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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:08,010 --> 00:00:10,971 [CONTEMPLATIVE MUSIC PLAYING] 2 00:00:26,111 --> 00:00:28,113 ? ? 3 00:00:52,930 --> 00:00:54,932 ? ? 4 00:01:12,699 --> 00:01:14,868 ? ? 5 00:01:44,106 --> 00:01:46,108 ? ? 6 00:02:15,554 --> 00:02:17,598 ? ? 7 00:02:35,782 --> 00:02:38,118 [TRAFFIC PASSING OUTSIDE] 8 00:03:02,601 --> 00:03:04,937 [TRAFFIC CONTINUES PASSING] 9 00:03:14,196 --> 00:03:16,990 [MARGARET] I couldn't stop thinking about you. 10 00:03:19,743 --> 00:03:23,580 About how you were doing, what you were doing. 11 00:03:29,920 --> 00:03:33,715 And to be honest, I... I don't know if I wanted you to be doing well. 12 00:03:37,844 --> 00:03:39,972 But I'm glad you responded to my message. 13 00:03:40,055 --> 00:03:44,142 I didn't know if you were still in Hong Kong, or... 14 00:03:49,439 --> 00:03:51,441 Clarke and I are moving back to the States. 15 00:03:51,525 --> 00:03:54,485 We have to... for our other kids. 16 00:03:57,698 --> 00:03:59,866 They need to be able to live. 17 00:04:04,371 --> 00:04:07,082 I guess... 18 00:04:07,165 --> 00:04:09,418 we all need to keep living. 19 00:04:13,964 --> 00:04:17,425 Even you. 20 00:04:17,509 --> 00:04:20,721 [BOYS REPUBLIC: "Dress Up"] 21 00:04:20,804 --> 00:04:24,266 [CHARLY SINGS ALONG IN KOREAN] 22 00:04:28,562 --> 00:04:31,273 - [MERCY LAUGHS] - [CHARLY] What? 23 00:04:31,356 --> 00:04:33,150 - You sing it. - [LAUGHS] 24 00:04:33,233 --> 00:04:34,818 - I don't know it. - You should. 25 00:04:34,901 --> 00:04:36,445 [MERCY LAUGHS] 26 00:04:36,528 --> 00:04:40,866 You know, I've never felt more Korean than I do in Hong Kong. 27 00:04:40,949 --> 00:04:42,231 You know, all your friends, that's the first thing 28 00:04:42,232 --> 00:04:43,368 they tell each other about me. 29 00:04:43,452 --> 00:04:44,827 "This is Charly's girlfriend." 30 00:04:44,911 --> 00:04:46,830 - [CHUCKLES] - "She's Korean." 31 00:04:46,913 --> 00:04:48,248 They think it's cool. 32 00:04:48,331 --> 00:04:49,750 You know being Korean 33 00:04:49,833 --> 00:04:51,752 and being Korean-American are totally different things, right? 34 00:04:51,835 --> 00:04:54,838 But at least you know something about Korea, right? 35 00:04:54,921 --> 00:04:58,091 Have you ever heard of those protesters? 36 00:04:58,175 --> 00:05:00,218 Lee Han-yeol and Park Jong-chul. 37 00:05:00,302 --> 00:05:02,179 They are so inspiring. 38 00:05:02,262 --> 00:05:03,930 I don't know. 39 00:05:04,014 --> 00:05:07,184 Mm, Queens is pretty far from South Korea. 40 00:05:08,518 --> 00:05:10,479 They just want to get to know you. 41 00:05:10,562 --> 00:05:13,523 In the States, that would be known as a microaggression. 42 00:05:13,607 --> 00:05:15,942 You Americans are too sensitive. 43 00:05:16,026 --> 00:05:17,861 Mm. I'm too sensitive? 44 00:05:17,944 --> 00:05:20,155 [SPEAKING CANTONESE] 45 00:05:21,406 --> 00:05:23,325 - Thank you. - I got to go. 46 00:05:23,408 --> 00:05:25,494 I have to go talk to my boss. 47 00:05:26,828 --> 00:05:28,330 Do you really have to go? 48 00:05:28,413 --> 00:05:30,061 I haven't had a shift in so long, 49 00:05:30,062 --> 00:05:33,250 which is weird, and also making me poor. 50 00:05:37,214 --> 00:05:39,800 [SINGING BOYS REPUBLIC'S "DRESS UP"] 51 00:05:41,218 --> 00:05:42,928 [CHARLY LAUGHS] 52 00:05:43,011 --> 00:05:45,680 [CHARLY CONTINUES SINGING SONG] 53 00:05:45,764 --> 00:05:47,265 [MERCY LAUGHS] 54 00:05:47,349 --> 00:05:49,351 - [GASPS] - [MUTTERS] 55 00:05:53,271 --> 00:05:55,690 [PROTESTER] ... until our demands are addressed. 56 00:05:55,774 --> 00:05:57,518 [NEWSWOMAN] Do you anticipate a resolution 57 00:05:57,519 --> 00:05:59,111 to the Occupy movement anytime soon? 58 00:05:59,194 --> 00:06:01,196 That's really not up to me to say. 59 00:06:01,279 --> 00:06:03,448 Can you tell us about your recent arrest? 60 00:06:03,532 --> 00:06:06,075 Look, there's always personal sacrifice, 61 00:06:06,076 --> 00:06:08,036 but somebody has to take a stand. 62 00:06:08,120 --> 00:06:09,913 Our generation was... [CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY] 63 00:06:09,996 --> 00:06:12,707 [CAPITAL CITIES: "Safe And Sound"] 64 00:06:15,085 --> 00:06:18,338 ? I could lift you up ? 65 00:06:18,421 --> 00:06:20,752 ? I could show you what you want to see ? 66 00:06:20,753 --> 00:06:23,426 ? And take you where you want to be ? 67 00:06:23,510 --> 00:06:25,512 ? You could be my luck ? 68 00:06:25,595 --> 00:06:28,849 ? Even if the sky is falling down ? 69 00:06:28,932 --> 00:06:31,476 ? I know that we'll be safe and sound ? 70 00:06:33,395 --> 00:06:36,064 ? We're safe and sound ? 71 00:06:39,484 --> 00:06:42,237 ? I could fill your cup ? 72 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:47,576 ? You know my river won't evaporate, this world we still appreciate ? 73 00:06:47,659 --> 00:06:50,871 ? You could be my luck ? 74 00:06:50,954 --> 00:06:53,490 ? Even in a hurricane of frowns ? 75 00:06:53,491 --> 00:06:55,500 ? I know that we'll be safe and sound ? 76 00:06:55,584 --> 00:06:57,169 ? Safe and sound ? 77 00:06:57,252 --> 00:07:00,005 ? We're safe and sound ? 78 00:07:00,088 --> 00:07:02,674 ? Safe and sound ? 79 00:07:02,757 --> 00:07:04,259 ? We're safe and sound ? 80 00:07:04,342 --> 00:07:06,344 ? Hold your ground ? 81 00:07:06,428 --> 00:07:07,929 ? We're safe and sound ? 82 00:07:08,013 --> 00:07:10,056 ? Safe and sound ? 83 00:07:10,140 --> 00:07:13,810 [ECHOING] ? Safe and sound... ? 84 00:07:22,485 --> 00:07:24,696 [APPLE] Come. 85 00:07:27,073 --> 00:07:29,910 Um, I got your text. Is everything okay? 86 00:07:29,993 --> 00:07:31,620 I don't have time to baby you, 87 00:07:31,621 --> 00:07:33,039 so I'm just going to get straight to the point. 88 00:07:33,121 --> 00:07:35,123 We have a complaint about you. 89 00:07:36,708 --> 00:07:39,502 Oh. Oh, the guy at the Tregunter party? 90 00:07:39,586 --> 00:07:42,422 He totally felt me up when I was trying to serve him an endive, 91 00:07:42,505 --> 00:07:44,299 so I should sue him. 92 00:07:44,382 --> 00:07:47,260 And chili oil comes out. Fact. 93 00:07:47,344 --> 00:07:49,630 A client called and said she had money 94 00:07:49,631 --> 00:07:51,139 go missing from the purse of a guest. 95 00:07:51,223 --> 00:07:53,767 Her description of you was clear. 96 00:07:53,850 --> 00:07:56,186 Clearly what? What did she say? 97 00:07:56,269 --> 00:07:58,396 She knew your name. 98 00:07:58,480 --> 00:07:59,856 What? How? 99 00:07:59,940 --> 00:08:02,359 You're lucky she's not pressing charges. 100 00:08:02,442 --> 00:08:05,820 But I'm innocent. 101 00:08:05,904 --> 00:08:08,448 This is so unfair. What am I supposed to do for money? 