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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:15,440 --> 00:00:18,800 I am not a virgin. 2 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:21,240 And I feel... 3 00:00:22,520 --> 00:00:23,960 exactly the same. 4 00:00:24,760 --> 00:00:28,640 I thought sex was supposed to be about losing something, but yep, 5 00:00:28,720 --> 00:00:32,800 that's new, that's something gained. 6 00:00:34,040 --> 00:00:35,720 And she's touching me. 7 00:00:36,240 --> 00:00:38,650 Surely last night was a one-time thing, right? 8 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:41,800 Unless she doesn't want it to be? 9 00:00:42,480 --> 00:00:43,680 Do I want it to be? 10 00:00:44,520 --> 00:00:45,570 What if... 11 00:00:46,360 --> 00:00:47,800 But with Alison? 12 00:01:05,080 --> 00:01:08,680 ? Take my love, take my tears ? 13 00:01:10,680 --> 00:01:15,120 ? Take my worst, I've got no fears ? 14 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:20,800 ? Sometimes I'm high, sometimes I'm low ? 15 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:26,800 ? Sometimes I'm lost, sometimes I go... ? 16 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:29,050 Hey. 17 00:01:30,640 --> 00:01:31,690 No. 18 00:01:33,560 --> 00:01:34,640 Keira Knightley? 19 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:38,410 She's dead. 20 00:01:47,520 --> 00:01:51,040 ? I'm just trying to be free ? 21 00:01:51,120 --> 00:01:56,360 ? Don't look at me, me I'm not ashamed of me ? 22 00:01:56,440 --> 00:02:02,640 ? I'm not to pay out I'm just trying to be free ? 23 00:02:08,080 --> 00:02:09,480 What's up with you? 24 00:02:10,760 --> 00:02:11,810 Nothing. 25 00:02:15,600 --> 00:02:17,280 I had sex. 26 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:18,410 What? 27 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:20,960 Sex! 28 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:24,720 Wait? But with who? 29 00:02:28,040 --> 00:02:30,200 - Theo? - No. 30 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:38,330 Alison. 31 00:02:38,331 --> 00:02:40,039 What? 32 00:02:40,040 --> 00:02:42,240 I had sex with Alison. 33 00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:47,730 Random... 34 00:02:48,200 --> 00:02:49,250 I'm Alison. 35 00:03:01,440 --> 00:03:03,360 Why is she still here? 36 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:05,680 And why is she not saying anything? 37 00:03:08,040 --> 00:03:11,360 Is this some kind of post-sex etiquette I didn't get the memo on? 38 00:03:12,720 --> 00:03:14,840 Is she waiting for me to say something? 39 00:03:15,600 --> 00:03:18,080 Thank you for the sex. You may now leave. 40 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:22,480 ? Was she scared to be ? 41 00:03:23,400 --> 00:03:27,480 ? So far away from home? ? 42 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:31,520 So, uh, this is me. 43 00:03:31,600 --> 00:03:32,650 Mm. 44 00:03:33,560 --> 00:03:35,000 It looks smaller in real life. 45 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:36,730 As opposed to...? 46 00:03:36,760 --> 00:03:38,800 Please don't say Google Maps. 47 00:03:38,880 --> 00:03:39,930 Your mum's Insta. 48 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:41,640 Okay, much worse. 49 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:45,240 So, uh, thanks for walking me home. 50 00:03:45,320 --> 00:03:48,120 - I'll see you at school. - Or we could do brunch. 51 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:50,010 Together? 52 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:53,960 Jesus, calm down. I'm proposing smashed avo, not marriage. 53 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:57,520 I really need to shower and do a few things. 54 00:03:57,600 --> 00:03:59,280 - Great. - Okay, yep. Mmm. 55 00:04:00,751 --> 00:04:02,719 Oh, hello. 56 00:04:02,720 --> 00:04:03,880 Oh, fuck me. 57 00:04:03,960 --> 00:04:05,010 Hi. 58 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:07,770 I didn't know you were bringing a friend over. 59 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:09,720 Um... 60 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:12,320 Vivian Polanco. Hi, I'm Alison. 