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Previously on e.R.:

Did you lock the door?

Okay, we both understand,
This is strictly personal.

Benton hates my guts.

No, I think
He likes you.

He just has difficulty
Showing it.

Divorce papers.

I'm giving you
The house, the car

Everything.

Do you have it?

Uh... It's...

Tell me if you need me.

You better take it.

Ma'am. Ma'am,
We're leaving.

I'll never forget you.

Benton:
Meckel's is like
A rose-colored index finger

Protruding from
The antimesenteric border...

Then you bake it
In a 4oo-degree oven...

...Occasionally
Attach itself

To the umbilical area,
Producing...

Fresh rosemary,
A little pepper...

Which is a, uh, pipe
Connecting meckel's

To the outside world.

Clove of garlic
Under the skin.

Excuse me.

I'm trying
To visualize.

You might want to
Visualize setting up soon.

Your intern's late.

Gloves and gown
For dr. Keaton.

What size gloves
Does she wear?

I don't keep a chart.

Good morning, dr. Benton.

Carter,
You're late.

Two minutes.

You're supposed
To set up for keaton.

Okay.

You know what size
Gloves she wears?

Seven and a half,
No powder.

"A man pushes
A vacuum cleaner

"With a force of 70 newtons
At a 45-degree angle

"And moves the
Vacuum cleaner

"A distance of
Five meters.

How much work
Has he done?"

Let's start
With the unlikelihood

Of a man pushing
A vacuum cleaner.

Work equals force
Times distance.

I thought work
Equaled one-half

Of m.V. Squared.

It's both.

Oh, god,
I'm never going to pass.

It's just a midterm.

It's one-half of our grade.

You have all day to study.

No, william. I have
To go to work now.

So, you're not going
To eat that?

Okay, the daily specials are...

Doubled-over
Gas pains in two

Hemorrhoids in three.

It's a below-the-belt
Kind of day.

I know the feeling.

And a puking toddler
In five.

'tis the season.

Everybody have their flu shots?

I'd rather puke.

Can you handle
A hemorrhoid?

Not in this life.

That leg ulcer in one
Is getting cranky.

I'm getting
To it.

Poor kid.

Got the dark cloud today.

12 patients
Already

And he's got
A rule-out appi in four

And a rigid abdomen in six.

Where's mark?

Getting ready
For a staff meeting.

Weaver and the sound
Of her own voice.

A love story.

Dr. Greene
Called this one.

Mark called a meeting?

Do I look delusional?

Meckel's diverticulum.

Start with the rule of twos.

Carter:
Uh, yeah, go.

Meckel's occurs in two percent
Of the population

Of which only two cases
Are symptomatic.

The diverticulum
Is located

Approximately two feet
From the ileocecal valve.

Diagnosis?

Technetium
Pertechnetate imaging.

Complications?

Intestinal obstruction,
Hemorrhage, volvulus

Inflammation and perforation.

Treatment?

Excision.

You know this cold.

Yeah.

Right.

Only if keaton thinks so.

They have
To give me time off.

It's not like
I get married every year.

Just every
Other year.

I worked extra hard
For this one.

I deserve a reward.

Your man is your reward.

40 years of snoring,
Hairs in the bathtub

And, "Honey, can
You find my...?"

Okay, I'll bring it up

At the re-engineering
Committee, but no promises.

Hey, gant is screaming
For a suture kit.

I put it right
Under his nose.

That child needs
A honeymoon.

Have you
Seen mark?

Is he okay?

He called a staff meeting.

Mark greene?

Yep.

Glasses, receding
Hairline, broken heart?

That's the one.

Benton:
Scan demonstrated
A diverticulum.

What caused this one to bleed?

Presence of aberrant
Gastric mucosa

In the meckel's.

Very good, peter.

There's the
Ileocecal junction.

Uh-huh. I see it.

Now, follow my motion

As I move the bowl proximally.

Benton:
Got it.

There's the meckel's.

You've done your prep

On this one, haven't you?

Just your standard visualizing.

I got to steal dr. Benton.

For?

Perfed ulcer.

Dr. Grady was going to assist

But his wife's
Gone into labor.

She went from two centimeters
To six in record time.

I'm not prepped

For a perfed ulcer.

You can do it in your sleep.

Go ahead, peter.

John can take over

The camera.

Since we're short
One resident for now

Things will be tight.

We have
A controlled chaos.

It's not all
That controlled.

We're going to fix that

With teamwork
And a new schedule.

I've made up a chart

To help illustrate
How it's going to work.

