All language subtitles for Paris.in.Love.S02E03.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[EZTVx.to]_track3_eng

[suspenseful music]

* *

- [chuckling] Are you ready
for the surprise?

- I don't know.
- It's a big one.

- I'm afraid.

- Don't be afraid.
[chuckles]

[Phoenix cooing]

* *

[Paris chuckles]

* *

[Paris chuckles]

- [choked up] You're joking.

Oh, my--oh, my God.

- This is your grandson,
Phoenix Barron Hilton Reum.

- Are you serious?
- Yeah.

[Kathy sobs]
[Phoenix coos]

- Paris, are you serious?
- Yeah.

- [sobbing]
Oh, my God. Oh!

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.
Are you serious?

- Yeah.
[Phoenix cooing]

- What is it, baby?

Oh, my goodness.

[sobbing] Oh.
- The little hat.

- Oh, my God.
- This is your grandma.

This is Kiki.

[awkward drumbeat]

- Is this real?

- Yeah.

It's my son.

I just feel like my whole life
has been so public,

and I just didn't want to

have the media
and people talking about my son

before he was born.

And I'm sorry
I didn't tell you before,

but this is my baby.

[soft ambient music]

He's such a good baby.
He doesn't cry.

Love you, Mom.
- I love you. [sobs]

* *

- Do you like his name?

- I didn't hear it.
Again, what is it?

- Phoenix Baron Hilton Reum.

[Phoenix coos]

- Oh, his voice.

- He's such a good baby.

- Let's see you, angel.

Paris, he's so gorgeous.

I cannot believe it.

[Phoenix fusses]

Paris,
this is the most special,

most exciting thing in life.

- I'm so happy.

- Your whole life
is going to change.

- I know.
- Because this is what matters.

- I know.

- Paris and I,

our relationship,
the peaks and valleys,

and some of the valleys
were very deep and dark.

And I never could imagine

that we would be
where we are today.

I'm on the other side
of the mountain.

And I'm so grateful.

[bright music]

* *

Oh, my God.

[upbeat piano music]

Has Nicky seen anything?
- No one.

[Phoenix crying]
No one.

No one knows about him.

The world doesn't know
about him.

Nicky doesn't know.

Should we call her on FaceTime?

- Dad's got to know first.
- No one knows, literally.

- Your father needs
to know first.

- You're the only person who--
[Phoenix crying]

Carter's family doesn't know.
- I just can't even believe it.

Look at this.
- Mm-hmm.

- Oh, my goodness.

- He's the sweetest baby.

- He's got the longest hands.
Oh, my God.

Look at those hands.
- Let's see.

- Wait, Nicky--Paris.
[Paris laughs]

Is that a--[laughs]
is that his thumb?

- I don't know.
- That's a long thumb.

- Is it?
- Wait, is that his thumb?

- [laughing] I don't know.

Oh, there's the thumb there.

One, two, three, four.
Okay.

[laughter]
- Wait, what?

- No,
that's the pointer finger.

- It is?
I thought it was his thumb.

[Paris laughing]
I'm thinking, that is--

Paris, I've never seen--

his hands are as big
as his face.

[Paris laughs]
Oh, my God, Paris.

- Was I a cute baby
when I was born?

- Beautiful,
and not all babies are.

- I was so scared
when he came out.

I was like,
oh, I hope it's--

[laughs]

'Cause some babies
are just like--

they look like scary aliens.

But he was just, like, perfect.

- Lookit. He's fresh.
Are you fresh?

[Paris laughs]
You're fresh.

I just can't get over him.

- My mom was over the moon.

And I'm relieved because

she doesn't really
show emotions like that.

I feel so corny.
[laughs]

And Carter is so sweet
with him.

- I bet.
- Such a cute dad.

He's so proud.

- Do you have him
on a schedule?

- Yes.
He eats every three hours.

We have an incredible nanny.

We love her. Gena.
She's amazing.

She's really sweet.

And she's so attentive.

And so grateful for her.

- I was on my Zooms,

but I heard you guys
were meeting Phoenix.

