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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,090 --> 00:00:19,320 [anticipatory music] [wind whooshing] 2 00:00:20,140 --> 00:00:23,100 [electricity crackling] 3 00:00:28,670 --> 00:00:32,510 [electricity humming] 4 00:00:32,710 --> 00:00:37,640 [text clacking] [dynamic music] 5 00:00:43,430 --> 00:00:46,080 [ethereal music] 6 00:00:53,180 --> 00:00:55,580 [birds chirping] 7 00:00:55,780 --> 00:01:00,660 [gentle music] [guests chattering] 8 00:01:04,930 --> 00:01:07,490 [rings clinking] 9 00:01:32,520 --> 00:01:34,270 [Woman] You look stunning. 10 00:01:34,470 --> 00:01:37,400 I still can't believe how fast his day's come. 11 00:01:37,600 --> 00:01:40,140 [music continues] 12 00:01:50,060 --> 00:01:52,240 [Hardin] "Love is patient. 13 00:01:52,440 --> 00:01:53,410 Love is kind. 14 00:01:54,760 --> 00:01:57,330 It does not envy and it does not boast. 15 00:01:58,280 --> 00:01:59,500 It's not proud. 16 00:02:00,420 --> 00:02:02,510 It does not dishonor others. 17 00:02:02,710 --> 00:02:03,770 It's not self-seeking. 18 00:02:04,720 --> 00:02:06,870 It is not easily angered, 19 00:02:07,070 --> 00:02:08,770 and it keeps no record of wrongs. 20 00:02:09,990 --> 00:02:11,430 Love does not delight in evil, 21 00:02:13,040 --> 00:02:14,560 but rejoices with the truth. 22 00:02:16,780 --> 00:02:20,100 It always protects, always trusts, 23 00:02:20,300 --> 00:02:23,130 always hopes and always perseveres. 24 00:02:24,180 --> 00:02:25,790 Love never fails." 25 00:02:31,800 --> 00:02:35,200 But I failed us, Tess. 26 00:02:35,400 --> 00:02:38,380 [Tessa] How long have you been writing about us? 27 00:02:38,580 --> 00:02:41,630 [soft melancholy music] 28 00:02:42,590 --> 00:02:44,690 [Hardin] After we kissed. 29 00:02:44,890 --> 00:02:45,970 Are you fucking kidding me? 30 00:02:45,970 --> 00:02:48,260 [Hardin] Where are you going? 31 00:02:48,460 --> 00:02:49,520 I'm done. 32 00:02:49,720 --> 00:02:51,020 We're just a bomb waiting to explode. 33 00:02:51,020 --> 00:02:52,480 This was a wake up call. 34 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:55,180 You would never let me read what you were writing in there, 35 00:02:55,380 --> 00:02:56,790 and now the whole world gets to! 36 00:02:56,990 --> 00:02:58,960 I never meant for it to be published. 37 00:02:59,160 --> 00:03:01,570 Fuck, this never should have happened like this. 38 00:03:01,770 --> 00:03:02,970 You accidentally wrote a book, 39 00:03:03,170 --> 00:03:04,750 and then you shopped it around 40 00:03:04,950 --> 00:03:07,490 to publishers without asking me. 41 00:03:07,690 --> 00:03:10,190 What is the point in everything we've been through 42 00:03:10,390 --> 00:03:12,671 if we can't channel that into something that helps people? 43 00:03:12,870 --> 00:03:14,020 It's never too late. 44 00:03:14,220 --> 00:03:15,330 People can always change. 45 00:03:15,530 --> 00:03:18,200 That is the kind of story "After" is. 46 00:03:18,400 --> 00:03:19,710 "After?" 47 00:03:20,500 --> 00:03:22,280 It's my journey after I met you. 48 00:03:24,890 --> 00:03:27,160 I think that journey's over. 49 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:32,120 [Tessa's voice echoing] [solemn music] 50 00:03:32,810 --> 00:03:34,040 [air whooshing] [door closes] 51 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:35,650 [Hardin] My failure was thinking 52 00:03:35,850 --> 00:03:39,250 that I was writing my journey, my story, 53 00:03:41,470 --> 00:03:42,910 but it was our story, Tess. 54 00:03:43,740 --> 00:03:46,480 [solemn music] 55 00:04:03,370 --> 00:04:04,460 [objects rummaging] 56 00:04:04,660 --> 00:04:06,060 But I know our story isn't finished. 57 00:04:07,330 --> 00:04:09,770 Even if you've moved on, [drawer slams] 58 00:04:09,970 --> 00:04:10,720 I can't. 59 00:04:12,770 --> 00:04:14,250 I can't imagine my world without you 60 00:04:16,070 --> 00:04:18,290 because without you there is only me, 61 00:04:20,690 --> 00:04:22,310 broken, 62 00:04:22,510 --> 00:04:23,300 lost, 63 00:04:24,340 --> 00:04:25,170 and alone. 64 00:04:26,650 --> 00:04:27,480 Without you, 65 00:04:29,350 --> 00:04:31,180 I have no after. 66 00:04:31,380 --> 00:04:33,270 [music intensifies] 67 00:04:33,470 --> 00:04:36,190 [music fades] 68 00:04:36,390 --> 00:04:40,110 ♪ Do you feel let go 69 00:04:40,310 --> 00:04:42,020 ♪ Oh 70 00:04:42,220 --> 00:04:46,200 ♪ When the lights get low 71 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:48,250 ♪ Oh 72 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:49,420 Welcome. 73 00:04:49,620 --> 00:04:51,030 Can I get you a table? 74 00:04:51,230 --> 00:04:52,900 I might have one. 75 00:04:53,100 --> 00:04:53,940 Hi, darling. 76 00:04:55,290 --> 00:04:56,110 Katherine. 77 00:04:58,160 --> 00:05:00,040 It's a wonder I could get you outta the house. 78 00:05:00,240 --> 00:05:01,950 Hopefully all that time 79 00:05:02,150 --> 00:05:03,430 you spent holed up in there means 80 00:05:03,590 --> 00:05:04,990 you're closing in on a draft? 81 00:05:06,730 --> 00:05:07,820 I'll do a whiskey. 82 00:05:09,390 --> 00:05:10,910 And I'll do an Aperol spritz. 83 00:05:12,390 --> 00:05:15,490 Hardin, everyone at Dowlish is dying to see it, 84 00:05:15,690 --> 00:05:19,100 and I'm afraid I can't keep putting people off, 85 00:05:19,300 --> 00:05:21,570 not if we're gonna make it to print by Christmas. 86 00:05:22,570 --> 00:05:24,010 You know, Harper Lee didn't publish 87 00:05:24,130 --> 00:05:25,850 her second novel for 55 years, so- 88 00:05:26,050 --> 00:05:28,550 People's attention spans are like fruit flies these days. 89 00:05:28,750 --> 00:05:32,330 You're hot right now, but we have to ride the "After" wave. 90 00:05:32,530 --> 00:05:35,680 Otherwise it's another 10 months, two years, whatever it is, 91 00:05:35,880 --> 00:05:37,370 they'll forget you ever existed. 92 00:05:39,240 --> 00:05:40,340 Seems fickle. 93 00:05:40,540 --> 00:05:41,560 Yeah, it is. 94 00:05:41,760 --> 00:05:43,120 You have a tiny window of relevance 95 00:05:43,150 --> 00:05:44,820 and it's dwindling every day. 96 00:05:45,020 --> 00:05:46,910 Can't rush greatness can you? 97 00:05:47,110 --> 00:05:48,110 I can when I've given you 98 00:05:48,290 --> 00:05:50,130 a quarter million dollar advance. 99 00:05:50,330 --> 00:05:51,080 It was pounds. 100 00:05:53,210 --> 00:05:56,170 [ice cubes rattling] 101 00:05:57,700 --> 00:05:59,000 I thought you were sober? 102 00:06:01,960 --> 00:06:02,790 I was. 103 00:06:04,530 --> 00:06:05,840 Cheers. 104 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:08,330 [glasses clinking] 105 00:06:08,520 --> 00:06:11,500 [upbeat music] [singer singing indistinctly] 106 00:06:11,700 --> 00:06:13,940 Come on, I'm only here for one night. 107 00:06:14,140 --> 00:06:14,890 Another round. 108 00:06:16,190 --> 00:06:18,340 I don't think I can keep up anymore. 109 00:06:18,530 --> 00:06:19,410 Lightweight. 110 00:06:21,980 --> 00:06:23,860 - Nay Nay? - Teacup? 111 00:06:24,060 --> 00:06:26,690 God, you look amazing. 112 00:06:26,890 --> 00:06:29,010 - [Kat] I went vegan. - [Naomi] I've been telling you. 113 00:06:29,070 --> 00:06:31,350 Hardin, this is Naomi. We went to college together. 114 00:06:31,550 --> 00:06:32,700 Well, not exactly together. 115 00:06:32,900 --> 00:06:34,000 [Kat laughs] 116 00:06:34,200 --> 00:06:35,650 Let's take shots. 117 00:06:37,040 --> 00:06:38,490 Tequila or vodka? 118 00:06:38,690 --> 00:06:39,970 [upbeat music] [glasses clinking] 119 00:06:40,160 --> 00:06:42,050 [Naomi and Kat] Cheers. 120 00:06:45,610 --> 00:06:49,150 ♪ All I need is your love 121 00:06:49,350 --> 00:06:51,230 Oh, that is my shit! 122 00:06:53,450 --> 00:06:58,240 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 123 00:07:01,240 --> 00:07:06,370 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 124 00:07:07,640 --> 00:07:08,910 ♪ Woo 125 00:07:09,110 --> 00:07:14,080 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 126 00:07:14,950 --> 00:07:16,740 ♪ Is your love 127 00:07:16,940 --> 00:07:20,880 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 128 00:07:21,080 --> 00:07:25,870 [music fades] [soft melancholy music] 129 00:07:38,670 --> 00:07:42,850 [upbeat club music playing faintly] 130 00:07:48,370 --> 00:07:51,640 [soft melancholy music] 131 00:08:11,570 --> 00:08:13,230 - Come on. - Yes, come on. 132 00:08:13,430 --> 00:08:14,350 I don't dance. 133 00:08:15,530 --> 00:08:18,050 Relax, we'll do the dancing. 134 00:08:19,580 --> 00:08:24,410 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 135 00:08:27,110 --> 00:08:28,420 ♪ All I need 136 00:08:28,620 --> 00:08:31,980 [soft melancholy music] 137 00:09:01,660 --> 00:09:02,980 ♪ All I need 138 00:09:03,180 --> 00:09:04,060 Let's get out of here. 139 00:09:04,220 --> 00:09:05,420 [Tessa] Let's get out of here. 140 00:09:05,530 --> 00:09:07,240 ♪ Is your love tonight 141 00:09:07,440 --> 00:09:09,760 [jazzy music] 142 00:09:11,670 --> 00:09:15,900 - That's what I got. - I'll never let go [laughs]. 143 00:09:16,100 --> 00:09:17,300 [Kat] Let's get some music on. 144 00:09:17,450 --> 00:09:18,990 [Naomi] Oh, yeah, nice flat. 145 00:09:19,190 --> 00:09:20,390 - Thank you. - Mm hm. 146 00:09:20,590 --> 00:09:22,390 [phone vibrating] 147 00:09:22,590 --> 00:09:25,300 [phone beeps] 148 00:09:25,500 --> 00:09:28,440 ♪ Let me hold you down 149 00:09:28,640 --> 00:09:29,390 Who's that? 150 00:09:30,950 --> 00:09:31,780 No one. 151 00:09:32,740 --> 00:09:34,400 Could you put it back? 152 00:09:34,600 --> 00:09:35,880 Doesn't look like a no one. 153 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:37,880 Well, let me see. 154 00:09:38,080 --> 00:09:39,620 Aw, pretty. 155 00:09:39,820 --> 00:09:40,710 I said put it back. 156 00:09:40,910 --> 00:09:42,090 - Raw, raw, raw, eh? - Feisty. 157 00:09:45,400 --> 00:09:47,450 You could do with some loosening up. 158 00:09:50,450 --> 00:09:54,590 ♪ No, I don't wanna be alone 159 00:09:54,790 --> 00:09:59,240 ♪ I don't wanna be alone 160 00:10:02,330 --> 00:10:06,780 ♪ Oh 161 00:10:06,980 --> 00:10:09,610 ♪ I don't wanna be alone 162 00:10:09,810 --> 00:10:10,610 [plates clattering] 163 00:10:10,810 --> 00:10:11,570 [Naomi] Shh. 164 00:10:11,770 --> 00:10:12,790 It'll take an act of God 165 00:10:12,990 --> 00:10:15,180 to wake him after what he drank last night. 166 00:10:15,380 --> 00:10:16,430 Do you think he's okay? 167 00:10:17,830 --> 00:10:19,379 [Kat] That's a nice way of putting it. 168 00:10:19,380 --> 00:10:21,090 [Naomi] Okay, he's a hot fucking mess. 169 00:10:22,570 --> 00:10:24,710 Oh, don't even get me started. 170 00:10:24,910 --> 00:10:27,410 I mean, he's completely lost without Tessa, 171 00:10:27,610 --> 00:10:29,210 but like, honey, [Hardin's throat clears] 172 00:10:29,390 --> 00:10:30,590 you're never getting her back. 173 00:10:31,840 --> 00:10:33,720 [Hardin sighs] [food sizzling] 174 00:10:33,920 --> 00:10:35,590 Look who's back from the dead. 175 00:10:35,790 --> 00:10:36,540 Fuck. 176 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:40,280 I see you've raided my closet. 177 00:10:42,850 --> 00:10:45,210 [Kat chuckles] 178 00:10:45,410 --> 00:10:47,900 [horn honking] 179 00:10:49,600 --> 00:10:50,690 Ibuprofen? 180 00:10:50,890 --> 00:10:53,470 [pills rattling] 181 00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:57,950 I've got a meeting so you can let yourselves out. 182 00:11:00,090 --> 00:11:02,130 We didn't really get a chance to talk. 183 00:11:05,530 --> 00:11:09,410 I'm gonna need a rough draft of the book ASAP. 184 00:11:09,610 --> 00:11:11,790 Otherwise you're gonna have to pay the advance back. 185 00:11:13,930 --> 00:11:16,150 Yeah, got it. 186 00:11:16,350 --> 00:11:18,240 ♪ I'll take your hand 187 00:11:18,440 --> 00:11:22,070 ♪ Under the sand, under the sand ♪ 188 00:11:22,270 --> 00:11:24,420 ♪ Claw my nails in your thigh 189 00:11:24,620 --> 00:11:27,820 ♪ Under the sand, under the sand ♪ 190 00:11:28,020 --> 00:11:29,990 Meeting with the parents. 