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♪ Don't it feel so good...

I wanted a fine-ass woman.

When Sophie followed
me online,

I was like, "Oh, [bleep]!"

But she got spoiled
rich-girl tendencies.

She's even used to maids.

Oh, gosh.

I think I've only heard
a gunshot once or twice.

♪ You gotta
stand together... ♪

When I met Manuel
in Ecuador,

we became engaged
after like a week.

But I haven't told him
I am a witch.

Really?

Oh, I'm gonna break it
all right.

Fifteen years ago, when our
first K-1 visa was approved

our love wasn't ready.

But now I'm going
back to Moldova

to give love a second chance.

I'm finally making
my dream come true

Oh, my little French pig.

I'm living in
a one-bedroom apartment

with two guinea pigs,

two Chihuahuas

and my mom lives
in my closet.

Oh!

Cheers to our new beginning.

I don't think I actually
want to be pregnant.

I could not walk
down the aisle today.

It would be a lie.

Hey!

You gonna spend the rest
of your life with this man?

I do feel pressured
to make things work

because there's only 90 days.

It's hitting me. It's like
he really is cold to me.

If you're not sexually
attracted to me,

why are you with me?

What is this?

I have no idea
what that is.

No, I'm not!

- Yes, you are!
- I never--

You [bleep] have!

That's not cheating!

I wanna go home.

- Hello?
- I think I'm having
a panic attack.

Oh, my God.

I'm literally
getting lightheaded.

- Oh, my God.
- Be careful.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God, I'm freaking out.

I'm freaking out!

Oh, my God!

Mmm!

Oh, my God.

I am just visualizing
him coming.

Us being together.

My name is Ashley.

Yes, I'm a Black Ashley.

We're unicorns.

I'm 32 years old and
I'm from Rochester, New York.

Wait. Wait for Mama.

I love to dance.

I love to learn things.

I'm a poet.

And, um, I am a witch.

I'm a tarot reader.
I'm an astrologer.

I specialize in shadow work.

I think people are still
very much afraid
of the word "witch..."

because we've been
conditioned to believe

that a witch is somebody with
like a crooked nose,

looking into
their crystal ball,

like throwing hexes on people.

That's not anything
that I do.

Place your hands
on your heart.

Okay.

Feet planted firmly
on the ground.

Ready to
receive divine wisdom

from our spirit guides.

One more deep breath in,

filling the belly up with air.

And let all go.

You can just shake it out
and get all nice and loose.

I love it,
I love it, I love it.

Let's pull some cards!

My family was religious
growing up

but I'm like the crazy one,

the rebellious one

and I began to dabble
into the occult.

The magician is coming in
upside down

next to the ten of swords
upside down.

There's some limiting beliefs.

Yes, there is.

I'm gonna get
a little deep with you, okay?

This little twinge of doubt,
this isn't gonna work,

childhood trauma.

My spirituality guides every
single part of my life.

When I was in my undergrad,

I had a dream I was literally

like in the woods
in the jungle.

And I was like working
with the Earth somehow.

And it prompted me to talk
to my biology teacher.

And she's like, "We're going
to Ecuador in December."

And I was like, "Sign me up."

And then I went.

I met Manuel
that very first year.

My fiance's name
is Manuel.

He's 35 years old

and he's a construction worker
from Puyo, Ecuador.

I met Manuel on New Year's Eve

over ten years ago.

Manuel came up to me
and asked me to dance.

Oh, my goodness, he has
this beautiful dark skin.

It's like a mixture of
peanut butter and cinnamon

and this like luscious
black hair

that just bounces
and is so full.

We were like inseparable
after that.

And then we became engaged
after like a week, I think.

It was passion,

getting caught up
in the moment,

being young and in love.

Young, dumb, full of [bleep].

I think all of that.

Came back home.

We tried to have
a long distance relationship

but it didn't last.

Ooh, this is beautiful.

Hmm.

He might not wear these.

And I want him
to wear it.

Manuel and I spent about
seven years apart, or so,

give or take.

I have gotten out of
a long-term relationship.

Like, I feel like everybody
can relate to this.

When you get out of
a relationship,

the exes come
out of the woodwork,

even if you haven't
announced it.

That's literally
what happened.

I was a week out of
my long-term relationship

and Manuel,
out of nowhere, "Hola."

And I'm like,
"Oh, my God, this dude."

Manuel's kind of a
boy. I'll own that.

And, you know, in his 20s,

he was more of a [bleep] boy
than he is now.

But Manuel was always
my "what if" man.

So I bought a ticket
to go see him

in September of 2020,

hopping my happy ass
on a plane across the world.

He got me from the airport,
we went straight to the Airbnb

and we quarantined together.

And I'm sitting in the bed
and he like takes out the box

and he was like,

"Okay, so like
here's the ring.

Like, are you gonna do it?

Are you gonna do it.
Are you gonna marry me?"

And I was like,
"Are you sure?"

He's like, "Are you sure?"
I'm like, "I think I'm sure."

He goes,
"I think I'm sure too."

And that's
how we did it.

But, yeah.

- Ooh.
- Mmm-hmm.

My partner is traveling
very far away

for the first time ever,

- hence protection work.
- Yes. Yes.

Initially, he didn't wanna
go to America,

but he recognized that it's
better for him to come here

because he can get work
pretty easily
doing construction.

So we applied for
the K-1 visa.

We got it!

And Manuel is finally
scheduled to arrive tomorrow.

I am so excited about it.

I'm also hella nervous
about Manuel coming here

and being around
my witchy practice

and being able to
take it all in.

Manuel would prefer me
to be a Catholic woman,

a thousand million
billion percent, yes.

Any special occasion
going on that we got all this?

- We got some love.
We got some protection.
- Yes!

So excited.

Yeah, my partner
is coming here to live.

- No! Really?
- Tomorrow.

- Yes, really.
- Tomorrow. From where?

Ecuador.

- Ecuador, wow!
- Mmm-hmm.

He's never been on a plane.

- He's never left his country.
- Wow.

I am petrified of him
taking this trip.

Manuel's never been
outside of Ecuador.

He's traveling
from Guayaquil to Quito,

from Quito to Miami,

from Miami up to Rochester.

Never left his country before
or been on a plane.

And he doesn't speak English.

And then on top of that,

his visa expires tomorrow.

If he's not on the plane,
what happens then?

Literally, like, I'm not sure
if he's gonna be there

or not be there
when we get to the airport.

All the thoughts
are running through my head.

Yeah!

My name is Jasmine.
I'm 36 years old.

And I live in Panama.

So tonight my friends
are picking me up

because it's
my bachelorette party.

It's very sad to think that
they are not gonna be able

to make it to my wedding.

And why not
to have a party?

Gino and I met online
three years ago.

He was very nerdy,

and I found that kind of cute.

Because I don't like, um...

traditional good-looking guys

because I'm a super
jealous person.

But when I saw his pictures,
he has like

It's kind of my thing.

