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Previously on "Station 19"...

You were a prime candidate
for a promotion.

I just submitted
my Lieutenant's application.

You're my kid.
That means something to me.

Sure. Okay.

If you want to talk,
you can reach me here.

The night of the skyscraper.

If I was part of making
that incident harder on you,

I'm sorry.

I appreciate that, Hughes.

Let's not talk so much
about the danger part.

Everything okay?

Miranda.
She's been stressed lately,

so now I'm getting stressed.

Just ask already. To move in.

Isn't that what you've been
angling at for weeks now?

You know me too well.

Sometimes we set fires
on purpose.

It's called a controlled burn.

Why you up so early?

And more importantly, why are
you up out here without me?

It's your day off.

You should sleep in.

It's our day off,

and we should spend it doing
anything but sleeping.

You light the match, then let
the fire ignite and build...

Now that we have the time,

we should talk, right,
like we planned?

Yeah, we should talk. Okay.

Talking is good.

But wouldn't talking
be a lot more fun...

after some not talking?

Bigger and brighter.

And then we could
follow the not talking

with maybe a little... more...

not talking.

And then...

I'm thinking maybe waffles.

Yeah?

I mean, if you're up for it.

And even though we could
put it out, we don't.

We wait.

We let the heat devour
everything in its path...

because sometimes

you just have to burn
all the trees to the ground...

if you want them to grow again.

That table looks wrong.

Morning.

You like the couch there?

I tried it here, too, but I-I
can move it back if you want.

What do you think?

So many words
so early in the morning.

I woke up totally wired...

Had to do something to burn off
this energy, you know?

Do you sleep, like, ever?

Happy birthday, by the way.

Yeah, thanks.

Wait. What?

Came for you about an hour ago.

I did not know they delivered
that early.

Yeah. You know,
when you're living with someone,

there's a general rule

you don't rearrange
the furniture

and you don't open their mail.

We need to have a talk
about boundaries.

I'm gonna move the couch back.

You're not gonna open it?
Looks pretty nice.

You want bacon?
Like, really nice.

Aren't you even curious? Nope.

Who do you think it's from?
I know who it's from.

Hey, man, bound... boundaries.

"Lost time is never
found again."

That's dark.

What's that all about? Nothing.

For real, who's it from?

My birthday is not a thing.

So please, just
don't make it a thing.

What about the bacon?
I'll eat at the station.

Happy birthday.

Okay, so, you have two options
for your eggs.

Frittata'd or...

cold.

Because it'll be later
because it'll be after...

How about to go? I'm sorry.

I have to prep for a meeting
with that restaurant investor.

Hey, where is the, dry
cleaning that you picked up?

I kind of forgot it
at the station.

I will swing by
on break and grab it.

If you don't have time to eat,

maybe you have time
for, you know...

Spontaneous morning sex
is what I'm getting at.

That's what I'm...
I'm really sorry.

- I'm really late.
- Okay, sure. Yep.

Okay.

I need advice.

Um, hi, good morning. Thanks.

So, Ryan will be
at the station today

for that annual life-saving
training we do with P.D.

That's today, right?
I don't know.

I haven't thought about it.

I'm literally mid-shampoo.

Well, Ryan and I agreed
we needed to talk,

but then Handsome Brad called,

and I started talking to him
when I don't even

care about Handsome Brad.

But you care about Ryan?

He broke things off.

He stopped talking to me.

But, yeah, I kind of hate
how much I care about him.

And his dad's here.

I know their history.

I should check in
about that, right?

Or no.
I'm not even his girlfriend.

You're way better at this
kind of stuff.

Advice?

Maybe Ryan needs
a little space...

Alone, to process everything

in the comfort of his own
bathroom long enough

to rinse the conditioner
out of his hair

before getting bombarded
with Herrera problems.

So, you're saying you
need a couple more minutes

for conditioner, and then
you'll answer my questions? Go!

So, you were trying to spice
things back up with a frittata.

Okay, isn't that
the universal equation?