191 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:31,160 This should be fun. 192 00:11:32,120 --> 00:11:33,340 Just the hour late then. 193 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:37,340 I'm here now. 194 00:11:43,430 --> 00:11:44,350 I'll have a whiskey. 195 00:11:47,480 --> 00:11:48,970 [Hardin sighs] 196 00:11:49,170 --> 00:11:50,320 What? 197 00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:51,920 When did you start drinking again? 198 00:11:51,950 --> 00:11:52,970 Oh, it's fine, Mom. 199 00:11:53,170 --> 00:11:54,570 It's all in moderation, don't worry. 200 00:11:54,700 --> 00:11:56,540 It doesn't smell like moderation. 201 00:11:56,740 --> 00:11:58,740 Not that you ever did much in the way of parenting, 202 00:11:58,740 --> 00:12:00,070 but I'm not a child. 203 00:12:00,270 --> 00:12:01,290 I can do what I want. 204 00:12:01,490 --> 00:12:02,370 It was one night. 205 00:12:07,940 --> 00:12:08,760 Cheers. 206 00:12:10,460 --> 00:12:11,290 Cheers. 207 00:12:12,550 --> 00:12:14,260 Hair of the dog never hurt anyone. 208 00:12:14,460 --> 00:12:16,080 Just putting off the inevitable. 209 00:12:16,280 --> 00:12:17,380 Not if I keep at it. 210 00:12:19,120 --> 00:12:21,050 Why are you even here, anyway? 211 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:23,920 You two gonna run off together? 212 00:12:24,120 --> 00:12:26,390 [scoffs] Why would you say that? 213 00:12:27,390 --> 00:12:28,490 We're both happily married. 214 00:12:28,690 --> 00:12:29,750 Are you? 215 00:12:29,950 --> 00:12:31,320 [Hardin smirks] 216 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:33,840 - Your father was- - Wait. 217 00:12:34,040 --> 00:12:35,740 Which father are you talking about right now? 218 00:12:35,740 --> 00:12:38,050 Stop being an asshole to your mom. 219 00:12:39,140 --> 00:12:40,480 I'm here meeting some board members. 220 00:12:40,480 --> 00:12:41,980 They're talking about me opening 221 00:12:42,180 --> 00:12:45,290 a London branch of Vance Publishing. 222 00:12:45,490 --> 00:12:47,060 The ever expanding empire. 223 00:12:48,540 --> 00:12:49,970 I've heard a rumor that you're nearly 224 00:12:49,970 --> 00:12:53,560 a year behind on delivering your new manuscript. 225 00:12:53,760 --> 00:12:55,400 Well, don't believe everything you hear. 226 00:12:55,580 --> 00:12:56,770 Are you lying to me? 227 00:12:57,900 --> 00:12:59,390 No, I'm not lying. 228 00:12:59,590 --> 00:13:01,430 I was just giving you some general life advice. 229 00:13:03,820 --> 00:13:05,480 But yeah, to be fair, in this case, 230 00:13:05,680 --> 00:13:06,990 what you hear does happen to be true. 231 00:13:06,990 --> 00:13:09,440 Hardin, what the fuck is going on with you? 232 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:11,440 We're just trying to help you. 233 00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:14,090 We can't do that if we don't know what's going on. 234 00:13:15,570 --> 00:13:17,580 I don't really know what's going on either. 235 00:13:17,780 --> 00:13:19,580 I keep on trying to write and every time I do, 236 00:13:19,690 --> 00:13:22,580 everything just ends up going back to Tessa. 237 00:13:24,140 --> 00:13:25,760 I keep rewriting the old stuff, you know? 238 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:27,810 The same things, what ifs and hypotheticals 239 00:13:28,010 --> 00:13:29,360 don't really matter in the end, do they? 240 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:30,480 Because anyway I look at it, 241 00:13:30,660 --> 00:13:32,330 she's not here and nothing matters 242 00:13:32,530 --> 00:13:34,070 in this world if she's not in it. 243 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:36,520 I don't have another book in me. 244 00:13:36,580 --> 00:13:37,340 I never did. 245 00:13:37,540 --> 00:13:38,620 I think it was all a fluke. 246 00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:40,340 And it's okay if you don't. 247 00:13:40,540 --> 00:13:41,300 You have a gift. 248 00:13:41,500 --> 00:13:42,820 All writers go through this. 249 00:13:43,020 --> 00:13:43,810 Do they? 250 00:13:44,900 --> 00:13:46,060 How the hell would, you know? 251 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:48,040 You haven't written a damn thing in your life. 252 00:13:49,950 --> 00:13:52,790 But I have spent my entire career finding diamonds 253 00:13:52,990 --> 00:13:56,140 in the slush pile, and I know talent when I see it. 254 00:13:56,340 --> 00:13:59,580 [phone vibrating] 255 00:13:59,780 --> 00:14:02,410 [Christian sighs] 256 00:14:02,610 --> 00:14:05,110 Look, let me get in touch with Dowlish 257 00:14:05,310 --> 00:14:06,670 and see if I can do a deal. 258 00:14:06,870 --> 00:14:08,200 - No. - Ease your deadline. 259 00:14:08,400 --> 00:14:10,480 You can come over to us and take as long as you need. 260 00:14:10,570 --> 00:14:11,810 We've been over this. 261 00:14:12,010 --> 00:14:13,690 - I don't want to. - Hardin, if you cannot- 262 00:14:13,700 --> 00:14:15,160 [phone vibrating] 263 00:14:15,360 --> 00:14:16,380 Go on, just go. 264 00:14:16,580 --> 00:14:17,860 - You can't- - Just go. 265 00:14:18,060 --> 00:14:19,420 You need to. 266 00:14:19,620 --> 00:14:21,900 I do have to go actually, because you were late. 267 00:14:25,770 --> 00:14:28,170 [Trish] No, no, I've got this, I've got this. 268 00:14:28,370 --> 00:14:29,300 [ice cubes clinking] 269 00:14:29,500 --> 00:14:30,540 Waiter, I'll have another. 270 00:14:31,300 --> 00:14:32,610 I'm around, all right? 271 00:14:32,810 --> 00:14:34,260 If you need me, give me a call. 272 00:14:35,390 --> 00:14:36,880 [hand taps] 273 00:14:37,080 --> 00:14:41,870 [patrons chattering] [ice cubes clinking] 274 00:14:44,010 --> 00:14:47,450 You know, a change of scenery might do you some good, 275 00:14:47,650 --> 00:14:49,920 might be inspiring to just get out of here for a while. 276 00:14:52,190 --> 00:14:54,760 A bit a distance might give you new perspective, 277 00:14:54,960 --> 00:14:58,550 might help you make peace with your past so you can move on. 278 00:14:58,750 --> 00:15:01,370 [solemn music] 279 00:15:02,460 --> 00:15:04,600 I'm not ready to move on yet. 280 00:15:04,800 --> 00:15:08,120 No, I know, I didn't mean in regard to... 281 00:15:11,730 --> 00:15:12,600 I meant move forward. 282 00:15:14,340 --> 00:15:15,900 Yeah, just let go of some of your regrets 283 00:15:15,900 --> 00:15:19,560 so you can stop dragging them into your future. 284 00:15:22,220 --> 00:15:23,570 I met Nathalie over Christmas. 285 00:15:25,520 --> 00:15:26,400 She asked after you. 286 00:15:28,270 --> 00:15:29,760 How is she? 287 00:15:29,950 --> 00:15:32,110 Well, we only spoke for a couple of minutes, 288 00:15:32,310 --> 00:15:33,360 but she seemed good. 289 00:15:36,190 --> 00:15:37,460 She moved to Lisbon. 290 00:15:37,660 --> 00:15:38,580 - Lisbon? - Mm. 291 00:15:39,760 --> 00:15:41,160 [Trish] Portugal. 292 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:42,480 I know where Lisbon is, Mom. 293 00:15:42,580 --> 00:15:43,900 I just meant... 294 00:15:44,100 --> 00:15:47,940 Well, I guess she was ready for a fresh start. 295 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:51,810 [energetic music] 296 00:15:54,470 --> 00:15:59,340 ♪ What kind of a person have I become ♪ 297 00:16:00,390 --> 00:16:02,270 ♪ The ghost of an outlaw 298 00:16:02,470 --> 00:16:04,570 ♪ Who's captured in love 299 00:16:04,770 --> 00:16:06,920 ♪ Now that I can see everything ♪ 300 00:16:07,120 --> 00:16:09,970 ♪ The way that it was 301 00:16:10,170 --> 00:16:12,230 ♪ Oo, I would do anything 302 00:16:12,430 --> 00:16:15,320 ♪ To take back the things that I've done ♪ 303 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:17,670 ♪ Well, I hold the test, baby 304 00:16:17,870 --> 00:16:19,070 ♪ Lost everything that I have 305 00:16:19,270 --> 00:16:20,630 [laptop slams] [punches thudding] 306 00:16:20,830 --> 00:16:22,900 ♪ Well I played around too much ♪ 307 00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:26,420 ♪ And now I'm pullin' you back 308 00:16:26,620 --> 00:16:28,250 ♪ Now, I've taken everything 309 00:16:28,450 --> 00:16:31,430 [music distorts] [pensive music] 310 00:16:31,630 --> 00:16:34,640 [punches thudding] 311 00:16:41,120 --> 00:16:43,390 [Hardin screams] 312 00:16:43,590 --> 00:16:48,390 ♪ Let's start [indistinct] 313 00:16:49,260 --> 00:16:54,050 ♪ And playin' around 314 00:16:55,310 --> 00:16:59,270 ♪ I'd just stop drinkin' and gamblin' ♪ 315 00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:03,020 ♪ To earn back your love 316 00:17:03,220 --> 00:17:06,450 [airplane engine whooshing] 317 00:17:07,970 --> 00:17:12,280 ♪ Into [indistinct] 318 00:17:15,720 --> 00:17:17,450 [Flight Attendant] Would you like to order a meal? 319 00:17:17,450 --> 00:17:18,490 We have two options today. 320 00:17:18,590 --> 00:17:20,000 I'll just do another round. 321 00:17:20,200 --> 00:17:22,820 [Flight Attendant] Liquid lunch then. 322 00:17:23,020 --> 00:17:25,510 You can just keep 'em comin'. 323 00:17:27,210 --> 00:17:30,650 [Flight Attendant] Who are you trying to forget? 324 00:17:31,650 --> 00:17:32,910 [Hardin] How obvious is it? 325 00:17:34,130 --> 00:17:36,400 Call it female intuition. 326 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:37,830 Do you wanna talk about it? 327 00:17:40,180 --> 00:17:41,230 Not particularly, no. 328 00:17:42,570 --> 00:17:45,150 Well, if you change your mind, 329 00:17:45,350 --> 00:17:47,010 I will just be up there, 330 00:17:48,540 --> 00:17:49,970 or you can press that call button. 331 00:17:58,550 --> 00:18:01,900 [curtain rungs clinking] 332 00:18:06,900 --> 00:18:09,250 [mellow music] 333 00:18:11,730 --> 00:18:16,480 ♪ I don't care who you came with ♪ 334 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:21,800 ♪ As long as I'm leavin' with you ♪ 335 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:23,890 ♪ Oh 336 00:18:24,090 --> 00:18:25,610 ♪ Maybe we could make some bad decisions ♪ 337 00:18:25,610 --> 00:18:26,850 ♪ Baby 338 00:18:27,040 --> 00:18:28,700 ♪ I love how you're fuckin' when you're jealous ♪ 339 00:18:28,700 --> 00:18:29,760 ♪ Oh 340 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:32,240 ♪ Got you in the mood, feelin' hellish ♪ 341 00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:35,460 ♪ And the moonlight got us makin' bad decisions ♪ 342 00:18:35,660 --> 00:18:38,510 ♪ Love the way you look at your reflection ♪ 343 00:18:38,710 --> 00:18:41,250 ♪ And lookin' back at me like this is heaven ♪ 344 00:18:41,450 --> 00:18:43,950 ♪ Got you in the mood, feelin' hellish ♪ 345 00:18:44,150 --> 00:18:47,390 ♪ And the moonlight got us makin' bad decisions ♪ 346 00:18:47,590 --> 00:18:49,000 ♪ Oo 347 00:18:49,200 --> 00:18:50,650 ♪ Oo 348 00:18:50,850 --> 00:18:51,960 ♪ Oo, bad decisions 349 00:18:52,160 --> 00:18:53,320 ♪ Got us makin' bad decisions 350 00:18:53,330 --> 00:18:55,000 ♪ Oo 351 00:18:55,200 --> 00:18:56,530 ♪ Oo 352 00:18:56,730 --> 00:18:57,530 ♪ Oo, bad decisions 353 00:18:57,730 --> 00:18:59,270 ♪ Got us makin' bad decisions 354 00:18:59,470 --> 00:19:03,620 ♪ Don't care who I came with 355 00:19:03,820 --> 00:19:05,100 ♪ No 356 00:19:05,300 --> 00:19:09,150 ♪ As long as I'm leavin' with you ♪ 357 00:19:09,350 --> 00:19:11,280 ♪ Oh 358 00:19:11,480 --> 00:19:14,110 ♪ Baby, we could make some bad decisions ♪ 359 00:19:14,310 --> 00:19:17,070 ♪ I love how you're fuckin' when you're jealous ♪ 360 00:19:17,270 --> 00:19:19,380 ♪ Got you in the mood, feelin' hellish ♪ 361 00:19:19,580 --> 00:19:22,380 ♪ And the moonlight got us makin' bad decisions ♪ 362 00:19:22,580 --> 00:19:24,160 [Hardin gasps] [seatbelt clicks] 363 00:19:24,360 --> 00:19:25,800 I was just fastening your seatbelt. 364 00:19:25,930 --> 00:19:27,200 We are on our final descent. 365 00:19:29,290 --> 00:19:30,770 [Pilot] We expect an on time arrival 366 00:19:30,930 --> 00:19:32,780 to Humberto Delgado International Airport 367 00:19:32,980 --> 00:19:34,700 where the temperature in Lisbon 368 00:19:34,900 --> 00:19:37,870 is currently a sunny 22 degrees Centigrade. 