So I figured I had to come in.

- I have never in my life--
[Carter laughs]

He is perfect.

Look at him.

- He is so cute.

- You're fresh.
[chuckles]

Boop-boop-bee-doop.

I'm experiencing one
of the most surreal moments,

probably,
I will ever experience.

A surprise grandchild.

Would I have loved to have
been in the middle of it?

Absolutely.

On the other hand,
they're not my choices anymore.

When can I tell people?

Tomorrow?

- Well,
as soon as it's announced.

- Carter, he is her husband,
and I have to--

and I do understand that now.

Um--[laughs]

I think that he definitely
likes to be in charge.

And this was Carter's idea,
for sure.

- I don't want to give too much
in the beginning.

I'm just going to give--
not even give his name.

- We have to tell Dad first,
and then Nicky.

- Really?
- Mm-hmm.

We should walk in and just say,
I have a present for you.

[Paris laughs]
I'm not kidding you.

- [chuckling] Really?
- Yes.

- Like I just did to you?
- Yes.

- He's not going to get mad?

- Why would he get mad?

- That I didn't tell him.

- Yeah, I don't want
to hear that you've

called Nicky or anything.
- No, no.

- Because I will be--
- I promise on my life.

- My mom doesn't know.
My brother doesn't know.

Nobody.
[Paris chuckles]

We have to do the photo shoot
first because he has to go.

And then we go to your dad's,
and then we come back.

- Perfect.

So the photographer's here
for his first photo shoot.

- His first photo shoot.
Aw.

- Why we wanted to kind of
control the situation is,

once everyone knows
we had a baby,

everybody will be trying
to get that first photo.

And we don't want
to have to leave the house

and have paparazzi at the gate.

For Paris, control
always means power, right?

Because for so long,
she was powerless

as the media told her story.

One of the things I've been
so proud of Paris about

the last few years is how
she's taken back control.

And I think this situation
is no different.

[Alla Dzuba's
"Running Sun is Shining"]

- * Doesn't that feel nice *

* Screaming yeah, yeah *

* Yeah, yeah *

* Running in the light field *

* Doesn't that feel nice *

* Screaming yeah, yeah *

- Beautiful.
- Oh!

- One kiss.

- Oh, yes.

- He smiles exactly
like I smile.

It's, like, the same, like,
kind of mischievous smile

that I had when
I was a little girl.

This is, like, love,
like, on another level,

like I've never experienced
before.

- Yeah, look.

- Oh, my gosh.

- Stop.
What?

Oh, my God. Hello.
- [laughs]

- [gasps]
Oh, my God.

- Uncle Gus.
- Oh, my goodness.

Hi, baby.

- Do not send any photos
to anyone.

[laughter]
- I'm not, dear.

I'm just looking at my story.

- No.
[laughter]

- I think you come in
with that pet carrier.

- A pet carrier?
[laughter]

What?

[laughter]

- I'm wondering how Rick
is going to feel about this.

I've thrown Rick
surprise parties in the past.

But this is for sure
the biggest surprise

any of us have ever had
in our life.

I can't wait to...

ta-da!

[upbeat music]

- Stunning.

* *

- Paris, are we ready?
- Yeah.

Bye.
- Bye.

* *

- I can't believe it's real.

- I know. Me too.
- I'm just like--

- Are we going to tell Nicky?
- We will call her.

- After Dad.
- On FaceTime.

- Hopefully, Nicky's not
at some fashion event tonight.

- What do you think
Dad's going to say?

- He's just going
to not believe it.

[tense music]

[phone buzzes]
- Is your phone ringing?

- Honey?
Hi. Are you home?

Oh, good.
Paris has a little surprise.

It's so neat.
It's cute.

And she wants you to see.

Are you going to be there?

All right, I love you.

- Growing up, my dad and I
were super close.

We both have such a love
for animals.

He would always take me
to all the pet stores

and trips to our family ranch
and horseback riding.

He's just so calm
and loving and normal.

- Okay, left here.

They were inseparable.

And he went through living hell
with her.

