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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,060 --> 00:00:05,333 If not today, when will you try? 2 00:00:05,512 --> 00:00:10,700 Tomorrow, when you're on, the day might not be ready for you. 3 00:00:24,450 --> 00:00:28,579 BlNYAG - LOSS OF INNOCENCE 4 00:02:48,514 --> 00:02:51,468 I'm Leo... born here in San Joaquin... 5 00:02:51,977 --> 00:02:56,638 My parents lived here, but I never saw them... 6 00:02:57,149 --> 00:03:01,146 People say they grew up here but with no relatives... 7 00:03:02,028 --> 00:03:07,070 nor a photo to tell me whom I look like... 8 00:03:10,412 --> 00:03:15,488 It's peaceful here... No troubles... Seems everyone is contented... 9 00:03:17,086 --> 00:03:23,040 Not much happening... San Joaquin is witness to everything that has happened to me... 10 00:03:23,257 --> 00:03:27,256 Don't know if there's anything to learn from my story... Something good... 11 00:03:27,555 --> 00:03:33,972 Something not so good... But where I'm going, there's no doubt, something good awaits me... 12 00:03:43,070 --> 00:03:45,940 This is my Paradise... my World - so quiet... 13 00:03:50,786 --> 00:03:54,487 No hassle... No intruder... 14 00:03:55,208 --> 00:03:58,209 Time flies but who cares about the minutes... 15 00:04:00,130 --> 00:04:03,879 Waves are enchanting... At times roaring... At times quiet... 16 00:04:06,969 --> 00:04:10,801 The water is clear... Unlike what's happened to me... 17 00:04:13,226 --> 00:04:18,386 Here, something, I'm not sure, that should have happened at all... 18 00:04:21,109 --> 00:04:23,647 All I know - and certain about it, is: 19 00:04:24,280 --> 00:04:27,399 when I was younger, I considered this my Heaven... 20 00:04:32,621 --> 00:04:36,073 As I've said, I have no kin in this province... 21 00:04:38,002 --> 00:04:43,044 But God has been good to me, I survived with little help... 22 00:04:44,467 --> 00:04:46,923 I didn't go to school, but I'm not dumb... 23 00:04:47,804 --> 00:04:54,138 I can write... Read... Don't know how every day ends... 24 00:04:55,520 --> 00:04:57,892 But whenever I'm here, it's OK... 25 00:05:02,945 --> 00:05:05,613 Some souIs I hardly know try to help... 26 00:05:06,406 --> 00:05:12,195 I don't know why they bother, but I have a hint on their motives... 27 00:05:12,454 --> 00:05:14,411 I'm Milagring... 28 00:05:16,958 --> 00:05:18,915 Want some bananas? 29 00:05:20,378 --> 00:05:23,997 Now, you've met the only girl who spends hours talking to me... 30 00:05:25,050 --> 00:05:28,965 I know her intentions, and I'm certain it's for naught... 31 00:05:39,899 --> 00:05:43,018 She teaches me to write, read... 32 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:48,020 She has lots of stories which hardly interest me... 33 00:05:49,909 --> 00:05:55,698 She must have told me her whole life story - her parents' tiff... 34 00:05:56,875 --> 00:06:00,041 once she caught them quarreling in bed... 35 00:06:01,254 --> 00:06:04,955 The difference between banana and sweet potato... 36 00:06:05,967 --> 00:06:07,545 She believes in fortune-telling... 37 00:06:08,178 --> 00:06:10,964 Some seer told her that she's getting married to a man 38 00:06:11,139 --> 00:06:13,048 who spends most of his time near the sea... 39 00:06:14,476 --> 00:06:18,177 And a lot more stories: how her breast itches... 40 00:06:18,606 --> 00:06:20,432 Her fondness for movie stars... 