Is it? Breakfast plus bed

equals sex in that bed, yes.

You know, in your house maybe.

Besides, there's nothing
to spice back up.

We were taking things slow,
and then I got hurt,

and we kind of skipped spice.

You skipped spice?

You can't skip
beginning-of-relationship spice.

It's the best of the spices.

Okay, see, this is what happens

when I'm out of
your life for too long.

You do crazy things like not
have hot, round-the-clock sex

with your gorgeous boyfriend.

It's a c... It's a crime.

Stop it. You stop it.

Yeah, baby.

But you got to work
on that hook.

Ain't nothin'
wrong with my hook.

You keep dropping your right arm
every time you throw it.

That's how you wind up
face-down in the ring.

What?!

If anyone was gonna
end up face-down,

I figured it was gonna
be you last night.

I've never seen you close down
Joe's before.

Yeah, well, I'm still feeling
the rush, baby.

Yeah, I hear that.

If we can walk out of
a three-alarm blaze

with just a few scratches,

that's cause for celebration.

Explain that to Eva sometime.

Six months into
marriage number two,

and I'm already sleeping on
the couch every other night.

I'm sorry, man.

You know...
You know what I don't get?

You can stay out all night
and still end your day

so damn happily married.

It's not about how you
end your day, Rip.

It's all about how you start it.

Word of advice, you may
want to give Sullivan

a little extra space,
as in all the space.

He's in a mood. When
isn't he in a mood?

Cranky's kind of his baseline.

No, it's worse than usual.
Just ask the punching bag.

- I wonder what's up.
- Guys, quick. Come on.

Come on!

Why?

Only have a couple of seconds.

For what?

Throwing a party after shift
for Dean. Our place.

It's his birthday. Miller
hates his birthday.

I want to do something nice.

By throwing him a party that he
won't want at his own house.

Totally. People who say
they don't like birthdays

are the ones who
usually actually

want something special, right?

That has not been my experience.
Nope, okay.

Nope, nope. Not hearing this.
What?

Come on.
Actively un-hearing this.

Why not? No, I'm really sort of

extremely terribly bad
at secrets, so...

Vic's got a secret.

I give it about five minutes.

All right, yeah.

Happy birthday, Miller. What?!

Jack's throwing a surprise
birthday party to celebrate.

Vic! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!

Come on, man.
Like, I thought I was clear.

Look, guys, I don't want to make
my birthday a thing, okay?

- Okay.
- Okay? Can we...

- Miller.
- Yeah.

I had no idea. Happy birthday.

Thank you, sir.

Chief Ripley, hello.

I was, -
I was looking for Sullivan.

I figured he'd be
in here for breakfast.

He doesn't eat with us, Chief.

No? No.

Okay, thank you all.
I'll try his office.

And, Bishop,
I was pleased to see

your Lieutenant application
come through.

Looking forward
to our interview.

Yes, sir. Thank you, sir.

Wow.

Low-key throwing your hat
in the ring, Bishop.

I like it. It's nothing.

I applied for
a lieutenant position.

That's it. It's not nothing.

It's just an application.

Application and an interview.

This is a big deal.

I mean, I-I'm in your bathroom

oversharing every morning,

and y-you kept something
this big a secret?

It's not a secret.

It's just one application.
That's it.

And I didn't mention it
because I don't want

to talk about it yet.

We already have two lieutenants
in our station.

Never heard of a station
having three.

I don't want to talk
about this, Gibson.

Actually, I just came
to wish you luck.

I'm not your best friend.

I'm not your roommate.

It's not personal to me.

So, if it gets real,

and you're trying to
take my job, good luck.

You'll need it.

I see how it is, Mr. Zen.

Now you want me
to think you're all.

"'Namaste' out of your business,
Maya," but I see you.

You want to go
head to head with me.

You know, it is kind of strange

that you didn't tell anyone,
but I get it.

You're scared to lose.

I'm not scared to lose. No?

You do realize you've never
seen me really compete, right?

I mean, I had to put
Competitor Maya in storage

after the gold medal, but...

