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Good move, Johnny. 4 00:00:16,641 --> 00:00:17,934 How are you doing today? 5 00:00:18,018 --> 00:00:19,227 -I'm good. -Good. 6 00:00:20,061 --> 00:00:21,021 Uh-oh. 7 00:00:21,604 --> 00:00:22,605 Great. 8 00:00:22,689 --> 00:00:26,067 Now we have to, like, go away 'cause he's gonna talk so much. 9 00:00:26,151 --> 00:00:30,238 No, Matt can talk, but Matt has his secrets. 10 00:00:30,321 --> 00:00:32,699 -I know who Matt's seeing now though. -No way. 11 00:00:33,450 --> 00:00:36,619 -I had my guess-- -No, I was told by one of the women. 12 00:00:36,703 --> 00:00:38,538 Ooh! 13 00:00:38,621 --> 00:00:41,708 I think the woman that told you, I'm gonna see. 14 00:00:41,791 --> 00:00:44,627 -So I can ask, and I'll find Matt's-- -[laughs] Would you stop it? 15 00:00:44,711 --> 00:00:45,879 Stop it. 16 00:00:45,962 --> 00:00:48,173 "Stop it! Would you stop it?" [laughs] 17 00:00:48,256 --> 00:00:50,175 He just got so chatty! 18 00:00:50,258 --> 00:00:51,509 [laughing] 19 00:00:51,593 --> 00:00:54,429 -"Please stop." -That's not the point of this. 20 00:00:54,512 --> 00:00:56,723 It is the point, trying to figure out what Matt's up to. 21 00:00:56,806 --> 00:00:59,017 Matthew. Don't call him "Matt." It's Matthew. 22 00:00:59,100 --> 00:01:00,727 [Jeramey] I just need… I need… 23 00:01:00,810 --> 00:01:03,188 -I need to be embraced. -Oh, my God, get out of here! 24 00:01:03,271 --> 00:01:06,149 [Jeramey] I just need to be embraced. I need to be embraced. 25 00:01:06,232 --> 00:01:09,277 [laughing] 26 00:01:09,360 --> 00:01:10,987 ♪ You got what I need ♪ 27 00:01:11,071 --> 00:01:12,947 ♪ You got energy ♪ 28 00:01:13,031 --> 00:01:14,240 ♪ You got what I need ♪ 29 00:01:14,324 --> 00:01:17,702 ♪ You-ooh-ooh! You got… You got energy ♪ 30 00:01:17,786 --> 00:01:20,497 God damn, Johnny! You are a smart man. 31 00:01:21,164 --> 00:01:23,833 [clears throat] I got a clear-cut one. That's cool with me. 32 00:01:23,917 --> 00:01:26,086 -[Jeramey] Who is it? -I'll tell you. My one is Chelsea. 33 00:01:26,169 --> 00:01:28,213 -[Jeramey] My one's not Chelsea. Yeah. -Good. 34 00:01:28,296 --> 00:01:30,673 -[chuckles] Good! Chelsea is-- -[Trevor] Is your one Laura? 35 00:01:30,757 --> 00:01:33,843 Yeah, Laura's really cool. Sarah's really cool. 36 00:01:33,927 --> 00:01:35,637 -[Deion] Sarah Ann. -Yeah. 37 00:01:35,720 --> 00:01:37,472 -She likes to talk. -[Deion] Mm-hmm. 38 00:01:37,555 --> 00:01:40,391 -But I like that she likes to talk. -Yeah. No, it's good. 39 00:01:42,477 --> 00:01:44,395 I need someone who's got a big personality. 40 00:01:44,479 --> 00:01:47,899 You might not have noticed, but I've got a big personality. 41 00:01:48,858 --> 00:01:49,859 I know when to be serious, 42 00:01:49,943 --> 00:01:53,696 but life's too short for that. I don't wanna be serious all the time. 43 00:01:53,780 --> 00:01:54,948 They're all cool. 44 00:01:55,031 --> 00:01:58,284 Fifty years from now, I see kids. 45 00:01:59,035 --> 00:02:00,245 Probably grandkids. 46 00:02:00,328 --> 00:02:01,162 Ugh! 47 00:02:01,246 --> 00:02:04,332 I'm probably grumpy because I'm older, and I don't wanna talk to anybody. 48 00:02:04,415 --> 00:02:06,000 I'm happy that everybody else is there, 49 00:02:06,084 --> 00:02:09,295 and, like, everybody's, like, being loud and obnoxious. 50 00:02:09,379 --> 00:02:11,339 We are dating! 51 00:02:11,422 --> 00:02:12,715 -Good date? -[Deion] Good date. 52 00:02:12,799 --> 00:02:14,467 [Jeramey] That's how my whole family was. 53 00:02:14,551 --> 00:02:16,886 It was just chaos, and I hated it growing up, 54 00:02:16,970 --> 00:02:19,097 but, like, as I've gotten older, like, I miss it. 55 00:02:19,180 --> 00:02:20,640 I'm looking forward to it. 56 00:02:20,723 --> 00:02:23,643 -[Laura chuckles] Hello. -Hi. 57 00:02:23,726 --> 00:02:25,436 -[Laura] Hi! -Who am I talking to? 58 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:27,438 -I know who I'm talking to. -[Laura] Take a guess. 59 00:02:27,522 --> 00:02:29,816 -[Jeramey] What's up, Sarah? -What? 60 00:02:29,899 --> 00:02:33,069 -[laughs] -Why would you guess if you're not 100%? 61 00:02:33,153 --> 00:02:34,154 [Jeramey] I'm never 100%. 62 00:02:34,237 --> 00:02:35,738 -I know who this is. -You do not. 63 00:02:35,822 --> 00:02:38,199 -[Jeramey] I do, -Okay, all right. 64 00:02:38,283 --> 00:02:40,326 -[Jeramey] I'm being a smart-ass. -Your second guess. 65 00:02:40,410 --> 00:02:41,536 [Jeramey] Oh, stop it. 66 00:02:41,619 --> 00:02:44,080 -[Laura] Yes. -You were not my second guess, like… 67 00:02:44,164 --> 00:02:45,248 -[laughs] -[Jeramey] You're-- 68 00:02:45,331 --> 00:02:47,750 Yeah. I almost wore a Hawaiian in here shirt today. 69 00:02:47,834 --> 00:02:50,044 [Laura] Okay, what's the Hawaiian shirt for? 70 00:02:51,004 --> 00:02:52,672 I just fuck with Hawaiian shirt. 71 00:02:52,755 --> 00:02:54,299 [Laura laughs] Shut up. 72 00:02:55,842 --> 00:02:58,094 [Jeramey] I've got Henleys, and I've got Hawaiian shirts. 73 00:02:58,178 --> 00:03:01,431 Like, right now I'm wearing blue jeans, a button-down Henley. 74 00:03:01,514 --> 00:03:03,892 -That's, like, my go-to. -Cute! 75 00:03:03,975 --> 00:03:05,018 -[Jeramey] Mm-hmm. -It's… 76 00:03:05,101 --> 00:03:07,770 [Jeramey] I have a thick neck. So Henleys are comfortable. 77 00:03:07,854 --> 00:03:10,315 [Laura] I have the most bizarre visual of you, 78 00:03:10,398 --> 00:03:12,358 like with this thick-ass neck. [laughs] 79 00:03:12,442 --> 00:03:14,819 Oh, my God. I don't have that thick-- it's not thick. 80 00:03:14,903 --> 00:03:18,031 [Laura] I don't know what you look like, but, like, I am still, like, 81 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:19,407 somehow oddly attracted to you. 82 00:03:19,490 --> 00:03:22,076 -Even with your thick neck. -Oh, my God. 83 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:23,995 -You are lying right now. -[laughs] 84 00:03:24,078 --> 00:03:27,498 All I was saying is I don't like wearing regular crew neck shirts 85 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:30,585 because it, like, scratches up against my neck and I don't like that. 86 00:03:30,668 --> 00:03:33,171 Like, it's almost borderline OCD in some ways. 87 00:03:33,755 --> 00:03:36,799 [Laura] When I was younger, I had OCD. Like, way younger. 88 00:03:36,883 --> 00:03:38,843 I guess I wasn't officially diagnosed. 89 00:03:38,927 --> 00:03:43,389 I don't really know what the deal was, but if I'm in someone's messy-ass house… 90 00:03:43,473 --> 00:03:44,307 Yeah. 91 00:03:44,390 --> 00:03:47,977 …like, the last thing I wanna do is, like, cuddle up with you, 92 00:03:48,061 --> 00:03:49,145 have sex with you… 93 00:03:49,229 --> 00:03:50,230 Like, absolutely not. 94 00:03:50,313 --> 00:03:52,899 It has been a huge point of contention in past relationships. 95 00:03:52,982 --> 00:03:54,901 I'm not here to be someone's mother. 96 00:03:54,984 --> 00:03:57,278 And I've had, like, arguments with, like, guys I've dated 97 00:03:57,362 --> 00:03:59,030 or exes in the past, and they're like, 98 00:03:59,113 --> 00:04:02,325 "No guy's ever gonna, like, keep the sink clean." 99 00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:05,203 -I don't believe that! -That's, like, my number one rule. 100 00:04:05,286 --> 00:04:07,205 Dishes out of the sink before I go to bed. 101 00:04:07,288 --> 00:04:09,958 -Yes! [chuckles] -[Jeramey] Like, absolutely not. 102 00:04:10,833 --> 00:04:12,210 Yeah, that shit's disgusting. 103 00:04:12,293 --> 00:04:15,296 [Laura] I'm getting all hot and bothered over here with this conversation. 104 00:04:15,380 --> 00:04:19,008 [laughs] Okay. I have two robot vacuums that are running 24/7. 105 00:04:19,092 --> 00:04:20,969 Shut up. That is so hot. 106 00:04:21,052 --> 00:04:23,096 Yep. So my house is immaculate. 107 00:04:23,179 --> 00:04:25,723 This might be the first time I've been turned on in a pod. 108 00:04:25,807 --> 00:04:28,268 [laughing] 109 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:32,105 -[pop music playing] -♪ Take a ride with me ♪ 110 00:04:33,189 --> 00:04:34,857 [vocalizing] 111 00:04:35,775 --> 00:04:37,819 [Amy C.] Wait. So did you enjoy the date with him? 112 00:04:37,902 --> 00:04:41,281 He was joking around, "I know that voice," then called me another name. 113 00:04:41,364 --> 00:04:42,323 [Amy C.] Oh. 114 00:04:42,407 --> 00:04:46,286 I'm not a jealous person at all, but now I'm like, "That's who he wishes it was." 115 00:04:46,369 --> 00:04:49,289 -And we definitely really like each other. -Yeah. 116 00:04:49,372 --> 00:04:52,500 I think I need to, like, just check myself. 117 00:04:52,583 --> 00:04:54,085 I was getting jealous this morning. 118 00:04:54,168 --> 00:04:58,047 ♪ Get ready for the rumors I've been hearing… ♪ 119 00:04:58,131 --> 00:05:01,342 When people just talk and talk about men, it's like, "Fuck." 120 00:05:03,511 --> 00:05:05,179 -Hello. -[Jeramey] Hello. 121 00:05:05,263 --> 00:05:06,806 [Sarah Ann] Hey, Jeramey! 122 00:05:06,889 --> 00:05:09,017 -[Jeramey] Who am I talking to now? -This is Sarah. 123 00:05:09,100 --> 00:05:11,769 [Jeramey chuckles] That's what I thought. I just wanted to make sure. 124 00:05:11,853 --> 00:05:14,856 -I called somebody else your name. -Oh, no! [laughs] 125 00:05:14,939 --> 00:05:17,859 Yeah, like, and confidently, and said it with a smile. 126 00:05:17,942 --> 00:05:19,694 I'm so dead. [laughs] 127 00:05:19,777 --> 00:05:21,279 [Jeramey] So I was thinking last night. 128 00:05:21,362 --> 00:05:22,530 Okay. 129 00:05:22,613 --> 00:05:25,616 [Jeramey] You know, what do you think things would look like between us 130 00:05:25,700 --> 00:05:27,285 if we-- if we did do this? 131 00:05:27,368 --> 00:05:31,205 I can see us, you know, planning a really nice date night. 132 00:05:31,289 --> 00:05:33,624 -And, like, Saturday morning, right? -Yeah. 133 00:05:33,708 --> 00:05:37,128 Wake up, we could go to the gym. We could do breakfast. 134 00:05:37,211 --> 00:05:39,630 -We could run errands together. -Fuck yes. 135 00:05:39,714 --> 00:05:42,216 [Sarah Ann] On another token, I kind of just wanna chill here 136 00:05:42,300 --> 00:05:44,552 and, like, talk and be lazy or whatever. 137 00:05:44,635 --> 00:05:47,805 And then I also could picture, like, "Let's take the dog to the brewery." 138 00:05:47,889 --> 00:05:50,099 I know that sounds really, like, vague and stupid, but I-- 139 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:52,894 No, it doesn't sound vague or stupid. I think it sounds sweet. 140 00:05:54,103 --> 00:05:55,521 If we did this, 141 00:05:56,522 --> 00:05:57,857 who moves in with who? 142 00:05:58,691 --> 00:05:59,901 Ooh. 143 00:05:59,984 --> 00:06:01,569 I got a four-bedroom house. 144 00:06:02,153 --> 00:06:03,988 I didn't know that. Well, I'm in an apartment. 145 00:06:04,072 --> 00:06:05,865 [chuckles] So I guess I'm moving in with you. 146 00:06:05,948 --> 00:06:08,076 [Jeramey] Yeah, I mean, I'm only renting right now 147 00:06:08,159 --> 00:06:09,952 just 'cause I just sold my last house. 148 00:06:10,036 --> 00:06:13,289 -Yeah. -And I don't want to buy a house now. 149 00:06:13,373 --> 00:06:15,375 -[Sarah Ann] Mm-hmm. -Because I wanna get married. 150 00:06:15,458 --> 00:06:18,002 And I wanna move into a house with someone that I pick together, 151 00:06:18,086 --> 00:06:20,671 so they don't feel like they're moving in and encroaching. 152 00:06:20,755 --> 00:06:23,383 I would want you to comfortably feel like that is your place. 153 00:06:23,466 --> 00:06:24,300 Yeah. 154 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:27,637 Not just I moved some of my stuff over in the closet for you 155 00:06:27,720 --> 00:06:28,596 and, like, made space. 