All language subtitles for Matrimonial Chaos E14

The boy had a dream.

In his dream, his dad was a good person.

He had sent Autumn to the countryside,

so that he could run around freely

in a big, open field with fresh air.

However,

was that really just a dream?

You can leave it open up to this much.

The person you have reached…

Hello?

Hello? Are you inside?

Hello?

Oh, my. What brings you…

Did I do something wrong?

Did you open the window?

That's right! Gosh.

I totally forgot about it
and opened it all the way.

I'm sorry I didn't disarm the alarm first.

Okay.

I'll be going then.

Excuse me.

I just happened…

I just happened to cook just now.

And I made a lot.

-Sorry?
-Have you eaten?

It's lunchtime.

Sorry?

You…

just happened to make…

Yes. I just happened to.

Okay.

Okay. There.

It should be fine now.

You're so cool.

-Just because of this?
-Yes.

This is the perfect amount of coolness.
Don't get any cooler, okay?

He said it would be fine.

I wonder if you remember

The first day we met

Perhaps time was flowing toward goodbye

Quicker than we thought

Grandma.

It's weird having you move back in here.

-Come in.
-Okay.

Did you go somewhere?

Yes.

A funeral.

That friend with dementia
I mentioned last time.

She didn't last long.

Maybe it's for the best.

She talked about cooking

until the moment she passed.

So…

are you almost done moving in?

Yes.

I'll help you with the kitchen.

Okay.

-Oh, gosh.
-Are you okay?

I'm okay.

-The Vatican looks good.
-Let me see.

Are you going on a trip?

Yes. I want to see
the real Trevi Fountain.

Hello.

I envy them.

-Do you want to go on a trip?
-Yes.

I used to like traveling alone.

I was always too scared to go alone.

It's fun.

It's a little boring, but that's fun.

It's boring but fun?

Yes.

That's right.

-What?
-That's how it is living alone.

At first, it feels kind of lonely.

It's like that.

But in the end,
being a bit bored gives you space.

It makes you more relaxed.

You get addicted to being bored.

There's no one asking for your attention.

It's sort of

peaceful.

That's right.

When you travel alone,
you don't know anyone.

No one is looking at you either,

and that's strangely comfortable.

So you returned to this neighborhood.

Is it okay coming here?

He isn't here during the day, so…

I'm staying at the rooftop house
only temporarily.

Did you make some money
from the children's book?

A tiny bit.

I need to find another way to make money.

I'll make money
and write another story quickly.

I'll read it to my baby.

-Hey.
-Hey, Jang-hyeon.

There's a client
who is looking for you. Hold on.

What?

-Get over here!
-Get over here!

Seriously.

Hey, Jang-hyeon.

It took you long enough.

-What happened to your arm?
-I don't know.

Guys, Jang-hyeon is here.

-Hi!
-Jang-hyeon!

-Hi!
-How have you been?

Sit down.

-Hey.
-What's with your arm?

-You've changed so much.
-What's with your arm?

Jang-hyeon.

Se-jin.

Yu-yeong.

Yes?

Are you happy?

Yes.

Actually, Jang-hyeon

is afraid

of losing you or letting go of you.

Then he won't be able to make you happy.

I'll be right back.

-I've missed you.
-Me too.

Long time no see.

-I've missed you.
-I know, right?

What are you staring at?

She hasn't changed, has she?

-Come on.
-Let's go.

-Are you really coming?
-Hold up.

Let's go another round.

-Of course!
-Hey, guys!

-Where should we go next?
-Let's go to a karaoke bar!

I can't go anywhere.

My wife is waiting for me.

She got worried I'll see my first love

-and became so anxious.
-Want another drink?

Your wife gives you way too much credit.

I thought about you now and then.

I remembered you.

Okay.

I wondered

how the boy

who cried while saying
he would save me turned out to be.

What do you think?

As expected.

I heard you got divorced.

Yes.

Twice.

Okay.

Why do you ask?

Do you think I deserve it
after dating my teacher?

No.

