All language subtitles for Love Is Panacea_S01E29_episode 29_eng

♫ Don't be afraid of the long journey ♫

♫ Love will comfort your missing ♫

♫ All the wounds will scab over ♫

♫ And turn into the blossoms of time ♫

♫ Someone will wipe them away for you ♫

♫ Don't feel lonely, moving on ♫

♫ Share your story with time ♫

♫ It will respond
with a gentle beam of light ♫

♫ Wishing you find her in the crowd ♫

♫ And rest content with a simple life ♫

♫ Even though life is full of regrets ♫

♫ May you always maintain enthusiasm ♫

♫ For every winter and summer ♫

Who are you?

I'm Du Yongsong, Yunzheng's father
and the director of Huaren Hospital.

Hello.

Yunzheng's father? Come in, please!

Is his surname Du or Gu?

Please take a seat!

Is it a little too distant
if I call you Director?

I'll just call you Yunzheng's dad.

The boy, Yunzheng, is so low-key.

He didn't even tell me
that you are the director.

Looks like they've been dating for a long time.

He has even met you.

For sure! This boy,
Yunzheng, is such a good kid.

Considerate and caring for Wei'an.

To me, he is also very thoughtful.

So I think you taught him to be a great kid.

I'm not going to beat around the bush today.

I disapprove of them dating.

But...

Whoever kids date is their own choice.

I think we, as parents, shouldn't interfere.

My son certainly has choices,
but your daughter, not so many.

You should know

Su Wei'an carries the pathogenic gene
for Huntington's Disease.

It is a hereditary family disease.

The offspring have a 50 percent probability
of inheriting the pathogenic gene.

Enough.

I know what my daughter has.

As long as you know.

You can't just sit back and watch

your own daughter become a burden
to others because of this, can you?

I really can't believe that a hospital director
could say something like this.

Go back and get your facts straight.

It's your son who's been pestering my daughter.

Yunzheng changed his research

focus to Huntington's Disease
for your daughter's sake.

He was originally doing research in glioma
and had some early achievements.

What he's doing now is ruining his own future.
Can you understand how I feel?

I don't care about your
"gamma" or "drama".

I only know Yunzheng is very smart.

My daughter was also a top student
when she was in medical school.

As long as the two of them work hard
and do their best,

they will definitely be able to research
the medicine for chorea.

They'll be able to develop it next year
and bring it to market the year after.

You are really ignorant.

If it were that easy,

Professor Wen from Zhang He Hospital
would not have retired with regret.

Chorea is a world-class challenge.

How many top medical experts
and laboratories have failed?

It's very likely that in the end,
even after dedicating their whole lives,

the two of them still won't find a cure.

I don't understand research,

but I understand love.

I also know to respect the choices
the children make.

What about you?

I'm really curious if
your last name is Du or Gu.

Yunzheng has never mentioned you to me before.

Why is that?
You two aren't very close, right?

Does Yunzheng know you came to my house

and made all these ridiculous comments?

The kids may impulsively do some
rash things in the heat of the moment.

But as parents,

we can't follow along
and make foolish mistakes.

I came today to make my stance clear.

I absolutely forbid them from dating.

If you are still a reasonable mother,

I hope you can properly advise your daughter
to break up with him while she still can.

You forbid them?

What's your place to do that?

Even if they're breaking up, it's my call.

Having a father like you,

Yunzheng probably has psychological problems,
even psychological illnesses.

If anyone should disapprove, it should be me.

It's the best if you disapprove.

I hope you will do as you say.

What an unlucky day!

A dirty rat came into my house today.

I have to sweep him out of my home.

- What are you doing?
- Sweep.

Sweep.

Dirty rat.

Get out.

How ridiculous!

My house doesn't welcome you!

I'm home, Mom!

What's wrong, Lan?
Why are you ignoring me?

You should break up with Yunzheng.

You change your opinion so fast!

This morning, you asked me to make up with him.

What's wrong?

Yunzheng's father came today
and said some ridiculous things.

I don't care if he's some hospital director.

I chased him out with a broom.

Which hospital? Do you know?

Huaren Hospital.

Something with "song", Yongsong?

Du Yongsong?

Yes!

Is Director Du his dad?

Wei'an,

it's already so late.

Why did you call me out here?

