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? Woke up this morning ?

? Same old thing ?

? Nothing to do ?

? Wait for that horn to ring ?

? Ring, ring, ring ?

Let me tell you something about fame.

There is a moment with fame,

recognition,

and then it's over.

Then you chase it, trying to stay on that high.

When you get successful, it's something and you're young,

it's easy to lose perspective.

It's easy to forget what you were doing

that got you successful,

what inspired you to become successful,

and that happened to me.

My inspiration was always the thought of being free.

Free of doubt.

Free of fear.

Writing songs made life a little more livable.

Then I lost it.

I lost my voice.

My name is Sunny.

And I'm an addict.

Boom, boom, boom, yeah.

Eyes to me, go.

Go, go, go, spread out.

Lacrosse players go all the time.

You got push and start playing lacross.

Go.

Go.

Eyes up, get home.

Concentration, there you go.

There you go!

No walking man, we don't walk on the field!

What's wrong?

What do you want from this game?

- Hard work. - Look at me, look at me.

What do you want really?

You doing it for you, though.

You wanna get an education?

Yeah.

You wanna buy mama a house?

- Yeah. - Okay.

- So we buy mama a house. - Okay.

Buy mama a house.

Say it to the world!

Buy mama a house!

Looking good Sean.

All that time and effort, hard work.

Just like your daddy says.

Hard work pays off.

And soft feet don't eat.

- You know what's up. - Oh really?

You know what's up.

How's school?

Pretty great.

- Pretty good. - Pretty good, great?

Yeah.

You know what your dad says about that, too?

Right.

I'm hear it in my mind every single day.

Take care of business, Sean.

Yep.

So how've you been?

I'm good.

You happy?

Happiness is a state of mind.

There he is!

Sunny Chase!

You choose to be happy.

What's up my man?

Ah, pretty good.

- How's the family? - How you doing man?

Good.

- Boo. - Oh, hey.

- What's up? - My brother.

How are ya, how you doing man?

What's going on, sorry.

- You tired? - I'm in a zone.

Long day, you got me a drink?

Yeah, I did, salut.

- Welcome man. - Thank you.

Been a long day, a fucking long ass day.

I am sick of this grind bro.

The smog and traffic, the people,

it's a job not to let them get us down

but you know what, I'm not,

I'm not gonna let them get us down.

It's cause you are Buddha, my friend.

- To Buddha - To Buddha.

? Give a little bit, don't take anything ?

We still doing it?

Yeah, I am.

Change is good right?

I need to cleanse my temple.

You know me.

Robby, I need to change man.

You know what you need, man?

What do I need?

You need to fucking get it back.

Get it back, get what back?

Get you back, Sunny.

Yeah, you, you the man.

The guy, the kid with the plan.

Okay, you, get it back, the man in there.

The man that I know, the man that I love.

- Okay. - Sunny.

Here's to me and you.

- Next year. - Next year.

I love you dude.

I love you too, bro.

For real, I really do.

I fucking love you too, man.

No, but I really, really love you.

But I will always love you more.

In a good way.

Hey pal.

Please just take it.

I know you need it, okay.

You can just take it.

You can pay me back when you got it, okay man?

Seriously, just take it.

Hey.

What's up?

Whoa, it's been a long day, buddy?

Yeah, I'm dying, I am dying.

Oh you're dying.

Hey, can you order a vodka soda?

Can I get a vodka soda?

- Yeah. - How about a double?

- Can I have one too? - Yeah, yeah.

- Knew that was coming. - No, no, good.

- Got it. - Thanks.

Um, I gotta pee.

- Oh wow. - You gotta pee?

- I gotta pee bad. - I really gotta pea.

- Oh yeah, I gotta... - So, I'm gonna go.

Okay.

- Okay. - Cool.

Be in there in a minute to pee with ya.

I'm gonna take this.

Hello?

- Hey. - Hey.

I thought you were coming back soon.

Yeah, I'm coming home real soon.

I mean, not real soon but in a little while.

Like a bit.

You have to take the kids

to school tomorrow remember?

Yes, I remember that Valentina, I'll be there.

Also, you have Angel

because I have to work tomorrow night.

I know.

Honey, I'm gonna be there.

Yeah, sure.

I love you.

Sunny, where the hell is Mel?

Um, I don't know, where...

Where is he?

Don't fuck with me.

I don't know.

Don't fuck with me.

What do you think he went?

I have no, how, why...

Where, what, where, you're with him all the fucking time!

Where the hell is my husband?

I don't know. (light rock

Open.

- What, who is it? - Open up.

Open the door, open the fucking door.

- Who is it? - Open the fucking door!

Hurry up!

Ow, fucker, Jesus.

She's looking for you.

Who?

- Who? - Your wife.

Give me some, give me some.

Hurry up, I gotta go.

Feel free to use my hand buddy.

Jesus Christ.

Put your foot on this door.

- Put your foot on that door. - Yeah, yeah.

Check it again, is she out there?

Your fucking mustache looks terrible.

Yeah, 70's porn called,

they want their mustache back.

Oh, the mustache is awesome, fuckers.

- Here, here, here. - I gotta go.

- It's awesome. - Am I good?

- Yeah, hold on. - My mustache, look at mine.

- Good? - Hold on, hold on.

Am I good?

Suzy, Suzy, Suzy, Su.

Now we're good, now we're good.

Okay.

Just hold your fucking nose, all right.

Hey, here, here, here, bring this back.

Bring this back, okay?

I left some on the counter.

? You lost in the light that you found ?

- Hi. - Hey.

Sorry, I'm late.

Can I come in?

Yes.

You're fucking wasted.

I'm not wasted, at all.

Really?

How many drinks did you have?

Just a few.

This is getting old, Sunny.

You don't really appreciate the things

or the people you have until they're gone.

- Straight to the hole. - Oh.

Three Mississippi, four Mississippi.

Oh he's gonna go!

Lifelong friends are there

from the beginning to the end.

You go down there?

Mickey, was my best friend.

Mickey always saw the best in me.

Even thought he knew I was in trouble.

He kept me on track.

I love you guys.

That's what friends do.

- I love you guys. - Hey.

- You guys are awesome. - Good job.

Hey, families till the end, right?

If you can tell anyone, you can tell me.

Cancer.

Where?

Hodgkin Lymphoma.

But it's early, it's all good.

Sunny.

Hey Sunny.

Wake up man.

Sunny.

Mickey?

Yeah, yeah, it's me.

Hi.

What are you doing man?

What are you doing?

All right, you fucking it up

'cause that's what it looks like you're doing.

At least that's what it looks like to me

but what do I know, I'm a dead mother fucker, right?

