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I know you probably
want me to tell Amira...
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Well, are you already planning
for us to not work out?
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I'll recover from the episode,
but it'll never be behind me.
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That's why I was kind of hoping
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that you would let me
come back to emerg.
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While we can't always
control the wait,
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we can improve how the
patient experiences it.
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It's just one piece
of a larger puzzle
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I'm trying to put together,
and the reason you hired me.
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And also because we knew you'd
approach change deliberately.
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The hospital's been
talking to Roberta Matheson
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and she wants you
to admit fault.
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She wants me to
admit I'm an abuser.
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I was messed up long
before the crash.
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- I'm not gonna live a lie.
- I need a doctor!
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- Okay. I am a doctor.
- No! Get off of me!
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Ah! You want me to use my injury
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- to get some sympathy from Devi.
- Uh, well,
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if you know that, then
why don't you do it?
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What if that woman
reacted to me?
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In a discriminatory way?
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That's my school audition song.
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Amira, you forged my signature.
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If I don't get in, none of
this will matter anyway.
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You don't want me to be happy,
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you act like you're
doing a good job,
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but they were good
parents, you're not.
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Well, you and I disagree.
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We'll talk about it
when I get there, okay?
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Rania was caught off-guard,
but uh, she said that
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I should just let Amira
stay there and calm down.
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Yeah. That sounds
like good advice.
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No, I told her to get
Amira's things ready.
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- Bash, I...
- You should go home.
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- I'll call you when I'm done.
- No, Bash, wait, wait.
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Why don't you just... just
play this out for a second?
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What are you gonna do?
You're gonna get there,
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you're gonna drag
her out by force?
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- She's my responsibility.
- Yes, and she's safe.
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With someone that you trust and
someone that she's comfortable with.
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She's my family. Are
you really suggesting
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that I just don't do anything
because we had an argument
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about where she
should go to school!
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Bash, being a teenage
girl is so hard,
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it's like your brain's on fire,
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you feel scared and fierce
and fragile all at once.
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I'm just... I'm
suggesting patience.
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You're suggesting I do nothing.
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No. No, not nothing.
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Just... take time.
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Get perspective.
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- One night.
- Two nights.
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And then she comes home.
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And once the patient
receives a hospital ID,
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you can only search
for that patient
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using the last six
digits of that number.
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If you type in seven, the
computer's gonna think
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you're looking for
labs. Don't do it.
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Speaking of labs...
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Theo, thanks for picking
up that shift today.
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Sure. Uh, not the
best time I realize,
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but I'm not going to
apologize to Roberta Matheson
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and go on the
record as an abuser.
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If you have an issue
with that, let me know.
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- No photocopying.
- No unpaid overtime.
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And all our breaks are
taken outside emerg.
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- Yeah, sorry, why is that?
- Because normally we get roped
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into work during our breaks.
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By doctors that are still
asking us to do more.
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We're just trying to make
sure we're on the same page
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about the nursing situation.
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To be clear, this is
not a union action.
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This is a work-to-rule
initiated by our emerg nurses.
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They'll be performing
strictly contractual duties.
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No treatments that doctors
should be billing for,
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no portering, no cleaning.
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Please know that we are
doing everything that we can
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to address nurses issues
around workflow changes
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and some unexpected
burdens falling their way.
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More like all expected burdens.
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Okay.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- Tight spot. I know.
- Yeah.
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I've added temps.
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- Thanks for approving the overages.
- Calling in casuals is not sustainable.
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And with a province-wide shortage,
how many are even emerg nurses?
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- One in four.
- You're still happy you walked into this?
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Okay, but communication
scores are up
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in the surveys we've
been collecting,
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- and that's with all of these challenges.
- No, no, no,
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- data does not drive change.
- Uh-huh.
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And the contingency
budget dries up next week
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- and money's gotta come from somewhere.
- Understood.
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- If you want the benefit of my experience...
- Of course.
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Stop trying to be
a friend to all.
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There is no way that everyone
walks out of this unscathed.
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Hey, what do we got?
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I've got Solomon Morris, 23,
found down on Bay Street.
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And I've got Brock
Paulson, nasal fracture
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after passing out behind
the wheel of his car.
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- So, he hit Mr. Morris?
- I hit a tree, on Sherbourne.
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Oh God, I hope I didn't
hit a person too.
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My heart's pounding in my chest.
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BP's stable, but he's tachy...
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We tried radioing in,
but no one answered.
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Word at our station house is
your nurses are on work to rule?
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Was Mr. Morris
struck by a vehicule?
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Because those two streets
are nowhere near each other.
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No evidence of trauma,
but we can't rouse him.
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Wait, I'm confused,
which one's more urgent?
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- We picked them up separately.
- Who's going where?
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Claire, are you still on
routing now because...
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It's not complicated,
guys. Uh, Theo,
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take trauma, and Mags, recess.
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How much did she drink?
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A few tequilas, but she's
been vomiting bile repeatedly.
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No evidence of gallstones.
X-ray shows distended bowel.
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But that could be from the
adenocarcinoma in her pancreas.
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Have you called her oncologist?
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Zola says her prognosis is three
years at best, even if they resect.
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- She starts treatment next week.
- Then we need to get in there.
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Investigate what's up with the
bowel so she makes it that far.
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- You're thinking laparoscopy?
- Exploratory lap.
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We don't wanna cause any
damage that would delay chemo.
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There is a spot
on the board at...
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11:00 PM. I'm happy to stay.
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Nice one!
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I appreciate the
commitment, Dr Hamed,
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but we need to bump someone
before she gets emergent.
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All we found on him
was a driver's license
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- from the state of Oklahoma.
- BP's ninety over seventy now.
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Where are we on that ECG?
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Theo, everyone
else is spoken for.
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- You okay to go this alone?
- Depends what we're looking at.
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Can you help me cut here?
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Just so I know, was is this work
action mean for you as an NP?
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That you treat me as an
RN until it's resolved.
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Irma, O-two, and
monitor his breathing.
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Hematoma DVT?
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No, it's cold, not
warm. Pallor, wooden.
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Can I get a pressure needle?
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Theo, his BP's dropping.
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Injecting saline.
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Eighty millimeters mercury.
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- Acute compartment syndrome.
- Without obvious trauma?
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If we don't relieve the pressure
in his leg, he could lose it.
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He needs an urgent
fasciotomy. Can you help?
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Yes, but nurses' duties only.
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Okay.
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His rate's climbing.
195. He's in SVT.
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Joanie, grab a crash
cart just in case.
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- And we need some ice.
- Sorry, Mags, there's no way
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I'm crossing the nurses pickup
line, official or otherwise.
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Oh my God. Well, if you see
a nurse, ice on the way out?
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Excuse me.
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Crazy here today.
Sorry to pile on.
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I know. It's really
not your fault, Brock.
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Usually, I just hold my nose,
close my mouth and push out air
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- to slow it down, but I can't now.
- Right.
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People who know vagal
maneuvers like that
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usually have heart problems.
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Mine just races sometimes,
though this might be a record.
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Hmm. Do you smoke or do you
use any recreational drugs?
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Well, as a personal
trainer, I keep it tight.
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Uh, no alcohol, no smoke,
no toxins of any kind.
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Well, something must
have caused you to faint,
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vasovagal syncope can sometimes
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- have underlying...
- I was on my way home from a therapy session
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and feeling... intensely.
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- Yeah, well, physical therapy can be taxing.
- No, the other kind.
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We were really digging
deep today, and it...
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it brought up a lot of emotions.
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Hey, give me a sec?
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I need some ice! Hello?!
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Okay, you're gonna sit
up, face dive for me,
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next level vagal maneuver.
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A good three beats.
There you go.
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One Mississippi,
two Mississippi,
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three Mississippi. Okay,
it's good, you can lay down.
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There you go. Okay, ice his
nose on the way to imaging,
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and we need a detailed echo.
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No, I've been tested before,
there's nothing wrong with my heart.
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We need to make sure. Ten
on ten off with the ice
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while they image and I'll come and
fix your nose once you're back.
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- Where are we on the fentanyl?
- Coming in.
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- Claire, you able to retract?
- I can only hand you instruments.
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- Right.
- I am here to support.
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You tell me what you
need and you'll have it.
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Okay, retracting.
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Fascia's exposed.
Scissors, thank you.
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O-two sat's
plummeting! Irma, bag!
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- He's not breathing?
- It's not there!
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Why weren't you
watching for that?
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His sats were fine
on the screen.
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Fentanyl can depress resp rate.
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In trauma, you need to watch the
patient, not just the monitor.
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Hey, guys, if I don't cut soon,
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we're gonna have a whole
other problem here.
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Mm-hmm.
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Okay. Go.
