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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,960 --> 00:00:04,799 LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES 2 00:00:04,800 --> 00:00:06,959 ANNOUNCER: 'The 08:30 Great Central Rail service 3 00:00:06,960 --> 00:00:10,320 'is ready to depart from Platform...' 4 00:00:13,960 --> 00:00:14,960 Think. 5 00:00:16,480 --> 00:00:17,960 Remember! 6 00:00:24,960 --> 00:00:25,960 SHE EXHALES 7 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:31,960 LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES 8 00:00:32,960 --> 00:00:37,960 'The 09:35 Great Central Rail service to Penderham...' 9 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:44,960 SHE GASPS 10 00:00:57,960 --> 00:00:59,319 WHISTLE BLOWS 11 00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:00,959 LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES 12 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:03,959 'Please keep an eye on any personal belongings or bags. 13 00:01:03,960 --> 00:01:06,959 'Any personal belongings found unattended 14 00:01:06,960 --> 00:01:09,960 'are to be dealt with by security.' 15 00:01:10,960 --> 00:01:12,960 This the one, is it? Yeah. 16 00:01:29,960 --> 00:01:30,960 TICKET READER BEEPS 17 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:34,960 HE GRUNTS 18 00:01:37,960 --> 00:01:39,799 WHISPERS: Fucking puzzle... 19 00:01:39,800 --> 00:01:40,999 Edward, I can explain! Leave me alone! 20 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:42,959 Look, Edward, wait, please. 21 00:01:42,960 --> 00:01:46,959 Your mendacity is as breath-taking as it's inexplicable. 22 00:01:46,960 --> 00:01:49,959 And I thought I'd found someone to make this Godforsaken place 23 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:53,959 half-way bearable! No fool like an old fool! 24 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:56,959 Well, at least hear me out before you rush to judgement! 25 00:01:56,960 --> 00:01:57,960 It only just happened. 26 00:01:57,961 --> 00:02:00,959 Someone I was close to came into the station with my parents, 27 00:02:00,960 --> 00:02:04,959 and before I knew it, I was out. I remembered how I died! 28 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:07,959 I was climbing the fence by Platform 7. 29 00:02:07,960 --> 00:02:11,959 I was trying to get over to it, but someone was there 30 00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:12,960 grabbing me and... Someone you know? 31 00:02:12,961 --> 00:02:15,959 I didn't see their face, but I know it wasn't a suicide. 32 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:18,799 I wouldn't place too much store in it. 33 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:21,639 Slippery buggers, memories, they play tricks on you. 34 00:02:21,640 --> 00:02:22,959 They're all that I have. 35 00:02:22,960 --> 00:02:25,639 How else am I supposed to find out why I died? 36 00:02:25,640 --> 00:02:29,959 Well, does it really matter? We are where we are. 37 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:35,960 The past can't be changed or erased. My memory is real. I know it. 38 00:02:37,960 --> 00:02:39,319 Keep going down this road, 39 00:02:39,320 --> 00:02:42,240 you might find you don't like what's at the end of it. 40 00:02:45,960 --> 00:02:47,960 TELEPHONE RINGS 41 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:54,320 Doctor Richard Shale. Neurology department. 42 00:02:55,960 --> 00:02:57,959 Is Doctor Shale available? 43 00:02:57,960 --> 00:02:59,320 When does his shift start? 44 00:03:00,320 --> 00:03:01,960 No, no message. 45 00:03:32,320 --> 00:03:34,960 What is it? Did you see something? 46 00:03:37,960 --> 00:03:40,960 I saw something. Someone was chasing me. 47 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:02,760 Taking a tour round the station, yeah. 48 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:24,960 BUZZER 49 00:04:30,320 --> 00:04:31,960 Now a better time? 50 00:05:03,160 --> 00:05:06,479 As our investigation team on the Evans case no doubt told you, 51 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:08,959 in fatality cases, it's our responsibility to... 52 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:12,959 I didn't speak to any investigators. Why would I? 53 00:05:12,960 --> 00:05:14,959 I barely saw her after Matt moved in... 54 00:05:14,960 --> 00:05:17,639 well, Doctor Goodson, moved in with her. He's lying! 55 00:05:17,640 --> 00:05:19,960 Ask him what he was doing hanging round my flat at night. 56 00:05:20,960 --> 00:05:24,959 But... you did attend her birthday party? 57 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:26,960 Matt suggested I went. So what? 58 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:29,959 The coroner determined the cause of death 59 00:05:29,960 --> 00:05:31,959 was due to Miss Evans' mental health issues. 60 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:34,479 Did you ever witness any episode of that? 61 00:05:34,480 --> 00:05:37,960 Given my meagre contact with her, it's unlikely, wouldn't you say? 62 00:05:39,320 --> 00:05:41,959 During the weeks prior to her death, 63 00:05:41,960 --> 00:05:44,959 she told a work colleague that she saw you outside her flat 64 00:05:44,960 --> 00:05:47,480 on several occasions. Now we're getting there. 65 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:49,960 I run that way sometimes. 66 00:05:49,961 --> 00:05:52,959 So, when was it that you last saw her? 67 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:53,960 No, stick with the running! 68 00:05:53,961 --> 00:05:55,959 Why always at night, when Matt was at work? 69 00:05:55,960 --> 00:05:57,040 I don't remember. 70 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:00,959 I've been out of the country for most of the year, 71 00:06:00,960 --> 00:06:02,400 I only got back last week. 72 00:06:04,960 --> 00:06:06,959 Columbia Vale University. 73 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:09,959 Research fellowship, mitochondrial dysfunction and cognitive defects. 74 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:11,959 Sounds impressive. 75 00:06:11,960 --> 00:06:13,959 Can you recall the date you left for the US? 76 00:06:13,960 --> 00:06:18,960 September 2nd, 22:30, Luton Airport, seat 22A. Very specific. 77 00:06:20,160 --> 00:06:21,960 It was a specific question. 78 00:06:24,960 --> 00:06:31,799 Er... September 2nd was... the day after Evans' death. 79 00:06:31,800 --> 00:06:34,639 Yeah, I-I didn't know about it then. He's lying again! 80 00:06:34,640 --> 00:06:37,479 Doctor Goodson didn't tell you? Well, why should he? 81 00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:39,959 You used to be flatmates, work in the same hospital. 82 00:06:39,960 --> 00:06:41,960 I'm not his fucking keeper! 