Finally, we have all of that
behind us now,

and she's matured
into this wonderful woman.

[electronic chime]
- Nice.

Kathy,
you had a good Wednesday.

Came home with Chanel
and a baby.

[soft upbeat music]

* *

- Seconds?

- We're in the blue room.

* *

- Yeah.

- Okay, honey.
You got to see this.

* *

- What is this?

- Okay, honey.
You got to see this.

These are so rare.

Look at this.
- Go around to the right

so you can get a good view.
- You gotta come see this.

[soft upbeat music]

- This is
Phoenix Barron Hilton Reum.

[laughter]

- This is your new grandson.

- Aw.
- Isn't that nice?

- This is your new nephew.
- Sorry.

- [chuckles]
- I'm so excited.

- Oh!
He's so cute.

- Look at this face.

- He's so gorgeous.
- Want to hold him?

- Yeah.
[Kathy sighs]

- I couldn't believe it.
Are you crying?

- Yeah.
- Aw, Conrad's got tears.

Me too.
I just was like--

- Congratulations.
- Thank you, Dad.

- Isn't that beautiful, honey?

- Want to sit with him?
- Yeah, yeah.

He's tiny.
[Paris chuckles]

He's, like, brand-new.

Should we just call her?
- It's 9:00 in New York.

[line trilling]

- Hello?
- Yo.

- Can I call you on FaceTime?

- You need to just
see one thing, Nicky,

but you can't
let anybody else see, okay?

- Go to the bathroom
really quick.

- Paris is Paris.

I guess certain things,
people keep private.

I just don't understand why
with Nicky,

she wouldn't have at least
told Nicky or shared.

But it all makes sense.

She's now got her partner.

So we get it.

[FaceTime trilling, chimes]

You're alone?

- You're alone?
[Paris chuckles]

- Hi, honey, how are you?

- Look at this little face.
Show--even the profile.

[Paris and Kathy laugh]

- That's
Phoenix Barron Hilton Reum.

[Paris laughs]
- Oh!

- Yes.
[laughter]

- Oh, my God!
Stop!

- Aww.
- Shh.

[laughter]
- At home, hiding.

- Upstairs at home.
Everyone's being told today.

- [chuckling] Nicky's face.

- Aww.

- Boy.
- Phoenix.

- A week, a week, a week.

[dramatic drumroll]

- Holy shit, this is crazy.

Can't wait to meet him.
Love you guys.

- Love you guys.
- All right. Love you guys.

- Paris always kept silly
secrets like sneaking out.

But this--it's--it's--
it's a big secret to keep.

- I feel happy.
I feel shocked.

Was I upset?

If she wanted to be private
and keep it secret, like,

do you, girl.
Do you.

[FaceTime trilling]

- We'll just do it
like this, huh?

- What do you mean?
What's going live where?

- It's going online.

- Okay, all right. I love you.
- Love you.

- Mwah.

I love you.

I love you.

Yes, you little angel.

[camera shutter clicks]
Oh, my goodness.

- Dad!

- Don't!
- No, it's not.

- Please don't post it.
I will--

- You said that at my wedding,

and then you posted
Demi singing.

- Please, don't.
I'll be so upset.

I don't want to give too much,
not even give his name.

I'm just going to say
Paris had a baby.

- So, Paris,
the caption is going to be,

"You are already loved
beyond words," with a heart.

- Or the little heart emoji
face thing.

- No, no, no, no, no,
Paris, this one.

The heart emoji face
is too cute for this.

All right?
You good with that?

- Yeah.

Or do we not want to say
it's a boy, or we do?

- No, they're going to know.

It's just amazing.

Nine out of ten people
are so nice.

But there's just always
the one out of ten person

that says nasty stuff.

- This is going to be insane.

- When you think about bringing
a baby into this world,

you just want it to be
surrounded by love

and positivity and support.

And I'm just really scared
and really worried.

I don't want anything to take
away from this amazing day.

Just hoping that there
isn't nastiness out there.

[phones buzzing]
- People are freaking out.