102 00:08:08,531 --> 00:08:10,992 I can barely afford rent as it is. 103 00:08:11,076 --> 00:08:14,496 [KEYBOARD KEYS CLICKING] 104 00:08:14,579 --> 00:08:16,581 [MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING] 105 00:08:22,963 --> 00:08:24,566 [MERCY] My mother is coming to see me 106 00:08:24,567 --> 00:08:26,633 in a few weeks, and I'm dreading it. 107 00:08:26,716 --> 00:08:29,261 I just want to have something good to tell her when I see her. 108 00:08:29,344 --> 00:08:31,721 And I never do. 109 00:08:33,807 --> 00:08:37,851 Sometimes I search the news for horrible stories. 110 00:08:37,936 --> 00:08:39,980 About, like, serial killers, 111 00:08:40,063 --> 00:08:41,770 or children falling out of windows 112 00:08:41,771 --> 00:08:43,775 after being left alone by their teenage mom, 113 00:08:43,858 --> 00:08:45,902 or that woman who had a chimpanzee as a pet 114 00:08:45,986 --> 00:08:47,862 and had sedated it before her friend came over, 115 00:08:47,946 --> 00:08:49,630 but then the chimp reacted badly to the drug, 116 00:08:49,631 --> 00:08:51,116 and it tore her friend's face off. 117 00:08:56,413 --> 00:08:58,415 I guess it just makes me feel better 118 00:08:58,498 --> 00:09:00,875 to read about all the chaos... 119 00:09:03,044 --> 00:09:05,672 ... about all the terrible things happening around us 120 00:09:05,755 --> 00:09:09,676 so I can pretend that my life isn't that bad, 121 00:09:09,759 --> 00:09:11,970 like what I've done isn't that bad. 122 00:09:13,555 --> 00:09:15,849 Maybe it's just so I feel a little less alone. 123 00:09:15,932 --> 00:09:18,101 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 124 00:09:18,184 --> 00:09:21,479 [CHARLY] Well, I'm glad everything is okay with your boss. 125 00:09:22,647 --> 00:09:24,899 Sure you don't want one? 126 00:09:26,026 --> 00:09:28,695 Okay. I'm gonna eat 'em all. 127 00:09:28,778 --> 00:09:32,282 You have a big appetite these days. 128 00:09:32,365 --> 00:09:34,784 - Hey! - [LAUGHS] 129 00:09:34,868 --> 00:09:37,245 Looks good lah. I like it. 130 00:09:37,329 --> 00:09:39,205 You were too skinny before. 131 00:09:39,289 --> 00:09:41,583 It means you are happy. 132 00:09:42,917 --> 00:09:44,044 [MERCY LAUGHS] 133 00:09:46,087 --> 00:09:48,048 [LAUGHING] 134 00:09:51,885 --> 00:09:53,887 [SPEAKING CANTONESE] 135 00:10:01,895 --> 00:10:03,563 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 136 00:10:03,646 --> 00:10:05,857 Hey. Hey, Mercy? 137 00:10:05,940 --> 00:10:08,109 Mercy? 138 00:10:08,193 --> 00:10:10,320 David? What are... what are you doing here? 139 00:10:10,403 --> 00:10:12,989 - I've been trying to get ahold of you... - [SPEAKING CANTONESE] 140 00:10:17,744 --> 00:10:20,372 - Can... can we talk? - [SPEAKING CANTONESE] 141 00:10:22,040 --> 00:10:23,541 What's going on? 142 00:10:23,625 --> 00:10:25,543 Uh, he's telling him he has to go. 143 00:10:25,627 --> 00:10:27,629 [SPEAKING CANTONESE] 144 00:10:32,634 --> 00:10:34,135 I don't think he likes you. 145 00:10:34,219 --> 00:10:36,471 - [DAVID SCOFFS] - [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 146 00:10:36,554 --> 00:10:39,349 S... Sorry. I'm-I'm David, by the way. 147 00:10:39,432 --> 00:10:41,643 Uh, Charly. 148 00:10:42,852 --> 00:10:44,896 I've-I've been calling. 149 00:10:44,979 --> 00:10:47,982 Sorry. Sorry. Do you mind going up first? 150 00:10:48,066 --> 00:10:49,943 - Yeah, sure. - I'll... I'll be up in just a minute. 151 00:10:50,026 --> 00:10:52,028 - All right. - Thanks. 152 00:10:54,739 --> 00:10:56,741 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 153 00:11:07,585 --> 00:11:09,170 [DAVID] I know 154 00:11:09,254 --> 00:11:11,506 we both needed some time to figure things out. 155 00:11:11,589 --> 00:11:14,342 I sort of need to know where your head's at. 156 00:11:14,426 --> 00:11:17,303 [MERCY] You really didn't seem to care that much before. 157 00:11:17,387 --> 00:11:19,172 I mean, it kind of seemed like you didn't want 158 00:11:19,173 --> 00:11:20,223 anything to do with this, 159 00:11:20,306 --> 00:11:22,225 - me. - Yeah, I know. 160 00:11:22,308 --> 00:11:24,811 I was a dick... before. I'm sorry. I... 161 00:11:24,894 --> 00:11:27,689 I'm just starting to realize what a gift this is. 162 00:11:27,772 --> 00:11:29,274 A gift? 163 00:11:29,357 --> 00:11:31,025 Yeah, the baby. 164 00:11:31,109 --> 00:11:33,486 [WOMAN SPEAKS CANTONESE] 165 00:11:33,570 --> 00:11:35,613 Or did you already... ? 166 00:11:38,741 --> 00:11:40,702 Oh, God. You did, didn't you? 167 00:11:40,785 --> 00:11:43,413 - Did what? - Well... 168 00:11:43,496 --> 00:11:44,956 No, I didn't. 169 00:11:46,291 --> 00:11:47,833 So you decided to keep it? 170 00:11:49,085 --> 00:11:52,046 - I don't know. - Mercy, it's a little late. What are you? 171 00:11:52,130 --> 00:11:54,466 Four, five months pregnant? 172 00:11:54,549 --> 00:11:58,928 Look, I-I got the name and number of the OB that everyone uses. 173 00:12:00,138 --> 00:12:01,389 He's at the Matilda. 174 00:12:02,724 --> 00:12:05,018 It's the "Ritz on the Peak," they call it. 175 00:12:05,101 --> 00:12:06,811 He's supposed to be the best. 176 00:12:06,895 --> 00:12:08,271 I'll pay for it, of course. 177 00:12:08,354 --> 00:12:10,773 - It's okay. - You can't afford it on your own. 178 00:12:10,857 --> 00:12:12,942 - I'll figure it out. - Stop it, Mercy. You need me. 179 00:12:13,026 --> 00:12:15,403 - Well, I don't want to need you. - I'm the father. I have a right to be 180 00:12:15,487 --> 00:12:17,363 - a part of any decisions that are being made. - You have a right? 181 00:12:17,447 --> 00:12:18,573 You sure about that? 182 00:12:20,283 --> 00:12:22,827 You know what? Do whatever the fuck you want. 183 00:12:22,911 --> 00:12:24,954 Finally agree! 184 00:12:25,038 --> 00:12:27,999 You know, I... I'm trying to do the right thing here. 185 00:12:28,082 --> 00:12:29,834 Okay, I even wrote you a check 186 00:12:29,918 --> 00:12:32,587 so you don't have to feel weird about the money and stuff. 187 00:12:34,839 --> 00:12:38,092 Thanks, but if I'm gonna do this, I'm doing it on my own. 188 00:12:39,594 --> 00:12:42,514 Fine. I'll just go fuck off then. 189 00:12:42,597 --> 00:12:44,891 Fine! Whatever. 190 00:12:44,974 --> 00:12:47,310 [GATE OPENS, CLOSES] 191 00:12:55,944 --> 00:12:57,570 Hey. 192 00:12:57,654 --> 00:13:00,490 So... that was David. 193 00:13:00,573 --> 00:13:01,866 I heard. 194 00:13:02,951 --> 00:13:04,786 We should get back to the protest. 195 00:13:04,869 --> 00:13:09,457 Wait. Um... I want to talk to you about something. 196 00:13:10,750 --> 00:13:13,169 Is it about that boy? 197 00:13:13,253 --> 00:13:15,213 Gus? 198 00:13:15,296 --> 00:13:17,507 No. 199 00:13:17,590 --> 00:13:20,552 Well, I mean, that's how we met. 200 00:13:20,635 --> 00:13:22,929 [CHARLY] Who? 201 00:13:23,012 --> 00:13:25,056 Me and David. 202 00:13:25,139 --> 00:13:30,603 Uh, he was there the night Gus went missing. 