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Okay. This
compartment's released.
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I'll do the other side and then,
we'll cover with wet dressings.
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I need surgery? Right now?
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It's the only way to figure
out what's causing the problem.
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I mean, it's
obviously my cancer,
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- coupled with bad behavior.
- Say "Ah".
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We're staying
positive, remember?
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- Are you two sisters?
- Friends.
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Um, we met in seventh grade.
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- Via dork radar.
- We were the good kids.
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Did our homework.
Followed the rules.
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Yeah. When I got my diagnosis,
Riley dropped everything
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and convinced me to say screw the
rules, until treatment starts.
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Last night was a dine and
dash at her ex's restaurant.
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Tonight, we're supposed to
spray paint Zola's letter
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of resignation on
her boss's car.
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- Yeah.
- The jerk shorted her sick pay.
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Light felony is less
scary than surgery.
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Well, laparoscopy is the
safest kind of surgery.
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The usual rate of complication
is between five to ten percent.
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Statistically, I shouldn't be
dying of cancer at thirty either.
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Maybe if you tell
us what to expect?
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- Knowledge is power, right?
- Absolutely.
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So we put several cameras
through small incisions,
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find the obstruction and
see if we can fix it.
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Can you take the mass out too?
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Unfortunately, we have
to deal with this first
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before anyone can
take on your pancreas.
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Boss, if you can skinny dip
in a stranger's freezing cold
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pool at 3:00 AM,
you can do this.
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Here's a gown for you.
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She does need to
get changed now.
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Hey.
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- I love you, Boss.
- I love you too.
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- I'll see you on the other side.
- No, no, Riley, I...
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I'm in love with you.
237
00:10:18,597 --> 00:10:20,607
I think I always have been.
238
00:10:22,745 --> 00:10:25,817
We said screw rules,
right? I'll see you after?
239
00:10:26,188 --> 00:10:27,500
Yeah.
240
00:10:40,461 --> 00:10:41,895
What's wrong? Are you okay?
241
00:10:41,965 --> 00:10:43,597
Why do you always
assume the worst?
242
00:10:43,796 --> 00:10:46,381
Mags, I don't need to be
disassembled mentally right now.
243
00:10:46,394 --> 00:10:47,757
Okay, okay, I was just...
244
00:10:47,872 --> 00:10:50,764
I was thinking that maybe we could
try something different tonight.
245
00:10:51,028 --> 00:10:52,391
How about we have
dinner with friends?
246
00:10:52,401 --> 00:10:54,345
And don't say you're working
because I checked the board,
247
00:10:54,369 --> 00:10:56,743
and everyone can bring food,
248
00:10:56,762 --> 00:10:58,509
and you wouldn't
have to do anything.
249
00:10:58,528 --> 00:11:01,508
Just enjoy the company of
others. What do you say?
250
00:11:03,052 --> 00:11:05,439
Bash, it's been four
days since Amira left
251
00:11:05,471 --> 00:11:07,436
and we talked about
getting perspective,
252
00:11:07,442 --> 00:11:09,361
but all you do is
work and worry.
253
00:11:11,587 --> 00:11:13,746
I know you'd rather
do it yourself,
254
00:11:13,759 --> 00:11:16,844
but that's why we're in
the "you talk, I act"
255
00:11:16,857 --> 00:11:20,069
stage of our relationship.
So, next step?
256
00:11:20,075 --> 00:11:24,331
Scan and run the bowel, look for
obstructions, masses and adhesions.
257
00:11:24,702 --> 00:11:27,736
When I was practicing, I had
trouble orienting the camera.
258
00:11:27,768 --> 00:11:30,565
Remember to pull back the camera
to widen the field of view.
259
00:11:30,603 --> 00:11:34,007
Colon is distended, but
no visible obstructions?
260
00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:36,843
Could be ileus, but why?
261
00:11:36,868 --> 00:11:38,945
Alright, let's get a
look at the pancreas.
262
00:11:40,542 --> 00:11:42,097
Now, the grasper.
263
00:11:45,501 --> 00:11:47,364
Someone said you had a daughter.
264
00:11:47,453 --> 00:11:49,687
You've been pulling a lot of
late nights, how do you manage?
265
00:11:49,700 --> 00:11:51,153
- Amira's my sister.
- Oh.
266
00:11:51,193 --> 00:11:52,516
Uh, she's...
267
00:11:53,309 --> 00:11:55,946
- with a friend who helps out.
- Oh.
268
00:11:56,471 --> 00:11:58,501
My daughters are
in university now,
269
00:11:58,515 --> 00:12:00,250
but they'd be the first
to tell you that I didn't
270
00:12:00,268 --> 00:12:02,579
exactly ace that balancing act.
271
00:12:02,861 --> 00:12:04,198
Oh.
272
00:12:05,139 --> 00:12:07,040
Does that look
like calcification?
273
00:12:07,475 --> 00:12:09,530
And pseudocysts.
274
00:12:09,837 --> 00:12:12,916
- Which indicates?
- Pancreatitis, not cancer.
275
00:12:12,948 --> 00:12:14,714
That explains the ileus.
276
00:12:15,693 --> 00:12:18,432
This woman has spent the last
month of her life preparing to die.
277
00:12:18,624 --> 00:12:21,024
Well, she won't, at
least, not from cancer.
278
00:12:21,229 --> 00:12:23,110
But let's get a
sample to the lab.
279
00:12:23,162 --> 00:12:25,926
If her pancreas has necrotized,
she's not out of the woods.
280
00:12:26,348 --> 00:12:28,384
Lift, lift, lift,
lift. Go back, go back.
281
00:12:28,422 --> 00:12:31,295
That's better. Gotcha.
282
00:12:37,189 --> 00:12:38,700
Hello? Hello? Hey!
283
00:12:38,770 --> 00:12:42,022
Anyone? Uh, I think I need help!
284
00:12:45,760 --> 00:12:47,418
Hey, Brock, you're
back from imaging.
285
00:12:47,450 --> 00:12:51,418
Uh, I never went. I'm guessing
that... HR number is my heart.
286
00:12:51,565 --> 00:12:54,198
- Should it be north of 200?
- Yeah, no, tell me how you're feeling?
287
00:12:54,222 --> 00:12:56,666
- Like maybe they forgot about me.
- Okay. lie back down.
288
00:13:02,473 --> 00:13:06,659
Oh, Brock! Arnold!
Adenosine. He's back in SVT.
289
00:13:09,641 --> 00:13:12,601
- It's not stocked. I'll go get some.
- No, no time. We need to cardiovert.
290
00:13:15,170 --> 00:13:16,758
200 J, synchronized.
291
00:13:23,951 --> 00:13:25,680
- Charging.
- Clear.
292
00:13:28,911 --> 00:13:31,138
- Hey, you okay?
- Yeah.
293
00:13:31,170 --> 00:13:32,751
- You with me?
- Yeah.
294
00:13:32,758 --> 00:13:34,691
I asked a casual to
get him to radiology,
295
00:13:34,729 --> 00:13:36,862
if she had done that he
wouldn't have been alone!
296
00:13:37,801 --> 00:13:39,401
Can you help?
297
00:13:39,817 --> 00:13:42,280
Or maybe someone reminded that
nurse that she's not a porter
298
00:13:42,287 --> 00:13:44,023
and moving patients is
not part of her contract.
299
00:13:44,047 --> 00:13:46,204
Which means the porters available
are busy and in short supply.
300
00:13:46,223 --> 00:13:48,558
- And that's part of the problem!
- You know, I would've taken him myself,
301
00:13:48,579 --> 00:13:49,985
but I had to wait for my
own heart to stabilize.
302
00:13:50,009 --> 00:13:51,712
So we have to pick
up your slack?
303
00:13:51,896 --> 00:13:53,381
When it affects a
patient's well-being,
304
00:13:53,391 --> 00:13:54,773
we do what's necessary, Arnold!
305
00:13:54,824 --> 00:13:56,667
Enough! Both of you!
306
00:13:57,461 --> 00:13:58,669
Sérieusement!
307
00:14:11,755 --> 00:14:14,166
- Oh no. No, no, no.
- No, hey, Solomon, hey, look!
308
00:14:14,198 --> 00:14:15,529
You're in the
hospital, it's okay!
309
00:14:15,544 --> 00:14:16,969
We're taking good
care of you, no...
310
00:14:16,993 --> 00:14:18,680
Slow down. Alright, look at me.
311
00:14:18,782 --> 00:14:21,221
There is a large surgical
incision on your leg, okay?
312
00:14:21,264 --> 00:14:23,364
- I know it's disorienting.
- What happened?
313
00:14:23,454 --> 00:14:26,270
They found you collapsed on the
street with compartment syndrome.
