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WOMAN: Did you see the first
Decline when it came out?
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MAN: Yeah.
Not when it came...
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I didn't see it
right when it came out...
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WOMAN: How old were you
right when it came out?
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I wasn't born yet.
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I got born in 80.
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WOMAN: [LAUGHING] And the world
hasn't been the same since.
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Nuh-uh.
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WOMAN: How is punk rock
different now
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Than it was in 1979?
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I don't think it is.
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I think it's the same.
It's just...
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I think it's smaller.
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But, it's more...
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People are more into it
more often, but...
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A lot of people don't
like really give a shit.
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They're just like...
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[MOCKINGLY] I've got a mohawk.
Let's go out.
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And they go home,
get a job and all that stuff.
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WOMAN: So if you're really
a punk, you don't have a job?
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No, I'm not saying that.
I'm saying get a job if you can,
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But I'm just saying
some people, they're just...
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It's just like a hobby.
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WOMAN: How old were you
when it first came out?
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I wasn't even born.
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I was zero.
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I wasn't born yet.
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WOMAN: How old were you when
the first Decline came out?
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A sperm cell in
his father's testicle.
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I was one and a half.
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I was zero.
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I was just born
but I own it.
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I was an abortion that
couldn't get paid for.
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We're sorry, buddy,
We're sorry.
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- I came here to see Offspring.
- We came to see Green Day.
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- [ALL TALKING]
- MAN: No!
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MAN: Hey, Green Day!
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Hey, you know what?
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I know a guy that can suck
an icy through his nose...
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WOMAN: Suck! Suck! Suck!
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[SNORTS]
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[ALL CHEERING]
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[CHEERING]
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MAN: Hello,
United States, listen up here.
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- Attention!
- Attention!
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- Attention!
- Attention, butt-holes!
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- Please be advised...
- Please be advised...
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That by your entry
into these premises...
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By your entry
into these premises...
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Mosh pit, mosh pit!
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ALL: Mosh pit, mosh pit...
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You are consenting
to be photographed.
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You are consenting
to be photographed.
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Yeah!
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- And to having your likeness...
- And having your likeness...
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Your fucked up likeness...
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- used in a motion picture.
- Used in a motion picture.
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For pornographic purposes!
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[CHEERING]
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- And for other purposes!
- Other purposes.
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- Fuck you!
- Fuck you.
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MAN: Fuck you!
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Your spirit
is greatly appreciated.
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MAN: The next
Decline is coming up...
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And if you guys wanna be in it,
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Fuck shit up out there
in the crowd tonight.
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Check! Two! Check!
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One! Two! And Check!
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- Check!
- What's up, homies?
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Checking once!
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MAN ANNOUNCING ON MIC:
You've got five minutes!
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MAN: All right! Next time
throw money, dickwad.
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[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
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[SINGING INDISTINCTLY]
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Frightened eyes!
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WOMAN: Tell me your name and
tell me how you got that name.
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Squid. And how I got the name?
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Oh, well, uh...
it's kind of a tick up wall!
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I drink like a squid.
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Uh... my name's Filth and...
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I really am not
sure how I got it,
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Probably because
I'm like, dirty!
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Well, my name's Spinner and I
got it when I was 13 because...
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I used to do a lot of speed
and I was always spun out.
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WOMAN:
So, what's your name?
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Me? "Why Me?"
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"Spoon"
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- "Little Tommy, the Queer."
- WOMAN: Okay, all right!
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- I'm Troll.
- And I'm Hamburger.
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Or Mr. Potatohead!
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- My name's Nate and I'm 15.
- I'm Justin. I'm 16.
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- My name's Herk.
- My name's Sage.
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My name is Pinwheel.
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My name is Keith Morris
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And I was the original
lead singer in Black Flag.
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And went on to start a fabulous
band called The Circle Jerks.
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- Beverly Hills!
- Beverly Hills.
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- Century City!
- Century City.
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Everthing's
Nice and pretty!
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All the people look the same.
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Don't they know they're
so damn lame.
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Don't they know
they're fucking lame?
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WOMAN: What was it
like back then?
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Well, there was a lot of energy,
there was a lot of anger.
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It wasn't like it is today where
you could go out
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On any corner and see punk
rock people hanging out.
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KEITH:
I was a complete waste.
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That was the reason why
I was able to get away with
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A lot of the things that
I got away with.
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Tonight!
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Does it make any difference
to you that you never,
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Like, became the big
huge rockstar?
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Never wanted to be a rockstar.
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I'm a rockstar!
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The kids now...
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Have even more reasons
to be angry and upset.
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Our society kind of almost
pushes them in that direction.
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They're basically trapped.
They're cornered, and they've
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Gotta fight their way
out of these corners.
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There's more people.
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And because there's more people,
there's more crime.
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There's more corruption.
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There's just more
bullshit in general.
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We have the
Republicans that keep
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Stressing this family
values thing and
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Those fuckers can more
than afford to have, you know,
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Adhere to the family
values thing because
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They're out there
ripping off the public,
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They've got the money to spend.
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WOMAN: The world's gotten
uglier over the past few years.
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Well, it certainly hasn't
got any more beautiful.
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But then the punk rock thing
is never a beautiful thing.
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WOMAN: Describe to me
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What it was like in the
original punk rock days.
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It was just...
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Absolutely great, you know.
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It was really free, really
different, really radical,
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True to itself,
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Didn't have any idols...
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A lot of, a lot of anger that
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Wasn't really vented at
any particular thing,
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Just at everything.
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Punk rock, if you will,
is the siren
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For all the problems we're
having now in our society.
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And it's shrieking.
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[ H.A.N.K. PLAYING]
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God to me is
a corpse on a cross.
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Been dead forever
and still the boss
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God to me are his fucking sheep
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Told when to laugh
and when to weep
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God to me is disease of AIDS
All the children sent to graves
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I see God in a Nazi parade
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What in the hell is INRI?
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What is I-X-O-Y-E?
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Goddamn fucking shit, my Lord
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You don't mean nothing to me
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Have no use for religion
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It has no use for me
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[SINGING INDISTINCTLY]
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I see God in a Nazi parade
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What in the hell is INRI?
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What is I-X-O-Y-E?
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Goddamn fucking shit, my Lord
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You don't mean nothing to me
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Why is it a sin to murder?
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Carnage is all I see
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Have no use for religion
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It has no use for me
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[CHEERING]
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WOMAN: Tell me what you think is
most fucked up about the world?
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Everything sucks!
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- WOMAN: In what ways?
- In every which way possible.
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None of it works.
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Environment, the government...
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Everything, our
school systems...
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They just pretty
much ruined everything.
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WOMAN: What do you hate
the most in the world?
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How people hate each other
for no reason.
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You know, everybody
just judging people
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By their fronts, you know.
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It's not liking someone
'cause they're black
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Or Mexican or whatever.
People are people.
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I mean, I may look
intimidating to other people
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Just because of my hairdo or
the way I dress or whatever.
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But you know what?
You don't know who I am.
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And meanwhile, the Right Wing
is organizing with guns,
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Bombs, and politicians so...
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We have to stop
fighting each other
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And start fighting the real
enemy which is big business
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And the Right Wing.
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We have to get together and
unite against them and revolt!
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[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
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WOMAN: How long you been having
punk rock at your theater?
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Nine years.
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WOMAN: You've had
nine years of punk rock?
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- Correct, since '88.
- WOMAN: And you survived?
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Almost there.
Look at the gray hair.
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[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
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As soon as the music starts,
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Something ticks these people,
you know,
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They'll be moving like crazy,
jumping everywhere, and...
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[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
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Hell, yeah! Chaos!
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You know, it doesn't look like a
dance, like me and you.
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[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
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Usually, you know, they're so
proud to see the blood and...
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When they bleed, they don't
want to even clean them up.
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They just leave it like,
"This is a scar! I like that!"
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"Leave it alone!"
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- WOMAN: A badge of courage!
- Oh, yeah!
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WOMAN: Tell me
all the times you got hurt.
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I broke my nose three times,
that's about it.
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Say, it's not very violent,
it's just dancing sometimes,
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You fall down.
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Yeah, if you're trying to stop
the dance and the moshing,
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You're just asking for trouble.
You will have a problem.
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Actually, we will find out
just to leave him alone,
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They know the rules of the
moshing, and just doing
their thing,
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And no trouble happens.
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WOMAN: They get political
sometimes, yeah?
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There is a couple of groups
or the... which we call them...
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Nude Skin Head, which is the...
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Group which is called
Unity or Sharp.
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They call themselves Unity,
but, they're full of shit.
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WOMAN: Are they
White Supremacists?
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- No.
- What are they?
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They're Sharp Skins.
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WOMAN: What does
'SHARP' stand for?
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Uh... Skinhead Against Re...
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Racial Prejudice, yes.
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Skinheads Against
Racial Prejudice,
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Which is great but
they're turning into a gang
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And fuckin' up
punks at shows!
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Both of them are bad,
really, because
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The Nazi skinheads coming here
to beat on the Mexicans or black
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Or whatever minority.
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Nazi Skinheads
come all the time.
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I hate Nazis.
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I just don't
believe in that shit.
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I'm half Phillippino
and these Mexicans...
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Are going, "Why you got that
fucked up haircut, white boy?"
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I've been to a KKK Rally
in Austin, Texas and got
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Arrested for, for our trying
to fight this Klansman that was
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Telling me to swim back to China
and I'm not even Chinese.
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But the other one, they go
in inside sniffing around...
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For any Nazi for anybody who
had a little lace, red lace,
247
00:11:55,448 --> 00:11:57,785
Or, you know, different
kind of shoes, whatever...
248
00:11:57,818 --> 00:11:59,252
So they start asking questions,
249
00:11:59,286 --> 00:12:01,254
"Oh, you're Nazi! Okay,
I'm gonna beat you up!"
250
00:12:01,288 --> 00:12:03,456
I got jumped by a
bunch of skinheads.
251
00:12:03,490 --> 00:12:05,793
When they fight,
they don't fight fair.
252
00:12:05,826 --> 00:12:08,962
They fight one against...
I mean, 20 against one guy!
253
00:12:08,996 --> 00:12:12,800
They're really a bunch of sissy
faggots, they'll run off and...
254
00:12:12,833 --> 00:12:15,202
Be scared usually 'cause
there's usually more of us.
255
00:12:15,235 --> 00:12:18,906
They kept kicking my face
into a door of a car.
256
00:12:18,939 --> 00:12:21,408
And they surround one guy and
beat him up to death, you know,
257
00:12:21,441 --> 00:12:22,910
WOMAN: What happened
to your jaw?
258
00:12:22,943 --> 00:12:25,345
It was broken here and here.
259
00:12:25,378 --> 00:12:29,016
And I had to get it wired
for eight weeks.
260
00:12:29,049 --> 00:12:32,285
So, we won't allow either party,
if they come in here,
261
00:12:32,319 --> 00:12:34,054
They have to follow our rules,
which is very simple.
262
00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:35,789
No politics.
263
00:12:35,823 --> 00:12:37,991
WOMAN: When you go home
at night, do you listen to this?
264
00:12:38,025 --> 00:12:39,827
Oh, no, no. [CHUCKLES]
265
00:12:39,860 --> 00:12:43,530
I listen to Frank Sinatra,
Tony Perez, Louis Armstrong...
266
00:12:43,563 --> 00:12:46,366
I have nothing to do with this!
Strictly business!
267
00:12:46,399 --> 00:12:49,269
I can eat food now,
so I'm happy! [LAUGHS]
268
00:12:49,302 --> 00:12:52,472
I don't have to puke
through a fucking wired jaw.
269
00:12:52,505 --> 00:12:55,809
It comes all out like a
sprinkler when I did!
270
00:12:55,843 --> 00:12:58,345
MAN: This next one,
goes out to...
271
00:12:58,378 --> 00:13:00,313
One of the most
oppressive forces...
272
00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:04,551
Oppressor of women,
oppressor of gays,
273
00:13:04,584 --> 00:13:07,855
Basically an oppressor
of all free thought.
274
00:13:07,888 --> 00:13:09,389
I'm not talking
about a politician,
275
00:13:09,422 --> 00:13:11,324
I'm talking about
organized religion.
276
00:13:11,358 --> 00:13:15,362
People who fucking abuse
other people's faith for money.
277
00:13:15,395 --> 00:13:18,331
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
278
00:14:19,259 --> 00:14:22,629
Forgive me, Father,
279
00:14:22,662 --> 00:14:25,332
For I have sinned.
280
00:14:25,365 --> 00:14:28,301
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
281
00:14:35,108 --> 00:14:38,145
WOMAN: How the hell did you get
to be a punk rocker, you think?
282
00:14:38,178 --> 00:14:39,646
Because I'm angry.
283
00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:42,950
'Cause people don't like me,
'cause I don't fit in.
284
00:14:42,983 --> 00:14:44,952
'Cause I'm a fuckin' nerd.
285
00:14:44,985 --> 00:14:47,154
All my life,
I've always felt, like,
286
00:14:47,187 --> 00:14:48,488
Separate from everybody else.
287
00:14:48,521 --> 00:14:50,157
Like I couldn't hang.
288
00:14:50,190 --> 00:14:52,159
WOMAN: Tell me what you think
made you a punker,
289
00:14:52,192 --> 00:14:53,560
Like, in your background?
290
00:14:53,593 --> 00:14:55,695
Not really having a family.
291
00:14:55,728 --> 00:14:57,664
- WOMAN: That made you tough?
- Yeah.
292
00:14:59,399 --> 00:15:02,269
WOMAN: Punks don't get their
feelings hurt so easy?
293
00:15:02,302 --> 00:15:04,604
I think they do,
they just cover it up
294
00:15:04,637 --> 00:15:06,573
With spikes and color and shit.
295
00:15:06,606 --> 00:15:10,610
It's not about the way you
look, it's not about, y'know...
296
00:15:10,643 --> 00:15:13,613
Anything like that, where
you're from or like that.
297
00:15:13,646 --> 00:15:15,482
It's all about how
you live your life.
298
00:15:15,515 --> 00:15:17,184
I don't have a lot of friends,
299
00:15:17,217 --> 00:15:19,186
I don't choose to hang
around with a lot of people.
300
00:15:19,219 --> 00:15:22,022
I don't mix well with people,
I just like to be alone
and read.
301
00:15:22,055 --> 00:15:24,591
I found just a tight
group of friends,
302
00:15:24,624 --> 00:15:26,326
There are like three or four
of them that I can
303
00:15:26,359 --> 00:15:28,128
Actually hang out with.
They're all just like me.
304
00:15:28,161 --> 00:15:30,163
They all have the same
feelings of rejection.
305
00:15:30,197 --> 00:15:31,198
I guess being a punk,
306
00:15:32,232 --> 00:15:34,367
To me, it's not really about
307
00:15:34,401 --> 00:15:37,170
What you are,
but what you are not.
308
00:15:37,204 --> 00:15:38,738
Do you know what I mean by that?
I'm not...
309
00:15:38,771 --> 00:15:40,974
WOMAN: What are they not?
310
00:15:41,008 --> 00:15:44,577
We're not... we're not...
I tend to think, I tend to hope,
311
00:15:44,611 --> 00:15:48,448
We're not all selfish, all
committed to simply ourselves,
312
00:15:48,481 --> 00:15:50,183
But, you know, we like to
313
00:15:50,217 --> 00:15:53,386
Give to each other and I
don't see that a lot, you know,
314
00:15:53,420 --> 00:15:58,025
In a capitalistic society or
just a real structured society.
315
00:15:58,058 --> 00:16:00,293
I think punks are probably the
nicest people you'll ever meet,
316
00:16:00,327 --> 00:16:01,761
At least that's what I've seen.
317
00:16:01,794 --> 00:16:04,064
WOMAN: You seem like
you have a good heart to me.
318
00:16:04,097 --> 00:16:05,398
I try.
319
00:16:05,432 --> 00:16:08,435
The whole thing has,
like, adopted me.
320
00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:11,071
I could go across the state,
anywhere I want to.
321
00:16:11,104 --> 00:16:12,739
And I'm welcome.
322
00:16:12,772 --> 00:16:14,507
These are the kids that
I live with.
323
00:16:14,541 --> 00:16:18,111
They're my family, they're
my support, they're my love,
324
00:16:18,145 --> 00:16:20,280
They're everything.
325
00:16:20,313 --> 00:16:25,785
Anyone, besides punk rockers,
I do not socialize with.
326
00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:27,154
[SINGING]
327
00:17:10,430 --> 00:17:11,531
Sing it!
328
00:17:11,564 --> 00:17:13,600
[WOMAN SHOUTING]
329
00:17:15,802 --> 00:17:17,304
WOMAN: What pisses
you off the most?
330
00:17:17,337 --> 00:17:20,173
Cops.
I hate 'em.
331
00:17:20,207 --> 00:17:21,841
We represent everything
they're against.
332
00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:23,543
WOMAN: What do you represent?
333
00:17:23,576 --> 00:17:26,313
Pretty much,
doing what we want to do.
334
00:17:26,346 --> 00:17:28,848
The unique thing about them
is they dress all different.
335
00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:32,419
There's not one set of dress the
way the punk rockers dress.
336
00:17:32,452 --> 00:17:33,853
But one thing is unique,
337
00:17:33,886 --> 00:17:36,123
That whatever it is,
how they dress is
338
00:17:36,156 --> 00:17:37,824
Gonna be something
that catches your eye.
339
00:17:37,857 --> 00:17:40,127
- WOMAN: Who made your jacket?
- Me.
340
00:17:41,528 --> 00:17:43,196
WOMAN: How long did that take?
341
00:17:43,230 --> 00:17:44,197
Couple of years.
342
00:17:44,231 --> 00:17:45,798
That's what they're looking for,
343
00:17:45,832 --> 00:17:48,535
The attention they haven't had
when they were growing up.
