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# Would you have it
any other way? #
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I'm going in. All this palaver
to make plum pudding for one person!
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It's not just any person,
it's your brother. Pass me the wine.
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Mum! Mum!
Ha-ha!
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Thanks. OK, what do you think? OK.
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Eurgh!
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Well, Rob'll love it.
He'd better.
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And I don't want any fighting
over Christmas.
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Do you hear?
Same goes for you and Dad.
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I'm not going like this.
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Right, I'll go.
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The British Embassy were contacted
by officials in Thailand
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earlier today.
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As your local police station,
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we've been informed that
a body's been identified,
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believed to be your son, Rob.
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No, no!
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A group of young people
swimming late at night.
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He must have got into difficulty.
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He drowned.
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No!
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No! He was identified earlier today
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by a travelling companion,
Ayesha Farewell.
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Well, she's, she's wrong.
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She's... She's wrong.
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I'm afraid I have to ask you
to come to the station.
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We'll need you to confirm
the evidence sent through
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by the Embassy. No!
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It won't be him, it won't be him.
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Please, Luke, make it not him!
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Make it not Rob...
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Make it not Rob!
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Make it not Rob! I'm so sorry.
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I'm so sorry, Mum!
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I'm so sorry!
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Erm...
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Thank you all for coming to
celebrate Rob's birthday with us.
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It's been two months...
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..and while I can't say
it gets any easier,
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I can say how very grateful we are
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for all the support and help
that you've shown us.
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Rosalie.
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Er, yes, erm, thank you.
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Our son...
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..would have been 20 today.
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To Rob.
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To Rob.
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Ayesha, can I talk to you
in private for a minute? Yeah, sure.
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Rob had his place at
Physical Education College.
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He had to be the strongest swimmer
on that beach.
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We were pretty wasted.
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Why didn't anyone
notice he was gone,
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call for help?
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So, there were different groups
all along the beach.
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He could've been with
any one of them.
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And not one person noticed?
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It wasn't like
I was looking for him.
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I'm sorry.
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The Thai police asked me
to identify him, so...
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Rosalie?
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You know, I thought
maybe you could help me
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go through Rob's things.
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You know, we could talk about him.
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We weren't, you know, like that,
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a couple.
They didn't find his phone.
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Did he leave it on the beach?
I mean,
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did someone pick it up?
I don't know.
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I... I have to catch my train.
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It was a terrible,
tragic accident, Rosie.
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Well, I'll never accept that.
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Never! I mean, how can you
say that? He was your son!
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Please, can you just calm down,
Rosie? Don't tell me to calm down!
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We've talked this through, Rosalie.
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Have we? What,
just like we talked about
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your affair with Wendy?!
Come on!
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We really sorted that out,
didn't we? Please,
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let's not go there again! Erm...
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It's been a long day.
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I think we should give the family
some privacy, don't you?
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He hit his head,
he was knocked unconscious.
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Rosie, love, please!
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You know that he wouldn't
dive around
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the rocks in the
middle of the night.
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If you want to help each other,
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you have to work together.
I can't. I...
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I can't move on the way
that you want us to. I...
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She wants me out.
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Please, if you want
to help me, just...
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just give me some space.
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Hi, you've reached
Maddie, sorry I can't get to
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the phone right now. Please leave
a message after the tone...
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Answer your bloody phone, Maddie!
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Maddie?
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Maddie.
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That's it.
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OK, yep. Thank you.
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The school realises this is a hugely
difficult time for you.
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But no problem booting her out!
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We have every sympathy,
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but constant truancy, disruption?
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She was drunk in class
the other day.
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How are things at home?
Could that be affecting her?
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We, erm...
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We're not together at the moment.
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Well, I suggest you pull together,
with regard to your daughter.
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I'll consider one last suspension,
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if you can find a way to help her
deal with her grief.
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You can't explain the pain to
someone who hasn't gone through it.
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Sometimes, it's almost physical.
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It comes in waves.
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It's like, erm...
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No...
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Thank you for listening.
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We have some new members
in the group this evening.
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Perhaps they'd like to share?
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Only when you're ready.
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My name's Jed.
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Jed Cousins. I don't
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remember a lot about my parents,
to tell the truth.
