All language subtitles for 7th Heaven s04e12 Myself.eng

Oh. Oh.

Not funny.

I can't find my book bag.

- Where did you last see it?
- I don't remember.

- Did you leave it in the living room?
- No.

- Did you look?
- I like it better when you look.

- Where's my blue shirt?
- Uh, did you try the closet?

- Yeah.
- Try the living room.

Just trying to help.

I put it in the hamper yesterday.

Okay, well,
that's where it probably still is,

because I didn't get a chance
to do the laundry yesterday.

What were you doing all day?

I've got a few other things
to take care of.

The phone is not complicated.

You pick it up, you dial,
you're connected.

- Why don't men get this?
- You're preaching to the converted.

Mom, why do you think Brad
and Robbie haven't called us?

- Can I get back to you on that one?
- Sure, fine, it's just my life.

- What's for breakfast?
- Whatever you can find.

I highly recommend
the Frosted Flakes.

Don't you usually make breakfast?

You take the cereal,
you make the toast,

you go get the orange juice.
It's not rocket science.

I was halfway to church when I saw
Ruthie's book bag on my back seat.

I found my book bag.

Why was it on the back seat
of my car?

I must have put it there so I'd be ready
to go to school in the morning.

Uh-uh, uh-uh. You're not gonna wear
that dirty shirt.

I have to. Deena's wearing her blue
shirt today and she wants us to match.

You should wear a dress,
then you'd really match.

No fair, I didn't know
we could have cookies for breakfast.

Why are they--? Right.

Why are you eating cookies?

Does anybody know where Shana is?
I need to find her.

Mom, a little help, please.

All right. That's it.

I need a time out.

Did everybody hear me?

Mommy is taking a time out.

Ah!

Down.

Down you go. Here we go.
Down. Good boy.

Yes. Okay.

ERIC:
There you go.

Mommy love you.

I mean, you understand, don't you?
I'm just completely fried.

The two new babies,
your heart attack,

my dad's Alzheimer's,
it's just all too much.

I just need to get away for a couple
of days and recharge my batteries.

- Where will you go?
- I don't know.

I thought the beach, a place
I used to go with my parents.

Beach, yeah, well, it's winter.

Great, it'll be deserted.

You know I love you all,
I just need to sleep

and not worry about anyone
but myself for 48 hours.

I love you.
If this is what you need, go.

- The kids and I will be fine.
- Okay.

You know, you should take Happy.

That way you can be by yourself,
but you won't be alone.

That's a great idea.

Don't Brad or Robbie know
what torture this is?

Well, at least you get to see Brad,
he goes to school here.

I get to see him,
so do hundreds of other girls.

No matter how many times
I see him in the hall,

he still said he'd call and he hasn't.

Okay, if we haven't heard
from Brad and Robbie by tonight,

- let's call them.
- Agreed.

With Mom out of town,
this is a perfect weekend to go out.

- We are not wasting this.
- No.

Now, Mary and Lucy
are waiting for boys to call,

so when they get home
try not to tie up the line.

But I don't want them
to go out with boys.

Okay.

- Okay, I'll try not to tie up the phone.
- Thank you.

I thought you had to work today.

I took the weekend off so I could
help you pack for New York.

I've been calling you
since 6:00 this morning.

I'm sorry, I left early
to get boxes and stuff.

- I would've helped you.
- Well, you still can.

But I wanted to help you
this morning.

Yes, but the morning is gone.

Is it you just like doing stuff
and the crack of dawn

or are you still interested
in helping me?

What can I do?

Matt's saying goodbye
to Shana this weekend,

so you probably won't see him
till Sunday morning

after her plane takes off.

When he does come over
he's gonna pretend that he thinks

a long-distance relationship
with Shana can work.

So try not to crush his dream.

And call him, because
whether he acts like it or not,

he's going to be
down in the dumps.

Don't crush him, but call him.
Got it.

I can't believe you didn't wear
your blue shirt.

Mom didn't do the laundry.

You know,
if you really cared about me,

cared about our relationship,

you would have washed
the shirt yourself

instead of waiting until this morning
and expecting your mom to do it.

