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[Doctor Crush]

[Episode 11]

You say we should do everything together.

So why do you want to stick to your old habits?

Is that love?

That's just being a burden.

I'm not going to be in a burdensome love.

A true love reveals truths about yourself.

It touched something inside of me I didn't know about.

I did not know I was this kind of man.

Hello?

Hello?

Hello? I'll hang up if you're not going to say anything.

This is a hospital number.

Please say something if you called.

Hello?

Hye Jung.

This is the director, right?

Do you know me?

Of course I know you.

You're the director of Gookil Hospital, Jin Myung Hoon.

I didn't think you'd call me yourself.

What is her relationship to Hong Ji Hong?

There's a disciplinary committee meeting?

Yes, the internal affairs team ordered it.

Neurosurgery fellow Yoo Hye Jung received a bribe?

What did she get?

A patient bought her an expensive foreign vehicle.

I thought it was something big.

Why discipline her for something like this?

I didn't think it was a big deal either, but the person who called it in...

Who was it?

It was Doctor Jin Seo Woo.

- Hold on a second. - Hurry!

Why isn't she picking up?

Hey! How can you leave the patient? Isn't the doctor coming?

The new staff doctor is coming, but she's not picking up.

I didn't pick up. I came in person.

Ah, I'm sorry.

Where's the patient?

Over there, Doctor.

Hello, you'll be okay.

What happened to you?

A car ran into me out of nowhere.

Where does it hurt the most?

My stomach... my stomach hurts the most.

I'll take a look.

I suspect he hurt his liver, so take a CT.

Okay.

Doctor, please help me!

Calm down, okay?

- I'll die without this woman! - Please calm down.

How can I be calm? I can't live without her!

- Just calm down! - Hurry, hurry! Run!

Hurry, hurry! Faster!

Wow, there are so many patients today.

Family members can't go inside.

I have to be by my wife's side.

I have to be with her.

Calm down and tell me how she got hurt.

They say she went to work and fell down the stairs.

I think she tripped.

Did she lose consciousness there?

Honey, I'll be right here!

I'll be here, so don't worry.

Honey! I have to go there.

Please calm down.

Let me see her just once.

What do I do, Doctor?

She looks very hurt. Just let me go to her once.

When did you get here?

I must have woken you up.

I bought dumplings, the kind that you like, Dad.

We ate these a lot when I was in high school.

You should be working, not worrying about me.

How can I not worry about you?

Do you want some?

I'm sorry.

For what?

I was only your father in title. You grew up on your own.

I depended more on you than you on me.

When we first met

you said I was like a kid in middle school.

You were a bit immature around me.

With others, you were a grand person.

I'm sorry.

Why are you being this way, Dad?

I think this is the first time I've really rested in bed.

I want to see you married before I die.

You'll be able to see grandchildren too.

I really hope I can.

Seriously, what's the matter?

I don't know.

It must be the female hormones. I'm tearing up.

Gosh, seriously.

I usually don't do this kind of thing, but I think I have to.

I have been so happy to have you as my father.

I am happy now too.

I have been happy too.

In Joo!

How's your first day?

How do you think it would it be?

Sorry, I asked an obvious question.

I heard that Director Hong had surgery. Why didn't you tell me?

You told me you'd kill me if I bothered you before you got to work.

You and I should go for drinks later with Ji Hong.

Sounds good.

First, I have to go see Director Hong.

It's so heartbreaking.

Ji Hong came by.

Your blood pressure is normal.

How is the pain on the surgery laceration?

It's okay.

What is it on a scale of 1 to 10?

Like a typical neurosurgeon, you are tenacious.

It is amusing.

These are the comments I once made to patients.

It's about a three.

That's not bad.

Director Hong! It's me, In Joo.

Oh, In Joo. You started work.

Yes. You're very bad, Doctor.

What good is it if you're a great surgeon?

You took such bad care of your own health.

Please give it a rest. I got in enough trouble from Ji Hong.

You should say hello.

This is Doctor Yoo Hye Jung, a Neurosurgery fellow.

Hello.

You've grown a lot. You grew up well.

