All language subtitles for The Fosters 5x16 - Giving Up the Ghost

Previously on The Fosters...

You'd have a better change
of getting into the university

if you chose a less competitive major.

The point is to just get in,

and then, you could
always transfer into art.

Speaking of Mom, can we visit
her grave on Mother's Day?

Hey, Dad.

I'm Natalie. Would you guys
like to come over for dinner?

Sure.

We alter some of your cells,

then re-insert them into your
body to attack the cancer.

- How you doing?
- Good.

It seems like it.

It's a meditation retreat.

No excuses for not going.

Drew shut down STEAM,

cause you crashed our drone in a tree?

We're gonna keep doing STEAM off campus.

We'll let you know
when and where... not.

You don't have time for me,

but you have time to be
a roller derby manager.

Why not give it a try myself?

Is Tess gay?

Is that why she made
Logan's dad move out?

If you hurt him,

I tell you I will make sure

that he doesn't want
anything to do with you.

Now that you're almost a senior,

I just wanted to check in,

and see where your head
is at about college.

Okay, well, here's my list.

All top-ten in all of their categories,

and top 25 over all.

Yeah, these are great schools.

Have you considered any
less competitive options?

In addition to these?

Less, um...

No, I mean, well, my GPA is a 4.2,

and I got a 1360 on my PSATs.

Well, that can be said
about most of the students

that apply to these schools.

And less than 10% actually get in.

Okay, but...

I doubt any of those 10%

are on a kick-ass roller derby team.

Although, I... I haven't
quite made it on the team yet.

Tryouts are this afternoon,

but I'm pretty confident I'll make it.

Mm-hmm. Yeah.

Um, what happened with STEAM?

Why'd you drop out of that?

I... I didn't drop out.

I... I'm just, you know, mixing it up.

Colleges want to see
you stick with something.

They wanna know what
you're passionate about.

And there's a real need for a
diverse perspective in STEAM.

If you focus on that,

that could be the thing
that sets you apart.

Puts you in that top 10%.

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Five more seconds!

Time!

Scariana, STEAM Engine, and Lucha Linda.

27 laps in under five minutes.

Well done, ladies.

You made the team.

You are now full-fledged,
contact-cleared Traumacitas.

Everyone else, please stay
and keep training with us.

You were so close. Let's
give it up for them guys!

Okay, for all my new and
returning Traumacitas,

position try-outs are in two days.

I expect everyone to be here.

Either to defend the spot you have,

or try your luck in another position.

Now, go get some rest.

Great job, everyone.

You should totally go out for jammer.

You're super tough.

Oh, thanks, I might.

Wait, I... I thought
you wanted to block.

Jammer sounds like fun, too. Why?

Well, I mean, it's just...

there are two spots,

and Poppy and I have been
working really hard for them.

Yeah.

Totally cool. Blocker it is.

- Congratulations.
- Yeah, you were awesome!

You, too.

Hey, so we're all going to
get some pizza to celebrate.

- Cool.
- I wish I could.

I got to work on my robot.

For what?

This STEAM internship over the summer.

It's for the Bandt Foundation.

It's super competitive.

They only accept 25 students
all over the country.

Do you really wanna spend

the entire summer in LA, though?

In Venice Beach, and uh, yeah.

If I get into this program,

I can pretty much go
to any college I want.

When do I get to see your 'bot?

- Tomorrow after school.
- Okay.

Ladies, let's get
measurements for your jerseys.

Hey, uh, do you think
you could work with me

on my jammer tryout?

Yeah, sure, but you and Mariana
are the best contenders we got.

Yeah, I just I want it so much,

and Ximena's not convinced
that I'm jammer material,

so I really got to kill it.

Okay, I'll work with you,

but don't worry. You got this.

Going somewhere?

Uh, yeah.

Grace and I got a gig opening

for Someone's Little Sister
at one of their shows.

and since Grace's mom
is gonna be out of town,

we're just gonna spend the weekend

working on our set.