369 00:19:38,070 --> 00:19:39,180 On behalf of the airline, 370 00:19:39,380 --> 00:19:41,140 we hope you enjoy your stay in Portugal, 371 00:19:41,340 --> 00:19:42,730 and we thank your for flying with us. 372 00:19:42,730 --> 00:19:45,960 [upbeat Spanish music] 373 00:19:53,660 --> 00:19:56,670 [engines rumbling] 374 00:19:58,670 --> 00:20:02,160 ♪ These days I wear my body like an uninvited guest ♪ 375 00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:03,960 ♪ I turn it right, and right, and right ♪ 376 00:20:04,140 --> 00:20:06,380 ♪ Instead of turning left 377 00:20:06,580 --> 00:20:10,210 ♪ But, boy, your patience is a magic kind of medicine ♪ 378 00:20:10,410 --> 00:20:13,780 ♪ 'Cause every spiral brings me back into your arms again ♪ 379 00:20:13,980 --> 00:20:18,730 ♪ So, no regrets 'cause you're my sunset, fiery red ♪ 380 00:20:19,780 --> 00:20:23,570 ♪ Forever fearless and in your arms ♪ 381 00:20:23,770 --> 00:20:27,440 ♪ A warm horizon, don't look back ♪ 382 00:20:27,640 --> 00:20:32,190 ♪ Let's ride away, let's ride away ♪ 383 00:20:32,390 --> 00:20:37,100 ♪ Hey 384 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:41,500 ♪ So many stories we were told about a safety net ♪ 385 00:20:41,700 --> 00:20:43,070 ♪ But when I look for it 386 00:20:43,270 --> 00:20:45,810 ♪ It's just a hand that's holding mine ♪ 387 00:20:46,010 --> 00:20:47,050 ♪ I'm wearing black to mourn 388 00:20:47,050 --> 00:20:49,470 ♪ The sudden loss of innocence 389 00:20:49,670 --> 00:20:51,120 ♪ And that's all right 390 00:20:51,320 --> 00:20:53,200 ♪ Because it hides the dirt and hides the wine ♪ 391 00:20:53,230 --> 00:20:55,040 ♪ So, no regrets 392 00:20:55,240 --> 00:20:59,080 ♪ 'Cause you're my sunset, fiery red ♪ 393 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:02,700 ♪ Forever fearless and in your arms ♪ 394 00:21:02,900 --> 00:21:04,870 ♪ A warm horizon 395 00:21:05,070 --> 00:21:06,870 ♪ Don't look back 396 00:21:07,070 --> 00:21:11,580 ♪ Let's ride away, let's ride away ♪ 397 00:21:11,770 --> 00:21:13,270 ♪ Oo 398 00:21:13,470 --> 00:21:14,800 ♪ Oo 399 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:18,360 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ 400 00:21:18,560 --> 00:21:20,450 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo 401 00:21:20,650 --> 00:21:22,760 ♪ Oo, oo 402 00:21:22,960 --> 00:21:26,630 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ 403 00:21:26,830 --> 00:21:28,680 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo 404 00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:30,680 ♪ Oo, oo 405 00:21:30,880 --> 00:21:34,470 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ 406 00:21:34,670 --> 00:21:36,300 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo 407 00:21:36,500 --> 00:21:38,250 ♪ Oo, oo 408 00:21:38,450 --> 00:21:40,600 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo 409 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:42,390 This fit is just stunning. 410 00:21:42,590 --> 00:21:44,520 I mean, we can always take it in a little bit 411 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:47,480 if you wanted to, but I think this... 412 00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:52,090 With the placement of the seam, I think this is perfect. 413 00:21:52,290 --> 00:21:54,700 Just give me one moment and I'll be right with you. 414 00:21:56,830 --> 00:21:57,960 - Sorry. - Take your time. 415 00:22:02,270 --> 00:22:03,360 Excuse me, would you? 416 00:22:04,790 --> 00:22:05,710 [Customer] Okay. 417 00:22:08,580 --> 00:22:09,970 What are you doing here? 418 00:22:14,540 --> 00:22:15,370 Making amends. 419 00:22:17,980 --> 00:22:18,980 I was hoping to. 420 00:22:20,160 --> 00:22:22,430 I'm in the middle of an appointment. 421 00:22:22,630 --> 00:22:23,650 You need to leave. 422 00:22:23,850 --> 00:22:25,280 [Hardin] I don't need long, honestly. 423 00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:26,550 - I just wanted to- - [sighs] Please. 424 00:22:26,550 --> 00:22:28,170 I came all this way to find you. 425 00:22:28,370 --> 00:22:29,440 Please! 426 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:32,210 [solemn music] 427 00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:48,980 [chuckles nervously] Hi. 428 00:22:49,180 --> 00:22:54,020 [gentle music] [pedestrians chattering] 429 00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:10,030 [water splashing] 430 00:23:30,360 --> 00:23:35,100 [engine rumbling] [glasses clinking] 431 00:23:36,620 --> 00:23:39,320 [air whooshing] 432 00:23:41,540 --> 00:23:43,760 How you feelin', Hardin? 433 00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:46,820 - Pocket kings. - Fuck! 434 00:23:47,020 --> 00:23:48,170 I'll be takin' that watch. 435 00:23:48,370 --> 00:23:49,719 Hey, man, don't do him like that. 436 00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:50,800 His old man gave it to him. 437 00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:52,040 What? Bet's a bet. 438 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:53,080 [Hardin] Yep. 439 00:23:54,250 --> 00:23:56,870 It's all right, you'll win it back. 440 00:23:57,070 --> 00:23:58,460 I'm not stupid enough to wager something 441 00:23:58,460 --> 00:23:59,530 I'm not willing to lose. 442 00:23:59,730 --> 00:24:01,290 Well, he didn't have much else to bet. 443 00:24:01,470 --> 00:24:03,270 [James] Well, then he shouldn't have played. 444 00:24:03,470 --> 00:24:05,530 Well, I dunno what else to say. 445 00:24:05,730 --> 00:24:08,750 [door closes] 446 00:24:08,950 --> 00:24:10,480 I'm looking for Mark. 447 00:24:12,490 --> 00:24:14,060 It's Mark Junior, 448 00:24:14,260 --> 00:24:16,190 although little guy doesn't like that much. 449 00:24:16,390 --> 00:24:17,999 Anyway, if you're looking for my old man, 450 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:19,110 he's gone home for the day. 451 00:24:19,310 --> 00:24:20,749 I spoke to him on the phone earlier 452 00:24:20,750 --> 00:24:23,590 about my car and he said that he would take a look. 453 00:24:23,790 --> 00:24:25,500 Okay, what do you reckon's the problem? 454 00:24:28,550 --> 00:24:29,850 The radiator. 455 00:24:31,070 --> 00:24:32,600 I really wouldn't know. 456 00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:35,250 It's making a awful [tsking] sound. 457 00:24:37,770 --> 00:24:39,220 - Oh, yeah, yeah- - That junker looks 458 00:24:39,420 --> 00:24:40,310 older than you. 459 00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:41,500 It's hardly worth fixin'. 460 00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:42,860 Back seats look all right, though. 461 00:24:42,860 --> 00:24:43,940 [Hardin] Oh, shut up, dude. 462 00:24:44,030 --> 00:24:46,390 [James laughs] 463 00:24:49,700 --> 00:24:51,530 - I'll come back. - Yeah, you do that. 464 00:24:51,730 --> 00:24:53,230 Looking forward to it. 465 00:24:53,430 --> 00:24:54,550 See what you just did there? 466 00:24:54,650 --> 00:24:56,100 - What? - You're a mug. 467 00:24:56,300 --> 00:24:57,500 What? 468 00:24:57,700 --> 00:24:59,460 The Virgin fuckin' Mary over there. 469 00:24:59,650 --> 00:25:00,670 "I'll come back." 470 00:25:00,870 --> 00:25:02,400 Yeah, she would if I showed her the goods. 471 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:03,070 Yeah, right. 472 00:25:03,270 --> 00:25:04,420 Girl like that, no way. 473 00:25:04,620 --> 00:25:05,750 Got her legs crossed real tight. 474 00:25:05,750 --> 00:25:07,070 Fuck off. 475 00:25:07,270 --> 00:25:08,590 Yeah, like you two could get her. 476 00:25:08,790 --> 00:25:11,030 [exhales] Well... [James chuckles] 477 00:25:11,230 --> 00:25:12,770 What do you mean well? 478 00:25:12,970 --> 00:25:14,250 Well, what? 479 00:25:14,450 --> 00:25:15,860 That fucking look, all right. 480 00:25:16,060 --> 00:25:17,650 All right, I bet you this. 481 00:25:17,850 --> 00:25:18,600 One time offer. 482 00:25:19,900 --> 00:25:21,430 Let's do it. 483 00:25:21,630 --> 00:25:22,740 But I'll need proof. 484 00:25:22,940 --> 00:25:27,610 [Landon sighs] [pensive music] 485 00:25:27,810 --> 00:25:29,700 [engine rumbling] 486 00:25:29,900 --> 00:25:32,170 [soft music] 487 00:25:43,270 --> 00:25:46,580 [keyboard keys clacking] 488 00:25:55,070 --> 00:25:57,980 [phone vibrating] 489 00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:10,320 [kids chattering] [upbeat music] 490 00:26:10,420 --> 00:26:15,390 [indistinct singing] [door slams] 491 00:26:36,850 --> 00:26:40,630 You know what would be really sexy is if we... 492 00:26:44,590 --> 00:26:48,250 Just so I can watch it later and think of you. 493 00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:50,990 Um... 494 00:26:52,340 --> 00:26:53,960 We don't have to, if you don't want to. 495 00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:56,400 No, no, it's fine. 496 00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:58,000 I've just never... 497 00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:01,620 It would just be for you, right? 498 00:27:01,820 --> 00:27:02,750 Yeah. 499 00:27:02,950 --> 00:27:03,700 Of course. 500 00:27:05,050 --> 00:27:06,230 Okay. 501 00:27:06,430 --> 00:27:11,270 [music continues] [kids chattering] 502 00:27:16,370 --> 00:27:20,150 [Nathalie exhales nervously] 503 00:27:24,070 --> 00:27:25,810 Do you have a um, um... 504 00:27:28,940 --> 00:27:32,290 [condom rapper rustling] 505 00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,490 I really like you, you know, Hardin? 506 00:27:42,690 --> 00:27:43,440 Mm hm. 507 00:27:45,920 --> 00:27:50,750 [Nathalie panting] [soft music] 508 00:28:13,810 --> 00:28:16,380 [engine rumbling] 509 00:28:19,990 --> 00:28:20,820 - Hey. - Hi. 510 00:28:22,260 --> 00:28:25,010 [Nathalie speaking in Portuguese] 511 00:28:25,210 --> 00:28:26,450 [waiter speaking in Portuguese] 512 00:28:26,470 --> 00:28:27,470 [Nathalie speaking in Portuguese] 513 00:28:27,470 --> 00:28:29,840 [waiter speaking in Portuguese] 514 00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:32,530 I thought you were making amends? 515 00:28:33,750 --> 00:28:34,570 Yeah. 516 00:28:35,570 --> 00:28:37,240 Guess that depends. 517 00:28:37,440 --> 00:28:38,360 Depends on what? 518 00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:40,200 You. 519 00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:43,150 [gentle music] 520 00:28:45,150 --> 00:28:48,330 So, where are you living now? 521 00:28:48,890 --> 00:28:50,600 Camden. 522 00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:53,020 - Yeah, I'm back in Camden. - Oh, I heard that you moved. 523 00:28:53,020 --> 00:28:55,040 Yeah, I did. 524 00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:56,940 I kinda did the whole tour of the U.S. 525 00:28:59,380 --> 00:29:00,380 But I'm back now. 526 00:29:03,820 --> 00:29:07,040 So, which one do you like the best? 527 00:29:09,170 --> 00:29:10,100 It's gotta be this one. 528 00:29:10,300 --> 00:29:11,700 Oh, come on. 529 00:29:12,790 --> 00:29:15,230 Here, try this. 530 00:29:15,430 --> 00:29:17,280 It's a sour cherry liquor. 531 00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:19,020 It's Portuguese tradition. 532 00:29:19,220 --> 00:29:19,970 Go on. 533 00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:26,110 Oh, okay [laughs]. 534 00:29:26,310 --> 00:29:27,030 Oh, you... 535 00:29:27,230 --> 00:29:28,180 Sorry [chuckles], my bad. 536 00:29:28,180 --> 00:29:29,030 It's fine. 537 00:29:29,230 --> 00:29:30,070 No, it's nice. 538 00:29:30,270 --> 00:29:31,020 I like it. 539 00:29:32,410 --> 00:29:33,490 I still prefer the whiskey. 540 00:29:33,580 --> 00:29:34,690 [Nathalie] No. 541 00:29:34,890 --> 00:29:36,820 I'm a creature of habit, aren't I? 542 00:29:37,020 --> 00:29:37,810 Hm. 543 00:29:39,510 --> 00:29:42,030 So, how did you end up here? 544 00:29:47,040 --> 00:29:50,880 I don't know if I'll end up here. 545 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:55,480 Just seemed like a good place to start over. 546 00:29:57,830 --> 00:29:59,580 You were on your way to uni though, no? 547 00:29:59,780 --> 00:30:04,240 No, yeah, I was, but I lost my scholarship 548 00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:05,720 with everything going on, 549 00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:08,150 and I didn't have time to apply for a student loan. 550 00:30:08,350 --> 00:30:12,450 And it turns out my support system was conditional. 