41 00:06:21,108 --> 00:06:24,393 She always gazes at me... Watches over me... 42 00:06:24,486 --> 00:06:30,524 As though I'm exclusively hers... Expecting I'd reciprocate... 43 00:06:31,952 --> 00:06:35,784 I could feel Milagring is a born flirt... 44 00:06:37,249 --> 00:06:39,325 She won't ever leave my side... 45 00:06:40,252 --> 00:06:44,630 Wherever I go, she's there and won't leave me alone... 46 00:06:46,426 --> 00:06:50,127 Sometimes, I thought of pushing her into the sea... 47 00:07:00,981 --> 00:07:07,186 This is heaven to me... But I don't know if I should insist... 48 00:07:10,784 --> 00:07:13,619 That's Mr. Mando... He's always here, too... 49 00:07:14,204 --> 00:07:18,782 Sometimes, while I swim in the water, he stands around there, 50 00:07:19,626 --> 00:07:22,296 he whispers like a tempestuous wind... 51 00:07:24,132 --> 00:07:27,749 Words I don't understand... 52 00:07:28,219 --> 00:07:30,626 Sometimes, I feeI what he wants... 53 00:07:34,099 --> 00:07:37,054 He's like a poet of unfinished poems... 54 00:07:39,355 --> 00:07:43,305 He laughs... Stops... 55 00:07:45,069 --> 00:07:51,321 Then laughs again... Like the waves with varying moods... 56 00:08:06,841 --> 00:08:13,010 This is my daily routine... Sleep... Wake up... Bathe in the sea... 57 00:08:13,557 --> 00:08:18,896 Play with Milagring... As if there's no tomorrow... Just live on... 58 00:08:19,146 --> 00:08:20,938 UntiI one day... Everything changed... 59 00:08:21,148 --> 00:08:28,812 You'll never feeI ecstasy if you don't know agony... 60 00:08:34,995 --> 00:08:43,585 No one can tell up to when he lives, so why not do now what's on your mind? 61 00:08:50,136 --> 00:08:52,045 I'm not sure what I saw... 62 00:08:52,723 --> 00:08:56,590 But what's certain is I feIt something different... 63 00:08:57,685 --> 00:09:00,224 I don't know, but it's... 64 00:09:05,818 --> 00:09:11,573 The days swiftly pass... As fast as the waves rush and hit the shore... 65 00:09:16,621 --> 00:09:20,370 Many things have happened... As many as things that shouldn't have happened... 66 00:09:26,882 --> 00:09:32,422 I keep swimming in the sea of life... I leave everything to Fate... 67 00:09:34,973 --> 00:09:40,051 All I have to do is stay afloat and attuned... 68 00:09:48,238 --> 00:09:51,689 Like Milagring does it... She hasn't given up on me... 69 00:09:54,535 --> 00:09:57,905 She's still around... With her sweet potatoes and bananas... 70 00:10:00,834 --> 00:10:04,879 Is it really possible that she doesn't know it? 71 00:10:06,297 --> 00:10:08,789 Or is she just pretending not to know? 72 00:10:10,468 --> 00:10:13,007 Sometimes, I feeI sorry for her... 73 00:10:17,726 --> 00:10:22,554 Won't you take me to a new place? 74 00:10:27,986 --> 00:10:30,394 Aren't you tired of swimming? 75 00:10:40,708 --> 00:10:43,460 There must be some other place... 76 00:10:50,093 --> 00:10:51,634 Don't you feeI the heat? 77 00:11:05,275 --> 00:11:08,110 The sun is better off... 78 00:11:08,904 --> 00:11:16,199 It cooIs off at night... Then renews for the next day... 79 00:11:20,957 --> 00:11:26,747 There's a movie shooting in town... I don't know the actors... 80 00:11:34,721 --> 00:11:36,465 Sweet potatoes are OK... 81 00:11:38,558 --> 00:11:42,177 Could bananas be better? 82 00:11:44,398 --> 00:11:48,527 As always, Milagring goes home really sore... 83 00:11:49,653 --> 00:11:51,646 Piqued... Swearing... Cursing... 84 00:11:52,448 --> 00:11:58,534 Meanwhile, Mr. Mando hasn't changed... Still the same poet with his unfinished poems... 