Every doctor
Has been designated a color.

Green is obviously taken.

Weaver is yellow.

Gant, red;
Sanders, orange.

Ross is blue.

Doug, you have a problem?

No. Uh, no. You can
Just call me mr. Blue.

This will be up
In the admit area today.

Learn it,
Know it, do it.

This is an excellent
Starting point, mark

But I'd like
To bring up

Food at the admit desk.

Someone spilt guava juice
On my lab yesterday.

Then no uncovered, free-standing
Liquids in the admit area.

All right. That's it.

Let's get busy.

Did I miss something?

You're not the one
Missing something.

It's going to
Be a long day.

I wonder who drinks
Guava juice.

Mark, wait up.

Not now, doug.

The chart was very
Nice, very colorful.

Uh, "Free-standing
Liquids"?

Don't start.

Didn't you go a
Little overboard?

If they're spilling
Liquids everywhere...

I meant your
Heart is broken

And you're
Overreacting.

No. I'm doing my job.

The last few months,
I've been distracted.

And despite everything

That's going on
With susan

You're still getting
The job done.

No. I'm not.

I'm letting
Kerry weaver do my job

And that's
Going to stop.

I'm the senior attending.

It's time for me
To take control.

So you're going to step
Back up, so to speak?

Mm-hmm. Okay.
Everything else okay?

Everything else is fine.

If you want to talk...

Doug, everything else
Is fine.

I've had four cases of flu.

Should I mention "Shot"?

Had mine.
Me too.

How about you, randi?

I take garlic pills.

Good. Very cutting edge.

What about you, carol?

Huh?

Who's taking this guy?

Is he a child?

I'll take it.

Malik, where's dr. Gant?

Just took an admit
To o.R.

54-year-old male
Putting up insulation

Took a 15-foot fall
From the ladder.

Alert and oriented
Times three.

Vitals stable,
B.P.'s 130/90

Possible fractured
Left pelvis and tib fib.

Gave six of morphine
In the field.

Get him into trauma one.

Page dr. Gant.

Mark, I can use you.

I'll be there in just a sec.

Doug, you're aware
That the board is full.

Luck of the draw.
No pedes.

Well, you are aware
That the adult anatomy

Is remarkably similar.

I don't know

If a 50-year-old
With chest pain

Will be thrilled with
A baby doctor treating him.

Arthritic diabetic in four.

Rule out m.I. In three.

If you need any help,
Just ask.

I'm not color-coordinated
Enough for this.

Doug, can you help me?

If a red quark is attracted
To an anti-red quark

Is it a gluon or a meson?

Thank you, carol,
For pointing out

Something else
I know nothing about.

...Mostly in my legs today.

Chest pains.

I'm guessing
It's a vaso-occlusive crisis.

Sounds like you understand
Your disease.

I've been living
With sickle cell all my life.

Temp's 101,
B.P.'s 110/80

Tachy at 110.

What do you
Take for pain?

Darvocet usually does it.

Not today.

We'll get you something stronger
Once we get an I.V. Going.

Thanks.

Connie, get her changed

And get a c.B.C.

With retic count

Chest film,
And start a line.

O2 two liters
By nasal cannula

And five migs
Of morphine.

Can you hang on?

If you hear me screaming,
You'll have your answer.

A simple patch closure
Should do here.

So what did I
Pull you away from?

Meckel's.

Goodness.

Baptism by fire.

I was holding my own.

Still, it's tough,
Isn't it?

What do you mean?

You've chosen

The most difficult
Elective.

Many are called,
But few are chosen.

Did keaton say something?

Retract, please.

Uh, I mean, did she say
How I was doing?

If you're concerned,
You should ask her.

No, no, I'm not concerned.

Look, all of my procedures
Haven't been perfection

But keaton knows I could've
Handled that meckel's.

"Man's reach should
Exceed his grasp

Or else what's
A heaven for?"

Browning.

Or was it keats?

They're all a bunch
Of hopheads anyway.

Peter?

Oh.

Give me a broader
Scope there.

Good.

How late are you on,
Dr. Carter?

Late?

Not late. 7:00.

Um... Big plans?

No.

Well, uh... Maybe.

Just dinner... Eating.

I was thinking
Of indian food myself.

Indian food?

You got a problem,
Shirley?

You got a problem
With indian food?

Oh, I'm sure she doesn't,
Do you, shirley?

Good for the sinuses.

It's that spice they use.

Hold still, please.

Good.

Maybe I'll just order in

And rent a movie.

My vcr's broken.