551 00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:18,770 So, I picked a place that was sunny 552 00:30:18,970 --> 00:30:23,600 and affordable where no one knew me, 553 00:30:25,030 --> 00:30:25,990 and now here I am. 554 00:30:27,340 --> 00:30:28,860 But this part I was not expecting. 555 00:30:30,390 --> 00:30:32,570 I did not think I would see you again, 556 00:30:32,770 --> 00:30:35,650 much less have a catch up over drinks. 557 00:30:36,700 --> 00:30:37,520 Sorry. 558 00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:40,310 I'm sorry. 559 00:30:41,270 --> 00:30:42,480 Okay. 560 00:30:45,180 --> 00:30:46,930 I don't really know what else to say. 561 00:30:47,130 --> 00:30:48,230 I'm just... 562 00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:55,850 I know I fucked up and you had to pay the consequences, 563 00:30:56,050 --> 00:30:57,890 which, I mean, 564 00:30:59,150 --> 00:31:01,230 I really fucking wish I could just go back and then I- 565 00:31:01,230 --> 00:31:02,240 And what? 566 00:31:05,070 --> 00:31:06,160 I wouldn't... 567 00:31:07,340 --> 00:31:10,040 [gentle music] 568 00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:12,960 [Nathalie sighs] 569 00:31:13,160 --> 00:31:13,910 I'm trying. 570 00:31:14,910 --> 00:31:15,730 I am. 571 00:31:16,910 --> 00:31:19,870 I'm trying to be a better person. 572 00:31:22,740 --> 00:31:23,570 I see. 573 00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:30,500 Right, do you want some food to soak up all this booze? 574 00:31:30,700 --> 00:31:31,460 [Hardin chuckles] 575 00:31:31,650 --> 00:31:32,610 Yeah? [Hardin's throat clears] 576 00:31:32,610 --> 00:31:33,400 Yeah. 577 00:31:37,190 --> 00:31:38,850 Mm, that is delicious. 578 00:31:39,050 --> 00:31:40,660 I can't believe I haven't heard these before. 579 00:31:40,660 --> 00:31:42,400 [Nathalie] No, this is like the best place ever. 580 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:43,770 And these? 581 00:31:43,970 --> 00:31:46,130 I forgot what these were called, but these are so good. 582 00:31:46,810 --> 00:31:48,690 That is my fork. 583 00:31:48,890 --> 00:31:51,560 [Hardin laughs] [Nathalie chuckles] 584 00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:52,980 [Nathalie speaking in Portuguese] 585 00:31:52,980 --> 00:31:54,130 What? 586 00:31:54,330 --> 00:31:56,870 I'm not gonna remember that. [Nathalie laughs] 587 00:31:57,070 --> 00:31:59,050 Salt cod fritters. 588 00:31:59,250 --> 00:32:00,180 They're unreal. 589 00:32:00,380 --> 00:32:01,740 I mean, the whole meal was amazing. 590 00:32:01,900 --> 00:32:03,920 Right? I love the food here. 591 00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:05,400 I mean, everything here really. 592 00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:06,880 It's great. 593 00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:08,230 [chuckles] You see? 594 00:32:08,430 --> 00:32:10,230 You are in better spirits already. 595 00:32:10,430 --> 00:32:12,500 Mm mm, I'll get this. 596 00:32:12,700 --> 00:32:14,140 - Really, are you sure? - Definitely. 597 00:32:14,180 --> 00:32:15,110 [Nathalie] Thank you. 598 00:32:15,310 --> 00:32:16,410 [Hardin] Of course. 599 00:32:16,610 --> 00:32:18,450 Oh, I didn't realize how long we'd been here. 600 00:32:18,530 --> 00:32:19,360 I have to go. 601 00:32:20,540 --> 00:32:21,370 No worries. 602 00:32:23,370 --> 00:32:24,900 Hey, night [laughs]. 603 00:32:25,100 --> 00:32:25,980 All right. 604 00:32:27,630 --> 00:32:28,550 Goodnight. 605 00:32:30,810 --> 00:32:32,380 You know, I read your book. 606 00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:36,600 So, what happened with Tessa? 607 00:32:37,770 --> 00:32:40,600 [Hardin sighs] 608 00:32:42,390 --> 00:32:45,480 I fucked that up too, again. 609 00:32:48,260 --> 00:32:49,580 I see. 610 00:32:49,780 --> 00:32:54,140 [soft melancholy music] [patrons chattering] 611 00:32:58,490 --> 00:33:03,150 [trams rumbling] [music continues] 612 00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:09,980 [alcohol sloshing] 613 00:33:20,160 --> 00:33:21,210 Hardin? 614 00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:24,920 Hardin, wake up! 615 00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:26,440 Wake up! 616 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:27,830 What have you done? 617 00:33:28,030 --> 00:33:29,010 What do you mean? 618 00:33:29,210 --> 00:33:30,509 With the video, the video of us! 619 00:33:30,510 --> 00:33:31,880 You've sent it around. 620 00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:34,040 Why would you do this? Why would you do this to me? 621 00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:36,100 - Wait, wait, wait. - No. You've sent it! 622 00:33:36,300 --> 00:33:37,760 It's been posted. 623 00:33:37,950 --> 00:33:39,370 Everyone's seen it. 624 00:33:39,570 --> 00:33:41,800 Do you know what this will do to me? 625 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:44,680 - Fuck. - You're a fucking liar. 626 00:33:44,870 --> 00:33:46,010 - You're a disgusting liar. - Nathalie! 627 00:33:46,010 --> 00:33:47,030 Nat! 628 00:33:47,230 --> 00:33:48,110 [Nathalie] Disgusting. 629 00:33:48,140 --> 00:33:50,590 [door slams] 630 00:33:50,790 --> 00:33:51,860 Fuck! 631 00:33:52,060 --> 00:33:53,210 Fuck! 632 00:33:53,410 --> 00:33:54,240 James! 633 00:33:55,680 --> 00:33:57,380 - [laughs] Fuck me, man. - Hey! 634 00:33:57,580 --> 00:33:59,420 Hey, you weren't kidding about Nathalie, bro. 635 00:33:59,540 --> 00:34:01,130 Who did you send it to? 636 00:34:01,330 --> 00:34:03,040 A couple guys. 637 00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:05,040 You know, I might send it around a little bit. 638 00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:06,480 Why are you being weird about it? 639 00:34:06,590 --> 00:34:08,610 Why am I being weird? 640 00:34:08,810 --> 00:34:11,010 You sent around a private fucking video. 641 00:34:11,210 --> 00:34:12,490 What the fuck is wrong with you? 642 00:34:12,510 --> 00:34:13,660 Wrong with me [laughs]? 643 00:34:13,860 --> 00:34:15,360 You're the one who took the bet, bro. 644 00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:16,660 You fucking taped it. 645 00:34:16,860 --> 00:34:19,100 This is on you, Hardin, not me. 646 00:34:19,300 --> 00:34:21,360 [dramatic music] [fist thuds] 647 00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:26,270 [Hardin gasping] [melancholy music] 648 00:34:27,140 --> 00:34:28,200 Fuck. 649 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:31,710 [melancholy music continues] 650 00:35:02,180 --> 00:35:04,620 [phone vibrating] 651 00:35:10,490 --> 00:35:13,020 [upbeat music] 652 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:23,810 [waves splashing] 653 00:35:29,250 --> 00:35:30,300 Give me some of that wine. 654 00:35:30,500 --> 00:35:32,870 - That wine. - Just sayin', 655 00:35:33,070 --> 00:35:34,590 I'm gonna be carrying both of you home. 656 00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:36,210 Babe alert, 10 o'clock. 657 00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:39,570 I didn't think you'd make it. 658 00:35:39,770 --> 00:35:40,970 That makes two of us. 659 00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:43,140 And he comes bearing gifts. 660 00:35:43,340 --> 00:35:45,670 To whom do we owe this pleasure? 661 00:35:45,870 --> 00:35:48,360 Mads, Freya, this is Hardin. 662 00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:51,150 Hardin, Maddy, Freya. 663 00:35:51,350 --> 00:35:52,500 You can call me Madeline. 664 00:35:52,700 --> 00:35:54,240 Nice to meet you, Madeline. 665 00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:56,460 No one ever calls you Madeline, you ham. 666 00:35:56,660 --> 00:35:59,110 My ex did once, the French one. 667 00:35:59,310 --> 00:35:59,980 [Freya scoffs] 668 00:36:00,180 --> 00:36:03,540 "Madeline," yum [squeals]! 669 00:36:05,020 --> 00:36:07,470 She is always like this, by the way, 670 00:36:07,670 --> 00:36:08,940 with or without alcohol. 671 00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:11,030 So, how do you two? 672 00:36:14,290 --> 00:36:18,560 Hardin was my first crush. 673 00:36:19,910 --> 00:36:20,790 [Maddy] Hey. 674 00:36:20,990 --> 00:36:21,820 Was I? 675 00:36:23,260 --> 00:36:24,100 Hm. 676 00:36:24,300 --> 00:36:26,180 Just a crush, or? 677 00:36:26,380 --> 00:36:27,830 Okay. Got it. 678 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:31,020 None of you guys are actually from here I take it? 679 00:36:31,210 --> 00:36:32,250 Oh no, no one's from here. 680 00:36:32,390 --> 00:36:33,950 We're as close to locals as you can get. 681 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:35,630 All orphans. 682 00:36:35,830 --> 00:36:36,980 This is a good place to come 683 00:36:37,180 --> 00:36:38,270 when you're running from yourself. 684 00:36:38,270 --> 00:36:39,460 - Well, that's bleak. - Right? 685 00:36:39,660 --> 00:36:41,630 [Freya chuckles] [Maddy chuckles] 686 00:36:41,830 --> 00:36:43,710 [Maddy] Oh God, look what the tide dragged in. 687 00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:46,510 Why does it look like a Dolce & Gabbana plane ad? 688 00:36:46,710 --> 00:36:48,340 I'll have a little scratch and sniff. 689 00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:51,380 - Oh, you are officially out. - What? 690 00:36:51,580 --> 00:36:52,330 Hey there. 691 00:36:54,120 --> 00:36:56,350 - Oh! - Oh, God no. 692 00:36:56,540 --> 00:36:57,640 You're gettin' me all wet. 693 00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:01,440 Who's this? 694 00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:02,740 Hardin. 695 00:37:02,940 --> 00:37:06,400 Me and Nat, we grew up together. 696 00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:07,480 Hm. 697 00:37:09,780 --> 00:37:11,100 [Freya] Grow up, shake his hand. 698 00:37:15,310 --> 00:37:17,050 Well, this is Sebastian. 699 00:37:18,490 --> 00:37:20,540 Sebastian, Hardin's in town from London. 700 00:37:20,740 --> 00:37:21,840 He's a famous author. 701 00:37:23,010 --> 00:37:24,850 - Wait, what? - I wouldn't say famous. 702 00:37:25,050 --> 00:37:25,890 I'm just an author... 703 00:37:26,050 --> 00:37:26,770 No? 704 00:37:26,970 --> 00:37:28,290 Would you say bestselling? 705 00:37:28,490 --> 00:37:29,810 What's one of your books? 706 00:37:30,010 --> 00:37:31,600 There is only one, but honestly- 707 00:37:31,800 --> 00:37:32,860 It's called "After." 708 00:37:33,060 --> 00:37:34,250 No way I've heard of that. 709 00:37:34,450 --> 00:37:35,250 I've read that. 710 00:37:35,450 --> 00:37:36,410 [Nathalie] No, you haven't. 711 00:37:36,410 --> 00:37:37,470 I loved it. 712 00:37:37,670 --> 00:37:39,020 Well, as much as you can love something 713 00:37:39,020 --> 00:37:41,090 that makes you ugly cry every other page. 714 00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:42,849 [Maddy] I heard they're making a movie? 715 00:37:42,850 --> 00:37:43,980 Oh, Harry Style should play you. 716 00:37:43,980 --> 00:37:45,050 Thank you. 717 00:37:45,250 --> 00:37:47,300 [Maddy] So, you're working on anything now? 718 00:37:48,390 --> 00:37:49,440 I'm trying, yeah. 719 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:50,780 What is it they say? 720 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:54,190 Everyone has one book in them, 721 00:37:54,390 --> 00:37:56,540 only the talented have a second. 722 00:37:56,740 --> 00:37:58,190 Huh, wow. 723 00:37:58,390 --> 00:37:59,710 Spoken like a true writer. 724 00:37:59,910 --> 00:38:01,630 Tell me, where can I find your body of work? 725 00:38:01,700 --> 00:38:03,630 [girls chuckling] 726 00:38:03,830 --> 00:38:05,890 - The boy can keep up. - Mm hm. 727 00:38:06,090 --> 00:38:07,630 You ever been cliff diving, man? 728 00:38:07,830 --> 00:38:08,990 No, I'm putting my foot down. 729 00:38:09,180 --> 00:38:10,550 You are not roping him into that. 730 00:38:10,750 --> 00:38:12,030 [Sebastian] What? It's fun. 731 00:38:12,230 --> 00:38:13,940 It's an accident waiting to happen. 