Man, were you in the Olympics?

That... whoa, really?

Gibson, I'll destroy you.

Not worried.

Maybe you should be.

Hey.

Once we recovered the liver,

we immediately started it
on warm perfusion,

brought it right back to life.

An actual zombie liver.

That's unbelievable.

Believe it, 'cause I did it.

And you, - you also
somehow managed to convince Jo

to go for this
behind Alex's back.

Damn.

I know it's hard
when your spouse

is the chief of the hospital.

I miss that.

You miss me breaking protocol
behind your back?

No.

I just...

Like, even though
Alex and Jo disagree,

just seeing them
working together

reminded me of what
it used to be like with us.

I know, and it... it's been
harder since I started at 19.

It really has.

Ben... But that's what
today is for, right?

For us to reconnect, even if we
don't see each other as much.

Starting with fresh coffee.

Chief, what can I do for you?

Six-week evaluation
of your team's stats.

And you're bringing it
in person?

Should I be worried?

I noticed your crew was having
breakfast a few minutes ago.

Didn't see you in there.

Yeah, I like to maintain
a professional distance.

All right, well,

response times are good,
call times down,

patient recovery rates up.

Seems like the team at 19
is doing well.

Yeah, well, I think they're
getting adjusted

to having me around.

And how are you adjusting?

I'm not sure what you mean.

Well, you've been away
from Seattle a long time,

and it took some convincing
to get you back here.

I know you had reservations.

It's time I focus on
the future, not the past.

Today's date is not lost on me.

I'm aware of the date,
and I'm fine.

All the same, I thought
I'd stay a while,

watch a little of
the training today.

See you out there.

All right, here we go.

All right, take it easy, man.

Stick to the right lane.
No, we got sirens, okay?

We can drive in whatever
lane we want.

Cars move for us.

Perks of the job. Yeah, yeah, I'm glad
you're having a good time right now,

but you do
remember I'm interviewing

for Captain next week. Ooh.

So I kind of want to
live to see it.

You know what your problem is?
What's my problem?

You don't embrace
or enjoy enough.

You got to embrace
and enjoy, man.

Embrace and enjoy?
Yes, embrace and enjoy.

You're never gonna get
ahead in the department

if you keep acting like this.

Like what, like I enjoy my job?

Maybe I don't want to get ahead.
Sully, you're so good.

You could move up to the
Battalion Chief in no time.

Yeah, which requires
pushing pencils,

inspecting uniforms,
keeping people in line.

Man. Those don't sound
like perks to me.

There's more to it than that.

I got into this to fight fires,
to save lives.

Not to be a drill sergeant.
No offense.

I'm offended.

Nah, I'm good where I'm at.

Welcome to basic
life-saving training.

We'll be working in groups.

Officers, you're here today to
be more effective in the field.

Sometimes P.D. arrives first
on the scene.

When a victim is severely
injured, every second matters.

Today, you learn how to
make those seconds count.

Just to be clear, if Jack
asks you to buy balloons...

Saving lives is about synergy.

The correct answer is no.

You have the P.D. working with
the Fire Department. You got it.

Streamers are more
eco-friendly anyway.

Again, as a team, collaborating.

I want two firefighters
on every dummy

with four or five officers each.

For some of you, this will be a
refresher... Did Ripley just wave at you?

But for others, this is brand-new.
Yeah, so?

It's a traditional
form of greeting.

Don't get scared. People wave.

They do. Work together.

I just didn't realize

you and Ripley
were waving buddies.

It's about assistance...
But I guess,

about work... today's a
day full of surprises, so...

and observing.

Don't look now, but Tanner's
trying to catch your eye.

What kind of buddies
are you two these days?

Today, you cease
to be an individual.

Buddy buddies who don't talk or see each
other... If you want to save lives...

Right... you have
to do it together.

Or know how to act
around each other, actually.

Have you tried waving?

Today you'll learn
basic techniques

to save victims in the field.
It works.

Basics.

That's your foundation.

That's the core
of your training.

