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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:52,247 --> 00:01:53,640 - You sure, this is the one you want? 2 00:01:55,337 --> 00:01:56,512 The box? 3 00:01:59,298 --> 00:02:01,648 We can get her into something nice, you know. 4 00:02:01,648 --> 00:02:04,694 We have ceramic urns, porcelain, silver... 5 00:02:04,694 --> 00:02:06,305 - Nah. She's good. 6 00:02:08,307 --> 00:02:09,656 - As you wish. 7 00:02:10,309 --> 00:02:11,571 My condolences. 8 00:02:11,571 --> 00:02:12,920 - Thanks. 9 00:02:20,971 --> 00:02:22,277 - See you later. 10 00:02:22,277 --> 00:02:23,626 - Hope not. 11 00:02:25,976 --> 00:02:32,287 - Is some part of you still lingering about us? 12 00:02:34,115 --> 00:02:36,161 Or have you moved onto what's next? 13 00:03:05,842 --> 00:03:07,627 - Were you dancing? - No 14 00:03:07,627 --> 00:03:09,150 - No? - Mm-mm. 15 00:03:10,369 --> 00:03:12,066 - Do you want them? 16 00:03:12,066 --> 00:03:15,678 - Oh, they closed up years ago. 17 00:03:18,986 --> 00:03:20,205 - I have to tell you something. 18 00:03:22,032 --> 00:03:23,208 - What? 19 00:03:24,644 --> 00:03:27,429 - I was dancing - No! 20 00:03:27,429 --> 00:03:29,257 - I just didn't want you to think I don't care. 21 00:03:29,257 --> 00:03:30,606 - I know. I know. 22 00:03:30,606 --> 00:03:32,086 - Cause I do. 23 00:03:32,086 --> 00:03:33,479 - I know. 24 00:03:36,308 --> 00:03:39,746 You're such a bad liar. 25 00:03:51,192 --> 00:03:52,628 Do you want to say something? 26 00:03:56,415 --> 00:03:59,461 - Um... sure. 27 00:04:04,249 --> 00:04:07,077 Thank you for giving me life... 28 00:04:08,905 --> 00:04:10,733 and the house. 29 00:04:25,879 --> 00:04:26,923 I can't believe they make these things 30 00:04:26,923 --> 00:04:28,664 out of plastic. 31 00:04:33,190 --> 00:04:34,714 What, she's fish food, 32 00:04:34,714 --> 00:04:36,890 this thing's going to last forever. 33 00:05:19,541 --> 00:05:22,065 - Oh my god, is this it? 34 00:05:24,503 --> 00:05:26,505 This is beautiful. 35 00:05:26,505 --> 00:05:28,158 - Let's get this shit over with. 36 00:06:28,044 --> 00:06:29,481 - Hey, 37 00:06:31,526 --> 00:06:33,267 do you see the resemblance? 38 00:06:44,887 --> 00:06:46,498 Anya. 39 00:06:53,592 --> 00:06:55,028 - Is that her? 40 00:06:57,204 --> 00:07:00,163 - Uh, yeah sure. I mean I guess. 41 00:07:00,163 --> 00:07:01,730 I don't know. 42 00:07:01,861 --> 00:07:03,166 Ooh! 43 00:07:05,952 --> 00:07:08,041 How can a person have so much shit? 44 00:07:08,041 --> 00:07:09,695 - Emmett! 45 00:07:09,695 --> 00:07:10,957 It's not shit. 46 00:07:13,612 --> 00:07:15,091 It's her life. 47 00:07:18,181 --> 00:07:19,705 - What are you doing? 48 00:07:20,183 --> 00:07:21,228 Come on. You don't even wear makeup. 49 00:07:21,228 --> 00:07:22,534 What, are you gonna keep it? 50 00:07:22,534 --> 00:07:25,362 - I just had no idea this place was so magical. 51 00:07:25,362 --> 00:07:27,190 We could do anything, like... 52 00:07:28,975 --> 00:07:31,891 we could start a writer's retreat, 53 00:07:31,891 --> 00:07:35,068 or I don't know, if we come up on weekends, or start a camp. 54 00:07:35,068 --> 00:07:37,940 - No. What are you, nuts? - I was just thinking out loud. 55 00:07:40,682 --> 00:07:42,249 Can I ask you a question? 56 00:07:43,293 --> 00:07:45,078 - Yeah. 57 00:07:45,905 --> 00:07:49,474 - She never reached out to you, not even once? 58 00:07:52,433 --> 00:07:54,217 Why do you think she left you her home? 59 00:07:58,787 --> 00:08:00,093 Babe. 60 00:08:00,267 --> 00:08:01,398 Babe. 61 00:08:07,448 --> 00:08:09,276 - Do you know what that sound is? 62 00:08:09,276 --> 00:08:10,973 - Mm-mm. 63 00:08:10,973 --> 00:08:13,323 I don't know what that sound is... 64 00:08:13,323 --> 00:08:16,152 - I think it means you're in your fertility window. 65 00:08:16,152 --> 00:08:18,328 - Mm... - Yeah. Yeah, I'm pretty sure... 66 00:08:18,328 --> 00:08:20,417 - Technically, yes. - No, no, it's not technically. 67 00:08:20,417 --> 00:08:23,420 That is science. That is proven... 68 00:08:23,420 --> 00:08:27,512 There's an app for that. There's an app for that. 69 00:08:27,512 --> 00:08:28,861 - I don't wanna do it on your mother's bed. 70 00:08:28,861 --> 00:08:31,211 - Why? Come on, we can... We can-- We can do it. 71 00:08:31,211 --> 00:08:35,345 I mean, it'll just be a little weird. 72 00:08:35,345 --> 00:08:37,086 - Fun weird? - It could be fun weird. 73 00:08:37,086 --> 00:08:38,871 There's only one way to know if something's fun weird. 74 00:08:38,871 --> 00:08:41,917 - No. It's now fun weird. It's real weird. 75 00:08:41,917 --> 00:08:43,919 - No. It's what? 76 00:08:46,879 --> 00:08:48,358 - Did you hear that? 77 00:08:48,663 --> 00:08:50,012 - There's nothing here. 78 00:08:55,191 --> 00:08:56,671 - Is that where she...? 79 00:08:59,848 --> 00:09:01,328 - I got it. I got it. 80 00:09:04,374 --> 00:09:05,550 It's nothing. 81 00:09:07,943 --> 00:09:10,250 What? What? 82 00:09:17,866 --> 00:09:20,216 - Baby, you shouldn't be doing that. Babe. 83 00:09:20,216 --> 00:09:22,001 - No, it's fine. 84 00:09:22,349 --> 00:09:24,003 It's fine. Really, it's not a big deal. 85 00:09:25,439 --> 00:09:27,572 I think you got it. 86 00:09:35,884 --> 00:09:37,103 Mm-mm. 87 00:09:45,981 --> 00:09:47,330 - You're not funny. 88 00:09:52,422 --> 00:09:53,859 Look at that. 89 00:09:55,991 --> 00:09:57,384 That's in good shape. 90 00:09:58,385 --> 00:09:59,952 That just needs a little bit of love. 91 00:10:00,474 --> 00:10:02,128 Oh! 92 00:10:02,128 --> 00:10:03,259 - Don't. Is it bleeding? 93 00:10:03,259 --> 00:10:05,044 - Shit. 94 00:11:05,713 --> 00:11:08,150 - Don't do that. - Stand up straight. 95 00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:11,588 Come on, smile. Smile. 96 00:11:11,588 --> 00:11:14,809 Do you love your mommy? Do you love your mommy? 97 00:11:14,809 --> 00:11:15,810 What are you doing? 98 00:11:17,377 --> 00:11:18,900 Sweetheart, stop that. 99 00:11:18,900 --> 00:11:19,640 Stop it. 100 00:11:21,033 --> 00:11:23,078 - It's my birthday, Mommy... 101 00:11:28,693 --> 00:11:30,390 - It's when you were just a baby. 102 00:11:31,260 --> 00:11:33,001 - Don't! Emmett. 103 00:11:33,001 --> 00:11:35,308 Let me just... Oh my god. 104 00:11:35,308 --> 00:11:37,832 We're going to get that cut. 105 00:11:37,832 --> 00:11:38,964 Smile! 106 00:11:49,191 --> 00:11:50,453 - If you're not going to talk to me, 107 00:11:50,453 --> 00:11:51,759 we need to do chair reversal. 108 00:11:51,759 --> 00:11:53,239 - No, the realtor's coming in two days. 109 00:11:53,239 --> 00:11:55,067 - I don't care about selling this house! 