
825
01:02:09,000 --> 01:02:13,959
whispering, talking to each other,
giggling, speaking in sort of
826
01:02:13,960 --> 01:02:18,839
a code that, you know, intimate
couples can have sometimes.
827
01:02:18,840 --> 01:02:22,959
And I think they were doing a lot
of acid and just hanging out.
828
01:02:22,960 --> 01:02:27,479
She was staggeringly beautiful,
829
01:02:27,480 --> 01:02:33,039
had extraordinary physical
and sexual confidence.
830
01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:37,879
You know, when she walked in a room,
you know, guys' eyes popped out
831
01:02:37,880 --> 01:02:40,560
and tongues rolled out, like in a cartoon.
832
01:03:09,640 --> 01:03:12,119
The Rolling Stones, they were,
as Marianne would put it,
833
01:03:12,120 --> 01:03:14,079
were a bunch of yobs.
834
01:03:14,080 --> 01:03:15,799
They were very talented,
835
01:03:15,800 --> 01:03:18,960
but they weren't educated
or sophisticated.
836
01:03:21,360 --> 01:03:26,199
Marianne and Anita connected them
with all the European intellectuals
837
01:03:26,200 --> 01:03:28,079
and film-makers.
838
01:03:28,080 --> 01:03:31,479
We were the right women for that
time to enable whatever
839
01:03:31,480 --> 01:03:33,359
had to happen to happen.
840
01:03:33,360 --> 01:03:36,479
And probably the same is true
of Brian and Anita
841
01:03:36,480 --> 01:03:39,159
and Keith and Anita.
842
01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:42,639
They seemed to be a proto-aristocracy.
843
01:03:42,640 --> 01:03:44,879
Mick at one point said,
844
01:03:44,880 --> 01:03:48,040
"Well, the only thing left is
me and the Queen."
845
01:03:52,680 --> 01:03:55,719
Brian and Anita would spend
time at the vast Guinness estate
846
01:03:55,720 --> 01:03:57,000
in Ireland.
847
01:04:02,040 --> 01:04:04,839
This is Mick go-karting at Leslie Castle,
848
01:04:04,840 --> 01:04:08,039
a massive Irish estate that has been
in the Leslie family
849
01:04:08,040 --> 01:04:10,319
for 1,000 years.
850
01:04:10,320 --> 01:04:12,800
A whole new world opened up to them.
851
01:04:15,920 --> 01:04:19,509
I think it was the great changing
of the old order, wasn't it?
852
01:04:21,040 --> 01:04:23,999
I loved the sort of mixture,
853
01:04:24,000 --> 01:04:27,479
the juxtaposition then
of the Stones and the Beatles
854
01:04:27,480 --> 01:04:29,999
and the royals and the thing, you know?
855
01:04:30,000 --> 01:04:31,079
It suddenly was all...
856
01:04:31,080 --> 01:04:35,199
Everybody and anybody were part
of the same thing.
857
01:04:35,200 --> 01:04:36,360
It was excellent.
858
01:04:39,000 --> 01:04:42,159
It was my sister Victoria's
birthday, and that was a sort of
859
01:04:42,160 --> 01:04:47,879
wonderful melting pot with
the Kennedys and Princess Margaret
860
01:04:47,880 --> 01:04:52,320
and the Beatles and the Stones
and then all my relations.
861
01:04:53,640 --> 01:04:55,719
Brian definitely came.
862
01:04:55,720 --> 01:04:58,199
Brian was the most sort of
sociable at that time.
863
01:04:58,200 --> 01:05:00,839
He was much the most sort of gregarious.
864
01:05:00,840 --> 01:05:05,559
So it was it was the informality,
I think, of it that was part of
865
01:05:05,560 --> 01:05:07,679
the whole thing of the '60s.
866
01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:13,599
Never mind who was there, whether
it was rock stars or royalty
867
01:05:13,600 --> 01:05:18,399
or scrubbers from the East End.
868
01:05:18,400 --> 01:05:20,577
It really didn't make any difference.
869
01:05:24,040 --> 01:05:27,119
Brian's best friend at the time
was Tara Browne.
870
01:05:27,120 --> 01:05:29,959
He was the Guinness heir
and owner of Dandie Fashions
871
01:05:29,960 --> 01:05:31,520
on the King's Road.
