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Hey, Lola.
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Checking in from Idaho.
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Other than my right foot
being one gigantic blister, I'm okay.
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I'll just have to fight through it.
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Fight it out, will it out.
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I'll call you again from Twin Falls, okay?
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I miss you. Hug Joseph for me.
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Hey, what the fuck?
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Fucking-- You motherfucker!
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Hey, you all right?
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Yeah, I'm all right.
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That's why you need to do what Mom
tells you to do. Walk against the traffic.
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What? You're 15, all right? I'm 45.
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-You think I don't know what I'm doing?
-No, I don't.
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That's why I'm with you.
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Uh--
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We-- We have with us tonight Joe Bell,
all the way from La Grande, Oregon.
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Joe's here to talk to us tonight
about tolerance.
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Let's give him a round of applause.
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Uh...
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Good afternoon.
Thanks for having me here. Um...
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I jotted down a couple of things
I wanted to chat about. Um...
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A lot of people don't think
it's a big deal
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to make fun of other people...
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um, who are different from you.
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You know, bullying and intolerance
can have a deadly effect.
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And I'm here because I'm walking
across America on behalf of my son Jadin
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to speak out against bullying.
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All right?
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It's important--
Is it okay if I take this?
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I don't wanna break it.
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Um...
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It's important for people to understand
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how hurtful it is to harass
and torment people...
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who aren't the same as you.
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And that understanding begins at home
with the parents and families, all right?
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Parents, let your kids be who they are.
It'll all be fine.
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Tell them you love them no matter what.
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'Cause that's what they need to know.
All right?
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Anybody have any questions for me?
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No?
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Okay, please, follow me on Facebook
and share my message with your friends.
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Thank you, guys.
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Thank you.
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Shit.
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-Hey!
-Yeah?
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-Why won't this thing work?
-Come on.
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-You need any help?
-I'm done now.
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-I'm useless.
-Get in, get in, get in.
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-Gotta lay in here with you?
-Yeah. You're stuck with me.
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Get your feet off my pillow!
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Oh, shit! Whoa!
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What was that last night, huh?
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"Understanding begins at home"?
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Whose home?
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Not ours.
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-That's the way it was.
-No, not for me, it wasn't.
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"Just be who you are
and it'll all be fine."
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How can you say that
when you know it's a lie?
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-Look at the resolution on this bad boy.
-I see it.
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-Huh?
-Big TV.
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Oh, yeah.
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Don't worry.
Washing machine's coming next.
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Yeah, I'm not gonna hold my breath.
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-We're getting one of these.
-Don't hook up the VHS.
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-We ain't gonna use that shit. Hey.
-There's plenty of holes back there.
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-What?
-Get out of the way, man.
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All right, what can I get anybody?
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-Come on. Hey.
-What?
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Sit with me for a few minutes
and enjoy this. Game time's in an hour.
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The food can wait. Come on.
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Dad, can I talk to you for a minute?
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-What?
-He needs to talk to you.
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-Honey, I'm talking to you.
-Can I please talk to you?
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-Now?
-Yes, now.
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You've gotta be shitting me.
All right, then, talk to me.
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Can we please talk outside or out back?
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You gotta be shitting me. Hey.
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-Don't touch the remote.
-All right.
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Well?
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-Well?
-Can you just give me a second?
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-That TV ain't gonna watch itself.
-Mom already knows.
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Knows what?
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-What?
-Knows that I'm getting picked on
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by these guys at school.
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Why is that?
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I don't know. I'm not like them?
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That doesn't make sense.
Why aren't you like them?
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Because I'm just-- I'm different.
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-Why?
-Because I'm not like them.
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-That's not an answer. Doesn't make sense.
-Because I'm gay.
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You remember
when I took you boys to the Y? Hmm?
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I put gloves on you both
and made you duke it out.
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You need to know
how to clean anybody's clock.
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Anybody that messes with you.
Didn't I teach you anything?
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I don't wanna spend my high school
duking it out
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with guys who don't agree with me.
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I can fight one on one,
but I can't fight an entire school.
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If I got to kick the fuck
out of them sons of bitches, I will!
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You know what?
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We're gonna let nature take its course.
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This isn't anybody else's
business anyway, is it?
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Don't talk about it with the other kids
or with other people.
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Mind your own business.
It'll all be fine. It'll work itself out.
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Joe.
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-What?
-It's not gonna work itself out.
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-What am I supposed to do?
-Not talking about it is not gonna help.
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-None of this is his fault.
-I didn't say it was.
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The only thing he needs to know
is his family loves him.
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-This family loves you.
-You're stating the obvious.
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It's not that obvious.
You can say it too.
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He knows I love him.
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I love you. You--
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You know that.
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Are we done here now?
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Here you go.
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You fucking with my settings?
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I was trying to see
if I could figure it out.
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Lola!
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I'm getting a beer.
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Hey, just don't get
all bent out of shape about it, Joe.
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-He's just a kid.
-What's that supposed to mean?
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So he's playing a little grab-ass,
stirring up some trouble.
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It's not a big deal.
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Are you trying to say this is a phase?
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I know what he's in for now.
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I just don't want him broadcasting it.
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-You know where we live.
-I know.
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I'm just saying, kids are designed
to drive you nuts.
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He might grow out of it.
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Go, Cougars!
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Let's go, Cougars!
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Let's go, Cougars!
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What in the hell?
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-Lola, come here.
-What?
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-What?
-Come here.
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I'm coming. What is it?
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You tell me. What is this?
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He's practicing his cheers.
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He's just gonna do his cheers
out in the front yard?
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-We told him he could join--
-In the front yard?
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Let him be, Joe.
It's his first game this week.
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-Why not?
-Hell, no.
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-No, no, no. Mm-hm?
-Joe. Joe.
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-Joe.
-Not in the front yard.
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-For God's sakes.
-Let's go, Cougars! Let's go!
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Hey, son? Could you--?
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Would you mind practicing in the backyard?
It's hard for me to hear the TV.
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What?
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You're out here yelling.
I can't hear the television.
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Can you not just turn it up?
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Don't tell me what to do.
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Your mother and I have been
supporting this. Practice in the backyard.
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What's his problem?
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-Why can't we practice in the front?
-Get in the backyard.
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Can't you ever shut up
and do what you're told?
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I thought my home life was unstable.
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Go ahead. Follow Marcie.
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Tell Marcie to stop running her mouth
or I'm gonna put a foot in her ass.
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Oh, okay.
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Come here.
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-Come sit with me.
-I'm doing my crossword.
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I'm gonna try to be better.
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I love you.
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I love you too.
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I know.
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Gotta give you credit, Dad.
At least you're persistent.
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I'm walking all this way
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'cause that's where you told us
you want to live.
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Oh, yeah. New York City.
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Yeah, your big dream.
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Mm-hm. I mean, obviously.
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Why obviously?
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Why not?
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Think about it, if you were me,
would you rather live in La Grande
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or New York City?
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I bet you'd feel more comfortable
in New York.
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Yeah. I'm sure you're right.
That's the point.
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For the record,
I happen to love La Grande.
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-Why don't you just--?
-Okay, no. Uh-uh.
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There's no comparison.
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There's no comparison.
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Okay, what does La Grande have?
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Nothing. Exactly.
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What does New York have?
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It has every kind of food,
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every kind of people, every kind of pizza.
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We got pizza in La Grande.
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It's got skyscrapers
and Broadway and Stefani.
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-I mean, hello? Stefani.
-Who's Stefani?
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Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta?
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What?
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Who is that?
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-Gaga, Dad.
-Oh.
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Lady Gaga.
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-Yeah.
-And, you know, of course--
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Of course she's proud of how she grew up.
She grew up in New York.
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Only a New Yorker could write that song.
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-Well, don't start.
-Come on.
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-You know you love it.
-Please--
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♪ My mama told me when I was young ♪
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♪ "We're all born superstars" ♪
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♪ She rolled my hair
And put my lipstick on ♪
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♪ In the glass of her boudoir ♪
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♪ She said, "There's nothing wrong
With loving who you are" ♪
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♪ She said
"'Cause he made you perfect, babe ♪
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♪ So keep your head up, girl
And you'll go far ♪
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♪ Listen to me when I say ♪
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♪ You're beautiful in your way
'Cause God makes no mistakes" ♪
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♪ I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way ♪
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-What?
-Well, don't look so surprised.
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I didn't know you knew the words.
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You blast that shit so loud,
you think I didn't pick up anything?
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-Okay.
-I'm-- What do you call it?
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♪ I'm a monster
I'm a monster ♪
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Excuse me, it's "a little monster,"
to be correct.
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Little monster. Yeah, know what?
Even I'll admit it, okay?
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-It's catchy.
-It is.
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♪ Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set ♪
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♪ I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way ♪
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-All right.
-We're not doing that again.
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Now sing me something I like.
Give me a little Willie Nelson.
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Oh, man.
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Smells good.
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-Hey.
-Howdy.
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Hey.
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Well, if it ain't Grizzly Adams
washed up on my doorstep.
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-Joe, is it?
-Joe it is.
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Heard all about you, Joe.
You're all over TV.
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You're in luck.
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We got the finest food in Utah.
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Good, 'cause I'm starving.
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What'll it be?
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-I'll have your special and a coffee.
-Be right back.
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-...same sex marriage...
-God.
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Fucking queens are everywhere now.
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Hey, sweetheart,
can we turn that fairy shit off, please?
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There's ignorant folks everywhere.
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Don't you pay them no mind.
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Yeah.
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Hey, my name's Joe Bell.
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Overheard you talking over here.
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I'm on a walk for change for my son Jadin.
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And I'd like you to check out
our message of inclusion.
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Appreciate it if you get a chance, thanks.
246
00:15:55,265 --> 00:15:56,850
I'll pass on the meal.
247
00:16:00,145 --> 00:16:02,522
I don't know what the fuck
that was all about.
248
00:16:07,152 --> 00:16:09,363
-Dad.
-Don't start your shit, Jadin.
249
00:16:11,615 --> 00:16:12,949
-Dad!
-What?
250
00:16:13,033 --> 00:16:15,911
Giving them a card
and running away isn't gonna change shit.
251
00:16:15,994 --> 00:16:17,788
I'm sorry, but it's not.
252
00:16:17,871 --> 00:16:20,791
I don't know if you realize this or not,
but this is America, okay?
253
00:16:20,874 --> 00:16:23,543
And they're Americans.
They are entitled to their own opinion.
254
00:16:24,044 --> 00:16:25,504
I'm starving my ass off, okay?
255
00:16:25,587 --> 00:16:28,924
I just wanted to finish my meal
and get back on the road and on my walk.
256
00:16:29,007 --> 00:16:32,469
Which I am doing for you, remember?
I mean, what else--?
257
00:16:32,552 --> 00:16:34,679
What do you expect, for chrissakes?
258
00:16:34,763 --> 00:16:37,265
The people that come
to your talks aren't the issue.