I mean, those are the things
that I like from him.

I'm being just honest.

I told him that
and he was laughing.

It's always a beautiful day
when I'm with Jasmine.

Aw.

We applied for the K-1 visa
one year and a half ago

and they gave me a date
for the interview.

And when I made it
to the embassy,

they just told me,

"Oh, we're sorry,

but there is something wrong
with the visa at this moment

and we will have
to reschedule your interview."

It was devastating.

But I was given
a second chance.

And it took the officer
less than ten minutes
after seeing me,

because I'm super-cute-- How
can you say no to me, right?

And he was like,
"Congratulations.

You're going to America.

Your visa has been approved."

That means that
I'm gonna marry Gino.

I'm gonna be with him
day and night, 24/7.

That's scary.

But it makes me so happy.

I'm Gino
and I'm from Michigan.

And today is
my last day of work.

Oops.

I've been working in
automotive engineering

for probably like 30 years.

I told my boss, you know,
that I...

need to take a leave
of absence from my work
for a while

and I'm not planning
to come back

for possibly a year-ish,
or so.

I wanna make Jasmine
a priority.

I wanna make sure she
gets on her feet in Michigan,

get all these things
that she's gonna need,

like a social security number,
driver's license.

Because I'm really worried, like,

if she's not able
to adapt to it,

is she gonna go back to Panama
and that's it?

That would suck.

Adios.

Jasmine and I
have been together

for three years now.

And I love Jasmine.

I think she's the most
beautiful woman in the world.

But our relationship
is a roller coaster.

It's up and down, up and down,
and that's on a daily basis.

Just forget it.

[bleep] whore.

What don't Jasmine and I
fight about?

I mean, we fight about
my past exes,

my past girlfriends,

the food I eat, finances,

my family and stuff,

unnecessary cosmetic
procedures, I believe.

She doesn't like
all the pop I drink.

I don't like her
talking about her exes.

She shouldn't be
talking about her exes.

But...

uh, what keeps us
coming back together

is we have such a strong bond

and a, you know,
good connection

that when I believe
there's no hope,

or think
there's no hope,

somehow,
we come back together.

It's... it's amazing.

Party! Party!

So I've been dieting
and exercising like crazy.

But the problem is that,

because I lost
a lot of weight...

One of the few things that,
you know, compliments me

is like, "Oh, my gosh,
your fat ass. I love it."

And I was like, "Oh, my gosh.
What am I gonna do?

It's calm."

So I got butt implants,

and now my ass is so

It's just perfect.

I wish Gino were
more appreciative

of all the effort that
I put into being pretty.

My hair. My nails.

But that means spending money.

So I was basically forced
to spend the money

that he had been giving me
for my wedding dress

Whoo!

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Sorry.

That's too fast.

Currently, I helped Jasmine
out with her rent and stuff

and bills,

because, unfortunately,
she lost her job

as a teacher in Panama.

And since she's about
to leave for USA,

she hasn't gotten
a new one.

So, I-- I-- I--

I help Jasmine quite a bit
financially right now.

Hoo, not in shape.

Yeah, get that
heart rate going.

Oh, my gosh. Wow.
Yeah, it works great.

The hard part is that I think
Jasmine's become spoiled.

And I think when she comes
to Michigan,

you know, she's gonna...

get a taste of reality.

How much are
you selling this for anyway?

I listed it for 200. Um...

Do you know what
the milage is on this thing?

Um...

I'm not sure.
I'll have to check that.

But it's only a few years old. Um...

We just weren't getting
much use out of it.

Oh, yeah.
I recently quit my job

because my fiancee's comin'.

So we're on a tight budget

and I don't wanna go
over that today.

Um, but thank you so much
for showing this to me.

Um, I really like it.

You're welcome.

Yeah, I'm not buying
the treadmill today

because, even though
I wanna give Jasmine

everything she wants,

I don't think spending
a lot of money on a treadmill

right now makes sense.

I'm a little worried about
telling Jasmine

that I quit my job

because Jasmine likes to live
the luxury good life

and if I don't have any
income or money,

oh, my God,
Jasmine's going to kill me.

So I think it's better to wait
until she gets to the USA.

I'll tell her once
she comes to Michigan.

There we go.
That'll get the pump we need.

I ended up
falling in love with someone

who has a completely
different background.

She's lived in
really nice places.

She's even used to maids.

Being with me is not
gonna be a cakewalk.

Man, this is gonna
be a problem.

All right,
here we go.

How do I look?

Work, Barbie.

I think it had
been two years

that Jess and I were dating.

And he was being lazy.

And he wasn't helping me
with the house work.

We got into a lot of
heated arguments.

One of those arguments,
I said,

And he freaked.

♪ Yeah, big lights
big city ♪

♪ Now we never see

♪ Big lights, big city

♪ That's the energy

♪ Big lights, big city

♪ Electricity

♪ Party all night
Party all night, yeah ♪

That's actually nice.

My name is Sophie.
I'm 23 years old.

And I live in London, England.

For work,
I do fashion modeling
and content creating.

Just like social media things.

So, I don't have to
like stay in one place.

I can kind of just like
go wherever.

And also I get free clothes.

So, that's nice.

I don't like green.

But this were
like bright yellow,

I'd like it.

Like, I like
standing-out stuff.

I like to go out.
I like to dance.

Good friends,
have a good time.

But in Europe,
if you look old enough,

you can go to the clubs.

Like, they don't really care.

I don't really ask
about what he does.

I just know he made
a lot of money.

So like that's why
we always just live, you know,

in nice houses.
I went to private school.

I've traveled a lot of places.

So, like,
I'm really lucky for that.

But I've also had

a lot of really tough
experiences in life.

I'm actually mixed race.

So my dad in Black
and my mom is white.

I was raised in Spain,

where there wasn't
any Black people,

so, um, I was like
the only mixed kid

or Black kid
in the whole school.

And as a kid,
I was bullied.

I didn't really have
any friends.

And I just struggled
to fit in.

But, like, even though

I went through a lot
of difficult things,

I'm still thankful for them
because those experiences

led me to the person
I am today

and also led me to
the love of my life, Rob.

♪ You got
supernatural powers... ♪

Before I met Rob,

I was following like
a bunch of Instagram pages

for like cute
mixed-race guys.

And then I saw Rob on there.

He was actually the only guy
from that page I followed

just because I thought
he was so cute.

I wouldn't tell him that, though.

He'd get a massive head.

I'm Rob. I'm 32 years old.

And I live in Los Angeles.

Two days until
you got your wifey in town,

looking at you like,
"What you been doing?

You been working out?"

I do care about looks.

I care about both
looks and personality.

But I care about looks
a lot too.

I feel like
I'm a good-looking guy.

So people can kiss my ass

on my being shallow

and wanting
a good-looking girl.

But I'ma keep it real.

I wanted a fine-ass woman.

And Sophie is the
hottest person I've been with

and that's...

that's what
I've been looking for.