872
01:05:34,680 --> 01:05:38,159
The so-called Swinging London
was actually a very small group
873
01:05:38,160 --> 01:05:41,640
of people, and Brian and Tara
were right at the centre.
874
01:05:45,360 --> 01:05:49,239
Tara was immortalised in
the Beatles song A Day in the Life
875
01:05:49,240 --> 01:05:51,559
when he had a tragic car accident.
876
01:05:51,560 --> 01:05:56,040
♪ He blew his mind out in a car
877
01:05:57,000 --> 01:06:02,239
♪ He didn't notice that the lights
had changed
878
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:05,920
♪ A crowd of people stood
and stared... ♪
879
01:06:09,200 --> 01:06:11,999
Brian was devastated by Tara's death,
880
01:06:12,000 --> 01:06:14,200
the first of that intimate circle.
881
01:06:16,880 --> 01:06:19,839
Brian would later date
his girlfriend, Suki Poitier,
882
01:06:19,840 --> 01:06:24,280
who was with Tara in the accident
but miraculously survived.
883
01:06:25,880 --> 01:06:28,479
And we all wore the Dandie Fashions look,
884
01:06:28,480 --> 01:06:31,120
which was so much the spirit of the time.
885
01:06:38,720 --> 01:06:42,639
Anita was pushing him to dress
more outrageously.
886
01:06:42,640 --> 01:06:45,759
He was the archetypal dandy,
887
01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:48,760
more than anyone, you know, in '66, '67.
888
01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:01,519
At that point you can see
the power dynamics shift
889
01:07:01,520 --> 01:07:04,932
within the band, where
Keith is coming back to Brian again.
890
01:07:12,040 --> 01:07:15,759
So for a period, yeah, he was back
with Keith, because he was cool
891
01:07:15,760 --> 01:07:20,000
and happening, and obviously
at that time they did Ruby Tuesday.
892
01:07:21,760 --> 01:07:25,839
He was doing all that stuff
without asking anyone.
893
01:07:25,840 --> 01:07:30,079
He'd pick up a flute or just
anything that was handy
894
01:07:30,080 --> 01:07:34,999
and just create something out of it
which wasn't there originally.
895
01:07:35,000 --> 01:07:39,480
And it embellished the song so much
that it became the catch.
896
01:07:42,480 --> 01:07:46,439
♪ Or in the darkest night
897
01:07:46,440 --> 01:07:48,399
♪ No-one knows... ♪
898
01:07:48,400 --> 01:07:51,039
♪ Do, doo! ♪
Can you hear him?
899
01:07:51,040 --> 01:07:53,959
♪ She comes and goes... ♪
900
01:07:53,960 --> 01:07:56,719
♪ Do, do, do... ♪
901
01:07:56,720 --> 01:07:58,799
♪ Goodbye, Ruby... ♪
902
01:07:58,800 --> 01:08:00,319
He just finds a flute,
903
01:08:00,320 --> 01:08:02,968
and he finds a little thing
he can play on it.
904
01:08:04,920 --> 01:08:08,959
Brian's self-loathing came out
in the way he treated other people.
905
01:08:08,960 --> 01:08:13,319
He and Anita particularly were known
for spiking people's drinks.
906
01:08:13,320 --> 01:08:17,279
Anita would encourage him for that
kind of outrageous behaviour.
907
01:08:17,280 --> 01:08:19,599
They would just mock people who hadn't...
908
01:08:19,600 --> 01:08:22,199
Who weren't turned on in
the same way that they were.
909
01:08:22,200 --> 01:08:25,319
So that was a thing - "We're
the hip kids - we can make fun
910
01:08:25,320 --> 01:08:27,119
"of other people."
911
01:08:27,120 --> 01:08:30,399
For instance, Linda Lawrence came.
912
01:08:30,400 --> 01:08:33,880
I think she was short of money
for young Julian.
913
01:08:35,160 --> 01:08:38,959
I think they were up in the flat,
Brian and Anita,
914
01:08:38,960 --> 01:08:42,720
and they just laughed at her and
wouldn't let her come in.
915
01:09:27,840 --> 01:09:32,119
So whilst he could still make
things happen in the studio,
916
01:09:32,120 --> 01:09:36,319
he still was holding some power even
whilst he was this kind of liability
917
01:09:36,320 --> 01:09:38,039
at the same time.