We've met before, Director.

[Choi Kang Soo]

Pick it up. You should go.

A patient should always come first for a doctor.

All right, sir.

I should have come to see you earlier.

My life has just been so busy.

You should be busy.

Being young means being busy.

The bleeding is very severe. Okay.

She's a 31-year-old female who fell down the stairs and came to the ER.

The CT showed a fracture in the vertex of her skull.

It looks like she damaged her superior sagittal sinus.

Her pupillary reflex is normal.

Liver damage is severe, so I've called General Surgery too.

Stairs? She lives in a house?

I don't really know.

Where did she fall, exactly?

This is Jo Soo Ji's husband.

Hello.

Doctor, this is all my fault.

I shouldn't have let her go to work.

Did she fall down the stairs at work?

- Yes. - We finished with the CTs.

We'll tell you the results soon. Please wait just a moment.

Okay.

Jo Soo Ji, Jo Soo Ji?

Should I call Professor Hong Ji Hong?

Yes, and prepare the OR.

Okay.

Hey, we need to perform emergency surgery.

There's severe bleeding in the liver, so your department may need to operate.

We need to determine who will operate first so call whoever is on duty.

Yes, okay.

What are her vitals?

Blood pressure is 90 over 60. Pulse is 95.

She's an ER patient.

Her liver damage is grade 3.

The bleeding is severe.

I think she needs surgery now.

Okay, I'll be there.

Patient history.

There is nothing noteworthy.

Book an operating room and contact an anesthesiologist.

I already have.

- Okay. - General Surgery is coming.

We need to hear from their staff surgeon.

The patient's liver is bleeding.

We have to decide which surgery to do first.

Why are you speaking to me so formally?

Why can't you note things properly? Why are you so disorganized?

How can you tell me now about the head injury?

I'm sorry.

In Joo!

I heard that you were coming. When did you start?

Today. Let's have a drink later with Pa Ran.

We meet again.

You two should talk it over.

I'll get ready for the surgery.

She doesn't seem to be in a good mood. Are you two dating?

Wait, don't answer that. I don't want to know right now.

I see you're still answering your own questions.

Did you think I'd change?

So, what did you want to do?

We'll go first. The hemorrhage area is critical.

- Where is it? - Superior sagittal sinus.

We're in a rush too, so finish within two hours.

Two hours. Okay.

Set up the operating room once they are done.

Yes, okay.

Doctor, this is Jo Soo Ji's husband.

Hello, come this way.

This white part here is all bleeding.

This is putting pressure on her brain.

If we don't do surgery soon, it could cause damage to her brain.

Will you be able to remove all of the blood with surgery?

Yes, the rest can be explained by this doctor here.

Follow me.

I'll give you the detailed explanation on what happens during the surgery.

What are you doing here like this?

Honey... honey!

You know, don't you?

You can't ever leave me, okay?

Even if you die...

Even if you die, you're mine.

Don't you ever try to leave me again.

You're listening, aren't you?

Right?

You can't just come in here like this.

Just one last time...

I wanted to see her before she went in for surgery.

You don't need to worry because Professor Hong Ji Hong is very good.

Please take good care of her.

I'm meeting up my friends later. Do you want to come?

You know In Joo too.

Is it your concept to be like "The Giving Tree"?

- What? - Or is it "Daddy-Long-Legs"?

You should be mad at me. That's the normal reaction.

There's nothing more frustrating than when someone doesn't know your heart.

I'm not normal.

But I'm a little bit angry now.

Gown, please.

All right.

Drill.

You know Ji Hong's assistant?

Yes, Doctor Yoo Hye Jung. Do you know her?

Are they dating?

Are they?

Keep up with the irrigation and suction.

Okay.

Get me another drill.

- Prepare lots of gauze, please. - Yes.

Okay.

Have you seen a case like this before at another hospital?

No.

You have to open this patient's skull carefully.

It can bleed out very suddenly.

So, you have to protect the area that's bleeding.

Surgical elevator.

- Irrigation. - Okay.

Bipolar forceps.

Her blood pressure is dropping. Get that blood in there.