I'm kind of a jack
of all trades.

And one of my jobs
was being a model.

So I would get a lot of women
who'll reach out to me

on social media.

Um, usually,
I would just ignore them.

But when Sophie followed me,

I was like, "Oh, [bleep]!"

She's stunning. Who is she?
Is she even real?

Like, she followed me?

One of the first things
I said to her was

"If I had a girl like you,
I could stop looking."

And then sparked
a conversation with her

and shot my shot,

and I must
have made that shot.

I don't know, Rob's,
I guess, not smooth.

I'm not even gonna
call him smooth.

But like he said
all the right things to me.

I kind of texted him back
and entertained it a bit.

And then literally after the
first day, he facetimed me.

That was very bold.
And it--

I don't know if it's
an American thing or what,

but like you don't just
facetime them

after they reply to you
and you don't know them.

I accepted the call
and I was like,

"Hello. Like,
why are you calling me?"

And he was like,
"Oh, I just wanted to see
if you were real."

And I was like,
"Yeah, I'm real."

And, at first,
I was a bit weirded out.

But then I was like,

"Oh, he's very confident
just to do that."

I love you, baby.

That facetime
lasted eight hours.

On FaceTime. Like,
what are you gonna talk about

with someone for eight hours?

But we was just
talking nonstop.

There was never any silences.

Even though we were from
opposite sides of the world,

and I know I was raised
in a nice area

and he was raised
in a rough area,

but even with that,

we've had very similar
childhood experiences

in terms of like racism stuff

and he never fit in
with anyone

and he was bullied as well,

even though we've been
brought up different ways,

I think we both felt
the connection

that was just like...

we haven't really found it
anywhere else.

We talked for like
six months

and then she came
to Los Angeles.

And we went from
having never met

to living together
for two months.

Before I ever met Rob
in real life,

I had only ever seen him
on video call

with his face, like,
all up in the camera.

So when I first saw him
in person...

It looks like
his head is like stuck

on someone else's body.

One time.

What the hell?

At the end of it all,
uh, we both felt

like we,
even in those two months,

had gotten comfortable
with each other.

I had heard
about the K-1 visa before

and I just kind of put
the idea in his head,

like, this is a solution.

And it was so awkward
'cause it was like

this basically means
I'm proposing.

Keep it up.
Keep it up.

It'll be worth it.

She is due to show up
here very soon

and this journey
all comes down to this.

That's very nerve-racking.

I'm just gonna take these,
you know, just in case.

Last thing I want
is some uninvited guests.

I ended up
falling in love with someone

who fell in love with me back

who has a completely
different background.

And sometimes it just
seems like

Sophie really can
relate to me.

She's lived in
really nice places

where she didn't have
to pay the rent.

She's even used to maids.

It's far from the real world.

Let's throw one under there.

She's still got spoiled
rich-girl tendencies.

I'ma have to bring her
a little bit down to earth.

She's gonna have to learn
that, you know,

it ain't--
it's not that easy.

And being with me is not
gonna be a cakewalk.

And, at the end of the day,

marrying Sophie needs to feel
like it's gonna work.

If I feel like it's just
not gonna work,

then I don't wanna do that
to myself.

I don't wanna do it
to her, either.

Uh, yes.

Honestly, we have
some things to work on.

There's no third chance
with Justin.

This is our last opportunity.

Are you ready?

All right, here we go.
Angle this a little bit.

- The other way.
- All right.

How do I look?

- Work, Barbie.
- Okay.

- Gorgeous as usual.
- It's okay.

Okay. So
I'm ready to do this.

I'm Nicole.

I'm from Hoboken, New Jersey.

I'm 47. It's just an age.

Okay.

Yes.

I am a recording artist

known as Nikki Exotika.

♪ Sexy, exotic
erotic, hypnotic ♪

♪ Makin' them boys
get so, so hot and... ♪

As a music artist,

I created Nikki Exotika
as an alter ego.

I wanted to have
another persona

and then come home
and be normal again

and be Nicole.

The difference between
Nicole and Nikki Exotika,

Nikki, she's a little bit
of a diva,

Nicole, on the other hand,
is a homebody.

Vicious, I'm home.

Come here.

Mmm. I love the smell
of fresh roses.

To makes ends meet,

I am a hair stylist
and makeup artist.

And I am also
a beauty consultant.

So that means that
anyone who wants advice

on plastic surgery,

I am the person to come to.

I've done every
plastic surgery procedure

from head to toe.

Nose, lips, jaw, chin,
cheek implants,

eye color change, breasts.

You can't expect a woman

to have
all these curves naturally.

You know, when you look
this certain way,

you have a lot of people
judging you.

But when it's 80% of the world
giving me positive feedback,

I don't really care what
the other 20% have to say.

You know, they can go
kick rocks for all I care.

Because there was a time
where I didn't love myself.

You know, I was going through
a really dark time.

And now I'm finally like
at a place where I'm happy

and I love myself.

And now I can actually
invite love into my life.

Yeah, there you go.

Give me that sex kitten.

You got it?

- I think that's the shot.
- Oh!

Guys, we got it!

Love it.

I currently have
a fiance named Justin.

Justin is a personal trainer

and he's from Chisinau, Moldova.

What kind of guy
do I go for?

Honestly, it's so ironic,

it's everything Justin is.

Tall, hot...

obviously hung

and funny and sweet.

Like, genuine.

I just wanna be
with my baby.

So everybody wants to know
how I met Justin.

It is a long story.
Here it goes.

Seventeen years ago,

I was not in love
with Justin.

I was not with Justin.

We were not dating.

I was in love with
a Russian guy.

We met at a night club
in New York City.

He was the love of my life.

We were supposed
to get married.

It's just that
he was a bad boy.

You know, and he would
get into trouble.

And he committed a crime
that he couldn't get away from

and was deported
from the United States.

I was distraught.

So I made a plan to fly out
to Chisinau, Moldova,

where he got deported to,

to find him.

So I arrive to Chisinau
to reconnect

and reunite with
the love of my life.

So I thought.

I never told him
I was coming.

And he opens the door,

I'm trying to like
give him a hug and a kiss

and he's being so
cold with me.

And I'm like,
"What is going on?"

He says, "Nikki, I live here

with a girl."

I'm like, "Excuse me?"

I felt like I was in
The Twilight Zone.

My ex played me so bad.

So I made a profile
on a friend's site

in Moldova,

and I found Justin.

His name is Igor.

But I just couldn't
fathom the name Igor

because it just reminds me
of, you know,

Frankenstein's assistant.

So I renamed him Justin

because when I first met him
17 years ago,

he did look
like Justin Timberlake.

And it stuck.

And he loves the name too.

And we spent the rest of
my first trip in Moldova together.

The first time
he took me on a date,

didn't even
try to sleep with me.

He was really sweet,
gave me a kiss on my forehead

and left.

And I thought it was like
so like, wow,

like, you know,

like that was...