83 00:06:43,960 --> 00:06:46,959 I only found out about it in the States, 84 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:50,160 on her memorial page on social media. Now you should go. Now! 85 00:06:55,960 --> 00:06:58,959 You should be talking to someone who actually knew her. 86 00:06:58,960 --> 00:07:03,000 You're wasting your time talking to me. And wasting mine. 87 00:07:12,960 --> 00:07:13,960 Oh, Jesus... 88 00:07:17,960 --> 00:07:20,000 HE SCREAMS Argh! 89 00:07:37,960 --> 00:07:40,960 CHURCH BELL RINGS 90 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:15,960 I'm so sorry. 91 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:23,960 HE GRUNTS 92 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:30,320 BIRD CAWS 93 00:08:58,960 --> 00:09:00,799 BIRDSONG 94 00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:02,959 TELEPHONE RINGS 95 00:09:02,960 --> 00:09:06,959 DOG BARKS Hello. Hiya! 96 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:09,959 TELEPHONE RINGS Hi, Rosie. 97 00:09:09,960 --> 00:09:12,959 I was thinking about you on Lisa's anniversary the other day. 98 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:17,960 And me you. So many times I meant to call you, but, you know...? 99 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:22,959 Get this. A constable from the Transport Police 100 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:24,600 contacted me about Lisa's case. 101 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:28,960 Tying up some loose ends in her file, he said. 102 00:09:30,960 --> 00:09:32,959 'I don't know, something didn't sit right. 103 00:09:32,960 --> 00:09:34,959 'If there's some doubt about her case, 104 00:09:34,960 --> 00:09:37,959 'why send someone so junior, you know?' 105 00:09:37,960 --> 00:09:39,959 Did he say there were doubts about it? 106 00:09:39,960 --> 00:09:42,999 'Why else would he be sniffing around, asking questions about her?' 107 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:45,959 Because he doesn't buy it was a suicide and neither should you! 108 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:49,959 'Hey, why don't we meet for a drink?' 109 00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:52,960 Time we have a catch up, hm? 110 00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:55,959 I'm free tonight. 111 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:59,959 'Domino at six o'clock?' Yeah. Yeah, why not? 112 00:09:59,960 --> 00:10:03,959 Oh, I ran into Matt a couple of weeks ago. 113 00:10:03,960 --> 00:10:06,959 'He's still punishing himself over it. 114 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:09,959 'Poor bastard barely spoke about anything else.' 115 00:10:09,960 --> 00:10:12,640 I've got a customer. See you later, then. 116 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:24,960 BELL RINGS Why did you do that, Izzy? 117 00:10:26,800 --> 00:10:28,960 She was just trying to reach out to you. 118 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:38,959 The 11:35 to Birmingham always leaves from Platform 6. 119 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:41,959 That was one thing that one could rely on. 120 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:43,959 And now suddenly, poof! 121 00:10:43,960 --> 00:10:46,959 It's vanished from the departure board! Ergo... 122 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:48,959 Yeah, sir, if you'd just... I'm still talking! 123 00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:49,960 Sir, if you just... 124 00:10:49,961 --> 00:10:52,799 Passengers can't find it, customer numbers plummet, 125 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:54,959 and your powers-that-be have the excuse they need 126 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:57,959 to cancel the service altogether. Am I right? 127 00:10:57,960 --> 00:10:59,959 If you check the departure board, sir, 128 00:10:59,960 --> 00:11:01,959 you'll see the 11:35 Birmingham service 129 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:05,800 has been temporarily relocated to Platform 4. 130 00:11:07,480 --> 00:11:09,479 My point still stands. 131 00:11:09,480 --> 00:11:11,959 LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES 132 00:11:11,960 --> 00:11:15,959 ANNOUNCER: 'The 11:35 Great Central Rail service to Birmingham...' 133 00:11:15,960 --> 00:11:18,640 How you have the patience! Practice. 134 00:11:19,960 --> 00:11:22,000 Er... I have news. 135 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:26,959 Why check her out on social media if he barely knew her? 136 00:11:26,960 --> 00:11:29,480 And taking off to the US the day after she died! 137 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:34,959 Coincidence? Mm. Or convenience. 138 00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:37,959 Three reasons someone goes under a train. 139 00:11:37,960 --> 00:11:41,959 They jump... it was an accident, and they fell... 140 00:11:41,960 --> 00:11:43,960 or they were pushed. 141 00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:47,960 Check this out. 142 00:11:54,960 --> 00:12:00,960 OK. Lisa's flat is on Victoria Road. The station. 143 00:12:01,960 --> 00:12:06,319 The direct route from her flat is south, down King Street, 144 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:09,799 right onto The Crescent and over the footbridge. 145 00:12:09,800 --> 00:12:13,639 Wait, do... do we know for sure she was coming from her flat? 146 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:16,959 Her partner confirmed it at the inquest, I checked the transcripts. 147 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:20,959 They, er, they went to bed about 11:00... 148 00:12:20,960 --> 00:12:22,959 he, er, woke in the morning to find her gone. 149 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:25,959 He tried calling her, but she left her phone behind. 150 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:30,639 Now... from the CCTV, what there is of it, 151 00:12:30,640 --> 00:12:33,959 instead of going south down King Street, 152 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:36,959 she took a left, went into Queen's Alley, 153 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:39,959 then all the way down Dawes Road, 154 00:12:39,960 --> 00:12:42,959 before entering the car park... and reaching the security fence. 155 00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:45,959 If it was the station she was trying to get to, 156 00:12:45,960 --> 00:12:47,960 why not go directly there? 157 00:12:48,960 --> 00:12:49,960 Er, maybe she... 158 00:12:49,961 --> 00:12:54,160 It explains her circuitous route... she was trying to shake them off. 159 00:12:55,640 --> 00:12:57,959 Why didn't CID pick up on it? 160 00:12:57,960 --> 00:12:59,959 Well, maybe they weren't looking hard enough. 