All language subtitles for Married.At.First.Sight.S17E17.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[EZTVx.to]_Subtitles01.ENG

- Ten singles desperate
for love did the unthinkable.

They married
complete strangers.

[cheers and applause]

- ♪ So here we are,
here we are ♪

- Last time,
Chloe and Michael

had just gotten settled in
after their honeymoon

while everyone else embarked
on a couples retreat

in hopes
of deepening their bond.

- I felt defeated and rejected
when he ended up

spending the night
in another room.

But he did apologize.

I know any relationship,
any marriage

has its trials
and tribulations.

But the whole point
is to push through

and figure it out together.

- Yeah. Aw.

- Oh.

The hat is just so sexy.

- [laughs]

- It's like, I do wanna have
a conversation with Cameron.

But at the same time, like,
when he goes through stuff,

he likes to do it alone.
- Right.

- I wish he did kind
of, you know,

lean on me maybe a little more.

But I realize we're not
all the same in that,

and he just wants
to process by himself.

- There are all
of these elements

that I've always wanted.

And if someone a little more
feminine than what I've always

gone for is where
I'm gonna find it,

we're gonna give it
our best shot.

[upbeat music]

- Is she all right? [bleep].

- No, she's bleeding a lot.

♪

This is [bleep] bad.

[siren wailing]

- ♪ Kissing all the faces

- And tonight, we're halfway
through the couples retreat.

Hopefully this could be
an opportunity

for our remaining couples
to reach a new level

of depth and intimacy

that can light their pathway
to Decision Day.

[yelling]

[cheering]

- That's your man!

- When it comes
to watching him kick ass,

it's a total turn on.

- We had a little accident.

Emily crashed into a tree...

[tense music]

And got a gash in her head,
so.

- Whoa.
- Emily.

- I would really like
to build a bridge

because I am missing
our connection.

- Doesn't feel good to, like,
have to beg to be wanted.

- I was hoping tonight would
end on, like, a good note.

Now I feel like
that's not happening.

♪

- ♪ It's all or nothing

- This is
"Married at First Sight."

- ♪ There's no other way

♪ It's all or nothing

[dramatic music]

♪

- We get to the hospital.

The doctor confirms
she doesn't have a concussion.

So we just, you know,
breathe a sigh of relief there

and just await
her getting stitches.

[line trills]

♪

- Hey, what's up?

- Well, as you guys know,
we went ATV-ing.

And we had a little accident.

Emily crashed into a tree
and got a gash in her head.

- Whoa.
- Emily.

- Gash in her head?

- Yeah, the branch
went under her helmet.

And she's got a nice
little cut from it, so...

- Damn.

- We're waiting now
to get some stitches.

She missed every major part
she could have damaged,

so nothing major happened,

and we just gotta get
this wound closed up

and get her back
to her pretty self.

- Is she there with you?

- Yeah, she's right here.

- Can we talk to her?

- Yeah, of course.

- I'm so sorry.

- No.
- Emily!

Oh, my gosh.

I just wanna give you a hug.

♪

I mean, that's a very
scary thing to happen.

- Yeah.

Yeah, it was--
it was very scary.

But I'm happy that I'm okay,
honestly, 'cause I did not know

if I was for a minute.

♪

- Well, we love you,
and we'll see you soon.

- Okay, love you guys too.

- Love you. Bye.
- Love you.

♪

- It's gonna be okay.

We got your back.

♪

- ♪ I don't care
what people think ♪

♪ I feel so free doing me

- I cannot wait to see

what the couples have to say
about that skirt.

[laughs]

- How surprised would you be
if one of the other guys

was wearing something
almost identical?

- Oh, there is not--

I would bet every last dime
of the Powerball

that I don't have
to worry about that.

You know, it's still
taking me some time

to get used to it
with Michael's fashion choices.

I don't want to dwell on it.

But you know,
it's not easy when

this is what he's wearing.

- You know, you got
chunky-ass sweater over here.

- I do. Yeah.

- I have...
- A chunky ass sweater.

- A chunky ass sweater.

- Yeah, I got jeans.

You've got skirts.
- Some denim action there.

How dare you?

How dare you?

- But the more
I get to know Michael

and the more I learn who he is,

I'm hoping that these
fashion choices

just become less of a concern.

- Are you kind of
looking forward

to being in a group setting?

- Yeah, I actually
really, really am.

I'm excited to get to spend
some time with the ladies

because we didn't get
much of that at the...

- Wedding. Yeah, yeah.
- Wedding.

So I'm excited to be
at the retreat.

- We were a little busy
at the wedding, you know?

- You know,
it's just this whole

getting married thing
really got in the way.

- Yeah.

I'm really just kind
of interested to--

to see what we learn.

They've been at this a little
bit longer than we have.

I'm hoping we'll be able
to feel like, okay, you know,

I'm learning something
just by seeing

how they're interacting.

- Yeah.

- Do you have any more things
you need to throw in that bag?

- Nope.

All good.

Let's blow this pop stand.

And let's go get
our retreat on.

And you get your--
your runway on.

- [chuckles]
My runway on.

♪

- You ready?
- Yes.

Here, I got the door.

- No, no, no, after you...
- Thank you.

- Prince.

♪

- ♪ Love me until
the first sight ♪

♪ First sight

♪ Ooh

♪ Ooh

♪

- Hey, baby.

♪

How are you doing?

- I can't even get out of bed.

- Becca, she got hit
with a stomach bug,

which sucks because, like,
we wanted to put more effort

into our physical connection
tonight.

- I just don't feel good.
- That's okay.

You gotta take care
of yourself.

But I just hope we can
continue to grow our intimacy

when she feels better.

All right, one more.

Bye.

- Have fun.
You look hot.

- Thanks, babes.

♪

- Thanks for staying here
all day.

- I wouldn't miss it
for the world.

- Truly an experience.

I don't think this is
getting topped anytime soon.

♪

- Let's hope not.

- I don't think you can
learn more about each other

in an event like today.

And I think you learned
about me that I really do need

to be monitored at all times--

- No more operating
vehicles unsupervised.

- And that, yeah,
I bleed a lot.

- Yeah. You did good.

- Yeah.

- Remained calm,
breathed the whole time.

You were a total warrior,
like, honestly.

- Yeah, I'm warriored out,
though.

- Yeah?

- Yeah, this can--
like, really puts stuff

into perspective
when you're, like,

kind of unwell
for a little bit.

- I had, like,
your life in my hands.