314
00:14:26,302 --> 00:14:28,958
It means your leg was seconds
away from losing its blood supply.
315
00:14:28,997 --> 00:14:30,904
- I need to leave.
- No, you need to stay.
316
00:14:31,333 --> 00:14:33,886
Okay? At least until
the swelling goes down.
317
00:14:34,418 --> 00:14:36,126
Listen, hey, listen, listen.
318
00:14:37,304 --> 00:14:39,680
Man, I promise, alright?
319
00:14:39,710 --> 00:14:41,970
You can tell me
whatever happened.
320
00:14:42,149 --> 00:14:44,785
Okay? I'm required to
keep it confidential.
321
00:14:44,854 --> 00:14:46,206
I'm not a criminal.
322
00:14:46,513 --> 00:14:48,113
I'm a culinary student.
323
00:14:48,881 --> 00:14:52,075
- And I can't pay for this.
- Okay. Um, you're...
324
00:14:52,095 --> 00:14:53,688
you're from out of
the country, right?
325
00:14:53,739 --> 00:14:55,518
Alright, then your tuition
covers health-care.
326
00:14:55,524 --> 00:14:57,483
Not if I lose my
scholarship and flunk out.
327
00:14:57,934 --> 00:15:00,801
Look, I have sickle cell anemia.
328
00:15:00,870 --> 00:15:03,409
I kept missing classes, I was
trying to get it under control,
329
00:15:03,422 --> 00:15:05,451
but the meds... the
meds are expensive.
330
00:15:05,509 --> 00:15:08,203
Compartment syndrome can be
a complication of sickling.
331
00:15:08,267 --> 00:15:10,040
If you knew you
had to manage this,
332
00:15:10,129 --> 00:15:12,427
can I ask why you didn't
pick a school closer to home?
333
00:15:12,648 --> 00:15:14,309
No insurance at home either.
334
00:15:15,629 --> 00:15:17,273
I thought I'd take
a swing, you know?
335
00:15:17,728 --> 00:15:19,049
But now you've cut me open,
336
00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:21,466
and I'm gonna get a bill
I won't be able to pay.
337
00:15:21,645 --> 00:15:25,025
Look, there is a very serious
risk of you getting an infection
338
00:15:25,041 --> 00:15:26,546
if you leave here, Solomon.
339
00:15:26,577 --> 00:15:27,910
We don't charge
by the hour, okay?
340
00:15:27,934 --> 00:15:29,244
So just... just sit tight.
341
00:15:30,642 --> 00:15:31,917
We can figure this out.
342
00:15:32,291 --> 00:15:34,087
What do you mean I
don't have cancer?
343
00:15:34,149 --> 00:15:37,770
Your diagnosis has a very real
but small margin of error.
344
00:15:37,839 --> 00:15:40,840
Symptoms very closely mimic
autoimmune pancreatitis.
345
00:15:40,909 --> 00:15:42,106
But I've been so sick.
346
00:15:42,131 --> 00:15:44,861
Pancreatitis can cause extreme
pain and make you very ill,
347
00:15:44,876 --> 00:15:47,216
but we've got you on
fluids and antibiotics.
348
00:15:48,020 --> 00:15:49,387
But this means she's gonna live?
349
00:15:49,674 --> 00:15:51,072
This is great news!
350
00:15:51,266 --> 00:15:53,530
All the things we did
were for no reason?
351
00:15:54,333 --> 00:15:56,220
Boss, it's okay,
you got swept up...
352
00:15:57,090 --> 00:15:59,995
What if I was holding
onto that for a long time?
353
00:16:00,661 --> 00:16:02,555
Then I don't know what
you want me to say.
354
00:16:02,575 --> 00:16:04,277
You can talk to me about it.
355
00:16:07,902 --> 00:16:10,625
- Or you can go.
- That's not fair.
356
00:16:10,708 --> 00:16:12,641
I've been here
supporting you, and now,
357
00:16:12,699 --> 00:16:14,721
- I have to justify how I care about you?
- No, you've been here because
358
00:16:14,743 --> 00:16:16,973
it worked out for you,
your marriage ended,
359
00:16:16,999 --> 00:16:19,443
and you were freaked out
about your own future.
360
00:16:19,648 --> 00:16:21,645
Look, our concern right now
361
00:16:21,657 --> 00:16:23,673
is whether your
pancreas is necrotizing.
362
00:16:23,750 --> 00:16:25,612
Which means if parts
of it are dying.
363
00:16:25,733 --> 00:16:28,076
Now we've sent samples
over to our lab,
364
00:16:28,114 --> 00:16:29,716
and we'll be repeating
a CT in the morning.
365
00:16:29,740 --> 00:16:31,289
Zola needs to rest right now.
366
00:16:31,315 --> 00:16:33,355
- So, Riley, maybe you should come back later.
- No.
367
00:16:33,715 --> 00:16:35,142
She should go.
368
00:16:42,144 --> 00:16:44,806
What now?
369
00:16:45,740 --> 00:16:47,072
Just uh,
370
00:16:47,379 --> 00:16:49,612
try to get as much
rest as you can.
371
00:16:52,614 --> 00:16:54,246
Okay. Here you go.
372
00:16:54,284 --> 00:16:56,133
Uh... can we skip
whatever that is?
373
00:16:56,165 --> 00:16:57,676
I tend to react to medication.
374
00:16:57,733 --> 00:16:59,641
Yeah. It's just
a mild analgesic.
375
00:16:59,787 --> 00:17:01,651
I mean, we can, but
unless you're allergic,
376
00:17:01,670 --> 00:17:03,622
- you're gonna want the freezing.
- Um,
377
00:17:03,802 --> 00:17:05,344
- alright.
- Yeah? Okay.
378
00:17:05,933 --> 00:17:07,136
Here you go.
379
00:17:07,322 --> 00:17:10,240
One, two, three.
380
00:17:10,970 --> 00:17:12,903
Your heart imaging
came back normal
381
00:17:12,915 --> 00:17:16,043
- which doesn't explain the arrhythmia.
- I told you it would be...
382
00:17:16,587 --> 00:17:18,450
Okay, this is gonna
be uncomfortable.
383
00:17:19,673 --> 00:17:21,605
I'll do it quickly.
384
00:17:22,226 --> 00:17:23,249
Alright. Ready?
385
00:17:23,281 --> 00:17:24,933
- Yep.
- One, two, three...
386
00:17:24,958 --> 00:17:27,089
Here you go. Okay.
387
00:17:27,205 --> 00:17:28,523
Doing great, doing great.
388
00:17:28,581 --> 00:17:30,456
You're doing great.
389
00:17:31,167 --> 00:17:33,912
Okay. So this will
keep the bone aligned
390
00:17:33,931 --> 00:17:36,011
and we can take it
out in about a week.
391
00:17:38,157 --> 00:17:41,241
It is burning? Or is
it... uncomfortable?
392
00:17:41,426 --> 00:17:43,065
- Well...
- Let me see.
393
00:17:43,698 --> 00:17:45,362
Okay, you have hives now.
394
00:17:45,407 --> 00:17:46,866
Are you sure you're
not allergic?
395
00:17:46,918 --> 00:17:49,510
They'll go away as
quickly as they can.
396
00:17:50,886 --> 00:17:54,073
I normally try to avoid
telling people this but,
397
00:17:54,636 --> 00:17:56,325
I'm an HSP.
398
00:17:56,530 --> 00:17:58,335
Highly sensitive person.
399
00:17:58,544 --> 00:18:00,953
I fainted because I was spent
emotionally from therapy.
400
00:18:01,012 --> 00:18:02,732
The stress from the
crash made my heart race
401
00:18:02,771 --> 00:18:04,611
and I thought I'd been
forgotten so I panicked.
402
00:18:05,203 --> 00:18:07,961
My body plays by its own rules.
403
00:18:08,019 --> 00:18:10,777
And when I explain this to
doctors, they look at me...
404
00:18:11,820 --> 00:18:13,638
well, like you are now.
405
00:18:13,849 --> 00:18:15,980
No... I mean, there is
literature on people
406
00:18:16,012 --> 00:18:17,247
who feel feelings more deeply,
407
00:18:17,266 --> 00:18:19,135
but there's no data
connecting it to SVT.
408
00:18:19,186 --> 00:18:21,676
No, my thing's like,
the opposite of science.
409
00:18:22,175 --> 00:18:24,511
I mean, there's no medical cause
for what happened to me today
410
00:18:24,535 --> 00:18:26,707
other than being a
more fragile person.
411
00:18:28,273 --> 00:18:29,605
Mm.
412
00:18:29,772 --> 00:18:31,109
You're not convinced.
413
00:18:31,448 --> 00:18:33,618
Even though your
test shows nothing.