110 00:11:57,417 --> 00:11:59,027 We need to do chair reversal. 111 00:11:59,027 --> 00:12:00,637 - No. 112 00:12:00,986 --> 00:12:04,076 No, no, fuck that. No, I'm not doing that. 113 00:12:09,603 --> 00:12:11,170 - Emmett, 114 00:12:13,302 --> 00:12:15,783 will you please tell me your problem? 115 00:12:15,783 --> 00:12:17,263 - I'm avoidant. 116 00:12:34,367 --> 00:12:36,804 Emmett, 117 00:12:36,804 --> 00:12:38,893 will you please tell me your problem? 118 00:12:40,242 --> 00:12:41,548 - I'm Emmett. 119 00:12:43,506 --> 00:12:45,770 And my problem is, is that... 120 00:12:48,903 --> 00:12:52,080 I have a really deep well of trauma 121 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,735 because my mother abandoned me at a really critical age, 122 00:12:57,042 --> 00:12:59,958 and now she's passed away, 123 00:12:59,958 --> 00:13:02,351 and I'm doing everything I can not to deal with it. 124 00:13:04,049 --> 00:13:09,358 - So if you're already going to therapy 125 00:13:09,358 --> 00:13:13,885 because I insisted and you're saying that it's helping, 126 00:13:13,885 --> 00:13:16,104 and you've had a really good attitude about it, 127 00:13:16,104 --> 00:13:18,890 even though our insurance doesn't cover it. 128 00:13:18,890 --> 00:13:20,587 Why do you think I feel the need 129 00:13:20,587 --> 00:13:22,154 to keep pushing you? 130 00:13:22,154 --> 00:13:24,809 - I think unconsciously that, um... 131 00:13:26,723 --> 00:13:28,900 I'm trying to make up for a childhood I never had 132 00:13:28,900 --> 00:13:30,858 by having a child of my own. 133 00:13:32,904 --> 00:13:34,557 I can't do that. 134 00:13:36,472 --> 00:13:37,647 I can't do that because 135 00:13:37,647 --> 00:13:40,128 I shouldn't want a family to fix a problem 136 00:13:40,128 --> 00:13:41,956 that I refuse to deal with. 137 00:13:47,092 --> 00:13:48,615 - Fuck this. 138 00:13:49,659 --> 00:13:51,139 - Emmett! 139 00:13:55,970 --> 00:13:57,406 Emmett. 140 00:14:07,852 --> 00:14:09,592 - So you don't want to have a baby with me? 141 00:14:16,208 --> 00:14:18,775 - You know how badly I want a family. 142 00:14:18,775 --> 00:14:20,342 That's not what I'm saying. 143 00:14:30,962 --> 00:14:33,094 I need you to let go and open up. 144 00:14:36,489 --> 00:14:37,577 - Have you ever thought that maybe 145 00:14:37,577 --> 00:14:39,535 a little repression is a good thing? 146 00:14:46,194 --> 00:14:47,761 Come on. 147 00:14:51,199 --> 00:14:52,592 Come on. 148 00:14:52,592 --> 00:14:53,723 They'll still be there when you get back. 149 00:14:53,723 --> 00:14:55,116 Come on. 150 00:14:57,902 --> 00:14:59,555 Isn't this is about trust? Come on. 151 00:15:00,513 --> 00:15:02,080 - I'm not repressing anything. - No? 152 00:15:02,080 --> 00:15:03,385 - Mm-mm. 153 00:15:05,126 --> 00:15:06,823 - Then how come you never learned how to swim? 154 00:15:08,347 --> 00:15:10,001 - You'd have to ask my mother. 155 00:15:15,789 --> 00:15:17,008 - Come on. 156 00:15:49,605 --> 00:15:51,042 - You alright? - Yeah. 157 00:16:04,577 --> 00:16:05,447 - You alright? - Mm-hmm. 158 00:16:05,447 --> 00:16:06,927 - OK. 159 00:16:22,508 --> 00:16:24,727 Hey, you're OK. 160 00:16:26,077 --> 00:16:28,079 Hey, I got you. - OK. 161 00:16:28,079 --> 00:16:30,559 - I got you. OK? 162 00:16:30,559 --> 00:16:32,039 I got you. You can trust me. 163 00:17:02,243 --> 00:17:04,071 When we got here, I didn't... 164 00:17:06,117 --> 00:17:07,944 I didn't recognize the house. 165 00:17:10,382 --> 00:17:13,820 I didn't recognize the kitchen. I didn't recognize the table. 166 00:17:17,954 --> 00:17:19,869 When I went to the bathroom, I saw this... 167 00:17:22,220 --> 00:17:23,873 this syringe. 168 00:17:27,529 --> 00:17:30,880 So I ran upstairs to my room. 169 00:17:34,319 --> 00:17:35,755 Are you listening? 170 00:17:35,755 --> 00:17:38,018 - Hmm. 171 00:17:38,018 --> 00:17:40,368 - I ran upstairs to my room. 172 00:17:40,368 --> 00:17:43,371 And it doesn't look the same, you know? 173 00:17:43,371 --> 00:17:44,459 But I started to remember, 174 00:17:44,459 --> 00:17:47,549 I started to remember things like my bed, 175 00:17:47,549 --> 00:17:49,073 you know, with the sports sheets. 176 00:17:49,073 --> 00:17:51,684 I remembered the John Starks poster 177 00:17:51,684 --> 00:17:53,425 I had hung up on the wall. 178 00:17:56,167 --> 00:17:58,212 This is me opening up. 179 00:18:01,346 --> 00:18:03,565 - You have to try this. 180 00:18:04,784 --> 00:18:07,178 - OK... 181 00:18:07,178 --> 00:18:08,657 OK. 182 00:18:10,311 --> 00:18:12,444 - OK. OK. OK. 183 00:18:14,054 --> 00:18:15,490 OK. 184 00:18:39,297 --> 00:18:41,212 I dreamed a dream... 185 00:18:57,010 --> 00:18:58,490 - Hey, careful. 186 00:19:03,147 --> 00:19:04,713 Careful, careful. 187 00:19:05,801 --> 00:19:07,847 Hey, be careful. 188 00:19:07,847 --> 00:19:09,414 All right. 189 00:19:09,414 --> 00:19:11,155 All right. Stop. 190 00:19:13,635 --> 00:19:14,723 Stop. 191 00:19:19,337 --> 00:19:21,426 - Hey, goddamn you. 192 00:19:21,426 --> 00:19:23,471 Hey. 193 00:19:23,471 --> 00:19:24,777 You alright? 194 00:19:27,867 --> 00:19:29,651 - I need to be in water. 195 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:40,967 Come here. 196 00:20:25,011 --> 00:20:26,795 You're gonna let go. 197 00:21:16,628 --> 00:21:18,194 - Babe? 198 00:21:27,073 --> 00:21:28,466 Anya. 199 00:22:20,213 --> 00:22:22,084 - Have you repressed your pain? 200 00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:27,176 - Anya, I really don't want to do this. 201 00:22:27,176 --> 00:22:28,526 - Are you angry? 202 00:22:30,658 --> 00:22:32,007 - No. 203 00:22:32,007 --> 00:22:34,053 - Are you angry with your girlfriend? - No. 204 00:22:34,053 --> 00:22:36,838 - Do you hate your girlfriend? - No, of course not. 205 00:22:37,665 --> 00:22:39,188 - Do you hate your mother? 206 00:22:39,188 --> 00:22:40,407 - No. 207 00:22:40,407 --> 00:22:41,887 - Do you miss your mother? 208 00:22:42,670 --> 00:22:44,280 - No. 209 00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:45,760 - Do you miss your mother? 210 00:22:47,066 --> 00:22:48,284 - No. 211 00:22:48,284 --> 00:22:50,069 - Do you ever wonder why she abandoned you? 212 00:22:51,331 --> 00:22:52,985 - No. - Do you ever wonder why? 213 00:22:52,985 --> 00:22:54,073 - No. 214 00:22:54,073 --> 00:22:55,466 - Why do you want to have a child? 215 00:22:55,466 --> 00:22:56,510 - Because I love you. 216 00:22:56,510 --> 00:22:58,686 - Why do you want to have a child? 217 00:22:58,686 --> 00:23:00,645 - What do you what do you want? Fucking human nature? 