All language subtitles for The.Miracle.Club.2023.BDRip.H264-RBB

Nana, Nana! Hurry up. I need to pee.

Hurry, hurry.

Come on, Nana.

Let's see you!

God knows
what she's come up with this time.

- Ma, we've been here ages. Come on.
- Ma, he's gonna wet himself.

He'll just have to wait.
I'm trying to do me hair.

We've been waiting.

- Would you hurry up?
- I'm bursting.

We wanna see you. Come on out.

- Are youse ready now?
- Yes!

- Jesus.
- What?

Open up, you bastard.

I'l put it back, God. I swear.

How are you, son?

Hiya, Rosie.

Are you hiding? Where'd Rosie go?
Daniel, where's Rosie?

- Look at you.
- Wash your hands.

George.

Have you any money?

- Why do you need it?
- The pilgrimage.

- What bleeding pilgrimage?
- We're entering the talent contest.

The winner gets two tickets
to go to Lourdes with the parish.

Dolly, I don't care what you do,

but win or lose,
you're not taking him to Lourdes.

Why not?

Because I'm out there every day
breaking me bollocks,

and you wanna give our money
to the church?

They have loads.

We've been to all the doctors in Dublin,
and they don't know what's wrong with him.

- But some fecker in Lourdes is gonna know?
- Miracles happen there, George.

He could speak.

That's all we want.

We can't just give up on him.

Maybe he doesn't wanna talk.
That's fine with me.

Where's Rosie?

I found Rosie.

You going to feed the meter?

Oh, Maureen, the things I do for you.

You're probably up there in stitches,
laughing at me.

Oh, I'm gonna see if Tommy can do that.

Wait. Here you are, love.

Chrissie Ahearn?

Father Dermot.

Yeah.

Thank you...

for contacting me.

I'm sorry I was too late.
My flight was canceled. I--

You're here now. That's all that matters.

Let me offer you my heartfelt condolences.
The death of a parent is a terrible loss.

I'm fine.

Big turnout for the vigil.

You see, we have the Holy Cross
All Stars Talent Contest tonight.

It's been planned for months.

It's a fundraiser for Lourdes.

Your mother was on the committee,
she worked hard to make it a success,

and everyone felt
that she'd want us to go ahead with it.

We kind of feel
it's sort of like Maureen's wake.

I hope you don't think
we're being insensitive.

It's fine.

- May I have the keys to the house, please?
- Sorry, yeah. Of course.

- There you go.
- Thank you.

A lot of flowers.

Let me know how much it cost.
I'l pay you back.

- The parish didn't pay for the flowers.
- Who did?

Your mother's friend.

Lily Fox.

- Tommy.
- Yeah?

Tom, would you give me a hand
with this zipper?

Yeah.

God be with the days when somebody died,
the whole street went dark.

Now look at us.
We're off to do a bloody cabaret.

How do I look?

You look lovely.

I went to visit Declan today.
I asked him to bring us luck.

You're not visiting our son.

You're visiting a pile of bad memories
stuffed with rocks and statues

that don't mean anything.

I asked him to watch over me tonight.

What do you want
to be going to Lourdes for?

I've always wanted to go there.
All my life.

And look.
Look, I'm running out of chances.

- You can't catch me.
- I'll get you, Patrick.

You're finished with him.
He's a waster, that fella.

- Sooner you get rid of him, the better.
- I don't want to get rid of him.

Where are you gonna live?
Not here. We're bursting.

We'll put our names down for a house.
Maybe we'll get Auntie Maureen's.

Christ on a bike. Can we bury her first?

- Where the hell are you going?
- Out.

- You are, on your arse.
- I'm going to the pub.

No, you bloody will not.
You're minding them kids for once.

I'm going to the charity show.

Sure, why do you want to win a trip
to bleeding Lourdes? I'm going.

One of these days you'll come home
and I won't be shagging well here.

Promises, promises.

- You're minding them kids.
- I'm not minding them.

Oh, yeah, you are.
Stop your whinging and do me hair.

Okay? Ready? Let's do it again.

Three, two, one, go.

Give me a hand with this, will you?

Now...

will you wish me luck?

Good luck.

Ladies. What's the name?

Oh, it's just us, Father.

Mrs. Lily Fox and Mrs. Eileen Dunne.

- Of the act?
- Oh, the Lourdettes.

We have one of them already.

The Miracles.

The Miracles.

