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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:11,010 --> 00:00:12,130 Can somebody get that? 2 00:00:15,140 --> 00:00:17,510 God forbid anybody should help around here. 3 00:00:24,230 --> 00:00:25,270 Mrs. Helen Girardi? 4 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:25,690 Yes. 5 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:27,690 Oh, you must be looking for Will... 6 00:00:27,810 --> 00:00:29,150 I think he's in the shower. 7 00:00:29,230 --> 00:00:30,480 I'm afraid we have some bad news. 8 00:00:32,030 --> 00:00:33,320 Your son has been in an accident. 9 00:00:34,070 --> 00:00:35,070 My son Kevin? 10 00:00:35,280 --> 00:00:35,820 Yes, ma'am. 11 00:00:36,030 --> 00:00:36,280 No. 12 00:00:36,700 --> 00:00:37,910 He's at a party. 13 00:00:38,370 --> 00:00:38,990 He called. 14 00:00:39,120 --> 00:00:40,830 Leaving the party, there was an accident. 15 00:00:41,910 --> 00:00:43,370 We're here to take you to the hospital. 16 00:00:43,790 --> 00:00:46,170 I'm afraid his condition is serious. 17 00:00:46,710 --> 00:00:47,420 How serious? 18 00:00:47,920 --> 00:00:49,500 Let us take you to the hospital, Mrs. Girardi. 19 00:00:53,380 --> 00:00:54,220 Wait, wait, wait. 20 00:00:54,970 --> 00:00:56,220 I remember this, but... 21 00:00:57,220 --> 00:00:58,140 not this house. 22 00:00:59,010 --> 00:01:00,140 What house is this? 23 00:01:01,770 --> 00:01:03,100 Oh, you're out of the shower. 24 00:01:03,850 --> 00:01:06,270 Your son's condition, it's critical. 25 00:01:06,690 --> 00:01:07,150 No. 26 00:01:07,440 --> 00:01:08,060 There he is. 27 00:01:08,150 --> 00:01:08,440 Look. 28 00:01:08,900 --> 00:01:09,860 Who are those clowns? 29 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:19,950 Will ! 30 00:01:21,790 --> 00:01:23,080 You gotta--you gotta come see this! 31 00:01:25,750 --> 00:01:26,420 Will ! 32 00:01:30,040 --> 00:01:30,630 Will ! 33 00:01:43,220 --> 00:01:44,980 Look, here's the thing... 34 00:01:45,560 --> 00:01:46,690 you can't let my son die. 35 00:01:47,390 --> 00:01:48,190 You just can't. 36 00:01:49,520 --> 00:01:50,560 I know I haven't been good, 37 00:01:50,770 --> 00:01:52,320 but that's no reason to punish him. 38 00:01:52,400 --> 00:01:53,940 Take me instead. 39 00:01:55,690 --> 00:01:57,820 Just don't punish him for what I've done wrong. 40 00:02:00,910 --> 00:02:02,280 Do you think that's how I work, Helen? 41 00:02:06,210 --> 00:02:07,120 Who are you? 42 00:02:08,750 --> 00:02:09,500 I'm god. 43 00:02:12,380 --> 00:02:14,090 As in...God 44 00:02:16,170 --> 00:02:16,880 Burning bush, 45 00:02:17,010 --> 00:02:17,840 tower of Babel, 46 00:02:17,970 --> 00:02:19,430 ten commandments God. 47 00:02:20,090 --> 00:02:21,760 I've been through this with your daughter. 48 00:02:22,600 --> 00:02:24,100 What does my daughter have to do with this? 49 00:02:25,100 --> 00:02:26,020 Everything. 50 00:02:26,730 --> 00:02:29,390 Are we talking about Joan? 51 00:02:30,310 --> 00:02:33,320 My Joan? Can't finish a book report on time Joan? 52 00:02:34,070 --> 00:02:35,650 She's open to possibility. 53 00:02:36,860 --> 00:02:38,400 That's my favourite instrument. 54 00:02:39,070 --> 00:02:40,200 What are you talking about? 55 00:02:41,030 --> 00:02:42,410 Just be open. 56 00:02:43,990 --> 00:02:44,910 That's all I ask. 57 00:02:52,580 --> 00:02:52,790 No. 58 00:02:52,880 --> 00:02:53,250 Come back. 59 00:02:53,380 --> 00:02:54,170 What are you doing? 60 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:55,550 Joan! 61 00:02:56,710 --> 00:02:57,880 God! 62 00:02:58,500 --> 00:02:58,970 Oh, god. 63 00:03:00,050 --> 00:03:00,800 It's ok. 64 00:03:02,590 --> 00:03:03,470 You were dreaming. 65 00:03:04,300 --> 00:03:04,890 Oh, god. 66 00:03:07,930 --> 00:03:08,850 That was so real. 67 00:03:08,980 --> 00:03:09,730 I dreamt that... 68 00:03:11,520 --> 00:03:13,730 the cops were at the door telling me about Kevin. 69 00:03:15,570 --> 00:03:16,230 Oh, god. 70 00:03:17,730 --> 00:03:18,690 I've had that one, too. 71 00:03:21,660 --> 00:03:23,240 Do they turn into clowns? 72 00:03:25,910 --> 00:03:27,160 Almost never. 73 00:04:03,110 --> 00:04:03,410 Great. 74 00:04:04,360 --> 00:04:05,030 Leprosy, 75 00:04:05,450 --> 00:04:06,830 just in time for summer. 76 00:04:07,700 --> 00:04:10,000 It's probably a staph infection you picked up in the locker room. 77 00:04:11,870 --> 00:04:12,620 Ooh. Very tenacious. 78 00:04:12,870 --> 00:04:14,040 Calamine's not gonna do it. 79 00:04:14,170 --> 00:04:16,170 Hey, sometimes science should be seen and not heard. 80 00:04:16,960 --> 00:04:17,750 Legs are overrated. 81 00:04:18,340 --> 00:04:19,090 Take it from an expert, 82 00:04:19,380 --> 00:04:20,170 you can still get laid. 83 00:04:20,800 --> 00:04:21,760 Do boys have to talk? 84 00:04:22,800 --> 00:04:23,340 Sorry. 85 00:04:23,510 --> 00:04:24,180 I'm running behind. 86 00:04:24,510 --> 00:04:25,390 Who wants pancakes 87 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:26,600 We're already eating, mom. 88 00:04:27,300 --> 00:04:27,930 Eating what? 89 00:04:28,060 --> 00:04:29,100 Day-old burrito for me. 90 00:04:29,850 --> 00:04:30,970 Luke has some fish sticks, 91 00:04:31,180 --> 00:04:32,310 and Joan has some corn chips. 92 00:04:32,890 --> 00:04:33,850 Being into protein. 93 00:04:34,940 --> 00:04:36,020 You're all gonna get scurvy. 94 00:04:36,360 --> 00:04:37,150 Joan already has it. 95 00:04:38,360 --> 00:04:39,270 What is that? 96 00:04:40,570 --> 00:04:41,940 It's God's idea of a cruel joke. 97 00:04:42,650 --> 00:04:43,490 Last day of school, 98 00:04:43,900 --> 00:04:44,570 party in the quad, 99 00:04:44,990 --> 00:04:45,780 everybody wearing miniskirts. 100 00:04:45,910 --> 00:04:46,820 Let's give Joan herpes. 101 00:04:47,990 --> 00:04:49,370 Well, you look cute in jeans. 102 00:04:51,080 --> 00:04:52,290 You don't like boys looking at my legs. 103 00:04:52,750 --> 00:04:53,210 Yeah. 104 00:04:53,580 --> 00:04:55,000 I'm kind of Amish that way. 105 00:04:57,290 --> 00:04:58,960 Hey, I dreamt about god last night. 106 00:05:00,840 --> 00:05:02,760 Would somebody please at least have some juice? 107 00:05:03,510 --> 00:05:04,260 Are you kidding? 108 00:05:04,760 --> 00:05:06,590 Just a thimbleful of vitamins. 109 00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:07,850 It might even cure your rash. 110 00:05:08,430 --> 00:05:09,510 Well, I meant about God. 111 00:05:09,970 --> 00:05:12,430 God was like this teenage boy, 112 00:05:12,890 --> 00:05:14,060 and then he turned into you. 113 00:05:15,850 --> 00:05:16,900 I have my reoccurring dream. 114 00:05:17,190 --> 00:05:18,310 Manning the mars Lander. 115 00:05:18,860 --> 00:05:20,110 There's no man in the mars Lander. 116 00:05:20,650 --> 00:05:21,440 Well, there is in my dream... 117 00:05:22,070 --> 00:05:22,860 and he's naked. 118 00:05:24,820 --> 00:05:25,700 Whoa! Oh, uh... nauseating. 119 00:05:26,240 --> 00:05:26,860 pancakes? 120 00:05:27,450 --> 00:05:28,100 I'll make some. 121 00:05:28,150 --> 00:05:28,900 I was offering. 122 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:30,740 Oh. I accept. 123 00:05:31,240 --> 00:05:32,910 She was making lassie sounds in her sleep. 