85 00:11:59,580 --> 00:12:01,158 If you don't do it now, when? 86 00:12:01,416 --> 00:12:08,379 Tomorrow when you're ready, the day might not be ready for you... 87 00:12:09,466 --> 00:12:11,625 Does he know what he's saying? 88 00:12:12,677 --> 00:12:15,679 It's amazing, he doesn't seem to age... 89 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:20,008 What's his secret? What does he drink? 90 00:12:49,132 --> 00:12:50,459 Milagring is better off... 91 00:12:50,675 --> 00:12:53,546 Persistent but knows what she wants... 92 00:12:54,178 --> 00:12:55,839 What's on her mind... 93 00:12:57,348 --> 00:13:01,677 She wants something l have which I can't give her... 94 00:13:03,646 --> 00:13:06,813 She's there - hoping... But I know her... 95 00:13:07,943 --> 00:13:13,482 She can never give me up... She'd do anything to catch my attention... 96 00:13:15,993 --> 00:13:18,993 She'd tussle and tumble... Gyrate endlessly... 97 00:13:19,580 --> 00:13:25,499 I know she's mad but she goes on seducing me... Short of raping me... 98 00:13:26,794 --> 00:13:30,543 No, she won't get tired of me... 99 00:13:32,718 --> 00:13:37,012 Though she looks begging, my eyes are fixed on something eIse... 100 00:13:39,767 --> 00:13:44,725 Don't know what Mr. Mando is waiting for... His moves are weird... 101 00:13:44,939 --> 00:13:47,609 Seems he has a world of his own... 102 00:13:48,317 --> 00:13:51,734 Could his eternaI youth be coming from the sea? 103 00:13:53,113 --> 00:13:59,698 Could he probably have mermaid and merman friends? 104 00:14:00,829 --> 00:14:02,870 Mando can truly be a Drama King... 105 00:14:03,083 --> 00:14:04,791 With plenty of rituaIs... 106 00:14:05,293 --> 00:14:11,545 He'd go very well with Milagring... Both are star struck... 107 00:14:49,046 --> 00:14:52,001 Your predictions seem to be untrue... 108 00:14:54,344 --> 00:15:02,968 I've done everything... UntiI now, Leo hasn't kissed me... 109 00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:10,066 You said Leo is my man... 110 00:15:14,030 --> 00:15:18,527 And the future father of my children... 111 00:15:20,663 --> 00:15:27,412 I've never been wrong... Some strong forces are going against my predictions... 112 00:15:27,711 --> 00:15:33,049 Days go on... Nothing has changed... With Mr. Mando... 113 00:15:33,259 --> 00:15:36,213 Same with Milagring and her sweet potatoes and bananas... 114 00:15:36,428 --> 00:15:38,670 UntiI one day, a stranger comes to town... 115 00:15:38,889 --> 00:15:42,886 Oh, are we on? I'm Lester. 116 00:15:43,102 --> 00:15:46,269 A talent manager... Do you want to be a star? 117 00:16:40,953 --> 00:16:44,785 I easily liked him... Must be his amiable face... 118 00:16:45,917 --> 00:16:49,083 A face you don't easily get tired of... 119 00:16:56,093 --> 00:16:58,549 A look that says what he wants... 120 00:17:03,018 --> 00:17:05,473 I'm not new in this game... 121 00:17:17,658 --> 00:17:22,118 I have had One... Two... Three... Four... Five... Six... 122 00:17:23,622 --> 00:17:27,833 I clearly remember how many times I've given in to some people's desire... 123 00:17:37,761 --> 00:17:39,967 First was with Lito, the manicurist... 