She got quite the gash.

Her head is split open about
4 1/2 inches from her forehead

all the way,
you know, to her scalp.

So she's ultimately gonna need
plastic surgery.

But she's gonna be okay,

which is a huge sigh
of relief for me.

And the fact that we were
able to overcome it together

shows the type of bond
we do have and, you know,

who we are as people
and why I think we're

meant to each other's lives.

- Things escalated,
but that is us.

- But we're here.

♪

- ♪ I've been
catching feelings ♪

♪ I've been catching
feelings ♪

- Hi, everybody.

- Hi.
- Hello.

- I'm going first because--
- Hi.

- Hi, I'm Austin.
- I'm Chloe, Austin.

- Nice to meet you, Chloe.
- Nice to meet you.

- I feel like I have
that same skirt, Michael.

- How you doing?
- I'm feeling good, yes.

- What's up, my guy?

- I really wanna get
to know Michael and Chloe.

They seemed so cute
together at the wedding.

But I think it's--we also
have to remember, like,

the wedding isn't necessarily,
like, a depiction

of what the relationship
is gonna be like.

- This is beautiful, huh?

- Isn't it stunning?
- Yeah.

- How was the honeymoon?
- Yes.

- It was good.
- Yeah, we went deep.

I don't think we could
have--you touched my soul.

I don't think we could
have gone much deeper.

- I like cute [bleep]
like that.

[laughter]

- So I wanted to say that
Becca is unfortunately

not feeling well,
so she's taking it easy.

- And also, Emily and Brennan,

they went on
an ATV excursion today.

It was a little bit
too exciting.

Unfortunately,
Emily crashed her ATV,

and she suffered a head wound.

So she's getting stitches.

- But she--she's all right?
- She's okay, no concussion.

All the scans came back clear.

- But we're glad
to have you here.

- No, I'm glad to be here.

- And we decided
to get a personal chef.

- So you guys can just take
it easy, get ready for dinner,

and then meet us back out here.

- Yeah, no, for sure.
- Sounds good.

- ♪ You have the power to make
me feel like I'm Superman ♪

♪ I can do anything,
oh, anything ♪

♪

- Mmm, smells so good.
- It does.

- Beautiful.
- We have water.

- Yes.
- Stunning, stunning.

- This is nice.

♪

- We were gonna have
a little party.

And the theme was gonna be
dress as you partner.

[laughter]

- Yeah, I don't think
you understand how, uh,

close to the truth that is.

- Yes.

Do you guys share
clothes already?

- He's got a string
of my pearls

and some of my earrings.

- I thought you were
wearing her skirt earlier.

- I mean, it's a fair--
it's a fair assertion.

- Oh, yeah, I'm not hating.

- I mean, it seems
right up your alley.

- Yeah, I could rock it.

- You should have heard
this guy last night.

Me up.

He was having
the time of his life.

- He was singing to himself,
like, for a while.

- We had a few drinks
last night.

- Was that what it was?

- I don't know.
I had, like, a good time.

And then I just kind of
went off on my own.

And apparently
I didn't stop talking.

- It sounds like a good night.

- All right, everyone,
who's ready for steak?

- Yes.
- Oh, wow.

- That sounds fantastic.

- All right,
so this is chimichurri.

- ♪ They never have

♪ But when I get home
and see your face ♪

♪ I know I'm in the right
place, the right time ♪

♪

- I'm glad we're all here
because it's been

kind of a crazy journey for us.

And it's just nice to finally
be here with all of you.

- Cheers to that.
- Yeah, cheers.

- Cheers to that.

- Cheers.

- Cheers to that.

[laughter]

- You can't prepare for this.

I really thought--

- No, no, amen.
- There's no preparation.

- That is the truth.
That is the truth.

- You can't prepare.

- I never imagined
that I would be

that emotionally and mentally
fatigued diving into topics.

But pretty much every
substantial topic that

we've covered thus far,
we have been very much aligned

on our value system,
our perspective.

So I was just thinking
what if we weren't aligned,

like, how much more
challenging would that

have been to kind
of work through

and find a common ground
of understanding?

- Right.

- Things are gonna
get more challenging.

I have no doubt about it.

But the one thing
I've been really

intentional with
over the past two years

is just becoming the best
possible communicator

that I can be.

- I think as long as you're
giving each other grace

and spaces where you're like,
okay, we're strangers actually,

you know, and we're
trying to form this bond,

you guys are gonna be great.

- Yeah.

- I hope I hope I'm not
overstepping any boundaries.

But we were curious on
how everything was going

in terms of, like,
how your guys' respective

journeys' have been.

♪

- Lauren and I,
our marriage lasted ten days.

It was right after
the honeymoon.

We had dealt with a lot
of different intense things,

you know,
that really kind of just

came out periodically
throughout the honeymoon.

You know, there's been
a lot of tension.

And so coming
to the couples retreat,

I was really looking forward
to just being able to find

our own peace of mind.

You know, if it's something
that Lauren is up for,

I was looking forward with
this weekend with both of us

trying to find common ground.

♪

I'm sorry I didn't
bring this up sooner.

But you know,
that is something that

I was looking forward to this
weekend if it's possible.

♪

- Orion has a
great demeanor

when it comes to addressing
the group as a whole

versus talking to me.

In between when we film,
there's no conversation.

There is no reaching out.

Or even last night, we spent
the whole night talking

and chatting with everyone.

And there was never any
indication of him wanting

to have a conversation.

So it doesn't seem authentic.

It doesn't seem real.

It's just frustrating.

- Would you like to
respond when I talk?

[laughs nervously]

- I'm just gonna drink my wine.

♪

[soft music]

- Do you wanna go back
to the retreat tonight?

Or do you wanna go back
to your house?

What are you thinking
after the surgery?

- Yeah, I'll go
back to the retreat

just 'cause, like,
everyone's there.

I think we get to see
everyone, and yeah,

like, get hugs from people.

♪

- This day has been,
you know, very challenging.

Our marriage is,
you know, bumpy.

You know, we've had
a lot of tough times

and the good times.

But I care a lot about her.

And I'm just praying
and hoping

that her getting stitches
goes smooth

and everything is okay.

But I'm here,
sickness and in health.

- To the OR we go.

- Got everything?
- I hope so.

- All right.

- ♪ And everything changed

- ♪ Whole world's
talking all about me ♪

♪ Party won't stop
without me ♪

- All right, so we all
wrote these confessions.

Now, the fun part is,
we pick one out.