61 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:14,320 Lovely to meet you, Alison. 62 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:17,120 Please excuse my daughter's terrible manners. 63 00:04:18,440 --> 00:04:20,280 Gosh, you're gorgeous, aren't you? 64 00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:22,320 Oh, agreed. 65 00:04:22,321 --> 00:04:24,559 There's a reason why everyone loves your mum. 66 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:25,919 She's sunlight personified. 67 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:27,880 And this looks great on you. 68 00:04:27,881 --> 00:04:30,359 You'll never feel warmer than when she's shining on you. 69 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:33,400 I'm always trying to get Mia to show off her figure a bit more. 70 00:04:34,080 --> 00:04:36,080 But it's freezing in her shadow. 71 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:38,240 What are you girlies up to? 72 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:40,400 Just hanging out. Nothing special. 73 00:04:40,401 --> 00:04:41,399 What about you? 74 00:04:41,400 --> 00:04:43,140 I'm heading off to Gladbrook House. 75 00:04:43,141 --> 00:04:45,519 I'm redesigning a few of their communal areas. 76 00:04:45,520 --> 00:04:48,119 Oh my God, I would totally kill for a membership at that place. 77 00:04:48,120 --> 00:04:50,000 Oh, well, I'm sure I could... 78 00:04:50,001 --> 00:04:51,119 Okay, bye. 79 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:52,600 - Have fun. - Bye. 80 00:05:02,840 --> 00:05:04,650 - Oh, what are you doing in here? - Uh... 81 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:07,520 {\an8}Uh, just came to borrow this. 82 00:05:07,600 --> 00:05:08,650 {\an8}Again? 83 00:05:11,120 --> 00:05:12,170 Lost something? 84 00:05:13,120 --> 00:05:16,600 Yeah, the, um, keys to the Ponderosa house. 85 00:05:16,711 --> 00:05:18,679 Mmm. 86 00:05:18,680 --> 00:05:22,040 I swear I put them in here. 87 00:05:24,160 --> 00:05:26,080 Oh, what's this? 88 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:27,210 Yes. 89 00:05:27,920 --> 00:05:30,360 Shit. We won't tell anyone that the keys 90 00:05:30,361 --> 00:05:32,839 to a 15-million-pound house were on my office floor. 91 00:05:32,840 --> 00:05:34,456 Right. I'm late, of course. 92 00:05:34,457 --> 00:05:37,479 You know where you're picking Caleb and Laila up from, right? 93 00:05:37,480 --> 00:05:38,600 Yep, got the address. 94 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:39,730 Okay, love you. 95 00:06:25,280 --> 00:06:26,330 Casual. 96 00:06:26,760 --> 00:06:27,920 This is casual. 97 00:06:28,880 --> 00:06:32,960 We're just two people, who happened to have had sex, walking down the street. 98 00:06:34,200 --> 00:06:35,560 Holding hands. 99 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:37,970 Okay. 100 00:06:37,971 --> 00:06:40,039 Well, I guess that's still casual 101 00:06:40,040 --> 00:06:42,870 in comparison to other things we've done with our hands. 102 00:06:44,840 --> 00:06:46,600 Or maybe it's not casual. 103 00:06:47,480 --> 00:06:48,530 Maybe it's... 104 00:06:49,280 --> 00:06:50,720 a relationship? 105 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:54,920 Isn't that your mum? 106 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:56,650 What? 107 00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:00,880 - Oh! - Okay, this is unhinged. 108 00:07:01,920 --> 00:07:04,600 But she said she was going to Gladbrook House. 109 00:07:05,240 --> 00:07:06,290 Yeah. 110 00:07:06,800 --> 00:07:09,360 So what's she doing here and who the fuck is he? 111 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:12,440 Do you think... 112 00:07:12,520 --> 00:07:14,040 That she's having an affair? 113 00:07:14,880 --> 00:07:18,130 - Jesus, you really think so? - No. I just think that you think that. 114 00:07:19,360 --> 00:07:21,240 She wouldn't. Would she? 115 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:24,000 - Let's go in. - What? And say what? 116 00:07:24,001 --> 00:07:26,679 "Oh hi, Mum. Just wondering, is this your secret lover?" 