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If not today, when will you try?
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Tomorrow, when you're on,
the day might not be ready for you.
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BlNYAG - LOSS OF INNOCENCE
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I'm Leo... born here in San Joaquin...
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My parents lived here,
but I never saw them...
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People say they grew up
here but with no relatives...
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nor a photo to tell me whom I look like...
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It's peaceful here... No troubles...
Seems everyone is contented...
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Not much happening... San Joaquin is witness
to everything that has happened to me...
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Don't know if there's anything to learn
from my story... Something good...
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Something not so good... But where I'm going,
there's no doubt, something good awaits me...
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This is my Paradise...
my World - so quiet...
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No hassle... No intruder...
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Time flies but who
cares about the minutes...
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Waves are enchanting...
At times roaring... At times quiet...
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The water is clear...
Unlike what's happened to me...
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Here, something, I'm not sure,
that should have happened at all...
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All I know - and certain about it, is:
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when I was younger,
I considered this my Heaven...
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As I've said, I have
no kin in this province...
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But God has been good to me,
I survived with little help...
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I didn't go to school,
but I'm not dumb...
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I can write... Read...
Don't know how every day ends...
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But whenever I'm here, it's OK...
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Some souIs I hardly know try to help...
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I don't know why they bother,
but I have a hint on their motives...
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I'm Milagring...
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Want some bananas?
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Now, you've met the only girl
who spends hours talking to me...
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I know her intentions,
and I'm certain it's for naught...
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She teaches me to write, read...
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She has lots of stories
which hardly interest me...
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She must have told me her
whole life story - her parents' tiff...
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once she caught them quarreling in bed...
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The difference between
banana and sweet potato...
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She believes in fortune-telling...
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Some seer told her that
she's getting married to a man
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who spends most of his time near the sea...
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And a lot more stories:
how her breast itches...
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Her fondness for movie stars...
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She always gazes at me...
Watches over me...
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As though I'm exclusively hers...
Expecting I'd reciprocate...
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I could feel
Milagring is a born flirt...
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She won't ever leave my side...
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Wherever I go, she's there
and won't leave me alone...
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Sometimes, I thought of
pushing her into the sea...
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This is heaven to me...
But I don't know if I should insist...
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That's Mr. Mando...
He's always here, too...
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Sometimes, while I swim in the water,
he stands around there,
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he whispers like a tempestuous wind...
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Words I don't understand...
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Sometimes, I feeI what he wants...
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He's like a poet of unfinished poems...
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He laughs... Stops...
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Then laughs again...
Like the waves with varying moods...
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This is my daily routine...
Sleep... Wake up... Bathe in the sea...
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Play with Milagring... As if there's
no tomorrow... Just live on...
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UntiI one day... Everything changed...
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You'll never feeI ecstasy
if you don't know agony...
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No one can tell up to when he lives,
so why not do now what's on your mind?
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I'm not sure what I saw...
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But what's certain is
I feIt something different...
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I don't know, but it's...
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The days swiftly pass... As fast as
the waves rush and hit the shore...
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Many things have happened... As many
as things that shouldn't have happened...
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I keep swimming in the sea of life...
I leave everything to Fate...
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All I have to do is stay afloat and attuned...
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Like Milagring does it...
She hasn't given up on me...
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She's still around...
With her sweet potatoes and bananas...
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Is it really possible
that she doesn't know it?
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Or is she just pretending not to know?
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Sometimes, I feeI sorry for her...
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Won't you take me to a new place?
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Aren't you tired of swimming?
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There must be some other place...
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Don't you feeI the heat?
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The sun is better off...
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It cooIs off at night...
Then renews for the next day...
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There's a movie shooting in town...
I don't know the actors...
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Sweet potatoes are OK...
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Could bananas be better?
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As always, Milagring goes home really sore...
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Piqued... Swearing... Cursing...
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Meanwhile, Mr. Mando hasn't changed...
Still the same poet with his unfinished poems...
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If you don't do it now, when?
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Tomorrow when you're ready,
the day might not be ready for you...
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Does he know what he's saying?
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It's amazing, he doesn't seem to age...
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What's his secret?
What does he drink?
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Milagring is better off...
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Persistent but knows what she wants...
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What's on her mind...
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She wants something l
have which I can't give her...
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She's there - hoping...
But I know her...
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She can never give me up...
She'd do anything to catch my attention...
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She'd tussle and tumble...
Gyrate endlessly...
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I know she's mad but she goes on
seducing me... Short of raping me...
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No, she won't get tired of me...
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Though she looks begging,
my eyes are fixed on something eIse...
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Don't know what Mr. Mando is waiting for...