203 00:13:30,687 --> 00:13:33,231 He was very... kind. 204 00:13:33,314 --> 00:13:36,943 - Yeah. - He took me home. 205 00:13:37,026 --> 00:13:40,363 If you are trying to say that you two were together before, 206 00:13:40,446 --> 00:13:42,490 it's okay. 207 00:13:43,658 --> 00:13:46,327 No. No, we weren't together. 208 00:13:46,411 --> 00:13:49,414 That's... that's not what it was. 209 00:13:50,707 --> 00:13:53,251 He's married, and it was... 210 00:13:59,340 --> 00:14:01,509 I'm pregnant with his baby. 211 00:14:06,014 --> 00:14:09,809 What? Like, right now? 212 00:14:09,892 --> 00:14:12,145 But I told him I don't want him anywhere near me. 213 00:14:12,228 --> 00:14:14,314 How long have you known? 214 00:14:16,524 --> 00:14:18,526 I don't know. 215 00:14:19,777 --> 00:14:21,863 Couple months. 216 00:14:21,946 --> 00:14:24,157 Couple months? 217 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:27,201 Now you see what I'm saying. 218 00:14:27,285 --> 00:14:29,996 It's so fucked. 219 00:14:30,079 --> 00:14:32,582 No matter how far I run, I can't outrun the curse, 220 00:14:32,665 --> 00:14:35,168 and it's always there, and things always get messed up 221 00:14:35,251 --> 00:14:36,711 before I even have a chance to... 222 00:14:36,794 --> 00:14:38,463 A chance? 223 00:14:38,546 --> 00:14:40,256 A chance to be happy. 224 00:14:41,549 --> 00:14:45,094 To live my life, to be free of this thing. 225 00:14:45,178 --> 00:14:49,140 How can you say you haven't been given a chance... to me? 226 00:14:51,225 --> 00:14:52,935 I didn't mean it like that. 227 00:14:53,019 --> 00:14:55,730 You blame everything on some curse like you don't have a choice 228 00:14:55,813 --> 00:14:58,441 in your own life, in your own happiness. 229 00:14:58,524 --> 00:15:00,985 Unlike so many people in the world, you have nothing but choices. 230 00:15:01,069 --> 00:15:03,446 No, please don't go. 231 00:15:03,529 --> 00:15:06,658 You are so lucky, and you don't even see it. 232 00:15:06,741 --> 00:15:10,578 You have an American degree, you have an American passport. 233 00:15:10,662 --> 00:15:12,747 You have freedom. 234 00:15:12,830 --> 00:15:16,000 And now you are pregnant with some rich gweilo's baby. 235 00:15:16,084 --> 00:15:18,753 Whose fault is it this time? 236 00:15:18,836 --> 00:15:22,131 His wife? Is she part of your curse? 237 00:15:22,215 --> 00:15:23,508 Am I? 238 00:15:23,591 --> 00:15:26,219 Or is it that you can't think of anyone else but yourself? 239 00:15:26,302 --> 00:15:27,303 Charly. 240 00:15:27,387 --> 00:15:30,473 - Charly, I want to go with you. - Why? 241 00:15:30,556 --> 00:15:34,060 So you can brag to everyone back home that you protested? 242 00:15:34,143 --> 00:15:36,729 It isn't your fight, and it never was. 243 00:15:36,813 --> 00:15:38,439 You're a tourist. 244 00:15:38,523 --> 00:15:40,024 It doesn't affect your future. 245 00:15:40,108 --> 00:15:42,235 Not really. You can just leave. 246 00:15:42,318 --> 00:15:45,071 Another blessing I'm sure you can't see. 247 00:15:52,245 --> 00:15:53,746 [GASPING] 248 00:15:53,830 --> 00:15:56,666 [INDISTINCT CHATTER IN DISTANCE] 249 00:15:56,749 --> 00:15:59,252 [SLOW, SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING] 250 00:16:05,633 --> 00:16:08,928 [MERCY] The truth is, I never really thought of you. 251 00:16:09,011 --> 00:16:12,682 I could put you out of my mind because I knew nothing about you, 252 00:16:12,765 --> 00:16:14,809 and it was easier that way... 253 00:16:16,477 --> 00:16:19,272 ... until a friend pointed out how shitty that was, 254 00:16:19,355 --> 00:16:22,650 and I realized that she was right. 255 00:16:24,736 --> 00:16:26,988 I can't imagine what you must think of me. 256 00:16:28,072 --> 00:16:30,199 How much you must hate me. 257 00:16:32,618 --> 00:16:34,620 And you should. 258 00:16:36,080 --> 00:16:38,875 I'd be angry, too. 259 00:16:38,958 --> 00:16:40,835 [BRINDER] Look who's home. 260 00:16:40,918 --> 00:16:43,212 [LAUGHS] 261 00:16:43,296 --> 00:16:44,714 [SPEAKING PUNJABI] You look tired. 262 00:16:44,797 --> 00:16:46,340 You're not using the face cream I got you? 263 00:16:46,424 --> 00:16:47,967 It keeps away the wrinkles. 264 00:16:48,050 --> 00:16:49,594 [HILARY] So this is the new kitchen? 265 00:16:49,677 --> 00:16:51,554 Oh, it's hardly new. 266 00:16:51,637 --> 00:16:54,682 You haven't been home in five years. 267 00:16:57,393 --> 00:16:59,687 Is that your Tesla out there? Whose idea was that? 268 00:16:59,771 --> 00:17:02,565 Uh, your dad brought it home as a gift. 269 00:17:04,316 --> 00:17:06,319 I'm sure you deserved it. 270 00:17:08,196 --> 00:17:12,324 Oh... damn it. I forgot the dhaniya. 271 00:17:12,408 --> 00:17:14,118 - Want me to go? - No. 272 00:17:14,202 --> 00:17:16,787 Consuelo can go. Consuelo? 273 00:17:16,871 --> 00:17:19,916 Can you go to the store and get me some fresh coriander? 274 00:17:23,127 --> 00:17:25,755 Want me to chop some garlic? 275 00:17:37,558 --> 00:17:39,560 [DOOR CREAKS] 276 00:17:57,829 --> 00:17:59,622 [SIGHS] 277 00:17:59,705 --> 00:18:02,041 [BRINDER] Now, don't forget, we're having a paath tomorrow 278 00:18:02,124 --> 00:18:04,085 for your father's recovery. 279 00:18:04,168 --> 00:18:05,920 I wanted to fit it in before Papa has his surgery. 280 00:18:06,003 --> 00:18:07,713 Mom, I didn't bring any of my Indian clothes. 281 00:18:07,797 --> 00:18:10,341 Oh, well, I've got Consuelo to put your old things in the attic. 282 00:18:10,424 --> 00:18:11,634 There'll be something in there. 283 00:18:11,717 --> 00:18:13,553 [SPEAKS PUNJABI] Now we need to get going. 284 00:18:18,891 --> 00:18:21,060 - [SIGHS] - [BRINDER] He's very frail, you know? 285 00:18:21,143 --> 00:18:22,144 There's a time 286 00:18:22,228 --> 00:18:24,313 and place for everything, Harpreet. 287 00:18:24,397 --> 00:18:26,941 Your dad doesn't need to know about your divorce. 288 00:18:27,024 --> 00:18:28,776 - Mom. - Well, he's sick. 289 00:18:28,860 --> 00:18:31,028 Getting too agitated could kill him. 290 00:18:31,112 --> 00:18:33,364 - Just be nice. - Be nice? 291 00:18:33,447 --> 00:18:36,242 I can't lie. He's gonna ask about David. 292 00:18:36,325 --> 00:18:37,660 [BRINDER] Look who's here. He's sleeping. 293 00:18:37,743 --> 00:18:39,078 You need to let him rest. 294 00:18:39,161 --> 00:18:42,248 It's not good for him to have so much commotion in the room. 295 00:18:42,331 --> 00:18:43,708 [SPEAKING PUNJABI] We're leaving. 296 00:18:43,791 --> 00:18:45,042 Kids, let's go. 297 00:18:45,126 --> 00:18:48,379 We'll see your father when he wakes up. 298 00:18:58,848 --> 00:19:01,809 - Did you know that they would be here? - [BRINDER] Of course. 299 00:19:01,893 --> 00:19:03,644 Have you met them before? 300 00:19:03,728 --> 00:19:05,897 Oh, we have brunch together. What do you think? 301 00:19:05,980 --> 00:19:08,524 Your father flew them in from Delhi. 302 00:19:08,608 --> 00:19:12,904 I honestly don't know what he sees in that shameless gold digger. 