- First prize, two tickets to Lourdes...
- Excuse me.

...and then second prize is a bacon joint.

Best of luck.

Oh, me nerves are rattling much.

What's wrong with you?

Oh, it's just a little bump.
Just a little one.

Is it sore?

- Sore?
- When you touch it.

I don't think so.

Oh, well, that's a good sign.
Isn't it, then?

If it's not sore?

There you go. That's a great sign.

How come?

If it was the other way around,
you should be in trouble.

I thought if it was not sore, you have it?

Oh, look at your hair. It's coming down.

Thanks, Lil.

I have to say, girls,
I think we have this won.

We're next.

No, Lily. Don't worry.

- All you need to do is look pretty, okay?
- God, holy Mary.

Well, let's hear it for the Miracles.

- Absolutely brilliant, ladies. Well done.
- Thank you so much.

- Enjoy your night.
- Yes. Yes. Yeah. Thank you.

That was great.

Honestly.

We'll win. I know it.

I don't believe it.

Mother of God.

Who is it?

Auntie Maureen's daughter.

- Mrs. Ahearn had a daughter?
- Yeah, risen from the dead.

I wouldn't have recognized you.

Oh, well, 40 years will do that to you.

It'll do a lot of things to you.

Well...

I'm sorry for your loss.

Eileen.

Hi.

Oh, you remember me.
I was sure you wouldn't.

- Who forgets family?
- Yeah. Who does that?

I'm Dolly Hennessy, one of the neighbors.

Very sorry for your loss.
Your ma was a great neighbor.

Thank you.

It's very nice to meet you, Dolly.
You were very good up there.

Thank you.

How much were the flowers?
I wanna pay you back.

I bought them for your mother.

She didn't think you'd be here.

- Why would she think that?
- Have you ever come back in 40 years?

For the flowers.

I don't need that.

It was an honor. Your mother was a saint.

Well, now, who would've thunk it?

Maureen's daughter.
And coming all this way.

And only a little bit late.

- Yes, but it's great to have her back.
- Marvelous.

Absolutely bloody marvelous.

We all thought she was dead.

She kept her figure all the same, though,
didn't she?

You didn't notice a ring, did you?

Who'd have her, Lily?

She'd sour milk, that one.

I can't believe youse are bad-mouthing her
and her mother only dead.

She never cared about her mother, Dolly.

Coming back 40 years later
when the poor woman's gone?

She was a friend.

Eileen...
Eileen was everything to Chrissie.

Being an only child,
Eileen looked out for her, protected her.

They were cousins and best friends.

You never mentioned this before.

Eileen, Chrissie, and my Declan,

you couldn't put a cigarette paper
between them.

But why'd she go to America?

She had to leave.

- What do you mean?
- Dolly, some things are best left unsaid.

Now, leave it.

Dolly, Peter wants you to have the tickets
so Daniel can go to Lourdes.

So he can learn to talk.

Thank you, Peter.

My heart...

What a boy you are.

That is so kind of him.

- Daniel.
- Thank you so much.

We're going to Lourdes.

We're going to Lourdes.

We're going with Lily.

And I heard a loud voice
from the throne saying:

"Look, God's dwelling place is
now amongst the people,

and He will dwell with them.

They will be His people, and God Himself
will be with them and be their God.

He will wipe every tear from their eyes.

There will be no more death,
or mourning, or crying, or pain...

for the old order of things
has passed away."

Is Mrs. Fox going to Lourdes
to grow her leg back?

No, my love.
Her leg's not going to grow back.

She's going to help Dolly and Daniel.

- Wonderful service, Father.
- Thanks.

It came to me all of a sudden.

Maureen's ticket to Lourdes,
it's terrible for it to go to waste.

I have this lump on my breast.

I see, and have you been
to the doctor with this?

Oh, no.

I want to go to Lourdes.

Since poor Maureen is gone,
she'd want her ticket put to good use.

I'l see what I can do.

Bless you, Father.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Your ma asked me to give you this,
in case you came home.

Dear Chrissie,

if you are reading this, it means you came
for my funeral, so thank you for that.

1 remember you saying when you left
that you'd only come back when I was dead.

Welcome home.

1 don't know the pain
and the joy that you've known.

1 guess I don't really know you at all.
Not the you that is reading this today.

But you're here,
and that tells me everything.

I've been saving for a very long time
to come and see you in America.

I always wanted to see Boston.