124 00:17:41,556 --> 00:17:44,973 A parlor operator with stinky mouth and feet... 125 00:17:50,108 --> 00:17:53,442 Second was with Mr. Tonio, the fisherman who 'dives' so well... 126 00:17:54,946 --> 00:17:59,406 He aIso stinks like a slimy fish... 127 00:18:10,128 --> 00:18:13,164 Third was with Jessie who gathers firewood with me... 128 00:18:13,923 --> 00:18:16,462 He prefers hardwood and anything hard... 129 00:18:23,434 --> 00:18:27,383 Fourth was with Antonio, a fellow tricycle driver, father of two kids... 130 00:18:30,690 --> 00:18:34,985 Fifth was with Berto, who lent me some money after a basketball game... 131 00:18:35,279 --> 00:18:36,987 Later, he played with my balls... 132 00:18:39,117 --> 00:18:41,110 The sixth was a repeat with the manicurist... 133 00:18:41,202 --> 00:18:46,410 He gave me P50. Still, his feet and mouth stink... 134 00:19:04,976 --> 00:19:07,930 I aIso tried doing what's 'normal'... 135 00:19:08,604 --> 00:19:15,604 But even if I force myseIf, I prefer what I'm used to... 136 00:19:15,987 --> 00:19:18,194 Aren't we doing anything? 137 00:19:21,242 --> 00:19:23,152 Will I undress now? 138 00:19:45,184 --> 00:19:48,517 Milagring must be with her fave fortune teller... 139 00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:53,274 She doesn't give up... 140 00:19:53,443 --> 00:20:00,573 Many have had Leo... But his heart belongs to only one... 141 00:20:04,829 --> 00:20:06,656 Is it me? 142 00:20:10,126 --> 00:20:15,203 Go home... I can tell you haven't cooked your dinner... 143 00:20:15,548 --> 00:20:22,133 Milagring's chances grow dimmer with Lester's arrival... 144 00:20:34,443 --> 00:20:38,358 He's different... City-bred, smells sweet... 145 00:20:40,574 --> 00:20:44,904 Pearly white teeth... Flawless skin... 146 00:20:45,412 --> 00:20:47,785 Alluring smile... Looks rich... 147 00:20:50,751 --> 00:20:54,251 Am sure what we'd do is special... 148 00:20:56,966 --> 00:21:01,047 Am I a sinner? I'm not forcing anybody... 149 00:21:02,179 --> 00:21:03,758 They tease me... 150 00:21:07,561 --> 00:21:10,230 I just give in to their whims... 151 00:23:11,564 --> 00:23:14,648 That's where it began... Lester told me stories... 152 00:23:15,068 --> 00:23:18,900 His plans... A world I never thought I'd be part of... 153 00:23:19,155 --> 00:23:26,071 He gave me money... Not only P50... But P300... 154 00:23:26,163 --> 00:23:30,788 We drank, dined later... 155 00:23:31,502 --> 00:23:35,451 City folks are something... They don't stink... 156 00:23:35,839 --> 00:23:39,836 You've got the looks... You can be a star... 157 00:23:42,555 --> 00:23:45,969 You're well-hung... You've got what it takes... 158 00:23:47,267 --> 00:23:51,099 Your bronze skin is virile... 159 00:23:53,148 --> 00:23:59,401 I'll introduce you to my producer... He'll like you... 160 00:24:00,864 --> 00:24:06,203 I believed all Lester said... I'm going with him... 161 00:24:07,455 --> 00:24:09,992 I'd leave my paradise awhile... 162 00:24:11,793 --> 00:24:13,500 Mr. Mando and his poems... 163 00:24:14,253 --> 00:24:17,207 Milagring will wait for me come what may... 164 00:24:17,548 --> 00:24:22,543 She believes what the seer has told her... 165 00:24:36,026 --> 00:24:42,064 When I left San Joaquin... I knew I'd be back... 166 00:24:42,866 --> 00:24:47,907 I didn't know how and when... 167 00:24:48,247 --> 00:24:52,245 Surely, I'm coming back here... 168 00:26:08,287 --> 00:26:13,364 In Manila... I met plenty of Lester's kind... 169 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:17,079 Sweet smelling... Clean teeth... 170 00:26:18,047 --> 00:26:23,255 Smooth skin... inviting smiles... Rich-looking too... 171 00:26:26,514 --> 00:26:30,215 Lester introduced me to his friends... 172 00:26:31,019 --> 00:26:34,851 Then, I didn't see Lester anymore... 