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Have to go, have to go,
have to go
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Have to go, have to go,
have to go
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The end of the world
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At the palm of my hand
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When it all goes to hell
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Will you still
be my friend?
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I have
to do it again.
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I see no other way.
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If you could see
what I see...
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the way
that I see it...
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you would understand.
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It's all
about perception.
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An entire school of thought
exists claiming...
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explaining that reality
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is just a series
of perceptions.
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Now, if that were true,
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don't you think
you could change it?
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I'm going to.
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You see, I believe--
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I know
it's all locked in space.
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It's all
still happening.
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It's like a record.
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When it's playing,
it's happening.
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It's a story
that's alive.
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Like it has life.
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The end of the world
at the...
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But it's not.
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It's locked.
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Frozen in the wind.
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From the very
same time...
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and it's always there,
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just sitting.
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Trapped.
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Reality
is like a record.
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The trick is...
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getting it
to play again.
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Miss Derkins.
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He'll see you now.
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Hey, Natalie.
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Glad you could make it
this week.
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I want
to do it again.
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I know you do.
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But I know--
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You know
that's not real.
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Not something
you can do, anyway.
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Listen.
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Take a breath.
Close your eyes.
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It's only an exercise.
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Good.
What do you see?
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You know
what I see.
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It's the same
every time.
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The hill--
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You're holding,
you know you are.
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-Why?
-I just want to do it again.
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I know.
I know.
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Now, let's just
get back to--
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Have you ever heard
of George Berkeley?
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Um, yeah.
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Yes, Berkeley.
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-Well, he said--
-"To be is to be perceived."
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Right.
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Basically,
it's this whole thing about
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how nothing actually exists
unless there's somebody
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who's actively
perceiving it.
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But how would
that work?
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I mean,
the rocks in the woods.
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Well, Berkeley said
there's a great perceiver.
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-God?
-No.
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God's too passive.
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I think that we--
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I think that people
are actively perceiving
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their own reality
into existence.
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So there is no God.
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We're all gods.
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I just want
to do it again.
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You shouldn't smoke.
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It's cheaper
than therapy.
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So tell me more
about this perception.
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Kind of over it.
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-You're afraid of what I write?
-No.
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Okay.
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What?
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It bothers you.
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Nothing bothers me.
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Natalie, unless I'm confused,
you want to be God.
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Something must be
bothering you.
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I want to be in control
of my own reality.
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I want to be
the perceiver.
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Not God.
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Right, well...
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you see in Berkeley's world,
in his ideology...
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God is the receiver...
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everything exists.
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The rocks in the woods,
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the plants
at the bottom of the ocean,
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the wind in the desert
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because it's being
perceived by God.
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So how does that
undo what happened?
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You got
a lot of planes here.
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Airport's just over there.
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You say nothing
can undo what happened.
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Time flows forward.
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Nothing changes that.
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I was contacted
by the FBI.
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What are you doing?
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What did they want?
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You need
to be careful.
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Did you tell them
about me?
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No, no.
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Our conversations
are protected.
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For now.
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I have to make
this happen.
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-Natalie, what happens if you--
-I'll die.
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Are you threatening
to take your own life?
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No.
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But I'm going to die
one way or another, right?
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Natalie, I can't help you
if I don't know your plan.
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Natalie Derkins?
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Are you Natalie Derkins?
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-Yeah.
-Special Agent Nunez.
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I have some questions
to ask you.
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May I come in?
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-Do you want some water?
-No, thank you.
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Do you know why I'm here,
Miss Derkins?
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Well, much of your
recent buying activity
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is drawing
some attention.
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We'll just pretend
like this is enough.
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It's not, but, uh,
I'd really like
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to see somebody
pull this off.
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How is that
any of your concern, sir?
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You see, my department
is sort of a--
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We watch
what people buy.
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Then we determine
if we need to see
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what they're doing
with their purchases.
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You know, some a--
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some math major
with a minor in poly sci
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buys two tons
of fertilizer.
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Maybe I need to come see
if he's doing something--
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If he's building a bomb?
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Doing something
he shouldn't.
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But your idea
is interesting.
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This is what
I'm trying to build.
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Trying to change the past
through perception.
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So, how are you connecting
perception to reality?
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Perception is reality.
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Imagining is not being.
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If that were true,
the Cubs would have won
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the World Series by now.
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How are you connecting
the then to the now?
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Sleeping pills.
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Sensory cues,
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the way that
his jacket felt,
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the music
that we listened to...
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cigarette smells.
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Sure, so some fake VR?
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I need it
to be more than that.
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I need it
to be real.
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I'm not
building a bomb.
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If you were clean,
you wouldn't protest so much.
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I protested once.
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While I'm here.
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So, I think
you get the point
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and I think you know
where I'm going with this.
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What is it
that you think I've bought?
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It wasn't
two tons of fertilizer.
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What could you possibly
think that I have?
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It's not
what I think you have.
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We're not the brightest
over at the FBI,
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but I'll tell you
what we don't do.
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You don't buy into any crazy
theories or throw hunches.
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I know what you have.
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You've recently managed
to obtain these materials,
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Miss Derkins.
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None of these
are illegal to own.
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Maybe not, but rarely do people
buy these combinations
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in these
kinds of quantities.
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Otherwise,
I wouldn't be here.
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On top of that with
your major in engineering
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and your minor
in philosophy.
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Do I need
to get my lawyer?
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Do you?
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Can I use
the bathroom?
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You're talking about
quantum immortality...
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the idea that
a particle can exist
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in two places
simultaneously.
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Two different realities.
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You know,
like if you were to die
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in one of them,
well, then--
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You could live
in the other one.
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Yeah, um...
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your little doodle here
might do it,
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but it's kind of like
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trying to get to Mars
on a steam engine.
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You're going to need
some rocket fuel.
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And a lot of people
have gotten screwed up,
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and a couple of people
have died trying to pull
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-this sort of thing off.
-I don't care.
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You're really going to be
juicing your brain.