Hmm hmm.

Hey, you wanna die, Sunny?

Are you ready to die?

Maybe.

No, no.

Don't quit on me, man.

Not yet, okay, not yet.

You got things to do.

And you promised to take care of my boy, remember?

Yeah, I remember.

It's me bro, wake up.

I miss you Mickey.

Come on, don't quit on me bro.

Don't quit on me.

Let me go back to sleep.

Sunny, wake your fucking ass up!

Now!

Fight you mother fucker, fight right now!

Wake up!

Dad.

Dad, wake up.

Dad, wake up.

Dad?

Hmm.

- Dad! - Hmm.

Wake up.

What?

What the fuck are you doing?

You slept with the lights on.

Have you had enough to drink?

And you fucking reek by the way.

Uh, just give me a second.

Can you get up and fucking shower?

I don't need to shower.

Yes, you fucking do.

- You reek. - Jesus, I'm up!

I'm up!

We're already 15 minutes, late.

Come on dad, get up.

- Come on. - I'm up.

Hear that.

I heard ya, go!

- Be ready in 15 minutes. - Jesus Christ.

- I don't have it. - You don't have it?

Yeah, I don't have money.

Take a shower.

Whoa, there we go, you ready?

- No. - Adios.

- Be good, okay? - Okay, bye babe.

Bye.

- Supermarket. - All right.

Yeah, let's go, we'll go to the supermarket.

Hey, don't forget, yeah.

The water.

I got the water, thanks.

- Say bye, say bye mom. - Bye mom.

- Say bye, look at mom. - Bye!

- Say bye. - Bye mom.

- Bye. - Say, see ya later.

What you guys wanna get is sober.

Yeah?

- Um, sure. - is that about right?

- Sure, that's part of it. - Yeah.

Right now?

Why not?

You, Sunny, should come back.

Huh?

By come back, I don't know about that.

I just uh.

- It's time. - I'll say.

You'll say, what do you'll say?

Hey man.

You're sitting right next to me partaking buddy.

I'm a partaker and you know what?

I'm partaking and resetting and getting clear, okay.

And you should do the same

'cause you're starting to worry me.

- Really? - Yeah, really.

- Wow. - You ready for your comeback?

Is he ready?

I'm telling ya, your comeback has just been sitting there

waiting for you.

- Really? - Yeah, really.

How do you know that?

Hey listen, out of anybody that we know,

this guy whatever you think, it happens.

That's why.

I mean your thoughts or reality is,

just fucking anything you want man, get it done, that's all.

I mean, do you know that?

Yeah, I know that.

Does he know that?

It's to roll.

Time to roll.

Give me five.

Oh, give 'em five.

Oh you cutey pie, come here.

oh I got you.

Why'd you reach out?

Um.

You're my friend right?

Yeah.

Good, I just thought I'd say hey.

It's been a while.

You get busy with the kids and stuff.

Your real friends are there for you.

Just taking over, life's busy man.

They see right through you.

Reach out.

Touch someone.

- Glad you did. - Yeah.

Yeah, I really am.

You wanna get together?

- I do. - When?

But why is it so hard to ask for help?

You going to see Sam today?

- Yeah. - Um.

Actually I am going to see Sam today.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

I'm gonna sign my life away.

- Dad. - Yeah.

You're getting fucked by them buddy.

You wanna try again...

You're getting fucked!

- Okay. - In exactly 41 minutes.

- Bye bye? - Bye bye house.

Bye bye house.

It's gone.

And we're good.

What are you drying?

I'm making an ocean.

Ocean!

So can I get you any more coffee?

What, is she coming?

Who knows, no, I'm good.

Hi.

Sorry, I'm late.

I had a lunch that went long and then I uh,

Valet couldn't find my car.

And so, there was traffic and,

and the valley here is just,

- I mean it wasn't. - Sit down.

Sit down, come here, sit on daddy's lap?

- Mmm. - I know.

Say hi to Samantha?

- Hi. - You say, hi Sam.

Okay, well Sunny has signed.

I just need your signature right here

and I think then we will be all done.

Okay.

Can I talk to you for a second?

What you wanna know?

I got no money.

I have nothing left.

So get a job.

Let me ask you something.

Hmm.

What happens to our kids if I get sick?

I guess you go to the hospital.

- That's funny. - Yeah.

- Pretty good. - I got to the hospital.

But seriously?

You ever think about that?

Hmm?

You should.

Remember what you said earlier

about how you didn't have a choice.

Yeah, I remember it.

I said it.

Well, guess what?

You had a choice.

And you wanna blame everyone for where you're at.

But, the choice was always yours.

You chose to walk out.

You chose to hang it up, right.

You chose to remarry.

I mean , who's choice was that?

I'd lay down in traffic for you.

You know that.

That's the difference between you and me.

- You're you. - And you're you.

- Over here daddy, now! - Time to go.

- Come on dude. - Bye.

Oh my gosh, ah.

When making deals with yourself doesn't work,

you start making deals with God.

That's Jesus.

That's God's son.

Who's God?

God is.

God lives here.

He lives everywhere.

And he sits up in heaven, look at me.

He sits up in heaven.

And he watches over all of us.

Wow.

Wow.

I pray to God from time to time.

Asking him to give me the strength.

To get away from this shit.

You wanna make God laugh?

Tell him your plans.

All right, what do you guys want?

- Oh I'll have a soda. - And sour patch.

Nice try, how about some apple juice,

orange juice or water?

H20, what do you want?

- Jules, come on. - What do you want?

- Jules? - Hello?

Listen.

What do you want?

Just an iced tea.

- Just an iced tea? - Yeah.

- Just an iced tea? - Yeah.

What do you want, huh?

Popsicle?

No, I want a bubble gum.

Gum, popsicle, water, apple.

It only takes a little crack in the door

before you say let me in and let's do it again.

What's up brother?

Hello.

Cool.

- $120. - Appreciate it.

- Doing all right? - Yeah.

New Years, man, I'm done.

I am.

It's the last time you're gonna see me is New Years Eve.

- Okay. - Learning a new living.

For the nose right?

Is there a phone here?

There's no phone in here.

- Are you sure? - Yeah.

- Where's your phone? - What are you...-

What are you doing?

Where's the phone, where's the phone?

Sorry man.

You happy?

What, I take that long?

- Yeah. - You took 20 minutes.

Guys shh, what do you guys wanna do?

Damn it.

Why are you so good at this?

Family is everything.

It's the only thing that matters to me.

And I'm failing at it.

Sean, your mom's here.

Dad, can we finish this game?

We gotta go, Sean.

Come on, please?

Please Annie?

