All language subtitles for All.Saints.S10E36 - Open Hearts.en

MAN: Alisa, stop a second.
Listen to me.

I don't want them here. I told you!
Just let them look at ya.

You need to see somebody.
No! No!

Just let them take a look at ya!
Alright?

Get off me!
You need to see somebody.

SIREN WAILS
You can't... Alright.

You can't! You can't drive like that.
Don't touch me! Get off me!

Don't touch me! Get off me!

Argh!

OK, OK. Time-out.

(Groans)

Oh.

You've got her. I'll get him.
Oh!

Are you alright?
Get off me!

Just head down. Have you got her?

(Pants)
Sweetheart!

Mate, are you alright?

Here. Show me your head.
I'm sorry!

(Groans)
It's alright. It's alright.

Just come on. I've got you.

I'm Lorraine. Now, what happened?
You two have a bit...

You two have
a bit of an argument?

No. I never hit her!
Alright! Lorraine's got her!

Did he hit you?

No. I never hit her!

Listen. Will you just let me check
you over? Will you let me do that?

Alisa!
Give me your arm.

Please, just leave me alone.
Give me your arm. Come on.

Gabrielle's agreed to let me
leave early this afternoon.

Sorry?

Your appointment. To discuss
the interferon treatment.

I thought you wanted me there.
You don't need to.

It's just a chat. It's no big deal.

Triage files.
Where do you want them?

Thank you very much.

There's a 40-minute wait on those.
At least.

Dan, treatment - it's a big deal.

There'll be questions you'll
forget to ask. I think I should go.

I'll be fine alone.
But I wanna come.

Come over later. I'll tell you
all the gory details then.

OK.

Dan, um...

..I thought you decided
against the treatment.

I have. I just haven't had
the right time to tell her yet.

MAN: Somebody help!

Yeah?

Help. Please, come out here.

My friend's bleeding really badly.
Come out.

OK. OK!

What happened?
He's gonna be alright, isn't he?

Possible gunshot wounds.
Dan's with him now.

Gang related?
Oh, no.

They look young and dumb enough
but, no, they were duck shooting.

This is Ken. 28.
Decreased respiratory function.

Blood pressure 110 on 60.

I'll need an X-ray to see if there's
any pellets left in his neck.

I want full bloods, head CT.

Set him up to intubate.

You were with him?
Yeah. He's my mate.

Uh-huh. How many shots were fired?
I'm sorry?

How close were you
when the shooting happened?

He wasn't shot.
You were duck shooting.

Did he pop his head up
as you were taking aim?

No, it's a whistle.
He choked on a whistle.

Page Mike.
Yep.

You're gonna need a few stitches.

I can call another ambulance,
or get a cab.

But I wouldn't be driving, alright?
Yeah, yeah.

No, no. Just wait. Wait there.
Look, I'm fine! I'm alright.

What's up?
LORRAINE: Her BP's really low.

I don't feel good about leaving her.
Alright, I'll get the trolley.

Sweetheart, will you
please just go with them?

Stay away from me!
It makes no sense.

Alisa, I'm pretty sure you've got
more than the stomach ache.

You need to see a doctor.
Yeah! She's doubled over.

(Pants) Fine.

But he's not coming with us.
Oh, baby, I'm your husband.

You should've
thought of that before.

Give me a chance.
It's too late for that.

Come on. Come on.

I've got her, Lorraine.

Now, just... just...

OK.

I can't get through.
Magill's forceps.

MIKE: Take that.

Looks like his throat's been cut.

Draw up 1ml of adrenalin.
We have to stem this bleeding.

It's all go, eh?

What the bloody hell is that?
Oh, beauty, you found it.

What is it?
Well, it's a whistle pea.

He just breathed in and then - whoop!
- Down it went.

Which doesn't explain
the hole in his throat.

Oh, no. I did that with this.
Whoa! Whoa.

He couldn't breathe.
I had to do something.

Do you want to put that down?
It's a hunting knife.

I can see what it is.
Just put it down.

Where?
Any-bloody-where!

Do you want me to bag that?
When you've got time.

And page Von. See if she can get...

What did you say your name was?
It's Elvis.

Right. See if she can
get 'Elvis' out of here.

How cute is that?!

Oh! (Chuckles) And these!