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And Natalie,
if certain people figure out
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you're trying
to pull this off
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they're going
to want to stop you.
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I won't let them.
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Do you have
any more questions for me?
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Should I?
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What if I'm not satisfied
with any of your answers?
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Well, then I would
get satisfied.
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Miss Derkins, you do realize
that my being here means
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you're being investigated
by the FBI.
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I'm tired.
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I guess I could just
go home then.
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Yeah.
I guess you could.
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Miss Derkins,
I'm not going anywhere
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until you tell me
what I need to know.
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What is it
that you need to know?
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Why did you
buy these items?
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I don't have to explain
anything to you.
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Now, unless
it has become illegal
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for me to legally
obtain items
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that are legal to use
in your household...
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then I don't know, yeah, maybe
you can contact my lawyer.
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Do you want me
to call him?
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Because if not, get out.
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I'm sorry to bother you.
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Good.
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You might want to talk
to that lawyer, though.
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Let me know,
I'll be back soon.
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Also, you should know
that it's a federal offense
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to threaten an agent
with a loaded weapon.
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Good day, Miss Derkins.
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So you think
you can change the past by--
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Remembering it differently.
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If I can
convince myself,
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I mean,
really convince myself then...
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maybe it'll be real.
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-If you perceive it to be.
-Yeah.
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Natalie, you know,
it'll never be real.
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The second you come back
from new memories,
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it'll be smoke.
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It's like dreams.
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They never
rewrite what's real.
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But if I can
just force it...
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I can
convince myself.
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You could really
hurt yourself.
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What if you had
a stroke or an aneurysm?
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You could OD.
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I would rather die
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in a memory
that I can choose...
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than live
in a future where I can't.
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-I need more.
-Natalie.
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I'm really
worried about you.
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It's the only way
that I sleep.
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Have to go, have to go
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Have to go, have to go
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The end of the world
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At the palm of my hand
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When it all goes to hell
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Will you still
be my friend?
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My face to the sea
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My back to the land
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If you can't come with me
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I'll understand
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I'll understand
266
00:21:07,570 --> 00:21:11,095
Can we meet in the dark?
267
00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:16,666
We don't have to say much
268
00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:19,321
And if you have to go
269
00:21:19,365 --> 00:21:21,889
Have to go...
270
00:22:11,373 --> 00:22:16,378
271
00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:40,663
272
00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:48,671
Cigarettes.
273
00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:53,372
You should really
stop smoking those.
274
00:22:55,330 --> 00:22:56,462
Okay.
275
00:22:57,463 --> 00:22:58,594
Yeah?
276
00:22:59,465 --> 00:23:00,727
Yeah...
277
00:23:01,945 --> 00:23:03,556
today's it.
278
00:23:03,599 --> 00:23:06,297
Today's my last day.
279
00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,444
I wish that I hadn't
always pushed him on that.
280
00:23:25,012 --> 00:23:26,622
I wish I hadn't
made him feel like
281
00:23:26,666 --> 00:23:28,058
he was doing
something wrong.
282
00:23:30,147 --> 00:23:31,540
You cared about him.
283
00:23:31,584 --> 00:23:33,107
You were trying
to keep him from--
284
00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:34,369
Dying?
285
00:23:44,510 --> 00:23:47,121
I just wish that he didn't have
that last memory, you know?
286
00:23:49,079 --> 00:23:51,038
The last thing that ever
happened to him was--
287
00:23:53,606 --> 00:23:55,390
The last thing
that I ever did to him was--
288
00:23:56,652 --> 00:23:58,262
just do something
to make him feel bad
289
00:23:58,306 --> 00:23:59,568
about choices
that he made.
290
00:24:01,657 --> 00:24:03,746
So now you smoke.
291
00:24:03,790 --> 00:24:06,836
Yeah, well, I guess every
cigarette is an effigy to him.
292
00:24:07,533 --> 00:24:09,448
-You bought a gun.
-You would buy a gun, too,
293
00:24:09,491 --> 00:24:10,927
if it happened to you.
294
00:24:28,423 --> 00:24:32,993
295
00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:56,669
296
00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:29,310
297
00:25:49,112 --> 00:25:53,116
298
00:26:04,127 --> 00:26:06,086
You know
the gun isn't the only reason
299
00:26:06,129 --> 00:26:07,304
I'm worried.
300
00:26:08,479 --> 00:26:10,003
I know.
301
00:26:35,811 --> 00:26:37,247
I need them.
302
00:26:39,423 --> 00:26:40,686
Natalie,
you have to start
303
00:26:40,729 --> 00:26:42,513
making steps
away from this.
304
00:26:43,863 --> 00:26:45,255
Meet new people.
305
00:26:45,299 --> 00:26:47,083
I'm not
talking about dating,
306
00:26:47,127 --> 00:26:49,433
I'm just
talking about moving forward.
307
00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:51,610
To what?
308
00:26:57,006 --> 00:26:58,834
We connect with people.
309
00:26:59,879 --> 00:27:01,184
We have to.
310
00:27:03,230 --> 00:27:04,753
But people go.
311
00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:09,802
They always go.
312
00:27:11,717 --> 00:27:13,762
To me, it seems
313
00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:17,505
you can either experience
the same pain again
314
00:27:17,548 --> 00:27:19,812
and again
with different people...
315
00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,687
or you can let
one be enough.
316
00:27:25,731 --> 00:27:29,473
Right, but for you,
pain isn't an experience...
317
00:27:30,387 --> 00:27:31,475
it's an existence.
318
00:27:50,016 --> 00:27:51,278
Please
give me the pills.
319
00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:55,412
Please, it's the only way
that I can live.
320
00:27:55,456 --> 00:27:56,892
Live?
321
00:27:56,936 --> 00:27:59,634
Oh, you're doing
a lot of things, a lot.
322
00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:02,593
Addiction,
denial, alienation.
323
00:28:02,637 --> 00:28:04,595
But living
isn't one of your talents.
324
00:28:05,814 --> 00:28:08,599
-You have to help me.
-I have to treat you.