Look, I said I was sorry.

You're 13,
you can wash your own clothes.

Don't you care enough about me
to wash your own clothes?

And Simon and Deena are entering
into a new phase in their relationship.

I'm not exactly sure what it is,
but I smell trouble.

They're 13.

Right, trouble.

Ruthie, are you ready
to apologise to Doug?

What did I do that was so wrong?

You pulled his hair
and told him he cried like a girl.

He does cry like a girl.

So you're not gonna apologise?

Maybe you should just expel me.

Could you hurry it up,
I've got someplace to be.

Ruthie's gonna try
to go away with me,

so you can expect a call
from the school soon.

Sam and David
will be up in an about an hour.

I sorted the laundry. All you have to do
is put it in the washer.

We've got plenty of food,
diapers and formula.

- Did I leave anything out?
- Let's see. Stay off the phone.

- Yeah.
- Except to call Matt,

to lie and say that
long-distance relationships work.

And watch Simon closely

because he's about to mutate
into a fully evolved teenager.

And Ruthie-- Well, Ruthie's Ruthie.

What about your sermon
for Sunday?

Between two weddings,
an almost wedding and a funeral,

I haven't had time to do it,
but I'll wing it. I'm good on my feet.

I'll call you when I get there.

[PHONE RINGING]

Hello? Ruthie did what?

I forgot Happy.

Come on, girl. Come on.

Come on.

- Is everything okay?
- Everything's fine.

Good.

This is unbelievable.

Should we call them?

No. Calling reeks of desperation.

What is wrong with Robbie?

I guess most people would ask
what is wrong with them, not the guy.

Your way's much healthier.

[PHONE RINGS]

Hello?

- It's Andrew Nayloss.
- The girly man?

No, Andrew, I can't go out.

My mom's out of town and I have
to stay home and watch the house.

I mean, the twins.

I've gotta go, bye.

Why didn't you
just tell Andrew the truth?

Why lead him on?

Because I might wanna go out
with him again if Brad doesn't call.

I'm really rubbing off on you,
aren't I?

[PHONE RINGS]

- Hello?
ANNIE: Hi.

Hey, Mom.

ANNIE: I miss you too.
MARY: Sorry.

It's okay, I won't keep you.
I know you're waiting for phone calls.

Just tell Dad that I got to the motel
okay and that I'll call him later.

Okay.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Who was that on the phone?
Was it Mom?

Go tell Dad she got to the motel
and she'll call him later.

Why didn't you let me talk to her?

- She's gonna call back.
- No fair. I'm telling Dad.

Yes, that's what we want
you to do, tell Dad.

SIMON: Get off the phone.
Deena could call.

Oh, yeah, you need to know
what to wear to bed tonight, right?

[LAUGHS]

- That's not funny.
MARY: Yes, it is.

What's all the yelling about?

I'm waiting for Deena to call.

Your wife called.

Is everything okay with Deena?

- We had a fight.
- Oh.

She thinks I'm not committed

because I didn't wear
my blue shirt today.

Oh.

Oh.

- "Oh," what?
- Just "oh."

Thanks for the support.

We'll miss them tomorrow.

But tonight... Tonight we sleep.

So the campus at NYU
isn't like a regular campus,

you know, everything in one place.

It's not like Crawford.
The buildings are all over the city.

Isn't that cool?

Oh, and my academic adviser
got me a job

working in the med lab at NYU
Hospital. I am so psyched.

I can love New York
and still hate being there without you.

What are we doing?

I just wanna be close to you,
that's all.

How close?

This close.

You're eating
and that's what's important, right?

[PHONE RINGS]

- Hello?
ANNIE: Hi, it's me.

I can't believe I got to the phone
before Mary and Lucy.

- It's early.
- So, how are you doing?

Great. I miss you guys,
but I'm great.

How are the boys?

Well, Sam is wearing
a pancake as a hat,

but I got everything under control.

- Where's Ruthie?
- She's in the bath.

As soon as she comes down
I'll have her call you back.

Okay. Did Robbie call Mary?

- No.
- Did she call him?