We are more alike than you think.
We both carry our pain too proudly.

I know you have no love
for Lily Fox or Eileen.

1 don't blame you for that,
but it's a heavy load to carry.

I've left something for you
in the top drawer of my dressing table.

I'm sorry for what I said.

I'm sorry for what I did.

The last words you hear
from a mother shouldn't be angry ones.

1 love you, Chrissie,

with all my heart.

God bless.

Hello, hello?

How are you, Chrissie?

My mother is dead. I'm in a place
I swore I would never come back to.

Everyone is happy as ever to see me.

So, overall,

I'd say, yeah, mixed.

- You seem a little cross, maybe.
- You think?

- From my mother.
- Thank you.

Put it to good use.
Just do not give it to the nuns.

This is your mother's voucher for Lourdes.

Give it to someone who needs it.
I don't need a cure.

Not everyone goes to Lourdes for a cure.

No? Well...

What was she looking for, then?

Reconciliation.

I think she'd like you to go in her place.

Take the voucher.

I don't need it.

Chrissie wanted you to have it.

- Didn't tell her about me lump, did you?
- No, no, no. Strictly between ourselves.

Congratulations. You're coming to Lourdes.

It's a service of gratitude
to God and Our Lady.

Service of gratitude to my bleeding arse.

It's one big gimmick
to squeeze my money out of me.

Do you not know The Song of Bernadette?

No. How does it go, again?

It's not a song, it's a film.

It's about Saint Bernadette

and how she saw
the Blessed Virgin at Lourdes.

- You're not going to no bleeding Lourdes.
- I have to go, Frank. Please.

- You got something, all of a sudden?
- Of course not!

You're not going on any holiday
in the French Riviera

with Father Too-Good-Looking-
For-His-Own-Bleeding-Good.

You think I can't see what's going on?

I'l be helping Dolly and Daniel
and the other poor unfortunates.

Unfortunate? That's a good one.

What about me? I'm the unfortunate one.

Who's gonna do the cooking,
cleaning, and minding the chiselers?

Not me, I can tell you. That's your job.
Go and sell that ticket.

I'm not selling it.

Sell it! Sell it to some poor unfortunate.

- Joel, how are you?
- Good morning, Father.

There's nobody here yet, but they'll be--

They'll be along anon.
Right, I better go in and get my bag.

- You can't go.
- Are you--?

- l won't allow it.
- I'm going.

What'l I do on me own?

I'l be back before you know it.

Now, will you stop making me feel bad?

- What if something happens?
- Go back to bed, Tommy.

You'll be safe there.

Oh, Jimmy, Jimmy, will you tell
Mr. Dunne we've got a leak?

- Would you call over right away?
- Yes, Mrs. Fox.

Good lad.

I didn't see a leak.

Oh, it's all wet in the bathroom.

Just a moment.

I think it's the lav.

I've got to hurry. I've got to hurry.

I'm going to Tom and Lily's house.
They have a leak.

Oh, I hope it's not too bad.

Tommy?

Don't burn your father's sausages,
whatever you do.

And remember
Patrick's asthma medicine, and look,

if you still want
to marry your sweetie pie

after you've cooked and cleaned
and scrubbed for a week

while he sits in the pub
and talks shite with the lads,

who am I to stand in the way of true love?

Do you mean that, Ma?

Now, be good to them.

- What are you doing?
- Kissing you goodbye.

It's not like I'm going down to the shops.
I'm going abroad to France.

To France?
I thought you were going to Lourdes.

- You are coming back, Ma?
- Maybe. Maybe not.

Hi, Eileen. You made it. Show me
that bag. I'll throw it in the back.

Oh, thank you, Father.

- Hit
- Hello! Hello! Come in, sit down.

- Where's Dolly?
- I don't know.

She should be here shortly.

Sorry, son. You're going nowhere.

Jesus, Dolly. Don't start.

What's that?

- We're going to Lourdes.
- You are on me bollocks.

Ruth, in number 45,

said she'd mind Rosie
while you're at work.

Dolly. Dolly!

If you go out that door,
don't bleeding bother coming back.

Oh, no, Father!
No, we can't go. We can't go.

- We can't- Dolly's not here.
- We can't wait any longer.

Otherwise, we won't make it to the ferry.

- Fire ahead there, Joel.
- Catastrophe!

- No.
- l can't believe--

Wait! Wait! Wait!

- Stop!
- They're here! Stop!