344
00:17:48,568 --> 00:17:52,172
That's with the hair sticking
up, maybe their mohawk
345
00:17:52,205 --> 00:17:54,141
With the red color or
the purple coloring,
346
00:17:54,174 --> 00:17:57,377
The nose piercing, all the
different piercing, the tattoos.
347
00:17:57,410 --> 00:18:00,580
I was drunk but someone
stuffed it through my nose.
348
00:18:00,613 --> 00:18:04,817
I had the M put on
in Prescott, Arizona...
349
00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:06,286
The year before last
350
00:18:06,319 --> 00:18:09,389
And the dots done
in Seattle last year.
351
00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:12,592
The leather, the chains,
things like that...
352
00:18:12,625 --> 00:18:15,295
Me and you would not
wear it in the norm,
353
00:18:15,328 --> 00:18:17,630
But when we're driving down
the streets, we turn and look,
354
00:18:17,664 --> 00:18:19,499
It's something that definitely
catches our attention.
355
00:18:19,532 --> 00:18:22,402
- It's a rib bone off a dog.
- WOMAN: A rib bone?
356
00:18:22,435 --> 00:18:23,770
Yeah, like a puppy or something.
357
00:18:23,803 --> 00:18:25,538
I'd like to say that all
police officers have
358
00:18:25,572 --> 00:18:27,440
Seen everything,
but that's not the case.
359
00:18:27,474 --> 00:18:29,642
And everyday, we see
something different, and...
360
00:18:29,676 --> 00:18:32,879
They definitely are able to
open our eyes sometimes.
361
00:18:32,912 --> 00:18:35,148
WOMAN: What have
you got in your ear?
362
00:18:35,182 --> 00:18:37,417
- It's a pen tube.
- WOMAN: What's that?
363
00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,452
- WOMAN: A what?
- Pen tube.
364
00:18:39,486 --> 00:18:41,754
- Stuck in your ear?
- Yeah, it's...
365
00:18:41,788 --> 00:18:44,324
WOMAN: Is there a hole that big?
366
00:18:44,357 --> 00:18:48,528
Yeah, it's really not even big.
You used to see all the...
367
00:18:48,561 --> 00:18:52,165
My friend Ted's got
big old plugs like this.
368
00:18:52,199 --> 00:18:53,733
I've seen a guy on Melrose,
369
00:18:53,766 --> 00:18:55,902
He had like soda pop cans
370
00:18:55,935 --> 00:18:58,305
- stuck in there...
- WOMAN: In the earlobes?
371
00:18:58,338 --> 00:19:01,808
This is big enough for
me because I think
when it gets that big...
372
00:19:01,841 --> 00:19:03,510
Dude, that's so ugly.
373
00:19:03,543 --> 00:19:05,412
Who can do the craziest thing,
374
00:19:05,445 --> 00:19:07,214
Who can do the most
outrageous thing,
375
00:19:07,247 --> 00:19:08,715
So just somebody notices them.
376
00:19:08,748 --> 00:19:11,618
WOMAN: What's your
tattoos on the hand say?
377
00:19:11,651 --> 00:19:12,752
"Taco Bell"
378
00:19:13,886 --> 00:19:15,355
[SMIRKS]
379
00:19:15,388 --> 00:19:17,757
WOMAN: Do you ever
make fun of them?
380
00:19:17,790 --> 00:19:20,260
[EXHALES]
381
00:19:20,293 --> 00:19:22,795
No, I don't think it's so
much making fun except
382
00:19:22,829 --> 00:19:24,931
Maybe trying to understand...
383
00:19:24,964 --> 00:19:27,767
Their point of view and
where they come from.
384
00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:30,603
We just like to be to be treated
with respect like everybody else
385
00:19:30,637 --> 00:19:32,672
And they don't
seem to give us that.
386
00:19:32,705 --> 00:19:34,841
Well, if somebody tries
to tell us something,
387
00:19:34,874 --> 00:19:38,478
We'll take it into mind but if
they try to force it on us,
388
00:19:38,511 --> 00:19:40,580
We'll fight back even more.
389
00:19:40,613 --> 00:19:41,848
When I'm in trouble
with the police,
390
00:19:41,881 --> 00:19:43,250
It's because of
something I did...
391
00:19:43,283 --> 00:19:44,984
Wrong, usually.
392
00:19:45,017 --> 00:19:47,554
Not because... not because
of just fucking with me.
393
00:19:49,322 --> 00:19:52,625
We sometimes come across
some underground parties,
394
00:19:52,659 --> 00:19:55,295
In terms of where they'll rent
a warehouse or
395
00:19:55,328 --> 00:19:56,529
Rent something out
in a basement,
396
00:19:56,563 --> 00:19:57,897
And they'll pack in
the people and
397
00:19:57,930 --> 00:19:59,699
Then we'll get a phone
call from the neighbors,
398
00:19:59,732 --> 00:20:01,568
Or the fire marshals that want
to shut these people down.
399
00:20:01,601 --> 00:20:03,236
There'll be about
400
00:20:03,270 --> 00:20:06,005
A hundred punks getting
drunk outside the show.
401
00:20:06,038 --> 00:20:07,206
Cops will come...
402
00:20:07,940 --> 00:20:09,809
People will get pissed...
403
00:20:09,842 --> 00:20:13,380
Start throwing beer bottles at
cops, riots start happening and
404
00:20:13,413 --> 00:20:14,614
The place gets shut down.
405
00:20:14,647 --> 00:20:16,483
The type of problems
that we have
406
00:20:16,516 --> 00:20:18,318
With these kids are probably not
407
00:20:18,351 --> 00:20:20,687
As great as some of the other
major problems we have with,
408
00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:23,623
Say, gang violence or
robberies or things like that.
409
00:20:23,656 --> 00:20:25,992
Don't they got some kind of
rapist to bust or something?
410
00:20:26,025 --> 00:20:28,261
We're just trying to get
out there and trying to get them
411
00:20:28,295 --> 00:20:30,697
Back in touch with their parents
or with people that,
412
00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:32,899
You know, have legal
guardianship over them.
413
00:20:32,932 --> 00:20:35,335
WOMAN: Do your parents
like your hairdo?
414
00:20:35,368 --> 00:20:37,904
Um... no.
415
00:20:37,937 --> 00:20:39,939
- WOMAN: Excuse me?
- No.
416
00:20:39,972 --> 00:20:43,510
I've also come in contact
with kids that are like this
417
00:20:43,543 --> 00:20:45,512
That have very loving
and caring homes.
418
00:20:45,545 --> 00:20:48,848
And, you know,
in that situation, their...
419
00:20:48,881 --> 00:20:51,618
Son or daughter goes
out on a Friday night
420
00:20:51,651 --> 00:20:53,920
And then comes home
with an earring
421
00:20:53,953 --> 00:20:55,288
Or comes home with their
hair colored and stuff,
422
00:20:55,322 --> 00:20:56,889
And their parents are looking...
423
00:20:56,923 --> 00:20:58,958
Sometimes, they turn to
the police, looking for help...
424
00:20:58,991 --> 00:21:04,297
Johnny, you said you were
going to the Menudo concert!
425
00:21:04,331 --> 00:21:05,698
WOMAN: What did
your parents think of
426
00:21:05,732 --> 00:21:07,300
Your tattoos and piercing?
427
00:21:07,334 --> 00:21:09,869
Well, my mum's got, like,
428
00:21:09,902 --> 00:21:11,904
Five piercings and a tattoo,
429
00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:13,806
So she doesn't really
care too much.
430
00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:16,042
It turns out more than
not that they just...
431
00:21:16,075 --> 00:21:17,444
Don't like authority.
432
00:21:17,477 --> 00:21:19,312
And we represent authority.
433
00:21:19,346 --> 00:21:21,314
WOMAN: You got any more
under your shirt?
434
00:21:21,348 --> 00:21:23,316
Right, just... just one.
435
00:21:25,618 --> 00:21:28,788
WOMAN: Can you describe
the music they play?
436
00:21:28,821 --> 00:21:31,991
Very loud.
Very loud, very loud, very loud.
437
00:21:32,024 --> 00:21:34,361
One, two, three, four!
438
00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:37,864
[LOUD MUSIC PLAYING]
439
00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:43,503
I hate greedy Politicians
I hate greedy corporations
440
00:21:43,536 --> 00:21:45,838
I hate their manipulation
I hate all their exploitation
441
00:21:45,872 --> 00:21:47,907
I hate their economy
I hate this whole society
442
00:21:47,940 --> 00:21:50,377
I hate it all
I hate it all
443
00:21:50,410 --> 00:21:51,544
Smash the State
444
00:21:52,512 --> 00:21:53,613
Smash the State
445
00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:56,549
Smash the State
446
00:21:56,583 --> 00:21:58,851
Smash the State
We don't need it
447
00:21:58,885 --> 00:22:00,387
I hate all the presidents
And I hate all the governments
448
00:22:00,420 --> 00:22:01,488
I hate the laws
That they invent
449
00:22:01,521 --> 00:22:03,423
I hate all that they represent
450
00:22:03,456 --> 00:22:05,658
I hate their fake democracy
I hate their damn hypocrisy
451
00:22:05,692 --> 00:22:07,827
I hate it all
I hate it all
452
00:22:07,860 --> 00:22:09,996
Everything could change
Everything could change
453
00:22:10,029 --> 00:22:12,565
Everything could change
Take some action
454
00:22:12,599 --> 00:22:14,767
Everything could change
Everything could change
455
00:22:14,801 --> 00:22:17,504
Everything could change
Take some action
456
00:22:17,537 --> 00:22:18,805
WOMAN: Do you like cops?
457
00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:20,873
Uh-huh!
458
00:22:20,907 --> 00:22:22,442
- No.
- WOMAN: No?
459
00:22:22,475 --> 00:22:23,843
Fuckin' assholes!
460
00:22:23,876 --> 00:22:25,912
WOMAN: What do you
think about the cops?
461
00:22:25,945 --> 00:22:28,114
- They can suck my dick.
- [CHUCKLES]
462
00:22:28,147 --> 00:22:31,050
Because they're a bunch
of fascist ass cracks,
463
00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:34,053
They can suck my dick again,
part II even.
464
00:22:34,086 --> 00:22:35,622
The cops don't do
anything good
465
00:22:35,655 --> 00:22:37,424
Except fucking harass us
every day.
466
00:22:37,457 --> 00:22:39,158
They're so corrupt.
467
00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:42,128
They're so damn corrupt.
468
00:22:42,161 --> 00:22:44,631
WOMAN: Only beat up by
the cops one time?
469
00:22:44,664 --> 00:22:47,033
No, about three times.
470
00:22:47,066 --> 00:22:48,768
Different precincts, so...
471
00:22:48,801 --> 00:22:50,770
Like they'll put the
handcuffs on it,
472
00:22:50,803 --> 00:22:52,405
And you'll be right there
and they'll, like,
473
00:22:52,439 --> 00:22:54,140
Squeeze 'em,
like, squeeze it, so...
474
00:22:54,173 --> 00:22:55,875
WOMAN: The handcuffs?
475
00:22:55,908 --> 00:22:59,078
Yeah, once I didn't feel my
thumb for about a week.
476
00:22:59,111 --> 00:23:03,416
They put a phone book over my
face and hit me with a club.
477
00:23:03,450 --> 00:23:04,884
And they're assholes.
478
00:23:04,917 --> 00:23:08,988
They stole my leather jacket and
all my clothes. [LAUGHS]
479
00:23:09,021 --> 00:23:10,890
I'm like, "There's supposed
to be certain area"
480
00:23:10,923 --> 00:23:11,891
"Where we have to hang out at,"
481
00:23:11,924 --> 00:23:13,192
And then one cop's like,
482
00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:14,727
"Yeah, why don't you
try the city zoo?"
483
00:23:14,761 --> 00:23:16,095
And I'm like, "Fuck!"
484
00:23:16,128 --> 00:23:17,864
City zoo!
485
00:23:17,897 --> 00:23:20,166
When will you start
To get angry?
486
00:23:20,199 --> 00:23:22,502
When will you start
To fight back?
487
00:23:22,535 --> 00:23:24,604
Smash the state
488
00:23:24,637 --> 00:23:26,806
Smash the state
489
00:23:26,839 --> 00:23:28,641
Smash the state
490
00:23:28,675 --> 00:23:30,777
Smash the state
We don't need it!
491
00:23:30,810 --> 00:23:32,745
I hate the United Nations
I hate their disinformation
492
00:23:32,779 --> 00:23:34,113
I hate military actions
493
00:23:34,146 --> 00:23:35,882
I hate
Fascist right wing factions
494
00:23:35,915 --> 00:23:37,750
I hate all the isolation
I hate all the desperation
495
00:23:37,784 --> 00:23:39,886
I hate it all
I hate it all
496
00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:41,721
Smash the state!
497
00:23:43,255 --> 00:23:44,991
So, who do we look at then?
498
00:23:45,024 --> 00:23:47,460
- Either one?
- BOTH: Each other!
499
00:23:47,494 --> 00:23:48,528
[SIGHS]
500
00:23:48,561 --> 00:23:50,563
[LAUGHS]
501
00:23:50,597 --> 00:23:53,533
I'd never been in a band before,
I was a French horn player.
502
00:23:53,566 --> 00:23:54,801
[PLAYING]
503
00:23:54,834 --> 00:23:56,168
Take two!
504
00:23:56,202 --> 00:23:58,671
I did not know how to
write rock n' roll music
505
00:23:58,705 --> 00:24:00,072
Or sing it, but I could...
506
00:24:00,106 --> 00:24:02,542
I had the expression
and anger and
507
00:24:02,575 --> 00:24:04,110
All of this aggression,
and Phil just helped me-
508
00:24:04,143 --> 00:24:05,478
You were pissed, man!
509
00:24:05,512 --> 00:24:10,049
[SINGING LOUDLY]
510
00:24:10,082 --> 00:24:12,151
She had an extremely loud voice,
for how big she is,
511
00:24:12,184 --> 00:24:13,720
And that kind of gave
me the idea, like,
512
00:24:13,753 --> 00:24:14,921
"Hey, maybe she should be like"
513
00:24:14,954 --> 00:24:16,556
"A singer and a rock band."
514
00:24:16,589 --> 00:24:18,558
His mom put a guitar
in his hand
515
00:24:18,591 --> 00:24:20,059
When he was like two
or something.
516
00:24:20,092 --> 00:24:23,963
- WOMAN: Oh, really?
- We have a little baby rocker!
517
00:24:25,865 --> 00:24:27,199
[PLAYS ONE NOTE]
518
00:24:29,101 --> 00:24:30,770
Okay, I'm done.
519
00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:32,605
I was trying to make a living
on classical guitar
520
00:24:32,639 --> 00:24:34,040
When I was going to school.
521
00:24:34,073 --> 00:24:35,708
[PLAYING FAST TUNE]
522
00:24:41,548 --> 00:24:42,582
Isn't that romantic?
523
00:24:42,615 --> 00:24:44,216
[LAUGHING]
524
00:24:44,250 --> 00:24:47,654
[PLAYING FUR ELISE]
525
00:24:47,687 --> 00:24:49,221
[CHUCKLING]
526
00:24:50,723 --> 00:24:53,192
I learned this when I was six.
527
00:24:53,225 --> 00:24:54,293
That's good.
528
00:24:54,326 --> 00:24:56,028
WOMAN: So, the guys next door.
529
00:24:56,062 --> 00:24:57,897
On one side of us
is a heavy metal band
530
00:24:57,930 --> 00:24:58,831
That practices and
then on the other side
531
00:24:58,865 --> 00:25:00,166
We have a Mariachi bar,
532
00:25:00,199 --> 00:25:02,001
It's like around the
other side of this wall.
533
00:25:02,034 --> 00:25:05,572
They have live Mariachi bands
every Friday and Saturday night.
534
00:25:05,605 --> 00:25:07,707
WOMAN: So you've got Mariachi,
punk rock and heavy metal?
535
00:25:07,740 --> 00:25:09,141
Heavy metal
536
00:25:09,175 --> 00:25:12,078
Christian guys that do
speed and watch pornos!
537
00:25:12,111 --> 00:25:13,546
MAN: They're from Alabama.
538
00:25:13,580 --> 00:25:15,081
WOMAN: Are they really
religious though?
539
00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:17,684
They're born again,
serious, born again Christians.
540
00:25:17,717 --> 00:25:19,085
WOMAN: How do they justify
541
00:25:19,118 --> 00:25:21,821
The Christian thing with
the speed and the porno?
542
00:25:21,854 --> 00:25:24,924
Have you ever stayed up
for a couple of days on speed?
543
00:25:24,957 --> 00:25:27,760
You can make all kinds of
things sound tangible.
544
00:25:27,794 --> 00:25:30,296
- I wouldn't know personally!
- WOMAN: Yeah!
545
00:25:30,329 --> 00:25:34,601
- WOMAN: Where do you work?
- I work at a pizza place.
546
00:25:34,634 --> 00:25:36,603
- WOMAN: Yeah!
- I shouldn't say the name...
547
00:25:36,636 --> 00:25:39,138
I made 800 pizzas today!
548
00:25:39,171 --> 00:25:41,340
I get to stay home and work
out of the house, like,
549
00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:43,309
Fix cars, and...
550
00:25:43,342 --> 00:25:45,311
Do construction, welding...
551
00:25:45,344 --> 00:25:47,213
I work at the dry cleaners!
552
00:25:47,246 --> 00:25:49,682
I'm graduating to
pressing pretty soon!
553
00:25:49,716 --> 00:25:51,350
This is like a job where
it is pretty kicked back,
554
00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:53,920
You have to deal with pricks
a lot, and a lot of fucking
555
00:25:53,953 --> 00:25:56,355
Assholes that are coming to
get their shit cleaned,
556
00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:58,658
They get mad at you when their
shit doesn't come back all
557
00:25:58,691 --> 00:26:01,227
Sparkly white, but,
you know, it's pretty...
558
00:26:01,260 --> 00:26:03,129
WOMAN: People walk in there
and get things cleaned up
559
00:26:03,162 --> 00:26:05,164
And you're standing there
with green hair then what's up?