"Imagine being Paris Hilton's
child, #Sliving."

Oh, my God,
you're this little prince.

- Aw. The whole world's
so excited for you.

Phoenix, I understand
that it was a lot today

with the photo shoot.

both: Oh, he's smiling.

- Okay, you're
your mommy's son.

[upbeat music]

[Cutesie meows]

- * I just want you now *

* *

[Cutesie meowing]

- * Give it to me, baby *

* I gotta have it to myself *

[Cutesie meows]
both: Aw.

- Yeah, this cat is literally
screaming all night long.

I, like, go to bed at, like,
3:00 in the morning

'cause I keep going
in the baby's room.

[Cutesie meowing]

And then I just
started laughing.

- In the car.

- Sunglasses.

[Gus chuckles]

- The white ones.

They're, like, white aviators,
the ones I always wear.

The Dolces.
- Oh, yeah.

I know where they are.
- I have them in black too.

[Cutesie meowing]
- I need to order more of them.

I want to get
them crystallized.

[Cutesie meows]
That'd be sick.

Hi, baby.
You sleeping?

- He just ate?

- You're really good
at that part.

[Gena chuckles]
I do it, but then he doesn't.

And then--or he'll be like--
[imitates burp-like noise]

And then I'm not sure if it's
a burp and then I get confused.

And then I'm nervous.
[Gena chuckles]

Because at the hospital,
they, like, scared me,

hitting him so hard,
I was getting so upset.

And when
she changed the diaper,

she was, like,
putting him down so hard.

And, like, I was like--
- So rough.

- So rough, I was, like,
having a panic attack.

Get that, get that.

- Oh.

I thought you said "claw."

Oh.

[Phoenix grunts]
- Like that.

- Okay.

- Yeah, that's good.

- Burpee.

Did he do it?

[both chuckle]
- He looks comfortable.

- Am I comfortable?
- Yeah?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

So if you're comfortable--

- Hi, Gena.

- Oh, my God,
I don't want to go either.

[Gus chuckles]
- Aw.

- Let's do this.

So then we can finish fast,
so then we can come back.

- Sure it's, like, a cover.

Aww.
[Phoenix coos]

I know.
I don't want to leave either.

- Aw.

- He's saying,
"No, don't leave."

- So I knew that
part of the plan

was going to be hard because

there's just so many
important things happening

in my business right now.

- Let's do this.

- So this summer,
Carter and I are going to

take some time off of work
to spend time with Phoenix

when he's a little bit older.

And then just chill.

Not chill.
Like, I'll just be a mom.

And that is the number one
most important thing for me.

[phone buzzing]
- They're calling.

[Paris gasps]

- Okay.
Bye.

- Okay, bye, bye, bye, bye.

- Bye, baby. I love you.

[Phoenix coos]
[Paris smooches]

Bye.
[Gena chuckles]

Bye, Gena.
- Bye.

- Bye, Gena.
- Bye-bye.

- * I see the light break
in through the clouds *

* The stars align,
align, align *

* Ooh na-na, ooh na-na *

* I'm gonna make it *

* Ooh na-na,
come on and watch me shine *

- "Paris: The Memoir."

- When did they say it's out?
It's very soon, I think.

- Soon, right?
- Yeah.

- * Ooh na-na, ooh na-na,
I'm gonna make it *

These are 'cause Mommy is tired
and works every day.

[chuckles and smooches]

It's okay.
They come off.

I just have to go
to work again.

Aw.

* *

My facialist told me--
she's like, it's crazy.

I have girls who are coming in
who are like 22 years old.

And they all have deep,
deep lines, this tech neck.

And there's not really
a really great cream for that.

That could be, like,
the hero product.

I've been thinking
about it a lot.

- I love it.
You're building an empire.

- Yes.

- * Nothing can stop me *

* Ooh na-na, ooh na-na *

* Come on and watch me shine *

- Hi.

Missed you.
[sighs]

You're a deep sleeper.

* *

- * Ooh na-na, ooh na-na *

* Come on and watch me shine *

* *

- Here?
- Yes.