His moves are weird...
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Seems he has a world of his own...
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Could his eternaI youth
be coming from the sea?
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Could he probably have
mermaid and merman friends?
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Mando can truly be a Drama King...
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With plenty of rituaIs...
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He'd go very well with Milagring...
Both are star struck...
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Your predictions seem to be untrue...
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I've done everything...
UntiI now, Leo hasn't kissed me...
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You said Leo is my man...
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And the future father of my children...
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I've never been wrong... Some strong
forces are going against my predictions...
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Days go on... Nothing has changed...
With Mr. Mando...
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Same with Milagring and her
sweet potatoes and bananas...
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UntiI one day, a stranger comes to town...
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Oh, are we on? I'm Lester.
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A talent manager...
Do you want to be a star?
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I easily liked him...
Must be his amiable face...
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A face you don't easily get tired of...
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A look that says what he wants...
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I'm not new in this game...
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I have had One... Two...
Three... Four... Five... Six...
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I clearly remember how many times
I've given in to some people's desire...
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First was with Lito, the manicurist...
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A parlor operator with
stinky mouth and feet...
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Second was with Mr. Tonio,
the fisherman who 'dives' so well...
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He aIso stinks like a slimy fish...
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Third was with Jessie who
gathers firewood with me...
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He prefers hardwood and anything hard...
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00:18:23,434 --> 00:18:27,383
Fourth was with Antonio, a fellow
tricycle driver, father of two kids...
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00:18:30,690 --> 00:18:34,985
Fifth was with Berto, who lent me
some money after a basketball game...
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Later, he played with my balls...
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The sixth was a repeat with the manicurist...
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He gave me P50. Still,
his feet and mouth stink...
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I aIso tried doing what's 'normal'...
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But even if I force myseIf,
I prefer what I'm used to...
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Aren't we doing anything?
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Will I undress now?
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Milagring must be with
her fave fortune teller...
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She doesn't give up...
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Many have had Leo...
But his heart belongs to only one...
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Is it me?
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Go home... I can tell you
haven't cooked your dinner...
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Milagring's chances grow
dimmer with Lester's arrival...
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He's different...
City-bred, smells sweet...
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Pearly white teeth...
Flawless skin...
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Alluring smile...
Looks rich...
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Am sure what we'd do is special...
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Am I a sinner?
I'm not forcing anybody...
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They tease me...
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I just give in to their whims...
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That's where it began...
Lester told me stories...
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His plans... A world I never
thought I'd be part of...
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He gave me money...
Not only P50... But P300...
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We drank, dined later...
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City folks are something...
They don't stink...
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You've got the looks...
You can be a star...
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You're well-hung...
You've got what it takes...
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Your bronze skin is virile...
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I'll introduce you to my producer...
He'll like you...
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I believed all Lester said...
I'm going with him...
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I'd leave my paradise awhile...
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Mr. Mando and his poems...
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Milagring will wait for
me come what may...
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She believes what the seer has told her...
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When I left San Joaquin...
I knew I'd be back...
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I didn't know how and when...
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Surely, I'm coming back here...
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In Manila...
I met plenty of Lester's kind...
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Sweet smelling...
Clean teeth...
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Smooth skin... inviting smiles...
Rich-looking too...
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Lester introduced me to his friends...
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Then, I didn't see Lester anymore...
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This is what Lester told me:
''Be nice to those who'd help you... ''
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But later, it became boring...
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So this is 'gratitude' in
the big city of Manila...
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I'll make you a star...
You're well-hung...
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Bronze colored... Very virile...
I'll intro you to my director...
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You're star material...
Well-hung... Very virile...
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Many things changed...
Things I was not used to, but I did...
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They called me a 'star'.
Am l? I did pictoriaIs...
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Underwears of all colors...
Various backdrops...
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Tried all kinds of props...
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All vegetables in the song 'My Nipa Hut' -
I've used them to cover my huge dick...
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00:30:12,247 --> 00:30:18,249
'Chin up... Chin down...
Wonderful... Great... Beautiful... '
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00:30:19,504 --> 00:30:22,256
The Tondo photographer said each time...
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'Keep it hard so it looks better...
Turn it to the right... Turn it to the left... '
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00:30:45,864 --> 00:30:48,272
Pictorials aren't fun...
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00:30:49,492 --> 00:30:54,072
Whole day I stood, lied down,
stretched... Projected...
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All in publicity's name...
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00:31:07,595 --> 00:31:14,642
Went to auditions... After some
acting exercises, I stripped down...
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00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:19,480
To show I'm flawless...
Check any warts and kelloids...
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00:31:21,108 --> 00:31:25,272
Nothing came out of it...