560
00:26:05,197 --> 00:26:07,133
And they just go, "Where'd you
get that green hair?"
561
00:26:07,166 --> 00:26:09,235
I'll say, "Well, I found it in
the backyard," you know?
562
00:26:09,268 --> 00:26:11,003
"How come your hair is green?"
563
00:26:11,037 --> 00:26:13,673
"I went swimming in
Santa Monica, you know?"
564
00:26:13,706 --> 00:26:14,874
Stupid shit, like that.
565
00:26:14,907 --> 00:26:20,112
[PLAYS NOTES]
566
00:26:20,146 --> 00:26:21,247
For some reason,
567
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,949
Everyone thinks
a punk rock band
568
00:26:22,982 --> 00:26:24,684
Should be poor and exploited,
569
00:26:24,717 --> 00:26:27,119
But any other kind of musician
can make money, and...
570
00:26:27,153 --> 00:26:29,121
[INDISTINCT]
571
00:26:29,155 --> 00:26:30,623
- WOMAN: So, Kirsten?
- Hmm?
572
00:26:30,657 --> 00:26:32,625
WOMAN: How do you
feel about that?
573
00:26:32,659 --> 00:26:34,193
It's bullshit! No one
should be exploited!
574
00:26:34,226 --> 00:26:36,128
The bigger picture...
575
00:26:36,162 --> 00:26:39,632
The funniest part of this whole
money and exploitation thing...
576
00:26:39,666 --> 00:26:42,702
Nowadays in the '90s, there
are so many bands out there
577
00:26:42,735 --> 00:26:44,804
Getting screwed over
by independent labels
578
00:26:44,837 --> 00:26:46,405
And, in the scene,
579
00:26:46,438 --> 00:26:48,207
A lot of people get mad at bands
if they sign at major labels
580
00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:50,076
But in the 90s,
581
00:26:50,109 --> 00:26:53,279
The major labels are not really
screwing bands over anymore.
582
00:26:53,312 --> 00:26:56,115
WOMAN: You're in a bind though,
because a lot of your fans
583
00:26:56,148 --> 00:26:58,384
Are not gonna dig you
if you signed to a major label.
584
00:26:58,417 --> 00:26:59,385
BOTH: No!
585
00:26:59,418 --> 00:27:01,420
That's the irony of it all.
586
00:27:01,453 --> 00:27:04,356
Actually, here's our mail order.
We have all this stuff
under here.
587
00:27:04,390 --> 00:27:06,225
"Much Much Alive" album.
588
00:27:06,258 --> 00:27:10,362
We have our selection of Naked
Aggression patches and pins,
589
00:27:10,396 --> 00:27:12,198
For any occasion.
590
00:27:12,231 --> 00:27:13,800
Bitter Youth album...
591
00:27:13,833 --> 00:27:16,102
KIRSTEN: Phil made
a heat dryer and
592
00:27:16,135 --> 00:27:17,336
Silk screened these ourselves.
593
00:27:17,369 --> 00:27:18,771
These are like "punk sucks."
594
00:27:18,805 --> 00:27:20,406
Compilation CDs.
595
00:27:20,439 --> 00:27:22,809
MAN: More than one kid at this
show, man, they're all cool,
596
00:27:22,842 --> 00:27:24,777
They got those mud-flap things.
597
00:27:24,811 --> 00:27:26,312
I'm like, its a bag patch,
598
00:27:26,345 --> 00:27:28,314
I suppose you could wear
it on your butt.
599
00:27:28,347 --> 00:27:31,217
There's so many screwed
up things going on like...
600
00:27:31,250 --> 00:27:35,187
This culture of take
everything and waste it all
601
00:27:35,221 --> 00:27:37,223
And you don't need love
and you don't need family,
602
00:27:37,256 --> 00:27:39,892
You don't need friends,
you don't need anybody,
603
00:27:39,926 --> 00:27:43,095
You just need money, you just
need things to make you happy.
604
00:27:43,129 --> 00:27:45,732
WOMAN: But punk rockers
don't think that way.
605
00:27:45,765 --> 00:27:47,934
But they see things
in a different light
606
00:27:47,967 --> 00:27:52,104
Than someone that
lives in front of the TV or
607
00:27:52,138 --> 00:27:55,975
Borrows Daddy's BMW
to go to the store
608
00:27:56,008 --> 00:27:58,244
To buy a new
blouse because I'm sad!
609
00:27:58,277 --> 00:28:00,312
WOMAN: What are some of
the causes that
610
00:28:00,346 --> 00:28:01,848
You've been asked
to raise money for?
611
00:28:01,881 --> 00:28:03,482
Help build a rape crisis center.
612
00:28:03,515 --> 00:28:04,951
KIRSTEN: Yes, we do a lot of...
613
00:28:04,984 --> 00:28:06,385
National organization for women.
614
00:28:06,418 --> 00:28:09,355
Women's shelters for
abused women,
615
00:28:09,388 --> 00:28:11,357
AIDS research...
616
00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:13,225
If some guy needed his
rent paid, went to benefit...
617
00:28:13,259 --> 00:28:15,261
- Well, that was...
- Yeah...
618
00:28:15,294 --> 00:28:17,363
We've helped pay people's rent.
619
00:28:17,396 --> 00:28:22,334
[PLAYING SLOW TUNE]
620
00:28:24,403 --> 00:28:28,107
There was a protest to go on to
help defend this doctor's house
621
00:28:28,140 --> 00:28:29,909
In a local clinic
that did abortions.
622
00:28:29,942 --> 00:28:31,277
Phil and I rounded up, like,
623
00:28:31,310 --> 00:28:35,047
30 to 40 punks in a whole
bunch of different vans.
624
00:28:35,081 --> 00:28:37,283
We all drove across town
to the clinic,
625
00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:39,418
And all the people that were
there already were just like,
626
00:28:39,451 --> 00:28:42,121
"Woah," 'cause there's
40 punk rockers
627
00:28:42,154 --> 00:28:43,990
Just jumping out of vans,
ready to, like,
628
00:28:44,023 --> 00:28:45,491
Defend the clinic.
629
00:28:45,524 --> 00:28:47,526
Once we played a show in
Denver, the cops came,
630
00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:50,296
They started beating up
this little punk rock girl
631
00:28:50,329 --> 00:28:51,864
That was like 14 years old,
632
00:28:51,898 --> 00:28:54,100
So all of our friends
jumped the cops,
633
00:28:54,133 --> 00:28:55,534
And started beating the
fuck out of the cops,
634
00:28:55,567 --> 00:28:57,870
They started smashing
their glasses,
635
00:28:57,904 --> 00:28:58,838
They started smashing
them to the ground,
636
00:28:58,871 --> 00:29:00,306
They were bleeding,
637
00:29:00,339 --> 00:29:02,441
The cops wanted us to go
to court, then we said,
638
00:29:02,474 --> 00:29:04,376
"Fuck you, we're not going
to court to testify you."
639
00:29:04,410 --> 00:29:05,945
No way!
640
00:29:05,978 --> 00:29:07,413
We're like, "Well, can we
play one more song,"
641
00:29:07,446 --> 00:29:08,881
And they're like, "Yes,"
we played the song
642
00:29:08,915 --> 00:29:10,249
Death To All The Pigs.
643
00:29:10,282 --> 00:29:13,185
We packed up and they
escorted us out of town.
644
00:29:13,219 --> 00:29:15,021
WOMAN: What would you do
if you ever got famous?
645
00:29:15,054 --> 00:29:17,023
Like people jumping all over
your car and shit?
646
00:29:17,056 --> 00:29:19,325
I would probably hate it.
I'd probably try to
run them over.
647
00:29:19,358 --> 00:29:20,993
[LAUGHING]
648
00:29:21,027 --> 00:29:23,095
We'd just do the things
we always like to do.
649
00:29:23,129 --> 00:29:25,364
But we're still gonna know
the world's still fucked up.
650
00:29:25,397 --> 00:29:27,499
There's still people
starving to death and
651
00:29:27,533 --> 00:29:29,268
Being killed by death squads.
652
00:29:29,301 --> 00:29:32,138
I'd probably be able
to buy car insurance.
653
00:29:32,171 --> 00:29:36,809
[PLAYING CLASSICAL TUNE]
654
00:29:53,359 --> 00:29:56,262
- [LAUGHING]
- Oh, that's so beautiful!
655
00:29:56,295 --> 00:29:57,964
MAN: What do you
call that piece?
656
00:29:57,997 --> 00:30:01,400
I call that piece,
"My Radiator's Broken."
657
00:30:01,433 --> 00:30:02,969
[LAUGHING]
658
00:30:03,002 --> 00:30:04,503
One two,
Fuck you!
659
00:30:04,536 --> 00:30:08,875
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
660
00:30:10,176 --> 00:30:12,611
[WHOOPING]
661
00:30:12,644 --> 00:30:14,313
Oh!
662
00:30:15,514 --> 00:30:17,549
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATION]
663
00:30:19,085 --> 00:30:20,853
Yes!
664
00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,532
WOMAN: How do you
make your money?
665
00:30:33,565 --> 00:30:34,633
I don't.
666
00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:36,602
What money?
667
00:30:36,635 --> 00:30:38,971
I panhandle,
I collect bottles...
668
00:30:39,005 --> 00:30:40,907
Rob and pillage.
669
00:30:42,441 --> 00:30:43,542
Do whatever!
670
00:30:43,575 --> 00:30:45,511
Sometimes, I rob, steal.
671
00:30:45,544 --> 00:30:47,446
Spare change, whatever.
672
00:30:47,479 --> 00:30:50,116
Panhandling or...
673
00:30:50,149 --> 00:30:53,986
Photospanging or doing
labor work here and there.
674
00:30:54,020 --> 00:30:55,387
- Like construction...
- WOMAN: Photo-what?
675
00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:56,588
- Photospanging.
- WOMAN: What does that mean?
676
00:30:56,622 --> 00:30:58,290
It's... it's...
677
00:30:58,324 --> 00:31:01,360
We go stand out in front of
Mann's Chinese Theater
678
00:31:01,393 --> 00:31:03,395
With our hair
all charged and stuff,
679
00:31:03,429 --> 00:31:05,397
And the tourists come
by and want pictures,
680
00:31:05,431 --> 00:31:07,233
So we just charge them.
681
00:31:07,266 --> 00:31:11,904
We spange and charge tourists
money to take our ugly pictures.
682
00:31:11,938 --> 00:31:14,273
They give me a dollar
or so, each photo...
683
00:31:14,306 --> 00:31:16,308
[SHUTTER CLICKS]
684
00:31:16,342 --> 00:31:20,012
In fact, we just made two
bucks on the way here.
685
00:31:20,046 --> 00:31:22,681
Today, I made like three bucks
the whole day and that was...
686
00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:23,950
Shit.
687
00:31:23,983 --> 00:31:25,451
About 10 bucks a day
688
00:31:25,484 --> 00:31:28,454
And I spend it on beer and
then mooch off of him.
689
00:31:28,487 --> 00:31:30,622
Anywhere from $10 to $20.
690
00:31:30,656 --> 00:31:32,925
- And you can live on that?
- Yeah.
691
00:31:32,959 --> 00:31:36,662
To be all charged up,
I go down to Melrose,
make like 50 bucks...
692
00:31:36,695 --> 00:31:38,430
To make about 40-50
bucks, that's all day.
693
00:31:38,464 --> 00:31:40,132
Capitalist bastard.
694
00:31:40,166 --> 00:31:42,234
WOMAN: Aren't you embarrassed
to ask people for money?
695
00:31:42,268 --> 00:31:44,070
No, because I'm not begging.
696
00:31:44,103 --> 00:31:45,671
- WOMAN: What are you doing?
- I'm asking.
697
00:31:45,704 --> 00:31:47,673
I'm asking for welfare,
I'm asking for...
698
00:31:47,706 --> 00:31:48,440
Someone to help me out.
699
00:31:48,474 --> 00:31:50,442
People trip out,
700
00:31:50,476 --> 00:31:54,380
[MIMICKING] "You're gonna buy
heroin or something," you know!
701
00:31:54,413 --> 00:31:57,016
Well, if you wanna buy
me food, go ahead.
702
00:31:57,049 --> 00:32:00,452
That means I got more
money in my pocket for beer.
703
00:32:00,486 --> 00:32:02,021
Down.
[CLICKS TONGUE]
704
00:32:02,054 --> 00:32:04,056
WOMAN: When you rob,
where do you rob from?
705
00:32:04,090 --> 00:32:07,259
Stores, people...
Cars...
706
00:32:08,527 --> 00:32:09,996
Houses...
707
00:32:10,029 --> 00:32:11,530
WOMAN: You ever feel
guilty about that?
708
00:32:11,563 --> 00:32:13,032
No.
709
00:32:13,065 --> 00:32:14,533
WOMAN: Why don't you go
and get a job?
710
00:32:14,566 --> 00:32:17,269
It's hard to find jobs
for people looking like me.
711
00:32:17,303 --> 00:32:20,272
I don't want a job.
I don't wanna do that.
712
00:32:20,306 --> 00:32:22,274
I don't need that.
713
00:32:22,308 --> 00:32:26,345
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
714
00:32:28,014 --> 00:32:31,417
[SPEAKING JAPANESE]
715
00:32:31,450 --> 00:32:32,484
Twitchin'...
716
00:32:33,752 --> 00:32:36,088
Spare a quarter for disorder?
717
00:32:36,122 --> 00:32:38,257
Can you spare any change
at all, folks?
718
00:32:38,290 --> 00:32:40,726
Right, thanks a lot,
and have very lovely day.
719
00:32:40,759 --> 00:32:43,229
I swear I won't
waste it on food.
720
00:32:43,262 --> 00:32:45,597
Even a few pennies,
a nickel, a dime...
721
00:32:45,631 --> 00:32:48,400
Spare a dime,
prevent a crime!
722
00:32:48,434 --> 00:32:51,103
Got an extra cigarette?
I'll be your best friend.
723
00:32:51,137 --> 00:32:53,339
How about an answer?
Spare an answer? Dick.
724
00:32:53,372 --> 00:32:56,342
Spare any change, buddy,
by any chance?
725
00:32:56,375 --> 00:32:58,744
Come on, sexy. Muah! Muah!
726
00:32:58,777 --> 00:33:01,480
- Woah, right on, sir!
- Thank you.
727
00:33:01,513 --> 00:33:04,383
- Cheers!
- Thank you so much, sir!
728
00:33:04,416 --> 00:33:06,752
Ex-porno star,
out of business, need change.
729
00:33:06,785 --> 00:33:08,587
Oh, yes.
730
00:33:08,620 --> 00:33:11,157
- We got it down.
- Cheers, man.
731
00:33:11,190 --> 00:33:12,458
Pennies? Answer?
732
00:33:13,592 --> 00:33:15,561
Say no... bitches!
733
00:33:15,594 --> 00:33:18,197
Spit on me for a quarter!
734
00:33:18,230 --> 00:33:19,798
Shit on me for a dollar!
735
00:33:19,831 --> 00:33:21,267
[LAUGHS]
736
00:33:21,300 --> 00:33:24,470
Kick me in the
nut-sack for 50 cents.
737
00:33:24,503 --> 00:33:28,574
I'll kick you in the nut-sack
for 50 cents, motherfucker!
738
00:33:28,607 --> 00:33:32,078
[HARD PUNK ROCK PLAYING]
739
00:33:32,111 --> 00:33:34,780
Is it cool if
I'm short 10 cents.
740
00:33:34,813 --> 00:33:40,686
[HARD PUNK ROCK PLAYING]
741
00:33:40,719 --> 00:33:42,221
Ow!
742
00:33:42,254 --> 00:33:45,224
Lower the crime rate,
spare some change!
743
00:33:45,257 --> 00:33:48,560
Next person I jack maybe
someone you know and love.
744
00:33:48,594 --> 00:33:50,529
Spare any change at
all for a case?
745
00:33:50,562 --> 00:33:52,231
Oh, so sexy!
746
00:33:52,264 --> 00:33:54,566
Spare any change for
the old folks' home?
747
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,568
Spare any change
for some glasses?
748
00:33:56,602 --> 00:33:59,271
Spare any change so I can
get a dress for the prom?
749
00:33:59,305 --> 00:34:02,408
Spare any change at all, fella,
for the Unabomber?
750
00:34:02,441 --> 00:34:05,244
You spare any
change at all, madam?
751
00:34:05,277 --> 00:34:08,547
Spare any change at all for
a fucking plastic purse?
752
00:34:08,580 --> 00:34:11,150
Spare any change at all
by any chance, anything helps.
753
00:34:11,183 --> 00:34:12,351
No.
754
00:34:12,384 --> 00:34:15,787
Oh, shit!
It is Bruce Hershenson.
755
00:34:15,821 --> 00:34:17,089
Fuck!
756
00:34:17,123 --> 00:34:20,092
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
757
00:34:20,126 --> 00:34:21,427
Fuck you, Squid!
758
00:34:27,266 --> 00:34:29,368
Hey buddy, can you spare
a little bit of change?
759
00:34:29,401 --> 00:34:31,137
To get another one of those?
760
00:34:31,170 --> 00:34:32,338
Yeah, one of those.
761
00:34:33,672 --> 00:34:35,841
You can recycle it,
if you want.
762
00:34:35,874 --> 00:34:38,177
- Here!
- Fucking prick!
763
00:34:40,912 --> 00:34:42,381
BOTH: Spare change!
764
00:34:44,516 --> 00:34:47,219
WOMAN: In the first punk rock
days, did you do drugs?
765
00:34:47,253 --> 00:34:50,189
Sure. I think everybody did.
766
00:34:51,557 --> 00:34:54,493
- WOMAN: Like what kind?
- Um...
767
00:34:54,526 --> 00:34:57,829
Pills, heroin,
768
00:34:57,863 --> 00:34:59,198
Alcohol...
769
00:35:00,766 --> 00:35:03,202
Whatever was
around, basically...