Let's get to it.

So, we got the whole day
ahead of us.

What's next?

We... We could,
go to the movies.

When's the last time
we did that?

Or, if you'd rather, we could
just stay home, binge a movie.

We... We said we
would talk today.

Now, I know it's too early to
start thinking about lunch.

But we should talk.

I-I wish we didn't...

No, I wish I could put it off,

but I-I can't sit here or go
to the movies with you

and pretend like I don't have
something I need to say.

Okay. Just, sit with me, please?

What's going on?

A-Are you all right?

Is... Is it your heart again?

Did something change?

Miranda, I'm starting to
get worried here.

No, it's... okay.

Lately, I've been trying
to lower my stress level.

I know that. And I thought,

if I cut back on my workload,
that that would help,

and then I thought it was
the pressure of being chief,

so I stepped down,

but even after all of those
changes, I'm still stressed.

Do you want to try
and get help, or...

I love you so much,
Benjamin Warren.

I-I've felt like...

I feel like the... the two of
us are so strong, right? Yeah.

We've gotten through
so much together,

and I know that we can
get through this, too.

Get through what, exactly?

I need a sabbatical.

I need to lower my stress.

And I love you,

but I can't spend every day
wondering if you're okay

or if you're gonna
make it home anymore,

and I-I feel like

I can maybe get myself together

if you and I can...

take a break...

from our marriage.

Hey, did I, um...

Did I tell you that Ripley
was at that therapy thing

I went to after last shift?

He's very different
outside of work.

More sweaters. I never
saw him as a sweater guy.

- You'll be over there. Um.
- Blazers for sure, but...

Do you think he's here to
talk to Sullivan about Maya,

about promoting her?

He's not here to brush up
on his CPR certification.

You happy with Herrera?

And of course Ryan's
being assigned to us.

If... If it gets weird,

can you just run interference
or something?

Yeah, probably not.

What? I'm teaching CPR all day.

I need something fun
to keep me distracted.

Hi.

We still need to talk.

Yeah.

About CPR.

So we're gonna start
by showing you all

how to correctly administer
chest compressions.

You'll know if you've
successfully completed CPR,

because your dummy
will beep back to life.

And beep, Tanner's up first.

Everyone else,
let's talk ABCs...

Airwaves, breathing,
circulation.

Or anyone else can go first.
I'll go.

Great.

You need anything
before we get started?

Some water, cup of coffee?

No, I am already coffeed up.

My day starts at 400 a.m.

Mine did too, today.
You must work the early shift.

I get the best runs in
before 600 a.m.

Hi, Officer Kingsley?
Maya Bishop.

I get my best runs in
early, too.

Yeah, gold medalist Maya Bishop?

Yeah, I'd recognize you
anywhere.

Man, I was hoping
I might meet you today.

- You were?
- Yeah.

I run, too. Since when?

Since I moved into
the houseboat.

You have a houseboat?

My God. You are so lucky.

I love being on the water.

Kingsley, we need your badge
number on the sign-in sheet.

Yeah, yeah, sorry.

I'll be right back.

So, you really meant it

about competing with me
over everything, apparently.

You can try and edge in there,

but she and I
already hit it off.

You missed your window.

Please. She's obviously into me.

Plus, we already
have more in common.

Like what?

Like running.

And boobs.

What do you have? My charm.

And this.

You're gonna have to
try harder than that.

Good, now begin
your compressions.

How's, Brian?

Brady? Brad.

Brad.

Move your hands over
to the right a bit.

He's great. Cool, good.

Listen, there's something
I need to ask you.

Apply more pressure
to your compressions.

It won't feel natural.

Nothing feels all that
natural right now.

Just be careful not
to push too hard.

You may cause more damage
than you realize.

We do classes every year.

I know how to perform CPR.

And I know how to teach it.

So, that's one-person CPR.

Now we'll dive into
two-person CPR.

I heard it's your birthday.

If it's all
the same to you, sir,

I'd rather not talk about it.

- Not a fan?
- He's so, so not.

