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Because This Is My First Life

Lee Min Ki

Jeong So Min

Lee Som
Park Byeong Eun

Kim Ga Eun
Kim Min Seok

Because This Is My First Life

That's not how you do a kiss.

I said, I understand. I did it wrong.

Yes. That's what I mean. Kiss . . .

It's done like this.

♫ Like today, though I endure a day ♫

♫ It keeps coming back, living through each day ♫

♫ And the foolish things keep repeating ♫

♫ And I stand alone in a side again ♫

♫ Just in case somehow ♫

♫ tomorrow might be different ♫

Do you think you know it now?

Or . . . do you need to know more?

More. I want to know more.

♫ Like today though I endure a day ♫

♫ It keeps coming back living through each day ♫

♫ And the foolish things keep repeating ♫

♫ And I stand alone in a side again ♫

♫ Just in case somehow tomorrow ♫

♫ might be different ♫

♫ I cannot move one step ♫

♫ away ♫

Ji Ho?

You've got a call.

Ji Ho? Ji Ho?

Your phone.

Yeah, Mom. What?

What do you mean what? Where are you two and what are you doing? Why aren't you coming back?

Where else? By the ocean.

What else would I do by the ocean? I'm watching the ocean.

Yeah. Alright. I'm coming. Okay.

Should we go back?

Yes.

But don't you think you were too angry at your mother?

I was? When was I angry?

Oh. When you speak in dialect, you usually talk louder.

Back when I was in college too. When I would be on the phone with my mom, the girls thought I was mad at Mom.

I see how that's possible.

From what I experienced today, here,

people change the lax consonants to hard consonants or to aspirated consonants.

For example, handal (one month) to handaru.

Haebeorinda (did it) to haebbundaru.

So you analyzed that in that short time?

Yes. I needed to understand them to make kimchi.

Oh, yeppuda (pretty) is said as yibbida.

When did you . . .

Why? Did the ahjummas tease you, saying you're pretty because you're a Seoul man?

Nope. Not me, but you.

They asked me if you were pretty to me.

Let's go. Before she calls again.

What? Why won't he finish his sentence?

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Then, we'll be going. And thank you.

Yeah. Always!

Careful of cars. Careful of people. Careful of war.

In case something happens, come straight here. Alright?

If a war breaks out, Seoul is the first target.

So don't linger there and come straight down here.

Go now. You've got to work tomorrow.

Hey, this family's son-in-law. Where are you going?

Yes, I need to get going now.

Hey, stop already. They are busy.

Are you the only one busy? I'm busy too.

If you're going to leave, then accept a drink from me first, or else you can't go.

No. I think I shouldn't drink anymore.

So you're refusing a drink from an elder right now?

Oh...

Here. Happy?

Hey, did I say for you to drink it?

Ajae, if you try to bully my groom again,

Ajae, when your son-in-law comes down, I'll just!

drown him in a barrel of wine.

Got that?!

When did I ever bully him?

Go in now.

- We're going.
- We'll be going.

- Go now. Being careful is Number One.
- I'll drop them off.

- I'll be back.
- Go.

Bye.

Mister Ddo Ri got a punch from you after a long absence.

What? Did this happen before?

Yeah. Before, there was a wandering dog in the neighborhood that Noona would look after.

But that mister took it away saying he was going to eat it.

What? Can't be. Dog stew?

Yea, that's it.

So then? What happened?

What else? So Noona dragged their tiller out.

And she turned on the engine right at the wharf.

She said if he didn't give the dog back alive, she would sink the tiller in the water.

Unni, daebak!

Why are you talking about the past?

My noona goes all the way once she's gives her heart to someone.

Now you've got yourself shackled for life, Brother-in-law.

Drive looking forward, punk.

Alright.

Thank you. And take care of yourself. Bye.

Yeah. Go carefully, Brother-in-law.

Yes. Good bye.

Then...

Shall our baby go now too?

What?