(Gasps) Aw! I miss them.

Well, I think they miss you.

Dr West.

Just came to see how you're going.

Well, um, I'm getting dripped into.
Apart from that, no wild parties.

Not on duty today?

I'm on night shift.

Ah.

Well, I've got to make a move.
I'll see you this afternoon.

OK. Thank you so much
for bringing this in.

I really appreciate it.
My pleasure.

Can you believe
the kids made all these?

Now, tell me, does this monster
terrify you or what?

I'm shaking in my boots.
(Laughs)

Liar.

He's tachycardic.
Oxygen sats are dropping.

There's too much blood and swelling.
I can't see the vocal cords.

We're not shifting any air.
Set up a crike.

I can't be here
for a surgical procedure.

OK. That's no problem.
I'll get Erica to replace me.

Where are you going?
Er, what do you need, Mike?

Full nursing staff would be nice,
if it's not too much trouble.

No trouble.
What else would you like?

A lateral C spine X-ray and airways.
Yep.

What are you doing now?
Setting up a surgical tracheostomy.

Why?

Because your friend
is drowning in his own blood.

The reason for that is somebody
cut his throat with a hunting knife.

Righto. Steady on.
I tried to save him.

Somebody get him out of here,
for God's sake.

Er, Elvis, is it? Hello. I'm Von.

Would you come with me?
I'll get some details.

Is it alright to leave?
I'm sure it is. Mmm.

Alisa's complaining of
stomach cramps and bloating.

Her oxygen sats are down

and her BP is 100 on 50.

Penthrox inhaler
gave her some relief.

Nil diarrhoea, fever or vomiting.

I shouldn't be here.

Believe me, Alisa, that's how
most of our patients feel.

ERICA: Not that crazy about
hospitals, hey?

It's just wasting people's time.
Not mine. I get paid to be here.

Ricky?
I'll be back in a sec. What's up?

Er, surgical procedure in Resus.
Do you mind taking it for me?

Yeah. Sure.
What have we got here?

Stomach cramps.
Good. Right up my alley.

It looked like a domestic.

Her husband sustained
a head injury as well.

So, were the police involved?
No. The husband called 000.

Seemed like a nice enough guy
but, you know, you never can tell.

No. I've been waiting
long enough, alright?

There you are.
Where the hell's my wife?

Hey, Carlo, just calm down.
Where is my wife?!

Mate!
Have to wait here.

Alisa!

Alisa!
Carlo, what are you doing here?

I told you to stay at home.
I don't want him near me.

I came to see if you were alright.
Alright.

Sorry, I'll have to
ask you to wait outside.

No, no. I'm not gonna leave.
Just go.

Don't make us call security.

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
Hang on a second.

Let me look at
that cut on your head.

Will you tell me what's wrong?!

OK, buddy, come on.
We won't be far away. I promise.

Come on.

You got it?
No.

Not yet.

More suction, please. Ricky, suction.

Yeah. I'm trying!
Try harder.

Found the cricothyroid?

Nup. The oedema's too bad.
I can't get the dilator in.

I'll have to extend the excision
to give us room to operate.

Steroids?
Dexamethasone 8mg.

IVI as a push.
Yep.

Need a hand?
If you work miracles, yes. Scalpel.

Take over here, will you?
Sure.

Gabrielle, scalpel, please.
Yeah, OK! It's coming.

Argh!

God! Write me a letter
when you've got it sorted, will you?

Any particular reason
why you're in such a good mood?

How's your son going?
Alright, as far as I know.

I've been told by his mother to stay
the hell away from him, so I am.

Mike, ready.

Thank you. Suction, please.

JACK: Must have been some fight.

Mate, it was an accident.
She pushed me and I fell.

Why'd she push you?

Look, I don't hit my wife,
if that's what you're asking.

I don't know what's wrong with her.
Yesterday she was fine.

This morning she's
doubling over in pain and...

..and she won't let me near her.

Well, you just let me
finish these stitches

and I'll see what I can find out, OK?

Don't you think
I should be with her?

She shouldn't be on her own.

Look, she made it pretty clear
she doesn't want you in there.

Got any idea why?

Well...

..there was a woman.

It was only one night
and I feel very guilty about it.

It wasn't even fun.