161 00:12:59,960 --> 00:13:01,959 Someone goes under a train, 162 00:13:01,960 --> 00:13:04,959 the assumption is it's probably suicide. 163 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:07,960 They look for the facts that fit the theory. 164 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:11,960 You're really into this, aren't you? 165 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:17,960 I know it's only one tragedy among thousands that happen in the world. 166 00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:22,040 But we can't do anything about those, can we? 167 00:13:22,960 --> 00:13:25,960 Maybe this is one I could do something about. 168 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:30,959 Plus, I'm into puzzles. Well... Wordle, sudoku. 169 00:13:30,960 --> 00:13:34,319 Yeah. Plays to my strengths. 170 00:13:34,320 --> 00:13:36,960 Well, you're not short of those. 171 00:13:39,960 --> 00:13:42,600 Does Inspector Barker know you're doing all this? 172 00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:47,159 Oh, you... Be careful, Kash. 173 00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:50,960 HE CLEARS THROAT I was wondering if, er... 174 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:53,959 TELEPHONE RINGS 175 00:13:53,960 --> 00:13:58,960 Shit. Oh, erm... I've really gotta get this, sorry. 176 00:14:00,960 --> 00:14:04,959 What genius came up with all these new shift patterns? 177 00:14:04,960 --> 00:14:06,159 Yeah, well, all the chopping and changing, 178 00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:08,960 I'm the one who has to try and sell it to my staff. 179 00:14:26,960 --> 00:14:28,960 SHE PANTS 180 00:14:45,960 --> 00:14:47,960 SHE GROANS IN FLASHBACK 181 00:15:01,480 --> 00:15:02,960 SHE INHALES SHARPLY 182 00:15:11,960 --> 00:15:13,959 Barker clocked you weren't at the briefing. 183 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:14,960 It's OK, I told him about 184 00:15:14,961 --> 00:15:17,959 your hospital appointment. Hospital appointment? 185 00:15:17,960 --> 00:15:20,959 I heard you on the blower asking for that urology doctor. 186 00:15:20,960 --> 00:15:22,959 Is it prostate? Ha. 187 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:24,479 Been there, mate. 188 00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:27,959 Turned out OK but it was scary shit for a while. Just, can I...? 189 00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:32,159 It was neurology, not... not urology. 190 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:35,960 And, erm... I wasn't calling about me. 191 00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:42,639 The woman who went on the tracks last year? Yeah. 192 00:15:42,640 --> 00:15:45,479 I've been looking into her case. There's definitely something... 193 00:15:45,480 --> 00:15:46,959 Wait... What? 194 00:15:46,960 --> 00:15:48,959 Platform 7, the teacher who climbed over the fence. 195 00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:51,959 Hold it. Let me get my head round this. 196 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:53,959 I go over the line to cover for you, 197 00:15:53,960 --> 00:15:55,959 while you're going AWOL on a year-old case 198 00:15:55,960 --> 00:15:58,960 over some bird who topped herself? I didn't ask you to, did I? Fine. 199 00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:01,960 Next time, you're on your own. 200 00:16:18,960 --> 00:16:20,960 TELEPHONE RINGS 201 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:26,959 OMINOUS MUSIC 202 00:16:26,960 --> 00:16:27,960 HE CHUCKLES 203 00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:34,800 MUSIC DROWNS OUT DIALOGUE 204 00:16:41,480 --> 00:16:42,959 WOMAN: Hey! MAN: Got you a coffee. 205 00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:44,480 Oh, thank you. 206 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:04,959 Oh. You came. I was afraid that you'd change your mind. 207 00:17:04,960 --> 00:17:07,160 Let's get it over with before I do. 208 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:13,959 LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES 209 00:17:13,960 --> 00:17:18,959 'The 16:36 South Rail service to Knatty Hill has been delayed.' 210 00:17:18,960 --> 00:17:22,309 How'd you know it was this one where Dad did it? Social media. 211 00:17:22,310 --> 00:17:25,230 It was the same platform as another suicide last year. 212 00:17:28,960 --> 00:17:31,960 I'm done. I'll see you in the cafe. 213 00:17:48,960 --> 00:17:51,639 Remind me why you thought this was a good idea. 214 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,799 I don't know. Closure? 215 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:55,959 The only people who get closure are the dead. You think?! 216 00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:58,959 It's never a good idea, revisiting the scene of the crime. 217 00:17:58,960 --> 00:18:02,959 Look, I've been thinking about you. And, erm, there's this guy at work, 218 00:18:02,960 --> 00:18:06,959 and his wife is a therapist, and she specialises in cases like yours. 219 00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:08,000 "Cases like mine"? 220 00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:11,999 Yeah, you need talk through what happened to you, Ella, with someone. 221 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:14,639 Someone neutral, who can help you process it and... 222 00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:16,960 I don't need a bloody therapist, I'm fine. 223 00:18:17,960 --> 00:18:19,000 Open your bag. 224 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:21,960 SHE SCOFFS 225 00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:37,960 It's crap what they say, 226 00:18:37,961 --> 00:18:40,639 that you can't smell vodka on people's breath. 227 00:18:40,640 --> 00:18:41,959 Yeah, well, I'm really not in the mood 228 00:18:41,960 --> 00:18:44,479 for one of your brotherly pep talks right now, Luke. 229 00:18:44,480 --> 00:18:46,959 OK. I know that I've been judgmental. 230 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:50,959 But all those years, watching you lose yourself in pills and booze 231 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:51,960 and God knows what... 232 00:18:51,961 --> 00:18:55,959 You thought I was weak... and self-indulgent. 233 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:59,639 In fact, you actually told me that... more than once. 234 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:03,959 And I'm sorry. Erm, you have no idea how sorry, 235 00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:07,960 but I didn't know then, Ella, I didn't... know. 236 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:12,799 But this is your chance to get your shit together, don't you see that? 237 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:14,639 To take control of your life, 238 00:19:14,640 --> 00:19:16,799 to be the person that you were always meant to be. 239 00:19:16,800 --> 00:19:17,959 But you have to find out who she is. 240 00:19:17,960 --> 00:19:21,960 And you can't do that on your own. She's expecting your call. 241 00:19:22,960 --> 00:19:26,960 And that's how it works, apparently. You have to take the initiative. 