218 00:23:00,645 --> 00:23:01,907 Anya, I don't know. 219 00:23:01,907 --> 00:23:03,604 - Because your mother abandoned you - No. 220 00:23:03,604 --> 00:23:05,389 - Do you ever wonder why she abandoned you? 221 00:23:06,520 --> 00:23:07,434 - No. 222 00:23:07,434 --> 00:23:09,741 - Why? - I don't give a shit. 223 00:23:09,741 --> 00:23:11,046 - Do you want to know why she abandoned you? 224 00:23:11,046 --> 00:23:13,092 - I want to stop playing this game. 225 00:23:26,497 --> 00:23:28,499 - Do you want to know why I abandoned you? 226 00:23:32,546 --> 00:23:33,765 - I don't like this. 227 00:23:33,765 --> 00:23:36,115 - You blame yourself. - Stop it. 228 00:23:36,115 --> 00:23:39,292 - Do you want to know why I abandoned you? - I said fucking stop it, Anya! 229 00:23:46,255 --> 00:23:47,779 What the fuck? 230 00:24:31,126 --> 00:24:32,258 Anya! 231 00:24:34,260 --> 00:24:35,174 Anya! 232 00:24:35,174 --> 00:24:37,219 Oh, shit, babe. 233 00:24:37,219 --> 00:24:39,700 Babe. Babe. Babe. 234 00:24:39,700 --> 00:24:43,748 - Did I hurt you? I didn't mean to hurt you. 235 00:24:43,748 --> 00:24:46,054 Did I hurt you? - No. 236 00:24:59,067 --> 00:25:00,591 - Do you love your mommy? 237 00:25:02,593 --> 00:25:04,159 What are you doing? 238 00:25:10,992 --> 00:25:12,603 There he is. 239 00:25:14,909 --> 00:25:16,041 There he is. 240 00:25:16,041 --> 00:25:18,652 Oh, look at you, what's happening here? 241 00:25:18,652 --> 00:25:20,219 Come on, come on. Chin up. 242 00:25:31,186 --> 00:25:32,231 Emmett. 243 00:26:04,219 --> 00:26:05,743 - I'm gonna go drop some stuff off 244 00:26:05,743 --> 00:26:07,875 at a thrift store. 245 00:26:07,875 --> 00:26:10,008 Then I'm gonna go pick up like a bagel or something 246 00:26:10,008 --> 00:26:12,358 on the way back, I'm starving. 247 00:26:12,358 --> 00:26:13,751 Do you want anything? 248 00:26:16,362 --> 00:26:18,538 I'm sorry things got heated last night. 249 00:26:33,771 --> 00:26:35,686 Fuck, Anya. 250 00:26:35,686 --> 00:26:40,734 Hey, Anya, baby, I need those keys. 251 00:26:43,476 --> 00:26:45,652 Realtor is coming tomorrow, we've barely done anything, 252 00:26:45,652 --> 00:26:47,523 I need the keys, Anya. 253 00:26:48,829 --> 00:26:50,570 Anya! 254 00:27:13,637 --> 00:27:14,594 Yes? 255 00:27:16,074 --> 00:27:18,119 - It's... it's Bill. 256 00:27:18,946 --> 00:27:20,426 From up the street. 257 00:27:22,471 --> 00:27:24,082 - OK. Can I help you with something? 258 00:27:24,082 --> 00:27:25,692 - I was driving to town 259 00:27:25,692 --> 00:27:28,521 and I saw the car parked here, and I thought, 260 00:27:28,521 --> 00:27:29,957 somebody is breaking in, maybe. 261 00:27:29,957 --> 00:27:34,527 - No, that's, that's my car, my house. 262 00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:35,484 - I'm sorry. 263 00:27:35,484 --> 00:27:36,442 - No, it's OK. 264 00:27:36,442 --> 00:27:37,965 - Oh hey, if you need anything, 265 00:27:37,965 --> 00:27:40,489 um, you know, it's the yellow house, 266 00:27:40,489 --> 00:27:41,752 top of the hill. 267 00:27:41,752 --> 00:27:42,796 You can't miss it. 268 00:27:45,625 --> 00:27:47,540 So your foot healed fine, huh? 269 00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:49,498 - My foot? 270 00:27:51,979 --> 00:27:53,894 - Yeah. I never worry about working out. 271 00:27:53,894 --> 00:27:55,026 Never have. 272 00:27:55,026 --> 00:27:57,028 I've got the farm to keep me busy. 273 00:27:57,028 --> 00:27:58,638 I sleep good. I can tell you that. 274 00:27:58,638 --> 00:28:00,422 - Yeah, no, I work. 275 00:28:00,422 --> 00:28:02,468 You know, I'm on my feet all day, too. 276 00:28:02,468 --> 00:28:03,687 If I don't go for a run in the morning, 277 00:28:03,687 --> 00:28:04,775 I lose my shit. 278 00:28:04,775 --> 00:28:06,602 - Wonder who you got that from? 279 00:28:07,603 --> 00:28:09,040 You probably don't want to talk about your mom. 280 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,911 - It's fine. 281 00:28:10,911 --> 00:28:15,176 My fiancee says I need to be more open about these things. 282 00:28:15,176 --> 00:28:17,222 She says I'm avoidant. 283 00:28:18,310 --> 00:28:20,399 "Maladaptive coping" she calls it. 284 00:28:20,399 --> 00:28:22,183 "Maladaptive." Whatever the hell that is. 285 00:28:23,663 --> 00:28:25,970 You know, look, I got nothing to hide. 286 00:28:25,970 --> 00:28:28,624 I'm really grateful to Tracy for leaving us the house. 287 00:28:28,624 --> 00:28:30,670 Whatever we can get for it is going to be huge. 288 00:28:30,670 --> 00:28:32,019 - You're just going to flip it? 289 00:28:32,019 --> 00:28:33,281 - Yeah. 290 00:28:34,805 --> 00:28:37,024 You know, Anya and me, we're trying to start a family. 291 00:28:37,024 --> 00:28:39,374 So... 292 00:28:39,374 --> 00:28:41,289 - Is that her? 293 00:28:41,289 --> 00:28:43,727 She got you on that short leash? 294 00:28:43,727 --> 00:28:46,207 - No, no, that's... 295 00:28:49,036 --> 00:28:52,648 It's our ovulation app. 296 00:28:53,824 --> 00:28:55,608 - Keep that thing away from your junk, 297 00:28:55,608 --> 00:28:57,218 I'll tell you that. 298 00:28:57,218 --> 00:28:59,568 I'm probably twice as fertile as you are. 299 00:28:59,568 --> 00:29:01,614 No offense, I don't carry one around. 300 00:29:01,614 --> 00:29:03,398 Some day it's going to come out 301 00:29:03,398 --> 00:29:06,532 just how much radiation the GPS app 302 00:29:06,532 --> 00:29:08,099 in that thing gives off. 303 00:29:08,099 --> 00:29:09,317 It'll fry your nuts. 304 00:29:09,317 --> 00:29:10,971 I mean really, they'll drop the fuck off. 305 00:29:14,061 --> 00:29:15,410 You're sure you're OK to get back? 306 00:29:15,410 --> 00:29:18,152 - Yeah. I got the GPS. 307 00:29:18,152 --> 00:29:20,024 - I told you. - Yeah. Yeah. 308 00:29:20,024 --> 00:29:21,373 - It'll fry your nuts. - Yeah, right. 309 00:29:21,373 --> 00:29:22,940 I appreciate it, though. Thanks. 310 00:29:22,940 --> 00:29:24,071 - OK. 311 00:29:25,333 --> 00:29:28,510 - Hey, Tracy, knitted those. 312 00:29:28,510 --> 00:29:29,903 Are you going to give those away? 313 00:29:32,558 --> 00:29:34,778 - You want them? - Oh, thanks, yeah. Yeah. 314 00:29:35,909 --> 00:29:36,997 Great. 315 00:29:36,997 --> 00:29:38,520 - Thanks again - You bet. 316 00:30:39,146 --> 00:30:40,582 - Hey, is something burning? 317 00:30:51,202 --> 00:30:52,856 Anya. 318 00:31:14,486 --> 00:31:15,791 What are you doing? 319 00:31:20,753 --> 00:31:22,537 Anya, are you smoking? 320 00:31:30,197 --> 00:31:32,025 Babe, wait a minute. 321 00:31:32,460 --> 00:31:34,375 Wait, wait, wait... 322 00:31:34,375 --> 00:31:36,247 Stop. Stop. Why are you smoking? 323 00:31:36,247 --> 00:31:38,292 - Emmett, enough. - Stop. Why are you smoking? 