But I'm used to it now...
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00:31:27,615 --> 00:31:33,121
It's unfair... That's unfair...
I never said I lived you...
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00:31:33,247 --> 00:31:38,323
Keep this in mind, Diego...
From now on, nobody's gonna shit me!
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00:31:38,794 --> 00:31:44,250
Have a heart, brother...
If father finds out, he'll be mad...
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00:31:49,721 --> 00:31:56,175
I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Forgive me...
I never meant it to be this way...
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00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:58,063
I was forced by your grandpa...
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00:31:58,314 --> 00:32:04,019
What do you take me for -
poor man's rice to queue up for?
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I'm sorry...
I'm sorry...
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00:32:52,787 --> 00:32:56,535
He's gone... He's left me...
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Tell me: Will he come back?
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00:33:14,267 --> 00:33:16,674
My life went on just like that...
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00:33:17,061 --> 00:33:25,318
While it was slow in San Joaquin, city life
was so fast, I couldn't remember names...
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00:33:25,820 --> 00:33:28,905
There are lots of them I forgot...
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00:33:36,081 --> 00:33:38,702
I don't recall finishing a movie...
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00:33:39,625 --> 00:33:42,413
Or where my sexy photos got printed...
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00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:47,756
I know life has become tiresome...
Are people really insensitive?
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00:35:02,619 --> 00:35:09,750
You're star material...
Well-hung... Very virile...
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00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:47,080
I go to provinces to scout for talents
or lovers... It's easier - they're gullible...
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00:35:47,333 --> 00:35:52,209
And cheaper... You enjoy
vacation and men are aplenty...
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Then you may pass them
on to others... That easy...
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00:35:59,470 --> 00:36:02,222
If you're lucky, you win a basketball team...
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00:36:02,390 --> 00:36:06,222
Referee included...
They'd treat you to free soda...
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00:36:06,436 --> 00:36:10,054
A pictoriaI will do...
In a nearby studio...
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00:36:10,148 --> 00:36:13,932
Gay make-up artists have benefits,
too... Free peep show... Free touch...
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00:36:14,235 --> 00:36:19,941
Any star I've made? None yet...
I'm only eight years in the biz...
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00:36:20,242 --> 00:36:25,781
It's easy to be a Producer...
Times are hard, newcomers grab any offer...
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00:36:26,248 --> 00:36:32,701
'Cuz after one movie,
they become famous and in-demand...
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00:36:33,129 --> 00:36:36,546
DigitaI movies are in...
And gay films make money...
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00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:41,877
Show nude men... gays line up
to watch... They have money...
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00:36:42,180 --> 00:36:45,632
I'm doing this for art's sake...
Even nudity...
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00:36:46,018 --> 00:36:48,973
You may show anus,
as long as there's a story...
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00:36:49,272 --> 00:36:53,435
That's the trend... If I don't go
with the tide, I won't be 'in'...
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00:36:53,692 --> 00:36:55,436
Just enjoy...
You'll never go hungry...
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00:36:55,736 --> 00:37:00,529
I don't care about those hypocrites...
They may lambaste my movies...
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00:37:00,908 --> 00:37:04,242
As long as I'm employed...
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00:37:04,454 --> 00:37:07,490
There are lots of unemployed...
I don't want to be jobless...
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00:37:07,791 --> 00:37:11,159
I might go international...
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00:37:11,336 --> 00:37:16,675
Watch my next - 30 hunks
showed off theirs, me included...
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00:37:49,459 --> 00:37:54,750
Being a movie writer is fun...
Free food at press cons, some money...
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Free men at times...
Little promises, and they're hooked...
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'I'll make you a star...
I'll write about you... '
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Then you may brag:
'That new star, I had him for free... '
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00:38:06,101 --> 00:38:08,010
He's only this 'big'.
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00:38:25,828 --> 00:38:27,656
You look tired...
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00:38:35,589 --> 00:38:37,166
Where have you been?
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00:38:40,594 --> 00:38:42,303
Have you eaten?
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00:38:46,016 --> 00:38:47,891
I've got food here...
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00:38:49,770 --> 00:38:52,178
Come on...
Join me...
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00:39:14,421 --> 00:39:16,710
I'm bothered...
Confused...
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00:39:18,792 --> 00:39:21,081
As though I don't know myseIf...
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00:39:29,636 --> 00:39:32,887
Except that I'm done with
swimming in the sea...
243
00:39:34,767 --> 00:39:40,640
With measly P50...
Or P300... Even P3,000...
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00:39:42,817 --> 00:39:44,726
My world is in shambles...