All right, yeah, I'll go talk to Val.

All right, kitchen.

What you gotta do dishes again?

Hmm hmm, you know it.

No girl talk.

There's love all around me.

But if you don't love yourself.

I moved here what, six years ago?

With a dream, with a purpose.

I don't know, I just feel like,

I was so happy.

Hmm.

But then I feel like,

- Sunny has changed. - Hmm.

He doesn't talk anymore.

I really wish I knew what he was going through.

But again, we don't talk.

And you know I love his kids.

I love them.

Ah, but damn it's just,

I don't know, I feel like,

I'm exhausted all the time.

I...

I'm bitter.

I'm not happy.

I'm not, Annie, I'm sorry.

Um.

I just don't feel,

oh my God, uh.

What's the word?

Fulfilled?

- Fulfilled. - I feel you.

I don't feel that way.

- Yeah. - I don't.

Look, I'm living it too.

We all live it.

As women, as moms, we.

We sacrifice.

You know, it's part of the job description.

At least that's what they think.

Hey look.

It's okay.

I feel you, Valentina, I do.

You're gonna get through this, okay.

Okay.

You got him.

Some don't.

Come here.

I love you.

Thank you.

You're getting a little old for me to tuck you in huh?

I'm never gonna be too old.

You're gonna be tucking me in till I'm 30.

Hey.

You're a good boy.

- Give me a hug. - Thanks.

- I love you. - I love you so much dad.

I love you too kid.

Ah!

Eyes opens, eyes closed.

Good night, I love you.

Night dad, love you.

Okay.

Give me some room, come on.

Not that much room, come on.

- Hey. - Hi.

- Love you. - I love you.

Good.

How was your day?

- Good. - School?

Eh.

You mean eh, good?

- Yeah. - Yeah.

- Boys? - No.

- You sure. - Hmm hmm.

I'll kill them you know.

Okay.

I think I'm gonna go to sleep.

- Dad? - Hmm?

We have a game tomorrow.

Hmm hmm.

And cheering.

Hmm.

You're coming?

Right?

Of course I'm coming.

I'm coming to cheer for you.

Yes.

Give me a, give me a J.

Give me a U.

Give me a L.

Give me an E.

Give me an S.

What's it spell?

Jules, that didn't sound so good.

I love you.

I love you, too.

You got something in your teeth.

? February 1st, Sunday morn ?

? Picked up the phone to call ?

? Call my brother so we talk for a while ?

? But he's gone ?

He wanted me to walk over here and

specifically ask you to

come over the house and spend some time with him.

Before he dies.

He literally told me

to tell you

toughen up.

Come on Sunny, you know him.

He wants his best friend to decide.

You.

? Seems so close just like a day away ?

? Little boy ?

? With an innocent face ?

? So close I just wanna walk away ?

? Now I'm gone ?

Writing a song makes life a little less painful.

It makes life a little more livable.

Come on dad, let's go!

You are running out of fucking money, Sunny.

When are you signing the house away?

I did.

It's just a house.

Yeah, fucker, it's just a house.

That woman, I can't believe it.

You can say her name.

Come on, you can say it.

I don't know what to say her name.

Just say her name once.

You needed to get more money.

But I didn't.

I know she's making a lot of money.

Works hard, she's good.

And you made a lot of money, too.

Remember that.

And you've still got it, I know it.

Sunny, there is nothing that you can't do.

Sunny.

- There he is. - What the fuck are you doing?

- What's up? - Are you all right?

- What's up? - What?

You gonna give me a hug?

What's up?

- Come here. - Oh yeah.

Hey, you look like shit.

What?

- I look fucking great. - I mean.

You look, you've looked.

- Duh! - You've looked better geez.

- I'm good. - Can I get a beer?

How much of that shit did you get?

A lot.

Okay.

Like a lot, like, more than you should have by yourself?

- Uh ha. - Or, hold on.

Because I like slept like.

Hold on.

A good three hours last night.

Hey.

What are we dying?

- I don't wanna die. - I don't wanna die.

- I mean is this a joke? - You think it's a joke?

I mean fill me in.

I don't know why I texted you.

I'm stupid actually.

Texting my ex-wife's boyfriend, man.

How long man, how long you been doing this?

Too long.

How did you you get into this situation

when you had the world in the palm of your hand?

And now you're calling me.

Fill me in Sunny, like...

I don't know man, I really don't know what happened.

I'm a fan of yours, man.

And it kills me to see you suffering through life.

Like how do you get here man?

Please tell me you're not doing it around the kids?

Yo, what's up?

What you doing?

You're killing my fucking ATM machines, man.

What are you doing?

I was, I'm not anymore.

Now I'm driving around because I needed some air.

Are you fucking wacky right now?

Huh?

- Are you wacky right now? - What?

Yeah, okay, I guess that answers it.

Do you know what time it is?

Seriously man, what the fuck are you doing?

A lot of people hang out it the day.

Dude, just fucking be careful, okay?

Wait till I get there.

When you're in it, you don't want to hear from anyone.

You tell yourself, fuck that.

I don't wanna stop.

Okay, leave me alone.

It's loyal to me, it doesn't judge me.

I'm good at it.

- How are you man? - Hey.

Can we take a picture man?

- My turn. - Come on, come on.

Cool.

I like the pressure!

- Sunny? - Yo.

You doing okay?

Shit yeah, you?

You look like you just beamed down from a spaceship.

Hey, whoa.

Relax man.

A little action on your black sweater, there.

Don't do fun stuff and wear black.

That's a golden rule.

I don't care.

This is a judgment free zone.

All right, you guys wanna turn this party up?

Hey, I'm old.

I'm gonna have one more beer.

Maybe one more.

I don't know, I'm fucking out of here.

I'm going home, I'm gonna go to bed.

Stop being a pussy, Rob.

- All right guys, let's go. - It's boys day out.

- Yeah, seriously. - All right?

I need this.

All right, what are you proposing?

I gotta jet.

- My own, G5 fucking jet. - G5 fucking jet.

Right down the street.

I say I take you guys on my jet to Vegas right now.

- Fuck yeah. - Let's fucking go!

- In Vegas baby. - Yeah.

- Fuck yeah Vegas. - There we go.

Fuck yeah.

You're gonna go to Vegas?

- Fuck no. - Yeah, exactly.

- Are you fucking kidding me? - You can't go to Vegas.

- No way dude. - He knows this.

You can't go to Vegas either.

I'll go if you go.

- Oh, challenge. - Here we go, oh come on.

- Whoa that's... - Really?

- This guys is my favorite. - Vegas?

Come on boys, you only live once.