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I was only four when they...
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they had the crash.
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Me nan brought us up.
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A right old...battleaxe.
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She always wore a scarf
round her head.
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I swear she went
to sleep with that scarf!
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I didn't give it to her easy.
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I was... I was a difficult kid.
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Everyone cut me some slack
because the...
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poor lad had lost his mum and dad.
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At 16, I left home
and went to London.
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At first, I'd call
her once a week...
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..pretending I was doing
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all these brilliant jobs
when, really, I was...
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..scraping by.
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It was always next month...
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I was coming home.
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A neighbour called
to say she'd passed.
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I never thought much
about my nan before.
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Now she's gone,
she's all I think about.
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It's doing me head in.
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I really liked your talk. I mean,
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if liked is the right word to use.
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Thanks. I can just picture your nan,
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with that scarf.
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I'm pretty sure
she was bald under that!
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I'm Rosalie.
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This is my daughter, Maddie.
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Hiya. Hi.
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Was that your...
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your husband?
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Er, no. My son.
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I'm sorry. It's fine. Er,
thank you very much for speaking.
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Very brave of you.
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Thanks. Pleasure. Well done.
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Thank you, Tom.
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Er, Jed?
Erm, we haven't had dinner yet
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and we live round the corner.
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You're more than welcome.
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I wouldn't want to...
It's no trouble. It's just lasagne,
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garlic bread.
It's not even dinner, more supper.
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What would you call dinner,
if lasagne's supper?!
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Ha-ha! Well, I'll take
that as a yes! Yeah.
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Perfect.
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It's only me!
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I know.
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It's a young guy who we met
at counselling. Jed.
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So, it went OK?
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We'll get there.
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All of us together again.
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In time. I hope so. Hi, Dad!
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I didn't hear you come in. Hi! Mwah!
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Just dropping by.
Erm... Er,
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Luke, Jed. Jed, Luke.
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Hello. Nice to meet you. You too.
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Right, well, thank you for dinner,
or supper, whatever you call it.
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You're welcome.
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I'll, er... I'll see yous,
see yous again?
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Er, next week?
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Sure. I'll show him out.
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It was really nice
to have you over...
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And get this, he doesn't drink,
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he doesn't smoke,
feels guilty about his dead nan.
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He's really lovely.
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I know. You don't have to say it.
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Ooh!
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There we go.
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There you go.
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Ha-ha! Strong hands.
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Holding that. Ha-ha-ha!
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That's a good shout. Here?
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You'd make a good gardener.
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Why would you do that?!
Why would I do what?!
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No! No, don't do that!
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Ha! All right, all right...
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Go on, give it me.
Give it me. Go on.
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There you go.
Go on. Perfect, perfect, perfect...
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Agh!
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No! Ha!
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I'm not saving you!
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Ha-ha-ha!
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I'm going to have to go home
and get a change of clothes.
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Erm...
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You can take jeans and a T-shirt
from Rob's room, if you want.
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Er, that might be difficult for you.
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Yeah, it will be difficult, but...
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Er, you're kind of in my space, Jed.
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And you're getting my
kitchen floor all wet.
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Ha!
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Go on.
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How long have you been here now,
Jed? A couple of months or so.
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Do you see a future for yourself
in the gardening business?
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Yeah.
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Maybe. Well, you must
have a vision of
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where you're going to be in the
future? It won't be as a priest,
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that's for sure!
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Right, bon appetit, everyone.
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Only work would keep
my son away from
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your hotpot, Rosie.
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Looks like you're going to be
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man of the house
for a while, Jed. Ha!
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Hardly. Stop it now, Fay. Stop what?
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I'm as grateful to this young man
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as the next person.
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Look what he's done.
He's turned Maddie around.
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I'm actually in the room, Gran!
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My point exactly.
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Shall we change the subject now?
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Did your nan have
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any man friends, Jed?
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Er, not that I know of.
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She was into her books..
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What sort of books?
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Catherine Cookson?
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Danielle Steel? Am I right?
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More of a Trollope fan. Dickens.
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I can't really remember,
to be honest. Outed for
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the middle-class snob that
you are, Gran. Guilty as charged.
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I've had it easier than some.