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00:39:52,702 --> 00:40:01,457
Swimming for hours won't erase
all the sins I've committed...
246
00:40:04,630 --> 00:40:11,428
Salacious saliva of all kinds...
247
00:40:13,931 --> 00:40:18,843
Why am I still into it?
Because I like doing it?
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00:40:20,897 --> 00:40:28,727
Cause... cause l... cause I enjoy it?
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00:40:33,411 --> 00:40:39,745
I feeI I've become Mr. Mando
who says a lot I don't understand...
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00:40:51,929 --> 00:40:54,503
One thing is sure: I'm dirty!
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00:41:17,706 --> 00:41:23,080
Days go on... Things are
the same... Redundant...
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00:41:23,211 --> 00:41:29,048
Auditions are gone... So are
the pictoriaIs... Just like that...
253
00:41:29,592 --> 00:41:33,721
Just like Lester who's nowhere...
254
00:41:33,931 --> 00:41:40,763
Even my seIf-esteem is gone...
Who have I become?
255
00:41:42,606 --> 00:41:44,480
Depends on my waking moods...
256
00:41:44,817 --> 00:41:47,735
Sometimes, I want to be the toy...
At times, I want to play with a toy...
257
00:41:48,528 --> 00:41:51,067
I can't say what's happened to me...
258
00:41:51,616 --> 00:42:00,241
I'm a wreck even if I don't do drugs...
Addicted but not to drugs...
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00:42:01,334 --> 00:42:03,373
Addict to suckers of all kinds...
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00:43:21,918 --> 00:43:23,577
Sorry...
261
00:43:26,879 --> 00:43:29,835
I'm doing this...
262
00:43:34,680 --> 00:43:36,257
for the first time...
263
00:43:39,935 --> 00:43:41,346
So...
264
00:43:44,608 --> 00:43:46,564
What do we do?
265
00:43:51,823 --> 00:43:53,816
What will you do?
266
00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:06,332
I hope it doesn't hurt...
267
00:44:14,679 --> 00:44:19,922
My friends say, it's ecstatic...
268
00:44:36,660 --> 00:44:42,247
How long have you been into this?
269
00:44:47,546 --> 00:44:49,290
With whom...
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00:44:58,599 --> 00:45:00,925
did you do it first?
271
00:45:16,660 --> 00:45:22,164
Let's start... My Mom's looking for me now...
272
00:49:12,594 --> 00:49:15,216
I desired for no other man than Leo...
273
00:49:15,389 --> 00:49:17,465
I was born for him...
274
00:49:17,558 --> 00:49:23,229
Maybe not now,
but he'd end up with me...
275
00:49:23,522 --> 00:49:27,602
I believe what the seer said...
It will come true...
276
00:49:27,944 --> 00:49:32,606
I'm old... Sometimes, my predictions fail...
277
00:49:33,282 --> 00:49:38,277
Is it my first time with a movie star?
Is he? I haven't seen in any movie...
278
00:49:38,455 --> 00:49:43,331
I'd go back to that bar...
and see him again... Really, he's BlG!
279
00:49:43,710 --> 00:49:46,664
Now I know the feeling...
the initiaI jitters...
280
00:49:46,921 --> 00:49:51,002
Just when I was circumcised...
281
00:49:53,011 --> 00:50:00,638
Is it true when you make out with gays,
you become gay when you get old?
282
00:52:13,531 --> 00:52:20,779
Why didn't you touch me?
I'm a movie star... Don't you know me?
283
00:52:27,462 --> 00:52:31,412
I'm tired of touching...
How about you?
284
00:52:33,718 --> 00:52:41,678
Not done yet?
I'm contented ogling...
285
00:52:46,064 --> 00:52:49,681
You may have me if you want...
286
00:52:53,529 --> 00:52:55,605
And I can pay you if you ask...
287
00:52:59,035 --> 00:53:00,779
Are you happy?
288
00:53:03,123 --> 00:53:04,866
How old are you?
289
00:53:06,918 --> 00:53:09,042
Why are you here?
290
00:53:13,926 --> 00:53:15,586
Take a rest...
291
00:53:16,596 --> 00:53:23,641
Sometimes, having too much
can make you unhappy...
292
00:53:26,814 --> 00:53:33,777
After that night,
something changed in me...
293
00:53:45,041 --> 00:53:47,283
I asked less questions...
294
00:53:48,169 --> 00:53:50,328
It's become tiresome...
295
00:53:52,340 --> 00:53:54,713
I went out a long way...
296
00:53:56,470 --> 00:53:58,463
I feIt exhausted.
297
00:54:08,524 --> 00:54:10,600
This is it...