156 00:06:28,679 --> 00:06:30,348 Yeah, you know, like, a drawer. [laughs] 157 00:06:30,431 --> 00:06:32,683 [Jeramey] Yeah, I don't want it to be that. I want it… 158 00:06:32,767 --> 00:06:35,311 We can envision, like, "Oh, my stuff will go there." 159 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:37,980 "The couch would look good there." "Yeah, let's buy that place." 160 00:06:38,064 --> 00:06:40,358 I love that. I love that you said that. 161 00:06:40,441 --> 00:06:43,486 This is where my brain went last night, was like, 162 00:06:43,569 --> 00:06:47,657 "Oh, I can maybe see, like, a future with this person." 163 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:48,991 -Really? -[Jeramey] Yeah. 164 00:06:49,075 --> 00:06:51,160 -[chuckles] -[laughs] Oh, my God. 165 00:06:51,244 --> 00:06:56,165 - -♪ That I would fall in love again ♪ 166 00:06:56,249 --> 00:06:57,250 When's your birthday? 167 00:06:57,333 --> 00:06:59,836 -I wonder if I'm older or you are. -It is December. 168 00:06:59,919 --> 00:07:00,920 Oh, I'm older! 169 00:07:01,003 --> 00:07:02,505 -[Johnny] You're older? -I'm older. 170 00:07:02,588 --> 00:07:03,923 Ooh. Older woman. 171 00:07:04,006 --> 00:07:07,427 -Okay, okay. [growls, chuckles] -[Amy] Yeah, I'm an August girlie. 172 00:07:07,510 --> 00:07:08,719 I couldn't do the… [growls] 173 00:07:08,803 --> 00:07:10,680 -[laughs] -[Johnny] Oh, I could do it! I can. 174 00:07:10,763 --> 00:07:12,140 -You can! -[Johnny] Mm. 175 00:07:12,223 --> 00:07:16,227 -[Amy] What's your actual birth date? -My actual birth date is December 11th. 176 00:07:16,310 --> 00:07:18,771 -Okay. It's not too close to Christmas. -[Johnny] No. It's nice. 177 00:07:18,855 --> 00:07:22,275 I get to have, like, the birthday present. Then two weeks later, Christmas presents. 178 00:07:22,358 --> 00:07:25,236 [Amy] We celebrate Three Kings Day heavily. 179 00:07:25,319 --> 00:07:26,988 -Ooh! -[Amy] Which is in January. 180 00:07:27,071 --> 00:07:29,907 I think it's honestly, like, my top holiday growing up. 181 00:07:29,991 --> 00:07:32,577 -Interesting. I never celebrated that. -[Amy] Yeah. 182 00:07:32,660 --> 00:07:35,037 It's, like, mainly, like, a Hispanic thing, to be honest. 183 00:07:35,121 --> 00:07:38,541 [Johnny] Okay. When I was, like, a baby, like, very, very young, 184 00:07:38,624 --> 00:07:41,210 my dad would sing this song to me before I, like, went to sleep. 185 00:07:41,294 --> 00:07:43,671 And he would always sing, like, the "We Three Kings" song. 186 00:07:43,754 --> 00:07:48,134 -Mm-hmm. -Like… ♪ 187 00:07:48,217 --> 00:07:51,512 ♪ 188 00:07:51,596 --> 00:07:55,933 [gasps] ♪ More than mountains 189 00:07:56,017 --> 00:07:58,769 ♪ 190 00:07:58,853 --> 00:08:01,147 Wait, why do I-- I, like, know this, but I don't. 191 00:08:01,230 --> 00:08:03,900 -[Johnny laughs] -It's like a distant memory. 192 00:08:03,983 --> 00:08:06,068 Every, like, Christmas whenever it played, 193 00:08:06,152 --> 00:08:08,446 I just got, like, chills with the jitters too. 194 00:08:08,529 --> 00:08:09,780 Aww! 195 00:08:09,864 --> 00:08:11,824 What do you wanna do? You wanna shoot some hoops? 196 00:08:11,908 --> 00:08:15,077 You wanna-- I think there's some, like, questions over here we can answer. 197 00:08:15,161 --> 00:08:17,288 -These are good questions. -[Johnny] These are good? 198 00:08:17,371 --> 00:08:20,708 [Amy] First question is, "What is your biggest fear?" 199 00:08:20,791 --> 00:08:23,544 -Biggest fear? What you're scared of? -[Amy] Yeah. 200 00:08:23,628 --> 00:08:26,547 I've already talked to you about, like, how important my brother is to me. 201 00:08:26,631 --> 00:08:30,468 My main fear and, like, my main priority in this life 202 00:08:30,551 --> 00:08:35,681 until, like, you know, I have kids, um, is my brother. 203 00:08:35,765 --> 00:08:38,684 He's on the spectrum of autism and has ADHD. 204 00:08:38,768 --> 00:08:41,145 -Hmm. -And my dad's his legal guardian. 205 00:08:41,229 --> 00:08:42,939 -[Johnny] Hmm. -Um… 206 00:08:43,981 --> 00:08:46,359 But, like, if something were to happen, God forbid, 207 00:08:46,442 --> 00:08:49,487 I would be the next in line to be, like, a caretaker for my brother. 208 00:08:49,570 --> 00:08:52,156 -Hmm. -[Amy] If something were to happen. 209 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:55,993 Like, I would need my husband to, like, love my family as much as I do 210 00:08:56,077 --> 00:08:58,746 and to, like, be there with me. 211 00:08:58,829 --> 00:09:02,291 Or, like, if it was just my brother, and he needed me, 212 00:09:02,375 --> 00:09:05,253 that we could, like, house him for a little bit 213 00:09:05,336 --> 00:09:07,296 while we, like, figure things out 214 00:09:07,380 --> 00:09:10,550 to, like, get him developed to, you know, have his own life, 215 00:09:10,633 --> 00:09:11,759 because he wants that. 216 00:09:11,842 --> 00:09:16,305 And it really hurts me because he always, like, talks about… 217 00:09:16,806 --> 00:09:19,225 [voice breaks] …how he wants what I have and that… 218 00:09:19,308 --> 00:09:20,768 [gasps] 219 00:09:20,851 --> 00:09:23,062 [hesitates] I swear. I don't know. 220 00:09:23,145 --> 00:09:25,731 -[chuckles] I'm tired of crying. -I wanna give you a hug right now. 221 00:09:25,815 --> 00:09:29,527 [Amy laughs] Um, but it hurts me. 222 00:09:29,610 --> 00:09:32,154 [voice breaking] I never want that to happen. That's my fear. 223 00:09:32,238 --> 00:09:34,949 I never want something to happen to my brother. 224 00:09:35,449 --> 00:09:37,326 And I just want to protect him. 225 00:09:37,410 --> 00:09:41,330 And I just want him to feel safe 226 00:09:41,914 --> 00:09:44,959 so that no harm comes to him from, like, the outside. 227 00:09:45,459 --> 00:09:48,421 -So, um, that's my biggest fear. -I wanna give you a hug right now. 228 00:09:48,504 --> 00:09:54,343 And, like, I just want my potential future partner, 229 00:09:54,427 --> 00:09:59,098 you know, to, like, know that I might have to be a caretaker in the future. 230 00:09:59,181 --> 00:10:00,433 I really wanna hold you now. 231 00:10:00,516 --> 00:10:04,353 Aww! I wish-- I wish that was the case too. [chuckles] 232 00:10:04,437 --> 00:10:05,938 -It is a big thing. -[Amy] Yeah. 233 00:10:06,522 --> 00:10:07,607 [Johnny] He's your brother. 234 00:10:07,690 --> 00:10:11,027 I know that if the same thing happened with my little brother or little sister, 235 00:10:11,110 --> 00:10:13,321 -I would be doing the same footsteps. -[Amy] Yeah. 236 00:10:13,404 --> 00:10:15,114 I'm on the same page as you with this one. 237 00:10:15,197 --> 00:10:17,366 Okay, good. I'm glad to hear that. 238 00:10:17,450 --> 00:10:20,328 -[pop music playing] -♪ Hold my hand tighter… ♪ 239 00:10:20,411 --> 00:10:23,914 I wanted you to get to know me, and, like, my heart and my soul, 240 00:10:23,998 --> 00:10:26,959 because I feel like when it comes to certain situations, 241 00:10:27,043 --> 00:10:29,211 it's easy to turn away somebody off the bat 242 00:10:29,295 --> 00:10:31,631 if, like, you know, you're just meeting that person. 243 00:10:31,714 --> 00:10:33,382 [Johnny] Easy to write people off too. 244 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:35,092 I know. That's what I did in the past. 245 00:10:35,176 --> 00:10:37,720 -[Amy] Yeah. -If I heard something like this before… 246 00:10:38,220 --> 00:10:40,473 It's actually really, really sad to say, 247 00:10:40,556 --> 00:10:42,350 but if this was two weeks ago and I heard this, 248 00:10:42,433 --> 00:10:45,561 I probably would have, like, wrote you off and just been like, "That's it." 249 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:47,271 -This process. -[Amy] Mm-hmm. 250 00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:50,358 There has been a lot of soul-searching, a lot of deep diving. 251 00:10:50,441 --> 00:10:53,944 And, like, if the roles were reversed, it was me in the same situation, like, 252 00:10:54,028 --> 00:10:57,323 to have someone there to support me no matter what, that is, like, a big deal. 253 00:10:57,406 --> 00:10:58,240 Yeah. 254 00:10:58,741 --> 00:11:00,576 Um, will you see me tomorrow? 255 00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:03,621 -Of course. Of course. Of course. -[Johnny] I appreciate it. 256 00:11:03,704 --> 00:11:06,165 -Without a doubt. I'm excited. -I will talk to you later. 257 00:11:06,248 --> 00:11:07,792 -Have a great night. -[Amy] Good night. 258 00:11:07,875 --> 00:11:10,044 -[pop music playing] -♪ 259 00:11:10,961 --> 00:11:12,213 ♪ Safe ♪ 260 00:11:15,383 --> 00:11:18,386 I don't believe a word that comes out of any of these men's mouths. 261 00:11:18,469 --> 00:11:21,347 With Matthew, I'm feeling, like, hella goofy. 262 00:11:21,430 --> 00:11:23,057 Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 263 00:11:23,140 --> 00:11:25,976 It's, like, getting, like, super embarrassing. 264 00:11:26,060 --> 00:11:27,311 Stop playing with me. 265 00:11:27,395 --> 00:11:29,814 -Like, I feel like a fucking idiot. -Mm-hmm. 266 00:11:29,897 --> 00:11:32,191 -You know what he said to me yesterday? -[Alejandra] Hmm. 267 00:11:32,274 --> 00:11:34,527 He said, "If it's not you, then nobody." 268 00:11:35,194 --> 00:11:37,488 -The shit that he was saying yesterday? -[Alejandra] Mm-hmm. 269 00:11:37,571 --> 00:11:41,033 Almost verbatim. Said it almost verbatim. 270 00:11:41,117 --> 00:11:42,368 Oh! 271 00:11:43,119 --> 00:11:44,829 -It was like that? -[AD] Verbatim. 272 00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:47,957 We had a moment 'cause he asked me about my dad. 273 00:11:48,541 --> 00:11:51,961 -My dad died last September. -[Alejandra] Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 274 00:11:52,044 --> 00:11:56,632 He was like, "I just would really want to, like, ask for your hand in marriage." 275 00:11:57,216 --> 00:11:58,926 To, like, now hear that… 276 00:11:59,009 --> 00:12:00,511 He said that exact thing? 277 00:12:02,471 --> 00:12:05,182 -[AD] She doesn't know what's happening. -[Alejandra] Yeah. Right. 278 00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:07,935 [AD] And it's not like I don't want you to talk to her. 279 00:12:08,018 --> 00:12:09,770 But the same explicit shit 280 00:12:09,854 --> 00:12:13,023 where I'm sitting here crying like a fucking idiot to you? 281 00:12:13,107 --> 00:12:14,150 [Alejandra clears throat] 282 00:12:14,233 --> 00:12:17,486 -Yeah. Fucked up. Yeah. -What are you actually doing? 283 00:12:17,570 --> 00:12:19,029 What game are you fucking playing? 284 00:12:19,113 --> 00:12:20,197 [Alejandra groans] 285 00:12:22,074 --> 00:12:23,492 Fucking scumbag. 286 00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:25,953 I don't wanna be the one feeling like I'm looking for love. 287 00:12:26,036 --> 00:12:27,246 [Alejandra] Mm-hmm. 288 00:12:27,329 --> 00:12:30,124 And the boys just are playing, like, another football match. 289 00:12:30,207 --> 00:12:31,667 And that's what it feels like. 290 00:12:31,751 --> 00:12:33,961 -You just wanna be able to say… -[AD] That you won. 291 00:12:34,044 --> 00:12:37,047 Like, Clay is somebody that I would 100% fall for. 292 00:12:37,131 --> 00:12:38,132 [Alejandra] Yeah. 293 00:12:38,215 --> 00:12:41,010 [AD] Baller, life of the party, loudest one, athlete… 294 00:12:41,093 --> 00:12:43,429 Yeah, he's a work in progress for sure. 295 00:12:43,512 --> 00:12:46,682 -But he's open about it. -[Alejandra] He's very open about that. 296 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:50,227 Like, he kept saying, "I'm not good. I don't feel like I'm a good person." 