I-- I don't know, I'm busy running
the house to keep track of phone calls.

What happened
with Simon and Deena?

- Oh, big fight.
- About?

I don't remember.

- What about Matt?
- Haven't heard from him.

But, hey, no news is good news,
right?

- Hello?
- I thought you were going to call him.

I was?

I mean I was and I will,
right now,

right after I hang up the phone, okay.
I love you.

I love you too.

[LINE RINGING]

MATT [ON RECORDING]:
Hey, this is Matt.

JOHN: And John.
MATT: Leave us a message

at the beep.

Hey.

What's up?

Oh, can you two clean the kitchen
while I take the boys upstairs and--?

- Hose them down?
- Whatever works.

Just for the record, cookies
for breakfast make a lot less mess.

Clean.

I'm not calling Robbie.

I thought we agreed
I would call Robbie for you

and you would call Brad
for me.

Look, if calling them on Friday
reeks of desperation,

then calling them on Saturday
just plain reeks.

Face it, we're not going anywhere
this weekend.

I will not surrender to defeat.

[PHONE RINGS]

Hello.

- It's Brad.
- Yes.

- Hi.
- You're not mad at me, are you?

Why would I be mad?

I told you I was gonna call
and I didn't.

I don't remember you saying that.

- Who's on the phone?
- Not Robbie.

Well, just stay off the phone,
okay.

Are you still waiting for Deena
to call?

Why don't you just call her?

That's what she's waiting for,
for you to call.

That's all women do, we sit and
we wait for our stupid boyfriends

to get a clue
and pick up a phone.

Tell me, why is it that a guy will
sit at home waiting for a girl to call

when he knows she's sitting at home
waiting for him to call, huh?

I mean, why is that? Why? Tell me.

Are we still talking about me?

Men!

Where are you going?
You were coming upstairs.

No, I wasn't.

Why is it women can never
admit when they're wrong?

Beats me, lover boy.

All right. There we go. There we--

Yeah.

Okay, Sammy.

Sam.

Why can't women
just admit when they're wrong?

I don't know.

But, if you help me get
Sam and Dave dressed,

then we can talk about Deena.

No, thanks.

- I have a date with Brad.
- Brad?

The adorable hunk
I went out last week, Brad.

Oh, yeah, the hunky one.

Yeah, sorry. Wait, come back.

I'm interested in Brad,
I wanna hear all about him.

We don't really care about Brad,
do we?

No. No, we don't.

But we are interested in Lucy so...

- Did your wife call?
- Yes, I'm sorry I forgot to tell you.

That's okay, I didn't wanna talk
to your wife anyway.

Hey there.

All right, I'll just get the boys dressed
and then we'll call Mommy.

Don't bother.

[PHONE RINGING]

- Hello?
- Hello?

- Hello?
- Hey, it's me.

[GRUNTS]

[SIGHS]

- Hello?
- I'm still here.

- How's the packing and moving?
- Great.

I just wondered if you tried calling
me this morning

because I got up really, really early and
came over to Shana's to help her pack.

Pack stuff to move away.

You know, as a matter of fact,
I did try to call.

Oh. Well, I got up really, really early

to, you know,
help Shana, uh, you know, uh...

- Pack?
- Yeah, pack.

Stop saying that.
He's gonna know you slept over.

- Matt, are you still there?
- Yeah, but I gotta go.

- And pack?
- How'd you know?

- Pfft. Lucky guess.
- Huh.

Well, I think I covered pretty well.

No. He wouldn't.

And even if he would, she wouldn't.

They wouldn't, would they?

Okay, clothes for everybody.

Could you watch the boys
while I take a shower?

- Sure.
- Does your chipper attitude

have something to do
with your date tonight with Chad?

Yeah, it's Chad.

Hi. Okay.

So Dad said to watch you,
not to clean up a mess.

So I say we run up
to my room to play

and leave this winter wonderland
for him to deal with.

All those in favour say aye.

The ayes have it.

All right, let's go.

Ugh.

Okay, ready?

I was gonna take a shower,
but there are no clean towels.

There's clean wet towels
on top of the dryer,

but there are no clean dry towels.