303 00:19:12,987 --> 00:19:14,834 She looks like one of those beggars 304 00:19:14,835 --> 00:19:17,533 you'd find in some bus station in Bathinda. 305 00:19:17,617 --> 00:19:20,036 What do you expect when you've just come from selling mangoes 306 00:19:20,119 --> 00:19:22,121 - in the market? - Mom. [SPEAKS PUNJABI] 307 00:19:23,915 --> 00:19:25,750 Please. 308 00:19:32,423 --> 00:19:34,008 [HILARY] I forgot how good your dal is. 309 00:19:35,134 --> 00:19:37,053 [SPEAKS PUNJABI] When are you going to learn to make it? 310 00:19:38,137 --> 00:19:42,266 [BRINDER] Mm. I'm sorry you didn't get a chance to talk to him today. 311 00:19:42,350 --> 00:19:45,770 Your father's changed a lot, you know, since he got sick. 312 00:19:47,313 --> 00:19:50,775 Do people change? I don't know. 313 00:19:50,858 --> 00:19:53,945 Mm, he became reflective. 314 00:19:54,028 --> 00:19:56,572 Well, he certainly had a lot to be reflective about. 315 00:20:02,495 --> 00:20:04,497 You could've left, you know. 316 00:20:04,580 --> 00:20:06,791 You had a job. You could have supported yourself. 317 00:20:06,874 --> 00:20:08,084 What kind of life is that? 318 00:20:08,167 --> 00:20:11,087 - A life without all that toxicity. - Oh. 319 00:20:11,170 --> 00:20:14,465 Sorry, I don't speak Oprah. 320 00:20:14,548 --> 00:20:15,967 [EARTHA KITT: "Friendless Blues"] 321 00:20:16,050 --> 00:20:20,763 ? In my own hometown ? 322 00:20:20,846 --> 00:20:25,893 ? In my own hometown ? 323 00:20:25,977 --> 00:20:28,062 ? I met a man ? 324 00:20:28,145 --> 00:20:29,981 [HOLY MAN CHANTING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE] 325 00:20:51,085 --> 00:20:53,087 [HOLY MAN CONTINUES] 326 00:21:18,112 --> 00:21:20,114 [HOLY MAN CONTINUES] 327 00:21:44,555 --> 00:21:46,474 [BABY FUSSES] 328 00:21:46,557 --> 00:21:48,100 [HOLY MAN CONTINUES] 329 00:22:08,287 --> 00:22:15,086 - [ABBA: "LAY ALL YOUR LOVE ON ME"] - ? Don't go wasting your emotion ? 330 00:22:15,169 --> 00:22:17,588 - ? Lay all your love ? - Hi. 331 00:22:17,671 --> 00:22:19,090 ? On me... ? 332 00:22:19,173 --> 00:22:21,675 Hi. 333 00:22:21,759 --> 00:22:23,052 I'm Sukhi. 334 00:22:24,178 --> 00:22:25,596 This is Fauja. 335 00:22:25,679 --> 00:22:27,848 I know who you are. 336 00:22:28,933 --> 00:22:32,728 Mum didn't want to come. We thought it was a good idea. 337 00:22:32,812 --> 00:22:34,563 We always wanted to meet you. 338 00:22:34,647 --> 00:22:37,024 Papaji speaks so highly of you. 339 00:22:39,193 --> 00:22:42,238 Me? He talked about me to you? 340 00:22:42,321 --> 00:22:44,657 He always talks about how successful you are. 341 00:22:45,741 --> 00:22:49,453 Obviously, he didn't mention either of you to me. 342 00:22:49,537 --> 00:22:51,330 I wouldn't think so. 343 00:22:53,499 --> 00:22:55,868 I'm sure he was thrilled to finally have 344 00:22:55,869 --> 00:22:58,045 the son he always wished I was. 345 00:22:58,129 --> 00:22:59,964 He is a good man. 346 00:23:00,047 --> 00:23:02,550 I think you were raised by a very different man. 347 00:23:02,633 --> 00:23:05,302 [SUKHI] I know things were tough for Papaji in America. 348 00:23:05,386 --> 00:23:09,140 He said that he was very scared there. He felt not in control. 349 00:23:11,183 --> 00:23:13,227 And what control did we have? 350 00:23:13,310 --> 00:23:15,020 I'm sorry? 351 00:23:15,104 --> 00:23:17,356 - [SOFTLY] Forget it. - He loves you very much. 352 00:23:17,439 --> 00:23:20,067 You must understand. 353 00:23:21,777 --> 00:23:28,742 ? Don't go wasting your emotion ? 354 00:23:28,826 --> 00:23:31,662 ? Lay all your love ? 355 00:23:32,121 --> 00:23:33,664 Look who has come! 356 00:23:33,747 --> 00:23:35,249 Prodigal daughter returns. 357 00:23:35,332 --> 00:23:38,460 She came to see you yesterday, but you were asleep. 358 00:23:38,544 --> 00:23:39,879 [EXHALES] 359 00:23:39,962 --> 00:23:42,381 - You're here, beta. - [HILARY] Hi, Dad. 360 00:23:45,676 --> 00:23:48,971 I'll go get us some coffee. You two can catch up. 361 00:23:53,934 --> 00:23:55,853 You okay? You nervous? 362 00:23:55,936 --> 00:24:00,191 [EXHALES] Much better now that you're here. 363 00:24:00,274 --> 00:24:03,235 It's been too long. 364 00:24:03,319 --> 00:24:04,778 I'm sorry I didn't come back. 365 00:24:04,862 --> 00:24:08,240 [SIGHS] I understand. 366 00:24:09,909 --> 00:24:12,119 How is, uh, David? 367 00:24:13,454 --> 00:24:15,748 He's, uh... 368 00:24:15,831 --> 00:24:18,000 sorry that he couldn't be here. 369 00:24:18,083 --> 00:24:20,085 I see. 370 00:24:21,128 --> 00:24:23,130 Have you met Fauja and Sukhi? 371 00:24:24,215 --> 00:24:26,050 - I have. - They are good children. 372 00:24:26,133 --> 00:24:28,844 I hope you will soften towards them when I am gone. 373 00:24:28,928 --> 00:24:32,306 You'll see the benefits of having a family. 374 00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:37,228 Is that how you see us all? As a family? 375 00:24:37,311 --> 00:24:39,605 Of course. My family. 376 00:24:39,688 --> 00:24:42,066 Children are God's gift to men. 377 00:24:42,149 --> 00:24:44,193 It's not too late for, uh, 378 00:24:44,276 --> 00:24:46,946 - you and David to... - I'm pregnant, actually. 379 00:24:47,029 --> 00:24:49,490 Oh, my God. 380 00:24:49,573 --> 00:24:53,202 I was saving the news for you, and there it is. 381 00:24:55,371 --> 00:24:57,831 Do you know yet if it's a boy? 382 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,919 Yes. 383 00:25:02,002 --> 00:25:04,255 - It's a boy. - Oh, beta. 384 00:25:04,338 --> 00:25:06,298 That's wonderful. 385 00:25:06,382 --> 00:25:09,677 Thank you for the nourishing and hopeful news. 386 00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:12,221 They're ready for you, Mr. Singh. 387 00:25:12,304 --> 00:25:14,765 If you're ready, that is. 388 00:25:14,848 --> 00:25:16,183 [DALEEP] A boy. 389 00:25:16,267 --> 00:25:18,602 What a blessing. 390 00:25:18,686 --> 00:25:20,896 Thank you for the wonderful news, beta. 391 00:25:20,980 --> 00:25:22,606 It gives me strength. 392 00:25:29,863 --> 00:25:31,490 Hey, Dad. 393 00:25:33,701 --> 00:25:36,328 I want you to know that... 394 00:25:36,412 --> 00:25:38,663 my baby is gonna grow up knowing 395 00:25:38,664 --> 00:25:40,958 what kind of a man his grandfather was. 396 00:25:41,041 --> 00:25:43,002 That's my greatest wish, beta. 397 00:25:43,085 --> 00:25:45,004 I'm gonna tell him everything about you. 398 00:25:46,839 --> 00:25:49,800 Like how you fractured Mom's jaw on Mother's Day. 399 00:25:49,883 --> 00:25:52,761 And how you threw her down the stairs, 400 00:25:52,845 --> 00:25:54,955 and how none of her rings fit because 401 00:25:54,956 --> 00:25:56,181 you broke every single one of her fingers. 