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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 3 00:00:44,910 --> 00:00:46,650 -I learned so much about myself, 4 00:00:46,780 --> 00:00:49,650 so much about what I wanted and who I wanted to be. 5 00:00:51,700 --> 00:00:54,790 That is the best part of dancing. 6 00:00:54,880 --> 00:00:58,440 You just feel so powerful and it is empowering. 7 00:01:02,190 --> 00:01:04,320 -I am all work mode. 8 00:01:04,450 --> 00:01:07,930 As soon as I hit that building, it's all work mode. 9 00:01:09,330 --> 00:01:13,200 I'm not Yasmine anymore, I'm Ruby, and Ruby, 10 00:01:13,330 --> 00:01:17,200 she's whatever she needs to be to get the bag 11 00:01:17,330 --> 00:01:20,730 at the end of the day. 12 00:01:23,340 --> 00:01:25,250 -I would say that I'm the default 13 00:01:25,380 --> 00:01:27,470 when you think of a stripper, 14 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:29,000 I feel like I'm everyone's type. 15 00:01:31,520 --> 00:01:33,130 I started making so much more money 16 00:01:33,260 --> 00:01:35,260 when I stopped putting pressure on myself. 17 00:01:35,390 --> 00:01:39,490 I try not to care about how much I make in a night, 18 00:01:39,620 --> 00:01:42,400 but $5,000, that's a great night. 19 00:01:46,800 --> 00:01:48,970 -When I dancing up on the pole in the air, 20 00:01:49,100 --> 00:01:52,460 doing anything, I'm really just within myself, 21 00:01:52,590 --> 00:01:53,720 within my body. 22 00:01:54,240 --> 00:01:55,630 I could forget about everything else 23 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:57,330 that's going on in the world. 24 00:02:00,460 --> 00:02:04,340 -Pole dancing is definitely an art. 25 00:02:05,510 --> 00:02:07,560 I'm really an entertainer. 26 00:02:07,690 --> 00:02:10,390 I go in with the mindset that I just want to entertain 27 00:02:10,470 --> 00:02:13,040 from women to men. 28 00:02:14,260 --> 00:02:17,440 Ultimately, I'm trying to sell a fantasy at work. 29 00:02:18,740 --> 00:02:23,270 Being able to walk into a place and leave with $10,000 30 00:02:24,230 --> 00:02:26,790 within five to eight hours, 31 00:02:26,920 --> 00:02:29,320 only in this type of business does that happen. 32 00:02:34,450 --> 00:02:36,500 -Now that we're in a pandemic 33 00:02:36,590 --> 00:02:40,290 and get to find extra areas of revenue, 34 00:02:40,370 --> 00:02:45,680 and one of my forms of revenue is filming content at home. 35 00:02:46,730 --> 00:02:48,510 So, I got to bring the club home with me, 36 00:02:48,640 --> 00:02:50,690 which was fucking awesome. 37 00:02:50,770 --> 00:02:53,170 'Cause then I'm in control of everything. 38 00:03:09,620 --> 00:03:11,530 -Vegas is a city, of course, 39 00:03:11,620 --> 00:03:14,100 but I wouldn't even call it a metropolis, 40 00:03:14,230 --> 00:03:16,710 I would call it a fantasy land in the middle of the desert. 41 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:29,510 There's something about the feeling you get in the city 42 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:32,210 where everything is larger than life, 43 00:03:32,340 --> 00:03:36,600 it's covered in lights, everything is the biggest, the best. 44 00:03:38,130 --> 00:03:40,650 The whole city of Vegas is designed 45 00:03:40,780 --> 00:03:42,610 around entertainment, and strippers 46 00:03:42,740 --> 00:03:44,920 are part of that entertainment. 47 00:03:47,220 --> 00:03:50,750 There's around 20,000 strippers that live in Vegas, 48 00:03:50,830 --> 00:03:54,320 and that's insane, that's larger than some cities. 49 00:03:54,400 --> 00:03:58,840 20,000 strippers. 50 00:03:58,970 --> 00:04:02,540 -I am born and raised 51 00:04:02,670 --> 00:04:04,370 in Las Vegas, Nevada. 52 00:04:04,500 --> 00:04:08,330 It's really not all glitz and glam. 53 00:04:08,420 --> 00:04:11,200 People are still dying on our streets every day, 54 00:04:11,290 --> 00:04:14,900 just like anywhere else. 55 00:04:17,640 --> 00:04:21,210 Growing up, my mom worked two to three jobs 56 00:04:21,340 --> 00:04:23,910 at all times to support me and my brothers. 57 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:28,610 So I just had a sense of responsibility instilled 58 00:04:28,740 --> 00:04:30,480 in me from a young age. 59 00:04:33,270 --> 00:04:38,010 I kept myself occupied by taking AP and honors classes. 60 00:04:39,060 --> 00:04:41,320 I did whatever sport I could do. 61 00:04:41,450 --> 00:04:46,460 I participated in clubs, on top of being a part of sports. 62 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:52,070 I did get scholarships, over $76,000 worth of scholarships, 63 00:04:54,250 --> 00:04:56,550 over three schools. 64 00:04:59,380 --> 00:05:04,430 -Growing up, my dad did a lot of show business work. 65 00:05:05,600 --> 00:05:07,910 He also was in the circus for much of my life. 66 00:05:12,610 --> 00:05:15,610 Growing up, my dad was in a unicycle troupe 67 00:05:15,700 --> 00:05:17,530 called The King Charles Troupe. 68 00:05:17,620 --> 00:05:20,880 It consisted of all my uncles, they rode unicycles. 69 00:05:24,100 --> 00:05:26,320 My early memories of my dad were very good. 70 00:05:26,450 --> 00:05:29,240 We grew up around some exciting stuff, 71 00:05:29,320 --> 00:05:31,760 some stuff that most kids don't ever get to see. 72 00:05:36,110 --> 00:05:38,590 It trickled down to all of his kids as well. 73 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:41,420 So, we all know how to ride the unicycle. 74 00:05:53,610 --> 00:05:56,130 -By the time I could remember it, 75 00:05:56,260 --> 00:05:59,220 I think maybe I was three or four. 76 00:05:59,350 --> 00:06:00,360 Modeling was always something 77 00:06:00,490 --> 00:06:02,010 that was already there. 78 00:06:02,140 --> 00:06:06,360 My mom had me in baby modeling things, 79 00:06:06,490 --> 00:06:08,060 and I just remember taking pictures. 80 00:06:08,190 --> 00:06:12,410 We would have little mini photo shoots outside 81 00:06:12,540 --> 00:06:15,850 and take pictures, I would dance around the living room, 82 00:06:15,980 --> 00:06:18,630 get dressed up in all of her scarves and hats. 83 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:21,990 Every kid wants to fit in. 84 00:06:22,120 --> 00:06:23,550 I don't think there's a single kid 85 00:06:23,680 --> 00:06:25,470 that doesn't wanna fit in. 86 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:29,250 I wasn't the popular kid, I was kinda shy. 87 00:06:30,300 --> 00:06:31,730 Certain people wouldn't hang out with me 88 00:06:31,860 --> 00:06:33,560 because I wasn't hood enough. 89 00:06:33,690 --> 00:06:36,130 And then certain people wouldn't hang out with me 90 00:06:36,220 --> 00:06:38,310 because I was of color. 91 00:06:38,440 --> 00:06:43,220 So I kinda just stayed focused on my world, 92 00:06:43,310 --> 00:06:46,100 and my artistic world, and my creative world. 93 00:06:46,230 --> 00:06:49,060 And that worked for me. 94 00:06:56,020 --> 00:06:58,060 -My teenage years 95 00:06:58,200 --> 00:07:01,370 were really rough, I was on my own most of the time. 96 00:07:01,460 --> 00:07:05,860 Middle school hit, and I had just gotten out of foster care. 97 00:07:05,990 --> 00:07:09,250 I kinda grew up in the hood to where I got beat up a lot. 98 00:07:09,380 --> 00:07:11,690 I had to learn how to fight on my own. 99 00:07:14,560 --> 00:07:16,040 Fighting for myself physically, 100 00:07:16,170 --> 00:07:17,780 but also mentally fighting for myself. 101 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:23,000 I was really depressed, I was really socially just confused. 102 00:07:23,870 --> 00:07:25,000 Give it to me. -Get up. 103 00:07:25,530 --> 00:07:25,610 -That's it, come on, get up. 104 00:07:31,270 --> 00:07:35,150 -I just wanted to be wanted by somebody. 105 00:07:35,280 --> 00:07:37,020 I just didn't know how to be me. 106 00:07:45,680 --> 00:07:47,510 -I actually used to joke when I was younger 107 00:07:47,640 --> 00:07:51,940 that I would make a bomb ass stripper, and I am . 108 00:08:01,650 --> 00:08:03,520 I had a really good childhood. 109 00:08:03,610 --> 00:08:06,090 My parents put me into dance, did ballet, 110 00:08:06,220 --> 00:08:08,530 contemporary, tap, jazz, hip hop. 111 00:08:08,610 --> 00:08:13,400 When I was seven, I got onto the dance company at my studio. 112 00:08:15,050 --> 00:08:17,060 When I got into high school, 113 00:08:17,140 --> 00:08:18,800 I was on the dance company there. 114 00:08:19,490 --> 00:08:23,060 I traveled, I competed and performed everywhere I could. 115 00:08:32,330 --> 00:08:33,600 -I actually learned how to swim 116 00:08:33,730 --> 00:08:35,600 before I learned how to walk. 117 00:08:40,210 --> 00:08:44,780 I was one of the best swimmers in my town, in my county. 118 00:08:44,870 --> 00:08:46,700 And so, it made me feel really important. 119 00:08:46,780 --> 00:08:51,220 It made me feel like it could be a way out of the life 120 00:08:51,350 --> 00:08:53,180 that I was living at home. 121 00:08:55,830 --> 00:08:58,490 And so, I had it in my mind from a really young age 122 00:08:58,620 --> 00:09:01,230 that this is something that could take me to college 123 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:05,240 or this is something that could really help me in life. 124 00:09:05,370 --> 00:09:08,150 And I liked feeling like I was good at something. 125 00:09:12,420 --> 00:09:14,590 But I wound up getting a full ride scholarship 126 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:16,550 to UC Santa Cruz. 127 00:09:18,160 --> 00:09:20,690 I was the first person on my mom's side of my family 128 00:09:20,820 --> 00:09:22,080 that went to college. 129 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:23,910 And so, there was a pressure to graduate. 130 00:09:43,100 --> 00:09:45,880 -My sister, Angel, inspired me a lot when she took me 131 00:09:45,970 --> 00:09:50,150 to my first bachelor party. 132 00:09:50,280 --> 00:09:54,720 I think I was 16 and it was crazy, it was fun, it was lit. 133 00:09:58,380 --> 00:10:00,640 My sister had been a dancer for a while. 134 00:10:00,770 --> 00:10:02,510 She started dancing when she turned 18. 135 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:05,990 She's the one who really opened up that world for me. 136 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:09,820 I was just so inspired, she did so amazing. 137 00:10:09,950 --> 00:10:11,300 She was so good at the pole. 138 00:10:11,430 --> 00:10:16,220 And my biggest dream was to learn pole tricks. 139 00:10:17,180 --> 00:10:18,660 That's when it all started. 140 00:10:18,740 --> 00:10:23,010 And I knew at that time, okay, when I'm of age, 141 00:10:23,140 --> 00:10:24,880 this is what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna find a club. 142 00:10:25,050 --> 00:10:27,970 I'm gonna go dance one day. 143 00:10:28,100 --> 00:10:30,450 One day, I said, "Okay, let's do it." 144 00:10:30,580 --> 00:10:32,540 I bought my ticket, I left my mom. 145 00:10:32,670 --> 00:10:35,330 I left all that bullshit behind, 146 00:10:35,410 --> 00:10:37,720 and went to Vegas, and never looked back. 147 00:10:42,510 --> 00:10:43,990 -So, when I started dancing, 148 00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:48,900 it brought back that feeling of competition, 149 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:54,260 you're competing for money and praise on the tip rail. 150 00:10:55,300 --> 00:11:00,050 And it made me feel alive again. 151 00:11:00,180 --> 00:11:03,660 It brings you that feeling 152 00:11:03,790 --> 00:11:07,100 like you're about to go do a gymnastics competition 153 00:11:07,230 --> 00:11:10,010 and there's a stadium full of people watching, 154 00:11:10,140 --> 00:11:11,540 and you have to perform. 