173 00:26:37,567 --> 00:26:43,985 This is what Lester told me: ''Be nice to those who'd help you... '' 174 00:26:45,158 --> 00:26:49,156 But later, it became boring... 175 00:26:53,626 --> 00:26:56,876 So this is 'gratitude' in the big city of Manila... 176 00:26:58,505 --> 00:27:02,753 I'll make you a star... You're well-hung... 177 00:27:03,469 --> 00:27:09,139 Bronze colored... Very virile... I'll intro you to my director... 178 00:29:09,306 --> 00:29:15,974 You're star material... Well-hung... Very virile... 179 00:29:17,107 --> 00:29:21,567 Many things changed... Things I was not used to, but I did... 180 00:29:29,452 --> 00:29:34,957 They called me a 'star'. Am l? I did pictoriaIs... 181 00:29:35,709 --> 00:29:39,077 Underwears of all colors... Various backdrops... 182 00:29:49,848 --> 00:29:53,549 Tried all kinds of props... 183 00:30:00,860 --> 00:30:05,854 All vegetables in the song 'My Nipa Hut' - I've used them to cover my huge dick... 184 00:30:12,247 --> 00:30:18,249 'Chin up... Chin down... Wonderful... Great... Beautiful... ' 185 00:30:19,504 --> 00:30:22,256 The Tondo photographer said each time... 186 00:30:25,177 --> 00:30:32,342 'Keep it hard so it looks better... Turn it to the right... Turn it to the left... ' 187 00:30:45,864 --> 00:30:48,272 Pictorials aren't fun... 188 00:30:49,492 --> 00:30:54,072 Whole day I stood, lied down, stretched... Projected... 189 00:30:56,958 --> 00:31:00,410 All in publicity's name... 190 00:31:07,595 --> 00:31:14,642 Went to auditions... After some acting exercises, I stripped down... 191 00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:19,480 To show I'm flawless... Check any warts and kelloids... 192 00:31:21,108 --> 00:31:25,272 Nothing came out of it... But I'm used to it now... 193 00:31:27,615 --> 00:31:33,121 It's unfair... That's unfair... I never said I lived you... 194 00:31:33,247 --> 00:31:38,323 Keep this in mind, Diego... From now on, nobody's gonna shit me! 195 00:31:38,794 --> 00:31:44,250 Have a heart, brother... If father finds out, he'll be mad... 196 00:31:49,721 --> 00:31:56,175 I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Forgive me... I never meant it to be this way... 197 00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:58,063 I was forced by your grandpa... 198 00:31:58,314 --> 00:32:04,019 What do you take me for - poor man's rice to queue up for? 199 00:32:04,320 --> 00:32:06,608 I'm sorry... I'm sorry... 200 00:32:52,787 --> 00:32:56,535 He's gone... He's left me... 201 00:32:58,292 --> 00:33:01,577 Tell me: Will he come back? 202 00:33:14,267 --> 00:33:16,674 My life went on just like that... 203 00:33:17,061 --> 00:33:25,318 While it was slow in San Joaquin, city life was so fast, I couldn't remember names... 204 00:33:25,820 --> 00:33:28,905 There are lots of them I forgot... 205 00:33:36,081 --> 00:33:38,702 I don't recall finishing a movie... 206 00:33:39,625 --> 00:33:42,413 Or where my sexy photos got printed... 207 00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:47,756 I know life has become tiresome... Are people really insensitive? 208 00:35:02,619 --> 00:35:09,750 You're star material... Well-hung... Very virile... 209 00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:47,080 I go to provinces to scout for talents or lovers... It's easier - they're gullible... 210 00:35:47,333 --> 00:35:52,209 And cheaper... You enjoy vacation and men are aplenty... 