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(Episode 12)

It's true what the other doctors said.

It's not the amputated area or where the artificial leg is touching.

He's saying that a calf which no longer exists is causing pain.

Then is it really...

phantom pain?

It's a mental illness, right?

Sometimes they call it that.

But,

in Eastern medicine, we believe that emotions also have energy.

If you miss something but you can't see it,

or if you're upset but you can't express it,

your body starts to have problems.

As for your husband,

his brain can't seem to accept what's physically gone.

That's why he's in pain.

So if it's not actually hurting,

drugs won't help him, right?

There are some that can help.

You mentioned that he constantly has a blanket on him.

But if you could lift his blanket up once in a while...

to show him that it's gone, it'll help eventually.

And in order to help him accept it,

talk to him about it often.

"It's no longer here."

"It's gone."

"But it's okay."

"It won't hurt anymore."

"Don't suffer."

Send his patients to me instead.

Okay.

"There are times when I want to ask,"

"Do you remember those days?"

"One day I'd be reminded of certain memory so clearly..."

"that I want to share it with someone."

"But when the only person I can think of..."

"is you."

"Do you remember those days?"

"One day late at night,"

"we were walking around the neighbourhood for no reason."

"I'm not sure if we were thirsty or hungry,"

"and we stopped by at the convenience store."

"But all we had in our pockets..."

"were a few coins."

"We were both wearing sweat pants."

Don't drink it all.

I paid 20 cents too.

I left some, don't worry.

What...

- You're so poor.
- So are you.

We don't even have 10 cents left.

10 cents? We don't even have a penny.

So why didn't you bring your wallet?

Look who's talking.

I want some red bean pastry.

I want some red bean pastry.

Me too.

I'm so hungry.

Then why don't you go and see if there is any money on the ground.

Okay, let's do that.

What? Are you serious? You're so stupid.

I know you're searching for some too.

Hey.

You little...

Can I have one dollar?

Say please.

Don't be like that!

Say please.

Okay, fine!

Can I have one dollar please?

Now, bow.

- Hey!
- Now!

Thank you.

Sure.

- Are you happy?
- Yes.

Give me a bite.

No.

Just a bite. I bought you three.

- Do I look like a monkey at a zoo?
- Yes.

Give me.

Cutie, let's go.

That hurts!

Stop it!

Back then, that day was just another ordinary day for me.

And I never knew the memories would come back to me like this.

Why was I so foolish...

to give my everything?

Why was I so foolish to keep...

everything in my heart while seeing you?

It's not like I can just forget about it.

I guess they even go to the washroom together now.

I guess so.

Where is it?

Here it is.

What is that?

Gosh, my veins will pop up on these beautiful hands.

Mine is all right.

I'm talking about mine.

You're taking very good care of yourself lately.

You take herbal medicine and vitamins.

And you suddenly started taking driving lessons too.

Are you going to enter a racing competition or something?

I probably could, right?

I'm a bit hungry since I went to the washroom.

Should I go grab something?

Is there anything that's not fattening?

You get enough criticism to make you full.

I feel like my eyes will bleed when I read our online bulletin board.

Those criticisms aren't for me.

It's for the character I play in the drama.

Well, I know my acting is just too good.

Just wait a little bit.

You'll get more full.

Why do you have to be so mean?

I noticed today that the other radio show was...

giving away refrigerators as gifts.

Why don't we do things like that?

If we give away gifts,

I'm sure we'll get more stories.

There are pros and cons to it.

Some people might send stories just to win the prizes...

by constantly changing their names.

Since our slot is late at night,

there are high chances of the stories...

being repetitive.

Are there people like that?

Yes, they're like hunters for gifts.

They post the same story on every show...

to win the prizes.

Apparently there are formal radio script writers who do that too.

But there are some people I want to give good gifts to.

Do you remember that girl?

She went to her part-time job on the college entrance exam day...

because she knew she couldn't afford to go to college anyway.

She was jealous of her friends taking the exam.

I'm not sure if it's because I grew up poor,

but a story like that really upsets me.

"Why are they so poor?"

"And why is she so kind?"

If it's going to be like that, she should've been just stupid.

Why did she have to be so smart?

Wow, I'm starting to watch my mouth even when we're not on air.