Which is probably

Why I'm not going
To, uh, myself.

Rent a movie,
That is... Tonight.

So maybe you'll just eat

And call it a day?

Yeah, that's probably
What I should do.

Just study,
Prep for tomorrow.

Cumin.

What?

That's the spice-- cumin.

Oh.

Right.

B.P.'s 120/80, heart
Rate's 90, resps 30.

He's hiv-positive.

Complaining of shortness
Of breath.

Al boulet?

Is he some relative
Of jeanie's?

Not that I know of.

Al boulet?

Dr. Greene.

Any relation
To jeanie boulet?

We're divorced.

Oh. So, you're having
Trouble breathing?

Just a little.

No-nothing big.

And when did you
First test positive for hiv?

About six months ago.

Mm-hmm.

And you're on azt, 3tc
And a protease inhibitor.

Your last t-cell count
Was 200?

Yeah.

C.B.C., chest film
And sputum induction.

O2 nasal cannula,
Four liters.

Bactrim, four amps
I.V. Piggyback

60 migs solumedrol I.V.

And let's admit mr. Boulet
To medicine.

Yep. Okay.

So, when'd
You get divorced?

Uh... Separated
About a year.

Uh-huh. Open.

Divorce just came through.

The new float system
Seems to be working well

Across the board.

E.R. And I.C.U. Both had
A few adjustment problems

But altogether, I would say
Things are settling down.

From where risk management sits,
We're fine.

Incident reports
Haven't increased

Since the new
Rotation started.

Can you give us an idea

How long
This floating'll last?

Indefinitely, carol.

This is not a band-aid.

It's the cure.

It's being negotiated
Into the new contracts?

Financial affairs is pleased

But we still need to cut
Non-physician related care.

Meaning the nurses?

Nurses simply don't generate
The revenue.

What about saving lives?

They don't tend
To do that either.

Hold on
A minute, dean.

You're just

Talking statistics,
Aren't you, dean?

Averages, numbers--
Whatever you want to call it.

You're calling it nurses.

And in the e.R.

Nurses are in trauma situations
Every day.

It'll only hurt
A patient

To have some floor nurse
Set up the wrong lavage kit.

You want a lawsuit
Over that one?

We're here to help iron out
These problems

Before your
Contract's up.

Have you got a suggestion?

Stop floating them.

E.R. Nurses

Are not interchangeable.

They work differently.

They work longer,
And the stakes are higher.

So we should show them
Preferential treatment.

We should show emergent patients
Preferential treatment

By giving them nurses
Trained in handling crises.

What do we say to pedes
Or ob/gyn when they complain?

You tell them it's like triage:
Critical cases come first.

Hey, jeanie.

Hi.

I just treated
Your husband al.

Ex-husband.

Still, I-I-I didn't realize

That you've been going
Through all this.

Unfortunately, it's al
Who's going through it.

I'm doing
What I can to help.

So I guess you guys have
Been separated for a while.

Yeah, quite a long time.

And the marriage was over
Long before that.

I guess you didn't feel
Any need to get tested.

No, no. I did.

I got lucky.
I was negative.

I'm glad.

Yeah. I got to get
This suture kit to gant.

He is just swamped
With patients.

Hey, that's
A central line kit.

You're right.

Thank you.

Now, mrs. Mccourt, when
Did the chest pains start?

Uh, this morning,
Right after breakfast.

What did you eat?

Toast with
Raspberry jam.

Well, those jams
Can be pretty acidic.

Oh, I've eaten
Toast and raspberry jam

Every day for 40 years.

It doesn't give
Me heartburn.

I know heartburn.

Yes, I'm sure
That you do.

Get a 12-lead, pulse ox
And a chest film.

And maybe cardiac enzymes?

Oh, uh, yeah.

Are you on any medication?

Of course, I am.

I'm 73.

Uh...

Digoxin

For my heart

And allopurinol for my gout

Glipizide
For diabetes

And simvastatin
For, um...

Ooh, I never can
Remember this one.

What am I taking
That one for?

Uh...
High cholesterol.

You don't want to skip...
That's very important.

Do, do, do, do, do.

Yes, I...

And, uh...
Famotidine.

Kerry, you got a minute?

Sure. What's up?

We might have a problem
With jeanie boulet.

What sort of problem?

This morning,
I treated her ex-husband al.

He has aids.

I see.

Did she mention
Anything to you?

Why would she?

She claims
She tested negative.

Well, we'll have to take
Her word on it, won't we?

Doesn't this make you
Uncomfortable?