Unni and Brother-in-law are a little strange.

What is?

They are too ... 'fresh' (new love).

Of course they are, since they're newlyweds.

No, not that new feel among newlyweds.

The flirting atmosphere from when you and I were just starting to have feelings for each other.

What are you talking about? They are married. Why would they flirt?

Let's go. It's cold.

That expression couldn't happen between husband and wife, though.

I'm here. You're in the back, right?

Yes.

It's over there.

Um. Should I ask the person next to my seat

to switch for us?

No. I think it's best to just sit in our assigned seats.

Asking someone to switch seats could be a discourtesy.

Though it seems like nothing, it's requesting something that's difficult to say no to.

Yes. Now that I think about it, it's true.

In the dramas or movies that filled my early childhood,

a kiss was always the symbol of a happy ending.

However, the reason why a kiss had to be the ending,

now I finally know.

Because reality starts after that.

Be well. Go back and act like nothing happened. But instead, don't ever love again. You don't deserve it.

And people . . .

they don't want to see reality.

Because reality could be very painful,

or very dark.

A kiss or marriage,

in reality, neither

means a happy ending.

The drama between that man and me,

it's only barely just started. And also . . .

♫ Let me briefly borrow your warm shoulder ♫

♫ Let me briefly borrow your warm shoulder ♫

♫ please be a shelter for my tired soul ♫

My desire, too, it's only just started.

♫ I'll leave my wounded heart in your care ♫

♫ a quick glance as you pass by ♫

This isn't good.

All the romantic cells inside me

have been awakened.

Episode 12
Because It's My First Time with Desire

- Hello.
- Hello!

Aigoo, where are you coming from at this hour?

Ah, we just came back from visiting my family.

Ah, I see. Oh, go on in.

- Work hard.
- Work hard.

Were you well? Still, came back pretty early, right?

Maybe you should've stayed there overnight? It was a first visit home in a long time.

No, I need to go to work. Bok Nam switched the weekend shift with me.

But still, you should hurry and get some sleep, even just a few hours.

Yes.

I enjoyed making kimchi.

The trip to the ocean too.

Yes, me too.

You should head in first.

No. You should head in first.

No, still, I'll go after I see you go in.

Then...

Ah...

Now that I think about it, we don't have any proper pictures together.

Husband

Are you asleep?

No. Not yet.

I have something I want to ask you.

Ah, why did you do that? Why would you ask him that?

Ah...

When all the ahjummas asked if I was pretty...

What did you say?

Oh.

I said that you were pretty.

♫ The things I need to do are overfilling ♫

♫ And I don't want to spend emotion ♫

♫ To someone like me love is an emotion that is useless ♫

♫ Though love passes by and I say no ♫

♫ when you are in front of me ♫

♫ I become wanting to hold your hands and everything's fine ♫

It would be nice if we could sleep together.

In the same bed.

What did I just say? What's wrong with me?

I am trash.

I need to go to work. Heat the soup before you eat.

Here! Where are you going?

Zoo.

Say, "I'm going to the zoo."

I'm going to the zoo.

Thank you. Say thank you.

Thank you.

Hello, Teacher.

Hello.

Have fun.

Listen to the teacher well.

Bye.

Yoona.

Have fun! Play well.

My honey honey

- Yeah.
- Are you on the way?

Yeah. I'm on the bus.

You're working the early shift today, right?

Yup.

Where should I go later?

It's a seven o'clock performance,

so let's meet at Daehakro then.

Okay, see you later.

Rang.

Huh?

I love you.

Yeah. Me too.

I love you.

Okay.

Comfortable, my foot.

And what's with his taste? Bleh.

Tailor-made underwear

Tailor-made underwear

How did you go around wearing it with it being so uncomfortable?

Well, half the time I wore it and half the time I took it off.

Strangely, it's always uncomfortable around the armpits.

It's because the shape of your chest is different than others.

- It is?
- Yes.