That's why you and your wife
are fighting, huh?

Look, I should just be with my wife.
I wouldn't...

We need to talk. I need her to
tell me that we'll get through it.

I guess that's a lot to ask,
though, right?

Deep breath for me.
Blood pressure's still dropping.

Alright.
Let's get an ultrasound down here.

She's probably got
some internal bleeding.

How many times do I have to
tell you? He didn't hit me.

Alisa, something is causing
your blood pressure to drop.

So, unless you start telling me
exactly what happened,

I won't be able to treat you.

Nothing happened.

Could you be pregnant?
No chance.

Mind if we do a test
to confirm that?

Yes. I do mind.

I've got my period,
so I can't be pregnant.

Sometimes I get cramps.

Sweetheart, you've never
had cramps like this before.

Please just leave me alone.

Sorry! I don't know
how many times I can say I'm sorry.

I know I've made a huge mistake.
Yeah. You have!

I had an abortion yesterday.

You did what?

I didn't want to have a baby.

Not with you.

So I got rid of it.

Hey. Are you just gonna
walk away from her?

That'd be a mistake, Carlo.

I had an affair. That's a mistake.
What my wife did is murder.

Hey, I'm pretty sure
she wouldn't see it that way.

It's not up to her to decide
who lives and die, is it?

What did the baby do wrong?
I'm not defending her.

Well, good! Don't defend her.
There is no defence!

OK, you're angry...

Alisa and I
have been together forever.

There was never any question
we'd get married. Never. Ever.

Well, go tell her that. Not me.

Now, I've never been with
another woman. Do you understand?

I wanted to see
what it would be like,

because no matter how good things
are, you're always gonna wonder.

I mean, was that wrong? Yeah.

I know that was wrong.

But my wife goes to punish me
by killing our baby?

Come on, that's...
You can't come back from that.

I thought I was the bad guy.

ALISA: I didn't have any choice.

Once we had a baby, we'd be trapped.

And not just me. Him as well.

No-one's here to judge you.

A baby needs two parents,
two people who love each other.

And my marriage is over.

And if I was braver...

But I'm not.

I-I just couldn't raise a child
by myself. I know I couldn't.

What about your family?
They couldn't help you?

They would have told me
to go back to my husband.

Let's get her fluids up
as best we can.

Yep.

(Groans) Eugh! (Grunts, pants)

Her BP's dropping.
She's haemorrhaging.

Will you get me a speculum
and a fresh set of pads, please?

Why is this happening?

You've probably got some retained
material from the termination.

An ultrasound is gonna let us know
exactly what we're dealing with, OK?

Nice big breaths for me.

You know the first thing everybody
asks when they know my name?

"Can I've your autograph?"

And then they'll laugh. "Ha ha."

It's my mum's fault.
She didn't know what she was doing.

Parents often don't.

Guess not.

So, er, you and your friend,
you were out hunting, is that right?

He's gonna be OK, isn't he?

He's in good hands.

He's my best mate. He's my only mate.
The only real one, anyway.

He means everything to me.

I'm sure he knows that.

But we need to know, well,
how he got hurt, how he got here.

If he wasn't here,
I don't know what I'd do.

Everyone needs one person,
don't they?

When you're at school,
it was safety in numbers.

With two of you, you wouldn't
get beaten up. Or not as badly.

OK, well, look,
I want you to drink your tea.

Then you must tell me
how your friend got hurt.

Look, he's going to be alright,
isn't he?

Drink up.

MACHINES BEEP
Nice job, pal.

Probably more than he deserves, if
he's anything like his genius mate.

God, you really got out
on the wrong side of the bed today.

MACHINE BEEPS RAPIDLY

ST segment elevation. The blood loss
probably caused a heart attack.

Needs an urgent ECG.

I want repeat bloods,
including troponin.

I'm going to insert a central line.

And an NG tube
for agrastatin and aspirin.

Right. I'm onto it.

Blood pressure?

Gabrielle, blood pressure?
(Tersely) It's low.

We need to get it up.
I want a norad infusion.

I'll run it through the central line.

Come on, mate.
Don't make a bad day worse.

Blood pressure is still dropping.
Tell me something I don't know.

How are those bloods going?

If you think you can do 10 things
better than I can, then be my guest.