324 00:31:38,292 --> 00:31:40,164 - Will you get out of my way? It is going to burn. 325 00:31:40,164 --> 00:31:41,513 - Anya. What is happening? 326 00:31:42,557 --> 00:31:43,950 - Jesus, Emmett! 327 00:31:51,915 --> 00:31:53,829 Do you not like pizza anymore? 328 00:32:07,191 --> 00:32:08,801 - The fuck are we doing? 329 00:32:10,585 --> 00:32:13,327 - Hmm. You have terrible posture. 330 00:32:20,900 --> 00:32:22,510 Come here. 331 00:32:28,299 --> 00:32:29,909 - Stop. 332 00:32:30,170 --> 00:32:34,131 - Hey, I'm sorry I got mad. 333 00:32:35,871 --> 00:32:38,396 I want us to have a nice time together. 334 00:32:40,354 --> 00:32:43,923 I'm so happy you've come home, my little wild-thing. 335 00:32:43,923 --> 00:32:45,316 - What? 336 00:32:49,494 --> 00:32:50,799 - Wait. 337 00:32:53,411 --> 00:32:54,890 Your plate. 338 00:33:30,622 --> 00:33:32,928 Do you need something? 339 00:33:32,928 --> 00:33:34,974 - You made your point, OK? 340 00:33:37,150 --> 00:33:39,065 It's weird that I don't remember. 341 00:33:39,065 --> 00:33:40,719 - You don't remember who? 342 00:33:42,851 --> 00:33:44,288 Me? 343 00:33:47,552 --> 00:33:49,293 Wait, wait, wait. 344 00:33:49,293 --> 00:33:51,295 - Anya! - Look at me. 345 00:33:51,295 --> 00:33:53,036 What do you mean? 346 00:33:53,819 --> 00:33:55,647 Of course you remember me. 347 00:33:57,997 --> 00:33:59,303 If I really meant nothing to you, 348 00:33:59,303 --> 00:34:01,044 you wouldn't be so reactive. 349 00:34:02,741 --> 00:34:04,308 You need to work on your anger. 350 00:34:06,092 --> 00:34:07,876 It isn't healthy. 351 00:34:21,368 --> 00:34:22,804 - Alright. 352 00:34:29,376 --> 00:34:31,944 I know I need to work on myself. 353 00:34:34,425 --> 00:34:35,948 You're right. 354 00:34:38,603 --> 00:34:40,605 And I'm trying. 355 00:34:44,304 --> 00:34:46,306 I'm trying. 356 00:34:48,613 --> 00:34:51,181 And I will do whatever I need to do 357 00:34:51,181 --> 00:34:53,705 to be the partner that you deserve. 358 00:34:59,580 --> 00:35:01,147 Alright? 359 00:35:19,209 --> 00:35:20,862 What the hell. 360 00:35:21,689 --> 00:35:23,343 Raj, what's up, man? 361 00:35:23,909 --> 00:35:26,259 Uh, I'm alright. How are you? 362 00:35:26,259 --> 00:35:27,956 You good? Good? Good? 363 00:35:27,956 --> 00:35:30,089 Yeah, um... 364 00:35:30,089 --> 00:35:31,699 You ever trip with somebody 365 00:35:31,699 --> 00:35:33,962 and they, they start acting like another person? 366 00:35:35,138 --> 00:35:37,096 What about like, all the way into the next day? 367 00:35:38,489 --> 00:35:40,143 Yeah. Mm-hmm. 368 00:36:48,080 --> 00:36:49,647 - Goodnight, Emmett. 369 00:38:00,979 --> 00:38:02,720 Yoo-hoo. 370 00:38:12,077 --> 00:38:13,731 Good morning, Emmy. 371 00:38:15,298 --> 00:38:17,256 - Since when do you know how to fry an egg? 372 00:38:20,825 --> 00:38:22,566 - Do you prefer them scrambled? 373 00:38:23,523 --> 00:38:25,743 - No, thank you. 374 00:39:04,216 --> 00:39:06,697 I crave his forgiveness. 375 00:39:06,697 --> 00:39:08,307 Deep and primal. 376 00:39:10,309 --> 00:39:13,399 And yet his return is stenched with this dread of burden. 377 00:39:14,748 --> 00:39:16,576 He's as needy as ever. 378 00:39:19,362 --> 00:39:21,407 I thought I could be what I never was. 379 00:39:21,407 --> 00:39:23,757 As if I'm not who I am. 380 00:39:25,846 --> 00:39:28,327 Why was my heart cursed to be his forever? 381 00:39:31,374 --> 00:39:32,636 Emmett, knock! 382 00:39:32,636 --> 00:39:34,942 - "Why was my heart cursed to be his forever?" 383 00:39:36,422 --> 00:39:38,772 - How dare you read that? 384 00:39:38,772 --> 00:39:40,252 Give it to me. 385 00:39:43,255 --> 00:39:44,909 - What are you doing? 386 00:39:45,475 --> 00:39:47,477 - Going into town to pick up a rotisserie chicken. 387 00:39:47,477 --> 00:39:49,435 Since you find my cooking so offensive. 388 00:39:51,002 --> 00:39:52,264 - Well you look like you're going to the opera. 389 00:39:52,264 --> 00:39:54,179 - In this town? 390 00:39:54,179 --> 00:39:56,181 When pigs fly out of my ass. 391 00:39:56,181 --> 00:39:57,791 Give me my journal. 392 00:39:58,705 --> 00:40:00,098 Now. 393 00:40:06,017 --> 00:40:09,412 Hmm. Stop staring. 394 00:40:09,412 --> 00:40:11,109 Get out. 395 00:41:29,013 --> 00:41:30,405 - Emmett. 396 00:41:32,059 --> 00:41:34,105 Is now a bad time? 397 00:41:34,105 --> 00:41:35,846 - No, oh. 398 00:41:35,846 --> 00:41:39,066 Um, no, no, no, sorry, sorry. Now's perfect. 399 00:41:44,724 --> 00:41:47,553 Such a unique property. 400 00:41:47,553 --> 00:41:49,990 Love the exposed beams. 401 00:41:49,990 --> 00:41:51,862 - So you think it's worth something? 402 00:41:51,862 --> 00:41:53,994 - Yes, but keep the windows open, 403 00:41:53,994 --> 00:41:55,779 we need to clear that smell. 404 00:41:55,779 --> 00:41:58,782 Smoking is a real deal breaker for a lot of people, 405 00:41:58,782 --> 00:42:01,045 especially these young couples. 406 00:42:01,045 --> 00:42:03,351 And that's all that seems to be buying these days. 407 00:42:03,351 --> 00:42:04,657 Folks leaving the city 408 00:42:04,657 --> 00:42:08,182 looking to spread out and reproduce. 409 00:42:08,182 --> 00:42:10,533 Is that your wife? 410 00:42:12,230 --> 00:42:16,495 - No, no, no, no. That's my mom. 411 00:42:16,495 --> 00:42:18,584 - How sweet of you to have this. 412 00:42:18,584 --> 00:42:19,759 - That's not mine 413 00:42:22,283 --> 00:42:23,676 - I didn't want to say anything, 414 00:42:23,676 --> 00:42:28,768 but this place seems really off the grid. 415 00:42:30,509 --> 00:42:32,555 You know, I would love to spend 416 00:42:32,555 --> 00:42:35,383 a little extra and freshen things up. 417 00:42:35,383 --> 00:42:37,255 Get rid of these antique chairs. 418 00:42:37,255 --> 00:42:38,822 Rip out all of this junk. 419 00:42:38,822 --> 00:42:40,563 Oh! 420 00:42:41,912 --> 00:42:44,001 My goodness. You startled me. 421 00:42:44,001 --> 00:42:45,872 - Hmm. You are...? 422 00:42:48,527 --> 00:42:50,311 - The listing agent. 423 00:42:51,661 --> 00:42:54,272 - Anya. Anya. 424 00:42:57,014 --> 00:42:58,668 - Get out. - No 425 00:42:58,668 --> 00:42:59,973 - Is there a problem? - There's no problem. 426 00:42:59,973 --> 00:43:01,148 You don't have to go anywhere. There's no problem. 427 00:43:01,148 --> 00:43:03,411 - It's not his house. - It is my house. 428 00:43:03,411 --> 00:43:04,804 It's my house. 429 00:43:04,804 --> 00:43:06,850 It's my house. OK, my house. 430 00:43:06,850 --> 00:43:09,156 My mom left it to me in her will. 431 00:43:09,156 --> 00:43:10,418 OK? 432 00:43:10,984 --> 00:43:13,726 - My condolences. - It's fine. 433 00:43:13,726 --> 00:43:15,075 I'll come back tomorrow morning. 