155 00:11:13,230 --> 00:11:15,670 Literally, the second they called my name on stage, 156 00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:17,280 it was go time. 157 00:11:17,410 --> 00:11:18,980 -Miss September Reign. 158 00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:31,470 -When I was 18, 159 00:11:32,030 --> 00:11:33,470 when I first started thinking about dancing, 160 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:35,470 I was with my daughter's dad at the time. 161 00:11:35,600 --> 00:11:39,480 And I asked him, "What should I do?" 162 00:11:39,610 --> 00:11:40,700 He got me a pole. 163 00:11:41,520 --> 00:11:43,520 And we put it up in our one bedroom weekly. 164 00:11:43,610 --> 00:11:48,220 And I practiced and practiced and practiced for weeks, 165 00:11:50,010 --> 00:11:52,750 for months before I was able to build the courage 166 00:11:52,880 --> 00:11:54,450 to go into my first club. 167 00:11:54,580 --> 00:11:57,890 So by the time I went into my first club, 168 00:11:58,020 --> 00:11:59,930 I already knew what I was doing. 169 00:12:00,060 --> 00:12:03,850 And it's because I thought that that's how it was, 170 00:12:03,980 --> 00:12:06,330 that everybody knew what they were doing, 171 00:12:06,460 --> 00:12:09,810 and boy, was I wrong. 172 00:12:15,120 --> 00:12:17,910 -I didn't know pole tricks, I didn't know anything. 173 00:12:18,040 --> 00:12:20,430 I just knew that I knew how to dance 174 00:12:20,560 --> 00:12:22,740 and I was going to make it . 175 00:12:29,310 --> 00:12:32,140 My first night dancing, I made $200 176 00:12:32,270 --> 00:12:36,190 and I was doped, I was so excited. 177 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:37,970 -When I first started 178 00:12:38,100 --> 00:12:41,100 making money, it was coming really quick because, 179 00:12:41,230 --> 00:12:44,410 like I said, I knew how to pole dance already. 180 00:12:44,540 --> 00:12:46,280 And that was my thing. 181 00:12:53,290 --> 00:12:57,600 I realized very quickly that my body talks to my customers. 182 00:13:00,250 --> 00:13:02,120 I learned that that was my moneymaker. 183 00:13:06,690 --> 00:13:09,700 The money was flying, it was coming in really quick. 184 00:13:09,830 --> 00:13:13,350 My first $1,000 I think I made on my second or third night. 185 00:13:17,620 --> 00:13:20,100 So, I knew I was just destined for Vegas. 186 00:13:25,580 --> 00:13:28,720 -I was in five AP classes my senior year of high school, 187 00:13:28,850 --> 00:13:31,150 and the AP tests were expensive, 188 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:34,500 and I needed to get a job to pay for them. 189 00:13:34,630 --> 00:13:36,160 So I started dancing 190 00:13:36,290 --> 00:13:41,080 when I was 17 at a bar in my town. 191 00:13:42,600 --> 00:13:43,600 They asked me if I was 18, I said, yes, 192 00:13:44,430 --> 00:13:46,340 they didn't check ID, so it wound up working out. 193 00:13:46,470 --> 00:13:50,090 And it opened me up to a lot of experiences performing 194 00:13:50,170 --> 00:13:52,350 that I probably wouldn't have gotten otherwise. 195 00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:56,350 I was spitting fire, I was dancing on bars. 196 00:13:56,480 --> 00:13:58,830 I was learning the basics of pole dancing. 197 00:14:03,840 --> 00:14:06,450 My second year of college, 198 00:14:06,580 --> 00:14:09,760 I started dancing at a very small club. 199 00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:13,850 It was a pretty tight knit group of girls. 200 00:14:13,980 --> 00:14:16,460 It was the first time I had a group of girlfriends 201 00:14:16,590 --> 00:14:19,640 that I really could be myself with. 202 00:14:22,770 --> 00:14:26,690 -As far as the girls 203 00:14:26,820 --> 00:14:30,300 in the strip club, don't trust those bitches, 204 00:14:30,430 --> 00:14:32,430 do not trust those bitches. 205 00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:35,090 I'm not your friend, she's not your friend. 206 00:14:35,220 --> 00:14:37,090 We're all here for one reason, 207 00:14:37,220 --> 00:14:41,010 one reason only, it's crabs in a bucket. 208 00:14:44,490 --> 00:14:45,530 Bitches are sneaky. 209 00:14:53,370 --> 00:14:55,670 It wasn't too hard to transition 210 00:14:55,800 --> 00:14:59,460 from my cheer dance background to stripping. 211 00:14:59,590 --> 00:15:02,200 If anything, it made it easier. 212 00:15:02,290 --> 00:15:03,770 I was already flexible, 213 00:15:03,900 --> 00:15:06,380 I had already knew how to hold my weight, 214 00:15:06,470 --> 00:15:07,950 and I was already strong, 215 00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:11,510 so climbing the pole was extremely easy. 216 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:16,870 I've been stripping ever since. 217 00:15:19,830 --> 00:15:21,570 -Growing up having this love for dance, 218 00:15:21,700 --> 00:15:25,090 I was always open to the idea of going into striping. 219 00:15:31,320 --> 00:15:34,150 And so, finally I met my friend 220 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:37,110 who was a stripper at the time. 221 00:15:37,190 --> 00:15:40,410 And honestly, she got me to the club the next night. 222 00:15:42,410 --> 00:15:44,110 I just needed somebody 223 00:15:44,850 --> 00:15:46,460 to kind of kick my ass through the door and kind of help me, 224 00:15:46,590 --> 00:15:49,600 guide me through it. 225 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:55,860 I wasn't particularly nervous about the dancing 226 00:15:55,950 --> 00:15:58,820 in front of people or taking my clothes off 227 00:15:58,950 --> 00:16:01,780 in front of people, I was very comfortable in myself. 228 00:16:01,910 --> 00:16:05,610 I was more nervous about this whole unknown industry 229 00:16:05,700 --> 00:16:07,570 that was so looked down upon 230 00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:10,920 and kind of being uninsured of what I was stepping into. 231 00:16:30,160 --> 00:16:31,770 -When I'm dancing, 232 00:16:31,900 --> 00:16:35,510 it's like I'm in a whole different space. 233 00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:37,340 It's like I'm in a whole different body. 234 00:16:43,820 --> 00:16:45,740 Most of my clientele are women. 235 00:16:45,830 --> 00:16:50,440 They love the fact that I go up there and express myself, 236 00:16:50,530 --> 00:16:54,270 express through my body and art because it's not easy. 237 00:16:54,400 --> 00:16:56,840 And most women really appreciate that. 238 00:16:56,970 --> 00:16:59,840 Now, men, you have to work a little bit more, 239 00:16:59,970 --> 00:17:02,580 but they appreciate the art as well too. 240 00:17:10,460 --> 00:17:12,770 -Dancing is super therapeutic 241 00:17:12,900 --> 00:17:16,810 and you're able to move your body to tell a story. 242 00:17:16,940 --> 00:17:18,640 And whether that story is a sad story, 243 00:17:18,770 --> 00:17:21,040 a happy story, a sexy story, 244 00:17:21,170 --> 00:17:22,990 it's your story that you get to tell. 245 00:17:23,080 --> 00:17:27,390 And that's one thing that's really beautiful about it. 246 00:17:27,520 --> 00:17:32,570 And you just get lost in the music. 247 00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:35,530 And I just let go and I move. 248 00:17:35,610 --> 00:17:37,790 I don't choreograph my dances 249 00:17:37,920 --> 00:17:40,180 and when I'm done, I feel great. 250 00:17:58,860 --> 00:18:00,420 -Give it up 251 00:18:01,120 --> 00:18:05,430 for 2021 Heartbreaker of the year, this is Galaxciii. 252 00:18:11,910 --> 00:18:14,480 -I love to be aggressive on stage. 253 00:18:14,610 --> 00:18:16,660 I love to have a good fucking time. 254 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:22,180 That is the best part of dancing, and it is empowering. 255 00:18:28,750 --> 00:18:32,320 -Dance is a part of the performing arts. 256 00:18:32,450 --> 00:18:34,540 Pole dancing is an art. 257 00:18:37,500 --> 00:18:39,330 My dancing speaks for me. 258 00:18:48,690 --> 00:18:53,480 It's never about anyone else, it's always about me. 259 00:18:53,610 --> 00:18:56,520 Even though I'm performing, I'm performing for myself. 260 00:19:00,260 --> 00:19:02,480 -When I do a dope pole trick 261 00:19:02,610 --> 00:19:05,360 and all of a sudden I see money rain down on me, 262 00:19:05,490 --> 00:19:08,190 it's fucking dope. 263 00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:12,190 That move that I have been practicing for years 264 00:19:12,320 --> 00:19:14,710 or working on for months, 265 00:19:14,840 --> 00:19:16,930 all of that hard work was worth it. 266 00:19:33,990 --> 00:19:37,870 -Movement really helps to kind of loosen up my body 267 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:41,570 and I'm able to just really be at peace with myself. 268 00:19:48,570 --> 00:19:49,530 -Here we go, ladies and gentlemen, 269 00:19:49,660 --> 00:19:51,140 get those singles ready, 270 00:19:51,270 --> 00:19:53,140 we've got Sin City's favorite California girl 271 00:19:53,230 --> 00:19:55,320 coming up right here on the stage, let's welcome Robi. 272 00:19:55,450 --> 00:19:58,500 -I feel like I move like water on stage. 273 00:20:01,930 --> 00:20:03,810 It's like a seductive tease. 274 00:20:03,940 --> 00:20:06,590 I can take thousands of dollars from a guy 275 00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:08,640 and not even mention sex. 276 00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:11,730 It's not how everyone hustles, 277 00:20:11,810 --> 00:20:13,860 but that hustle works very well for me. 278 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:19,820 -Whether you're a boob man or an ass man, 279 00:20:19,950 --> 00:20:21,690 one of the things that everybody loves 280 00:20:21,820 --> 00:20:25,390 from men to women is twerking. 281 00:20:41,540 --> 00:20:45,500 The way that I can move my body, it makes it look so good, 282 00:20:45,630 --> 00:20:49,420 and most women want to do it and men wanna see it. 283 00:20:49,550 --> 00:20:53,990 So, when you're dancing for somebody, it feels good. 284 00:20:54,120 --> 00:20:57,640 It's just something that I believe everybody loves. 285 00:21:17,620 --> 00:21:18,970 -Stripping, there's a very fine line. 286 00:21:19,100 --> 00:21:21,750 The line is, I never take my panties off. 287 00:21:21,880 --> 00:21:23,890 We are not gonna have sex no matter what. 288 00:21:23,970 --> 00:21:26,890 And so, I think knowing that that boundary 289 00:21:27,020 --> 00:21:29,630 is there makes me so much more comfortable 290 00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:32,590 just being free and being hyper-sexual, 291 00:21:32,720 --> 00:21:35,070 because it is a role that I get to step into 292 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:37,600 and I do enjoy the acting part of it. 293 00:21:53,790 --> 00:21:57,790 -The VIP room is really tricky because in stripping, 294 00:21:59,570 --> 00:22:01,530 there are a lotta unspoken rules, 295 00:22:01,660 --> 00:22:06,020 and it varies on each club and it varies on each girl. 296 00:22:11,060 --> 00:22:15,020 But you are there by yourself and you are half naked 297 00:22:15,110 --> 00:22:16,460 and you're with a guy that's already, 298 00:22:16,590 --> 00:22:19,380 or a girl, that's already lusting for you. 299 00:22:19,510 --> 00:22:23,210 So depending on the club and what each club will allow 300 00:22:23,340 --> 00:22:27,300 and depending on each girl and what each girl will allow, 301 00:22:28,560 --> 00:22:33,000 some stuff can happen. 302 00:22:43,140 --> 00:22:45,710 -Doing VIP is way more intimate. 303 00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:51,410 It's hands-on, you have to really get in there a little bit. 304 00:22:52,710 --> 00:22:55,060 I'm good, slap my ass, do whatever you wanna do, rub me. 305 00:22:55,190 --> 00:22:56,500 -Okay, all right. 