259
00:16:37,349 --> 00:16:38,600
They are.
260
00:16:39,351 --> 00:16:41,853
-Really?
-Guys like that and their kids.
261
00:16:41,937 --> 00:16:43,021
That's the issue.
262
00:16:43,105 --> 00:16:46,858
I hate to break it to you, but we wouldn't
be hauling our asses cross-country on foot
263
00:16:46,942 --> 00:16:49,444
if you'd done
what I told you to in the first place.
264
00:16:49,528 --> 00:16:51,446
You told me to fight, which you didn't do.
265
00:16:52,239 --> 00:16:53,698
-And?
-You're a hypocrite.
266
00:16:53,782 --> 00:16:56,618
-I'm the hypocrite?
-Then go back and kick their asses.
267
00:16:57,536 --> 00:16:59,871
Oh, I'm sorry, just give them
another card and say bye.
268
00:17:15,887 --> 00:17:17,013
You're being what?
269
00:17:28,650 --> 00:17:30,652
I thought about it, but no.
270
00:17:33,029 --> 00:17:35,031
Yes, I agree.
271
00:17:35,115 --> 00:17:37,701
Very, very. Oh, what are we talking about?
272
00:17:38,493 --> 00:17:39,703
Anyway...
273
00:17:49,379 --> 00:17:50,881
Are you guys wearing high heels?
274
00:17:50,964 --> 00:17:53,133
You know what? There may be...
275
00:17:54,551 --> 00:17:56,178
They're so loud.
276
00:17:57,012 --> 00:17:59,848
Oh, my gosh, he's so hot.
277
00:18:02,767 --> 00:18:04,227
Guys, guys, guys.
278
00:18:05,812 --> 00:18:07,189
-Yeah.
-Yeah, right?
279
00:18:10,317 --> 00:18:11,151
Yeah.
280
00:18:12,527 --> 00:18:14,362
Yeah.
281
00:18:20,285 --> 00:18:21,411
You guys wanna come over?
282
00:18:22,662 --> 00:18:24,414
-Jerk!
-First down, faggot.
283
00:18:24,498 --> 00:18:26,333
You guys are such assholes.
284
00:18:27,125 --> 00:18:28,460
Takes one to know one.
285
00:19:01,159 --> 00:19:02,369
Get a drink.
286
00:19:03,954 --> 00:19:05,539
-I do.
-Really?
287
00:19:24,891 --> 00:19:25,934
You want drinks?
288
00:19:26,434 --> 00:19:28,228
She has had so many drinks.
289
00:19:40,699 --> 00:19:41,866
Wanna smoke?
290
00:19:49,583 --> 00:19:51,001
Go, go.
291
00:19:51,084 --> 00:19:53,128
-Right now?
-Yes, go. Hurry.
292
00:19:53,211 --> 00:19:54,045
Okay.
293
00:20:20,697 --> 00:20:21,990
I didn't know you smoked.
294
00:20:22,073 --> 00:20:22,907
Yeah.
295
00:20:24,117 --> 00:20:25,452
We're not supposed to.
296
00:20:26,953 --> 00:20:30,040
-Don't tell coach.
-Don't worry, your secret's safe.
297
00:20:39,591 --> 00:20:40,425
Is it?
298
00:20:44,804 --> 00:20:45,639
Yeah.
299
00:21:08,620 --> 00:21:11,081
Are you sure? Where are you taking me?
300
00:21:14,584 --> 00:21:15,835
Okay, pause.
301
00:21:17,462 --> 00:21:18,922
This better be worth it.
302
00:21:21,383 --> 00:21:22,884
You kissed a football player?
303
00:21:22,967 --> 00:21:24,135
Mm-hm.
304
00:21:25,637 --> 00:21:28,723
Uh, no, technically, he's a running back.
305
00:21:28,807 --> 00:21:29,641
What's that?
306
00:21:30,809 --> 00:21:32,644
I don't know, actually.
307
00:21:33,645 --> 00:21:35,897
This is the stuff dreams are made of.
308
00:21:35,980 --> 00:21:37,232
I know.
309
00:21:37,315 --> 00:21:38,525
How was the kiss?
310
00:21:38,608 --> 00:21:41,194
Can we not talk about this?
You wanna go to my room and talk?
311
00:21:41,277 --> 00:21:43,947
-Yeah, I wanna talk about this.
-Not in here.
312
00:21:44,030 --> 00:21:45,156
Warmer?
313
00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:46,491
Okay, come on.
314
00:21:47,158 --> 00:21:49,536
Second and 10 on the 45-yard line.
315
00:21:53,915 --> 00:21:56,751
Here we go, Cougars, here we go!
316
00:21:56,835 --> 00:21:57,961
Here we go!
317
00:21:59,254 --> 00:22:02,173
Let's go, Cougars!
318
00:22:05,093 --> 00:22:06,344
Let's go...
319
00:22:06,428 --> 00:22:08,513
Do your job, Chance. Let's go.
320
00:22:08,596 --> 00:22:11,015
Come on, Chance! Go, number five!
321
00:22:11,474 --> 00:22:14,394
Whoo!
322
00:22:17,564 --> 00:22:18,481
Yeah!
323
00:22:24,112 --> 00:22:27,240
Hey, Bell, did you forget your skirt?
324
00:22:34,497 --> 00:22:36,040
Hey, ass bandit!
325
00:22:40,086 --> 00:22:44,507
Is that a boy down there?
What the hell is the school thinking?
326
00:22:44,591 --> 00:22:45,550
Hike!
327
00:22:47,302 --> 00:22:48,803
There's the snap.
328
00:22:53,558 --> 00:22:56,019
And it is caught by number 40, Peterson.
329
00:22:59,898 --> 00:23:01,858
Touchdown, Cougars!
330
00:23:14,787 --> 00:23:16,664
A 30-yard pass to number 40.
331
00:23:16,748 --> 00:23:19,501
Let's go, Cougars!
332
00:23:19,584 --> 00:23:22,170
Let's go, Cougars!
333
00:23:22,670 --> 00:23:25,673
Let's go, Cougars!
334
00:24:03,795 --> 00:24:05,672
I saw what they said about you.
335
00:24:07,924 --> 00:24:09,717
Doesn't it bother you what people say?
336
00:24:13,388 --> 00:24:14,639
Words can't hurt me.
337
00:24:16,558 --> 00:24:18,226
I'm tougher than I look.
338
00:24:19,352 --> 00:24:20,186
Okay?
339
00:24:40,331 --> 00:24:42,542
Look at these mountains.
They're so steep.
340
00:24:42,625 --> 00:24:45,837
Yeah. If we had more time, we'd hike them.
341
00:24:47,171 --> 00:24:49,841
You can see why I always wanted you
to go hunting and fishing.
342
00:24:49,924 --> 00:24:52,302
Take you up there,
get you away from everything.
343
00:24:52,385 --> 00:24:54,095
Yeah, real macho stuff.
344
00:24:54,178 --> 00:24:56,139
I was just trying to be a decent parent.
345
00:24:56,222 --> 00:24:58,975
I thought being out in the wild
would help you be a man.
346
00:25:00,393 --> 00:25:03,062
What does that mean to you,
"be a man"? I'm curious.
347
00:25:03,146 --> 00:25:06,357
I did the same thing for Joseph
for the same reason, and he's not gay.
348
00:25:07,150 --> 00:25:08,860
It didn't matter to you
what I was okay with,
349
00:25:08,943 --> 00:25:11,112
especially after you started
your cheerleading thing.
350
00:25:11,946 --> 00:25:14,949
Some men like cheerleading
and some men like hiking.
351
00:25:15,033 --> 00:25:16,159
I think if we're...
352
00:25:17,035 --> 00:25:21,080
I don't know, if we're being honest,
you were never okay with me cheerleading.
353
00:25:21,164 --> 00:25:24,834
No, if we're being honest, you thought
you could handle it, I knew different.
354
00:25:27,003 --> 00:25:29,589
I mean, you saw me cheer, like, once?
355
00:25:30,715 --> 00:25:33,843
-And the one time you did, you just left.
-What?
356
00:25:33,926 --> 00:25:36,179
People were calling me names
and you just left.
357
00:25:36,262 --> 00:25:39,599
I was afraid for you.
We were all afraid for you.
358
00:25:54,072 --> 00:25:57,033
Well, I worked two shifts today.
359
00:25:59,702 --> 00:26:03,164
And then I came home to do some laundry,
360
00:26:04,207 --> 00:26:07,502
and the laundry machine
finally just fucking died.
361
00:26:08,753 --> 00:26:13,841
But with a whole load of clothes in it,
it wouldn't drain. I mean, it's...
362
00:26:13,925 --> 00:26:15,093
It was such a mess.
363
00:26:15,176 --> 00:26:18,429
I'm sorry about all that, but there's
not much I can do from out here.
364
00:26:21,849 --> 00:26:26,020
There's really not much you could do
if you were standing right in front of me.
365
00:26:29,232 --> 00:26:30,525
I'm right about that.
366
00:26:31,442 --> 00:26:38,157
You know, you should just call us
at the same time every week, you know?
367
00:26:38,241 --> 00:26:42,245
Just set it so we know
that we're gonna hear from you.
368
00:26:42,328 --> 00:26:43,496
Look, Lola...
369
00:26:44,997 --> 00:26:46,958
I'm afraid for Joseph
with you drinking again.
370
00:26:48,084 --> 00:26:52,046
I wanna trust things are okay while
I'm gone, but you're slurring every word.
371
00:26:52,130 --> 00:26:54,382
-Joseph doesn't need to see that.
-Wait, what?
372
00:26:54,465 --> 00:26:57,343
What is so difficult
about what I just asked?
373
00:26:57,427 --> 00:27:00,513
I know that you drink a lot,
and so does Marcie and Joseph.
374
00:27:00,596 --> 00:27:03,766
Can't you just stop with one drink?
What, you gotta have five or 10?
375
00:27:03,850 --> 00:27:06,644
Joe, you're not here.
376
00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:09,856
You have no idea what's going on.
377
00:27:10,690 --> 00:27:11,858
No idea.
378
00:27:17,530 --> 00:27:19,073
So what? You gonna go to bed?
379
00:27:19,157 --> 00:27:24,287
No, I dipped into our savings, so I could
splurge on a suite at the Bear River Inn.
380
00:27:30,293 --> 00:27:31,127
Right.
381
00:27:32,295 --> 00:27:34,505
Well, love you.
382
00:27:34,589 --> 00:27:35,923
I love you.
383
00:27:47,101 --> 00:27:47,935
Hey.
384
00:27:48,936 --> 00:27:49,896
-Hey.
-What?
385
00:27:49,979 --> 00:27:51,105
-Come here.
-What?
386
00:27:51,189 --> 00:27:52,940
It's gold!
387
00:27:53,024 --> 00:27:54,776
-Gold, baby! Whoo!
-What?
388
00:27:56,235 --> 00:27:58,696
Green gold, baby. Look at these bad boys.