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Rosalie started out
as a care worker.
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That's how we met.
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Owner of three of the best
residential homes in the county.
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Only because you
believed in me.
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Not bad,
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for a girl from the
roughest council estate?
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You know, I kind of thought
you'd be from...
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all this. No.
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No, my mum was left with two young
kids when my father bailed.
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What's that silly saying -
"poor, but happy"? Ha!
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But we were.
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Poor is shite,
whatever way you look at it.
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You know what it's like
to want things, though.
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We've got a lot in common.
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Yeah, of course we do.
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Maddie.
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Losing someone.
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If that's what you mean.
No, it's, like, more than that.
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I don't know, it's me
being stupid, I just...
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I feel like I've known you
a lot longer,
259
00:20:35,757 --> 00:20:37,277
that's all.
260
00:20:38,277 --> 00:20:40,117
It's weird.
261
00:20:42,157 --> 00:20:46,517
You lost your mother, I lost my son.
262
00:20:48,557 --> 00:20:51,357
Maybe that's
the connection you feel.
263
00:20:51,397 --> 00:20:54,517
I think that we both have
to be careful not to...
264
00:20:56,517 --> 00:20:58,597
..not to get everything mixed up.
265
00:20:59,877 --> 00:21:01,957
Yeah. Maybe you're right.
266
00:21:03,477 --> 00:21:06,317
Thanks for this. You're welcome.
267
00:21:06,357 --> 00:21:08,997
Night. Night, Jed.
268
00:22:19,997 --> 00:22:23,197
I've given Mrs Flynn last rites.
269
00:22:23,237 --> 00:22:24,917
Her family's with her now.
270
00:22:27,877 --> 00:22:29,637
Everything OK?
271
00:22:30,917 --> 00:22:32,237
Yeah, I just...
272
00:22:33,557 --> 00:22:35,557
I just haven't been
sleeping very well.
273
00:22:36,877 --> 00:22:38,437
Worried about Jed?
274
00:22:39,637 --> 00:22:43,197
What do you mean?
Has he told you his real name yet?
275
00:22:43,237 --> 00:22:44,597
His real name?
276
00:22:44,637 --> 00:22:46,277
Jethro.
277
00:22:46,317 --> 00:22:49,517
I Googled his parents' accident.
278
00:22:49,557 --> 00:22:54,557
Why would you do that?
And looked up his nan's obituary.
279
00:22:54,597 --> 00:22:56,637
Rita Cousins.
280
00:22:56,677 --> 00:22:59,757
She did have a partner,
for many years.
281
00:22:59,797 --> 00:23:02,037
He's mentioned in her obituary.
282
00:23:03,397 --> 00:23:06,397
Jed said she was alone.
283
00:23:08,757 --> 00:23:10,197
What have you got against him?
284
00:23:10,237 --> 00:23:11,717
Nothing!
285
00:23:13,317 --> 00:23:15,677
Seems perfect.
286
00:23:15,717 --> 00:23:17,437
Maybe that's the problem.
287
00:23:28,717 --> 00:23:30,477
Shit!
288
00:23:35,917 --> 00:23:38,117
The alarm's gone off
in the cottage again.!
289
00:23:38,157 --> 00:23:40,957
What cottage? It's this old
shack in the middle of nowhere
290
00:23:40,997 --> 00:23:45,437
that everyone loves except me. It'll
be the wind, or a fox, or something.
291
00:23:45,477 --> 00:23:48,397
The police never check. I'll go up
there tomorrow to make sure. Well,
292
00:23:48,437 --> 00:23:50,717
not on your own, Mum.
I'm coming with you.
293
00:23:50,757 --> 00:23:53,157
You're not missing another
day of school, missy! Mum!
294
00:23:53,197 --> 00:23:56,317
Maddie, I'm not listening to this!
Please, it's really important,
295
00:23:56,357 --> 00:23:58,357
It's just, I don't want you
to go up on your own...
296
00:24:20,197 --> 00:24:23,837
Thanks, Mum. I'll feel better.
There's really no need.
297
00:24:23,877 --> 00:24:27,077
I know. I just want you
to come home safe.
298
00:24:31,237 --> 00:24:32,717
Thank you.