124 00:05:33,040 --> 00:05:33,620 Too much bedroom. 125 00:05:34,870 --> 00:05:39,380 It's just that god was in this corduroy coat, 126 00:05:40,250 --> 00:05:42,210 and then he turned into Joan. 127 00:05:43,920 --> 00:05:45,090 Brown corduroy coat? 128 00:05:45,630 --> 00:05:45,920 Yeah. 129 00:05:46,340 --> 00:05:47,010 Very handsome. 130 00:05:47,510 --> 00:05:48,680 Short spiky hair? 131 00:05:49,430 --> 00:05:50,470 You've had that dream? 132 00:05:51,140 --> 00:05:51,760 Sort of. 133 00:05:52,510 --> 00:05:53,720 But why are you having it? 134 00:05:54,140 --> 00:05:56,350 Classic mother-daughter psychic connection stuff. 135 00:05:58,230 --> 00:05:58,940 Girardi. 136 00:06:01,150 --> 00:06:01,610 Where? 137 00:06:02,570 --> 00:06:03,360 What's the status? 138 00:06:05,030 --> 00:06:05,400 Ok. 139 00:06:05,490 --> 00:06:06,030 I'll meet you there. 140 00:06:06,820 --> 00:06:07,650 No pancakes? 141 00:06:07,990 --> 00:06:08,990 Hostage situation. 142 00:06:09,110 --> 00:06:10,030 Domestic gone bad. 143 00:06:10,150 --> 00:06:10,650 Where? 144 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:11,370 At the precinct. 145 00:06:11,830 --> 00:06:13,790 When does a hostage situation ever work out? 146 00:06:14,370 --> 00:06:15,080 I'll call you. 147 00:06:15,200 --> 00:06:15,330 Ok. 148 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:21,080 Mom, what exactly did god... 149 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:23,050 look like? 150 00:06:23,170 --> 00:06:24,170 what did he say? 151 00:06:24,670 --> 00:06:26,050 Honey, it was just a dream. 152 00:06:26,170 --> 00:06:27,380 Hey, you better have that looked at. 153 00:06:28,300 --> 00:06:29,340 Oh, believe me... 154 00:06:29,680 --> 00:06:31,140 it's gonna get looked at. 155 00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:56,040 What's the synopsis? 156 00:06:56,660 --> 00:06:58,330 Just your average domestic dispute. 157 00:06:58,830 --> 00:07:01,920 Guy with a 9-mm to his wife's head asking for his mommy. 158 00:07:02,580 --> 00:07:03,250 We brought him in, 159 00:07:03,500 --> 00:07:04,290 he started to calm down, 160 00:07:04,840 --> 00:07:05,840 suddenly the guy goes nuts, 161 00:07:05,960 --> 00:07:06,960 he grabs a uniform's gun. 162 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:08,380 Here we are. 163 00:07:08,590 --> 00:07:09,300 What's the guy's name? 164 00:07:09,760 --> 00:07:10,180 Walter. 165 00:07:11,640 --> 00:07:12,260 Walter? 166 00:07:12,850 --> 00:07:14,430 I'm detective Will Girardi. 167 00:07:14,600 --> 00:07:15,930 I'd like to work something out, 168 00:07:16,060 --> 00:07:16,520 if we can. 169 00:07:16,890 --> 00:07:17,640 What the hell are you, 170 00:07:17,720 --> 00:07:19,430 some kind of hostage negotiator? 171 00:07:19,940 --> 00:07:21,730 Walter, I'm the guy who's gonna get you out of here, 172 00:07:22,060 --> 00:07:22,690 if you'll let me. 173 00:07:22,900 --> 00:07:23,230 Oh, yeah. 174 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:25,400 Like out of the frying pan and into the fire. 175 00:07:25,480 --> 00:07:26,530 You'll decide what I'm about, 176 00:07:27,190 --> 00:07:27,570 and you'll put me away, 177 00:07:27,690 --> 00:07:28,650 and I won't get a chance. 178 00:07:29,110 --> 00:07:30,740 All of that can be Discussed at length. 179 00:07:31,150 --> 00:07:33,200 Just put the gun down before someone gets hurt. 180 00:07:33,490 --> 00:07:35,030 And I am pregnant, too! 181 00:07:36,900 --> 00:07:37,500 Oh, boy. 182 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:38,620 You're doing great. 183 00:07:39,160 --> 00:07:40,830 Wh-where the hell is my mother?! 184 00:07:42,370 --> 00:07:43,000 She's on the way. 185 00:07:44,460 --> 00:07:46,670 Walter, She's on the way. 186 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:47,750 Just hang in there. 187 00:07:49,600 --> 00:07:50,350 I want my mother 188 00:07:50,920 --> 00:07:51,590 Who doesn't? 189 00:07:57,220 --> 00:07:58,060 Eew. What's with the flea bites? 190 00:07:59,100 --> 00:07:59,930 Std already? 191 00:08:00,020 --> 00:08:01,350 I thought there was in incubation period. 192 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:02,190 A little louder, please. 193 00:08:02,850 --> 00:08:03,900 You seem kind of sweaty. 194 00:08:04,400 --> 00:08:05,310 All this blatant flattery, 195 00:08:05,480 --> 00:08:06,520 I feel really great about myself. 196 00:08:06,730 --> 00:08:08,900 Does this have anything to do with "the do"? 197 00:08:09,360 --> 00:08:09,940 What "do"? 198 00:08:10,610 --> 00:08:11,450 That you did with Rove. 199 00:08:11,950 --> 00:08:13,530 But I didn't. 200 00:08:13,990 --> 00:08:15,370 Everybody knows about the hotel. 201 00:08:16,120 --> 00:08:17,120 Congratulations, 202 00:08:17,410 --> 00:08:19,240 and thank you for putting the sub-defectives on the map. 203 00:08:19,620 --> 00:08:21,290 Whoa. Nothing happened, ok? 204 00:08:21,460 --> 00:08:22,000 Adam just... 205 00:08:22,540 --> 00:08:23,250 cleaned the carpet. 206 00:08:24,750 --> 00:08:25,500 I like. 207 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:28,000 And the carpet seems very shiny today. 208 00:08:28,130 --> 00:08:29,000 You pig! 209 00:08:32,300 --> 00:08:32,800 Uh, hey. Um...overdue. 210 00:08:32,930 --> 00:08:33,930 I'll catch you later? 211 00:08:34,300 --> 00:08:34,760 Sure. 212 00:08:36,430 --> 00:08:37,930 Ouch. Post-coital avoidance. 213 00:08:38,060 --> 00:08:38,560 There was no coital. 214 00:08:39,260 --> 00:08:41,270 You just went from a Persian wool to a throw rug. 215 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:42,700 How would you like to be a throw rug? 216 00:08:42,890 --> 00:08:43,690 I don't feel so good. 217 00:08:44,480 --> 00:08:45,400 Friedman is a termite. 218 00:08:45,520 --> 00:08:46,190 Come on, buck up. 219 00:08:46,400 --> 00:08:48,400 You can't miss the Liberation festival on the lawn. 220 00:08:48,860 --> 00:08:50,570 Student/faculty egg-and-spoon race, hmm? 221 00:08:51,070 --> 00:08:51,690 Who needs drugs? 222 00:08:52,190 --> 00:08:53,030 Uh, I feel kind of dizzy. 223 00:08:53,320 --> 00:08:53,860 And hot. 224 00:08:53,990 --> 00:08:54,320 Shut it! 225 00:08:54,530 --> 00:08:54,860 I mean-- 226 00:08:55,030 --> 00:08:55,910 I meant hot. 227 00:08:56,160 --> 00:08:56,410 Ok. 228 00:08:56,820 --> 00:08:57,950 I'm gonna go do some vomiting. 229 00:08:59,200 --> 00:09:00,040 I'll be back. 230 00:09:21,310 --> 00:09:22,680 Will, this is Ruth Washington. 231 00:09:23,430 --> 00:09:24,310 He's a good boy. 232 00:09:24,690 --> 00:09:26,060 It's that Denise who's trouble. 233 00:09:26,480 --> 00:09:29,230 We need to make sure your son doesn't pull the trigger, Mrs. Washington, 234 00:09:29,400 --> 00:09:31,150 or he'll end up in prison for the rest of his life. 235 00:09:31,780 --> 00:09:33,490 Not to mention losing a woman and her baby. 236 00:09:33,900 --> 00:09:34,490 Baby? 237 00:09:34,900 --> 00:09:35,780 She says she's pregnant. 238 00:09:36,570 --> 00:09:37,160 Denise. 