You've improved so much.

It's amazing.

We'll get a lot of requests asking for money.

It'll be handwritten in multiple pages.

Do you think you can handle it?

How much more money do I have to earn...

to do whatever I want without getting any headaches?

Come to think of it, I'm going to make some money again this week.

Did I tell you I'm shooting an advertisement?

I'm not sure.

It's hard to remember when you only told us four times.

Really? Then I'll tell you one more time.

I'm going to be in an ad! I'm going to be in an ad!

You go ahead.

I'll leave after I write up the opening for the next show.

I don't think I can wake up early tomorrow.

The poster changed.

Yes, there was a reorganisation.

Kang Suk Joon used to like me so much.

It's too bad he didn't even get to talk to me much.

I know.

Hello.

What are you doing here? What about the show?

We just finished recording it.

Just because you didn't get cut during the reorganisation,

you go and record right away? Let's do a live show for goodness sake.

I requested it.

I'm on standby at 6am,

so I have to go to the salon at 4am.

Where are you going at this hour?

What?

I have to go see someone.

Doesn't everyone else look so happy...

in a place like this, except me?

If I go running in the morning once in a while,

I feel like everyone else works out except me.

If I go to the airport once in a while,

I feel like everyone else is going on vacation except me.

If I come to a place like this once in a while,

I feel like everyone else is having fun except me.

We must look happy in other people's eyes too, right?

They might think we have nothing to worry with our stable jobs.

That's how I thought of you when we first met at school.

"He must be from a well-off family."

"Why on earth does he look so sad?"

- I bet you didn't know.
- Of course I knew.

You said it out loud at the bar.

Right.

Sometimes I talk my thoughts out loud.

Still, aren't you glad you came out?

- You are feeling better, right?
- It's nice.

It's good that you have a caregiver for your mum at night.

- The caregiver lady was so nice.
- Yes.

Yi Seul is so thoughtful.

I looked around too.

But finding a good caregiver...

was harder than finding a good doctor.

But she introduced us to someone really great.

I'm more thankful to you.

Then you get this.

I will.

Let's do this once in a while.

You should get a proper sleep in your room too.

- I'll see.
- Right.

If you hang in there...

What?

It's you...

Hello.

How did you know this place?

I came here with Tae Hee.

We used to come here a lot.

I see. Enjoy then.

If you're alone, would you like to join us?

No, no.

I'm suppose to meet someone here.

Don't come to this bar,

let's go to the beer place beside...

You're already here.

How is your mother doing?

I heard you'd been very helpful.

Right, Haeng A...

I didn't get to properly thank you. Thank you.

It's not a big deal, it was only a few times.

By the way, nowadays Haeng A looks like...

The noodles I had for lunch seem to be acting up.

I think I have to go to the washroom.

I'll go with you.

Okay.

I came here to relax and have a couple of drinks,

but I ended up feeling suffocated.

I agree.

Since it came to this, why don't we go for a drink?

I believe we still have some things to settle.

I wish I could,

but I'm worried about Ri Hwan.

Right. How is he hanging in?

Of course. With his mum and now Haeng A...

Yes.

If you decided to disappear completely,

you shouldn't be here.

The staff from the station often come to this bar.

I didn't know.

Had I known, I wouldn't have come.

It's a small world, small enough for you and I to run into.

You should be more...

Even if we do run into each other, it's already over.

Although you're the one who broke up with her,

do you think Haeng A just accepted it right away?

You really have no idea what Haeng A is like.

Haeng...

I prefer not to talk about this.

If it is still too painful to say her name,

you should be more careful.

I hope you wouldn't try to barge in...

because you can't control your own feelings.

I hope you just forget about...

what I said last time we met.

There are things that you need to think about, and...

things that you do not need to think about.

And also things that you shouldn't think about.

I'm sure everything has a reason.

For Tae Hee to feel that way.

In her eyes, I think...

she felt bad for me.

I mean, it's understandable where she came from.

You know, it's like a mother's instinct. A desire to protect.

It can be triggered at random times.

That's probably why she brought me kimchi out of nowhere.

Otherwise she would have brought flowers.

So that kimchi went to you?

Do you know about the kimchi?

Anyway, just forget everything I told you.

So you have no intention to...