297 00:12:50,311 --> 00:12:52,938 That's a red flag, but I'm such a fix-a-ho 298 00:12:53,022 --> 00:12:56,275 that I would be like, "It's okay, practice on me." 299 00:12:57,276 --> 00:12:59,403 I feel like just as he was so adamant 300 00:12:59,487 --> 00:13:02,615 about that he can't move forward without knowing what I look like, 301 00:13:02,698 --> 00:13:04,200 I can't move forward without knowing 302 00:13:04,283 --> 00:13:07,203 if you want an actual long-term fucking commitment. 303 00:13:07,286 --> 00:13:08,120 Yeah, yeah. 304 00:13:08,204 --> 00:13:11,165 I'm not gonna say, "Hey," like, "I'm 5'5", thick thighs, brown eyes." 305 00:13:11,248 --> 00:13:12,666 I'm not doing that for you. 306 00:13:12,750 --> 00:13:14,001 I'm not doing that. 307 00:13:14,084 --> 00:13:16,212 [slow-tempo music playing] 308 00:13:16,295 --> 00:13:17,922 [man exhales] Let's go get it, fellas. 309 00:13:18,506 --> 00:13:20,549 ♪ Be fearless ♪ 310 00:13:20,633 --> 00:13:22,927 [Matthew] Hello. How are you? 311 00:13:23,010 --> 00:13:24,720 -[AD] I had a rough start. -Why? 312 00:13:25,221 --> 00:13:29,600 I've just been hearing some things that just sound super familiar. [chuckles] 313 00:13:29,683 --> 00:13:31,644 Uh, like conversations that you've been having 314 00:13:31,727 --> 00:13:35,773 that just kind of sound like the same conversation that we were having. 315 00:13:38,526 --> 00:13:40,528 -You're talking about Amber? -Yeah. 316 00:13:41,904 --> 00:13:42,905 [Matthew exhales] 317 00:13:42,988 --> 00:13:46,659 [AD] I left here, like, so validated and so secure. 318 00:13:47,409 --> 00:13:49,912 And to hear the things that she was saying, 319 00:13:49,995 --> 00:13:51,872 it, like, really messed me up. 320 00:13:55,751 --> 00:13:59,421 She was very open and candid about the things that you were saying. 321 00:13:59,505 --> 00:14:04,301 And it just kind of sounded exactly what you said to me. 322 00:14:09,348 --> 00:14:10,683 That's not true. 323 00:14:11,392 --> 00:14:13,894 What I said to you yesterday was not what I said to her today. 324 00:14:19,108 --> 00:14:22,152 [sighs] What I said was… 325 00:14:23,821 --> 00:14:24,905 Man, this sucks. 326 00:14:25,865 --> 00:14:26,949 [grunts] 327 00:14:28,158 --> 00:14:31,287 Some of the things I said to you were much more deep than what I said to her. 328 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:35,374 Like, the first thing I wanted to do after our call 329 00:14:35,457 --> 00:14:38,836 was call my mom and tell her how I found you. 330 00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:40,129 I did not say that to her. 331 00:14:41,088 --> 00:14:42,548 And I'm being recorded. 332 00:14:42,631 --> 00:14:44,174 It's not like I can hide that. 333 00:14:45,593 --> 00:14:46,468 Yeah. 334 00:14:54,351 --> 00:14:56,103 I like you a lot. 335 00:14:57,062 --> 00:14:59,690 And I've been thinking about you all day. [chuckles] 336 00:14:59,773 --> 00:15:02,151 Like, thinking about you before I went to bed. 337 00:15:03,611 --> 00:15:07,615 Our conversations, like, they mean so much to me. 338 00:15:07,698 --> 00:15:09,450 I think about you all day too. 339 00:15:11,535 --> 00:15:13,454 My feelings have not changed for you. 340 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:18,876 Okay. 341 00:15:18,959 --> 00:15:20,294 All I know 342 00:15:21,629 --> 00:15:23,464 is when I walk into this room, 343 00:15:24,506 --> 00:15:26,258 and I know it's you before you say something… 344 00:15:26,342 --> 00:15:27,259 [AD chuckles] 345 00:15:28,218 --> 00:15:31,055 [hesitates] …I feel like my heart's beating out of my chest. 346 00:15:31,138 --> 00:15:31,972 Yeah. 347 00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:34,767 Same. 348 00:15:38,187 --> 00:15:40,439 -[Matthew] You watch the show? -Mm-hmm. 349 00:15:40,522 --> 00:15:42,775 You think me proposing 350 00:15:43,317 --> 00:15:46,153 is, like, the most romantic thing ever. 351 00:15:47,404 --> 00:15:49,281 I would love to give you that moment. 352 00:15:50,824 --> 00:15:52,534 The moment would be 353 00:15:53,285 --> 00:15:55,829 one of the greatest moments of your life. 354 00:15:57,289 --> 00:16:00,042 And you thought that was gonna happen with me. 355 00:16:00,125 --> 00:16:01,126 [AD] Yeah. 356 00:16:01,627 --> 00:16:04,296 [Matthew] You probably thought that the probability I would ask you 357 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:06,173 was extremely high. 358 00:16:06,256 --> 00:16:07,257 Yeah. 359 00:16:07,925 --> 00:16:11,762 You thought you had the guy who was gonna do it, and you were sure. 360 00:16:11,845 --> 00:16:14,807 And then you may get to the end of this, and somebody doesn't even propose. 361 00:16:14,890 --> 00:16:17,059 -[AD] Yeah. -And that probably hurts. 362 00:16:22,189 --> 00:16:23,816 [shudders] Yeah. 363 00:16:24,316 --> 00:16:26,735 Now, I'm not giving you an ultimatum. 364 00:16:29,154 --> 00:16:30,614 I wanted to leave with you yesterday. 365 00:16:30,698 --> 00:16:32,700 -You did wanna leave with me yesterday. -Okay. 366 00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,035 Do you think I said that to her? 367 00:16:35,911 --> 00:16:38,247 -[AD] Did you? -No, I didn't say that to her. 368 00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:42,918 I mean, is there anybody else here you could be with? 369 00:16:46,463 --> 00:16:50,467 I'm also scared that you're having connections with other people too. 370 00:16:51,093 --> 00:16:52,094 Well, I am. 371 00:16:55,639 --> 00:16:59,268 Having other men sit and talk to you and pursue you… 372 00:17:01,145 --> 00:17:03,647 Does it bother me? Of course it bothers me. 373 00:17:06,191 --> 00:17:09,111 I think if I broke it off with the other people, 374 00:17:09,194 --> 00:17:12,489 and I came back to you tomorrow, I hope you would be ecstatic. 375 00:17:13,949 --> 00:17:15,951 Is Amber a fantastic person? 376 00:17:16,952 --> 00:17:18,662 -Yes, she is. -[AD] Mm-hmm. 377 00:17:19,496 --> 00:17:24,626 [Matthew] But… there was a reason why I said what I said to you yesterday. 378 00:17:27,421 --> 00:17:28,297 [exhales] 379 00:17:29,923 --> 00:17:31,633 I think I have to make a decision. 380 00:17:34,470 --> 00:17:36,597 If I had to make a decision right now-- 381 00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:38,265 [AD laughing] Don't tell me. 382 00:17:38,348 --> 00:17:40,184 -I'm gonna tell you. -[AD] Don't. 383 00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:43,020 I think you want me to tell you. 384 00:17:45,481 --> 00:17:47,191 If I had to make a decision, I choose you. 385 00:17:51,153 --> 00:17:53,447 I'm making decisions tomorrow, okay? 386 00:17:53,530 --> 00:17:54,531 [AD] Okay. 387 00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:56,950 Don't give up on me. 388 00:17:57,701 --> 00:17:58,827 -[AD sighs] -Please. 389 00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:01,538 [groans] 390 00:18:02,664 --> 00:18:03,582 [gasps] 391 00:18:03,665 --> 00:18:05,876 [rock music playing] 392 00:18:05,959 --> 00:18:09,046 Oh, my fucking God. 393 00:18:15,886 --> 00:18:19,056 ♪ We fight to survive ♪ 394 00:18:22,351 --> 00:18:25,395 ♪ Right here in the dark ♪ 395 00:18:25,479 --> 00:18:26,647 [Clay] Hello. 396 00:18:26,730 --> 00:18:27,606 [AD] Hello. 397 00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:29,441 [Clay] Now I wanna apologize. 398 00:18:29,525 --> 00:18:32,402 We are here to build that emotional part to see, 399 00:18:32,486 --> 00:18:35,739 "Hey, can we even last on that level?" So I'm sorry. 400 00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:39,201 This persona that I am in, I really manifested this. 401 00:18:39,284 --> 00:18:42,037 -I was a nerd earlier, you know, so… -Hmm. 402 00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:44,414 [Clay] I just need somebody to believe in me. Honestly. 403 00:18:45,165 --> 00:18:47,376 -Not you making me emotional. [chuckles] -[Clay] Really? 404 00:18:47,459 --> 00:18:49,837 Yeah. You know what I said about you? 405 00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,339 -What? -[AD] I was like, "Clay feels like home." 406 00:18:52,422 --> 00:18:53,590 [Clay] Yes. 407 00:18:53,674 --> 00:18:56,176 -[AD] Then, let me give you the real. -Mm-hmm. 408 00:18:56,260 --> 00:19:00,264 I was like, "Clay sounds like every man that I would go for." [chuckles] 409 00:19:00,347 --> 00:19:01,181 [Clay] Yeah. 410 00:19:01,265 --> 00:19:02,808 -[AD] So… -Yeah. 411 00:19:02,891 --> 00:19:05,477 But the difference is, like, every man that I went for 412 00:19:05,561 --> 00:19:08,814 that reminded me of you has never been this open with me. 413 00:19:08,897 --> 00:19:10,732 -[Clay] Yeah. -So that's the beauty in it. 414 00:19:11,316 --> 00:19:14,027 What an emotional roller coaster I'm on. [chuckles] 415 00:19:14,111 --> 00:19:15,404 [Clay] Why? 416 00:19:15,487 --> 00:19:17,906 I formed a connection with someone else. 417 00:19:18,699 --> 00:19:22,077 And in that process, he had formed a connection with someone else. 418 00:19:22,911 --> 00:19:27,040 And it got back to me in the lounge today in a very personal way. 419 00:19:27,624 --> 00:19:30,669 My father just passed away, and he was like, 420 00:19:30,752 --> 00:19:34,464 "Oh, if I do propose to you, like, I would wanna ask for his hand." 421 00:19:34,548 --> 00:19:36,633 So when I heard another woman come up to me, 422 00:19:36,717 --> 00:19:38,844 it was like, "He just asked…" Like, what? 423 00:19:38,927 --> 00:19:42,181 Like, "My father…" Things, like, verbatim. 424 00:19:42,264 --> 00:19:44,516 It's just the fact that I thought I had a conversation 425 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:49,021 that was, like, personal and intimate, and it was not, kind of fucked me up. 426 00:19:49,104 --> 00:19:50,189 He was literally like, 427 00:19:50,272 --> 00:19:52,983 "If you want the proposal at the end of the day, then just leave now." 428 00:19:54,318 --> 00:19:55,527 [Clay laughs] 429 00:19:58,322 --> 00:20:00,490 Are you not feeling me, or are you are? 430 00:20:00,574 --> 00:20:03,368 Because what you just told me has nothing to do with me. 431 00:20:05,704 --> 00:20:08,790 What love triangle am I in? We could have that transparent convo. 432 00:20:09,708 --> 00:20:13,754 [AD] Um, it's me and you and Matthew. 433 00:20:16,381 --> 00:20:21,220 "Matthew." I don't even-- Matthew? Oh, my fucking God. 434 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:23,847 Okay. You're gonna regret that shit. 435 00:20:23,931 --> 00:20:26,767 I'm telling you. AD, like, I don't understand. 436 00:20:26,850 --> 00:20:29,686 Like, am I not saying the right things to you? 437 00:20:29,770 --> 00:20:31,939 -We not having the right conversations? -[AD] Clay! 438 00:20:32,022 --> 00:20:33,565 -Clay. -[Clay] I can't even fathom. 439 00:20:33,649 --> 00:20:35,901 I really can't even fathom. 440 00:20:36,485 --> 00:20:38,528 [AD] What? Am I not allowed to contemplate? 441 00:20:38,612 --> 00:20:40,739 Am I not allowed to have a moment? 442 00:20:40,822 --> 00:20:43,283 Like, you like me, but you don't like me like that. 443 00:20:43,367 --> 00:20:44,910 [AD] I do like you like that. 444 00:20:44,993 --> 00:20:48,163 AD, I'm telling you. It's not seeming like that, girl. Like… 445 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:50,207 It's not that I don't like you like that. 446 00:20:50,290 --> 00:20:54,836 I had a stronger connection, and maybe it was just stronger in my head. 447 00:20:55,712 --> 00:20:56,546 Um… 448 00:20:57,297 --> 00:20:58,757 ["Way Out" by Detzany playing] 449 00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:09,518 Really, it's like my ego is, like, fucking with me so hard, 450 00:21:09,601 --> 00:21:12,813 but I'm trying to be very understanding and work with you on this. 451 00:21:12,896 --> 00:21:14,356 It doesn't make me feel good. 452 00:21:14,439 --> 00:21:17,234 So if you care, I really need you to think about this. 453 00:21:17,317 --> 00:21:19,653 Hopefully I see you tomorrow, and we could talk about it. 454 00:21:19,736 --> 00:21:21,196 If not, you know, I get it. 455 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,823 We'll reconvene, you know? 456 00:21:24,533 --> 00:21:25,534 [AD] All right. 