242 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:34,959 It's not about me, though, is it? It's about you. 243 00:19:34,960 --> 00:19:37,959 Because if I clean up my act, then, hey, presto, 244 00:19:37,960 --> 00:19:39,959 your conscience over Dad is clean too. 245 00:19:39,960 --> 00:19:41,959 And you get to go back to your little family, 246 00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:43,159 knowing that you put the world to rights. 247 00:19:43,160 --> 00:19:44,959 Trust me, my conscience on Dad is beyond clean! 248 00:19:44,960 --> 00:19:47,479 Killing himself was the only decent thing he ever did 249 00:19:47,480 --> 00:19:48,959 in his whole rank, miserable life. 250 00:19:48,960 --> 00:19:51,440 I just fucking wish he'd done it years ago! 251 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:56,960 Finally, something we can agree on. Ella. 252 00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:23,159 Particular kind of torture, isn't it? 253 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:24,959 How they take it for granted, 254 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:28,159 the freedom to come and go as they please. 255 00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:30,639 I was looking for you earlier. 256 00:20:30,640 --> 00:20:33,639 Your son and daughter were here. Ella was here? 257 00:20:33,640 --> 00:20:36,240 Did you talk to her? No, of course you didn't. 258 00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:39,320 How was she? How did she seem? 259 00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:43,960 They wanted to see where you... Where it happened. 260 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:49,639 She called it, "Returning to the scene of the crime." 261 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:50,959 Why would she say something like that? 262 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:55,319 Cliches are a common coping mechanism in stressful situations. 263 00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:57,959 Your son didn't seem stressed, more royally pissed off with you. 264 00:20:57,960 --> 00:21:00,959 He and I never bonded in the way I did with Ella. 265 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:02,959 They're complicated things, families. 266 00:21:02,960 --> 00:21:06,959 Then why did you do it? Why did you kill yourself? 267 00:21:06,960 --> 00:21:09,960 I had my reasons. I must ask you to respect that. 268 00:21:12,960 --> 00:21:15,959 Actually, it's not the first time I've seen her here. 269 00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:17,960 It was a day or so after you did it. 270 00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:22,800 Of course, I didn't know who she was then. 271 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:27,000 She was in the station caff, crying. She was? 272 00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:31,959 You've no idea how gratifying that is, 273 00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:33,959 to know she felt my loss so deeply. 274 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:35,960 You're her father. Why wouldn't she? 275 00:21:37,960 --> 00:21:41,960 Not my business. Good. We're on the same page. 276 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:46,319 Weirdest thing. Seeing her crying that day 277 00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:48,959 was when my memory started coming back. 278 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:51,959 Somebody said, Jung probably, 279 00:21:51,960 --> 00:21:55,959 coincidence is just destiny in disguise. 280 00:21:55,960 --> 00:22:00,960 Who knows? Perhaps our lives are destined to be entwined. 281 00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:10,799 IZZY: 'What kind of inconsistencies?' 282 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:11,959 In the weeks prior to her death, 283 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:14,960 did Lisa ever mention Doctor Richard Shale to you? 284 00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:18,479 Why? His name came up. 285 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:21,159 Apparently, he attended a surprise birthday party 286 00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:24,959 Doctor Goodson held for Lisa. Did you also attend it? 287 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:27,959 And he was around when Matt moved into Lisa's flat. 288 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,959 What did you make of him? 289 00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:33,959 Dunno. I just... He didn't seem comfortable in his own skin. 290 00:22:33,960 --> 00:22:36,959 It's on record that Lisa became depressed 291 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:40,959 during the school summer holidays but resisted getting treatment. 292 00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:44,959 Did she... discuss her reasons for that with you at all? 293 00:22:44,960 --> 00:22:46,960 No. We weren't in contact then. 294 00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:52,960 We had a... a bit of a falling out. A personal issue. 295 00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:57,480 And I never bought the whole depression thing. 296 00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:01,959 By definition, it means the absence of hope. 297 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:05,159 That just doesn't happen over a few weeks. 298 00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:08,960 It corrodes over months, years, even. 299 00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:13,959 Until you get to a place you hope for something, 300 00:23:13,960 --> 00:23:16,880 but you know it'll never happen just cos you want it to. 301 00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:23,960 If you've a theory about what might have been troubling her.. 302 00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:26,640 ..I'd like to hear it. 303 00:23:28,320 --> 00:23:31,959 Someone you love chooses to end their life... 304 00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:33,640 it doesn't end your relationship. 