- Fuck it, fuck it, Vegas. - There we go.

Yes, Mel?

- My wife hates me anyway. - Awesome.

All right yeah, what do you say?

What do you say?

He can't go 'cause my ex-wife won't let him.

Did they break up this week or was it this last week?

- Both. - We're not together.

- Are you sure? - Fuck off.

You know I can do anything I wanna do.

- Oh wow. - What you wanna do?

- Big man. - Tell him Finn.

Go go fucking Vegas, right now.

I feel reckless.

I just don't care.

? Yeah, yeah ?

? Talk to me ?

? Look here people ?

Here we go, let's start it, boom.

Is that all you got?

- No baby let's go. - Let's go.

There we go!

Could I do cocaine off of your body?

- Can I watch him? - Yeah, you can watch.

I fucking dare you Sunny to do that right there.

- That one right there? - That one right there.

That's a fucking canon ball.

One feels good.

Two feels better.

- Need another drink? - Yeah.

Give her another drink, it's kind of what I do,

so, don't worry.

- Here, don't move. - Yeah, yeah, thank you.

So what do you do, what do you do?

- Oh... - Hopefully me.

Fuck.

You okay man, you good?

Yeah, I'm good man.

Fuck.

Wait, how do you...

Fuck, she just fucking texted me, man.

I fucking forgot.

Let's fucking turn around.

Turn the plane around, turn the plane around.

I wanna fly!

I wanna fucking fly!

I'm never drinking again.

Oh I can't believe I cheated on my wife, oh my God.

- Oh my God. - With a hooker.

- Ah! - You had a hooker.

- Oh yeah. - Prostitute, call girl.

I already feel bad enough, all right, fuck.

Somebody that touches you for money.

She was not a hooker, that was not a hooker.

We're getting on the freeway and we're driving

without Sunny, where the fuck is he?

Call him again.

No, I'm not going to fucking call him.

I call him 50 times.

Why is this my responsibility, Finn?

You fucking call him.

Uh, oh my God, I'm never...

You know, maybe this will teach him a goddam lesson.

I doubt it.

Sunny.

What the fuck are you doing man?

You gotta go all the way to Vegas to kill yourself?

- Huh? - Huh.

What is huh?

Hey listen man.

Be a fucking man.

You are running out of time.

Sunny.

Sunny!

Wake up man.

You all right?

Yo, wake up.

Home.

Hey.

I'm in the shower.

Hey Sunny, you have Angel today, okay.

Don't fuck it up.

Don't just fuck it up.

? You had it all, it slipped away ?

? Color of the wind ?

Really?

? Fresh when you heard them say ?

? Fresh when you heard them say ?

Sunny!

? Full of charm ?

? Made with magic ?

Don't stop, have a cup of coffee.

Then decide to make a move.

All right, you coming hard at me, coming hard at me.

Boom!

Look at me son, boom, boom.

? Get up, get up, get on your way ?

? Don't throw away the day ?

? Rise up rise up ?

You can do anything you want, all right.

Hard work.

What?

You look tired.

Yeah, I'm tired.

Tired of listening to you.

You don't look right.

You just look weird.

I can be here all night,

if you want me to.

I know you're stressed, okay, I am too.

Where are you?

It's like you're fucking lost.

Look at me.

Tell me how you feel.

I can't even provide for you.

You know what that feels like, huh?

I can't provide for my kids.

And you think...

I can't provide for anyone!

You understand that?

No one, I am fucking nothing!

I'm nothing.

I think you're drinking too much.

And I think that's a problem.

You know, you're right.

I'm sick of it.

What, what are you saying?

That I can't do this anymore.

I can't be around you anymore, not like this.

And I love you and I love you so fucking much.

And you're special and not just to me,

but everyone around you.

I can't fucking do it.

And, I'm going back to Mexico City.

I'm taking Angel with me.

I'm losing everything.

I'm watching it all slip away.

You have any plans to come back?

Yeah, I mean.

I would never take Angel away from you.

I...

I just have to, you know, figure it out and,

and feel good.

Shit.

Have a wing.

I don't, I just feel.

I feel sick, you know, I'm like sick to my stomach.

You know how I am, I get.

I get fucked up and I don't care, I don't.

- You don't. - No, I know, I know.

And then she's never gonna find out, I'm in Vegas.

Nobody's gonna tell her, you know?

And then.

- And then what? - Then I sober up and I.

I hate myself.

- What are you gonna do? - I don't know.

What am I gonna do Sunny?

What do you want?

I want to be good.

- So be good. - I wanna be good.

- I just keep fucking it up. - So don't fuck it up.

I can't control it, I don't know what to say.

She doesn't even know, you know.

- So tell her. - No, I, tell her.

- Tell her. - Tell her.

Why, tell her.

No.

- Why not? - No, no, come on.

Tell her, are you fucking kidding me?

My life would be over.

She owns half the bar, Sunny.

This fucking bar, that we love and come to all the time.

Gone, okay.

I worked my ass off for this bar.

It's a great bar.

I love this fucking bar.

No, no way.

Ah, it's just, it's always one night.

You know, one night.

We make a decision, left or right.

Your life is over.

She went to Mexico with her mom.

Why didn't she tell us, I mean.

She just went, she wanted to go see her family.

And wanted to get away for a minute.

Hey fucking jackass.

Watch where you're fucking going.

You fucking moron!

What are you looking at you little bitch?

- What'd you say? - Shut up.

What you'd say...

You don't fucking talk to her.

Open your fucking ears you jackass.

Bring it and you too, you little fucking honey.

- Fuck you! - Fuck off.

Hey Starsky, why don't you pull over?

I'm coming, I'm coming, here I come.

- Don't move. - You.

I'll take care of you after, you little bitch.

- Come on buddy, get on them. - Dad, don't do this.

Don't worry about, I'll get this motherfucker.

Sunny, please just chill out.

What the fuck?

You want some?

Did you say something to my daughter?

You know what, I'm gonna fuck your daughter,

how's that buddy, how 'bout I fuck her

and I'll let you watch.

I will fuck you up motherfucker.

DRIVER IN PURPLE SHIRT: Come on.

Dad, don't get in this mode, come on.

- Shut up. - You shut up.

I'm coming.

Dad, that's enough.

Okay.

- Where are you doing? - Dad no.

What the fuck you think you're doing, huh?

Dad.

What, are you out of your mind?

What are you gonna do man?

Are you fucking crazy or something?

Talk to her now.

- Talk to her now. - Come on man.

Come on, come on, come on.

Come on, you fucking sissy.

You fucking apologize to her.

- All right man, sorry. - What?

- I'm sorry. - Come here.