Just like facial appearance are different from individual to individual, chest shapes are different as well.

In terms of size and in terms of volume and position.

Everyone's different in how narrow or wide but people tend to not know that.

They just put on ready-to-wear underwear based on size only so of course, it can't be comfortable.

So I guess a lot of people come and get theirs tailor-made?

Yes.

I just do this as a side job after I got married, but somehow people find their way here.

Yes and you have quite a lot of materials.

These materials.

How about making them into a database and make them different patterns according to chest shapes?

A database?

Yes. Well, for example . . .

Bird chest type, flat type, drooping type. Make these various patterns,

and recommend the underwear that fits that pattern.

So people could do this online without coming here,

and you could get the transaction done like that.

I don't know that stuff well.

I just didn't want my skills I learned before I got married go to waste.

And I like meeting people like this and making them one stitch at a time.

That's why I do this.

I see. I think I was too materialistic sounding. I'm ashamed.

No, you gave me good advice.

It's just that I'm not really talented for business.

How much is it?

Yes. It's $250 dollars.

Se Hee-nim?

Se Hee-nim?

I fell asleep briefly.

What are you doing here at the company on a weekend?

Oh. I came to get a massage.

I see. You went to do kimjang yesterday, right? Ji Ho's.

Yes. It turns out that this isn't something that can be fixed with pain relieving patches.

But what are you doing here at the company on a weekend?

Oh. For massage?

No, nope. I came out to go on a date but I just stopped by briefly for some work.

I see. Then, enjoy your date.

Yes.

Um, Se Hee-nim.

Se Hee-nim, you must love Ji Ho a lot.

Well, that's . . . No, I shouldn't have asked that question.

Then, enjoy your massage.

Would you like to have

a cup of coffee with me?

Getting married isn't working out well?

I don't know whether this is about marriage not working out well,

or if it's the dating that's not going well.

If it's not that either, then is it love that's not working out?

It seems like you're fighting more often.

We've always fought often.

We've fought shouting at each other on the roadside.

We've even thrown ribs at each other in a restaurant.

For 7 years, we fought as if we were MMA fighters, basically.

But now...

Do you know what we're like?

We don't fight.

We know that our thoughts differ,

but we still don't fight.

- If we fight...
- You think you might not be able to go back.

That's right.

Truthfully, Ji Ho and I

didn't get married because we loved each other.

We just got married because everything was compatible.

We decided to live together because there were no uncomfortable aspects.

- But then...
- Did you develop feelings?

Yes.

Because I became comfortable as myself, in my heart

there was room. I learned that through this marriage.

It seems that love and marriage are two separate problems, indeed.

That isn't what I meant, exactly. I just meant that you two need to be more honest with yourselves.

Humans naturally want what is best for themselves. And marriage is

one of the institutions in which that desire expresses itself most clearly.

Desire?

Se Hee-nim, I don't have that sort of thing.

I just like to see Rang smile.

I want to make Rang happy.

And most of all, without Rang,

it just won't do. I can't live.

We already both know that. How much more honest can we get?

'I... like to see you smile.'

'I... want to make you happy.'

'I... can't live without you.'

The subjects of your sentences

are all Won Seok, yourself.

There are no sentences in which she is the subject.

Well then, have a good date.

But, what do young people nowadays do

on a date?

Why are you like this?

What?

Dirty. The table

is so dirty.

Are you coming back from somewhere?

Yeah, I got fitted for a bra.

Ahh. The custom place you mentioned last time?

That's interesting. Should I try it, too?

It's expensive though, right?

Yes, it's stupidly expensive.

Hey, show me your chest.

What? Show you what?

- Online business?
- Yeah.

If we just build a system that people can use to figure out their chest type,

I think we can make customized lingerie popularized. Don't you think so?

That's right. There's no reason it wouldn't work.

But are you planning to do that yourself?

How would I do that? I have to go to work at the company.

I just think it might be fun, so I want to try it as a hobby.