I'm scared.

This is very scary for a sensitive person like me.

What if we get fired?

I'm sure he wouldn't fire us.

I'm still just a temporary employee.

You're a full-time employee, so it may hurt your career a bit.

Are you joking around now?

What are you doing here?

Oh!

- Section Chief. - What is it?

We have something to tell you.

Tell me. What is it?

The car that Doctor Yoo received, she couldn't return it because of us.

Doctor Yoo was going to return it right away.

I begged her to drive it by saying I'd never get to in my life.

Okay, you can go.

Then, is nothing going to happen?

- Thank you. - Thank you!

[Disciplinary Committee Meeting: Neurosurgery Fellow Yoo Hye Jung]

Get me gauze, please.

Blood pressure is dropping.

It's okay.

Keep up the suction and get ready to apply pressure.

Give me a gel pad.

Gauze.

Irrigation.

Looks good.

Ji Hong is still the same.

So, are your feelings still the same too?

Feelings, yeah right.

Do you think I'm in my twenties?

- Finish up. - Okay.

Call Jo In Joo and tell her we're finishing up.

Yes, Doctor.

No need to call, I'm coming down now.

Why are you dressed like that?

I'm going to have to leave my job anyway.

Don't you trust me?

Take a step back to regroup and win the battle.

Think about the long run.

I didn't mention it to you before.

I had a file of all the possible medical accidents I had made over the years.

Director Hong opened one of the files.

Why would you gather files like that?

I changed the files so that it wouldn't cause a problem.

If you had thought to change them, why not get rid of them?

They're my records, though.

I treasure everything in my life.

Mistakes are a sign of virtue.

I've never heard anything so crazy.

Did you get this far because you're so great?

You're here because I supported you with all of my strength.

You're acting strange, like a crazy person.

Why aren't you saying anything?

I'm sorry.

Let's go visit Doo Shik.

It hasn't been two hours yet, right? I kept my promise.

You're not done finishing up yet.

You should finish up everything within two hours.

We will. My fellow is very talented.

We'll see, then. You have five minutes.

You see?

Good for you.

The surgery went well.

Thank you so much.

However, the injuries were very severe

so we don't know if she will fully recover.

She may not fully recover?

We won't know until she gains consciousness.

Can I see my wife now?

She's in recovery now.

We'll move her to the ICU once she wakes up.

I guess I'll see her there, then.

Thank you so much.

[Disciplinary Committee Meeting]

[Section Chief Kim Tae Ho]

Has Kim Min Ho's fever gone down?

Yes, I gave him some medicine and his fever went down.

It's still 39 degrees Celsius though.

You've done all cultures and a septic lab?

Yes, we should get it this afternoon.

Yes?

About Doctor Yoo's disciplinary action, is there a way we can stop it?

I was going to meet Director Jin later. Have you gone to meet him?

I only said hello when I got here.

You'll have lots to discuss in the future

so you should familiarize yourself with him.

All right.

- Are you all right? - Yes.

You've got color in your face.

I was very worried about you, but I feel better now that I've seen you.

Are you upset with me?

Yes.

Please acknowledge all the good work I've done for this hospital.

Myung Hoon.

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would I have left you alone all this time?

We all know you are doing a good job.

We're telling you to take a break.

Oh! Come on in.

Hello.

Because of you, I don't have to worry about Doo Shik.

I was always worried about him because he never got married.

I'm relieved that you and Doo Shik became family.

Thank you for your concern.

You should come by my office too.

I won't be at my job for long, but we should get along while I'm here.

Our families have ties, after all.

Yes, I'll have to come by often.

We'll get going, then.

Doo Shik, take good care of yourself.

Okay. Bye, then.

Will Gookil Hospital be Hong Ji Hong and Kim Tae Ho's world now?

Don't you have any pride? What was that with Doo Shik?

What am I supposed to do?

I have to pretend to bow down to survive.

How many times have I told you to trust me?

I will find that slush fund evidence.

Why do you keep coming by?

Just because.

But... it seems like Director Jin isn't ready to step down yet.

He's not working alone, is he?