- They're here!
- No! We have to stop!

- Oh, they're here!
- Oh, my--

- My dear girl, where were you?
- By the skin of your teeth, Dolly.

- George.
- Oh, come on, then.

Daniel, come along.

Hello, Father.

Hello.

Thank you, Jesus.

- There we go, then.
- Thank you.

- There we go, Daniel.
- You can go ahead now.

Thank you.

Holy Mary Mother of God.

I don't fecking believe it.

Welcome, Chrissie. There's a place here,
if you don't mind sitting alongside me.

Excuse me.

To Lourdes, driver!

Hi.

What's your name?

Daniel.

Hi, Daniel.

I'm Chrissie.

He doesn't talk yet.

Me ma says he'll talk
when he has something to say.

Isn't that right, Daniel?

Very sensible.

Look. Daniel. Daniel, look.
There's the basilica.

Welcome to Lourdes!

Oh, Father. I can't believe it.

We're here. We're really here.

I've always wanted a bellboy
to carry me bags.

Isn't it gorgeous?

- ltis.
- Hotel De Bernadette.

Chrissie. I have you in room number eight.

Okay, see you later.

And you, number 14.

Please, this way.

Isn't this lovely?

Did you get talking
to that one at all, Dolly?

Who? Chrissie?

The hell is she doing here?

1 think she just wanted a break,
with her ma passing and all that.

I'l tell you what she's up to.

- What?
- Father Dermot. That's what she's after.

It appears I am sharing with you.

Oh, look.

The basilica. Isn't it beautiful?

Is there only one bed?

- Your ma wouldn't have fussed.
“Well...

I'm not my mother.

Ain't that the truth.

What does that mean?

Show some respect, Chrissie.

This is a holy place.

Father's taking us to the grotto,
and he's booked the baths for tomorrow.

- See you downstairs, Lil.
- Nice.

Whatever the reason you came,
it wasn't to sit in a hotel room.

I wasn't expecting all this.

- All what?
- Selling.

- Selling?
- Yeah.

You'd think it was Liberty Market
back in Dublin.

I suppose.

I thought our Lord hated all that
when He chased them out of the temple.

Hard to believe, though, isn't it?

Her coming, after having Jesus,
to coming here to Lourdes?

And France, like.

I mean, why'd she suddenly show up
after all these years?

I'm asking meself the same thing.

What you got there, Daniel?

Look.

It's so pretty.

I'l treat you, Daniel.
Not a word to Frank, you hear?

And I'l have 12
of them miraculous medals.

Let's go have a look
at those rosary beads.

We can get them for Grandma.

Mother of God.

I can't believe it.

Our Blessed Lady in heaven.

There's where she appeared,

right there on that spot.

When you think of all she went through...

watching her poor son crucified.

She picked a good place to stand,
all the same.

“What?
- So we could all see her.

Oh, yeah.

Do you believe she really came here?

That the Virgin Mary picked this spot
and that girl?

Yes. Yes, I do.

Whether she did or not is unimportant.

You might wanna keep that to yourself.

- wonder what that one came here for.
- Well, maybe Our Lady brought her.

I think she's nice.

So is her clothes.

Would you stop staring?

People hate to be stared at.

Oh, look. Isn't it beautiful?

See, that's where
all the crutches used to hang.

From all the miracles.

We'll find a miracle for you, Daniel.

- Daniel, Lily's talking to you.
- It's all right, love. Never mind.

Can'timagine, though.

What?

If we seen one happening
right in front of our eyes...

a miracle, like,
I think I'd die if I seen people get up,

throw their crutches away and walk.

But it mightn't be crutches, Eileen.

Other things get cured too.
Tumors and things you can't see.

Oh, that's right.

How do we know
there wasn't hundreds of them cures?

Sure, look at Lily over there.

What about Lily over there?

Well, you don't need a crutch.

Excuse me?

For your leg,
you don't need a crutch to walk.

So if you got a cure now, you wouldn't
have a crutch to put up on the wall.

I didn't come here looking for my leg
to grow longer, for God's sake.

I wouldn't know what to do with meself.

In fact, I'd probably lose me balance.

How in the name of Jesus
am I supposed to do this?

- Do what your wife does every day.
- What's that?

Give us your hands.

Oh, I see.

Did your poor wife pass away on you?

Oh, Jesus, no. She's in Lourdes.

Lourdes?

Well, there's a miracle for her now.