"Working on your set."

Is that what the kids
are calling it these days?

No, seriously, this is...

super important to her.

It's something she's
always wanted to do.

So when will you find out
if the gene therapy worked?

Uh, a few weeks.

But you know, she's feeling
really good right now.

- Good.
- Yeah.

Hey.

Are we gonna, uh...

Are you gonna drive us
to dinner tomorrow night?

With Donald and his...

Natalie?

Alright, um...

Listen, is it cool if
you just go without me?

What? Why?

I... I have a lot of homework and stuff.

Come on, Callie.

I really want to go, and...

it'll be weird if I'm alone.

Please?

Whatcha reading?

The news.

Everything's so bleak.

It's like the damn world is ending.

Well, it's not a good idea
to read this stuff before bed.

Hey.

Better to do something
like, you know, this.

Hmm.

Or a little of this.

- Or this.
- Stop, stop. I'm just not in the mood, love.

Okay.

So, have you thought any more about

going on that couple's
retreat your mom gave us?

- She did pay for it.
- Seriously?

It's just gonna be a bunch
of old hippies running around

doing breathing circles,

and naked hikes.

Or it's time away.

Just the two of us.

I looked it up online,

and the grounds are absolutely gorgeous.

And we don't have to do
anything we don't wanna do.

What? So we go, and
we don't participate?

Now we're the weirdos.

Don't worry about it.
I will talk to my mom.

Tell that we're just...
we're not interested,

and tell her that she should
try to get money back, you know?

Good news. My mom's gone.

Bad news. My ghost is back.

So, I've had this ghost off
and on since I was a kid,

and he's not, like, always around,

but he's back now.

You think I'm nuts, right?

No, no, I...

A little, but...

I'm sorry. The last thing I
wanna do is ruin this weekend.

So, can you, uh... see it?

No. No, he... he's more of a presence.

He? Oh, so it's a he.

- I'm pretty sure. Yeah.
- Hmm.

Well, is he friendly like Casper?

You know what? I probably
shouldn't have said anything. I'm...

Let's just practice. Forget it.

What? Grace, look. I wasn't...

No, it's fine. Just forget it.

Hey!

- How are ya?
- Hey! Come in, come in.

- Hi!
- This is really nice.

- Thank you! Thank you.
- Yeah, this is...

- all Natalie here.
- Oh, come on, you helped!

No, I know, but it's your
place, I don't live here.

Yeah, although you should.

Considering you're here
practically all the time.

Dinner is almost ready.

- It... it smells good.
- Oh, thanks. Caleb!

Our company's here.

This is Caleb, my son.

- Hey.
- Nice to meet you.

- Hi.
- Hey.

Your shoes were in the
middle of the foyer again.

Someone could trip over them...

like me, just now.

Oops.

Hey, can I do this six weeks
STEAM internship in Venice Beach

if I get accepted?

Yeah, I don't see why not as long
as it doesn't cost a ton of money.

All expenses paid.

Well, hell, sign me up.

Oh, by the way, Logan's
coming over later to study.

Wait, you did not talk to
him about Tess, did you?

Oh, no.

Definitely not after
what Tess said to me.

What did Tess say to you?

Well, she, uh...

sorta, kinda threatened

to forbid Logan from seeing
me if I said anything.

Donald has told us
so much about you two.

Oh, yeah? Like what?

I... mostly things, uh,
from when you were little.

Um...

What are you up to now?

Not much.

- He's a gamer.
- What's that?

This company pays him to
play their video games.

Oh, that's cool!

They pay you to do that?

Uh, yeah.

- Wow!
- Uh, you game at all?

Not really. I'm mostly into sports.

Baseball, basketball, soccer.

- Yeah, he's a really great athlete.
- Yeah!

Sometimes I feel like
more of a chauffeur,

because I'm just driving him
around to all of his events,

but Donald helps out a lot.

And you, you're a...
you're a senior, right?

Where you thinking about next year?