389
00:27:58,780 --> 00:28:00,865
Look at the size of them, huh?
390
00:28:00,948 --> 00:28:01,908
Is that asparagus?
391
00:28:01,991 --> 00:28:05,036
I'm gonna grill them up,
you are gonna love it.
392
00:28:05,119 --> 00:28:07,705
-Ain't nothing better than wild asparagus.
-Smells so good.
393
00:28:07,789 --> 00:28:10,166
-Yeah.
-That's the real deal right there.
394
00:28:10,249 --> 00:28:12,960
-Yeah.
-This is green gold. Whoo!
395
00:28:22,512 --> 00:28:25,598
Nothing better.
Right out of the ground. Taste that.
396
00:28:30,561 --> 00:28:33,314
So good. Give me more. You're hogging it.
397
00:28:33,397 --> 00:28:34,774
I haven't had a bite yet.
398
00:28:34,857 --> 00:28:37,360
-What the heck?
-Here, get one.
399
00:28:37,443 --> 00:28:40,279
Just make sure it's cooked.
I don't want you eating nothing raw.
400
00:28:43,616 --> 00:28:46,744
You know,
this is the one thing you can cook.
401
00:28:56,087 --> 00:28:58,506
Did you ever wish
that I wrestled like Joseph?
402
00:28:58,589 --> 00:29:00,758
No. You didn't want to wrestle,
you didn't have to.
403
00:29:02,343 --> 00:29:03,803
Joseph's gotten really good.
404
00:29:03,886 --> 00:29:05,721
-You know why he's good at it?
-Why?
405
00:29:05,805 --> 00:29:07,765
'Cause he works hard at it.
406
00:29:08,349 --> 00:29:12,186
You put the time in,
you get good at whatever you work hard at.
407
00:29:13,187 --> 00:29:14,856
That's all about sacrifice.
408
00:29:18,651 --> 00:29:20,361
Trying to get this one big one here.
409
00:29:32,415 --> 00:29:33,749
Whoo!
410
00:29:33,833 --> 00:29:35,418
Yeah, buddy!
411
00:29:36,669 --> 00:29:37,712
Hey!
412
00:29:40,423 --> 00:29:42,425
Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
413
00:29:43,467 --> 00:29:45,178
Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
414
00:29:45,261 --> 00:29:46,345
Come on!
415
00:29:46,429 --> 00:29:48,347
Come out here. It feels great.
416
00:29:49,098 --> 00:29:51,142
Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
417
00:29:52,185 --> 00:29:53,644
I will keep you up all night.
418
00:29:53,728 --> 00:29:55,897
Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
419
00:29:56,772 --> 00:29:58,149
Let's go, grandpa.
420
00:29:58,232 --> 00:29:59,192
Come on!
421
00:29:59,275 --> 00:30:01,027
Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
422
00:30:01,944 --> 00:30:03,529
-Show me again.
-All right, ready?
423
00:30:03,613 --> 00:30:04,447
-Yeah.
-Watch.
424
00:30:05,615 --> 00:30:07,617
Let's go, Cougars, let's go!
425
00:30:17,460 --> 00:30:18,920
Whoo!
426
00:30:39,774 --> 00:30:42,109
How many yards did you rush for
in last night's game?
427
00:30:42,193 --> 00:30:45,279
Uh, 158.
428
00:30:49,659 --> 00:30:52,870
Is that a lot, or...?
429
00:30:55,915 --> 00:30:58,209
If you don't know, why are you asking?
430
00:30:59,126 --> 00:31:00,962
I want to know about your game.
431
00:31:03,047 --> 00:31:07,760
Um, yeah. Yeah, I mean, 158's pretty good.
432
00:31:08,219 --> 00:31:11,180
Um, it's below my average though, but...
433
00:31:12,223 --> 00:31:15,559
You know,
I don't need to be a star or anything.
434
00:31:15,643 --> 00:31:19,021
I just want to get into a small program
and play football somewhere.
435
00:31:22,775 --> 00:31:23,609
Like where?
436
00:31:24,902 --> 00:31:25,861
Um...
437
00:31:26,946 --> 00:31:30,866
Well, I'm not really,
you know, D1 material.
438
00:31:30,950 --> 00:31:34,662
But I don't know.
Like Portland State, maybe.
439
00:31:34,745 --> 00:31:36,539
Maybe Eastern Washington.
440
00:31:40,084 --> 00:31:44,380
And that's a long way away
from where I'll be.
441
00:31:44,463 --> 00:31:47,300
-Mm. And where's that?
-New York.
442
00:31:50,594 --> 00:31:52,888
There's a lot of colleges in New York.
443
00:31:57,476 --> 00:31:58,978
And if you wanted to...
444
00:32:00,938 --> 00:32:02,440
I don't know, go east...
445
00:32:05,443 --> 00:32:06,694
we could go together...
446
00:32:07,570 --> 00:32:08,529
or something.
447
00:32:15,745 --> 00:32:18,622
I don't know, Jadin.
That's aiming pretty high.
448
00:32:24,295 --> 00:32:25,171
He, uh--
449
00:32:26,756 --> 00:32:27,923
He got freaked out.
450
00:32:31,093 --> 00:32:35,056
He was afraid that he'd get kicked out
if his moron parents knew.
451
00:32:40,269 --> 00:32:43,230
Romantic relationships
aren't everything, Jadin.
452
00:32:43,314 --> 00:32:46,650
-They're not the solution to life.
-It was to my life.
453
00:32:47,860 --> 00:32:50,696
My life, Dad. Not yours. Mine.
454
00:33:28,776 --> 00:33:29,610
Nervous, huh?
455
00:33:29,693 --> 00:33:32,405
No. Why would I be nervous?
456
00:33:33,030 --> 00:33:35,825
-What if somebody hits on you?
-Nobody's gonna hit on me.
457
00:33:36,867 --> 00:33:39,036
It's a gay bar, Dad.
Somebody's gonna hit on you.
458
00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:40,579
Ever been to a gay bar?
459
00:33:40,663 --> 00:33:42,748
-No, but--
-Ever been to a bar?
460
00:33:42,832 --> 00:33:44,542
-No.
-Okay, then.
461
00:33:45,334 --> 00:33:47,878
Also, it's drag night,
so you better dance.
462
00:33:47,962 --> 00:33:48,879
I don't dance.
463
00:33:48,963 --> 00:33:52,049
I can't wait to see my dad,
the magnificent Joe Bell,
464
00:33:52,133 --> 00:33:53,884
working it with some fierce lady queens.
465
00:33:53,968 --> 00:33:55,761
That won't happen. You're staying here.
466
00:33:55,845 --> 00:33:57,388
At least say hi to Cher for me.
467
00:33:57,471 --> 00:33:58,431
-Cher?
-Mm-hm.
468
00:33:58,514 --> 00:33:59,932
There's always a Cher. It's a given.
469
00:34:00,015 --> 00:34:02,810
-How would you know?
-Because. It's a given.
470
00:34:02,893 --> 00:34:04,812
If she flirts with you,
try not to be mean.
471
00:34:05,688 --> 00:34:08,315
Why would I be mean?
Who do you think I am?
472
00:34:08,399 --> 00:34:09,692
Would you flirt back?
473
00:34:09,775 --> 00:34:11,318
-No, I would not.
-Why not?
474
00:34:12,069 --> 00:34:13,571
-Because.
-Because why?
475
00:34:13,654 --> 00:34:15,698
Because Cher's not my type.
476
00:34:15,781 --> 00:34:17,491
-Now, if Dolly's there...
-No.
477
00:34:17,575 --> 00:34:19,660
...I'm gonna motorboat
them big-ass titties.
478
00:34:22,121 --> 00:34:23,789
You are disgusting.
479
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:27,918
-Dad?
-What?
480
00:34:28,544 --> 00:34:30,963
Relax. You got this.
481
00:34:32,006 --> 00:34:33,424
You know, that's my job.
482
00:34:34,175 --> 00:34:35,342
To reassure you.
483
00:34:37,094 --> 00:34:40,556
-Yeah, I wish I could go with you.
-Yeah, well, so do I.
484
00:34:43,934 --> 00:34:45,352
Well, wish me luck.
485
00:34:45,436 --> 00:34:47,480
-Good luck.
-Give me a hug.
486
00:34:47,563 --> 00:34:48,397
All right.
487
00:34:55,738 --> 00:34:59,533
How do I look?
Pants tight enough but not too tight?
488
00:34:59,617 --> 00:35:01,702
-Oh, God, Dad.
-I'll keep the flaps down.
489
00:35:01,785 --> 00:35:03,787
Stop buying the time. Get out of here.
490
00:35:03,871 --> 00:35:05,414
-Go. Good luck.
-Bye.
491
00:35:05,498 --> 00:35:06,332
Bye.
492
00:35:32,691 --> 00:35:35,486
Our folks are deeply religious.
493
00:35:35,569 --> 00:35:38,739
I was 15,
and I was a deacon at our church.
494
00:35:38,822 --> 00:35:41,534
I was sitting at church with my family,
495
00:35:41,617 --> 00:35:44,828
and the sermon that day
was on sins against God.
496
00:35:44,912 --> 00:35:48,958
And when he said,
"Gays are going to hell"...
497
00:35:50,292 --> 00:35:55,089
I couldn't take it anymore.
I got up, and I went to leave.
498
00:35:55,172 --> 00:35:57,299
My mom stopped me,
she said, "Where are you going?"
499
00:35:57,383 --> 00:36:01,262
And I turned and I said,
"To hell, apparently."
500
00:36:04,014 --> 00:36:06,267
-It seems funny now...
-It was funny.
501
00:36:07,810 --> 00:36:10,980
...but at the time,
it was like an avalanche had hit.
502
00:36:11,063 --> 00:36:14,191
My entire life was hell.
503
00:36:17,069 --> 00:36:19,947
It's hard to stand strong in places
504
00:36:20,030 --> 00:36:22,658
where there are more churches
than there are gays.
505
00:36:22,741 --> 00:36:24,952
Churches, man, don't get me started.
506
00:36:25,035 --> 00:36:27,329
Jadin went to church
with a friend of his one Sunday.
507
00:36:27,413 --> 00:36:30,791
He was hoping he'd make some friends,
find a place where people would be kind.
508
00:36:30,874 --> 00:36:33,210
During the service,
the pastor singled him out and said:
509
00:36:33,294 --> 00:36:35,546
"If you are gay,
you must come up here to the altar
510
00:36:35,629 --> 00:36:38,007
and repent your sins, or leave."
511
00:36:38,090 --> 00:36:40,718
Jadin told us it made him feel horrible,
like he didn't belong.
512
00:36:40,801 --> 00:36:43,178
You got the Catholic Church
taking child-molesting priests,
513
00:36:43,262 --> 00:36:46,015
they move them from one church to another
so they can molest boys,
514
00:36:46,098 --> 00:36:48,142
and they won't accept my son
because he's gay?