732 00:38:14,140 --> 00:38:14,890 Come on, man. 733 00:38:17,550 --> 00:38:18,690 Let's do it. 734 00:38:18,890 --> 00:38:23,120 [anticipatory music] [water splashing] 735 00:38:39,530 --> 00:38:41,060 [suspenseful music] 736 00:38:41,260 --> 00:38:42,670 This is a bad idea. 737 00:38:42,870 --> 00:38:45,500 Seriously Hardin, don't let him pressure you, okay? 738 00:38:45,700 --> 00:38:48,410 Yeah man, don't let me pressure you. 739 00:38:48,610 --> 00:38:51,580 [suspenseful music] 740 00:38:53,370 --> 00:38:54,460 Woo! [water splashing] 741 00:38:54,660 --> 00:38:55,550 Let's go! 742 00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:57,340 [suspenseful music] 743 00:38:57,540 --> 00:38:59,600 - Where is he? - I don't know. 744 00:38:59,800 --> 00:39:01,730 [Nathalie and Maddy] Hardin? 745 00:39:01,930 --> 00:39:03,120 [Freya] Come up. 746 00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:05,990 [music continues] 747 00:39:10,250 --> 00:39:12,090 [water splashing] 748 00:39:12,290 --> 00:39:13,570 [gentle music] 749 00:39:13,770 --> 00:39:15,430 Just fuckin' with you. 750 00:39:16,870 --> 00:39:19,360 [Freya speaking faintly] 751 00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:22,870 [soft melancholy music] 752 00:39:29,450 --> 00:39:32,140 [water gurgling] 753 00:39:35,150 --> 00:39:40,240 [water splashing] [gentle music] 754 00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:12,840 [Hardin panting] [music continues] 755 00:40:13,660 --> 00:40:15,840 [waves splashing] 756 00:40:24,540 --> 00:40:27,070 [music swells] 757 00:40:40,950 --> 00:40:42,080 Hardin, hey. 758 00:40:46,830 --> 00:40:49,190 You okay? 759 00:40:49,390 --> 00:40:50,130 Yeah. 760 00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:54,020 Yeah, I will be. 761 00:40:54,220 --> 00:40:58,840 [gentle music] [seagulls squawking] 762 00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:21,120 [phone vibrating] [soft music] 763 00:41:57,290 --> 00:42:01,260 Me and Nat, we uh, we grew up together. 764 00:42:01,460 --> 00:42:04,650 [Hardin's voice echoing] 765 00:42:04,850 --> 00:42:07,600 [anticipatory music] 766 00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:10,530 [keyboard keys clacking] 767 00:42:10,730 --> 00:42:13,740 [Nathalie] Hardin was my first crush. 768 00:42:14,740 --> 00:42:18,180 [Nathalie's voice echoing] 769 00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:50,210 [siren wailing faintly] [music continues] 770 00:42:50,820 --> 00:42:53,000 [phone chimes] 771 00:43:02,090 --> 00:43:03,100 [lock screen clicks] 772 00:43:03,300 --> 00:43:08,010 [Tess sighs] [phone thuds] 773 00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:13,630 [singer vocalizing] 774 00:43:23,510 --> 00:43:26,810 [pedestrians chattering] 775 00:43:43,920 --> 00:43:45,620 [Hardin] Hey. 776 00:43:45,820 --> 00:43:48,450 Not much of a morning person, are we? 777 00:43:48,650 --> 00:43:50,270 Just haven't had enough coffee yet. 778 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:54,240 And I am definitely not a smoothie person, but thank you. 779 00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:56,240 How can you hate smoothies? 780 00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:58,230 It's literally blended fruit and a bit of veg. 781 00:43:58,230 --> 00:44:01,200 It's more about the aesthetic, isn't it? 782 00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:03,810 It's like a holier than thou wellness cult kinda thing. 783 00:44:09,120 --> 00:44:10,860 Come on, just try it. 784 00:44:12,470 --> 00:44:13,290 Come on. 785 00:44:20,520 --> 00:44:22,010 Mm, yeah. 786 00:44:22,210 --> 00:44:23,990 Maybe you don't know what kind of person you are. 787 00:44:23,990 --> 00:44:26,520 [upbeat music] 788 00:44:37,930 --> 00:44:40,580 [water splashing] 789 00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:45,770 Can you do me a favor? 790 00:44:45,970 --> 00:44:47,210 Can you pull in the main sheet? 791 00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:50,080 Pull... 792 00:44:50,280 --> 00:44:51,160 What's the main sheet? 793 00:44:51,280 --> 00:44:52,480 [Nathalie] Sorry, the red one. 794 00:44:52,590 --> 00:44:53,510 Pull the red line. 795 00:44:55,290 --> 00:44:56,950 - I just pull it? - Yes. 796 00:45:00,170 --> 00:45:01,790 - This okay? - Yes. 797 00:45:01,990 --> 00:45:03,350 Good. 798 00:45:03,550 --> 00:45:07,780 [wind whistling] [water splashing] 799 00:45:12,660 --> 00:45:14,280 Here. 800 00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:15,640 You look like you need water. 801 00:45:17,580 --> 00:45:18,400 Thanks. 802 00:45:23,580 --> 00:45:26,860 I've been stuck in my apartment for so long. 803 00:45:27,050 --> 00:45:28,370 Figure it's taken a toll. 804 00:45:29,590 --> 00:45:30,410 Stuck? 805 00:45:32,370 --> 00:45:33,940 More like self-contained, I guess. 806 00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:36,920 Figured if I shut myself away from the world 807 00:45:37,020 --> 00:45:40,170 for long enough eventually I'd find the words. 808 00:45:40,370 --> 00:45:42,260 You do like to pick things apart, don't you? 809 00:45:42,460 --> 00:45:43,480 Oh, yeah. 810 00:45:43,680 --> 00:45:45,390 That's how you get to the good stuff. 811 00:45:46,870 --> 00:45:48,960 So why do you think you're struggling so much? 812 00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:52,180 Second novel syndrome. 813 00:45:53,870 --> 00:45:55,470 I mean, it's common enough to have a name 814 00:45:55,520 --> 00:45:57,090 so at least I'm not the only one. 815 00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:00,400 But I guess there must be a number of reasons. 816 00:46:02,060 --> 00:46:03,760 Like? 817 00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:05,110 Picking things apart again? 818 00:46:05,310 --> 00:46:06,150 Oh, yeah. 819 00:46:08,190 --> 00:46:09,410 Well, "After" was easy. 820 00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:12,290 I had my muse. 821 00:46:12,490 --> 00:46:13,600 I was inspired. 822 00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:15,460 I could have written thousands of pages. 823 00:46:17,030 --> 00:46:18,710 It's kind of the irony of it all, isn't it? 824 00:46:18,890 --> 00:46:21,130 If I didn't have her, I wouldn't have the book, 825 00:46:21,330 --> 00:46:24,860 but if I didn't have the book, then I would still have her. 826 00:46:25,600 --> 00:46:27,350 Oh, she didn't like the book? 827 00:46:27,550 --> 00:46:30,480 She absolutely fucking hated the book. 828 00:46:30,680 --> 00:46:32,360 The parts that she read, anyway. 829 00:46:32,550 --> 00:46:33,910 It was more about the circumstances 830 00:46:33,990 --> 00:46:35,880 of how she read them as well, but- 831 00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:38,800 Wait, you didn't ask her permission to write it? 832 00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:42,320 I really thought that sharing our story would help people 833 00:46:42,520 --> 00:46:44,110 the same way that it helped me 834 00:46:44,310 --> 00:46:46,070 to get through my shit and figure things out, 835 00:46:46,090 --> 00:46:49,200 but obviously I now understand that I shouldn't have gone 836 00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:51,120 and published it to the entire fucking world 837 00:46:51,180 --> 00:46:52,850 without telling her, I know that now. 838 00:46:54,540 --> 00:46:58,290 I mean, it's not nice being exposed without your consent. 839 00:46:59,460 --> 00:47:01,210 [Nathalie sighs] 840 00:47:01,410 --> 00:47:05,950 [gentle music] [water splashing] 841 00:47:19,000 --> 00:47:19,870 Do you see that? 842 00:47:21,260 --> 00:47:22,140 There? 843 00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:25,490 That is my dream. 844 00:47:29,710 --> 00:47:31,850 I think I would wake up every morning 845 00:47:32,050 --> 00:47:34,500 with the biggest smile on my face if that was my view. 846 00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:38,110 Seems lonely. 847 00:47:40,980 --> 00:47:45,560 Nah, not if you have the right person share it with. 848 00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:48,160 [gentle music] 849 00:48:00,130 --> 00:48:02,580 I don't want to lose this. 850 00:48:02,780 --> 00:48:04,090 I don't either. 851 00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:13,800 So, are you ever gonna show me 852 00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:15,010 what you're writing in there? 853 00:48:15,010 --> 00:48:15,850 I... 854 00:48:16,050 --> 00:48:17,930 Maybe, someday. 855 00:48:20,540 --> 00:48:21,370 Someday. 856 00:48:28,590 --> 00:48:33,000 [singer vocalizing] [upbeat music] 857 00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:37,440 ♪ I know what you are looking for ♪ 858 00:48:37,640 --> 00:48:38,700 Here we are, ladies. 859 00:48:38,900 --> 00:48:39,700 - Oh, yes. - Oh! 860 00:48:39,900 --> 00:48:41,480 Someone got some sun. 861 00:48:41,680 --> 00:48:44,050 It's a wonder I'm still standing actually. 862 00:48:44,250 --> 00:48:46,710 She practically dragged me down the entire coastline. 863 00:48:46,910 --> 00:48:48,470 Please, you make it sound like I made you 864 00:48:48,470 --> 00:48:49,470 sail across the Atlantic. 865 00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:52,060 Mm, let's go dance. 866 00:48:52,260 --> 00:48:55,760 [Maddy chuckles] 867 00:48:55,960 --> 00:48:56,710 You wanna join? 868 00:48:58,190 --> 00:48:59,550 No, you don't have to babysit me. 869 00:48:59,570 --> 00:49:01,360 Come on, Hardin, have fun with us! 870 00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:05,600 I didn't catch that. 871 00:49:05,790 --> 00:49:08,470 Oh, I think they want you to come and dance. 872 00:49:08,670 --> 00:49:10,500 I think you're gonna have to send my apologies. 873 00:49:10,500 --> 00:49:12,040 [Nathalie chuckles] 874 00:49:12,240 --> 00:49:14,990 [indistinct singing] 875 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:21,600 [Sebastian] I thought you left town. 876 00:49:23,210 --> 00:49:24,130 I'm still here. 877 00:49:25,260 --> 00:49:26,090 For how long? 878 00:49:26,870 --> 00:49:29,710 [Hardin splutters] 879 00:49:29,910 --> 00:49:30,830 You're lucky, you know? 880 00:49:32,050 --> 00:49:32,870 Why is that? 881 00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:34,700 She's too good. 882 00:49:36,230 --> 00:49:38,450 Definitely too good for you after the shit you pulled. 883 00:49:40,580 --> 00:49:42,720 When she first got here, she was a mess. 884 00:49:42,920 --> 00:49:43,670 There was nothing. 885 00:49:46,240 --> 00:49:48,800 We spent a lot of time together that first year talking. 886 00:49:53,330 --> 00:49:55,210 I know who you are. 887 00:49:55,410 --> 00:49:57,380 She never said your name, but I can tell. 888 00:50:00,550 --> 00:50:03,650 If it were up to me, you'd be rotting in a cell. 889 00:50:03,850 --> 00:50:08,950 [pensive music] [upbeat music playing] 890 00:50:10,220 --> 00:50:11,570 What did you say to him? 891 00:50:11,770 --> 00:50:16,660 [singer vocalizing] [music continues] 892 00:50:17,350 --> 00:50:18,190 ♪ Somethin' about ya 893 00:50:18,390 --> 00:50:19,410 Whiskey, a shot. 894 00:50:19,610 --> 00:50:21,230 [Bartender] Yes, Sir. 895 00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:24,630 Again. 896 00:50:24,830 --> 00:50:27,420 ♪ Somethin' about ya, babe. 897 00:50:27,620 --> 00:50:28,450 Mm hm. 898 00:50:31,320 --> 00:50:35,340 ♪ Somethin' about you 899 00:50:35,540 --> 00:50:38,250 ♪ Somethin' about you 900 00:50:38,450 --> 00:50:39,250 - Come on. - Hey! 901 00:50:39,450 --> 00:50:40,690 No, you're not doing yourself 902 00:50:40,890 --> 00:50:43,640 any favors sitting here drowning, okay? 903 00:50:45,290 --> 00:50:47,480 I'll never forgive myself for what I did to you. 904 00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:48,680 - You know that? - Hardin- 905 00:50:48,720 --> 00:50:50,180 Never. 