306 00:22:58,280 --> 00:22:59,940 -You gotta get what you pay for. 307 00:23:00,070 --> 00:23:03,330 -All right. 308 00:23:03,420 --> 00:23:07,210 -I like the VIP because I'm a very sexual person. 309 00:23:07,340 --> 00:23:11,860 So when I'm back there, I'm trying to give my all. 310 00:23:23,440 --> 00:23:26,700 -Cheers. 311 00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:29,580 Don't be scared to touch. 312 00:23:34,970 --> 00:23:37,500 Will you smack that? 313 00:23:37,630 --> 00:23:38,850 I'll be in the back with people, 314 00:23:39,370 --> 00:23:40,940 and I will be telling them what to do. 315 00:23:41,070 --> 00:23:44,030 I'll be moving their hands onto my body. 316 00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:47,120 I will be repositioning them, 317 00:23:47,250 --> 00:23:49,380 and they can just sit back and enjoy the ride. 318 00:23:49,510 --> 00:23:53,470 And that's not something that these men are used to. 319 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:55,170 And so, they want that feeling more. 320 00:23:55,820 --> 00:23:58,430 And so, that's when we go back for the second hour, 321 00:23:58,560 --> 00:24:00,430 and that's we get the next bottle. 322 00:24:05,220 --> 00:24:07,660 -I definitely believe stripping is sex work. 323 00:24:09,270 --> 00:24:11,970 Some clubs that I've danced at are fully nude, 324 00:24:12,050 --> 00:24:16,010 so that in itself would be sex work. 325 00:24:16,150 --> 00:24:20,060 You're getting enjoyment and pleasure from my nude body. 326 00:24:29,810 --> 00:24:34,690 -I average 2,000 to $2,500 a night, four nights a week. 327 00:24:50,090 --> 00:24:51,220 -When my money bag is nice and full, 328 00:24:51,750 --> 00:24:54,180 it's honestly such a comforting feeling. 329 00:25:07,110 --> 00:25:08,240 -The best night I ever had, I made over $10,000, 330 00:25:08,330 --> 00:25:12,680 and we stayed in the VIP room from00 p.m. 331 00:25:12,810 --> 00:25:15,380 until00 p.m. the next day. 332 00:25:15,510 --> 00:25:18,080 And I charged over $1,000 an hour. 333 00:25:18,210 --> 00:25:19,690 So you can do the maths on that . 334 00:25:23,470 --> 00:25:26,040 Physically holding a large amount of cash 335 00:25:26,170 --> 00:25:29,910 just makes me feel successful, 336 00:25:30,050 --> 00:25:31,830 like I have mastered my craft. 337 00:25:41,750 --> 00:25:46,370 -The first time I made $3,000, it just made me go harder. 338 00:25:47,320 --> 00:25:49,930 That first 3,000 turned into 5,000. 339 00:25:50,070 --> 00:25:54,070 The first time you hit big, it's like an adrenaline rush. 340 00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:56,850 Like, you feel like wonder woman, 341 00:25:56,940 --> 00:25:58,730 like you could do anything now . 342 00:26:00,470 --> 00:26:03,730 Every $1,000 that I make is a badge of honor. 343 00:26:04,820 --> 00:26:06,430 I'm a thousandaire, I'm proud . 344 00:26:08,170 --> 00:26:10,910 -There were times where I was making two, 345 00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:13,260 three grand a night easy, 346 00:26:13,390 --> 00:26:15,050 I would make that in like two hours. 347 00:26:24,190 --> 00:26:25,840 -You have some hits, you have some misses. 348 00:26:25,930 --> 00:26:27,620 That's just how it goes. 349 00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:30,190 That's how the hustle is. 350 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:32,190 You just gotta appreciate those times 351 00:26:32,320 --> 00:26:35,020 when it's really, really, really good 352 00:26:35,110 --> 00:26:38,290 and just prepare for when it's really not. 353 00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:42,030 -Take a live look at the Las Vegas Strip 354 00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:45,470 this morning, just hours after a statewide shelter in place 355 00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:47,470 was declared by Nevada's governor. 356 00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:48,690 -We're going to be looking 357 00:26:49,210 --> 00:26:51,520 at a very different Las Vegas Strip. 358 00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:53,130 -The business shut down 359 00:26:54,040 --> 00:26:55,170 will affect one of the biggest tourist spots in the country. 360 00:26:56,910 --> 00:26:59,260 -Corona virus fucked up the game. 361 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:02,530 It put a stop to everything. 362 00:27:04,100 --> 00:27:05,970 -March 15th was the last day any dancer 363 00:27:06,100 --> 00:27:07,620 would step foot on a stage. 364 00:27:11,060 --> 00:27:13,240 -Here in Las Vegas, 365 00:27:13,370 --> 00:27:15,450 our strip clubs took the hardest hit. 366 00:27:15,590 --> 00:27:18,500 We're not essential businesses at all. 367 00:27:22,460 --> 00:27:24,460 -All the clubs got shut down 368 00:27:24,550 --> 00:27:28,420 and every dancer like myself had to figure out 369 00:27:28,510 --> 00:27:30,210 what the fuck we were gonna do. 370 00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:36,430 So when the pandemic hit 371 00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:39,170 and all these stimulus packages came, 372 00:27:39,300 --> 00:27:40,920 they weren't coming for us. 373 00:27:41,050 --> 00:27:44,220 You couldn't work in an explicit environment. 374 00:27:44,310 --> 00:27:46,790 And stripping, even though it's not sex, 375 00:27:46,920 --> 00:27:51,620 is an explicit environment. 376 00:27:51,750 --> 00:27:53,750 -Strippers have to adapt very quickly 377 00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:56,930 and learn to pivot when needed. 378 00:27:57,060 --> 00:27:59,670 That skill I think translated very well 379 00:27:59,800 --> 00:28:01,020 when everything got shut down 380 00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:03,330 and you didn't have a club to go to anymore. 381 00:28:03,460 --> 00:28:06,110 And we had to figure out 382 00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:09,510 how can we do the same kind of interaction and performance 383 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:12,770 and entertainment in an online platform. 384 00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:17,870 And using those skills, we found ways to make that work. 385 00:28:24,130 --> 00:28:26,530 -I'm a real hustler, I'm a real trapper. 386 00:28:26,660 --> 00:28:29,350 I'll always have more than one source of income. 387 00:28:33,360 --> 00:28:35,490 I have downloaded Streamates. 388 00:28:35,620 --> 00:28:38,670 It's a streaming app for sex workers. 389 00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:40,760 It's webcam modeling. 390 00:28:40,890 --> 00:28:43,630 You don't have to show anything 391 00:28:43,760 --> 00:28:45,890 if you don't wanna show you anything, it's all up to you. 392 00:28:46,020 --> 00:28:48,370 Oh, that's what you're saying . 393 00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:55,690 Here we go. 394 00:28:56,250 --> 00:29:00,170 I started streaming, within the first 72 hours of streaming, 395 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:03,390 I had already made $500. 396 00:29:06,130 --> 00:29:08,480 They didn't really care 397 00:29:08,610 --> 00:29:11,660 too much to if I was naked or not. 398 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:14,790 They liked me for my conversation, my awkwardness. 399 00:29:18,450 --> 00:29:22,840 I'm making waffles, strawberry, or not strawberry . 400 00:29:22,970 --> 00:29:25,580 Banana and peanut butter waffles. 401 00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:27,240 I'm just trying to get the gains. 402 00:29:33,420 --> 00:29:36,420 -How about I do this for you, right here? 403 00:29:38,340 --> 00:29:40,560 Give you my Valentine's Day gift . 404 00:29:50,260 --> 00:29:53,440 I literally bring the club in my bedroom. 405 00:30:03,490 --> 00:30:06,970 And I've now taken that toward social media 406 00:30:07,100 --> 00:30:08,890 and my online presence. 407 00:30:09,020 --> 00:30:13,500 And because I got introduced to taking the club home 408 00:30:14,940 --> 00:30:16,900 and doing webcam and live shows, 409 00:30:16,980 --> 00:30:19,030 and it opened up a door for fans 410 00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:20,770 that were all around the world. 411 00:30:34,650 --> 00:30:36,130 -I think it's really cool 412 00:30:36,220 --> 00:30:39,480 to make my space my own private club. 413 00:30:46,970 --> 00:30:51,850 To able to create that from home on your phone online, 414 00:30:53,460 --> 00:30:57,070 and it's more of a personal one-on-one experience 415 00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:58,680 with other people. 416 00:31:00,030 --> 00:31:02,380 Overall, I love to dance and I love doing it for myself, 417 00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:07,210 but there's a lot of me that loves doing it 418 00:31:07,340 --> 00:31:08,640 more for other people. 419 00:31:20,350 --> 00:31:21,790 -Having a pole in my house 420 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,140 has definitely helped me out a lot. 421 00:31:24,270 --> 00:31:26,400 When I'm at home, I just like to kind 422 00:31:26,530 --> 00:31:31,970 of really focus on dancing for me 423 00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:34,670 'cause it's different dancing on stage for other people, 424 00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:36,370 and then there's dancing for yourself. 425 00:31:36,450 --> 00:31:38,500 You need to dance for yourself 426 00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:42,200 'cause then you really start to appreciate it. 427 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:12,710 -My vibe when I dance is real mellow, 428 00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:16,320 and I have the lights as low as I want. 429 00:32:16,450 --> 00:32:19,500 I play my slow songs back to back. 430 00:32:19,630 --> 00:32:22,370 And I really vibe out in here. 431 00:32:22,500 --> 00:32:24,370 And that's what's so important to me. 432 00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:26,420 That's what keeps the energy going. 433 00:32:39,780 --> 00:32:41,300 -Yes, you guys, perfect. 434 00:32:46,220 --> 00:32:47,790 The online classes made it so that people 435 00:32:47,920 --> 00:32:50,660 could from all over can take classes 436 00:32:50,790 --> 00:32:51,880 from me like they've been doing. 437 00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:54,100 I've had people the way in the U.K., 438 00:32:54,230 --> 00:32:56,800 in Australia, in other rural areas 439 00:32:56,930 --> 00:33:00,800 that aren't able to attend in-person classes. 440 00:33:01,500 --> 00:33:05,590 Nice. -And it forced you 441 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:09,500 to have to take your brand seriously, 442 00:33:09,630 --> 00:33:13,900 because it's not a short game anymore of dancing, 443 00:33:14,030 --> 00:33:16,690 getting all this guy's money and you never see them again. 444 00:33:16,820 --> 00:33:19,300 You're gonna see them again 'cause you're online, 445 00:33:19,430 --> 00:33:22,730 and word of mouth online travels like that, 446 00:33:22,870 --> 00:33:25,610 and you can lose your fan base, and then where's your money? 447 00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:28,610 -I want you 448 00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:32,610 to grab the rail a little bit, that's perfect, there you go. 449 00:33:34,750 --> 00:33:38,010 -My name now means a lot more to me 450 00:33:38,140 --> 00:33:40,540 and my brand that I'm trying to produce 451 00:33:40,670 --> 00:33:42,320 means a lot more to me. 452 00:33:42,410 --> 00:33:46,670 So, I really try very hard to portray the person I am. 453 00:33:52,070 --> 00:33:53,330 I'm really good at makeup, 454 00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:55,200 obviously, like duh, but . 