770
00:35:03,235 --> 00:35:04,736
WOMAN: What does it
do to your body?
771
00:35:04,770 --> 00:35:07,639
It fucks your body up.
772
00:35:09,275 --> 00:35:13,145
You're not eating,
you're not sleeping, in...
773
00:35:13,179 --> 00:35:15,147
The right order anyway.
774
00:35:16,182 --> 00:35:17,516
If you're having sex,
775
00:35:17,549 --> 00:35:20,152
Maybe you're having it too much,
too little...
776
00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:25,591
Just, basically,
screws up everything.
777
00:35:25,624 --> 00:35:27,326
WOMAN: Why did you do it?
778
00:35:27,359 --> 00:35:29,528
Felt good at the time.
779
00:35:29,561 --> 00:35:33,199
And it's peer pressure somewhat.
780
00:35:33,232 --> 00:35:37,503
I just wish I hadn't wasted so
much time doing drugs.
781
00:35:37,536 --> 00:35:39,605
WOMAN: Let me see your arms,
your arms look pretty clean.
782
00:35:39,638 --> 00:35:42,274
Certainly are, just the scars.
783
00:35:42,308 --> 00:35:45,311
- Just the battle scars!
- WOMAN: Yeah!
784
00:35:47,246 --> 00:35:48,647
I don't do drugs.
785
00:35:48,680 --> 00:35:51,317
Uh-huh... Used to.
Quit.
786
00:35:51,350 --> 00:35:52,818
[CLACKING TEETH]
787
00:35:52,851 --> 00:35:54,553
Too many friends dead.
788
00:35:54,586 --> 00:35:56,955
WOMAN: So where did you meet
Little Tommy the Queer?
789
00:35:56,988 --> 00:35:59,558
At an NA meeting, actually...
790
00:35:59,591 --> 00:36:01,627
- WOMAN: NA?
- Yeah!
791
00:36:01,660 --> 00:36:04,663
- WOMAN: Narcotics Anonymous?
- BOTH: That's right.
792
00:36:04,696 --> 00:36:06,865
- WOMAN: And you're 15?
- Yeah!
793
00:36:06,898 --> 00:36:09,801
- WOMAN: What were you kicking?
- Speed.
794
00:36:09,835 --> 00:36:11,703
- WOMAN: And you?
- Downers...
795
00:36:11,737 --> 00:36:12,971
Codeine and stuff...
796
00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:15,307
Beer, bud, and...
797
00:36:15,341 --> 00:36:16,742
Once in awhile heroin...
798
00:36:16,775 --> 00:36:17,676
No drugs... booze!
799
00:36:19,545 --> 00:36:22,648
This cup is the best two dollar
investment I've ever made!
800
00:36:22,681 --> 00:36:24,650
- Every time...
- Let me see it, I can't see it!
801
00:36:24,683 --> 00:36:27,919
Okay, well, it's a club
refill from... I think Chevron.
802
00:36:27,953 --> 00:36:29,721
- See?
- Yeah.
803
00:36:29,755 --> 00:36:31,357
Hangs on my shoulder here.
804
00:36:31,390 --> 00:36:34,293
Usually, I'd stumble on,
you know, if I got no beer
805
00:36:34,326 --> 00:36:35,961
Or alcohol...
806
00:36:35,994 --> 00:36:38,330
Crank it off, see?
807
00:36:38,364 --> 00:36:39,765
Spare a swill?
808
00:36:39,798 --> 00:36:41,533
- [LAUGHS]
- WOMAN: What's in that bottle?
809
00:36:43,335 --> 00:36:45,471
Space juice. [LAUGHS]
810
00:36:45,504 --> 00:36:46,738
WOMAN: Do you drink every day?
811
00:36:46,772 --> 00:36:48,474
I... yeah.
812
00:36:48,507 --> 00:36:51,843
I have to drink every day
or I'd freak out, you know...
813
00:36:51,877 --> 00:36:53,512
[BUZZING]
814
00:36:54,446 --> 00:36:55,981
How much?
815
00:36:56,014 --> 00:36:59,585
[LAUGHS] Enough to black out
every night, I don't know!
816
00:36:59,618 --> 00:37:00,852
WOMAN: What time in the morning
817
00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:02,488
Did you start drinking,
Hamburger?
818
00:37:02,521 --> 00:37:04,890
Six in the morning,
once they start selling.
819
00:37:04,923 --> 00:37:07,759
Booze door opens at six,
and closes at two, so...
820
00:37:07,793 --> 00:37:09,528
WOMAN: And what time
you stop at night?
821
00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:11,997
Two in the morning,
once they stop selling.
822
00:37:12,030 --> 00:37:15,367
WOMAN: So, when did you
start drinking today?
823
00:37:15,401 --> 00:37:16,935
Uh...
824
00:37:16,968 --> 00:37:19,505
I think about 10
this morning.
825
00:37:19,538 --> 00:37:21,973
As soon as I wake up,
I'm gonna freak...
826
00:37:22,007 --> 00:37:23,442
Usually when I wake up...
827
00:37:23,475 --> 00:37:25,043
Whenever I wake up...
828
00:37:25,076 --> 00:37:28,480
You hear all funny and you
see the little detox gremlins,
829
00:37:28,514 --> 00:37:29,781
Running around and...
830
00:37:29,815 --> 00:37:31,750
- You get a lot of hangovers?
- No.
831
00:37:31,783 --> 00:37:34,386
I always wake up buzzed.
[LAUGHS]
832
00:37:34,420 --> 00:37:37,823
I can't even eat unless
I've at least had a few sips.
833
00:37:37,856 --> 00:37:40,892
I mean, give me a 12 ounce
can of beer in the morning
834
00:37:40,926 --> 00:37:42,594
And I'll be all good.
835
00:37:42,628 --> 00:37:44,630
WOMAN: How old were you
when you started drinking?
836
00:37:44,663 --> 00:37:45,797
Uh... about 14.
837
00:37:45,831 --> 00:37:46,932
About 12.
838
00:37:46,965 --> 00:37:49,468
Like 10-11.
839
00:37:49,501 --> 00:37:52,971
The first time I ever got drunk
I almost drowned in a toilet,
840
00:37:53,004 --> 00:37:54,973
'Cause my dad and my
uncle got me drunk.
841
00:37:55,006 --> 00:37:58,644
And, I drowned in the
toilet almost.
842
00:37:58,677 --> 00:38:01,347
They were feeding me
beer all day, but...
843
00:38:01,380 --> 00:38:02,948
- The first time...
- WOMAN: How old were you then?
844
00:38:02,981 --> 00:38:04,583
About three.
845
00:38:04,616 --> 00:38:06,785
WOMAN: Why do you think
you started so young?
846
00:38:08,754 --> 00:38:09,955
Problems.
847
00:38:09,988 --> 00:38:12,023
It's not really fun
to be in reality.
848
00:38:12,057 --> 00:38:14,092
I'm a lot better
person to be with
849
00:38:14,125 --> 00:38:18,096
When I've got a couple
of frosty cold ones.
850
00:38:18,129 --> 00:38:19,765
WOMAN: Are you nasty otherwise?
851
00:38:21,099 --> 00:38:22,468
Uh... boring!
852
00:38:22,501 --> 00:38:26,104
I wanna go to find a farm
853
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,939
And live there without nothing.
854
00:38:27,973 --> 00:38:30,075
- Simple life?
- Just grow stuff and just...
855
00:38:30,108 --> 00:38:32,411
Have friends around
and brew beer
856
00:38:32,444 --> 00:38:35,714
And drink all day and get drunk
and hang out with friends.
857
00:38:35,747 --> 00:38:38,550
And just... have a compound.
858
00:38:38,584 --> 00:38:40,752
- WOMAN: Right on! Commune!
- Yeah!
859
00:38:40,786 --> 00:38:42,688
That's what you want?
You want a beer commune?
860
00:38:42,721 --> 00:38:44,990
Yeah. The alcoholic commune!
861
00:38:45,023 --> 00:38:46,592
All I remember is,
862
00:38:46,625 --> 00:38:49,861
I was at my fucking
cousin's house, Linda,
863
00:38:49,895 --> 00:38:51,830
And I took a big old chug
864
00:38:51,863 --> 00:38:54,900
'Cause I was all asking my dad
if I could take a swaf of beer
865
00:38:54,933 --> 00:38:56,768
And it was whiskey, not beer.
866
00:38:56,802 --> 00:38:58,136
And he poured himself a glass
and went into the bathroom,
867
00:38:58,169 --> 00:38:59,971
And I grabbed it...
868
00:39:00,005 --> 00:39:03,909
I just swallowed it all down,
it started all burnin' inside me
869
00:39:03,942 --> 00:39:07,846
And all of it sprayed out my
nose, right back into this cup.
870
00:39:07,879 --> 00:39:12,484
And there was a booger
floating around inside of it
871
00:39:12,518 --> 00:39:15,387
And he came back,
grabbed it and swallowed.
872
00:39:15,421 --> 00:39:18,089
Me and my sister stand there
going...
873
00:39:18,123 --> 00:39:20,158
That fool just drank my lougie.
874
00:39:20,191 --> 00:39:21,993
[CHUCKLES] But I don't know...
875
00:39:22,027 --> 00:39:25,964
An alcoholic's dream is
taking a solid shit.
876
00:39:25,997 --> 00:39:28,867
And we went up there,
they lived on the third floor,
877
00:39:28,900 --> 00:39:31,169
We were knockin' on the door,
878
00:39:31,202 --> 00:39:32,904
And they wouldn't
answer and I'm like,
879
00:39:32,938 --> 00:39:35,407
"Come on, I know your home,
I know your home!"
880
00:39:35,441 --> 00:39:37,008
"Come on, open the door."
881
00:39:37,042 --> 00:39:39,645
And they wouldn't open the door,
I was all like, "Fuck this."
882
00:39:39,678 --> 00:39:41,580
"I'm just gonna go
into the alley outside,"
883
00:39:41,613 --> 00:39:43,815
And I'm, like, running
down the stairs,
884
00:39:43,849 --> 00:39:46,084
And I got to the
bottom stairwell,
885
00:39:46,117 --> 00:39:48,954
And I took like this giant
leap and it just went...
886
00:39:48,987 --> 00:39:51,857
[BLOWS RASPBERRY]
887
00:39:51,890 --> 00:39:55,461
Everywhere and I went,
"Oh, man!"
888
00:39:56,528 --> 00:39:57,963
WOMAN: You shit your pants?
889
00:39:57,996 --> 00:40:02,734
Oh, yeah, but I, like,
took newspapers and stuff.
890
00:40:02,768 --> 00:40:06,004
I tried to clean up but...
And they were home!
891
00:40:06,037 --> 00:40:09,641
And they were even home
the whole time.
892
00:40:09,675 --> 00:40:11,009
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
893
00:40:18,484 --> 00:40:20,652
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
894
00:40:35,634 --> 00:40:37,603
Fuck you.
Don't tape this.
895
00:40:38,937 --> 00:40:43,208
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
896
00:40:43,241 --> 00:40:45,744
I don't think
you have enough film
897
00:40:45,777 --> 00:40:49,648
In the entire world
to watch me get beautiful.
898
00:40:49,681 --> 00:40:51,249
Fuck off.
899
00:40:51,282 --> 00:40:52,784
Piss off!
900
00:41:01,126 --> 00:41:04,029
It would take me,
like 15 minutes but I...
901
00:41:04,062 --> 00:41:07,833
I do like a spike
and I'll go drink a beer.
902
00:41:07,866 --> 00:41:10,702
GIRL: Procrastination.
903
00:41:10,736 --> 00:41:12,604
This is my friend, Chris.
904
00:41:12,638 --> 00:41:13,939
[PUNK ROCK PLAYING]
905
00:41:13,972 --> 00:41:16,241
And this is my other friend,
Pockets.
906
00:41:16,274 --> 00:41:20,478
And the reason they're outside
is 'cause they got bugs.
907
00:41:22,614 --> 00:41:24,149
WOMAN: Are you
really a racist?
908
00:41:24,182 --> 00:41:26,985
- Am I racist? Yes, I am.
- WOMAN: Why?
909
00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:30,722
No, seriously, I ain't a racist,
910
00:41:30,756 --> 00:41:33,024
I just fuck around,
I don't give a mad fuck.
911
00:41:33,058 --> 00:41:35,661
Yeah, if you think I'm a racist,
then you think I'm a racist.
912
00:41:35,694 --> 00:41:38,564
If you think I'm a faggot,
then you think I'm a faggot.
913
00:41:38,597 --> 00:41:41,132
Straight up, I don't give
a mad fuck what anybody
thinks about me.
914
00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:43,101
I just don't like that fucking
shit pointing at me,
915
00:41:43,134 --> 00:41:44,703
Just makes me like...
916
00:41:44,736 --> 00:41:47,005
WOMAN: I'm sorry,
but this is what I do in life.
917
00:41:47,038 --> 00:41:50,308
All right, that's your hobby.
This is my hobby.
918
00:41:50,341 --> 00:41:52,578
[ALL SINGING]
919
00:41:52,611 --> 00:41:54,713
[CROWD CHATTER]
920
00:41:54,746 --> 00:41:57,649
WOMAN: Who peed on
the fuckin' mattress?
921
00:41:57,683 --> 00:42:00,051
SPOON: I didn't do it.
I didn't do it.
922
00:42:02,788 --> 00:42:05,290
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
923
00:42:11,129 --> 00:42:12,698
[BURPS]
924
00:42:15,166 --> 00:42:17,135
Look at them all getting pretty.
925
00:42:17,168 --> 00:42:19,137
Oh, yeah. They don't care
about the way they look,
926
00:42:19,170 --> 00:42:22,674
They're all in there for hours
trying to get pretty.
927
00:42:22,708 --> 00:42:24,309
You're gonna get
no footage, huh?
928
00:42:24,342 --> 00:42:25,711
WOMAN: I don't think so.
929
00:42:31,349 --> 00:42:33,318
Wow!
930
00:42:33,351 --> 00:42:37,889
Look at that!
Good God! All right, girl.
931
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:43,729
And then I woke up and
and I did that
932
00:42:43,762 --> 00:42:46,097
'Cause I was really
fuckin' drunk.
933
00:42:46,131 --> 00:42:46,898
[LAUGHTER]
934
00:42:48,266 --> 00:42:50,235
WOMAN: You burned yourself
with a cigarette?
935
00:42:50,268 --> 00:42:51,837
With a couple of cigarettes.
936
00:42:51,870 --> 00:42:53,705
Every one that I smoked
that night,
937
00:42:53,739 --> 00:42:57,008
I put it out on my arm, I had
a couple of friends do it too.
938
00:42:57,042 --> 00:42:58,710
WOMAN: It hurts?
939
00:42:58,744 --> 00:42:59,978
I didn't feel it at the time,
940
00:43:00,011 --> 00:43:02,347
But now it hurts
like a son of a bitch.
941
00:43:02,380 --> 00:43:05,984
Why don't you put something on
it to make it not get infected?
942
00:43:06,017 --> 00:43:08,386
'Cause I'm lazy
and I don't wanna.
943
00:43:08,419 --> 00:43:10,989
Since I got it started,
I might as well finish it.
944
00:43:11,022 --> 00:43:13,358
So as soon as I get drunk enough
I'm gonna finish it.
945
00:43:13,391 --> 00:43:15,827
- Gonna make an arm band?
- Yep.
946
00:43:17,095 --> 00:43:19,230
Gotta get the good one
right there.
947
00:43:19,264 --> 00:43:21,166
The one that is going
to get infected.
948
00:43:21,199 --> 00:43:22,634
WOMAN: Oh, God.
949
00:43:25,036 --> 00:43:26,872
MAN: No need for this.
950
00:43:26,905 --> 00:43:29,307
[PUNKS SCREAMING
IN THE BACKGROUND]
951
00:43:32,377 --> 00:43:34,980
Can I say something
for the record?
952
00:43:35,013 --> 00:43:37,983
Those are not my friends,
I don't know 'em.
953
00:43:38,016 --> 00:43:44,189
Everybody needs to believe
in something
954
00:43:44,222 --> 00:43:48,393
I believe I have another...
955
00:43:48,426 --> 00:43:52,798
Day
956
00:43:54,232 --> 00:43:57,402
My parents were
the typical conservative...
957
00:43:59,738 --> 00:44:02,007
Yeah, half of my family
are gangsters,
958
00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:03,742
And I'm the only punk rocker.
959
00:44:03,775 --> 00:44:05,410
WOMAN: Do they think
you're weird?
960
00:44:05,443 --> 00:44:09,247
Yeah, I think I'm weird but they
know what I'm fighting for, so.
961
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,282
My parents are Mormon.
962
00:44:11,316 --> 00:44:13,351
I grew up with a
military father,
963
00:44:13,384 --> 00:44:15,220
Military family.
964
00:44:15,253 --> 00:44:19,124
Yeah, my family was screwed up.
My dad was kind of a prick.
965
00:44:19,157 --> 00:44:21,026
My mom used to be a hippie
966
00:44:21,059 --> 00:44:23,695
And my real dad and step-dad
used to be, like,
967
00:44:23,729 --> 00:44:25,997
Rival pot dealers
in high school.
968
00:44:26,031 --> 00:44:29,768
And a bunch of crap went down
when they were kids.
969
00:44:29,801 --> 00:44:32,170
And now they're so middle class,
it's so pitiful.
970
00:44:32,203 --> 00:44:33,805
"White Picket Fence" life
971
00:44:33,839 --> 00:44:35,006
- is what they live.
- Oh.
972
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:36,842
WOMAN: You think
they love you?
973
00:44:36,875 --> 00:44:38,777
Yeah, they might,
I don't know.
974
00:44:38,810 --> 00:44:41,012
- You don't talk to them?
- Nah.
975
00:44:41,046 --> 00:44:42,848
WOMAN: So why did you
leave home?
976
00:44:42,881 --> 00:44:46,852
'Cause I was forced out,
physically, by my parents.