414
00:18:33,675 --> 00:18:36,671
No, I still would like to sign you
for a test called electrophysiology,
415
00:18:36,696 --> 00:18:37,848
it'd be a bit more invasive,
416
00:18:37,867 --> 00:18:39,743
but at least we can rule
out anything serious.
417
00:18:39,794 --> 00:18:41,560
Well, how invasive?
Because I'm telling you,
418
00:18:41,573 --> 00:18:43,243
there's nothing
medically wrong with me.
419
00:18:43,339 --> 00:18:45,573
But Brock, your heart
was beating so fast
420
00:18:45,586 --> 00:18:46,917
that we had to shock you.
421
00:18:47,064 --> 00:18:48,440
We need to make sure.
422
00:18:50,149 --> 00:18:51,826
Then if it is something serious?
423
00:18:52,863 --> 00:18:54,393
Well, then we try to fix it.
424
00:18:54,865 --> 00:18:56,888
And you don't have to
feel fragile anymore.
425
00:18:57,868 --> 00:18:59,653
Ah, hopefully not much longer.
426
00:18:59,704 --> 00:19:01,534
Claire! The guy in
A, Mr. Morris...
427
00:19:01,571 --> 00:19:03,665
What is it, Nancy? I've got
four places I need to be.
428
00:19:03,729 --> 00:19:05,304
The fasciotomy patient
needs to get admitted
429
00:19:05,328 --> 00:19:07,235
- and his infusion is almost done.
- Yes so check the chart orders.
430
00:19:07,242 --> 00:19:08,498
They're not there. And
I know I'm not supposed
431
00:19:08,522 --> 00:19:10,562
- to chase down doctors right now.
- I'll handle it.
432
00:19:11,243 --> 00:19:14,148
Theo, why didn't you
admit Solomon Morris?
433
00:19:15,077 --> 00:19:18,380
Um, he is a sickler
with no insurance.
434
00:19:18,399 --> 00:19:20,742
So if I waive my fee
on the fasciotomy
435
00:19:20,791 --> 00:19:22,902
and we keep him in emerg, he
won't get billed for a room.
436
00:19:22,926 --> 00:19:25,010
Great, so you get to
magnanimously waive your fee,
437
00:19:25,042 --> 00:19:27,340
while my team does all the
monitoring and the treatments?
438
00:19:27,384 --> 00:19:30,097
I'm trying to help someone in
a desperate situation, Claire.
439
00:19:30,123 --> 00:19:32,446
And we're trying to make sure
every other patient's looked after.
440
00:19:32,469 --> 00:19:35,358
Are you? Or are you more concerned
about your work stoppage?
441
00:19:35,409 --> 00:19:37,746
Look, I know it's been
a little bumpy, but
442
00:19:37,797 --> 00:19:40,805
do you really not see the value of
what Dr Devi's trying to do here?
443
00:19:40,882 --> 00:19:43,211
Do you not see how
hypocritical that is?
444
00:19:43,378 --> 00:19:45,491
All the labor in
her plan fell on us
445
00:19:45,530 --> 00:19:47,644
and you are doing the same
thing right now with Solomon.
446
00:19:47,668 --> 00:19:49,645
Fine. Then I will
monitor him myself.
447
00:19:49,664 --> 00:19:51,507
You're gonna check his
fluids every 20 minutes?
448
00:19:51,526 --> 00:19:54,746
Change the bedpan? And what happens
if a trauma comes in and you can't?
449
00:19:54,790 --> 00:19:56,493
Who do you think wears that?
450
00:19:57,926 --> 00:20:00,896
Write your instructions on his
chart, and leave it with me.
451
00:20:03,366 --> 00:20:05,754
No, it's a question
of resources.
452
00:20:06,676 --> 00:20:08,701
We're looking into it today.
453
00:20:09,972 --> 00:20:11,968
I'm waiting to
hear back on that.
454
00:20:12,436 --> 00:20:13,696
Okay, bye.
455
00:20:14,970 --> 00:20:17,607
That was extremely
unprofessional of me
456
00:20:17,626 --> 00:20:19,668
to lose my cool like that
in front of my patient.
457
00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:21,632
- Agreed.
- He's stable.
458
00:20:21,709 --> 00:20:24,263
Um, I think. He says the
cause of his heart event
459
00:20:24,308 --> 00:20:25,820
is that he's a highly
sensitive person,
460
00:20:25,844 --> 00:20:28,000
but I still want him to
go for electrophysiology.
461
00:20:28,461 --> 00:20:30,855
I have a cousin who's an HSP.
462
00:20:31,034 --> 00:20:32,224
He's an artist.
463
00:20:32,634 --> 00:20:34,107
Some people feel more deeply,
464
00:20:34,151 --> 00:20:36,027
but their bodies pay
for it in either ways.
465
00:20:36,379 --> 00:20:37,998
So you think it's a real thing.
466
00:20:38,066 --> 00:20:40,800
They say Einstein was one
and he was frequently ill.
467
00:20:40,973 --> 00:20:43,194
But I mean, definitely
get your guy checked out.
468
00:20:43,204 --> 00:20:45,702
And it wasn't just
about Brock with Arnold.
469
00:20:47,225 --> 00:20:50,463
My own heart rate spiked
and I needed to get it down.
470
00:20:51,097 --> 00:20:52,486
Are you feeling better?
471
00:20:53,266 --> 00:20:55,456
Yeah, and I didn't mean
to say that to pile on
472
00:20:55,483 --> 00:20:58,298
and I wasn't disregarding your
instructions, I've got your back.
473
00:20:58,490 --> 00:21:00,960
I could swing a physician's
assistant for the day.
474
00:21:01,005 --> 00:21:03,520
No, thanks, but I'm sure
you've got other places
475
00:21:03,539 --> 00:21:05,888
that need support. But
thank you. Appreciate it.
476
00:21:07,795 --> 00:21:10,886
Actually, I read this article,
477
00:21:10,932 --> 00:21:14,950
about 500 doctors in
Quebec that rejected raises
478
00:21:14,969 --> 00:21:17,136
in a bid to divert
money toward nurses.
479
00:21:17,427 --> 00:21:20,295
I'm pretty sure that staff
here would feel the same way.
480
00:21:20,602 --> 00:21:24,212
Let me see what else I can dig up
before we resort to crowdsourcing.
481
00:21:24,315 --> 00:21:26,017
- Okay.
- Okay.
482
00:21:28,949 --> 00:21:31,976
Hello? Guys?
483
00:21:34,088 --> 00:21:37,313
June? I was just
finishing my prayers.
484
00:21:37,558 --> 00:21:39,809
Uh... I'm early.
485
00:21:40,117 --> 00:21:42,779
Mags said 6:30, uh, I
can run some errands.
486
00:21:42,796 --> 00:21:44,917
- No, no, don't be ridiculous.
She's still on shift.
487
00:21:44,981 --> 00:21:48,788
Uh, fridge? Alright.
Should I take that?
488
00:21:50,241 --> 00:21:54,253
Uh, you know, Singh let
me jump in on a lab today.
489
00:21:54,298 --> 00:21:56,007
He did not let me operate Hal.
490
00:21:56,020 --> 00:21:59,783
Uh, that could take years,
so don't worry about it.
491
00:22:03,850 --> 00:22:05,850
Well, he did ask me about Amira.
492
00:22:06,185 --> 00:22:08,903
Just uh, how we
balance and all that.
493
00:22:09,044 --> 00:22:11,943
He started talking
about his daughters.
494
00:22:13,217 --> 00:22:15,040
- Really?
- Mm-hmm.
495
00:22:16,941 --> 00:22:18,215
These are good.
496
00:22:19,060 --> 00:22:20,364
You make yourself at home.
497
00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:31,706
The aromatics add like a
whole other layer to this.
498
00:22:31,732 --> 00:22:33,204
It's... it's amazing,
just trust me.
499
00:22:33,236 --> 00:22:35,540
Dammit! How are you so fast?
500
00:22:35,714 --> 00:22:37,364
We want to choose toppings.
501
00:22:37,383 --> 00:22:40,391
You know, technically, manaeesh
is a breakfast flatbread,
502
00:22:40,418 --> 00:22:42,010
- but...
- Move, move, move! Ah!
503
00:22:42,042 --> 00:22:44,161
Okay. I'll just plate it then.
504
00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:46,594
So, seriously no other
takers of what will easily be
505
00:22:46,626 --> 00:22:48,488
the best gin martini
they've ever had?
506
00:22:50,619 --> 00:22:52,866
Why don't I just go help Bash.
507
00:22:53,899 --> 00:22:55,592
How's that going?
Your health stuff?
508
00:22:55,676 --> 00:22:57,672
It's messy.