117 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:30,530 No, you're right. It makes more sense to stay out here and jump to conclusions. 118 00:07:32,320 --> 00:07:34,080 How else are you going to find out? 119 00:07:34,680 --> 00:07:36,400 Maybe her schedule changed. 120 00:07:36,480 --> 00:07:37,960 Maybe he's just a client. 121 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:41,130 So why does my stomach feel like it's eating itself? 122 00:07:43,760 --> 00:07:46,880 That was three. I mean, that's... Okay. Let's go for 23. 123 00:07:47,920 --> 00:07:49,080 One, two, three... 124 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:50,320 Ooh. 125 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:58,320 I, uh, had trials for Watford, but, um, I did my Achilles. 126 00:07:58,400 --> 00:08:01,280 - Bullshit! - No, seriously. I could have gone pro. 127 00:08:01,360 --> 00:08:02,520 You would've gone pro? 128 00:08:02,521 --> 00:08:05,959 Must be nice not having to wonder if your mum's fucking someone else. 129 00:08:05,960 --> 00:08:08,360 - Why do you do me down like this? - Okay, okay... 130 00:08:08,440 --> 00:08:09,960 Just ask her. 131 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:12,960 Maybe she won't lie. Maybe she'll prove you wrong. 132 00:08:13,480 --> 00:08:16,880 Was the other one pro surfboarder? You said surfboarder one time. 133 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:21,850 Hey. 134 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:25,680 How did it go today? Gladbrook House? 135 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:28,400 Oh, uh... 136 00:08:28,480 --> 00:08:29,760 Yeah. Good, thanks. 137 00:08:29,761 --> 00:08:34,759 - You must be nearly done with that one. - Yep, pretty much. 138 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:37,320 Just popping back tomorrow to check the finishes. 139 00:08:37,400 --> 00:08:38,480 Can I come? 140 00:08:39,560 --> 00:08:41,440 I'd love to see it. 141 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:42,640 Uh... 142 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:47,880 Yeah. Well, they did say I was welcome to use the spa. 143 00:08:47,960 --> 00:08:50,080 Could be fun. A proper girly day. 144 00:08:50,160 --> 00:08:51,760 She's trying to put you off. 145 00:08:52,280 --> 00:08:53,600 Call her bluff. 146 00:08:53,680 --> 00:08:54,730 Great. 147 00:08:55,200 --> 00:08:56,320 Can Alison come? 148 00:08:58,640 --> 00:08:59,690 Of course. 149 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:01,250 How lovely. 150 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:03,650 Perfect. 151 00:09:12,280 --> 00:09:13,330 Nice. 152 00:09:16,040 --> 00:09:20,120 Boom. Look at the skills. 153 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:22,920 Right. I've got to bounce. 154 00:09:22,921 --> 00:09:25,199 You can stay and hang with us for a bit if you want. 155 00:09:25,200 --> 00:09:27,430 I've got homework to do. Same time next week? 156 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:28,800 - All right, cool. - Cool. 157 00:09:28,880 --> 00:09:29,930 Hey, darlings! 158 00:09:30,920 --> 00:09:32,400 - Later. - Later. 159 00:09:32,591 --> 00:09:34,599 - Hey. - Hey. 160 00:09:34,600 --> 00:09:36,240 Are the girls not here yet? 161 00:09:36,320 --> 00:09:39,440 Nah, Mia's having a spa day with Alison. 162 00:09:39,791 --> 00:09:41,879 I know. 163 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:43,400 Becca didn't reply to me, 164 00:09:43,480 --> 00:09:46,490 which is a total headfuck, since she's the one that ended it. 165 00:09:46,840 --> 00:09:49,080 Plus, we weren't even exclusive, right? 166 00:09:51,760 --> 00:09:55,480 - Did she seem bothered to you? - Sorry, uh... Mia with Alison? 167 00:09:55,560 --> 00:09:57,880 At a spa? Voluntarily? 168 00:09:57,881 --> 00:10:01,399 Yeah, I know. It's typical Mia. Freaks out about being the last virgin, 169 00:10:01,400 --> 00:10:04,720 and then she loses her V-card to the hottest girl in school. 