918
01:09:38,040 --> 01:09:42,399
You know, he was pretty dominant
in terms of the sounds.
919
01:09:42,400 --> 01:09:46,719
You know, they needed to get
a bit more exotic.
920
01:09:46,720 --> 01:09:49,191
Paint It Black, he's embellished it again.
921
01:09:50,880 --> 01:09:51,959
Bass pedals.
922
01:09:51,960 --> 01:09:54,680
There's Brian.
923
01:09:56,280 --> 01:10:01,920
♪ I see a line of cars and
they're all painted black... ♪
924
01:10:06,240 --> 01:10:09,799
Your head goes into, like...
925
01:10:09,800 --> 01:10:12,519
You're suddenly in the Middle East
926
01:10:12,520 --> 01:10:14,039
or Far East...
927
01:10:14,040 --> 01:10:19,399
That made me realise that there was
a very inventive guy there.
928
01:10:19,400 --> 01:10:22,039
I mean, he was really a...
929
01:10:22,040 --> 01:10:23,560
..bit of a genius.
930
01:10:29,440 --> 01:10:33,679
The Volker Schlondorff film Mord und
Totschlag was a big deal
931
01:10:33,680 --> 01:10:35,359
for Anita and for Brian.
932
01:10:35,360 --> 01:10:40,039
It was a starring role for Anita,
with a really good director,
933
01:10:40,040 --> 01:10:44,239
and it was really pretty
like their own - Brian and Anita's -
934
01:10:44,240 --> 01:10:47,279
relationship, where there was
this constant provocation
935
01:10:47,280 --> 01:10:49,440
and escalation of provocation.
936
01:10:56,960 --> 01:10:58,840
Hau ab jetzt.
937
01:15:19,000 --> 01:15:21,999
When Keith went with Anita,
Brian decided to start going out
938
01:15:22,000 --> 01:15:25,080
with Linda Keith, who used
to be Keith's girlfriend.
939
01:15:26,440 --> 01:15:28,359
All their relationships were
940
01:15:28,360 --> 01:15:31,159
always slightly incestuous.
941
01:15:31,160 --> 01:15:33,559
Marianne, you know,
942
01:15:33,560 --> 01:15:37,160
when she gave up with Mick,
she went with Brian...
943
01:15:38,320 --> 01:15:41,079
..and then she went with Keith.
944
01:15:41,080 --> 01:15:43,959
So she went with three of them.
945
01:15:43,960 --> 01:15:48,519
Anita went with Brian, she went with
Mick, she went with Keith.
946
01:15:48,520 --> 01:15:51,039
It was all very mixed up, you know?
947
01:15:51,040 --> 01:15:55,440
Girls would end up being with
another member of the band.
948
01:15:57,760 --> 01:15:59,359
Seeing the state of Brian,
949
01:15:59,360 --> 01:16:03,239
his parents finally reached out to
help him.
950
01:16:03,240 --> 01:16:07,959
What I firmly believe was
the turning point in Brian's life
951
01:16:07,960 --> 01:16:12,200
was when he lost the only
girl he ever really loved.
952
01:16:13,520 --> 01:16:17,799
When his mother and I saw him
for the first time for some months
953
01:16:17,800 --> 01:16:22,719
after this happening, we were quite
shocked by the changes
954
01:16:22,720 --> 01:16:24,359
of his appearance, and in our opinion
955
01:16:24,360 --> 01:16:26,799
he was never the same boy again.
956
01:16:26,800 --> 01:16:31,439
He changed suddenly and alarmingly
957
01:16:31,440 --> 01:16:37,999
from a bright, enthusiastic young
man to a quiet and morose
958
01:16:38,000 --> 01:16:40,600
and inward-looking young man.
959
01:16:44,000 --> 01:16:48,039
Brian and Linda Keith's relationship
was tempestuous and drug-fuelled,
960
01:16:48,040 --> 01:16:51,920
with Brian recovering from Anita
and Linda from Keith.
961
01:16:53,280 --> 01:16:58,919
Linda ended up taking an overdose
in Brian's flat, which she survived.
962
01:16:58,920 --> 01:17:01,319
Brian wrote this to her...
963
01:17:01,320 --> 01:17:04,920
"Dearest darling Linda, I'm
presently very smashed.