Why have you been hiding from me

that Director Du is your father?

Wei'an,

I... I didn't mean to hide it from you.

I just think the one dating you is me,

which has nothing to do with my dad.

But your dad went to my home
and told my mom that you're too good for me.

What?

Why did he go there?

Du Yongsong is only my biological father.

He doesn't have a say in whom I'm dating.

Then tell me,
why did you hide everything from me?

Change your research topic,
and keep a secret about your father.

Things the whole world knows,
but only I don't know.

Or do you feel that I can't accept your family?

I didn't tell you because
I felt there was no need

for you to worry about
those trivial things in my family.

Wei'an, you should just focus on your research,
and we can live happily together.

Isn't that good?

But your dad has gone to my home.

My mom has disapproved of our relationship.

You tell me, what should I do?

I'm sorry, Wei'an,

I was wrong.

Okay,

I'll tell you about my family.

When I was eight,

my mother passed away.

Du Yongsong remarried, and Du Yuncheng
and his mom moved into our home.

I moved out to live with my grandfather.

I had thought my parents divorced
because they were incompatible.

But then I found a photo
in my mom's belongings.

What photo?

A photo of Du Yongsong,
Du Yuncheng and his mom.

It turns out that before my mom died,

they were already a loving family.

When my mom died, she had that photo with her.

I think she must have known
about Du Yongsong's affair,

and that's why she was in a daze

when the accident happened.

Wei'an,

if one of us is out of the other's league,

it's you.

Other than my grandfather,

I have no other close family.

Before meeting you, I didn't even know

how to love someone.

But

I was wrong not to tell you earlier.

I upset you, and I was wrong.

But Su Wei'an,

now that I've chosen you,

I won't give up so easily.

No one can change my heart.

I'm sorry.

I didn't know you've gone through so much.

Don't worry.

I will figure something out about your mom.

She doesn't want to see you now.

She is against us being together.

Then I will use my sincerity and actions

to change her mind.

Honey, they think I don't know
Wei'an's situation.

How's that possible?

Wei'an is my daughter.

How would I not know?

At that time,

you passed away not long ago.

That day, Wei'an asked a bunch of questions.

I thought it was strange,

but she wouldn't tell me anything
when I asked her.

I knew she secretly did
some research behind my back.

Wei'an, have some juice.

Mom, why didn't you knock?

Why do I need to knock in my own home?

I need to study. Please go out.

OK.

Don't stay up too late.

How's the patient doing now?
Is there a sign of the disease?

Not yet.

So, Doctor,
is there medicine for this disease?

Currently, there is no cure worldwide.

Smile. Don't cry.

Here, wipe your tears.

Thank you.

Is it a terminal illness?

My son has terminal meningeal cancer as well.

The doctor said
he had at most six months left.

As a family,

we must steady our emotions
and not break down in front of them.

No matter how sad we are inside,
we have to smile.

If we can't smile,
we can tickle ourselves.

Even if it feels like
a knife in our hearts,

we can't let them see it.

Not only do we need to smile,
but we also need to smile out loud.

This way, they won't feel
hopeless and just wait for death.

we have to show 120% joy.

Am I right?

Later, Yuan suddenly had an episode.

I was so shocked I didn't know what to do.

I called Wei'an and asked her to come back.

But right after I hung up, I regretted it.

What good would it do for her to come back?

Can I just let her watch what she will become?

It was all my fault.

Later, her friend Wen Ran
insisted she do the genetic test.

At first, I didn't want her to do it,
but she said

other results might not be accurate.

Auntie, our Huaren Hospital is the
most authoritative for genetic testing.

If she does it at some small clinic
and gets inaccurate results,

you'd still worry
without seeing the report, right?

Don't you think so, Auntie?

Yes, you're right.

Honey, how I wished Wei'an's first test result

was wrong and a second test would give
a completely different result.

But heaven could not grant me that surprise.

My good child...

Later,

Wen Ran and Jiang each took a report...

Wei'an's test result is negative.

I have the report as proof.

I understood then that

Wei'an didn't want to tell me.
She wanted to keep hiding it from me.

OK.

If you don't want me to know,

I'll just pretend not to know.

Although I'm not a good actress,

as long as Wei'an wants
to hide and not tell me,

no one has the right to expose her.