299
00:24:39,957 --> 00:24:41,997
See you later. Bye.
300
00:26:23,637 --> 00:26:24,717
Argh!
301
00:26:30,157 --> 00:26:32,357
It's a power cut.
302
00:26:32,397 --> 00:26:33,957
Happens here a lot.
303
00:26:40,597 --> 00:26:43,077
It's been forced. Wait there,
304
00:26:43,117 --> 00:26:44,477
I'll check upstairs.
305
00:26:52,917 --> 00:26:54,837
No, nothing.
306
00:26:54,877 --> 00:26:58,197
Must have been hikers, taking
a chance. They taken anything?
307
00:26:59,357 --> 00:27:00,877
They didn't find them.
308
00:27:05,357 --> 00:27:08,197
My mum couldn't afford much,
but she never missed our books.
309
00:27:10,437 --> 00:27:12,237
There's some first
editions in there.
310
00:27:13,797 --> 00:27:15,837
I bought them, over the years.
311
00:27:19,437 --> 00:27:20,837
Valeria.
312
00:27:21,997 --> 00:27:23,197
My heroine.
313
00:27:24,517 --> 00:27:28,317
God, how I wanted a crystal pendant,
with magic powers, like hers!
314
00:27:28,357 --> 00:27:29,797
Ha!
315
00:27:30,797 --> 00:27:33,037
My mum bought me a glass one,
so I couldn't...
316
00:27:33,077 --> 00:27:34,797
I couldn't get a crystal one
after that.
317
00:27:36,477 --> 00:27:37,677
Why not?
318
00:27:38,917 --> 00:27:41,277
It would be like saying
her present wasn't good enough.
319
00:27:43,957 --> 00:27:46,877
You're a...kind person, aren't ya?
320
00:27:48,037 --> 00:27:49,797
Sorry, am I allowed to say that?
321
00:27:49,837 --> 00:27:52,797
Ha! It's a nice thing to say,
why wouldn't you say it?
322
00:27:55,757 --> 00:27:58,277
It's getting dark.
We should, er, we should go.
323
00:27:58,317 --> 00:27:59,717
Maddie will be getting worried.
324
00:28:02,117 --> 00:28:03,317
There we go.
325
00:28:10,997 --> 00:28:12,677
Maddie?
326
00:28:12,717 --> 00:28:16,877
I won't hurt you,
or your mum, again.
327
00:28:19,237 --> 00:28:20,797
It was a mistake.
328
00:28:22,797 --> 00:28:25,077
It was a shit mistake, Dad.
329
00:28:26,597 --> 00:28:28,597
I really am sorry.
330
00:28:30,837 --> 00:28:32,037
It's OK.
331
00:28:33,797 --> 00:28:37,197
Since Rob,
332
00:28:37,237 --> 00:28:40,117
well, everything else
feels like small stuff.
333
00:28:55,037 --> 00:28:56,917
I'm sure I left them in the car.
334
00:28:58,757 --> 00:29:00,477
I'm just going to check inside.
335
00:29:08,837 --> 00:29:10,397
This is hopeless, Jed.
336
00:29:14,997 --> 00:29:17,557
They must've come out of your hand
when that bird flew out.
337
00:29:17,597 --> 00:29:19,557
It's too dark.
338
00:29:19,597 --> 00:29:21,757
We'll have to look again
in the morning.
339
00:29:23,317 --> 00:29:24,677
Right, OK.
340
00:29:29,237 --> 00:29:31,637
Mum? Nah, it's me.
341
00:29:31,677 --> 00:29:33,397
But she managed to get through.
342
00:29:33,437 --> 00:29:35,637
She can't find her car keys, is all.
343
00:29:35,677 --> 00:29:37,437
I'm going to stay the night.
344
00:29:37,477 --> 00:29:38,597
OK.
345
00:29:46,597 --> 00:29:49,597
I'm not very hungry.
346
00:29:52,997 --> 00:29:54,717
Did Rob enjoy coming here?
347
00:29:58,997 --> 00:30:01,597
We used to have to bribe
Maddie to come up here,
348
00:30:01,637 --> 00:30:05,037
but Rob was in his element.