239 00:09:37,820 --> 00:09:39,450 She opens her mouth and words come out. 240 00:09:39,580 --> 00:09:40,410 Nobody believes it. 241 00:09:40,780 --> 00:09:44,250 Mrs. Washington, I'm not sure you're helping as much as you could here. 242 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:45,750 Mama?! 243 00:09:46,580 --> 00:09:47,580 Mama, I need you! 244 00:09:47,830 --> 00:09:48,460 I'm here, baby, 245 00:09:48,580 --> 00:09:51,340 but put that gun down before somebody shoots you. 246 00:09:51,670 --> 00:09:52,840 Tell them how it is, mama, 247 00:09:53,050 --> 00:09:53,510 how she is. 248 00:09:53,670 --> 00:09:54,340 They don't understand! 249 00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:56,470 Look, I am carrying his baby. 250 00:09:56,630 --> 00:09:58,550 Well, you might be carrying somebody's.. 251 00:09:58,930 --> 00:09:59,970 Put it down, Walter. 252 00:10:00,390 --> 00:10:02,260 I'm not gonna come visit you in no prison. 253 00:10:02,600 --> 00:10:03,930 But you gotta make 'em listen, mama! 254 00:10:04,100 --> 00:10:04,810 Make 'em listen! 255 00:10:19,780 --> 00:10:20,240 Get down! Down! 256 00:10:20,320 --> 00:10:20,870 Get on your knees! 257 00:10:21,240 --> 00:10:21,660 Don't shoot me! 258 00:10:21,870 --> 00:10:22,240 Don't shoot me! 259 00:11:06,330 --> 00:11:07,250 Barfing, rash, 260 00:11:07,830 --> 00:11:09,250 last day of school. 261 00:11:10,330 --> 00:11:11,880 You're a real party-in-the-box. 262 00:11:12,960 --> 00:11:14,250 Do you think that's how I work, Joan? 263 00:11:20,050 --> 00:11:22,390 I thought we were going with monotheism. 264 00:11:22,890 --> 00:11:24,300 I'm impressed you know what that is. 265 00:11:25,100 --> 00:11:27,140 Why are you torturing me? 266 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:30,520 And don't say I'm torturing myself. 267 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:32,650 Sometimes it's hard to believe what you see. 268 00:11:33,020 --> 00:11:34,980 So you have to trust the world behind your eyes. 269 00:11:35,770 --> 00:11:37,070 There's a world behind my eyes? 270 00:11:37,780 --> 00:11:38,320 Great. 271 00:11:38,990 --> 00:11:41,910 Because this one is in enough trouble. 272 00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:43,490 People manage to believe in me, 273 00:11:43,990 --> 00:11:46,080 even though they have no idea what I am. 274 00:11:46,580 --> 00:11:48,200 They trust me even in a silence. 275 00:11:48,870 --> 00:11:53,000 Oh...ok, can you just take care of the rash and the... 276 00:11:53,250 --> 00:11:54,540 barfing... 277 00:11:55,630 --> 00:11:57,460 and save the haiku for another time? 278 00:12:09,060 --> 00:12:10,560 Very matrix. 279 00:12:11,520 --> 00:12:12,140 Go to the doctor. 280 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:13,230 You're sick. 281 00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:16,320 Oh, I'm sick. 282 00:12:17,820 --> 00:12:18,860 I'm sick? Ha. 283 00:12:25,910 --> 00:12:26,370 I'm sick. 284 00:12:31,660 --> 00:12:32,870 You can't keep me from my mother. 285 00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:33,500 I have rights. 286 00:12:33,670 --> 00:12:34,750 You let me talk to her. 287 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:35,750 Here's the problem with that... 288 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:36,380 you shot her. 289 00:12:36,630 --> 00:12:37,340 She can't be dead. 290 00:12:37,460 --> 00:12:38,630 She can't be. 291 00:12:39,210 --> 00:12:40,420 Funny thing about the bullet in the heart. 292 00:12:40,710 --> 00:12:41,630 Very predictable outcome. 293 00:12:41,970 --> 00:12:43,430 Take Mr. Washington and book him. 294 00:12:43,510 --> 00:12:44,760 I'll wrap things up over here. 295 00:12:47,550 --> 00:12:48,390 I'm not the crazy bitch. 296 00:12:48,560 --> 00:12:49,770 She's the crazy bitch. 297 00:12:49,930 --> 00:12:52,640 You are the crazy bitch, and your son is a moron, 298 00:12:52,850 --> 00:12:53,890 and he shot you! 299 00:12:54,060 --> 00:12:54,900 You see that? 300 00:12:55,020 --> 00:12:55,520 You got that? 301 00:12:56,020 --> 00:12:56,770 Mrs. Washington, please... 302 00:12:56,900 --> 00:12:57,480 please, what? 303 00:12:57,860 --> 00:12:59,320 He was aiming at you. 304 00:13:00,110 --> 00:13:01,150 I wish he hadn't missed. 305 00:13:08,530 --> 00:13:09,450 That woman was dead. 306 00:13:12,200 --> 00:13:13,250 I saw her die. 307 00:13:19,750 --> 00:13:20,500 Ohh, I'm sick. 308 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,340 Why don't you find mom and go home? 309 00:13:23,300 --> 00:13:25,380 I went to the office and they said she'd left, 310 00:13:25,510 --> 00:13:26,720 and I can't find Adam. 311 00:13:26,970 --> 00:13:27,430 Oh, look 312 00:13:27,550 --> 00:13:29,010 They made it 3-legged this year. 313 00:13:29,720 --> 00:13:30,600 Inspired choice, 314 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:32,470 tying yourself to a faculty member. 315 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:34,270 I've had that dream. 316 00:13:35,140 --> 00:13:35,980 I need to find Adam. 317 00:13:36,310 --> 00:13:37,230 Hornsby's the one to beat. 318 00:13:37,860 --> 00:13:38,980 3-year reigning champion. 319 00:13:39,440 --> 00:13:40,110 The typing teacher? 320 00:13:40,270 --> 00:13:40,940 He's like 80. 321 00:13:41,320 --> 00:13:42,030 Where is he? 322 00:13:42,230 --> 00:13:43,320 Is he at the library? 323 00:13:43,650 --> 00:13:44,950 Are you talking to your little invisible friend? 324 00:13:46,360 --> 00:13:46,950 So... 325 00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:48,950 who wants a shot at beating Hornsby? 326 00:13:49,280 --> 00:13:50,030 He's going down. 327 00:13:50,660 --> 00:13:51,290 Ms. Polk? 328 00:13:51,660 --> 00:13:53,200 Here's your chance to humiliate a faculty member. 329 00:13:53,830 --> 00:13:54,750 Oh, they don't need my help. 330 00:13:54,960 --> 00:13:56,120 Mr. Girardi? 331 00:13:57,290 --> 00:13:58,040 Mm. Ovophobie. 332 00:13:58,210 --> 00:13:59,080 It's a fear of eggs. 333 00:14:00,960 --> 00:14:01,750 It's a real thing. 334 00:14:13,850 --> 00:14:14,430 You should do it. 335 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:16,140 What? 336 00:14:17,810 --> 00:14:18,560 Be in the race. 337 00:14:18,770 --> 00:14:19,860 You said go to the doctor. 338 00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:21,440 I say a lot of things. 339 00:14:23,610 --> 00:14:26,150 Was that you in the bathroom? 340 00:14:26,740 --> 00:14:28,410 It's me here now, and that's the point. 341 00:14:29,360 --> 00:14:31,620 My name is I am, not I was. 342 00:14:35,040 --> 00:14:35,790 Ms. Girardi. 343 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:38,250 I'm not saying this could affect your final average, but... 344 00:14:38,350 --> 00:14:38,900 I'll do it. 345 00:14:43,340 --> 00:14:44,420 This is alarming. 346 00:15:12,200 --> 00:15:12,870 Helen? 347 00:15:22,500 --> 00:15:23,290 You scared me. 348 00:15:23,340 --> 00:15:25,340 Is...is this your church? 349 00:15:25,800 --> 00:15:27,420 It's my parish, yes. 350 00:15:27,920 --> 00:15:28,220 Right. 351 00:15:28,670 --> 00:15:28,920 Right. 352 00:15:29,170 --> 00:15:30,760 You guys don't go around owning churches. 