That's what everyone thinks. So did I.

After he and I broke up,

I said it doesn't matter who it was,

so I got married,

got divorced,

and got married again.

I wondered if that cycle
would just continue on.

"It doesn't matter who it is"?

Do you know how that feels?

I do.

But…

it's not true.

That's just who I was.

Do you think those scars
were nothing much?

No.

It just doesn't help

to keep thinking about those scars.

I wonder why I gave that loser

such power over me.

You just make it bigger and bigger.

That way, you can make excuses.

You can run away
and say it isn't your fault.

You blamed others and shunned others

because you lacked confidence and courage.

That's why you couldn't
free yourself from it.

What are you doing?

I left some things.

Why are you sitting there?

Just because.

I felt a bit hurt, so…

Where?

I kind of feel free too.

Sorry.

It's okay.

I'm at a point
where I'm happy to see anyone.

Don't you need an exercise ball?

No.

Where are you going?

Anywhere.

Don't go.

How nice.

It's nice lying here after having drinks
with my sister once in a while.

We rarely drank together
after you got married.

You're right.

It's a good thing I got divorced.

It wasn't because you were married.

Do you know the kind of woman
who can't live without loving someone?

Whether it's her husband or kids.

Regardless,

a woman who always looks
for someone to love

and focuses on them.

Someone that gets nervous
if she doesn't have someone like that.

I guess so.

I thought you were like that.

What?

Ever since we were young,

you practically raised me,

and brought in all sorts of animals
and saved them.

That's why I was a little scared
when you said you were getting married.

That you'd be too focused.

I wondered if that was
why you wanted kids so much.

Really?

But…

I was wrong.

-What?
-When you said you were getting a divorce,

I thought you could never
go through with it,

but you did and pulled it off on your own.

So I'm relieved.

Worry about yourself.

I like it.

Seok-yeong, Seong-bin, and Su-gyeong.

It's a strange combination,

but there's enough distance.

It's warm and…

How do I put it?

It keeps getting better.

I keep seeing good things.

I see. What a nice relationship.

That's what I wanted.

Someone who keeps getting better.

What?

Someone whom you could keep discovering

good things about.

Was Seok-mu not like that?

Maybe that was boredom.

No, I was fine

with being bored.

Even when I was little,

although other kids wanted new dolls,

I liked the one I had the most.

That's true.

Even if it was boring,

it was pretty.

Thanks.

I was just afraid
you'd go somewhere weird again.

Seok-mu.

You're lonely, right?

-I am not.
-How is it living alone?

It's so peaceful.

It's quiet, and I can think a lot.

After looking back on my life,
I think I can find myself now.

-I see.
-"I see."

Stop doing that.

Let me crash here
only until I get my cast off.

Look, Jang-hyeon.

I have faith in you.

Well,

I don't know why, but I do.

That's why I hoped
you'd get back with Yu-yeong.

Thank you for having faith in me.

It's my first time hearing that.

-Do you have everything?
-What?

-You should pack for me.
-Well, I…

No. You should pack your own things.

Your mom bought it all.

They're in your room.

Then it is

-your job to put them in your bag.
-She used to pack them for me.

She did, but not anymore. Get used to it.

That's right.

Has Hwi-ru finished moving in?

Yes.

Because of me, he couldn't tell our family
that they got divorced.

He'll have to tell them soon.

Both their kids got divorced, so…

I'm sure he'll be fine.

SE-JIN

SE-JIN

Hey, Se-jin.

Yes.

Okay. Sure.

What is it?

She's your first love, right?

-Well…
-Stop grunting and answer me.

Yes.

What did she want?

What are you thinking?

Nothing much.

I just wanted to see myself.

What are you talking about?

Why are you going there to see yourself?

Look.

I know.

That's how it is for men
and their first love.

You could never forget her,

it makes you sad,
and you create this illusion.

You feel like you need

a beautiful first love for you
to be somebody.

I had a first love too.

In my imagination, that woman…

She's totally… Who is she?

Yes.

Kim Basinger.