- Say you're sorry. - Fuck.

- Say you're fucking sorry. - I'm sorry.

You're talking to my fucking daughter?

I said I'm sorry.

Yeah, you're fucking sorry, be nice.

Be fucking nice.

I'm sorry.

It's okay, dad, I forgive him.

Tell him.

I forgive you.

You all right?

Seatbelts, seatbelts.

You all right?

You okay?

You sure?

Blood over there, wipe off the blood.

- He lost it. - I know right?

- Oh my God. - He almost killed a guy.

Hi guys.

- Oh hi Mrs. Samantha. - Hi.

Sunny, you wanna come in?

Yeah, sure.

No, he's with me, I gotta get him home.

- I don't need to go home. - Okay, dad.

Love you, see you.

- All right then. - Give me a hug.

- You all right? - Later Sunny boy.

- Ah ha. - You sure?

- By Julie. - See you buddy.

Bye.

- Hey mom. - So how was your day?

Um, it was good.

We chilled.

You think they're coming back?

Huh?

Valentina and Angel, are they coming back?

I don't know man.

- Are you sure? - I just said I don't know.

Okay, grouch.

Today was pretty crazy.

What?

With all the, apologize to my daughter, you scared her.

Oh, I'm so sorry.

And then, are you like part of the government or something?

Green berg or something,

you're president assistant meaning you can go,

knock down doors, fight bad buys, where's the stuff?

What are you talking about?

I'm talking about you.

You're talking about like Green Beret?

- Yeah, that stuff, yeah. - No.

Oh, so since you're not a part of it,

I guess you're just a fighter then, huh?

Yeah, just a fighter.

Hmm.

- Was my dad a fighter? - Yeah.

He was.

Was he a tough one?

He was tough, real tough.

Hmm.

Was he tougher than you?

Yeah, he was.

Yeah, he was.

So now I know where I got these muscles from.

Oh, hold on, oh!

Oh, pack and loaded, oh!

- Oh, look at that. - I see it.

I wanna see it walk all the way back to the car

so we can start it.

Hurry up.

Hi bro, how you doing?

- Hi. - Good to see you.

What's up?

- How you doing? - I'm all right.

How you doing?

I'm good.

I don't know about that, just heard from Valentina.

Huh?

I heard that you and Valentina aren't together anymore.

She left.

But you all right?

Do I look all right?

You tell me.

Hey look, um, thanks for being there for Sean.

Sure.

He loves spending time with you and Sunnyboy.

I like him a lot.

Hmm.

You know Mickey, Mickey really loved you, Sunny.

Yeah, I loved him too, a lot.

Still do.

But he always said that you were the best man.

Wow.

Remember that.

- Take it easy. - Bye.

- Sunny. - What's up?

- Hey Sunny. - Hey.

- Sunny. - Hey Sunny.

What's up?

What you doing all over there man?

You too cool to come sit down over here next to us?

No.

Well then, come on, bring your sexy ass over here.

Don't worry about it, I'm too weak to grab anything.

Come on.

What's up man?

How are you?

I'm good man, I'm good.

I wanna be part of this.

You guys need anything?

Yeah, you know what?

I would like a nice big kiss.

Hey Sunny.

Hey, you come on down to the man cave

where we'll have a beer, huh?

Just me and Sunny, all right Joe?

Uh, you know, I can bring the beers up.

You don't have to go downstairs.

No, no, not at all baby.

No, we're gonna go downstairs.

Sunny can take me down there, right?

I gotta go in my room first,

get a shirt I wanna wear?

Why?

This looks good.

Nah, nah, this special shirt.

Sweetie, I'll get the shirt for you, it's fine.

Nah, it's okay baby, we got it, we got it.

Just help me up man, come on, let's go now.

- Now? - Yeah.

Shit that was easy man, that was easy.

You wanna do it again?

Fuck no.

Let's go.

Go this way.

- Ah. - Sometimes I feel like...

Like I'm just in the way, you know.

That I'm just, I'm just this baggage

that's weighing everybody down

and everybody's embarrassed and...

What the fuck you talking about?

If you fucking went, your kids would be fucked up.

You need to be fucking concerned about this right now.

Probably.

We got however many days it is till the New Year

and then we're doing this.

I just, I can't, I can't.

I just can't figure it out.

It's okay.

No, I don't know how I got here.

I don't know how I fucking got here man.

I'm sorry.

It's just.

It's okay man.

I just don't know how I fucking got here.

But you know what?

I love you.

I love, ah.

Oh, aw, fucker.

Fucking ears are ringing.

Sunny!

- How hot is my wife? - Pretty.

No, no, no, no, no, I'm talking about fucking hot.

Like...

Okay, one to 10.

- What? - One to 10.

- You can tell me. - All right.

She's 10, right.

- She's a fucking 10. - Fucking 10.

- Hmm hmm. - Mick, you okay?

I'm not talking to you Annie, okay?

You, you, you tricked me, you lied.

Okay, nobody told me I was going to Hospice.

Nobody told me I was going to Hospice.

Oh God, I, honey, I didn't lie to you, all right.

We talked about this just a few days ago.

No, if you don't tell me, that means that you lied.

So that's a lie, isn't that a fucking lie?

We told you.

Are you in on this Sunny?

Of course not.

Of course not, man, don't do that.

- Are you in on this? - No.

- Don't, don't lie to me. - I'm here buddy.

Did you know I was going?

Did you know I was going?

Hey Sunny, is everything okay?

Yeah, Annie just give us a minute please.

Okay.

Okay, I believe you.

Oh, I forgot to tell you.

What?

I'm breaking out of this fucking house.

What are you talking about?

We're going to Doug's Burgers.

When?

Sean is gonna distract them.

And then you and I are gonna get the fuck out of here.

We're gonna have burgers and fries.

She'll find.

Are you out there Annie?

Yeah.

Come on now, I'm just trying to talk to my friend, okay?

It's fine, it's fine,

you have that conversation, it's fine.

Can you just let me do that please?

Just let me talk to my friend.

Okay, okay, I'm gonna go downstairs.

Can't you just fucking come with me

to get a fucking burger, I mean look at me man.

What?

I really, I really,

really want a fucking burger right now.

- All right man. - Okay?

- Okay? - I'll do it, we'll do it.

I fucked up okay, I messed up.

- You fucked up? - I fucked up!

I'm sorry, please, please, just, listen to me.

Let me talk okay?

Sunny, Sunny, no, get the fuck out of here please.

You fucker, you little shit.

You brought him there, you fucker!

Go die, go die, why don't you die you little shit?

I hate you!

You fucked up my fucking life.

Come on, come on.