My Su,

a few days ago,

that Du Yongsong came to our house.

He told me

about Wei'an having chorea.

He blabbed

a bunch of nonsense.

I was so mad!

How could he expose all the white lies?

Can I still

pretend that I don't know along with Wei'an?

Mom...

Wei'an!

You already knew.

Why didn't you tell me?

I know

that you don't want to tell me

because you don't want to
see me crying like this.

I didn't tell you

because I didn't want you to know either.

I don't want us both to be sobbing messes.

Actually, we're both overthinking.

Look, aren't we doing just fine?
Aren't we?

We don't cry every day.

You're working so hard
researching the medicine for HD.

And me, I've become the dancing queen.

Aren't we awesome?

Not scared by this illness, right?

Silly girl,

you know?

In this world,

the only one who has
shared heartbeats with me is you.

Back then, when you were in my tummy,

it felt so magical and sweet.

So from that moment on, I knew in this world,

there is nothing more important than you.

Don't be afraid.

No matter what happens,
I will be by your side.

OK?

Don't be scared.

You are my good girl,

and I'm still your silly mom.

We will be fine.

Why did you go to Su Wei'an's mom?

Why did you say those things to her?

Now you are worried?

I was just being realistic
and saying things I should have said.

On what basis can you
interfere in my relationship?

How could you go to someone else's
home and say such arrogant words?

Because I'm your dad.

Because I'm doing this for your own good.

I can't tolerate that woman with
defective genes ruining the rest of your life.

What right do you have to call yourself my dad?

If it weren't for you, my mom wouldn't
have stayed in Lacaya and not come back.

Would she have died alone for
no reason in a foreign country?

What nonsense are you saying?

Take a look at this yourself.

When the accident happened to Mom,
it was found in her pocket.

"Ms. Cui from a divorced family."
All lies.

Du Yuncheng is undoubtedly
your biological son.

I...

You had been with Cui Jie
even before you met my mom.

If that was the case,
why did you still marry my mom?

If it weren't for this photo,

would my mom have had a mental lapse

or an accident at the construction site?

You're saying it's not your fault.

Why did Xingchen have this photo?

It wasn't me. Not me.

When my mom passed away,

no one even went to claim her belongings.

Her colleagues made countless
phone calls to our home,

but they couldn't reach anyone.

But what did you say to me?

You said she didn't want me anymore.
She was now in Lacaya.

She didn't love me.

How did you have the nerve to say that?

These deceptions and trauma from my childhood,

how can you make amends for them?

Can you even calculate it?

Your own marriage and family are a mess.

What right do you have
to meddle in my relationship?

Who I am dating is my own business.

Su Wei'an, whether or not
she has any genetic defects,

has nothing to do with you

because you simply don't
know what real love is.

You just don't deserve it.

Yunzheng, listen to Dad.

I did make mistakes back then,

but now I'm doing this for your sake.

I can't sit back and watch you
ruining your future!

Don't keep insisting that you're my father.

In this lifetime, we will never have

a father-son relationship.

Director Du, you don't need to threaten me

with the transfer of
the research project anymore.

Regardless of whether you approve it or not,

I believe there will be other hospitals
and labs that support my research.

I ask that you stop harassing

Su Wei'an and her family,

and I also hope you

won't meddle in my own affairs.

Du, did you have dinner?

I ordered seafood paella takeout.

Should I warm it up for you?

What's wrong? Are you feeling sick?

Did you send her this picture?

Isn't this a picture of the three of us?

Where did you find it?

Did you send Gu Xingchen this picture?

It was me.

What's wrong?

She was volunteering in Lacaya at that time.

She wouldn't come back to divorce you.

Yuncheng was about to start elementary school.

Without a father, he couldn't.
I couldn't just stand by and do nothing.

Do you know when she died,
she had this photo in her pocket?

She probably found out about our relationship,

so she had the accident.

You're the one who got her killed?

Me?

The one who got her killed
was not me, but you!

Back then, we were fine in our relationship,
but you suddenly asked to break up with me.

It was all because of this Gu Xingchen!

Remember what you said?

You said your families were from
the same class, a perfect match.

And we should break up peacefully.

But at that time,
I was pregnant with Yuncheng!

Don't bring Yuncheng into this!

You were secretly pregnant
and gave birth to him,

but I didn't even know!