Kim Basinger.

It's Kim Basinger.

But when I saw her…

Forget about Kim Basinger.

She was a total traitor.

She was nothing like how I imagined.

Are you talking about Yu-yeong?

No.

Someone else. There's someone else.

Another first love.

It's my first time here
since we graduated.

Really?

I came here from time to time.

Every time I'm back in Korea.

Why?

To see how stupid I was back then.

I'm going back to Spain.

Okay. You're an interpreter, right?

Yes.

-That's why I wanted to say goodbye.
-Okay.

-It was nice seeing you.
-Right.

Do you want to go with me?

What?

I just wondered how it would be
if you came along.

I'll make money.

Will you think about it?

You know,

I thought about it

for a very long time.

What?

"You're not enough."

That.

Did that hurt you?

Perhaps. But…

I thought of it

for a very long time.

I thought about what I lacked.

And?

I get it now.

Found it!

Yu-yeong.

Yu-yeong.

Sorry. Sorry for barging in on you.

Yu-yeong.

I know I'm totally out of line,

but…

this is all I can do.

Saying what I really want,

saying that I want what I want

is the only thing I can do right now.

I really want you.

I want to make you happy.

No.

I want to live happily with you.

Telling you this
is all I can do right now.

I'll show you.

It's too late.

Yu-yeong.

I…

tried to let you go.

I thought that would make you happier.

But I can't.

I…

I want to love you,

protect you, be with you,
and become happy myself.

I've been wondering
about something for a while.

What is it that I lack?

Why am I not good enough? Then…

I realized.

What I lacked

was the ability to choose.

People make choices

in their lives.

They don't get swept away by the situation

and choose what they want.

They choose something
and throw away the rest.

They choose and take responsibility.

But I was missing that.

I…

I tried to hold on to everything

and…

I only stalled and hesitated.

Then I turned back.

Because I was afraid.

But I won't do that anymore.

I want to choose now.

I'll make my choice
and throw away everything else.

Marry me.

Let me be your husband.

Let me be a dad.

-Are you okay?
-Yes.

Sorry.

Are you okay?

It's okay. It'll be okay.

Let's go.

Grandma's friend passed away,

and she seemed very sad.

She fell because she was dizzy.
She'll be fine.

You've gotten old.

Are you okay?

Yes.

This comes with old age.

I just fell down.

Thanks.

This is nice.

At least I won't die alone.

Don't say that.

I heard your sister was living with her.

Yes.

I'm thankful,
but they can't live like that forever.

They're doing well.

They help each other,
and they don't fight.

That's just temporary.

Talk some sense into Seok-yeong, will you?

There's still time before it's finalized.

-What?
-The divorce.

It isn't finalized yet?

They make you wait three months.

Isn't it just one month?

It was one month for us.

That's right.
It's because we don't have kids.

Why you…

You punk!

You! Divorce?

Why you…

Get over here.

Get over here, you punk.

Wait! No.

Wait. Don't do this.

We're out in public. I'm not a child.

Then why are you hiding?

Because you're treating me like a child!

You wise guy.

-Get over here!
-I'm sorry!

Why are you…

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for being irresponsible
and making you worried.

-Get up. Please.
-I'm sorry.

You idiot.

What's the problem?

You said

you never learned how to express yourself
and that it was my fault.

It wasn't.

I know.

I didn't learn either.

But if you don't express it, no one knows.

Your mom

just takes it all.

She's holding it in.

I can see that, so I get angrier.

I felt really bad toward Hwi-ru.

Still, I thought she could handle
being with you

because of who she is
even if you're like me.

But…

I couldn't say that to her.

But why?

I messed up.

If you messed up,

you can just apologize.

You can fix it.

Can't you

give it another shot?

I'm sorry.

Divorce papers.

I carry this around with me.

We signed the papers several times,

but didn't submit them.

We signed them again, and just endured it.

That's how we lived.

In the end, getting a divorce

is about submitting these mere papers.

That's the only difference.