349
00:30:06,797 --> 00:30:08,717
We'd hike for miles in the woods.
350
00:30:10,677 --> 00:30:12,157
He was an outdoors lad.
351
00:30:13,157 --> 00:30:15,037
Knew how to take care of himself.
352
00:30:22,157 --> 00:30:24,277
That's why it'll never sit with me.
353
00:30:25,957 --> 00:30:29,597
My boy, drowning.
354
00:30:31,877 --> 00:30:33,397
Not Rob.
355
00:30:36,237 --> 00:30:39,477
I wanted to go back
to Thailand and ask questions,
356
00:30:39,517 --> 00:30:41,157
see where it happened, but...
357
00:30:42,957 --> 00:30:46,117
..Maddie was out of control.
We couldn't leave her. And...
358
00:30:47,677 --> 00:30:49,637
..Luke and I couldn't stay together.
359
00:30:51,637 --> 00:30:53,957
All that toxic anger between us.
360
00:30:56,637 --> 00:30:59,357
And all we wanted was our son back.
361
00:31:03,077 --> 00:31:05,717
I want him back!
362
00:31:05,757 --> 00:31:08,437
I'm sorry. No, don't apologise.
363
00:31:10,117 --> 00:31:13,677
I can't pretend
to understand what that...
364
00:31:13,717 --> 00:31:16,037
pain must feel like...
365
00:31:18,437 --> 00:31:20,277
..but I do know that...
366
00:31:21,917 --> 00:31:27,357
..losing someone and not getting
the chance to say goodbye...
367
00:31:29,197 --> 00:31:30,597
..it feels unfair.
368
00:31:36,717 --> 00:31:37,997
Yeah.
369
00:32:06,797 --> 00:32:09,517
If you're cold, there are more
blankets in the cupboard.
370
00:32:09,557 --> 00:32:10,957
Goodnight.
371
00:32:37,877 --> 00:32:39,517
Jed, what the...?!
372
00:32:39,557 --> 00:32:41,317
You were calling me. Just...
373
00:32:41,357 --> 00:32:42,557
get out!
374
00:32:42,597 --> 00:32:44,477
Just get out of my room!
375
00:33:08,085 --> 00:33:10,925
Found 'em.
376
00:33:10,965 --> 00:33:13,085
Like I thought, they were
in the grass, by the car.
377
00:33:16,085 --> 00:33:17,285
Great.
378
00:33:18,485 --> 00:33:20,405
Thanks. You're welcome.
379
00:33:29,845 --> 00:33:31,565
You were calling me.
380
00:33:33,085 --> 00:33:34,445
What?
381
00:33:35,845 --> 00:33:37,965
I didn't know you were asleep.
382
00:33:40,085 --> 00:33:41,605
Well, you misheard.
383
00:33:46,885 --> 00:33:48,965
I think about you too.
384
00:34:25,085 --> 00:34:27,205
Where's your flat?
I can drop you off. I need to
385
00:34:27,245 --> 00:34:29,245
get some stuff I left at your house,
386
00:34:29,285 --> 00:34:32,565
before you say you don't want me
coming round so much. Jed...
387
00:34:32,605 --> 00:34:34,525
It's OK, I get it.
388
00:34:36,045 --> 00:34:38,285
I'm used to being brushed off.
389
00:34:38,325 --> 00:34:41,045
I'm just rubbish to the likes of
you, now you're up in the world.
390
00:34:41,085 --> 00:34:43,685
Don't think that!
It's all right, I get it!
391
00:34:45,445 --> 00:34:47,525
I heard my name being called...
392
00:34:49,125 --> 00:34:50,765
..loud and clear.
393
00:34:59,285 --> 00:35:01,325
My God!
394
00:35:01,365 --> 00:35:05,525
Yaz! No! No!
395
00:35:05,565 --> 00:35:08,445
Maddie! Oi, oi! Maddie! Back off!
396
00:35:08,485 --> 00:35:10,125
Mum! Stay where you are! Mum!
397
00:35:10,165 --> 00:35:13,165
What do you want? Do you want money?
I can get you money! Shut up!
398
00:35:13,205 --> 00:35:14,485
Oof!
399
00:35:14,525 --> 00:35:16,325
Agh! Agh!