And hopefully it isn't yours.

Read it and guess who said it.

♪

This one says, I used to have
an afro from age 19 to 21.

And I would blow dry it
upside down.

Mike, clearly.

- I mean, there's
only so many options.

It's clearly a clear thing.

- That's my husband.

Yeah.

- It's my turn to draw here.

All right.

I used to have a bowl cut--one
of my favorites, by the way--

and thought it would be a
good idea to also get a perm.

- That has to be you.

- It was not me.

- You, huh?

- What about me
screams bowl cut?

- Yes.

I'm sorry, yeah,
it was terrible.

Shout out to my mom for that.
- I did.

I had a perm.
- What I would do...

- And I was proud of it. Yeah.

- To see photographic
evidence of this bowl cut.

- No, you won't.

The evidence is burned.

[laughs]

It's nowhere.

- Oh.

Well, I open-mouth
kissed a donkey.

- Ew.

♪

- Yeah, I did definitely
do a lot of dumb [bleep]

when I was young.

- No, I love donkeys.

I just don't know
if I'm going around

open-mouth kissing them.

Okay, got it.
Got it.

- Well, I don't have
much to say after that.

♪

- Oh, now, see,
we're in trouble

'cause I'm not supposed
to read my own, right?

- Well, can we--
can we see yours?

- So one of the most
embarrassing moments

of my entire life
was when I poured

an entire Jagerbomb all over
Benji from Good Charlotte.

- That is embarrassing.
- So yeah, anyway.

- How did you--
- I love that.

- I need details,
like you purposely did it?

- Poured it on him.
- It was, like, a paper cup.

And the Jager had started
to eat through it.

And it collapsed,
and it went all over him.

- What scenario
were you with him?

- I was at--

- They used to date.
- Wow.

- I was at a party
that 'NSYNC was throwing.

And then I was battling
whether or not to actually

swallow that Jager.

And I was like,
I don't wanna do it.

Well, you gotta do it.

So I'm like, I'll do it, and...

- Why did you get the
invite to 'NSYNC's party?

- I mean...

21 and full of hope, baby,
21 and full of hope.

- Who is this woman?

And what else is she hiding?

Either way, I'm into it.

I forgot about Jagerbombs.

That's what I forgot about.

That was my drink in college.

And that is
straight poison now.

- Well, I mean, I'd take one.

- See, he's actually
ready right now.

- ♪ I see words coming
out your mouth ♪

♪ But I can't tell
what you're saying ♪

- You know, hearing about
what happened to Emily

makes me kind of think about
the things that really matter.

And for me,
that's my relationships.

Would you be okay if I stole
your ear for a second?

- Yeah.
- Okay.

- Have a seat.

- So I really just want the
ability to honestly create

a new narrative with Lauren,
just one that's more positive

and all of this tension
just isn't present.

I mean, honestly,
Lauren, I would--

I would really like
to build a bridge

because I am missing
our connection.

I don't know if at
dinner me saying what

my intentions were
about being here

kind of caught you off guard.

I just, I wanna be able
to get to a point

to where we can
actually team up

in a conversation like
dinner and be like, yo,

this is what we went through.

This is the kind of [bleep]
we dealt with.

And this is how
we got through it.

♪

- I will start with saying,
it doesn't seem fair for you

to wanna, like, team up
and be partners in our divorce

when I feel like I didn't get
that type of partnership

in our marriage.

I didn't get
that type of partnership

when you solely decided
you wanted a divorce.

Like, I didn't get a say
in what happened with this.

And that really
hurt my feelings.

You could have just pulled me
to the side yesterday

and said, hey, at some point
I do wanna have

a conversation with you.

You could have texted.

You could have called.

And it just feels like you
only put me on the spot

in front of other couples.

So when you bring things up,
it just doesn't feel real.

- Okay.

I'm very sorry I didn't
make you feel like

we were a team in our marriage.

I'm very sorry about that.

I know I really haven't been
too in communication with you.

But I'm really afraid
to say something wrong

and then things
just kind of go south.

And so that's where a lot
of my just silence comes from.

But that'll change.

And I'm sorry about that.

Is that what needs to happen?

♪

- I don't know what needs
to happen right now, Orion.

- Okay.

- I'm at a point where
it's like a battle

of heart versus head.

Head is like, what am I
getting out of this?

Why do I need to do this?

This is some bull-[bleep].

That's what my head is saying.
- Okay.

- My heart is like,
you still care.

You still, like, want to have
some type of clarity on this.

You still want to have some
type of forward progress.

And I still feel
this state of confusion.

- That's on me.
That is on me.

You know, I haven't
had the best approach

when it comes
to pulling you aside

to talk about these things.

But I'm wanting to do that.

I am wanting to do that.

- I mean...

I can take that
and sit with it for a while.

It's just, I have to do
what's best for me...

- Absolutely.
- At this point.

Because like, I feel like
I am a teammate of one.

In our marriage,
I understand that you reached

your emotional capacity.

But for me post marriage,
it almost

feels like I've reached mine.

And I--I don't know, Orion.

I just don't know.

♪

- ♪ All they do is sit
and talk about you ♪

♪ And they'll believe
what the rumors are true ♪

- Oh, there's our
bleeding princess.

- I'm back.

- Baby.
- How are we?

- How are you?
- Had a day.

- Oh, no, sweetie.

- Hugs are welcome.

- Please, I don't wanna
overwhelm you, but--

- No, no, no. Hugs are great.
- Okay.

- Oh, God, girl.
Oh, hi, sweetheart.

♪

- I've never seen that
much blood for myself.

- Yeah.

- Yeah.

Didn't know if I was fully
gonna make it there for a sec.

- Can you explain the story
and what happened?

- It was snowy and icy.

And then, like,
there was just this branch,

and then I knew I was going
right into the tree.

And then I saw blood.

I was like, oh, [bleep],
I got a bloody nose.

And I was like--

- This is more
than a bloody nose.

- I was like,
where's the blood coming from?

And then he got off.

And he said he saw, like,
blood drip down my face.

- She was in the tree.

And I was like, oh, [bleep].

So I just darted.

- Yeah, he was, like,
the only one that was, like,

had a little bit of urgency.

'Cause I was like, ooh.

- And then I was like,
call 911, like, immediately.

- Oh, man.
- You're a trooper, Emily.

- Literally this is why you
always wear [bleep] helmets,

you guys.
Like, I would have been dead.

Everyone told me.