434 00:43:15,075 --> 00:43:16,511 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 435 00:43:20,341 --> 00:43:21,647 Listen-- 436 00:43:23,257 --> 00:43:24,694 Unbelievable. 437 00:43:24,694 --> 00:43:27,174 Even for you, Anya, this is fucking unbelievable. 438 00:43:27,174 --> 00:43:28,480 Goddamn it. 439 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:30,743 - No. No, you're wrinkling them. 440 00:43:30,743 --> 00:43:32,484 - What are you talking about, wrinkling them? 441 00:43:32,484 --> 00:43:34,138 Wrinkling them? You've never... 442 00:43:34,138 --> 00:43:36,444 Stop! Eh! Stop. 443 00:43:36,444 --> 00:43:37,837 Stop. 444 00:43:37,837 --> 00:43:39,099 This is how you pack. 445 00:43:40,579 --> 00:43:41,885 Baby, you've never folded anything 446 00:43:41,885 --> 00:43:44,061 in your entire life. 447 00:43:44,061 --> 00:43:46,106 And all of a sudden you tidy. 448 00:43:46,106 --> 00:43:47,717 No, you stop! You tidy. 449 00:43:47,717 --> 00:43:49,893 You make the bed, you make me eggs. 450 00:43:49,893 --> 00:43:51,938 You make me fucking bacon! Stop! 451 00:43:58,292 --> 00:43:59,816 I'm taking you to your mother's. 452 00:44:11,436 --> 00:44:13,220 - I'm not going anywhere. 453 00:44:18,051 --> 00:44:20,271 This is my house. 454 00:45:07,274 --> 00:45:08,536 - You took mushrooms when you were pregnant? 455 00:45:08,536 --> 00:45:10,103 - I didn't. 456 00:45:10,103 --> 00:45:11,626 - You wanna fuck with me, 457 00:45:11,626 --> 00:45:12,976 That's fine, but I'm not going to let you 458 00:45:12,976 --> 00:45:14,368 fuck with our baby. 459 00:45:14,368 --> 00:45:15,718 - What is this, Emmett? Is this some kind of game? 460 00:45:15,718 --> 00:45:16,849 That's enough. 461 00:45:16,849 --> 00:45:19,852 - Are you kidding me? Give me this shit. 462 00:45:19,852 --> 00:45:21,593 - Why are you torturing me? 463 00:45:21,593 --> 00:45:23,813 - Is this some shit you and your mom came up with? 464 00:45:23,813 --> 00:45:27,033 Some kind of bullshit, twisted cognitive behavioral therapy. 465 00:45:27,033 --> 00:45:29,514 - Do you not know how a woman's body works? 466 00:45:29,514 --> 00:45:30,863 I can't have a baby. 467 00:45:32,169 --> 00:45:33,257 I can't have a baby! 468 00:45:33,257 --> 00:45:35,302 - Oh, fuck. 469 00:45:35,302 --> 00:45:36,782 - Oh my god, Emmett! 470 00:45:40,264 --> 00:45:41,047 - Look. 471 00:45:43,223 --> 00:45:44,834 You can't even look at it, can you? 472 00:45:44,834 --> 00:45:47,619 There's only so much pretending you can do, Anya. 473 00:45:47,619 --> 00:45:48,794 Huh? 474 00:45:51,405 --> 00:45:52,624 God. 475 00:46:30,270 --> 00:46:31,271 - Every morning. 476 00:46:32,620 --> 00:46:35,101 Any time she was stressed, really. 477 00:46:35,101 --> 00:46:36,799 Body therapy, she called it. 478 00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:40,193 And then there were her evening swims. 479 00:46:42,195 --> 00:46:45,068 But is that all you came here to ask me about, yoga? 480 00:46:47,766 --> 00:46:51,596 Oh, don't worry, I'm not your father. 481 00:46:51,596 --> 00:46:56,383 No, I was just a hired hand. She paid me when she could. 482 00:46:56,383 --> 00:47:02,041 No, your father was a guy who drove a motorcycle, 483 00:47:02,041 --> 00:47:07,090 lived in a artist's loft in Soho. 484 00:47:07,090 --> 00:47:08,395 That's all I know about him. 485 00:47:08,395 --> 00:47:10,136 Honestly, I don't think she knew much more. 486 00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:12,747 - Why did she-- - What, have you? 487 00:47:17,665 --> 00:47:19,798 Try to forgive her, son. 488 00:47:19,798 --> 00:47:21,191 She tried. 489 00:47:22,932 --> 00:47:24,237 Believe me, 490 00:47:24,237 --> 00:47:27,501 she never got over losing her little wild thing. 491 00:47:33,029 --> 00:47:34,160 - Emmy. 492 00:47:38,251 --> 00:47:39,513 So, where are they? 493 00:47:40,688 --> 00:47:42,168 Hmm? 494 00:47:42,168 --> 00:47:43,387 That's how you're doing it, right? 495 00:47:43,387 --> 00:47:44,910 - Doing what? 496 00:47:45,432 --> 00:47:47,043 - Her journals. 497 00:47:47,043 --> 00:47:48,609 - This is what you're looking for. 498 00:47:48,609 --> 00:47:50,176 I found it on my dresser. 499 00:47:51,917 --> 00:47:54,572 "Is there some part of you still lingering about us, 500 00:47:54,572 --> 00:47:56,487 "like some drunken reveler clinging to 501 00:47:56,487 --> 00:47:59,055 the end of her night?" 502 00:47:59,055 --> 00:48:01,274 It's trying very hard, but.... 503 00:48:03,102 --> 00:48:05,365 - What? 504 00:48:05,365 --> 00:48:07,715 - It's just funny, Anya 505 00:48:07,715 --> 00:48:09,543 - Who is Anya? 506 00:48:12,503 --> 00:48:13,939 - Well. 507 00:48:15,375 --> 00:48:18,857 In theory, she's my fiancee. 508 00:48:18,857 --> 00:48:20,032 - Oh, 509 00:48:22,730 --> 00:48:24,558 so it's serious? 510 00:48:24,558 --> 00:48:26,386 - She's pregnant. 511 00:48:26,386 --> 00:48:28,171 - This is juicy. 512 00:48:28,171 --> 00:48:29,346 Tell me everything. 513 00:48:29,346 --> 00:48:31,957 Wait, let's grease the wheels. 514 00:48:35,178 --> 00:48:41,358 So, things are complicated. 515 00:48:42,228 --> 00:48:43,708 - You can say that. 516 00:48:44,622 --> 00:48:46,189 Yeah. 517 00:48:46,189 --> 00:48:48,365 You could also say she's a... 518 00:48:49,888 --> 00:48:52,064 a master head-fucker. 519 00:48:52,064 --> 00:48:53,239 - Emmett! 520 00:48:53,239 --> 00:48:55,589 Now who taught you to be such a chauvinist? 521 00:48:55,589 --> 00:48:57,504 Mm-mm. It certainly wasn't me. 522 00:48:57,504 --> 00:48:59,115 - She thinks I'm all fucked up 523 00:48:59,115 --> 00:49:01,247 because I had such a shitty childhood. 524 00:49:03,554 --> 00:49:05,773 Her mother never even taught her how to swim. 525 00:49:07,253 --> 00:49:09,212 - Hmm. 526 00:49:09,212 --> 00:49:10,822 How is that even possible? 527 00:49:14,521 --> 00:49:19,091 - Well her mother is this fancy psychoanalyst, 528 00:49:19,091 --> 00:49:22,355 which makes Anya think that she has the qualifications 529 00:49:22,355 --> 00:49:25,880 to do some kind of quack therapy 530 00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:30,320 to get people to talk about their, you know, 531 00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:33,323 like deep, dark shit. 532 00:49:33,323 --> 00:49:35,194 But really, she's... 533 00:49:38,023 --> 00:49:39,807 just a poet. 534 00:49:44,116 --> 00:49:48,251 Actually, she's never even made a dime writing poetry, 535 00:49:50,862 --> 00:49:55,432 she's really just a frustrated copywriter. 