170 00:10:07,151 --> 00:10:09,159 I'm sorry. 171 00:10:09,160 --> 00:10:10,119 What? About what? 172 00:10:10,120 --> 00:10:12,559 Come on, you knew the Cheese Guy thing was a joke, didn't you? 173 00:10:12,560 --> 00:10:13,640 Yeah, 'course. 174 00:10:13,641 --> 00:10:17,759 - But you do know that we don't care... - What are we doing? 175 00:10:17,760 --> 00:10:22,160 We are not going to waste this sitting around moping here all day. 176 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:25,440 No, we need to get out there. We have got seeds to sow. 177 00:10:25,441 --> 00:10:28,359 The only thing that grows from my seeds is trouble. 178 00:10:28,360 --> 00:10:32,480 We hang out with the same people, in the same places, all day, every day. 179 00:10:32,560 --> 00:10:34,560 That is why shit's getting messy. 180 00:10:34,640 --> 00:10:37,240 We need new blood. No, we need a new postcode. 181 00:10:37,840 --> 00:10:39,760 Oh, yeah. Yeah, fuck it. 182 00:10:39,761 --> 00:10:41,759 We're both single, right? 183 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:42,679 - Yeah. - Yeah. 184 00:10:42,680 --> 00:10:44,240 - Yeah. Yeah. - Yeah. Yeah! 185 00:10:44,320 --> 00:10:45,370 - Let's go. - Okay. 186 00:10:51,120 --> 00:10:54,440 We need signals. One that's like, "Fuck off, I'm in here." 187 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:56,170 Shit. 188 00:10:57,040 --> 00:10:58,160 Oh shit. 189 00:10:58,240 --> 00:10:59,880 - "Please save me now." - Yeah. 190 00:11:00,880 --> 00:11:02,400 How about bird noises? 191 00:11:02,480 --> 00:11:05,680 So if I'm getting on well with a guy, and I need you to leave, 192 00:11:05,681 --> 00:11:08,519 you want me to squawk in the middle of the conversation? 193 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:09,570 Oh. 194 00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:12,320 Oh, is that Becs? 195 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:14,680 - Hey, Becs! - Oh no. No, it's fine. 196 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:17,240 She clearly doesn't want to see me. 197 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:37,240 Honey, I'm home! 198 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:41,600 Do they let you take pictures here? 199 00:11:41,680 --> 00:11:43,800 If you're with me, they will. 200 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:46,640 Oh, I am about to spam the 'gram. 201 00:11:46,641 --> 00:11:47,639 Vidal. 202 00:11:47,640 --> 00:11:48,920 - Mrs. Polanco. - Vivian! 203 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:50,120 Oh, Freddie. 204 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:56,080 - Thank you so much for squeezing us in. - Oh, please. 205 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:58,930 - You know you're welcome anytime. - This is my daughter. 206 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:00,530 Mm! 207 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:03,240 And her friend, Alison. 208 00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:05,680 Welcome, welcome. It's an honor. 209 00:12:05,681 --> 00:12:08,679 Aren't you lucky to have this vision of a mother, eh? 210 00:12:08,680 --> 00:12:10,400 What genes! Ageless. 211 00:12:11,240 --> 00:12:12,720 Right. Come, come, ladies. 212 00:12:12,800 --> 00:12:15,240 An oasis of relaxation awaits. 213 00:12:15,320 --> 00:12:16,440 Thanks, Freddie. 214 00:12:16,441 --> 00:12:22,319 I know we're here to, like, expose your mum's affair or whatever, 215 00:12:22,320 --> 00:12:23,960 but can I just say... 216 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:25,720 what a queen. Oh! 217 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:29,200 Yeah, queen of ruining my fucking life. 218 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:38,240 Okay. 219 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:40,560 Hip out a bit more. 220 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:42,600 That's it. Gorgeous! 