298
00:54:15,990 --> 00:54:18,481
This is the farthest I can go...
299
00:54:19,869 --> 00:54:24,032
Somehow, I went far, if I may say so...
300
00:54:33,883 --> 00:54:40,171
I have many stories to share, if need be...
301
00:54:42,142 --> 00:54:50,516
I can tell everything...
I can make up stories... Fabricate...
302
00:55:09,502 --> 00:55:10,998
No one will know the difference...
303
00:55:12,172 --> 00:55:14,379
We're entitled to our own lies...
304
00:55:16,052 --> 00:55:19,801
No one will ever know till death...
305
00:55:21,014 --> 00:55:24,430
They're not interested at all in my fate...
306
00:55:25,019 --> 00:55:28,720
They've never shown
interest in me, anyway...
307
00:55:29,899 --> 00:55:34,941
More so now that I hardly know my own seIf...
308
00:55:48,919 --> 00:55:50,745
How is it in San Joaquin now?
309
00:55:51,797 --> 00:55:53,255
How's Mr. Mando?
310
00:55:54,507 --> 00:55:57,508
How are the Six, nay Five -
Fairies who fancied me there?
311
00:55:58,220 --> 00:56:02,087
How's Milagring and her
sweet potatoes and bananas?
312
00:57:28,112 --> 00:57:32,739
I'm almost there in San Joaquin...
I don't know if I'd go back to Manila...
313
00:57:34,536 --> 00:57:39,910
What did I do there, anyway?
314
00:57:41,626 --> 00:57:44,960
Not different from
what I did in San Joaquin...
315
00:58:08,278 --> 00:58:13,618
Oh, I remember this is one
truth I learned in Manila:
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00:58:14,326 --> 00:58:21,623
I'm cut for San Joaquin
more than any place eIse...
317
00:58:22,711 --> 00:58:27,586
Here, nothing bothers me
'cuz most of the time I'm alone...
318
00:58:32,621 --> 00:58:34,748
I'm back again to my Paradise...
319
00:58:34,748 --> 00:58:43,005
Quiet... No intruder...
Truthful... Unlike me...
320
00:59:28,846 --> 00:59:32,511
Now, I understand Mr. Mando better...
321
00:59:33,391 --> 00:59:36,263
I walked that same path
and at a certain point
322
00:59:36,479 --> 00:59:39,432
Lost track of what I really am...
323
00:59:40,774 --> 00:59:43,396
One thing is certain, though:
324
00:59:44,403 --> 00:59:50,276
Yours is really big...
Much bigger since I 'baptized' you...
325
00:59:53,704 --> 00:59:56,029
My life is somehow linked to Mr. Mando's...
326
00:59:57,374 --> 01:00:02,582
His past... Or what he could have avoided...
327
01:00:02,756 --> 01:00:08,047
We're one and the same...
328
01:00:08,511 --> 01:00:11,631
Whether he's learned
from it, that I don't know...
329
01:00:29,741 --> 01:00:33,573
Days moved on...
Suddenly, Mr. Mando is gone...
330
01:00:33,912 --> 01:00:37,744
Some say he drowned...
Swept by the big waves...
331
01:00:38,251 --> 01:00:41,334
Abducted by the mermaids...
Raped by some mermen...
332
01:00:43,297 --> 01:00:48,007
Killed himseIf... Murdered...
I don't know the truth...
333
01:00:49,345 --> 01:00:54,340
Must be why I'm here -
to remember what he did...
334
01:00:55,518 --> 01:00:57,562
What he shouldn't have done...
335
01:00:57,562 --> 01:01:03,730
But had he not 'baptized' me,
would my fate have changed?
336
01:01:03,901 --> 01:01:06,653
Will I ever know my reaI seIf?
337
01:02:22,399 --> 01:02:28,936
Since I learned about Leo's return,
I vowed not to lose him again...
338
01:02:29,322 --> 01:02:33,402
Even if I'd seem like a
dog in heat, I'd follow him...
339
01:02:33,534 --> 01:02:35,160
I've waited so long...
340
01:02:35,455 --> 01:02:39,322
Now I know the prediction
is bound to happen...
341
01:02:44,338 --> 01:02:47,838
Poor Milagring... It's about
time she gave up on me...
342
01:02:48,676 --> 01:02:52,340
She may sleep in my bed...
She may keep me company...
343
01:02:53,347 --> 01:02:56,301
We can eat sweet potatoes
and bananas together...
344
01:02:56,685 --> 01:02:58,059
Sing together...
345
01:02:58,436 --> 01:03:00,013
Laugh together...
346
01:03:01,180 --> 01:03:04,763
Dance together like Mr. Mando did...
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