400
00:35:16,365 --> 00:35:18,245
Hey... Agh!
401
00:35:18,285 --> 00:35:19,525
Oof!
402
00:35:19,565 --> 00:35:22,045
Think you're a big girl, do you?
403
00:35:22,085 --> 00:35:25,245
They're not going to be around
to save you next time, Maddie!
404
00:35:25,285 --> 00:35:27,885
There's not going to be
a next time! Fuck off!
405
00:35:27,925 --> 00:35:29,845
If I catch you around here again,
406
00:35:29,885 --> 00:35:31,685
you better start running,
407
00:35:31,725 --> 00:35:36,085
because if the police don't
catch ya, I fucking will!
408
00:35:36,125 --> 00:35:37,525
Get the fuck out of here!
409
00:35:40,765 --> 00:35:43,965
They came out of nowhere.
Are you OK? Are you all right?
410
00:35:46,165 --> 00:35:48,045
They won't be coming back.
411
00:35:53,686 --> 00:35:56,606
They're not from round here.
412
00:35:56,646 --> 00:35:59,446
One day, Yaz and a gang started...
413
00:35:59,486 --> 00:36:03,006
I don't know,
talking to me outside school.
414
00:36:03,046 --> 00:36:04,606
Talking about what?
415
00:36:04,646 --> 00:36:06,646
Stuff.
416
00:36:06,686 --> 00:36:08,606
I dunno, we had a laugh.
417
00:36:08,646 --> 00:36:11,126
Never got her surname?
418
00:36:11,166 --> 00:36:13,366
Never asked any questions?
419
00:36:13,406 --> 00:36:14,846
Just had a laugh?
420
00:36:14,886 --> 00:36:16,686
They'd take things from me.
421
00:36:16,726 --> 00:36:20,406
Money, jewellery.
We know how these gangs operate,
422
00:36:20,446 --> 00:36:22,806
Maddie. Did they ask you
to sell drugs at school?
423
00:36:26,606 --> 00:36:28,166
Answer them, Maddie.
424
00:36:28,206 --> 00:36:30,046
Nothing heavy, just benzos.
425
00:36:30,086 --> 00:36:34,006
All the girls are on them.
Jesus Christ! Sorry, Dad, Mum!
426
00:36:34,046 --> 00:36:38,046
It just took my mind off
things here. I did stop.
427
00:36:38,086 --> 00:36:41,926
First, it was like they were
OK with it, and then today,
428
00:36:41,966 --> 00:36:44,406
it was give them more money instead.
429
00:36:47,126 --> 00:36:48,566
Am I in trouble?
430
00:36:48,606 --> 00:36:50,206
Will I have to go to court?
431
00:36:51,286 --> 00:36:53,246
If we find them.
432
00:36:54,606 --> 00:36:56,126
Thanks.
433
00:37:10,326 --> 00:37:12,046
Thanks for what you did, Jed.
434
00:37:17,526 --> 00:37:21,486
Maddie's out with her dad. Erm,
435
00:37:21,526 --> 00:37:23,526
you can wait in here, if you want.
436
00:37:34,966 --> 00:37:36,646
I, erm...
437
00:37:38,006 --> 00:37:39,646
I brought you something.
438
00:37:42,886 --> 00:37:44,246
Open it.
439
00:37:46,566 --> 00:37:47,926
Open it.
440
00:38:02,126 --> 00:38:04,526
Er, I can't... I can't accept that.
441
00:38:26,726 --> 00:38:28,086
Jed...
442
00:38:44,966 --> 00:38:46,286
Jesus!
443
00:38:46,326 --> 00:38:49,086
Stop, I don't want this.
You want me.
444
00:38:49,126 --> 00:38:51,566
I wasn't sure. It's not true.
445
00:38:51,606 --> 00:38:53,886
Yes, it is. You have to leave now!
446
00:38:55,206 --> 00:38:57,526
I think about you all the time.
447
00:38:57,566 --> 00:39:00,326
Stop it. All...the time.
448
00:39:05,366 --> 00:39:06,646
Hiya!
449
00:39:09,246 --> 00:39:13,926
Jed's helping me out with
the new security. You are a star.