It's just another day,

no different than the day before
or the day after.

That's right.

I mean, it doesn't make sense
to try to make it a big deal.

To remember one specific day.

For what?

There's no reason.

Screw your birthday.

Right, o-okay.

That's cool.

Got plans after shift?
Round two at Joe's, baby.

You're gonna have to
hit that without me.

It's Claire's birthday.

I haven't figured out
what I'm gonna yet.

I have to get on that A.S.A.P.

Favorite restaurant
and a bracelet from Tiffany's.

Boom, you're done. Yeah, that's
why you sleep on the couch.

You want another one of these?
Hey, you two!

88 was the first one
called to this scene,

you're just now showing up?

We got here as fast as we could.

Trust me. Not fast enough.

Apologies, Captain.
Don't apologize to me.

Hustle. Get in there. Do better.

My team will handle
that first van

before the damn thing explodes.

You guys cover the other car.

Two civilians, minor injuries,
both alive.

Keep them that way.

Move!

Man, Herrera is tough.

What is it? You okay?

That's her car.
That's my wife's car!

Hey, you, get off her!

You'll break her ribs!
Get... Get off my wife!

Sorry, I was just trying to help.
Let us take care of that...

You could be doing
more harm than good.

The car came out of nowhere.
I swerved out of the way.

Next thing I know, she got out,
and she dropped to the ground.

I-I ran to help.
I just wanted to help.

No pulse.

You're gonna be fine.

It's okay, baby.

You're gonna be fine.

Remember, one of the greatest
threats to your victim

after a traumatic injury
is blood loss,

so hemorrhage control
is gonna be key.

That's why we're training you
to apply these dressings

in this manner...
To effectively cut down

on fatalities due to
field-related exsanguination.

Just press real hard to keep
them from bleeding out.

Hey, Trav.

Can I ask you
a personal question?

You don't have to answer.

Have you been having any trouble

these past six weeks or so,

you know, at... at night? What?

Like, when it's time for bed,

have you been having any
No, of course not, man.

You know, it's normal
to schedule sex.

People get busy, okay?

Spontaneity...
Not always practical.

It's not a big deal.
I meant sleeping.

You know, actual
sleeping at night.

I... I... Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

No, I meant no. Yeah.

I haven't had trouble
there, either.-

I sleep like a baby. Okay.

Look, Jack's up
at all weird hours,

and he's really full of energy,

and he's been doing a lot
of weird things, you know,

making weird decisions.

Like dangerous decisions?

It could be dangerous.

He's redecorating
my house at 300 a.m.

without my permission,

and I think your day-planner
lover just arrived.

Did you have
a noon-er scheduled?

Afternoon delight!

It's respect, man.

All right.

Hey, let me grab your shirt.

Morning.

Hi.

- Sorry. Hello.
- Hello.

I'm Gravis, Trant's...
Nope, that's not right.

Wow.
I am Grant, Travis' boyfriend.

Grant, right, you work at that.

Fusion restaurant
downtown, right?

It has good food. Sorry, sir.

I'm just, grabbing something
for him real quick,

and I'm gonna get back
to my station.

Hurry up.

That's Sullivan? Yeah?

You never mentioned your new
mean boss also looked like that.

How did this never come up?
Yeah, dude's fine.

Anybody with working eyeballs
can see that.

Dean!

I can't believe you're
reacting like this.

Are you blushing?

You're not? Okay, all right.

Okay. Let's go get
your dry cleaning.

Nicely done.

Thank you.

Yo, Bishop here's going out for
a Lieutenant position soon.

She's a really great candidate.

Yeah? I don't doubt that.

I would know since, you know,
I already am a Lieutenant.

All right, folks. Heimlich 101.

Now, let's say Lieutenant Gibson

is choking on a slice
of Hawaiian pizza,

which he loves
because he's a monster.

Now, I want to save his life,

not because I support him eating
pineapple on pizza,

but because it's my duty,
and lucky for Gibson,

I am great at my job.

So I wrap my arms around him,

and I apply pressure here! Wait.