325
00:28:08,643 --> 00:28:11,211
It is the only way
that we can be together.
326
00:28:12,473 --> 00:28:14,562
Just listen to yourself.
327
00:28:14,605 --> 00:28:17,739
I can change things,
I can change it.
328
00:28:17,783 --> 00:28:19,480
He is dead.
329
00:28:24,790 --> 00:28:26,226
Wesley is dead.
330
00:28:29,490 --> 00:28:30,578
I'm sorry.
331
00:28:32,449 --> 00:28:33,712
He's gone.
332
00:28:35,104 --> 00:28:36,627
Please give me the pills.
333
00:28:43,765 --> 00:28:45,941
If you're going
to keep chasing a ghost...
334
00:28:47,116 --> 00:28:49,510
I can't go with you
any further.
335
00:28:51,381 --> 00:28:52,731
Please give me the pills.
336
00:29:03,263 --> 00:29:05,004
I will find a way.
337
00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:12,663
I have to.
338
00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:57,143
Why did you bring this?
339
00:29:58,274 --> 00:29:59,710
I'm sorry.
340
00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:01,408
I just wanted
to cheer you up.
341
00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:05,760
No, I'm sorry.
342
00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,283
I'm sorry, Rebecca.
343
00:30:08,067 --> 00:30:09,677
Nat,
it's okay.
344
00:30:13,637 --> 00:30:14,856
So, what's going on?
345
00:30:18,642 --> 00:30:21,994
I wish I could do something,
anything.
346
00:30:22,037 --> 00:30:23,778
I fucking hate this.
347
00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,127
I know.
348
00:30:26,172 --> 00:30:28,043
And I hate
that fucking thing, too.
349
00:30:28,087 --> 00:30:30,176
-Why?
-It just doesn't seem safe.
350
00:30:41,230 --> 00:30:43,015
So, what am I supposed
to tell Mom?
351
00:30:44,494 --> 00:30:46,845
Oh, Natalie's fine,
she's just
352
00:30:46,888 --> 00:30:48,716
losing her brain hole
a little bit
353
00:30:48,759 --> 00:30:51,153
and playing with some
super dangerous electric hats?
354
00:30:51,197 --> 00:30:53,068
All right, you know what?
355
00:30:53,112 --> 00:30:55,766
Obviously, I am not handling
this up to your standards.
356
00:30:56,898 --> 00:30:58,552
What am I
supposed to say?
357
00:30:59,248 --> 00:31:01,337
-You could talk.
-I am.
358
00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:13,088
So, that's
not going well.
359
00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:16,439
I mean,
how is that going?
360
00:31:17,658 --> 00:31:19,094
It's not going well.
361
00:31:38,070 --> 00:31:39,462
Why isn't it going well?
362
00:31:41,029 --> 00:31:43,249
He doesn't like
the way that I think.
363
00:31:44,032 --> 00:31:45,599
And what
are you thinking?
364
00:31:45,642 --> 00:31:47,122
Well,
I could explain it to you
365
00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:50,082
as an overly intellectual
thought process
366
00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:52,649
that concerns time
and how it relates to death.
367
00:31:55,522 --> 00:31:57,176
I can't say
I like it.
368
00:31:57,219 --> 00:31:59,352
Yeah, well,
fuck you.
369
00:32:08,013 --> 00:32:09,666
What are these
thoughts on time?
370
00:32:10,885 --> 00:32:12,278
-It's dumb.
-Well, I'm here
371
00:32:12,321 --> 00:32:13,888
-to listen to it.
-No.
372
00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,977
No, you're here
because you're worried.
373
00:32:16,021 --> 00:32:18,327
Yes, Natalie,
I'm worried.
374
00:32:24,072 --> 00:32:25,944
Time's not a fluid.
375
00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:28,947
I mean, not--
not the way that people
376
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,339
would normally think
that it is.
377
00:32:30,383 --> 00:32:31,514
I mean, time is--
378
00:32:33,908 --> 00:32:35,954
Fluids aren't even fluids.
379
00:32:37,303 --> 00:32:38,957
They can be fluids...
380
00:32:40,262 --> 00:32:42,438
they can be solids...
381
00:32:43,787 --> 00:32:45,006
they can be...
382
00:32:47,226 --> 00:32:48,575
gases.
383
00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:53,972
So, why is it that
time can't be the same?
384
00:32:56,061 --> 00:32:57,149
Moldable.
385
00:32:57,192 --> 00:32:58,585
Because it's fucking not.
386
00:33:01,631 --> 00:33:03,329
I'm going to go
buy you some milk.
387
00:33:05,287 --> 00:33:06,723
Okay?
388
00:33:08,682 --> 00:33:10,640
And some things
that go with milk.
389
00:33:12,773 --> 00:33:14,993
-All right?
-Yeah. Yeah. Okay.
390
00:33:21,695 --> 00:33:22,913
I love you.
391
00:33:23,784 --> 00:33:25,046
I love you, too.
392
00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:31,574
Rebecca, I'm sorry.
393
00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:35,491
You're a good sister.
394
00:33:35,535 --> 00:33:37,015
Why are you sorry?
395
00:33:40,235 --> 00:33:41,628
I just am.
396
00:34:19,970 --> 00:34:21,624
Some particles are incapable
397
00:34:21,668 --> 00:34:22,930
of existing
on their own.
398
00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:26,412
These are free radicals.
399
00:34:28,283 --> 00:34:30,198
Electrons
400
00:34:30,242 --> 00:34:32,548
separated
from their partner particles.
401
00:34:33,810 --> 00:34:36,248
Raging
with negative energy.
402
00:34:37,727 --> 00:34:39,642
They charge
through the ether.
403
00:34:39,686 --> 00:34:42,732
Destroying everything
in their path.
404
00:34:46,171 --> 00:34:47,955
They'll push through
anything...
405
00:34:49,043 --> 00:34:51,045
just looking
for safety.
406
00:34:54,483 --> 00:34:56,224
The free radical
will crash its way
407
00:34:56,268 --> 00:34:59,140
through the entire universe,
searching.