305 00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:36,639 It just leaves it hanging with questions 306 00:23:36,640 --> 00:23:38,959 you know you're never gonna get the answers to. 307 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:42,959 I'm sorry, I just.. I can't wrestle with the whys of it any more. 308 00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:48,960 I'm sorry, I can't go there again. Perhaps... I can go there for you. 309 00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:05,960 MELLOW DANCE MUSIC PLAYS 310 00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:10,160 BARMAID: There you go. MAN: Cheers. Thank you. 311 00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:15,480 MAN CLEARS THROAT 312 00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:18,959 WOMAN LAUGHS 313 00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:21,960 MUFFLED CONVERSATION 314 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:28,959 ALL: Happy birthday! 315 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:29,960 CHEERING 316 00:24:29,961 --> 00:24:31,960 WHOOPING 317 00:24:33,960 --> 00:24:35,959 Oh, happy birthday, gorgeous! 318 00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:38,319 I hope you don't mind, I've brought my cousin Jasmin, 319 00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:40,959 I think you met her at my Christmas do. Yeah, that's fine, course. 320 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:43,960 Hey, babe. Hey, birthday girl! 321 00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:48,959 FLASHBACK LISA: Was this your idea? 100% his. 322 00:24:48,960 --> 00:24:52,319 Ha! Happy birthday. Ha-ha. 323 00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,960 You look amazing. Thank you. 324 00:24:56,960 --> 00:25:00,959 And I suppose you was in on it too? He swore me to secrecy. 325 00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:05,960 THEY CHUCKLE I can't stand you (!) Thank you. 326 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:08,959 Er... Many happy returns. 327 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,960 I'm never sure what that means. Returns of what? 328 00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:15,799 Well, just that you'll live to celebrate 329 00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:16,959 more birthdays in the future. 330 00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:20,959 SONG: 'Valerie' 331 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:23,959 ♪ And I think of all the things What you do 332 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:27,959 ♪ And in my head I paint a picture... ♪ 333 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:28,960 Come on, then! 334 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:34,160 ♪ Cos since I've come on home Well, my body's been a mess... ♪ 335 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,960 MUFFLED CONVERSATION 336 00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:50,160 LAUGHTER 337 00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:16,959 FLASHBACK LISA: 'What's going on, Izzy?' 338 00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:19,959 What, did someone upset you? 339 00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:21,960 Tell me who and I'll go fucking sort 'em out, babe. 340 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:25,960 What is it, Izzy? 341 00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:51,160 You feel it too, don't you? Something happened here. 342 00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:56,959 ROSIE: Hi. 343 00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,960 Rosie! Mm! 344 00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:02,959 God, this place brings back memories. 345 00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,959 Yeah. First time I've been back here since her birthday. 346 00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:09,959 Yeah, me too. Seems like a lifetime ago, doesn't it? 347 00:27:09,960 --> 00:27:12,959 Not to me, feels like yesterday. 348 00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:14,960 Same again? Great. Thanks. 349 00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:19,960 What the fuck happened here that night, Izzy? 350 00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:27,960 Thank you. 351 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:32,960 Thank you. 352 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:38,960 Well... To Lisa. Lisa. 353 00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:43,959 Transport Police Constable showed up at the shop this afternoon. 354 00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:45,959 Said the same as he said to you, 355 00:27:45,960 --> 00:27:48,959 about there being inconsistencies in her file. 356 00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:51,000 I thought he seemed pretty genuine. 357 00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:55,480 Empathetic. What did he ask you? 358 00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:58,960 Wanted to know more about her "depression". 359 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:05,959 Oh, come on, Rosie. When did you ever see Lisa depressed? 360 00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:08,959 Why else would she do what she did? 361 00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:12,959 She had no other reason. Yeah. That we know of. 362 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:15,319 Matt was with her, he should know. 363 00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:19,959 Why is it that people think that doctors walk on bloody water? 364 00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:22,959 I knew Lisa since we were 11 years old. 365 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:24,159 We went to the same school, 366 00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:25,999 we shared the same flat while she was at uni. 367 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,960 There was nothing that we didn't know about each other. 368 00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:34,959 In all those years, she never showed one sign of depression. 369 00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:38,959 Not once, ever. Matt explained that at the inquest. 370 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:41,159 It was the sudden-onset bipolar thing... 371 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:42,959 IZZY SCOFFS Bipolar? 372 00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:45,800 What the fuck happened with you and Matt? 373 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:49,959 You saw the state he was in at the funeral. 