Oh, well, I applied to a few colleges.

- Mm. Which ones?
- Cool.

Sonoma State,

Portland State...

And UCSD. The art program.

Great. You hear back from any?

I got into Portland.

- Cool!
- Congratulations!

UCSD's her first choice though.

She's an amazing artist.

- Mm.
- That's cool.

I like to draw, but I'm not that good.

That's not true, you got the um...

- Your blue ribbon.
- The ribbon at the contest at school.

Honorable mention.

Yeah, well it's... it's
not nothing. I mean, it...

So where's your dad?

Um, Caleb's father and I
divorced when he was very little.

He's not really into being a dad.

Yeah, that sucks when that happens.

It is one thing if she
doesn't want to tell Dean,

but to threaten Mariana?

I don't like it either.

Well, I'm going over there...

Lena, please.

Why are you so obsessed with
the Bayfield's personal business?

Um, so you didn't bring any books...

to a study date.

Well, I figured you got the
study part down and, um...

I got the date part.

Mm.

I am not obsessed, I have tried
very hard to stay out of this.

But Tess keeps dragging this
whole family into it and I...

You are letting yourself be dragged.

No, I am not!

Why does it bother you so much
that Tess might be a lesbian?

It's got a lot of crazy rules
and characters and stuff,

but once you figure
it out, it's super fun.

So, you and that guy are...
I've heard of gamers before,

but you're "gay-mers"?

Yeah. My dad didn't tell you I was gay?

No, but it's cool.

We went to Hawaii over
Christmas. You ever been?

I thought we could
have dessert out here.

Such a lovely night.

- Can I help?
- No. No, I've got it covered.

- You guys visit, I'll bring it out.
- Great. Thank you.

- She's nice.
- Yeah.

Yeah, she's a good... good person.

How long have you been seeing her?

About a year, I guess.

Sounds like she wants
you to move in here.

Yep.

I notice you're not wearing
your mom's locket, huh?

Oh, yeah. Um, took it off.

My friend gave me this.

It's pretty.

All right, so tell me all about
art school. You must be excited.

- What?
- I didn't get in.

Um, but I haven't told anyone yet.

- Oh, I'm sorry.
- No, it's fine. I didn't think I would.

Oh, still you... you
must be disappointed.

Well, yeah, but...

Yeah, I try not to
want anything too much.

It's okay, you know. I
can go to Portland State.

You know?

They don't have an art
program like UCSD's but...

Well, how do you feel
about going out of state?

Fine.

I hear Portland's
supposed to be a cool town.

So...

at least I got in somewhere.

? I see those waves crashing ?

? But they can't touch us, no ?

? Lightning on the mountain flashing ?

? I say let it light our road ?

? Tell me what is time
anyway I'll be by your side ?

? All the way ?

Do you hate this song?

No, I... I... I love it. I
think it's one of your best.

I think it's too sentimental.

Maybe it needs more
edge or something, right?

No, I... I don't think so.

You know, maybe our whole set does.

We should just start over.

I mean, how many
chances are we gonna get

to actually open up for a legit band?

Uh, I don't think we have enough
time to write a whole new set.

Um... why don't we just take a break?

Yeah, a permanent one.
I'm a terrible songwriter.

That's not true, Grace.

And I am wasting all of my alone
time with you being terrible.

Well, I mean that part is true.

But it's not you being terrible. Okay?

What?

I feel like the ghost is watching.

Well, maybe that's his thing.

Yeah, you know what?
We probably shouldn't.

Okay, yeah.

What?

What... What... What's going on?

I mean, you don't want to write
music, now you don't want to...

I mean, you said it yourself. We're
wasting our alone time and why?

There's no such thing as ghosts.

Okay, there's like
30 holes in this wall.

Okay, it took me a while
to get the picture even.

Well, this is your problem. There's
nothing supernatural about it.

Okay, listen, if you don't
understand then just...

You're right, I don't understand.