402 00:25:56,265 --> 00:25:59,560 And how while you were being a loving dad to that other family, 403 00:25:59,643 --> 00:26:03,230 I was at home icing her bruised face. 404 00:26:08,152 --> 00:26:12,156 No matter what that other family says, 405 00:26:12,239 --> 00:26:16,535 I'll never forget, and I will never forgive you. 406 00:26:21,790 --> 00:26:23,792 You can go now. 407 00:26:26,879 --> 00:26:29,882 [SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING] 408 00:26:32,843 --> 00:26:34,845 ? ? 409 00:26:49,860 --> 00:26:52,363 [MUSIC INTENSIFIES] 410 00:27:13,092 --> 00:27:15,094 [INDISTINCT P.A. ANNOUNCEMENTS] 411 00:27:28,732 --> 00:27:30,734 - Hi. - [DAVID] Hi. 412 00:27:32,736 --> 00:27:36,031 Oh, come here. Hey. 413 00:27:36,115 --> 00:27:38,117 I'm so sorry about your dad. 414 00:27:42,663 --> 00:27:45,958 - Here. - Thank you. 415 00:27:46,041 --> 00:27:48,877 - How's your mom doing? - Oh, you know, she's... 416 00:27:48,961 --> 00:27:50,754 Brinder? 417 00:27:50,838 --> 00:27:52,631 Yeah. Come on. 418 00:27:54,550 --> 00:27:55,676 I'm glad you called me. 419 00:27:55,759 --> 00:27:58,387 I was worried about you for a while. Come on. 420 00:28:00,222 --> 00:28:02,099 Hil? 421 00:28:02,182 --> 00:28:03,809 [HILARY] I killed my father. 422 00:28:03,892 --> 00:28:05,936 Oh, God, I'll never forgive myself. 423 00:28:06,019 --> 00:28:07,813 - No, no, I killed him. - No. 424 00:28:07,896 --> 00:28:09,106 David, I killed him. 425 00:28:09,189 --> 00:28:11,108 - I killed my father! - Why-why-why don't we go to the car? 426 00:28:11,191 --> 00:28:12,734 We'll talk about it in there, okay? 427 00:28:12,818 --> 00:28:14,486 - [GASPING] - Okay? 428 00:28:14,570 --> 00:28:15,863 It's all right. 429 00:28:17,990 --> 00:28:19,199 [HILARY] It was like I was just... 430 00:28:19,283 --> 00:28:22,703 watching myself, like some sort of tortured spirit, 431 00:28:22,786 --> 00:28:26,165 as I was just saying things I had no control over. 432 00:28:26,248 --> 00:28:28,417 No, you know what? No, I did have control. 433 00:28:28,500 --> 00:28:31,420 Actually, if I'm being honest... [SIGHS] 434 00:28:31,503 --> 00:28:33,672 it was like I just couldn't stop myself from saying it, 435 00:28:33,755 --> 00:28:36,550 - like I didn't want him to die without hearing it. - Mm-hmm. 436 00:28:36,633 --> 00:28:38,927 [CRYING] Like I just, I just couldn't stand the thought of it. 437 00:28:41,555 --> 00:28:43,182 Oh, fuck. 438 00:28:45,184 --> 00:28:47,978 - Did you tell him we were separated? - No, I didn't have the time. 439 00:28:48,061 --> 00:28:51,565 I was too busy killing him with my words. 440 00:28:51,648 --> 00:28:52,983 Come on. 441 00:28:54,776 --> 00:28:58,322 I'm so tired of being a... angry. 442 00:29:04,244 --> 00:29:05,579 Yeah. 443 00:29:05,662 --> 00:29:07,289 How is she? Your... 444 00:29:09,416 --> 00:29:10,626 Mercy. 445 00:29:14,713 --> 00:29:16,131 Can I ask you something? 446 00:29:18,133 --> 00:29:20,761 When you said you didn't want kids, 447 00:29:20,844 --> 00:29:23,639 did you just mean you didn't want them with me? 448 00:29:27,351 --> 00:29:29,186 No, of course not. 449 00:29:31,188 --> 00:29:33,023 Is that what you thought? 450 00:29:35,901 --> 00:29:38,445 [LAUGHS SOFTLY] 451 00:29:38,529 --> 00:29:40,864 Yeah, Mercy doesn't want my help. 452 00:29:40,948 --> 00:29:43,408 She doesn't want anything to do with me. 453 00:29:44,493 --> 00:29:45,702 Well... 454 00:29:46,787 --> 00:29:48,372 She might come around. You don't know. 455 00:29:48,455 --> 00:29:50,582 [SNIFFLES] 456 00:29:50,666 --> 00:29:53,502 All you can do is be a good guy. 457 00:29:54,962 --> 00:29:58,549 That's what she said, too, that I should be a good guy. 458 00:29:58,632 --> 00:30:01,593 - Because it's true. - It's like... [SIGHS] 459 00:30:01,677 --> 00:30:05,430 I was just trying to figure out who I could be after you, and then... 460 00:30:05,514 --> 00:30:07,641 all of this shit happens. 461 00:30:07,724 --> 00:30:11,645 And I didn't have any time to think. 462 00:30:11,728 --> 00:30:13,897 You're not asking me to feel sorry for you, are you? 463 00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:18,735 [LAUGHS] No. 464 00:30:18,819 --> 00:30:21,363 No, of course not. 465 00:30:21,446 --> 00:30:23,115 No. 466 00:30:23,198 --> 00:30:24,825 - Fuck. - [STIFLED LAUGH] 467 00:30:29,246 --> 00:30:31,832 Okay, this might be a bit weird, but... 468 00:30:31,915 --> 00:30:36,211 last time I saw Mercy, she actually asked me for your number. 469 00:30:36,295 --> 00:30:38,213 Would that be... ? 470 00:30:42,676 --> 00:30:43,885 Sure. 471 00:30:44,928 --> 00:30:46,513 Yeah? 472 00:30:48,223 --> 00:30:49,641 Hmm. 473 00:30:49,725 --> 00:30:51,727 [CONTEMPLATIVE MUSIC PLAYING] 474 00:31:04,281 --> 00:31:06,700 [HILARY] I don't know what's next. 475 00:31:08,368 --> 00:31:11,204 I'd always thought of David as my home. 476 00:31:11,288 --> 00:31:12,914 That's what we said. 477 00:31:14,916 --> 00:31:16,835 "Wherever we go, as long as we're together... 478 00:31:16,918 --> 00:31:18,712 - See you around the neighborhood? - Yeah. 479 00:31:18,795 --> 00:31:21,006 - ... we're home." - Thanks, Sam. 480 00:31:33,602 --> 00:31:35,812 [HILARY] L.A. is certainly not home anymore. 481 00:31:35,896 --> 00:31:37,939 Going back made that apparent. 482 00:31:41,943 --> 00:31:44,237 But who am I to tell you about loss? 483 00:31:46,531 --> 00:31:48,784 At least I know I'll heal. 484 00:31:50,327 --> 00:31:52,454 I'm scared, of course, but... 485 00:31:56,166 --> 00:32:00,212 There's this saying about how you can't discover new lands 486 00:32:00,295 --> 00:32:03,173 without the courage to lose sight of the shore. 487 00:32:03,256 --> 00:32:05,926 Can't wait to get some color in here. 488 00:32:06,009 --> 00:32:08,720 - Color would be nice in here. - [GRUNTS] 489 00:32:08,804 --> 00:32:11,682 [HILARY] I think about this saying a lot. 490 00:32:11,765 --> 00:32:14,434 Moving forward. 491 00:32:14,518 --> 00:32:16,395 Onwards. 492 00:32:17,938 --> 00:32:18,939 Yeah. 493 00:32:19,022 --> 00:32:20,649 Not looking back. 494 00:32:20,732 --> 00:32:22,291 [TV NEWSMAN] ... met no resistance to the clearing 495 00:32:22,292 --> 00:32:23,860 of the occupied area... 496 00:32:23,944 --> 00:32:26,113 - No-no scooting in the... - [PHILIP] Sorry, Mom. 497 00:32:26,196 --> 00:32:28,448 [TV NEWSMAN] ... what the next step would be for the Occupy movement. 498 00:32:28,532 --> 00:32:30,492 [TV NEWSWOMAN] The situation is returning to normal 499 00:32:30,575 --> 00:32:32,327 in Hong Kong's financial district 500 00:32:32,411 --> 00:32:36,456 after the removal and arrest of hundreds of pro-democracy protesters. 501 00:32:36,540 --> 00:32:39,751 Police officers armed with chain saws and excavators 502 00:32:39,835 --> 00:32:42,045 destroyed the camp outside government headquarters, 503 00:32:42,129 --> 00:32:44,047 the epicenter of the campaign. 504 00:32:44,131 --> 00:32:47,050 Most protesters vacated the area peacefully and quietly, 505 00:32:47,134 --> 00:32:48,301 with no resistance. 