536 00:50:14,364 --> 00:50:16,496 Is it so bad that the mother of your child 537 00:50:16,496 --> 00:50:18,063 wants you to open up? 538 00:50:19,934 --> 00:50:21,501 She thinks I only want to have a child 539 00:50:21,501 --> 00:50:23,373 because my mother abandoned me. 540 00:50:27,377 --> 00:50:28,900 - Hmm. 541 00:50:31,729 --> 00:50:33,339 Is that what you think happened? 542 00:50:55,927 --> 00:50:57,624 It starts with your back. 543 00:51:30,048 --> 00:51:32,964 Well, you are really just... 544 00:51:39,884 --> 00:51:41,581 You're not what I expected. 545 00:51:47,587 --> 00:51:49,372 If this Anya of yours, 546 00:51:49,372 --> 00:51:51,983 is all the things you say, 547 00:51:58,424 --> 00:52:00,034 why not just walk away? 548 00:52:03,995 --> 00:52:06,040 - I guess maybe because 549 00:52:09,653 --> 00:52:12,177 she's the only woman that ever loved me? 550 00:52:12,177 --> 00:52:13,570 - Hmm. 551 00:52:21,752 --> 00:52:23,536 You want to know about your mother? 552 00:52:47,430 --> 00:52:49,171 - Did you want me? 553 00:52:57,614 --> 00:52:59,920 - It was more of a need than a want. 554 00:53:03,228 --> 00:53:05,143 I don't even know where the need came from. 555 00:53:10,975 --> 00:53:13,151 I tried. 556 00:53:15,501 --> 00:53:16,937 Emmy. 557 00:53:18,939 --> 00:53:21,203 I really, really tried. 558 00:53:31,387 --> 00:53:33,040 - OK. 559 00:53:44,704 --> 00:53:46,315 Do you love your mommy? 560 00:53:46,315 --> 00:53:48,012 Do you love your mommy? 561 00:53:48,012 --> 00:53:49,318 What are you doing? 562 00:53:50,580 --> 00:53:53,496 Sweetheart, stop that. Stop it. 563 00:53:53,496 --> 00:53:57,717 Say, "It's my birthday, Mommy and I love you." 564 00:53:57,717 --> 00:54:00,590 Hold on one second. Hold still. 565 00:54:00,590 --> 00:54:03,201 Do you love me? Say, "I love you, Mommy." 566 00:54:03,201 --> 00:54:06,291 Sweetheart, don't do that to me. 567 00:54:44,329 --> 00:54:45,765 - Honey? 568 00:54:47,114 --> 00:54:50,379 Hey, you're having a nightmare, OK? 569 00:55:28,852 --> 00:55:30,201 - Anya! 570 00:55:39,166 --> 00:55:40,820 No, no, no. Shit! 571 00:55:42,474 --> 00:55:43,823 Anya! 572 00:56:09,675 --> 00:56:11,982 - Emmett. What are you doing? 573 00:56:33,307 --> 00:56:34,744 - You can't swim. 574 00:56:43,317 --> 00:56:45,450 You can't swim. 575 00:56:54,894 --> 00:56:56,418 Please don't leave me. 576 00:56:59,333 --> 00:57:03,120 Please don't leave me. 577 00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:04,643 Please. 578 00:57:05,862 --> 00:57:07,603 Please don't leave me. 579 00:57:10,780 --> 00:57:12,521 Please. 580 00:57:15,437 --> 00:57:17,264 Please. 581 00:58:48,660 --> 00:58:50,357 - How are you feeling? 582 00:58:51,576 --> 00:58:53,099 - Hungry. 583 00:58:55,406 --> 00:58:58,452 - I feel like I slept with my head underwater. 584 00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:02,021 Wanna go into town and find something to eat? 585 00:59:04,546 --> 00:59:06,460 - Can't you like make me eggs or something? 586 00:59:07,984 --> 00:59:09,420 - You want me to make you eggs? 587 00:59:13,685 --> 00:59:15,252 What is it? 588 00:59:17,080 --> 00:59:18,560 Emmett. 589 00:59:23,260 --> 00:59:25,218 Where are you going? 590 00:59:25,218 --> 00:59:26,785 - For a run. 591 01:01:44,183 --> 01:01:45,489 - Talk to me. 592 01:01:56,108 --> 01:01:58,632 Will you please tell me what happened last night? 593 01:02:03,986 --> 01:02:05,727 - That was three nights ago. 594 01:02:51,381 --> 01:02:52,861 - Hey. 595 01:02:59,868 --> 01:03:01,565 Don't shut me out. 596 01:03:26,590 --> 01:03:28,200 I don't want to push you away. 597 01:03:35,468 --> 01:03:37,340 I want to be close to you. 598 01:03:42,562 --> 01:03:44,216 - Just... stop. 599 01:04:11,156 --> 01:04:13,506 What are you doing? - But-- 600 01:04:13,506 --> 01:04:15,117 - We haven't gone through that yet. 601 01:04:15,117 --> 01:04:16,683 - I thought you wanted to throw everything out. 602 01:04:21,514 --> 01:04:23,212 - OK, don't talk to me. 603 01:05:06,342 --> 01:05:07,996 - Do you love your mommy? 604 01:05:07,996 --> 01:05:09,345 What are you doing? 605 01:05:10,520 --> 01:05:11,956 Sweetheart, stop that. 606 01:05:11,956 --> 01:05:13,436 Stop it. 607 01:05:13,436 --> 01:05:17,179 Say, "It's my birthday, Mommy and I love you." 608 01:05:17,179 --> 01:05:20,138 Hold on one second. Just hold still. 609 01:05:20,138 --> 01:05:22,749 Do you love me? Say, "I love you, Mommy." 610 01:05:22,749 --> 01:05:25,796 "I love--" Sweetheart, don't lament-- 611 01:05:25,796 --> 01:05:27,798 Let me just-- Oh, my goodness. 612 01:05:28,842 --> 01:05:32,107 We're going to get that cut. Smile. 613 01:05:32,107 --> 01:05:34,370 It's your birthday. 614 01:05:34,370 --> 01:05:36,850 It's your... Oh, my goodness. 615 01:06:36,823 --> 01:06:38,564 - I got you an apology bagel. 616 01:06:44,744 --> 01:06:46,311 Are you OK? 617 01:07:14,383 --> 01:07:15,601 - Alright. 618 01:07:17,125 --> 01:07:18,474 It starts with the back. 619 01:07:20,476 --> 01:07:22,217 - What does? 620 01:07:22,217 --> 01:07:24,088 - Just... just try. 621 01:07:38,102 --> 01:07:40,061 - Sorry, it's like... 622 01:07:43,716 --> 01:07:44,935 - OK. 623 01:07:58,557 --> 01:07:59,950 - What's wrong with the bagel? 624 01:08:00,298 --> 01:08:01,908 - It's not the same. 625 01:08:04,563 --> 01:08:05,912 - As what? 626 01:08:16,009 --> 01:08:17,794 Damn it, Emmett. Will you just-- 627 01:08:36,334 --> 01:08:37,596 Emmett. 628 01:08:53,221 --> 01:08:55,484 Emmett, will you tell me your problem? 629 01:08:59,314 --> 01:09:01,664 - My problem is I'm not sure what's real. 630 01:09:17,201 --> 01:09:18,376 Emmett. 631 01:09:21,031 --> 01:09:22,598 What's your problem? 632 01:09:24,077 --> 01:09:28,169 - I'm Emmett and my problem is, 633 01:09:28,169 --> 01:09:31,824 is that my girlfriend and I took mushrooms 634 01:09:31,824 --> 01:09:36,742 and I seem to be really upset right now 635 01:09:36,742 --> 01:09:38,266 about something she did, 636 01:09:38,266 --> 01:09:41,225 but I'm not going to say what it is. 637 01:09:44,402 --> 01:09:46,056 - What do you think she did? 638 01:09:50,843 --> 01:09:52,410 - I think she was playing a game. 639 01:09:56,284 --> 01:09:58,808 I guess it's kind of like a game of playing right now, but... 640 01:10:00,462 --> 01:10:02,942 No, in that game, she... 641 01:10:08,121 --> 01:10:09,906 pretended to be his mother? 642 01:10:23,615 --> 01:10:24,877 Emm. 643 01:10:27,793 --> 01:10:29,360 Emm. - Your turn. 644 01:10:36,672 --> 01:10:38,021 - OK. 645 01:10:40,153 --> 01:10:41,416 Hmm. 646 01:10:44,941 --> 01:10:46,421 I'm Anya. 647 01:10:49,250 --> 01:10:52,035 My problem is, is that I I've been trying 648 01:10:52,035 --> 01:10:54,211 to tell you something for a while now 649 01:10:54,211 --> 01:10:56,082 and I have been too scared to do it. 650 01:11:00,130 --> 01:11:02,350 I really wanted to have your child. 