Starting to regret that ab
workout earlier this morning.

Wow! It is really lodged
in there, Gibson.

I think it's out.
I don't think so.

I think we might... I see
this is funny to you two.

I was just trying to keep
things light, sir.

I expected more from you,
Bishop.

It's not funny when you're
treating a victim in the field.

It's their life.

It's not a joke.

Clear.

Shock delivered. Still V-fib.

The blunt-force trauma
must be severe.

Baby, come on. Can you hear me?

It's Bobby.

Was she talking
when you got here?

Was she complaining
about pain or...

I don't, really know.

My bike wiped out, and I just...

You fell off your bike,
hit your head?

Yeah, but not too bad.

Okay, she... she needs
epi right now.

No, that's not the protocol.

It's two minutes of CPR,
then check her pulse.

To hell with protocol!

Hey, stand down!

This is Rescue Team 88.

I need another pair of hands
over here

and a gurney and a backboard.
Copy.

Medic en route. That's my wife.

That's Claire.
Not right now, she isn't.

Right now, she's a patient...
My patient.

You're my best friend.
You're not gonna bench me now.

You're too close on this.
You can't be objective.

No, no, no. The cyclist
could have a head trauma.

Get him back to the Aid Car.
Do a full neural assessment.

Screw you! I'm not going anywhere!
Sullivan!

You've been given an order
by your commanding officer.

That means you follow it.

He has his victim.
You have yours.

Back to the Aid Car, now.

Move!

I don't want
to lose you, Miranda.

You're not gonna lose me.

That's not what this is about.

This is about m-me trying to get
myself into better shape.

This is my fault.

I-I haven't held up
my end of things.

No, it's not. I never built
you your tree house.

Ben. I-I promised you,
after your heart attack,

you told me you
wanted a tree house.

And... And I promised
I'd build one, and I haven't.

I've... I've been busy,

and... and when I get home,
I'm always tired,

but I-I should have
prioritized it.

Tired or not, it doesn't matter.

It was for you.
It was... It was to help you.

It...

No.

Mnh.

What are you doing? I'm gonna
build that damn tree house.

I got all day. Ben, no.

I can get supplies.
I can do this right now.

It's not the tree house.
That's not gonna fix this.

I need to go.
I need you to hear me.

I need you to understand.
No, okay, I can't!

I can't understand this,
Miranda.

It is the first step
on the road to divorce.

No, no.

It's a sabbatical.

Call it whatever you want.
It's a separation.

I-I'm not trying
to see other people.

I'm not going to keep you
from Tuck.

I... This is about me taking
the time for myself to get well.

A-A-And you don't want me
staying here?

How is that supposed
to help anything?

If I already know
you're not coming home,

then I won't stay up worrying
about whether or not you will be

or what state you'll be in
if you do.

You're gonna magically stop
thinking about me or how I am?

I have to try something.
Because I sure as hell

am not gonna stop
thinking about you.

160/95.

What? 160/95.

Or 140/85 or 150/90.

That's what my BP looks like.

I've been checking it,
keeping track.

Miranda, those... those numbers
are too high. I can't breathe!

Baby...

Every time I... think about

signing your
life's benefits paperwork

or think about you
in a fire or...

Or wait for you to come home,

I-I can't breathe.

My heart races,
and I-I don't feel like myself,

and I'm afraid
being married to you

when you put your life on
the line every single day...

I'm scared it could kill me.

See, that's why I need
the sabbatical,

for my health, for my life.

I love you,

but worrying about you,

you are literally
breaking my heart.

Shouldn't this thing
have beeped by now?

Just keep pumping, Tanner.

What's going on over there?

Well, when two people
that attractive

want to get sweaty together,

sometimes they simply
can't be stopped.

You think Jack wants
to get sweaty with that girl?

I thought Bishop
wanted to get sweaty.

5 bucks on Bishop.

Actually, 10 bucks.

Did your dummy beep?

No, see, that is a tough call.

Jack's got the hair,
but Maya reads books.