506 00:32:48,385 --> 00:32:50,929 However, as Gabriel Ulls reports, 507 00:32:51,012 --> 00:32:53,306 some defiant protesters remain. 508 00:32:53,390 --> 00:32:56,351 [GABRIEL] Until Thursday, the area outside of Hong Kong... 509 00:32:56,435 --> 00:32:58,937 [MARGARET] Hey, honey, um... 510 00:32:59,020 --> 00:33:01,732 - I'm gonna go run some errands. - [CLARKE] Okay. 511 00:33:11,533 --> 00:33:13,994 Had a reservation under Margaret Woo. 512 00:33:16,621 --> 00:33:18,623 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 513 00:33:23,378 --> 00:33:24,629 Thanks so much. 514 00:33:24,713 --> 00:33:27,090 - Thank you. - Enjoy. 515 00:33:36,641 --> 00:33:38,643 [WISTFUL MUSIC PLAYING] 516 00:33:47,152 --> 00:33:49,654 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 517 00:34:02,375 --> 00:34:04,377 ? ? 518 00:34:30,403 --> 00:34:33,073 [MERCY] Do you know what the opposite of talking is? 519 00:34:33,155 --> 00:34:35,784 It's not listening, it's waiting. 520 00:34:40,956 --> 00:34:44,501 So, are you just waiting? Are you not listening to me? 521 00:34:44,584 --> 00:34:48,588 It's just that this is a really weird conversation, 522 00:34:48,672 --> 00:34:50,882 and-and there are all these awkward pauses. 523 00:34:59,724 --> 00:35:02,143 You're pregnant. 524 00:35:06,773 --> 00:35:10,110 - I didn't know how to tell you. - I knew. 525 00:35:11,528 --> 00:35:13,280 Really? 526 00:35:13,363 --> 00:35:14,948 - How? - People talk. 527 00:35:15,031 --> 00:35:16,992 Hong Kong's small. 528 00:35:25,834 --> 00:35:27,669 How are Daisy and Philip? 529 00:35:29,546 --> 00:35:32,382 They don't know about this, that I contacted you. 530 00:35:32,465 --> 00:35:34,718 - Why did you contact me? - [MERCY] I don't know. 531 00:35:34,801 --> 00:35:38,430 To apologize, maybe. 532 00:35:40,974 --> 00:35:42,809 I also owe you an apology. 533 00:35:42,893 --> 00:35:45,145 Why? 534 00:35:45,228 --> 00:35:48,857 I called your work. I got you fired. 535 00:35:50,191 --> 00:35:52,193 That was you. 536 00:35:52,277 --> 00:35:54,195 You lied about me stealing. 537 00:35:54,279 --> 00:35:58,116 It feels petty now, but at the time 538 00:35:58,199 --> 00:36:00,744 it was all I could think of. 539 00:36:00,827 --> 00:36:03,580 I was hurt and angry. 540 00:36:03,663 --> 00:36:05,832 [MARGARET] You had every right to be upset. 541 00:36:05,916 --> 00:36:09,210 I'm sorry that my accusations affected your marriage. 542 00:36:09,294 --> 00:36:12,714 It wasn't personal against David. 543 00:36:12,797 --> 00:36:17,469 I was desperate for answers and I was willing to find them anywhere. 544 00:36:33,234 --> 00:36:34,653 Sorry. 545 00:36:37,405 --> 00:36:39,699 All I can think about is meat and milk. 546 00:36:39,783 --> 00:36:41,034 Meat and milk. 547 00:36:41,117 --> 00:36:42,619 You're hungry. 548 00:36:42,702 --> 00:36:44,621 Last night, when I was lying in bed, 549 00:36:44,704 --> 00:36:47,207 when I closed my eyes, on the back of my eyelids, 550 00:36:47,290 --> 00:36:50,377 there was a chicken carcass. 551 00:36:50,460 --> 00:36:54,255 I wanted to eat the flesh of something so badly, I could smell it. 552 00:36:54,339 --> 00:36:56,091 [HILARY] You're growing flesh. 553 00:36:56,174 --> 00:36:58,760 Makes sense that you'd dream of it. 554 00:37:09,813 --> 00:37:11,439 Ms. Kim? Please come with me. 555 00:37:11,523 --> 00:37:12,941 Yeah. 556 00:37:16,861 --> 00:37:18,238 [DR. LEUNG] Mercy Kim. 557 00:37:18,321 --> 00:37:20,699 Twenty-five. 558 00:37:20,782 --> 00:37:23,368 Can you tell me the date of your last period? 559 00:37:23,451 --> 00:37:25,912 - It's blank on the form. - Um... 560 00:37:25,996 --> 00:37:28,331 It's not something I usually keep track of. 561 00:37:28,415 --> 00:37:30,834 I'm more like moon to moon. 562 00:37:30,917 --> 00:37:32,627 I see. 563 00:37:32,711 --> 00:37:34,796 Well, I guess the baby will have to tell us. 564 00:37:34,879 --> 00:37:36,548 [NURSE] Please lie back. 565 00:37:39,175 --> 00:37:40,927 We're going to open your robe. 566 00:37:41,011 --> 00:37:43,388 [GRUNTS] Maybe you should buy me dinner first. 567 00:37:45,390 --> 00:37:46,599 Okay. 568 00:37:52,689 --> 00:37:54,315 [DR. LEUNG] Great. 569 00:37:58,653 --> 00:38:01,489 Relax. 570 00:38:01,573 --> 00:38:04,617 Have you been taking good care of yourself? 571 00:38:04,701 --> 00:38:07,662 Folic acid? 572 00:38:07,746 --> 00:38:09,873 Prenatals? 573 00:38:09,956 --> 00:38:13,001 Does the OJ in a screwdriver count? 574 00:38:14,044 --> 00:38:15,211 No. 575 00:38:17,213 --> 00:38:20,383 We take some measurement to see how many weeks you're at. 576 00:38:22,761 --> 00:38:24,596 Ah. 577 00:38:24,679 --> 00:38:27,891 Oh, you're quite far along. 578 00:38:27,974 --> 00:38:30,602 Have you not seen a doctor? 579 00:38:30,685 --> 00:38:32,520 It's been on my to-do list. 580 00:38:34,647 --> 00:38:37,859 Well, you must start taking supplements. 581 00:38:41,988 --> 00:38:43,823 Here's your baby. 582 00:38:45,825 --> 00:38:47,744 [SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING] 583 00:38:47,827 --> 00:38:50,872 That's my baby? 584 00:38:50,955 --> 00:38:54,918 I'd say you're about 23 weeks along. 585 00:38:59,255 --> 00:39:03,384 I can't feel it, but it's totally moving. That's so weird. 586 00:39:03,468 --> 00:39:06,596 Everything looks normal. Luckily, you're young. 587 00:39:06,679 --> 00:39:09,432 Too many women are getting pregnant too old. 588 00:39:09,516 --> 00:39:12,519 [HEART BEATING] 589 00:39:12,602 --> 00:39:14,854 Do you want to know the sex? 590 00:39:19,526 --> 00:39:20,944 Um... 591 00:39:46,177 --> 00:39:50,098 [MARGARET] For a long time, I wanted to erase you. 592 00:39:50,181 --> 00:39:53,726 I just wanted you not to exist. 593 00:39:53,810 --> 00:39:56,771 But here you are, adding to the world. 594 00:39:58,940 --> 00:40:01,276 That's ironic, right? 595 00:40:08,533 --> 00:40:11,452 Have you ever thought about having my baby? 596 00:40:12,537 --> 00:40:14,622 Because I think about it all the time. 597 00:40:18,168 --> 00:40:20,003 [SOFTLY] Don't say that. 598 00:40:22,005 --> 00:40:23,756 Don't even think it. 599 00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:26,718 I feel like I owe you so much. 600 00:40:26,801 --> 00:40:30,555 That I've taken so much from you... 601 00:40:30,638 --> 00:40:32,682 and I can't ever make it right. 602 00:40:34,767 --> 00:40:36,352 I want to give you something. 603 00:40:36,436 --> 00:40:38,605 Don't you want your baby? 604 00:40:42,984 --> 00:40:44,485 I do. 605 00:40:46,654 --> 00:40:48,865 But I don't want to mess it up for her. 606 00:40:50,575 --> 00:40:52,076 And I will. 607 00:40:53,286 --> 00:40:55,205 It's a girl? 608 00:40:58,416 --> 00:41:00,877 I'm terrified for her already. 