964
01:17:05,960 --> 01:17:08,239
"Please be with me.
965
01:17:08,240 --> 01:17:10,199
"I'm so lonely by myself.
966
01:17:10,200 --> 01:17:13,679
"I need you so badly and I love you
so much.
967
01:17:13,680 --> 01:17:15,999
"Please understand what fucked us
up before,
968
01:17:16,000 --> 01:17:18,999
"a terrible combination of events.
969
01:17:19,000 --> 01:17:21,119
"Please let's start again.
970
01:17:21,120 --> 01:17:25,879
"Please marry me.
Please, please, please.
971
01:17:25,880 --> 01:17:28,160
"All my love, Brian."
972
01:17:34,920 --> 01:17:36,960
It was a painful year, you know?
973
01:17:39,000 --> 01:17:41,639
'67 was a year of change for everybody.
974
01:17:41,640 --> 01:17:45,360
I mean, '67 was the explosion
of the drug culture.
975
01:17:55,680 --> 01:18:00,519
The whole infamous Stones drug bust
all followed in the wake of
976
01:18:00,520 --> 01:18:02,919
News Of The World stories that
prided themselves
977
01:18:02,920 --> 01:18:06,719
in actually busting Mick Jagger and
proclaiming him a drug user.
978
01:18:06,720 --> 01:18:09,480
The problem was it wasn't Mick.
It was Brian.
979
01:18:10,880 --> 01:18:14,399
He was hanging in a nightclub called
Blazing and boasting
980
01:18:14,400 --> 01:18:16,520
about being a druggy hipster.
981
01:18:17,600 --> 01:18:20,959
He actually told the reporter he
didn't do LSD much these days
982
01:18:20,960 --> 01:18:24,439
now that everybody had taken
it up and, you know, he was doing
983
01:18:24,440 --> 01:18:26,120
it before anybody else.
984
01:18:27,280 --> 01:18:30,400
For Mick, Brian was the villain
of the piece.
985
01:18:32,840 --> 01:18:38,479
The only person who was really,
really out of it on drugs was Brian.
986
01:18:38,480 --> 01:18:39,999
This was like the last straw,
987
01:18:40,000 --> 01:18:42,759
the straw that broke the camel's
back with Brian.
988
01:18:42,760 --> 01:18:45,639
And I think it brought up a lot
of bad feelings that were already
989
01:18:45,640 --> 01:18:47,919
there about Brian.
990
01:18:47,920 --> 01:18:50,839
Mick didn't know he'd end up in prison.
991
01:18:50,840 --> 01:18:52,439
It was just dreadful.
992
01:18:52,440 --> 01:18:55,359
But it was very frightening, because
you saw the sort of the power
993
01:18:55,360 --> 01:18:57,439
of the state, the power of the status quo,
994
01:18:57,440 --> 01:19:01,240
the whole thing coming
down on them - for nothing.
995
01:19:02,880 --> 01:19:06,799
Mick was very, very, very desperate
and just in...
996
01:19:06,800 --> 01:19:08,919
It was a horrible thing.
997
01:19:08,920 --> 01:19:10,959
I don't think he ever thought this
sort of thing
998
01:19:10,960 --> 01:19:13,839
would ever happen to him in his life.
999
01:19:13,840 --> 01:19:19,119
And I must say, to my shame,
I wasn't very compassionate at all.
1000
01:19:19,120 --> 01:19:21,759
If you need to cry, you cry.
1001
01:19:21,760 --> 01:19:26,039
It was a real moment of truth
and vulnerability.
1002
01:19:26,040 --> 01:19:29,520
Needless to say, he never,
ever showed it again.
1003
01:20:59,200 --> 01:21:02,279
The phone rings and it's Brian.
1004
01:21:02,280 --> 01:21:05,799
And he said, "I'm not going... I'm
not going to come tomorrow."
1005
01:21:05,800 --> 01:21:08,719
And I said... I said, "Huh? Why?"
1006
01:21:08,720 --> 01:21:10,959
And he said, "Because they are so
mean to me."
1007
01:21:10,960 --> 01:21:13,119
And I said, "Who's so mean?"
1008
01:21:13,120 --> 01:21:17,119
He said, "Mick and Keith,
they are making my life hell."
1009
01:21:17,120 --> 01:21:21,519
Naively, I said, "Well, what would
the Rolling Stones be without you?"