But then I thought, what the heck,

maybe I'll just take a shower
without a towel.

You know, kind of branch out,

think outside the box, as it were.

But when I turned on the shower,

apparently I'm the last one to find out
that we have no hot water.

There's no hot water.

The water heater must be empty.

Well, maybe while I'm waiting
for the water to heat up

we could all pitch in
and do a little cleaning.

- I'm not in the mood.
- Me either.

- Ditto.
- Okay, we'll clean later.

Isn't this wonderful?

Sometimes you just have to get away
and be by yourself.

So you can...

Cry.

Hello there.

- Hi.
- Annie Camden?

Your husband called.

The front desk.

He called there looking for you
when you didn't answer in your room.

- Is everything--?
- Your husband emphasised

that it's not an emergency,
he just wanted to say hello.

He wanted to put--

Was it Ruthie? --on the line.

Oh.

I guess I've been down here
longer than I realised.

I'll walk back up
to my room and call them.

I'm Hattie.

- Hi, Hattie.
- Is everything okay?

I'm sorry, I'm fine.

I'm fine, I'm just a little tired.

Well, taking care of a husband
and a little girl,

it will make you tired all right.

Actually, I have a husband
and four boys and three girls.

Oh.

And a dog.

Then you must be exhausted.

Eric, my husband,

he just had a heart attack
in September.

And, Mary,

she's my oldest daughter,

she got into some serious trouble
in November.

And then I found out
that my father has Alzheimer's.

I just don't know...

I don't know if I can keep it all
together anymore.

Then don't.

Just let it all go, Annie.

That's right, let it all go.

Ooh. The teeny-tiny-shirt look is hot.

I need to go home
and get clean clothes.

Later. Right now I don't wanna
spend a minute apart from you.

If we don't quit doing this,
I'm never gonna get packed.

And I am leaving tomorrow.

If you don't get packed,
you don't have to go to New York.

Come on, help me pack.

Thanks.

Next time you open this you'll be
in New York in your new apartment

with your new roommates.

I knew this was gonna happen.

We should've said goodbye this
morning when everything was okay.

Sorry, I can't pretend to be happy
that you're moving 3,000 miles away.

Maybe you should go home.

And change your clothes
and your attitude.

This isn't easy for me. Don't make
it any harder than it has to be.

Okay, I'll go home,
but I'm coming back.

With a new attitude?

I'll do the best I can.

[MUSIC PLAYS ON TV]

You wanna try Mommy again?

I didn't wanna try the last time
you asked or the time before that.

Stop being mad at Mom. She deserves
to get away once in awhile.

If I have to stop being mad at Mom,
you have to stop being mad at Robbie.

Maybe he deserves
to get away from you.

- You haven't heard from Deena.
- All right.

I can pick up the phone any time
I want and call Deena, so there.

Why don't you do it
and stop your whining?

- You know, I think---
- What?

I think I'll go to the kitchen.

You do realise we're gonna have
to clean this place up eventually?

We can't let your Mom
come home to a mess.

Can't we just clean it up tomorrow
before she gets back?

Okay, sure. Why not?

I'm hungry too. What's to eat?

Um...

- Ice cream.
- For lunch?

- It's good and good for you.
- I like it when you're in charge.

I'll just have potato chips.

No need to take them out of the bag.

And I'll have peanut butter.
No need to take it out of the jar.

Oh.

I guess I'll be right back.

And could you make it snappy?
My tummy's making noises.

You're the one who said
you wanted to be Mom this weekend.

Yeah.

Perfect.

[PHONE BEEPING]

- What are you watching?
- I don't know,

but the chicken in the big purple hat
just did something real bad.

- What are you eating?
- Food.

Banana?

Did you get ahold of your family yet?

Apparently the phone was off the hook
most of the day,

that's why
I couldn't get through earlier.

I feel much better
having talked to Eric and the kids.

They're fine.

Well, of course they're fine.
They're your kids.

I felt so guilty just taking off,
but I really needed to get away.

And now I realise
that I felt guilty for nothing,

because they all sounded good,
really good, you know,

happy, even Ruthie.