No, I shouldn't even consider it.

Why are you asking me?

She's so pretty and smart.

And she has a good heart inside.

How dare I?

I haven't given up on her yet.

That...

If you're wondering how she's doing...

No. I don't need to know.

She's doing fine.

If you'll excuse me...

I'll let Haeng A know...

how you're doing.

No, that's okay.

You're going to sleep on the first floor, right?

Yes, at least for a while.

Sorry I dragged you out.

No, I'm okay.

What about you?

I'm all right.

Let's go in.

What's with your face?

I lied to him.

But I couldn't even do that properly.

Same with me.

Here.

Suk Joon.

I guess you've been living here for two years as well.

I need to extend my contract too.

Our landlord wants to change it to a monthly lease instead.

I might have to move.

Let's have lunch.

It's not lunch time yet,

so don't lie to me and tell me you already ate.

I just came...

Finish what you have to do. I'll wait.

But it'll take a while.

Take your time.

No matter what you're holding, it always looks like a report.

What do you want?

Spicy noodles please.

- Same for me.
- Okay.

I don't think we ever went to eat at a place like this.

What did we eat then?

Not much. We didn't eat together very often.

I saw you on the news.

All of us at work watched your first live broadcast.

I'm sure you couldn't hear it but we were cheering you on.

Thank you.

- Did you have a reorganisation?
- Yes.

We're staying for this season.

I'll get going now.

Let's do this often.

Your phone is ringing.

Let's do this often.

I already told you, but...

I'm not asking to go back to how we were.

I'm asking you if we could start over...

from where I first saw you.

- Your phone...
- Let's start over.

I'll ask for your number first.

I'll approach you first.

I won't worry about what other people think of us.

We'll go wherever we want,

and watch films you love.

If you don't mind,

we don't have to hide it from your co-workers.

If we start over,

I think I can do better.

Instead of looking at what's urgent, I'll look at what's important.

And it's you.

Why are you so quiet?

Didn't you know?

I'm imitating you lately.

I'm pretty good at it, aren't I?

Have you ever thought this way before?

As if this is my last chance.

When I see Haeng A,

I finally feel like...

I'm alive again.

That's...

something that I don't think I can find anywhere else.

Sure, I have.

When flowers fell off,

I used to think that spring would come again next year.

But this time,

I feel like spring will never come back...

when this flower falls off.

So I can say I've thought that way too.

But I also feel like I'm just being greedy.

- Is it greed?
- A blinded passion.

We've come too far...

to let that drive us anymore.

It's greed for me for sure.

But for you and Haeng A...

I'm sure you know better than I do.

A hospital. A big hospital.

A place where bleeding stops.

A place where people are healed.

A place where people walk out from with smiles on their faces.

How did you feel coming in today?

I was okay.

Right.

You told me that's not for me to decide...

whether I am okay or not.

Well, I came in without hesitation,

and walked looking straight ahead without looking down.

When I was in the elevator, there was a crying lady...

made me anxious.

I thought she might grab me or something.

But that didn't happen.

I tried not to wonder why she cried.

So I sang four verses of national anthem inside my head.

You did a good job.

I'll see you on Saturday morning.

Doctor, there's something I want to ask.

Aunt Gongjoo told me that...

Aunt always remembers Ri Hwan now.

She forgot about him but was able to get the memory back.

It means she's recovering, right?

I heard her illness doesn't allow that,

- but in this special case, she...
- Sun Young...

is an educated person with high intelligence.

She has the conditions that make the illness progress faster.

Even then, it's still not normal for her...

to have forgotten the closest person in her life.

I'm sure she was shocked just from being diagnosed in the hospital.

Then her father passed away.

On that regard,

I'm assuming her symptom was a temporary memory loss,

rather than the cell damage.

So it was something else.

Don't be so disappointed.

She's doing her best to get the treatment she needs.

So the reason why her condition suddenly became so severe...

was because she found out that Ri Hwan and I...

There's nothing you've done wrong.

You can trust me.

You didn't do anything wrong.

Okay.

Thank you.

Mum, I'll see you tonight.

I'll come get you right after work.

Stay here with Uncle, Aunt Gongjoo and Dong Hwa.

- Okay. You have a good day too.
- I will.