Hello.

Paris, come on in.
Meet the team.

- Hi, guys.
- Come meet Ryan and team.

- Hello.
- All right,

you wanna sit here?
- Yeah.

- Thanks for having us, Ryan.

- Thanks for coming.
- Thanks for coming.

I'm actually so excited
to show you everything.

- Yay.
I am too.

Phoenix, he needs help
with his nursery.

- Okay.
- It's beyond.

- It's bad right now?
- It's like--

- Basic.

- It's--
yeah, it's like nothing.

- He has no wallpaper,
nothing.

- I feel so bad because
the room's not decorated.

Nobody knew he was coming,

so I couldn't
get the nursery ready.

Like, you know,
I tried to decorate it

and, like, taped, like,
things on the wall

that say "it's a boy."
[laughter]

I got them at, like,
Party City.

So--
[laughter]

- Oh, my God, no.
We have to fix it.

For your son's room,
the overall theme

is Palm Beach Regency,
very old Hollywood.

The wallpaper,
it's a grayscale palette,

which I think makes it
more sophisticated.

It's very elegant.

- This is so cute.

- Oh, that's cool.

- And then this is the finish
for the fixtures.

What do you think of that?
- It looks like a sperm.

[laughter]
- Okay, so--

- So this is why--
- I have other options.

[laughter]

- Unfortunately,
Carter and I weren't able

to decorate the nursery
because Phoenix was a secret

and no one knew about him.

- What I liked about the bed
set, this is a convertible.

So it'll have some longevity
after he's out of the crib.

It turns into a twin bed.

- Loves it.

But now that we have the time,
I just want to make sure

that Phoenix's room
is magical and childlike

with beautiful wallpaper
and toys

and just make it really comfy
and calming.

Is this, like,
all safe for the baby?

- Yeah.
- Yeah, I guess that's

the one thing to think about
as we're doing this

is just childproof stuff.
- Yeah.

- Do you like the traditional,
like, boy nursery

with more blues?

- We're going to have a girl
as well.

So I feel like
she'll feel like it's too--

- Oh, I would love--
okay, girls I do much better.

Are you pregnant yet?
- You never know with us.

We could have had
a baby yesterday

or we might have it tomorrow.

We don't tell anybody.
- Really?

- Thank you, guys.

Thank you.

I can't wait.
- Bye.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- Yes.
[Carter chuckles]

That's so crazy that your mom
[indistinct].

[laughter]

- There's kind of two types
of secrets.

There's certain secrets that
are better kept to oneself--

Baby Phoenix, getting
to have the journey ourselves.

On the other hand, you know,

sometimes you carry a lot
of burden by keeping secrets.

You just need to get those out.

And you need to talk
through them with people.

Have you made a plan to talk
to your mom about the book?

- No.

- You know, there's going
to be a book launching

and magazine articles.

[Paris sighs]
You sure it's--

- Thanks for reminding me
again.

So now I'm going to
be stressed again.

- I know the documentary was
a big surprise to her.

And I know you don't want
to do that to her again,

so you've got to prioritize it.

- I know.
It's just not an easy subject.

We don't really talk
about things like this.

I think that's why I never told
her because we just don't--

I don't know.

She--she lives in,
like, fairyland.

Like, she just wants everything
to be happy and...

How do you talk about, like,
being sexually assaulted

to your parents?

I was googling how to do it
because I--

I don't even know who to call.

Like, I wouldn't even know who
to ask advice on this for, so--

- You can ask me.

- But you don't
give good advice sometimes.

[Carter chuckles]

You do, but you just, like, are
such a, like, positive person

that you never worry
about anything.

You're just like so calm
and collected.

And I actually googled it
before I even told you.

[chuckling]
Oh, my God.

- I totally get it.

- It's beyond.

- It's hard.

- [sighs] I don't know how
I'm going to tell my mom.

- Just remember I'm your
teammate and your best friend,

so I'm here to support you.

Just keep thinking
how many people

have had similar experiences
that you're going to inspire.

Like you always say,
it's not the victim's shame.