Not especially.

She says she's negative.

What else can we do?

I guess I'm just
A little surprised

At your lack of concern.

It's a lack of alarm, mark.

There's a difference.

I'm in the tall grass

And so...
I take the five iron

And I sail that puppy, like,
Two inches from the cup.

It was poetry.

It was a sonnet.

It was practically
A haiku.

Excuse me,
Dr. Morgenstern.

Are we done yet?

Looks good to me.

Thank you, peter.

What happened
To the pelvic pain in two?

Ruptured ectopic.
O.B. Took her to surgery.

Why don't you
Erase the name?

Too difficult?

I was calling up the
Charts you asked for--

Al boulet.

He was kerry weaver's
Patient?

That's what it says.

You're welcome.

So you're telling me

This indian food thing
Has a purpose.

I'm just trying to prep
Myself for pakistan.

Why didn't you
Tell me sooner?

I only found out
Yesterday.

I haven't told anyone
But anspaugh.

You're not sleeping
With anspaugh.

Are you?

Um, maybe...

You know what?

We got it.

Thank you.
Thank you.

It's a great opportunity.

Three of us from the u.S.
Are going to teach

Pediatric surgical techniques
To pakistani surgeons.

Think of the help
We'll be giving.

They don't need that kind
Of help in indianapolis?

It's only for four months.

You said six.

It could be six.

That means it could be
A year or five.

Next, you're going
To become mother teresa

And start living
Amongst them.

Did you have long-term
Plans for us, john?

Well...

I don't... You know...

Well, neither did I

So for the next few weeks

Why don't we just
Keep having fun?

Same kind of fun,
Though, right?

Yes, the same kind of fun.

Okay.

Greene:
I've got a patient

Present with pcp pneumonia

Been tested positive
For hiv six months ago

And I'm worried
He didn't tell his wife.

Uh-huh.

I need to see
If she was tested.

Those are private files,
Dr. Greene.

In the case of spousal report,
I'm allowed to check.

You're allowed to tell
The other spouse

Not to look into
Someone's private file.

Give me a break, huh?

I don't think this
Guy's telling her.

Okay. Name?

Uh, jeanie boulet.

B-o-u-l-e-t.

It's downsizing
In sheep's clothing.

I should have spent
The time studying.

I still don't know
Iodine from cosine.

If memory serves me

One is an element
You find in antiseptic

And the other has
To do with right angles

Or hypotenuse--
Something like that.

If that's how
Your memory serves

How did you
Get through it?

We could bring one
Sheet into the exam

With all the formulas
Written on it.

I brought in
A really big sheet.

Have you seen weaver?

What color was she?

Never mind.

Excuse me. I've
Been waiting here

For two hours

And I have a luncheon
In 20 minutes.

We'll be right there
Mrs., uh...?

Murison. If I don't
Get my b-12 shot

I might as well
Resign from my job.

Someone is going
To help you.

Gant, can you..?

No, no.

Gant, the answer is yes.

Give mrs. Murison
A b-12 shot now.

I've got 17
Surgical patients.

She's not
One of them.

I'm sorry.

You're going
To have to wait.

Natalie, you get
A lot of ear infections?

Can you just give me
The amoxicillin?

I have a playdate.

Mm-hmm.

You don't
Need to look.

Just give me
The antibiotic.

Augmentin
Will be just fine

If you're worried
About resistance.

You know a lot of things
About a lot of things

Don't you, natalie?

Yes, I do.

You want to tell
Nurse hathaway

About coulomb's law?

That's the fundamental
Law of electrostatics

Which states that the force
Between two charged particles

Is directly proportional
To the product of their charges.

And inversely
Proportional

To the square of the
Distance between them.

Isn't that right,
Natalie?

You can't give me
Another shot?

You've already
Had two doses.

The attending physician
Has to approve a third.

Jeanie.

Mark, I'm glad
You're here.

I've got a patient
In sickle crisis.

She's in a lot of pain.

I'd like for you
To evaluate her.

She needs more narcotics,
Maybe an admission.

Right now,
I need you

To cover the
Waiting room.

The waiting room?

We've got about
A dozen people there

Need to be triaged.

But I'm with a patient.

I'm going to handle this
From here.

Understand?

So what kind of movie
Do you want to get?

I was thinking
Maybe a comedy

Or maybe a comedy.

Forget it.

Tonight, you're
Going to participate

In a long-standing
Carter family tradition.

Sounds painful.