I can give the idea to the designer lady, too.

You should try it yourself.

You've always wanted to run your own business.

What do you think about just going for it?

Hey, how can I quit such a prestigious company?

Even if it's terrible, they pay the best in my industry.

Also, as you know, my life isn't just mine.

I...

This unni has a different situation than you guys.

Sorry, I just...

I noticed that your eyes were sparkling when you were telling me your idea.

My eyes sparkled?

Yes.

Did they sparkle as much as your eyes sparkled when you talk about your landlord.

Why change the subject to that?

I have something that I'm really curious about.

You don't want to do it with your landlord?

- Do what?
- What do you mean? He's a man you like

whom you live with in one house. Is your body... okay?

You don't get hot and bothered when he's in the room right next to yours?

I don't get hot and bothered. What gets heated? It's not like that. No way. What are you saying?

For real? This is fascinating.

Is it because you've been single since birth? Because you don't know anything?

But be careful, Ji Ho. If you're not planning to sleep with him, don't even touch him.

- Why?
- What do you mean why?

Don't you remember my first boyfriend in college?

Ahhh. The boyfriend you only held hands with for six months?

Yes, I became depressed because he didn't move things along.

So, if you're not planning to go all the way, don't even start skin contact.

The first feelings of desire are the scariest, especially for people who've been single their whole life, like you.

It's like opening Pandora's box. Got it?

That's right. In this contract marriage,

I had overlooked a very important truth.

I went to all-girl's middle and high schools

and never got to date in college.

The fact that I've been single since birth. (mo-tae solo)
[mo-tae = since the womb] + [solo]

I can't believe that such a person like me ended up living together with a man.

- Hey, it started.
- She really did it.
- Oh, daebak!

Wow, you're so good!

And with the man that opened my Pandora's box, of all people.

Why are you so good? Isn't this your first time?

Hey, the beginners are the scariest because they don't know anything.

I know, right? Beginners are scary.

Ahhh, how many times a day are you thinking of the kiss, you mo-sol (single since birth)!

Does your head hurt?

No, but how are you here?

Ah, I was at the company for a bit and decided to drop by.

I thought it was about time you got off work, Ji Ho.

It's the weekend. Is there anything you want to do?

What I want to do?

What I want to do.

Yes, is there anything you want to do?

No, there's nothing.

There's nothing at all I want to do!

Then, shall we do something I want to do?

Cats can choose what is important to them

and can choose to only remember those things.

That means they can easily forget what they don't need to remember.

That is the reason why I like cats.

- What about you, Ji Ho?
- Pardon?

Do you have an animal you like?

Oh, an animal I like?

For me, snails.

Snails?

Yes, snails. They carry around their home for their whole life.

Oh, that's very true.

Snails have their own home from birth.

Well, that is a new interpretation for me.

Should we go do that?

Pardon? Where now?

That.

Okay.

♫ I want to date, and whatever happens, I'm happy,
you make me want to love ♫

♫ you make me want to love ♫

- Ho Rang.
- Oh, you're here?

There's still a lot of time left.

Yeah, there is.

Do you want me to hold your bag?

No, it's okay.

Wow, that man's really bad at that.

- Ji Ho!
- Oh! You guys.

Oh, you guys said you were watching a performance today, right?

But why is Brother-in-law doing this? This isn't like him.

I'm not sure. He suddenly asked me to come here.

Oh, a dating course. (T/N: Similar to a date schedule.)

- Huh?
- He asked me earlier what people these days do on dates.

So, I told him our dating course.

A date?

I'll do another round, ₩10,000 ($10) worth.

- He must be a chaebol. (very rich)
- Again?

Oh, this time, I'll try it.

Oh, yes. Please do.

♫ all the things that I've believed in for so long ♫

♫ are changing, little by little ♫

♫ La la la la, la la la la ♫

Sang Goo Oppa♡

You spent ₩20,000 ($20) on that balloon-popping game.

Did you really want that stuffed animal that much?