457 00:21:25,617 --> 00:21:28,161 I'm sorry that I couldn't give you what you needed. 458 00:21:28,245 --> 00:21:29,705 [Clay] That's all you got? 459 00:21:32,874 --> 00:21:35,002 [AD] I don't know what you want me to say. 460 00:21:35,085 --> 00:21:36,878 Are you looking for an apology? 461 00:21:36,962 --> 00:21:39,298 -[Clay] No, I'm not. -What are you looking for? 462 00:21:39,381 --> 00:21:41,508 I don't know. Maybe you telling me that you care, 463 00:21:41,591 --> 00:21:43,010 and you wanna see me tomorrow. 464 00:21:43,093 --> 00:21:44,678 I don't know. Some type of reassurance. 465 00:21:44,761 --> 00:21:48,140 -Like, I gave you some. -Clay, please. Listen to me. 466 00:21:48,223 --> 00:21:50,058 -Yeah. -[AD] I do care. 467 00:21:50,892 --> 00:21:52,561 And I came in here raw. 468 00:21:52,644 --> 00:21:54,104 I could have put on my little voice. 469 00:21:54,187 --> 00:21:56,398 [voice breaking] And just, like, gave you what you needed, 470 00:21:56,481 --> 00:21:58,025 but I didn't have that. 471 00:21:58,108 --> 00:21:59,693 And so I'm sorry. 472 00:21:59,776 --> 00:22:02,863 AD, I'm literally telling you, I'm here with you. 473 00:22:02,946 --> 00:22:04,740 -[AD sniffles] -I'm rocking with you. 474 00:22:04,823 --> 00:22:08,201 I apologize if you think I came at you aggressive with this. 475 00:22:08,285 --> 00:22:11,038 -I apologize that this threw me off. -[sniffles] 476 00:22:11,121 --> 00:22:13,332 Listen, I don't want you going to bed distraught. 477 00:22:13,415 --> 00:22:14,916 I'm rocking with you. We're good. 478 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:18,211 -[AD] I know, but I'm sorry. -I understand this process-- I'm with you. 479 00:22:18,295 --> 00:22:19,921 I still wanna make this work with you. 480 00:22:21,131 --> 00:22:23,216 -I'll see you tomorrow, okay? -[AD] Bye. 481 00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:26,094 ♪ Nobody knows All the trouble we've seen ♪ 482 00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:29,348 ♪ God only knows how to serve it to me ♪ 483 00:22:29,431 --> 00:22:31,558 ♪ And maybe this is a cry for help… ♪ 484 00:22:31,641 --> 00:22:33,643 [sobbing] 485 00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:37,731 [sobbing continues] 486 00:22:37,814 --> 00:22:40,233 [vocalizing] 487 00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:50,202 ♪ Nobody knows All the trouble we've seen ♪ 488 00:22:50,285 --> 00:22:53,246 ♪ 489 00:22:53,330 --> 00:22:57,042 ♪ And maybe this is a cry for help ♪ 490 00:22:57,125 --> 00:23:01,338 ♪ I'm looking for a way out 491 00:23:01,421 --> 00:23:06,718 ♪ Break these chains from my heart ♪ 492 00:23:06,802 --> 00:23:10,722 ♪ And I'll find my way to the light ♪ 493 00:23:13,975 --> 00:23:16,395 [sniffles] Every man I talk to today is making me cry. 494 00:23:16,478 --> 00:23:19,356 -[Amber] Why? -[AD chuckles] Girl, Clay tore me up. 495 00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:20,941 Because of Matthew. 496 00:23:21,024 --> 00:23:23,235 He's like, "AD, what the fuck is going on?" 497 00:23:23,735 --> 00:23:26,530 He said, "Another man told you to leave." 498 00:23:28,490 --> 00:23:29,699 What do you mean? 499 00:23:30,617 --> 00:23:31,701 Leave? 500 00:23:35,372 --> 00:23:36,623 Excuse me, ma'am. 501 00:23:36,706 --> 00:23:39,543 I need you to be so for real with me right now. 502 00:23:39,626 --> 00:23:41,461 Leave with him? 503 00:23:42,337 --> 00:23:44,714 Matthew said to leave with him. 504 00:23:44,798 --> 00:23:45,632 Tonight? 505 00:23:46,258 --> 00:23:47,175 [AD] Tomorrow. 506 00:23:47,259 --> 00:23:48,301 [Amber] Yeah. 507 00:23:50,637 --> 00:23:52,889 I'm gonna live out my worst fears. 508 00:23:55,892 --> 00:23:56,893 Slay. 509 00:24:06,194 --> 00:24:08,280 To have a romantic rival… [exhales] 510 00:24:08,363 --> 00:24:10,031 Do I feel good about it? No. 511 00:24:10,115 --> 00:24:11,825 -[Drake] Your date? -[Clay] Horrible. 512 00:24:12,534 --> 00:24:15,287 It puts you in a little bit of a twist, you know? 513 00:24:15,370 --> 00:24:18,206 I ain't gonna lie to you. [exhales] 514 00:24:18,290 --> 00:24:20,500 -It got wild in that bitch. -[Drake] Just now? 515 00:24:20,584 --> 00:24:21,418 [Clay] Oh, yeah. 516 00:24:21,918 --> 00:24:24,463 Apparently, Matt is a sleeper. 517 00:24:24,546 --> 00:24:26,715 Matt. Bro, this guy never talks. 518 00:24:26,798 --> 00:24:29,634 I can't imagine him having any type of emotional, 519 00:24:29,718 --> 00:24:32,137 just, like, convo and how it's going and like… 520 00:24:32,220 --> 00:24:34,055 "What the fuck are y'all talking about?" 521 00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:37,267 You know, like, what is, like… wow. 522 00:24:37,350 --> 00:24:39,853 That was like a big blind side for me. 523 00:24:39,936 --> 00:24:43,356 It was a complete curveball that I was not expecting. 524 00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:45,442 And I was kind of, like, on a high horse. 525 00:24:45,525 --> 00:24:47,903 And now I definitely kind of got a little bit humbled. 526 00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:49,905 One thing I don't like doing is having competition 527 00:24:49,988 --> 00:24:52,282 with, like, other men that I don't think is of my… 528 00:24:52,365 --> 00:24:54,701 -Like, I'm sorry, like… -Yeah, I feel that. 529 00:24:54,784 --> 00:24:56,369 It's like, I don't even wanna play… 530 00:24:56,453 --> 00:24:58,330 Drake, honestly, if it was somebody like you, 531 00:24:58,413 --> 00:25:00,499 I'd be like, "Yo, respect." Like, know what I mean? 532 00:25:00,582 --> 00:25:02,626 But, it's like, bro, I'm watching this guy, 533 00:25:02,709 --> 00:25:05,837 seeing him operate. Like, "That's not you, AD." 534 00:25:05,921 --> 00:25:09,007 -It's gonna be what it's gonna be, bro. -[Clay] Yeah. 535 00:25:09,090 --> 00:25:10,425 -You feel me? -[Clay] Yeah. 536 00:25:10,509 --> 00:25:12,469 I hope everybody gets what their heart deserves. 537 00:25:12,552 --> 00:25:13,386 Sorry. 538 00:25:16,056 --> 00:25:17,474 [AD] What I did not tell you 539 00:25:17,557 --> 00:25:22,062 is that, like, everything you said to me today, he said to me yesterday. 540 00:25:23,855 --> 00:25:27,776 He asked about my father and taking my-- 541 00:25:27,859 --> 00:25:29,945 asking him to have my hand. 542 00:25:30,028 --> 00:25:33,073 That makes me feel icky, 'cause he did the same to me. 543 00:25:33,156 --> 00:25:34,324 He was like… 544 00:25:34,824 --> 00:25:37,994 "I can tell how important family is to you." 545 00:25:38,578 --> 00:25:41,456 "And if I can't call your dad, I won't…" 546 00:25:42,457 --> 00:25:43,833 Like, "We'll leave." 547 00:25:50,799 --> 00:25:52,467 And now I feel like a dick. 548 00:25:52,968 --> 00:25:53,969 I'm so sorry. 549 00:25:54,052 --> 00:25:57,305 -I know, but you don't have to be. -[Amber] No, I do have to be. 550 00:25:57,389 --> 00:25:59,891 Because I know I'm a blabbermouth. 551 00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:02,894 I just truly, genuinely did not think… 552 00:26:04,521 --> 00:26:07,732 That Matthew, being the one that he is, would do that. 553 00:26:07,816 --> 00:26:09,109 -[Amber] Right. -Yeah. 554 00:26:09,192 --> 00:26:10,277 I'm not a joke. 555 00:26:10,777 --> 00:26:14,948 What the actual fuck is wrong with men? 556 00:26:21,538 --> 00:26:22,497 [sniffles] 557 00:26:22,581 --> 00:26:26,167 I definitely feel more bad about taking that from you. 558 00:26:27,794 --> 00:26:30,714 I can never, like, ever, like, not love you. 559 00:26:30,797 --> 00:26:34,467 Like, I genuinely was thinking last night, "What is my favorite part?" 560 00:26:34,551 --> 00:26:37,429 And… it's y'all. 561 00:26:41,349 --> 00:26:43,602 [sighs] It's just like… 562 00:26:45,687 --> 00:26:47,439 I don't know. I've just… 563 00:26:47,939 --> 00:26:49,608 Mm. I don't know. 564 00:26:50,525 --> 00:26:52,068 I think… 565 00:26:53,570 --> 00:26:54,904 it's time to bow out. 566 00:26:54,988 --> 00:26:57,657 -["My Distractions" playing] -♪ All my 567 00:26:57,741 --> 00:27:04,456 ♪ Distractions ♪ 568 00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:06,416 ♪ Ooh! ♪ 569 00:27:09,794 --> 00:27:11,296 -[Brittany] Hello. -Hello. 570 00:27:12,422 --> 00:27:13,548 How are you? 571 00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:15,759 Is this Brittany? 572 00:27:17,135 --> 00:27:18,219 It is. 573 00:27:18,303 --> 00:27:19,721 -It is. [laughs] -[chuckles] 574 00:27:19,804 --> 00:27:21,514 I'm happy to hear your voice! 575 00:27:21,598 --> 00:27:23,141 [Kenneth] I'm happy to hear your voice. 576 00:27:23,224 --> 00:27:26,186 Brittany used to be a teacher. I'm currently a principal. 577 00:27:26,269 --> 00:27:28,480 She also loves God. 578 00:27:28,563 --> 00:27:31,858 And When Brittany shared that, I was like, "I want to spend more time with you." 579 00:27:31,941 --> 00:27:36,738 My mindset, my mentalities have never been average for my age. 580 00:27:36,821 --> 00:27:39,074 I've always been concerned about, like, 581 00:27:39,157 --> 00:27:41,826 more pertinent and impactful parts of my life 582 00:27:41,910 --> 00:27:43,536 than, like, the frivolous things. 583 00:27:43,620 --> 00:27:45,246 Life just grew me up very quickly. 584 00:27:46,122 --> 00:27:51,211 When I was 12 years old, my biological mom passed away from cancer. 585 00:27:52,295 --> 00:27:53,421 [Brittany] Oh, my God. 586 00:27:54,089 --> 00:27:56,758 I mean, my mom's funeral, like, I had to plan it top to bottom. 587 00:27:56,841 --> 00:27:58,802 I wrote her obituary at 12 years old. 588 00:27:59,803 --> 00:28:02,597 I truly am a person who has seen, 589 00:28:02,681 --> 00:28:04,891 like, such a great childhood… 590 00:28:04,974 --> 00:28:05,934 [Brittany] Yeah. 591 00:28:06,434 --> 00:28:09,979 [Kenneth] …have everything, and then to literally have nothing. 592 00:28:11,022 --> 00:28:14,150 When I look at, like, my mom and my dad, they are the epitome of, like, 593 00:28:14,234 --> 00:28:16,277 how I wanna show up for my wife. 594 00:28:17,821 --> 00:28:22,033 [Brittany] I feel so confident that she is proud of the man that you are today. 595 00:28:22,117 --> 00:28:23,326 I'm 24. 596 00:28:23,410 --> 00:28:26,579 My father passed away when I was five years old. 597 00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:30,333 He was an alcoholic, 598 00:28:30,417 --> 00:28:36,923 and, um, his liver and pancreas just couldn't handle his drinking habits. 599 00:28:37,006 --> 00:28:38,091 [Kenneth] Oh, my God. 600 00:28:38,174 --> 00:28:41,970 Having to go through things that mature you quickly… 601 00:28:42,053 --> 00:28:42,887 [Kenneth] Mm-hmm. 602 00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,597 …sets you apart from other people. 603 00:28:44,681 --> 00:28:47,976 Yep. You and I are similar in the sense of 604 00:28:48,059 --> 00:28:50,854 we have to do a lot of explaining that we shouldn't. 605 00:28:50,937 --> 00:28:51,938 Yes. 606 00:28:52,021 --> 00:28:53,982 Why do I have to explain to you 607 00:28:54,065 --> 00:28:57,277 the things that I desire for myself just because of my age? 608 00:28:57,360 --> 00:29:00,113 Why can't it just be, "Ken just wants, like, 609 00:29:00,196 --> 00:29:02,949 something sustainable and something positive"? 