977
00:44:46,885 --> 00:44:48,486
'Cause they couldn't
deal with me
978
00:44:48,519 --> 00:44:50,021
And I couldn't deal with them.
979
00:44:50,055 --> 00:44:52,858
When they kicked me out,
I said, "Good riddance."
980
00:44:52,891 --> 00:44:56,494
Well, my dad tried to force
a step-mom on me.
981
00:44:56,527 --> 00:45:00,766
And my step mom was like,
she didn't want me.
982
00:45:00,799 --> 00:45:03,068
She put me in a mental
institution.
983
00:45:03,101 --> 00:45:05,837
- When you were how old?
- Seven years old.
984
00:45:05,871 --> 00:45:07,873
And my dad pulled the old
985
00:45:07,906 --> 00:45:10,909
"I'm going to the store
for smokes, be back in five".
986
00:45:10,942 --> 00:45:13,845
You know how long it's been
since I've seen my Pops?
987
00:45:13,879 --> 00:45:17,482
WOMAN: Why did you
originally leave home?
988
00:45:19,350 --> 00:45:21,987
- When you were 13?
- Physical abuse.
989
00:45:22,020 --> 00:45:25,757
I lived with my dad and he
wasn't, you know...
990
00:45:25,791 --> 00:45:27,192
He used to beat me and stuff.
991
00:45:27,225 --> 00:45:29,327
- Did your dad hit you?
- Yeah.
992
00:45:29,360 --> 00:45:33,064
- WOMAN: Tell me about that.
- It doesn't feel good.
993
00:45:33,098 --> 00:45:35,533
- I mean, it makes...
- Tell me what happened?
994
00:45:35,566 --> 00:45:40,205
It makes me feel like
a little kid again, I mean...
995
00:45:40,238 --> 00:45:41,406
It's demeaning.
996
00:45:41,439 --> 00:45:43,074
WOMAN: What did he
beat you with?
997
00:45:43,108 --> 00:45:46,511
Chairs, his fists, whatever
he can get his hands on.
998
00:45:46,544 --> 00:45:49,547
Any number of objects,
I mean, anything from a belt,
999
00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:53,051
To a stick, to a pipe,
to a power tool.
1000
00:45:53,084 --> 00:45:55,086
You know, anything my father
could get his hands on,
1001
00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:57,055
Chairs, I've had my head
put through windows.
1002
00:45:57,088 --> 00:45:58,890
WOMAN: What would
your dad hit you with?
1003
00:45:58,924 --> 00:45:59,991
His fist.
1004
00:46:00,025 --> 00:46:01,426
- His fist?
- Yeah.
1005
00:46:01,459 --> 00:46:02,961
- Where?
- Face.
1006
00:46:04,195 --> 00:46:05,463
And other places too.
1007
00:46:06,597 --> 00:46:07,933
WOMAN: For what?
1008
00:46:09,467 --> 00:46:11,102
'Cause I'm smarter than he is
1009
00:46:11,136 --> 00:46:12,437
And I can make him
feel like an idiot.
1010
00:46:14,405 --> 00:46:16,407
WOMAN: So are any of those
scars from your father?
1011
00:46:16,441 --> 00:46:18,276
Not, not on my chest.
1012
00:46:18,309 --> 00:46:19,210
Where are those?
1013
00:46:20,946 --> 00:46:25,183
I've got one on my shoulder,
some on my back, my legs.
1014
00:46:25,216 --> 00:46:26,151
My face.
1015
00:46:27,518 --> 00:46:29,287
WOMAN: Did it make you sad
when he did that?
1016
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:31,122
Yeah.
1017
00:46:31,156 --> 00:46:33,424
Made me feel helpless
'cause I can't do anything.
1018
00:46:33,458 --> 00:46:36,895
He's fucking 6'3", 200 pounds.
1019
00:46:36,928 --> 00:46:38,363
WOMAN:
Did he physically abuse
1020
00:46:38,396 --> 00:46:40,165
Any other kids in your family?
1021
00:46:40,198 --> 00:46:41,232
My sister.
1022
00:46:42,968 --> 00:46:44,435
Physically and sexually.
1023
00:46:44,469 --> 00:46:46,872
When you think about it now,
do you get sad?
1024
00:46:46,905 --> 00:46:49,540
Yeah...
Yeah, I get sad.
1025
00:46:53,411 --> 00:46:55,246
WOMAN: Do you...
1026
00:46:55,280 --> 00:46:57,949
You think that's why
you're a punk?
1027
00:46:57,983 --> 00:47:00,185
I think that's a big part of it.
1028
00:47:00,218 --> 00:47:02,520
WOMAN: If you have children,
are you gonna do that to them?
1029
00:47:02,553 --> 00:47:04,455
No.
1030
00:47:04,489 --> 00:47:08,226
I would take little bit
better care of them.
1031
00:47:08,259 --> 00:47:09,995
WOMAN: What would you
say to them right now
1032
00:47:10,028 --> 00:47:12,030
- if you could say one thing?
- Hi.
1033
00:47:16,935 --> 00:47:21,206
[ KILLING FLOOR PLAYING]
1034
00:47:23,641 --> 00:47:28,613
There's this group around
That calls themselves pro-life
1035
00:47:28,646 --> 00:47:32,417
Well, instead they
Should call themselves
Pro-death
1036
00:47:32,450 --> 00:47:35,553
Because by trying to take away
Our freedom of choice
1037
00:47:35,586 --> 00:47:37,322
They're going to force
Many women
1038
00:47:37,355 --> 00:47:40,959
Who don't want to bear children
To the back alley
1039
00:47:40,992 --> 00:47:44,996
And many women are
Going to die from these
Back alley abortions!
1040
00:47:45,030 --> 00:47:47,565
But these people
Don't seem to care
1041
00:47:56,407 --> 00:48:00,511
Got an abortion in a back alley
Got an abortion in a back alley
1042
00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:03,348
Got an abortion in a back alley
1043
00:48:09,587 --> 00:48:14,359
Got an abortion in a back alley
Got an abortion in a back alley
1044
00:48:14,392 --> 00:48:19,064
Got an abortion in a back alley
Got an abortion in a back alley
1045
00:48:19,097 --> 00:48:23,101
And now I'm bleeding to death
On the killing floor
1046
00:48:28,639 --> 00:48:31,442
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
1047
00:48:38,483 --> 00:48:40,451
WOMAN: How long have you
been homeless?
1048
00:48:40,485 --> 00:48:42,620
Off and on since 12.
1049
00:48:42,653 --> 00:48:45,423
WOMAN: Have you ever lived
in a house or apartment?
1050
00:48:45,456 --> 00:48:47,558
I've stayed in a few apartments.
1051
00:48:47,592 --> 00:48:49,527
That's about it,
like, overnight.
1052
00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:51,029
WOMAN:
And where do you live now?
1053
00:48:52,330 --> 00:48:53,564
In this field
behind Burger King
1054
00:48:53,598 --> 00:48:55,300
Or alleys wherever I stay.
1055
00:48:55,333 --> 00:48:56,567
I live wherever I sleep.
1056
00:48:58,103 --> 00:48:59,537
WOMAN: Okay,
where do you sleep?
1057
00:49:01,006 --> 00:49:03,174
Usually, camping out,
1058
00:49:03,208 --> 00:49:04,709
You know, outside places.
1059
00:49:04,742 --> 00:49:07,678
Sometimes, you know,
in this drinking field.
1060
00:49:07,712 --> 00:49:10,115
- WOMAN: In a what?
- In a drinking field.
1061
00:49:10,148 --> 00:49:11,516
- What is that?
- It's just, like, a field,
1062
00:49:11,549 --> 00:49:13,384
There's, like, two fences
and you can...
1063
00:49:13,418 --> 00:49:16,121
Just drink in there,
with other people.
1064
00:49:16,154 --> 00:49:18,756
I don't stay indoors too much,
not in a domesticated house.
1065
00:49:18,789 --> 00:49:22,127
I don't feel very comfortable
[CLEARS THROAT] living indoors.
1066
00:49:22,160 --> 00:49:23,728
WOMAN: Actually,
you're the only punk around
1067
00:49:23,761 --> 00:49:25,096
That's got their own apartment.
1068
00:49:25,130 --> 00:49:26,631
Yeah... yeah.
1069
00:49:26,664 --> 00:49:28,033
WOMAN:
How old were you
1070
00:49:28,066 --> 00:49:29,300
When you first
started squatting?
1071
00:49:29,334 --> 00:49:30,568
Thirteen.
1072
00:49:30,601 --> 00:49:32,603
Since I was sixteen,
I'm 22 now.
1073
00:49:32,637 --> 00:49:36,641
I've been in thousands of squats
all over the country.
1074
00:49:36,674 --> 00:49:39,677
I gotta break into a new squat
pretty soon.
1075
00:49:39,710 --> 00:49:41,412
- Same here.
- Since these lazy bums
1076
00:49:41,446 --> 00:49:43,181
Don't wanna fuckin' help me.
1077
00:49:43,214 --> 00:49:44,615
I do, I do.
1078
00:49:44,649 --> 00:49:46,217
How do you find a squat?
1079
00:49:48,486 --> 00:49:52,290
Just walk around, find a place
that looks empty...
1080
00:49:52,323 --> 00:49:54,692
Boarded up house,
an abandoned building.
1081
00:49:54,725 --> 00:49:57,428
Wait till dark fall,
and break into it.
1082
00:49:57,462 --> 00:49:59,764
- Rip a board off.
- Crowbar!
1083
00:49:59,797 --> 00:50:01,432
Invite yourself in.
1084
00:50:01,466 --> 00:50:03,101
WOMAN:
And then you live there?
1085
00:50:03,134 --> 00:50:04,669
And then you live there.
1086
00:50:04,702 --> 00:50:07,205
- And they call it Squid squat?
- No.
1087
00:50:07,238 --> 00:50:10,108
That was just a joke we got
out of South Bay.
1088
00:50:10,141 --> 00:50:11,809
But it got busted,
or else you would've been
1089
00:50:11,842 --> 00:50:13,511
Able to film there today.
1090
00:50:13,544 --> 00:50:16,714
That was down squat,
that was my last squat.
1091
00:50:16,747 --> 00:50:19,450
The neighbors loved us,
we had a set up.
1092
00:50:19,484 --> 00:50:21,086
It was so clean.
1093
00:50:21,119 --> 00:50:22,320
WOMAN: It was nice?
1094
00:50:22,353 --> 00:50:24,822
It was the best house I ever
lived in.
1095
00:50:24,855 --> 00:50:27,325
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1096
00:50:32,497 --> 00:50:34,065
FLEA: This city has become
a lot more
1097
00:50:34,099 --> 00:50:35,666
Hostile and a lot less caring
1098
00:50:35,700 --> 00:50:38,769
As time has gone by, I know
there's a drastic difference
1099
00:50:38,803 --> 00:50:40,371
In a short amount of time.
1100
00:50:40,405 --> 00:50:42,807
Ten year period of time,
15 year period of time.
1101
00:50:42,840 --> 00:50:45,143
There's a drastic different
feeling in the city,
1102
00:50:45,176 --> 00:50:46,744
It's more hostile,
it's more cold
1103
00:50:46,777 --> 00:50:49,147
It's less forgiving,
it's less flexible.
1104
00:50:49,180 --> 00:50:52,683
And it's gotta be hard for a
homeless kid now, I know when...
1105
00:50:52,717 --> 00:50:54,285
When I was, like, punk rock,
1106
00:50:54,319 --> 00:50:57,722
You know, whatever,
in like 1981,
1107
00:50:57,755 --> 00:51:01,192
You know, I went and stayed
at the Cash club at...
1108
00:51:01,226 --> 00:51:03,461
Janet Cunningham's Contemporary
Artist Space of Hollywood
1109
00:51:03,494 --> 00:51:05,830
With like...
Animal Boner and
1110
00:51:05,863 --> 00:51:08,599
All these punk rock guys who
were sleeping on the couch there
1111
00:51:08,633 --> 00:51:11,302
And there was just this
sense of community, you know,
1112
00:51:11,336 --> 00:51:14,205
You could stay there and
there would be poetry readings,
1113
00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:16,441
People making art
and making music.
1114
00:51:16,474 --> 00:51:17,875
And this feeling of like...
1115
00:51:17,908 --> 00:51:19,710
You know, maybe you're like...
1116
00:51:19,744 --> 00:51:21,546
Don't have a family,
you don't have friends,
1117
00:51:21,579 --> 00:51:24,115
No place to stay
but there's an umbrella.
1118
00:51:24,149 --> 00:51:26,584
You know, this umbrella of art
or whatever you wanna call it,
1119
00:51:26,617 --> 00:51:28,853
Punk rock and it was like a
feeling of being loved!
1120
00:51:28,886 --> 00:51:31,722
Which is what everyone wants,
you know.
1121
00:51:31,756 --> 00:51:33,358
And...
1122
00:51:33,391 --> 00:51:35,460
For kids that are homeless now
1123
00:51:35,493 --> 00:51:38,396
Walking a boulevard
or whatever,
1124
00:51:38,429 --> 00:51:40,631
You know... Fuck man!
1125
00:51:41,832 --> 00:51:44,635
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1126
00:51:53,911 --> 00:51:55,646
WOMAN: What are you gonna
do with that dog?
1127
00:51:55,680 --> 00:51:57,815
You don't even have a home,
how can you have a dog?
1128
00:51:57,848 --> 00:52:00,918
I've managed to take care
of myself every day.
1129
00:52:00,951 --> 00:52:02,653
That's why I sold my dog.
1130
00:52:02,687 --> 00:52:04,289
- You sold your dog?
- Yeah.
1131
00:52:04,322 --> 00:52:05,556
- For how much?
- 30 bucks.
1132
00:52:05,590 --> 00:52:06,757
So I could get loaded
last night.
1133
00:52:11,829 --> 00:52:13,731
Life is boring when you're stuck
out on the streets,
1134
00:52:13,764 --> 00:52:16,467
You know, the only thing to have
fun is to get high or get drunk.
1135
00:52:16,501 --> 00:52:18,769
That's what you can do.
Yep, kill time.
1136
00:52:18,803 --> 00:52:20,771
I live right here in this filth
and garbage
1137
00:52:20,805 --> 00:52:22,640
And slime that you see
every day in LA.
1138
00:52:22,673 --> 00:52:24,842
- [LAUGHING]
- And I enjoy it.
1139
00:52:24,875 --> 00:52:27,412
There's no where left to go.
So, we hang out here
1140
00:52:27,445 --> 00:52:28,913
On the streets.
1141
00:52:28,946 --> 00:52:31,282
WOMAN: What are you gonna
be doing in five years, man?
1142
00:52:31,316 --> 00:52:32,750
Well...
1143
00:52:32,783 --> 00:52:35,553
I was thinking about running for
maybe President one day.
1144
00:52:35,586 --> 00:52:37,455
Free beer for everybody, yes!
1145
00:52:37,488 --> 00:52:39,790
Where do you sleep at night,
Mr. President?
1146
00:52:39,824 --> 00:52:43,228
- [CUES BAND MUSIC]
- Anywhere.
1147
00:52:43,261 --> 00:52:44,929
- Bushes, yes.
- We have our own bush home.
1148
00:52:44,962 --> 00:52:47,832
Yeah, it's like a condominium,
we have all these bushes.
1149
00:52:47,865 --> 00:52:50,268
Surrounded, and then inside
we got mattresses and shit.
1150
00:52:50,301 --> 00:52:51,769
WOMAN: So where have you
got the bathroom at?
1151
00:52:51,802 --> 00:52:53,604
- Alley.
- You know, find someone's
1152
00:52:53,638 --> 00:52:56,707
Back door unlocked in their car,
piss in their backseat but...
1153
00:52:56,741 --> 00:52:59,477
I was gonna go back here
actually but you guys came so...
1154
00:52:59,510 --> 00:53:02,880
WOMAN: What about normal
people that have TVs and VCRs,
1155
00:53:02,913 --> 00:53:05,516
Don't you wish
you had all that stuff?
1156
00:53:05,550 --> 00:53:08,986
- Not really.
- We're not building society.
1157
00:53:09,019 --> 00:53:11,856
We don't need all that shit.
We don't need any of it.
1158
00:53:11,889 --> 00:53:13,658
WOMAN: Where do your
parents think you are?
1159
00:53:13,691 --> 00:53:15,660
My father's dead.
My mom...
1160
00:53:15,693 --> 00:53:17,462
She's in a shelter,
I don't know where she is.
1161
00:53:17,495 --> 00:53:19,564
I don't think she knows
where I am, either.
1162
00:53:19,597 --> 00:53:21,699
[IMITATING MOTORCYCLE]
1163
00:53:23,901 --> 00:53:26,304
WOMAN: What are you going
to be doing in about five years?
1164
00:53:26,337 --> 00:53:27,438
Probably the same thing.
1165
00:53:28,873 --> 00:53:31,876
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1166
00:53:37,014 --> 00:53:39,250
WOMAN: How long you been
living out on the street?
1167
00:53:39,284 --> 00:53:41,652
- Since fourteen.
- Seventeen.
1168
00:53:41,686 --> 00:53:44,255
WOMAN: Do you ever
change your clothes?
1169
00:53:44,289 --> 00:53:46,491
Yeah, I used to but...
1170
00:53:46,524 --> 00:53:48,926
Generally, this is like
my traveling clothes.
1171
00:53:48,959 --> 00:53:51,429
WOMAN: How long since
you had a bath?
1172
00:53:51,462 --> 00:53:54,031
Oh, shit.
Month and a half maybe?
1173
00:53:54,064 --> 00:53:56,501
- You're into punk rock?
- Hell, yeah.
1174
00:53:56,534 --> 00:53:58,035
I'm into punk and drinkin'.
1175
00:53:58,068 --> 00:54:00,338
I hate life and I hate society
1176
00:54:00,371 --> 00:54:02,307
But I'd rather drink beer,
1177
00:54:02,340 --> 00:54:05,276
I'd rather like live for beer,
that's what I live for.