Don't touch me, don't touch, I don't want you.

Sunny.

I'm sorry man, I don't mean to make you go through this.

I'm so.

Sunny, wake up!

You had a rough night?

It was a long night, okay?

Is it that obvious?

I don't know Sunny, why don't you go look in the mirror.

No, I'm serious, come on, get up.

Wait, what?

We're gonna go look in the mirror.

- What? - I'm gonna show you.

What?

Look at you.

- Look at that, right there. - What?

You're still asleep, okay.

That!

I don't like seeing you this way.

What way?

What are you talking about?

That way!

You look like shit right now.

You don't have to train me if you don't want to.

I don't need to get trained by you anymore.

What are you talking about?

I know you feel obligated because of my dad and...

No, I don't feel obligated, okay?

- Sean listen to me... - Bullshit, bullshit!

I don't feel obligated man.

Fuck you.

I don't need to be around you anymore.

- Don't talk like that. - You're not yourself.

You're different.

Fuck you and fuck this, I'm outta here.

What are you talking about?

- Where you going? - Back up!

Why you doing this?

You know why I'm doing this, 'cause I miss him, okay?

I miss my dad!

You weren't suppose to leave me.

I don't have anybody.

Except you.

- What... - You're not a man!

You don't know what I'm going through.

Fuck you!

I'm done with it!

You don't know shit!

So, we good?

Yeah.

We're good now.

Are you?

The Way To You, by Babita Hariani,

read by Babita Hariani.

The Way To You, visualize your future.

You can achieve anything you set your mind to.

You.

You see it.

That you step towards it.

There are tools to use.

Steps to take and exercises to sharpen your skills.

If you...

Merry Christmas everybody.

Shit, shit.

You think you're gonna let her train you?

I don't know, maybe.

I meant like are you coachable?

Am I coachable?

You know what, actually,

I think you can be coachable.

I mean, just imagine it.

Hmm, yeah.

You can be coachable Sunny.

You know what?

Just find the way to you.

Just find the way to you, like the girl says in the tapes

and books or whatever.

How about you, how you doing?

Um, I'm good.

I'm kicking ass in school.

Good.

Get a lot of ladies.

Really?

- Yeah. - Really?

Hmm hmm.

How's your mom?

How's she doing?

Living.

Uh, just.

She's sad.

I don't know Sunny, it just, it just hurts me.

It hurts me to see her just put a happy face on

everyday like nothing's wrong.

I know something's wrong.

How you doing inside?

- Right here. - No, yeah, right there.

In your heart.

Right there.

It's broke Sunny, it's.

One half is telling me to cry out.

And be sad about my pops, that he's gone

and my mom and shit, but the other one,

is telling me, Sean you have to be fucking strong.

You have to be strong for your mom, your dad.

Right?

Yep.

You're right.

What am I gonna do Sunny?

You're doing it.

I'm doing what?

Becoming a man.

That's the cards you've been dealt bro.

Let's go baby, go, go, let's go, go.

One, two, three, ah!

Let's go.

That's my boy!

Mark, set, go.

Oh goddamn it.

Hold on, hey.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, goddamn it, goddamn it.

Fucking football.

It's not his fault mom, relax.

Sunny boy, Sunny, are you okay?

Does it hurt it a lot.

Mom!

It hurts, it fucking hurts!

I broke my fucking kneecap, what do you fucking think!

- Oh. - It's hurting bad, okay.

Dammit, there goes my fucking season.

- It's okay. - Sunny listen to me.

He drives right to Children's Hospital, okay

and I will meet you there.

He broke is fucking knee.

He just had major surgery.

- No shit, I know. - Wake up Sunny.

What is wrong with you?

It's my fault, what, I injured him?

- Read my lips. - Stop.

Sunny boy is done with football.

Who the hell are you to take that away from him?

His mother.

Take what away from him?

He only plays it 'cause of you.

Thank God he plays this game.

It's the one thing in his life that makes him normal

in this crazy world that he lives in.

Is this about you?

- Using your son to... - Oh here you go.

To just succeed at something that you failed at.

I didn't fail.

Far fucking from it.

You know, it's one of the things that made me who I am.

What is that Sunny, a youth football coach?

I'm just trying to teach the kid something about life.

Oh.

Why do you fucking hate me so much?

Oh poor Sunny.

Listen to you, you fucking hate me.

I do everything.

- I pay for every bill. - Yeah, you do.

You screw up and I fix it every fucking time.

And now you hurt my child.

So, I'm like an unfit father?

Look at you.

- Look at you. - Look at you.

I know you think I'm a piece of shit.

Okay, but I ain't dying alone.

Okay, look in the fucking mirror.

Who are you?

Fucking walk around like you own the fucking place.

It's a fucking joke.

No, you know what's a joke Sunny.

- You're the joke. - I'm the joke?

Well you should fucking know, you fucking married me.

You know what else I know?

Everything.

Don't think for a second,

I don't know exactly what you say about me.

Yeah, that's right.

He tells me everything.

Who?

My friend who happens to be your fucking boyfriend.

- Oh he's not boyfriend... - Finn, remember him?

He's not my boyfriend.

- Not this week but... - Fuck you.

Fuck me, fuck you!

I tell that guy in there,

all the amazing qualities about you.

I should just tell him the fucking truth, man.

Just to fucking run.

Hey.

Your kids don't respect you.

They're embarrassed by you.

'Cause you're nothing Sunny.

You know what?

You did me the favor the day you walked out that door.

- What are you playing? - It's a game.

You care if I go?

- I want you sta... - I know but.

- But we'll let her hang, okay? - Okay.

She can sleep, I'm gonna go home.

Okay.

I love you dad.

I love you so much, okay.

- See you in the morning. - Yeah.

Hey, I'll walk out with ya.

Hey, Finn, would you do me a favor?

Go by my house and feed the dog.

- No problem. - I can go.

No, it's okay Sunny.

- It's on the way, I'll go. - Finn's got it.

It's no big deal, I can go.

Sunny, Finn's got it.

Thank you.

- I love you. - I love you dad.

Little girl, I'll see you too.

Okay.

- Hey. - What?

- Hey. - Fuck her man.

Where you going?

I'm going.

It's my dog Finn, okay.

I raised that dog.

I walked that dog, I take that dog on hikes.

Me and him.

Fred and me.

So you know what, I think it's worth it, okay.

You know what else I fucking do?

I pick up every one of his shits too.

So, I think I deserve to go to half of my house

and feed my dog.

Come on man, Sunny!

What?

Yeah man, slow down, take a beat.

Do you really wanna go to war with her?

I mean, it ain't your fight man.

- Listen to me. - What?