509
00:22:57,704 --> 00:22:59,317
I mean, you can't really
stop saving someone's life
510
00:22:59,330 --> 00:23:00,923
because your heart rate spikes.
511
00:23:01,359 --> 00:23:03,817
You know, people telegraph
support, but the truth is
512
00:23:03,843 --> 00:23:06,832
I'm just a burden, and
accepting those limitations
513
00:23:06,877 --> 00:23:08,613
and that everybody else
knows about them... yep.
514
00:23:08,637 --> 00:23:10,512
You know...
515
00:23:10,525 --> 00:23:12,509
most people just say "fine".
516
00:23:12,528 --> 00:23:14,000
Boom! You're done.
517
00:23:14,679 --> 00:23:16,260
It's exactly because
of that attitude
518
00:23:16,272 --> 00:23:18,532
that there are no systems in
place for someone like me.
519
00:23:19,049 --> 00:23:20,547
Uh, I was kidding.
520
00:23:20,611 --> 00:23:22,461
But if you wish to
risk arrhythmia,
521
00:23:22,473 --> 00:23:24,473
I'd be happy to give you
the best two out of three.
522
00:23:24,618 --> 00:23:26,128
Oh, you're on.
523
00:23:27,842 --> 00:23:31,199
Okay, so everybody tells a story
from the age that they roll.
524
00:23:31,268 --> 00:23:33,225
- And then we go eat.
- Pass.
525
00:23:33,257 --> 00:23:35,324
- I love these games.
- You love these games.
526
00:23:35,338 --> 00:23:37,525
Can you please explain to them
why this is not a good idea?
527
00:23:37,541 --> 00:23:40,143
The sooner we play,
the sooner we eat.
528
00:23:40,175 --> 00:23:42,883
- You serious right now?
- Roll the dice!
529
00:23:42,902 --> 00:23:45,782
Roll the dice! Roll the dice!
530
00:23:45,846 --> 00:23:47,785
- Roll the dice!
- Alright, just stop.
531
00:23:49,289 --> 00:23:51,875
Oh, there we go!
That's the spirit!
532
00:23:57,206 --> 00:23:59,226
- Woo!
- Nine.
533
00:24:00,496 --> 00:24:03,171
So, when I was nine, there were
these woods outside my school,
534
00:24:03,199 --> 00:24:06,218
and I would go out back, burying
myself in leaves and sticks,
535
00:24:06,235 --> 00:24:08,447
and just wait stealth mode for
someone to come and find me,
536
00:24:08,471 --> 00:24:11,402
but no one ever came so I was like
playing hide and go seek by myself.
537
00:24:13,757 --> 00:24:16,354
- Oh.
- June, that's like the saddest story
538
00:24:16,355 --> 00:24:18,936
- I've ever heard in my life.
- No, it was funny...
539
00:24:20,015 --> 00:24:21,406
It was hide and seek...
540
00:24:22,084 --> 00:24:23,839
Okay, whatever, you
guys weren't there.
541
00:24:24,575 --> 00:24:26,815
Well, when I was nine, I
pooped in a kitty litter box
542
00:24:26,828 --> 00:24:28,479
and blamed it on the dog.
543
00:24:30,125 --> 00:24:32,173
It's disgusting.
544
00:24:33,229 --> 00:24:34,913
Still glad you invited me?
545
00:24:42,184 --> 00:24:43,463
Why are you here so late?
546
00:24:43,464 --> 00:24:45,755
- Contractual hours only, remember?
- We're off the clock.
547
00:24:45,947 --> 00:24:47,828
Look, taking breaks on schedule
548
00:24:47,842 --> 00:24:50,171
and not doing unpaid
work is one thing.
549
00:24:50,203 --> 00:24:52,091
I know today was rough.
550
00:24:52,246 --> 00:24:55,758
I don't get my tired ass out of bed
every morning for the garbage pay.
551
00:24:55,950 --> 00:24:58,630
- I do it for the patients.
- Are people getting hurt because of us?
552
00:24:58,950 --> 00:25:00,886
Guys, you can't crack on me.
553
00:25:01,208 --> 00:25:04,120
How can you not care about
what we're saying, Claire?
554
00:25:04,424 --> 00:25:06,630
I was accused of that
today by a doctor.
555
00:25:06,713 --> 00:25:08,409
I didn't expect it from you.
556
00:25:08,729 --> 00:25:10,963
You asked me to
fight and I fought.
557
00:25:10,994 --> 00:25:14,214
We have leverage now, if
we back down we lose it.
558
00:25:19,820 --> 00:25:21,939
Devi was okay with
you not apologizing?
559
00:25:22,092 --> 00:25:23,577
Not really, but uh...
560
00:25:23,635 --> 00:25:25,997
- feel like my job is pretty safe.
- Not worried?
561
00:25:26,163 --> 00:25:30,566
Uh no, standing on principle is
gonna be a risk, but uh, weirdly no.
562
00:25:30,917 --> 00:25:32,250
Why, should I be?
563
00:25:32,652 --> 00:25:36,287
I mean... sounds like your
safety net is airtight.
564
00:25:37,644 --> 00:25:39,897
- I'm a privileged ass.
- You said it, not me.
565
00:25:39,916 --> 00:25:42,258
You know, we'd only
really need a third of ED
566
00:25:42,290 --> 00:25:43,715
giving a small
percentage of the wages.
567
00:25:43,739 --> 00:25:45,154
Mags, that's not
gonna be an easy sell.
568
00:25:45,178 --> 00:25:47,113
- No, I know, but...
- Who's selling what?
569
00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:49,390
No, I'm just running
an informal poll to see
570
00:25:49,402 --> 00:25:51,201
who'd be willing to subsidize
another full-time nurse
571
00:25:51,225 --> 00:25:53,225
- or at least cover the overtime.
- I'm all for it.
572
00:25:53,267 --> 00:25:54,924
And not just 'cause
I'm a privileged ass.
573
00:25:54,982 --> 00:25:56,811
Well then, that's a
slippery slope, isn't it?
574
00:25:56,826 --> 00:25:59,095
Asking individuals to solve
an institutional problem?
575
00:25:59,111 --> 00:26:01,614
Yeah, no, maybe, but since
I'm like directly contributing
576
00:26:01,655 --> 00:26:03,362
to the burden of the nurses,
I don't have the luxury
577
00:26:03,386 --> 00:26:04,626
of waiting for the institution.
578
00:26:04,712 --> 00:26:06,872
You know, I wanna know what
Devi thinks about all this.
579
00:26:07,507 --> 00:26:08,598
Since when?
580
00:26:08,603 --> 00:26:10,568
Since when? Since Novak
asked me to make her an ally
581
00:26:10,579 --> 00:26:11,802
for the sake of Trauma OR?
582
00:26:11,848 --> 00:26:13,799
- Why would he do that?
- Because he's Novak
583
00:26:13,830 --> 00:26:15,396
and he's a mid-level misogynist.
584
00:26:15,428 --> 00:26:17,440
- Low-level... misogynist.
- Mid-level.
585
00:26:17,463 --> 00:26:19,546
Anyways, he cares about the work
that we're doing down there.
586
00:26:19,570 --> 00:26:22,304
Is that really necessary? I mean,
our work should speak for itself.
587
00:26:22,468 --> 00:26:24,420
Easy for you to say. You've
done what, two procedures
588
00:26:24,444 --> 00:26:26,604
with Singh and he's out here
telling you his life story.
589
00:26:26,619 --> 00:26:27,868
Singh, really? What did he say?
590
00:26:27,904 --> 00:26:30,126
- He mentioned his daughters.
- He had daughters?
591
00:26:30,137 --> 00:26:32,067
- It's not a big deal.
- Seriously?
592
00:26:32,092 --> 00:26:33,643
I was his resident
for three years.
593
00:26:33,679 --> 00:26:35,830
I bet you I can go in there
do a Whipple blindfolded
594
00:26:35,847 --> 00:26:36,923
and he'd end up
taking you for dinner.
595
00:26:36,947 --> 00:26:39,055
Okay, okay, but that's
probably more like
596
00:26:39,060 --> 00:26:40,218
a father-to-father thing.
597
00:26:40,248 --> 00:26:41,835
- Bash has Amira.
- June has Shay.
598
00:26:41,846 --> 00:26:43,255
And has June talked
to Singh about Shay?
599
00:26:43,279 --> 00:26:44,508
No, no, that is not the point.
600
00:26:44,518 --> 00:26:46,612
The point is that men
just feel more comfortable
601
00:26:46,652 --> 00:26:48,482
talking to other men and
that's just a subtle way
602
00:26:48,506 --> 00:26:49,771
that we get edged out.
603
00:26:51,809 --> 00:26:53,258
You're doing it right now.