408
00:35:03,275 --> 00:35:05,190
Destined
to find its place.
409
00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:08,932
Or burn out trying.
410
00:35:15,330 --> 00:35:17,071
When you
get even closer,
411
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:18,855
you can see that
it's all quantum mechanics.
412
00:35:20,379 --> 00:35:22,946
It's the sort of thing
that can make this possible.
413
00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:27,125
I just have to
make it work.
414
00:35:32,869 --> 00:35:34,262
That's your explanation.
415
00:35:34,784 --> 00:35:36,308
-My explanation--
-For what
416
00:35:36,351 --> 00:35:39,093
-you've been buying up.
-Yes.
417
00:35:44,316 --> 00:35:46,274
You expect me
to believe
418
00:35:46,318 --> 00:35:48,711
that you've been building some
kind of time-altering device.
419
00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,939
It's more of
a mind-altering device, but--
420
00:35:58,982 --> 00:36:00,506
-Mind-altering?
-Yes.
421
00:36:03,770 --> 00:36:05,728
Look, I can build the machine,
I just--
422
00:36:07,077 --> 00:36:09,558
-I just need the code.
-And some rocket fuel.
423
00:36:11,038 --> 00:36:12,300
I'd love
to see you try.
424
00:36:18,524 --> 00:36:20,047
Have you ever heard
of George Berkeley?
425
00:36:20,961 --> 00:36:22,702
The philosopher.
426
00:36:22,745 --> 00:36:25,444
I don't know Geo-- I know
law enforcement, all right?
427
00:36:25,487 --> 00:36:27,315
I'm sure you don't think
I can read or write.
428
00:36:27,359 --> 00:36:29,230
So, spare me your education
and tell me what it is
429
00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:30,797
-that you're actually building.
-I am.
430
00:36:33,408 --> 00:36:36,672
Miss Derkins, I feel like
I've made it really clear
431
00:36:36,716 --> 00:36:38,761
that you need to stop
messing around with me.
432
00:37:09,488 --> 00:37:10,837
Fuck!
433
00:37:24,981 --> 00:37:26,461
I will find something.
434
00:37:27,332 --> 00:37:29,290
I will get a warrant,
and whatever it is
435
00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:30,509
you're building,
I will take it.
436
00:37:50,050 --> 00:37:51,878
-Can I use your bathroom?
-Yeah, yeah, sure.
437
00:37:51,921 --> 00:37:53,488
It's--
It's right around the corner.
438
00:38:15,336 --> 00:38:20,341
439
00:38:43,799 --> 00:38:48,369
440
00:39:08,694 --> 00:39:13,263
441
00:39:31,499 --> 00:39:33,458
-Need help?
-Uh, no.
442
00:39:33,501 --> 00:39:35,938
Did you flush? I did--
I didn't hear you flush.
443
00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:38,027
I didn't flush,
I washed my hands.
444
00:39:41,248 --> 00:39:43,337
-Do you need help?
-No, um,
445
00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:45,557
I'm just
looking for this.
446
00:39:46,558 --> 00:39:47,646
Found it.
447
00:40:07,970 --> 00:40:14,803
448
00:40:36,346 --> 00:40:37,435
Hey.
449
00:40:41,003 --> 00:40:42,091
Yeah, that guy
we talked about...
450
00:40:44,572 --> 00:40:45,660
I need his number.
451
00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:29,225
452
00:41:55,077 --> 00:42:01,997
453
00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:32,071
Have to go, have to go,
have to go
454
00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:40,993
Have to go, have to go,
have to go
455
00:42:41,036 --> 00:42:43,169
The end of the world
456
00:42:43,212 --> 00:42:46,825
At the palm of my hand
457
00:42:49,436 --> 00:42:52,526
When it all goes to hell
458
00:42:52,570 --> 00:42:56,008
Will you
still be my friend?
459
00:42:59,402 --> 00:43:01,579
My face to the sea
460
00:43:01,622 --> 00:43:05,365
And my back
to the land
461
00:43:08,281 --> 00:43:11,414
If you can't
come with me
462
00:43:11,458 --> 00:43:14,156
I'll understand
463
00:43:17,029 --> 00:43:19,422
I'll understand
464
00:43:23,949 --> 00:43:27,474
Can we meet
in the dark?
465
00:43:29,215 --> 00:43:32,610
We don't have to say much
466
00:43:32,653 --> 00:43:35,438
And if you have to go
467
00:43:35,482 --> 00:43:37,049
Have to go...
468
00:44:00,899 --> 00:44:07,775
469
00:45:12,797 --> 00:45:19,673
470
00:45:34,470 --> 00:45:40,912
471
00:45:57,493 --> 00:45:58,843
You don't believe me.
472
00:46:02,411 --> 00:46:03,630
But that's fine.
473
00:46:05,545 --> 00:46:08,853
Necessity is the mother
of invention.
474
00:46:08,896 --> 00:46:10,768
I don't need you
to believe in me.
475
00:46:11,856 --> 00:46:13,422
I just need to do it.
476
00:46:17,209 --> 00:46:19,341
Miss Derkins, I'm coming
back with a warrant.
477
00:46:26,348 --> 00:46:30,788
478
00:46:39,579 --> 00:46:45,759
479
00:46:45,803 --> 00:46:47,674
I will find what I'm looking
for and when I do,
480
00:46:47,717 --> 00:46:48,849
I'm gonna take it.
481
00:46:48,893 --> 00:46:49,981
I promise.
482
00:48:13,716 --> 00:48:14,804
Hi.
483
00:48:16,197 --> 00:48:17,633
Hi.
484
00:48:36,522 --> 00:48:37,958
It's not working.
485
00:48:38,002 --> 00:48:39,829
I-- I mean--
I mean, it is,
486
00:48:39,873 --> 00:48:41,179
but I can't
change anything.
487
00:48:44,008 --> 00:48:49,883
488
00:49:00,938 --> 00:49:07,727
489
00:49:11,035 --> 00:49:14,908
Oh, okay, so, yesterday
I heard this song.