1010
01:21:21,520 --> 01:21:23,839
And anyway, I'm thinking, "What
the fuck do we do with four
1011
01:21:23,840 --> 01:21:27,599
"Rolling Stones if we really are
looking at five Rolling Stones?"
1012
01:21:27,600 --> 01:21:31,039
And so then he stopped,
1013
01:21:31,040 --> 01:21:34,999
he listened and he stopped crying,
1014
01:21:35,000 --> 01:21:36,999
and he said, "It's
just been a hard day."
1015
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:38,639
And also, you don't know how much he's...
1016
01:21:38,640 --> 01:21:40,719
I think he was drinking a lot.
1017
01:21:40,720 --> 01:21:44,199
I convinced him to come the next day.
1018
01:21:44,200 --> 01:21:46,719
There was something kind
of childlike about him,
1019
01:21:46,720 --> 01:21:49,559
because then he had dressed
kind of like a wizard.
1020
01:21:49,560 --> 01:21:54,719
Then when they got onstage at two
in the morning, he was...
1021
01:21:54,720 --> 01:21:58,399
I would say he was drunk because he
looked it,
1022
01:21:58,400 --> 01:22:04,360
and he could play the maracas and he
could play the slide...
1023
01:22:05,520 --> 01:22:09,080
..he could hardly play the guitar
in the regular way.
1024
01:22:11,800 --> 01:22:14,679
He looked dreadful, really.
1025
01:22:14,680 --> 01:22:16,519
His big bags under his eyes.
1026
01:22:16,520 --> 01:22:19,560
I mean, really, bags under his eyes
for a guy of 26.
1027
01:22:24,040 --> 01:22:25,799
He was just gone.
1028
01:22:25,800 --> 01:22:27,639
Well, he wouldn't turn up half the time.
1029
01:22:27,640 --> 01:22:29,919
When he did turn up, he was not
in any condition
1030
01:22:29,920 --> 01:22:31,959
to do anything, had to baby him.
1031
01:22:31,960 --> 01:22:34,200
And it was very sad.
1032
01:22:35,640 --> 01:22:39,199
I saw him as another person
with incredibly low self-esteem
1033
01:22:39,200 --> 01:22:43,759
who needed help not to be destroyed
and ground underfoot.
1034
01:22:43,760 --> 01:22:47,599
And that's when I kind of realised
what was going on
1035
01:22:47,600 --> 01:22:50,080
and how it was going to affect me.
1036
01:22:52,400 --> 01:22:57,439
That kind of ruthlessness, you know,
the bit where they would pretend
1037
01:22:57,440 --> 01:23:00,679
to be recording Brian and not
have him plugged in,
1038
01:23:00,680 --> 01:23:02,151
that was really terrible.
1039
01:23:22,840 --> 01:23:27,359
Both Marianne and Brian,
they were victims of the Stones.
1040
01:23:27,360 --> 01:23:29,713
She realised she was no longer useful...
1041
01:23:30,960 --> 01:23:36,680
..and he was especially horrified
to be ostracised from his band.
1042
01:24:05,680 --> 01:24:09,879
A rock group is sort of like a,
you know, a primitive tribe.
1043
01:24:09,880 --> 01:24:14,759
People are often killed in tribes,
psychically, if they're expelled.
1044
01:24:14,760 --> 01:24:16,879
And a rock group is sort of like that.
1045
01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:21,759
I mean, their whole lifeblood comes
from that bond.
1046
01:24:21,760 --> 01:24:27,120
Once they're of no use, that
is... oddly fatal.
1047
01:24:28,520 --> 01:24:31,559
Like, nobody wants to talk
to them or deal with them.
1048
01:24:31,560 --> 01:24:34,440
They just go off into the woods and die.
1049
01:24:37,360 --> 01:24:39,799
I felt like he was very much the underdog.
1050
01:24:39,800 --> 01:24:44,679
He was lost and, you know,
I just felt for him.
1051
01:24:44,680 --> 01:24:46,400
I felt that he had been...
1052
01:24:48,080 --> 01:24:50,759
..badly treated.
1053
01:24:50,760 --> 01:24:52,760
I remember he had a dog.
1054
01:24:53,960 --> 01:24:55,399
She was a spaniel.