374 00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:51,959 He could barely hold it together, 375 00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:54,200 yet you hardly said two words to him. 376 00:28:55,320 --> 00:28:59,960 He loved her, Izzy. I know that for a fact. 377 00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:05,960 Yeah, well, maybe you don't have all the facts. Meaning? 378 00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:10,960 Stop fucking about, Izzy, if you know something, then say it! 379 00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:13,320 You were jealous of him. 380 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:17,959 Yeah, all that stuff you shared with her, when she hooked up with Matt, 381 00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:21,800 suddenly, she wasn't available to you any more. Yeah, fine. Whatever. 382 00:29:24,480 --> 00:29:28,639 Well... Maybe this wasn't such a good idea. 383 00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:31,959 Yeah, maybe not. Hm. OK, then. 384 00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:34,319 You know, we can all feel guilt that we weren't there for Lisa 385 00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:38,999 in those last weeks. But blaming the one person who was... 386 00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:43,960 it's more than unjust... it's fucking callous, Izzy. 387 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:10,959 ANNOUNCER: 'The 17:05 Great Central Railway service to Birmingham 388 00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:14,960 'will depart from Platform 3. This train will...' 389 00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:48,480 You called me back, so talk to me. 390 00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:59,960 Er, OK. Erm, when you ran out on me, where did you go? 391 00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:04,960 I, erm... 392 00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:07,959 ..I went across the road. 393 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:10,120 And I sat on a bench and finished this. 394 00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:15,960 And then I went around the corner to a pub, and I had another. 395 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,960 Others, plural. 396 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:23,639 It was all I could think about whilst we were here talking. 397 00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:25,960 "When can I have a bloody drink?" 398 00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:28,960 It's all I ever think about, really. 399 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:33,799 I drink before work, I drink at work, in the toilets. 400 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:36,799 And on my way home from work, I'll stop off at the pub. 401 00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:39,600 And at home on the weekends, I do the exact same thing. 402 00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:42,959 When I, when I fancy a change of scenery, 403 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:44,959 then I will go to a bar. 404 00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:47,959 And I'll wait for a random man to buy me a drink. 405 00:31:47,960 --> 00:31:50,959 Sometimes, they even tell me their name. 406 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:53,800 But I've forgotten it by the morning. 407 00:31:54,960 --> 00:31:56,960 Because when I'm sober... 408 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:02,160 ..when I'm sober he's in here... fucking with me, like he always has. 409 00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:10,960 Do you remember this? I was gonna show it you yesterday. 410 00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:14,959 It was when I was home after my first year at uni, 411 00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:16,959 and I think you were, what, 11, 12? 412 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:20,960 And I took you to the park. Got someone to take our photo. 413 00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:24,360 Dad was doing it to you, then, wasn't he? 414 00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:27,799 Edward. Oh, my God! 415 00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:31,960 And I remember thinking at the time, "What a little ingrate!" 416 00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:35,319 I go to the trouble of taking you to the park 417 00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:37,959 to feed the bloody ducks, and you barely open your mouth. 418 00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:39,959 Told Dad the same thing when I got home 419 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:41,959 and he said that it was just a phase, 420 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,959 that you'd grow out of it. 421 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:47,960 And I swanned back off to uni, and I didn't give it a second thought. 422 00:32:49,160 --> 00:32:53,960 I'm your brother, Ella. I should have protected you from him. 423 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:57,959 That night when... when I... 424 00:32:57,960 --> 00:33:01,960 I told you what he had done to me... and you went to confront him... 425 00:33:03,960 --> 00:33:04,960 ..what exactly did you say? 426 00:33:04,961 --> 00:33:07,959 I told you what I said when I came back. 427 00:33:07,960 --> 00:33:09,959 I was drunk, remember? 428 00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:10,999 HE CLEARS THROAT Yeah. 429 00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:13,959 Erm, I told him that I was gonna expose him. 430 00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:16,959 That I was calling the papers the next day. 431 00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:18,959 That I'd put it all over social media. 432 00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:22,959 And if I had to, I'd put posters on every street corner, 433 00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:26,959 so the whole fucking world knew what kind of man... 434 00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:29,960 the hallowed academic Edward Warren CBE really was. 435 00:33:31,960 --> 00:33:35,479 You know, when they called, and they said that he was dead... 436 00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:38,159 I thought that I was free of him. 437 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:42,960 And... I thought that it was over. But it's... but it's not. 438 00:33:47,960 --> 00:33:51,160 Say it, Ella, whatever it is, tell him! 439 00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:55,959 When I was in a pub, 440 00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:58,959 a group of girls came in, celebrating something. 