455 00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,910 And I'm not scared to show anybody my bad side, 456 00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:05,300 and I'm not scared to show anybody my goofy side, 457 00:34:06,780 --> 00:34:10,390 and how I've gotten from point A to point Z. 458 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:12,830 Social media is a great way 459 00:34:12,960 --> 00:34:15,050 for everybody to see how I'm progressing, 460 00:34:15,180 --> 00:34:18,830 because there's a lot of levels to this shit. 461 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:24,270 -One, two. 462 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:27,190 One more, one more. 463 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:31,500 -So, I obtained and made sure I maintained photo-shoots 464 00:34:31,590 --> 00:34:36,370 and constantly trying to be active on my social media 465 00:34:36,500 --> 00:34:38,330 to promote myself, that's all we have. 466 00:34:47,780 --> 00:34:51,130 It's a fantasy ultimately that I'm trying to sell 467 00:34:51,210 --> 00:34:52,780 and that I do sell. 468 00:34:52,910 --> 00:34:55,610 So I wanna be something totally different, 469 00:34:55,740 --> 00:34:59,180 something exclusive, something 470 00:34:59,310 --> 00:35:00,750 that they're fantasizing about. 471 00:35:03,750 --> 00:35:07,840 So, I rely heavily on Instagram. 472 00:35:07,930 --> 00:35:11,630 My first Instagram that I was promoting myself on 473 00:35:11,710 --> 00:35:15,890 had around 87,000 people or followers. 474 00:35:16,020 --> 00:35:19,810 And that page, I made so much money. 475 00:35:26,210 --> 00:35:27,730 -So, at the start of the pandemic, 476 00:35:27,860 --> 00:35:30,780 I was in Santa Cruz for my birthday, 477 00:35:30,860 --> 00:35:33,560 the weekend that everything got shut down. 478 00:35:33,690 --> 00:35:36,610 So, I was in California for a while, 479 00:35:36,740 --> 00:35:38,570 working at the beach lifeguarding. 480 00:35:38,700 --> 00:35:39,830 They needed a lot of help. 481 00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:41,740 We were facing beach closures. 482 00:35:41,870 --> 00:35:45,570 We were doing 70 hour weeks during a pandemic. 483 00:35:45,660 --> 00:35:49,660 -Union 93's 14 John NN3, 108, good morning. 484 00:35:49,790 --> 00:35:51,580 -Good work, good morning. 485 00:35:51,670 --> 00:35:52,970 -Copy, we'll be in route. 486 00:35:53,100 --> 00:35:55,280 It was really high stress. 487 00:35:55,410 --> 00:35:58,500 On top of listening to the 911 scanner all day, 488 00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:01,550 hearing about how there's no beds at the hospital 489 00:36:01,680 --> 00:36:02,980 every 10 minutes. 490 00:36:03,460 --> 00:36:06,940 Northern 14th John, entering . 491 00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:11,860 We're just gonna wait until Harbor gets here, 492 00:36:11,990 --> 00:36:13,510 and then you're gonna get on the Harbor boat 493 00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:15,120 and help them with this. 494 00:36:15,260 --> 00:36:16,300 Then we're all gonna go back to the Harbor. 495 00:36:16,430 --> 00:36:17,690 -Sounds good. -Yeah. 496 00:36:18,390 --> 00:36:20,780 You guys get a free jet ski ride today . 497 00:36:20,910 --> 00:36:23,000 There were so many 498 00:36:23,130 --> 00:36:26,270 more deaths, there were so many more drownings. 499 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:31,010 It was a lot. 500 00:36:31,100 --> 00:36:32,400 I love lifeguarding. 501 00:36:33,060 --> 00:36:36,490 I love being able to take control of a situation 502 00:36:36,580 --> 00:36:39,630 where I might be the only person in control. 503 00:36:39,710 --> 00:36:44,810 One hand. 504 00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:50,290 I would lifeguard full-time 505 00:36:50,810 --> 00:36:54,900 if it made sense financially for me. 506 00:36:55,030 --> 00:36:59,080 But I have to be making money, I have to pay bills. 507 00:36:59,730 --> 00:37:01,300 My parents are getting older. 508 00:37:01,390 --> 00:37:04,040 I have to be able to support them. 509 00:37:04,130 --> 00:37:07,390 And I think I have an underlying fear 510 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,270 of being really poor again. 511 00:37:09,350 --> 00:37:12,700 And I'm really willing to do whatever it takes 512 00:37:12,830 --> 00:37:14,440 to make sure that that never happens. 513 00:37:14,530 --> 00:37:17,880 But it is stressful at times, for sure. 514 00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:21,710 -Before COVID, 515 00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:23,450 things were good, but I feel 516 00:37:23,580 --> 00:37:25,670 like I actually started making a lot more money 517 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:27,760 when COVID hit than I did before. 518 00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:33,640 There was nowhere to work, there was nothing you could do, 519 00:37:33,770 --> 00:37:36,550 but you had to make it work, so you made stuff happen. 520 00:37:36,680 --> 00:37:38,080 I made stuff happen. 521 00:37:38,210 --> 00:37:40,640 Going to the bars, and finding clients, 522 00:37:40,780 --> 00:37:43,390 and throwing parties together, throwing events together. 523 00:37:46,300 --> 00:37:48,650 My hustle just turned on, 524 00:37:48,780 --> 00:37:53,220 when everything shut down, my instincts shined. 525 00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:57,440 When you grip with both legs and you just kinda hang. 526 00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:01,270 -Oh, like a side bar to it. 527 00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:03,060 -Mm-hmm, can you do that? 528 00:38:03,190 --> 00:38:04,360 I can teach you that. 529 00:38:05,670 --> 00:38:08,930 During COVID, I actually did start doing pole classes. 530 00:38:10,110 --> 00:38:12,890 Obviously, it was another source of income. 531 00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:20,550 Legs up, hold your grip, boom, hold, split, yeah. 532 00:38:25,780 --> 00:38:26,910 And that was another way. 533 00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:28,610 And also meeting other girls 534 00:38:28,690 --> 00:38:32,130 that are down to perform at events, at gigs. 535 00:38:32,260 --> 00:38:36,180 You just gotta kind of find where your strengths are. 536 00:38:36,310 --> 00:38:40,840 And my strength is just hustling. 537 00:38:40,970 --> 00:38:42,450 Hustle was within my blood. 538 00:38:56,070 --> 00:39:00,200 -Okay, good job. 539 00:39:01,290 --> 00:39:03,510 I have my own pole company, Tricks By Yas. 540 00:39:03,640 --> 00:39:06,430 I do women's sessions, private one-on-ones. 541 00:39:07,860 --> 00:39:08,950 So, that's fine. 542 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:12,690 That is my second stream of income. 543 00:39:12,780 --> 00:39:17,220 I would say I've had at least 100 girls 544 00:39:17,350 --> 00:39:21,920 over the past 14 months that have hit me up. 545 00:39:22,050 --> 00:39:24,490 'Cause that way, you'll have more control. 546 00:39:24,620 --> 00:39:26,970 Pole dancing I'm forever progressing at. 547 00:39:27,100 --> 00:39:29,140 I always want to meet people 548 00:39:29,230 --> 00:39:33,890 who do teach professional pole dance classes 549 00:39:34,020 --> 00:39:35,980 because I don't have that background. 550 00:39:36,110 --> 00:39:37,720 I never took a pole class. 551 00:39:37,850 --> 00:39:39,980 It's always good to keep learning. 552 00:39:40,110 --> 00:39:41,330 No matter what you're doing, 553 00:39:41,720 --> 00:39:42,810 it's always good to keep learning. 554 00:39:43,590 --> 00:39:45,730 You can always know more, you can always improve. 555 00:39:55,820 --> 00:39:58,130 -In the pandemic, I started doing Onlyfans 556 00:39:58,220 --> 00:40:00,130 because a second source of income, 557 00:40:00,260 --> 00:40:02,000 they cut our pay at life guarding. 558 00:40:02,130 --> 00:40:05,090 And I was very lucky that my stripper friends 559 00:40:05,220 --> 00:40:08,100 are also doing Onlyfans. 560 00:40:08,230 --> 00:40:11,270 And Jesse helped me so much. 561 00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:14,840 She said, "You have to make your Onlyfans, 562 00:40:14,970 --> 00:40:16,580 "you have to make your online platform, 563 00:40:16,710 --> 00:40:19,240 "a safe space for you." 564 00:40:19,370 --> 00:40:23,810 And if I'm making it reflect me, 565 00:40:23,890 --> 00:40:27,250 then it's gonna be so much easier to put work into it, 566 00:40:27,380 --> 00:40:31,380 and to spend the time editing videos, and networking. 567 00:40:38,390 --> 00:40:41,260 So my mornings start with a cup of coffee, 568 00:40:41,390 --> 00:40:43,570 and sitting on my couch, and catching up 569 00:40:43,650 --> 00:40:46,870 with all of the social media from the night before, 570 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,480 seeing how my Onlyfans did, 571 00:40:49,140 --> 00:40:50,880 how much money did I make while I was sleeping. 572 00:41:06,110 --> 00:41:09,900 -So my mom was a single mom, so she worked a lot. 573 00:41:09,980 --> 00:41:11,860 So, I just wanted to help take care of the family 574 00:41:11,990 --> 00:41:14,420 and help provide for my mom. 575 00:41:14,510 --> 00:41:19,470 And I remember seeing a ad on Craigslist for modeling, 576 00:41:20,470 --> 00:41:22,130 and it was advertised as teen glamor. 577 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:28,000 At 16 $600 a day for two days, that's a lot. 578 00:41:28,130 --> 00:41:31,090 So that kind of drove me to do it. 579 00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:36,310 I definitely ended up thinking I 580 00:41:36,450 --> 00:41:40,010 was gonna be taking pictures with just a bra and panty. 581 00:41:40,140 --> 00:41:41,930 And I ended up being naked 582 00:41:42,060 --> 00:41:44,240 with a shear sheet, covering me. 583 00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:50,940 The makeup I think for me was more shocking now 584 00:41:51,030 --> 00:41:52,770 than it was at the time. 585 00:41:52,850 --> 00:41:55,290 I should have known better. 586 00:41:56,990 --> 00:42:00,690 We're half naked and were under the age of 18. 587 00:42:00,820 --> 00:42:02,380 When you're 15, 16, 588 00:42:02,470 --> 00:42:04,950 you don't think about the consequences of the choices 589 00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:07,820 that you make and how those will play a part 590 00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:09,300 of your future life. 591 00:42:09,910 --> 00:42:12,390 So, to take that two seconds of time to say, hey, 592 00:42:12,530 --> 00:42:15,400 is this something I'm really prepared for? 593 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:17,620 Is this something I really can handle? 594 00:42:19,310 --> 00:42:21,190 And understanding that once you get in it, 595 00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:26,500 you can't go back, it might change the path 596 00:42:27,450 --> 00:42:29,190 that the younger me would have took. 597 00:42:30,410 --> 00:42:34,550 -So my mom was a single mom. 598 00:42:36,240 --> 00:42:39,460 We were pretty poor, but she did a really good job 599 00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,600 of not making it feel that way. 600 00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:45,990 We were still able to prioritize fun on the weekends. 601 00:42:52,040 --> 00:42:53,390 Instead of doing Christmas 602 00:42:54,220 --> 00:42:55,220 where we have lots of presents and stuff like that, 603 00:42:55,350 --> 00:42:58,350 we would focus on experiences instead. 