610 00:29:03,032 --> 00:29:03,908 Right. 611 00:29:03,992 --> 00:29:07,287 "Brittany just wants something that's, like, gonna set her up for her future." 612 00:29:07,370 --> 00:29:09,956 Like, why-- why can't that just be a thing? 613 00:29:10,039 --> 00:29:12,500 [Brittany] Let's say, "I don't have to explain." 614 00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:15,462 -"I just want it, and it will be done." -I'm with it. I'm with it. 615 00:29:15,545 --> 00:29:18,965 The outside world would see me as an alpha male who calls the shots, 616 00:29:19,048 --> 00:29:20,300 makes the decisions, 617 00:29:20,383 --> 00:29:24,179 but I'm actually the one that wants to be led. 618 00:29:24,262 --> 00:29:25,263 [Kenneth] Hmm. 619 00:29:25,346 --> 00:29:29,225 I'm the one that, like, wants to be submissive, and be like… 620 00:29:29,309 --> 00:29:31,436 -"Baby, please make the call." -[Kenneth] Yeah. 621 00:29:31,519 --> 00:29:37,567 And I literally cannot wait for the day that my child comes 622 00:29:37,650 --> 00:29:40,069 and asks me a question, and I'm like… 623 00:29:40,153 --> 00:29:43,615 -[Kenneth] "Go ask your dad." Yep. Yep. -"Did you-- did you talk to your daddy?" 624 00:29:43,698 --> 00:29:47,452 -[laughs] Like, that is my dream! -Yep. [laughs] 625 00:29:47,535 --> 00:29:53,583 Okay, so I want to know, how many babies do you want? 626 00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,043 [Kenneth] At least two. 627 00:29:55,543 --> 00:29:58,421 -At least two! Yes! -At least two. 628 00:29:58,505 --> 00:30:02,383 -Would you be open to twins? -[Kenneth] Yes. 629 00:30:02,467 --> 00:30:04,469 -My mom and my aunt are twins. -[Brittany gasps] 630 00:30:04,552 --> 00:30:06,721 My mom was a twin. 631 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:11,059 She had a twin sister named Karen. 632 00:30:11,142 --> 00:30:13,186 She got in a car accident. 633 00:30:13,269 --> 00:30:14,604 Hmm. 634 00:30:14,687 --> 00:30:16,689 [Brittany] And they were 29 years old. 635 00:30:16,773 --> 00:30:20,068 She ended up flying out of the car. 636 00:30:20,151 --> 00:30:23,613 -[Kenneth] Oh, my God. -And her car ran over her. 637 00:30:23,696 --> 00:30:24,739 [Kenneth] Oh, my God. 638 00:30:25,532 --> 00:30:29,702 And she passed away on the interstate after they tried to save her. 639 00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:31,579 [sighs] 640 00:30:31,663 --> 00:30:34,833 And my mom had always wanted a child, 641 00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:39,003 and she had multiple miscarriages. 642 00:30:39,087 --> 00:30:42,632 Finally, my mom ended up having me 643 00:30:42,715 --> 00:30:46,761 on her and her twin sister's birthday the next year. 644 00:30:47,262 --> 00:30:48,096 What? 645 00:30:48,638 --> 00:30:50,682 And so my mom has never been alone 646 00:30:50,765 --> 00:30:53,643 without someone to celebrate her birthday with. 647 00:30:53,726 --> 00:30:56,354 She says we act alike. We look alike. 648 00:30:56,437 --> 00:30:59,858 -She calls me her miracle baby. -[Kenneth] Wow. 649 00:30:59,941 --> 00:31:02,443 [Brittany] I was meant to be on this earth for my mom. 650 00:31:02,527 --> 00:31:04,195 And so when you say twins… 651 00:31:04,279 --> 00:31:06,489 -It's gotta happen, you know? -[Kenneth] Yeah. 652 00:31:09,409 --> 00:31:14,205 Brittany, I know that it's difficult, and I am sorry about your aunt. 653 00:31:14,289 --> 00:31:18,418 That whole story just speaks to the power of God. 654 00:31:19,419 --> 00:31:20,962 It allowed me to find you. 655 00:31:21,462 --> 00:31:22,297 Amen. 656 00:31:22,380 --> 00:31:25,425 -[pop music playing] -♪ Spend my whole life dreaming ♪ 657 00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:28,595 ♪ Dreaming about tomorrow… ♪ 658 00:31:29,178 --> 00:31:33,433 -Keep staying consistent with liking me. -[laughing] 659 00:31:33,516 --> 00:31:35,268 I got you! I got you. 660 00:31:35,351 --> 00:31:37,812 [laughing] All right, I'm gonna hold you to it. 661 00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:40,982 I'm sitting here pointing at this wall, like, "I'm gonna hold you to it." 662 00:31:41,065 --> 00:31:43,067 I got you. I got you! 663 00:31:43,151 --> 00:31:45,653 ♪ Shine on me ♪ 664 00:31:46,237 --> 00:31:49,282 ♪ The sun's gonna shine on me ♪ 665 00:31:49,365 --> 00:31:51,659 ♪ Shine on me ♪ 666 00:31:53,036 --> 00:31:55,955 -[Johnny] How often do you get sushi? -[Amy] Maybe, like, twice a month. 667 00:31:57,415 --> 00:32:00,460 I go out to eat a lot, to be honest. It's bad. 668 00:32:00,543 --> 00:32:02,587 What's your go-to foods that you cook? 669 00:32:02,670 --> 00:32:05,006 As a Puerto Rican, rice, beans and chicken. 670 00:32:05,089 --> 00:32:06,674 [both laugh] 671 00:32:06,758 --> 00:32:09,093 I can't say I live the healthiest life. That would be a lie. 672 00:32:09,177 --> 00:32:11,804 I don't take a shit-ton of vitamins. 673 00:32:11,888 --> 00:32:13,765 You know, I haven't been working out regularly. 674 00:32:13,848 --> 00:32:17,477 If I even lived a healthier lifestyle, things could be better. 675 00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:20,521 As far as lifestyle goes too, like, I feel like you really don't… 676 00:32:20,605 --> 00:32:22,857 The one thing I do wanna do is I don't wanna change you. 677 00:32:22,941 --> 00:32:26,694 I don't wanna change you at all. Like, I love you the-- like-- 678 00:32:26,778 --> 00:32:28,363 [both chuckle] 679 00:32:29,781 --> 00:32:31,908 -You what? -Amy, I do love you. 680 00:32:31,991 --> 00:32:34,661 [both laugh] 681 00:32:34,744 --> 00:32:37,914 Stop, I'm gonna drop my sake. [laughs] 682 00:32:39,832 --> 00:32:42,001 [laughing] Let me hide my face. 683 00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:47,548 -Oh, my God. [laughs] -It came out. 684 00:32:47,632 --> 00:32:51,344 I knew it was gonna come out, but it did come out. Oh, my God. [laughs] 685 00:32:55,807 --> 00:32:58,434 Well, the feeling's mutual. [laughs] 686 00:32:59,435 --> 00:33:00,645 I do love you too. 687 00:33:00,728 --> 00:33:03,272 And I've loved getting to know everything about you. 688 00:33:03,356 --> 00:33:05,400 Thank you, Amy, I appreciate that. 689 00:33:05,483 --> 00:33:09,112 But the one thing I say is I do love you. I love the person you are. 690 00:33:09,696 --> 00:33:11,197 I love everything you've gone through. 691 00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:13,741 And I don't want to ever change you, no matter what. 692 00:33:13,825 --> 00:33:15,451 I want you to keep being the same person. 693 00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:16,911 I don't want to have-- 694 00:33:16,995 --> 00:33:20,081 I would like to have, like, an influence on you, but I don't wanna ever be 695 00:33:20,164 --> 00:33:23,251 the influence on you that changes for some unknown reason. 696 00:33:23,835 --> 00:33:25,378 -Yeah. -But… 697 00:33:25,461 --> 00:33:28,548 [both laugh] 698 00:33:28,631 --> 00:33:31,009 I did not think I was gonna say that today. 699 00:33:31,592 --> 00:33:34,512 -Didn't think I was gonna say that today. -No, me neither. 700 00:33:34,595 --> 00:33:35,555 [both laugh] 701 00:33:35,638 --> 00:33:37,348 [Amy] I never thought… 702 00:33:37,432 --> 00:33:40,059 -I, like… I was hopeful for it. -[laughs] 703 00:33:40,143 --> 00:33:41,102 I was hopeful for it. 704 00:33:41,185 --> 00:33:45,314 But, like, the logical side of my brain was like, "There's no way." 705 00:33:45,398 --> 00:33:46,441 These pods are scary. 706 00:33:46,524 --> 00:33:48,276 -They're dangerous. Dangerous. -[Amy] I know! 707 00:33:48,359 --> 00:33:50,278 [laughs] 708 00:33:50,361 --> 00:33:52,447 [pop music playing] 709 00:33:52,530 --> 00:33:55,908 ♪ Give me something, I fall down again… ♪ 710 00:33:55,992 --> 00:33:57,827 I just got butterflies. Oh, my God. 711 00:33:57,910 --> 00:34:00,204 [both laugh] 712 00:34:00,288 --> 00:34:02,123 [Amy] This is crazy. 713 00:34:02,206 --> 00:34:03,249 [both laugh] 714 00:34:03,332 --> 00:34:05,960 [vocalizing] 715 00:34:08,254 --> 00:34:09,338 [exhales] 716 00:34:09,422 --> 00:34:11,049 That's a sweet smile! 717 00:34:11,132 --> 00:34:14,552 -[Sarah Ann] What happened? -He said, "I love you." [laughs] 718 00:34:14,635 --> 00:34:15,762 -What's happening? -[cheering] 719 00:34:15,845 --> 00:34:19,182 -I'm so confused. -Oh, my God! 720 00:34:19,974 --> 00:34:23,144 I cannot believe it. It slipped on accident for him. 721 00:34:23,227 --> 00:34:25,855 Oh, my God. I'm obsessed with that. 722 00:34:25,938 --> 00:34:28,608 -You deserve all the things. -[laughing] 723 00:34:28,691 --> 00:34:29,859 [Amy] Thanks, honey. 724 00:34:29,942 --> 00:34:31,152 -Yeah. -Are you so excited? 725 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:32,820 -[Amy] Yes! I'm just… -[women squealing] 726 00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:35,907 It's so crazy. Like, I just don't know what's happening. 727 00:34:35,990 --> 00:34:37,450 -I don't know. -I'm so happy for you. 728 00:34:37,533 --> 00:34:38,534 How do you feel? 729 00:34:38,618 --> 00:34:41,120 -[Amy] I'm so-- like, I don't know. -You're in? You're fully in? 730 00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:42,205 [Amy] I think so. 731 00:34:42,288 --> 00:34:44,082 [laughing] 732 00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:45,124 [Laura] How crazy. 733 00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:48,461 -["When I'm With You" playing] ♪ When I'm with you ♪ 734 00:34:48,544 --> 00:34:51,047 ♪ I feel myself when you're around ♪ 735 00:34:51,130 --> 00:34:55,426 ♪ When I'm with you, when I'm with you ♪ 736 00:34:55,510 --> 00:34:57,970 ♪ You're all that's in my heart of mine ♪ 737 00:34:58,054 --> 00:35:02,475 ♪ When I'm with you, when I'm with you ♪ 738 00:35:03,059 --> 00:35:05,228 [Chelsea] So, I'm gonna be real with you. 739 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:07,355 I was bummed. 740 00:35:07,438 --> 00:35:09,690 You know, naturally, of course. 741 00:35:09,774 --> 00:35:10,608 Yeah. 742 00:35:10,691 --> 00:35:13,486 [Chelsea] I just didn't really feel content leaving like that. 743 00:35:13,569 --> 00:35:17,115 I felt bad 'cause I was… a little crybaby, 744 00:35:17,198 --> 00:35:20,159 but it was just a pretty emotional day, you know? 745 00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,830 [Jimmy] I appreciate the apology, but you don't have to apologize. 746 00:35:23,913 --> 00:35:25,873 Um, I'm glad to see you. 747 00:35:25,957 --> 00:35:28,334 -And, um, you know, I… -[chuckles] 748 00:35:28,417 --> 00:35:30,086 [Jimmy] I wanna say sorry as well. 749 00:35:30,753 --> 00:35:35,091 I just don't wanna put you in a situation where you get upset. 750 00:35:35,174 --> 00:35:37,135 [Chelsea] Do you wanna talk about anything? 751 00:35:37,844 --> 00:35:39,345 Like, my divorce? 752 00:35:39,428 --> 00:35:40,680 [Jimmy] I don't care. 753 00:35:41,180 --> 00:35:44,851 It's not a deal-breaker to me. I think you're great, and I, like… 754 00:35:44,934 --> 00:35:48,229 -[laughs] Oh. Oh, man. -[Jimmy] I'm really happy you're here. 755 00:35:48,729 --> 00:35:52,608 See, that's what I appreciate, is that we can just have a moment 756 00:35:53,359 --> 00:35:54,944 and then be good. 757 00:35:55,027 --> 00:35:57,363 And then go on to the next thing. 758 00:35:57,446 --> 00:35:59,574 -[Jimmy] Yeah. Me too. -I really like that. 759 00:35:59,657 --> 00:36:02,451 You're not gonna give me some bullcrap answer 760 00:36:02,535 --> 00:36:04,328 that you think I wanna hear. 761 00:36:04,829 --> 00:36:07,582 You're gonna be real, and you're gonna be raw, 762 00:36:07,665 --> 00:36:10,209 and I appreciate that. 763 00:36:10,293 --> 00:36:11,335 And I 764 00:36:12,086 --> 00:36:14,589 really, really need that in my life. 765 00:36:14,672 --> 00:36:16,591 -So… -[Jimmy] I'll be raw for you. 766 00:36:17,175 --> 00:36:18,634 [Chelsea laughs] Anyhoo! 