1178
00:54:05,310 --> 00:54:06,577
WOMAN: You go to many
punk rock shows?
1179
00:54:06,611 --> 00:54:07,945
Yeah, all the time.
1180
00:54:07,978 --> 00:54:11,015
- How do you get in?
- Rush the door usually...
1181
00:54:11,048 --> 00:54:14,051
Whatever I have to do to hustle
you know and get in, you know.
1182
00:54:14,084 --> 00:54:16,554
Most of the clubs
are too far to walk
1183
00:54:16,587 --> 00:54:19,657
And I got really big blisters
on my feet.
1184
00:54:19,690 --> 00:54:21,459
WOMAN: So let me
ask you a question.
1185
00:54:23,027 --> 00:54:25,896
What happens when a...
I'm sorry I shouldn't have...
1186
00:54:25,930 --> 00:54:28,065
How do you like
living on the streets?
1187
00:54:28,098 --> 00:54:30,535
It's all right.
It's better than the abuse
1188
00:54:30,568 --> 00:54:32,537
I had in my home.
1189
00:54:32,570 --> 00:54:34,605
Mental and physically.
1190
00:54:34,639 --> 00:54:38,309
My step-mom would beat me over
the ass with a two by four.
1191
00:54:38,343 --> 00:54:40,778
And they'd call me a loser
and that...
1192
00:54:40,811 --> 00:54:42,647
All their fights
are caused by me.
1193
00:54:42,680 --> 00:54:44,715
They always fight
because of me and
1194
00:54:44,749 --> 00:54:47,051
They're alcoholics
and drug addicts.
1195
00:54:47,084 --> 00:54:48,919
So I just followed
in their footsteps
1196
00:54:48,953 --> 00:54:50,521
And ended up on the street.
1197
00:54:50,555 --> 00:54:52,890
My dad's a computer nerd
and my mom's a tweeker.
1198
00:54:52,923 --> 00:54:54,459
- WOMAN: A what?
- A tweeker.
1199
00:54:54,492 --> 00:54:57,328
- What is that?
- A person who does lot of speed.
1200
00:54:57,362 --> 00:54:59,997
When you were growing up,
did she do a lot of speed?
1201
00:55:00,030 --> 00:55:02,633
I didn't even really know her
until I was 12.
1202
00:55:02,667 --> 00:55:03,934
And then after that?
1203
00:55:03,968 --> 00:55:05,936
Yeah, I wasn't raised
with her though.
1204
00:55:05,970 --> 00:55:07,805
- She snorts it or what?
- Yeah.
1205
00:55:07,838 --> 00:55:08,973
- She shoot it?
- No.
1206
00:55:09,006 --> 00:55:10,475
- She just snorts it?
- Yeah.
1207
00:55:10,508 --> 00:55:12,943
- I bet the house is clean, huh?
- Yep.
1208
00:55:12,977 --> 00:55:15,513
My mom used to drink before
she gave birth to me and
1209
00:55:15,546 --> 00:55:17,748
She fed me booze in my bottle
to put me to sleep
1210
00:55:17,782 --> 00:55:18,883
'Cause I cried at night.
1211
00:55:20,451 --> 00:55:21,986
WOMAN: That sucks,
doesn't it?
1212
00:55:22,019 --> 00:55:23,621
- So what?
- I liked it.
1213
00:55:23,654 --> 00:55:26,457
I'm glad. I'm an alcoholic,
I dig it.
1214
00:55:26,491 --> 00:55:28,626
You wanna say anything
to your mom right now?
1215
00:55:28,659 --> 00:55:31,962
Hi Mom, thanks for making
me an alcoholic, I love you.
1216
00:55:31,996 --> 00:55:34,365
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1217
00:55:37,935 --> 00:55:39,470
WOMAN:
Where you live, man?
1218
00:55:41,138 --> 00:55:43,541
- On the street.
- On the street.
1219
00:55:43,574 --> 00:55:45,743
WOMAN: How do you get
money to go to punk rock shows?
1220
00:55:45,776 --> 00:55:46,877
Panhandle.
1221
00:55:47,678 --> 00:55:48,846
Or a scam.
1222
00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:51,982
- You ever steal stuff?
- No.
1223
00:55:52,016 --> 00:55:53,150
- No?
- Don't steal.
1224
00:55:53,183 --> 00:55:54,118
What a good boy.
1225
00:55:54,151 --> 00:55:55,586
Why are you on the street?
1226
00:55:55,620 --> 00:55:57,121
'Cause I got kicked out
of my house
1227
00:55:57,154 --> 00:56:00,991
When I was nine years old for
setting my house on fire.
1228
00:56:01,025 --> 00:56:03,093
- For what?
- Setting my house on fire.
1229
00:56:03,127 --> 00:56:05,730
- Why'd you do that?
- I was trying to light a heater.
1230
00:56:05,763 --> 00:56:07,532
- It was an accident?
- Yeah.
1231
00:56:07,565 --> 00:56:09,767
- So your parents kicked you out?
- Yes.
1232
00:56:09,800 --> 00:56:12,703
They put me in a shelter home
1233
00:56:12,737 --> 00:56:13,971
And then forgot about me.
1234
00:56:14,004 --> 00:56:15,706
You've been on the street
ever since?
1235
00:56:15,740 --> 00:56:17,942
- Yes.
- Are you sad about that?
1236
00:56:17,975 --> 00:56:20,578
Not really... no.
1237
00:56:20,611 --> 00:56:22,680
WOMAN: What do you do
every day?
1238
00:56:22,713 --> 00:56:24,949
I panhandle.
1239
00:56:24,982 --> 00:56:26,651
What do your parents do?
1240
00:56:26,684 --> 00:56:28,586
My parents?
My parents are bikers.
1241
00:56:28,619 --> 00:56:30,888
- You got a home right now?
- No.
1242
00:56:30,921 --> 00:56:33,624
- Why not?
- Why not? I lost my job and
1243
00:56:33,658 --> 00:56:35,960
Couldn't afford the apartment
I was staying in.
1244
00:56:35,993 --> 00:56:37,528
WOMAN: What's that
on your arm?
1245
00:56:37,562 --> 00:56:38,863
It's an anti-swazi.
1246
00:56:38,896 --> 00:56:40,164
So you don't like
the skinheads?
1247
00:56:40,197 --> 00:56:41,899
No, sure don't.
1248
00:56:41,932 --> 00:56:44,168
- You ever fight with them?
- Fight a lot with them.
1249
00:56:44,201 --> 00:56:47,438
- Are they mean?
- They're pretty mean, yeah.
1250
00:56:47,472 --> 00:56:48,773
- Are you mean?
- Yeah.
1251
00:56:48,806 --> 00:56:50,675
- Are you angry?
- Right now?
1252
00:56:50,708 --> 00:56:54,111
- In general.
- No. Angry... hardened, yeah.
1253
00:56:54,144 --> 00:56:56,647
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1254
00:56:59,684 --> 00:57:01,786
WOMAN: Can you describe
what the kids look like
1255
00:57:01,819 --> 00:57:03,087
That you see out there?
1256
00:57:07,157 --> 00:57:08,926
Most of them are the...
1257
00:57:08,959 --> 00:57:12,797
Spare change, what we call
gutter punks,
1258
00:57:12,830 --> 00:57:14,799
You know...
1259
00:57:14,832 --> 00:57:18,035
Look like they haven't been
eating much,
1260
00:57:18,068 --> 00:57:20,938
Drink a lot,
probably take drugs.
1261
00:57:23,674 --> 00:57:25,142
Getting into
all sorts of trouble,
1262
00:57:25,175 --> 00:57:27,077
Sleep in the street
type of thing.
1263
00:57:27,111 --> 00:57:30,481
WOMAN: You guys ever
hear that name "Gutter punks"?
1264
00:57:30,515 --> 00:57:33,150
- ALL: Yeah.
- What does that mean?
1265
00:57:33,183 --> 00:57:34,919
- Who live in the gutters?
- Dirty drunk fuckers
1266
00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:38,923
Who like wander around and
terrorize people on the streets.
1267
00:57:38,956 --> 00:57:40,157
I don't know.
1268
00:57:40,190 --> 00:57:42,960
- Is that you?
- Pretty much, that's us.
1269
00:57:42,993 --> 00:57:44,862
Where are your parents?
1270
00:57:44,895 --> 00:57:46,731
Wherever.
1271
00:57:46,764 --> 00:57:48,165
- You don't know?
- I don't know.
1272
00:57:48,198 --> 00:57:50,000
- Do you ever talk to em?
- Nope.
1273
00:57:50,034 --> 00:57:52,136
- How old are you?
- 22.
1274
00:57:52,169 --> 00:57:56,106
- How long you been on the street
- Since I was 13.
1275
00:57:56,140 --> 00:57:57,842
WOMAN: Your parents know
where you are?
1276
00:57:57,875 --> 00:57:58,643
No.
1277
00:57:59,977 --> 00:58:02,079
When's the last time
you talked to 'em?
1278
00:58:02,112 --> 00:58:04,549
My mom disowned me,
my dad disowned me so...
1279
00:58:04,582 --> 00:58:06,817
- Why?
- Because...
1280
00:58:06,851 --> 00:58:09,053
They think I'm a freak!
1281
00:58:09,086 --> 00:58:10,855
So when you get all
these piercings and stuff,
1282
00:58:10,888 --> 00:58:12,523
Where did you get the
money for that?
1283
00:58:12,557 --> 00:58:13,691
I do it myself.
1284
00:58:13,724 --> 00:58:15,292
- You do it yourself?
- Mm-hmm.
1285
00:58:15,325 --> 00:58:19,263
- Doesn't it get infected?
- Well, yeah. But it goes away.
1286
00:58:19,296 --> 00:58:21,165
What happened to your arm
right there?
1287
00:58:21,198 --> 00:58:24,034
A bunch of skinheads decided
to kick my ass,
1288
00:58:24,068 --> 00:58:27,204
Put a motorcycle muffler
to my arm, so...
1289
00:58:28,839 --> 00:58:29,940
That was that.
1290
00:58:29,974 --> 00:58:32,142
- So you like skinheads?
- No.
1291
00:58:32,176 --> 00:58:35,746
[LAUGHS MISCHIEVOUSLY]
Not at all, to be honest. But...
1292
00:58:35,780 --> 00:58:39,850
- Where do you sleep every night?
- Here, there. I don't know.
1293
00:58:39,884 --> 00:58:44,221
- In the alleys or what?
- Alleys, rooftops, wherever.
1294
00:58:44,254 --> 00:58:45,756
Aren't you afraid out there?
1295
00:58:45,790 --> 00:58:46,891
Isn't anybody gonna
hurt you out there?
1296
00:58:48,893 --> 00:58:51,295
I don't think anybody could hurt
me any... I don't know...
1297
00:58:51,328 --> 00:58:53,964
I've been hurt enough so...
I don't think anybody...
1298
00:58:53,998 --> 00:58:56,266
Doesn't that make you sad
that you've been hurt that much?
1299
00:58:56,300 --> 00:58:58,002
No.
1300
00:58:58,035 --> 00:59:02,139
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1301
00:59:19,023 --> 00:59:22,860
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1302
00:59:30,367 --> 00:59:33,904
[ SQUATTERPUNK PLAYING]
1303
00:59:37,975 --> 00:59:40,210
Woke up this morning
My squat ablaze
1304
00:59:40,244 --> 00:59:42,346
Broke out through a window
In a half drunk haze
1305
00:59:42,379 --> 00:59:44,181
Thought about the dead Nazi
From the night before
1306
00:59:44,214 --> 00:59:46,183
I like life this way
Normal life is a bore
1307
00:59:49,654 --> 00:59:51,622
Knifed a guy in an alley
For hitting a friend
1308
00:59:51,656 --> 00:59:55,192
Cops let us all go in the end
Skinhead fight and I'm in jail
1309
00:59:55,225 --> 00:59:58,062
He's with the nurse
And I can't make bail
1310
00:59:58,095 --> 01:00:00,731
All this will be mine one day,
I love it.
1311
01:00:00,765 --> 01:00:02,032
WOMAN: On sight.
1312
01:00:04,669 --> 01:00:07,805
Never thought I'd be
at Gizmo's mom's house.
1313
01:00:07,838 --> 01:00:10,074
WOMAN: Why do they call
you "Eyeball?"
1314
01:00:10,107 --> 01:00:15,780
I sleep with one eye open
and a friend of mine was...
1315
01:00:15,813 --> 01:00:18,783
He was talking to me while I was
asleep, he thought I was awake.
1316
01:00:18,816 --> 01:00:20,818
And I was dead asleep actually.
1317
01:00:20,851 --> 01:00:22,386
My eye was half open,
1318
01:00:22,419 --> 01:00:24,922
You know, he's in some squat
and he's all...
1319
01:00:24,955 --> 01:00:26,791
"Hey, man, come with us."
1320
01:00:26,824 --> 01:00:29,393
And, "Let's go do this
and that," and...
1321
01:00:29,426 --> 01:00:32,229
I was totally oblivious to the
fact that he was talking to me,
1322
01:00:32,262 --> 01:00:34,331
And then I kind of
snored a little. [SNORES]
1323
01:00:34,364 --> 01:00:35,866
You know...
1324
01:00:35,900 --> 01:00:38,135
He realized I was asleep, so,
1325
01:00:38,168 --> 01:00:40,437
He started calling me
"the eyeball" guy.
1326
01:00:40,470 --> 01:00:43,273
You know, "That guy with
the eyeball..."
1327
01:00:43,307 --> 01:00:45,142
It kind of stuck.
1328
01:00:45,175 --> 01:00:46,744
There's a good pile of stuff.
1329
01:00:46,777 --> 01:00:48,979
Gizmo's parents are
pack-rats, man.
1330
01:00:49,013 --> 01:00:50,981
Quick ease!
1331
01:00:51,015 --> 01:00:52,449
[LAUGHS MISCHIEVOUSLY]
What does that do?
1332
01:00:52,482 --> 01:00:54,885
- What room is this?
- This is the living room.
1333
01:00:56,453 --> 01:00:58,222
Oh, what's this? Oooh!
1334
01:01:00,257 --> 01:01:01,959
A cop doll.
1335
01:01:01,992 --> 01:01:03,761
We should do something
with this later.
1336
01:01:03,794 --> 01:01:07,264
WOMAN: Margie, Can you walk
to the TV?
1337
01:01:07,297 --> 01:01:08,999
[LAUGHS SHEEPISHLY]
Yes, and no.
1338
01:01:09,033 --> 01:01:10,267
Show me.
1339
01:01:10,300 --> 01:01:14,038
- Can you walk over to your TV?
- Yeah.
1340
01:01:14,071 --> 01:01:17,407
Because, you know,
I know my house.
1341
01:01:17,441 --> 01:01:19,076
I'm not crazy.
1342
01:01:19,109 --> 01:01:21,011
Can Eyeball walk over there?
1343
01:01:21,045 --> 01:01:22,813
You can come.
This way, this way.
1344
01:01:22,847 --> 01:01:24,114
Not this way, this way.
1345
01:01:24,148 --> 01:01:25,449
- This way?
- Okay
1346
01:01:25,482 --> 01:01:28,018
- I don't wanna.
- This way, this way.
1347
01:01:28,052 --> 01:01:29,153
That's okay.
1348
01:01:32,056 --> 01:01:34,191
WOMAN: Well,
I love your house!
1349
01:01:34,224 --> 01:01:35,459
I hate it.
1350
01:01:35,492 --> 01:01:37,795
[LAUGHS]
1351
01:01:37,828 --> 01:01:39,830
And they wonder where
punk rockers come from.
1352
01:01:43,100 --> 01:01:44,969
Rehearsal room is right here.
1353
01:01:46,937 --> 01:01:48,438
Guys are out here...
1354
01:01:48,472 --> 01:01:51,308
There's...
according to the signs...
1355
01:01:51,341 --> 01:01:52,409
[READING]
1356
01:01:55,846 --> 01:01:57,882
It says...
1357
01:02:02,519 --> 01:02:05,255
I was walking down the street
on Hollywood Boulevard
1358
01:02:05,289 --> 01:02:08,759
And I was trying to get to work
and I was really pissed off...
1359
01:02:08,793 --> 01:02:11,361
'Cause there was a lotta people,
actually I was on a skateboard
1360
01:02:11,395 --> 01:02:13,864
And there was lotta people
out there and...
1361
01:02:13,898 --> 01:02:15,532
I was just trying to get through
and I was like...
1362
01:02:15,565 --> 01:02:18,235
"I gotta get through,
gotta go to work, I'm late."
1363
01:02:18,268 --> 01:02:22,172
[HUMMING BEATS] It just
started going through me.
1364
01:02:22,206 --> 01:02:23,874
And then I had to say,
"Screw it.
1365
01:02:23,908 --> 01:02:25,509
"I'm gonna be late for work,"
'cause I had to stop
1366
01:02:25,542 --> 01:02:27,978
Behind a building
and write a song.
1367
01:02:28,012 --> 01:02:29,914
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1368
01:02:29,947 --> 01:02:33,283
People just fuck with me
And I just don't know why
1369
01:02:33,317 --> 01:02:34,919
[SINGING INDISTINCTLY]
1370
01:02:46,831 --> 01:02:48,866
WOMAN: Sean,
where do you live?
1371
01:02:48,899 --> 01:02:51,201
- Couch tour.
- Couch surfing.
1372
01:02:51,235 --> 01:02:53,938
- Couch tour.
- I live on the streets actually.
1373
01:02:53,971 --> 01:02:54,972
WOMAN:
When you need to rehearse,
1374
01:02:55,005 --> 01:02:56,373
How do you get together?
1375
01:02:56,406 --> 01:02:57,842
We all know how to get a hold
of each other.
1376
01:02:57,875 --> 01:02:59,109
ALL: Yeah.
1377
01:02:59,143 --> 01:03:00,310
How do you get a hold
of each other?
1378
01:03:00,344 --> 01:03:02,813
Pagers or whatever.