Let's just concentrate
on the patient, shall we?

Jaeger.
What?

Organise the ECG, will you?

Take the central line,
will you, Zoe?

I'm not so sure it was about revenge.
Well, Carlo thinks it is.

And if he's right,
termination's one hell of a payback.

IF he's right.

Either way, it was her decision.

What, you don't think she should
have discussed it with him first?

It's her body.

It's his child.

You got a problem?
Nope.

So, how are things in Resus?

Still trying to stabilise him.
Did you get anything out of Elvis?

Very little.

I do think it was
a genuine accident, though.

Bloody idiots. Where's Homer?

I saw him earlier in Oncology.

What's he doing up there?
Visiting a patient.

What patient?

Ann-Maree Preston.
I told you about her earlier.

So much for him
forgetting all about her

once she was out of here, Frank.

ANN-MAREE: It's weird.

It's like my whole life's been
squashed into this tiny bit of time

and every important decision
I'm ever gonna have to make

needs to be made now.

Are you OK?

They asked me
if I wanted to store my eggs...

..in case I ever wanted
to have children.

Apparently, the treatment
can make you sterile.

It's a tough decision.

I mean, it made me wonder, maybe...

..maybe losing my bubba
was some kind of sign.

Maybe the universe
knew about the cancer.

Maybe I'll make a terrible mum.

Annie, I won't pretend to know
what you're going through.

But you need to take a breath here.

Not every decision
has to be made today.

Mmm.

Oh, yeah, listen to me.

"Blah, blah, blah. Me, me, me."
I asked.

Mmm. Well, that was
your first mistake.

Well, I was the same
after my operation.

When you're stuck in here,

it's either your health
or what's for dinner.

Not much else.
Mmm!

Well, I try not to
think about dinner.

The food here sucks!

Yeah, I can't do much about that.

But I can offer you
a change of scenery.

Some fresh air?

Oh, that would be brilliant!

Oh, I can't. I'm handcuffed.

Oh, no problem. I have the key.
Ooh!

Ohh! This is perfect.

Good.

How long can we stay out here?

Up to you.

Oh, no, I've got too many
decisions to make.

Don't give me another one.
Sorry.

What's that?

This is a fortune teller.

The kids made it for me.

Pick. Pick a number.

Three.
OK. One, two, three.

What number?
Two.

OK.

Oooh. "You will be rich".

Huh! You promise?

Hee-hee! (Chinese accent) The
fortune teller never lies, Dr West.

Ah, that's good to know.

Maybe I should use it to help me
make some of my decisions.

On your treatment options?

Mmm.

My specialist started talking about
chemo versus radiation

or a combination of the two.

Something else
I don't even remember.

My brain just started to hurt.

Did you ask the specialist
to explain it more fully?

I didn't want him
to think I was stupid.

Annie!
Yeah, I know, I know, I know.

I'm hopeless.

Gimme that.
OK.

Pick a number.

Mmm, four.
One, two, three, four.

Seven.

"You eat snot".

(Both laugh)

Also good to know.
Gimme that. It's not true.

BP's 93 on 50 and still rising.

Least he's hanging in there.

That was Pathology confirming
it was a heart attack.

Good call.
Let's get him up to the Cath Lab.

That's the idea.
I'll let them know we're coming.

Hey, he's been in there for ages.
Is everything OK?

Ah, there were
a couple of complications

but everything seems
to be under control now.

Complications like...
Come on, Elvis.

BART: I'll be one second, OK?

Dr Campion, have you got a minute?
What do you want?

I've got a patient
who needs some advice.

I told her you're the best person
to give it to her.

What did you do that for?
Because you are.

Alright. Put her in a cubicle.
I'll be with you in a minute.

I've got a Resus patient
I need to sort out.

OK.

It won't be much longer.

Ow.

OK. That's done.

Alisa, can you give me
the name of the doctor

that performed the termination?

Why? Is there something wrong?

I just want to check
a few things out, that's all.

I can't remember the name.

What about your GP that
I'm assuming he or she referred you?

I didn't want them to know.

Where did you go, then?

There was this clinic near my house.

And you hadn't been there before?

Had to make sure
no-one saw me go in.

People like me don't have abortions.

Especially when they have
a supposedly loving husband.