This is for you, Ji Ho.

It's for me?

Yes. That's why it's a snail and not a cat.

You should carry it, since it's yours.

You could carry it for me. It's heavy.

- And, this, too.
- What else do you want me to carry? I don't have a free hand.

No, this is yours, so you have to hold onto it.

Gosh, why isn't she picking her phone up?

Oh, I'm sorry! Did you wait a long time?

- Yeah.
- I'm really sorry.

I was working at home and I lost track of time.

Why was your phone turned off?

You called me?

Oh, I left it at home.

I told you that I'd go to the front of your home. Why do we keep coming here?

I'm sorry.

Are you, by any chance, not wearing a bra today?

No, not today. It's not "no bra," but "no panty."

You really...

Is it true?

You can check for yourself.

Woo Soo Ji, you bad girl.

If it's true, you'll be punished by me!

It is cold today. If possible, you should try to wear one more layer. I must check!

Come here! I'm going to check if it's really a lie or not.

What's this? Do you carry a hair dryer around?

Yeah, the one here is pretty weak. I like using mine better.

So, why are we meeting outside our homes and going through all of this trouble?

If we meet at home, you don't have to carry these things around.

In all honesty, is there anyone who hasn't visited their girlfriend's home?

Why are we here instead of your home?

Oh, just give me that. You can't dry it like that.

I'm an expert.

- Hey, do it properly.
- I am.

Your hair's just weird. It's getting tangled up. Is it a wig?

It's pretty.

Really?

Yes. It's so pretty.

But, why'd you suddenly get me this?

Oh, after thinking about it,

I realized I never gave you a gift.

Even for our wedding, there were no rings.

So, I always wanted to do something for you, at least once.

Although it may be obvious and banal, but still, like what others do.

That kind of gift.

Yes, I see.

So is that why we had a date that was also obvious and banal, like what others do?

What we did today?

Ah, well...

I heard you asked Won Seok

what people these days do for dates.

Yes. I thought about it and realized our generations are quite different.

I didn't really know what to do for the date.

That's true. After thinking about it,

you're really a lot older than me. You were born in 1980, so,

when I entered elementary school, you were a middle schooler.

When I was in middle school,

you were a soldier ahjussi.

I wouldn't go as far as to say soldier ahjussi.

Just, soldier.

Okay.

I asked CEO Ma once

where I would have to go with an '80er on a date.

You came here a lot while you attended school, he said.

Yes.

Oh, we should order. What would you want?

Oh, I'll have this.

I'll use the restroom really quick.

Okay. I'll order this first.

Oh, I'll put these on.

Okay.

Why is he being so cute? Sheesh.

Thank you.

Excuse me. I'll do it for you.

All done.

Thank you.

It's pretty.

Ah, I'm sorry.

You can see the sky best from this seat.

I'm sorry for bothering you.

Excuse me...

Goodbye.

Yes.

Our order hasn't come out yet.

They suit you well.

Don't they?

Rang, Ji Ho's husband has a funny personality, doesn't he?

I mean, how could he do exactly what I told him to do?

I know. They both seem so 'fresh' (like a new love).

Maybe we should have played the balloon-popping game, too? It's been a while.

- No, it's a waste of money.
- Right?

Dolls also take up space, too.

I think we ordered too much.

Ah. Your mother bought this for me since I got a job.

Did she?

What did she say? What did you two talk about?

Oh, your mother just...

You need to be more honest with each other.

Humans are just people who do things that only benefits themselves

and marriage is one of the institutions that expresses

that desire most clearly.

Rang. About our marriage.

- Yeah?
- Do you think you could wait a little bit more?

How much longer?

About five years?

Five years?

Yeah.

No matter how much I think about it, I think it's going to take that long.

Won Seok, if we wait for five more years, I'll be 35 then.

Are you saying we should date for 12 years?

Rang, if you're tired, do you just want to go home and rest?

It's fine. You said you reserved it, so we should watch it.