I've never been treated
like that by any guy.

And I started to fall
for Justin.

And then on my fourth visit
to Moldova,

Justin proposed to me.

It was in a park.
It was so romantic.

You hear the birds chirping.

Yeah.

Yes.

Our first K-1 visa
was approved.

And we tried
to give it a chance.

But, two weeks after
Justin came the first time,

we had some issues.

And it just couldn't
be worked out.

So, basically,
you're going to Moldova

to see if
he's the man for you?

Uh, yes.

Are you excited?

I am excited and...

we have some things
to work on.

So.

What happened the first time?

You never told me
the whole story.

He was being lazy

and he wasn't helping me
with the house work.

And he just didn't wanna
help me cook

and things like that
that I had to do everything.

I had to work. I had
to cook, clean, this, that.

We got into a lot of
heated arguments.

And then, one day, I was
talking to him, I said...

And he freaked.

I was... I think
I was about 20 years old

when I did
my sex change operation.

I like woke up
and the first thing I did

was-- had to touch myself
down there.

And I'm like...

"Oh, my God. I did it.

I'm a woman. I'm a woman."

And I just feel like tears,

you know,
coming down my eyes.

I felt reborn again.

At that time,

"Stealth" is basically
where you don't tell people

the way you were born.

I was very in the closet
and very closed.

You know, I didn't have
any gay friends.

I didn't have
any trans friends.

I kind of like wanted to have
female friends only.

It was just a thing for me.

You know,
I had to find myself

and go through the journey.

It had been about two years

that Justin and I were dating.

And when I did blurt
that I used to be a man,

he was in shock.

Like, "What?"

Like, "How could you lie to me
and do this?"

I traumatized him.

And he went home
and he was depressed

for a really long time.

And I feel bad about that.

When was the last time
you were together?

2007.

Yes.

- Wow.
- And we're back together.

Second chance at love.

Justin and I kept in contact
throughout the years.

He had to go through
things on his own.

And I had to go through
things on my own.

But, years ago,
we got into a conversation.

He's like, "How's everything?"
I was like, "Oh, I'm single.

You know, but I'm in
a much better place now.

You know, I'm happy.
I love myself."

And he's like,
"Yeah. Good, good, good.

You know, I'm single too."

And I was like, "You know
what would be so funny

if we actually gave us
another chance."

And he said,

"Nicole, you're crazy."

And I was like, you know,

"Don't you need
a little crazy in your life?"

Hey, sweetie.

You see?
I have a new hairstyle.

Hey. I just came to the gym.

Three months after we first
started speaking again,

I arranged a trip
to Mexico

for us to connect physically,

mentally, emotionally.

Let me do this.

While we were there,
he did tell me

that I'm the love
of his life.

And he proposed to me.

And then I applied for
the K-1 visa...

a second time.

Are you ready to
see him again?

Are you ready to make sure
this is it?

Honestly, there is just
some concerns that I have

with our relationship.

So, before the K-1 visa
gets approved...

- Mmm.
- ...we have some things
to work on.

So, originally, when I kept
making advances

to come to Chisinau,

his answer was "No, no, no."

Trans people are not widely
accepted in Moldova.

I don't think gays are widely
accepted in Moldova.

People are beat up
for being who they are.

But this is our last time
to apply for the K-1 visa

because you can only
try twice.

So when I go to Moldova,

I need to know
like if it's gonna work

before he comes.

There is no third chance
with Justin.

This is our last opportunity.

And I hope
we do keep building
our happily ever after

because it's very rare you're
gonna find a straight man

to date a trans woman,

especially publicly.

Getting older,

this is like
my last chance at love.

Hey, Mom.

Okay, rude, rude, rude.

"Rob the Knob" is not
a term of endearment.

I'm marrying him, so.

You all know I have done this.
I have made a decision.

And then I'm like,
"Oh, [bleep],
I made the wrong decision."

- This is the pattern.
- And then I backtrack

and back paddle and pretend
that decision never happened.

There's definitely a lot of
white lies that have come out.

And I'm worried that
that's gonna blow up into
something more.

Full transparency,

if [bleep] does not go
the way that I see fit,

I am prepared to bounce.

Come on.

So, currently,
I live in Inglewood

with my dog, Rome.

He's my best friend.

I've had him
for over ten years

since he was three months old.

We've been through
it all together.

Come on, come on, come on,
no eatin' grass.

Come on.

There's definitely
some really nice cool spots
in Inglewood.

And then there are some,
you know,

worse parts of Inglewood that
people have probably seen

on the news in the '90s
or something.

It's kind of like
a really loud street

and not necessarily somewhere

that Sophie should just be
like walking around at night.

we stayed in my crib.

I think she would like me
to not still be there

but, you know, that's just
not how it played out.

Man, this is gonna
be a problem.

So, right now, I'm living
in a studio apartment.

And it might not be the nicest
but it has everything I need.

The only thing I don't have
is a bathroom

in the apartment.

Um, you have to walk
across the courtyard,

uh, to get to it,

which I can see that
being annoying,

uh, especially if you gotta
go to the bathroom like
in the middle of the night.

Uh, but it hasn't bothered
me so much.

I mean, I used to live
on a mountain in Oregon,

so walking to the bathroom is
better than walking 40 yards

so that you're out of sight.

Oy vey.

Yeah, I got plenty of work
to do to get this place ready.

That's nasty.

I know that this is not
the ideal place

to bring a princess to live,

but this'll be
a part of the story

of me and Sophie one day

where we'll tell our kids, like,

"Yeah, I brought your mom
into LA,

took her straight to the hood
and she was all nervous."

They'll be like,
"Wow, like, that's crazy.

You guys are so happy now.

We got a nice house and we
have all the stuff we want."

I'll be like,
"Y'all have no idea.

You don't know
what it's like."

Rob's room is so small.

So like I don't know how this
is gonna fit even into it.

'Cause his closet is small,

and he has a bunch of clothes.

So it's like I don't know how
I'm going to fit everything.

My apartment in London

is very different from
Rob's place in Inglewood.

Rob's, where he lives
is very small.

It's like a giant bedroom.

And then in the corner,

there's like a little stove
and a fridge.

Rob's bathroom is kind of
like an outhouse.

So when I need to pee
at like 2:00 in the morning,

I would rather hold it

than go to the bathroom
at night.

I literally was showering
one time,

and there was a racoon
on the roof.

So I was just a bit like,
"Oh, my gosh,

like, I don't know
where I'm at right now."

Hey, Mom.
Can you hear me?

Yeah. How are you?
Are you excited?

Yeah, I'm ready.

I just wanna get it
out of the way now.

Like, I've been waiting
for two years for this.

I'm ready to just get there.

I don't have any siblings
or anything,

so like me and my mom
have always been close

since I was little.

It's not really like a mother
and daughter relationship.

It's more like sisters,
I'd say.

When I was about
16 years old,

I moved to England
by myself.