604
00:26:53,278 --> 00:26:55,029
Okay, speaking of father,
605
00:26:55,034 --> 00:26:57,425
how have you been since
Amira's been gone?
606
00:26:57,809 --> 00:27:00,402
Other than torturing
himself endlessly?
607
00:27:01,505 --> 00:27:04,588
Um, she said she's not
ready to be around me yet.
608
00:27:04,599 --> 00:27:07,376
And uh, part of me thinks
I should just give in.
609
00:27:07,404 --> 00:27:09,227
Oh then, she'll know
she can hold you hostage
610
00:27:09,273 --> 00:27:12,089
- and get whatever she wants.
- Even though she has a point?
611
00:27:12,166 --> 00:27:13,849
Anyone wants more wine?
612
00:27:13,868 --> 00:27:15,929
You know, you could use this
opportunity to reset things.
613
00:27:15,936 --> 00:27:16,960
And when she is ready to talk,
614
00:27:16,966 --> 00:27:18,538
you'd have somewhere
to go with her.
615
00:27:34,558 --> 00:27:36,704
Bash, I was... I was
just trying to help.
616
00:27:37,230 --> 00:27:39,012
I know how... how
hard it's been.
617
00:27:39,862 --> 00:27:42,279
You have no idea what
it's been like for us.
618
00:27:42,724 --> 00:27:43,799
Okay?
619
00:27:45,581 --> 00:27:47,777
I could fix this
with some super glue.
620
00:27:55,366 --> 00:27:57,158
I shoudn't have lost my temper.
621
00:27:57,193 --> 00:28:00,434
You're allowed to be upset when
something you care about breaks.
622
00:28:02,902 --> 00:28:04,264
You seem better.
623
00:28:04,863 --> 00:28:06,824
With the distance
from the crash,
624
00:28:06,957 --> 00:28:09,197
and I know it's been a journey
since your marriage, uh...
625
00:28:09,230 --> 00:28:10,853
Broke.
626
00:28:11,275 --> 00:28:14,175
Eh, I mean it's hard to have
perspective when you're in it, but
627
00:28:14,774 --> 00:28:16,582
the girls and I are
finding a rhythm.
628
00:28:17,017 --> 00:28:20,391
It's nice to feel like I
can see the other side.
629
00:28:20,682 --> 00:28:22,735
Any idea what's there?
630
00:28:25,346 --> 00:28:27,799
You know, when I met
you, I was like...
631
00:28:27,963 --> 00:28:30,769
I was just a passenger
in my own life.
632
00:28:31,649 --> 00:28:32,935
And then you...
633
00:28:33,718 --> 00:28:35,223
You had no safety net,
634
00:28:35,243 --> 00:28:38,218
and just so unafraid of
doing what you believed in.
635
00:28:38,269 --> 00:28:41,971
- I just... I just have more practice, Theo.
- Oh, don't deflect man.
636
00:28:42,323 --> 00:28:45,081
Or do, if you have to.
637
00:28:49,298 --> 00:28:50,540
It's just...
638
00:28:51,807 --> 00:28:53,452
My life is better
with you in it.
639
00:28:55,500 --> 00:28:56,966
And she's gonna come back.
640
00:28:57,331 --> 00:28:58,675
You'll see.
641
00:29:00,595 --> 00:29:04,300
So, are things okay with Bash?
642
00:29:05,292 --> 00:29:06,988
Is that another one
of those questions
643
00:29:07,001 --> 00:29:08,562
where I'm just
supposed to say "fine"?
644
00:29:09,330 --> 00:29:11,180
And I'm very well aware
that you think I should mind
645
00:29:11,192 --> 00:29:12,792
my own business
with him and Amira.
646
00:29:12,824 --> 00:29:16,345
You know, it's weird. My baking
skills, Michelin-star level.
647
00:29:16,364 --> 00:29:19,468
My relationship skills have
not been getting great reviews.
648
00:29:19,941 --> 00:29:21,759
So are you gonna let
me scrub in on those,
649
00:29:21,785 --> 00:29:24,363
or do I have to cozy up
and make you an ally first?
650
00:29:24,395 --> 00:29:26,496
That depends, is that a dig
about the whole Devi thing?
651
00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:27,884
Because you know you're the
one who keeps telling me
652
00:29:27,903 --> 00:29:30,067
- to make connections.
- It just seems like such
653
00:29:30,111 --> 00:29:32,370
a cynical reaction to what
you said before about Singh.
654
00:29:32,383 --> 00:29:34,437
I'm being strategic, Mags.
655
00:29:34,898 --> 00:29:37,201
Look, she already told me
she's rethinking Trauma OR.
656
00:29:37,208 --> 00:29:38,808
And don't act like you're
not doing the same thing.
657
00:29:38,814 --> 00:29:39,902
- No, I'm...
- Yeah, no.
658
00:29:39,941 --> 00:29:41,905
You're supporting her
for your own benefit.
659
00:29:41,943 --> 00:29:44,580
I believe in her. I'm trying
to build something real.
660
00:29:44,586 --> 00:29:46,640
Oh, I'm sorry that I
can't just strip naked
661
00:29:46,653 --> 00:29:48,304
and bare my soul, Mags, alright?
662
00:29:48,317 --> 00:29:49,898
- I'm built different.
- Fine.
663
00:29:49,917 --> 00:29:51,153
But you're not that little girl
664
00:29:51,177 --> 00:29:53,507
burying herself in
leaves anymore either.
665
00:29:54,242 --> 00:29:55,377
People are looking
for you, June.
666
00:29:55,401 --> 00:29:56,944
You need to stop
with that, alright?
667
00:29:56,982 --> 00:29:58,729
Just forget that
I said that. Ah!
668
00:30:03,414 --> 00:30:04,649
Here.
669
00:30:13,123 --> 00:30:14,633
- Thanks, guys.
- Thanks, Mags.
670
00:30:14,678 --> 00:30:16,718
- Thanks for coming. Good night.
- See you tomorrow.
671
00:30:24,571 --> 00:30:26,786
I know we're going to talk
about it, so let's go.
672
00:30:28,235 --> 00:30:29,960
Please, Mags, drag it out of me.
673
00:30:29,991 --> 00:30:31,581
Okay. If you don't
want to, that's fine.
674
00:30:31,605 --> 00:30:32,813
Good.
675
00:30:34,781 --> 00:30:36,518
How am I supposed to know
what you've been through
676
00:30:36,519 --> 00:30:38,271
if you keep walling
off parts of yourself?
677
00:30:38,292 --> 00:30:41,113
You know, people keep saying
that, you, Rania, Amira,
678
00:30:41,134 --> 00:30:42,833
why can't people just
let me be who I am?
679
00:30:42,858 --> 00:30:44,332
I don't know, I can't
speak for those two,
680
00:30:44,356 --> 00:30:45,969
but I know that if
I'm in a relationship,
681
00:30:46,001 --> 00:30:48,318
I need to be let
in. I need intimacy.
682
00:30:48,362 --> 00:30:50,782
- We have that. I thought we did.
- Clearly, if I'm bringing it up.
683
00:30:50,806 --> 00:30:52,637
And what do you mean, "you
can't speak for them"?
684
00:30:52,643 --> 00:30:54,537
All you do is speak
for other people.
685
00:30:54,582 --> 00:30:56,771
What's it like, Mags,
always knowing exactly
686
00:30:56,809 --> 00:30:58,748
- what people are afraid of?
- It's terrible!
687
00:31:01,161 --> 00:31:04,278
I think you're so afraid that
there isn't a place for you
688
00:31:04,355 --> 00:31:06,787
that you can't help prove
how essential you are.
689
00:31:07,213 --> 00:31:08,386
I hate...
690
00:31:08,764 --> 00:31:11,470
needing something from you
that you don't wanna give me.
691
00:31:12,066 --> 00:31:15,260
And you've barely touched
me since my heart...
692
00:31:15,298 --> 00:31:16,605
Okay, so we're
talking about sex,
693
00:31:16,629 --> 00:31:20,130
- I'm not talking...
- No, intimacy! I'm talking about real intimacy!
694
00:31:20,201 --> 00:31:22,492
But for you doesn't that
just mean like fixing me?
695
00:31:22,511 --> 00:31:25,435
Like I'm some kind of medical
mystery that you get off on solving?
696
00:31:25,442 --> 00:31:28,174
Bashir, are you suggesting that
I'm attracted to your pain?
697
00:31:28,225 --> 00:31:31,182
- Is that what you're saying?
- Tell me I'm wrong.
698
00:31:33,438 --> 00:31:36,078
I think you would know who
you are without your pain.
699
00:31:36,149 --> 00:31:38,216
I think you... you cling to it.