609 00:41:04,255 --> 00:41:06,257 [WORKERS SHOUTING IN CANTONESE] 610 00:41:28,112 --> 00:41:30,114 [INDISTINCT P.A. ANNOUNCEMENTS] 611 00:41:47,590 --> 00:41:48,925 [HAE-SOON] Mercy-a. 612 00:41:49,008 --> 00:41:51,135 - [CHUCKLES] - [MERCY] Hey, Mom. 613 00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:54,722 [SPEAKING KOREAN] What is this? 614 00:41:54,889 --> 00:41:57,141 I know, I know I've put on a few pounds. 615 00:41:59,352 --> 00:42:01,229 - Mi-young you're... ? - Fat. I know. 616 00:42:02,772 --> 00:42:04,482 Stop playing! You're not fat... 617 00:42:04,607 --> 00:42:06,901 - You're pregnant! - Oh, my God, is that what it is? 618 00:42:06,985 --> 00:42:09,529 - [GASPS] - Here, I thought it's all the dim sum I've been eating. 619 00:42:10,029 --> 00:42:11,029 You wench! 620 00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:12,448 How? 621 00:42:12,949 --> 00:42:14,075 When? 622 00:42:15,910 --> 00:42:17,370 Who is the father? 623 00:42:17,912 --> 00:42:20,540 - Why didn't you tell me before! - Ow. 624 00:42:20,623 --> 00:42:22,625 I wanted to tell you in person. 625 00:42:24,585 --> 00:42:27,422 Come on, people are staring. Let's go. 626 00:42:30,300 --> 00:42:31,843 When the baby comes... 627 00:42:32,427 --> 00:42:35,054 I'll make you miyeok-guk for breast feeding. 628 00:42:35,346 --> 00:42:37,223 I'll need to get some oxtail too. 629 00:42:37,473 --> 00:42:38,683 You need collagen. 630 00:42:39,142 --> 00:42:41,269 Mom, it's too much. Don't buy any more food. 631 00:42:41,352 --> 00:42:43,521 I can't fit anything else in this place. 632 00:42:44,230 --> 00:42:45,606 It's just for now. 633 00:42:46,649 --> 00:42:48,067 Let's sort through your things. 634 00:42:48,860 --> 00:42:52,113 We'll see what to take with you. 635 00:42:53,406 --> 00:42:54,407 I'll help you. 636 00:42:54,490 --> 00:42:55,575 Take with me? 637 00:42:55,742 --> 00:42:57,618 Yes, back to New York. 638 00:42:58,036 --> 00:42:59,537 I'll book your ticket. 639 00:42:59,954 --> 00:43:01,331 We can travel back together. 640 00:43:01,831 --> 00:43:03,333 I'm not leaving, Mom. 641 00:43:04,042 --> 00:43:05,042 You're not? 642 00:43:05,293 --> 00:43:06,502 Of course you are. 643 00:43:07,086 --> 00:43:08,421 There's no room for me to stay here. 644 00:43:08,838 --> 00:43:10,506 Who asked you to stay? 645 00:43:13,384 --> 00:43:15,178 Then who's going to take care of you? 646 00:43:22,268 --> 00:43:24,020 You still haven't mentioned a father. 647 00:43:25,438 --> 00:43:26,522 So I assume... 648 00:43:26,898 --> 00:43:29,150 We can't expect anything from him? 649 00:43:34,989 --> 00:43:36,657 That's what I thought. 650 00:43:47,335 --> 00:43:48,378 [MARGARET] Daisy? 651 00:43:48,461 --> 00:43:50,088 - Come on, let's go, - [PHILIP] Come on, Chauncey. Come on. 652 00:43:50,171 --> 00:43:51,297 Daisy? Philip, where's your hoodie? 653 00:43:51,381 --> 00:43:53,007 - In my backpack. - Where's your backpack? 654 00:43:53,091 --> 00:43:54,759 - I have it, ma'am. - Oh. 655 00:43:54,842 --> 00:43:56,344 Come on! You're gonna miss the flight. 656 00:43:56,427 --> 00:43:58,304 - Mom, my headphones are broken. - Okay, we got to go. 657 00:43:58,388 --> 00:43:59,764 Hey, come on. We got to go. We're gonna be late. 658 00:43:59,847 --> 00:44:01,182 [DAISY] I can't go any faster. 659 00:44:01,265 --> 00:44:02,517 - My wheels are slow. - [MARGARET] Chauncey hasn't had anything 660 00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:04,894 - to eat or drink, right? - [CLARKE] No, not at all. 661 00:44:04,977 --> 00:44:06,771 - [MARGARET] Good. - [OVERLAPPING CHATTER] 662 00:44:06,854 --> 00:44:08,815 - Do you have a little toy for him? - [CLARKE] Yeah. 663 00:44:08,898 --> 00:44:10,191 [DOOR CLOSES] 664 00:44:10,274 --> 00:44:12,276 [CHATTER RECEDING] 665 00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:18,783 [GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING] 666 00:44:39,178 --> 00:44:41,764 Who do we think we are, 667 00:44:41,848 --> 00:44:43,516 any of us... 668 00:44:45,059 --> 00:44:47,687 ... to think we're immune to tragedy? 669 00:44:49,689 --> 00:44:52,275 I can't imagine a day where it's not with me. 670 00:44:53,901 --> 00:44:56,028 - Where I'm not reminded of what I... - [HILARY] Stop. 671 00:44:56,112 --> 00:44:59,490 You don't have to keep punishing yourself, you know. 672 00:44:59,574 --> 00:45:03,119 You're not betraying anyone by trying to live a better life. 673 00:45:06,706 --> 00:45:11,043 [MARGARET] The first days after Gus went missing, I was wild with pain. 674 00:45:11,127 --> 00:45:13,713 Pain you can't even imagine. 675 00:45:13,796 --> 00:45:15,882 I wanted to die. 676 00:45:17,467 --> 00:45:19,427 But I couldn't, 677 00:45:19,510 --> 00:45:23,014 because I had to stay alive to find Gus. 678 00:45:24,932 --> 00:45:30,313 I know it's hard to imagine feeling anything but pain ever again. 679 00:45:30,396 --> 00:45:32,565 But you can. 680 00:45:32,648 --> 00:45:35,109 - You will survive. - I have to, 681 00:45:35,193 --> 00:45:37,653 for Daisy and Philip. 682 00:45:41,824 --> 00:45:44,327 And when the dark thoughts hit you... 683 00:45:44,410 --> 00:45:45,912 You decide whether you let them take you under. 684 00:45:45,995 --> 00:45:48,456 Or whether you're gonna get up. 685 00:45:48,539 --> 00:45:50,541 - Brush your teeth. - Open the curtains. 686 00:45:50,625 --> 00:45:52,001 Go for a walk. 687 00:45:52,084 --> 00:45:54,295 You look to the children you still have. 688 00:45:58,174 --> 00:46:00,134 And you hum... 689 00:46:03,095 --> 00:46:06,474 ... so the silence doesn't overwhelm you. 690 00:46:11,812 --> 00:46:14,065 Could've just used some breastfeeding tips. 691 00:46:23,032 --> 00:46:25,034 - Essie, where's my gum? - In your backpack. 692 00:46:25,117 --> 00:46:26,577 - No, I already checked. It's not there. - Essie, we need our gum... 693 00:46:26,661 --> 00:46:28,204 - It's in your backpack. - No, it isn't. 694 00:46:28,287 --> 00:46:30,581 - Yes, I just packed it. - ... or else we're gonna have our ears pop. 695 00:46:30,665 --> 00:46:32,416 What time is it? 696 00:46:32,500 --> 00:46:34,460 - Uh, quarter past. We're okay. - It's in Philip's bag. 697 00:46:34,544 --> 00:46:36,837 How much longer? This airport's huge. 698 00:46:36,921 --> 00:46:38,506 Stop being so lazy, Daisy. 699 00:46:38,589 --> 00:46:40,841 Lazy Daisy. 700 00:46:40,925 --> 00:46:42,343 - [LAUGHS] - [DAISY] Oh, my God. 701 00:46:42,426 --> 00:46:43,426 - Philip. Philip. - [PHILIP] Lazy Daisy. Lazy Daisy. 702 00:46:43,427 --> 00:46:44,887 - Dad, do you hear this? - [CLARKE] Hey, hey. 703 00:46:44,971 --> 00:46:47,265 - Philip, hey. Come on. - You're the one who said your legs hurt. 704 00:46:47,348 --> 00:46:49,267 That's because I scraped them in soccer, not because I'm lazy. 705 00:46:49,350 --> 00:46:51,018 [DAISY] That's because you just suck at soccer, Philip. 706 00:46:51,102 --> 00:46:52,812 [CLARKE] Guys, guys, guys. 707 00:46:52,895 --> 00:46:54,897 [SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING] 708 00:46:58,859 --> 00:47:01,112 [MERCY] So, when do you leave? 