After that, my mom ended up
moving to England.

She hates England.
But like I was there,

so she moved with me.

And then I moved
to Mexico.

And then she stayed
with me the whole time
I was in Mexico.

They're not like the
biggest fans of each other,

but they're gonna have
to get along

because we're all gonna be
family at the end of the day.

Okay. Rude, rude, rude.

I'm marrying him, so.

A knob is a penis.

But it's like it's not
an actual penis.

It's someone that's
just a knob.

They're just like...

I guess a dickhead. Like...

"Rob the Knob" is not
a term of endearment.

Are you nervous about
when you get there?

Where you're gonna live?

Yeah, obviously,
it's not the best situation.

But I'm just excited
to see Rob.

And I'm gonna think about
like the bad stuff

when I get there.

There's a saying.
"Talk's cheap.
Money buys houses."

No, I'm gonna get him
to move out at some point.

Don't scare him off
before we're even married.

Wait till we're married,
and then do what you want.

I mean, just first,

let's get the marriage done
that we've been waiting for.

I don't want anything
to mess it up.

And then if you
wanna call him, do whatever.

Go for it.

For work, Rob does little
odd jobs here and there.

But it's frustrating for me

because I've been trying
to get Rob to move out
for months.

He's had so much time
to find a good job

and kind of change
the situation he's in.

I think Rob is a real man.

He just doesn't
do some of the things

a real man is supposed to do.

So it's a bit more serious
for me than Rob realizes.

Can I do a vodka water
with lemon and lime please?

I'll do a double.

Oh, hey!

What's up, guys?
How are you guys doing?

What bead memo?

- This one.
- We have this one.

Totally unplanned.

Besides me.

I am a mixture of emotions

to know that Manuel's
gonna be arriving soon.

We have been waiting
for this day for so long.

And now it's here.

And it's scary.

So I'm meeting my friends
for a couple of drinks

just to kind of calm down

before I get to Manuel.

My friends know about Manuel.

They all know about this
ex-fiance I had in Ecuador.

Like, he had always been
in the background.

And so they didn't even
take me seriously
about this wedding

until like after I got back
from Ecuador

like the third time,
like recently.

Even after we filed
for the K-1 and everything,

they still thought it was
just me in one of my things.

Tomorrow is the big day.

- Tomorrow is the big day.
- Are you excited?

I'm excited, I'm nervous,
I'm anxious.

Did he tell you how
his first flight was

'cause that was his first one?

He said he thought
the plane was gonna fall.

He was literally like,

"My love, oh, my God."

Did he get a chance
to talk to his mom

once he got to Guayaquil?

He's talked to her,

but he's telling her
he was in Guayaquil to work.

Wait. How long
does he normally work for?

So, over there, the men
that work in construction,

they go to different parts of
Ecuador and they live there.

And they work for months,

sometimes even a year.

So he could be here
for three months

before he tells his mama.

This makes me,
I'm sure everybody else,

skeptical as [bleep].

Like it's...
It's kind of scary.

That's a Manuel question.

This is what he says.

Okay.

He tells me...

that it's easier for him
to tell her

when he gets here

so that she's
not worried about him

traveling so far away
and all of that.

Sometimes I feel like
Manuel likes
to not tell everything

or leave things out

as a way to protect
other people.

Which irks me

because of course
I'm worried
what he's not telling me.

Why do you think
he hasn't said anything?

Do you think
he's coming over here,

just kind of like
get away from a situation?

- Or like...
- I thought about that too

if he's trying to almost
kind of like run away

from the burdens
that he has there

and start fresh.

In America.

Cheers to that.

Cheers to that.
Let's do a cheers.

You, Manuel,

and all the witchy stuff
he hasn't seen yet.

And all the witchy
stuff he hasn't seen yet.

Cheers to that.

You gotta
get ready for it.

You know,
speaking of that,

does he know the full
extent of your witchiness?

What have you told him
so far?

- Like what does he know?
- That I do tarot
and astrology.

And your spells and...

I've not slaughtered
a lamb on the full moon.

No, um, I do remember
there was one time,

it was like a full moon
and something,

and I told him I has
to go work with the moon

and that I'll call him back.

And when I called him back,

we were talking for like
ten minutes,

and then he goes,

"So what were you doing
with the moon?"

No. God is a thing
in Ecuador.

- So they're Catholic?
- Very Catholic.

So, being
a modern-day witch to me

means working
with the elements.

It means working
with the Earth.

It means working
with your own intuition

through all different
kinds of spell work,

affirmation work,
mantra work,

all that fun stuff.

That being said,

things like witchcraft
are foreign to Manuel,

and they also have
a negative connotation.

But this is
not just what I do.

This is who I am.
This is my lifestyle.

So I am worried about how
he's going to conceive it all.

I hope he's supportive.

I hope it doesn't weird him
out, to be honest with you.

Like, it's one thing for him
to say, "It's cool, babe,"

and it's another thing
for him to see me

literally active
working at my altar.

Do you think that you're
actually gonna go through with

the whole process?

With you both
leaving so much out?

So, there is a part of me
that worries.

Like, what if like the
first 30 days are just hell?

What if they're nightmare-ish?

You all know I have done this.
I have made a decision.

And then I'm like,
"Oh, [bleep],
I made the wrong decision."

- This is the pattern.
- And then I backtrack

and back paddle and pretend
that decision never happened.

You can't do that
right now.

I can't do that.

There's definitely a lot
of mini lies,
like little white lies

that have come out.

And I'm worried that
that's gonna blow up
into something more

that's gonna be like
detrimental to
their relationship.

So I'm worried that
he's gonna get here finally

and things are gonna change

and I'm... I'm, you know,

as friends,
as best friends,

I'm worried that, you know,

she's gonna
get her heart broken.

So.

So like just from
the stuff you told us today,

what happens
if it goes south?

Like, are you prepared
to like...

cut the whole thing?

After you spent
all this time doing it?

Full transparency,

- that's all we want.
- Yeah.

If [bleep] does not go
the that I see fit,

I am prepared to bounce.

I have to explain
to my son

that his mom is gonna be
moving to the United States.

I don't know
how he's gonna take it.

So it's gonna be
very hard.

Coco.

Coco, just don't
be around me,

'cause you can get crushed.

If you have
told me five year ago

that I was gonna
one day gonna move,

voluntarily,

a fan of mine
would say, "You're crazy."

But her I am, packing
my whole life in a suitcase.

I have
my two sons,

JC and Quancy,

The eldest is Quancy.

And the connection that
I have with Quancy,

it's out of this world.

I'm a cool mom,

so we love eating
a good ice cream

or junk food that
he cannot eat with his dad.

But when things got serious,
I slowly introduced them.

And the funniest part

is that they don't have
a language in common.

But they were getting along.
They were playing.

They were communicating
so well.

It was such
a beautiful moment.

It's something
that I will take in my heart

until the day I die.

