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[ Indistinct conversations ] >> Sally: You okay?

>> Wyatt: Me?

>> Sally: You lost your niece.

>> Wyatt: Yeah, but that doesnt even compare to what Liam and

Hope are going through.

>> Sally: Wyatt, its not a contest.

You get to feel your own pain.

>> Katie: I just wish there was something, anything we could do

to make this better.

>> Brooke: You both being here today really did help.

>> Donna: Please let Hope know that she can count on us.

[ Sighs ] And were here for you, too,

sis.

Nobodys forgetting that you lost your granddaughter.

>> Brooke: I still cant believe it.

>> Donna: [ Sighs ] >> Liam: You know,

we can go soon, if you want.

I mean, people have been leaving, so were in the clear.

>> Hope: Well, it was nice of everyone to come by.

>> Steffy: Hey.

Can I get you anything?

>> Hope: Uh... [ Sighs ] No, thanks.

>> Steffy: If theres anything you need, Hope, if you need to

just get out of the house, take a walk on the beach,

Im here.

>> Hope: I might actually take you up on that.

>> Steffy: Im sorry.

Im so terribly sorry.

>> Hope: I know.

♪♪ >> Xander: How do you even come

back from a loss like this?

>> Maya: [ Sighs ] I guess you just...

love each other through it, let friends and family help you.

Accept their help.

>> Zoe: Yeah.

Let some time go by, till they can breathe again.

Uh, excuse me.

>> Maya: Yeah, of course.

>> Xander: I mean, its just awful.

>> Maya: Oh, I know.

>> Zoe: Hey, Brooke.

>> Brooke: Oh [Sighs] Zoe.

I-I want to thank you for being here for Hope.

>> Zoe: Of course.

I just wanted to let you know that my father did everything he

could for Hope and the baby.

He feels terrible that he couldnt have saved Beth.

And, um, he wanted me to pass along his condolences.

>> Brooke: I appreciate that.

But, just like Hope, I dont fully understand what happened

that night.

So I would like to have a conversation with Reese at some

point.

>> Taylor: [ Sighs ] Cant remember the last time

I was held, or someone looked at me with that kind of desire.

I was held, or someone looked at me with that kind of desire.

>> Maya: Just know were here for you no matter what.

Whatever you need.

>> Steffy: [ Sighs ] I feel so awful for Hope.

When she said she held Beth after -- oh!

>> Taylor: Losing a child is unbearable no matter what age.

No parent should have to go through that.

Im just so grateful for you and Thomas.

And now Kelly and Douglas.

Every day, Im thankful.

>> Steffy: I know.

>> Liam: Hey. [ Sighs ] >> Taylor: Excuse me.

>> Steffy: I know I keep asking, but...

Do you need anything?

Anything at all?

>> Liam: Um...

maybe just...

just take care of...Kelly.

Just make nothing happens to our -- to our baby.

>> Steffy: Hey. Shes fine.

>> Liam: Yeah.

>> Steffy: Nothings gonna hurt Kelly.

>> Liam: Yeah, I know.

I may want to see her a little more.

>> Steffy: Yeah, of course.

Whenever you want.

For as long as you want.

>> Liam: I just dont know what Im gonna do without Beth.

>> Steffy: Its o-- Its okay.

Its okay. Its okay.

[ Sighs ] Its okay.

>> Liam: [ Sighs ] I dont know. I was --

I was just...

blindsided.

>> Steffy: Anyone would have been.

>> Liam: And you know me.

You know, I-I -- I do that thing where I, like, calculate the

odds of everything.

Its just -- its just how my brain works.

But...

with Beth, it was like, I only saw one outcome.

You know? [ Scoffs ] Hope goes into labor,

I call Dr. Phillips, I grab the bag, we

drive to the hospital.

Maybe she has some contractions on the way, but we get there

with plenty of time.

And Dr. Phillips is in and out of the room,

Im feeding Hope ice chips, and then...

the big moment.

And Beth is born.

And shes strong and healthy and beautiful.

And...this...

I just...

never calculated for this.

So, what is -- is that stupidity?

Is it arrogance?

>> Steffy: No. No, no, no.

>> Liam: What is that?

Why would I -- >> Steffy: No, no, no, no.