353 00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:32,550 How have you been? 354 00:15:32,680 --> 00:15:32,970 Good. 355 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:34,400 I'm teaching. Kevin's... 356 00:15:35,850 --> 00:15:36,500 doing well. 357 00:15:36,770 --> 00:15:37,770 Everybody's ok. 358 00:15:38,980 --> 00:15:39,980 So why are you here? 359 00:15:40,310 --> 00:15:41,850 Do I have to have a problem to be here? 360 00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:43,230 No, of course not. 361 00:15:43,400 --> 00:15:43,610 I... 362 00:15:45,770 --> 00:15:47,150 it's just a simple question. 363 00:15:47,990 --> 00:15:51,950 I came here to sit and think about things... 364 00:15:52,740 --> 00:15:54,870 god-related. 365 00:15:54,990 --> 00:15:56,120 Well, that's a good exercise. 366 00:15:57,080 --> 00:15:58,160 I'll leave you alone. 367 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:01,170 I dreamt about him. 368 00:16:16,930 --> 00:16:17,760 What did he look like? 369 00:16:18,810 --> 00:16:19,520 Teenage boy. 370 00:16:20,270 --> 00:16:21,690 Oh. I haven't had that one. 371 00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:24,650 So you've dreamed about him, too? 372 00:16:24,900 --> 00:16:25,150 Yes. 373 00:16:26,230 --> 00:16:27,820 He usually looks like the Gordon fisherman. 374 00:16:29,230 --> 00:16:30,030 I like boats. 375 00:16:33,700 --> 00:16:34,240 So... 376 00:16:35,280 --> 00:16:36,740 it's however we want to see him. 377 00:16:37,120 --> 00:16:37,700 Or her. 378 00:16:38,290 --> 00:16:40,160 But why would I want him to be a teenage boy? 379 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:42,710 Well, did he look anything like Kevin? 380 00:16:44,250 --> 00:16:44,880 That could be why. 381 00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:49,510 Look, here's what I really need to know. 382 00:16:51,420 --> 00:16:54,300 Um... was it really him, or was it just... 383 00:16:56,300 --> 00:16:56,890 a dream? 384 00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:00,560 I don't know, Helen. 385 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:03,270 I mean,I know what I choose to believe. 386 00:17:03,850 --> 00:17:04,480 Not Freud? 387 00:17:05,100 --> 00:17:05,480 Freud? 388 00:17:06,230 --> 00:17:07,310 Freud did a lot of cocaine. 389 00:17:07,730 --> 00:17:09,360 That doesn't mean he was wrong about everything. 390 00:17:09,690 --> 00:17:10,030 It's just... 391 00:17:12,070 --> 00:17:13,950 the real question, Helen, is... 392 00:17:14,990 --> 00:17:16,280 do you want it to be god? 393 00:17:22,450 --> 00:17:23,750 And that's all it takes? 394 00:17:24,250 --> 00:17:24,670 No. 395 00:17:26,670 --> 00:17:27,630 That's where it starts. 396 00:17:43,020 --> 00:17:44,020 On your marks... 397 00:17:44,390 --> 00:17:45,310 get set... 398 00:17:47,310 --> 00:17:48,440 keep the upper body still. 399 00:17:48,770 --> 00:17:49,900 I don't think I can do this. 400 00:17:50,070 --> 00:17:51,360 Everybody feels like this the first time. 401 00:17:51,690 --> 00:17:52,440 I'm gonna throw up. 402 00:17:52,570 --> 00:17:53,650 No, no, no, you're not. 403 00:17:54,070 --> 00:17:55,860 I thought I told you to go to the doctor. 404 00:17:58,870 --> 00:17:59,950 Then you told me not to. 405 00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:00,910 No, I didn't. 406 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:01,620 Yes. 407 00:18:01,910 --> 00:18:02,240 Yes ! 408 00:18:02,740 --> 00:18:04,120 You were the mascot. 409 00:18:04,660 --> 00:18:06,000 Then you told me to join the race. 410 00:18:06,120 --> 00:18:06,620 Joan! 411 00:18:06,790 --> 00:18:07,670 Who are you talking to? 412 00:18:11,840 --> 00:18:12,750 Are you the devil? 413 00:18:14,300 --> 00:18:15,420 Is he the devil? 414 00:18:15,800 --> 00:18:18,340 I always knew that he was bad, but... 415 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:19,640 learn to see in the dark. 416 00:18:20,050 --> 00:18:21,260 Learn to see in the dark. 417 00:18:45,370 --> 00:18:46,910 Follow the light, Joan. 418 00:18:49,330 --> 00:18:50,330 I don't want to die. 419 00:18:51,540 --> 00:18:55,170 I haven't had sex or my own apartment or anything yet. 420 00:18:56,010 --> 00:18:57,380 I wanted to try veganism. 421 00:18:57,720 --> 00:18:58,430 I had plans. 422 00:18:59,470 --> 00:19:02,180 Joan, stay with me here. 423 00:19:03,220 --> 00:19:05,470 Thats go to the light. 424 00:19:06,310 --> 00:19:07,890 It's a whole other thing. 425 00:19:09,980 --> 00:19:10,770 What's going on? 426 00:19:11,810 --> 00:19:12,940 You're in the hospital. 427 00:19:13,190 --> 00:19:14,110 The doctor will see you, 428 00:19:14,230 --> 00:19:15,320 then you'll know what's wrong. 429 00:19:19,280 --> 00:19:21,950 Why are you acting so mysterious all of a sudden? 430 00:19:22,450 --> 00:19:23,700 I've always been mysterious. 431 00:19:24,200 --> 00:19:25,620 Without it, there is no faith... 432 00:19:26,500 --> 00:19:27,660 and we love faith. 433 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:30,750 Who's faith? 434 00:19:31,580 --> 00:19:32,250 Lie down. 435 00:19:32,330 --> 00:19:33,090 You're feverish. 436 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:48,980 Nothing. 437 00:19:49,560 --> 00:19:50,480 Unbelievable. 438 00:19:50,850 --> 00:19:52,230 Mom turns her cell phone off in class. 439 00:19:52,350 --> 00:19:53,480 She forgets to turn it back on. 440 00:19:54,270 --> 00:19:55,520 Women and technology. 441 00:19:55,650 --> 00:19:56,320 What is that? 442 00:19:56,480 --> 00:19:59,190 It's too early to resort to pack-animal behaviour, dude. 443 00:19:59,820 --> 00:20:00,450 What about dad 444 00:20:00,780 --> 00:20:01,360 He's a cop. 445 00:20:01,490 --> 00:20:02,240 He's unreachable? 446 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:04,370 She thinks I'm gonna dump her. 447 00:20:05,160 --> 00:20:06,410 Very classy move, dude 448 00:20:07,410 --> 00:20:07,830 What? 449 00:20:08,950 --> 00:20:09,830 Friedman explained it. 450 00:20:10,500 --> 00:20:10,870 Oh, yeah. 451 00:20:11,170 --> 00:20:12,370 Post-copulatory discard. 452 00:20:12,500 --> 00:20:13,210 That's my sister. 453 00:20:13,750 --> 00:20:15,420 Primates, we are here for Joan. 454 00:20:15,670 --> 00:20:16,340 A little restraint. 455 00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:27,260 So are you dumping her? 456 00:20:27,350 --> 00:20:27,760 Leave it. 457 00:20:28,100 --> 00:20:28,390 No. 458 00:20:29,140 --> 00:20:29,520 Ok? 459 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:30,100 That's insane. 460 00:20:30,180 --> 00:20:30,810 Why would I ever? 461 00:20:31,060 --> 00:20:31,980 Because you were... 462 00:20:33,020 --> 00:20:33,900 you had... 463 00:20:34,060 --> 00:20:34,940 We didn't have, ok? 464 00:20:35,020 --> 00:20:36,110 Not that it's any of your business. 465 00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:36,940 Voice mail! 466 00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:38,690 Hi, dad. 467 00:20:38,780 --> 00:20:39,230 It's Kevin. 468 00:20:39,400 --> 00:20:40,110 Joan's at the hospital. 469 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:40,900 She's sick. 470 00:20:41,070 --> 00:20:41,490 Call back. 471 00:20:43,110 --> 00:20:44,570 Should we send for a priest? 