700
00:31:38,286 --> 00:31:40,264
And you keep it shrouded
in mystery because
701
00:31:40,290 --> 00:31:43,138
you know it draws me in
and because you want me
702
00:31:43,157 --> 00:31:44,744
to come digging for it.
703
00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:46,978
How long have you been
waiting to say that?
704
00:31:47,055 --> 00:31:48,994
You tell me I'm wrong.
705
00:32:06,643 --> 00:32:08,778
Clear a path, please!
706
00:32:09,443 --> 00:32:11,574
Solomon!
707
00:32:12,144 --> 00:32:13,847
What are you doing out here?
708
00:32:13,879 --> 00:32:15,799
- I'm gonna get some help.
- No, no, no!
709
00:32:15,852 --> 00:32:18,332
- No one else from the hospital!
- Can you give him some space?
710
00:32:19,376 --> 00:32:20,925
You should still be in your bed.
711
00:32:20,950 --> 00:32:22,909
At like 4:00 AM, some
new doctor came in,
712
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:24,611
and told the nurse
they had to admit me.
713
00:32:24,675 --> 00:32:26,250
Which means I'd
be getting billed.
714
00:32:26,326 --> 00:32:28,041
When they weren't looking,
I left and I figured
715
00:32:28,048 --> 00:32:30,793
I'd recover at home, but when
the painkillers wore off...
716
00:32:30,870 --> 00:32:32,279
You had to come back.
717
00:32:32,470 --> 00:32:35,658
Only now, triage said I had to
pay upfront unless I'm critical.
718
00:32:36,170 --> 00:32:37,853
I was gonna start
over at another ER,
719
00:32:37,866 --> 00:32:39,006
but when I tried to
stand up again...
720
00:32:39,030 --> 00:32:40,938
Look, you're anemic from
the sickling, alright?
721
00:32:40,978 --> 00:32:44,495
- You need blood transfusions, pain meds...
- I know! I know!
722
00:32:44,815 --> 00:32:46,435
What am I supposed to do?
723
00:32:52,079 --> 00:32:54,108
Riley. You're not
supposed to be here.
724
00:32:54,121 --> 00:32:55,828
I lied to a nurse and
said I was her sister.
725
00:32:55,848 --> 00:32:57,087
She's so much worse.
726
00:32:57,179 --> 00:32:59,661
They're saying her pancreas
is necrotic and she's septic.
727
00:32:59,730 --> 00:33:01,608
And choices will
have to be made?
728
00:33:01,640 --> 00:33:03,778
Is there any way we can
contact her immediate family?
729
00:33:03,817 --> 00:33:05,935
Her mom's gone, her
dad's in assisted living
730
00:33:05,936 --> 00:33:08,047
and he's not in a position
to make decisions.
731
00:33:08,066 --> 00:33:10,056
- Who does that fall on?
- Her doctors.
732
00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:12,718
We do the best we can to make
informed decisions on her behalf.
733
00:33:12,742 --> 00:33:15,010
She would do everything
she could to fight this.
734
00:33:15,605 --> 00:33:17,243
I knew how she felt.
735
00:33:18,101 --> 00:33:19,989
I maybe even liked knowing it.
736
00:33:20,399 --> 00:33:23,510
I do love her, just... not
in the way she wants me to.
737
00:33:23,913 --> 00:33:26,133
I'm sorry, but
you're not family.
738
00:33:26,159 --> 00:33:27,631
Except I am!
739
00:33:27,791 --> 00:33:30,831
And if anyone is speaking
for her, it should be me.
740
00:33:34,536 --> 00:33:37,365
Dr Olsen. I was
gonna come find you.
741
00:33:37,416 --> 00:33:41,563
If we scale back 20 percent of
what's allocated to Trauma OR,
742
00:33:41,595 --> 00:33:42,613
we can fund raises
743
00:33:42,645 --> 00:33:45,960
- for the nurses to compensate...
- You have a problem with Trauma OR?
744
00:33:46,824 --> 00:33:49,058
I think it has certain
advantages, but I also think
745
00:33:49,084 --> 00:33:51,657
it's run by a man who
isn't a team player.
746
00:33:51,676 --> 00:33:53,020
So you're punishing doctors now?
747
00:33:53,052 --> 00:33:54,946
- What?!
- I've heard from multiple sources
748
00:33:54,965 --> 00:33:56,164
that you're gonna be asking them
749
00:33:56,188 --> 00:33:57,684
to personally subsidize nurses?
750
00:33:57,752 --> 00:33:59,536
- I'm sorry, you heard that where?
- Do you have any idea
751
00:33:59,555 --> 00:34:01,738
how something that provocative
makes the hospital look?
752
00:34:01,750 --> 00:34:03,863
Makes me look? As CMO?
753
00:34:03,971 --> 00:34:06,245
Like we can't handle a budget?
Like we don't care about retention?
754
00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:09,558
Just... hold on, um,
doctors foregoing pay
755
00:34:09,565 --> 00:34:11,498
was an idea brought
to me by a resident.
756
00:34:11,567 --> 00:34:13,827
- I shut it down.
- Obviously not hard enough.
757
00:34:13,948 --> 00:34:15,970
When I said "don't be everyone's
friend" that didn't mean
758
00:34:15,977 --> 00:34:19,038
taking a flamethrower to people
that are trying to help you.
759
00:34:19,721 --> 00:34:22,570
I turned my life upside
down to come here.
760
00:34:23,843 --> 00:34:26,928
The only reason I did that is
because I care about people.
761
00:34:27,331 --> 00:34:29,539
That doesn't mean you
know how to lead them.
762
00:34:30,224 --> 00:34:32,412
Fix this. Today.
763
00:34:35,223 --> 00:34:36,834
Page me when she's ready.
764
00:34:37,596 --> 00:34:39,829
Let me know how long for the
interventional radiologist,
765
00:34:39,861 --> 00:34:42,210
and I'll have Dr Hamed
set up the suite.
766
00:34:42,230 --> 00:34:43,631
I was just going to book an OR
767
00:34:43,656 --> 00:34:45,391
to remove the dead
tissue from her pancreas.
768
00:34:45,435 --> 00:34:46,997
You want to send
her back to surgery?
769
00:34:47,093 --> 00:34:49,384
No, just start with the
percutaneous drainage
770
00:34:49,403 --> 00:34:50,640
and we'll see how she
reacts to that first.
771
00:34:50,664 --> 00:34:52,757
And risk more bacteria
going into her bloodstream?
772
00:34:52,770 --> 00:34:54,963
She has a fully inflamed
pancreas, it's the safest option.
773
00:34:54,987 --> 00:34:56,689
No, it's the less
effective option.
774
00:34:57,011 --> 00:34:58,801
Okay. Look, I'm hearing you,
775
00:34:58,847 --> 00:35:00,849
but this is up to us, which
really means it's up to me.
776
00:35:00,862 --> 00:35:03,518
Look, her friend is here
and she's adamant that Zola
777
00:35:03,569 --> 00:35:05,119
- would not want to play it safe.
- And what is this,
778
00:35:05,143 --> 00:35:06,661
a friend with power
of attorney, Bash?
779
00:35:06,685 --> 00:35:08,547
At least Singh should
hear both sides.
780
00:35:08,637 --> 00:35:10,896
Oh. Would you like
to go over my head?
781
00:35:10,928 --> 00:35:13,245
If this is you feeling Singh
and I are pushing you out,
782
00:35:13,260 --> 00:35:15,101
I would never do that
to you. As your friend.
783
00:35:15,129 --> 00:35:17,775
Look, just set her
up for drainage.
784
00:35:18,799 --> 00:35:20,873
- June.
- What?!
785
00:35:20,918 --> 00:35:22,498
Your hand may be infected.
786
00:35:29,155 --> 00:35:32,662
Well, these are all of the sample
packs of hydroxyurea I could find.
787
00:35:32,809 --> 00:35:34,793
There should be enough
there to manage your anemia
788
00:35:34,806 --> 00:35:36,470
and sickle cell
pain for two months.
789
00:35:36,534 --> 00:35:39,056
Thank you. And uh,
what about my leg?
790
00:35:39,238 --> 00:35:41,821
Well, we'll check to make
sure it's not infected.
791
00:35:42,051 --> 00:35:43,940
These transfusions should help.
792
00:35:44,010 --> 00:35:46,436
But if you notice any
swelling, you can just call me.
793
00:35:46,506 --> 00:35:49,258
But look, Solomon, this is
all just a stop gap, alright?
794
00:35:49,284 --> 00:35:51,383
You're eventually gonna
have to make a plan.
795
00:35:51,491 --> 00:35:53,155
Maybe even head home to reset.