906 00:50:50,380 --> 00:50:51,740 - James posted it. - Yeah- 907 00:50:51,940 --> 00:50:53,740 It was a long time ago. 908 00:50:56,480 --> 00:50:58,060 So you're fine now? 909 00:50:58,260 --> 00:50:59,400 You're fine? 910 00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:01,280 I have good days, I have bad days. 911 00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:03,700 I've moved on. 912 00:51:04,750 --> 00:51:06,270 - And so should you. - Yeah. 913 00:51:07,930 --> 00:51:12,640 [girls chattering] [melancholy music] 914 00:51:12,830 --> 00:51:16,060 [radio playing continues] 915 00:51:17,110 --> 00:51:21,900 ♪ Somethin' about you 916 00:51:24,380 --> 00:51:25,600 ♪ Somethin' about you 917 00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:28,480 [gentle music] 918 00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:30,090 - I love this. - What? 919 00:51:30,290 --> 00:51:31,170 This, us. 920 00:51:33,730 --> 00:51:35,270 And we're always gonna be like this, 921 00:51:35,470 --> 00:51:37,270 you know that, don't you? 922 00:51:37,470 --> 00:51:39,910 [upbeat music] 923 00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:45,840 ♪ Somethin' about you 924 00:51:46,040 --> 00:51:47,800 ♪ Oh 925 00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:49,410 ♪ I don't know what else I can say ♪ 926 00:51:49,610 --> 00:51:50,410 [Nathalie] Woo wee! 927 00:51:50,610 --> 00:51:53,750 ♪ Somethin' about you 928 00:51:54,580 --> 00:51:57,760 [indistinct singing] 929 00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:01,250 ♪ Oh, oh 930 00:52:01,450 --> 00:52:03,760 [Freya giggling] 931 00:52:11,380 --> 00:52:12,820 You like to fuck with girls, right? 932 00:52:12,850 --> 00:52:13,890 How 'bout I fuck with you? 933 00:52:13,900 --> 00:52:17,480 [girls exclaiming] [head banging] 934 00:52:17,680 --> 00:52:19,040 [Girls] Sebastian! 935 00:52:21,350 --> 00:52:24,180 [girls clamoring] 936 00:52:26,440 --> 00:52:28,580 [fists thudding] 937 00:52:28,780 --> 00:52:30,630 [Hardin grunts] [pensive music] 938 00:52:30,830 --> 00:52:35,580 [solemn music] [kicks thudding] 939 00:52:37,580 --> 00:52:42,190 [shouting fades] [music continues] 940 00:52:45,590 --> 00:52:47,730 Get up, you little shit! 941 00:52:47,930 --> 00:52:50,380 [music continues] 942 00:52:58,780 --> 00:53:01,600 [cell door slams] 943 00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:05,140 [music fades] 944 00:53:05,340 --> 00:53:07,320 [inmates chattering] 945 00:53:07,510 --> 00:53:10,220 [melancholy music] 946 00:53:14,530 --> 00:53:17,050 And the thought of you leaving, 947 00:53:18,530 --> 00:53:21,720 it's just getting pretty dark in here, Tess. 948 00:53:21,920 --> 00:53:24,670 [music continues] 949 00:53:28,540 --> 00:53:30,850 [Tessa] I'm here with you. 950 00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:33,910 [air whooshing] 951 00:53:34,110 --> 00:53:37,390 [keys jingling] [cell door clanging] 952 00:53:37,590 --> 00:53:39,960 [door creaks] [pensive music] 953 00:53:40,160 --> 00:53:43,350 [Christian] Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse. 954 00:53:43,550 --> 00:53:46,690 [inmates chattering] 955 00:53:51,260 --> 00:53:52,480 Guess I'm over achiever. 956 00:53:53,350 --> 00:53:56,140 [solemn music] 957 00:54:02,360 --> 00:54:07,060 [keys jingling] [cell door clangs] 958 00:54:08,500 --> 00:54:10,420 So, how'd you find me, Dad? 959 00:54:10,620 --> 00:54:11,540 Your mom told me. 960 00:54:13,110 --> 00:54:14,670 Apparently she got a call from a young lady 961 00:54:14,670 --> 00:54:16,290 that you've been spending some time with. 962 00:54:17,380 --> 00:54:18,250 Nathalie. 963 00:54:19,420 --> 00:54:20,690 We're not... 964 00:54:20,890 --> 00:54:22,090 - She knows it's not- - No, no, 965 00:54:22,200 --> 00:54:23,080 I didn't think it was. 966 00:54:23,240 --> 00:54:23,990 I just... 967 00:54:25,210 --> 00:54:26,530 I suppose a part of me hoped that- 968 00:54:26,720 --> 00:54:28,440 Oh, you hoped. 969 00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:31,270 You hoped that I was finally fucking someone new didn't you? 970 00:54:31,470 --> 00:54:32,400 No. 971 00:54:32,600 --> 00:54:34,010 Yeah, you did. 972 00:54:34,210 --> 00:54:35,949 God, you can twist things around, can't you? 973 00:54:35,950 --> 00:54:37,580 Poor Hardin. 974 00:54:37,780 --> 00:54:41,060 The miserable drunk little victim sitting at home. 975 00:54:41,260 --> 00:54:43,280 Honestly, I mean, I'm surprised that you're not 976 00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:45,500 even embarrassed by yourself at this point. 977 00:54:45,700 --> 00:54:48,460 It's pathetic. [Hardin scoffs] 978 00:54:48,660 --> 00:54:52,030 I was hoping that you've maybe come away, you've moved on, 979 00:54:52,230 --> 00:54:53,930 started a clean slate, maybe? 980 00:54:55,940 --> 00:54:56,940 Move forward. 981 00:54:58,500 --> 00:55:00,250 [Christian sighs] 982 00:55:00,450 --> 00:55:01,520 Lanny gave me this. 983 00:55:01,720 --> 00:55:03,650 He's been trying to get through to you. 984 00:55:03,850 --> 00:55:06,560 [envelope rustling] 985 00:55:07,690 --> 00:55:09,220 - I am trying, you know? - Yeah, yeah. 986 00:55:09,420 --> 00:55:10,440 I am. 987 00:55:10,640 --> 00:55:11,440 I'm fucking trying. 988 00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:12,950 Look at yourself. 989 00:55:14,780 --> 00:55:16,090 Why do you think I came here? 990 00:55:17,570 --> 00:55:19,100 I came here in the first place 991 00:55:19,300 --> 00:55:22,450 to try and resolve my past so I can move forward. 992 00:55:22,650 --> 00:55:23,700 I am fucking trying. 993 00:55:30,230 --> 00:55:35,330 [gentle music] [water splashing] 994 00:55:35,530 --> 00:55:36,930 Maybe I need to try harder. 995 00:55:40,020 --> 00:55:42,640 I just don't think I'll ever move on, even if she has. 996 00:55:42,840 --> 00:55:43,600 Has she? 997 00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:45,170 She says so. 998 00:55:45,370 --> 00:55:46,550 So, you've talked to her? 999 00:55:49,290 --> 00:55:50,730 It's mostly been one-sided. 1000 00:55:52,250 --> 00:55:53,830 She replied to the last message saying, 1001 00:55:54,030 --> 00:55:56,170 "You should move on, 'cause I have." 1002 00:55:57,820 --> 00:55:59,690 I know you are gonna say, I'm being irrational when... 1003 00:55:59,690 --> 00:56:03,320 And I should just let go but I genuinely, 1004 00:56:03,520 --> 00:56:05,710 I cannot comprehend the thought of giving up on us. 1005 00:56:05,910 --> 00:56:07,670 It doesn't make sense to me. 1006 00:56:07,870 --> 00:56:09,010 Maybe you don't have to. 1007 00:56:11,450 --> 00:56:13,590 Maybe you can hold a space for her in your heart 1008 00:56:13,790 --> 00:56:15,230 like I hold a space for your mom. 1009 00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:18,240 Always. 1010 00:56:18,440 --> 00:56:19,840 It doesn't mean that you can't go on 1011 00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:21,410 to have other great loves, 1012 00:56:22,680 --> 00:56:23,850 and live a full life. 1013 00:56:26,850 --> 00:56:28,120 I don't know. 1014 00:56:28,320 --> 00:56:32,640 Well, take it from someone who does. 1015 00:56:37,520 --> 00:56:42,430 It's easy to believe that our ability to love is finite, 1016 00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:46,050 especially when your heart is broken. 1017 00:56:47,480 --> 00:56:51,620 But believe it or not, slowly you will heal. 1018 00:56:53,920 --> 00:56:58,280 And your capacity for love will grow exponentially. 1019 00:56:58,480 --> 00:57:01,030 You'll be able to keep a space for Tessa in your heart, 1020 00:57:01,230 --> 00:57:03,860 for your family, for your future children, 1021 00:57:04,060 --> 00:57:05,630 for anybody who comes into your life. 1022 00:57:06,850 --> 00:57:08,080 And you never know, 1023 00:57:08,280 --> 00:57:11,070 maybe you and Tessa are meant to be together. 1024 00:57:12,120 --> 00:57:13,430 And if that is the case, 1025 00:57:13,630 --> 00:57:15,370 then you will find your way back to each other, 1026 00:57:15,370 --> 00:57:17,430 but it's not gonna happen like this is it? 1027 00:57:17,630 --> 00:57:18,430 Look at you. 1028 00:57:19,860 --> 00:57:21,820 You go on drinking and messing up the way you are. 1029 00:57:26,480 --> 00:57:27,300 You're right. 1030 00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:31,970 You are, of course you're right. 1031 00:57:32,170 --> 00:57:35,230 You know, my life was finally getting somewhere. 1032 00:57:35,430 --> 00:57:37,930 You know, with the book I actually finally did something, 1033 00:57:38,130 --> 00:57:39,270 something I was proud of. 1034 00:57:41,190 --> 00:57:42,810 And then, yeah, I mean, 1035 00:57:43,010 --> 00:57:45,170 I guess it fucked up and everything blew up in my face. 1036 00:57:45,310 --> 00:57:46,640 And now the bar's so fucking high, 1037 00:57:46,840 --> 00:57:48,120 I'll never get back there again. 1038 00:57:49,110 --> 00:57:50,500 I'm so scared of failing, 1039 00:57:52,420 --> 00:57:54,510 so I just end up ruining everything instead. 1040 00:57:59,900 --> 00:58:00,870 It's pathetic. 1041 00:58:01,070 --> 00:58:02,110 - You're right. - Listen to me. 1042 00:58:02,110 --> 00:58:02,990 It's fucking pathetic, 1043 00:58:03,110 --> 00:58:04,570 - isn't it? - Listen. 1044 00:58:04,770 --> 00:58:09,140 You need to change the metrics by which you define success. 1045 00:58:09,340 --> 00:58:13,490 You can start by writing one page a day. 1046 00:58:13,690 --> 00:58:16,150 Just that, and that'll be your success. 1047 00:58:16,340 --> 00:58:18,220 And if your second book comes out and it flunks, 1048 00:58:18,220 --> 00:58:20,980 but you've been real and authentic, 1049 00:58:21,180 --> 00:58:22,140 then that is a success. 1050 00:58:24,620 --> 00:58:28,640 Whether you end up with a woman you have loved or not, 1051 00:58:28,840 --> 00:58:31,600 you have loved with every cell in your being, 1052 00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:34,550 and that in and of itself is a spectacular success. 1053 00:58:40,640 --> 00:58:41,470 Wow. 1054 00:58:43,990 --> 00:58:45,690 You're not bad at this Dad stuff. 1055 00:58:47,990 --> 00:58:50,950 Now that for me is the pinnacle of success. 1056 00:58:53,740 --> 00:58:54,780 So, what are you gonna do? 1057 00:58:57,310 --> 00:59:00,570 Could book a return flight with me if you want. 1058 00:59:02,050 --> 00:59:02,970 No. 1059 00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:08,230 Thanks. 1060 00:59:09,490 --> 00:59:11,070 I'm gonna stay here for awhile. 1061 00:59:11,270 --> 00:59:14,410 Might sort things through and try to write. 1062 00:59:20,770 --> 00:59:21,850 I love you, Son. 1063 00:59:24,420 --> 00:59:25,250 Really love you. 1064 00:59:27,600 --> 00:59:28,430 I always have. 1065 00:59:29,860 --> 00:59:30,690 Always will. 1066 00:59:33,820 --> 00:59:36,180 Now, let's get some food you fuckin' idiot. 1067 00:59:36,380 --> 00:59:41,180 [hopeful music] [water splashing] 1068 00:59:46,660 --> 00:59:49,620 [inspirational music] 1069 01:00:27,050 --> 01:00:30,050 [alcohol sloshing] 1070 01:00:34,710 --> 01:00:39,540 [music continues] [singer vocalizing] 1071 01:00:52,730 --> 01:00:55,080 [bell ringing] 1072 01:00:59,910 --> 01:01:00,740 Nathalie. 1073 01:01:02,960 --> 01:01:04,180 Sorry for dropping 1074 01:01:04,380 --> 01:01:05,840 - by uninvited. - Good to see you. 1075 01:01:06,040 --> 01:01:08,580 [Nathalie] It's just, I rang the doorbell 1076 01:01:08,780 --> 01:01:09,880 and you weren't on WhatsApp 1077 01:01:10,080 --> 01:01:11,610 and I just wanted to see if you're okay. 1078 01:01:11,610 --> 01:01:12,760 I'm fine. 1079 01:01:12,960 --> 01:01:14,500 - Should we sit? - Yes. 1080 01:01:14,700 --> 01:01:17,020 I brought you a little care package. 1081 01:01:17,220 --> 01:01:19,710 I didn't think that you'd be in a state to go out, so. 1082 01:01:21,360 --> 01:01:23,670 This is ridiculously generous. 1083 01:01:26,240 --> 01:01:28,860 I should probably tell you that I've stopped drinking. 1084 01:01:29,060 --> 01:01:30,470 - No. - Yeah [chuckles]. 