1379
01:03:02,847 --> 01:03:04,882
We know the particular places
we couch tour at.
1380
01:03:04,915 --> 01:03:06,416
Sometimes it's real hard.
1381
01:03:06,450 --> 01:03:09,319
We're the only street punk band
in LA.
1382
01:03:09,353 --> 01:03:11,055
We're the only ones
that live on the streets.
1383
01:03:11,088 --> 01:03:13,057
This one's Squatterpunk.
1384
01:03:13,090 --> 01:03:14,992
[PUNK MUSIC PLAYING]
1385
01:03:44,254 --> 01:03:46,991
First time I actually stepped
into an abandoned building,
1386
01:03:47,024 --> 01:03:49,894
And went to sleep,
I was 14, I believe,
1387
01:03:49,927 --> 01:03:53,297
And I thought at the time,
I'm probably the only kid
1388
01:03:53,330 --> 01:03:55,599
In LA or the United States
1389
01:03:55,632 --> 01:03:57,434
That's... living in an abandoned
building.
1390
01:03:57,467 --> 01:04:01,305
I didn't even know what a squat
was or anything like that,
1391
01:04:01,338 --> 01:04:02,606
You know...
1392
01:04:02,639 --> 01:04:05,109
- You know a lot now.
- Yeah.
1393
01:04:05,142 --> 01:04:07,912
[SQUATTERPUNK CONTINUES]
1394
01:04:18,555 --> 01:04:20,991
People that decide to live
on the streets
1395
01:04:21,025 --> 01:04:23,527
Just because of the simple fact
they know they can't
1396
01:04:23,560 --> 01:04:25,930
Exist in regular society,
they can't go on.
1397
01:04:25,963 --> 01:04:27,965
It's not because of them,
it's because of what
1398
01:04:27,998 --> 01:04:31,601
Society has become, it's in
a decline, it's falling apart.
1399
01:04:31,635 --> 01:04:33,503
And writing of the youth who
1400
01:04:33,537 --> 01:04:36,006
Can't buy houses and
can't get jobs,
1401
01:04:36,040 --> 01:04:39,209
They're not getting the
education they need, that is,
1402
01:04:39,243 --> 01:04:41,111
You know, that's basically
1403
01:04:41,145 --> 01:04:44,214
An inevitable fact
of the future.
All systems collapse.
1404
01:04:44,248 --> 01:04:47,017
I think that there is inevitable
economically based
1405
01:04:47,051 --> 01:04:49,653
Class war that's going to
happen in the United States.
1406
01:04:49,686 --> 01:04:53,157
I think the economic system has
taken the haves and have-nots
1407
01:04:53,190 --> 01:04:55,225
And separated the classes to
where it's just poor and rich
1408
01:04:55,259 --> 01:04:57,527
And the more middle class
is dying away.
1409
01:04:57,561 --> 01:04:59,930
Every society has
a rise and fall
1410
01:04:59,964 --> 01:05:01,631
And a beginning
and an end, you know.
1411
01:05:01,665 --> 01:05:04,201
And... It happened
in Rome
1412
01:05:04,234 --> 01:05:06,536
It happened in England,
and it'll happen here.
1413
01:05:11,075 --> 01:05:14,478
[PEOPLE CONTINUES]
1414
01:05:17,247 --> 01:05:19,416
WOMAN: Punk is getting to
have bigger audiences
1415
01:05:19,449 --> 01:05:21,151
Or smaller or what, right now?
1416
01:05:21,185 --> 01:05:22,686
Well, real punk is
1417
01:05:22,719 --> 01:05:25,689
Getting smaller audiences
and...
1418
01:05:25,722 --> 01:05:29,693
Like, the sell-out stuff is
getting bigger audiences.
1419
01:05:29,726 --> 01:05:33,630
The most that we've been able
to play for is probably 300.
1420
01:05:33,663 --> 01:05:35,465
- Maybe?
- Okay.
1421
01:05:35,499 --> 01:05:36,666
And the least?
1422
01:05:36,700 --> 01:05:38,435
When you've done a show,
the least people
1423
01:05:38,468 --> 01:05:41,338
- that were ever there?
- Two.
1424
01:05:41,371 --> 01:05:43,340
WOMAN: What if some record
company came and
1425
01:05:43,373 --> 01:05:45,309
Tried to sign you and give
you a bunch of money and...
1426
01:05:45,342 --> 01:05:47,344
How do you feel about that?
1427
01:05:47,377 --> 01:05:49,379
I mean, it's iffy, you know.
1428
01:05:49,413 --> 01:05:52,983
Am I gonna be their puppet
or am I gonna be able to...
1429
01:05:53,017 --> 01:05:54,384
To... you know...
1430
01:05:54,418 --> 01:05:56,987
- Money can't be an issue.
- Yeah, money's not...
1431
01:05:57,021 --> 01:05:59,323
What I'm concerned with,
what I'm concerned with is,
1432
01:05:59,356 --> 01:06:01,225
"Am I gonna be able to say
what I want?"
1433
01:06:01,258 --> 01:06:04,161
What I wanna say isn't gonna
be playable on MTV!
1434
01:06:04,194 --> 01:06:07,431
I get more of a jolly out of...
off of a...
1435
01:06:07,464 --> 01:06:10,467
Walking down the street, seeing
some kid I don't even know
1436
01:06:10,500 --> 01:06:12,736
And hear him sing lyrics
to my song,
1437
01:06:12,769 --> 01:06:16,006
You know, that's like way more
cool than
1438
01:06:16,040 --> 01:06:19,309
Probably ever seeing
myself on MTV.
1439
01:06:19,343 --> 01:06:24,114
The major labels and...
and MTV...
1440
01:06:24,148 --> 01:06:26,583
And the radio stations,
they're afraid of this stuff,
1441
01:06:26,616 --> 01:06:28,052
You know.
1442
01:06:28,085 --> 01:06:30,520
It's like volatile chemicals,
you know.
1443
01:06:30,554 --> 01:06:31,455
- Watch MTV?
- Mix it with kids
1444
01:06:31,488 --> 01:06:33,323
And it's gonna blow up.
1445
01:06:33,357 --> 01:06:36,360
Anybody out here into bondage
or anything like that?
1446
01:06:36,393 --> 01:06:39,163
Pierced nipples, you know,
shit like that!
1447
01:06:39,196 --> 01:06:41,631
WOMAN: So your main
priority in life is?
1448
01:06:41,665 --> 01:06:44,634
My band.
Band before anything.
1449
01:06:44,668 --> 01:06:46,403
Band before my job,
band before bitches.
1450
01:06:46,436 --> 01:06:48,105
'Cause I love women,
1451
01:06:48,138 --> 01:06:50,240
And I don't want them to get
in the way of my band.
1452
01:06:53,443 --> 01:06:56,046
[CROWD CLAMORING]
1453
01:07:01,818 --> 01:07:04,454
WOMAN:
Your girlfriend got beat up!
1454
01:07:04,488 --> 01:07:06,156
- Where's she at?
- She's okay.
1455
01:07:06,190 --> 01:07:08,158
- Shit! They kicked her out?
- Yeah. She's outside.
1456
01:07:11,495 --> 01:07:13,563
There's something about when
1457
01:07:13,597 --> 01:07:16,500
A woman comes,
showing that...
1458
01:07:16,533 --> 01:07:20,070
Really tough side of her,
really turns me on.
1459
01:07:20,104 --> 01:07:21,738
WOMAN: You know,
that's surprising.
1460
01:07:21,771 --> 01:07:24,074
I would think that you'd like
these wimpy chicks, you know?
1461
01:07:24,108 --> 01:07:26,176
No, I like tough chicks.
1462
01:07:26,210 --> 01:07:29,579
- Huh? I'm shocked.
- My girlfriend...
1463
01:07:29,613 --> 01:07:33,150
That one girlfriend you got now,
she's kind of like tough.
1464
01:07:33,183 --> 01:07:38,755
No actually she's got a...
She's got a little bit of a...
1465
01:07:38,788 --> 01:07:40,690
Tougher side in her than
I do, you know?
1466
01:07:40,724 --> 01:07:42,392
- She does?
- Yeah, I really think
1467
01:07:42,426 --> 01:07:45,562
It would be better off if
the world was run by women.
1468
01:07:45,595 --> 01:07:49,299
If I had a daughter, I would
love it if she's a lesbian,
1469
01:07:49,333 --> 01:07:53,170
Because I don't trust guys and
I trust women a little bit more.
1470
01:07:53,203 --> 01:07:54,704
See I love a strong woman and
1471
01:07:54,738 --> 01:07:57,107
I love to see a woman going
[SHOWING RAGE] over me.
1472
01:07:57,141 --> 01:07:59,376
- You do?
- Yeah, if she can kick my ass,
1473
01:07:59,409 --> 01:08:00,744
Man, I can fall in love.
1474
01:08:02,246 --> 01:08:03,247
[SINGING]
1475
01:08:16,426 --> 01:08:17,794
WOMAN: Where do you work?
1476
01:08:20,664 --> 01:08:23,133
Right now, I have a job
doing phone sex.
1477
01:08:24,901 --> 01:08:26,536
WOMAN: Does it
gross you out to do that?
1478
01:08:26,570 --> 01:08:29,339
Oh, yeah. I'm straight, so...
1479
01:08:29,373 --> 01:08:30,740
Oh, it's gay phone sex?
1480
01:08:30,774 --> 01:08:32,909
I had this guy that, you know,
he was...
1481
01:08:32,942 --> 01:08:35,879
He was obese,
he had an obesity problem.
1482
01:08:35,912 --> 01:08:38,282
He...
He wanted to...
1483
01:08:38,315 --> 01:08:42,152
He was about 350 pounds.
He wanted to be 400 pounds.
1484
01:08:42,186 --> 01:08:44,654
I mean, like, 500 pounds.
He wanted to hit five bills.
1485
01:08:44,688 --> 01:08:47,557
He would incorporate
food into sex, you know?
1486
01:08:47,591 --> 01:08:50,394
So things like...
"Let's pour honey"
1487
01:08:50,427 --> 01:08:52,462
"Or let's pour syrup
all over you."
1488
01:08:52,496 --> 01:08:55,232
"I think I'll roll you
in fruit loops.
1489
01:08:55,265 --> 01:08:56,833
"And eat em
of your ass," you know?
1490
01:08:56,866 --> 01:09:01,538
And he'd say, "Eat em off
my flubbering ass," you know...
1491
01:09:01,571 --> 01:09:03,407
That guy was too much, man.
1492
01:09:03,440 --> 01:09:05,909
You don't get paid to do work
'cause you like it,
1493
01:09:05,942 --> 01:09:08,512
You know, you get paid
'cause you don't like it.
1494
01:09:10,247 --> 01:09:11,548
I hate my job.
1495
01:09:12,482 --> 01:09:13,517
[SINGING]
1496
01:09:42,979 --> 01:09:46,950
Hit me, pierce me, shave me
Shame me, slap my sweaty balls
1497
01:09:46,983 --> 01:09:50,854
There's a whole world of pain
And I wanna feel it all
1498
01:09:55,625 --> 01:09:57,294
WOMAN: When you guys
got in that wreck,
1499
01:09:57,327 --> 01:09:58,862
You were drinking a lot?
1500
01:09:58,895 --> 01:10:01,431
- Yeah.
- Yeah. Look in here.
1501
01:10:01,465 --> 01:10:03,700
Yeah. So it was six of us
in the car.
1502
01:10:03,733 --> 01:10:05,402
The girl that was driving
was drinking?
1503
01:10:05,435 --> 01:10:09,439
Yeah. She was to gettin' off
at the exit and she...
1504
01:10:09,473 --> 01:10:11,375
She swerved over
1505
01:10:11,408 --> 01:10:14,744
And hit the center divider
and that spun the car out.
1506
01:10:14,778 --> 01:10:16,880
And when the car started
spinning out and stuff,
1507
01:10:16,913 --> 01:10:19,449
I don't know, everybody was just
pretty beat.
1508
01:10:19,483 --> 01:10:21,385
And it flipped,
and I was like...
1509
01:10:21,418 --> 01:10:22,686
[GROANING]
1510
01:10:22,719 --> 01:10:25,689
Holding on to
shit and fuckin'...
1511
01:10:25,722 --> 01:10:27,824
And all of a sudden,
I hit my head and
1512
01:10:27,857 --> 01:10:30,727
Blacked out and,
me and Mikey and
1513
01:10:30,760 --> 01:10:33,630
Ricky Ticky, we all flew out
of the car.
1514
01:10:33,663 --> 01:10:35,999
And all I remember was...
1515
01:10:36,032 --> 01:10:39,369
Waking up on the dirt.
1516
01:10:39,403 --> 01:10:40,837
And I got up.
1517
01:10:42,005 --> 01:10:46,276
And I took two steps,
1518
01:10:46,310 --> 01:10:47,477
And I collapsed.
1519
01:10:48,978 --> 01:10:53,049
Stephanie, she got crushed
by the steering wheel.
1520
01:10:53,082 --> 01:10:54,284
And...
1521
01:10:55,819 --> 01:10:57,487
I got my back broken
1522
01:10:57,521 --> 01:10:59,623
And Mikey got fucked up and...
1523
01:11:00,890 --> 01:11:04,761
And Ricky Ticky died
and...
1524
01:11:04,794 --> 01:11:06,463
[CHOKES UP]
1525
01:11:06,496 --> 01:11:08,732
This one time,
1526
01:11:08,765 --> 01:11:11,668
After all of these years just...
1527
01:11:11,701 --> 01:11:13,303
It just fucked me up.
1528
01:11:13,337 --> 01:11:16,440
You know,
this is where I am today.
1529
01:11:16,473 --> 01:11:18,808
WOMAN: So if you
could walk again?
1530
01:11:18,842 --> 01:11:20,844
Do you think you would
drink again?
1531
01:11:20,877 --> 01:11:23,647
I would drink
but I wouldn't drive.
1532
01:11:28,418 --> 01:11:30,487
WOMAN: I want one! I want one!
1533
01:11:39,062 --> 01:11:40,664
There he is.
1534
01:11:42,866 --> 01:11:46,603
[PUNK ROCK SONG PLAYING]
1535
01:11:46,636 --> 01:11:48,672
[SCREAMING]
1536
01:11:53,009 --> 01:11:55,812
[INDISTINCT TALKING]
1537
01:11:55,845 --> 01:11:57,914
WOMAN: Wait, wait, wait.
Who is this?
1538
01:12:02,719 --> 01:12:05,655
WOMAN: Oh. Take three drinks!
1539
01:12:08,992 --> 01:12:12,095
Shut up, I'm tryin' to
fuckin' sleep.
1540
01:12:12,128 --> 01:12:13,430
[COUGHING]
1541
01:12:18,735 --> 01:12:20,670
MAN: Dude, you're pretty stupid.
Aren't you?
1542
01:12:27,844 --> 01:12:29,479
[LAUGHING]
1543
01:12:35,785 --> 01:12:37,754
SPOON: Not me! Not me!
1544
01:12:47,063 --> 01:12:49,499
WOMAN: How many times
1545
01:12:49,533 --> 01:12:52,035
Does this happen,
this kind of party?
1546
01:12:53,870 --> 01:12:56,806
Right, I don't know,
it's like every day.
1547
01:12:56,840 --> 01:12:58,141
- Every day?
- Yeah.
1548
01:12:58,174 --> 01:13:00,577
Does it drive you crazy,
this is your house?
1549
01:13:00,610 --> 01:13:02,145
Well, sometimes,
like...
1550
01:13:02,178 --> 01:13:04,013
Maybe tonight.
1551
01:13:04,047 --> 01:13:05,915
[GROUP SCREAMING]
1552
01:13:06,950 --> 01:13:07,984
You sick?
1553
01:13:09,018 --> 01:13:10,119
WOMAN: What do you need?
1554
01:13:12,489 --> 01:13:15,124
MAN: Hey, Rush, will you flush
the toilet by the way?
1555
01:13:18,194 --> 01:13:19,929
WOMAN: Wait, wait, wait.
1556
01:13:19,963 --> 01:13:22,766
Where should I go...
I want to get some dinner.
1557
01:13:22,799 --> 01:13:27,203
I didn't get "Taco Bell" tattoo
on my knuckles for no reason.
1558
01:13:27,236 --> 01:13:28,672
WOMAN:
You got a ticket today?
1559
01:13:28,705 --> 01:13:29,739
What did you get it for?
1560
01:13:29,773 --> 01:13:30,640
- Drinking.
- Being a wanker?
1561
01:13:30,674 --> 01:13:32,442
Drinking in public?
1562
01:13:32,476 --> 01:13:36,680
Yeah, I was drinking cider
and they made us pour it out.
1563
01:13:36,713 --> 01:13:38,548
So what did you do
with your ticket, man?
1564
01:13:38,582 --> 01:13:40,684
- I ate it.
- Right on.
1565
01:13:40,717 --> 01:13:42,519
WOMAN: What did you get
your ticket for?
1566
01:13:42,552 --> 01:13:45,221
Fuckin' same shit.
Drinking cider.
1567
01:13:45,254 --> 01:13:46,189
WOMAN: Right?
1568
01:13:46,222 --> 01:13:47,891
SQUID: You guys, be quiet.
1569
01:13:47,924 --> 01:13:49,726
WOMAN: Did I just see
you pukin' in the bathroom?
1570
01:13:49,759 --> 01:13:51,495
- Yes.
- Why were you doin' that?
1571
01:13:51,528 --> 01:13:54,764
'Cause I got cirrhosis and
I fuckin' can't drink that well.
1572
01:13:54,798 --> 01:13:56,800
GIRL: Shut the fuck up, Squid.
1573
01:14:00,570 --> 01:14:02,539
WOMAN: How do you
get the money for this place?
1574
01:14:02,572 --> 01:14:06,242
My folks and...
I got Disability.
1575
01:14:06,275 --> 01:14:07,877
- From the accident?
- Yeah.