767 00:36:18,718 --> 00:36:20,970 [Jimmy] All right, what should we do? 768 00:36:21,470 --> 00:36:23,973 Describe your perfect day to me. 769 00:36:24,056 --> 00:36:25,224 I'm on vacation. 770 00:36:25,308 --> 00:36:26,934 [Chelsea] Ooh-wee! Where are we going? 771 00:36:27,518 --> 00:36:29,645 I'm at the beach, somewhere tropical. 772 00:36:30,438 --> 00:36:32,690 And I packed the cooler. 773 00:36:34,358 --> 00:36:35,484 Cold beer on ice. 774 00:36:35,568 --> 00:36:38,070 -Full ten hours on the beach. -Mm-hmm. 775 00:36:38,154 --> 00:36:40,406 [Jimmy] We go straight to try a new restaurant, 776 00:36:40,489 --> 00:36:42,533 'cause it's somewhere tropical that I haven't been. 777 00:36:42,617 --> 00:36:46,954 And eat some, uh, some really good food and some fish and some red wine. 778 00:36:47,038 --> 00:36:48,664 -[Chelsea] Mm-hmm. -Um… 779 00:36:50,374 --> 00:36:53,669 And that's it. Go back and smush. 780 00:36:53,753 --> 00:36:56,797 [both laugh] 781 00:37:00,968 --> 00:37:02,970 [Jimmy sighs] Hmm. 782 00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:06,766 -[Chelsea] I love that. That sounds great. -That's all I could ask for. [laughing] 783 00:37:06,849 --> 00:37:08,601 Uh, but… 784 00:37:08,684 --> 00:37:10,770 [laughing] 785 00:37:10,853 --> 00:37:12,855 That sounds like a great day. 786 00:37:12,939 --> 00:37:15,149 [laughing] 787 00:37:15,775 --> 00:37:17,526 [laughing] 788 00:37:17,610 --> 00:37:22,657 Um, 90% of literally, like, the noise I hear from you is just laughs. 789 00:37:22,740 --> 00:37:25,993 You get me, like, awkwardly… 790 00:37:26,077 --> 00:37:29,163 [laughing] …awkwardly laughing, constantly. 791 00:37:29,747 --> 00:37:31,582 [Jimmy] I like that. You're like… 792 00:37:33,334 --> 00:37:35,002 I'm the simplest to please. 793 00:37:35,086 --> 00:37:38,756 You just gotta tell me you love me and laugh with me. 794 00:37:39,382 --> 00:37:41,133 I'm right there with you. 795 00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:45,137 -[Jimmy] It ain't that deep, you know -It ain't that serious. 796 00:37:45,221 --> 00:37:46,389 [Jimmy chuckles] 797 00:37:46,472 --> 00:37:48,224 [Chelsea] Can you see yourself 798 00:37:49,267 --> 00:37:51,936 at the end of this really being with someone? 799 00:37:52,436 --> 00:37:55,815 [Jimmy] Yeah, I don't wanna talk about other people, 800 00:37:55,898 --> 00:37:58,651 but I'm here to-- I'm here to find a wife, 801 00:37:58,734 --> 00:38:02,822 and I'm here to find who I have the closest connection with. 802 00:38:06,075 --> 00:38:07,118 So, um… 803 00:38:08,911 --> 00:38:09,912 I, uh… 804 00:38:15,501 --> 00:38:18,129 -We should talk about something else. -Yeah, I agree. 805 00:38:18,879 --> 00:38:19,880 [Jimmy exhales] 806 00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:22,967 Do you ever get told you look like a celebrity? 807 00:38:23,050 --> 00:38:24,427 -[Jimmy] Yeah. -Do you? 808 00:38:24,510 --> 00:38:27,096 -[Jimmy] I do. -I do too, all the time on the plane! 809 00:38:27,179 --> 00:38:31,100 I get one person, and it's just because I have dark hair and blue eyes. 810 00:38:31,183 --> 00:38:32,601 Ooh! 811 00:38:32,685 --> 00:38:35,980 But I don't see it, so don't get excited. [laughing] 812 00:38:37,231 --> 00:38:38,316 Say it. 813 00:38:38,399 --> 00:38:40,818 It's MGK-- 814 00:38:40,901 --> 00:38:44,196 I don't even know if it's MGK's wife or his girlfriend. 815 00:38:46,657 --> 00:38:47,658 Megan Fox? 816 00:38:48,993 --> 00:38:50,661 You're saying you look like Megan Fox? 817 00:38:51,245 --> 00:38:55,541 [laughing] It's just because I have light eyes and dark hair. 818 00:38:55,624 --> 00:38:58,586 That's the only reason. There's nothing else. 819 00:38:58,669 --> 00:39:00,338 [laughing] 820 00:39:00,921 --> 00:39:02,465 At least I'm assuming so. 821 00:39:02,548 --> 00:39:03,424 [Jimmy] I mean… 822 00:39:05,509 --> 00:39:06,385 [sighs] Oh. 823 00:39:06,469 --> 00:39:09,388 -Listen, buddy. What'd you say? -Can we get married? 824 00:39:09,472 --> 00:39:11,891 [laughing] Nothing. 825 00:39:11,974 --> 00:39:13,100 [laughing] 826 00:39:13,184 --> 00:39:14,310 [pop music playing] 827 00:39:14,393 --> 00:39:18,356 ♪ Baby, you still make me feel like I'm on top of the world ♪ 828 00:39:18,439 --> 00:39:20,191 ♪ On top of the world ♪ 829 00:39:20,775 --> 00:39:22,026 [vocalizing] 830 00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:23,694 [sighs] 831 00:39:26,113 --> 00:39:29,158 I'm down bad. And my next date is with Jimmy. 832 00:39:29,241 --> 00:39:31,369 What am I gonna do? Like, I just… 833 00:39:31,869 --> 00:39:33,871 [fan whirring] 834 00:39:36,874 --> 00:39:39,001 I'm fine. [clears throat] 835 00:39:39,085 --> 00:39:40,711 Everything's fine. 836 00:39:41,504 --> 00:39:42,546 [exhales] 837 00:39:43,589 --> 00:39:45,383 I can do this. 838 00:39:45,466 --> 00:39:46,592 I just want my husband. 839 00:39:46,675 --> 00:39:49,553 And I just wanna hug my baby and smell her and bite her head. 840 00:39:49,637 --> 00:39:51,806 -[Mackenzie chuckles] -[women chattering] 841 00:39:51,889 --> 00:39:53,432 I miss her so much. 842 00:39:54,475 --> 00:39:57,395 -I deserve this. So does she. -[Mackenzie] Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 843 00:39:57,478 --> 00:39:59,897 -It's gonna be fine. I'm fine. -[Mackenzie] Mm-hmm. 844 00:39:59,980 --> 00:40:02,608 -[pop music playing] -♪ Today's better than yesterday ♪ 845 00:40:02,691 --> 00:40:06,445 ♪ To take back something we said 846 00:40:06,529 --> 00:40:09,573 Do you feel like you're ready to be a father? 847 00:40:09,657 --> 00:40:12,535 [men chattering] 848 00:40:12,618 --> 00:40:16,414 Yeah, that's-- that's something I gotta think about. 849 00:40:16,497 --> 00:40:18,207 It's kind of scary, 'cause, um… 850 00:40:19,458 --> 00:40:21,836 I've been thinking about the marriage piece for a long time. 851 00:40:21,919 --> 00:40:23,879 And I'm ready for that, but, uh… 852 00:40:26,006 --> 00:40:28,759 When someone has a kid, you know, you don't really know, uh, 853 00:40:29,969 --> 00:40:33,055 what their expectation is for you. 854 00:40:33,139 --> 00:40:35,683 I don't wanna come and be like, "I'm ready to be a father figure." 855 00:40:35,766 --> 00:40:37,726 And she may not want that. Like, that's weird. 856 00:40:37,810 --> 00:40:39,103 -You know what I mean? -Yeah. 857 00:40:39,186 --> 00:40:42,606 It's all about whether I feel like I can accept that piece. 858 00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:46,944 Um, I think I can. I want a family. 859 00:40:47,027 --> 00:40:47,945 Yeah. 860 00:40:48,028 --> 00:40:51,949 ♪ I'm a mess, so confused ♪ 861 00:40:53,993 --> 00:40:56,954 I just woke up missing Autumn so much. 862 00:40:58,497 --> 00:40:59,623 [gasps] 863 00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:02,334 Autumn's on spring break right now. 864 00:41:02,418 --> 00:41:06,839 I'm just, like, flooded with mom guilt, and I'm trying to just remind myself 865 00:41:07,590 --> 00:41:11,051 why I'm here and remind myself it's gonna be worth it. 866 00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:13,345 Even though I'm, like, missing her so bad, 867 00:41:13,429 --> 00:41:15,681 please don't think that I'm not excited to talk to you, 868 00:41:15,764 --> 00:41:19,768 'cause I've been looking forward to this since, like, I went to bed last night. 869 00:41:21,770 --> 00:41:23,397 -[exhales] -Me too, Jess. 870 00:41:23,481 --> 00:41:26,317 And I hope you know, like, you'll always be able to lean on me. 871 00:41:26,400 --> 00:41:30,404 -[sniffles] I know. -Okay. So… 872 00:41:30,488 --> 00:41:32,198 [sighs] 873 00:41:32,781 --> 00:41:37,203 What's her personality like? What's she-- what's she like to do? 874 00:41:37,786 --> 00:41:40,289 [Jessica] So, like, Autumn is so cool. 875 00:41:40,372 --> 00:41:44,168 Like, I always say, if I was a kid in her class, 876 00:41:44,668 --> 00:41:47,588 I'd look at her and be like, "God, I really wanna be friends with her." 877 00:41:47,671 --> 00:41:50,508 If she heard me say that, she'd be like, "Um, you're already my friend." 878 00:41:50,591 --> 00:41:52,551 -Like, "I already thought we were." -[chuckles] 879 00:41:52,635 --> 00:41:57,014 Like, she's, like, the cool, like, really beautiful, kind girl 880 00:41:57,097 --> 00:41:59,225 who's also really funny, but, like, unaware 881 00:41:59,308 --> 00:42:02,061 of how, like, special and exceptional she is. 882 00:42:02,144 --> 00:42:03,771 And she's extremely witty. 883 00:42:03,854 --> 00:42:06,690 Like, you think I'm quick on my toes. Like, she's… 884 00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:08,776 When I say quite literally 885 00:42:08,859 --> 00:42:11,862 she's all the best parts of me but better, I mean that. 886 00:42:11,946 --> 00:42:15,074 Like, if you think I'm a hoot, you're not gonna be able to breathe, 887 00:42:15,157 --> 00:42:18,327 like, when you hear her start, like, roasting and, like, cracking jokes. 888 00:42:18,410 --> 00:42:19,578 -She's just… -[Jimmy chuckles] 889 00:42:19,662 --> 00:42:22,414 -Like, I don't know how I got so lucky. -[Jimmy] That's funny. 890 00:42:23,332 --> 00:42:24,667 Do you want more kids? 891 00:42:27,044 --> 00:42:28,796 I don't wanna-- I wanna preface. 892 00:42:28,879 --> 00:42:31,423 I'm not trying to insinuate anything. 893 00:42:31,507 --> 00:42:34,134 You know, it's important for me and my parents 894 00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:36,971 that they wanna see me have children too, so… 895 00:42:37,054 --> 00:42:39,890 I mean, if you can't tell, I love being a mother. 896 00:42:39,974 --> 00:42:41,934 I would love to have more children. 897 00:42:42,017 --> 00:42:46,480 And I can commit to raising them with the same devotion 898 00:42:46,564 --> 00:42:47,898 and unwavering love… 899 00:42:47,982 --> 00:42:51,193 [chuckles] …and obsession that I've given Autumn. 900 00:42:51,860 --> 00:42:54,488 -[Jimmy] Yeah. -How many siblings do you have? 901 00:42:54,989 --> 00:42:56,991 -I have five siblings. -[Jessica] Okay. 902 00:42:57,074 --> 00:42:58,742 -Yeah. -[Jessica] So you're one of six. 903 00:42:59,326 --> 00:43:02,454 [Jimmy] Yeah, but, like, my oldest sister is adopted. 904 00:43:03,956 --> 00:43:06,000 Your oldest sister was adopted? 905 00:43:06,500 --> 00:43:08,168 -[Jimmy] Yeah. -Get out! 906 00:43:09,169 --> 00:43:10,254 [Jimmy] My parents, 907 00:43:11,005 --> 00:43:14,216 they both were married prior. 908 00:43:14,300 --> 00:43:19,305 And both of my parents' first husband and wives passed away. 909 00:43:20,264 --> 00:43:21,098 And… 910 00:43:21,181 --> 00:43:22,182 Oh, my God. 911 00:43:22,266 --> 00:43:26,312 …my oldest sister was the product of my… 912 00:43:26,895 --> 00:43:30,357 Like, my mom was the stepmother of her, 913 00:43:30,441 --> 00:43:31,942 and so my mom took her in. 914 00:43:33,152 --> 00:43:36,280 So that's why I consider her a sister. [laughs] 915 00:43:36,363 --> 00:43:38,198 Um, if that makes sense. 916 00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,576 [Jessica] It makes very much perfect sense. 917 00:43:40,659 --> 00:43:43,829 Okay, but my mom's, like, a warrior for raising her and taking care of her. 918 00:43:43,912 --> 00:43:46,832 She absolutely is. She's an angel. She deserves the world. 