Let's go inside.

Hey, Driver Park. Turn the car around, will you?

Yes, sir.

Aunt Sun Young is here.

Ri Hwan's not coming in again?

He's in the car.

It would be nice if he could come in and eat together.

No one would say anything even if he came in.

You're...

What is it? Do I look pretty?

You are not going to school today?

Why do you care?

I should. You're a student.

I'm graduating anyway.

That's why you should think everyday is precious and go to school.

What's wrong with you?

You're such a loser everywhere else, but in front of me...

you're pretending to be cool.

If I were to say this as...

Sun Young's friend and not as a doctor,

I think the worst time for her is already over.

To slowly lose memories.

To slowly become an evil.

To slowly become a child.

These are what ancient Egyptians said about Alzheimer patients.

Sun Young is on her way to become a child.

You can use these.

I left my pencil here.

In this book.

This is a pencil too.

Can't you use this one?

Look.

It works well, doesn't it?

The scribbling sounds nice too.

Aunt Gongjoo...

asked why you don't come inside...

when Haeng A can't visit there anymore.

She asked why the two of you are making it harder for yourselves.

It's what I promised.

Just in case.

Let's say there's a restaurant you like.

Let's call it "Happy Girl."

But if you go there, the owner has a hard time.

Why? Because the owner likes you too.

So she wants to serve food to your friends too.

But to you, it looks like you're burdening her.

So you decide not to go...

This is hard.

It looked easy when you did it.

I get it.

So what I'm trying to say is...

Do you really have to avoid Haeng A?

That's just looking at it from my point of view.

Situations might change again.

And even if it's not right now,

something worse might happen.

So it wasn't just your mum...

that made you push away Haeng A, right?

You know, if I continue on like this...

and get old alone,

I plan to go to your place on New Year's day.

I'll get greetings from your grandkids,

and have a good time with you and your family.

What I'm trying to say is...

that I'm going to see you until I die.

Why don't you get a DNA test?

I'll look into it.

Once she starts looking for this, she'll make a scene.

They haven't called yet. It must be all right.

If you're worried, I can drop it off.

It's all right. You go inside first.

I'll put it at the door and call Aunt Gongjoo.

- I'll go.
- No.

If you keep doing that, I...

Okay, then take your time.

Okay.

Aunt Sun Young.

Yes?

There's a man that used to look really ugly,

but he suddenly looks cute. How does that happen?

The image you see that comes from the retina...

passes through the optic nerves to your brain.

So if your heart is in favour,

your brain can be persuaded.

So if you like someone, he'll look cute to you.

No way...

And you always forget my name?

What was your name again?

Dong Hwa. I told you it's Dong Hwa.

I think I'm getting old.

My taste in men has changed.

The sunlight is nice.

Where are you going?

Outside.

It's cold outside.

I'll bring you a blanket.

No, I'm okay.

- But where is Chung?
- Chung?

What's that?

There you are, Chung.

Let's go outside.

Okay, sure.

What is Chung?

Well...

Why is she calling me by my old name all of a sudden?

I'm glad she remembers things, but...

What? That's your name?

- So it used to be Shim Chung?
- Be quiet.

But you changed your name to Gongjoo?

Why?

I made it for her, do you have a problem?

Go and watch the cashier.

Did you call her a princess too? It's so cheesy.

Wait!

I have something to say to you.

It'll only take a minute.

I won't go any closer.

I'll talk to you from here.

Please don't go.

I'm trying to get a driver license.

I just need to pass the road test.

I went for therapy sessions nine times already.

Starting last week, I got the session inside the hospital.

I go up to the 11th floor by myself.

I haven't thrown up or fainted yet.

Once I finish with sessions,

I'm going to start working out too.

I'm taking the medicine you gave me.

I'm also taking the vitamins Aunt gave me.

So...

I know I'm not ready yet,

but soon...

I can take Aunt to the hospital on my own.

When that happens,

I will go to you...

even if you push me away.

I feel like I am weighting you down...

and I am not of any help.

That's why I'm over here, so that I don't drag you down.

And I don't cry.

Just in case you're somewhere looking at me from afar,

I don't even cry at home.

Some days, I miss you so much...

that my throat hurts.