1576
01:14:07,911 --> 01:14:11,114
How many people have their
own place to live?
1577
01:14:11,147 --> 01:14:13,783
[GROUP LAUGHS]
1578
01:14:15,018 --> 01:14:17,220
WOMAN: Hey, what's your name?
1579
01:14:17,253 --> 01:14:18,755
Steve, come and sit down man.
1580
01:14:23,159 --> 01:14:24,661
WOMAN: Where's Steve?
1581
01:14:24,694 --> 01:14:25,962
WOMAN: Steve, where
do you live?
1582
01:14:27,597 --> 01:14:28,998
- SPOON: In his van.
- You live in your van?
1583
01:14:29,032 --> 01:14:30,534
All right.
1584
01:14:30,567 --> 01:14:32,769
Well, we live right off
Hollywood, man.
1585
01:14:32,802 --> 01:14:34,237
We got a home,
we don't pay rent.
1586
01:14:34,270 --> 01:14:36,706
We got a nice apartment,
1587
01:14:36,740 --> 01:14:39,709
We got electricity,
radio, tapes.
1588
01:14:39,743 --> 01:14:41,110
We got a nice home!
1589
01:14:43,146 --> 01:14:44,247
WOMAN: Don't you know
most of the people
1590
01:14:44,280 --> 01:14:46,082
In this country got electricity?
1591
01:14:46,115 --> 01:14:48,918
Yeah. But we don't even have to
collect welfare to get it.
1592
01:14:48,952 --> 01:14:50,219
We just steal it.
1593
01:14:50,253 --> 01:14:51,721
It's there, we take it.
1594
01:14:51,755 --> 01:14:54,223
WOMAN: Steve,
where is your family?
1595
01:14:54,257 --> 01:14:55,859
Austin, Texas.
1596
01:14:55,892 --> 01:14:57,026
Austin, Texas?
1597
01:14:58,161 --> 01:15:00,163
MAN: Aaaah!
1598
01:15:00,196 --> 01:15:02,065
Yeah, my dad's a PIO.
1599
01:15:02,098 --> 01:15:04,868
- What does that mean?
- My brother's... he has his own
1600
01:15:04,901 --> 01:15:06,570
Business like...
1601
01:15:06,603 --> 01:15:09,806
- TOGETHER: He's an investigator.
- He's a cop.
1602
01:15:09,839 --> 01:15:12,075
WOMAN: Where are you all
gonna be in five years from now?
1603
01:15:12,108 --> 01:15:13,209
Drunk!
1604
01:15:13,242 --> 01:15:15,111
[LAUGHTER]
1605
01:15:15,144 --> 01:15:17,614
[PUNK ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
1606
01:15:30,359 --> 01:15:31,995
We love you, Penelope.
1607
01:15:32,028 --> 01:15:33,830
WOMAN: You ever get these
people coming up say,
1608
01:15:33,863 --> 01:15:35,231
"Thank you for
letting us hang here"?
1609
01:15:35,264 --> 01:15:36,933
Yeah.
1610
01:15:36,966 --> 01:15:39,202
WOMAN: 'Cause I feel like
they care about you, a lot.
1611
01:15:39,235 --> 01:15:40,604
'Cause they were trying
to get you
1612
01:15:40,637 --> 01:15:41,771
To the hospital and everything.
1613
01:15:41,805 --> 01:15:43,573
Yeah... I know.
1614
01:15:43,607 --> 01:15:45,809
And I appreciate everyone
1615
01:15:45,842 --> 01:15:48,778
For helping me out and...
1616
01:15:48,812 --> 01:15:50,146
[MUMBLING]
1617
01:15:50,179 --> 01:15:52,916
We love you, Darius!
1618
01:15:52,949 --> 01:15:55,351
WOMAN: You guys care about
Darius or what?
1619
01:15:55,384 --> 01:15:57,253
MAN: Hell, yeah!
ALL: Yeah!
1620
01:15:57,286 --> 01:15:59,122
MAN: More than he knows.
1621
01:15:59,155 --> 01:16:02,726
- More than he acknowledges, man.
- More than he wants to believe.
1622
01:16:02,759 --> 01:16:04,828
- Way more.
- Yes, dig it.
1623
01:16:04,861 --> 01:16:06,663
[LAUGHTER]
1624
01:16:10,900 --> 01:16:13,803
SPOON: So they cleaned up most
of the bottles that they left.
1625
01:16:13,837 --> 01:16:15,839
SQUID: This is for Stevie.
1626
01:16:15,872 --> 01:16:18,107
This is our shrine
that we made for him.
1627
01:16:18,141 --> 01:16:20,243
"For you I shall spill
some of my beer"
1628
01:16:20,276 --> 01:16:22,646
"I wish we could swill
and that you were here."
1629
01:16:29,152 --> 01:16:31,054
SQUID: He would always drink
here and then
1630
01:16:31,087 --> 01:16:32,789
And it's gone to this, look.
1631
01:16:32,822 --> 01:16:36,159
That's Stevie's bed roll
right there.
1632
01:16:36,192 --> 01:16:37,226
[READING]
1633
01:16:40,363 --> 01:16:42,265
SQUID: Yeah, that's a good one.
1634
01:16:42,298 --> 01:16:44,200
I can think of a million people
1635
01:16:44,233 --> 01:16:46,235
That could've gone
instead of him,
1636
01:16:46,269 --> 01:16:48,004
Me being one of them.
1637
01:16:48,037 --> 01:16:49,372
- What's your name?
- Steve.
1638
01:16:49,405 --> 01:16:53,242
WOMAN: Steve, come here
and sit down, man.
1639
01:16:53,276 --> 01:16:55,344
So what do you know
about Stevie?
1640
01:16:55,378 --> 01:16:57,080
I've known him for years.
1641
01:16:57,113 --> 01:16:58,214
WOMAN: How old was he?
1642
01:16:58,247 --> 01:16:59,916
SPOON: He had just turned 19.
1643
01:16:59,949 --> 01:17:02,118
Just a little boy,
that's all he was.
1644
01:17:02,151 --> 01:17:04,854
Feel like you wanna take him
under your wing.
1645
01:17:04,888 --> 01:17:06,690
And he used to go,
1646
01:17:06,723 --> 01:17:09,859
"Dyin' over here,
dyin' over here."
1647
01:17:09,893 --> 01:17:11,327
And "Woot! Is toilet out?"
1648
01:17:11,360 --> 01:17:13,162
SPOON: Knock ya fuck out.
1649
01:17:13,196 --> 01:17:15,932
I've had three people die this
month so far including him.
1650
01:17:15,965 --> 01:17:17,200
But I've never lost...
1651
01:17:17,233 --> 01:17:18,668
This is the first one
I've been in.
1652
01:17:18,702 --> 01:17:20,837
- A fire?
- Yeah. First squat fire.
1653
01:17:20,870 --> 01:17:23,172
We used to joke around
about it but...
1654
01:17:23,206 --> 01:17:24,440
Guess it ain't funny.
1655
01:17:24,473 --> 01:17:26,943
WOMAN: Why do you
live in places like this?
1656
01:17:26,976 --> 01:17:28,077
I believe in squatter's rights
1657
01:17:28,111 --> 01:17:29,846
And I don't have
anywhere to stay.
1658
01:17:29,879 --> 01:17:31,848
WOMAN: So how long were
you squatting in here?
1659
01:17:31,881 --> 01:17:33,082
About three weeks.
1660
01:17:33,116 --> 01:17:35,318
Me, Stevie and Billy
were upstairs.
1661
01:17:35,351 --> 01:17:36,853
Stevie just came back
to the squat
1662
01:17:36,886 --> 01:17:38,254
With his little puppy Ruth.
1663
01:17:38,287 --> 01:17:40,189
We'd been drinking all day,
he was with me.
1664
01:17:40,223 --> 01:17:42,826
We were about to come back here
and crash out too.
1665
01:17:42,859 --> 01:17:44,160
That skinhead guy,
what's his name?
1666
01:17:44,193 --> 01:17:45,895
Oh yeah, um, Spooky.
1667
01:17:45,929 --> 01:17:48,464
And her and Spooky
were down here.
1668
01:17:48,497 --> 01:17:50,700
Squid had got pissed because
1669
01:17:50,734 --> 01:17:54,403
This skinhead was swooping
on his girlfriend right.
1670
01:17:54,437 --> 01:17:56,873
So he went upstairs
to crash out.
1671
01:17:56,906 --> 01:17:59,909
I was up there and I was
coming down to check on him.
1672
01:17:59,943 --> 01:18:02,178
He decided to come down and see
if they were fuckin' or not,
1673
01:18:02,211 --> 01:18:03,312
You know, 'cause he was pissed.
1674
01:18:03,346 --> 01:18:04,814
WOMAN: Who saw
the flames first?
1675
01:18:04,848 --> 01:18:06,182
I did.
1676
01:18:06,215 --> 01:18:09,085
Can you tell me what you did
at that point?
1677
01:18:09,118 --> 01:18:10,720
Freaked out!
1678
01:18:10,754 --> 01:18:13,356
I hit Stevie in the chest,
"Squat fire!"
1679
01:18:13,389 --> 01:18:15,324
WOMAN: Why wouldn't
Steve wake up?
1680
01:18:15,358 --> 01:18:17,927
ALL: Steve was too drunk.
He was drunk, so drunk.
1681
01:18:17,961 --> 01:18:21,164
I started grabbing all my stuff
'cause I had my pile laid out
1682
01:18:21,197 --> 01:18:25,301
And, like, just even
in that two seconds...
1683
01:18:25,334 --> 01:18:28,938
The flames were already poking
through the door up there.
1684
01:18:28,972 --> 01:18:32,475
MAN: There was a squat candle
which is a lot of wax
1685
01:18:32,508 --> 01:18:36,012
That's put in to a can,
or a glass or an ashtray
1686
01:18:36,045 --> 01:18:38,948
Or something. A wick put in it,
and just used, you know?
1687
01:18:38,982 --> 01:18:40,917
SQUID: I ran out, threw my shit,
1688
01:18:40,950 --> 01:18:43,119
Jumped on to the roof,
went down,
1689
01:18:43,152 --> 01:18:45,855
Crossed the street, and I looked
and no one was coming out.
1690
01:18:45,889 --> 01:18:49,458
I tried to come back in.
But the smoke was too thick.
1691
01:18:49,492 --> 01:18:51,861
We saw the smoke from
Hollywood Boulevard
1692
01:18:51,895 --> 01:18:53,362
And so we cruised down here
1693
01:18:53,396 --> 01:18:54,430
And we saw the place
was on fire.
1694
01:18:54,463 --> 01:18:56,165
It was fuckin' burning up.
1695
01:18:56,199 --> 01:18:59,068
When we were outside, we were
screaming at the firemen.
1696
01:18:59,102 --> 01:19:00,770
"There's people still in there."
1697
01:19:00,804 --> 01:19:02,338
That's why they went
upstairs first.
1698
01:19:04,040 --> 01:19:06,309
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
1699
01:19:06,342 --> 01:19:09,312
[GIRL SOBBING]
1700
01:19:15,418 --> 01:19:16,752
GIRL: Stevie!
1701
01:19:23,459 --> 01:19:26,229
[GIRL CONTINUES SOBBING]
1702
01:19:29,098 --> 01:19:30,399
FIREMEN: You all right, son?
1703
01:19:32,501 --> 01:19:34,237
FIREMEN: Don't take
this off yet.
1704
01:19:40,409 --> 01:19:42,278
WOMAN: What happened
to the dog?
1705
01:19:42,311 --> 01:19:45,148
Got burned alive and then
found him and left him in here.
1706
01:19:45,181 --> 01:19:48,017
They dragged him outside
over there to the front porch
1707
01:19:48,051 --> 01:19:49,118
And buried him,
next to the front porch.
1708
01:19:49,152 --> 01:19:50,553
WOMAN: Who?
1709
01:19:50,586 --> 01:19:54,824
Here lays Ruth, the baddest
squat dog... ever.
1710
01:19:54,858 --> 01:19:57,593
WOMAN: How come the dog
didn't run away, do you know?
1711
01:19:57,626 --> 01:20:01,164
Probably because
Stevie was holding on to him.
1712
01:20:01,197 --> 01:20:03,599
He was probably holding
on to him.
1713
01:20:03,632 --> 01:20:06,135
MAN: Tied up or something?
1714
01:20:06,169 --> 01:20:11,007
MAN: Although, when we found
the dog, it was close to Stevie.
1715
01:20:11,040 --> 01:20:12,842
[SLOW MUSIC PLAYING]
1716
01:20:27,957 --> 01:20:29,225
I just wanna go.
1717
01:20:33,462 --> 01:20:34,864
WOMAN: You got
an idea about
1718
01:20:34,898 --> 01:20:36,265
What you wanna be
when you grow up?
1719
01:20:36,299 --> 01:20:38,267
Not really.
1720
01:20:38,301 --> 01:20:42,338
Things are so fucked up
in this world, like...
1721
01:20:42,371 --> 01:20:44,007
It's...
1722
01:20:44,040 --> 01:20:45,875
There's really nothing that...
1723
01:20:45,909 --> 01:20:48,945
There's no goals right now,
not for me at least.
1724
01:20:48,978 --> 01:20:50,546
WOMAN: What you gonna
do in five years, man?
1725
01:20:50,579 --> 01:20:52,515
I'll be drinkin'.
1726
01:20:52,548 --> 01:20:55,351
Drink myself to death,
that's what I'm gonna do.
1727
01:20:55,384 --> 01:20:57,086
WOMAN: What are you gonna
do five years from now?
1728
01:20:57,120 --> 01:20:58,521
What are you gonna
make out of your life?
1729
01:20:58,554 --> 01:21:01,991
I'll probably be dead
in five years from now.
1730
01:21:02,025 --> 01:21:04,493
What do you think is gonna
happen to you in 10 years?
1731
01:21:04,527 --> 01:21:06,095
What're you gonna be doing?
1732
01:21:06,129 --> 01:21:08,397
I'll be dead in 10 years.
I'll be dead in five.
1733
01:21:10,266 --> 01:21:12,435
What you laughing at, Amanda?
What you gonna do in five years?
1734
01:21:12,468 --> 01:21:15,338
I'll be dead, too.
1735
01:21:15,371 --> 01:21:17,340
WOMAN: Well,
does that make you feel bad?
1736
01:21:17,373 --> 01:21:19,108
No.
1737
01:21:19,142 --> 01:21:22,111
- You guys won't miss us.
- Yeah, no shit.
1738
01:21:22,145 --> 01:21:23,913
It's kinda sad, don't you think?
1739
01:21:23,947 --> 01:21:27,550
No.
I'm not happy here.
1740
01:21:27,583 --> 01:21:30,219
Sooner I go the better, as far
as I'm concerned, really.
1741
01:21:30,253 --> 01:21:32,421
I don't live a happy life.
1742
01:21:32,455 --> 01:21:35,224
WOMAN: Hey, what happened
to your eye, Amanda?
1743
01:21:35,258 --> 01:21:36,960
I got jumped by four people.
1744
01:21:36,993 --> 01:21:38,294
- No way.
- Yeah.
1745
01:21:38,327 --> 01:21:41,497
- Where?
- Like, Friday.
1746
01:21:41,530 --> 01:21:43,199
You know Carpe Diem?
1747
01:21:43,232 --> 01:21:46,335
I take today,
I look to tomorrow, but...
1748
01:21:46,369 --> 01:21:47,636
I ain't plannin' 10 years ahead.
1749
01:21:49,438 --> 01:21:52,175
I'm not gonna go look for a job
but if a job finds me,
1750
01:21:52,208 --> 01:21:53,442
I'll take it.
1751
01:21:53,476 --> 01:21:56,279
WOMAN: You're gonna enter
the workplace?
1752
01:21:56,312 --> 01:21:57,546
Yeah, I'll try!
1753
01:21:57,580 --> 01:21:59,482
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I am, I am.
1754
01:21:59,515 --> 01:22:01,017
You're gonna enter
the workplace?
1755
01:22:01,050 --> 01:22:02,351
- Yeah.
- All right.
1756
01:22:02,385 --> 01:22:05,188
- [MAN GUFFAWS]
- Fuck you, dude.
1757
01:22:07,623 --> 01:22:09,425
WOMAN: What are you
gonna be when you grow up?
1758
01:22:12,095 --> 01:22:15,064
A cook?
I don't know.
1759
01:22:15,098 --> 01:22:16,399
Something.
I don't know.
1760
01:22:19,002 --> 01:22:21,570
Gas station guy.
I don't know.
1761
01:22:21,604 --> 01:22:24,207
You seem like kind of a
hopeful person.
1762
01:22:24,240 --> 01:22:25,141
I try to be.
1763
01:22:26,175 --> 01:22:27,610
Even though you're homeless?
1764
01:22:27,643 --> 01:22:30,113
Yeah. I try to be...
look for the best, you know?
1765
01:22:30,146 --> 01:22:31,714
Don't you get depressed
out there on the street?
1766
01:22:31,747 --> 01:22:35,484
Yeah, sometimes. But other times
I just feel... you know...
1767
01:22:35,518 --> 01:22:37,620
I'm strong,
I can make it through.
1768
01:22:37,653 --> 01:22:39,288
We're the cockroaches.
1769
01:22:39,322 --> 01:22:41,224
We're the ones who're gonna
live through everything.
1770
01:22:43,126 --> 01:22:45,461
WOMAN: So when the world's
over, when everything has ended,
1771
01:22:45,494 --> 01:22:47,030
Then there's only gonna be...
1772
01:22:47,063 --> 01:22:48,564
Punks.
1773
01:22:48,597 --> 01:22:53,202
[PUNK ROCK SONG PLAYING]
1774
01:24:34,437 --> 01:24:37,340
Sorry about that,
hey, man.
1775
01:24:37,373 --> 01:24:38,674
[SLOW MUSIC PLAYING]
1776
01:24:59,228 --> 01:25:03,098
[PUNK ROCK SONG PLAYING]
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