211 00:35:52,422 --> 00:35:58,340 Then you may pass them on to others... That easy... 212 00:35:59,470 --> 00:36:02,222 If you're lucky, you win a basketball team... 213 00:36:02,390 --> 00:36:06,222 Referee included... They'd treat you to free soda... 214 00:36:06,436 --> 00:36:10,054 A pictoriaI will do... In a nearby studio... 215 00:36:10,148 --> 00:36:13,932 Gay make-up artists have benefits, too... Free peep show... Free touch... 216 00:36:14,235 --> 00:36:19,941 Any star I've made? None yet... I'm only eight years in the biz... 217 00:36:20,242 --> 00:36:25,781 It's easy to be a Producer... Times are hard, newcomers grab any offer... 218 00:36:26,248 --> 00:36:32,701 'Cuz after one movie, they become famous and in-demand... 219 00:36:33,129 --> 00:36:36,546 DigitaI movies are in... And gay films make money... 220 00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:41,877 Show nude men... gays line up to watch... They have money... 221 00:36:42,180 --> 00:36:45,632 I'm doing this for art's sake... Even nudity... 222 00:36:46,018 --> 00:36:48,973 You may show anus, as long as there's a story... 223 00:36:49,272 --> 00:36:53,435 That's the trend... If I don't go with the tide, I won't be 'in'... 224 00:36:53,692 --> 00:36:55,436 Just enjoy... You'll never go hungry... 225 00:36:55,736 --> 00:37:00,529 I don't care about those hypocrites... They may lambaste my movies... 226 00:37:00,908 --> 00:37:04,242 As long as I'm employed... 227 00:37:04,454 --> 00:37:07,490 There are lots of unemployed... I don't want to be jobless... 228 00:37:07,791 --> 00:37:11,159 I might go international... 229 00:37:11,336 --> 00:37:16,675 Watch my next - 30 hunks showed off theirs, me included... 230 00:37:49,459 --> 00:37:54,750 Being a movie writer is fun... Free food at press cons, some money... 231 00:37:54,923 --> 00:38:00,047 Free men at times... Little promises, and they're hooked... 232 00:38:00,260 --> 00:38:02,752 'I'll make you a star... I'll write about you... ' 233 00:38:02,930 --> 00:38:05,931 Then you may brag: 'That new star, I had him for free... ' 234 00:38:06,101 --> 00:38:08,010 He's only this 'big'. 235 00:38:25,828 --> 00:38:27,656 You look tired... 236 00:38:35,589 --> 00:38:37,166 Where have you been? 237 00:38:40,594 --> 00:38:42,303 Have you eaten? 238 00:38:46,016 --> 00:38:47,891 I've got food here... 239 00:38:49,770 --> 00:38:52,178 Come on... Join me... 240 00:39:14,421 --> 00:39:16,710 I'm bothered... Confused... 241 00:39:18,792 --> 00:39:21,081 As though I don't know myseIf... 242 00:39:29,636 --> 00:39:32,887 Except that I'm done with swimming in the sea... 243 00:39:34,767 --> 00:39:40,640 With measly P50... Or P300... Even P3,000... 244 00:39:42,817 --> 00:39:44,726 My world is in shambles... 245 00:39:52,702 --> 00:40:01,457 Swimming for hours won't erase all the sins I've committed... 246 00:40:04,630 --> 00:40:11,428 Salacious saliva of all kinds... 247 00:40:13,931 --> 00:40:18,843 Why am I still into it? Because I like doing it? 248 00:40:20,897 --> 00:40:28,727 Cause... cause l... cause I enjoy it? 249 00:40:33,411 --> 00:40:39,745 I feeI I've become Mr. Mando who says a lot I don't understand... 250 00:40:51,929 --> 00:40:54,503 One thing is sure: I'm dirty! 251 00:41:17,706 --> 00:41:23,080 Days go on... Things are the same... Redundant... 252 00:41:23,211 --> 00:41:29,048 Auditions are gone... So are the pictoriaIs... Just like that... 253 00:41:29,592 --> 00:41:33,721 Just like Lester who's nowhere... 