People eventually end up on the side that makes them money.

President Jung Il Sung of Jungsoo Group.

Congressman Na Min Soo, Sung Jong, and Myung Hoon.

All four have the goal of

making this hospital into a publicly traded corporation.

Why is Jungsoo Group involved?

They want to get rid of national healthcare

and are offering private insurance.

Why don't you let me look into your stock scandal?

No, don't get involved.

I'm going to see this through.

Just be a doctor.

That's who you are.

[Dad]

Yes, Dad?

I heard you reported a fellow in your department to internal audit.

Yes.

I want to hear what you have to say before the committee meeting.

I'm the one who reported you to the internal audit team.

You criticized me before for hiding and using others to destroy people.

I won't do that anymore.

Do you want to complain that it's unfair?

It's not like you're the only one who receives gifts from patients.

You want to know why you have to pay?

No, the circumstance doesn't matter. It was a mistake.

I don't like you.

Yeah, you can hate me openly like that.

Just hate me openly because it's better.

You won't be tricking me, so I like it.

You get the things that I want so easily.

If I had never met you, I'd be a much better person right now.

I got things easily?

Could I possibly have gotten things as easily as you?

What?

I never told you to start hating me.

You got those feelings all on your own.

Liking someone is the same thing.

I never told anyone to like me.

So why are you taking it out on me?

I guess when you put it that way...

you didn't tell anyone to like you.

It wasn't you who ordered people to like you.

Why am I like this?

What I'm curious about is why you reported it.

Was it some sort of ambition or do you dislike that fellow?

It's in the hospital rules. Do not accept gifts from patients.

So, it was ambition?

The thing I hate most is putting value in useless things like that.

Why is it useless?

In order for an organization to run well...

I told you to quietly gain strength and this is what you do?

I told you to be friendly with everyone.

If people found out you called this in, do you think they would like you?

I like that fellow who accepted this gift.

She'll be big someday. Bring her by sometime.

Why aren't you saying anything?

You should be friendly with someone like her.

Learn from her, okay? Learn!

I'll take a look.

She lost a lot of blood.

Take another CT in 12 hours.

Do an ABGA while she's intubated.

Check the dressing and drain too.

Okay.

Why isn't she waking up yet?

It could be the anesthesia.

It hasn't been that long, so wait a little longer.

All right.

Here you are.

- Yeah. - Hi.

- Are you the guardian? - Yes, I'm her husband.

The liver wasn't damaged badly, but the hepatic artery was ruptured.

It was repaired, so don't worry too much.

Thank you.

Is she awake?

Not quite yet.

Follow up with CT.

She could have delayed bleeding, so check on that.

- Okay. - Hey.

Don't slack off because she's admitted in our department.

- Yes, I won't. - Okay.

Don't lecture one of my kids. I'll do it.

Are you done with work?

Yes, I'm done.

Do you want to come later too?

No, I have something to do.

Did you guys fight?

No, you're not the type to fight with anyone.

I don't want to, but it feels like I'm starting fights.

That's a good thing. It means you love her.

I did that with you all the time in the past.

I think you unconsciously don't let people deeper into your life.

When a man and woman are in love...

it starts to get very lonely when

they can't delve deeper into each other's lives.

Hey, you sound like a philosopher.

I got married and divorced.

It's a good environment to learn philosophy.

See you later.

Oh, yeah!

A long time ago, I did a bad thing to Hye Jung.

I was too young to care for her.

- I'm sorry. - What are you talking about?

[Section Chief Kim Tae Ho]

Yes, Section Chief.

I met Director Jin regarding your disciplinary committee.

I'm sorry.

I've caused you great inconvenience due to my thoughtless actions.

I'm ready to accept any discipline.

You don't need to worry about it.

You can never predict what will happen in this world.

The director says he will let this go.

To further explain, I think he seems to like you quite a bit.

Let's forget all about that now and focus back on work.

Thank you.

You should thank Professor Hong Ji Hong. He was very concerned.

He only gets involved if it is something he can solve directly.

But this time he actually asked me for a favor.

Yes.

Yes?