OK. Look, I'll just be back
in a second. You try and relax, OK?

How is she?

I need to organise
a formal ultrasound.

There's still a foetus inside.

The abortion failed?

And to make matters worse, I'm not
sure if that baby is dead or alive.

CHARLOTTE: Yes, it is urgent.

OK, thanks.
We'll get it down to you now.

What's sort of an idiot doctor

screws up a termination
in this day and age, huh?

Who said a doctor did it?

She didn't do it herself?

Well, most clinics
are on a shoestring budget

and some don't even have ultrasounds,
let alone enough doctors to go round.

Well, then they should be shut down.
Great!

Then we'd really be
dealing with backyard abortions.

Should call the husband.

I haven't even told her yet.

Come on, Charlotte.

This might be their second chance.

I'm sorry, Jack. This husband you
keep talking about, I don't see him.

Leave it, Jack.

Just...

OK. So he got angry.
Can you blame him?

She makes this huge decision,

one that effects him
just as much as it does her.

Because she thought
her marriage was over.

So how's it gonna effect him?

Is he gonna go through the pregnancy
alone? Struggle as a single mother?

(Sighs) He cheated on her once.
He's sorry.

Let's just wait and see
if the pregnancy is viable

before we do anything.

She's right. It's Alisa's decision.
Let's just leave it up to her.

OK. I guess you and I are gonna
have to disagree on this too, Dan.

My situation's not the same, Jack.
It's not the same.

FRANK: Now, I take it
the oncologist told you

about the 14-day chemotherapy cycle?

Yeah, but I was doing
a lot of nodding by that stage.

I'd have to stay in hospital
for that?

No, no.
You'd do it through Outpatients.

It's 1 day in 14.

Oh, and on the other days
I'd be pretty sick, right?

My mum was.

Her mum had lung cancer.
Oh, I see.

How long ago was that?
Um, she died when I was 16.

Well, everybody reacts differently
to treatment

and medications for side effects have
come a long way in recent years.

Right. So, would I be able to work?

Sure. Depending on how you were
coping. But, certainly, people do.

Oh. I thought I wouldn't have
anything to do for three months.

Only if you wanna be bored stupid.
Which I don't.

There are other options.
Radiation. Biological therapies.

Biological therapies?
Are they gentler?

They are...
But what? I'm beyond that already?

Put it this way -
chemo will hit it hard,

hit it fast
and won't give it time to regroup.

So, statistically,
it's the most effective option.

Alright, well that's why
my oncologist is recommending it.

Yep.
OK.

You understand all that now?

Yeah. Yeah. I think I do.

Thank you. I really appreciate it.

Good.
Here.

A gift.
Oh! What is it?

Well, that is a genuine fortune
teller made by a small child.

Is it indeed? Does it work?

Well, you just gotta try it and see.
(Laughs)

Anyway, I'd better get you
back to the ward.

Von can take care of that.
No, I'll do it.

No, no!

That can't be right. Are you sure?

The formal ultrasound confirmed it.
You are still pregnant.

I can't be. I just. I just can't be.
I had an abortion.

Well, it is possible the procedure
wasn't performed properly.

It's not fair.

Now, all this bleeding you've had
could be the start of a miscarriage.

So, this could... this could still
all go away, all by itself?

It could.

But, if it doesn't...

Then I have to decide all over again
whether I want to have the baby.

Yeah.

It was hard enough the first time.

I know.

If you're having doubts
about the decision

you can leave it a few days.

No. Then it'd still be there.

It'd be growing,
and that would be worse.

Would you like me
to call your husband?

Maybe you should talk
it through with him.

He's probably as confused
about all this as you are.

No, no. I made my decision days ago.

I just... I just want it done.

I want it over with.

OK.

Jack! How's she doing?

Thought you'd gone.

Couldn't leave.
Go and see her, mate.

No, I can't. I can't.

That was our baby, you know.

It's like she was trying
to kill part of me.

I can't get my head around that.

Obviously, you guys
need to have a chat to...

No. I love her, I do.
I always have. It's...

You know,
sleeping with another woman,

that's just made me realise how much.

Well, you need to tell
your wife this.

Yeah. Do you think it'd help?

Listen, what if you had a second
chance to do things differently?

You believe in miracles?
Mmm. They can happen.