So it was a day.

Unexpected, woke up,
looked great, came back.

Now I look like Frankenstein.

But I'm alive.

- But you're in
such good spirits.

I know this is, like, a little
thing, a little silver lining.

But I do love that you're
always just like, yeah.

- I've never had a black eye.

I've never been
in an ambulance.

- So you're knocking all the...

- Never had a head injury.
- Bucket list items.

- Things that weren't--
things that weren't even

on her bucket list.

- You know, if you
weren't looking at her

and just hearing her,
you would think

that nothing ever happened.

You know, I think
a lot of people

would have handled the
situation very differently.

And the fact that she is
taking it so positively

and being so good about
everything just shows,

you know,
a testament to her character.

But I know that I need to
step up and be there for her.

So I wanna do everything
in my power

to make sure that she has
a speedy and healthy recovery.

- I'm ready to get back
in that bed.

All right, love you guys.
- Okay, night, night.

- Bye.
- Good night.

- Holy [bleep].

- Stitches was this small.
- Yeah, you said 15 stitches.

- 15 stitches was like this.
- You lied.

- Yo.
- It's like this.

- That was much bigger than
I ever thought it would be.

- I'm glad Brennan
was there for her,

and I'm glad he was very
quick acting with everything,

'cause it could have been
so much worse.

♪

- I'm still sick in bed.

I was throwing up last night,
so I'm definitely not well.

Austin slept in another bed.

This is hell.

I hope I feel better soon so
that I can get back out there

and see everyone and also
to not look like this.

I am the walking dead.

Although, actually,
Em is the walking dead.

I'm just, like,
the walking semi-alive.

- Do we know how Becca
is feeling today?

- I don't know.
Hopefully better.

This'll be a fun little way
to unwind, ladies.

- This is a great idea.

- I agree.

- Shout out to Chloe.

- Got the cucumbers.
- Yes.

- I love it.

- Who wants what?

- I wanna do a foot mask.

- You want a foot mask?
- Yes.

- I'm gonna get a face mask.

- I wonder if the boys
are doing face masks.

[laughter]

- All right, who wants
to lose all their money?

♪

- I like this energy, Brennan.

Like, I feel like we're gonna
be competing at everything

and I'm here for it.

- All right, bro,
careful what you wish for.

- I done wished it twice.
- Uh-huh.

- Thank you, sir.
- Texas Hold 'Em?

- Yeah.

♪

- Good morning, sunshine.
- Hey, guys.

- Morning.

- How you doing?

- No, I slept like a baby.

- You did?

- I don't think anyone else
could have come in

looking like that, Emily.

- That's what I said.
I was like--

- Beautiful.

- I was like,
you look beautiful.

- Like, a little ombre
with the blood going on.

- Yeah, it looked like pink
highlights at one point.

- It was like pink highlights.

- I thought I was gonna
have permanent pink highlights.

Like, it's the worst
to get out of your hair.

And I'm like, this is
the worst color to--

- Yeah.

- It's crazy. I'm just glad
she's okay, you know?

- We're glad she's okay.

- Handling it like a champ.

- I don't think I could have
handled it as well as she has.

- Yeah, no,
I don't know how she's

just in such good spirits
and has been so positive.

It's really great.

- Chloe told us that her
and Michael are doing well.

- Yay.

- I wanna hear everything
because I missed it all.

Honeymoon--
- It's been a whirlwind.

And I just don't think you
could ever be prepared for it.

But I think if there were
any stranger that was going

to make it really easy
to marry him,

it's gonna be Michael,
just a really good man.

He's got a good heart.

And he's hilarious.

- I'll be like, you know, I'm--

I'm gonna take your earrings,
and I'm gonna wear them.

You know?

- Did that actually happen,
where you were like,

I'll wear your earrings?

- Oh, yeah,
I literally was like--

- How did she respond to that?
Like, did she laugh?

- Yeah, she laughed.

I mean, I'm not gonna snatch
them off her ear or nothing.

- Are you trying to be funny,
or you were just actually,

like, trying to wear them.

- Oh, no, I mean,
it's kind of both.

You know what I'm saying?

Like, I'll throw it
out there as a joke.

But if she's like,
you can wear him,

then I'll be like,
all right, cool.

Then pop one in, you know?

But I'm not gonna be like,
hey, you know,

remember that other day
when I said

I would wear your earrings,
it's been 48 hours.

[laughter]

- He is high fashion
to the max.

So it's just been
a lot of fun to watch.

I've really enjoyed, like...
- The skirt.

- Watching him.

That man rolled in
with a skirt.

The best thing, he didn't
even tell me it was coming.

He was just like,
ready to go to the retreat?

And I was like, oh.

- Everybody, ready?

- You're like, love that.
- Great.

Love that for you.

But when it comes
to the sexual attraction,

having that flair
and that really

fashion forward personality
has been a challenge

for me, which is hard.

- I know in all
my relationships,

I'm big on just saying
you know what?

I think I'm getting
triggered right now.

I don't know what is going on.

But this is
triggering me a lot.

- I like the way
you just put that.

You don't know
what's gonna trigger you

until you're in the moment.
You're like, ooh.

- No.
- That's so true.

- Yikes, that's triggering me.

How do I tell him
it's triggering me?

- When we were
at the honeymoon,

it felt like sort of in the--

in the realm that we've been
having, like, playful banter.

Like, I feel like
it kind of just--it fits.

- So I know you and Emily
are focusing on being friends.

Do you think what's happening
right now is gonna change

that dynamic in any way?

- Yeah, so you know,
since the accident, obviously,

everything changed quite a bit.

You know, we went through
a traumatic experience.

And we're honestly trying to
give it the best shot we can.

And I think
it's going well so far.

- He was, like, amazing
yesterday, honestly.

He saw a lot of blood, saw
a lot of my inside of my head.

After, like, going through
something like that, like,

it was--yeah.

Crazy, but, like, wouldn't have
wanted anyone else there.

- I know. I know.

- Sorry.
- We're all coming.

- We're all coming.

- But, yeah, it's crazy what
really brings you together.

- No.

- I mean, obviously, I didn't
want something that traumatic.

But, yeah, I think it
just really

brought stuff into perspective.

- ♪ I won't give up on you

♪

- She's eatin' toast.

And it's staying in my belly.

I'm doing better.

We're gonna really rally here.

- ♪ Ooh, I came to win

♪ Right now, ooh, got me

♪ Ooh, like I'm glittering
like gold, yeah ♪

♪ Ooh, so let's begin
right now ♪

- Should I take my shoes off?