604 00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:00,140 It's not Christmas eve. -Oh, okay. 605 00:43:00,270 --> 00:43:02,270 I thought that was Santa at the doors or something. 606 00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:04,010 -And around middle school and high school, 607 00:43:04,140 --> 00:43:05,970 my mom and me stopped getting along. 608 00:43:06,100 --> 00:43:08,710 We would fight almost every day. 609 00:43:08,840 --> 00:43:11,190 Sometimes it would get pretty bad. 610 00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:14,060 The cops came to our house quite a few times. 611 00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:18,850 She was really strict and that made me rebellious. 612 00:43:25,640 --> 00:43:28,430 -Come in, you don't go around 613 00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:30,650 like that with the camera, you just turn it off, 614 00:43:30,780 --> 00:43:32,650 and then you leave it. 615 00:43:32,780 --> 00:43:34,220 Are you off? -No, I'm waiting 616 00:43:34,350 --> 00:43:37,040 for you to put it in. 617 00:43:37,170 --> 00:43:39,830 I thought it was her problem. 618 00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:44,180 I thought that she is just out to get me. 619 00:43:44,270 --> 00:43:46,270 And I didn't realize 620 00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:49,490 that she has her own mental health issues. 621 00:43:49,620 --> 00:43:53,800 And so, I think if I could tell my younger self anything, 622 00:43:53,890 --> 00:43:58,810 it would be to just be a little bit more understanding. 623 00:44:00,070 --> 00:44:03,240 There's things that you might not know about her story, 624 00:44:03,370 --> 00:44:04,940 about anyone's story, really 625 00:44:05,070 --> 00:44:08,380 that impact how they interact with people. 626 00:44:14,390 --> 00:44:16,910 -Growing up, I kind of always have struggled a little bit 627 00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:20,040 with anxiety and depression. 628 00:44:20,170 --> 00:44:23,740 Get very nervous just going outside, anywhere in public. 629 00:44:25,610 --> 00:44:26,700 I don't like going to the gas station. 630 00:44:27,920 --> 00:44:29,010 I don't like going to the grocery store, I literally can't. 631 00:44:29,140 --> 00:44:31,530 I will literally go sit in my car, 632 00:44:31,620 --> 00:44:34,010 freak the fuck out and be like, no, 633 00:44:34,140 --> 00:44:35,710 and I've even done that with clubs. 634 00:44:36,490 --> 00:44:38,320 I've literally driven up to a club, sat there in my car, 635 00:44:38,450 --> 00:44:41,630 and I was like, fuck that, and drove away 636 00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:44,290 because I was just kind of so anxious 637 00:44:44,370 --> 00:44:47,290 and just could not get myself to step out of the car, 638 00:44:47,420 --> 00:44:49,990 I had to really leave to calm down. 639 00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:51,900 And I've even been working in the club 640 00:44:52,030 --> 00:44:53,640 and ended up having to go home 641 00:44:53,730 --> 00:44:56,340 just because it was affecting me that much. 642 00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:03,040 If I could talk to myself when I was younger, 643 00:45:03,170 --> 00:45:07,570 15, still in high school, still trying to figure stuff out, 644 00:45:07,660 --> 00:45:09,180 is that even though you're lost, 645 00:45:09,310 --> 00:45:11,570 you're going to figure it on out. 646 00:45:11,660 --> 00:45:14,450 And even though people look at you differently, 647 00:45:14,580 --> 00:45:16,360 you are going to find somewhere where you fit in, 648 00:45:16,490 --> 00:45:18,540 you are going to find a community. 649 00:45:25,070 --> 00:45:26,720 -When we moved to Vegas 650 00:45:26,850 --> 00:45:28,240 after my grandmother died, 651 00:45:28,330 --> 00:45:30,680 I started taking on a different role 652 00:45:30,770 --> 00:45:32,680 as the parent, a second mom. 653 00:45:32,810 --> 00:45:35,120 We had to come to Vegas from New York, 654 00:45:35,250 --> 00:45:38,470 and it was just a really rough time. 655 00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:41,390 My dad started falling apart. 656 00:45:41,470 --> 00:45:44,780 I started realizing that things were getting really bad 657 00:45:44,910 --> 00:45:49,350 around 12 or 13, we would go without lights, water, food. 658 00:45:49,480 --> 00:45:51,960 I had to make sure that my brothers 659 00:45:52,090 --> 00:45:54,090 and sisters made it to school, 660 00:45:54,220 --> 00:45:57,360 all while trying to get myself ready for school. 661 00:45:57,490 --> 00:46:00,800 And I would miss most of my schooling, 662 00:46:00,930 --> 00:46:04,540 making sure that all of the babies made it to school first. 663 00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:09,020 Most would think where was your mom at during all of this, 664 00:46:09,150 --> 00:46:10,760 how could she let that stuff go on, 665 00:46:10,890 --> 00:46:14,290 but ultimately, they were doing drugs together. 666 00:46:14,420 --> 00:46:16,680 So she was weakened anyway. 667 00:46:16,810 --> 00:46:20,210 It was a lot more struggles than happiness. 668 00:46:21,300 --> 00:46:23,600 If I could say anything to my dad right now, 669 00:46:23,730 --> 00:46:26,340 it would be that I'm happy 670 00:46:26,470 --> 00:46:29,650 that we did go through what we went through, 671 00:46:29,780 --> 00:46:34,220 but it was really tough on me being the oldest. 672 00:46:35,790 --> 00:46:38,530 Excuse me . 673 00:46:49,450 --> 00:46:52,150 I'm just happy that God made it me 674 00:46:52,280 --> 00:46:53,980 to go through it with them, 675 00:46:54,110 --> 00:46:58,160 because there's no telling where we would be 676 00:46:58,290 --> 00:46:59,460 if it wasn't me. 677 00:47:01,730 --> 00:47:02,600 Fuzzy hair . 678 00:47:02,730 --> 00:47:03,470 -Thanks . 679 00:47:15,350 --> 00:47:20,310 -My drug use and alcohol abuse started probably at 14. 680 00:47:24,270 --> 00:47:26,190 -Go Mandy, go Mandy, go, yeah, ooh. 681 00:47:32,410 --> 00:47:37,590 -Pills, coke, Molly, meth, alcohol. 682 00:47:38,850 --> 00:47:41,510 I would chug liquor like it was nobody's business. 683 00:47:41,640 --> 00:47:43,900 I would chug liquor like it was water. 684 00:47:44,940 --> 00:47:46,550 The people I had met, 685 00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:48,730 again they were six years older than me, 686 00:47:48,860 --> 00:47:53,520 we would ride around all night, all day, all night, 687 00:47:53,650 --> 00:47:56,910 all day, they would sell, I would sell for them. 688 00:47:58,090 --> 00:48:01,310 We would do coke all night, we would do acid all day, 689 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:03,480 pop Molly, pop E, I would blink 690 00:48:03,610 --> 00:48:05,440 and it would be a month had gone by 691 00:48:05,530 --> 00:48:07,710 and I had no idea what had just happened. 692 00:48:09,580 --> 00:48:15,100 I have been hospitalized 693 00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:19,280 three times from overdosing. -Come on, Mandy. 694 00:48:19,370 --> 00:48:23,720 -Whoa, Mandy, yes, Mandy, oh, smack that ass. 695 00:48:27,900 --> 00:48:30,380 -Since I was a young kid hanging out with the big kids, 696 00:48:30,510 --> 00:48:33,380 I just wanted to flaunt, I just wanted to brag 697 00:48:33,510 --> 00:48:35,300 about the things I was doing. 698 00:48:35,390 --> 00:48:38,080 I just felt the need to post it. 699 00:48:38,210 --> 00:48:41,390 And also if I was selling it for other people 700 00:48:41,520 --> 00:48:43,700 in order for me to have a place to stay, 701 00:48:43,830 --> 00:48:45,790 that's what I would do. 702 00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:48,660 Almost every second of it, I would document. 703 00:48:48,750 --> 00:48:51,970 I would post all the crazy college parties I was going to. 704 00:48:52,100 --> 00:48:54,270 At first it was, people were like, whoa, 705 00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:56,540 this girl's life is so exciting. 706 00:48:56,670 --> 00:49:00,280 And then, it started getting down to, wow, 707 00:49:00,410 --> 00:49:02,890 you've lost a lot of weight, are you okay? 708 00:49:04,590 --> 00:49:07,900 I had moved to Vegas and I weighed 100 pounds. 709 00:49:08,030 --> 00:49:10,900 My priorities were still fucked up. 710 00:49:11,030 --> 00:49:13,950 But as I started progressing, 711 00:49:14,080 --> 00:49:16,210 I started dropping a lot of people. 712 00:49:16,340 --> 00:49:17,910 I stopped hanging out with a lot of people. 713 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:20,300 I stopped partying, I stopped drinking. 714 00:49:20,430 --> 00:49:21,950 So I quit drinking. 715 00:49:23,260 --> 00:49:25,310 I am two months sober now. 716 00:49:26,780 --> 00:49:31,010 No drugs, no drinking. 717 00:49:31,090 --> 00:49:35,180 Being sober, I feel like I appreciate myself so much more. 718 00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:40,620 The advice that I would give to my teenage self 719 00:49:43,060 --> 00:49:44,630 would be don't change anything, 720 00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:47,200 because if I didn't go through 721 00:49:47,330 --> 00:49:49,810 what I went through as a teenager, 722 00:49:49,940 --> 00:49:51,510 I would be going through it right now. 723 00:50:08,780 --> 00:50:10,350 -But I kind of fumbled my bag a bit 724 00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:12,920 and I lost my scholarship 725 00:50:13,010 --> 00:50:16,360 because I wasn't able to maintain the GPA required 726 00:50:16,490 --> 00:50:17,710 for that scholarship. 727 00:50:19,320 --> 00:50:21,400 It took a really big toll on me. 728 00:50:23,410 --> 00:50:26,240 Depression is a motherfucker. 729 00:50:26,370 --> 00:50:27,850 It doesn't get easier, 730 00:50:27,980 --> 00:50:30,940 and I don't think it will ever go away. 731 00:50:32,290 --> 00:50:34,370 No one's talking about depression. 732 00:50:34,500 --> 00:50:38,990 So it's only enabling the feeling that okay, 733 00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:40,250 black people don't get depressed. 734 00:50:40,380 --> 00:50:41,560 This is a real thing. 735 00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:43,300 Black people are not allowed to be depressed. 736 00:50:43,820 --> 00:50:46,470 We can't, we just deal with it, we gotta deal with it. 737 00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:49,610 And since I was in that depression, 738 00:50:49,740 --> 00:50:52,040 I started thinking about everything. 739 00:50:52,170 --> 00:50:56,660 I was like, well, dang, you should be 740 00:50:56,790 --> 00:50:58,790 on your way to graduation right now, 741 00:50:58,920 --> 00:51:02,490 but you fucked up your scholarship for what? 742 00:51:02,620 --> 00:51:04,620 You're a fuck up, that's how I felt. 743 00:51:04,750 --> 00:51:08,580 You're undeserving of anything, you're undeserving of life. 744 00:51:08,710 --> 00:51:10,710 And I took it upon myself 745 00:51:10,850 --> 00:51:15,020 to take every prescription medication, 746 00:51:15,110 --> 00:51:18,810 I overdosed on 30 plus pills. 747 00:51:20,420 --> 00:51:24,860 The person who found me was my boyfriend at the time. 748 00:51:24,990 --> 00:51:26,210 And had he not came, 749 00:51:26,860 --> 00:51:28,340 I probably wouldn't be sitting in this chair, 750 00:51:28,470 --> 00:51:30,470 saying this story today because I was 751 00:51:30,600 --> 00:51:33,520 on life support for three days, 752 00:51:33,650 --> 00:51:37,050 and just waking up, that's nothing, 753 00:51:37,180 --> 00:51:42,090 but God, depression does not belong to a race. 754 00:51:43,750 --> 00:51:45,580 It comes for everybody 755 00:51:45,710 --> 00:51:47,750 and it comes in many different ways. 756 00:51:51,710 --> 00:51:54,410 Suicide is definitely not the answer. 