490
00:49:15,735 --> 00:49:19,565
And it reminded me of you,
but you-- you be the judge.
491
00:49:19,608 --> 00:49:21,306
-Okay.
-All right. You ready?
492
00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:22,698
-Uh-huh.
-You're sitting down, right?
493
00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:24,048
-Okay, good.
-Yeah.
494
00:49:24,091 --> 00:49:25,397
All right.
495
00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:36,103
Have to go, have to go
496
00:49:36,147 --> 00:49:38,323
The end of the world
497
00:49:38,366 --> 00:49:40,542
At the palm of my hand...
498
00:49:40,586 --> 00:49:41,935
I like it.
499
00:49:44,503 --> 00:49:46,287
When it all
goes to hell...
500
00:49:46,331 --> 00:49:48,376
-Yeah.
-Kind of classy, right?
501
00:49:48,420 --> 00:49:49,682
I-- I like it.
502
00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:56,819
My face to the sea
503
00:49:56,863 --> 00:50:00,475
And my back to the land...
504
00:50:12,183 --> 00:50:13,358
What?
505
00:50:15,838 --> 00:50:17,144
You're pretty,
do you know that?
506
00:50:18,711 --> 00:50:20,147
Babe, come on.
507
00:50:20,191 --> 00:50:21,279
It's gonna get dark.
508
00:50:22,106 --> 00:50:23,194
And bring the bag.
509
00:50:25,065 --> 00:50:26,501
I knew I could do it.
510
00:50:30,157 --> 00:50:31,724
It works.
511
00:50:39,340 --> 00:50:40,733
But it feels locked.
512
00:50:41,342 --> 00:50:42,517
Rigid.
513
00:50:45,303 --> 00:50:47,000
Almost insurmountable.
514
00:50:54,703 --> 00:51:00,274
515
00:51:07,107 --> 00:51:08,152
Cigarettes.
516
00:51:08,717 --> 00:51:09,805
Yeah.
517
00:51:10,719 --> 00:51:13,113
You should really stop
smoking those.
518
00:51:18,423 --> 00:51:19,511
Okay.
519
00:51:20,599 --> 00:51:21,774
Yeah?
520
00:51:21,817 --> 00:51:22,905
Yeah.
521
00:51:23,689 --> 00:51:25,473
That's it, done.
522
00:51:25,517 --> 00:51:26,866
Today is my last day.
523
00:51:42,795 --> 00:51:44,492
I think
different things...
524
00:51:45,798 --> 00:51:47,669
but I can't say them.
525
00:52:13,782 --> 00:52:15,915
I want to do different things,
526
00:52:15,958 --> 00:52:17,743
but I can't do them.
527
00:52:30,190 --> 00:52:35,891
528
00:52:56,303 --> 00:52:57,783
Little things change.
529
00:52:58,784 --> 00:53:00,133
I know
what's happening.
530
00:53:06,139 --> 00:53:07,227
But I can't.
531
00:53:09,708 --> 00:53:12,058
I can't even
tell him to run.
532
00:53:26,072 --> 00:53:27,421
My goodness, ooh.
533
00:53:29,641 --> 00:53:31,643
Ugh.
Yeah, , babe.
534
00:53:32,209 --> 00:53:34,211
You're gonna be 21 forever.
535
00:53:37,649 --> 00:53:40,173
-So, I brought...
-Yeah.
536
00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,001
... some of this.
537
00:53:42,044 --> 00:53:43,872
-Some Merlot?
-For you.
538
00:53:47,006 --> 00:53:50,792
-So, I brought... some wine.
-This is 2011.
539
00:53:50,836 --> 00:53:52,925
Mm-hmm, nothing
but the best for you.
540
00:53:52,968 --> 00:53:54,274
Mm-hmm, I like that.
541
00:53:54,318 --> 00:53:56,581
Yeah, yeah. Um...
542
00:53:56,624 --> 00:53:59,801
I think I got the right kind,
'cause I know you drink white.
543
00:53:59,845 --> 00:54:01,063
Thank you.
544
00:54:01,107 --> 00:54:02,543
-.
-The red kind.
545
00:54:02,587 --> 00:54:04,197
-I like red.
546
00:54:04,241 --> 00:54:05,720
I think that's
what it says on here, red--
547
00:54:05,764 --> 00:54:07,026
-The red kind.
-Red-- Red kind.
548
00:54:07,069 --> 00:54:08,332
-Oh, thank you, babe.
-Uh-huh.
549
00:54:08,375 --> 00:54:09,724
My goal up here is to get you,
550
00:54:09,768 --> 00:54:10,986
like, hammered drunk.
551
00:54:11,030 --> 00:54:12,858
-Okay, hammered.
-Yeah. Yeah.
552
00:54:12,901 --> 00:54:13,989
-All right.
-Uh-huh.
553
00:54:15,513 --> 00:54:17,341
'Til we can't feel feelings.
554
00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:19,865
Oh, I don't-- I don't--
I don't know.
555
00:54:19,908 --> 00:54:21,432
-.
-Cheers.
556
00:54:21,475 --> 00:54:23,260
Yeah, cheers.
557
00:54:25,871 --> 00:54:27,307
-Hmm.
-Hmm.
558
00:54:31,833 --> 00:54:33,792
-All right. Okay, all right.
-Babe.
559
00:54:33,835 --> 00:54:36,447
So, I want to take...
560
00:54:38,144 --> 00:54:40,059
just a couple
photos of you.
561
00:54:40,494 --> 00:54:41,974
-Of me? Just me?
-Mm-hmm.
562
00:54:42,017 --> 00:54:43,758
Well, I'll take one
of you first.
563
00:54:43,802 --> 00:54:45,630
-Okay.
-And then we'll take one of us
564
00:54:45,673 --> 00:54:47,022
-together.
-Okay.
565
00:54:47,066 --> 00:54:48,197
-That sound good?
-Yeah.