796
00:35:53,194 --> 00:35:55,222
Yeah, no. I made a choice
to go after something
797
00:35:55,242 --> 00:35:56,579
and I don't plan to give up.
798
00:36:05,974 --> 00:36:07,330
Are we burnt?
799
00:36:08,066 --> 00:36:09,506
I might be.
800
00:36:09,890 --> 00:36:12,002
But you, you have
nothing to worry about.
801
00:36:13,129 --> 00:36:17,596
Suction carefully. Don't
compromise the vital tissues.
802
00:36:19,413 --> 00:36:21,935
BP's dropping, she's coding.
Starting compressions.
803
00:36:21,947 --> 00:36:24,252
Charge to 150 and
call for more bodies!
804
00:36:24,438 --> 00:36:25,737
Clear!
805
00:36:27,285 --> 00:36:29,778
- Resuming compressions!
- Charge 200.
806
00:36:30,494 --> 00:36:31,704
Clear!
807
00:36:33,336 --> 00:36:36,629
- We've got sinus. She's stabilizing.
- I need more light.
808
00:36:37,653 --> 00:36:38,914
What happened? What is this?
809
00:36:38,939 --> 00:36:40,782
- Get over here, June.
- This is Zola?
810
00:36:41,371 --> 00:36:42,850
Debridement of necrotic tissue,
811
00:36:42,875 --> 00:36:45,480
but the septic shock proved
more than her body could handle.
812
00:36:45,557 --> 00:36:47,221
Are you helping
or hovering, June?
813
00:36:47,240 --> 00:36:49,398
- Going in with the ligature.
- While she's doing that,
814
00:36:49,422 --> 00:36:50,933
tell me why this
happened, Dr Hamed?
815
00:36:50,965 --> 00:36:53,140
It's a statistical risk
of the surgical procedure.
816
00:36:53,179 --> 00:36:54,843
Which is why I told Dr
Hamed to play it safe
817
00:36:54,849 --> 00:36:57,213
with percutaneous drainage
and not to jump into surgery.
818
00:36:57,282 --> 00:37:00,127
He talked the family through
both options, they chose surgery.
819
00:37:00,159 --> 00:37:03,052
Friend. Not family.
As in no legal status.
820
00:37:03,877 --> 00:37:06,328
- It's more complicated.
- Scrub out, Dr Hamed.
821
00:37:06,431 --> 00:37:07,903
We're a team, not
a one-man band,
822
00:37:07,929 --> 00:37:09,964
I will not have surgeons who
don't tell me the whole story.
823
00:37:09,983 --> 00:37:11,916
- Sir...
- You heard me. Go.
824
00:37:11,999 --> 00:37:13,580
Dr Curtis, take over.
825
00:37:25,100 --> 00:37:27,212
Brock.
826
00:37:27,250 --> 00:37:29,528
They're telling me that you're having
second thoughts, what's going on?
827
00:37:29,548 --> 00:37:30,968
I don't wanna do this.
828
00:37:31,089 --> 00:37:33,246
I should've said so yesterday
when you scheduled it.
829
00:37:33,285 --> 00:37:35,006
- I'm sorry.
- It's okay.
830
00:37:35,089 --> 00:37:37,209
I'm sorry, can you give us
a minute please? Thank you.
831
00:37:37,509 --> 00:37:40,113
That poor woman got
me on that table
832
00:37:40,120 --> 00:37:41,767
and was about to sedate
me and thread a wire
833
00:37:41,791 --> 00:37:43,558
from my thigh to my heart,
and Mags, I couldn't...
834
00:37:43,582 --> 00:37:44,934
Brock, you're not
gonna feel anything.
835
00:37:44,958 --> 00:37:47,146
- I'll react to the sedation.
And definitely the wire,
836
00:37:47,172 --> 00:37:48,529
but that's not it.
837
00:37:49,541 --> 00:37:52,581
Something inside
me, it feels wrong.
838
00:37:52,869 --> 00:37:56,434
And when it feels wrong,
I've learned to trust that.
839
00:37:57,163 --> 00:37:59,558
I just... I thought that
you wanted to know for sure.
840
00:37:59,602 --> 00:38:01,042
No, you wanted to know.
841
00:38:01,545 --> 00:38:02,866
I already do.
842
00:38:02,982 --> 00:38:05,747
And I promise to always wear my
heart-rate watch from now on,
843
00:38:05,759 --> 00:38:08,646
but I spent all night thinking
about how hard I've worked to accept
844
00:38:08,698 --> 00:38:10,278
that this is how
things are for me.
845
00:38:10,362 --> 00:38:13,818
And how I don't need anyone
else to believe me or fix me.
846
00:38:15,226 --> 00:38:16,800
- I like how I am.
- Why?
847
00:38:19,302 --> 00:38:20,685
Why do I like myself?
848
00:38:20,704 --> 00:38:22,713
I didn't mean... I
didn't mean... I'm sorry.
849
00:38:22,963 --> 00:38:26,770
Okay, sure, I feel stress and
pain more palpably, but also,
850
00:38:27,374 --> 00:38:29,339
I feel the good stuff more too.
851
00:38:29,998 --> 00:38:32,315
And I have to believe
it's a price worth paying.
852
00:38:33,332 --> 00:38:34,811
Even if you don't.
853
00:38:40,289 --> 00:38:42,215
Dr Curtis. You okay?
854
00:38:42,324 --> 00:38:44,257
Just buried in leaves.
855
00:38:44,519 --> 00:38:47,034
I let this fester too long,
and now, I'm paying the price.
856
00:38:47,834 --> 00:38:49,408
But that's not all?
857
00:38:50,093 --> 00:38:52,595
I had to shut down my resident
today and he's also my friend.
858
00:38:53,300 --> 00:38:56,096
I can either channel my inner
bitch or let my feelings
859
00:38:56,154 --> 00:38:57,984
govern how I do my job.
860
00:38:58,042 --> 00:39:01,177
And risk losing everything
you've worked for.
861
00:39:14,291 --> 00:39:16,147
If we revert to status quo,
862
00:39:16,172 --> 00:39:17,971
will you take your
demands off the table?
863
00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:21,471
- Pressure from on high?
- You predicted this, Claire.
864
00:39:21,651 --> 00:39:25,318
That my big ideas
would hurt your team.
865
00:39:25,350 --> 00:39:27,725
Well, I get no satisfaction
from being right.
866
00:39:27,808 --> 00:39:30,490
Not when the hospital's solution
is budget over patients.
867
00:39:30,554 --> 00:39:31,967
Mm-hmm.
868
00:39:42,329 --> 00:39:43,974
I will discharge Solomon today.
869
00:39:43,999 --> 00:39:45,311
You should admit him.
870
00:39:45,343 --> 00:39:46,847
Claire, look, you don't
have to be a part of this,
871
00:39:46,866 --> 00:39:48,453
but I'm not gonna make
this guy's situation
872
00:39:48,473 --> 00:39:50,053
any harder than it already is.
873
00:39:50,092 --> 00:39:52,646
Okay, Theo, just look.
874
00:39:54,963 --> 00:39:56,659
You took his address
out of our system?
875
00:39:56,685 --> 00:39:58,165
Yeah, when he came
back this morning.
876
00:39:58,399 --> 00:39:59,750
It's the only way we can admit,
877
00:39:59,763 --> 00:40:01,798
treat and ensure he
never sees a bill.
878
00:40:02,041 --> 00:40:04,425
- I didn't know we could do that.
- We can't.
879
00:40:05,538 --> 00:40:07,683
Word is you are an
attending again?
880
00:40:07,702 --> 00:40:09,276
- Is that official?
- Yeah.
881
00:40:16,411 --> 00:40:17,787
Hey! It's Dr Hamed.
882
00:40:17,794 --> 00:40:20,003
Dr Curtis said you're
not my doctor anymore.
883
00:40:20,016 --> 00:40:21,654
Yeah, I was just, uh...
884
00:40:21,731 --> 00:40:23,856
Spray paint's off
the table, so...
885
00:40:23,888 --> 00:40:26,621
Instead of firing her boss,
she's firing her oncologist.
886
00:40:27,844 --> 00:40:29,490
- Dr Hamed.
- Mm-hmm?
887
00:40:29,917 --> 00:40:32,465
Thank you. For fighting for us.
888
00:40:32,843 --> 00:40:34,738
Does this mean you two are okay?
889
00:40:34,795 --> 00:40:36,965
We agreed to move
messily into the future.
890
00:40:37,033 --> 00:40:38,475
Whatever that means.
891
00:41:26,525 --> 00:41:29,075
I'm going to tell Amira to
stay as long as she wants.
892
00:41:30,432 --> 00:41:32,905
I'm just packing some
things she'll need.
893
00:41:43,545 --> 00:41:45,265
Why don't you let me help you?
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