Its not. Its not.

One day, when youve healed some, youll be grateful for the

memories you had with Beth.

However short.

>> Xander: Hanging in there?

>> Zoe: Yeah.

>> Xander: Look, these are never easy.

E-especially considering the -- >> Zoe: I just feel like I have

to keep defending my dad.

I know that no ones even outright blaming him...

>> Xander: Im sure that they know Reese is a good man.

And Im sure that they know it was very difficult for him

to lose Hopes baby.

>> Reese: Taylor.

Im glad you called.

You still over at the Forresters?

>> Taylor: Uh, yeah.

Im about to leave.

You still want to see me?

>> Reese: Very much.

Uh, you mind coming by my apartment?

>> Taylor: Well, yeah.

I-I can. Sure.

>> Reese: Ill text you the address.

>> Taylor: Okay. See you soon.

>> Hope: I feel so empty.

You know, for months, I had this life inside of me.

I could feel Beth changing and growing and...

Not this.

Not this nothing.

How can nothing hurt so much?

>> Brooke: Youll always love Beth, honey.

Shell just be a part of your life in a different way.

You have a guardian angel now.

>> Katie: And you have us.

>> Donna: Its gonna be a challenging time.

But were gonna help you get through this.

I promise.

>> Taylor: I-I dont mean to interrupt, I just --

I wanted to say goodbye.

Please know, again, how sorry I am.

No one should ever have to go through this.

>> Hope: Thank you for coming, Taylor.

>> Taylor: Please [Stammers] call me if you need anything.

You have my number.

>> Brooke: Ill walk you out.

Thank you [Sighs] for being here.

Hope really appreciated it.

We all did.

>> Taylor: I was touched to be included.

[ Sighs ] This loss for your family is

unspeakable.

Im so sorry.

>> Liam: Its just crazy, you know?

Everything changes in an instant.

>> Wyatt: I know.

>> Liam: And my little girl is just...

Just gone.

>> Wyatt: I-I -- I dont even know what to say.

Except that I love you, and Im here for you, all right?

>> Liam: Yeah.

>> Wyatt: You got friends and family.

They should be everything right now.

So, seriously, if you and Hope need anything...

>> Sally: Well have you guys over whenever you guys are

ready, just the four of us.

We can sit, we can talk.

Or not.

You know, whatever you guys need.

>> Liam: Thank you.

>> Hope: Hi.

>> Maya: Hey.

>> Hope: Our daughters were supposed to share a name.

Elizabeth.

>> Maya: And they still do.

Lizzy and Beth.

>> Hope: [ Sob ] Im sorry.

Im sorry.

>> Maya: No, Hope.

You dont have to apologize for anything.

You get to cry.

You get to scream.

Whatever you feel.

Just know how many people love you.

Including me.

[ Hope sobs ] And Rick. Okay?

Hes just sick over this.

>> Hope: Okay.

[ Sniffles ] >> Liam: Thank you

for being here, Maya.

>> Maya: Theres nowhere else Id be.

>> Maya: Theres nowhere else Id be.

>> Xander: There you are.

I was wondering where you ran off to.

>> Zoe: Oh, yeah.

I just didnt want to start texting in the middle of the

room.

>> Xander: Well, what couldnt wait?

>> Zoe: My dad.

>> Xander: Youre really worried about him, arent you?

>> Zoe: Hes been an OB/GYN since before I was born.

Unfortunately, this isnt his first stillbirth that hes had

to deal with.

But its different this time.

Hes taking Hopes especially hard.

Ive never even seen him like this.

>> Xander: Youll help your dad get through this.

And you two will be closer in the end.

>> Zoe: Hes my dad, and I love him.

And I cant stand seeing him hurt like this.

>> Xander: Youre a really good daughter.

And hes lucky to have you.

So am I.

[ Game chimes ] >> Reese: [ Sighs ] Okay.

Okay.

[ Knock on door ] Taylor! [ Chuckles ]

Its good to see you.

Thanks for coming.

>> Taylor: Yeah.

I-I wanted to see you.

>> Reese: Come on in.

Come on in.

>> Taylor: So, uh...

So this is home?

>> Reese: Yeah.