- Hi.

- Hello.

- Hello, hello.

- This couples retreat
has been a little jarring.

- Whoa, I don't
wanna be in front.

- No pressure.

- I'm just gonna sit down.

- And so I thought
we could do some yoga.

I'm just hoping
that this can just

bring a spirit
of tranquility to the house

and just help us all
on our individual journeys.

You brought a sandwich?

[laughter]

♪

- All right.

Hello, everyone.
How's everyone doing?

- Good.
- Good.

- My name is Lesley, also
known as the Ebony Yogini.

And I'm excited to be
here with you today.

We're going to be working
through a flow of open throat

chakra and open heart chakra.

And the things
that those promote

are excellent communication
and open compassion.

- Thank you for being here.

- Happy to have you guys.

- We need the zen.

- Yes, and we are
happy to provide.

Well, in this moment,
I'll have you just find

a comfortable seat
for yourself,

whatever that looks like
for you.

When you're ready, go ahead
and relax your shoulders down.

And from here, I'll have you
extend both arms up above you.

Take some time
to interlace your fingers.

Press your palms
up towards the sky.

Drop your chin
towards your chest.

Take a few deep breaths here.

We're tapping into our
compassion space, our space

that allows us to connect
not only with ourselves

but with others.

- Looking cute, Austin.

- And exhale.

We're coming down,
switching sides, hands up.

- Do I look cute?
- Yeah.

[laughter]

- It's a good look
for you, bro.

- To roll your wrists.

- Hop your feet forward
to meet your hands.

Rising back up, exhale,
cactus your arms open,

deeper back bend.
How far can you go?

Lift your heart.
Lift your gaze.

Compassion, inhale,
rising up, taking this moment

to consider what truths
it is you have to share

and how you can
best communicate those,

what love you have to give,

and how it can
best be directed.

- Em, careful.

Just head up.
- Okay.

- That's, like, the one thing
you're not supposed to do.

- Fantastic.

I'll have you press back
into a comfortable seat.

And since we are leaning
into the concept of love,

compassion, and communication,

what does that really mean
to you?

And how can you best show
compassion in your marriage?

- I show compassion by trying
to be as empathetic

and understanding as I can be.

You know, Emily and I
went through something

pretty traumatic yesterday.

And I think she needed
a lot of compassion.

And you know, just try
to be there for her

and give her
whatever she needed.

- I would say that I practice
compassion first by extending

it to myself just because you
can't count on someone else

to extend it
to you all the time.

But you can definitely
practice it within yourself.

And I think by giving that
compassion to yourself first,

it allows you to just
freely give it to others.

- You know, right now,
Lauren and I,

we're in a weird, tough spot.

But you know, moving forward,
I'd like to show compassion

and being more welcoming,
you know, reaching out,

more opening lines
of communication,

be it, you know, phone calls,
texts, FaceTime,

whatever it may be, you know,
and also just

coming at you
in a very genuine way.

And, you know, ultimately,
you know, things start to move

in a more positive light
for both of us.

- Absolutely, I think we have
some valuable lessons just

in total in regards to
how we care for ourselves,

how we care for each other.

And I think it is of utmost
importance in partnership

and in relationship
to understand that you are not

enemies and that you are not
in battle with each other,

that ultimately,
though you may not be seeing

eye-to-eye in a moment,
understanding that

if you extend your most kind
and compassionate self,

then that will always lend
towards an effective progress

that is beautiful
and paramount.

- ♪ The strength
in all we are ♪

- ♪ Ooh, where we go

- So how was sitting in
on the yoga thing?

- I think you guys did great.

It was weird, I was like
a spectator to yoga,

watching everybody.
- Yeah.

It's not a very
thrilling sport to watch.

- Aw, I loved it.
- Yeah?

All right.

I'm glad to see you're feeling
well enough to at least

sit there for that long.

It feels like
you've been sleeping

for the past 24 hours.

- I have.

No, honestly,
Em is inspiring to me.

I'm like, if Em can sit out
there, I can sit out there.

So, yeah, it was good.

Glad to be back, sad I missed
last night and stuff.

- Yeah, I'm definitely sad
you missed last night too.

You would have enjoyed
all the conversations.

You know, I know this weekend
hasn't, like,

really looked like
what we wanted it to.

So I guess I just wanted
to check in with you to see

how that is sitting with you.

- Yeah, I mean, obviously
nothing intimacy-wise

was gonna happen last night.
- Yeah.

- In fact, I kicked you
out of the bedroom.

- Yes, you did.

- I said, please don't be here.

Yeah, and you know,
a month in a marriage,

I feel like nobody needs
to see their spouse puking.

- Well.
[both laugh]

I think I would like to, like,
focus on enjoying

the rest of the day together.

- Mm-hmm. Totally.

- And then, like, seeing if we
can get back into

that head space and seeing
what happens, like,

tonight and after that.

- I think I just need, like,
some effort, some flirting.

Like, you know, like,
the basic things

that you need
in a relationship.

- Yeah.

♪

- Well, thank you for--

you know, thank you so much
for bringing those two.

It was spiritually
opening for me.

- I'm glad that it helped.

I hoped that it would.

Just my intention
was very much so

for it to just get us all
in a different head space,

a different heart space.

So I feel like--
- It's quite effective.

- It worked.
- Yeah, it's quite effective.

- My emotions towards you
are open to being open.

- Yeah?

- I mean, you already said
that you wanted to just,

like, reopen lines
of communication.

So I feel like
doing that, check.

But I don't know how
to navigate divorce.

So I don't know
what that looks like.

I don't know how much...

I can receive of you
in divorce.

- Sure.

- Yeah,
I don't know where I am.

I don't know.
- That's okay.

I don't know either.

- I think that we
are doing a good job

in these group settings
of being civil,

of being friendly.

Genuine friendship,
I don't know.

Right now, if I'm being honest,

I just don't know how
much value I would see

in us having a friendship.

I want intentional friendships
in my life at this point.

I want valuable friendships.

And I just...

- Just not there yet.

- I'm not there
with you right now.

This time, like,
three, four weeks ago,

I was in a very
different mental state,

a very different heart state,

definitely holding out on love.

And I don't know why
I was holding out

for so long for you
to reach out.

- I had no idea.

- I didn't expect it to feel
like a real breakup

considering it was so short,
but it did.