Every year,
At exactly this time

The intrepid carter male
Goes into the woods

Picks out the perfect
Douglas fir tree

And with his own
Strong, protestant hands

He cuts it down.

We're going
To cut down a tree?

Not just any tree.

The carter family
Christmas tree.

I do not saw
After hours.

Don't worry.

That's my job.

Dr. Benton,
How was the ulcer?

Uh. Uh... Fine.

I saw the thyroglossal
Duct on the board.

I was hoping to assist.

I haven't had a lot
Of experience

With neck surgery

And considering I was called
Out of the meckel's...

Sorry. I already called in
Wallace to assist.

Is there any possibility
Of rescheduling

Considering everything that...

There'll be plenty

Of other opportunities,
Peter, really.

Carter, don't you
Have something to do?

No. Actually, I'm all caught up.

What about post-op notes?

They're on the charts.

I'm done.

That's it.

I'm done.

I'm going to lunch.

Earache in four.

I'm not going to lunch.

Hey, carter,
Otitis media in four.

Sorry, doug.

I beeped him.

You might want to check
On your friend gant.

Why? What's wrong?

Hathaway:
Surgical admits
Are piling up.

You've got
Four patients

On your service.

He's got 20.

Give him these--
The labs on lung cancer.

Hey. You heard
I was here, huh?

I'm better now.

It must be the jell-o.

Why did you tell

Mark greene
About me?

I didn't.

Then how does he know
I'm positive?

I don't know.
We were married.

I guess he just assumed.

He's not assuming, al.

He knows.

It didn't come
From me.

Couldn't you go to
A different hospital?

My insurance
Is still a mess.

I know
The doctors here.

I know the
Doctors here!

Well, even
If they found out

They couldn't
Fire you, could they?

That's not
The point, al.

Think about what
I'm going through.

This is not
Just about you.

I know this
Is not just about me.

Then act like it.

Jeanie.

Look, I know
How mad you are at me.

And you have
A right to be.

Living with aids, that's...

Nothing.

But knowing...

I gave it to you...

There's no pill for that.

I just have to face it...

Every day.

Hating me might feel good,
But it won't change anything.

It doesn't feel good, al.

Nothing about this feels good.

I don't see
Weaver as yellow.

I see her more
In the red family.

Yeah, something
In burnt sienna.

Lavender's too
Pastel for doyle.

She's more
Like an eggplant.

Are you redecorating
My board?

Just a little
Constructive criticism.

Mark, I need
To speak with you.

In a second.

I'll wait outside.

What the hell
Are you doing?

I was going to ask you
The same question.

Why is jeanie
Checking vital signs

When we're swamped?

Patient safety.

She is not
A health risk.

Maybe you know that.

I haven't assessed
Her condition.

Why didn't you tell me
You treated her husband?

It wasn't relevant.

You lied to me.

It wasn't any
Of your business.

If someone in my e.R.
Is hiv-positive

It's my business.

It's our e.R.

You don't know if
She's hiv-positive.

The hell I don't.

I checked
With medical records.

You went into her
Confidential file?

I wouldn't have had to
If you had told me.

Nice try, but there's
No excuse for what you did

And you know it.

I've been
Looking for you.

Heard you could
Use a hand--

That you're
Getting buried.

I'm fine.

I don't mind
Helping you.

You've bailed me out
When I've been under.

Benton minds.

I'm going
To pull my weight.

He won't get
Another shot at me.

Gant,
Lower abdominal pain.

Rule out
Small bowel obstruction.

Greene:
We may have a problem
In the e.R.

I thought you should
Know right away.

Will this give me
Acid reflux?

If so, save it.

I have reason to believe
That we may have a worker

That's hiv-positive.

Say no more.

I don't want details.

This could have
Serious ramifications.

I've already removed
The person

From direct
Patient care.

I hope you didn't indicate why.

We'll have a discrimination
Suit slapped on us.

No. What is the
Hospital policy?

We'll deal with it.

We're not going
To race at it

Like a herd
Of buffalo.

The first thing I want to do
Is talk to legal.

Does kerry know?

That's part of the problem.

I believe kerry may have known
For as long as six months

Without informing anyone.

Good.

I want you to be
Equally discreet.

But by keeping this to herself,
Kerry may have left us

Wide open to litigation.

I know that all too well

But right now, it's just
Suspicion, dr. Greene.

And please...

Don't correct me
If I'm wrong.

( sighing )

I had a dream
Like this once.

Now, it's come true.

What happened?

We were on our
Winter nature hike

Identifying perennials,
Varieties of moss.