- It's just a lot.
- I know.

- Like, it's--again,
like, I'm feeling ashamed,

and I shouldn't.

It wasn't--
none of this was my fault,

but for my whole life,
I put it on me, and it's hard.

- I know.

- I know that Carter's right,

and I definitely need
to talk with my family

about the things
that have happened to me.

But I also think that
he just doesn't

fully understand
how hard this is.

[somber music]

[Paris sighs]
Um...

When I was a teenager...

somebody put something
in my drink and drugged me

and raped me.

And that is something
that has affected me

my entire life.

It just made me terrified

of being intimate with someone.

It was just, like,
a living nightmare.

And I never told anyone.

I just kept all of this in
for so long.

I don't want it to have
that power over me anymore.

[Paris sniffles]

- I love you.

- Love you.

It was one thing
to write the book,

because that was
very therapeutic.

I felt like
I was writing in my diary.

I know it's important that
I talk to my mom and my sister

before I go on this book tour.

But I honestly think
it's going to be easier for me

to talk to these TV hosts
about this

than it will to be looking
into my mom and sister's eyes

and saying this to their face.

[Paris sighs]

- And the fact that you've--

you are such
a good human being

and you have so much
authenticity and kindness

and sparkle
in spite of all this.

People are just going
to be blown away.

- [softly] Thank you.
- I love you so much, kid.

- I love you.
- Okay?

* *

I love you.

- Love you.

- * Running back to you *

* Hey, hey *

[upbeat music]

[Phoenix cooing]

- It looks like
he has blue eyes.

- I know.
They're so pretty.

You have beautiful eyes.

Hi, angel.

[Gus chuckles]

He always looks at the camera.

- I know.

- No.

Scary world, too much pressure,

and I hope

he just is nerdy like his dad

and doesn't like going
to parties like Mama.

[laughter]

My sister's coming over
in a couple weeks.

- [gasps] Cute.
- They're so excited.

None of them have met him yet.

Because our schedules have
just been so cra--

I've been working every day.

You're going to meet
your Auntie Nicky soon.

Nicky lives in New York,

so she's only met Phoenix
on FaceTime.

I've been sending her
lots of photos.

But it's really important
to me that I talk to her

face-to-face before
my book drops next month.

This is not
the kind of conversation

I want to have on the phone.

I love you.
I miss you.

Mommy's been working so hard.

And you're getting calls
for things for you too.

[Gus chuckles]

Do you know I'm literally--
they're offering him,

like, campaigns, baby lines.

- Oh, my God.
- They're like, we want to do

a baby clothing line.

Like, no.
He's, like, a month old.

[laughter]

- Would you allow him
to do that at some point?

- I don't know.

I don't even know
if I would want my kids

to have Instagram
or any of this.

- Yeah.
- Even though I love it.

So cute and you want
to show them off.

But at the same time,
I don't know.

I wish I could just take,
like, a month off

and just hang out with him.

My schedule
is literally booked,

like, every single day
until, like, April.

- Yeah, mm, until...July.

- July?
[Gus laughs]

- For me,
it's not about the money.

I've worked so insanely hard
for everything that I've built.

You are so calm.

I love being a mom.
Phoenix is my world.

But I also love my career

and everything that
I work so hard to build.

And, honestly, I don't think

that I need to give up one
for the other.

- Whenever I feel, like,
so tired I'm like, P.

If P can do it, push through.

[upbeat energetic music]

- * Never imagined
I'd be living this way *

* Never imagined
it could be so great *

- We have a couple
different lashes.

This is called a wandom,
like a wand condom.

- [chuckles] What?
Why does it need a condom?

- Because sometimes
it's sticky.

- Sounds so gross.
- [laughs]

- * Never imagined
I'd be so unafraid *

- Good night, my angel.
I love you.

Oh, no.

I'll be back in a couple hours.
- Bye.

[Paris sighs]

- * Oh, never imagined,
never imagined *

- How does an angel stand?

[camera shutters clicking]

* *

* *

For your Valentine's present.