I just met Section Chief Kim.

You asked him a favor on my behalf.

I heard from In Joo about what she said to you back then.

Why didn't you tell me?

Don't change the subject.

As for the issue with In Joo, I will resolve it with her.

I don't need to tell you.

Hye Jung, I get so taken aback when you say these things and I'm not used to it.

Let's do this formally.

I want to formally meet the man in you, Doctor.

Do you know why I said I wanted to do that assignment on my own?

I don't want you in any danger because of me.

I'm trying to block you from entering the dark part of my life.

You give everything to me.

If you didn't have something, I know you'd go out and find it for me.

If I receive everything, I won't be able to live without you.

Because you've contributed to everything in my life.

You give me your all...

You don't let me in, even one step.

I want to give my all to the man I love, too.

I want to be a big part of that man's life

and make big contributions to his life.

But, Doctor... you do everything alone.

You don't need anyone besides yourself.

What if you stop loving me?

What will happen?

That will never happen.

You can never say "never" about anything.

Do you know what I fear the most?

Being thrown away.

What is it that I need to do?

You need to change.

I don't believe in love between men and women.

If I were to love someone at all...

that one person would be Doctor Hong Ji Hong.

Jung Yoon Do, you loser.

[Yoo Hye Jung]

[Doctor Jung Yoon Do]

Yes, Doctor.

- Doctor Yoo. - Yes.

You know I'm a bit pathetic and I change my mind a lot.

I know.

You said if you had to love a man...

that one person would be Doctor Hong Ji Hong.

That means you don't love anyone yet.

What are you trying to say?

I'm saying I'm going to walk my path, no matter what.

That messy path.

Sleep well.

What is it that I need to do?

You need to change.

Oh, hi.

Let's go.

When are we going to have lunch later?

I don't really know.

Hello.

You're awake now.

Can you hear me?

Please blink if you can hear.

Follow my finger with your eyes.

You understand me and your eyes are moving.

Open your mouth and say "Ah."

Try moving your fingers.

Can you feel my hand?

Okay. Good work.

Let's take an MRI right away.

Okay.

What do you see?

I see some damage to the brain stem.

What do you think it is?

Locked-in syndrome.

By locked-in syndrome, you mean...

she's like a prisoner in her body, fully conscious but unable to move.

Yes. She's locked in.

I've only read about it. I've never seen a patient who has it.

We need time to confirm it, but it looks like the likely diagnosis.

Can she get better?

The chances are very low.

There are miraculous cases of recovery, of course.

Let's watch over her for now.

Explain it carefully to the guardian.

- Yes. - Okay.

You're coming by too often.

I'm not sure I like it.

Why?

It feels like you're being good to me because I'm going to die soon.

You're the problem, Dad. How can you not know my good intentions?

You won't get to see me anymore.

I'll only come if you beg to see me.

I'm fine with that. I have no problem with that.

What are we going to do about her husband?

It seems like he's not going anywhere and just staying here.

She's still alive though.

As long as she's alive, there's hope.

If he truly loves her, he'll be able to endure it.

I think he really does love her.

All of the women in Neurosurgery say he's their ideal type.

- He has a pure love. - Doctor.

What's going to happen?

She can't talk at all and she can't move.

Calm down for now and let's sit over there.

Calm down? How can I calm down now?

She's just lying there like that.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

It's not as bad as I thought.

You can think and feel everything.

You can't move...

They say you can't move or communicate anything.

Oh, yes. You loved to dance.

You won't be able to dance again.

Still, that's okay with me.

I don't have to watch you laughing and dancing with other men.

Right?

You can open your eyes.

Open them.

I love you.

Pay attention to Kim Jin Han's pain management.

- Give the medicine in advance. - Okay.

Why are you avoiding me?

I'm not avoiding you.

We're going to start radiation next month

so speak to her about that.

All right.

Hey, he's going.

- Who? - What?

The locked-in syndrome patient's husband.

He's so awesome.

He's very warm and is the type to notice only one woman.

I know a guy like that, a man who only notices one woman.

Who?

Doctor Jung Yoon Do?

Doctor Jung is trash.