I figured I can file them at any time,

so I carry it around
like some sort of insurance.

That made me feel better.

It's better to endure it and live together
even if you want to get divorced.

That's not what I'm trying to tell you.

It's just that

I don't want

to lose you.

I don't want to.

Are you crying?

I…

raised the kids wrong.

Forget it.

What use is that now?

I…

What did I do

to make both our kids get divorced?

My…

My life is a failure.

The kids live their own lives.

It's out of our hands.

It isn't our fault.

When it comes to family,

if something goes wrong,

everyone's busy blaming each other.

That's not why you worked so hard
to live together.

Let's give it a little time.

It's just a piece of paper.

Thanks.

Sure.

You're going back in, right?

Take good care of Grandma.

Sorry. I couldn't handle my own family.

It's okay. Me too.

It's really over now.

Both families know.

I felt so bad when I saw the look
on Mother's and Father's faces.

Try and make them feel better.

I'm sure it'll be hard for them.

A spouse is like soup.

What are you talking about?

I'm saying it's like soup, the food.

Soup?

When I'm tired or sick,
that's the first thing I think of.

It's bland and doesn't taste good,
but still.

I was really scared
when I heard Grandma fell.

But you were the first person
I thought of.

When I'm hurt or sick,

I think of you.

But if you eat something tastier,

you won't think about it.

To be honest,

I can't really handle it.

-Sorry. I was sorry.
-Okay.

You should accept apologies quickly.

Okay.

You can handle it.

We need to embrace the break up
for our story to end.

-Hwi-ru.
-I like how it is now.

I like it.

Look. We're talking now.

We're saying, "Sorry",
and "Thank you" now.

Such simple things.

Bye.

NEW VOICEMAIL FROM JANG-HYEON

You have one new message.

First message.

Well,

Seok-mu.

It's me, Jang-hyeon.

Hello, this is Seok-mu.

This is Jang-hyeon.

How many times is he going to say that?

Yu-yeong and I are getting back together.

I talked to her last night
about getting married.

This is Jo Seok-mu's phone, right?

Yes, it is.

-Hello?
-Keep talking.

Seok-mu?

Why does he keep
calling my name in a voicemail?

To whom am I speaking?

If you don't mind,
let's have dinner at the cafe.

Invite Hwi-ru too.

Are you really going to drink this?

It's super expensive. What's going on?

We're celebrating.

She can have a glass
even if she's pregnant.

Is Hwi-ru coming too?

I texted her, but who knows?

Congratulations!

You're early.

-Hi.
-Hi.

-Sit here.
-Okay, thanks.

Where is…

I came first.

Okay.

Jang-hyeon's happy, right?

Yes.

I'm glad.

Thanks.

I mean it. I'm very happy for you.

I know.

You seem happier than I am.

You know,

so many things happened too.

I know

there's no need to say this,

but I didn't really expect this.

It's like an unexpected turn of events.

What do you mean? You nagged like crazy.

It was because I know you love Jang-hyeon

and still have affection for him.

I don't.

What?

I don't love him.

I told him that too.

Marry me.

I don't love you anymore.

What?

I love you.

I'll love you.

I can't ask you to love me,

but it's okay for me to love you, right?

You don't love him,

but you're marrying him?

There's no affection,
but I will marry him.

I don't trust him,

but I'll live with him.

I don't really understand what you mean.

We have a baby.

Between Jang-hyeon and me.

I see.

I just made a realistic choice.

But don't get the wrong idea.

I'm sure we can get along.

We were a good match to begin with,
and I don't think we'll fight.

We'll be fine.

Above everything else,

he likes children.

Jang-hyeon is repenting.

I know.

But…

I do get a feeling
that he will cheat again at some point.

He said he would change.

People don't change.

-Still…
-It's okay.

I can handle it.

But…

when are we going to drink this?

-Well…
-Let's drink.

Okay.

Hi!

-Hello.
-Hello.

We started drinking first.

Good.

I got my cast off, but I keep doing this.

-It looked good on you.
-Really? Did it?