Think about yourself man.

Think about getting this head right.

Getting back on top.

It's time.

What the fuck do you care, Finn?

- What do I care? - Yeah?

I got a fucking phone call from your ex-wife and you.

You think I wanted this?

I just wanted to date your ex-wife.

Now, I'm in the middle like I'm some shrink.

Okay man.

You're right.

I don't care.

Go feed the dog.

I couldn't get out of that hospital fast enough.

Mmm mmm mmm muah.

Now here I am.

Hi Fred.

Hi, hi Fred.

What are you doing?

My fucking house.

Fucking my tree.

My fucking tree.

My other tree.

I missed you Freddy.

I missed my Freddy, woof, woof, who let the, woof, woof.

You hear something Fred?

? I'm at home ?

? Coming home ?

I can't face the truth.

I can't face reality.

? I figure I'll say something ?

Life's a funny thing.

No matter where you go.

There you are.

? A fire inside ?

? I'm picking up the pie ?

? And that's okay, hey ?

I can't even bear to be present in my life.

Too much time by myself is toxic, I know that.

It wants to sound good, it wants to sound good.

It wants to sound good.

Come on baby, come on, we go, come on, we go.

We're coming down.

Goddamn it.

Oh shit.

? Mister guitar, won't you make me a star ?

? And I want you ?

? Show me the way ?

? To another day ?

? And I'll owe you ?

? Playing these bars, earning my scars ?

? And I want you ?

I'm at the point now where I don't feel

as if I can stop.

? Show me the way to another day ?

I can't stop.

? And I'll owe you ?

? And I'll wait ?

I know I'm slowly killing myself.

? Find some goals ?

It's that little voice.

? And I'm stuck outside ?

Telling me just one more ti.

? That I'm in the cold ?

? Dancing all night, under these lights ?

? In my old shoes ?

I feel like I'm walking around with a gun in my mouth.

? End of the show, got no place to go ?

? Except home with you ?

Hey.

Come here.

Just relax.

Close your eyes.

Bring 'em.

- What's up? - Good to see you.

Thanks for coming.

It's good to see you, hello, hello.

Hmm.

They feeding you okay?

- Where you going? - Huh?

I'm gonna get something to drink.

Hang on.

All right buddy, I'll talk to you in a little bit all right?

What's up?

Hey.

You okay?

Yeah.

Stressed a little bit.

What?

You look tired.

Amongst other things.

I bet, I'm a little stressed, I was up all night.

That's understandable.

What?

Hang out with your kid, all right?

Hey.

Where you going?

I'm gonna get some coffee.

- Coffee? - Yeah.

You okay?

- Yeah, I'm okay, why? - You sure you're okay?

I don't know, just that guy had surgery this morning

and I didn't see you here.

'Cause you know, I gotta be honest with you,

you look fucking awful.

When he got out of surgery,

he was wondering where his father was.

So, if you're okay, you're okay.

Yeah, I'm okay.

- Hey. - Yo, get in.

- What's up? - What's up, what's up?

Doing all right?

Yeah, I'll take three.

$200.

Sounds good.

That's it, I'm done.

What do you mean you're done?

I'm done.

This is the last time you're gonna see me.

Nothing personal.

It's either I die.

Or I get on with my life.

- That's pretty fucked up. - Yeah.

Good luck.

- Okay Sunny. - See you around brother.

What the fuck am I doing?

This is the same song I'm living over and over.

It's like a merry-go-round.

I can't get off.

Hola, it's Valentina, leave a message

and I'll call you back.

There's a voice in my mind

that supersedes all reason and that voice wants me dead.

- Visualize your future. - It says...

One more session with darkness.

One more chat with the devil.

It's the darkest feeling in the world.

I'm disgusted with myself.

My skin is crawling with shame.

I am so sick of who I've become.

Don't you think you've had enough?

- I - fucking hate myself.

Help you find your way to you.

What the fuck are you saying?

Shut up, shut up, shut up.

Shut the fuck up, shut up.

- I - can't be around you.

I miss my dad.

I don't have anybody.

Wake up.

You're fucking wasted.

You fucking it up,

'cause that's what it looks like.

You are running out of fucking money.

Can't you die you little shit?

Your kids don't respect you.

Dad, don't get in this mode, come on.

Sunny, wake your fucking ass up now!

Fuck it.

Oh fuck it.

Fuck it.

When I stare at myself in the mirror, I don't see myself.

Who are you?

You're not here.

What you doing Sunny?

What are you doing?

You're not here.

I know I'm fucked up right now, but you're not here.

What the fuck are you doing man?

I don't have to listen to you.

Put the belt down.

You're gonna do this to your family Sunny?

The family you love?

You're not here.

Don't look at me like that.

Mickey.

- Sunny. - You don't know man.

You're fucking giving up!

You don't know man!

Mickey, you're not here, just go.

What you gonna, you're gonna hang yourself?

Yeah.

In Angel's room, you're gonna hang yourself?

You're gonna have her come in and find you dead?

That's what you want?

No, I don't want, I have to.

Well do it all the way, man.

One belt, what if it doesn't work?

Why don't you get fucking two belts?

- I will. - Huh, get two belts.

I fucking will.

Don't be a pussy, do it all the way.

- I'll do... - Do it all the way!

Get two belts then.

I'll fucking get two fucking belts.

I'll get.

Here.

There it is, it's two belts.

Get out of my way.

No.

Mickey, you're not even fucking here!

Get the fuck out of my way!

You're giving up?

Yeah.

Get out of my way.

You're not my friend.

Don't say that.

You're not my friend.

Knock yourself out.

- Come on. - Leave me alone.

You said you were going to do it, do it.

Leave me alone, please.

Please, Mickey, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

What the fuck are you doing?

You have a wife, you have kids.

People that love you.

What are you doing?

What are you doing Sunny?

- Take that fucking belt off. - No.

Take it off, take it off.

Leave, please, leave.

Don't watch me.

Please don't watch me Mickey.

I'm not looking at you anymore.

I'm not leaving.

I'm not leaving, you wanna do it, go ahead and do it.

Let me see.

Come on, let me see!

You know what you're doing?

You know how to do it, huh?

Stupid man.

Little Angel.

Sunnyboy.

Leave me alone.

You look like shit.

You didn't fucking hear me?

You didn't hear me calling, called 30 fucking times Sunny.

And then when you didn't answer the phone,

I came over here as quick as I could.

Are you fucking okay?

Yeah, I'm all right.

You know.

If you don't straighten up,

you're gonna fucking kill yourself, okay,

it's getting obvious.

Okay, just listen to me for a second.

You listen to me.