515
00:36:48,225 --> 00:36:52,396
The idea is you're supposed to worship
the guy who died to build it,
516
00:36:52,479 --> 00:36:55,441
not the frigging assholes in there
that are judging everybody,
517
00:36:55,524 --> 00:36:58,527
-doing God-knows-what behind closed doors.
-True.
518
00:37:00,070 --> 00:37:02,031
People think it's easier these days.
519
00:37:02,114 --> 00:37:05,117
But everyone in this bar
knows that's not true.
520
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:06,827
That's why they come here.
521
00:37:06,910 --> 00:37:10,039
This place is like a church too.
522
00:37:10,122 --> 00:37:11,624
I think it's amazing.
523
00:37:11,707 --> 00:37:14,793
Hi, darlings. It's almost showtime again.
524
00:37:14,877 --> 00:37:17,171
Oh, my God, who is this?
525
00:37:17,254 --> 00:37:19,423
Don't make me introduce myself.
526
00:37:19,506 --> 00:37:21,550
This is Joe Bell.
527
00:37:21,634 --> 00:37:24,595
Where have you been all my life?
528
00:37:25,220 --> 00:37:26,722
He's just visiting.
529
00:37:26,805 --> 00:37:29,183
Perfect. If you need a place to crash,
530
00:37:29,266 --> 00:37:30,851
there's room on my couch.
531
00:37:30,934 --> 00:37:32,436
Or my bed.
532
00:37:33,395 --> 00:37:34,438
Oh, I'm, uh...
533
00:37:35,773 --> 00:37:37,358
I'm-- I'm-- Well--
534
00:37:38,567 --> 00:37:41,111
I'm not-- I mean, I am a straight guy.
535
00:37:41,195 --> 00:37:42,946
I didn't know if you were serious or not.
536
00:37:43,030 --> 00:37:45,866
Joe's walking across the country
to raise awareness about bullying
537
00:37:45,949 --> 00:37:47,993
because his son was bullied.
538
00:37:48,077 --> 00:37:49,787
Why didn't you bring him?
539
00:37:49,870 --> 00:37:52,665
Especially if he's as cute as you are.
540
00:37:52,748 --> 00:37:55,167
Is he as cute as you, Daddy?
541
00:37:57,961 --> 00:38:00,631
Um, my son is dead.
542
00:38:04,885 --> 00:38:07,971
Oh, my God. Oh, my God, I had no idea.
543
00:38:08,055 --> 00:38:10,349
-I'm so sorry.
-It's all good. Really.
544
00:38:10,432 --> 00:38:12,309
Let me take my foot out of my mouth.
545
00:38:12,393 --> 00:38:15,145
-I'm so sorry, I-- I had no idea.
-No, no, no. It's all good.
546
00:38:15,229 --> 00:38:17,439
No, it's not. I didn't know, and...
547
00:38:18,065 --> 00:38:21,402
-And now I've got to perform again.
-Hey, hey. I'm okay.
548
00:38:21,485 --> 00:38:22,695
I'm so sorry.
549
00:38:26,532 --> 00:38:28,867
Honey, I'm gonna grab you another beer.
550
00:38:28,951 --> 00:38:33,455
♪ Think of your fellow man
Lend him a helping hand ♪
551
00:38:33,539 --> 00:38:36,417
♪ Put a little love in your heart ♪
552
00:38:37,793 --> 00:38:40,295
♪ You see, it's getting late ♪
553
00:38:40,379 --> 00:38:42,798
♪ Oh, please don't hesitate ♪
554
00:38:42,881 --> 00:38:45,843
♪ Put a little love in your heart ♪
555
00:38:46,552 --> 00:38:47,803
♪ And the world... ♪
556
00:40:49,258 --> 00:40:50,217
Hey, honey.
557
00:40:50,926 --> 00:40:52,553
You in Steamboat Springs?
558
00:40:53,387 --> 00:40:55,889
Oh, my GPS must be working again.
559
00:40:56,640 --> 00:40:59,184
It's been a hell of a walk
through Colorado.
560
00:40:59,268 --> 00:41:04,189
You-- You gotta call us, you know,
when you're going through those storms.
561
00:41:04,273 --> 00:41:06,775
-It's crazy.
-What, are you worried?
562
00:41:06,859 --> 00:41:10,445
Don't be. That storm went way south of me.
I only caught the tail end of it.
563
00:41:10,529 --> 00:41:13,907
Yeah, well, still, just call us.
564
00:41:13,991 --> 00:41:15,993
-Okay.
-Hey, hold on a second.
565
00:41:17,870 --> 00:41:19,454
-Hey, Dad.
-Hey, buddy.
566
00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:21,582
You got 12,000 followers.
567
00:41:21,665 --> 00:41:25,002
-How's the man of the house?
-Good. You know, we're good.
568
00:41:25,085 --> 00:41:27,296
Wrestling practice is really good.
569
00:41:27,379 --> 00:41:30,048
-Coach filmed a few of them.
-I can't wait to see them.
570
00:41:30,132 --> 00:41:33,510
Yeah, hey, Dad,what would you think about
571
00:41:33,594 --> 00:41:36,847
me and Mom coming to visit you
out on the road?
572
00:41:36,930 --> 00:41:42,352
I mean, not on the road,
but maybe in a motel or a hotel, even?
573
00:41:42,436 --> 00:41:44,938
I can't think of anything I'd like better.
574
00:41:45,939 --> 00:41:48,025
-Your mom okay with it?
-Mom?
575
00:41:48,108 --> 00:41:52,195
-Yeah, she's okay with it.
-All right. Let me talk to your mom.
576
00:41:52,279 --> 00:41:53,405
Oh, shit.
577
00:41:56,199 --> 00:41:57,492
Oh, that burns.
578
00:41:58,994 --> 00:42:02,122
-Okay, give me the phone back.
-You coming to see me?
579
00:42:02,205 --> 00:42:04,416
All right, yeah, we'll talk about it.
580
00:42:04,499 --> 00:42:05,500
All right.
581
00:42:06,335 --> 00:42:07,169
Hurry.
582
00:42:07,252 --> 00:42:08,962
All right. Love you, bye.
583
00:42:15,427 --> 00:42:16,511
Oh, shit.
584
00:42:21,683 --> 00:42:23,352
Well, it's starting to snow.
585
00:42:24,227 --> 00:42:26,813
Maybe we could get up
to some snowboarding later.
586
00:42:26,897 --> 00:42:28,023
There he is.
587
00:42:32,569 --> 00:42:34,488
-Hey, hey.
-Hey, Dad.
588
00:42:34,571 --> 00:42:37,449
My God, son, it's only been a few months.
You're as tall as me.
589
00:42:37,532 --> 00:42:39,159
-Missed you, bud.
-I missed you too.
590
00:42:39,242 --> 00:42:42,204
-Hey.
-Hi. Saw you spit that dip out.
591
00:42:42,287 --> 00:42:44,623
Oh, no, that's just for walking.
592
00:42:44,706 --> 00:42:46,291
You smell so good.
593
00:42:47,459 --> 00:42:48,794
How are you doing?
594
00:42:48,877 --> 00:42:52,631
-I brought my wrestling tapes.
-Good. We'll watch them tonight.
595
00:42:52,714 --> 00:42:55,050
I've booked us a surprise adventure.
We have 15 minutes.
596
00:42:55,133 --> 00:42:56,718
All right. Is it snowboarding?
597
00:42:56,802 --> 00:42:59,680
No, no, no.
You'll love it, I promise. All right?
598
00:42:59,763 --> 00:43:01,139
-I got this.
-How was the drive?
599
00:43:01,223 --> 00:43:02,516
-Not bad. Right?
-Oh, good.
600
00:43:02,599 --> 00:43:03,976
-Yeah.
-Come on.
601
00:43:13,443 --> 00:43:15,404
♪ Waitin' on the sunshine ♪
602
00:43:19,282 --> 00:43:21,118
♪ To come around again ♪
603
00:43:25,789 --> 00:43:27,457
♪ It's been a long time ♪
604
00:43:31,878 --> 00:43:33,088
♪ Since we let it in ♪
605
00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:37,968
♪ Take me down ♪
606
00:43:40,595 --> 00:43:43,932
♪ To the fault line ♪
607
00:43:46,852 --> 00:43:50,731
♪ Take me down ♪
608
00:43:52,315 --> 00:43:54,109
♪ Where the river starts ♪
609
00:44:03,118 --> 00:44:04,703
♪ Take me into your heart... ♪
610
00:44:04,786 --> 00:44:07,372
I gotta take you on a mechanical bull,
so you can practice.
611
00:44:07,456 --> 00:44:09,458
-I think you can beat the record.
-No.
612
00:44:11,835 --> 00:44:12,794
Excuse me.
613
00:44:13,628 --> 00:44:17,299
Excuse me, aren't you that fella
that's walking across America?
614
00:44:17,382 --> 00:44:18,216
I am.
615
00:44:18,300 --> 00:44:20,719
-Pleasure to meet you.
-Dad's a celebrity.
616
00:44:20,802 --> 00:44:22,721
-This is my wife.
-So nice to meet you.
617
00:44:23,847 --> 00:44:26,892
Hi, I'm-- I'm his wife.
618
00:44:26,975 --> 00:44:29,102
-Hi. Nice to meet you.
-I was Jadin's mom.
619
00:44:29,186 --> 00:44:30,979
-This is our son, Joseph.
-Hi, I'm Joseph.
620
00:44:31,063 --> 00:44:32,147
Hi, Joseph.
621
00:44:32,773 --> 00:44:34,775
It's incredible
what you're doing for your son.
622
00:44:34,858 --> 00:44:35,859
Yes.
623
00:44:35,942 --> 00:44:38,779
Takes real courage
to stick up for what you believe in.
624
00:44:38,862 --> 00:44:41,198
-It's got to be done. This can't go on.
-Yes.
625
00:44:41,698 --> 00:44:44,034
Would you mind
if we got our picture with you?
626
00:44:44,117 --> 00:44:45,744
-Sure. Absolutely.
-Yes. Thank you.
627
00:44:47,329 --> 00:44:48,789
Honey, take the picture.
628
00:44:49,498 --> 00:44:50,540
Oh, okay.
629
00:44:50,624 --> 00:44:52,292
Thank you.
630
00:44:52,375 --> 00:44:53,418
Uh...
631
00:44:57,088 --> 00:44:59,341
-That's real good work.
-I'm getting faster.
632
00:44:59,424 --> 00:45:02,177
You see how much leverage
you got on him? He ain't going nowhere.
633
00:45:02,260 --> 00:45:04,930
That's good. That's real good.
634
00:45:07,599 --> 00:45:11,645
-You seeing this?
-Yeah. I was there when it happened.
635
00:45:11,728 --> 00:45:15,357
He's got some pretty decent takedowns,
but these transitions are more fluid.
636
00:45:15,440 --> 00:45:17,984
-What's coach saying?
-That I'm doing good.