472 00:20:45,870 --> 00:20:46,280 How do... 473 00:20:46,620 --> 00:20:47,370 how do you people do it? 474 00:21:07,510 --> 00:21:08,220 Joan. 475 00:21:34,410 --> 00:21:36,120 My mother always said I was too mean to die. 476 00:21:37,210 --> 00:21:38,250 I guess she wasn't far off. 477 00:21:39,290 --> 00:21:41,760 Mrs. Washington, I was there when you were shot. 478 00:21:42,590 --> 00:21:43,590 You had no heartbeat. 479 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:44,340 I saw you... 480 00:21:45,180 --> 00:21:45,590 leave. 481 00:21:46,470 --> 00:21:47,720 Let's clear up this Walter business. 482 00:21:48,050 --> 00:21:49,390 'Cause that girl Denise is crazy. 483 00:21:50,180 --> 00:21:52,020 She's attacked him with a butcher knife a dozen times. 484 00:21:52,180 --> 00:21:53,060 He never calls the police. 485 00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:54,310 Says he loves her. 486 00:21:54,810 --> 00:21:56,190 Walter will get his day in court. 487 00:21:56,310 --> 00:21:57,350 He'll have a chance to explain. 488 00:21:57,770 --> 00:21:59,150 But they won't look for the scars. 489 00:21:59,570 --> 00:22:00,320 What scars? 490 00:22:00,900 --> 00:22:02,150 Check his arms, his chest. 491 00:22:02,780 --> 00:22:03,490 Knife cuts. 492 00:22:03,650 --> 00:22:04,070 They'll be there. 493 00:22:04,610 --> 00:22:05,450 She does it every time. 494 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,070 I'd feel better if you wrote this down. 495 00:22:09,580 --> 00:22:10,280 I'll remember. 496 00:22:13,500 --> 00:22:14,080 So... 497 00:22:14,910 --> 00:22:15,910 was there a... 498 00:22:16,290 --> 00:22:19,420 tunnel and a light and all that? 499 00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:22,340 Are you asking me if I saw god? 500 00:22:24,630 --> 00:22:25,920 You don't have to die to do that. 501 00:22:37,350 --> 00:22:38,400 Feeling better, Joan? 502 00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:43,980 I feel like I got hit by a hummer. 503 00:22:44,530 --> 00:22:46,360 That's an appropriate analogy, Joan. 504 00:22:47,860 --> 00:22:48,780 Drink some water. 505 00:22:49,990 --> 00:22:50,740 Here you go, dear 506 00:22:57,330 --> 00:22:58,000 You're here. 507 00:22:58,210 --> 00:22:59,210 You're here. 508 00:23:00,250 --> 00:23:01,130 You're in TV. 509 00:23:01,670 --> 00:23:03,250 How can you all be here? 510 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:07,840 Life's a paradox. 511 00:23:08,630 --> 00:23:10,840 It's about holding 2 opposing ideas in your head. 512 00:23:11,180 --> 00:23:14,600 Such as: It's only a game, but it's the only game. 513 00:23:14,970 --> 00:23:16,480 Save it, lord of the rings. 514 00:23:18,100 --> 00:23:19,190 What's wrong with me? 515 00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,190 You're experiencing a fluctuation in the market. 516 00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:24,730 you're having a crisis of faith. 517 00:23:26,110 --> 00:23:27,280 Dark night of the soul. 518 00:23:27,690 --> 00:23:29,200 plus, you're very dehydrated. 519 00:23:32,620 --> 00:23:34,370 I am so not signed up for this. 520 00:23:35,700 --> 00:23:37,620 How--how can you all be here at once? 521 00:23:38,370 --> 00:23:39,620 How could we have ever been here, Joan? 522 00:23:40,170 --> 00:23:41,120 Maybe that's the question. 523 00:23:42,420 --> 00:23:44,090 Are you saying I imagined you? 524 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:46,260 You've always had a great imagination. 525 00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:51,680 Is--is--is that what's happening to me? 526 00:23:52,300 --> 00:23:52,890 Am I sick? 527 00:23:53,010 --> 00:23:53,640 Is that it? 528 00:23:56,350 --> 00:23:56,890 Tell me! 529 00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:01,190 Why aren't you saying anything anymore ? 530 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:21,830 What is it? 531 00:24:23,170 --> 00:24:23,960 I don't know. 532 00:24:24,540 --> 00:24:25,290 Why are you here? 533 00:24:25,460 --> 00:24:26,000 Why are you? 534 00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:28,260 I had a feeling. 535 00:24:28,380 --> 00:24:29,260 What kind of feeling? 536 00:24:30,050 --> 00:24:30,510 Mom. 537 00:24:31,380 --> 00:24:31,970 Dad. 538 00:24:32,590 --> 00:24:33,550 Where the hell have you been? 539 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:34,220 I've been calling. 540 00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:36,760 It's Joan, isn't it? 541 00:24:37,810 --> 00:24:38,180 The doctor... 542 00:24:38,390 --> 00:24:39,100 he's got the labs. 543 00:24:42,300 --> 00:24:43,270 What's the big idea? 544 00:24:45,190 --> 00:24:47,570 I was just walking around minding my own business. 545 00:24:47,690 --> 00:24:52,240 You introduced yourself, started dropping in like a bad boyfriend. 546 00:24:58,700 --> 00:25:00,580 I do everything that you ask. 547 00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:04,580 I--I--I embarrass myself and humiliate myself in... 548 00:25:05,670 --> 00:25:08,300 really creative ways. 549 00:25:09,510 --> 00:25:11,670 I don't have sex, which I easily could have. 550 00:25:12,970 --> 00:25:14,760 I do all of this to make you happy, 551 00:25:15,050 --> 00:25:16,640 even though before we met, 552 00:25:16,850 --> 00:25:18,470 I didn't even believe in you. 553 00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:19,640 And what's my reward? 554 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:22,140 Warts. 555 00:25:23,850 --> 00:25:24,730 Barfing. 556 00:25:25,230 --> 00:25:25,850 A fever. 557 00:25:25,980 --> 00:25:26,810 And now... 558 00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:30,570 Silence. 559 00:25:35,660 --> 00:25:37,620 Give me something, if you don't mind! 560 00:25:41,500 --> 00:25:44,290 Lyme disease, caused by a tick bite. 561 00:25:44,830 --> 00:25:47,250 Could have been lying dormant in her system for a long time. 562 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:49,420 The rash on her leg gave it away, 563 00:25:49,670 --> 00:25:50,340 which is fortunate, 564 00:25:50,460 --> 00:25:51,880 because sometimes the rash is overlooked 565 00:25:52,210 --> 00:25:54,840 and the symptoms of this disease are misdiagnosed. 566 00:25:55,050 --> 00:25:55,300 How? 567 00:25:56,510 --> 00:25:58,100 It manifests in subtle ways at first. 568 00:25:58,510 --> 00:26:00,350 Moodiness, extreme changes in behaviour. 569 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:01,220 That's every girl. 570 00:26:01,470 --> 00:26:02,020 They're all infected. 571 00:26:02,890 --> 00:26:04,520 But later on it becomes more serious. 572 00:26:04,890 --> 00:26:05,560 Scattered thinking, 573 00:26:05,730 --> 00:26:06,600 lack of concentration, 574 00:26:06,850 --> 00:26:07,480 and eventually, 575 00:26:07,730 --> 00:26:09,860 aural, even visual hallucinations. 576 00:26:10,650 --> 00:26:12,030 Sometimes people are misdiagnosed 577 00:26:12,150 --> 00:26:13,070 as being mentally ill. 578 00:26:13,780 --> 00:26:15,360 This is clearing up a lot for me. 579 00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:17,030 What's the treatment? 