Like, what... Are you,
like, nervous about the gig?

Is that why you're
sabotaging everything?

I mean, why did this ghost
suddenly come back now?

I don't know!

But I'm scared.

Okay, I mean...

That's allowed.

I'm scared because I only
feel him when I'm sick.

What if I'm still sick?

So the first time I sensed him,

I was nine when I went to the
hospital for the first time.

And then he came back the
second time when I was thirteen.

And last week when
they put the T cells in.

And what does it feel
like, this, uh... presence?

It's kind of like a heaviness.

But he's never come home with me before

and that's why I'm freaking
out. I mean, maybe... maybe...

maybe the treatment isn't working.
Maybe he knows I'm still sick.

Or maybe he knows you
aren't sick anymore.

Otherwise he'd just wait for you
to get back to the hospital, right?

Suddenly you're an
expert in ghost rules?

Well, maybe he followed you home

because he knows that you're never
gonna go back to the hospital.

Okay, so he's just gonna
hang around here from now on?

No, but I mean, what if he's, you know,

ready to move on but
he needs you to help.

You know, like help him go
to the light or whatever.

I thought you didn't believe in ghosts.

Just because I can't feel him
doesn't mean he's not here.

Okay.

Well, then if that's the case,

what do we do?

We help him, right?

Yeah.

So we're done talking about this?

You know what? There's
nothing to talk about.

I don't care if Tess is a lesbian.

I don't care if she's a leprechaun
or a unicorn, I just wish...

What?

Good job.

Excuse me?

Thanks to you, Logan now
knows his mom is a lesbian.

- Oh, no.
- I told you he was coming over.

You couldn't have kept your voices down?

He looked like he just
got punched in the stomach

and then he told me
he needed to go home.

It would have been so much better
if I just told him like I wanted to.

Hey, what are you...

I was looking for Jesus.

Are... are you applying to this?

Well, I was thinking about it.

Well... you can't.

Why not? I mean, what if we both get it?

How cool would it be to spend
the whole summer together in L.A.?

Yeah, I told you it's one of the most

competitive high school
internships in the country.

There's no way that
they're going to accept

two students from the same city,

let alone the same high school.

Well, our college counselor said

I needed more STEAM
stuff on my r�sum�.

Then come back to STEAM club.

You don't have to
apply for my internship.

Oh, you mean the STEAM club that
you basically kicked me out of?

That is not exactly how that went down.

Sorry, and by the way, since
when is this your internship?

Because I'm the one
who told you about it.

This is my thing.

Okay, well derby's my thing

and I didn't have a problem
with you joining that.

This is different.

Okay, well I'm sorry but it's
not fair for you to tell me

I can't apply to something
just because you are.

Hey.

What happened to you today?

Um...

You were supposed to come
over to look at my robot?

Oh. Damn it. Um...

I'm sorry. I was...

I was helping Poppy get
ready for her jammer tryout.

I totally spaced.

Yeah, well I needed your help today too

but I guess I'm not a priority anymore.

Got it.

- How are your moms?
- Good. They're good.

Yeah.

We're happy.

You know, it's funny. You said that

you don't let yourself
want anything too much.

But you let yourself want
a family and you got one.

Yeah.

Yeah. I know your... your
mom dying so suddenly,

to be blindsided by that,
you want to protect yourself.

You think maybe you're holding back?

Why do you think you
didn't get in to art school?

Think...

maybe I didn't let myself want it enough

and maybe they sensed that.

Even though you did.

So... do you think
if you told them that,

then they'd give you another chance?

Come on, I don't want to see you

miss out on the good things in
life 'cause you're playing it safe.

Do you think that's why you
haven't moved in with Natalie?

'Cause you're playing it safe?

You're allowed to be happy, you know.

You don't have to pay for what
happened for the rest of your life.

Did Jude come out here?

No, he's inside with Caleb, right?

No. No, he's nowhere in the house.

Do you think he just left?

Hey!

What are you doing?