Its a bit modest, but the best that I could do

short-notice.

Would you like some water?

>> Taylor: Uh, no. Im fine.

>> Reese: Oh, please.

Make yourself at home. Sit.

>> Taylor: Okay. Thank you.

>> Reese: Uh, the gathering at the Forresters...

Id imagine it was rather sad.

>> Taylor: Oh, it was. It was.

But also very lovely and touching.

>> Reese: Hope?

>> Taylor: Well, shes devastated.

But strong. [ Sighs ] Shes surrounded by

family and friends.

>> Reese: Liam?

>> Taylor: The same.

>> Reese: And Steffy was there?

>> Taylor: Yes.

There was nothing that would keep her away.

Shes heartbroken, too.

How are you coping?

>> Reese: Im not the one anybody should be worried about.

>> Taylor: Well, Im sorry, but youre gonna have to let me

worry about you a little bit.

>> Reese: [ Chuckles ] Okay.

Then, I am humbled.

>> Taylor: Hopes stillbirth did affect you, too.

I know youre still struggling with what happened

that night on Catalina.

>> Liam: Hey, Brooke, thank you for, uh --

for pulling all this together.

I think...

I think it helped.

For me, at least.

>> Brooke: Im glad.

>> Hope: I mean, no one really knows what to do when something

like this happens, or what to say.

I mean, what can you say?

So you just -- you gather together, and you try to find

strength in family.

>> Brooke: And did it help?

>> Brooke: I dont know.

I didnt think it would.

To be honest, Mom, I was kind of dreading today, having to

face everyone and re-live this heartbreak over and over again.

>> Brooke: Honey, Im sorry.

You should have said something.

>> Hope: No.

Im glad that I didnt say anything.

Because everyone being here, surrounded by all their support

and love, I think it did help.

I think I...did find some strength.

I just hope it sticks, because Im gonna need it for...

a really long time.

>> Brooke: We all have more strength to give.

All of us.

Especially me.

So if both of you need anything, please dont hesitate to ask,

okay?

>> Hope: I miss Beth.

[ Sobbing ] >> Brooke: Oh, honey...

>> Liam: Me too.

>> Hope: I just -- I never want to forget her.

>> Liam: You never will.

>> Hope: [ Sniffles ] I wanted to know her so badly.

[ Sobs ] >> Liam: Its, um...

Its unthinkable, losing a child fast, you know,

like that.

But...

shes still here, you know.

Not physically, but...

Were gonna move on.

Were gonna grieve.

Were gonna heal.

And were gonna start a family, the one that we always planned,

and Beth cant not be a part of that.

She is our future childs big sister.

>> Hope: But shes supposed to be here.

Were supposed to watch her go through the stages of life.

And she only made it to one, and she was already gone.

[ Sobbing ] And why?

Why, Liam?

Why did we have to lose our baby girl?

[ Wails ] >> Taylor: Its okay.

Just looking at you, I can see youve been through a lot.

What happened that night on Catalina, of course it

affected you.

>> Reese: Nothing Im feeling compares to the loss Hope and

her husband suffered.

I wish I could have done more.

>> Taylor: You were up against a lot.

No staff. No power. Early labor.

Unexpected medical conditions that led to a crisis.

Dont beat yourself up.

You did the best you could.

>> Reese: Thank you for saying that.

>> Taylor: Im sorry if I sound like Im talking to a patient.

>> Reese: No, you sound fine.

>> Taylor: I just -- I-I care.

>> Reese: Well, obviously the feelings mutual.

Thats why I asked you to come.

Because you were right.

What happened...

had a profound effect on me.

>> Taylor: That night changed you, Im sure.

>> Reese: In ways I dont even quite yet understand.

>> Taylor: Because youre a doctor, a healer, and it hurts

to lose a patient.

Especially a newborn.

>> Reese: [ Sighs ] That little girl was so wanted.

And I think about all the children in the world who are

abused, neglected, abandoned.

That baby, Beth, she was gonna be welcomed by

two parents who were already crazy in love with her.

[ Snorts ] Its just so sad.

>> Taylor: And you experienced that loss with them.

Thats why you called me -- because you need a friend.

And youve got one.

Okay? Im here.

Im here for you.

♪♪

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