- You look gorgeous.
[Paris laughs]

I'd rather
have the real thing.

- Oh,
you'll get the real thing.

[smooches]

- * Never imagined
I'd be living this way *

* Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh *

* *

- Sure.

[white noise machine
whooshing]

- Oh.

- Oh, he slept already
for a long time,

so he should be waking up
for the next feed.

- Thank you.

* *

Does it look weird, the diaper?
[Phoenix coos]

- That's beautiful
when you look down at him.

- Oh, no.

[laughter]

- So cute.

- [gasps]

[laughter]

- It's okay.
It's just pee.

- That's hot.
[laughter]

[upbeat music]

I'm definitely not one
of those, like, uptight moms.

I'm very chill
and go with the flow.

Literally, the flow.
[chuckles]

Are you wiping more pee on me?

- No, I'm, like, drying it.
- It's all wet.

[laughter]

* *

- * More than gold *

* Won't give you up *

* For all the money
in the world *

- Love you.

- Hello?

- Hi.
- Hi.

- Yes.

Excited to meet him?
- Yes.

What's this?

Are you okay?
[Paris laughs]

- No.
- You're psychotic.

- You haven't had
Dad take a picture...

- Oh, yeah.
- And put it on Instagram?

So that's--
- That's why.

- This is Gena.
This is my sister, Nicky.

- Hello.

- I mean, the little
sleeve thing on the door

that people check their phones

is very bizarre
and crazy to me.

You're, like,
basically saying that

you have people in your home
that you do not trust.

But as we all know,
she's got some trust issues.

Aw.
- His little shirt.

"Happy birthday, Mama."
- Aw. That is so cute.

[Phoenix snorts]

- Oh, yeah.
- Are you awake?

- Hi, angel boy.

Hi, baby.
- Aw.

- This is your Auntie Nicky.

- Hi.

- Oh, hello.
- Hi.

- I know.

[Phoenix cooing]

Hi.
[Paris chuckles]

[Nicky smooching]

Has he peed on you yet?
- Yesterday.

At our photo shoot,
he peed all over me.

- He did?
- And his face said--[gasps]

[laughter]

[soft bright music]

- This crib is so cool,
this thing.

[Phoenix fussing]
- Oh, no.

- Oh, you're pooping a lot.

Aww.

Okay.

Should I learn
how to change his diaper?

- Yeah.

- Okay.
[Phoenix crying]

I know I said I wouldn't
do this on my birthday,

but I will for you.

Anything for Phoenix.

Okay, I'm scared.
[chuckles]

- You've never done it?
- No.

[Phoenix fussing]
Aw.

Aw, cute.

- Always,
like, loosen them a bit.

[soft upbeat music]

Oh, this is a number two.

- Yeah.
- Ooh.

[Paris chuckles]
Keep going.

- And this is the front
or the back?

- The back, this way.
- The back--

- Yeah, like that.

- All right.

- Put this first.

- Which first?

The diaper?
- Yeah.

- Ah?
- Under.

[Paris chuckling]

* *

[Paris gags]
I'm scared.

Okay, should I [indistinct]--
- Be gentle.

- In case there's pee.
[chuckles]

- Gentle.
- I am.

- Yeah, get in the little--

- The little what?
- Crevices.

- But his butt is so little.
- Paris.

- What?

Hi.
[chuckles]

- When you do that,
you have to talk to him.

- Hello.

- That's not--like this.

- Do I fold this?

- Growing up, Paris was
definitely more of a tomboy.

Liked to hang out
in the back yard,

build forts,
play with her pet rats.

She wasn't one to really
talk about having a baby.

But motherhood, you got to get
your hands a little bit dirty.

- There you go.
- Don't do it too tight.

Okay, let's snap him back up.

* *

That was half you doing it
by yourself.

* *

Mm.

- What's your best advice?

- Learning to say no
and not taking that job.

Like, you don't need the money.

They're this small
for such a small window.

And it's so sweet.
And you don't want to miss it.

This should be the priority.

- It is.

I've said no to so many things.