When I'm on a taxi, I think of going to the clinic to see you,

or to hide near your house...

just to see you walk in.

I tried to make a grand plan to just see your face.

I was holding it in really well.

I...

missed you so much.

Did you eat?

What about you? Did you eat?

Yes, I ate.

Good.

Ri Hwan,

I'll get going.

Ri Hwan?

Wait.

Hold on.

Wait, stay just a little longer.

Just one more minute...

- Thank you.
- Bye.

- Hello.
- Hello.

Did you wait for a long time?

No.

I got my driving lesson.

I only have one more class left.

I heard Haeng A went to the hospital and won't be in.

I don't care.

Are you mad because I'm late?

The traffic was so bad.

- No.
- Then what is it?

What?

You're mad at me.

Why would I be?

When? What makes you think that?

Miss Oh Se Young. Please follow me.

One moment, please.

Okay.

What are you doing?

What?

Forget it. Why do I even bother?

- What are you talking about?
- I said forget it.

Did something happen before I got here?

No, I was in a good mood before you came.

Until you started to smile...

at the girl of every man's dream.

What are you talking about?

First, a woman you don't know.

Second, a woman you will never see again.

Third, a sexy woman.

Why are you acting like you don't know?

You're right, I'm only in the third place.

That nurse must have been in the first place.

But how could you say hi to her first as soon as you came in?

And with such a big smile.

Being jealous is cute,

but what you said just now isn't so attractive.

Are you scolding me now?

Doctor, do you think I was wrong?

Yes. The man I know isn't like that.

Then he probably isn't an ordinary man.

How did you know that?

- What?
- So you're upset because...

Haeng A and I go to the same driving school, aren't you?

I never said anything about that.

I know it's been bothering you.

You said that she's become a dangerous woman again.

You two can fight later.

I'm going to start.

Also, if you keep coming here...

with an infection from drinking,

you'll have to wear dentures later.

But it seemed fine then...

You need to be fully healed first.

People often stop coming...

when they think they've gotten better.

But you shouldn't do that.

You're a good patient.

It's important to get treated until you're fully healed.

People often stop coming...

when they think they've gotten better.

It's the same for you too, right?

It's okay, I really came just to drop this off.

Still, I can't let you go like this.

Come in and have some tea.

I'm all right.

I don't want to be a burden.

Burden? Not at all.

You even introduced us to a wonderful caregiver.

I'm glad she is doing a good job.

I really have to...

Who is it?

Hello, I'm...

She's a friend of Ri Hwan.

She brought some healthy food for you.

Thank you.

You're pretty.

Thank you.

You smell good too.

But I don't wear perfume...

I smell something nice.

It's probably the smell from the clinic.

My mum also tells me that my stuff smells like a hospital.

I work at a hospital.

- A hospital?
- Yes.

- A hospital?
- Yes.

Yes, I'm a dentist.

A dentist...

Yes.

Once I get to the clinic, I turn on all the lights first.

Most of the time, I get there before the nurses do.

Then I open the windows...

and take off my coat to put up on a coat rack,

and change into my gown.

Normally people wear a white gown,

but I wear a pink one.

Then I turn on my laptop.

When patients come in,

I ask them what bothers them the most.

Then they tell me which tooth has been bothering them,

or that they want to straighten their teeth.

Or that they want to do teeth brightening.

Most of the time, the patients have more problems...

in their teeth than they're aware of.

So we take an X-ray first, and while looking...

I was just going to leave it at the door,

but your aunt happened to come out.

I didn't intend to pay a visit...

I know. You don't have to explain.

- But...
- I have no other intention.

And I also don't want to burden you either.

Something happened today that just reminded me of you.

I know it might sound weird,

but when your mum came to see me,

I could understand everything about her.

And I liked her too.

It's not just because of you.

It'd be a lie if I said it's not because of you at all,

- but what I...
- Okay.

Thank you for everything.

You seem like you lost a lot of weight.

That watch...

I thought you didn't wear a watch.

You asked me something before.

Usually people...

end up finding someone nice.

Although it may not seem like it right now,

- Soon...
- Then,

what about until then?

How can I hang on until then?

I think you just need to live one day at a time.

Just try to endure until it reaches midnight,

and not to think about how hard it'd be tomorrow.