637
00:45:18,068 --> 00:45:20,737
-I'm seeing it here.
-We've been working out,
638
00:45:20,821 --> 00:45:24,282
but he says I might want to look
into losing a few pounds.
639
00:45:24,366 --> 00:45:26,493
What? This boy's just growing.
640
00:45:26,576 --> 00:45:30,205
No, no. You go up a couple pounds,
go up another weight class.
641
00:45:30,288 --> 00:45:32,290
-Brush your teeth.
-Tell the coach what I said.
642
00:45:32,374 --> 00:45:34,793
-All right.
-We got an early morning tomorrow, okay?
643
00:45:34,876 --> 00:45:36,294
-Okay.
-Hey, hey, hey.
644
00:45:36,378 --> 00:45:38,213
"Hey, hey, hey."
645
00:45:38,296 --> 00:45:40,674
Get him to bed, so I can get you to bed.
646
00:45:41,299 --> 00:45:43,802
-I'm trying. You wanna help me?
-I'm just--
647
00:45:44,594 --> 00:45:47,681
-I can't believe how much he's improved.
-I know. Isn't it great?
648
00:45:51,601 --> 00:45:52,769
I found this.
649
00:45:53,436 --> 00:45:55,981
-Thought you might like to see it.
-What's that?
650
00:45:56,064 --> 00:45:58,775
-Um, well...
-Let me see.
651
00:46:13,039 --> 00:46:15,917
-Where'd this come from?
-It was on his grave, in some flowers.
652
00:46:16,001 --> 00:46:18,712
One of them shits that bullied my boy
into the fucking ground
653
00:46:18,795 --> 00:46:20,547
had the nerve to stand over his grave?
654
00:46:20,630 --> 00:46:21,840
-Well, Joe--
-Why?
655
00:46:22,674 --> 00:46:25,760
And now he wants to apologize?
Who's this for?
656
00:46:26,386 --> 00:46:28,430
It's not for Jadin
'cause he's dead and buried.
657
00:46:28,513 --> 00:46:31,474
And not for me.
What am I supposed to do with this?
658
00:46:31,558 --> 00:46:33,435
I don't know.
I thought you'd like to see it.
659
00:46:33,518 --> 00:46:35,937
-I shouldn't have brought it.
-Don't keep secrets from me.
660
00:46:36,021 --> 00:46:39,065
-I'm not keeping secrets.
-I'm out here on my own, no money, alone.
661
00:46:39,149 --> 00:46:41,985
No, the truth is all I have. Shit!
662
00:46:42,819 --> 00:46:45,155
-Well, you're--
-That little son of a bitch.
663
00:46:45,238 --> 00:46:48,617
-You're on a walk for forgiveness, right?
-For--
664
00:46:49,910 --> 00:46:52,370
There's no apologies with me.
There is no forgiveness here.
665
00:46:52,454 --> 00:46:55,874
They buried that with my boy.
Do you understand that, Lola?
666
00:46:58,126 --> 00:47:00,879
-I should not have brought that letter.
-Lola-- What?
667
00:47:00,962 --> 00:47:03,632
-It's all yours, Dad.
-Those sons of bitches.
668
00:47:03,715 --> 00:47:05,634
-Fucking kidding me.
-Don't worry about it.
669
00:47:05,717 --> 00:47:07,594
Don't think about it, then, Joe.
670
00:47:09,012 --> 00:47:12,182
Son of a bitch.
Joseph, get your ass in here now!
671
00:47:12,807 --> 00:47:14,935
Did you hear what the fuck I said? Now!
672
00:47:15,018 --> 00:47:17,020
You see what you've done? Look!
673
00:47:17,646 --> 00:47:20,815
How many times have I told you
to put the seat up when you take a piss?
674
00:47:20,899 --> 00:47:22,651
-Joe!
-A hundred? A thousand?
675
00:47:22,734 --> 00:47:24,611
Nobody's talking to you. Shut the fuck up.
676
00:47:24,694 --> 00:47:27,489
-What do you think, I'm your maid?
-Hey! Just stop!
677
00:47:40,919 --> 00:47:42,504
Jesus Christ.
678
00:48:08,071 --> 00:48:08,989
Hey.
679
00:48:10,073 --> 00:48:12,701
What I saw in those practice films
was damn good, son.
680
00:48:12,784 --> 00:48:15,620
You keep it up, you'll be state champ
by the time I get back.
681
00:48:17,706 --> 00:48:18,707
I love you.
682
00:48:21,793 --> 00:48:22,877
Did you hear me?
683
00:48:27,590 --> 00:48:28,591
Yeah.
684
00:48:30,051 --> 00:48:31,052
Take care, Dad.
685
00:48:31,928 --> 00:48:32,929
What else?
686
00:48:36,599 --> 00:48:37,976
I love you too.
687
00:48:42,814 --> 00:48:44,357
-Hey.
-Hey.
688
00:48:44,441 --> 00:48:47,027
So I'll see you in Illinois
or maybe even before?
689
00:48:47,986 --> 00:48:49,279
Yeah. We'll see.
690
00:48:51,281 --> 00:48:53,033
I thought that was the plan, Lola.
691
00:48:54,909 --> 00:48:58,788
-We talked about this. Lola, don't--
-Joe, don't you. Don't.
692
00:49:02,333 --> 00:49:03,835
What are you doing out here?
693
00:49:04,419 --> 00:49:08,465
We've supported you every step of the way
'cause we know what's right for you.
694
00:49:08,548 --> 00:49:11,634
But you're supposed to be
on some forgiveness walk?
695
00:49:11,718 --> 00:49:14,137
And you act the way you acted last night?
696
00:49:18,308 --> 00:49:22,103
Our son is gone, Joe. Gone.
697
00:49:26,107 --> 00:49:27,901
You're gonna lose another one
698
00:49:28,485 --> 00:49:31,654
'cause we won't sit around,
waiting for another one of your outbursts.
699
00:49:31,738 --> 00:49:34,324
-Lola, Lola, I--
-It's not gonna happen. No.
700
00:49:35,075 --> 00:49:37,911
Keep walking. Keep walking.
Don't come home.
701
00:49:38,870 --> 00:49:40,580
Don't come home till you figure out
702
00:49:40,663 --> 00:49:43,374
whatever it is
that you need to figure out.
703
00:49:43,458 --> 00:49:46,669
But I hope that's not you being
some Facebook celebrity
704
00:49:46,753 --> 00:49:49,380
and getting your pictures
taken with people.
705
00:49:51,883 --> 00:49:53,843
Are you walking for Jadin, Joe?
706
00:49:55,470 --> 00:49:57,013
If you're walking for Jadin,
707
00:49:57,097 --> 00:49:59,933
then you let Jadin let you know
when it's time to come home.
708
00:50:03,061 --> 00:50:04,229
I love you, Lola.
709
00:50:08,024 --> 00:50:10,610
You guys drive safe, okay? I love you.
710
00:50:12,070 --> 00:50:13,113
Be safe.
711
00:50:18,952 --> 00:50:20,411
Be careful, all right?
712
00:50:26,709 --> 00:50:31,506
♪ Goodbye darkness, hello to the light ♪
713
00:50:33,842 --> 00:50:38,263
♪ Every morning is an end to a night ♪
714
00:50:40,557 --> 00:50:45,562
♪ Every season
Is bound to bring a change ♪
715
00:50:47,230 --> 00:50:52,610
♪ There's a new chance given every day ♪
716
00:50:52,694 --> 00:50:57,240
♪ And it brings it back to me ♪
717
00:50:59,284 --> 00:51:04,497
♪ Yeah, it brings it back to me... ♪
718
00:51:14,257 --> 00:51:15,175
Thank you.
719
00:51:18,136 --> 00:51:19,262
Goddamn it!
720
00:51:23,183 --> 00:51:24,559
Who in the fuck all--?
721
00:51:25,852 --> 00:51:27,228
Fucking shit!
722
00:51:49,125 --> 00:51:53,671
♪ Goodbye, evening, hello to the night ♪
723
00:51:56,049 --> 00:52:00,929
♪ I'm not seeing the wrong
From the right ♪
724
00:52:02,847 --> 00:52:08,186
♪ Walkin' blindly
On a path without an end ♪
725
00:52:09,771 --> 00:52:14,859
♪ Then the morning comes
And leads me out again ♪
726
00:52:14,943 --> 00:52:19,405
♪ And it brings it all back to me ♪
727
00:52:21,658 --> 00:52:26,746
♪ Yeah, it brings it all back to me ♪
728
00:52:44,931 --> 00:52:46,349
-Hello?
-Hey.
729
00:52:47,350 --> 00:52:48,309
Hey.
730
00:52:48,977 --> 00:52:54,774
So... I found something
and I want you to hear it, okay?
731
00:52:55,775 --> 00:52:58,027
I found it in his backpack, I wanted to--
732
00:52:58,111 --> 00:52:59,362
What is it?
733
00:53:00,113 --> 00:53:02,907
-Can you read it to me?
-Yeah. Yeah. It's...
734
00:53:04,242 --> 00:53:07,578
It's an essay that he wrote.
735
00:53:11,416 --> 00:53:15,211
"It's a horrible thing to be surrounded
by people who hate you...
736
00:53:16,004 --> 00:53:20,633
when they don't even know you,
for a reason you can't change.
737
00:53:21,926 --> 00:53:24,721
One they can't comprehend or understand.
738
00:53:26,180 --> 00:53:27,849
This is the life I live.
739
00:53:30,018 --> 00:53:33,646
Some nights, I look for the pieces
I've dropped along the way.
740
00:53:35,982 --> 00:53:40,278
On these nights, I cry myself to sleep
and hope tomorrow is a better day.
741
00:53:40,987 --> 00:53:42,322
But it never is.
742
00:53:43,906 --> 00:53:46,617
Every year, I look forward
to school starting again,
743
00:53:46,701 --> 00:53:49,746
but it never turns out
the way I expect itto.
744
00:53:50,538 --> 00:53:52,749
I pretend not to notice
the looks I'm given.
745
00:53:53,750 --> 00:53:56,627
Avoiding eye contact
with every guy bigger than me.
746
00:53:57,879 --> 00:54:00,548
I'm surrounded by people who hate me.
747
00:54:01,132 --> 00:54:02,425
Who want me dead.
748
00:54:03,760 --> 00:54:06,763
I can't keep talking myself out of it.
749
00:54:06,846 --> 00:54:09,474
I don't know what I'm gonna do if I don't.
750
00:54:09,557 --> 00:54:11,309
It's only getting worse.
751
00:54:12,060 --> 00:54:14,145
I just want it to be over.
752
00:54:14,228 --> 00:54:16,773
It will be soon enough."
753
00:54:18,107 --> 00:54:19,984
Don't fucking look at us, fag.
754
00:54:23,321 --> 00:54:26,657
What are you doing in here?
Girls' bathroom's over there.
755
00:54:26,741 --> 00:54:28,117
Come hang out with us.