450
00:39:13,966 --> 00:39:17,166
And it'll be a relief to know you're
around this evening, because...
451
00:39:17,206 --> 00:39:19,166
I'm taking my lovely wife
out to dinner.
452
00:39:26,246 --> 00:39:32,046
You understand it was never
Wendy that split us up.
453
00:39:32,086 --> 00:39:33,766
It was losing Rob.
454
00:39:34,926 --> 00:39:39,406
We can never be whole again,
I think we both know that, but...
455
00:39:41,126 --> 00:39:47,966
..maybe we could be
the bits that are left over,
456
00:39:48,006 --> 00:39:50,406
put back together somehow...
457
00:40:03,486 --> 00:40:04,686
Hi.
458
00:40:08,526 --> 00:40:09,846
What's wrong?
459
00:40:12,086 --> 00:40:13,286
Where's Jed?
460
00:40:14,486 --> 00:40:16,326
He's talking about leaving.
461
00:40:18,966 --> 00:40:21,006
Did he say why?
462
00:40:21,046 --> 00:40:22,286
His job's shaky,
463
00:40:22,326 --> 00:40:25,486
his flat...
464
00:40:25,526 --> 00:40:27,286
I don't want to talk about it, Mum!
465
00:40:58,406 --> 00:41:02,686
I didn't know
where else to go. Rosie,
466
00:41:02,726 --> 00:41:04,446
no mother loses a child
467
00:41:04,486 --> 00:41:07,286
without major consequences.
468
00:41:08,726 --> 00:41:11,326
You need to deal with your grief.
469
00:41:14,046 --> 00:41:15,886
Is that what's wrong with me?
470
00:41:19,726 --> 00:41:21,966
I don't trust myself, Tom.
471
00:41:23,486 --> 00:41:24,966
What I'm thinking, I...
472
00:41:28,006 --> 00:41:29,526
I've been having these...
473
00:41:30,726 --> 00:41:36,046
..these weird dreams,
and just crazy stuff.
474
00:41:36,086 --> 00:41:40,046
Mixing everything up, but I...
After a death,
475
00:41:40,086 --> 00:41:42,086
the family has to re-group.
476
00:41:43,686 --> 00:41:46,006
Spend some time together.
477
00:41:46,046 --> 00:41:47,606
Just the three of you.
478
00:41:49,486 --> 00:41:52,806
Heal yourself through the memory
of Rob. OK, that sounds
479
00:41:52,846 --> 00:41:54,406
a bit priest-y, but...
480
00:42:01,446 --> 00:42:04,526
I've lost myself, Tom.
481
00:42:04,566 --> 00:42:06,686
You're the strongest
woman I know, Rosie.
482
00:42:08,806 --> 00:42:10,566
Go find yourself again.
483
00:42:50,406 --> 00:42:51,726
Our Father,
484
00:42:51,766 --> 00:42:54,126
who art in heaven.
485
00:42:56,166 --> 00:42:58,286
Hallowed be thy name.
486
00:42:58,326 --> 00:43:01,526
Thy kingdom come.
487
00:43:01,566 --> 00:43:03,606
Thy will be done,
on Earth as it is in heaven.
488
00:43:05,326 --> 00:43:08,686
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses.
489
00:43:10,966 --> 00:43:13,246
As we forgive those
who trespass against us.
490
00:43:14,766 --> 00:43:17,206
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
491
00:43:29,566 --> 00:43:31,926
If Jed was to move in,
could I trust you
492
00:43:31,966 --> 00:43:33,206
to be sensible? Ha-ha!
493
00:43:33,246 --> 00:43:35,166
Get that boy
out of your house now,
494
00:43:35,206 --> 00:43:37,046
before something terrible happens.
495
00:43:37,086 --> 00:43:39,566
Don't worry, I know what I'm doing.
496
00:43:39,606 --> 00:43:41,566
I want you out of my house!
497
00:43:41,606 --> 00:43:43,486
I've lost my son, I won't lose
498
00:43:43,526 --> 00:43:45,126
my daughter as well!
499
00:43:45,166 --> 00:43:47,526
All I want...
500
00:43:47,566 --> 00:43:49,526
is you.!
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