566
00:54:48,241 --> 00:54:50,939
Okay.
All right. So...
567
00:54:52,550 --> 00:54:55,292
Oh, wait, are these
for the-- for the fridge?
568
00:54:55,335 --> 00:54:57,206
-Huh?
-Are these for the fridge
569
00:54:57,250 --> 00:54:58,338
-or what?
-These are for--
570
00:54:58,382 --> 00:54:59,513
It's for my apartment.
571
00:54:59,557 --> 00:55:01,036
I wanna have lots of pictures
572
00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:02,777
like your friends
who have all those photos.
573
00:55:02,821 --> 00:55:04,953
You want me-- You want me to be
a-- a tiger in this?
574
00:55:04,997 --> 00:55:06,346
What's my motivation?
575
00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,827
Oh. Oh!
Are you modeling for me?
576
00:55:08,870 --> 00:55:09,958
-Yeah.
-Okay.
577
00:55:10,002 --> 00:55:11,264
Give you a look here--
578
00:55:11,308 --> 00:55:12,439
or, I just smelled
something weird.
579
00:55:13,658 --> 00:55:14,963
-Yeah.
-Okay. All right.
580
00:55:15,790 --> 00:55:17,966
-Oh.
581
00:55:18,010 --> 00:55:19,577
Oh, okay.
582
00:55:19,620 --> 00:55:21,405
-Defending America.
-Uh-huh.
583
00:55:21,448 --> 00:55:23,015
Rawr. Um...
584
00:55:23,668 --> 00:55:25,060
Come-- here.
Do-- Do another one.
585
00:55:25,104 --> 00:55:26,497
-Do another one.
-Okay.
586
00:55:26,540 --> 00:55:28,281
-You're so good at this.
-Uh, high school.
587
00:55:28,325 --> 00:55:30,327
-Oh, my gosh.
-High school yearbook.
588
00:55:30,370 --> 00:55:31,763
You look very fancy.
589
00:55:31,806 --> 00:55:33,591
Oh, yes.
590
00:55:33,634 --> 00:55:35,767
-Yes. Keep going.
-Work it, tiger.
591
00:55:35,810 --> 00:55:37,421
Work it.
592
00:55:37,464 --> 00:55:39,510
Wesley, he's a stud.
593
00:55:41,425 --> 00:55:43,209
What did your-- What did
the caption under your
594
00:55:43,252 --> 00:55:44,819
senior yearbook picture say?
595
00:55:44,863 --> 00:55:46,865
The caption under
my senior yearbook-- uh...
596
00:55:46,908 --> 00:55:48,606
I think it said,
597
00:55:48,649 --> 00:55:50,390
"Are-- Are those
your pants or mine?"
598
00:55:51,217 --> 00:55:52,740
-They let you do that?
-Yeah.
599
00:55:57,528 --> 00:55:59,051
-We've got company.
-Who is that guy?
600
00:55:59,878 --> 00:56:01,183
I thought
we were alone up there.
601
00:56:01,706 --> 00:56:03,838
-You think he'll take a photo?
-Yeah.
602
00:56:04,665 --> 00:56:06,232
There's no one
else up here,
603
00:56:06,275 --> 00:56:08,016
so how about we do a selfie
in the meantime?
604
00:56:08,060 --> 00:56:09,191
All right. Okay.
605
00:56:14,066 --> 00:56:15,110
.
606
00:56:23,205 --> 00:56:24,685
Hey, you okay?
607
00:56:42,921 --> 00:56:44,096
Wesley, honey.
608
00:56:45,140 --> 00:56:46,838
Oh, my God, oh, my God.
609
00:56:46,881 --> 00:56:48,535
-What-- what...
-Oh, my God.
610
00:56:48,579 --> 00:56:50,494
Please, baby, baby, stay--
baby, look at me.
611
00:56:50,537 --> 00:56:52,670
-Is it bad? Is it bad?
-Baby, I love you so much.
612
00:56:52,713 --> 00:56:55,237
I lo-- It's fine. It's-- Babe--
Oh, shit.
613
00:56:56,238 --> 00:56:57,457
Oh, God.
614
00:56:57,501 --> 00:56:58,850
Baby, s-- you're fine.
615
00:56:58,893 --> 00:57:00,373
You're gonna be okay.
616
00:57:00,417 --> 00:57:02,114
Oh, God, it looks bad.
617
00:57:02,157 --> 00:57:03,637
Yes, I have an emergency.
618
00:57:03,681 --> 00:57:06,292
I am at the top of a hill
in El Sereno--
619
00:57:06,335 --> 00:57:09,034
I'm-- I'm-- Baby, stop it,
stop it, baby.
620
00:57:09,861 --> 00:57:12,080
It's in El Sereno.
Please.
621
00:57:12,124 --> 00:57:13,691
There was a man,
he came up,
622
00:57:13,734 --> 00:57:15,475
he stabbed
my boyfriend.
623
00:57:15,519 --> 00:57:16,955
My boyfriend's
been stabbed.
624
00:57:18,609 --> 00:57:20,045
El Sereno.
625
00:57:20,088 --> 00:57:21,786
Can't you trace
the fucking phone?
626
00:57:24,745 --> 00:57:26,181
Please.
627
00:57:26,834 --> 00:57:28,706
Baby, stop it,
baby, baby, baby.
628
00:57:28,749 --> 00:57:30,316
Please don't--
629
00:57:30,359 --> 00:57:32,449
Stop. I don't know.
I don't know what to do.
630
00:57:32,492 --> 00:57:34,059
He's been stabbed
in the stomach.
631
00:57:35,887 --> 00:57:38,411
Yes, please, please.
632
00:57:39,368 --> 00:57:42,981
Okay. I'm okay.
633
00:57:44,678 --> 00:57:47,725
-Okay. Okay...
634
00:57:53,948 --> 00:57:56,211
They're coming.
They're coming.
635
00:57:57,082 --> 00:57:58,518
They're coming.
636
00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:04,698
Baby, they're coming.