And don't think about...

that person won't be with you tomorrow either.

Don't think about how long this pain will last.

Just until midnight.

Is that what you're doing right now?

One day at a time?

It might sound weird,

but for your sake,

I wish you would...

like me.

I know it won't happen.

I'll try living one day at a time too.

I'm sure you're having a harder time than I am.

You must be tired. I'll get going.

I think you just need to live one day at a time.

Just until midnight.

(The Friendly Sanatorium)

Mum?

This was...

on my dressing table.

Did...

grandpa die?

Yes.

When was it?

One month ago.

Was I on his deathbed?

Was I acting normal?

Did I make any mistakes?

None at all. No one knew about your illness.

And this...

Did I go there?

No.

Not that I know of.

Do you think I was trying to go there?

If only I could think...

and act like how I am now,

I would've been there already.

That's what I would've done.

But the fact that I'm still here...

means that...

I wasn't able to think like how I'm thinking now.

Am I right?

Ri Hwan,

listen carefully to what I'm about to say.

Take your time.

Listen carefully.

Ri Hwan, I'm sorry.

Mum...

My pride stopped me from going to see my father.

When you become a good doctor,

and Grandpa wants to take you in to work at his hospital,

I was going to go see him.

If you get married to a good household...

much better than what he is expecting,

I was going to go then.

"Look. You were wrong."

"I was right."

That's what I would have said.

I know my dad...

would have been happy just to see me...

even if I went to him crying in tattered clothes.

But I couldn't do it.

You wouldn't have been so lonely if I had done it.

You would have grown up with your cousins like siblings.

Then you didn't have to play on your own at the hospital's stairwell.

And you wouldn't have to fall asleep in that cold room.

Mum, even then...

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

Mum, you did well.

I understand you.

But I was wrong.

What else have I done wrong?

Tell me. I might not remember this tomorrow.

What else did I do to make you suffer...

because of my selfishness?

Don't listen to me starting today.

And ignore whatever I said before,

Just think about what will make you...

live happily.

Can you do that for me?

- You're here.
- I met your mum downstairs.

She seems to be in a good mood.

She's going out for a walk with the lady.

Right now? It's cold out.

The lady was wrapping up your mum like a baby.

Exercise is good for her.

This is nice.

It's been a while. Shall we get some consolation?

Where is the remote control?

Forget it, you can watch it by yourself.

Don't leave me, I'm lonely.

Come on...

Any news with Tae Hee?

I don't know.

It's worse for you because of me, right?

She never answered my calls anyway.

But the man she likes...

seems to be a good person.

I kind of understand why she likes him.

Sorry, I don't know why I'm talking about this to you.

Ri Hwan!

What?

Hug me!

I'm going downstairs.

Let's sleep here together.

Stop it!

There you are.

Smile a little.

We have to be happy. All of us.

What else have I done wrong?

Tell me.

I might not remember this tomorrow.

What else did I do to make you suffer...

because of my selfishness?

I missed you so much.

Don't listen to me starting today.

And ignore whatever I said before.

Just think about what will make you...

live happily.

Some days, I miss you so much...

that my throat hurts.

When I'm on a taxi, I think of going to the clinic to see you,

or to hide near your house...

just to see you walk in.

I tried to make a grand plan to just see your face.

I was holding it in very well.

I...

missed you so much.

Ri Hwan.

Mum.

Aren't you cold?

We walked really far.

- To where?
- Somewhere far.

Good job.

Let's go in.

Now?

Let's go in and you can read some books...

and sleep.

What else do you want to do?

- Now?
- Yes, now.

Not tomorrow, not yesterday.

Now.

You know, I'm a type of person who can't understand people...

that pay money to drink tea in a place like this.

But the fact that I called you out here...

means that this won't ever happen again.

Go ahead.

I don't want you to think...

that I take your feelings lightly.

I've had inner fights of my own...

before asking you to see me.

- No matter how much I think...
- No.

- For what?
- Something that starts with...

"no matter" means that it's not going to happen.

Then...

- I'm sorry but...
- Not that either.

- Why not?
- Something that starts with...

an apology means that you'll say something that you'll be sorry for.

Don't I have a choice?

Go ahead.

- So I thought...
- No, don't speak.