1055
01:24:55,400 --> 01:24:56,640
Such a sweet dog.
1056
01:24:57,680 --> 01:25:01,879
She was maybe about five years old,
and she looked about 20
1057
01:25:01,880 --> 01:25:06,919
because she'd eaten a cake with acid
and she'd gone on a trip
1058
01:25:06,920 --> 01:25:10,679
that had lasted sort of months and months.
1059
01:25:10,680 --> 01:25:13,760
You know, sad things that happen.
1060
01:25:16,920 --> 01:25:20,879
Charlie phoned me up, phone went
about three in the morning
1061
01:25:20,880 --> 01:25:24,160
and he just said, "Brian died."
1062
01:25:26,920 --> 01:25:28,919
I couldn't believe it, you know?
1063
01:25:28,920 --> 01:25:33,960
It was such a blow that, you know,
you just don't accept it for weeks.
1064
01:25:34,960 --> 01:25:36,679
You can't really believe it's true.
1065
01:25:36,680 --> 01:25:38,079
And I mean, I don't...
1066
01:25:38,080 --> 01:25:40,039
I don't think we slept after that,
1067
01:25:40,040 --> 01:25:41,920
we just laid and talked and...
1068
01:25:43,080 --> 01:25:45,040
Just couldn't understand it.
1069
01:25:48,440 --> 01:25:51,999
I think he'd been doing
what he always used to do,
1070
01:25:52,000 --> 01:25:56,159
and that was taken downers and doing
heavy alcohol,
1071
01:25:56,160 --> 01:25:58,679
and fell asleep in the pool.
1072
01:25:58,680 --> 01:26:00,800
It was basically that simple.
1073
01:26:04,480 --> 01:26:06,199
He got much nicer to...
1074
01:26:06,200 --> 01:26:09,839
Just before he died, you know,
the last few years of his life,
1075
01:26:09,840 --> 01:26:14,079
I felt even sorrier for him
for what we did to him then.
1076
01:26:14,080 --> 01:26:17,640
We took his one thing away,
which was being in a band.
1077
01:26:21,840 --> 01:26:24,679
It really knocked us back.
1078
01:26:24,680 --> 01:26:29,560
I mean, been with that cat for seven
or eight years nonstop, you know?
1079
01:26:30,640 --> 01:26:33,640
To have him suddenly removed completely.
1080
01:26:37,080 --> 01:26:39,919
Although it was a shock
when it actually happened,
1081
01:26:39,920 --> 01:26:42,599
nobody was really that surprised too.
1082
01:26:42,600 --> 01:26:45,359
There are people... I'm sure
that everybody's got those things
1083
01:26:45,360 --> 01:26:47,639
about certain people everybody
knows people that...
1084
01:26:47,640 --> 01:26:50,239
..you just have that feeling that
they're not going to be...
1085
01:26:50,240 --> 01:26:53,240
they're not going to be 70 years old
ever, you know?
1086
01:26:53,920 --> 01:26:55,600
Not everybody makes it.
1087
01:27:15,640 --> 01:27:17,559
I was just 20,
1088
01:27:17,560 --> 01:27:21,879
and we were all incredibly
shocked by Brian's death.
1089
01:27:21,880 --> 01:27:26,000
It was the first drug-alcohol
casualty of our generation.
1090
01:27:27,760 --> 01:27:30,919
We felt his death marked the end
of the '60s, and the concert
1091
01:27:30,920 --> 01:27:34,799
in the park which we all went to
was very much the end of the '60s
1092
01:27:34,800 --> 01:27:39,879
and a sort of mass funeral
for everything that had gone before.
1093
01:27:39,880 --> 01:27:42,679
You just knew there was going
to be a massive change,
1094
01:27:42,680 --> 01:27:46,080
and Brian's death somehow was
an emblem for that.
1095
01:27:53,480 --> 01:27:58,040
I flew to London immediately
from Munich when I heard about it.
1096
01:27:59,280 --> 01:28:03,480
I was there, and stayed with Anita
and Keith in their house.
1097
01:28:06,960 --> 01:28:09,840
We were talking and sitting and hugging.
1098
01:28:13,040 --> 01:28:17,160
There was a mourning and sadness
around all of them.