Should I keep wearing it?

Thanks.

It's delicious.

-Yes.
-Did Ma-ru make it?

Probably.

-Isn't it really good?
-It is.

I can't even watch dramas.
I like sports. Is Hwi-ru coming?

Are you okay?

I told you I'm okay.

You don't look okay.

You should go.

Get some sleep.

Don't do anything.

Call me if you need anything.

You shouldn't think…

I'll always be with you.

What are you talking about?

You're here now.

It's just like colored pencils.

The colors you love the most

disappear first.

I'm home.

Hwi-ru.

Hello?

Hello? Do you hear me?

Yes, what's up?

I just called.

What?

I was just

wondering how you were doing.

Now?

Not now, but…

-What are you doing tomorrow?
-I'm sorry, but I have to…

I have to go in, so I can't talk. Sorry.

What? But…

But.

Wait.

Hello?

-Thank you.
-How many straws?

One.

-Are you alone?
-Yes, I'm alone.

Hello?

I need to talk to you.

I need to tell you something.

I need to redo the wallpaper.

I think it'll make me feel better too.

And you said you wanted
a dishwasher, right?

I was thinking about getting one.

They have inexpensive ones.

And this is totally unrelated,

but the drama we used to watch
was on TV earlier.

The one where the father
of the guy she loved

turned out to be her older brother.

That drama

about loving her own nephew.

They couldn't get married in the end.

The writer couldn't resolve it.

And should we buy an air fryer?

We can roast chestnuts
and sweet potatoes in it.

Hwi-ru,

you're not on social media lately.

Well…

You see, I…

I…

Hwi-ru.

Sorry.

I'll get rid of the plant

on the balcony.

JECOM

WRITTEN APOLOGY

RESIGNATION

What is this?

You made it. You'll be a technician.

You said that was your dream.

It wasn't my dream.

What's going on?

Why are you suddenly quitting?

The sunlight felt too nice.

What are you talking about?

If people quit because
the sunlight is nice, who would work?

I just…

want to make my life more likable

before it's too late.

Hey, you!

Are you going to make us
work late tonight?

Seriously!

-Aren't you going to eat?
-Hey, I want to stop eating with you.

This is more than enough for me.

Gosh, stop crying.

It won't work anymore
because you cry so often.

Mi-ri and I are back together,
thanks to you.

It's not thanks to me,
but because you're a good guy.

What was that?

What will you do?

You got divorced,

you have no job, and you're old.

Why you…

You really didn't throw it away.

Why would I throw this away?

Everything in the storage is yours.

There are all sorts of things in there.

There's a sticker picture of you
kissing a girl.

I never…

You took one with me.

Grandma.

I quit my job.

I need to close things out,

but I handed in my resignation.

You should've done it sooner.

-What?
-You hated it.

Still.

You said you had to make money
since you were married.

Yes.

Did you quit because you got divorced?

No, that's not why.

Your music.

Finish making your song. Okay?

Yes.

That's what I plan to do.

Look at this.

It's so tiny.

JANG-HYEON

YU-YEONG

You're back late.

Yes. I was doing something.

Wash up.

Okay. Go back to sleep.

A jewelry store in Jongno was broken into.

The suspect broke in when it was closed,

but Jo, an employee
from the security company,

was seriously injured

after confronting and fighting
the suspect.

The assailant is in his 20s
and unemployed,

and he said he did this in order to pay

-for his rent and expenses.
-Jongno?

That's his zone.

SEOK-MU

The person you have reached…

What happened?

SEOK-MU'S COMPANY

The person you have reached…

I really loved you

Day by day, I get used to it

I forgot you were the air I breathe

Only after it was over

I realized something

I still dream of you

Just like the stars in the sky

Just like a love song

I am singing your name

Like a fool

I think you are very precious.

You too.

My wife…

You and I are strangers.

-I want to know if it really was love.
-It's my fault.

-Go live your own life.
-Don't try so hard.

I'll wait.

It may be the last time, so…

I'm sorry for ruining everything.