1085 01:01:30,670 --> 01:01:32,150 - I'm sorry, that's bad. - It would've 1086 01:01:32,190 --> 01:01:33,330 been very thoughtful. 1087 01:01:34,510 --> 01:01:35,680 I'll have the chocolate. 1088 01:01:38,640 --> 01:01:41,660 Oh, Seb is an asshole for attacking you like that. 1089 01:01:41,850 --> 01:01:42,610 I'm so sorry. 1090 01:01:42,810 --> 01:01:43,740 He had his reasons. 1091 01:01:43,940 --> 01:01:45,340 I really do wish there was something 1092 01:01:45,470 --> 01:01:46,880 I could do to make it up to you. 1093 01:01:47,080 --> 01:01:51,710 Hardin, your apology, spending this time together, 1094 01:01:51,910 --> 01:01:53,820 seeing that you've changed, that all means something. 1095 01:01:53,820 --> 01:01:56,410 You didn't force me to do anything. 1096 01:01:56,610 --> 01:01:59,710 No, but I lied to you, Nat. 1097 01:02:03,360 --> 01:02:05,970 I didn't see it then, but I do see it now. 1098 01:02:08,460 --> 01:02:09,280 So, I'm sorry. 1099 01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:13,080 [sighs] Oh, sorry. 1100 01:02:13,280 --> 01:02:14,120 Does that hurt still? 1101 01:02:14,230 --> 01:02:15,040 Oh, okay, sorry. 1102 01:02:15,240 --> 01:02:16,040 It does hurt. 1103 01:02:16,240 --> 01:02:17,300 - It's fine. - I'm sorry. 1104 01:02:17,500 --> 01:02:18,870 - Okay? - Yeah. 1105 01:02:19,070 --> 01:02:24,120 Oh, no. 1106 01:02:27,390 --> 01:02:29,560 - I'm sorry. - No, it's fine. 1107 01:02:31,430 --> 01:02:32,610 I'm still in love with Tessa. 1108 01:02:34,090 --> 01:02:38,400 I know she may have moved on, but I haven't. 1109 01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:42,590 I do want you to know how grateful I am though, 1110 01:02:42,780 --> 01:02:46,190 for really giving me the chance to put what I did behind us. 1111 01:02:47,190 --> 01:02:48,470 I think it takes a lot of bravery 1112 01:02:48,570 --> 01:02:52,600 to be so forgiving, so thank you. 1113 01:02:52,790 --> 01:02:55,590 You really deserve someone who can give you all of themself. 1114 01:02:56,850 --> 01:02:57,900 You really do. 1115 01:02:59,380 --> 01:03:00,550 You're right, I do. 1116 01:03:04,470 --> 01:03:05,610 You do. 1117 01:03:05,810 --> 01:03:07,390 [Nathalie laughs] 1118 01:03:07,590 --> 01:03:09,250 I think you should take this wine back, though. 1119 01:03:09,250 --> 01:03:10,130 I do. 1120 01:03:10,330 --> 01:03:11,530 Let's not waste it. 1121 01:03:11,730 --> 01:03:13,010 It does look very nice, though. 1122 01:03:15,130 --> 01:03:16,530 Yeah, I'll enjoy that by myself. 1123 01:03:16,730 --> 01:03:17,880 Please do. 1124 01:03:18,080 --> 01:03:20,060 [Nathalie laughs] [Hardin chuckles] 1125 01:03:20,260 --> 01:03:22,190 [phone ringing] 1126 01:03:22,390 --> 01:03:23,430 [Landon] Hey, it's Landon. 1127 01:03:23,560 --> 01:03:24,800 Leave a message. 1128 01:03:25,000 --> 01:03:26,500 [phone beeps] 1129 01:03:26,700 --> 01:03:27,760 Shit. 1130 01:03:27,960 --> 01:03:29,140 Sorry, Landon, I didn't realize 1131 01:03:29,140 --> 01:03:30,980 what time it was over there. I just... 1132 01:03:31,180 --> 01:03:32,670 Just calling to say congratulations. 1133 01:03:34,320 --> 01:03:36,240 Wouldn't miss my brother's wedding for the world. 1134 01:03:37,150 --> 01:03:38,240 I love you, 1135 01:03:39,940 --> 01:03:41,170 but don't quote me on that. 1136 01:03:41,370 --> 01:03:46,420 [phone beeps] [upbeat music] 1137 01:03:55,170 --> 01:03:58,490 ♪ We spend so, so long sorting these ♪ 1138 01:03:58,690 --> 01:04:03,480 ♪ And it's been 24 months now to the day ♪ 1139 01:04:04,700 --> 01:04:09,370 ♪ Even though your heart's still golden ♪ 1140 01:04:09,570 --> 01:04:13,670 ♪ Somethin' else in you seen a chance ♪ 1141 01:04:22,330 --> 01:04:27,120 ♪ Well, you can let the wind blow in any one direction ♪ 1142 01:04:28,380 --> 01:04:32,040 ♪ I know I'm gonna see you again ♪ 1143 01:04:32,240 --> 01:04:34,520 ♪ And we can trade secrets 1144 01:04:34,720 --> 01:04:38,880 ♪ Maybe we can get back to how it used to be ♪ 1145 01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:42,400 ♪ Before it all began 1146 01:04:42,600 --> 01:04:44,660 ♪ Hold my arm to ya 1147 01:04:44,860 --> 01:04:47,190 ♪ [indistinct] 1148 01:04:47,390 --> 01:04:51,850 ♪ Same story but a different day ♪ 1149 01:04:52,040 --> 01:04:56,330 ♪ Keep your hand [indistinct] 1150 01:04:56,530 --> 01:05:00,640 ♪ Everyone's got a different pace ♪ 1151 01:05:00,840 --> 01:05:03,540 [music continues] 1152 01:05:10,640 --> 01:05:12,560 ♪ And time's got surprises you won't believe ♪ 1153 01:05:12,760 --> 01:05:14,910 ♪ While you makin' friends I'm an enemy ♪ 1154 01:05:15,110 --> 01:05:19,910 ♪ Then other times it's the other way around ♪ 1155 01:05:20,730 --> 01:05:22,740 [music continues] 1156 01:05:33,360 --> 01:05:35,750 ♪ Yeah, yeah 1157 01:05:37,360 --> 01:05:39,680 Just that green one. 1158 01:05:39,870 --> 01:05:41,200 Thank you. 1159 01:05:41,400 --> 01:05:43,510 Keep the change. 1160 01:05:43,700 --> 01:05:44,710 [Hardin speaking in Portuguese] 1161 01:05:44,710 --> 01:05:47,340 [worker speaking in Portuguese] 1162 01:05:47,530 --> 01:05:48,680 They all look beautiful. 1163 01:05:48,880 --> 01:05:50,200 They all suit you but I just think 1164 01:05:50,320 --> 01:05:52,720 that the second one is very you. 1165 01:05:54,030 --> 01:05:57,080 - Yes. - It fits you perfectly. 1166 01:05:57,280 --> 01:05:58,960 But there's a couple more over here 1167 01:05:59,160 --> 01:06:00,960 - if you wanna just have a look. - Okay. 1168 01:06:01,160 --> 01:06:02,090 Hey. 1169 01:06:02,290 --> 01:06:03,600 [Nathalie] Hey. 1170 01:06:05,080 --> 01:06:07,170 So, is this goodbye? 1171 01:06:08,700 --> 01:06:09,610 I fly tomorrow. 1172 01:06:11,220 --> 01:06:12,660 I just came back to give you this. 1173 01:06:18,010 --> 01:06:19,570 It's still very much a work in progress. 1174 01:06:19,740 --> 01:06:21,150 I haven't sent it to my editor yet 1175 01:06:21,350 --> 01:06:22,670 or anything like that, so. 1176 01:06:22,870 --> 01:06:24,670 Don't worry, I'm sure it's brilliant. 1177 01:06:25,410 --> 01:06:27,580 And if it isn't I'll just pretend it is [smirks]. 1178 01:06:29,460 --> 01:06:31,850 It's just [sighs], 1179 01:06:36,420 --> 01:06:37,590 you're in it, 1180 01:06:39,900 --> 01:06:41,630 and I just wanna make sure that you're entirely okay 1181 01:06:41,630 --> 01:06:43,830 with everything in there before I send it 1182 01:06:44,030 --> 01:06:46,040 to my publisher or anyone else [inhales shakily]. 1183 01:06:48,040 --> 01:06:49,820 Oh, so you want my permission? 1184 01:06:52,260 --> 01:06:54,360 [chuckles] I guess I'm trying 1185 01:06:54,560 --> 01:06:55,760 to learn from my old mistakes. 1186 01:06:58,750 --> 01:07:00,320 Well, I look forward to reading it. 1187 01:07:00,520 --> 01:07:03,050 [gentle music] 1188 01:07:05,670 --> 01:07:07,670 Have a safe flight, okay? 1189 01:07:10,540 --> 01:07:13,280 [Hardin exhales] 1190 01:07:15,240 --> 01:07:16,820 Bye, Nathalie. 1191 01:07:17,020 --> 01:07:21,460 [light music] [seagulls squawking] 1192 01:08:20,220 --> 01:08:22,920 [waves splashing] 1193 01:08:57,210 --> 01:09:00,170 [music intensifying] 1194 01:09:38,600 --> 01:09:41,260 [music softens] 1195 01:09:49,920 --> 01:09:54,790 [airplane engine humming] [passengers chattering] 1196 01:09:58,970 --> 01:10:01,670 [phone vibrating] 1197 01:10:11,460 --> 01:10:13,850 [phone beeps] 1198 01:10:25,690 --> 01:10:30,480 [Nathalie exhales] [gentle music] 1199 01:10:32,700 --> 01:10:35,400 [keys jingling] 1200 01:10:41,710 --> 01:10:43,410 [Nathalie] You see that? 1201 01:10:43,610 --> 01:10:44,840 That is my dream. 1202 01:10:52,020 --> 01:10:56,720 [keys jingling] [music continues] 1203 01:11:03,820 --> 01:11:08,520 [leaves rustling] [soft music] 1204 01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:21,280 You look stunning. 1205 01:11:21,480 --> 01:11:23,800 Such a beautiful bride. 1206 01:11:24,000 --> 01:11:26,190 I still can't believe how fast this days come. 1207 01:11:27,970 --> 01:11:29,490 [Nora] What if he doesn't show up? 1208 01:11:31,020 --> 01:11:32,640 Ken drove him here this morning. 1209 01:11:32,840 --> 01:11:34,620 He would've alerted us if there was a concern. 1210 01:11:34,620 --> 01:11:36,260 [Tessa] And it's Landon, he would never. 1211 01:11:36,450 --> 01:11:39,250 [fist knocks] 1212 01:11:39,450 --> 01:11:40,510 Hope I'm not intruding. 1213 01:11:41,510 --> 01:11:42,950 Thanks. 1214 01:11:43,150 --> 01:11:45,950 [Man] Also, the caterer's havin' a minor meltdown. 1215 01:11:46,150 --> 01:11:47,770 Can you tell her I'll be a minute? 1216 01:11:48,430 --> 01:11:49,380 I can try. 1217 01:11:50,910 --> 01:11:52,310 [Tessa] Okay. 1218 01:11:52,510 --> 01:11:55,010 I am sure Landon is just as nervous as you are, 1219 01:11:55,210 --> 01:11:57,440 but between Ken and Hardin- 1220 01:11:57,640 --> 01:11:59,050 Oh, if Hardin's helping 1221 01:11:59,250 --> 01:12:00,770 I should just cancel the honeymoon now. 1222 01:12:03,570 --> 01:12:05,710 You know, if he wasn't Landon's brother, 1223 01:12:05,910 --> 01:12:08,360 he wouldn't have been invited, much less the best man. 1224 01:12:09,840 --> 01:12:12,230 I'm gonna go check on things. 1225 01:12:15,410 --> 01:12:17,980 So what's it been, two years since you've seen him? 1226 01:12:19,850 --> 01:12:21,730 25 months, but who's counting? 1227 01:12:21,930 --> 01:12:24,120 [fist knocks] 1228 01:12:24,320 --> 01:12:25,470 Hey, Tess? 1229 01:12:25,670 --> 01:12:27,870 - Yeah, okay, coming. - Okay. 1230 01:12:28,070 --> 01:12:30,870 [door closes] 1231 01:12:31,070 --> 01:12:32,510 [Tessa] You ready, Mrs. Gibson? 1232 01:12:33,860 --> 01:12:38,560 No, but I will be as soon as I see him. 1233 01:12:39,430 --> 01:12:40,390 Are you? 1234 01:12:42,000 --> 01:12:47,010 Yeah, of course. 1235 01:12:52,100 --> 01:12:54,760 [Landon exhales nervously] [light instrumental music] 1236 01:12:54,960 --> 01:12:56,420 Last chance to bail. 1237 01:12:56,620 --> 01:12:58,290 Me, bail? 1238 01:12:58,490 --> 01:13:00,930 You're the one who's nervous about seeing her. 1239 01:13:01,670 --> 01:13:02,630 I'm not nervous. 1240 01:13:03,410 --> 01:13:04,420 I'm fine. 1241 01:13:05,630 --> 01:13:07,170 You're fine? 1242 01:13:07,370 --> 01:13:09,250 She's the maid of honor, I figured she'd show. 1243 01:13:09,450 --> 01:13:11,080 Okay, hot stuff. 1244 01:13:11,280 --> 01:13:12,300 Go talk to her. 1245 01:13:12,500 --> 01:13:15,030 [soft violin music] 1246 01:13:20,690 --> 01:13:22,400 [Landon exhales nervously] 1247 01:13:22,600 --> 01:13:25,220 [gentle music] 1248 01:13:53,250 --> 01:13:56,740 You really do have an eye for this stuff. 1249 01:13:56,940 --> 01:13:57,690 Thank you. 1250 01:13:57,890 --> 01:14:00,650 [music continues] 1251 01:14:15,660 --> 01:14:18,100 [soft music] 1252 01:15:25,290 --> 01:15:27,350 [upbeat music] [singer singing] 1253 01:15:27,550 --> 01:15:28,590 [Robert speaking indistinctly] 1254 01:15:28,590 --> 01:15:31,300 [Tessa laughs] 1255 01:15:33,430 --> 01:15:34,490 There he is. 1256 01:15:34,690 --> 01:15:35,710 [Hardin] Hey. 1257 01:15:35,910 --> 01:15:36,880 Hey. 1258 01:15:37,080 --> 01:15:38,100 You all right? 1259 01:15:38,300 --> 01:15:40,010 Yeah, I'm fine. 1260 01:15:40,210 --> 01:15:43,180 [Tessa speaking faintly] 1261 01:15:47,970 --> 01:15:49,330 Tell him. 1262 01:15:49,530 --> 01:15:51,500 I am enjoying this way too much to put him 1263 01:15:51,700 --> 01:15:52,420 out of his misery. 1264 01:15:52,570 --> 01:15:53,720 [Christian] Have mercy. 1265 01:15:53,920 --> 01:15:54,760 Enjoying what? 1266 01:15:56,060 --> 01:15:56,980 What? 1267 01:15:57,980 --> 01:15:59,200 They're not together. 1268 01:16:01,200 --> 01:16:02,560 Landon said they're inseparable. 1269 01:16:02,760 --> 01:16:05,200 Yeah, like brother and sister. 1270 01:16:08,470 --> 01:16:10,090 - Are you sure? - Yeah, no, no- 1271 01:16:10,290 --> 01:16:12,130 He's dating a literal neuroscientist 1272 01:16:12,330 --> 01:16:14,450 and apparently they're already talking about marriage, 1273 01:16:14,510 --> 01:16:15,620 so yes, I am sure. 1274 01:16:15,810 --> 01:16:18,480 [singer singing] 1275 01:16:34,710 --> 01:16:36,290 Hey. 1276 01:16:36,490 --> 01:16:38,200 I need a favor. 