Oh, come on, Carlo.

Don't throw away what you've got.
Just talk to her.

I just think it's too late.
You don't know that. Trust me.

You know, if it was me,
I would... at least give it a shot.

We'll send him up now.

Tell Vlasek to get moving

before something else happens
to the poor bugger.

Ha. Ever the optimist, Frank.
PHONE RINGS

Emergency.

Yep, she's right here.

Oh, thanks.

Gabrielle Jaeger.

Steve.

Um, here?

Yeah, no. Yeah, sure.

OK, uh, give me five.

OK.
Everything OK?

Yeah. Um, he wants to
meet me for coffee.

So, I'm due for a break soon anyway.
Is he still on the program?

Yep.

No relapses?

You sound like you expect
there to be some.

I'm just asking a question.

I don't want to doubt him, Frank.

There'll always be doubt.

The question is...
can you live with it?

I offered to help him
get back on his feet. That's it.

Hey.

Got you coffee.
Thanks.

I tried calling you this morning.
You didn't answer your phone?

I'm sorry.
That's alright. Where were you?

Went to my first AA meeting.

Really?
Yeah!

Bit of an eye-opener.

Isn't much fun listening to people
talk about their bad behaviour.

Even less fun
when it's your turn to talk.

You must have known
it was gonna be tough.

Yeah, I did. I did.

I just didn't expect
to feel so crappy about

what I put you through.

So what happens now?

Now I move out of your place.

Gotta start taking
responsibility for myself.

So, went from the meeting
to a couple of motels.

Found one that isn't too sleazy.

Phwoah!

When you make a decision,
you really make a decision, huh?

Always have.

You know that.

Yeah.

I know I've still got
a long way to go.

But I couldn't have got this far
without you, Gabby.

So, thank you so much.

You're welcome.

Just give him a chance to come
around. I know that he will.

It's not my call, Jack.

You're her doctor.

You talk to her, get her to
delay the decision, Charlotte.

I can't!
What's going on here?

I have a woman who wants me
to organise a termination.

Because the first one didn't work.

I take it the husband doesn't know?
No, he doesn't.

Did he know about the first one?

No. But it's not his decision,
or ours.

You know, you're the last person

I'd expect to be
supporting abortion, Charlotte.

Why? Because I'm a mother?

For your information,
I am pro-choice.

Not pro-abortion.
There is a huge difference.

Only for women. Not for men.
They don't get a say in it.

Sadly, Jack, we don't.

And you're OK with that?

I didn't say that.
I just said it's a fact.

Thank you, Frank.

OK, this woman
isn't making a decision

because it's the right decision.

She's making the decision because
of something her husband did.

Still, it is none of our business.

Oh, just... It's not right.

Yes, well, until we can
carry and have a child,

I'm afraid we're stuck with it.

OK, Alisa.
I've just got the consent forms.

As soon as you sign those
we can get started.

And it'll be done today?
If that's what you want.

The fact you're still bleeding

has allowed me to fast track things
a little for you.

Now, you do understand that after
this there are no second chances?

Are you trying to talk me out of it?
No.

I just want to be absolutely sure

that you're absolutely sure.

I just keep thinking
about how this should be.

We should be so excited
to start our family.

Maybe I wanted it more than he did.

A baby?
Everything.

I pushed him into marriage.

He wanted to wait.
He wanted to travel.

Maybe if we'd travelled...

You know, even if you go through
with the termination...

..it doesn't have to mean
that your marriage is over.

And there are counsellors
you can talk to.

You saw how he reacted.

He's not going to forgive me
for what I've done.

He might, Alisa. He just might.

Please just give me the forms.

(Sobs)

SIREN WAILS

MIKE: Well, it seems
his spinal cord's still intact.

Who knows?

He might even recover well enough to
shoot some more protected wildlife.

Well, we better get him moving,
then, hadn't we?

VON: Elvis, not again!
How is he?

You might be pleased to know that
we've saved him. For now, at least.

So he's alright? That's fantastic!
No, he is not alright.

We don't know if he'll survive
or, if he does,

whether the lack of oxygen
will have left him with brain damage,

and the reason for that

is that you took a filthy serrated
knife to your friend's throat.

Look, I saw it in a movie.