Gino's sister-in-law, Lauri,
sent me a very rude message

asking me
not to have my wedding day
on specific days

because she was gonna be
on vacation to Florida.

It's not just, like,
the message, what she said.

It's how she said it.

It was very bossy.

She never said like,
"Hi, Jasmine.

How are you doing?"

Any kind of greeting.

it just looks
more like an order

rather than, you know,
a polite request
or suggestion.

And it makes me feel unwanted,
not loved by his family.

Mmm-hmm.

Even though my kids have

a very comfortable life
in Panama,

my plan with Gino,
because we both agree on it,

will be to bring my children
to the United States
as soon as possible.

My ex-husband,
he's okay with it.

But I haven't discussed
with Juance

specific details
about the K-1 visa,

especially because
there was a possibility
that it wouldn't be approved.

But now
I have to explain to him

that his mom is gonna be
moving to the United States.

I don't know
if he's gonna be sad,
he's gonna cry.

I don't know how
he's gonna take it, so...

...it's gonna be very hard.

Juance really wants
to move to America.

I don't know who put that idea
in his mind was,

maybe Gino.

But no children in the world
will want to be separated
from their mother,

even if it is temporary.

Okay?

It's gonna be very hard for me
to be far from my kids

because...

...as a mom

I'm 100% involved
in their life.

But I know that everything
I'm doing is for them,

and eventually
we're gonna be all together.

I keep myself
repeating those things,

but it gives me nightmares
and a hard time
trying to sleep at night

thinking about
not being with them.

Really? That's interesting.

Justin and I
used to have lots of sex,

but now that he knows
that I'm trans

something inside him
rejects that part of my body.

We're gonna talk more
when I get there.

♪ If you think
I'm all candy and lace ♪

♪ Take a look for the clues
in my face ♪

♪ I could die for
the thrill of the chase ♪

♪ I get high on the taste

Vicious,
we're gonna speak
to Daddy today.

Hello?

Oh, I see you!

Hi.

Baby, you're beautiful today.

Well, you know,
you like me all natural.

You don't like me done up
like a drag queen.

Yeah.
I like when you more natural.

When you come,
when you do your makeup,

I want you
to be more natural, yes?

I think Justin is nervous
about people looking at me

because he's still trying
to get over his insecurities.

He thinks that people
can still figure out
that I'm trans.

- I will teach you.
It's great closeness--
- You will not

teach me anything
with the fashion

that they have there.

I'm sorry.

How's your mom?

- Good, good.
- Yeah?

What is she thinking
that I'm coming there?

Like, is she excited?
Is she kind of like...

- Of course.
She's waiting you, too.
- Yeah. Really?

She's waiting
to meet me again...

- ...knowing everything
that she knows now?
- Yeah.

My mother respect my choice,
and she support me.

Mmm.

Mmm.

That's good, you know.

I just want to be,
I want her blessing.

I want to make sure
that she approves

and, you know, like,

because I'm gonna be
part of the family.

I'm gonna be a part

- of your family...
- This is...

...and you're gonna be
part of my family.

The time when
I met Maya, his mom,

I feel like
she loved our union

and loved us together
as a couple.

She did not know
that I was trans years ago,

but now she knows
and she just has hang-ups
and she's scared.

I hope Justin's family
accepts me and us together

like they did in the past.

I don't know
how I'm gonna feel, you know,
if she doesn't accept me.

Well, we're gonna talk more
when I get there.

- Are you excited?
- Yes.

Oh, I'm gonna break it
all right.

Really?

That's interesting

because the last time
we saw each other

love making was very much
in two-and-a-half weeks

maybe four times.

- This is very good
for 35 years old.
- No, it's not.

No, it's not.

- That's like
an 80-year-old man
- No?

that's ready for a casket.

No.

15 years ago,
we used to have lots of sex

and everything was so healthy.

And, like, 15 years forward,
I'm just like...

What changed?

I've noticed that he will not
pleasure me completely.

I understand, like,
the whole trans thing
probably bothers him.

But I mean, like,
I'm supposed to be
your fiancée,

like, your future wife,

and you're not even,
like, 100% in bed,

like, fully connected to me.

If you can accept me
then you accept me.

If you can't, c'est la vie.

- Okay, baby.
- All right. Kisses.

I'm very ready to see you.

- Bye, honey.
- Bye, sweetie.

Tell me why
I saw Sophie on Bumble.

She said she was just trying
to find friends in America

while she was here.

She's on dating apps.

She's doing a lot of things

that make me feel like
she's not really here for Rob.

Red flags all over.

- Nah. I don't think
it's that serious.
- A dating app, Rob.

Nah, bro. Watch.

♪ I don't know
what I don't know ♪

♪ But I know
that it's better off
just letting it go ♪

- Hey.
- Took you long enough.

- My bad.
- Had me waiting forever.

- What's up, bro?
- You know I try my best

to not have you waiting.

- How you doing?
- I'm doing good.

So today me and Tor'i

are going
to hit the dance studio up

and practice
something to do for Sophie
when she gets off the plane.

- Um...
- What you got for us?

We're gonna have
to come up with that together.

My plan
when I get to the airport

is that
when Sophie walks around
she's gonna see me.

I'm gonna be like, "Stop!

Hammer time!"

♪ Go, go, go

Then I'm gonna
bust out the ring
and she's gonna be like,

"Whoa, I thought this was it
but now there's a ring?"

And I'm gonna be like,
"Yes, the time
is officially now

I'm gonna do this actual
sweet Disney princess
proposal."

What do you want
this dance to signify?

- Like, what are you,
what's the process?
- I really just want it

to be, like, cute, fun.

Like, welcome to America.

All right, this is what I got.
You ready?

That's what I got so far,

so I need you to help me

come up with
the next move after that.

What is this?

That's all you got right here?

- So we're standing like this.
- I mean, I've never
seen nobody

come up with this for love.

Pledge allegiance to Sophie?

That's all you got, for real?

- What are you doing?
How long is the dance?
- Probably, like, 20 seconds.

So you can't even think
of a 20 second dance...

- ...but you about
to get married?
- I can come up with it

but I have you here to help.

Bro, that's wild, bro.

I've met Sophie
maybe once or twice before.

The vibes I got from her
were a little iffy.

She seems like an nice girl
but she's young.

Like, early 20s I think?

- When she get here?
- Two days.

Shh.

She's doing a lot of things

that make me feel like
she's not really here for Rob.

- I don't know with you, man.
- Don't start.

- I can't call it.
- Don't start.

I can't call it.
You're not even ready
for the dance, bro.

- How you ready
for a whole marriage?
- No, don't start. Don't start.

- That's funny.
- I'm ready, all right?

- Okay. All right. I'll take
your word for it then.
- I'm ready.

- You know I've put
two years into this.
- Facts.

And I've always been someone
looking for somebody.

So I just didn't find it,
but I found it.

I feel like I've found it,
so I'm ready.

I remember last time
she was in LA, bro.