I wonder what they're all so happy
about.

More wine?

Get out of there.

[DOORBELL RINGS]

It's probably Lucy's date.

- Could someone please get that?
- Yeah, you could.

- Thanks for nothing.
- You're welcome.

I've been trying to call you all day.

Your phone's either been busy
or no one's answered.

- What's going on?
- Nothing.

So you've been doing nothing all day
and you didn't even bother to call me?

Yeah.

[DOORBELL RINGS]

Don't come in. We're remodelling.

- I'm leaving.
- Hey, wait, wait, wait a second.

- Dad.
- Home by curfew.

Would you like to join us?

My dad is waiting in the car.

Oh.

Aren't you even
going to walk me to the door?

It's three feet away.

Well, I'd better be getting home.

Aren't you going to eat with me?

I know you wanna be alone.

If the truth be told,
I'm not sure what I want.

- Please stay.
- You sure?

Well I've got no one to get home to,
so I can stay as long as you like.

Good.

[CHATTERING]

- Hello, Lucy.
- Hello.

Andrew, this is Brad.

So are you on a date?

Not that it's any of your business,
but yes, I am.

Your Mom was out of town,
you couldn't go out.

My Mom is out of town. I just
changed my mind about going out.

- Then why didn't you call me?
- I just didn't, okay?

How could you bring him here?

This is where we had our first date.
It's sacred ground.

This isn't
where we went to the movies.

Oh. Well, I'm still hurt.

- You ready to go in?
- Wait for me.

You can't go in.

Perhaps you haven't heard, but
the United States is a free country.

- I can do whatever I wanna do.
- Fine. Go in, see if I care.

Oh, you'll care. You'll care.

- Well, how much do I owe you?
- You don't owe me anything.

You're wrong.

I owe you everything.

If your father hadn't gotten me
this apartment,

I wouldn't have ordered burgers
from the Dairy Shack that night.

You wouldn't have delivered them.

And we wouldn't have gotten together
and fallen in love.

- What?
- Let's say goodbye now.

Right now,
while everything is perfect.

What?

I don't have a couch for you
to sleep on.

I don't care. I'll sleep on the floor

in the kitchen, or in the bathroom
or anywhere.

I just can't just say goodbye yet.

Let's not do this to ourselves.

Let's say goodbye and tomorrow
when I get to New York I'll call you.

- I can't.
- Please.

Let's just end this on a happy note

so that there's hope
for a happy future.

- I don't know if I can.
- Do this for me, please.

Goodbye, Shana.

Goodbye, Matt.

Is everything okay?

Yeah, sure.

- How's everything with you?
- Have you been drinking?

No.

You can't be sober
and standing in this kitchen.

Yeah, well, you know,
when your mother leaves,

I usually try to do everything she does,
exactly the way she does it.

This time I just decided
to let it all go.

Oh, you let it go with a vengeance.

I'm surprised to see you.

Isn't Shana leaving tomorrow?

And you spent last night
with her, right?

You mean, last night,
like all night long?

How did you know I spent the night,
and why aren't you more upset?

Because once I figured out
you'd spent the night with her,

I also figured
you'd slept on the couch.

- How did you figure that out?
- I'm superdad.

Look around, you're not superdad.

Okay,
maybe I'm not super-clean dad,

but I'm super-smart dad.

You know Mom's gonna kill you.

- Yeah, I know.
- Yeah.

[BOTH LAUGHING]

You know, I think that's the first time
that I've talked about my mother

without bursting into tears.

That's good.

There will be a lot more
of that as time goes by.

The pain will fade
and leave joy in its place.

I've never admitted this to anyone,

but Eric's heart attack
really scared me.

I mean, what if he had died?

But he didn't.
It wasn't his time to go.

Now you're thinking
about your father.

It's not his time to go either.

He's gonna live a long time.

And he'll continue
to have a good life.

It's going to be fine, hon.

But how can death be fine?

Because it's part of life.

And as you get older, you'll see.

For everything there's a season.
A time to be born,

and a time to die.

You're just right there
in the middle of your life.