756
00:54:28,701 --> 00:54:31,162
What did we say about looking at us?
757
00:54:31,245 --> 00:54:33,373
All he wants to do is watch us change.
758
00:54:34,290 --> 00:54:38,211
-He's shaking, he wants it so bad.
-Look at him shake.
759
00:54:38,294 --> 00:54:42,799
-Stop. Stop. Stop.
-It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
760
00:54:43,716 --> 00:54:46,928
Let me ask you something. You like dick?
761
00:54:49,013 --> 00:54:50,014
Answer me.
762
00:54:50,556 --> 00:54:53,434
-I think he does.
-You like fucking dicks.
763
00:54:53,518 --> 00:54:55,019
I'll give you dick.
764
00:54:57,438 --> 00:55:01,651
-Stop, stop, stop.
-It's okay. He's queer. It's okay.
765
00:55:02,443 --> 00:55:04,153
-You guys sit down.
-Fuck!
766
00:55:04,237 --> 00:55:08,157
You like fucking dick? Fucking dick?
You like fucking dick!
767
00:55:12,787 --> 00:55:14,914
You like that? You like that?
768
00:55:20,670 --> 00:55:23,172
Can we even give you
the names of the boys?
769
00:55:23,256 --> 00:55:25,508
No, no, no. No names.
770
00:55:27,218 --> 00:55:29,429
Have you considered changing schools?
771
00:55:31,848 --> 00:55:33,474
We applied to another high school.
772
00:55:33,558 --> 00:55:35,852
We were out of their district,
so they rejected him.
773
00:55:38,354 --> 00:55:39,856
What about therapy?
774
00:55:40,523 --> 00:55:44,902
We did a few sessions of family therapy.
775
00:55:44,986 --> 00:55:47,029
And I don't need therapy. They do.
776
00:55:48,197 --> 00:55:50,450
Jadin, I hear what you're saying.
777
00:55:52,118 --> 00:55:54,579
You don't think the situation
might settle down on its own?
778
00:55:54,662 --> 00:55:55,663
No, I don't.
779
00:55:58,749 --> 00:55:59,750
Okay.
780
00:56:01,085 --> 00:56:04,422
Mr. and Mrs. Bell, I'm not saying
it was acceptable behavior
781
00:56:04,505 --> 00:56:07,049
on the part of the other students
because it wasn't.
782
00:56:07,133 --> 00:56:09,135
But we live in a very small town,
783
00:56:09,218 --> 00:56:13,139
and the high-school student body
is a reflection of our community.
784
00:56:13,639 --> 00:56:16,142
If you file a formal complaint
against these boys,
785
00:56:16,225 --> 00:56:20,354
it may cause you more trouble
in the long run than it's worth.
786
00:56:23,608 --> 00:56:25,151
You don't know what it's like...
787
00:56:27,236 --> 00:56:28,446
to feel like...
788
00:56:33,993 --> 00:56:36,913
you have to muster up
the courage to ask for help,
789
00:56:36,996 --> 00:56:40,917
only to find out that the person
who can just couldn't be bothered.
790
00:56:42,668 --> 00:56:45,713
Son, I am trying to help you.
791
00:56:46,506 --> 00:56:49,133
I'm trying to stop you
from making a mistake.
792
00:56:57,225 --> 00:56:59,852
No, she asked us
to give it the weekend.
793
00:56:59,936 --> 00:57:01,812
I told you she was gonna say that...
794
00:57:11,531 --> 00:57:15,201
...by you painting a target on his back,
my back, your back...
795
00:57:24,043 --> 00:57:26,295
No, you figure it out. I'm done!
796
00:57:40,893 --> 00:57:43,646
Hey, it's Marcie--
797
00:57:44,230 --> 00:57:47,525
Hi, Marcie, it's me. Can you please
call me when you get the chance?
798
00:57:47,608 --> 00:57:50,611
I need to talk to you.
Please call me when you can.
799
00:58:02,790 --> 00:58:07,044
-Remember when we used to take--?
-Oh, just a sec. Sorry.
800
00:58:09,046 --> 00:58:10,214
Jadin?
801
00:58:11,883 --> 00:58:14,719
Hi, it's me. Can you talk for a second?
802
00:58:14,802 --> 00:58:18,723
Jadin? Hi, it's Dolores.
Sorry. We're in the car.
803
00:58:18,806 --> 00:58:21,350
Hi, Mrs. Roberts.
I didn't know it was you.
804
00:58:21,434 --> 00:58:25,438
I'm taking Colleen to go see her cousin
over in Pendleton for the weekend.
805
00:58:29,025 --> 00:58:32,445
Okay. Do you think
you could stop by and pick me up?
806
00:58:33,654 --> 00:58:36,908
We are already out of Le Grande.
So I'm sorry.
807
00:58:37,617 --> 00:58:42,371
But why don't you go to our house
and relax? Be alone for a little while.
808
00:58:43,164 --> 00:58:47,335
I can't be alone right now, okay?
And I can't go home.
809
00:58:48,044 --> 00:58:51,047
-Can you please just come pick me up?
-Mom?
810
00:58:51,130 --> 00:58:52,340
No.
811
00:58:54,800 --> 00:58:56,677
Can it wait until Monday?
812
00:58:57,470 --> 00:59:01,140
We'll be back on Sunday night,
and we'll see you on Monday.
813
00:59:02,058 --> 00:59:05,186
And whatever it is,
I'm sure that we can take care of it then.
814
00:59:06,187 --> 00:59:10,232
Jadin, I will call you first thing Sunday
when we get back, okay?
815
00:59:11,275 --> 00:59:12,777
Just--
816
01:00:19,677 --> 01:00:20,720
Come on, Jadin.
817
01:00:21,762 --> 01:00:22,930
Come on, Jadin!
818
01:00:24,306 --> 01:00:25,558
Come on, Jadin!
819
01:00:28,269 --> 01:00:32,189
No, no, no. Come on, come on, come on.
820
01:00:51,417 --> 01:00:53,711
No! No!
821
01:00:54,378 --> 01:00:56,255
No! No!
822
01:00:58,174 --> 01:00:59,008
No!
823
01:01:07,808 --> 01:01:09,602
Would you mind if I say grace?
824
01:01:10,311 --> 01:01:12,104
-Sure.
-It's okay?
825
01:01:12,188 --> 01:01:14,356
-No. Go ahead.
-It's okay?
826
01:01:21,530 --> 01:01:23,407
Our Father, who art in heaven,
827
01:01:24,200 --> 01:01:26,702
we come before thee with heavy hearts.
828
01:01:28,204 --> 01:01:32,416
We ask that thy loving kindness
be upon us. And thy guidance.
829
01:01:32,500 --> 01:01:35,753
We are indeed thankful for the gift
Jadin has been in our lives.
830
01:01:36,337 --> 01:01:38,380
We'll need help on this new path.
831
01:01:39,006 --> 01:01:43,135
We are thankful for this meal before us
and ask thy blessing upon it.
832
01:01:43,886 --> 01:01:45,262
In Jesus' name, amen.
833
01:01:47,181 --> 01:01:48,182
Thank you.
834
01:02:12,206 --> 01:02:14,375
You gotta get out of this room, Joe.
835
01:02:21,257 --> 01:02:22,716
You're pale as milk.
836
01:02:28,806 --> 01:02:30,141
Put some clothes on.
837
01:02:31,851 --> 01:02:33,561
Go outside. Take a walk.
838
01:02:36,313 --> 01:02:38,107
Fresh air will do you good.
839
01:02:51,579 --> 01:02:52,913
Joe, I'm hurting too.
840
01:03:32,745 --> 01:03:33,913
What are you doing?
841
01:03:35,998 --> 01:03:37,499
Just going for a drive.
842
01:03:40,753 --> 01:03:42,254
Go back inside, Joseph.
843
01:03:45,341 --> 01:03:49,094
No. Not until you tell me what's going on.
844
01:03:53,349 --> 01:03:55,184
Get your ass back in the house.
845
01:03:56,560 --> 01:03:57,978
I need to go for a drive.
846
01:03:58,062 --> 01:04:01,649
I need you to get back inside
and get to bed. Now.
847
01:04:35,849 --> 01:04:37,476
Go back inside, Joseph.
848
01:04:40,312 --> 01:04:41,146
Now.
849
01:05:47,046 --> 01:05:47,963
Shit.
850
01:05:52,718 --> 01:05:53,802
Here you go.
851
01:05:53,886 --> 01:05:54,803
-Thanks, Mom.
-Thanks.
852
01:05:54,887 --> 01:05:55,804
Yeah.
853
01:05:56,722 --> 01:05:58,599
Eat it while it's hot.
854
01:05:58,682 --> 01:06:00,267
-Can you pass me the syrup?
-Yes.
855
01:06:00,351 --> 01:06:01,810
Got some bacon too.
856
01:06:01,894 --> 01:06:03,645
It may seem kind of like
857
01:06:03,729 --> 01:06:07,649
people just going after each other,
but it requires a lot of skill.
858
01:06:08,776 --> 01:06:11,278
-Whoa. You're up.
-Hi.
859
01:06:13,697 --> 01:06:15,866
-Lola, I got something to tell you.
-Okay.
860
01:06:15,949 --> 01:06:19,036
-Could you give me a few minutes here?
-Yes, Joe.
861
01:06:19,745 --> 01:06:20,662
What is it?
862
01:06:21,747 --> 01:06:25,709
I've decided to walk across America
to New York City.
863
01:06:28,337 --> 01:06:30,339
-What?
-Did you hear what I said?
864
01:06:30,923 --> 01:06:32,966
Yeah. When did you decide that?
865
01:06:33,050 --> 01:06:34,635
Just earlier this morning.
866
01:06:34,718 --> 01:06:37,262
When I told you to take a walk,
I meant around the block.
867
01:06:37,346 --> 01:06:39,139
-Not to New York City.
-Lola...
868
01:06:39,765 --> 01:06:41,600
I'll talk to everybody along the way.
869
01:06:41,683 --> 01:06:44,061
Anybody who will listen. About bullying.
870
01:06:44,144 --> 01:06:47,106
About the damage it does.
About what it did to our boy.
871
01:06:47,189 --> 01:06:49,400
I'm doing this for Jadin, Lola.
It's what he wants.
872
01:06:49,483 --> 01:06:51,318
It's what he'd want me to do,
I know it is.
873
01:06:52,361 --> 01:06:54,655
He told us he wanted
to live there someday, remember?
874
01:06:55,531 --> 01:06:57,366
Yeah. Yeah.
875
01:06:58,742 --> 01:07:01,912
Uh, I don't know. How do you--?
876
01:07:01,995 --> 01:07:05,416
-How do you pay for it?
-Well, I'll get the money.
877
01:07:05,499 --> 01:07:07,709
Fundraise.
Everybody's against bullying, aren't they?
878
01:07:08,752 --> 01:07:09,628
No.