1099
01:28:20,000 --> 01:28:25,079
It was a very emotional thing,
the way they organised
1100
01:28:25,080 --> 01:28:30,039
this farewell and goodbye, as if to say,
1101
01:28:30,040 --> 01:28:34,000
"Now you're still - or again -
one of us."
1102
01:28:37,760 --> 01:28:39,520
And Mick was very upset.
1103
01:28:44,000 --> 01:28:47,719
I just want to say something
that was written by Shelley,
1104
01:28:47,720 --> 01:28:51,200
and I think it goes with
what happened to Brian.
1105
01:28:53,160 --> 01:28:58,279
Peace, peace! He is not dead,
he does not sleep.
1106
01:28:58,280 --> 01:29:01,160
He has awakened from the dreams of life.
1107
01:29:03,040 --> 01:29:06,239
Brian was so sensitive, really,
1108
01:29:06,240 --> 01:29:10,559
because Brian was so sensitive
to everything, you know what I mean?
1109
01:29:10,560 --> 01:29:14,359
I suppose there was a kind of
feeling that I knew that Brian
would...
1110
01:29:14,360 --> 01:29:17,302
If anyone was going to die,
Brian was going to die.
1111
01:29:20,000 --> 01:29:24,640
I mean, I always knew that Brian
wouldn't really live that long.
1112
01:29:27,120 --> 01:29:29,800
But he just... He lived his life
very fast.
1113
01:29:37,080 --> 01:29:39,920
He was... He was kind
of like a butterfly.
1114
01:29:51,160 --> 01:29:55,919
40 years after Brian died, a box
of old letters addressed to Brian
1115
01:29:55,920 --> 01:30:00,079
were discovered in the attic
of Linda Lawrence's family house.
1116
01:30:00,080 --> 01:30:03,120
In it was this letter from Brian's father.
1117
01:30:04,960 --> 01:30:09,759
"My dear Brian, we have had unhappy times
1118
01:30:09,760 --> 01:30:15,560
"and I have been a very poor and
intolerant father in so many ways.
1119
01:30:17,000 --> 01:30:20,319
"You grew up in such a different way
from that
1120
01:30:20,320 --> 01:30:22,319
"in which I expected you to.
1121
01:30:22,320 --> 01:30:25,559
"I was quite out of my depth.
1122
01:30:25,560 --> 01:30:29,679
"In my most drastic of all actions,
1123
01:30:29,680 --> 01:30:33,999
"which I shall never forget
or cease to worry over,
1124
01:30:34,000 --> 01:30:37,719
"I felt it was the only way
to save my home
1125
01:30:37,720 --> 01:30:40,640
"and bring you to terms with yourself.
1126
01:30:41,800 --> 01:30:46,119
"I don't suppose you will ever
forgive me, but all I ask
1127
01:30:46,120 --> 01:30:50,640
"is just a little of that affection
I think you once had for me.
1128
01:30:53,520 --> 01:30:56,359
"This is a very private and personal note.
1129
01:30:56,360 --> 01:30:58,040
"Don't trouble to reply.
1130
01:31:02,320 --> 01:31:04,440
"Love, Dad."
1131
01:31:21,720 --> 01:31:24,279
♪ I'll be a rollin' stone
1132
01:31:24,280 --> 01:31:26,480
♪ You gonna be a rollin' stone
1133
01:31:28,200 --> 01:31:29,965
♪ You gonna be a rollin' stone
1134
01:31:31,440 --> 01:31:33,320
♪ Oh, darn
1135
01:31:34,680 --> 01:31:36,800
♪ Sure 'nough, he gon'
1136
01:31:38,120 --> 01:31:39,760
♪ Oh, yeah
1137
01:31:49,800 --> 01:31:52,479
♪ Well, I feel
1138
01:31:52,480 --> 01:31:55,719
♪ Yes, I feel
1139
01:31:55,720 --> 01:32:01,360
♪ Feel that I could lay down, oh,
time ain't long
1140
01:32:02,720 --> 01:32:06,479
♪ I'ma catch the first thing smokin' back
1141
01:32:06,480 --> 01:32:08,520
♪ Back down the road I'm goin'
1142
01:32:10,000 --> 01:32:11,765
♪ Back down the road I'm goin'
1143
01:32:13,040 --> 01:32:14,805
♪ Back down the road I'm goin'
1144
01:32:16,400 --> 01:32:19,240
♪ Oh, God, oh... ♪
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