637
00:58:08,006 --> 00:58:10,661
They're coming,
they're coming, they're coming.
638
00:58:11,575 --> 00:58:12,750
They're coming.
639
00:58:14,142 --> 00:58:15,230
They're coming.
640
00:58:16,928 --> 00:58:18,407
I love you so much.
641
00:58:35,512 --> 00:58:36,556
It's real.
642
00:58:38,645 --> 00:58:39,864
It's terrible.
643
00:58:41,082 --> 00:58:43,128
But the machine works.
644
00:58:45,696 --> 00:58:48,002
Natalie,
this has gone too far.
645
00:58:51,702 --> 00:58:53,442
You don't even know
what's going to happen.
646
00:58:55,009 --> 00:58:56,315
Neither do you.
647
00:58:59,623 --> 00:59:01,538
But we both know
what will happen...
648
00:59:02,930 --> 00:59:04,541
if I don't do this.
649
00:59:05,542 --> 00:59:07,021
If I don't try.
650
00:59:10,111 --> 00:59:11,548
This ends
one way or another.
651
00:59:30,654 --> 00:59:37,443
652
00:59:50,674 --> 00:59:52,153
You're pretty,
you know that?
653
01:00:06,211 --> 01:00:08,735
-Cigarettes.
-Yeah.
654
01:00:11,259 --> 01:00:13,740
You should really stop
smoking those.
655
01:00:16,525 --> 01:00:17,614
Okay.
656
01:00:18,789 --> 01:00:20,747
-Yeah?
-Yeah.
657
01:00:26,971 --> 01:00:29,364
If I could change one thing...
658
01:00:31,279 --> 01:00:34,674
If I could just
manage to fix one thing...
659
01:00:36,894 --> 01:00:38,635
I could change it all.
660
01:00:44,728 --> 01:00:45,816
What?
661
01:00:46,468 --> 01:00:48,340
You're pretty,
do you know that?
662
01:00:49,733 --> 01:00:51,256
Babe, come on.
663
01:00:51,299 --> 01:00:52,561
It's gonna get dark.
664
01:00:53,171 --> 01:00:54,433
And bring the bag.
665
01:00:58,002 --> 01:01:00,874
-Cigarettes.
-Yeah.
666
01:01:02,049 --> 01:01:04,225
You should really stop
smoking those.
667
01:01:14,845 --> 01:01:16,368
You're pretty,
do you know that?
668
01:01:16,411 --> 01:01:17,891
Babe, come on.
669
01:01:21,112 --> 01:01:24,593
-Cigarettes.
-Yeah.
670
01:01:27,031 --> 01:01:28,206
I'm okay...
671
01:01:30,469 --> 01:01:33,515
-I'm okay. I'm okay...
672
01:01:47,704 --> 01:01:48,966
What?
673
01:01:49,009 --> 01:01:50,097
You're pretty,
you know that?
674
01:01:51,708 --> 01:01:52,796
Babe, come on.
675
01:01:54,188 --> 01:01:55,581
Cigarettes.
676
01:02:01,761 --> 01:02:03,197
Oh, my God.
677
01:02:03,241 --> 01:02:04,895
Please, baby, baby, stay--
baby, look at me.
678
01:02:04,938 --> 01:02:06,766
Baby, I love you so much.
679
01:02:06,810 --> 01:02:08,899
I lo-- It's fine. It's fine...
680
01:02:11,249 --> 01:02:12,946
But I can't change a thing.
681
01:02:17,124 --> 01:02:19,170
Yes, I have an emergency.
682
01:02:26,003 --> 01:02:31,530
683
01:03:23,408 --> 01:03:29,893
684
01:04:39,092 --> 01:04:40,485
Can I use
your bathroom?
685
01:04:40,528 --> 01:04:41,616
Yeah.
686
01:05:03,987 --> 01:05:06,511
You really shouldn't have
a gun anyways.
687
01:05:06,554 --> 01:05:08,382
My therapist said
that it was okay.
688
01:05:08,426 --> 01:05:09,818
I highly doubt that.
689
01:05:14,562 --> 01:05:16,260
I'm really worried about you,
Natalie.
690
01:05:17,914 --> 01:05:19,524
I don't want you
to hurt yourself.
691
01:05:21,787 --> 01:05:22,919
I'm fine.
692
01:05:36,323 --> 01:05:38,412
Hey, this is Rebecca,
leave a message.
693
01:05:41,198 --> 01:05:42,286
I...
694
01:05:43,417 --> 01:05:44,810
I loved Wes.
695
01:05:45,942 --> 01:05:46,986
Too much.
696
01:05:47,813 --> 01:05:49,075
Way too much.
697
01:05:51,251 --> 01:05:53,036
But I can't undo that.
698
01:05:56,474 --> 01:05:58,302
I can't undo
how I felt.
699
01:05:59,346 --> 01:06:00,434
Feel.
700
01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:05,613
Any more than I can
change what happened.
701
01:06:10,836 --> 01:06:11,968
And you were right.
702
01:06:21,020 --> 01:06:23,588
I'll hurt myself
to get away from this.
703
01:06:31,770 --> 01:06:33,511
I'd die
to get away from this.
704
01:06:37,515 --> 01:06:39,430
But that
won't bring him back.
705
01:06:43,086 --> 01:06:45,958
So... I'll keep trying.
706
01:06:47,394 --> 01:06:48,700
What?
707
01:06:48,743 --> 01:06:50,310
You're pretty,
you know that?
708
01:06:55,272 --> 01:06:56,360
Thank you.
709
01:06:57,926 --> 01:06:59,928
Until I can't anymore,
710
01:06:59,972 --> 01:07:02,757
until the air
that I breathe is gone.
711
01:07:15,466 --> 01:07:18,512
All I can do now
is to be happy to remember.
712
01:07:20,340 --> 01:07:22,647
And fight as hard as I can.
713
01:07:23,561 --> 01:07:24,649
Always.
714
01:07:26,390 --> 01:07:27,478
To fix it.