879
01:07:10,462 --> 01:07:12,423
If they were, this wouldn't have happened.
880
01:07:15,050 --> 01:07:17,428
Let me get you something to eat
before you head out.
881
01:07:17,511 --> 01:07:19,847
So nice that you're back up again.
882
01:07:19,930 --> 01:07:22,141
-Can I get some coffee, Marcie?
-Yeah.
883
01:07:22,224 --> 01:07:23,100
Hey.
884
01:07:25,018 --> 01:07:27,187
You didn't tell your mama
about last night, did you?
885
01:07:27,271 --> 01:07:29,773
-No, sir.
-Come here.
886
01:07:29,857 --> 01:07:32,443
I love you, buddy.
Hey. I love you so much.
887
01:07:32,526 --> 01:07:34,445
This is gonna be something great.
You'll see.
888
01:07:34,528 --> 01:07:35,779
-Yeah.
-I promise.
889
01:08:02,514 --> 01:08:03,682
Joe?
890
01:08:05,934 --> 01:08:07,936
-Joe?
-Lola...
891
01:08:11,356 --> 01:08:13,317
Joe, say something.
Why are you not talking?
892
01:08:13,400 --> 01:08:14,485
You're scaring me.
893
01:08:15,194 --> 01:08:18,405
I don't-- I don't think I can keep going.
894
01:08:18,489 --> 01:08:19,490
Joe...
895
01:08:20,657 --> 01:08:21,700
come on.
896
01:08:21,783 --> 01:08:24,828
-You gotta keep going.
-I just wanna come home.
897
01:08:24,912 --> 01:08:27,623
Oh, Joe, you can't come home. Come on.
898
01:08:29,500 --> 01:08:31,668
You're doing it for Jadin, remember?
899
01:08:31,752 --> 01:08:34,338
Yeah. For Jadin. I remember.
900
01:08:34,922 --> 01:08:36,548
Yeah. And for us.
901
01:08:38,383 --> 01:08:39,885
Do you want to talk to Joseph?
902
01:08:39,968 --> 01:08:41,678
-Is he there?
-Yeah.
903
01:08:41,762 --> 01:08:44,348
Yeah, he's getting ready
for his wrestling match. We're late.
904
01:08:45,182 --> 01:08:48,519
-I know he'd love to talk to you though.
-Not like this.
905
01:08:48,602 --> 01:08:50,854
Just-- Just tell him...
906
01:08:52,439 --> 01:08:55,192
Tell him I'll call. I'll call him later.
907
01:08:57,027 --> 01:08:58,946
Okay, okay. I'll tell him.
908
01:09:00,697 --> 01:09:01,532
Lola?
909
01:09:04,660 --> 01:09:05,536
I saw him.
910
01:09:06,870 --> 01:09:08,413
He was right there in front of me.
911
01:09:09,331 --> 01:09:12,292
And he just kept leading me for miles...
912
01:09:13,627 --> 01:09:15,879
and I followed him all the way,
and then...
913
01:09:19,174 --> 01:09:20,801
he just disappeared.
914
01:09:25,138 --> 01:09:26,431
Mom! We're late!
915
01:09:28,183 --> 01:09:29,101
Joe.
916
01:09:30,602 --> 01:09:33,480
-Mom, did you pack the shoes?
-Yeah. Everything's in there.
917
01:09:35,023 --> 01:09:37,818
Okay. All right. I love you.
918
01:09:39,069 --> 01:09:39,945
I love you.
919
01:09:55,919 --> 01:09:57,879
Kindness. And respect.
920
01:09:57,963 --> 01:10:01,341
Kindness is the most important quality
a human being or parent can have.
921
01:10:02,009 --> 01:10:04,469
What I've learned walking
and talking these past six months
922
01:10:04,553 --> 01:10:07,639
is you never know how long you have
the people you love and that love you,
923
01:10:07,723 --> 01:10:09,683
so damn well better love now.
924
01:10:09,766 --> 01:10:13,729
No matter how confused or misguided
or messed up you think they are.
925
01:10:14,354 --> 01:10:17,733
There's a good chance
that you're just as messed up as they are.
926
01:10:17,816 --> 01:10:20,819
You gotta look in the mirror
and have accountability. All right?
927
01:10:45,636 --> 01:10:47,387
-Hey there.
-You're Joe Bell?
928
01:10:47,471 --> 01:10:50,098
-That I am, yes.
-I've got something for you.
929
01:10:51,725 --> 01:10:52,976
Ho!
930
01:10:54,269 --> 01:10:55,604
Holy shit!
931
01:10:58,148 --> 01:10:58,982
Come here!
932
01:10:59,691 --> 01:11:03,236
So we got Coke in here and some ice.
We got water over here in this one.
933
01:11:03,320 --> 01:11:06,281
-That's a solar panel.
-Thank you for this.
934
01:11:06,365 --> 01:11:09,993
You're a good man, Jim.
Thank you so much. Thank you.
935
01:11:11,828 --> 01:11:13,538
♪ With all the things you do ♪
936
01:11:16,333 --> 01:11:20,212
♪ What become of all those mountains ♪
937
01:11:22,714 --> 01:11:25,384
♪ We found so hard to climb ♪
938
01:11:26,677 --> 01:11:31,056
♪ We'll take the high road ♪
939
01:11:31,848 --> 01:11:34,726
♪ Don't leave your side ♪
940
01:11:35,435 --> 01:11:37,229
♪ To see it shine ♪
941
01:11:38,772 --> 01:11:43,777
♪ We'll take the high road ♪
942
01:11:43,860 --> 01:11:46,363
♪ Baby, here I come ♪
943
01:11:46,446 --> 01:11:49,700
♪ Don't you close your eyes ♪
944
01:11:59,376 --> 01:12:00,377
Yeah, I--
945
01:12:01,878 --> 01:12:05,173
Last night, I had to corral strangers
off the street to come and hear me talk.
946
01:12:06,883 --> 01:12:08,927
Shit. I gotta go.
947
01:12:09,010 --> 01:12:11,847
Time for me to explain myself
to another lawman.
948
01:12:20,981 --> 01:12:21,982
Howdy, sir.
949
01:12:22,816 --> 01:12:23,859
Hey.
950
01:12:23,942 --> 01:12:27,696
While you're taking your hands out,
tell me where you're headed.
951
01:12:28,780 --> 01:12:29,990
New York City.
952
01:12:31,533 --> 01:12:34,411
-Looking for a ride out here?
-No. I'm walking.
953
01:12:34,494 --> 01:12:36,204
Walking all the way to New York?
954
01:12:38,915 --> 01:12:41,376
-Joe Bell.
-Yeah.
955
01:12:41,460 --> 01:12:43,044
What's your mission, Mr. Bell?
956
01:12:43,128 --> 01:12:46,715
Like it says there on my card,
talk to people about bullying.
957
01:12:46,798 --> 01:12:49,718
How it's not okay to torment somebody
'cause they're different.
958
01:12:50,594 --> 01:12:51,595
Different how?
959
01:12:52,846 --> 01:12:54,139
Like my son Jadin.
960
01:12:55,056 --> 01:12:58,185
He was gay. He was bullied so bad
in school, he couldn't take it anymore.
961
01:13:01,772 --> 01:13:04,316
-You been on the road six months?
-Yeah.
962
01:13:04,941 --> 01:13:06,943
Started out in La Grande, Oregon.
963
01:13:09,780 --> 01:13:12,324
When was the last time
you had a warm meal?
964
01:13:17,454 --> 01:13:20,123
Sam, meet my new friend, Joe Bell.
965
01:13:20,207 --> 01:13:21,416
Joe, Sam.
966
01:13:23,043 --> 01:13:26,505
Sam's my girl of all work
and our dispatcher.
967
01:13:26,588 --> 01:13:27,589
Have a seat.
968
01:13:29,299 --> 01:13:31,843
-Nice to meet you, ma'am.
-It's a pleasure, Joe.
969
01:13:32,803 --> 01:13:34,805
I called the chaplain
like you asked, sheriff.
970
01:13:34,888 --> 01:13:37,891
Give him the green light,
he'll announce a youth meeting
971
01:13:37,974 --> 01:13:41,394
with Joe as the speaker
at the high school this afternoon.
972
01:13:42,521 --> 01:13:45,106
-Joe?
-Yeah, as long as you can drop me off
973
01:13:45,190 --> 01:13:48,193
where you picked me up
'cause I intend to walk every single step.
974
01:13:48,276 --> 01:13:49,528
Then let's get you fed.
975
01:13:52,572 --> 01:13:56,159
Lunch here is usually
last night's leftovers.
976
01:13:56,243 --> 01:13:59,830
I'm a sorry cook, but I've learned
the basics of a microwave.
977
01:14:04,000 --> 01:14:05,877
That's my son, William.
978
01:14:08,380 --> 01:14:11,091
He wasn't your typical teenage boy.
979
01:14:11,174 --> 01:14:15,679
He didn't have that "girl crazy" attitude
that we had when we were his age.
980
01:14:19,599 --> 01:14:22,519
Janine's pinto beans
are even better the next day.
981
01:14:23,353 --> 01:14:24,980
-Tell you...
-And the day after that.
982
01:14:25,063 --> 01:14:27,274
...I haven't had beans this good
since I left home.
983
01:14:28,108 --> 01:14:30,485
The stove is strictly Janine's domain.
984
01:14:30,569 --> 01:14:33,530
-I barely know how to boil water.
-She's a keeper.
985
01:14:36,908 --> 01:14:39,786
I was on the family computer
one day, and I...
986
01:14:41,246 --> 01:14:44,666
I saw that Will had been searching
what it meant to be gay.
987
01:14:53,633 --> 01:14:55,886
I have to admit, at first, I...
988
01:14:57,804 --> 01:15:01,016
I worried that I'd been too tough
on him growing up.
989
01:15:01,099 --> 01:15:03,393
We were raised Christians, after all.
990
01:15:05,520 --> 01:15:07,981
I wondered
if he might have told me sooner himself
991
01:15:08,064 --> 01:15:10,650
if I hadn't been such a hard-core lawman.
992
01:15:13,403 --> 01:15:17,616
I thought about that same thing.
Whether I was too hard on my boy.
993
01:15:18,909 --> 01:15:20,577
If Jadin knew before he died
994
01:15:20,660 --> 01:15:23,747
that you loved him
and accepted him, that's what--
995
01:15:24,664 --> 01:15:26,541
That's what matters, isn't it?
996
01:15:27,250 --> 01:15:29,461
I want to believe
that that's the way it was...
997
01:15:30,670 --> 01:15:32,297
but I don't know if it was.
998
01:15:36,259 --> 01:15:38,345
When I broke the news to my dad
999
01:15:38,428 --> 01:15:41,723
that his oldest grandson was gay,
he surprised me.
1000
01:15:41,806 --> 01:15:42,933
He's a Marine.
1001
01:15:44,184 --> 01:15:47,896
And he was a lot more accepting
of William being gay than I was.