Some things,
it's hard to say no.

- Because you're greedy.

- I just like to work hard.

- Is your mom greedy?

- No, it's not greed.

- Paris, in her DNA,
is a workaholic.

I just don't want her
to miss out on anything,

so I hope she takes my advice.

I know sometimes things
go in one ear, out the other.

Is your mommy a workaholic?

"Just stay home with me."

[upbeat music]

- They're very Y2K,
but they might also be revival.

- Love them.

[laughter]
Like, it's like--

- Hey, Mom,
just trying to call you.

I'm having an event
this Thursday.

It's like a nostalgia wall,

basically 2000s outfits
on display.

They actually
have my real items.

I'll have Carter
send you the invite.

[whispers]
Send it to her.

[normally]
I would love to see you there.

And I'm not sure
if you're still in Florida,

but we should get together
when you're back.

Love you.

I am so excited
to unveil this Y2K museum

that we're doing for this
new business collaboration.

It's all about how
I shaped pop culture history.

And it's a huge deal.

There's a little museum
about me,

with all
of my legendary pieces.

There is so much buzz
around this event.

I am really hoping
that my mom makes it

because
it's just a huge honor.

And I'm just hoping
my mom is there with me

on my special night.

- Have you actually shared

what's in the book
with your mom yet?

- I need to do that.

[Carter laughs]

- You always forget that part.
- You're mean.

- I didn't tell my mom.
I didn't tell my sister.

- Did Nicky love Phoenix?
- So much.

- No, I wanted it.
[Carter chuckles]

She kept telling me,
stop working so much

and called me greedy.

I said I'm not greedy.
- I don't think you're greedy,

but you should
stop working so much.

- No, I know.

But I also am running
a huge media company.

It doesn't hurt my feelings
when Nicky calls me greedy,

because I'm not.
I'm just hardworking.

And I think
it all really stems back

to when I was a teenager

and I was sent
to those abusive schools.

So for me, I feel that

I always correlated success
to freedom.

And since Nicky's
always had her freedom,

she just doesn't really get it.

- Four, five, six months,
he's going to be crawling.

Now it's easier
because Phoenix just sleeps,

eats, and then poops.

- She taught me how
to change diapers.

I've never done that before.

- Really?
- No.

- We did it at the hospital,
but you--

- We did?
- Yeah.

- I did?
- Yeah.

[laughter]

[upbeat music]

- * Lighting up
like fireflies *

* All the stars,
they're in your eyes *

* Oh, what a life *

* What a life worth living *

* Oh, oh, oh *

- Like, you're going to
have to, like, lie down.

- You don't. You're walking.
[Paris chuckles]

- * Oh, oh, oh *

* Oh, oh, oh *

- All right.
Now I need you to do this.

[notification chimes]
- Hold on. I was just writing--

Carol just wrote me.

- Who did?
- Carol Bell.

She just said she just
read the "Glamour" article.

She is just absorbing it all.

Oh, my anxiety.
- [softly] Okay.

[suspenseful music]

- I had no idea the article
was coming out today.

I've been holding
onto these secrets

ever since I was a teenager.

So it's going to be
very emotional

when my family reads this.

- All right,
let's rock and roll.

- I'm seeing my mom tonight.

I don't know if she's upset
or uncomfortable.

I just wish that I could have
talked to my mom first

before her just
reading about it online.

It was so painful
to think about

that I didn't want
to think about it.

- All right, Paris,
we got to wrap up.

Let's go.
- Have they been told, like--

my mom is probably going
to get asked crazy questions,

like, if there's that type
of reporter.

Have they, like, warned anyone?
- I'll talk to them.

- Because she's silly and will
just come up with some,

like, crazy answer
that she's, like,

off the top of her head
that she's, like,

not, like, not planned.

So I just don't want some weird
quote getting out tomorrow...

- Okay.
- Because my mom is, like,

uncomfortable and just doesn't
know what to say.

[dramatic music]

- * I'm running, I'm running *

* I'm running out of time *

* I'm running, I'm running *

* I'm running out of time *