A boy found a sick bat

And brought it
Back to the van

Before I knew
What was going on

He passed it around.

Could he have been
Bitten or scratched?

Maybe. We don't know.

Their stories changed
When they found out
They'd get a shot.

The bats should
Be hibernating.

Let's see if
The bat's rabid.

We don't have a bat.

No bat?

No bat. I threw it
Out the car window.

I'm going to go
Start some charts.

Mm-hmm.

It was flopping, drooling.

And you panicked.

Yes... I suppose I did.

All right!

Anyone seen randi?

Went to the roach coach
For a sandwich.

This has to be
A mistake.

"Please observe that
All e.R. Nurses will be exempt

From the flotation schedule
Currently in effect."

No way!

Does it say anything
About my honeymoon?

You're dreamin', girl.

What'd you say to them?

Who?

"No more
Floating."

( laughing ):
You must be kidding!

Good work, carol.

No wonder management
Wanted you.

I'm not management.

Paramedics got
A live one coming in!

Weaver:
Haleh, carol...

Bring these to doug
In exam three.

Order a series of r.I.G.
And rabies vaccines.

How many?

Eight-- no, nine.

Weaver:
What happened?

Ten-year-old male,
Vitals stable.

B.P. 100/70.

Severe throat pain
With bleeding.

I took him
To the circus.

He thought he could be
A sword swallower.

He tried at home with one
Of our carving knives.

Get him into

Trauma one.

Who's covering
Surgery?

Gant, but I think
He's in radiology.

You'll have to
Wait out here.

Page carter
And benton.

Uh... Dr. Keaton

I see you're going to have
A trisegmentectomy

For a hepatoblastoma
This afternoon.

No. I decided

The child needed a course
Of pre-op chemo.

But it's on the board.

Well, it shouldn't be.

I canceled it.

Peter, you were
Unlucky today

But you've already
Seen more

During a single rotation
Than I ever did.

I know. I just feel
That with more experience

I'll be better prepared
For the future.

That's not how you should
Be looking at it.

( pager beeping )

Damn.

Uh... What do you mean?

( sighing ):
Focus on what's
In front of you.

Your residency
Is five years long.

It's a marathon,
Not a sprint.

Excuse me.

I feel crepitation.

He's got subcutaneous
Air in his neck.

Probably perfed
His esophagus.

Want a chest film?

And a soft
Tissue neck.

Carter:
You paged me?

Probable perforation.

The temp's 100.

Let's get a gram
Of unasyn.

He might be developing
An infection.

You scope him?
Yep.

I wouldn't.

He's obviously perfed.

Carol, let's go
Ahead and set up

For endoscopy.

This is jeanie boulet.

I'd like to know if anyone
Inquired about my file today.

Around noon?

All right.

Thank you.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

It's so damn swollen in here.

Can you visualize the cords?

What do we got?

Ten-year-old trying
To be sword swallower.

He used a carving knife.

Vitals are stable.

Gave him a gram
Of unasyn.

We're trying to see
If there's a perf.

Okay. Carter,
What are you doing here?

I thought gant was
Covering the e.R.

Gant's jammed.

I paged carter to help.

He's not jammed.

We're not helping

By picking up his slack.

Hathaway:
I thought the patient
Was more important.

Carol made the right call.

Well, they're peter's interns.

It's his decision.

Well, in any event,
He's perfed his esophagus.

We all knew that one.

Does anybody want me
To drop an n.G.?

We'll do it in the o.R.

I'll page dr. Keaton.

Why don't you

Stay down here

And help
Your friend?

Let's go.

All right.

Next time
You see a bat

What are you
Going to do?

All:
Leave it alone.

All right!

Good, good, good.

Hop out of the way.

Let's send some instructions
Home with them.

We want follow-up
Injections

On days three, seven, 14 and 28.

Okay... Mr. Wilbourne

It's time

For your shot.

I barely touched the thing.

Rabies is nothing
To fool around with

As you well know.

Can we watch?

Mark, do you
Have a minute?

I wanted to talk

About the memo from the
Re-engineering committee

About floating the nurses.

Carol, that's your
Responsibility.

Handle it yourself.

I am handling it.

But you want me
To put a word in?

No.

I'd like one day

Where no one complains
About their job

And one person

Might appreciate the fact
They have one.

Is that too much to ask?

I was going to say

That they agreed
To my request

To stop floating
The nurses

Which will make
Our jobs a lot easier.

I just thought you might
Want some good news.

Thanks.

Benton:
Eh... Poor kid.

Trying to swallow a knife.