1277 01:16:38,400 --> 01:16:43,200 [upbeat music] [Tessa chuckles] 1278 01:16:43,940 --> 01:16:45,290 Tessa, wanna go dance? 1279 01:16:47,030 --> 01:16:48,210 - Yeah. - Yes, she does. 1280 01:16:48,410 --> 01:16:49,071 Yeah, sure. 1281 01:16:49,240 --> 01:16:51,860 [Landon laughs] 1282 01:16:58,260 --> 01:17:02,580 ♪ You know I need ya 1283 01:17:02,770 --> 01:17:04,710 ♪ Know I need ya 1284 01:17:04,910 --> 01:17:06,360 ♪ I need ya 1285 01:17:06,560 --> 01:17:10,370 ♪ Oh, my love 1286 01:17:10,560 --> 01:17:12,270 ♪ Oh 1287 01:17:13,930 --> 01:17:16,330 - Thought I'd save you. - Hey. 1288 01:17:16,530 --> 01:17:17,280 He's a bit short. 1289 01:17:18,710 --> 01:17:20,030 Terrible dancer, too. 1290 01:17:20,230 --> 01:17:22,720 [gentle music] 1291 01:17:23,980 --> 01:17:25,500 He told me you bribed him. 1292 01:17:31,510 --> 01:17:36,220 ♪ Sleep walkin' without knowin' ♪ 1293 01:17:36,420 --> 01:17:39,660 ♪ Gave up fightin' the river 1294 01:17:39,860 --> 01:17:42,400 ♪ Watching the madness 1295 01:17:42,600 --> 01:17:45,700 ♪ I can see much more 1296 01:17:47,090 --> 01:17:48,480 You look well. 1297 01:17:52,140 --> 01:17:53,050 Well? 1298 01:17:54,880 --> 01:17:57,840 Good, handsome, very hot [chuckles]. 1299 01:18:04,370 --> 01:18:07,540 You are always the most beautiful woman in the room. 1300 01:18:14,120 --> 01:18:15,330 I owe you an apology. 1301 01:18:16,770 --> 01:18:19,040 I never meant to publicly embarrass you 1302 01:18:19,240 --> 01:18:20,350 after writing "After," 1303 01:18:20,550 --> 01:18:22,570 - and I'm so sorry. - I know, I know. 1304 01:18:22,770 --> 01:18:24,600 It was wrong to publish it without your permission 1305 01:18:24,600 --> 01:18:26,050 and I know that now. 1306 01:18:26,250 --> 01:18:28,740 I really hurt you, Tess, and I'm sorry. 1307 01:18:32,220 --> 01:18:33,350 I'm really proud of you. 1308 01:18:36,960 --> 01:18:37,880 Thank you. 1309 01:18:38,970 --> 01:18:41,970 ♪ With hearts beating 1310 01:18:43,410 --> 01:18:47,200 [Woman] Will everyone please take your seats? 1311 01:18:47,400 --> 01:18:49,370 It's time for the toasts. 1312 01:18:52,240 --> 01:18:54,690 For my 21st. 1313 01:18:54,890 --> 01:18:55,720 It's the only one. 1314 01:19:00,160 --> 01:19:01,030 Hardin? 1315 01:19:06,990 --> 01:19:09,480 You know I almost didn't take this best man gig 1316 01:19:09,680 --> 01:19:11,570 because I knew I'd have to do this 1317 01:19:11,770 --> 01:19:14,660 and gush about my feelings for the two of you. 1318 01:19:14,860 --> 01:19:17,230 And we all know I hate to divulge these days. 1319 01:19:17,430 --> 01:19:19,540 [guests chuckling] 1320 01:19:19,740 --> 01:19:21,670 All right, get to the point. 1321 01:19:21,870 --> 01:19:23,110 [guests chuckling] 1322 01:19:23,310 --> 01:19:24,530 When I first met Landon, 1323 01:19:26,010 --> 01:19:28,500 - I instantly hated him. - Oh boy. 1324 01:19:28,700 --> 01:19:31,009 And I was jealous. He had everything I ever wanted in life. 1325 01:19:31,010 --> 01:19:32,900 He has a loving family, I mean, 1326 01:19:33,100 --> 01:19:34,410 he had plans for his future. 1327 01:19:35,810 --> 01:19:38,910 And well, now, now he has a beautiful, 1328 01:19:39,100 --> 01:19:40,770 amazing, talented wife, Nora. 1329 01:19:42,990 --> 01:19:46,170 But I have to admit, I relished in watching 1330 01:19:46,370 --> 01:19:47,910 you guys relationship unfold. 1331 01:19:48,110 --> 01:19:50,960 [chuckles] At the start when Nora used to come over, 1332 01:19:51,160 --> 01:19:53,320 Landon would go from being the smartest guy in the room 1333 01:19:53,510 --> 01:19:55,230 to being a blithering idiot 1334 01:19:55,430 --> 01:19:57,120 who just couldn't string sentences together. 1335 01:19:57,120 --> 01:19:58,530 [guests chuckling] 1336 01:19:58,730 --> 01:19:59,570 But he found his way, 1337 01:20:01,010 --> 01:20:03,530 and the next thing I knew you were both head over heels, 1338 01:20:05,050 --> 01:20:07,630 walking into walls at the thought of each other. 1339 01:20:07,830 --> 01:20:08,580 That did happen. 1340 01:20:10,580 --> 01:20:13,240 You two will never know how lucky you are 1341 01:20:13,440 --> 01:20:14,720 to spend the rest of your lives 1342 01:20:14,920 --> 01:20:16,540 with the other half of your soul, 1343 01:20:20,590 --> 01:20:22,910 until you've had to spend your life without them. 1344 01:20:23,110 --> 01:20:26,030 [melancholy music] 1345 01:20:28,470 --> 01:20:32,470 So, to walking into walls. 1346 01:20:34,260 --> 01:20:35,470 Congratulations, guys. 1347 01:20:37,300 --> 01:20:39,570 Nora, you've made an excellent choice with this... 1348 01:20:39,770 --> 01:20:41,580 With this guy and I love you both. 1349 01:20:41,780 --> 01:20:43,360 Thanks. 1350 01:20:43,560 --> 01:20:46,840 [guests applauding] [music continues] 1351 01:20:47,040 --> 01:20:47,880 Cheers. 1352 01:20:49,710 --> 01:20:52,490 [melancholy music] 1353 01:20:54,100 --> 01:20:56,670 [Hardin knocking] 1354 01:20:58,320 --> 01:21:02,890 [pins clattering] [Tessa breathing heavily] 1355 01:21:14,340 --> 01:21:16,520 You can't just talk about us like that. 1356 01:21:20,130 --> 01:21:21,040 About our souls. 1357 01:21:22,130 --> 01:21:23,040 Why not? 1358 01:21:24,960 --> 01:21:26,530 [scoffs] Because... 1359 01:21:28,140 --> 01:21:29,530 Because it's too hard. 1360 01:21:31,790 --> 01:21:34,530 Because you do it all the time in interviews and... 1361 01:21:36,140 --> 01:21:36,970 I'm sorry. 1362 01:21:39,360 --> 01:21:41,500 I've just been trying to get your attention. 1363 01:21:53,330 --> 01:21:55,210 You really piss me off. 1364 01:22:02,650 --> 01:22:05,400 [gentle music] 1365 01:22:05,600 --> 01:22:07,050 Are you sure? 1366 01:22:07,250 --> 01:22:09,960 [music continues] 1367 01:22:14,790 --> 01:22:19,620 ♪ And I use you as a warning sign ♪ 1368 01:22:21,410 --> 01:22:26,190 ♪ That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind ♪ 1369 01:22:28,460 --> 01:22:33,370 ♪ And I'll use you as a focal point ♪ 1370 01:22:35,290 --> 01:22:40,160 ♪ So, I don't lose sight of what I want ♪ 1371 01:22:42,080 --> 01:22:46,650 ♪ And I moved further than I thought I could ♪ 1372 01:22:48,870 --> 01:22:53,610 ♪ But I missed you more than I thought I would ♪ 1373 01:22:55,090 --> 01:22:59,880 ♪ And I'll use you as a warning sign ♪ 1374 01:23:01,580 --> 01:23:06,630 ♪ That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind ♪ 1375 01:23:09,110 --> 01:23:13,630 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1376 01:23:15,070 --> 01:23:16,690 [Hardin panting] [Tessa panting] 1377 01:23:16,890 --> 01:23:20,210 ♪ Right in front of me 1378 01:23:20,410 --> 01:23:24,000 ♪ Talk some sense to me 1379 01:23:24,200 --> 01:23:29,000 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1380 01:23:31,080 --> 01:23:32,360 [Tess moans] 1381 01:23:32,560 --> 01:23:35,750 ♪ Out in front of me 1382 01:23:35,950 --> 01:23:39,230 ♪ Talk some sense to me 1383 01:23:39,430 --> 01:23:41,660 - I love you. - How 'bout that? 1384 01:23:43,140 --> 01:23:45,330 [Tessa laughs] 1385 01:23:45,520 --> 01:23:46,980 Oh, Tessa [panting]. 1386 01:23:47,180 --> 01:23:51,930 ♪ And I'll use you as a makeshift game ♪ 1387 01:23:53,980 --> 01:23:58,850 ♪ Of how much to give and how much to take ♪ 1388 01:24:00,590 --> 01:24:05,470 ♪ Oh, I'll use as a warning sign ♪ 1389 01:24:07,160 --> 01:24:11,730 ♪ That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind ♪ 1390 01:24:13,690 --> 01:24:18,260 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1391 01:24:22,180 --> 01:24:25,580 ♪ Right in front of me 1392 01:24:25,780 --> 01:24:27,890 ♪ You talked some sense to me 1393 01:24:28,090 --> 01:24:29,370 [Hardin chuckles] [Tess chuckles] 1394 01:24:29,480 --> 01:24:31,070 [Hardin panting] 1395 01:24:31,270 --> 01:24:35,110 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1396 01:24:36,760 --> 01:24:37,930 We're a mess. 1397 01:24:39,540 --> 01:24:41,380 You know, I'm beginning to think we're not. 1398 01:24:41,580 --> 01:24:44,820 ♪ Talk some sense to me 1399 01:24:45,020 --> 01:24:49,770 [Hardin panting] [Tessa panting] 1400 01:24:54,040 --> 01:24:56,560 [music fading] 1401 01:24:58,000 --> 01:24:59,740 Can I say something? 1402 01:25:00,740 --> 01:25:02,740 Since when do you ask? 1403 01:25:05,790 --> 01:25:07,310 I'm sorry that I pulled away from you 1404 01:25:07,430 --> 01:25:09,750 after I read your manuscript. 1405 01:25:10,790 --> 01:25:13,270 Tess, I didn't handle it right. 1406 01:25:17,060 --> 01:25:18,200 I was just so worried 1407 01:25:18,400 --> 01:25:21,370 what people would think about me, or us. 1408 01:25:32,420 --> 01:25:33,770 But I choose you. 1409 01:25:38,430 --> 01:25:40,140 We're inevitable. 1410 01:25:40,340 --> 01:25:42,180 [Hardin chuckles] [Tessa chuckles] 1411 01:25:42,380 --> 01:25:43,650 Yeah, we are. 1412 01:25:45,220 --> 01:25:46,130 We are. 1413 01:25:50,050 --> 01:25:51,580 I can't imagine living another moment 1414 01:25:51,780 --> 01:25:53,750 on this earth without you by my side, Tess. 1415 01:25:54,880 --> 01:25:57,280 I fucking love you, so much. 1416 01:25:57,480 --> 01:25:59,070 I wanna marry you. Do you... 1417 01:25:59,270 --> 01:26:01,800 [gentle music] 1418 01:26:30,830 --> 01:26:35,620 Theresa Lynn Young, [Tessa laughs] 1419 01:26:36,440 --> 01:26:38,230 will you marry me? 1420 01:26:39,450 --> 01:26:40,360 Yeah? 1421 01:26:41,450 --> 01:26:44,110 [Tessa gasps] 1422 01:26:44,310 --> 01:26:45,770 Yeah? 1423 01:26:45,970 --> 01:26:49,800 [swelling instrumental music] 1424 01:26:54,510 --> 01:26:58,000 Some day [laughs]. 1425 01:26:58,200 --> 01:27:01,040 [Hardin laughs] 1426 01:27:01,240 --> 01:27:02,680 Yeah, yeah, we'll go somewhere nice 1427 01:27:02,720 --> 01:27:04,250 to eat when you get here. 1428 01:27:05,260 --> 01:27:06,260 Okay, sounds good. 1429 01:27:08,210 --> 01:27:10,050 All right then, Mom, well, have a safe flight. 1430 01:27:10,250 --> 01:27:11,740 I love you lots and see you soon. 1431 01:27:12,310 --> 01:27:13,960 All right, buh-bye. 1432 01:27:18,310 --> 01:27:22,240 ♪ Tell me how to be in this world ♪ 1433 01:27:22,440 --> 01:27:23,410 I'm home. 1434 01:27:23,610 --> 01:27:24,540 [Tessa] Hi. 1435 01:27:24,740 --> 01:27:26,980 [Hardin gasps] 1436 01:27:27,180 --> 01:27:27,970 Hiya. 1437 01:27:29,190 --> 01:27:32,030 [Hardin speaking faintly] 1438 01:27:32,230 --> 01:27:34,210 ♪ Tell me that the light goes out ♪ 1439 01:27:34,410 --> 01:27:38,040 ♪ Even in the dark we'll find a way out ♪ 1440 01:27:38,240 --> 01:27:41,170 ♪ Tell me now 'cause I believe it's happenin' ♪ 1441 01:27:41,370 --> 01:27:44,650 ♪ I believe in love 1442 01:27:44,850 --> 01:27:47,000 [Tessa laughs] 1443 01:27:47,200 --> 01:27:48,440 ♪ Love 1444 01:27:48,640 --> 01:27:50,220 [singer vocalizing] 1445 01:27:50,420 --> 01:27:52,740 [music fades] 1446 01:27:54,610 --> 01:27:59,480 ♪ Baby, I think we made it after all this time ♪ 1447 01:28:03,100 --> 01:28:07,670 ♪ I can see us on the other side ♪ 1448 01:28:07,870 --> 01:28:10,240 ♪ I'll love you for the long ride ♪ 1449 01:28:10,440 --> 01:28:15,110 ♪ Do or die, I'd do it all again ♪ 1450 01:28:15,980 --> 01:28:18,640 ♪ A million times 1451 01:28:18,840 --> 01:28:23,210 ♪ If I knew that on the other side ♪ 1452 01:28:23,410 --> 01:28:28,120 ♪ You'd love me for the long ride ♪ 1453 01:28:31,820 --> 01:28:36,660 ♪ I thought the fairytale was nothing but a fiction ♪ 1454 01:28:36,860 --> 01:28:38,710 ♪ But I've got tunnel vision 1455 01:28:38,900 --> 01:28:41,750 ♪ Now you're my addiction 1456 01:28:41,950 --> 01:28:46,750 ♪ Star crossed lovers, never could be another ♪ 1457 01:28:48,230 --> 01:28:51,800 ♪ Baby, I think we made it after all this time ♪ 1458 01:28:55,580 --> 01:28:59,940 ♪ I could see us on the other side ♪ 1459 01:29:00,140 --> 01:29:04,340 ♪ I'll love you for the long ride ♪ 1460 01:29:04,540 --> 01:29:09,120 ♪ Just say you'll love for me for the long ride ♪ 1461 01:29:11,560 --> 01:29:14,570 ♪ Oo, baby 1462 01:29:14,770 --> 01:29:19,520 ♪ Just lemme love you for the long ride ♪ 1463 01:29:21,870 --> 01:29:25,960 ♪ I'll love you for the long ride ♪ 1464 01:29:28,660 --> 01:29:31,750 [inspirational music] 1465 01:31:04,580 --> 01:31:07,110 [gentle music] 1466 01:33:21,240 --> 01:33:23,680 [music fades] 100134