651 01:11:11,837 --> 01:11:13,796 My problem is that I can't. 652 01:11:35,208 --> 01:11:37,907 - My name is Anya. 653 01:11:37,907 --> 01:11:41,606 And I want to have a family but I don't think I can. 654 01:11:41,606 --> 01:11:43,391 - What do you mean? 655 01:11:43,391 --> 01:11:44,827 What do you mean? You don't think you can? 656 01:11:44,827 --> 01:11:47,786 - Because all I care about is writing poetry. 657 01:11:47,786 --> 01:11:50,354 And going to gallery openings and impressing my friends, 658 01:11:50,354 --> 01:11:52,617 and basically maintaining this image of myself 659 01:11:52,617 --> 01:11:56,882 that is like the opposite of holding a baby in my arms, 660 01:11:56,882 --> 01:12:00,016 and being covered in all that weird puke. 661 01:12:01,104 --> 01:12:03,280 My mother is this really cold intellectual type, 662 01:12:03,280 --> 01:12:05,761 and I never really got me love from her 663 01:12:05,761 --> 01:12:07,589 unless I did something exceptional. 664 01:12:07,589 --> 01:12:08,764 And you see, when I was like a kid, 665 01:12:08,764 --> 01:12:11,549 I was like, really gifted. 666 01:12:11,549 --> 01:12:13,508 And so I got a lot of love from her because of that. 667 01:12:13,508 --> 01:12:14,813 But now that I'm not seen as like, 668 01:12:14,813 --> 01:12:17,250 the most amazing poet or like, even like adult, you know, 669 01:12:17,250 --> 01:12:19,296 my mom seems to have, you know, 670 01:12:19,296 --> 01:12:21,516 like, like, disappeared from my life. 671 01:12:21,516 --> 01:12:23,256 But I think it's like in a meaningful way. 672 01:12:23,256 --> 01:12:25,694 But also, she may think that I'm just mediocre 673 01:12:25,694 --> 01:12:29,480 and I'm, like, kind of broken because of that. 674 01:12:31,656 --> 01:12:33,397 And I'm just, I'm just so worried 675 01:12:33,397 --> 01:12:35,486 that I'm not capable of giving the kind of love 676 01:12:35,486 --> 01:12:38,315 that a child or maybe even a husband would deserve, 677 01:12:38,315 --> 01:12:39,925 because I can't think of anything 678 01:12:39,925 --> 01:12:41,710 beyond my own fucking neuroses. 679 01:12:41,710 --> 01:12:43,015 Which is why a couple of months ago, 680 01:12:43,015 --> 01:12:44,365 I pulled out all my eyebrows 681 01:12:44,365 --> 01:12:46,454 and I looked like a fucking mannequin. 682 01:12:58,857 --> 01:13:00,163 - Did you look at it? 683 01:13:07,953 --> 01:13:09,738 There's no child in here. 684 01:13:11,566 --> 01:13:13,176 They never could be a baby in here 685 01:13:13,176 --> 01:13:15,091 because I can't have a baby. 686 01:13:19,791 --> 01:13:22,664 Why aren't you saying anything? I can't have a baby! 687 01:13:25,144 --> 01:13:27,277 - I mean, this is what you said last night. 688 01:13:31,368 --> 01:13:32,978 I need to get out of these clothes. 689 01:13:38,375 --> 01:13:41,596 - "If my body gave me this need to have a child, 690 01:13:41,596 --> 01:13:43,511 why can't it make me love him?" 691 01:13:43,511 --> 01:13:45,600 - You think I wrote that? - I don't know, did you? 692 01:13:45,600 --> 01:13:47,123 - That would actually be impossible 693 01:13:47,123 --> 01:13:48,211 because I would never do that. 694 01:13:48,211 --> 01:13:49,430 - But you did do that to me, Anya. 695 01:13:49,430 --> 01:13:51,649 - Oh, OK. I'm gonna show you right now. 696 01:13:51,649 --> 01:13:52,998 Hmm. 697 01:13:54,086 --> 01:13:56,262 No. Look, look, look. Is it the same handwriting? 698 01:13:56,262 --> 01:13:58,134 - Great, so you admitted you're pretending. 699 01:13:59,004 --> 01:14:01,442 - I don't think so. No, I don't know. 700 01:14:01,442 --> 01:14:02,878 - You don't think so or you don't know? 701 01:14:02,878 --> 01:14:04,140 - I just told you I can't have a baby. 702 01:14:04,140 --> 01:14:05,402 - How do I know you're not fucking with me? 703 01:14:05,402 --> 01:14:07,273 - About what? No, of course not. 704 01:14:07,273 --> 01:14:08,971 - You just said you were pretending, Anya. 705 01:14:08,971 --> 01:14:12,322 - Not about that. - About fucking what? 706 01:14:12,322 --> 01:14:14,063 About everything? 707 01:14:14,063 --> 01:14:15,543 - I just told you I can't have a baby. 708 01:14:15,543 --> 01:14:17,806 What else do you want me to tell you? 709 01:14:17,806 --> 01:14:19,590 - You know what? I want the fucking truth. 710 01:14:19,590 --> 01:14:21,200 That's what I want. 711 01:14:21,505 --> 01:14:23,420 I want the fucking truth. That's what I fucking want. 712 01:14:23,420 --> 01:14:24,900 - No, you're not going to do that. - I swear to God. 713 01:14:24,900 --> 01:14:27,337 I swear to God. I swear to fucking God, Anya. 714 01:14:27,337 --> 01:14:28,294 - I don't know. 715 01:14:28,294 --> 01:14:29,382 - You made it up. - I don't know. 716 01:14:29,382 --> 01:14:31,341 I don't know. - That's not a fucking answer. 717 01:14:31,341 --> 01:14:31,950 It's not an answer, Anya. - I don't know what I did! 718 01:14:35,127 --> 01:14:36,651 Emmett. 719 01:14:36,651 --> 01:14:38,827 Emmett, that is my only notebook. 720 01:14:38,827 --> 01:14:40,481 That is two years of my life. 721 01:14:43,875 --> 01:14:47,531 Emmett, that is my only copy I will do anything you ask me. 722 01:14:47,531 --> 01:14:48,880 Just don't do this. 723 01:14:48,880 --> 01:14:51,230 Emmett. Emmett, you wouldn't do this! 724 01:14:52,493 --> 01:14:53,885 Emmett-- 725 01:14:58,803 --> 01:15:00,501 Of course your mother abandoned you. 726 01:15:01,806 --> 01:15:03,286 Of course she fucking did! 727 01:15:27,745 --> 01:15:29,617 Emmett! Emmett! 728 01:16:39,121 --> 01:16:40,513 Emmett? 729 01:17:16,506 --> 01:17:18,160 Fuck this. 730 01:17:39,703 --> 01:17:42,097 Emmett, where are my keys? 731 01:18:06,382 --> 01:18:07,905 Anya? 732 01:18:18,742 --> 01:18:20,091 - Emmett. 733 01:18:43,158 --> 01:18:44,463 Emmett. 734 01:19:30,335 --> 01:19:31,641 What are you doing? 735 01:20:34,660 --> 01:20:36,010 - Anya? 736 01:20:37,489 --> 01:20:38,751 - Who are you? 737 01:20:38,751 --> 01:20:39,840 - I'm Bill, your neighbor. 738 01:20:41,319 --> 01:20:43,626 I found him passed out by the side of the road. 739 01:20:44,975 --> 01:20:46,368 Let's get him inside. 740 01:20:49,023 --> 01:20:50,502 There you go. 741 01:21:36,461 --> 01:21:38,115 You were on your way out? 742 01:21:41,031 --> 01:21:42,598 Are you going to take him with you? 743 01:21:45,818 --> 01:21:47,908 Aren't you trying to start a family? 