580 00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:18,570 Uh, a course of antibiotics. 581 00:26:18,700 --> 00:26:19,580 We'll start her today, 582 00:26:19,740 --> 00:26:21,790 and we'll keep her overnight for observation. 583 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:24,830 So you said this could have been in her system for a long time. 584 00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:25,540 How long? 585 00:26:25,750 --> 00:26:26,120 Months. 586 00:26:26,500 --> 00:26:27,710 In some cases, years. 587 00:26:28,420 --> 00:26:29,630 But all the symptoms will go away, 588 00:26:30,460 --> 00:26:31,800 including the crankiness? 589 00:26:32,250 --> 00:26:33,800 Yeah, that's like Joan going away. 590 00:26:36,050 --> 00:26:38,840 Uh, she'll be herself, whatever she was before. 591 00:26:39,390 --> 00:26:40,470 Well, I didn't know her before. 592 00:26:42,140 --> 00:26:43,100 And I like her now. 593 00:26:44,470 --> 00:26:45,850 Mom and dad can see her now. 594 00:26:49,060 --> 00:26:50,730 How different will she be? 595 00:26:53,230 --> 00:26:54,360 So this is how it is. 596 00:26:57,450 --> 00:26:58,950 Fine, I can sit here all day, too. 597 00:27:05,290 --> 00:27:06,460 I never liked... 598 00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:10,380 any of you. 599 00:27:12,170 --> 00:27:13,670 Especially you. 600 00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:20,050 Go on, just leave! 601 00:27:21,140 --> 00:27:22,100 Go, ok?! 602 00:27:22,180 --> 00:27:23,100 Dump me like Adam did! 603 00:27:23,220 --> 00:27:24,060 Please go! 604 00:27:29,190 --> 00:27:29,650 Wait. 605 00:27:30,770 --> 00:27:31,690 Are you really leaving? 606 00:27:32,150 --> 00:27:33,230 You can't just abandon people! 607 00:27:34,270 --> 00:27:34,730 Honey... 608 00:27:35,780 --> 00:27:36,570 How are you? 609 00:27:37,950 --> 00:27:38,610 Ohh... oh, god. 610 00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:40,070 Oh, you're still so hot. 611 00:27:41,620 --> 00:27:43,740 I'm sorry you had to be alone all this time, kiddo. 612 00:27:44,540 --> 00:27:45,490 Alone? 613 00:27:47,410 --> 00:27:48,540 Are you kidding me? 614 00:27:51,170 --> 00:27:52,710 Those people you saw leaving just now, 615 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:56,130 they've been here the whole time driving me crazy. 616 00:27:57,420 --> 00:27:58,130 What people? 617 00:28:01,130 --> 00:28:02,140 The...oh... you walked right past them. 618 00:28:04,390 --> 00:28:04,890 Ok. 619 00:28:07,310 --> 00:28:08,060 Honey... 620 00:28:08,730 --> 00:28:09,520 we need to talk. 621 00:28:13,020 --> 00:28:13,900 You may have... 622 00:28:15,150 --> 00:28:17,070 been imagining some things. 623 00:28:17,440 --> 00:28:18,860 No, I'm not crazy. 624 00:28:19,030 --> 00:28:20,610 No, of course not. 625 00:28:21,030 --> 00:28:22,070 Just...sick, 626 00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:24,160 And you may have been that way for a little while. 627 00:28:24,950 --> 00:28:26,620 But you are gonna get well. 628 00:28:29,660 --> 00:28:30,500 I'm sick? 629 00:28:32,210 --> 00:28:33,540 Yeah, but it's gonna be ok.. 630 00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:34,710 I promise. 631 00:28:38,090 --> 00:28:39,420 It was never real? 632 00:28:44,550 --> 00:28:46,100 I've always been sick? 633 00:29:04,030 --> 00:29:05,070 Did you see about it? 634 00:29:07,870 --> 00:29:09,080 Mrs. Washington. 635 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:11,580 You shouldn't be up and around. 636 00:29:11,790 --> 00:29:13,460 You make sure my son gets a fair case. 637 00:29:14,370 --> 00:29:15,380 You look for those scars. 638 00:29:15,830 --> 00:29:17,090 I'm going to the station now. 639 00:29:17,210 --> 00:29:18,000 I'll take care of it. 640 00:29:18,250 --> 00:29:19,670 But you go back to bed. 641 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:21,550 Thank you. 642 00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:48,280 Adam, hey. 643 00:29:49,490 --> 00:29:50,620 Joan's asleep. 644 00:29:51,620 --> 00:29:53,040 The others went home. 645 00:29:53,460 --> 00:29:54,460 Can I just sit with you? 646 00:29:54,620 --> 00:29:54,920 Yeah. 647 00:29:55,500 --> 00:29:56,000 Of course. 648 00:30:02,050 --> 00:30:03,260 She's gonna be fine. 649 00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:07,430 You know, I was never gonna dump her. 650 00:30:10,140 --> 00:30:11,850 I was avoiding her a little. 651 00:30:12,930 --> 00:30:14,060 It got too hard. 652 00:30:14,180 --> 00:30:14,810 I got scared. 653 00:30:15,850 --> 00:30:18,730 Hey, these are intense feelings, Adam. 654 00:30:20,110 --> 00:30:21,820 Processing them at your age... 655 00:30:23,110 --> 00:30:25,070 yeah, but she saw me at the bottom, Mrs. G. 656 00:30:25,950 --> 00:30:28,740 Crying and complaining and scared. 657 00:30:30,330 --> 00:30:31,740 How's she gonna forget that? 658 00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:32,790 She won't 659 00:30:33,830 --> 00:30:34,870 And neither will you 660 00:30:36,290 --> 00:30:37,580 It's called a bond. 661 00:30:42,850 --> 00:30:43,900 Real nice. 662 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:46,590 He never filed a complaint against Denise. 663 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,430 And some of these knife wounds are years old. 664 00:30:49,510 --> 00:30:51,180 Well, if there's a history of her abusing him, 665 00:30:51,350 --> 00:30:52,430 he's got a case for himself. 666 00:30:52,970 --> 00:30:54,810 Kidnapping and manslaughter won't go away. 667 00:30:55,270 --> 00:30:57,190 Yeah, but he won't get the time he was looking at before. 668 00:30:58,520 --> 00:30:59,560 What manslaughter? 669 00:30:59,730 --> 00:31:00,190 His mother. 670 00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:01,900 She died, Will. 671 00:31:02,650 --> 00:31:04,150 Heart attack, right after your interview. 672 00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:05,440 Didn't you get my pages? 673 00:31:05,990 --> 00:31:06,780 Voice mail? 674 00:31:07,450 --> 00:31:08,450 She couldn't have. I saw her. 675 00:31:09,240 --> 00:31:11,870 After you interrogated her in the hospital. 676 00:31:13,700 --> 00:31:16,080 No, I saw her in the hallway right before I came here. 677 00:31:16,410 --> 00:31:17,750 No, you couldn't have. 678 00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:25,960 Well, I guess I didn't. 679 00:31:46,440 --> 00:31:46,860 Hey. 680 00:31:47,900 --> 00:31:48,400 Hey. 681 00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:51,740 Am I still in the hospital? 682 00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:52,700 Yeah. 683 00:31:52,950 --> 00:31:53,910 Yeah. Yeah, you're gonna be ok. 684 00:31:56,200 --> 00:31:57,540 Ohh... I was kind of having a weird dream. 685 00:31:59,330 --> 00:32:00,830 Have I been acting crazy lately? 686 00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:03,130 Not to me. 687 00:32:04,340 --> 00:32:05,250 Are you dumping me? 688 00:32:08,470 --> 00:32:09,050 No. 689 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:10,880 No, of course not. 690 00:32:11,510 --> 00:32:12,800 I--I just wigged out. 691 00:32:14,100 --> 00:32:14,890 I--I've... 692 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:18,180 I've told you things that I've never... 