Tell me why
I saw Sophie on Bumble.

She said she was just trying
to find friends in America
while she was here.

- And I--
- That don't sound
funny to you?

She did the same thing
in Mexico.

That's a red flag, bro.
Red flags all over.

- No, I don't think
it's that serious.
- A dating app, Rob.

It ain't only
the dating, though.
There is a friends side to it.

But she wasn't,
it was on the app, bro!

Maybe she had clicked over
to the wrong side.

If y'all in
an open relationship
just say that.

No, bro. I just think that
we have an understanding
on what that was.

- Oh, understanding.
- I don't think that it was...

- ...it was
what you think it was.
- I do not... Okay.

- So, you know, it's facts.
- It's right in your face, bro.

- The cards are in your hand.
- Nah, bro. Watch.

Rob might look like
a real tough guy
on the outside,

and he puts that off
like he doesn't trust people,

but in the inside
Rob is really soft.

At the end of the day,
I think he's afraid to put off

that he's scared
of getting hurt,

and that's kind of
how he deals with it.

♪ Hey, whoo

♪ I don't care
what the haters say ♪

♪ I'm a star
shining every day ♪

♪ I'll be me
no matter what they say ♪

♪ I light it up
like a diamond ring ♪

♪ Shining bright
over everything ♪

♪ Whoa, I don't care

- Hi.
- Hello.

- How are you?
- Good. How are you?

I'm good, thanks.

Tonight,
I'm meeting my friend Maya.

She met Rob when I went to LA
the first time, like,
a couple of years ago.

When she first met Rob

I feel like
she really liked him

because she saw that
he was a proper gentlemen

when he first met me.

He hasn't been, like,

as much of, like, a gentleman
as he was.

Me and Rob had, like,
a rough patch.

Because of Covid
I couldn't visit him,
he couldn't visit me.

And in that time
he was speaking to,
you know, this girl online.

So, like, I told my friend
about that straight away,

and, like,
as soon as I told her,
her opinion changed.

Obviously, you know,
I didn't leave him,

but, you know,
that's in the past now.

So hopefully
she's forgiven him,

but it'll be good
to hear her opinion
of me moving

and actually, like,
marrying him.

- So, how is life?
- Good.

I'm excited for you.

- Yeah.
- You're getting married, Sophie.

I know. Isn't that crazy?

I did not think I'd be married
at, like, 23.

You make me feel like
the old lonely grandma.

Yeah, no, but I mean,
you know,

you have a boyfriend,
you know.

- I do, finally, yeah.
- Yeah. [laughs] Yeah.

Um, to be honest, no.

Like, we've kind of,

I'm just kind of leaving it
until I get there

just because, like,
this whole journey has been
so stressful as it is.

Yeah.

You know, obviously, like,
sometimes it crosses my mind
that he did that.

Because I'm like, you know,
because I never did
anything like that.

Even though we was
going through a hard time,

it's like why would he
do that, you know?

But, I mean,
it's not something

I'm gonna, like,
ruin the relationship for

and just end, like, you know,
everything that we've
been through.

Do you and Rob feel like
you know everything
about each other?

Yeah, I mean,
I feel like, you know,

I know everything
there is to know about Rob.

I mean, obviously,
we've been talking every day

for, like,
two-and-a-half years,
nearly three years now.

There is something, like,
he doesn't know about me

which, like, I don't know
if I'll tell him

just because, like,
I haven't told anyone yet.

I haven't even told you,
so, like,
you don't even know.

- What is it?
- Um...

Basically, um, I'm bisexual.

And, like, did you know that?

- No. I would
have never even...
- You didn't know.

- Did you expect it?
- No, not at all.

Like, if someone asked me
I'd probably say, "Yeah."

- But, like, I'm not just gonna
announce it.
- Yeah.

I feel like
it's no one's business.

But it feels good
to, like, say it though.

Yeah. [laughs] It's all...

Maybe. Who know...

No, no baby.

I've always known
that I was attracted to women

because my first crush
when I was, like, five,
six years old was a girl.

But I think
because the fact I'm bi,
not fully gay,

is that, like,
I've kind of pushed it aside

because it's, I guess,
easier to date men.

It's exciting for me
to get it off my chest
because it does feel nice.

This is all new for me.

But at the same time,

there's definitely a fear
of if I don't explore this
before I'm married.

It's like
what if it's a mistake?

But I'll find a way
to figure it out for myself

without ruining
our relationship.

I don't, so when did you know?

Is it something you've always
kind of known about yourself?

- Or is it...
- Yeah, so, like,

the first crush I ever had
was actually a girl.

But it's like, yeah,
I just feel like I kind of
just suppressed it for years

because I also like guys.

Like, I think it's like
the same amount maybe,

even though
I've never had a girlfriend.

Do you think, you know,
you've obviously,

or come
to the certain realization now
that you are bisexual.

Is there ever gonna be
a part of you that, you know,
you're getting married

and you've never
explored that side?

You know,
I do wonder about, like,

because I never, like,
physically went all the way
with a girl,

so I don't know
what that's like.

If he was willing to, like,
negotiate some kind of thing
at some point,

maybe one day
I can, like, explore it a bit.

Yeah, I mean,
I guess in a normal situation

I'd say just tell him,
see how he reacts,

but you're getting married.

- Right.
- So...

It's a bit late now.

I love Rob.
And, like, appearance-wise,
I love everything about Rob.

But we only have a short time
to get married,

so I have to figure
what I want to do
with that fact.

I haven't even step a foot
into the United States

and I'm already
receiving orders.

What about me that I'm leaving
my whole [bleep] life
just to be with you?

My dog, Coco,

is technically
the only family member

that I'm taking with me
to the United States.

Why? Because, unfortunately,
he's the only one
who doesn't need a visa.

So I'm taking him to a spa

because I want him to be
the cutest dog at the airport.

Hello, baby.

I want to show you something.

Look who's here.

Your baby.

I want you to say bye to Coco

before he gets
his special treatment today...

- ...his spa.
- Bye, Coco.
You're in good hands.

So, baby, I have to do
some shopping for Coco

because
we're running out of time.

I'm about to travel.

I want to make sure
that I have everything ready.

- Because I...
- Okay, number one,

Coco doesn't do it on purpose.

Okay? He doesn't do it
on purpose.

Um...

Are you okay?

Define okay.

I mean, are you doing okay?
Are you feeling okay?
Everything's okay?

I cannot pretend
that I'm super happy.
I just can't.

- Because that's not true.
- What's wrong?

Your sister-in-law texted me
about the dates

that I can already not pick up
for the wedding

because she's having
a lovely vacation in Florida.

And she didn't even say,
"Hi. Hello, Jasmine." No.

- So if...
- She didn't mean anything,
uh, bad about that.

That was just
a hurry up quick message

because she was
talking to me saying,

"Oh, no, please don't
have the wedding

during these days"
or whatever.

It's about having manners.