But I feel like, yeah, like,

all this would have been,
like, really good

for my soul three weeks ago,

really good for maybe us
three weeks ago.

But now, it's like to me,
it feels like

this is a great effort
and a great step.

But it's, like, still,
damn, where was this?

That's all, but...

- That's understandable.

So would you like to check in
in maybe a week or so,

maybe a couple days?

- You know,
maybe let me drive that.

- Sure.

- And I'll reach out
if that's--

if that's okay with you.
- Absolutely.

♪

- ♪ Not that
the pressure, pressure ♪

♪ Pressure brings you down

♪ Not that you're better when
there's no one else around ♪

- Hi, guys.
- Good seeing you.

- How it's going?
- Hey.

- How you doing?
- Hello.

- Hi, I'm Clare.

- Clare, nice to meet you.

- We're just gonna get you
warmed up really quick,

make sure that we're safe
on all the obstacles.

And then we'll hop
on that course, okay?

- Sweet.
- Sound good?

- Let's do it. Yeah.
- Yes.

- With all the things
like Emily's accident

and then Becca being sick,
I'm just hoping that

this obstacle course
gives us a chance to, like,

bond as a group and slack off
and have fun and not,

like, always be so serious.

- This is our swoop slider.

Really the only rules
with the air bag is,

you just can't
land on your head.

And you cannot put your arms
behind you when you land.

Goal would be to grab
those two hanging handles.

Those are called
the flying squirrels.

Hayden's gonna demo for you.

Just pop that bar off the top.

♪

- Yeah.
- I see.

- Becca seems so happy.

- This is crazy.
- I'm nervous.

- Just like that.

- Way to go, you.
- Yeah, that was great.

- You're good to go.

Just step off,
and it'll take you down.

There you go.

♪

[cheering]

- There you go.

- Oh, man, now I gotta get
to the next one.

What a beast.

[all groan]

- Clare.

- You got this.

- Whoo!

- Just like a little gymnast.

- You got it, you got it,
you got it!

[all cheering]

- Look at her [bleep] back.

- Yes, Clare.
- Yes, Clare.

- Hope it gives me
enough momentum.

- Come on.
- You got it.

- Little monkey.

- That was hard.

That was really hard.

- Give me a B.

both:
B.

- Give me an R.
both: R.

- ♪ Danger, danger

- Holy [bleep].

- Brennan! Oh!

- Now I'm scared.
I'm nervous.

- I'm kind of nervous.
- You guys got this.

- I'm nervous.

- ♪ Danger, danger

- Yeah, buddy.

Yeah, buddy.
- Hey, hey.

- Hey.

He did that with ease.
- You good, Mike?

♪

- Nice.
- Wow, so graceful.

- Okay, show off.

- Nice.

- Monkey man.
- Last one.

- Monkey Mike.
- Monkey Mike.

- Monkey Mike.

[cheering]

- Wow, like,
my husband is crushing it.

So I'm super turned on
by Michael right now.

Determined.

- Let's go, Lauren.

- Yeah, girl.

- That didn't take me there.

[cheering]

- You're too tall.

- Here we go, Austin,
here we go.

- Hey, I was waiting
for the backflip.

- Let's go, Chloe.

[laughter]

[applause]

- That was--
- A for effort.

- That was
a beautiful dismount.

- Why is this marriage
so adventurous?

[laughs]

Ah! Thank you, husband.

- This looks kind
of like a slide,

but it's not a slide.

So don't go down on your butt.

- Definitely too steep
to be a slide.

So just face the wall on
the way up and the way down.

So this would be the goal,
to get to the top.

[cheering]

- Whoa.
- Nice.

- Yeah, there's no way.

- This is not for the
shorties of the world.

- All righty.
- Who's going first?

- Who's first?
- I'll try to walk up the 10.

- You can run up the 10.
You'll make it no problem.

- ♪ La, la, la, la, la

♪ La, la, la

- It's hard 'cause you
see it coming, and then--

- ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh,
show me what you can do ♪

♪

- See, it's deceiving.

- Ow, ow, ow, ow.

- I don't think that hurt.

- Go, Lauren.

[cheering]

- I'll do this one.
- Clare.

- Clare.
- Clare.

- Clare.
- I don't think I have this.

This is like--
did you start back here?

- Give me a C.
- All the way?

- C.
- Give me an L.

- L.

- Give me an A.
- A.

♪

- An I, an I.

- R, E.
- R, E.

[cheering]

Clare!

- Our little muffin.

- Who's next?
- Why not?

- You got it.

You're, like,
as tall as this thing.

- You got, bud.
Let's go.

- M.
- M.

- Go, go, go.

- This is it.

[cheering]

- That's your man.

What?

- I am loving
watching my husband

absolutely dominate
this obstacle course.

He's a man that definitely
leans into his feminine side.

But when it comes to watching
him kick [bleep] ass,

it's a total turn on.

Didn't know I was
married to a ninja.

- You know, that's all that
martial arts practicing

while watching kung fu movies.

♪

- You guys were
animals out there.

- Animals.
I'm proud of you two.

- Just animals.
- Are you kidding?

- You can get through it.

- I'm gonna come to y'all's
Decisions Days

and do pom poms.

[laughter]

- Can we talk about
how Michael secretly

does this in his free time?

- I'm not just a boxer.

I'm also a ninja.
- Yes.

- That's what he said.

Also, Brennan was, like,
too strong for this [bleep].

- I'm surprised there wasn't
a hole in that wall.

[laughter]

- It's how hard
you could hit it,

not how high you could climb.

- Brennan smash.

- Smash.

- That was fun.

- It's a good weekend.
It's a good weekend.

- We're flowing.

- Flowing, baby.
- Flowing.

- I think for us, you know,
we went through something

very traumatic together.

And I really believe
as unfortunate as it was,

if we look at it from,
like, a positive standpoint,

I think it really
brought us closer together.

And wish we went about it
a different way, but--

- What doesn't kill you
makes you stronger.

♪

- I feel like we got stronger,

which was what
I ultimately wanted.

- Yeah, me too.

Yeah, I wouldn't
have ever imagined

it would have gone down
this way.

While it was very extreme,
I think it brought us stronger.

And now I'm excited to, like,
go into a normal week together.

- Yeah, I'd say I know we had
a couple of little hiccups.

And I apologize for that.

But I feel like one thing
that I need to really do is,

like, up my romance game.

I think that's been lacking
a little bit lately.

So if you have
any ideas, holler.

- I don't know, man.
She saw you at yoga today.