715
01:07:30,611 --> 01:07:33,701
We can change
the way we remember things.
716
01:07:36,443 --> 01:07:38,271
And who's to say
that's not real?
717
01:07:44,277 --> 01:07:47,106
Because while you
remember it one way...
718
01:07:53,286 --> 01:07:55,810
I'm going to remember
it the way I have to.
719
01:08:05,603 --> 01:08:07,344
I can't live any other way.
720
01:08:11,826 --> 01:08:13,611
I loved him too much.
721
01:08:29,366 --> 01:08:31,759
And I will
save him somehow.
722
01:08:33,631 --> 01:08:35,459
I'm gonna be okay.
723
01:08:37,417 --> 01:08:38,853
This isn't the end.
724
01:08:41,421 --> 01:08:43,336
Time will march on,
725
01:08:43,380 --> 01:08:46,252
pretending to flow,
to move.
726
01:09:03,965 --> 01:09:06,664
People think
I can't change my past.
727
01:09:08,274 --> 01:09:09,710
I think they're wrong.
728
01:09:13,018 --> 01:09:15,194
But I promise.
729
01:09:15,238 --> 01:09:17,240
One thing
will never change:
730
01:09:22,070 --> 01:09:23,811
how much I love you.
731
01:09:30,340 --> 01:09:35,867
732
01:09:43,918 --> 01:09:45,877
We're good,
we're good.
733
01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:47,226
We're so good.
734
01:09:48,532 --> 01:09:50,055
Oh, God...
735
01:09:51,839 --> 01:09:54,015
You're good. You're good...
736
01:10:00,805 --> 01:10:07,507
737
01:10:29,355 --> 01:10:35,143
738
01:10:35,187 --> 01:10:37,407
Like I said.
739
01:10:37,450 --> 01:10:39,496
It's like
playing a record.
740
01:10:40,975 --> 01:10:43,543
When it's playing,
it's happening.
741
01:10:45,023 --> 01:10:46,720
It's a story
that's alive.
742
01:10:48,548 --> 01:10:49,897
Like it has life.
743
01:10:51,421 --> 01:10:52,857
But it's not.
744
01:10:54,162 --> 01:10:55,990
It's locked.
745
01:10:56,034 --> 01:10:57,427
Frozen in the vinyl.
746
01:10:59,777 --> 01:11:01,953
The same every time.
747
01:11:04,999 --> 01:11:06,262
Trapped.
748
01:11:08,394 --> 01:11:09,613
The trick is...
749
01:11:11,441 --> 01:11:13,225
getting it
to play again.
750
01:11:32,723 --> 01:11:35,813
Have to go, have to go,
have to go
751
01:11:40,905 --> 01:11:44,517
Have to go, have to go,
have to go
752
01:11:44,561 --> 01:11:46,911
The end of the world
753
01:11:46,954 --> 01:11:50,393
At the palm of my hand
754
01:11:53,396 --> 01:11:55,876
When it all goes to hell
755
01:11:55,920 --> 01:11:59,706
Will you
still be my friend?
756
01:12:02,927 --> 01:12:05,146
My face to the sea
757
01:12:05,190 --> 01:12:08,715
And my back to the land
758
01:12:11,762 --> 01:12:15,113
If you can't come with me
759
01:12:15,156 --> 01:12:17,507
I'll understand
760
01:12:20,466 --> 01:12:22,947
I'll understand
761
01:12:27,473 --> 01:12:30,737
Can we meet in the dark?
762
01:12:32,565 --> 01:12:36,221
We don't have to say much
763
01:12:36,264 --> 01:12:38,745
And if you have to go
764
01:12:38,789 --> 01:12:41,531
Have to go
765
01:12:41,574 --> 01:12:42,880
I'll understand
766
01:12:42,923 --> 01:12:44,664
If we didn't know
767
01:12:44,708 --> 01:12:46,492
What we know
768
01:12:50,540 --> 01:12:52,585
The end of the world
769
01:12:52,629 --> 01:12:56,023
At the palm of my hand
770
01:12:58,635 --> 01:13:01,681
When it all goes to hell
771
01:13:01,725 --> 01:13:05,424
Will you
still be my friend?
772
01:13:05,468 --> 01:13:08,819
Have to go, have to go
773
01:13:08,862 --> 01:13:11,038
My face to the sea
774
01:13:11,082 --> 01:13:14,477
And my back to the land
775
01:13:17,349 --> 01:13:20,439
And if you can't
come with me
776
01:13:20,483 --> 01:13:23,442
I'll understand
777
01:13:27,968 --> 01:13:31,058
Can we meet in the dark?
778
01:13:33,147 --> 01:13:36,542
We don't have to say much
779
01:13:36,586 --> 01:13:39,110
And if you have to go
780
01:13:39,153 --> 01:13:40,677
Have to go
781
01:13:41,808 --> 01:13:43,680
I'll understand
782
01:13:43,723 --> 01:13:46,987
I'll let you go,
let you go
783
01:13:47,031 --> 01:13:48,728
I'll understand
784
01:13:48,772 --> 01:13:52,428
I'll let you go,
let you go
785
01:13:52,471 --> 01:13:54,212
I'll understand
786
01:13:54,255 --> 01:13:56,867
If we didn't know
what we know
787
01:14:00,653 --> 01:14:04,614
'Cause when you
travel light
788
01:14:05,571 --> 01:14:08,226
Some things are left
789
01:14:08,269 --> 01:14:10,141
Behind
790
01:14:16,713 --> 01:14:18,845
The end of the world
791
01:14:18,889 --> 01:14:22,327
At the palm of my hand
792
01:14:25,286 --> 01:14:27,941
When it all goes to hell
793
01:14:27,985 --> 01:14:31,205
Will you
still be my friend?
794
01:14:35,122 --> 01:14:37,037
My face to the sea
795
01:14:37,081 --> 01:14:40,476
And my back to the land
796
01:14:43,740 --> 01:14:47,221
If you can't come with me
797
01:14:47,265 --> 01:14:49,702
I'll understand
52055
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