You, shopping.

Best of luck to you.

Jesus. Poor Ma. Don't know
why she hasn't left you already.

Oh, sorry. I forgot. She has left you.

What?

Cathy!

Is she not coming back?

Ask yourself, Da. Why would she?

Rosie, hold still.

Rosie, Rosie.

It's stuck. Stop it. Come on, Rosie.

Mama.

No, Mama's not here.

There you go.

I think we have it.

Yeah.

What?

Yeah.

“She'll ruin your life."

What?

Isn't that what you said to Declan?

“She'll ruin your life"?

Not now, Chrissie.

I was 17.

I was pregnant.

We were so happy.

We were so--
How was I going to ruin his life?

I thought you were trying to trap him.

He was my son, my only son.

I wanted him
to have a better life than I had.

We would have.

How did you manage it?

How did you convince her to shut me out?

Your mother did her best,

but with your father dead,
there was no one to reel you in.

There was no talking to you.
You were wild.

Your mother forgave me.

God punished me, didn't He?
Taking him away like that?

He punished all of us.

No tea, no eggs, no sausages.

It's no breakfast at all.

Must be what it's like in a convent.

Here, I'm gonna take this up to Daniel.

Blackberry. Not like ours at home.

Want a taste?

We used to pick blackberries.
You and me and Declan.

We'd lie on the grass and we'd eat them,
and we'd brag about our future, and--

Oh, God. We were so full of ourselves.

Declan and you...

and me.

I never heard you come in last night.
You must have been late.

I'm glad I didn't wake you.

Talking to Father Dermot?

A priest.

You always did love a challenge.

Declan could swim like a fish.

Makes you wonder how he, of all people...

would drown.

- Where's Lily?
- Her leg was hurting this morning.

- Are you coming to the baths?
- No.

- You okay?
- It's just me leg.

You go ahead.
I'l catch up with youse all later.

- You look pale.
- I must have overdone it.

You seem to know what you're doing.

Chrissie. Chrissie, the baby.
What happened?

Your pulse is normal.

I think we need to get you a wheelchair.

Yeah. You need to take it easy
on that leg today.

I'l go fetch a chair.

Good morning to you.

Is everyone set? Everyone ready?

Well, here we go.
This is what we came for.

Now, be strong, whatever you might see.

The heartbreak of the world is upon us.

Is that someone dying?

It's the water. They say it's bitter cold.

Jesus.

They're not stepping
in the same water as us, are they?

Oh, of course they are.

That's a bit much.

What about catching infections?

Oh, no. You won't catch a thing.
This is Lourdes. It's another miracle.

Our Lady told everyone to come
and bathe in the miraculous water.

Oh, that's the man!

It's a miracle!
He's after walking! It's a miracle.

Get him in. Get him in quick.
Our Lady's here.

Oh, come on, Daniel.

We're only here five minutes
and there's one already.

Get Daniel in.

He touched me.

I touched him. I touched him!

Get him in the same bath.

Come on down.

Come on.

Come down.

Jesus. Jesus!

It's nice.

Come on, Daniel. Please?

I'm serious now. Come on.

Jesus!

- Daniel.
- Jesus!

We're ready.

I'm not.

I believe you had a miracle today.

The poor crippled man who ran out.

Oh, no. False alarm.

Every day we have one.

- Really?
- Every day.

But only the men. Always the men.

You know what men are like.

But the real miracles, like?
How many a day would you get?

You all right, Daniel?

Daniel!

Daniel, did you say something?

Say it again. Go on. Go on.
You can doit. I'm listening.

- Just give him a minute.
- Say "Ma." Ma. Ma.

- Ma, Ma, Ma.
- Dolly.

We should try again, maybe.

He only touched the water.
If we can get him all the way in...

Dolly, just look at him.

Let him tell you what he's trying to say.

I'm so sorry, my love.

So sorry.

I'm a terrible mother.

Stop it, Dolly. It's just not true.

- Well, that's that, then.
- What?

Guess how many miracles
there's after been.

- How many? What?
- Sixty-two.

Sixty-two.

That's very good in one day.

Not in a day.

What, in a week? That's still very good.

Not in a week.

Since she first appeared...

in 1858.

1858?

Oh, it couldn't be.

I have to tell you,
I'm very disappointed, Lily.

Frank was right.
It's all a bloody gimmick.

Oh, that looks lovely.

Lovely bit of stew.

There you go, now.

