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>> Wyatt: You said the rescue

had another family lined up,

I thought.

>> Sally: Yeah, thankfully.

>> Wyatt: Well...

>> Sally: I just cant believe I

messed everything up.

>> Wyatt: Everythings fine.

>> Sally: You know that I dont

think a puppy can replace a

baby, right?

>> Wyatt: I know that.

>> Sally: I just tried to help

Hope, but instead I made things

worse.

>> Wyatt: [ Sighs ]

Okay. Stop.

>> Hope: I know Sally wasnt

being malicious.

She was trying to do something

sweet.

>> Liam: I mean, thats the

thing -- everybody wants to

help, they just dont know

what to do.

>> Hope: A puppy?

>> Liam: Like you said, sweet.

>> Hope: [ Sighs ]

I shouldnt have reacted

like that.

>> Liam: Oh.

>> Hope: It was like it set

something off inside of me.

It was so painful.

It was like it was

tearing me apart.

>> Liam: Yeah, well, hey,

this is...

This is the hardest thing

that weve ever had to face.

Were not gonna react to things

the way that we normally would

for -- for --

>> Hope: For how long?

Im scared, Liam.

And I dont know if Im gonna be

able to get past this.

What if this is just

who we are now?

>> Katie: Another night

all to ourselves.

>> Thorne: [ Chuckles ]

We seem to be getting

a lot of those lately.

Not that Im complaining.

>> Katie: Hmm.

I know youre disappointed that

Will wanted to spend the night

at Bills again.

>> Thorne: No, he wants to spend

time with his father.

Its fine.

>> Katie: Thank you for

understanding.

I know that Bills re-emergence

into our lives has not been

easy for you.

♪♪

>> Thorne: What matters is Will.

His well-being.

>> Katie: Yeah.

And hes been really happy

lately.

With Bill and with you.

>> Thorne: Yeah, well, it must

feel great to have his fathers

full attention.

>> Katie: It hasnt been like

that for a while.

>> Thorne: Right.

Now hes the center of

Bills world.

I mean, Spencers done a total

180.

>> Katie: And I love seeing them

together.

But Will wants to

spend time with you.

I know that.

Were gonna make that happen.

>> Thorne: And Id like that.

But Will is not the only one

warming up to Bill.

I mean, admit it.

You like this new-and-improved

version of Spencer, too.

>> Sally: I should have

listened to you.

>> Wyatt: Im not

always right, okay?

And I know thats hard to

believe, because Im incredibly

handsome and everything.

But a puppy could have been

the best thing for them.

Like, Liam and Hope, theyre --

theyre animal people, you know?

Its not the craziest idea

youve ever had.

>> Sally: Yeah.

But it might have been the

worst.

>> Wyatt: No.

No. Im not gonna let you do

that.

Im not gonna let you beat

yourself up over this, because

you were just trying to help.

And Hope and Liam,

they understand that.

>> Hope: Sally was trying to do

something kind, you know?

And all I could do was feel

this...pain.

This constant, unrelenting pain.

>> Liam: It wont always

be this way.

>> Hope: How do you know that?

>> Liam: Because I look at the

world, and people survive

tragedy like this every day.

>> Hope: [ Inhales deeply ]

>> Liam: Just like we will.

>> Hope: I want to believe that.

>> Liam: Hey.

One step at a time.

And you took a big one today.

Letting Wyatt and Sally over.

>> Hope: Maybe...

I shouldnt have.

[ Sighs ]

>> Liam: Hey, Hope.

We have to let people in.

Even if it hurts.

Even if they say or do

the wrong thing.

You have to promise me were not

gonna shut out the world.

>> Katie: [ Sighs ]

I think everyone can agree

that we all like new Bill

better than the old Bill.

>> Thorne: Absolutely.

The question is, do you think

this transformations real?

>> Katie: [ Sighs ]

I dont know.

I mean, I think that he

genuinely wants to change.

I think that hes trying.

But will it last?

I suppose thats anyones guess.

>> Thorne: Well, I hope it does,

for Wills sake.

And for yours.

I know how difficult it was for

you to be at odds with Bill.

>> Katie: [ Sighs ]

>> Thorne: Wanting to protect

your little boy.

I mean, I wanted that, too.

But if Bill really has changed,

and he can be the father that

Will deserves, then thats good.

Thats good for everyone.

When we got married,

I promised I would be there

for you and Will.

Because I love you both.