Why'd you leave? Jude?

Are you not gonna say
goodbye? That's so rude!

All this time, I just assumed
that Donald didn't reach out to us

because he was too depressed

or something about what he did to Mom.

It turns out he was just
too busy with his new family.

Yeah, Donald should have
reached out to us. Absolutely.

We learned a long time ago
that we can't count on him.

But no matter what,

you can always count on me. Okay?

How? You're not even gonna be here.

I heard your conversation on the porch.

- Jude, come on. I...
- You're going to Portland.

Can we just get back in the car, okay?

We can talk about this at home.

I'm gonna walk. I want to be alone.

Okay, so this very legitimate
website that I have here

says that you should talk to
the ghost like you would a child

or a misbehaving pet.

Okay.

Ghost, this is Grace.

You shouldn't have
followed me here. Bad ghost!

Uh, but don't condescend.

You know? Be... Be
firm, but kind, you know?

Just in case the ghost
may be traumatized.

Oh, from what?

- Death.
- Right, okay.

I'm sorry about that, ghost.

Um, I know you've been through a lot,

but trust me, I've
been through a lot too.

You've been with me through
most of it, but, um...

But she doesn't need you anymore.

Uh, you don't have to look out for her.

She's got an army of T-cells running
through her blood stream for that.

And, uh, she has me.

I... I know that we got off
on the wrong foot, ghost...

Do ghosts have feet?

I...

Anyway, um...

But I... I won't let
anything happen to her.

I promise.

- Okay, now we do the sage thing.
- Oh.

Do you want to read the
ancient banishing spell?

Um, sure.

Okay. Switch.

"Ashes to ashes,

dust to dust.

Let the wind take you,

meandering spirit, beyond this impasse

and on to where you belong."

Did it work?

I think so. Um...

I'm not sensing him right now but
I mean, I guess he could come back.

Oh, that's what the salt's for.

Oh.

Oh, uh, what about the windows?

Well, I just used it all.

I mean, do you really
think he's gonna come back?

No. No, um...

You know, we should probably
have sex right now. Just in case.

- Uh-huh, okay, yeah.
- Right?

Sorry about UCSD.

Me too.

You're a great artist.

They're dumb.

Maybe they are.

I guess I just thought that...

you'd go to college nearby

and live at home.

Portland's really far away.

And we just got here.

Home,

I mean.

That's why I can leave.

You know, it's not
just me and you anymore.

You have all these people

to look out for you who
love you as much as I do.

I mean, almost as much as I do.

But...

you go off to college and...

this is it.

This is the last time
we're gonna live together.

Jude, you're my brother.

This is my home, I
will always come back.

It's not like we're
gonna be any less close.

What was it Mom used to say?

We're two sides of the same coin.

I'm sweet and you're spicy.

Exactly.

I can't be without my
sweet side for too long.

All right, who's trying out for jammer?

Wish me luck?

Luck.

Okay? But you don't need it,
remember? You put in the work.

- You got this.
- Okay.

That's it? No one else?

We've got two slots.

I mean, if no one else wants it, we
don't need to have tryouts I guess.

I'll give it a shot.

All right, newbie. I like your attitude.

What are you doing?

It's not fair to tell me that
I can't try out for something

just because you are.

Okay, ladies, show me how fast
you can take off on your toe-stops.

Toes down... go!

? I see those waves crashing ?

? But they can't touch us, no ?

? Lightning on the
mountain flashing ?

? I say let it light our road ?

? Tell me what is time anyway ?

? I'll be by your side ?

? All the way ?

This is like, really working now, right?

Yeah.

It really is.

I think... I think, um...

the treatment's working, too.

I think I'm getting better.

Let's see you jam through
these five blockers.

Good bounce, good bounce!

Yes!

Mariana, that's gonna be tough to beat!

Poppy, you're up.

Stay on your feet!

What was that?

I just want to help.

Don't!

Nice work, but Mariana
still got the top time.