A bit more?

No? It's really good for you.

Well, eat.

I said, eat.

Well?

It's good.

It's hardly burnt at all.

Excuse me.

You always expect
a certain amount of burn with the stew.

I can't eat this!

That was a bit curt.

A little abrupt.

Come on. Eat up.

- l didn't know you had it in you, Da.
- l don't.

I made it up as I went along.

It's not as good as Ma's anyway.

Well, nothing's as good as Ma's, you know.

You put your right foot in
You put your right foot out

You put your right foot in
And you shake it all about

You do the hokey pokey
And you turn yourself around

That's what it's all about
You put your left foot in...

And now she's Saint Bernadette
all of a sudden.

I don't give a shite anymore.

Raising six children is obviously
not good enough for some people.

And a nursemaid to ten grandkids.

Twelve.

Twelve. Twelve.

I love them little feckers.

Now, don't upset yourself.

...your left hand in
And you shake it all about

You do the hokey pokey
And you turn yourself around

That's what it's all about

- Hey!
- Hey!

We better go to bed.

- Excellent.
- Thank you, Chrissie.

Say "good night," Daniel.

That was good, Daniel.

Now, off you go to bed. God bless.

- Good night, Lily.
- Good night.

- Anyone else have a song for us now?
- Oh, Eileen, give us a song.

All right, so I don't have to listen
to Chrissie Ahearn anymore.

Well, there was an old woman
And she lived in the woods

A weila weila waila

There was an old woman
And she lived in the woods

Down by the River Saile

She had a penknife long and sharp
Down by the River Saile

That's enough now, Eileen.

Are you the woman who killed the child?
A weila weila wail--

You can't sing that song here.

Do you not like it, Father?

Were you never a child?
We used to skip to it.

You're in Lourdes now, Eileen.

Don't you dare lecture me, laddie.

Dragging people
halfway around the world...

only to disappoint them
when there's no miracles.

It's a con.

It's a sham.

You're a conman.

Come on, it's bedtime, Eileen. Come on.

Palling around with Chrissie Ahearn.

If you ladies forgive me, I'll--

I can't believe youse, Eileen,
carrying on like a corner boy in Lourdes.

I'm sorry.

Sorry, Lily.

- Lily, I'm sorry.
- It's all right. It's all right. Come on.

- Both of us, we're off to bed.
- Sorry, Lily.

I just want to go home
and be with my kids.

Come on. Come on, now.

Apologies, Father.

Why did you leave, never come back?

Leave?

I was banished, Eileen.

You were there. You remember.

And who told them about the pregnancy?

You were my best friend.

You were the only one I told.

Why didn't you give the baby
to the nuns as you was told?

Come on, Eileen. Come on.

Don't start with me.

Pretending all these years
it was an accident.

It was the guilt that killed Declan.

You killed him with the guilt.

Apologies, Father.

It's okay.

Poor woman.

With her condition at present,
it's hardly surprising.

I just can't live with what I done.

Dolly.

Dolly, just breathe.

Here. Come. Come sit.

I have to make a confession.

I'l get Father Dermot.

Oh, I don't think he'll come,
after all that.

Well, I have to confess me sin.

What sin, Dolly?

I ruined him.

What did you do?

Did you smack him, Dolly? We all do that.

You get overwhelmed.

No.

The trauma in the womb...

what I done on him.

What did you do?

I tried to miscarry him.

That's old wives' tales, Dolly.

None of them work.

Between ourselves,
I threw meself down the stairs

more times than I had hot dinners.

Thank God, they came out the same way.

What one did you do, Dolly?

- l can't--
- Oh, it's best to get it off your chest.

You'll see yourself,
it's probably nothing.

Now, how did you try?

Just leave her alone.

She doesn't want to say.

But I want to tell. I have to confess.

- No. No, you don't have to.
- Guilt is killing her.

Now, Dolly, say.

Go on, Dolly, love.

I filled the bath with water.

Dolly, don't tell them.

You can tell us, Dolly.

You filled the bath up...

and then what happened?

It was freezing, just like today.

And then I got the whiskey.

Whiskey?

Five bottles.

Five bottles?

You could've killed yourself,
drinking five bottles of whiskey.

I didn't drink them.

What did you do with them, then?

I poured them in the bath.

What would you do that for?

You know why.
I satin it, to make it pass.

That's how I know I done it to him.

You didn't do anything, Dolly.