Looking for Kim Jong Min

Let's go.

What is this?

Weren't we watching, "Looking for Kim Jong Wook"?

"Looking for Kim Jong Wook"?

Wasn't it "Looking for Kim Jong Min"?

No, I...

I never imagined there would be a "Looking for Kim Jong Wook" and also "Looking for Kim Jong Min."

It's fine. We can still cancel it and reserve it again.

It's fine. The other show would already be sold out.

Let's just watch this.

Have you seen Kim Jong Min?

They said there was someone who've seen him here.

Ah. You must not know him.

Was there a girl looking for me? Where is she?

Where is she right now?!

It looks like I just missed her, again.

- Yang Ho Rang, are you crazy? What's wrong with you?!
- Marriage!!!

I want to get married, you stupid idiot.

However, I'm still not sure what marriage is.

Are love and marriage the same thing?

Just how much longer do I have to go to find her?

Even if it's not next year, but in two years, it's better to be prepared.

When will I be able to see him again?

Rang, what do you mean in two years?

How can we get married in two years?

Do you think you could wait a little bit more?

Five more years.

Won Seok, if I have to wait five more years, I'll be 35 then.

Are you saying we should date for 12 years?

Why are we always out of step with each other?

You should take a shower first.

What? Take a shower first?!

Yes. Since I took a shower first yesterday,

you should take it first today.

Ah. That's what you meant.

What? What...

Is there something else it could mean?

No.

No, how could it mean anything else?

When someone says to shower first, it just means to shower first, of course.

Ah, you should take a shower first.

I need to erase my makeup, so...

You put on makeup?

Yes. Why?

Nothing. I thought you don't use makeup.

Since your bare face after you wash it looks the exact same as you do, always.

What the heck? I put makeup on today.

What the heck? He's making my heart skip a beat in such unexpected ways.

But how much longer will my heart just continue to skip a beat?

Love is not platonic, you 1980 ahjussi.

It's pretty.

What's wrong with me?

Are you crazy?

Now you're getting excited over a woman's touch?

Are you obscene or something?

I will drive you to your home, Oppa.

I don't want to.

I just wanted to take you home.

Do you know how dangerous underground parking lots are these days?

You are stubborn about such weird things.

Excuse me, Ms. Woo Soo Ji, do you have any thoughts of marriage?

Marriage?

Not at all.

- Not at all?
- Yeah.

Do you plan on doing it, CEO Ma? Marriage?

Me? Well,

if there is a chance, then sure, I may.

But eating together, and going grocery shopping together,

and fighting and making up, and sharing our daily lives,

I think it could be pretty nice.

That's why I don't want to.

How can you share such plain daily life stuff with someone and still have sex? It totally ruins the fantasy.

What?

Marriage is the grave of a man-woman relationship. It's the end of sexuality.

Think about it. A man and woman are always fighting about loans or the Thanksgiving holiday.

How can they sleep together? Am I wrong?

Soo Ji, that is how regular people live.

They may bicker and fight, but they also comfort each other at times.

That's how everyone lives their lives.

I don't want to do the same things that others do.

My life is burdensome enough, and I know my place in the world.

I have no intention of ruining someone else's life.

Sexless, Your Health is in Danger!

That's right.

First, insomnia. Second, sensitive.

Third, feeling helpless and having headaches.

Indeed,

I am deeply frustrated right now.

This is dangerous.

I enjoyed reading the book.

I didn't know it was a special memory, but I ended up borrowing it.

I'm sorry.

Island

How are you going to get home? Bus?

I don't want to. I'll take the subway. Chugga-chugga-choo-choo.

If I didn't have to work, I would've taken you home.

Aigoo, it's fine, Woo Soo Ji.

No, if you really feel bad, then you should treat me to a cup of coffee in your house.

Come on, I came all the way here, so how could you not give me at least a cup of coffee?

So you had ulterior motives? I didn't think you were like this, but you are very cunning.