441 00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:00,360 And they were about my age. 442 00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:04,000 And... one of them kept looking over at me. 443 00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:09,149 And suddenly, I saw myself through her eyes. 444 00:34:09,150 --> 00:34:13,960 A 21-year-old, drunk, in a pub in the middle of the day... 445 00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:16,959 ..deciding whether if she has another drink, 446 00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:19,120 she'll even be capable of walking home. 447 00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:25,959 SHAKILY: It doesn't work any more, Luke. Why doesn't it work?! 448 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:28,959 SOBBING: Even when I'm drunk now, he's still in there, 449 00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,150 he's still here... fucking with me! 450 00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:36,960 So, are you saying that you'll do it... the therapy? 451 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:41,960 Ella... 452 00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:48,959 Will you come with me? Every step of the way. 453 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:51,800 Let's get the car, I'll take you home. 454 00:35:04,160 --> 00:35:06,959 Or better yet, why don't you come to mine? 455 00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:10,960 Tess would love to see you. It's about time you saw the kids again. 456 00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:23,959 SHE QUIVERS 457 00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:25,800 SHE GASPS 458 00:35:33,960 --> 00:35:34,960 LOUDSPEAKER 459 00:35:34,961 --> 00:35:39,319 ANNOUNCER: 'The 12:06 Western Cross service to Pelhamvale 460 00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,960 'has been cancelled. 461 00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:46,959 'Passengers looking to travel to Pelhamvale, Revington, Raserhill, 462 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,960 'should take the 12:44 to Raserhill.' 463 00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:56,799 They were here again just now... Ella and Luke. 464 00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:59,960 They were? So soon. Why? 465 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:03,160 They had things to talk about. 466 00:36:03,960 --> 00:36:05,999 Concerning you. 467 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:07,799 Is Ella all right? 468 00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:10,959 What was that thing you said about coincidence? 469 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:12,959 Years ago, when I was on my teacher training placement, 470 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:16,959 the behaviour of a girl in my Year 7 class really worried me. 471 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:19,959 Touching herself and talking about sex. 472 00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:22,959 Things no child her age should know about. 473 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:24,959 Classic signs she'd been sexually abused. 474 00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:27,959 Fascinating, though this sojourn down memory lane is... 475 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:30,959 Anyway, I reported it to the safeguarding leader, 476 00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:31,960 and he said he'd look into it. 477 00:36:31,961 --> 00:36:35,159 A week or so later, I checked in with him. And he said... 478 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:37,999 he said that he'd spoken with her father, 479 00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:41,799 who was adamant that she didn't behave like that at home, 480 00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:44,639 and that she must have learnt it from one of the older students. 481 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,959 Apparently, he was on the Board of Governors 482 00:36:46,960 --> 00:36:51,959 and was a major donor to the school, so his word was never questioned. 483 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:53,959 Even so, I should have stood my ground. 484 00:36:53,960 --> 00:36:58,959 But I didn't. I let it go. I failed her. 485 00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:01,959 But you didn't kill yourself out of shame, or even guilt, did you? 486 00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:06,959 You did it out of cowardice because your son was going to expose you. 487 00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:08,959 SHE SCOFFS What, nothing to say? 488 00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:10,959 That's not like you. You're usually full of it. 489 00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:13,479 Then again, there is nothing you could possibly say 490 00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:14,959 that I'll ever want to hear. 491 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:17,959 Before you get vertigo on your fucking moral high horse, 492 00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:19,959 you should know that everything I shared with Ella 493 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:22,999 was entirely consensual! I was always scrupulous about that. 494 00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:24,959 Luke was right. 495 00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:28,959 It's a damn shame you didn't jump under that train years ago. 496 00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:30,999 Oh, I'm not the coward here! At least I know why I did it! 497 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:33,319 You're the one on some deluded quest, 498 00:37:33,320 --> 00:37:35,959 trying to find someone to blame because you can't face the fact 499 00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:38,959 that your life was an abject, pointless failure! 500 00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:41,799 You know nothing about my life. 501 00:37:41,800 --> 00:37:44,960 You ended up under a train. Hardly a success story, was it? 502 00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:08,960 Ella! 503 00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:10,960 Ella! 504 00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:14,960 Ella! 505 00:38:25,960 --> 00:38:27,479 I'm trying to imagine if you were here, 506 00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:30,080 what your side of this conversation would be, Dad. 507 00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:33,960 But when I think about it, I know what you'd say. 508 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:43,000 You'd say, "Make Daddy happy, Ella! 509 00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:47,160 "Show me you love me, Ella!" 510 00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:51,960 I was a child. 