And thats never gonna change.

>> Katie: [ Sighs ]

>> Wyatt: I-I dont want you to

do that, okay?

I dont want you to beat

yourself up, because you

followed your gut.

>> Sally: Which is never

a good thing.

>> Wyatt: That -- no.

Thats not true.

Cause you followed your gut

when you took a chance on me.

>> Sally: Actually, I think you

have that backwards.

You took a chance on me.

>> Wyatt: Right.

>> Sally: Yes.

>> Wyatt: Well, when it comes to

you, like, you know,

following my gut has never

proven me wrong.

>> Sally: Right.

Which is exactly why I should

have done what you said.

>> Wyatt: Which is why

you should listen to me

when I tell you about

how damn proud I am of you.

And impressed.

Like, you -- you take chances.

You know, you follow your

instincts, and you -- your

crazy, creative impulse is what

makes you a talented person and

an artist, and that, I am --

I am super attracted to.

There is nothing sexier than a

woman who knows her own mind

and follows her own path.

>> Sally: Youre flattering me.

>> Wyatt: No.

No, if I wanted to flatter you,

I would tell you how hot you

look right now.

>> Sally: Well, that works, too.

>> Wyatt: Yeah?

>> Sally: Mm-hmm. Yeah.

>> Liam: Hey.

Lets make a deal.

You can lean on me

as much as you need,

and I will never pretend

to understand what youre

going through.

>> Hope: [ Sniffles ]

Beth was your baby, too.

>> Liam: I didnt carry her

inside me for nine months.

I didnt feel every kick,

every hiccup.

You knew Beth in a way that

I never will.

In a way that Im not

supposed to, really.

But that hole in your heart,

I feel, too.

And maybe nothing is

ever gonna fill it.

Maybe were gonna go through the

rest of our lives feeling like

something is missing.

And maybe...

Maybe thats not such a bad

thing.

Maybe were not supposed to go

back to the way it was before.

And Im not -- Im not saying

that we wont ever be happy

again.

>> Hope: [ Scoffs ]

>> Liam: But...

Beth has changed us.

Forever.

And thats scary.

Thats really scary.

Its also beautiful.

[ Voice breaking ] Because she

never even took a breath,

but shes still a part of us.

And shes gonna be in everything

that we experience.

And shes gonna remind us

every day

that theres nothing we cant do

when were together.

♪♪

>> Sally: You make me so happy,

I feel guilty.

>> Wyatt: Oh, no, thats

against the rules.

>> Sally: What rules?

>> Wyatt: I didnt give you a

copy when you moved in here?

>> Sally: Mnh-mnh.

>> Wyatt: Oh, no, no.

This is a -- a 100%

guilt-free zone.

>> Sally: Like, just this

bedroom, or the whole house?

>> Wyatt: No, whole thing.

Whole thing.

Especially the kitchen.

Mm-hmm.

>> Sally: Well, that explains

the empty ice-cream carton

I found in the freezer.

>> Wyatt: On, no,

that wasnt empty.

I left you, like,

a bite or two at least.

>> Sally: Right.

But not out of guilt.

>> Wyatt: N--

That was generosity.

Thats my favorite flavor.

This mint is, like --

Its all right.

>> Sally: Its fantastic.

>> Wyatt: Gah!

At least Im not selfish in the

bedroom, I guess, huh?

>> Sally: Oh, yes.

Thank goodness.

[ Chuckles ]

>> Wyatt: See? That.

That -- I love seeing that

all the time.

You smiling.

♪♪

>> Hope: You know you can

find beauty in anything?

>> Liam: I know its kind of

hard to see right now.

>> Hope: I can see that youre

trying to be so strong for me.

[ Exhales softly ]

>> Liam: I meant what I said,

you know.

>> Hope: I know.

And I believe you.

And I love you for it. Heh.

[ Sobs ]

I know youre hurting, too, and

you -- you dont have to hide

that pain from me.

You know that.

>> Liam: Hey.

This pain will not overwhelm us.

Because we wont let it.

Because Beth

wouldnt want us to.

>> Katie: I know how much

you love Will.

And he loves you, too.

>> Thorne: Oh, Im not

questioning that.

Or your relationship with Bill.

>> Katie: Youre just wondering

how this is all gonna work.

>> Thorne: Im happy for Will,

and Im happy for you and your

little family with Bill.

You know, Im just --

Actually, Im relieved that

were all getting along.