I'm not cunning.

I just want to take a look around my girlfriend's house.

I'm just curious about your room's smell.

I'm also curious about your pajamas. Okay, fine.

I'm even curious about your messy bathroom.

But why would you be curious about that?

I really can't understand you.

No, I just want to share our daily life with each other.

Go, before the subway stops running for the night.

I need to go and work.

Ah, that's right. Do you want to take some freshly-made kimchi home with you? Ji Ho gave me some.

No thanks. I quit eating kimchi.

Oh, what are you doing there?

Hey, don't you think your mother is a bit strange?

What? Is she hiding a chunk of gold at home or something?

My Love ♡
Where are you? I just got home. Hurry up!

What are you doing? Let's go.

Okay.

Go home safely. Text me when you get home.

Okay.

Soo Ji.

Perhaps, did you invite a friend over to your house?

No. Who would come over at this hour?

All the girls are busy.

- Oh...
- What is it?

You want a cup of coffee?

I'm tired. I just want to go home and rest.

Goodbye!
The door is closing.

Number one, we only meet outside

whether it's the holidays or weekend. Number two, don't ever ask questions about my personal life.

Give me that. That. It's mine.

I'm sorry, I usually remember all the guys I sleep with.

I just said I wanted to sleep with you. When did I say I wanted to go out with you?

That day, I was just messing around

because my body craved it.

Marriage? Not at all.

You were out?

Be well.

Go back and live on like nothing happened. Don't ever love someone. You have no right to.

♫ please stay, quietly, without a sound, still ♫

It's cold, so why did you come out?

I just came back from the supermarket to buy ingredients for barley tea.

It's cold, Mom. Let's go in.

♫ not even a scent remains ♫

Did you eat anything yet?

I wanted to eat with you, so I didn't eat anything yet.
♫ but your image lingers on ♫

♫ but your image lingers on ♫

That someone is coming

is a tremendous thing.

♫ ah, come with me ♫

That's because his past,

his present, and

his future, they are all coming with him.

♫ I am slowly getting used to it ♫

Let's go.

Rang.

What is it?

Just what is it?

Let's break up.

It's because their entire life is coming.

Be well. Live on like nothing happened. Don't ever love someone. You have no right to.

Book: Island
Wedding registration application

Jung Min...

I moved out all of my stuff.

You just need to get yours.

I... I was wrong. I'll explain everything.

- Because of my father's phone call—
- In front of me,

don't talk about your father.

In front of me,

don't say anything

about your family.

Let us talk, please?

In front of me!

Don't ever say, "us."

Don't become happy.

Like you told me to, I did not become happy.

Like you told me to,

I didn't love anyone.

However, today, in that place,

for a moment

I was happy.

For a moment,

I had forgotten.

Do you want to watch it together?

♫ without even taking a breath, I passed by so many things ♫

To me, this woman

is pretty.
♫ after wandering here and there ♫

♫ I forgot where I was headed to ♫

To me, her heart is adorable.

However...

Goodnight.

Yes. Goodnight.

... at the same time, I am scared.

I am afraid of myself.

That I might

hurt someone else again.

However...

Now, I also...

Should we

sleep together tonight?

...want to be happy.

♫ even when I don't want to love ♫

♫ when you are in front of me ♫

♫ oh, I want to hold your hand, and whatever happens,
I am happy ♫

♫ you make me want to love ♫

Because This is My First Life

You must've been uncomfortable.

When you're in love, there are more things you must protect.
11/5: She looked at me weirdly... 11/10: Because today's sea is my first.

How nice, such a relationship.

A CEO from a production company came to find me today.

Have you heard about her, after that time?

Was this the relationship you wanted with me, CEO Ma?

Intruding into parts of my private life that I don't want to show you?

I want to make a good story that I can share.

I've done it once before. Something like marriage.

Both he and I each have Room Nineteen (referring to "To Room Nineteen" by Doris Lessing)