Shut up, listen to me!

Okay, I'm done listening to you.

I'm fucking done.

Okay.

Everybody is worried about you.

I gotta call from Finn.

You know what he said?

He said that when you were at the hospital yesterday,

Damon said, you looked like you were wacked.

Were you wacked?

Wacked at the hospital?

I did not say that.

What I said is you look tired,

you looked distressed, you looked distraught,

you looked haggard, you do.

You look like shit.

Everyone's worried about you.

You don't look like you.

I love you like I wish I loved my actual brothers.

Okay?

I...

Guys, can I just, can I have like five more minutes?

Just with him please?

It's all right guys, I get it.

Bring it in, let's do this thing.

What's up buddy?

All right, full disclosure, I was a full-on addict.

You know, I was snorting coke, I was shooting up.

I was drunk all the time.

Spent the first year of my kids' life in rehab.

And I'm telling you this Sunny, 'cause,

I feel like you need some help and,

I've been down that,

that long, dark,

shitty road and I'm not judging you, okay.

But buddy, drugs or no drugs, you are lost.

And you're sinking fast, man.

You're at the point where you're giving up.

And we all see this.

But you gotta make the decision, you gotta make the choice

and you gotta do it now.

'Cause you're either gonna die

or you're gonna reach out and start pulling yourself up

and let us help you.

I don't know, we just don't wanna see you

do anything you can't come back from, you know?

You know how I feel man.

I fucking love you brother.

I love you too.

Sunny, you still have it, I know that.

Fuck the house.

Get another house.

That's what I said.

New house, new life.

Okay?

Thank you.

Thank you all.

? Who was around when we had a dollar to our name ?

? We didn't care much for the fortune or the fame ?

? We were just keeping law ?

? We knew the good Lord would get us through ?

When the emotions, the pain became too much,

the thoughts of death and dying found their home.

What I realized?

Death is not the greatest loss in life.

To me the greatest loss is what dies inside you

while you're still alive.

You don't like something?

Change it.

And if you can't change it,

change the way you think about it.

It's okay to ask for help.

Everybody needs help at some point in their life.

? 'Cause we all live, we all die ?

? But it hurts if we don't try ?

My epiphany?

Love.

It took someone yanking me out of my black cloud

and shaking me with love.

Letting me know they loved me.

Unconditionally.

? I can't be what this world wants of me ?

I don't claim to have all the answers.

But I do know I have today.

Watch after my boy.

Be there for him.

See me soon.

? We keep marching strong and helping those we see ?

I love you Sunny.

You're a special dude, man, remember that.

I mean, man, live for me, have a good life.

Right?

Yeah.

That's what I want.

? 'Cause we all live, we all die ?

? But it hurts if we don't try ?

Just lost, just lost.

But uh.

I.

Look, I know we.

We have our differences, we...

I want you to know something.

I would do anything for you.

Regardless of what I said to you or anybody else,

I am always there for you.

Look what we made in there.

Pretty special huh?

And that's forever.

I love you.

I'm really glad you're okay.

Mmm, how you feeling?

- Good. - Yeah?

How you feeling?

I'm good.

You look different.

I bet.

I wanna read something to you.

Is that okay?

Yeah.

Better yet.

How about you read it?

- Okay. - Jules.

Come up here.

Now?

Whenever you're ready, go for it.

I don't even know where to start.

So I'll just in.

I'm bringing all the positive things back in my life.

Shedding all the fat.

I lost the fight that I once had

after a failed marriage and,

being away for so long, I just,

I just didn't want to chase the race anymore.

Fame, fortune, all that shit.

So I hung it up

to be with you guys.

To raise you guys, to take you to school.

Coach your sports.

Watch all your great performances.

And I raised you two to be,

great people, special.

At least I think.

I lost a sense of myself.

I lost, a sense of who I was.

Oh man, I was just, I've been down on myself for so long.

Almost 10 years, I was circling the drain.

I almost gave up.

If there was an off switch,

I probably would have turned it off.

But somehow and someway, I didn't.

Now it's time to get back up.

It's time to get back in the world,

be present in my life.

I've always loved you guys so much.

You're everything to me.

Life is too short.

It's precious.

And you guys deserve to see me in my best.

How you doing buddy?

Uh, pretty, pretty good.

How are you doing?

I'm really good.

Yeah, I can see that.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Something's different about you.

It's in your eyes, I can see it all in your eyes.

You look like the old Sunny.

Are you back?

Dad said you'd be back.

He did?

Yeah.

You know, I was waiting this entire time for you, right?

That's what friends do.

I gotta take a shower man.

Go do your homework.

I don't have homework.

Go write a synopsis or something.

Okay, I'll write a poem, how about that?

Write a poem.

2:30, I'll come here at 2:30.

- 2:30, tomorrow. - 2:30, tomorrow.

Hey Sean.

Yeah?

If you need anything.

If you need a friend.

Or a dad or.

Anything.

I'm here.

Good.

Thanks coach.

Thank you.

I appreciate you.

Get out of here.

All right, I'll see you tomorrow at 2:30, remember.

- 2:30. - Love ya.

I love you too, man.

It was all worth it, you know?

Everything.

I own it all.

How's everybody doing tonight?

It's really good to be back.

You ready to get down tonight?

Why don't we just do this thing?

? And there was times when I know ?

? This stuff is too hard ?

? We can't go blaming people for ?

? Anything we don't wanna face ?

? But I'll be here for ya ?

? If you wanna speak the truth ?

? 'Cause I'm just another son on a mission ?

? Whoa, it beats my heartache ?

? Walking out to see ya, I'm thinking about ?

? Walk that walk, walk that walk ?

? Walk that walk, walk that walk ?

? I say hey yeah ?

? You got to be real ?

? You got to be real ?

? You got to be yeah yeah yeah ?

? You got to be ?

? You got to be ?

? You got to be real, real, real, real, real ?

? You got to be real, real, real, real, yeah ?

? You got to be real, real, real, real, real ?

? You got to be real, real, real, real, yeah ?

? Yeah ?

? You got to be real ?

? Say ?

? I'm listening to what you're talking ?

? I really wanna believe ?

? But you gotta be ?

? To really, kill away that beast ?

? 'Cause some people wanna blame ya ?

? For things we've never done ?

? But our problems just seem the other way child ?

? Oh, we please our heartache ?

? Another thing to sing about ?

? Walk that walk, walk that walk ?

? Walk that walk, walk that walk ?

? I say hey ?

? Yeah ?

? Hey ?

? Hey ?

? Hey ?

? Hey ?

? Hey ?

? She walk that walk ?

? She walk that ?

? She walk that ?

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