709 00:47:08,452 --> 00:47:10,538 Too soon. 710 00:47:10,621 --> 00:47:12,748 [PHILIP] Whoa, look how big that plane is. 711 00:47:12,832 --> 00:47:15,001 - [CLARKE] Yeah. - Dad, is that one ours? 712 00:47:15,084 --> 00:47:16,711 [CLARKE] Uh, yeah. 713 00:47:21,632 --> 00:47:23,634 [HILARY] It'll be good for you all to be home. 714 00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:32,643 I have no home without Gus. 715 00:47:39,483 --> 00:47:41,068 [ARGUING INDISTINCTLY] 716 00:47:41,152 --> 00:47:42,528 [CLARKE SHUSHES] 717 00:47:42,612 --> 00:47:44,280 I'm not gonna sit in the middle seat. Come on. 718 00:47:44,363 --> 00:47:46,240 - [DAISY] Why? - [CHATTER FADES] 719 00:47:46,324 --> 00:47:48,951 [CLARKE] You guys, you can trade seats. 720 00:47:49,035 --> 00:47:51,787 Margaret, what's wrong? 721 00:47:51,871 --> 00:47:53,289 I can't. 722 00:47:54,290 --> 00:47:55,416 Mom? 723 00:47:55,499 --> 00:47:57,043 - [CLARKE] Hey. - Mom? 724 00:47:58,127 --> 00:48:00,004 - Okay. - I can't leave him here. 725 00:48:00,087 --> 00:48:02,673 [CLARKE] I know. I know. 726 00:48:02,757 --> 00:48:04,467 - I get it. - [DAISY] What? 727 00:48:04,550 --> 00:48:06,177 - I can't. - [DAISY] Wait. 728 00:48:06,260 --> 00:48:07,845 It's okay. 729 00:48:07,928 --> 00:48:10,264 - All right? It's okay. - [DAISY] Mom. What are you... 730 00:48:10,348 --> 00:48:12,058 - I love you. - N-No, you can't do this. 731 00:48:12,141 --> 00:48:14,060 Mom, come on. What are you doing? 732 00:48:14,143 --> 00:48:15,853 - Let's go. - [CLARKE] Mom is gonna meet us at home, okay? 733 00:48:15,936 --> 00:48:17,855 We'll see her later. We'll see her later. 734 00:48:17,938 --> 00:48:20,358 Daisy, I can't leave him here. 735 00:48:20,441 --> 00:48:22,360 - I can't. - You're the worst mother 736 00:48:22,443 --> 00:48:26,405 in the whole world, and I hate you so much. 737 00:48:26,489 --> 00:48:28,949 - [CLARKE] Dais... - [ESSIE] Daisy. 738 00:48:29,033 --> 00:48:31,035 [PHILIP] I love you, Mom. 739 00:48:31,118 --> 00:48:33,245 - [ANNOUNCER OVER P.A.] Final boarding call... - [CLARKE] Philip, 740 00:48:33,329 --> 00:48:35,081 - we got to go. - [DAISY] Dad! 741 00:48:35,164 --> 00:48:37,208 - [CLARKE] Come on. Don't worry. - Come on. 742 00:48:37,291 --> 00:48:40,169 We'll see her later, bud. All right? 743 00:48:43,089 --> 00:48:45,341 [EXHALES] Essie. 744 00:48:48,469 --> 00:48:50,304 I understand. 745 00:48:53,265 --> 00:48:54,892 You take care. 746 00:49:03,651 --> 00:49:05,653 [SWEEPING MUSIC PLAYING] 747 00:49:13,160 --> 00:49:15,162 ? ? 748 00:49:24,964 --> 00:49:27,341 [CROWD CHATTER] 749 00:49:41,981 --> 00:49:43,524 [HILARY] Hello? 750 00:49:43,607 --> 00:49:46,193 - [CLERK] Hi! - Hello. Oh, it's exactly what I wanted. 751 00:49:46,277 --> 00:49:49,113 It's perfect. Thank you so much. 752 00:49:49,196 --> 00:49:51,323 - It's quite heavy. You good? - Uh, you know what? 753 00:49:51,407 --> 00:49:53,117 - I can get it. Yep. - Okay. 754 00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:54,785 - I got it. Thank you. Bye, guys. - Okay, bye. 755 00:49:54,869 --> 00:49:56,412 Thank you. 756 00:49:56,495 --> 00:49:58,497 [HOPEFUL MUSIC PLAYING] 757 00:50:00,666 --> 00:50:01,917 Lady with a rug. 758 00:50:02,001 --> 00:50:03,711 [LAUGHS] 759 00:50:05,087 --> 00:50:06,505 Pardon me. 760 00:50:20,186 --> 00:50:22,938 Thank you, thank you. 761 00:50:24,982 --> 00:50:27,526 Uh... Yeah. Sorry about that. 762 00:50:27,610 --> 00:50:29,779 Thank you. 763 00:50:29,862 --> 00:50:31,113 Excuse me. 764 00:50:31,197 --> 00:50:32,948 Thank you. Pardon me. 765 00:50:33,032 --> 00:50:34,825 Excuse me. [LAUGHS] 766 00:50:41,248 --> 00:50:42,666 [SIGHS] 767 00:50:52,927 --> 00:50:54,220 [SPEAKING KOREAN] Have some gomtang. 768 00:50:56,138 --> 00:50:57,723 Don't be upset. 769 00:51:09,235 --> 00:51:10,277 Come here. 770 00:51:11,946 --> 00:51:13,781 Stop, Mom. I'm fine. 771 00:51:13,906 --> 00:51:15,241 Come here! 772 00:51:24,458 --> 00:51:26,418 [HAE-SOON SIGHS] 773 00:51:26,502 --> 00:51:27,670 My baby... 774 00:51:29,129 --> 00:51:30,881 is going to have a baby? 775 00:51:33,968 --> 00:51:35,594 [SNIFFLES] 776 00:51:38,764 --> 00:51:41,517 - [CRYING] - [SIGHS] 777 00:51:41,600 --> 00:51:43,602 [SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING] 778 00:51:46,981 --> 00:51:49,400 Oh... [CHUCKLES] 779 00:52:03,747 --> 00:52:05,374 Umma. 780 00:52:12,089 --> 00:52:14,091 [HAE-SOON SHUSHES] 781 00:52:15,676 --> 00:52:17,428 Everything is going to be okay. 782 00:52:18,846 --> 00:52:20,347 Umma's here now. 783 00:52:37,656 --> 00:52:38,741 Stop crying. 784 00:52:42,494 --> 00:52:45,331 You need to eat well now for your baby. 785 00:52:46,624 --> 00:52:47,875 Have some soup. 786 00:52:49,126 --> 00:52:50,794 I'll bring you some rice. 787 00:53:12,524 --> 00:53:13,943 [EXHALES] 788 00:53:26,413 --> 00:53:27,623 [GRUNTS SOFTLY] 789 00:53:38,425 --> 00:53:40,427 [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING] 790 00:53:44,640 --> 00:53:46,030 [MERCY] Not a moment goes by 791 00:53:46,031 --> 00:53:48,310 where I'm not thinking about what I've done. 792 00:53:49,979 --> 00:53:52,856 Not a moment goes by where I'm not thinking about you. 793 00:53:55,192 --> 00:53:58,570 I had hoped for a specific event. 794 00:53:58,654 --> 00:54:01,824 An unimaginable act of kindness. 795 00:54:01,907 --> 00:54:06,578 A forgiveness that would reset everything. 796 00:54:06,662 --> 00:54:09,248 That would give me permission to start living again. 797 00:54:12,167 --> 00:54:14,962 But there is no miracle that can reset everything. 798 00:54:15,045 --> 00:54:17,923 You must hold the pain and keep on living. 799 00:54:20,259 --> 00:54:21,927 The pain becomes a part of you. 800 00:54:22,011 --> 00:54:24,555 And soon you can't recognize yourself without it. 801 00:54:27,391 --> 00:54:29,518 More than anything, 802 00:54:29,601 --> 00:54:33,856 I wish that, at some point in the future, you might be happy. 803 00:54:33,939 --> 00:54:37,276 That you might find yourself forgetting the pain once in a while. 804 00:54:39,945 --> 00:54:41,697 I... 805 00:54:41,780 --> 00:54:45,159 I hope to be happy, too. 806 00:54:45,242 --> 00:54:46,577 For my daughter. 807 00:54:48,579 --> 00:54:49,997 For myself. 808 00:54:51,790 --> 00:54:54,668 Only we can make the choice to start living again. 809 00:54:59,089 --> 00:55:03,343 To put one foot in front of the other. 810 00:55:03,427 --> 00:55:06,513 Take one breath after another. 811 00:55:09,433 --> 00:55:11,727 We hum. 812 00:55:11,810 --> 00:55:13,812 [HUMMING] 813 00:55:36,335 --> 00:55:38,295 [SOFT MUSIC PLAYING] 814 00:56:08,700 --> 00:56:10,702 ? ? 815 00:56:40,691 --> 00:56:42,693 ? ? 816 00:57:12,681 --> 00:57:14,683 ? ? 817 00:57:14,733 --> 00:57:19,283 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 58372

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