- Why are you so...
- I like you, Dong Il.

- I'm your supervisor!
- I was confused for a while...

and tried to ignore it, but I gave up. I decided to just like you.

That's how I feel. If you want to turn me down, do it another time.

I have a live show.

I don't like you.

Is that good enough?

Say it again, without "Is that good enough".

If you say it looking straight into my eyes,

I'll believe you.

Hello.

You're early.

You're here.

Okay.

Why are you so happy?

I just found out that...

there's another patient who has the same kind of Alzheimer's as my aunt.

It's been seven years since she was first diagnosed.

But she can still go hiking on her own,

and even teaches her grandson how to write.

They say if she takes her medication,

goes hiking every day, reads a lot,

smiles a lot,

and doesn't get stressed, it's possible to be like her.

- Are you that happy?
- Yes.

I can't wait to tell my aunt.

Suddenly our fight seems so minuscule.

You're right.

Did you two fight?

He's nice to every single woman in this world.

He smiles at everyone. After he's done smiling away,

then he smiles at me.

And not even a big one at that.

It's your fault.

I swear I didn't do that.

Don't use your acting skills here.

Everyone else is going to think that it's true.

Thank you.

Have you chosen the first song for the third segment?

- If you didn't, let's...
- G.Na.

"I'll Get Lost, You Go Your Way".

But the story is about their first love...

Then forget it.

I'll just play Autumn Vacation's "First Love," okay?

What's wrong with her?

It's Kaman Radio's official consultation time.

You're listening to, "Worries are Better When Shorter".

Let's read a few more stories.

It's a story of a listener named "Feelings or Foolishness".

"My ex-girlfriend calls me whenever she gets drunk."

"But when I call her in the morning, she never picks up."

"Why is that?"

It's like watching a rerun of a soccer game...

that tied zero to zero.

Even if you get nervous and giddy,

nothing happens in the end.

I see.

Here's a story from "What is Morning".

"My days and nights reversed so I keep waking up late."

"Is there any way I can wake up early?"

Just continue getting up an hour later every day.

3 pm, 4 pm, 5 pm...

And in a fortnight, you'll wake up around 6 am.

Right.

Now, it's a story from "Echo Bag."

"I kind of like the barista at a coffee shop near my office."

"So I asked for his number..."

"and we exchanged a few texts."

"But all he does is smile instead of asking me out."

"How long do I have to wait?"

Forever.

He's just trying to keep his customers.

Take a look at the texts again.

If you put your manager's name instead of his,

it probably still sounds fine.

And someone I know asked me to ask you.

A friend of mine is dating a much younger man.

So she feels a bit insecure.

Do you have any tips for her?

What is it exactly that she's insecure about?

She's probably worried that he might like a younger woman.

If that was the case, he would have dated a younger woman.

But he might be interested in meeting someone his age.

If that was the case, he would have dated someone his age.

Don't you think there's a high chance that he might cheat?

Do you think someone who dates an old and ugly woman...

has a high chance of punching her?

No, you can't say it like that.

What's the difference?

Could that friend's name... be Oh Se Young?

What?

No way.

I was just kidding.

I have to hurry and introduce the next story.

Here's the story of "I Can Go To a Hospital."

"I know he's pushing me away because I burden him."

"Although I know how he feels,"

"I still told him that I missed him."

"Can you still call such a selfish act..."

"love?"

It's not selfish, it's humane.

Just giving him love makes you happy,

and watching him from afar is enough.

Are you a deity?

Why are you trying to love like a deity?

It's normal to miss and want to touch them.

Don't blame yourself.

James Dean once said,

"Dream as if you'll live forever,"

"and live today as if you'll die tomorrow."

But someone twisted this quote and said,

"But people live as if..."

"they'll live forever,"

"and don't dream as if they'll die tomorrow."

There's only a month left of this year.

If there's something you must confess but you acted...

as if it's not urgent, as if it's not important,

and as if it's bearable, I hope you'll get the courage tomorrow.

It's me, I'm sorry.

I brought all my tangled-up feelings...

and came to you.

I just missed you so much.

This was Kaman Radio on the first day of December.

Come on and join us again...

on Kaman Radio tomorrow.

See you.

See you.

(I'm calling for you, like a song that never ends.)