Keaton:
I've seen worse.

Mobilize the esophagus.

Okay. Got it.

Debride the wound.

Okay.

Mm-hmm.

And...

I'm there.

Uh... Dr. Keaton?

Mm-hmm?

I need to ask
You something.

Suction.

Well, uh...

I'm a little concerned about...
How carter's doing.

How do you think he's doing?

Well, he... Had to scramble
This rotation--

Well, we both did--

But, uh... I-I don't know,
I-I think he's doing fine.

So do I.

You know, he had a rough bit
In the beginning

But he listened,
He learned...

He's very, very good with kids.

Yes, he is.

If that's the way you feel about
Carter, you should tell him.

It's very important
For the teacher

To keep his intern informed
Of how he's doing.

You-you think so?

Absolutely. That way, he knows
He's on the right track.

It's very easy to get
Discouraged in a vacuum.

I... Yeah, I agree.

I... Yeah, agree.

Hey, it looks like snow.

It smells like snow.

What does that mean?

You can smell snow coming.

It has a smell.

It smells like burritos.

What are we going
To do about mark?

Put him on a plane,
Or have him killed.

I don't think
I can take this much longer.

You should talk to him.

I did; he said
He was okay.

If I ask him again,
It gets weird.

Oh, you'd be violating
The guy code.

The guy code?

Yeah, of non-communication.

Don't you have a test
To study for?

You can't let him
Self-destruct.

Let him get it
Out of his system.

If he stomps around,
Acts like a jerk

He'll be back.

But will he have
Any friends left?

Didn't you get more morphine?

He said he would,
But never came back.

Dr. Greene?

I don't even remember.

Please, I can't
Take this anymore.

I know. Okay.

Jeanie, what are
You doing in here?

I hold you to
Handle triage.

Could I speak to you?

I'm treating a patient
You neglected.

Do you know
How much pain she is in?

When I assign you
To an area

That's where you go.

That's how it works:
You make the rules?

That's how it works.

You get to break them

By going into my file?

I requested
That information

Under the spousal
Report law.

That's crap, mark.

You wanted to know,
And you found out.

It was completely unethical.

You want to talk ethics?

How about you

Lying to me?

Well, the truth's out.

You should have come to me.

So I can lose my job sooner?

No. So I could have dealt

With the situation
Appropriately.

No. It's better this way.

You know about me,
And I know

A hell of a lot
More about you.

Excuse me.

I have to attend
To a patient.

( sighing )

It's not the flu.

I'm not saying anything.

It's allergies.

I didn't say a thing.

I'm gone.

Ross:
Break a leg.

Hey, we're going
To celebrate.

It's happy hour.

We're not floaters anymore!

First pitcher of margaritas
Is on us.

It sounds like fun,
But I have an appointment.

What's that important?

You're the guest
Of honor.

Sorry. Have fun.

Be right there.

( stifled sneeze )

Hey, are you done?

Yeah.

Benton just ripped me
A new one.

Huh. About what?

About not being in trauma
For the perfed esophagus.

Ah.

Why didn't you come
Get me out of radiology?

Hey, they paged me.

Look, I know you
Were trying to help

But you didn't.

You made it worse.

I'm sorry.

The best thing
You can do for me

Is to leave me alone.

Woman on t.V.:
* ...Millionaires money can...

Anything good?

Al:
Just surfing.

Done for the day?

Almost.

Al, about this afternoon...

Hey. No, it's okay.

No, I'm sorry that
I jumped to conclusions.

It's just... I get up
Every morning thinking

"What's going
To happen today?

How's this going
To get worse?"

What else will I do
To ruin your life?

No...

Yeah.

Maybe.

I do want to blame you.

I know things happen.

They happen
For no good reason.

I see it every day

But when
It's happening to you

You want it to be
Somebody's fault.

I haven't told
Anybody at work.

Still play poker on tuesdays.

Shoot hoops on saturdays.

Some of the guys I could tell,
Some I couldn't.

But, uh...

None of them would ever treat me
The same again.

( sighs )

You don't deserve this.

( voice breaking ):
Neither do you.

So, what's in store
For tonight, the usual?

Karate class, a couple of laps
Around the track...

Actually, my goal

Is to stay awake
Through the 10:00 news.

Ah. How's susan's
Apartment working out?

I don't know why
I was so worried

About where
I was going to live.

I'm never there.

Look, I'm sorry.

Today, I was, uh...

What was I today?

Uh, a vicious, humorless
Pain in the ass.

Yeah. Right. Thanks.