757 00:52:08,860 --> 00:52:13,560 -Bow slightly, three, two. 758 00:52:13,690 --> 00:52:15,170 Shit. 759 00:52:15,740 --> 00:52:19,480 -I am fortunate that I have a partner in my life. 760 00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:27,270 My partner is a photographer. 761 00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:29,880 We have a lot of fun together, we laugh a lot. 762 00:52:29,970 --> 00:52:33,010 I cannot laugh, okay . 763 00:52:40,330 --> 00:52:43,290 Shut up . 764 00:52:46,980 --> 00:52:48,330 We're both competitive. 765 00:52:49,810 --> 00:52:51,860 We also clash because of that, 766 00:52:51,990 --> 00:52:56,600 because he's a power dude and I'm a power woman. 767 00:52:56,690 --> 00:52:58,820 Sometimes we're at odds. 768 00:52:58,950 --> 00:53:00,870 We can go all day about the stupid TV. 769 00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:03,520 You wanna know how much I disliked the TV, 770 00:53:03,650 --> 00:53:06,050 because I was happily on my way 771 00:53:06,180 --> 00:53:08,750 to go get the drill, remember? 772 00:53:08,830 --> 00:53:12,050 And then you came over and tried to rub up behind me, 773 00:53:12,180 --> 00:53:14,840 like, babe, can I go next door and buy the TV? 774 00:53:17,010 --> 00:53:19,020 And remember I brought the drill over there, 775 00:53:19,150 --> 00:53:22,980 and we've now been to three separate fucking Walmarts 776 00:53:23,980 --> 00:53:26,550 where the drill doesn't grab the bit. 777 00:53:26,680 --> 00:53:28,070 -So, that's you hate of my TV, 778 00:53:28,940 --> 00:53:30,030 it's got to do with the drill? -Yeah, your TV is, yeah. 779 00:53:30,110 --> 00:53:31,680 Okay, so, we're gonna 780 00:53:31,810 --> 00:53:34,860 put that there, I don't want, babe, stop, no. 781 00:53:36,430 --> 00:53:38,170 -How much I'm putting . 782 00:53:59,710 --> 00:54:02,760 -I love bonding with my sister, it's a lot of fun. 783 00:54:02,890 --> 00:54:05,020 It's great to know that she helps me 784 00:54:05,110 --> 00:54:06,460 in a lot of different areas, 785 00:54:06,540 --> 00:54:07,890 I help her in a lot of different. 786 00:54:09,460 --> 00:54:10,850 Oh, yeah. 787 00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:15,900 We used to always play cards together actually before, 788 00:54:15,990 --> 00:54:17,160 even with our mom, we would play cards. 789 00:54:17,810 --> 00:54:20,340 So when she comes over and we get to do that, 790 00:54:20,470 --> 00:54:23,690 it's super cool. 791 00:54:25,170 --> 00:54:27,560 -Shit, wait, whoa. -Don't fuck around, 792 00:54:27,690 --> 00:54:32,610 I know what you've got. 793 00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:37,400 -I thought you had a Jack, why did I think you had a Jack? 794 00:54:37,530 --> 00:54:38,570 -I don't know, you saw what I had too. 795 00:54:38,660 --> 00:54:43,230 -I did, stupid. 796 00:54:46,320 --> 00:54:49,020 -Don't shoulder mount and Superman, if anything, 797 00:54:49,150 --> 00:54:53,290 shoulder mount, leg hang, grab, Superman. 798 00:54:53,420 --> 00:54:56,680 -Oh, okay, let's try that, let's try that, okay. 799 00:54:57,940 --> 00:54:59,200 -Leg hang. -Rob. 800 00:54:59,330 --> 00:55:01,160 -Up. -Bring it in, okay. 801 00:55:02,340 --> 00:55:03,900 -Up, grab. -Superman. 802 00:55:04,470 --> 00:55:05,650 -Superman, don't lock your feet, don't lock your feet. 803 00:55:05,780 --> 00:55:07,170 -See, and that is where I get stuck. 804 00:55:07,260 --> 00:55:09,650 -Point your toes, grab yourself up. 805 00:55:09,780 --> 00:55:12,610 -And that's where I get stuck. 806 00:55:12,700 --> 00:55:15,050 -She doesn't really do pole tricks that much anymore, 807 00:55:15,130 --> 00:55:17,400 but she's very experienced, so when she does, 808 00:55:17,530 --> 00:55:19,570 she's been doing this a lot longer than me. 809 00:55:19,700 --> 00:55:21,230 So when she comes over, 810 00:55:21,970 --> 00:55:23,710 I like to teach her and show her the stuff that I know 811 00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:25,450 and the stuff that I've learned. 812 00:55:29,150 --> 00:55:31,410 It's really fun to be able to teach her those things 813 00:55:31,540 --> 00:55:34,980 because she is the reason why I do this in the first place. 814 00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:52,870 -There you go. -That was really good. 815 00:55:53,000 --> 00:55:54,690 -Did I do okay ? 816 00:55:54,780 --> 00:55:56,000 -So, wait, okay, ready? 817 00:55:56,130 --> 00:55:58,130 Come on, three, two. 818 00:56:04,570 --> 00:56:08,190 I have a seven year old daughter, she's my pride and joy. 819 00:56:08,320 --> 00:56:12,890 She came in my 12th grade year of high school. 820 00:56:14,020 --> 00:56:16,320 I like that, hey. 821 00:56:19,280 --> 00:56:23,380 The importance of family to me is everything. 822 00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:29,820 They're the only ones who know my struggle. 823 00:56:30,990 --> 00:56:32,430 Me and my brothers and sisters, 824 00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:35,000 we get together very frequently, 825 00:56:35,130 --> 00:56:36,780 whether it be dinner or going out. 826 00:56:36,910 --> 00:56:38,560 But one of our favorite things 827 00:56:38,650 --> 00:56:40,960 are just eating and vibing together. 828 00:56:47,140 --> 00:56:49,840 It gives my daughter a chance to be around her family, 829 00:56:49,970 --> 00:56:52,450 her uncles who love her so much. 830 00:56:52,580 --> 00:56:54,190 And she loves them being around. 831 00:56:54,320 --> 00:56:57,580 So, they really give her a lotta love. 832 00:56:57,710 --> 00:57:01,060 They're everything to her. 833 00:57:04,370 --> 00:57:07,110 Watching my brothers interact with my daughter 834 00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:09,730 just makes me so proud that I was able 835 00:57:09,860 --> 00:57:13,600 to one, bring up loving and caring men, 836 00:57:13,690 --> 00:57:16,250 and for two, it just makes me so happy 837 00:57:16,380 --> 00:57:19,650 to see that she's able to be a kid 838 00:57:19,780 --> 00:57:22,740 and she's able to have fun and smile and laugh. 839 00:57:26,700 --> 00:57:29,880 During this pandemic, it's really tough on me though. 840 00:57:30,010 --> 00:57:32,530 I'm sure any parent could understand 841 00:57:32,620 --> 00:57:35,970 what I'm going through with online school, 842 00:57:36,100 --> 00:57:39,800 it's the most tedious thing. 843 00:57:39,930 --> 00:57:42,720 10, so it's 10, 20? -30? 844 00:57:47,020 --> 00:57:51,070 -One, two, three, you have to look at the last number. 845 00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:53,070 So if all the first numbers are the same, 846 00:57:54,470 --> 00:57:55,900 look at the second number, good job. 847 00:57:56,030 --> 00:57:59,860 Having a seven year old try and sit down all day 848 00:57:59,990 --> 00:58:02,300 is the hardest job I've ever had in my life. 849 00:58:04,300 --> 00:58:06,650 -Join the party. 850 00:58:08,390 --> 00:58:10,830 -When I say my dad is my best friend, 851 00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:14,010 I mean that my dad is my best friend. 852 00:58:15,790 --> 00:58:17,750 -Up to it, down to it. 853 00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:20,010 Fuck those that don't do it. 854 00:58:20,140 --> 00:58:23,020 We do it 'cause we used to, drink, 855 00:58:23,150 --> 00:58:25,710 mother fucker, drink, woo, woo. 856 00:58:27,020 --> 00:58:31,420 -We can sit with each other forever and not say anything 857 00:58:32,550 --> 00:58:35,160 or say everything and still have more to say. 858 00:58:36,810 --> 00:58:40,120 My dad is always surprising me. 859 00:58:40,250 --> 00:58:44,210 His stories, they go on and on and on. 860 00:58:44,340 --> 00:58:46,390 And they're so interesting. -I was getting ready 861 00:58:46,470 --> 00:58:48,690 to go on a new kids tour, and that's when they 862 00:58:48,820 --> 00:58:49,960 had just designed this shirts 863 00:58:50,520 --> 00:58:52,050 for the tour, you know what I mean? 864 00:58:52,180 --> 00:58:53,920 We selling t-shirts on the tour. 865 00:58:58,830 --> 00:59:00,530 -I thought you knew. 866 00:59:00,620 --> 00:59:04,750 The relationship that I have with my little sister, 867 00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:09,500 I try to set the best example for her as her big sister. 868 00:59:09,630 --> 00:59:11,850 I try to be someone that she can confide in. 869 00:59:11,980 --> 00:59:15,500 I also try to be someone that she can have fun with. 870 00:59:15,590 --> 00:59:19,290 It's a crazy family, but we all take care of each other 871 00:59:19,420 --> 00:59:23,160 at the end of the day. 872 00:59:26,950 --> 00:59:28,170 -So, I'm an only child. 873 00:59:28,910 --> 00:59:32,260 So, I have found myself placing a lot of value 874 00:59:32,350 --> 00:59:37,180 on my friendships and investing a lot of time 875 00:59:38,220 --> 00:59:39,750 and love into those friendships. 876 00:59:42,530 --> 00:59:45,360 Doing photo shoots with my friends who are also sex workers, 877 00:59:45,490 --> 00:59:49,020 is it's so different, the energy is different. 878 00:59:49,150 --> 00:59:50,970 Goldie makes me feel so sexy 879 00:59:51,100 --> 00:59:53,540 when I get in front of her camera, and it's always fun, 880 00:59:53,670 --> 00:59:57,240 and I never feel drained afterwards. 881 01:00:00,590 --> 01:00:05,070 Sometimes I need to be around people who understand, 882 01:00:08,120 --> 01:00:09,510 because maybe I'm having a problem 883 01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:13,260 that is so specific to how society views us. 884 01:00:20,390 --> 01:00:24,660 -And stretch on out. 885 01:00:37,450 --> 01:00:40,280 One thing that I love about stripping 886 01:00:40,410 --> 01:00:42,290 is the people it's allowed me to meet, 887 01:00:43,420 --> 01:00:44,330 like my friend Kevin. 888 01:01:04,310 --> 01:01:06,140 You can choose your support system 889 01:01:06,270 --> 01:01:08,570 through the friends that you have around you. 890 01:01:08,660 --> 01:01:13,530 And having somebody there while we're all struggling through 891 01:01:14,320 --> 01:01:15,710 what's going on in the world 892 01:01:16,320 --> 01:01:18,670 can really just make a whole lot of a difference. 893 01:01:25,420 --> 01:01:28,030 We all really need is a support system. 894 01:01:28,160 --> 01:01:31,380 And some people have their families, some don't. 895 01:01:54,400 --> 01:01:58,190 -With adult entertainment, you are bare. 896 01:01:59,540 --> 01:02:03,020 Once you take that outfit off, it is what you got working. 897 01:02:03,150 --> 01:02:05,370 And either it works or doesn't. 898 01:02:06,940 --> 01:02:08,500 Getting my boobs for me 899 01:02:08,630 --> 01:02:11,420 was the best investment I've ever made 900 01:02:11,550 --> 01:02:15,510 because it improved my income dramatically. 901 01:02:15,640 --> 01:02:18,860 And I don't think it was because of my boobs being big. 902 01:02:18,990 --> 01:02:20,820 I think it was a confidence factor. 903 01:02:20,950 --> 01:02:23,690 I think that when you are constantly under a microscope 904 01:02:23,820 --> 01:02:25,260 and judging yourself, 905 01:02:26,090 --> 01:02:28,000 when you do that little thing that makes you feel good, 906 01:02:29,040 --> 01:02:30,570 it gives you that sense of inner confidence. 907 01:02:30,700 --> 01:02:33,440 And that's what shows, that's what they're reading. 908 01:02:33,570 --> 01:02:36,180 When you're in that environment, 909 01:02:36,310 --> 01:02:38,270 they're feeling that energy. 910 01:02:38,360 --> 01:02:43,060 Does this girl need my money or does she want my money? 