693 00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:21,980 I've never told anybody. 694 00:32:22,650 --> 00:32:23,900 I mean, there's things in my head, 695 00:32:24,690 --> 00:32:25,520 you know, I keep them... 696 00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:28,610 to myself and it makes me feel crazy. 697 00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:30,740 When I say them to you, though, 698 00:32:31,610 --> 00:32:33,280 you know, I don't feel that way anymore. 699 00:32:33,820 --> 00:32:34,120 You know... 700 00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:35,990 You don't give me that, uh... 701 00:32:37,790 --> 00:32:38,910 thousand-yard stare. 702 00:32:40,290 --> 00:32:40,910 Yeah. 703 00:32:46,420 --> 00:32:50,170 The doctors think I'm having these hallucinations because I've been sick. 704 00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:51,970 Yeah, well, you're gonna get better. 705 00:32:52,510 --> 00:32:53,390 That's not the point. 706 00:32:56,010 --> 00:32:58,430 Something's been happening to me for a long time, and, uh.. 707 00:32:59,930 --> 00:33:01,940 s-say it out loud to someone I trust. 708 00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:04,350 Say it to me. 709 00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:08,820 You have to promise you'll believe me. Oh... 710 00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:21,370 I've been talking to, uh... 711 00:33:27,290 --> 00:33:28,340 I've been talking to... 712 00:33:29,170 --> 00:33:29,760 to god. 713 00:33:33,840 --> 00:33:34,930 In your dreams? 714 00:33:39,060 --> 00:33:40,140 In your head? 715 00:33:41,390 --> 00:33:42,480 I kind of see him. 716 00:33:43,940 --> 00:33:45,060 He just started coming around. 717 00:33:45,730 --> 00:33:46,560 He always looks different. 718 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:48,570 Sometimes he's a she 719 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:52,690 It's scary and... 720 00:33:53,780 --> 00:33:54,530 annoying. 721 00:33:56,110 --> 00:33:56,910 But the thing is... 722 00:33:58,240 --> 00:33:59,160 when I obey... 723 00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:02,200 things turn out ok. 724 00:34:04,330 --> 00:34:05,370 I mean, I see things. 725 00:34:05,500 --> 00:34:06,580 I understand things. 726 00:34:06,750 --> 00:34:07,210 I... 727 00:34:08,340 --> 00:34:09,250 I feel like 728 00:34:09,630 --> 00:34:10,670 I get the point. 729 00:34:15,550 --> 00:34:16,600 When I gave you that-- 730 00:34:16,890 --> 00:34:17,390 that picture... 731 00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:20,850 god told me to give you a gift. 732 00:34:20,970 --> 00:34:21,470 I got confused. 733 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,310 I thought it was about sex, but... 734 00:34:28,110 --> 00:34:29,190 but it turns out, it was... 735 00:34:30,610 --> 00:34:32,110 it was just that little gift, and... 736 00:34:32,860 --> 00:34:33,530 and when we looked at it... 737 00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:36,950 it was like... 738 00:34:38,870 --> 00:34:41,660 you and I were going to the same place in our heads. 739 00:34:42,910 --> 00:34:43,870 Didn't you feel that? 740 00:34:49,170 --> 00:34:50,040 Didn't you? 741 00:34:58,400 --> 00:34:59,640 You have to believe me. 742 00:35:01,890 --> 00:35:03,140 If you believe me, then... 743 00:35:03,970 --> 00:35:05,980 I know it's not crazy, but if you don't... 744 00:35:15,570 --> 00:35:16,610 you promised. 745 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,040 I believe... 746 00:35:28,870 --> 00:35:30,000 that you believe it. 747 00:35:30,540 --> 00:35:33,460 They say the infection, it stays in your system a long time. 748 00:35:35,420 --> 00:35:37,380 It makes things look crazy. 749 00:35:41,510 --> 00:35:42,720 You know, sometimes when I'm... 750 00:35:44,430 --> 00:35:46,140 when I'm doing my art, I get these... 751 00:35:46,850 --> 00:35:47,520 Visions... 752 00:35:51,520 --> 00:35:52,610 never mind. 753 00:35:57,950 --> 00:35:58,860 Jane? 754 00:36:03,620 --> 00:36:04,740 I'll see you tomorrow, then? 755 00:36:06,620 --> 00:36:07,330 Jane? 756 00:36:29,640 --> 00:36:30,440 You didn't have to walk me. 757 00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:31,440 You could have gone with your brother. 758 00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:33,770 It seemed un-gentlemanly. 759 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:35,150 That's not a word. 760 00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:36,320 Besides, I like walking. 761 00:36:37,610 --> 00:36:38,990 Although this is a lot of walking. 762 00:36:40,070 --> 00:36:41,200 Uh, do you always walk this much? 763 00:36:41,570 --> 00:36:42,570 It's how I do my thinking. 764 00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:44,120 That's why you're so smart. 765 00:36:44,370 --> 00:36:44,950 I'm not smart. 766 00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:45,620 Of course not. 767 00:36:45,780 --> 00:36:45,950 I... 768 00:36:46,240 --> 00:36:46,990 I didn't mean smart. 769 00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:47,580 I meant intelligent. 770 00:36:47,870 --> 00:36:48,200 They're... 771 00:36:48,700 --> 00:36:49,500 not the same thing. 772 00:36:49,710 --> 00:36:51,120 I like the quiet when I walk. 773 00:36:51,830 --> 00:36:52,330 Of course. 774 00:36:52,650 --> 00:36:53,150 Yeah. 775 00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:55,960 Which you're probably missing right now with me talking. 776 00:36:58,460 --> 00:36:59,050 Stars. 777 00:36:59,170 --> 00:36:59,760 Don't mention them. 778 00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:00,920 No, I--I wasn't going to. 779 00:37:01,050 --> 00:37:02,680 You know, it's virtually impossible to see them 780 00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:04,680 even in the age of light pollution, you know... 781 00:37:05,100 --> 00:37:06,390 why did you give me that rock? 782 00:37:08,020 --> 00:37:08,770 It's a geode. 783 00:37:09,270 --> 00:37:10,180 To me it's a rock. 784 00:37:11,890 --> 00:37:12,310 Why? 785 00:37:13,850 --> 00:37:15,560 It was a--a gesture of... 786 00:37:16,570 --> 00:37:17,230 friendship. 787 00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:19,900 Possibly courtship. 788 00:37:20,490 --> 00:37:21,200 Courtship? 789 00:37:22,450 --> 00:37:23,740 That went out with the corset 790 00:37:23,910 --> 00:37:24,990 or the walkman or something. 791 00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:26,240 I don't follow trends. 792 00:37:26,950 --> 00:37:28,580 Did you break up with Glynis because of me? 793 00:37:29,160 --> 00:37:29,830 Of course not. 794 00:37:30,330 --> 00:37:30,750 Don't be ridiculous. 795 00:37:31,540 --> 00:37:33,080 Ok, I won't. 796 00:37:33,170 --> 00:37:34,460 Because that would be ridiculous. 797 00:37:35,170 --> 00:37:36,540 So let's not go there. 798 00:37:36,670 --> 00:37:36,880 Right. 