And sometimes you have to step away
from it and look at yourself

to know that it'll all be okay.

It really is going to be okay, isn't it?
My life?

But that doesn't mean
you didn't need a break.

You have to take care of yourself

or you'll never be able
to take care of everyone else.

So here's to taking a break.

To taking a break.

I can't explain it.

I just like you better
when Mom's not here.

So I hope you have
a good night's sleep.

Sweet dreams, and if you need
anything, don't be afraid to cry.

I'll come running. You'll see.

Good night.

- I--
- Shh.

- I heard what you said.
- That's okay.

Maybe you like the boys today

because you don't feel so pressured
to like them.

You're just free to like them.

Or even love them.

Oh, I love them.
I just don't want people to know.

In the meantime,
what movie are we watching tonight?

It's pretty late.

I thought since
we've been asleep all day,

that we'd stay up all night.

Well, we're gonna have to.
I have to write a sermon.

Great. That'll put us to sleep.

Hey.

Okay, so every room
in the house does look the same.

Yeah, it's kind of a theme
this weekend.

Has Robbie called?

Ow.

Thanks. It's been almost an hour
since I thought of him.

Maybe Robbie's taking a break.

- But he could still call.
- Yeah.

Wait a second,
why aren't you with Shana?

We already said goodbye.

You're not driving her
to the airport to say goodbye again?

Taking a break.

Saying goodbye is killing both of us.

I think things
are gonna work out for you guys.

I think things are gonna
work out for you and Robbie too.

- Thanks.
- So is Lucy under the clothes?

You know, she could be.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

- Lucy.
- Lucy.

Brad's in the restroom

and he's the jealous type,
so maybe you should just run along.

Not that having you come on
my date tonight hasn't been a blast.

It'll never work out
with you and Brad.

What makes you such
an expert on my love life?

There's no chemistry
between you two.

[LAUGHS]

And there's chemistry between us?

My porch, our lips, remember?

I know you do.

Because I can't get that kiss
out of my mind.

- You're crazy.
- Really?

See you.

Wow.

- You ready to go?
- Kiss me.

So maybe I can come over
to your house tomorrow?

You know, I think we need to take
a little break from each other.

DEENA: Why are you calling so late?
- I miss you.

And I want to apologise
for the blue shirt screw-up

and for not calling you all day.

Apology accepted.

Maybe I didn't call you because
I just needed some time alone.

- Maybe.
- I'll wear my blue shirt on Monday.

- Promise?
- Swear.

- I'll call you after church tomorrow.
- You're the best.

Thanks. I mean, you're the best too.

- Good night.
- Good night.

- How was your date with Chad?
- It's Brad.

It's okay, you can call him Chad
if you want.

Thanks.

[PHONE RINGS]

- Hello?
ANNIE: Hi.

- Hey, honey.
- I miss you.

We miss you too.

- I'll let the kids say good night.
- Okay.

Hey, good night, Mom. I love you.

Night, Mom.

Night, Mom. Love you too.

Sleep well.

Good night, Mommy.

Sweet dreams.

Yeah, I love you.

I miss you.

- Good night.
- I love you too.

Good night.

[LAUGHING]

What?

You two make us sick.

ERIC:
Hey, hey, hey.

MARY:
Get him! Get him!

Thank you. Is Hattie around?

I'd like to say thanks
and goodbye before I leave.

- Hattie who?
- The older woman who works here.

I don't know a Hattie.

Come on, Happy.

Oh, thank goodness.

I thought I was going crazy.

The manager
said he doesn't know you.

I thought I just dreamed you up

or that you weren't real
or that you were an angel.

- Did you ask for Hattie?
- Yes.

He doesn't know me by that name.

Hattie is a family nickname.

And I'm no angel. Just a friend.

But what about
the phone message?

Oh.

The manager asked me
to pass on the message from Eric

when he saw me
headed to the beach.

He was too lazy
to walk down here himself.

Yeah.

I thought you were an angel.
You must think I'm really nuts.

No, I don't.

Because when you think about it,
what's the difference?

Angels, friends, family,

they're all the same thing.
Aren't they?

Yes.

Yes, they are.

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