[laughter]

- That ass.

- That was hilarious.
You were like, I look cute?

- Still have tonight.
- Still have tonight.

- Yeah, still got tonight.

- ♪ We came to,
we came to win, not play ♪

♪

- ♪ High rise,
sitting on a line tight ♪

♪ I'm just living
love's dream ♪

♪

- [laughing]

- See, this is a 10.

This is a 10. You see?
- Oh, no.

- Look at the shoulder test,
the depth.

- No, no, no, this is a 15.

- Well, you see.
You see what I'm saying.

- Yeah, I see what
you're saying.

Okay, this is fabulous.

- It is.

I found these candles,
kind of set the mood,

a little incense
in the background.

I'm in the zone right now.

- I wasn't expecting you
to just, you know,

be the whole reason
that they created

an entire obstacle course.

- In transparency,
I didn't expect that, either.

I was fully prepared
to snap a hip at some point.

I couldn't let the young kids
know, like, you know,

- I feel like going--

- This is what the old people
have to do

after doing an obstacle course
like that.

We gotta soak.

♪

- So how have you sort of
taken in this couples retreat?

This is kind of the first time
for me seeing everything,

so I'm curious to get
your intake, your feedback.

- Yeah, I mean, well,
first and foremost,

it was just nice
to hang out with them.

I was surprised
at some of the challenges,

surprised but not shocked.

I think surprised because,
you know, I had optimism

for all the couples
even though I didn't

spend any significant time
with them.

I think just from my own
mental and emotional comfort,

I had that level of optimism.

- Yeah.
- How about you?

- That sounds fair.

- I mean, with this
first full contact

with all of them, how was it?

- I was surprised
at how many journeys

had veered in the direction
that they have.

But the one thing I probably
took from our time

with everybody else today
is really

how well we have managed to
communicate with one another.

I feel like
the one thing that's

broken everybody else apart
has been

a lack of communication, and...

- It does sound that way.

- We've done a really good job

at making sure that
we're leaning into

each other's
communication styles.

Communication has been our
top priority with each other

from the moment that we met.

And, honestly, it's just sexy.

It's sexy watching him
talk and communicate

and be open and most
importantly shirtless.

I've thoroughly
enjoyed watching you

take a bubble bath.

Thank you for allowing me
this moment.

- Sure.

- ♪ It's new love,
it's new love ♪

♪ It's new love, baby

♪

- Get all set up
for movie night.

Today was long.
- Mm-hmm.

- But it was fun.
- Rallied.

- You rallied.
I'm proud of you.

- Thank you.

- Kicking that cold's butt.
- Cold?

- I don't know, whatever
stomach bug thing you had,

whatever it was.

You were able to, like,
come to Ninja Warrior.

- Yep.
- Sit in on yoga.

- Yep.

I loved couples retreat
for, like, the friends,

like, all the time we got
to spend with our friends.

And we love our friends.

Friday, our, like,
one night here,

was definitely
disappointing for me.

♪

I think I just heard you talk
a lot about, like, intimacy

and, like, working on intimacy
and, like, getting closer.

And it started off
on like a really--

- Poor note.

I think it was me. I get it.

And I'm sorry that
that wasn't the mindset

I was in that night.

♪

- [breathing shakily]

♪

- It's not just
the couples retreat,

but it's, like, leading up
to couples retreat,

I just, like, keep waiting.

And then there was, like,
this build-up to this weekend

where you were like, I'm really
excited for couples retreat.

I'm really excited, and then--

so I just, like, keep waiting.

It doesn't feel good to, like,
have to beg to be wanted.

- Yeah, and I understand

why you're feeling
the way you are.

And I do want
to make it better.

And I feel like I have
expressed that, like,

just a rehashing
of this conversation

that I thought
we have gotten past

that we keep coming back to.

- I think you have
moved past it.

I think it's still
very much difficult for me.

I don't feel like--

I haven't gained
a lot of clarity from--

- Okay, well, I'm happy
to keep talking about it.

- No, I'm not saying we have
to keep talking about it.

I just--but now I can tell

that you don't wanna
talk about it.

- I admit my fault,
but if you include

this entire experience,
I think we've

had a lot of progression.

I mean, maybe it's like one--

- You think we've had
a lot of progression?

I think we've made out a lot.

♪

- Okay.

I mean, intimacy
isn't just physical.

But, yeah, let's--
but you're right.

It should be going
further more often.

- It sounds good
to hear you say that.

It just sounds like
this is a conversation

that we have repeatedly,

and it's always left with
a promise of I will do better.

I promise I desire you.

And...what happens is nothing.

♪

- Do you think this is going
well, this conversation?

- I don't think
that talking about it

is unhelpful for me.

Like, I just want you
to want me.

And that hasn't
really happened yet.

- Well, I do.

And I thought you, like,
believed me.

- I do want to believe you.

♪

- Okay.

I was hoping tonight
would end on a good note

so we could see
what would happen,

and now I feel like...

♪

That's not happening.

♪

[upbeat music]

- ♪ We're not talking
anymore ♪

♪ And we can
no longer ignore ♪

- My wrist is just, like,
really hurting.

- How is that?
- It hurts.

- Yeah, you got a gnarly
little bruise here.

- Brennan stepped up
to the plate

in, like, every way possible.

Yeah, my fingers
are all bruised.

I tried packing.

- You did? How'd it go?

- Well, like, I organized.
I just have to roll.

Sadly, while this was
a traumatic event,

I think it did really show
a lot to us both about how much

we care about each other,

and with Decision Day
right around the corner,

time's a-ticking.

But I feel like we just
reached new heights.

- You just stay there,
and I'll just start

throwing stuff in a bag.
- Okay.

♪

- I'm feeling disconnected
from Austin.

I'm feeling sad about
how last night went

and how I still had hope after
that conversation on the couch

that we were maybe gonna
still try to at least connect

with each other in some way.

And we didn't.

- I don't know.

Do you wanna talk
about everything?

♪

- Do you--do you want to?

- So like, what do you think?

Where are you at?

- I think going to bed
last night and, like,

you not wanting to snuggle or,
like, anything,

like, was difficult.

And, like, this morning,
I also feel that a little bit.

♪

- I think it's just, like,
the rehashing of it,

constantly, that is, like,
making it challenging for me

to get to a place
where I am okay.

But I think just, like,

it just kind of keeps reopening
the fresh wound in my opinion.

You know?
- I know.

I'm just nervous, that's all.