799 00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:40,090 Why is that ridiculous? 800 00:37:41,720 --> 00:37:42,840 I'm friends with your sister. 801 00:37:43,010 --> 00:37:43,220 Right. 802 00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:44,680 I'm older than you. 803 00:37:44,930 --> 00:37:45,220 A year. 804 00:37:45,470 --> 00:37:46,090 8 months, actually. 805 00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:47,510 I have a reputation. 806 00:37:48,350 --> 00:37:49,520 I've worked hard to build it. 807 00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:50,640 Do you know what my reputation is? 808 00:37:51,060 --> 00:37:51,520 You hate me? 809 00:37:51,810 --> 00:37:52,520 I'm anti. 810 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:53,640 Ok. 811 00:37:54,350 --> 00:37:55,020 Anti what? 812 00:37:55,480 --> 00:37:56,150 What have you got? 813 00:37:56,610 --> 00:37:57,860 So you're never gonna fall in love. 814 00:37:58,190 --> 00:37:59,530 I'm never even gonna fall in like. 815 00:37:59,980 --> 00:38:02,320 And I'm certainly not gonna be courted by some rocket-head geek. 816 00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:04,360 If it got around school that you were giving me things? 817 00:38:04,450 --> 00:38:05,650 What do you care what people think? 818 00:38:06,110 --> 00:38:07,030 I mean, if you're anti. 819 00:38:07,910 --> 00:38:10,330 You know, shouldn't you like the idea of us if you're so anti? 820 00:38:10,580 --> 00:38:11,540 I'm not that anti. 821 00:38:11,660 --> 00:38:12,540 Oh, so you're moderately anti. 822 00:38:12,790 --> 00:38:13,410 Look, geek... 823 00:38:13,540 --> 00:38:14,790 and besides, you know, love is irrational. 824 00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:16,880 It's like this anesthetic goes off in your brain 825 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:19,420 eliminating all reason so the act of procreation can occur. 826 00:38:20,100 --> 00:38:22,090 it's a natural state of imbalance built into the whole system. 827 00:38:22,300 --> 00:38:22,590 You know? 828 00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:26,300 A chemical reaction necessary to the conditions required for darwinistic... 829 00:38:26,430 --> 00:38:27,550 look, I am not into you. 830 00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:28,100 Got it? 831 00:38:29,430 --> 00:38:29,680 Yeah. 832 00:38:58,710 --> 00:38:59,290 Hi. 833 00:39:01,340 --> 00:39:02,050 How's our girl? 834 00:39:05,170 --> 00:39:05,970 Asleep. 835 00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:11,140 Oh, I had a strange day. 836 00:39:13,970 --> 00:39:15,140 Mm...we all did. 837 00:39:17,770 --> 00:39:19,060 My pager didn't work. 838 00:39:19,230 --> 00:39:20,560 My cell phone blinked out. 839 00:39:22,270 --> 00:39:24,570 It's like there's something in the magnetic field. 840 00:39:25,030 --> 00:39:26,780 Are there solar flares? 841 00:39:28,530 --> 00:39:29,820 You'd have to ask Luke. 842 00:39:30,820 --> 00:39:32,080 Joan got sick. 843 00:39:32,990 --> 00:39:33,740 You had that... 844 00:39:34,700 --> 00:39:35,330 feeling... 845 00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:36,790 in a church. 846 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,380 It's a weird day. 847 00:39:44,130 --> 00:39:44,630 What? 848 00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:50,340 Why were you in a church? 849 00:39:53,260 --> 00:39:54,430 Because I had that dream. 850 00:39:57,020 --> 00:39:57,680 And... 851 00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:00,310 I don't know. 852 00:40:00,480 --> 00:40:02,190 I guess I believe in God. 853 00:40:02,980 --> 00:40:04,020 It's a guessing thing? 854 00:40:04,150 --> 00:40:05,610 You don't have to sign up for sure? 855 00:40:10,410 --> 00:40:11,320 Here's what I think. 856 00:40:11,990 --> 00:40:12,780 You decide... 857 00:40:13,910 --> 00:40:15,330 to put your toe in the water, 858 00:40:15,540 --> 00:40:18,460 so you go in a little at a time, 859 00:40:18,660 --> 00:40:20,250 and sometimes you come all the way out 860 00:40:20,420 --> 00:40:21,420 'cause it doesn't feel right, 861 00:40:21,710 --> 00:40:25,710 but the water is always there. 862 00:40:27,050 --> 00:40:29,010 Why is the water so hard to understand? 863 00:40:31,340 --> 00:40:32,220 That I don't know. 864 00:40:34,300 --> 00:40:36,930 Why is it being so mean to us? 865 00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:40,390 I was talking to a priest today. 866 00:40:41,020 --> 00:40:42,060 I'm telling you now. 867 00:40:42,190 --> 00:40:44,360 I--wasn't gonna hide it. 868 00:40:46,690 --> 00:40:48,190 Do you want to hear what a priest said? 869 00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:51,990 Was it a handsome priest? 870 00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:56,120 Not as handsome as you. 871 00:40:56,990 --> 00:40:58,450 Go on. 872 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:07,500 He said that we go through times of consolation and desolation. 873 00:41:08,130 --> 00:41:09,850 Consolation is when... 874 00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:12,300 things are flowing, 875 00:41:12,500 --> 00:41:14,850 and everything makes sense, and... 876 00:41:15,510 --> 00:41:17,100 you feel connected, and... 877 00:41:18,310 --> 00:41:22,850 you're aware that god is present and... 878 00:41:23,940 --> 00:41:25,560 has plans for you, maybe... 879 00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:28,610 even likes you a little bit. 880 00:41:28,730 --> 00:41:29,490 You remember that? 881 00:41:30,650 --> 00:41:31,570 Sometimes. 882 00:41:33,740 --> 00:41:36,070 Desolation is the other thing. 883 00:41:39,870 --> 00:41:41,500 When you are... . 884 00:41:42,710 --> 00:41:43,460 scared... 885 00:41:45,380 --> 00:41:48,050 and confused and alone and out of step, 886 00:41:48,250 --> 00:41:50,460 and your cell phone doesn't work, and... 887 00:41:52,170 --> 00:41:53,880 your daughter gets sick, and... 888 00:41:55,300 --> 00:41:58,390 the cops come to the door and say there's been an accident. 889 00:42:01,770 --> 00:42:02,640 God.. 890 00:42:03,350 --> 00:42:05,400 retreats, and... 891 00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:07,610 you're left with your own thoughts, 892 00:42:07,770 --> 00:42:08,860 and those thoughts are... 893 00:42:09,570 --> 00:42:10,190 dark. 894 00:42:15,610 --> 00:42:18,240 There are answers there. 895 00:42:18,950 --> 00:42:19,830 He told me. 896 00:42:20,620 --> 00:42:21,620 And strength. 897 00:42:22,700 --> 00:42:24,790 how long does desolation last? 898 00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:30,420 As long as it needs to. 899 00:42:33,470 --> 00:42:34,260 He isn't real. 900 00:42:43,980 --> 00:42:45,100 What, honey? 901 00:42:50,730 --> 00:42:52,190 You're talking about god. 902 00:42:56,030 --> 00:42:56,950 He isn't real. 903 00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:01,580 You get some sleep now. 904 00:43:01,630 --> 00:43:06,180 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 57319

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