Is that what a father should say?

If I didn't give birth to Yuncheng,

what could I do?

He was a part of me in my tummy!

If you wanted me to abort him, I couldn't!

I asked you to wait, didn't I?

I asked you to wait for me.

Why did you take it upon yourself
to send her the photo?

Wait?

I waited a year after another.

I waited for seven years!

Gu Xingchen was out there for so many years,

not willing to come back to divorce you.

Your marriage was dead,

but she still wouldn't let you go,
hogging the family!

But what about my Yuncheng?

My Yuncheng was bullied at school

just because he didn't have a father. Why?

- He is the eldest heir of the Du family!
- Enough!

I won't shut up!

Your father has never
looked kindly upon Yuncheng.

Do you think he treats us differently
because Yuncheng is "not" your kid?

Yuncheng's eyebrows and eyes
look exactly like yours.

Everyone says he looks just like you!

Your father isn't stupid or blind!

You all look down on Yuncheng

simply because my background
is not as good as Gu Xingchen's.

My degree isn't as high as hers.

My family background
isn't as good as Gu Xingchen's.

I'm not worthy to be your wife.

Don't think I don't know!

Your dad wouldn't let me in the old house.

He says I'm snobbish,
but he's the most snobbish!

Wei'an, your dad left you
to me after he passed.

I won't allow anyone
to bully you or look down on you.

I know

that Yunzheng is a kind and thoughtful kid.

But with his dad's character, if you marry him,

you will suffer a lot.

Mom, I don't have plans to get married yet.

No matter what your plans are,
you can't marry Gu Yunzheng.

Your hands are freezing.

They're fine.

- Going out?
- Zhang!

Uncle Zhang.

Auntie.

Wei'an.

I'm taking Wei'an to work.

Are you going out for groceries?

Wei'an, so, that job of yours...

If the place doesn't have
a subway, then don't go.

If you have to go,
get up early and get ready quickly.

You hear me?

OK. I'm going to work then.

- Wei'an!
- What's wrong with the guards here?

Why do they let random people come in here?

But Auntie...

Lan seems really mad at me this time.

She's not mad at you but your dad.

He went to my home
and said a lot of unpleasant words,

including my sickness.

I'm sorry, Wei'an.

Lan must be really upset.

It turns out she found out a long time ago,

but she's been pretending not to know.

I always thought Lan was insensitive,

but I didn't expect it to be like this.

Lan really loves you.

I will find a way to make amends.

You should probably avoid my mom for now.

I don't think she'll be very nice to you.

No way.

The more she pushes me away,
the more I have to

show my face in front of her.

I will prove with my actions

that I will cherish her precious
daughter just like she does.

Coming!

- Morning, Auntie!
- You again?

I got you breakfast.

Auntie.

This fish is tasty. It's good!

Auntie!

Let me carry them!

Auntie.

- Listen to me...
- Stop following me.

I won't approve of your relationship.

Give up.

No, Auntie.

If you say that,
it means I still haven't done enough.

You don't need to worry about me.

In any case, I'll accompany
you wherever you go, okay?

Yunzheng, I know you are a good kid,

and I really can't find any flaws with you.

But your dad sees my
Wei'an with discrimination.

Do you know, to me, Wei'an is the
most important person in this world?

So I cannot allow anyone to belittle her.

Don't waste your time here or your efforts.

Auntie!

Dr. Gu,

how's the cold shoulder treating you?

It's great.
I got a lot of it these days.

Weren't you always treasuring time?

How come you're spending so much time on Lan?

I have to make my mother-in-law like me.

In that case,

I can have a good girlfriend like you.

You're so gentle and considerate in life

and can work over 12 hours a day for me.

Doesn't that mean I've struck gold?

You old cunning fox.

What? Old?

Aren't you?

You're six years older than me.

- Say that again!
- Old cunning...

Am I still old?

Yes.

Su Wei'an, don't run!

Being your girlfriend is too tiring.

Overuse of mental faculties during work hours

and overuse of physical energy
after work hours.

How about this?

This weekend, I'll take you on a road trip

and give you a break.

What do you think?

But this weekend, we need to visit my aunt.

What's up with your aunt?

She refuses to see anyone recently.

When we are not there,
she will have the nurse wheel her around,

but when we go visit,
she locks herself in the room alone.