You want to talk?

I want to sleep.

Look, it's...
Nothing's the same.

You notice that?

It's just not fun
In there anymore.

It was fun once?

You know what I mean.

Sun-times.

It's just...

I'm up to my ears
In administrative problems.

Kerry weaver and I are
Constantly butting heads

And it's just like...

The whole staff
Is lying to me.

I used to think of this
As a family.

Didn't it feel like that?

Well, you got
To remember

My idea of a family
Is a little screwed up.

Look, mark,
It's okay to miss her.

No. It's more than that.

Whatever you do

You should
Keep it separate.

My mom, she used to
Work at this office

And she never put
A picture of me out.

I asked her why

And she said, "Never
Confuse where you work

With where you live."

Your mom didn't work
In the e.R.

I just shared with you

A very profound
Childhood moment.

( chuckles ):
Okay! I'm sorry.

It's moving, and your mother
Is a very wise woman.

Thank you very much.

I can't face going home
To another frozen dinner.

Do you want to get
A burger or something?

Nah, I can't.

I got this thing
I got to do.

If you want to talk later,
You know where I'll be.

No, I don't know
Where you are.

At home.
After 10:00. Alone.

Dr. Benton. Hi.

Hey.

How was the surgery?

Well, I, uh, missed out
On the thyroglossal duct

And then, a perfed esophagus
Fell into my lap.

Good. Great.

Listen, uh...

Carter, I wanted
To talk to you

About your work.

I, uh... I know
I don't usually give you

A lot of feedback, but...

You know, the fact is...

You're doing good work.

Yeah. I mean,
You've, uh...

Your work has
Consistently improved.

You're more confident.

You've become
More proactive.

Great.

Yeah. There are still
Some areas

That need improvement,
Like focus. Yeah...

What?

Focus, carter.

Focus.

Yeah.

Yeah. Anyway,
We'll work on that.

Okay, great, good.

Hey... I don't know.

I just wanted to
Tell you that...

You're doing good work.

Thanks.

Yeah, um...

I got to run.

Uh...

All right.

All right.

Good night, carter.

Good night.

Hi.

Okay, you...

You just missed benton
By a second.

I saw him.

I slowed to a stroll.

I could hardly breathe.

It's okay.

( coughs )

Ah.

Jeanie.

About today...

Mark greene
Looked in my file.

I know.

I got a memo from anspaugh
This evening.

He set a time
For mark and I to meet

And discuss hospital policy.

Okay.

It's going to remain
Confidential.

I don't put much faith
In that around here.

Maybe it won't be
As bad as you think.

At least you're dealing
With doctors.

There's some degree
Of understanding

About the disease and
How it's transmitted.

Right.

Right.

Mmm.

Well... You know what?

I'm starving.

The aroma coming
From the cafeteria...

Isn't... Well,
It's not too scary.

Want to join me?

Well?

Hey, what are you
Doing here?

Hey, I'm invested
In this exam.

Helped you study.

How did we do?

We did good.
I think we got lucky.

Ah, luck nothing.

You earned yourself
A night out.

A couple of manhattans...

Carol! What did you get
On that fireman question?

35 newtons.

All right!

Doug, you
Remember william?

How you doing?

How's it going? So...

The entropy question?

Rudolf clausius.

Yes! Man, I'm starved.

Anybody feel like ice cream?

Lead the way, william.

( chuckles )

( laughs )

( chuckles )

( keaton laughs )

You all right?

Yup.

Thanks for bringing
The extra boots.

I know they're
A little big.

Oh, just three or four
Sizes, that's all!

You want to carry
The axe?

No. No, thank you.

Oh! So what
Are we looking for?

We're looking for that--

A douglas fir
With perfect branches

And a very,
Very thin trunk.

Uh-huh. Well, are you
Sure this is legal?

Whose land is this?

It's our land.

What, as in public land?

As in, uh...

See that light
Coming through those trees?

The smoke coming out
Of that chimney?

No.

There. Right... There.

No.

No? Well, it's there

And it's the house
I grew up in.

Tell me we're not going to have
Cocoa with your parents later.

No. You're safe.

They're in london.

Oh, look!

Look!

It's the perfect tree!

All right. Stand back.

Did I ever tell you
About my lumberjack fantasy?

Abby, this is
A very sacred tradition.

Oh, it's a sacred fantasy.

( laughs )

Let me turn you
Into a little snowman.

Don't you dare!

That is not part
Of your fantasy.

It is not part of...

You know what?

This is my fantasy too!

( both laughing )