254 00:41:33,931 --> 00:41:40,763 Even my seIf-esteem is gone... Who have I become? 255 00:41:42,606 --> 00:41:44,480 Depends on my waking moods... 256 00:41:44,817 --> 00:41:47,735 Sometimes, I want to be the toy... At times, I want to play with a toy... 257 00:41:48,528 --> 00:41:51,067 I can't say what's happened to me... 258 00:41:51,616 --> 00:42:00,241 I'm a wreck even if I don't do drugs... Addicted but not to drugs... 259 00:42:01,334 --> 00:42:03,373 Addict to suckers of all kinds... 260 00:43:21,918 --> 00:43:23,577 Sorry... 261 00:43:26,879 --> 00:43:29,835 I'm doing this... 262 00:43:34,680 --> 00:43:36,257 for the first time... 263 00:43:39,935 --> 00:43:41,346 So... 264 00:43:44,608 --> 00:43:46,564 What do we do? 265 00:43:51,823 --> 00:43:53,816 What will you do? 266 00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:06,332 I hope it doesn't hurt... 267 00:44:14,679 --> 00:44:19,922 My friends say, it's ecstatic... 268 00:44:36,660 --> 00:44:42,247 How long have you been into this? 269 00:44:47,546 --> 00:44:49,290 With whom... 270 00:44:58,599 --> 00:45:00,925 did you do it first? 271 00:45:16,660 --> 00:45:22,164 Let's start... My Mom's looking for me now... 272 00:49:12,594 --> 00:49:15,216 I desired for no other man than Leo... 273 00:49:15,389 --> 00:49:17,465 I was born for him... 274 00:49:17,558 --> 00:49:23,229 Maybe not now, but he'd end up with me... 275 00:49:23,522 --> 00:49:27,602 I believe what the seer said... It will come true... 276 00:49:27,944 --> 00:49:32,606 I'm old... Sometimes, my predictions fail... 277 00:49:33,282 --> 00:49:38,277 Is it my first time with a movie star? Is he? I haven't seen in any movie... 278 00:49:38,455 --> 00:49:43,331 I'd go back to that bar... and see him again... Really, he's BlG! 279 00:49:43,710 --> 00:49:46,664 Now I know the feeling... the initiaI jitters... 280 00:49:46,921 --> 00:49:51,002 Just when I was circumcised... 281 00:49:53,011 --> 00:50:00,638 Is it true when you make out with gays, you become gay when you get old? 282 00:52:13,531 --> 00:52:20,779 Why didn't you touch me? I'm a movie star... Don't you know me? 283 00:52:27,462 --> 00:52:31,412 I'm tired of touching... How about you? 284 00:52:33,718 --> 00:52:41,678 Not done yet? I'm contented ogling... 285 00:52:46,064 --> 00:52:49,681 You may have me if you want... 286 00:52:53,529 --> 00:52:55,605 And I can pay you if you ask... 287 00:52:59,035 --> 00:53:00,779 Are you happy? 288 00:53:03,123 --> 00:53:04,866 How old are you? 289 00:53:06,918 --> 00:53:09,042 Why are you here? 290 00:53:13,926 --> 00:53:15,586 Take a rest... 291 00:53:16,596 --> 00:53:23,641 Sometimes, having too much can make you unhappy... 292 00:53:26,814 --> 00:53:33,777 After that night, something changed in me... 293 00:53:45,041 --> 00:53:47,283 I asked less questions... 294 00:53:48,169 --> 00:53:50,328 It's become tiresome... 295 00:53:52,340 --> 00:53:54,713 I went out a long way... 296 00:53:56,470 --> 00:53:58,463 I feIt exhausted. 297 00:54:08,524 --> 00:54:10,600 This is it... 298 00:54:15,990 --> 00:54:18,481 This is the farthest I can go... 299 00:54:19,869 --> 00:54:24,032 Somehow, I went far, if I may say so... 300 00:54:33,883 --> 00:54:40,171 I have many stories to share, if need be... 301 00:54:42,142 --> 00:54:50,516 I can tell everything... I can make up stories... Fabricate... 302 00:55:09,502 --> 00:55:10,998 No one will know the difference... 