Hey, why should I stay here listening to this?

The only person who can grab hold of Yoon Knife is Doctor Jin.

Doctor Jin was rejected by Doctor Yoon.

- What's to like about Yoon Knife? - He's a great catch.

Seo Woo!

This is a place of work, a public place.

I don't like it when people talk about you.

Why?

Are people saying stuff about how I got dumped by Yoon Knife?

Yes.

How embarrassing, Young Gook.

Why do I get so hung up on men?

Because you're a woman.

You're so clear about everything, Pi Young Gook.

Yes, I am a woman.

Change your taste in men.

There's no such thing as a man you can respect.

Here's the food that you ordered.

Hey, why didn't you come yesterday?

You drank with Pa Ran, didn't you?

Soon Hee!

Ah! Teacher.

Oh! Hello.

Don't you remember me? I remember you.

- There you go again. - We will meet again.

- We will date if we meet three times. - Okay.

Is your business doing well?

Yes, it is going well.

Why isn't Hye Jung with you?

I think she's mad at me.

I'm sure it's not that she's mad at you. You probably did something wrong.

Fine, I did something wrong. I forgot you two were best friends.

- Give us lots of good food. - Okay.

I know you can still think.

I know you can feel things too.

You have to open that closed door on your own.

You have to keep thinking to yourself that you have to get out.

Help me.

[Hong Doo Shik]

Leave so that we can talk.

What brings you here at this hour?

Are you feeling all right?

I'm okay.

How could you do this to me?

What did you say about the slush fund records you gave me?

You said it was everything.

- What about it? - What?

"What about it?"

That wasn't the only copy you had!

I went through your office and found it!

What?

What did Myung Hoon do so wrong?

Who is the one that made this hospital grow?

The hospital grew and you filled your stomachs.

What good has it done for the hospital?

It only looks good on the outside.

How did we get this way?

That's something I want to say.

You can't control your own son and you let him manipulate you?

When you grow old, your child's path becomes your path.

That's where our paths divided.

You have lost your mind.

It's a war from now on.

You and me. Ji Hong and Myung Hoon.

Let's fight.

I told you to keep the kids out of it!

You tell me to keep your son out of it, so why go after Myung Hoon?

Do you think I'll leave Ji Hong be?

Hey! Hey, hey!

Sung Jong, Sung Jong!

Sung Jong! Sung...

Let's do a cheers. Cheers.

Cheers!

I like this. I really like drinking.

In Joo has the highest tolerance out of all of us, then it's me.

You're last, man.

Do you know how hard it's been for me trying to keep up with you two?

You should quit drinking.

[Doctor Kim Tae Ho]

- Yes, Doctor. - Where are you?

Sooni Hawaii.

Get here quickly. Your father had an incident.

I have to go to the hospital.

Hey, where are you going?

Do you see it?

It's a cerebral infarction.

There's a hematoma is the cerebral artery.

We need to hurry.

Let's call Doctor Jung Yoon Do and get into surgery.

Kyung Joon, get my father into his room.

Okay.

Code blue, VIP room on floor 17.

Code blue, VIP room on floor 17...

- Dad. - Hey!

What is it?

I think we need the defibrillator because his pulse is dropping.

His pulse is getting weak.

Get the defibrillator.

Director Hong has signed a "Do Not Resuscitate" order.

I don't want you to resuscitate me.

Bring it!

This isn't what he wanted.

It's possible that I might not wake up.

I don't want to lengthen my life by force.

He's going into cardiac arrest.

Get me the defibrillator.

Bring it now!

200.

Shock.

Clear.

Shock.

Clear. Shock!

Clear.

Shock.

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten...

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten...

To a man, a father is an extension of yourself.

Losing a father is like losing yourself.

I lost myself that day.

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[Doctor Crush]

Shouldn't you feel relief when Doctor Hong's not here?

You regret it, right?

Doctor Yoo, you really don't know men.

You should be going to him now.

- You're a dating dummy. - What?

I thought about you like crazy. I waited for you.

I want to be a part of your life.

I will stay by your side. Can I do that?