911 01:02:43,150 --> 01:02:45,970 And the girl that's hot, that's in control of herself, 912 01:02:46,060 --> 01:02:48,850 oh, I want your money, but I don't need your money. 913 01:02:48,980 --> 01:02:49,850 And that's sexy. 914 01:02:52,630 --> 01:02:55,940 -I don't feel like bodies are some weird sexual thing 915 01:02:56,070 --> 01:02:58,290 that you have to keep covered. 916 01:02:58,420 --> 01:03:00,680 I just feel like it's just a body. 917 01:03:00,820 --> 01:03:02,640 It's not that big of a deal. 918 01:03:02,730 --> 01:03:08,000 And so, getting on stage and being half naked, 919 01:03:09,350 --> 01:03:11,430 it just doesn't feel weird to me, it feels really natural. 920 01:03:13,570 --> 01:03:16,000 I wouldn't get my nails done if I wasn't a stripper, 921 01:03:16,140 --> 01:03:20,310 I wouldn't spend so much money on dyeing my hair. 922 01:03:20,440 --> 01:03:23,060 I wouldn't be buying makeup. 923 01:03:23,190 --> 01:03:25,800 I wouldn't be doing this stuff if I wasn't a stripper. 924 01:03:25,930 --> 01:03:29,320 My day-to-day life, I don't wear makeup, I have a hard time, 925 01:03:29,450 --> 01:03:31,240 I struggle with having long hair. 926 01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:34,630 I think if I wasn't a stripper, I would've shaved my head 927 01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:36,550 probably five years ago, 928 01:03:36,680 --> 01:03:41,420 but it's something that I have to do to make money. 929 01:03:43,420 --> 01:03:45,950 I am a luxury product. 930 01:03:46,080 --> 01:03:51,000 So I have to spend time and money into being luxury. 931 01:03:57,700 --> 01:04:00,960 I knew at a very young age that I always wanted boobs. 932 01:04:01,090 --> 01:04:03,360 So it's something that I did for myself. 933 01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:06,490 It has nothing to do with the strip club at all. 934 01:04:06,620 --> 01:04:09,060 But I did go ahead after a few years 935 01:04:09,190 --> 01:04:11,020 of working in a strip club, 936 01:04:11,150 --> 01:04:15,410 get a breast augmentation and it made the money go up. 937 01:04:18,150 --> 01:04:21,240 I started getting tattoos at a very young age, 938 01:04:21,330 --> 01:04:23,940 which was a very bad decision. 939 01:04:25,600 --> 01:04:29,600 All my tattoos were between the age of 15 and 19. 940 01:04:29,690 --> 01:04:33,040 And I almost hate every single last one of them. 941 01:04:40,220 --> 01:04:41,960 -Confidence is everything. 942 01:04:42,090 --> 01:04:43,920 If you don't have confidence, 943 01:04:44,050 --> 01:04:48,580 you are going to get ate the fuck up in this industry, 944 01:04:48,710 --> 01:04:51,270 not just by the girls, but by the customers, 945 01:04:51,360 --> 01:04:53,580 and yourself especially. 946 01:04:53,670 --> 01:04:56,100 These strip clubs out here in Las Vegas, 947 01:04:56,240 --> 01:04:58,370 all you see is plastic. 948 01:04:58,450 --> 01:05:00,540 And that's a reason why I do so well 949 01:05:00,670 --> 01:05:04,940 is because I'm not plastic, I have real features on me. 950 01:05:06,680 --> 01:05:07,810 Perfect. 951 01:05:07,940 --> 01:05:09,340 And you can squeeze my breasts 952 01:05:09,470 --> 01:05:11,080 and not think you're gonna pop it. 953 01:05:13,950 --> 01:05:17,000 The majority of the women in there have their breasts done 954 01:05:17,080 --> 01:05:21,350 and they have some type of ass implant or a hip sculpted, 955 01:05:22,910 --> 01:05:25,920 or maybe a rib or two taken out, shit, I don't know. 956 01:05:26,050 --> 01:05:27,350 They look good though . 957 01:05:33,840 --> 01:05:35,670 -I used to be a very depressed person. 958 01:05:35,750 --> 01:05:36,880 I used to cut myself. 959 01:05:37,540 --> 01:05:39,500 I used to do all types of crazy things. 960 01:05:39,630 --> 01:05:43,200 And so, instead of harming myself, I'll go get a tattoo 961 01:05:43,280 --> 01:05:45,760 if I really feel down. 962 01:05:47,070 --> 01:05:50,810 And then the tattoo on my neck, it was on my 13th birthday. 963 01:05:50,940 --> 01:05:54,290 I went to the hood, did it with a homemade tattoo gun. 964 01:05:54,420 --> 01:05:56,340 It is my Zodiac sign. 965 01:05:56,470 --> 01:05:58,780 No, it does not look like what it's supposed to look like. 966 01:06:09,530 --> 01:06:12,620 -You can be your own biggest critic, honestly. 967 01:06:14,310 --> 01:06:17,010 Sometimes I'm like, yes, I'm that bitch. 968 01:06:17,140 --> 01:06:18,620 I look bomb, I look good. 969 01:06:21,450 --> 01:06:24,190 My body really fluctuates a lot. 970 01:06:24,320 --> 01:06:26,590 You're going to be thicker, you're going to be skinnier, 971 01:06:26,670 --> 01:06:28,810 you're going to be stronger, you're going to be weaker. 972 01:06:28,940 --> 01:06:31,240 All you can do when your body fluctuates 973 01:06:31,370 --> 01:06:34,640 is just love it in every form it's in. 974 01:06:56,660 --> 01:06:58,620 Another way that I love to express myself 975 01:06:58,750 --> 01:07:01,060 is through my tattoos and body mods. 976 01:07:02,670 --> 01:07:04,360 I started getting tattoos when I was younger. 977 01:07:04,490 --> 01:07:05,760 My parents bought me my first one 978 01:07:05,890 --> 01:07:07,240 when I was 16 for my birthday. 979 01:07:10,240 --> 01:07:11,540 Just like the walls of my house, 980 01:07:12,110 --> 01:07:13,590 I loved how I could take something the way 981 01:07:14,200 --> 01:07:16,980 that I see the world and put it just right up on my body. 982 01:07:18,330 --> 01:07:19,380 It's another way for me 983 01:07:20,030 --> 01:07:22,770 to show what I'm about through piercing. 984 01:07:22,900 --> 01:07:24,510 I do have my tongue split. 985 01:07:32,830 --> 01:07:34,650 -Hi Ryan. 986 01:07:34,780 --> 01:07:37,790 -I started playing hockey 987 01:07:37,920 --> 01:07:40,830 when I was about five years old. 988 01:07:40,960 --> 01:07:44,580 I liked being aggressive and pushing boys around. 989 01:07:44,710 --> 01:07:46,230 It made me feel very powerful. 990 01:07:53,410 --> 01:07:54,720 -Whoa, that was a shot. 991 01:07:56,370 --> 01:07:58,200 -I really prioritize playtime. 992 01:07:58,330 --> 01:08:01,720 I think playing just for the sake of play 993 01:08:01,860 --> 01:08:04,210 is the best thing I can do for my mental health. 994 01:08:04,290 --> 01:08:09,600 And so, being able to play hockey and get a workout in, 995 01:08:10,470 --> 01:08:11,520 it's fantastic and it's so fun. 996 01:08:18,390 --> 01:08:20,090 -When I light my sage, 997 01:08:20,220 --> 01:08:22,660 It's the first thing that I do in the morning. 998 01:08:22,790 --> 01:08:27,580 It gets rid of all the bad energies that's in the house. 999 01:08:35,060 --> 01:08:39,280 I light my candles for peace and for protection. 1000 01:08:39,410 --> 01:08:43,110 It just helps me set the tone for my day. 1001 01:08:43,240 --> 01:08:45,510 If I don't do it, the whole day is out of whack. 1002 01:08:54,130 --> 01:08:57,870 -Anytime I can take a day off, get out the house, 1003 01:08:58,000 --> 01:09:01,610 be in the desert, hiking, fuck yeah, bring it on. 1004 01:09:03,310 --> 01:09:08,230 I try to keep a balance of being September 1005 01:09:10,360 --> 01:09:11,930 and being who I am at home. 1006 01:09:12,060 --> 01:09:13,970 And when you live in a city like this 1007 01:09:14,100 --> 01:09:15,620 that never fucking sleeps, 1008 01:09:15,760 --> 01:09:18,850 it is so hard to keep that balance. 1009 01:09:28,070 --> 01:09:29,380 -All right, can you hear me? 1010 01:09:30,120 --> 01:09:30,770 -Yes. -All right, cool. 1011 01:09:31,510 --> 01:09:32,160 We're gonna run it from the top, okay? 1012 01:09:33,210 --> 01:09:34,080 -Okay. -You ready? 1013 01:09:34,210 --> 01:09:35,860 -Mm-hmm. 1014 01:09:36,430 --> 01:09:40,780 Making music has been more of an eye opening experience 1015 01:09:42,130 --> 01:09:43,780 when I'm sober. 1016 01:10:02,670 --> 01:10:04,930 I am so much more clear headed. 1017 01:10:05,070 --> 01:10:07,200 I feel so much more inspired. 1018 01:10:07,330 --> 01:10:09,810 My whole entire life I was saying I've wrote poems, 1019 01:10:09,940 --> 01:10:13,470 and my vision is becoming a reality, 1020 01:10:13,550 --> 01:10:17,030 because now I can clearly see that vision. 1021 01:10:17,160 --> 01:10:22,080 I'm not drunk, I'm not high. 1022 01:10:22,170 --> 01:10:23,560 He'll send me beats and I'll go through them, 1023 01:10:23,690 --> 01:10:26,090 choose ones that I feel most inspired by. 1024 01:10:26,220 --> 01:10:28,000 And then, I will just start writing from there. 1025 01:10:28,130 --> 01:10:30,660 Like this song right here, I love this beat. 1026 01:10:30,790 --> 01:10:33,090 I started writing to it the other day 1027 01:10:33,220 --> 01:10:36,270 and I just instantly just started going at it. 1028 01:10:36,400 --> 01:10:38,360 And then now to finish the song, 1029 01:10:38,490 --> 01:10:40,800 I'm finding some interesting words 1030 01:10:40,880 --> 01:10:43,630 to use just to make it music. 1031 01:10:43,760 --> 01:10:46,020 If I'm having a creative block, 1032 01:10:46,150 --> 01:10:48,760 I'll open up the dictionary, just randomly. 1033 01:10:48,890 --> 01:10:50,020 I'll find one of the words, 1034 01:10:50,760 --> 01:10:52,240 and then I'll use that to start a verse with, 1035 01:10:52,370 --> 01:10:55,680 I'll go to Google and I'll try to other meanings 1036 01:10:55,810 --> 01:10:57,340 or other words that match with that. 1037 01:10:57,470 --> 01:10:59,900 I'll go to the thesaurus, flip through that, 1038 01:11:00,030 --> 01:11:02,910 see if I can find something more creative in there. 1039 01:11:03,040 --> 01:11:06,080 And I just try to fact check what I'm writing, just in case. 1040 01:11:06,210 --> 01:11:08,690 You never know if someone's gonna fact check you. 1041 01:11:08,820 --> 01:11:10,480 So, I fact check myself first. 1042 01:11:19,360 --> 01:11:20,230 -That was a great take. 1043 01:11:20,360 --> 01:11:21,530 -Okay yeah. 1044 01:11:28,630 --> 01:11:30,720 -I changed my degree to computational mathematics. 1045 01:11:30,850 --> 01:11:32,020 Not because I was good at math, 1046 01:11:32,590 --> 01:11:34,630 but because it was interesting to me, 1047 01:11:34,720 --> 01:11:37,940 and I really like reading math books, 1048 01:11:38,070 --> 01:11:40,550 books about math in terms of the universe. 1049 01:11:40,680 --> 01:11:42,340 And so, I don't like reading fiction, 1050 01:11:42,420 --> 01:11:44,950 I don't like reading stories about stuff. 1051 01:11:47,430 --> 01:11:50,080 -My love of reading, it followed all the way 1052 01:11:50,210 --> 01:11:52,690 into adulthood, to say the least. 1053 01:11:52,830 --> 01:11:54,310 I read every day. 1054 01:11:54,440 --> 01:11:56,740 If I am not physically reading a book, 1055 01:11:56,870 --> 01:12:00,350 I'm listening to a book on Audible. 1056 01:12:00,490 --> 01:12:04,750 I've currently just finished reading "The Metamorphosis". 1057 01:12:04,880 --> 01:12:07,970 I've read that book for probably the fourth time. 1058 01:12:11,540 --> 01:12:13,890 -I learned how to code Python in college. 1059 01:12:14,020 --> 01:12:18,420 And I've been teaching myself web design out of college, 1060 01:12:19,720 --> 01:12:22,380 JavaScript, HTML with CSS. 1061 01:12:22,510 --> 01:12:24,770 It just feels like another way to use my skills 1062 01:12:24,900 --> 01:12:28,340 and kind of abstract them and apply them to new things. 1063 01:12:28,470 --> 01:12:32,430 Right now, I'm working on a website, just my website. 1064 01:12:33,650 --> 01:12:36,390 It's been really fun to make just from scratch. 1065 01:12:45,180 --> 01:12:49,320 Chess is a really a mathematical, logical game. 1066 01:12:49,450 --> 01:12:54,410 And it's funny, I've actually started playing chess 1067 01:12:56,060 --> 01:12:58,150 with people from OnlyFans. 