303 00:55:12,172 --> 00:55:14,379 We're entitled to our own lies... 304 00:55:16,052 --> 00:55:19,801 No one will ever know till death... 305 00:55:21,014 --> 00:55:24,430 They're not interested at all in my fate... 306 00:55:25,019 --> 00:55:28,720 They've never shown interest in me, anyway... 307 00:55:29,899 --> 00:55:34,941 More so now that I hardly know my own seIf... 308 00:55:48,919 --> 00:55:50,745 How is it in San Joaquin now? 309 00:55:51,797 --> 00:55:53,255 How's Mr. Mando? 310 00:55:54,507 --> 00:55:57,508 How are the Six, nay Five - Fairies who fancied me there? 311 00:55:58,220 --> 00:56:02,087 How's Milagring and her sweet potatoes and bananas? 312 00:57:28,112 --> 00:57:32,739 I'm almost there in San Joaquin... I don't know if I'd go back to Manila... 313 00:57:34,536 --> 00:57:39,910 What did I do there, anyway? 314 00:57:41,626 --> 00:57:44,960 Not different from what I did in San Joaquin... 315 00:58:08,278 --> 00:58:13,618 Oh, I remember this is one truth I learned in Manila: 316 00:58:14,326 --> 00:58:21,623 I'm cut for San Joaquin more than any place eIse... 317 00:58:22,711 --> 00:58:27,586 Here, nothing bothers me 'cuz most of the time I'm alone... 318 00:58:32,621 --> 00:58:34,748 I'm back again to my Paradise... 319 00:58:34,748 --> 00:58:43,005 Quiet... No intruder... Truthful... Unlike me... 320 00:59:28,846 --> 00:59:32,511 Now, I understand Mr. Mando better... 321 00:59:33,391 --> 00:59:36,263 I walked that same path and at a certain point 322 00:59:36,479 --> 00:59:39,432 Lost track of what I really am... 323 00:59:40,774 --> 00:59:43,396 One thing is certain, though: 324 00:59:44,403 --> 00:59:50,276 Yours is really big... Much bigger since I 'baptized' you... 325 00:59:53,704 --> 00:59:56,029 My life is somehow linked to Mr. Mando's... 326 00:59:57,374 --> 01:00:02,582 His past... Or what he could have avoided... 327 01:00:02,756 --> 01:00:08,047 We're one and the same... 328 01:00:08,511 --> 01:00:11,631 Whether he's learned from it, that I don't know... 329 01:00:29,741 --> 01:00:33,573 Days moved on... Suddenly, Mr. Mando is gone... 330 01:00:33,912 --> 01:00:37,744 Some say he drowned... Swept by the big waves... 331 01:00:38,251 --> 01:00:41,334 Abducted by the mermaids... Raped by some mermen... 332 01:00:43,297 --> 01:00:48,007 Killed himseIf... Murdered... I don't know the truth... 333 01:00:49,345 --> 01:00:54,340 Must be why I'm here - to remember what he did... 334 01:00:55,518 --> 01:00:57,562 What he shouldn't have done... 335 01:00:57,562 --> 01:01:03,730 But had he not 'baptized' me, would my fate have changed? 336 01:01:03,901 --> 01:01:06,653 Will I ever know my reaI seIf? 337 01:02:22,399 --> 01:02:28,936 Since I learned about Leo's return, I vowed not to lose him again... 338 01:02:29,322 --> 01:02:33,402 Even if I'd seem like a dog in heat, I'd follow him... 339 01:02:33,534 --> 01:02:35,160 I've waited so long... 340 01:02:35,455 --> 01:02:39,322 Now I know the prediction is bound to happen... 341 01:02:44,338 --> 01:02:47,838 Poor Milagring... It's about time she gave up on me... 342 01:02:48,676 --> 01:02:52,340 She may sleep in my bed... She may keep me company... 343 01:02:53,347 --> 01:02:56,301 We can eat sweet potatoes and bananas together... 344 01:02:56,685 --> 01:02:58,059 Sing together... 345 01:02:58,436 --> 01:03:00,013 Laugh together... 346 01:03:01,180 --> 01:03:04,763 Dance together like Mr. Mando did... 29183

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