It's fine.

I'll figure something out. Don't worry.

Yuan!

Yuan! Open up. It's me!

I brought you your favorite
Tangyuan in rice wine!

I added a lot of osmanthus!

Open up and try it!

Auntie.

What are you doing here?

I've told you that acting
like a stalker won't work!

He's here to help.

What kind of help?

Auntie Su, look, the
weather is really nice today!

In our small courtyard upstairs,
the flowers have all bloomed.

I brought you here to take a look.

You can't only stay in your room every day.

You should come out and get some sun.

Look, the flowers over there,

aren't they so pretty?

Let's go back.

Mrs. Su!

Mrs. Su! We all miss you a lot.

Mrs. Su.

I miss you too.

Mom, it was Gu Yunzheng who contacted

Auntie's former colleagues from the orchestra,

hoping they could come to keep Auntie company.

Yunzheng, thank you.

Auntie, when you come
to visit her in the future,

you can take me with you.

Whenever you need my help, just say the word.

Boss, congrats!
You got what you want!

It's too early to say that now.

Things just started.

Boss,

I heard our hospital
gave us very little funding,

not as much as the popular research fields.

Microlight Fund?

Su Wei'an,

disposable gloves
should be thrown away after use.

These gloves can be disinfected and reused.

Our funding is tight right now,
so we need to save where we can.

No way. Are we so poor now
that we can't even afford disposable gloves?

I can tell you've never suffered hardship.

Back when you researched gliomas,

you were used to spending freely, right?

Now, we still haven't gotten funding
for chorea research.

We're using leftover money
from the glioma research.

We don't know how long
we'll have to live like this.

Indeed, I didn't suffer any hardships
in my previous research either.

Alright, it's not time to show off now.

We need to save money from now on.

Use my money then.

Funding your own research?

Don't you know
doing research is like doing magic?

No matter how much money you have,
it'll be gone in minutes.

I know. I mean,

before Microlight Fund grants
our application, use my money.

- Microlight Fund?
- Yes.

Microlight Fund is a rare
disease welfare program.

The founder, Cao Yong,
is a patient with ALS himself,

and a vice president at a Fortune 500 company.

Since being diagnosed, he has been dedicated
to advancing rare disease research in China.

This fund is specifically for
rare disease research projects.

Su Wei'an, you'll be in charge of
preparing the application

for the Microlight Fund this time.

- Me?
- Yes.

Although it won't be a lot of money,

it's enough for us to start the project.

Don't feel too stressed.
We'll be relying on you, Wei'an.

But I...

Yuncheng!
When did you come back?

Let's talk in the car.

Yuncheng!

Yuncheng! You're finally back!

I've missed you so much these days!

Where on earth did you go?

How has the company been?

With you gone,
Jiehui was a group without a leader.

A few directors have transferred
their shares to Maiteng.

Adverse news
was also spreading widely out there.

I've been struggling to support Jiehui.

♫ The night moves the hands of the clock ♫

♫ The noise replaces the silence ♫

♫ We act out a script of an encounter ♫

♫ The rainbow insetting the night ♫

♫ And the wind blowing over the desert ♫

♫ Were all once our witnesses ♫

♫ Who isn't lost in the vastness ♫

♫ Seeking a slim chance? ♫

♫ Trapped in this city called fate ♫

♫ Yet still chasing the stars ♫

♫ Don't worry, my lost loved one ♫

♫ Your lonely soul keeps warm with wine ♫

♫ Let me embrace your wounds ♫

♫ You shine bright as a star ♫

♫ Twinkling in the loneliest times ♫

♫ The night moves the hands of the clock ♫

♫ The noise replaces the silence ♫

♫ We act out a script of an encounter ♫

♫ The rainbow insetting the night ♫

♫ And the wind blowing over the desert ♫

♫ Were all once our witnesses ♫

♫ Who isn't lost in the vastness ♫

♫ Seeking a slim chance? ♫

♫ Trapped in this city called fate ♫

♫ Yet still chasing the stars ♫

♫ Don't worry, my lost loved one ♫

♫ Your lonely soul keeps warm with wine ♫

♫ Let me embrace your wounds ♫

♫ You shine bright as a star ♫

♫ Twinkling in the loneliest times ♫