511 00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:55,960 And I trusted you! 512 00:38:58,480 --> 00:38:59,959 And all these years after, 513 00:38:59,960 --> 00:39:04,960 of feeling dirty... and feeling worthless... 514 00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:08,959 ..and all my fucked-up relationships 515 00:39:08,960 --> 00:39:14,959 because you, you told me sex was just about love, and I believed you! 516 00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:19,960 Well, fuck you, Dad! Fuck you! 517 00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:23,960 I survived! 518 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:30,960 SHAKILY: And I want others to know that they can survive too... 519 00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:35,200 ..and that they're not alone and that it's not their fault either. 520 00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:40,959 SHE SOBS I'm gonna finish what Luke started. 521 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:43,959 And I am... I am gonna drag your name through so much shit, 522 00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:46,200 that's all you'll ever be remembered for. 523 00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:49,959 And then I'm gonna wipe you from my mind 524 00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:51,960 like you never fucking existed. 525 00:39:56,960 --> 00:39:58,960 You don't get to haunt me any more! 526 00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:05,960 You won't even be a ghost in my memory. 527 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:14,960 CHURCH BELL RINGS 528 00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:44,480 TELEPHONE RINGS 529 00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:06,480 Go on, give me your simmering, sexy look. 530 00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:11,959 Ha! Oh, my God, that would make a great Christmas card! 531 00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:12,960 SHE GIGGLES 532 00:42:12,961 --> 00:42:16,960 If you... if you dare! If you dared! 533 00:42:17,960 --> 00:42:19,960 SHE CHUCKLES 534 00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:34,959 Lockhart requesting the file on that fatality last year from CID, 535 00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:36,200 did you know about it? 536 00:42:37,960 --> 00:42:40,960 Did you know? No... sir. 537 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:46,959 Find him. Tell him I want him in my office by close of play, 538 00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:48,720 or don't bother coming back at all! 539 00:43:03,640 --> 00:43:05,959 LOUDSPEAKER: 'Dr Beardmore, Resus Bay 2.' 540 00:43:05,960 --> 00:43:07,959 MOBILE RINGS 541 00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:10,959 Lockhart. 'You're in deep shit, man.' 542 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:12,959 CID's file on the fatality case you requested, 543 00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:15,959 Barker's onto it. He's gone fucking ape. 544 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:17,960 'He wants you back in his office ASAP.' 545 00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:20,960 'Kash?' AKASH HANGS UP 546 00:43:22,960 --> 00:43:24,960 Prize one fucking idiot! 547 00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:29,600 If you hadn't come to me, I'd have come to you. 548 00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:32,640 Please. 549 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:41,080 Do you mind if I record this? I want you to. 550 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,960 I don't know where to begin. 551 00:43:55,960 --> 00:43:56,960 KEYS JANGLE 552 00:43:59,960 --> 00:44:01,959 FOOTSTEPS 553 00:44:01,960 --> 00:44:03,960 DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE 554 00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:14,960 WOMAN: Great flat. MATT: Glad you approve. 555 00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:21,960 Who's this? 556 00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:28,480 Lisa. 557 00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:33,960 It's my ex. I was having a clear-out of some things and... 558 00:44:36,960 --> 00:44:40,800 She died. Suicide. 559 00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:45,959 My God... For the first few months after she moved in, 560 00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:48,799 I-I really thought we were heading somewhere. 561 00:44:48,800 --> 00:44:52,040 Then suddenly, she changed into a completely different person. 562 00:44:53,960 --> 00:44:57,959 Interrogating me over every single text, every phone call. 563 00:44:57,960 --> 00:45:00,959 Even turning up at work to check on me. 564 00:45:00,960 --> 00:45:04,959 You know, who was I talking to? What was her name? 565 00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:06,959 I'd come back from a day of mayhem at work, 566 00:45:06,960 --> 00:45:08,960 and she'd start it all again. 567 00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:12,959 God knows the hours I spent trying to... 568 00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,959 trying to help her, trying to reassure her... 569 00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:18,959 Someone gets into that kind of paranoid mindset, 570 00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:20,800 nothing you can say or do... 571 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:25,960 Eventually, I... I ended it, for her sanity as much as mine. 572 00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:30,721 And a week later, she threw herself under a train. 573 00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:34,960 If it was to punish me... it worked. 574 00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:41,960 You mustn't blame yourself... you tried to help her. 575 00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:45,960 It wasn't enough, though, was it? 576 00:45:56,960 --> 00:45:59,960 SHE QUIVERS 577 00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:18,960 SHE GASPS 578 00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:21,639 It was him. 579 00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:22,960 FLASHBACK LISA WHIMPERS 580 00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:25,959 SHE GASPS 581 00:46:25,960 --> 00:46:30,960 It was Matty. HE PANTS 53295

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