1068 01:12:58,280 --> 01:13:01,200 And if they lose, they have to pay me. 1069 01:13:01,330 --> 01:13:04,640 And if I lose, I send them a nude. 1070 01:13:04,770 --> 01:13:09,210 And I haven't lost yet. 1071 01:13:12,080 --> 01:13:14,430 -I used to watch "Being Mary Jane" a lot. 1072 01:13:14,560 --> 01:13:18,650 And I kinda took from her when she would write her quotes 1073 01:13:18,780 --> 01:13:22,960 on a sticky note and place them on her room window. 1074 01:13:23,090 --> 01:13:25,180 Whenever I'm having a rough day 1075 01:13:25,310 --> 01:13:27,270 or even if I'm not having a rough day 1076 01:13:27,400 --> 01:13:29,700 and I just walk past and I stop, 1077 01:13:29,790 --> 01:13:32,450 and it's normally the first one that I look at 1078 01:13:32,580 --> 01:13:36,540 that has the most relevance to me for that time. 1079 01:13:36,670 --> 01:13:40,370 And it's just another way of humbling me 1080 01:13:40,450 --> 01:13:45,200 and just another comfort, coping mechanism for my anxiety. 1081 01:13:51,680 --> 01:13:53,690 -My favorite thing to do on my time off 1082 01:13:53,770 --> 01:13:55,160 is absolutely nothing. 1083 01:13:55,300 --> 01:13:58,080 The club itself is the party. 1084 01:13:58,170 --> 01:14:00,560 I need to recuperate from the night before. 1085 01:14:00,690 --> 01:14:04,570 So a lot of times, I prefer to just relax, 1086 01:14:04,650 --> 01:14:07,660 smoke some weed, allow my body to recuperate, 1087 01:14:07,740 --> 01:14:10,700 not really force it to do so much. 1088 01:14:10,830 --> 01:14:15,840 -Just sleep, that's the best thing is sleep. 1089 01:14:23,580 --> 01:14:27,980 Just being here with my daughter, ultimately being a mom, 1090 01:14:28,110 --> 01:14:30,770 it's everything that I live for. 1091 01:14:32,160 --> 01:14:35,600 I got her a puppy almost two years ago now, 1092 01:14:35,730 --> 01:14:38,080 and her name is Sugar. 1093 01:14:39,340 --> 01:14:41,730 She has a very big personality for such a little dog. 1094 01:14:41,860 --> 01:14:43,650 She thinks she's a pit bull. 1095 01:14:43,780 --> 01:14:46,000 I think Sugar helped my daughter a lot 1096 01:14:46,130 --> 01:14:48,130 with not feeling alone. 1097 01:14:49,780 --> 01:14:53,530 -My little babies, this right here is Arya. 1098 01:14:55,570 --> 01:14:58,310 I have three cats altogether. 1099 01:14:58,450 --> 01:15:01,320 I also have a snake and a gecko, 1100 01:15:02,620 --> 01:15:04,450 my little scaly babies . 1101 01:15:05,630 --> 01:15:07,850 They definitely have helped me to stay grounded 1102 01:15:07,980 --> 01:15:12,110 and just kind of have something nice, and soft, 1103 01:15:12,240 --> 01:15:16,160 and so sweet to come home and cuddle up to. 1104 01:15:24,780 --> 01:15:25,520 -Denali . 1105 01:15:31,910 --> 01:15:35,130 Oh, well. 1106 01:15:35,260 --> 01:15:37,570 Huskies are really human like. 1107 01:15:37,660 --> 01:15:40,970 They are almost like monkey status. 1108 01:15:41,100 --> 01:15:43,230 Denali played a huge role 1109 01:15:43,360 --> 01:15:45,800 with the pandemic and my support system, 1110 01:15:45,930 --> 01:15:48,630 because she's so human like, 1111 01:15:48,710 --> 01:15:52,190 that I almost felt like she heard me and she understood me. 1112 01:15:54,550 --> 01:15:57,460 I don't think I chose Denali, I think Denali chose me. 1113 01:16:01,380 --> 01:16:03,420 -So, I live with two boys . 1114 01:16:04,340 --> 01:16:07,210 Where are they at, boys ? 1115 01:16:07,300 --> 01:16:09,650 They're brothers, I love them so much. 1116 01:16:09,730 --> 01:16:11,000 They bring me a lot of company, 1117 01:16:11,130 --> 01:16:12,260 they bring me a lot of joy, 1118 01:16:12,870 --> 01:16:14,390 and it's really nice having them around, 1119 01:16:14,520 --> 01:16:16,480 even though they fuck everything up . 1120 01:16:16,610 --> 01:16:19,220 You're so dirty, I feel so bad. 1121 01:16:27,010 --> 01:16:28,970 -Blake, Blake, Blake, 1122 01:16:29,100 --> 01:16:33,930 Blake, Blakey, he is my puppy, he's six months. 1123 01:16:35,410 --> 01:16:38,020 Just looking at him and how happy he is, 1124 01:16:38,110 --> 01:16:41,240 it really makes my heart smile. 1125 01:16:51,820 --> 01:16:56,690 -Bailey, shake, shake, nice to meet you. 1126 01:16:56,820 --> 01:16:58,700 We had horses when I was younger. 1127 01:16:58,830 --> 01:17:01,130 And the connection that I've had with Bailey 1128 01:17:01,260 --> 01:17:04,570 has been so special. 1129 01:17:04,700 --> 01:17:05,570 Good girl. 1130 01:17:06,750 --> 01:17:09,270 We've kind of grown together. 1131 01:17:09,400 --> 01:17:11,190 We were both kids when I first got her 1132 01:17:11,320 --> 01:17:14,930 and we were both teenagers at the same time. 1133 01:17:15,060 --> 01:17:18,720 And we both have angsty, bitchy personalities. 1134 01:17:21,590 --> 01:17:22,810 We just grew up together. 1135 01:17:23,370 --> 01:17:26,200 And so we would be running down the beach, 1136 01:17:26,290 --> 01:17:29,420 bare back in bikinis, and we would go in the water, 1137 01:17:29,550 --> 01:17:31,380 and we would go swimming afterwards. 1138 01:17:31,510 --> 01:17:34,250 And she was enjoying every single minute of it. 1139 01:17:40,000 --> 01:17:45,130 Zoey. 1140 01:18:01,060 --> 01:18:03,330 -I've never had stability growing up. 1141 01:18:05,020 --> 01:18:06,760 -So, we already talked about this prior 1142 01:18:06,890 --> 01:18:09,720 to coming here, but that's three bedrooms, two baths. 1143 01:18:09,850 --> 01:18:13,640 All right, so come on in, we have an open floor plan, 1144 01:18:13,770 --> 01:18:15,900 and then there is a next gen suite. 1145 01:18:16,030 --> 01:18:18,080 -It doesn't even look that big from outside. 1146 01:18:18,210 --> 01:18:20,300 -Yeah, I know, it's kind of a longer one. 1147 01:18:20,430 --> 01:18:21,650 I used to be in the industry, 1148 01:18:22,390 --> 01:18:24,000 I used to be a cocktail waitress at . 1149 01:18:24,090 --> 01:18:27,480 And so I know that your money is, it comes on the track, 1150 01:18:27,610 --> 01:18:29,610 it comes fast and it's in the bank. 1151 01:18:30,830 --> 01:18:33,400 So, what they can do is statements based loans. 1152 01:18:33,530 --> 01:18:35,530 So they're able to look at your bank statements 1153 01:18:35,660 --> 01:18:39,620 and determine what you make every day or monthly. 1154 01:18:40,620 --> 01:18:42,930 -I'm just trying to live my dream. 1155 01:18:43,060 --> 01:18:46,670 I'm trying to raise the best human that I possibly can 1156 01:18:46,800 --> 01:18:49,150 and make sure that my brothers and sisters 1157 01:18:49,280 --> 01:18:50,980 have somebody to look up to. 1158 01:18:53,200 --> 01:18:55,860 I'm just trying to do what I believe everybody 1159 01:18:55,940 --> 01:19:00,080 should be doing, and that's just living my best life. 1160 01:19:00,170 --> 01:19:05,080 I just want to live the rest of my life to the fullest 1161 01:19:06,740 --> 01:19:08,780 and embrace all my flaws, and all my struggles, 1162 01:19:08,910 --> 01:19:12,220 and everything that I went through because that's who I am. 1163 01:19:15,270 --> 01:19:17,620 -Everything was a choice for me. 1164 01:19:17,750 --> 01:19:22,670 It wasn't forced upon me and I happen to like being sexy, 1165 01:19:23,540 --> 01:19:25,020 and that's a choice. 1166 01:19:25,150 --> 01:19:27,980 So, not every girl wants to be a teacher. 1167 01:19:28,110 --> 01:19:31,590 Some women like to fucking take their clothes off 1168 01:19:31,720 --> 01:19:33,630 and make money, it's okay . 1169 01:19:37,330 --> 01:19:39,640 -I really enjoy dancing. 1170 01:19:39,730 --> 01:19:43,250 I really enjoy being able to turn someone on so much. 1171 01:19:43,380 --> 01:19:47,390 And at the same time, I'm not into it at all. 1172 01:19:49,390 --> 01:19:52,650 Me, myself, I'm queer, I'm pretty asexual. 1173 01:19:52,780 --> 01:19:56,400 The intimacy that I have with my friends is enough for me. 1174 01:19:56,530 --> 01:19:58,790 I don't need romantic relationships. 1175 01:19:58,920 --> 01:20:03,320 I don't need sex in my life to be a complete person. 1176 01:20:03,450 --> 01:20:05,320 It's not something that I crave. 1177 01:20:05,450 --> 01:20:08,190 And so, I don't feel the sexual attraction 1178 01:20:08,320 --> 01:20:10,240 that they're feeling regardless. 1179 01:20:10,370 --> 01:20:12,630 And so, it keeps me focused. 1180 01:20:12,760 --> 01:20:14,280 And at the same time, it's kind of ironic. 1181 01:20:14,410 --> 01:20:15,410 It's kind of funny. 1182 01:20:18,900 --> 01:20:22,810 There's so many stigmas around dancing 1183 01:20:22,940 --> 01:20:27,560 and around being slutty that are hard to conceptualize 1184 01:20:28,910 --> 01:20:31,130 when you don't have sex, I guess. 1185 01:20:34,560 --> 01:20:37,130 -It's the world looks down on us like crazy. 1186 01:20:37,260 --> 01:20:41,440 We need just more places where we 1187 01:20:41,570 --> 01:20:43,830 could be ourselves unapologetically 1188 01:20:43,960 --> 01:20:47,930 and just be able to strive and be successful. 1189 01:20:49,190 --> 01:20:51,840 -Don't really match my house though, gaso, gaso. 1190 01:20:51,970 --> 01:20:53,930 -Thank you 1191 01:20:54,060 --> 01:20:56,850 so much, congratulations on your new place. 1192 01:20:56,980 --> 01:20:58,500 -Thank you, I appreciate it. 1193 01:21:00,420 --> 01:21:03,850 What it's like having my first place is amazing. 1194 01:21:03,980 --> 01:21:05,330 I feel so much more stable. 1195 01:21:05,420 --> 01:21:07,250 I feel so much more happy. 1196 01:21:07,340 --> 01:21:09,640 I feel so much more responsible. 1197 01:21:16,170 --> 01:21:18,870 I have only started doing this, it's been what, 1198 01:21:19,000 --> 01:21:22,790 two, three months in the process of changing my diet, 1199 01:21:22,920 --> 01:21:27,570 changing my life, being sober, being clear headed, 1200 01:21:28,400 --> 01:21:29,140 and not partying. 1201 01:21:30,790 --> 01:21:32,450 It's all a work in progress. 1202 01:21:41,110 --> 01:21:44,370 -I've never really been the type to think too far 1203 01:21:44,500 --> 01:21:46,590 into the future. 1204 01:21:46,720 --> 01:21:50,070 I don't even know what I'm going to do tomorrow. 1205 01:21:50,200 --> 01:21:53,950 So, I just kinda take it day by day. 1206 01:21:54,080 --> 01:21:56,730 And I really try to live in the moment. 1207 01:21:58,470 --> 01:22:03,390 Always remember to keep yourself first. 1208 01:22:05,050 --> 01:22:06,960 Decision-making isn't easy, but it's necessary. 1209 01:22:07,090 --> 01:22:10,440 So, always try to make the best decision for you. 1210 01:22:14,620 --> 01:22:16,970 -So one thing about stripping, 1211 01:22:17,100 --> 01:22:19,410 I always say it has a shelf life. 1212 01:22:19,490 --> 01:22:21,500 Milk has an expiration date. 1213 01:22:21,630 --> 01:22:23,980 You gotta get out while you're still good, 1214 01:22:24,060 --> 01:22:24,940 before you expire. 1215 01:22:26,500 --> 01:22:30,290 You don't wanna be the girl that they threw you out. 1216 01:22:30,420 --> 01:22:33,810 You definitely wanna be the girl that said, 1217 01:22:33,940 --> 01:22:36,900 okay, I'm done, you're welcome . 1218 01:22:50,530 --> 01:22:52,010 -It's really cool to see 1219 01:22:52,140 --> 01:22:55,050 that some of the life is coming back into Vegas. 1220 01:22:55,140 --> 01:22:57,660 Some of the casinos are open. 1221 01:22:57,790 --> 01:22:59,010 Clubs are opening up. 1222 01:22:59,100 --> 01:23:00,490 People are out on the streets, 1223 01:23:00,580 --> 01:23:02,450 the streets aren't empty anymore. 1224 01:23:02,580 --> 01:23:05,710 There is a sense of hope that this city is resilient 1225 01:23:05,850 --> 01:23:09,150 and strong and that things will come back. 1226 01:23:09,280 --> 01:23:12,070 Vegas will be Vegas again. 1227 01:23:13,290 --> 01:23:17,340 It'll be full of people, packed clubs, all of that. 1228 01:23:17,470 --> 01:23:21,990 And a pandemic that's put the world to its knees 1229 01:23:23,380 --> 01:23:27,040 still can't get Vegas down. 95956

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