The guy used a hunting knife and
a pen cartridge and it worked well.

Listen, I'm a surgeon. That procedure
is difficult enough even for me.

You decided you could do it
because you saw it in a movie?

I was trying to save him.
He's my friend.

Well, he mightn't be for much longer.
One way or another.

He was dying. Was I supposed to
just stand there and do nothing?

What was I meant to do?
Tell me what I was meant to do!

Come on.

I didn't mean to hurt him.
I know that. Let's get some air.

(Sighs) We weren't really hunting.

I mean, we wouldn't know
how to shoot something

even if we wanted to, but...

And those ducks,
they're so pretty, you know?

We just like to sit there
and watch 'em.

You were birdwatching?

(Sniffs) And he started
choking on the pea from the whistle

and there's no-one around.

I don't know what to do.

I-I tried to thump him in the back
and it didn't help.

Hey, come on.
This isn't helping, either.

Why don't I take you up to
Ken's ward and you can sit with him?

The doctor's right. I'm useless!
Oh, Elvis.

Look, what you did,
it wasn't the smartest thing,

but I know you did it
for the right reasons.

And your mate knows that too.

You were there when he needed you.

That's what friends are for.

(Sighs)

Jaeger.

Yeah?

How'd you go with Taylor?

He just came to tell me
he went to his first AA meeting, OK?

Did he? Good for him.
Yeah. Yep.

And that he has, um, moved out.

Ah.
Mmm. (Laughs mirthlessly)

Well, that's what you wanted,
wasn't it -

to get him back on his feet
and get him out of your house?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, although it can be a bit of a
bugger going home to an empty house.

(Sighs)

Well, that's just it.

Isn't it? That's just it. (Sighs)

And then I think that maybe this
is all I have to look forward to.

You know, my work and an empty home

and I'm gonna turn into
one of those spinster NUMs

that we all made fun of at uni.

Listen, kid, if I even suspect that
you're heading in that direction,

I will sack you immediately.

Alright?
Thanks, Frank.

Oh, feeling pretty good are you?
I beg your pardon?

I've just had a helluva time

convincing Elvis
to go up and see his friend.

Trust me, his friend
will be better off without him.

What did you hope to gain
by destroying a kid

who already feels as guilty as hell?

For God's sake,
the man is barking mad.

And maybe he can't help that.
What's your excuse?

Is there a point to all this, nurse?

Oh! Oh, please!

Well, you're not the first doctor
to try that old chestnut on me.

None of us are perfect, doctor.
Not even you.

Alisa's being transferred upstairs.
Will you get her ready, please?

Yeah, sure.

I tried talking to her.
She can't see any other way out.

Yeah, well...

Maybe he can.

Mate, please,
if you're here to cause trouble...

I promise I'm not.

It's... it's OK.

What do you want?

I, er...

I'm not gonna pretend I'm not angry
or upset, 'cause I am.

I'm really angry.

But I'm not just angry with you.

I'm angry with myself too...

..'cause I should've realised
what I had.

I want you. I want us.

But I don't know
how to get that back.

Neither do I.

Trapped again.

Sorry.
Oh, it OK. It's not your fault.

Actually, I feel pretty good.

Thank you for taking me
to see Dr Campion.

He's a great doctor. Sort of been
a mentor of mine since I started.

Are you any closer to a decision?

Yeah, I think I'm going
to go with the chemo.

And you're OK about that?

As OK as I can be.

I kept thinking about
what Mum went through

and complicating things in my head,
but it's a different cancer

and the only other option
is to give up, right?

Right.
And I don't wanna do that.

Glad to hear it.

I better get out of here
before I get into trouble.

For stepping on another department's
toes, I mean. (Laughs)

I'll defend you if you want.

I don't know if it'll make
a difference, but thanks.

(Laughs)

Do you always wear a tie?
Only to work.

Why?

I don't know. I think I should.

Well, I dare you not to.

(Laughs)

I double-dare you.

Coward!

(Hums)

Aha! Just the man I want to see.

Walk with me, Homer.

If this is about putting you on the
spot before with Annie, I'm sorry.

I know you didn't have all the
information. She was really confused.

Tell me something.

You're not employed
as a ward doctor, right?

Right.

So why were you in Ann-Maree's room
in the first place?