1002
01:15:51,024 --> 01:15:53,944
And that made me take
a long, hard look at myself.
1003
01:15:57,364 --> 01:15:59,074
My father didn't understand.
1004
01:15:59,699 --> 01:16:02,202
Still doesn't to this day,
even with Jadin being gone.
1005
01:16:03,995 --> 01:16:06,623
You know a lot of folks believe
that being gay is a choice?
1006
01:16:07,999 --> 01:16:11,252
All things being equal,
Jadin would've never chosen to be bullied.
1007
01:16:12,128 --> 01:16:15,131
With all things being equal,
he would've never chosen the way he died.
1008
01:16:17,634 --> 01:16:18,635
You know, Ben...
1009
01:16:20,762 --> 01:16:22,514
when I started out walking...
1010
01:16:23,515 --> 01:16:25,517
I didn't know what I was doing, really.
1011
01:16:26,393 --> 01:16:29,938
I thought I just wanted
to make Jadin's life...
1012
01:16:31,481 --> 01:16:33,525
and his death matter somehow.
1013
01:16:36,152 --> 01:16:37,696
But what I come to know...
1014
01:16:39,990 --> 01:16:43,368
is I've been walking and trying
to figure out why my son did what he did.
1015
01:16:47,080 --> 01:16:50,709
And make sense out of the part I played
in his decision to end his life.
1016
01:16:52,961 --> 01:16:57,298
I was too caught up in my own feelings
about what other people would think
1017
01:16:57,382 --> 01:16:59,884
to see how alone
my own son must have felt.
1018
01:17:01,011 --> 01:17:03,263
I should've known how bad it was for him.
1019
01:17:04,097 --> 01:17:07,017
I should've known all along.
But instead I just...
1020
01:17:10,228 --> 01:17:13,648
I just made Jadin's being gay
all about Joe Bell.
1021
01:17:15,400 --> 01:17:16,359
About me.
1022
01:17:17,652 --> 01:17:18,778
Not about my boy.
1023
01:17:27,287 --> 01:17:28,163
Joe...
1024
01:17:31,332 --> 01:17:34,294
I think you've made me realize something.
1025
01:17:38,214 --> 01:17:41,426
Never crossed my mind
until this very moment that...
1026
01:17:43,386 --> 01:17:46,014
William might have considered
taking his own life.
1027
01:17:53,521 --> 01:17:56,191
I don't think
I could've carried on if he had.
1028
01:18:08,453 --> 01:18:10,455
I never let him know it was okay.
1029
01:18:11,873 --> 01:18:13,374
I gotta live with that.
1030
01:18:16,544 --> 01:18:21,049
Don't make that same mistake, Ben.
Don't do that to your son or yourself.
1031
01:19:24,821 --> 01:19:25,780
Um...
1032
01:19:36,916 --> 01:19:40,503
Thanks for having me here today.
My name is Joe Bell.
1033
01:19:42,130 --> 01:19:44,632
Really honored to be here
to speak with you today
1034
01:19:44,716 --> 01:19:46,885
about something
that I feel is very, very important
1035
01:19:46,968 --> 01:19:49,679
not only to myself but to all of you.
1036
01:20:38,436 --> 01:20:41,898
I think you and I are a lot more alike
than you'd want to admit, Dad.
1037
01:20:47,487 --> 01:20:48,780
It took me...
1038
01:20:50,573 --> 01:20:51,991
13 years...
1039
01:20:53,076 --> 01:20:57,538
to realize that living a lie
wasn't really living at all.
1040
01:20:58,873 --> 01:21:00,583
It only took you six months.
1041
01:21:01,709 --> 01:21:02,877
No, son.
1042
01:21:05,588 --> 01:21:07,882
It took me 45 years and six months.
1043
01:21:09,759 --> 01:21:10,969
I'm sorry, Jadin.
1044
01:21:11,552 --> 01:21:12,679
I'm so sorry.
1045
01:21:20,186 --> 01:21:23,606
I never meant for you to feel
that I didn't love you.
1046
01:21:26,276 --> 01:21:27,902
No, son. I never felt that.
1047
01:21:30,780 --> 01:21:32,699
And I always knew you loved me.
1048
01:21:34,867 --> 01:21:36,035
Everything just...
1049
01:21:37,829 --> 01:21:39,205
hurt so much.
1050
01:21:42,875 --> 01:21:44,752
But deep down, I always knew.
1051
01:21:47,255 --> 01:21:48,881
That means the world to me.
1052
01:21:50,508 --> 01:21:52,051
The whole breathing world.
1053
01:22:14,032 --> 01:22:14,949
Dad?
1054
01:22:20,038 --> 01:22:21,039
I love you.
1055
01:22:24,876 --> 01:22:27,378
I know. I know.
1056
01:22:32,550 --> 01:22:33,843
I love you, buddy.
1057
01:22:45,146 --> 01:22:47,231
Hey, Lola, honey. It's me.
1058
01:22:48,149 --> 01:22:50,443
The reason I'm calling is
to tell you that I love you.
1059
01:22:50,526 --> 01:22:51,611
You and Joseph.
1060
01:22:54,530 --> 01:22:57,241
Thanks for putting up with me
all these years.
1061
01:22:57,325 --> 01:23:00,495
I don't know what would've happened to me
if you hadn't come along and taken me in.
1062
01:23:00,578 --> 01:23:03,164
I'm just truly lucky to have my family.
1063
01:23:05,500 --> 01:23:08,044
There's a lot of things
I've learned out here,
1064
01:23:08,127 --> 01:23:10,088
with nobody but me for company.
1065
01:23:11,339 --> 01:23:13,424
Some of it's been hard to come to know.
1066
01:23:14,801 --> 01:23:15,885
Real hard.
1067
01:23:17,136 --> 01:23:19,597
I know I've still got
a long road ahead of me.
1068
01:23:19,680 --> 01:23:22,892
And I'll be better about staying
in touch from now on. You'll see.
1069
01:23:24,018 --> 01:23:25,686
You give my love to our boy.
1070
01:23:26,396 --> 01:23:27,438
I love you.
1071
01:23:43,121 --> 01:23:44,122
Sheriff Westin.
1072
01:23:44,622 --> 01:23:46,249
Sheriff, you're requested on scene.
1073
01:23:46,332 --> 01:23:49,836
U.S. 40, just west of Wild Horse,
a pedestrian was struck.
1074
01:23:52,964 --> 01:23:55,550
10-50, code break investigation,
1075
01:23:55,633 --> 01:23:58,052
Lincoln County sheriff arriving on scene.
1076
01:24:39,886 --> 01:24:41,429
Hurry to Jadin, Joe.
1077
01:26:17,567 --> 01:26:20,945
♪ You're feeling nervous
Aren't you, boy? ♪
1078
01:26:22,196 --> 01:26:27,785
♪ With your quiet voice
And impeccable style ♪
1079
01:26:30,288 --> 01:26:33,916
♪ Don't ever let them steal your joy ♪
1080
01:26:35,167 --> 01:26:37,295
♪ And your gentle ways ♪
1081
01:26:37,795 --> 01:26:40,339
♪ To keep 'em from running wild ♪
1082
01:26:43,009 --> 01:26:45,970
♪ They can kick dirt in your face ♪
1083
01:26:46,053 --> 01:26:48,681
♪ Dress you down
And tell you that your place ♪
1084
01:26:48,764 --> 01:26:53,185
♪ Is in the middle
When they hate the way you shine ♪
1085
01:26:56,689 --> 01:26:59,358
♪ I see you tugging on your shirt... ♪
1086
01:26:59,442 --> 01:27:01,611
-Okay, boys, Mama, get--
-Thank you!
1087
01:27:01,694 --> 01:27:03,029
You guys get together.
1088
01:27:03,112 --> 01:27:04,822
-Happy Easter!
-Happy Easter!
1089
01:27:04,905 --> 01:27:07,033
I want to tell you guys. Look at me.
1090
01:27:08,075 --> 01:27:09,285
Look at the camera.
1091
01:27:09,910 --> 01:27:12,663
I love you guys so much,
with all my heart.
1092
01:27:12,747 --> 01:27:15,207
You guys are such great kids and mamas.
1093
01:27:15,291 --> 01:27:16,959
♪ Let 'em spin ♪
1094
01:27:17,710 --> 01:27:22,632
♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
1095
01:27:23,633 --> 01:27:26,010
♪ I have been to the movies ♪
1096
01:27:26,093 --> 01:27:29,180
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪
1097
01:27:30,598 --> 01:27:36,646
♪ And the joke's on them ♪
1098
01:27:47,990 --> 01:27:51,285
♪ You get discouraged, don't you, girl? ♪
1099
01:27:52,495 --> 01:27:54,747
♪ It's your brother's world ♪
1100
01:27:54,830 --> 01:27:56,874
♪ For a while longer ♪
1101
01:27:59,418 --> 01:28:04,090
♪ We gotta dance with the devil on a river
To beat the stream ♪
1102
01:28:05,216 --> 01:28:07,385
♪ Call it living the dream ♪
1103
01:28:08,427 --> 01:28:10,471
♪ Call it kicking the ladder ♪
1104
01:28:12,556 --> 01:28:15,601
♪ They come to kick dirt in your face ♪
1105
01:28:15,685 --> 01:28:18,562
♪ To call you weak and then displace you ♪
1106
01:28:18,646 --> 01:28:22,817
♪ After carrying your baby
On your back across the desert
1107
01:28:26,237 --> 01:28:29,281
♪ I saw your eyes behind your hair ♪
1108
01:28:30,574 --> 01:28:32,702
♪ And you're looking tired ♪
1109
01:28:33,536 --> 01:28:36,539
♪ But you don't look scared ♪
1110
01:28:37,289 --> 01:28:42,753
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪
1111
01:28:43,671 --> 01:28:45,965
♪ Let 'em spin ♪
1112
01:28:46,799 --> 01:28:52,722
♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
1113
01:28:52,805 --> 01:28:55,099
♪ I have been to the movies ♪
1114
01:28:55,182 --> 01:28:58,811
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪
1115
01:28:59,729 --> 01:29:06,277
♪ And the joke's on them ♪
1116
01:29:15,161 --> 01:29:21,625
♪ Let 'em laugh while they can ♪
1117
01:29:21,709 --> 01:29:24,837
♪ Let 'em spin ♪
1118
01:29:24,920 --> 01:29:30,468
♪ Let 'em scatter in the wind ♪
1119
01:29:30,551 --> 01:29:33,012
♪ I have been to the movies ♪
1120
01:29:33,095 --> 01:29:37,516
♪ I've seen how it ends ♪
1121
01:29:37,600 --> 01:29:43,606
♪ And the joke's on ♪
1122
01:29:44,565 --> 01:29:50,529
♪ Them ♪
1123
01:29:57,328 --> 01:30:03,459
♪ Ooh ♪
1124
01:30:09,006 --> 01:30:16,013
♪ Ooh ♪
86621
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