'Cause I just feel you--
- And that's okay.

And you can be nervous.

But I feel like I'm expressing,
like, where I'm at and, like,

and how I feel about just
re-having these conversations.

It just feels like
we're rehashing...

and re-opening the same, like,
wound over and over again.

My apology about
this weekend is sincere.

And, like, it seems
like you do understand

where I'm coming from,
and I appreciate that.

I'm not any type
of way towards you.

I don't think that, like...

- Just felt that way a little
last night and this morning.

- I'm sorry.

- Just a little kiss
goes a long way.

- Hey.

♪

It's okay. We'll be good.

We are good now.

I do feel bad about the first
night of couples retreat.

You know, I definitely
would have changed that night,

and I would have
taken it a little easier

and would have liked
to have, like, you know,

prioritized her and kind of
made that first night, like,

special for the both of us.

Hopefully we can fix that
and move forward.

- ♪ And I know, yeah, I know,
yeah, I know ♪

♪ Yeah, I know
it's hard for you now ♪

♪ It's gonna be better,
it's gonna get better ♪

♪ You're gonna be all right

- Goof.

- ♪ Whoa, oh

♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh

- All right,
let's rock and roll.

♪

This weekend was long
with a lot of emotions

considering what
happened yesterday.

But I do think
that there is hope.

Because after this,
honestly anything is possible.

- Oh, you're just rolling it.

- ♪ We're ready to go

♪ The rulers, the rulers

♪ We're the rulers
of the weekend ♪

♪ Feeling good inside,
all right ♪

- ♪ Good inside

- ♪ Getting loose,
I'm loving the vibe ♪

♪

- Ooh.

- Is that a wolf, or is it you?

- Awoo.
- Woof, woof, woof.

Are you excited?

- I'm very excited.
- Yeah?

- Couples retreat
kind of didn't go

too well for Becca and myself.

And I don't think I really
handled it appropriately.

So on our way back home,

hoping to make up for it.

So we're gonna have fun
amongst the wolves.

And I'm just hoping we
can kind of, like,

get back on, like,
a good track

'cause it feels like
we kinda got derailed

with, like,
everything that happened.

Kind of nervous
'cause I want them to love me,

and if they don't,
I'm gonna be really sad.

- Yeah, well,
I'm sure they'll--

- Or if they, like,
you know, bite my arm off,

that'd be pretty bad too.

- Well, as a fellow puppy,
I'm sure they will love you.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- Hi, guys.
- Hi.

You've got Raven here.
- Perfect.

- She is our almost
one-year-old wolf,

and she is very excited
to meet you guys.

- Wow, she's so big.

- We're gonna head in
and say hello to her.

- Oh, she's just a puppy.
- She is very big already.

- I know. That's crazy.

- She will give you
kisses likely.

It's a greeting for these guys.

So she does
wanna give you kisses.

We recommend that
you take those

because if you turn away from
them, she might get offended.

All right, well, if you guys
wanna follow us in.

- That's good, thank you.

- You nervous?

- I think this will be
a great spot.

- Right here in the sun.

- Raven! Yep. Yeah.

- Beautiful.
- Hi, sweetie.

- Oh, kisses.

- Thank you so much.

- A belly rub.

- And she's a wolf,
so she does what she wants.

If she did not wanna be
sitting right next to you guys

getting this love, she'd be
all the way over there.

Are you gonna
sit in their laps?

- Oh, that's a sweetie.
- So she has been doing that

ever since
she was a little puppy.

- I mean, I think
we have to get a wolf.

- We're just gonna
walk down and around.

- Bye, Raven.
- Bye, Raven, we love you.

- Bye, sweetie.

Yeah, you can come walk
with us out.

- We love you.

- Mates are very, very special
to these guys.

We actually do matchmaking.

So we will do arranged
marriages right here as well.

So this is Denali,

and he's living in our
matchmaker enclosure,

where we're able to make
these lovely matches

between our wolves.

So it's got this side
and that side over there,

and we'll have them living
side-by-side as neighbors

to kind of monitor
their body language

and their behavior
to see if they're

interested in one another.

And then if all has gone well
at that point,

we'll open up both doors.

They get a chance to have
that first play date.

And we'll see lots of kisses,
lots of fun and frisky play.

And at that point, we know that
they have chosen each other

for the rest of their lives.

- That is adorable.

- Because wolves mate for life,

this is such
an important process

that we're going through
with them

to make sure that
they are gonna be happy

with that other wolf forever.

- Yeah,
you're, like, the experts.

- Oh, yeah.

So you guys didn't have
an enclosure like this

to kind of...
- No.

- See each other
from afar, right?

- No, no, just at
the end of the aisle.

- It's not always
a very obvious pairing.

It takes a lot of work and
commitment from both animals,

like it does
with humans as well.

- The wolves really
are pretty dependent

on their partners
for happiness.

And it's a good reminder that
I didn't go into this

evaluating whether
I wanted my marriage

to be successful
or unsuccessful.

To me, there was really
only one option,

was for it to succeed.

- ♪ You make me smile

♪ You make me love

- Sometimes relationships
and marriage take hard work

and getting your hands dirty,

and, you know,
even when you're tired,

trying to connect
with your partner.

And we just need
to move forward

and get out of our heads,
because I want it to last,

and I wanna be
together forever.

- These guys meet
and end up spending

the rest of their lives
with the one true wolf, right?

- That's incredible.
- Yeah.

[wolf howling]

- Oh! There it goes.

[both howling]

[wolf howling]

[laughter]

I'm howling your face.

Rawr, rawr, rawr, rawr, rawr.

♪ I love the way it
feels waking up to you ♪

♪

- You did it.

- Next time on
"Married at First Sight"...

- You know what tequila does.
- Why do you think I got some?

- Our couples
do everything it takes

to deepen their bond
before Decision Day.

- I really liked him
at the wedding.

I know you did too.
- He is the greatest.

- Like, I'm going
to stay together

with her on Decision Day.

- You really have
been committed,

and, like, I have felt that.

♪

- I've appreciated, like,
so much, like, you being here.

Who would have thought
a tree would pull me in?

- So how has married life been?

- I have been overwhelmed.

Everything is moving
so quickly,

so what I was thinking about
was taking a few days apart.

- Like, oh, well,
wait a minute,

do you not wanna be with me?

- All of these fights
and all of these things

are, like, days and nights
of rejection.

- Becca, do you
want this marriage?

[dramatic music]

♪