919 00:43:46,915 --> 00:43:51,545 I love her. I have a special place in my heart for her. Just wow. 920 00:43:52,421 --> 00:43:57,134 So my biological parents got married, 921 00:43:57,718 --> 00:43:59,720 and they had me. 922 00:44:00,220 --> 00:44:04,224 They both struggled with really severe drug addiction, 923 00:44:04,308 --> 00:44:08,437 so, like, shortly after I was born, my dad went to prison, 924 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,565 and I stayed with my mom until I was about four. 925 00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:14,151 And then I guess she spiraled. 926 00:44:14,234 --> 00:44:16,820 And so I got taken out of her custody for the first time 927 00:44:16,904 --> 00:44:18,489 and went into foster care. 928 00:44:19,031 --> 00:44:22,868 Was in foster care for a couple years, and then my dad got out of prison. 929 00:44:22,951 --> 00:44:26,372 And I went and lived with him for about a year and a half, 930 00:44:26,455 --> 00:44:30,250 and it's dark, but it's fine. 931 00:44:30,334 --> 00:44:32,878 -Just stay with me. -I am. 932 00:44:32,961 --> 00:44:35,923 He ended up committing suicide. 933 00:44:36,006 --> 00:44:39,510 So I went back into foster care at that point. 934 00:44:40,260 --> 00:44:45,933 That's when I met what I call "my God-given family," 935 00:44:46,016 --> 00:44:48,018 'cause we're not related by blood, 936 00:44:48,852 --> 00:44:53,232 but they ended up adopting me when I was 16. 937 00:44:53,315 --> 00:44:56,276 My mom, she's a literal angel. She saved my life. 938 00:44:56,360 --> 00:45:00,364 Because when I got pregnant with Autumn, I was 17. 939 00:45:00,447 --> 00:45:03,283 So I was legally, you know, like, not an adult. 940 00:45:03,367 --> 00:45:07,079 And I was still in custody of technically the state of North Carolina. 941 00:45:07,663 --> 00:45:11,959 So, if I had stayed in foster care and not been adopted, 942 00:45:12,042 --> 00:45:14,503 I wouldn't have had custody of Autumn. 943 00:45:16,171 --> 00:45:18,298 Well, she also sounds like a saint. [chuckles] 944 00:45:18,382 --> 00:45:21,009 She is. Oh, I love our moms. 945 00:45:21,552 --> 00:45:24,888 Even when I was little, I learned very quickly 946 00:45:24,972 --> 00:45:29,560 if I present myself well, they'll never guess the chaos going on, 947 00:45:29,643 --> 00:45:33,021 like, inside of me and at home, and they never did. 948 00:45:33,105 --> 00:45:34,440 [chuckles] 949 00:45:34,523 --> 00:45:36,608 [Jessica] I get frustrated when I leave our dates. 950 00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:39,611 "God, there's so much more I wanna say and uncover." 951 00:45:39,695 --> 00:45:42,531 But, like, you're a tough one to crack, Jimmy. 952 00:45:42,614 --> 00:45:45,117 Do you feel like I'm a bit much for you specifically? 953 00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:46,618 I mean that in the best way. 954 00:45:46,702 --> 00:45:48,078 [Jimmy] No, no, I don't. 955 00:45:48,162 --> 00:45:50,622 I, like, want someone that challenges me. 956 00:45:50,706 --> 00:45:53,375 You like me, huh? Ooh! 957 00:45:54,126 --> 00:45:56,211 I think I like you a little bit too. 958 00:45:58,255 --> 00:46:01,300 [Jimmy] I like you a lot more because of your experiences. 959 00:46:01,383 --> 00:46:05,512 Hmm. Well, would you look at that. 960 00:46:05,596 --> 00:46:06,930 [chuckles] 961 00:46:07,014 --> 00:46:12,227 You've never known me any differently than just, like, being obsessed with you. 962 00:46:12,311 --> 00:46:13,395 -That is not me. -[laughing] 963 00:46:13,479 --> 00:46:15,439 [Jessica] I don't ever give compliments out. 964 00:46:16,023 --> 00:46:17,900 [Jimmy] I get so happy when I leave here. 965 00:46:17,983 --> 00:46:20,527 Like, I'm happy coming in here, 966 00:46:20,611 --> 00:46:22,613 and then, I'm like, when I'm leaving I'm like-- 967 00:46:22,696 --> 00:46:24,072 I know. I could do a heel clap. 968 00:46:24,156 --> 00:46:26,658 [laughs] I miss you. 969 00:46:26,742 --> 00:46:28,035 I miss you. 970 00:46:29,787 --> 00:46:30,788 [Jessica sighs] 971 00:46:31,330 --> 00:46:33,373 Why are you quiet? You're making it weird! 972 00:46:33,457 --> 00:46:35,793 -[Jimmy] I just wanna hear you talk. -[laughing] 973 00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:40,172 [sighs] Oh, my God. 974 00:46:40,255 --> 00:46:43,884 ♪ I feel magnetic I feel magnetic, baby… ♪ 975 00:46:43,967 --> 00:46:45,177 That's my man. 976 00:46:45,260 --> 00:46:49,056 ♪ Pulling me closer to you Pull me closer… 977 00:46:49,139 --> 00:46:50,349 [laughs] 978 00:46:50,432 --> 00:46:53,894 ♪ I feel magnetic I feel magnetic, baby… ♪ 979 00:46:53,977 --> 00:46:58,232 I think I already know who I'm gonna be with. 980 00:46:58,315 --> 00:46:59,441 [Ben] Hmm. 981 00:46:59,525 --> 00:47:03,153 But I don't wanna say it officially yet. 982 00:47:03,695 --> 00:47:07,032 But me and her were talking. I feel like-- we were like, "Do you…" 983 00:47:07,115 --> 00:47:10,369 Like, we match on so many things, I was like-- And she's fucking weird. 984 00:47:10,452 --> 00:47:12,162 -Like, I need a weird person. -Yeah. 985 00:47:12,246 --> 00:47:14,289 ♪ You never know what you can control ♪ 986 00:47:14,373 --> 00:47:17,793 ♪ But you better stay ready And keep your eyes on the road ♪ 987 00:47:17,876 --> 00:47:19,002 ♪ Eyes on the road ♪ 988 00:47:19,586 --> 00:47:21,088 -[Trevor] Hello. - 989 00:47:22,256 --> 00:47:26,760 Chelsea makes me feel just, like, an overwhelming sense 990 00:47:26,844 --> 00:47:30,597 of genuine happiness. 991 00:47:30,681 --> 00:47:33,725 It almost seems like she was brought here just, like, for me. 992 00:47:33,809 --> 00:47:36,061 Our personalities just blend so well. 993 00:47:36,645 --> 00:47:40,983 Just, like, there's not one second of dull conversation. 994 00:47:41,567 --> 00:47:42,484 We go well together. 995 00:47:42,568 --> 00:47:44,570 [Chelsea chuckling] So I sleep 996 00:47:44,653 --> 00:47:49,241 with the AC on at, like, 65 every single night. 997 00:47:49,324 --> 00:47:50,659 [Trevor] Thank God! 998 00:47:50,742 --> 00:47:52,661 -[Chelsea] With a fan. -All right. Me too. 999 00:47:52,744 --> 00:47:55,372 [Chelsea] Tell me you don't sleep with a TV on. That's a deal-breaker. 1000 00:47:55,455 --> 00:47:57,541 -I have to know. -No, with a fan though. 1001 00:47:57,624 --> 00:47:59,418 -[Chelsea] Oh, praise be. -I need the noise. 1002 00:47:59,501 --> 00:48:01,253 Even when it's 60 degrees. 1003 00:48:01,336 --> 00:48:02,880 Oh, my gosh, totally. 1004 00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:06,174 -We're on the same page, boo boo. -Oh. Well, weird. 1005 00:48:06,258 --> 00:48:08,302 [laughs] Oh, man. 1006 00:48:08,385 --> 00:48:11,471 -You make me laugh. -I didn't say anything funny. 1007 00:48:11,555 --> 00:48:14,766 -Just my tone? My, like, aura? -[Chelsea] It's just your presence. 1008 00:48:14,850 --> 00:48:16,852 -[Trevor] Yeah. Same with you. -[laughs] 1009 00:48:16,935 --> 00:48:19,605 [Trevor] Chelsea, just propose to me so we can see each other already. 1010 00:48:19,688 --> 00:48:21,523 -[Chelsea] Let's just do it. -[chuckles] 1011 00:48:21,607 --> 00:48:23,859 [Trevor] I'm on the floor. I always sit on the floor. 1012 00:48:23,942 --> 00:48:25,986 I picture just this large man. 1013 00:48:26,069 --> 00:48:30,490 -Uh-huh. -[laughing] 1014 00:48:32,200 --> 00:48:36,705 I'm, like, trying to see, like, in my head, long hair, short hair… 1015 00:48:36,788 --> 00:48:38,582 I'm going with short. 1016 00:48:38,665 --> 00:48:41,627 But I could be very surprised. You might have, like, a mullet. 1017 00:48:41,710 --> 00:48:44,046 [both laughing] 1018 00:48:45,047 --> 00:48:47,674 Dude, I thought you couldn't see through a wall. 1019 00:48:48,592 --> 00:48:49,968 You can see? 1020 00:48:50,052 --> 00:48:52,846 -Wait, are you lying? -[groans] 1021 00:48:52,930 --> 00:48:54,848 [Chelsea] I am a sucker for a mullet. 1022 00:48:54,932 --> 00:48:57,809 If you're joking with me, I'm gonna be pissed. [laughs] 1023 00:48:58,810 --> 00:48:59,645 You're-- 1024 00:48:59,728 --> 00:49:01,480 [chuckles] Are you joking? 1025 00:49:02,773 --> 00:49:04,274 Yeah, I have a mullet. [laughs] 1026 00:49:04,358 --> 00:49:06,318 -[Chelsea] You're such a liar. -I swear to God. 1027 00:49:08,278 --> 00:49:09,696 I'm so excited. 1028 00:49:09,780 --> 00:49:11,156 [both laugh] 1029 00:49:11,239 --> 00:49:12,908 Please don't be screwing with me. 1030 00:49:13,492 --> 00:49:15,410 You intrigue me! 1031 00:49:15,494 --> 00:49:17,871 [Trevor] Thank you. You intrigue me. 1032 00:49:17,955 --> 00:49:20,958 I don't know if I like someone that likes a mullet. 1033 00:49:21,041 --> 00:49:24,544 'Cause, like, are you okay mentally? 1034 00:49:24,628 --> 00:49:26,755 [laughing] 1035 00:49:29,341 --> 00:49:30,467 [Trevor laughs] I mean… 1036 00:49:30,550 --> 00:49:33,261 [pop music playing] 1037 00:49:38,350 --> 00:49:41,478 -Pods are open. -[laughs] 1038 00:49:41,561 --> 00:49:42,813 Hi, honey. [laughs] 1039 00:49:42,896 --> 00:49:46,858 -How are you doing, baby? -I'm good. These flowers are beautiful. 1040 00:49:46,942 --> 00:49:49,361 -[Johnny] Are they the peonies you liked? -Yes! 1041 00:49:49,444 --> 00:49:51,071 [Johnny] I remember you saying that. 1042 00:49:51,154 --> 00:49:56,159 Also, I realized that the flowers that you got me match my dress. 1043 00:49:56,243 --> 00:49:57,911 -[Johnny] What? -They match my outfit! Yeah. 1044 00:49:57,995 --> 00:50:00,831 [Johnny] Everything does happen for a reason. Things fall into place. 1045 00:50:01,581 --> 00:50:04,001 I think my reason for being here was to find you. 1046 00:50:04,084 --> 00:50:05,127 Yeah. 1047 00:50:05,210 --> 00:50:07,796 You know, you've become my best friend in this whole thing. 1048 00:50:07,879 --> 00:50:09,756 You've become my best friend too. 1049 00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:11,466 -Aww. -[Johnny] I really do love you. 1050 00:50:11,550 --> 00:50:14,386 And I do need you to do two things for me, okay? 1051 00:50:14,469 --> 00:50:16,722 -[Amy] Uh-huh. -So two promises. 1052 00:50:16,805 --> 00:50:18,015 -Okay. -[Johnny] Okay. 1053 00:50:18,515 --> 00:50:22,102 So, the first one is I'm not perfect. 1054 00:50:22,185 --> 00:50:24,312 Uh, I know I'm not. I know I mess up a lot. 1055 00:50:25,188 --> 00:50:27,941 If anything ever comes up where anything happens at all, 1056 00:50:28,025 --> 00:50:30,777 I need you to tell me, so I can correct it and never do it again. 1057 00:50:30,861 --> 00:50:33,447 Oh, honey, l will let you know right away. It's me. [chuckles] 1058 00:50:33,530 --> 00:50:35,240 I feel like you should know this. 1059 00:50:35,323 --> 00:50:37,909 [laughing] No, but yes, yes. 1060 00:50:37,993 --> 00:50:39,369 All jokes aside, 100%. 1061 00:50:39,453 --> 00:50:42,164 -And same on my end as well. You know it. -[Johnny] Absolutely. 1062 00:50:42,247 --> 00:50:46,001 Um, the second thing is I wanna be lying next to you when I'm 90 years old, 1063 00:50:46,084 --> 00:50:50,505 laughing and smiling and old and hairy and fat and gross. 1064 00:50:50,589 --> 00:50:51,715 [laughing] 1065 00:50:51,798 --> 00:50:55,594 And I wanna make sure that we are us and nobody else. 1066 00:50:55,677 --> 00:50:59,014 And even though there is gonna be outside influences, it's me and you. 1067 00:50:59,598 --> 00:51:03,268 Aww, yes. Well, I promise to both. 1068 00:51:03,351 --> 00:51:07,272 And, you know, again, same on my end, of course. 1069 00:51:07,355 --> 00:51:08,398 We're a team. 1070 00:51:08,482 --> 00:51:12,652 And we will go by this together. We'll figure it out our own way. 1071 00:51:12,736 --> 00:51:14,362 I love that so much, Amy. 1072 00:51:15,822 --> 00:51:17,449 [pop music playing] 1073 00:51:20,660 --> 00:51:23,371 Amy Tiffany Olenska. 