She's my patient.
No, she's not.

She's Oncology's patient now.

I was just following up,
making sure everything was OK.

She has a perfectly capable
medical team,

not to mention
a patient-liaison nurse

who is wondering the same thing
as I am at the moment.

Is your interest in this
professional or personal?

You saw what she
got out of talking to you.

She wouldn't have got that
if I hadn't arranged it for her.

Would you have arranged it
if she was a 75-year-old man?

I haven't done anything wrong,
Dr Campion.

OK, OK. Let's say
your motives are innocent.

What about hers?
What do you mean?

Her developing a dependency on you

is just as dangerous as you becoming
emotionally involved with her.

This is not a problem.
Good.

So if I were to forbid you
to ever go in her room again

you would be able to do that,
would you?

That's what you're doing?
You're forbidding me to see her?

No. I'm just asking
if you could stay away.

Think about it.

SIREN WAILS

Dan, can you please
file these consent forms for me?

Sure.

She's changed her mind
about the termination?

Well, she's asked for more time
and they're talking so, um...

..it's a start.

Why do people make things
so complicated?

If you can't be honest

then just don't bother
about being in a relationship.

There's heaps of reasons
for not being honest, Ricky.

What?

Sometimes hiding the truth is a way
of protecting the other person.

But the truth always has a way of
coming out in the end, doesn't it?

Yes, it does, doesn't it?

Well, they both had their reasons,
didn't they?

So let's just stop
talking about it, hey?

Fine.

You should get moving. You don't
wanna miss your appointment.

No.

Are you nervous?
No, I'm not nervous.

If you are, there'll be questions
you'll forget to ask.

I should be there.
Ricky, stop.

Look, I've cancelled
the appointment, OK?

Why?

Because I've, um... decided that
today's more important than tomorrow

and I want to spend today with you.

What are you talking about?

Look, let's get out of here, huh?
Come on.

(Laughs)

Can't you at least try the
treatment, just for a while?

Maybe the side effects
won't be that bad.

Do you know what
the side effects are?

Like, fevers, chills, vomiting,
bit of thinning hair.

Yeah, I get it.
Weight loss, insomnia, depression.

You know? Makes chemo look good,
for God's sake.

If that cures you,
wouldn't that all be worth it?

IF it cures me. There's only
a 20% chance of that happening.

I can't believe you're giving up.

I'm not giving up!
I'm just refusing treatment.

My viral load's low, you know?
I'm looking after myself.

I can still work.
Yeah, with some restrictions.

I'd rather work with restrictions
than be too sick to work at all.

I don't want to put us through that.

Us?
Huh?

When did you decide all this
for 'us'?

Just... a couple of days ago.
I know I should've told you sooner.

I just...

You should've talked to me about it
before you made the decision.

I know that we're still new,
but you can trust me,

and whatever we go through,
we go through together.

I know.

So from now on, no matter what,
you share with me straightaway.

I will.

Good or bad.
Good or bad.

Come on.

Don't you know how to knock?
Nup.

Hey, pick a number.

What?
Come on. Indulge me. Pick a number.

One of them.
(Sighs) Two.

Pick another number.
Is there some prize for this?

Just play the bloody game!

Er... one.

No. Pick another one.
Why? What's wrong with that one?

"You'll grow up to be a princess."
Pick another one.

Er... eight.

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!

(Laughs) "You will grow up
to be a good person."

(Laughs)

Bit late for that.

What? To grow up or be a good person?

(Laughs)

I, um... I checked on your son.

And?
He's stable.

Good.
His mother was there.

Oh.

She doesn't like you very much,
does she?

No. She used to.

(Laughs) Obviously.

It doesn't matter how many times I
tell her that this was the best way,

that me staying out of her life,
me staying out of Simon's life,

was the right thing to do,
she doesn't seem to get it.

Can't imagine why not.

No.

I stayed out of my son's life

because I didn't want
to make the effort to stay in it.

That was too hard.

Well, you know,
you could change all that.

(Laughs) Nice thought but...
some things just can't be undone.

SIREN WAILS

(Moans)

N-no! (Pants)

Hey, it's OK. You're having a dream.

(Gasps)

You alright? You're having a dream.

Mmm.
You OK?

I'm OK.

Thank you.

Thank you.

OK.