Yeah, I don't like the way
you talk about my family

like they're your enemies
or something.

Gino is always blaming me
for not getting along
with his family

and not being open-minded
to receive them
with all my love.

You know,
I made them my family.

He always have a bias.

He's never gonna take my side,
not even when I'm right.

All you do
is to complain about me,
to compare me to your family,

to just let me know
and throw into my face

that they are
more important than me.

- You would choose them. Okay.
- I said you were
equally important.

I don't want to be
equally important.

I need a man
that's gonna tell me that,

-"You are the most important
person in this world."
- Yeah, after marriage

- I would say,
I'd be willing to say.
- I don't need marriage.

It doesn't matter what I do
or what I don't do,

I'm always gonna be
the bad guy

when it comes to me
and his family.

And I hate it. I hate it.

All my family have always
treated you with love,
with respect

when you have come to Panama.

I haven't even stepped a foot
into the United States

and I'm already
receiving orders.

That's a simple request

and you're making
a big deal out of it.

Have some compassion
for these people.

I am the one
who has to have compassion?

What about them
having compassion on me

that is leaving
her whole [bleep] life
just to go there

- because I love you
and marry you?
- Yeah, but there's no reason

- why...
- So whenever
I want to get married

I'm gonna get married.

You're talking about
compassion on these people

- because they're having
a vacation in Florida.
- That's not the reason...

What about me that I'm leaving
my whole [bleep] life
just to be with you?

Wow.

What a jerk.

What a jerk.

Yeah,
and that's the way it is.

I'm done talking about
the wedding stuff.

- We can talk later.
- Okay. Sounds good.

Say hi to your lovely family.

- I will, and they are lovely.
- Bye.

Idiot.

I have the message here.
I'm not making it up.

She was so [bleep] rude.

And I have to be compassionate
and move my wedding day
according to her vacation.

What about other way around?

I don't have
any American friends.
I don't have anyone.

Not even
from any part of the world.

I'm gonna be
so lonely.

I think I'm having
a panic attack.

Oh, my God.

Manuel is supposed
to be arriving to Rochester,

but I literally have no clue
if he made his connection.

What is happening?
Where is he?

And if he's not on the plane,
what happens then?

Did I lose him already
and he hasn't even
gotten here?

- Oh, my God. I'm freaking out.
- Don't freak out.

I'm freaking out.

Oh, my God. Mmm.

Come up here, baby boy.
Come on.

Oh, one more time.
You got it.

There you go. Good job.

♪ I've been craving this
for far too long ♪

I'm gonna bringing you
a new daddy today, baby boy.

Are you excited?

Manuel is supposed to be
arriving to Miami right now

in order to catch
his connecting flight
to Rochester.

Come on.

But I literally have no clue

if he made his connections,
what's going on.

I don't know where he is.

I sent him a message
two hours ago
and he still hasn't gotten it.

So, yeah.

He entered into Miami,
and then Miami,

that's where
you go through customs.

You give everything
and they say, "Okay, enter."

Or, "Something's wrong here."

And, uh,
I haven't spoken to him
since he entered into Miami.

Everything's left unchecked
on WhatsApp, Facebook.

Like, literally,
my messages are left unread.

It's very, very worrisome
that there's been
no communication at all.

So I don't even know
if he got through customs.

Hello?

How are you?

I'm trying to Zen.

You look good.

Thank you. You look good, too.

So, I don't know
where Manuel is.

So there's no timeframe?
There's nothing?

- I...
- No messages?

- You have nothing?
- No, I don't have anything.

- And you're just hopeful
that he's gonna show up.
- He's supposed to land today.

You know, I feel like
there's always something

that's, like, going wrong
with this whole situation.

So, like, I don't know.

Is that, like,
the universe telling you,

like, maybe this isn't
such a great idea?

- You know what I mean?
- I do believe in signs.

And I've thought about this.

Are these signs that
I shouldn't be doing this?

- I don't know.
- Mmm.

I'm the more cautious sister,

where she's super spontaneous
and will, you know,

go headfirst
into, you know, deep waters

without thinking twice
about it.

But I think sometimes
people can be naive,

and I think
we need to worry about
the other side of it too.

Like, what if he is not in it
for the right intentions?

Or what if he no longer
wants this,

or what if she
no longer wants this?

- You go ahead of me.
- Okay. I love you.

- I'll see you in a little bit.
- I love you, too.

- I'll see you there,
baby girl.
- All right.

Okay. All right.

Okay.

Let's do this.

Bye, baby girl.
Don't scratch that, honey. Bye.

Like,
tomorrow his visa expires.

It could take just one officer
having a bad day
to just be like,

"What are you doing here, sir?

I get it.
It's the 22nd, but, like,
why so late?

What held you up?
You're marrying who?
Where are they?

Why would
they let you travel this far

when you've never even
traveled before?

I see you don't speak English.
Are you sure this is what
you're doing?"

But, like,
I can't think anything else
but what the plan has been.

So I'm gonna
go to the airport,
and stick to the plan,

and try not to freak out.

Oh, my God.

We were
getting near the airport,

and I carry my anxiety
in my stomach,

and I just felt my stomach,
like, in my throat.

What is happening?
Where is he?

And if he's not on the plane,
what happens then?

Did I lose him already
and he hasn't even
gotten here?

Hello?

I think I'm having
a panic attack.

Oh, my God.

Just breathe. Breathe.
- I'm just trying to breathe.

Oh, my God.

I think I just, oh, my God.

I'm getting lightheaded.

I legit think I'm having
a [bleep] panic attack.

I'm literally
getting lightheaded.

- Oh, my God.
- You got this.

Just breathe.

In through your nose,
out through your mouth.

- Oh, my God.
- Hold it.

Oh, my God, I'm freaking out.
I'm freaking out.

Oh, my God, I'm ugly crying.

- Oh, my God.
- Breathe in.

Oh, my God.

Mmm.

Oh, my God. Mmm.

Whoa!

This season
on 90 Day Fiancé...

Woo.

So we're gonna do this?

Aw.

Come on.

Our country is narrow-minded.

The people over there
are staring at us.

My fiance Citra is from a very
strict Muslim background, and

Unh-unh.

Anali's dad has no idea
that I even exist.

He has family
in New York City.

I'd be a fool to not think
Manuel might be coming here

on my back, so that he could
meet up with his family.

and leave you.

- Whoa.
- Who is that?

I don't know.

He's been getting
disgusting videos

from other women.

I'm not perfect,
but I'm definitely

not trying to [bleep] be
with nobody else but you.

What am I supposed to do now?

Whoa!

You act like I cheated on you.

Because it's--

Men in this region,

Excuse me?

You want to bring a partner in
to pleasure me,

'cause you can't be a man enough
to get over that part of me?

Who the
do you think you are?

Bye, little child.

It's okay, don't cry.

It's just a lot.

I don't know if I'm making
the right decision.

At this point, I don't know
if I want to marry him.