Sure-- I mean, he--

He's perfect, Daniel.

You didn't do anything, Dolly.

Has to be boiling water.

How do you know, Chrissie?

Because when I made it to Boston...

my landlady...

she knew.

She knew I was sick every day.

I think she was used to girls like me.

She told me I couldn't stay,
and she gave me a name and an address...

so I went just a few blocks away...

and this woman...

she gave me pills.

She gave me something to drink.

She did what she had to do...

and then...

she put me in a bathtub.

The water has to be boiling.

Chrissie.

Thank you.

Chrissie?

Would you take me
to the baths in the moming?

Would you?

Eileen was only doing
what she thought was best for you.

Same as your ma and me.

Declan told us you were...

You were leaving.

He... God, he loved you, Chrissie.

He wanted to marry you...

have the baby with you.

I should never have meddled.

It's bec It's because of me he's dead.

- Oh, Lily.
- No, no.

We lied to him.

Yeah, we were ashamed.

We lied.

I lied.

I told him...

you were going to America
to find a better life...

and that you're done with him.

And it destroyed him.

I destroyed him,
as sure as I gave him life.

I'm old, Chrissie.

I'l be dying soon enough.

If it's as cold as...

Eileen says itis, itll be very soon.

- But I-- I couldn't go...
- We're ready for you now, madame.

...without trying to tell you.

Thank you.

I was hoping she might come to me.

Who? The Virgin Mary?

No. No, your mother, Maureen.

I was hoping she might tell me
what to expect, you know, when I--

When I got up there.

If I get there.

I don't suppose I deserve that.

I mean, I...

I haven't believed,
you know, not properly.

Not since Declan, you know, but I--

I didn't have the heart
to say that to your mother.

No.

Well...

you wouldn't have wanted
to take that away from her.

She loved it.

All the hocus pocus.

Well, there's always hope, isn't there?

Even when you don't completely believe.

Peace.

That's what I hope for.

Peace.

I'm glad you came home, Chrissie.

Your mother would have been so proud.

I've no right to ask you this,
but can you ever forgive me?

Thank you.

Thank you, Chrissie.

I'm sorry about last night, Father.

I don't take it back.

Your...? What do you call it?

I gather the baths didn't help?

You don't come to Lourdes
for a miracle, Eileen.

You come for the strength to go on
when there is no miracle.

Very good, Daniel.
I've got this book we can read.

I loved you.

I loved you, and you left.

So I hated you.

I didn't mean to...

but 1 did.

But I never hated you...

more than I loved you.

And that is what
the gods are punishing me for.

The hate.

Punishing you?

I have a lump in me breast.

Here.

And there'll be no miracle for me.

What does the doctor say?

Have you been to a doctor?

Why can't people like us have miracles?

Why can't I have a miracle?

I go to Mass.

- I come to Lourdes.
- We'll go together.

To the doctor.
We'll find you the best one.

I'l go with you.

- Does it hurt?
- Yeah.

- And that's bad, isn't it?
- No.

That's-- That's hopeful.

Are you losing weight?

Does it look like
I've lost weight, you cow?

Well, that is a very, very good sign.

Dolly?

George told me that if I went to Lourdes,
I shouldn't bother coming back.

I'm sure he didn't mean it.

Okay. I'm game. Come on.

Wish me luck.

Ma.

Hello. Hello.

Hi. I missed you.

It was terrible quiet without you.

And I missed you.

Hey, son.

Did you enjoy yourself?

Let me see.

Ain't that something?

- Love. Love, love, love.
- I missed you.

Who is this little man?

- So good to see you.
- Hi.

Hello.

Oh, darling, darling.
Look at you. Look at you.

Hey.

Oh, let a man at that, would you?

Frank, what have you done now?

Oh, I'm just trying to make you happy.

Happy? What do you mean, happy?

Happy.

Great to have you back.

I think I had me a miracle.

What?

I actually missed you.

Tommy.

You're still alive.

Just about. Thought I'd hang around.

- Wanted to see your face.
- Oh, bless you, Tom.

Bless you.

You look different.

You too.

- Where's Rosie?
- Where'd she go?

Where'd she--?
There she is. There's Rosie.

- Where'd she go? There's Rosie.
- Home.

I'm just gonna go and see, you know?

I know. I know.

Thank you. See you.

I want to show you something.

Will you come with me? It's not that far.

- Hey, I'm gonna get you!
- No, you're not!