Can you show me the...? Do you want to go
to the...? Yeah, I'll... I'll do that.

Nope, got a hair flip.
10 bucks on Gibson.

You stopped your compression.

You're just letting
your dummy die.

I think the thing's broken.

Hey, hey. We got a pool going

over who's gonna win that girl,
Bishop or Gibson.

You guys want in?

I think Grant has a thing
for Sullivan now.

Nah, he just got caught up
for a minute

in the tall, handsome
firefighter thing.

Yeah, exactly, that's Sullivan.

Give me 20 on Gibson.

Look, stop selling
yourself short.

You got it goin' on.

You just got to show him.

Yeah, just give him some...

some firefighter spice.

Pshhh. Whee. What do you...

What do you mean,
like role-play?

$20 on Bishop, and...

can you spot me some cash?

What? You know I'm good for it.

I don't know that, actually.

I don't know that.

It's his birthday, man.

Great.

Thank you, thank you.

We still haven't talked.

I'm not sure what
to talk about, Ry.

I think we just need more time.

I need you. What?

Your help.

Can we put all
the weird stuff aside?

I need you.

My friend who's known me
for 500 years.

My dad's back, and... I know.

And he wants to hash things out

with me one-on-one, but...

I can't see straight with him.

He says he's changed,
but I can't...

I need someone that I can trust

to tell me if
I should trust him.

You want me to sit down
with your dad with you.

I mean, I did,

but then you made me do
about a million compressions

and my arms are
falling off, so...

What the hell is going on here?

We were just... You're treating
this day like a damn field trip!

Your vic's life depends on
you and you alone.

Sir, we finished the exer... We're
the first up on the scene.

Our job isn't supposed
to be fun or funny.

It's about responsibility.

We don't have time for mistakes.

Every moment counts.

We're two minutes out.

Clear!

Shock administered. Anything?

We're still V-fib.
Shock's not working.

Prepping amiodarone.

Wait, what?
Her heart needs a restart.

It'll buy us enough time

to get her to the hospital
and into an OR.

You'll kill her. What?

She's allergic to iodine.

Amiodarone is made
from it, Luke.

We'll let the hospital know
she has the allergy.

They'll be ready when we arrive.

No, you can't give it to her.
We have to risk it.

If we don't do something
right now, she'll die.

Her brain needs oxygen.
Look, we're almost there.

The hospital can save her
without it.

They can't save her
if she's already gone.

She is my wife, Luke.
It's my call.

No, you're too close to this.
The call is mine.

You son of a bitch.

I didn't do anything wrong.

Anything wrong?

You're unprofessional.
You're unfocused.

I expect my team
to listen to me.

I expect you to listen to me.

We heard you, Captain.

Herrera, this doesn't
concern you and...

It does, actually.

We're teaching the basics
on dummies today.

This is an exercise.
It doesn't count.

Not enough to be
singling Bishop out

all day in front of the Chief.

Herrera, I'm... You want to yell
at me, go ahead. I deserve it.

I'm picking a fight with
my commanding officer right now,

but don't kick Bishop around,

not when she doesn't deserve it,

not when she's one of the very
best people you've got,

and you have no business
making it look otherwise.

You have some nerve telling
Sullivan, that's enough.

Stand down.

It was the best choice
in the moment.

I think, deep down,
you know that.

You should have listened to me.
Sully.

I had to foll...
You're my best friend, Luke,

but she's my world, not yours.

It wasn't your decision to make.

I stand by my decision.

You w... You would have done
the same thing.

Stop talking now.

I don't need you
to talk to me ever again.

Are you... you're going?

Yeah, Chief Ripley thought
it'd be best

if I took off
the rest of the shift.

He's on duty
if you need anything.

Hang onto it.

What? You and Bishop.

The bond you have.

You know, this place
can break it.

Don't let it.

Hi, Chief.

Try not to hold today
against him.

Sullivan.

He was off base earlier,
but today is...

Today is not
a great day for him.

I'm surprised you stuck
around for the, um...

The whole training session.