1074 00:51:23,455 --> 00:51:24,790 [laughs] 1075 00:51:25,916 --> 00:51:27,959 Will you please make me the happiest man alive… 1076 00:51:30,045 --> 00:51:31,713 and spend your life with me and marry me? 1077 00:51:31,797 --> 00:51:32,964 [laughing] 1078 00:51:37,344 --> 00:51:38,470 [Johnny] Oh, my gosh. 1079 00:51:40,972 --> 00:51:42,224 I'm, like, over here crying. 1080 00:51:42,307 --> 00:51:44,267 [both laugh] 1081 00:51:45,519 --> 00:51:46,520 [gasps] 1082 00:51:51,358 --> 00:51:52,192 Yes. [laughs] 1083 00:51:52,275 --> 00:51:53,485 [gasps] 1084 00:51:53,568 --> 00:51:55,821 [laughing] 1085 00:51:55,904 --> 00:51:59,366 - -♪ Just before and after… ♪ 1086 00:51:59,449 --> 00:52:00,283 Oh, my God. 1087 00:52:00,367 --> 00:52:01,785 [Johnny] Oh, my God. 1088 00:52:03,912 --> 00:52:07,958 -I'm so excited to spend my life with you. -[Amy laughs] I'm so excited too. 1089 00:52:08,041 --> 00:52:10,252 -I love you. I'll see you later, okay? -[Amy] Love you! 1090 00:52:10,335 --> 00:52:13,755 ♪ He split my life in two ♪ 1091 00:52:13,839 --> 00:52:14,840 [vocalizing] 1092 00:52:16,341 --> 00:52:17,175 [exhales] 1093 00:52:19,261 --> 00:52:20,387 [laughs] 1094 00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:22,055 Oh. 1095 00:52:22,139 --> 00:52:23,807 -[woman] Yeah! -How'd it go? 1096 00:52:23,890 --> 00:52:25,600 -I'm a fiancée! [laughs] -[woman shouting] 1097 00:52:25,684 --> 00:52:27,018 [laughing] 1098 00:52:27,102 --> 00:52:29,980 -[woman] Look at you! My goodness! - 1099 00:52:30,063 --> 00:52:32,107 -Beautiful! -[woman] They even match your outfit! 1100 00:52:32,190 --> 00:52:35,443 ♪ This ends here, oh-oh! ♪ 1101 00:52:35,527 --> 00:52:40,782 ♪ There's just before and after you ♪ 1102 00:52:40,866 --> 00:52:43,577 ♪ Before and after you ♪ 1103 00:52:43,660 --> 00:52:45,662 [AD] I'm just gonna do today different. 1104 00:52:45,745 --> 00:52:49,457 -Because I wanna, like, be sympathetic. -[Alejandra] Yeah. 1105 00:52:49,541 --> 00:52:51,543 [AD] But I'm just not gonna be made a fool out of. 1106 00:52:51,626 --> 00:52:54,171 And I feel that way about, like, Clay and Matthew. 1107 00:52:54,254 --> 00:52:56,673 -I feel like Clay was screaming at me. -[Alejandra] Mm-hmm. 1108 00:52:56,756 --> 00:52:58,258 I just don't know if I can handle it. 1109 00:52:58,341 --> 00:53:00,969 -And Matthew's so fucking good, like… -[Alejandra] Yeah. 1110 00:53:01,052 --> 00:53:03,763 …at talking you into a loop, and you're just stuck. 1111 00:53:03,847 --> 00:53:05,765 -"Well, what do I really want?" -[Alejandra] Yeah. 1112 00:53:05,849 --> 00:53:11,313 Like, he was playing on what I… on my real life hopes and dreams. 1113 00:53:11,396 --> 00:53:13,732 -Yeah. -On my real life… 1114 00:53:14,858 --> 00:53:18,945 Besides all this shit, like, what I really, really want. 1115 00:53:19,529 --> 00:53:20,530 [Alejandra] Be patient. 1116 00:53:21,114 --> 00:53:24,326 I can't believe the conundrum that I'm in. 1117 00:53:24,409 --> 00:53:25,285 [Alejandra laughs] 1118 00:53:28,330 --> 00:53:29,331 [Trevor] Mr. Matthew. 1119 00:53:30,248 --> 00:53:31,249 [sniffles] 1120 00:53:33,710 --> 00:53:35,545 -Would you like a sandwich? -No. 1121 00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:40,467 [Clay clears throat] 1122 00:53:45,889 --> 00:53:48,016 [man] Matthew, your book is here, sir. 1123 00:53:48,099 --> 00:53:49,684 [Matthew mutters indistinctly] 1124 00:53:49,768 --> 00:53:51,603 [rock music playing] 1125 00:53:56,566 --> 00:53:57,567 You're welcome. 1126 00:54:00,195 --> 00:54:03,114 [vocalizing] 1127 00:54:03,198 --> 00:54:06,243 ♪ Gotta find a resolution ♪ 1128 00:54:09,204 --> 00:54:10,205 [AD] Hello. 1129 00:54:11,498 --> 00:54:12,958 Is anybody in here? 1130 00:54:14,084 --> 00:54:16,253 Who is about to come through that damn door? 1131 00:54:20,924 --> 00:54:22,425 -[man sighs] -[door closes] 1132 00:54:23,260 --> 00:54:24,427 [Matthew] Good morning. 1133 00:54:26,471 --> 00:54:27,472 Good morning. 1134 00:54:27,555 --> 00:54:28,890 How are you? 1135 00:54:30,433 --> 00:54:32,060 I'm good. How are you? 1136 00:54:32,602 --> 00:54:34,521 [exhales] Going through it. 1137 00:54:35,355 --> 00:54:37,148 -Going through it? -[Matthew] Yeah. 1138 00:54:38,441 --> 00:54:40,026 -[AD] What's up? -Nothing. 1139 00:54:41,278 --> 00:54:44,030 -You're going through nothing? -[Matthew chuckles] I don't know. 1140 00:54:48,451 --> 00:54:50,078 You know Amber left, right? 1141 00:54:51,288 --> 00:54:52,163 Yeah. 1142 00:54:53,707 --> 00:54:55,834 [inhales] I would assume that's about me. 1143 00:54:57,210 --> 00:54:59,129 Well, that would be audacious of you. 1144 00:55:00,338 --> 00:55:01,172 It's not? 1145 00:55:01,673 --> 00:55:03,883 [AD] I mean, everyone has their own reasons. 1146 00:55:03,967 --> 00:55:06,886 -I don't know hers in particular. -[sniffles] 1147 00:55:11,891 --> 00:55:13,685 So what's your thoughts on us? 1148 00:55:13,768 --> 00:55:15,645 I mean, I still like you. 1149 00:55:17,355 --> 00:55:20,525 I just think my reality was kind of, like, 1150 00:55:22,068 --> 00:55:24,195 manipulated a little bit. 1151 00:55:24,279 --> 00:55:27,824 I also really, really wanted to go through this journey. 1152 00:55:27,907 --> 00:55:28,867 [sniffles] 1153 00:55:28,950 --> 00:55:31,870 I felt like it was kind of being, like, played with a little bit. 1154 00:55:31,953 --> 00:55:33,830 [sniffling] Okay. 1155 00:55:36,166 --> 00:55:39,002 You're sniffling. Are you, like, sick, or are you crying? 1156 00:55:39,836 --> 00:55:41,296 [chuckles] 1157 00:55:42,047 --> 00:55:45,258 Um, it's been tough for me today. [sniffles] 1158 00:55:45,925 --> 00:55:46,968 [exhales] 1159 00:55:47,052 --> 00:55:48,261 [AD] Oh, my God. 1160 00:55:49,304 --> 00:55:50,180 [Matthew] Shit. 1161 00:55:50,263 --> 00:55:51,639 Um… [sniffles] 1162 00:55:56,019 --> 00:55:57,354 [exhales] 1163 00:55:59,898 --> 00:56:03,860 It hurts because I've never felt the way I did with you before. 1164 00:56:05,987 --> 00:56:06,988 But… [sighs] 1165 00:56:08,198 --> 00:56:11,743 You know, America, they do love a good underdog, 1166 00:56:11,826 --> 00:56:13,620 and they do love comebacks. 1167 00:56:13,703 --> 00:56:17,540 I think I now got the entire country of America on my side. 1168 00:56:19,501 --> 00:56:23,755 I know that you are thinking about the lights and the camera and the action, 1169 00:56:23,838 --> 00:56:26,591 but, like, I put all that aside when I came here, 1170 00:56:26,674 --> 00:56:29,427 and I'm really, like, wanting to go through the process, 1171 00:56:29,511 --> 00:56:31,638 because, like, I've seen it work. 1172 00:56:33,139 --> 00:56:34,182 [sniffles] 1173 00:56:37,894 --> 00:56:40,647 I just don't like the way that you sound today. 1174 00:56:40,730 --> 00:56:43,316 I don't think you really wanna do it with me. 1175 00:56:44,317 --> 00:56:45,693 Just be honest with me. 1176 00:56:46,528 --> 00:56:47,362 Please. 1177 00:56:56,788 --> 00:56:58,998 You feel like you've had another connection with somebody? 1178 00:57:03,670 --> 00:57:04,963 Um, yes. 1179 00:57:07,382 --> 00:57:09,592 All right, well… 1180 00:57:10,635 --> 00:57:13,346 I think you're an amazing person. [sniffles] 1181 00:57:13,430 --> 00:57:15,974 -[AD] Mm-hmm. -But it's not fair to you 1182 00:57:16,057 --> 00:57:19,394 that I can't commit to the plan that you want, so I'm done. 1183 00:57:19,978 --> 00:57:20,812 [sniffles] 1184 00:57:23,857 --> 00:57:25,108 And I'm really sorry. 1185 00:57:25,692 --> 00:57:28,570 I'm really sorry too. This is, like, really unfortunate. 1186 00:57:28,653 --> 00:57:29,904 [Matthew sniffles] 1187 00:57:29,988 --> 00:57:33,032 But I hope you know, everything I said to you, I meant. 1188 00:57:35,535 --> 00:57:38,079 And I know you want that moment. 1189 00:57:40,915 --> 00:57:42,125 I care about you. 1190 00:57:43,376 --> 00:57:46,129 And I want you to be happy. [sniffles] 1191 00:57:46,880 --> 00:57:49,632 -And-- -You sound devastated. 1192 00:57:50,175 --> 00:57:52,093 Is it because Amber's gone? 1193 00:57:54,679 --> 00:57:55,513 [sniffles] 1194 00:57:57,515 --> 00:58:00,226 Yeah, I feel like I broke somebody's heart on national TV. 1195 00:58:01,227 --> 00:58:03,897 Some-- just-- you've-- [chuckles] 1196 00:58:07,150 --> 00:58:07,984 Yeah. 1197 00:58:08,735 --> 00:58:11,070 And then I did the same thing to you yesterday. 1198 00:58:12,530 --> 00:58:13,364 Yeah. 1199 00:58:14,866 --> 00:58:16,868 [Matthew] America's gonna be watching. 1200 00:58:16,951 --> 00:58:18,119 [AD] Okay, Matthew. 1201 00:58:18,828 --> 00:58:20,330 Well, I'm gonna head out. 1202 00:58:20,413 --> 00:58:21,247 [Matthew] Okay. 1203 00:58:22,081 --> 00:58:23,416 [pop music playing] 1204 00:58:27,879 --> 00:58:28,880 Okay, bro. 1205 00:58:29,589 --> 00:58:31,758 ♪ Am I okay? ♪ 1206 00:58:32,550 --> 00:58:34,677 ♪ Am I okay? ♪ 1207 00:58:35,637 --> 00:58:36,888 ♪ Am I okay? ♪ 1208 00:58:36,971 --> 00:58:38,306 [scoffs] 1209 00:58:39,140 --> 00:58:41,142 [singer vocalizing] 1210 00:58:42,393 --> 00:58:44,062 Like, what? 1211 00:58:44,145 --> 00:58:46,147 Be so fucking for real right now. 1212 00:58:48,316 --> 00:58:49,192 No. 1213 00:58:57,825 --> 00:58:58,910 [Matthew] I'm done. 1214 00:58:59,953 --> 00:59:00,954 I'm gonna go get Amber. 1215 00:59:13,633 --> 00:59:16,469 [Amy] So last night I had a dream. I was with Johnny. 1216 00:59:16,553 --> 00:59:18,846 And my soul knows that it's him 1217 00:59:18,930 --> 00:59:21,849 and that it's Johnny speaking to me. It's the weirdest thing. 1218 00:59:21,933 --> 00:59:23,268 I've never had a dream like that 1219 00:59:23,351 --> 00:59:25,645 where it's just like I'm talking to blank space, 1220 00:59:25,728 --> 00:59:27,397 but it's a person at the same time. 1221 00:59:28,022 --> 00:59:29,232 Freakin' weird. 1222 00:59:32,652 --> 00:59:35,863 It feels amazing to have someone just love me for who I am, 1223 00:59:35,947 --> 00:59:36,948 not for anything else. 1224 00:59:37,031 --> 00:59:38,157 Oh, man. 1225 00:59:38,241 --> 00:59:43,246 Just for the really crappy jokes I tell, the person I am, 1226 00:59:43,329 --> 00:59:45,582 the values I have, everything. 1227 00:59:45,665 --> 00:59:47,125 It just… it's magical. 1228 00:59:47,208 --> 00:59:51,796 Like, if I am able to actually marry this woman and say "I do" at the altar, 1229 00:59:51,879 --> 00:59:54,132 like, it's gonna be the best feeling ever. 1230 00:59:54,215 --> 00:59:55,633 I know I love her. I'm scared. 1231 00:59:55,717 --> 00:59:58,011 I don't wanna get hurt again, but… 1232 00:59:58,595 --> 01:00:00,305 I'm letting it ride. 1233 01:00:00,388 --> 01:00:02,599 And it feels amazing. [laughs] 1234 01:00:04,267 --> 01:00:08,521 [Amy] Finding love through this experiment is the most beautiful 1235 01:00:08,605 --> 01:00:11,733 and most rewarding experience ever. 1236 01:00:11,816 --> 01:00:14,193 I mean, I've always believed that, in my heart and my soul 1237 01:00:14,277 --> 01:00:17,822 that at the end of the day, what truly matters is that connection. 1238 01:00:17,905 --> 01:00:21,409 And I just know that, like, he's very much in love with me 1239 01:00:21,492 --> 01:00:22,785 as I am with him, so… 1240 01:00:22,869 --> 01:00:26,372 I feel like, yeah, 100%, love is blind. 1241 01:00:26,456 --> 01:00:28,082 [laughing] Oh, my God! 1242 01:00:28,166 --> 01:00:30,668 I'm in love with a man I haven't even seen! [laughs] 1243 01:00:30,752 --> 01:00:33,129 ["The Weight of Your Words" by the Venice Connection playing] 1244 01:00:33,212 --> 01:00:35,548 [exhales] 1245 01:00:40,428 --> 01:00:41,554 [exhales] 1246 01:00:41,638 --> 01:00:45,016 ♪ Just keeps pushing me under you ♪ 1247 01:00:48,519 --> 01:00:54,442 ♪ I can't fall asleep ♪ 1248 01:00:59,280 --> 01:01:01,699 ♪ Wondering about ♪ 1249 01:01:01,783 --> 01:01:08,456 ♪ Those memories… those memories ♪ 104008