Emma, let's see what you got.

What the hell, Emma?

You started out strong, but that
contact cost you valuable seconds.

All right, everyone. The results are in.

With the fastest combined times,

our first jammer is Mariana!

And joining her by a one second margin:

Emma!

Yeah, Emma!

You were really good out
there. You'll get it next time.

I'm so sorry.

It's fine.

Do you want something to drink?

Do you want... water?

- Is water good?
- Mm-hmm.

Okay.

So, what's up?

I just, um...

I was rude to you and Natalie, and...

No. No, no, no. You don't
apologize. You wanna sit down?

Uh, yeah.

Have a seat.

Uh, did... Was it the...

So Caleb thought that

you were mad because I didn't
tell him that you were gay

and it's not that I think there's
anything wrong with that at all.

It's just... Jude, I
don't know if it's my place

to say something or
not say something or...

You can tell anyone.

Okay, that's good to know.

I just...

I kind of assumed you
didn't want to be a dad.

Or couldn't be.

But then I saw you with Caleb...

No, no.

No, Jude...

Don't worry about that,
I'm not Caleb's dad.

And I'm not trying to be Caleb's dad.

Why not?

What do you mean?

Caleb doesn't have a
dad who cares about him.

You're practically there all the time.

Why shouldn't you be a dad to him?

Well, how would you feel about that?

I think I'd feel worse for Caleb

if you were, like,
holding back because of me.

Oh.

It's okay.

Hey, are you mad at me?

Why'd you try out for jammer?

Is it because you're pissed at Mariana

for applying to your stupid internship?

It's not stupid.

And why shouldn't I go out for jammer

if she's gonna go out
for what she wants?

Because it's not about Mariana, Emma.

It's about Poppy,

who you just royally screwed over.

I mean, after everything that
she's been through with her parents,

she needed this.

What about what I need?

What, you need to be jammer?

No.

I don't want to be jammer.

Why not?

I want Poppy to have it.

She's not gonna want
something she didn't earn.

That's not how this team works.

Okay, we compete against
ourselves, not each other.

We empower our sister to do her best,

even if her best is better than ours,

because we're badasses here.

You have nothing to feel bad about.

I'm sorry.

Don't be.

You earned it.

Apply for the internship.

It's cool.

Helen! Hi.

Do you have a minute?

Yeah, of course.

So I got my rejection letter.

Yes, I'm sorry it didn't work out.

Yeah, I want to appeal the decision.

That's something I can do, right?

Yeah, but you should know that
very few appeals are successful.

Okay, I want to try.

Yeah, I realized that in my
application and my portfolio,

I was holding back a little.

I just don't think that
I showed just how much

I really want to be
a part of this program

and I'd love another
chance to prove that.

Well, I have seen you struggle
to put yourself out there.

And I promise I am working on that.

But can I be frank with you?

Sure.

The reason you didn't
get in to the program

wasn't because you
didn't want it enough.

And it definitely wasn't
because you lack the talent.

It's because the passion, the fire
I see you have for helping Ximena,

that's what's missing in your art.

But I can fix that, right?

Maybe, or maybe you shouldn't fix it.

Maybe you should go where
the fire is already stoked.

What do you mean?

I mean... maybe art
isn't your true calling.

Is Stef here?

Why?

Because my son is very upset

and I need to speak with her.

No.

Excuse me?

You're not talking to my wife,
you're not talking to my daughter,

or anyone else who you're
trying to drag into your mess.

You need to keep your business
on your side of the fence.

And if you want to come out,
you need to do that by yourself.

We have got...

our own problems to
deal with in this house.

So just please leave us alone.

Yeah, okay. Sorry.

You have... you have feelings for her?

No.

I don't, I have...

I have feelings about her...

about me.

What about? What... what about?

About everything. My life.

Are you not happy with our life?

That's not it.

I'm unhappy with me.

Let's just go away.

Let's do the couples thing, the
retreat that my mother got us.

Please?

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