You just like it that much here?

I mean, o-overall,
we are pretty likeable.

No.

It's my job to visit
all the stations.

So it's more...

It's more that I like my job.

Right, duh, obviously.

I do like 19, though.

I like the energy here.

Of course, I...

I like the people.

Spice.

Excuse me? What?

No.

Nothing.

No, I wasn't...

Just, - what'd you say?

I didn't say anything.
Me neither.

No? No.

Yeah.

Okay.

Okay.

You actually came.

Well, that's what happens
when you text me...

"Come to the roof."

I come to the roof.

I wanted quiet.
Figured you might, too.

So nobody's gonna jump out
and scream things at me?

The last thing I want is to
make your birthday worse.

We don't even have to talk.

Just sit.

All right.

Listen, I'm sorry.

I didn't mean to overstep today.

I wasn't serious
about keeping it.

The watch is from my father,
and that inscription...

It's a threat.

I'm 30 years old.

Time to join
the family business,

to contribute
to the Miller legacy.

He wants me to hang up
my turnouts

and put on a business suit.

Yeah, but you're 30.

Your folks can't expect you
to do whatever they say.

They'll cut me off
from everything.

Money, holidays.

We don't have the best dynamic,

but to be cut off entirely...

Just for being a firefighter?

Think they'd be proud.

They think me risking
my life on the daily

is disrespectful to them

because they worked so hard
to make another way for me,

yet they're willing
to completely destroy

our relationship
because of what?

A job?

My job.

That's disrespectful.

So I guess I'm cut off.

Does that mean
no more fancy houseboat?

It means you're gonna
have to start paying rent.

We could pawn the watch.

All right.

Tell them to come out already.

What do you mean?

I saw the cake in the fridge.

Let's get this over with.

No. Unh-unh, unh-unh.
No, no, no, no.

No, no singing. No singing.

We're not celebrating
my birthday.

We're celebrating,
the fact that we have cake.

Chocolate cake day, or whatever.

I'll cut, you serve?

Okay.

Sure, happy to.

What... you thought I was gonna
invite you up here

and not put you to work?

You got to work for your cake.

Like I said, happy to.

Thanks. Thank you.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you
about the Lieutenant thing.

I'm sorry you didn't feel
like you could tell me.

I mean, you know you can
barge into my bathroom

and bombard me with
all your stuff, right?

Any time.

Because you are my friend.

You're awesome and tough, and...

I'm a beast.

I mean, when I compete,
I just... I tend to change.

I get these blinders up,

and I think I didn't want
to say anything

because I didn't want
to wake the beast

or something.

I don't know.

I sound crazy.

It doesn't make sense.

I just didn't want you and me
to get all competitive or...

You think I can't
handle the beast?

I can handle the beast.

I... I will beast out
right with you.

You can't scare me off,
Maya Bishop.

You know that, right?
Don't even try.

Well, be careful
what you wish for.

Hey, Gibson.

Guess who got her number.

Damn. I knew it! She wins.

All right, Vic, pay up.

I also got her number.

- Yes!
- What?

- What?
- Yes!

What's the over/under on this?

Okay, who wants to go
double or nothing

on who gets the first date?

Chief, you want in on this?
Mnh-mnh.

Anyone else?

Some fires are harder
to put out than others...

even when we're the ones
who've started them.

I guess this is it.

Don't say it like that.

It's just a little break.

I don't even know how to leave.

I... want to kiss you goodbye,

but, I mean,
do I do that or... or not?

I...

Should I just leave?

Yeah, I-I guess I'll just go.

We can light the match.

We can fan the flames.

What's going on?

You're right. I'm sorry.

This is... This is weird.
Never mind.

I thought maybe I would try
to spice it up a bit.

It just... it feels like

there's this big annoying thing
hanging over us.

I-I don't know how
to get past it,

and I can't just,
you know, walk in here

and rip your clothes off
out of the blue,

so I figured... Can't you?

But we can't always control
what the fire does,

where the fire goes.

Or how damn hot it's gonna burn.