744 01:21:52,869 --> 01:21:54,218 - Is that what he told you? 745 01:22:08,276 --> 01:22:09,886 - Forgive me. 746 01:22:12,715 --> 01:22:15,065 I haven't been here since the day I found her. 747 01:22:28,252 --> 01:22:30,385 Tracy once told me that 748 01:22:30,385 --> 01:22:33,170 she was going to be reincarnated as a bug, 749 01:22:33,170 --> 01:22:35,651 because of all the terrible things she did. 750 01:22:37,783 --> 01:22:40,047 Still can't bring myself to kill one. 751 01:22:44,051 --> 01:22:46,967 We tried it once. Me and her. 752 01:22:51,406 --> 01:22:53,234 I could never get over her. 753 01:22:54,322 --> 01:22:56,977 Hard as I try, I just can't accept the fact that... 754 01:23:00,632 --> 01:23:02,025 it's all gone. 755 01:23:06,856 --> 01:23:08,379 - She's still here. 756 01:23:11,426 --> 01:23:12,818 - Jeez! - Are you OK? 757 01:23:12,818 --> 01:23:14,646 - I'm fine, I'm fine. 758 01:23:21,653 --> 01:23:23,307 - What happened? 759 01:23:26,832 --> 01:23:28,747 - Emmett was a difficult child. 760 01:23:29,661 --> 01:23:31,707 A wild child. 761 01:23:31,707 --> 01:23:33,317 Hard to discipline. 762 01:23:36,016 --> 01:23:37,365 - The syringe? 763 01:23:39,323 --> 01:23:43,545 - He showed up at my house, filthy, scared. 764 01:23:43,545 --> 01:23:46,287 His foot was broken. I took him to the hospital 765 01:23:46,287 --> 01:23:48,202 and that's the last night she saw him. 766 01:24:01,432 --> 01:24:04,479 What he needs, you could never give him. 767 01:24:08,961 --> 01:24:10,702 - He needs her. 768 01:24:18,275 --> 01:24:20,147 What does she need? 769 01:24:23,411 --> 01:24:25,065 - I wish I knew. 770 01:24:32,420 --> 01:24:33,769 Thanks. 771 01:24:36,076 --> 01:24:37,686 - For what? 772 01:24:43,300 --> 01:24:45,476 - For letting me say goodbye. 773 01:26:34,803 --> 01:26:36,500 - What are you doing here? Get out. 774 01:27:03,658 --> 01:27:05,181 - Do it. 775 01:27:07,401 --> 01:27:08,967 Do it. 776 01:27:20,196 --> 01:27:21,371 Do it. 777 01:28:44,498 --> 01:28:46,543 - You were right. 778 01:28:46,543 --> 01:28:48,066 About everything. 779 01:28:53,420 --> 01:28:55,465 I'm sorry about last night. 780 01:28:58,773 --> 01:29:00,775 I really do feel a lot better now. 781 01:29:04,866 --> 01:29:06,650 I just hope it's one of those things 782 01:29:06,650 --> 01:29:10,262 where you can see, you know, like, 783 01:29:10,262 --> 01:29:15,180 deep down inside, even, even my darkest, 784 01:29:15,180 --> 01:29:18,053 nastiest self and maybe I'm... 785 01:29:18,053 --> 01:29:19,576 not all bad. 786 01:29:30,370 --> 01:29:33,198 I guess you didn't look too closely at which book I burned. 787 01:29:37,725 --> 01:29:39,727 You know, maybe before you make any big decisions 788 01:29:39,727 --> 01:29:42,469 we can spend the day together. 789 01:29:42,469 --> 01:29:44,427 Get out of this house. 790 01:29:45,385 --> 01:29:47,952 Enjoy the country before we have to go back to the city. 791 01:29:52,740 --> 01:29:56,221 Now that I'm no longer avoidant. 792 01:30:07,711 --> 01:30:09,365 You wanna talk about how you're feeling? 793 01:30:15,893 --> 01:30:17,504 I'm Anya and my problem is-- 794 01:30:17,504 --> 01:30:19,680 - No, don't! Don't. Don't. 795 01:30:22,117 --> 01:30:23,510 - It's fine. We're not going to tip. 796 01:30:30,865 --> 01:30:33,084 - I was relieved you burned my book. 797 01:30:35,130 --> 01:30:36,479 I've been telling people for years 798 01:30:36,479 --> 01:30:37,915 that it's been coming. 799 01:30:40,091 --> 01:30:42,093 I was so nervous 800 01:30:42,703 --> 01:30:44,835 about what everyone would think when they actually read it. 801 01:30:45,532 --> 01:30:47,447 Am I a hack? Am I too shallow? 802 01:30:47,447 --> 01:30:49,013 Or is it too weird or pretentious? 803 01:30:49,013 --> 01:30:51,451 Or am I just pretending to be something that I'm not? 804 01:30:54,454 --> 01:30:57,979 I think I wanted a child just because 805 01:30:57,979 --> 01:30:59,328 you know, what I was doing my entire life 806 01:30:59,328 --> 01:31:01,025 I wasn't even good at. 807 01:31:01,025 --> 01:31:02,723 It's because I was mediocre. 808 01:31:02,723 --> 01:31:05,813 I needed something to feel like my life has meaning. 809 01:31:14,125 --> 01:31:16,563 When I was young, I spent hours 810 01:31:16,563 --> 01:31:18,565 and hours outside, 811 01:31:19,479 --> 01:31:22,830 I'd come home and she would be writing or dancing 812 01:31:22,830 --> 01:31:24,875 and she would say things to me like, "Not now." 813 01:31:26,834 --> 01:31:28,575 You know, "Go away. Not now." 814 01:31:28,575 --> 01:31:30,185 "Can't you see, I'm in the middle of something?" 815 01:31:30,185 --> 01:31:32,448 I was hungry, you know, 816 01:31:32,448 --> 01:31:35,364 or cold or tired or-- 817 01:31:35,364 --> 01:31:37,018 - You were needy. - Exactly. I was needy. 818 01:31:37,018 --> 01:31:38,802 I needed my fucking mom. 819 01:31:40,891 --> 01:31:43,503 I mean, if my existence 820 01:31:43,503 --> 01:31:45,374 was just going to be some constant reminder 821 01:31:45,374 --> 01:31:46,680 of a life that she left behind, 822 01:31:46,680 --> 01:31:48,986 why put us both through that? 823 01:31:48,986 --> 01:31:50,597 - She tried to make it work. 824 01:31:52,903 --> 01:31:54,296 She really tried. 825 01:31:54,296 --> 01:31:56,341 - She fucking abandoned me. 826 01:31:56,341 --> 01:31:58,648 - No, she did. 827 01:31:58,648 --> 01:32:00,258 They took you from her. 828 01:32:03,784 --> 01:32:05,612 I found the records in the basement. 829 01:32:15,273 --> 01:32:16,753 - How did you do it? 830 01:32:21,845 --> 01:32:24,152 - You talked like her. You moved like her. 831 01:32:25,240 --> 01:32:27,721 You danced. You cooked. 832 01:32:27,721 --> 01:32:29,157 You cleaned. 833 01:32:29,157 --> 01:32:30,767 You changed your handwriting. 834 01:32:37,687 --> 01:32:39,036 How? 835 01:32:59,404 --> 01:33:01,276 Are you my mother? 836 01:33:05,062 --> 01:33:06,803 - No. 837 01:33:07,674 --> 01:33:09,545 - Are you sure? 838 01:33:09,545 --> 01:33:10,894 - Yes. 839 01:33:14,463 --> 01:33:16,030 - Are you Anya? 840 01:33:19,250 --> 01:33:20,774 - Yes. 841 01:33:21,949 --> 01:33:23,254 - Are you sure? 842 01:33:25,300 --> 01:33:27,171 - Yes. Yes. 843 01:33:32,089 --> 01:33:33,613 - But. 844 01:33:34,614 --> 01:33:35,963 - What? 845 01:33:38,574 --> 01:33:40,620 - But Anya can't swim. 846 01:34:35,718 --> 01:34:37,067 - Anya? 847 01:36:11,814 --> 01:36:13,903 - Hi. I'm Anya. 848 01:36:17,864 --> 01:36:19,474 My problem is 849 01:36:22,825 --> 01:36:24,348 I need a child. 850 01:36:44,238 --> 01:36:45,892 - My name's Emmett 851 01:36:48,895 --> 01:36:50,810 and my problem is 852 01:36:55,466 --> 01:36:57,120 I need a mother. 54152

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