>> Katie: Heh.

Well, Will feels that from you.

He does.

>> Thorne: Its not just

lip service.

I mean it.

>> Katie: I know.

And its easy to say those

words, but it takes someone

really special to actually mean

them.

>> Thorne: Well, I know better

than to try to snow a

precocious little boy.

Or you, for that matter.

>> Katie: [ Chuckles ]

Still, I know that this is

difficult for you.

>> Thorne: Yeah, well,

its my baggage.

You know, part of me is

feeling the loss of my daughter,

I think.

Or maybe its how quiet the

house is when Wills not here.

>> Katie: Heh.

>> Hope: Or what Liam and Hope

are going through.

Thats why it can be dangerous

sometimes.

>> Katie: Dangerous?

>> Thorne: Opening your heart to

someone completely.

And you and I both know that

loves a risk.

I can tell you this for sure --

I do not regret opening my heart

to you and Will.

And being a part of your

beautiful family.

>> Katie: [ Snorts softly ]

>> Sally: [ Giggles ] Stop.

>> Wyatt: Never. Never.

I want you laughing and smiling

every minute.

>> Sally: Not everyone is happy

all the time, Wyatt.

>> Wyatt: Yeah, but we got to

appreciate those times when we

are happy, you know?

>> Sally: Well, you do make me

laugh no matter what I am going

through.

>> Wyatt: [ Snorts softly ]

>> Sally: Remind me how

blessed I am.

>> Wyatt: Hey, I --

I am the blessed one here.

>> Sally: Well, lets not forget

to tell each other.

I mean it.

>> Wyatt: Okay.

>> Sally: Can we promise right

now to remember how fortunate we

are no matter what were going

through in life?

Can we do that?

>> Wyatt: Yeah.

Of course.

I mean, its gonna be easy for

me to remember, because I

fall in love with you

more and more every day.

>> Katie: What are you thinking?

>> Thorne: How much I love you.

>> Katie: Mm.

Thats funny.

I was thinking the same thing.

>> Thorne: You know, this life

we made together is

precious to me, Katie.

Ill never take it for granted.

>> Katie: Neither will I.

>> Thorne: You know, we cant

always protect the things we

love, so we have to appreciate

the moment.

I lost my wife and daughter.

Darla and I thought that we

would watch our little girl

grow up, that wed have many,

many years together.

But all the promises in the

world couldnt stop what

happened.

After years, I finally found

another woman

I want a future with.

And I --

I-I dont...

I dont --

>> Katie: You dont have to say

it.

Youre not gonna lose me.

>> Hope: If were gonna get

through this together,

we have to share it, Liam.

We have to share all of it.

>> Liam: We will.

>> Hope: Even the pain.

You dont have to keep being

strong for me.

>> Liam: I know. But...

I dont want you thinking this

is all we have ahead of us,

because its not.

Our little girl is gone.

We didnt get to bring her home.

We dont get to raise her.

But...

we still have each other.

And we are still

building a future.

Its not gonna be the one we

imagined with Beth.

But there will be joy.

>> Hope: [ Sighs ]

>> Liam: There will be happy

moments.

There will be

wonderful surprises.

And maybe -- maybe a child.

Not now.

Not now.

And not even any time soon.

But...

were gonna be together for the

rest of our lives, right?

So its possible.

>> Hope: I dont think I can

hear that right now.

>> Liam: Im not disrespecting

Beths memory.

>> Hope: [ Inhales sharply ]

Shes not a memory.

>> Liam: I know that.

What Im trying to tell you --

>> Hope: No, what youre trying

to do is be supportive and

encouraging, and let me know

that were gonna get through

this, and that we have things to

look forward to...

[ Sighs ]

[ Sobs ] But I cant.

It feels like youre asking me

to let her go.

>> Liam: Im not.

>> Hope: And Im not ready!

>> Liam: Neither am I.

>> Hope: I just --

>> Liam: This is gonna take

time.

>> Hope: Its -- its like...

I still feel her here.

And Ive been trying to put it

into words, and Ive been trying

to [Gasps] explain it.

It...

Im her mother, and

I know what happened.

I held her in my arms,

and I said goodbye.

And yet when I come home...

[Sobs] all I want to do is look

through that door and see her

sleeping peacefully in her crib,

and I cant.

[ Sobbing ] And I cant, because

shes not here anymore.

Our baby, our precious baby,

is gone.

Were never gonna be able

to see her again.

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