221 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:46,320 Was it this busy when you came here yesterday? 222 00:12:47,280 --> 00:12:49,200 - Can you do a little higher? - Yeah. 223 00:12:49,280 --> 00:12:50,360 Ooh. Uh... 224 00:12:50,440 --> 00:12:53,320 Alison really is a lovely girl, isn't she? 225 00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:57,320 You two are just... friends? 226 00:12:57,321 --> 00:12:58,319 Lovers? 227 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:00,200 - Girlfriends? - Oh, Mum. 228 00:13:00,280 --> 00:13:03,200 No need to be embarrassed. I think it's wonderful. 229 00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:05,760 She's beautiful, charming... 230 00:13:05,840 --> 00:13:07,480 And not my girlfriend. 231 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:11,520 What about you? How's your... 232 00:13:12,520 --> 00:13:13,600 love life? 233 00:13:14,280 --> 00:13:16,200 Okay, now you two. 234 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:17,720 - No. - Yes. 235 00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:21,360 Would be nice. Can't remember the last time we had a photo together. 236 00:13:23,880 --> 00:13:27,040 If you want her to tell you anything, you have to bond. 237 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:38,400 In a bit more. 238 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:43,370 Fit. 239 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:46,520 So, is this all you? 240 00:13:47,400 --> 00:13:48,600 Hm. Yes. 241 00:13:48,680 --> 00:13:50,880 Oh God, it's stunning. 242 00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:52,280 What do you think? 243 00:13:52,281 --> 00:13:53,359 Mm. 244 00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:54,410 It's nice. 245 00:14:04,080 --> 00:14:08,080 This was a mistake, a huge mistake. 246 00:14:08,680 --> 00:14:11,400 How could I forget about the fucking changing rooms? 247 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:15,600 How can people just be... naked? 248 00:14:17,840 --> 00:14:19,160 Don't they feel it? 249 00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:21,640 How stressful it is to just have a body? 250 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:26,920 That's why I tried to shrink, to become invisible, 251 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:30,800 but the thing about anorexia is, it doesn't make you disappear. 252 00:14:30,801 --> 00:14:33,399 It turns your body into something people stare at. 253 00:14:33,400 --> 00:14:35,319 It wrecks your teeth, it breaks your nails. 254 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:37,960 It makes your hair fall out from where you want it 255 00:14:37,961 --> 00:14:39,719 and start growing places you don't. 256 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:41,440 It's the opposite of self-care. 257 00:14:41,960 --> 00:14:43,280 It's self-abuse. 258 00:14:47,040 --> 00:14:48,480 But to feel beautiful, 259 00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:51,920 you have to feel comfortable in your own skin. 260 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:54,480 It always seemed so easy for her. 261 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:15,240 Mummy, you look pretty. 262 00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:17,280 Oh, thank you, darling. 263 00:15:17,281 --> 00:15:21,159 Do you want to look pretty like Mummy and put on this lovely dress? 264 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:22,920 The guests will be here soon. 265 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,080 Got your robe here, gorgeous. 266 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,520 So, what treatments shall we have? 267 00:16:27,521 --> 00:16:30,399 Please don't let it be anything where strangers feel my body. 268 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:35,280 Ooh. They do a full body massage with a seaweed wrap. 269 00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:37,800 That'll do wonders for your combination skin. 270 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:41,120 - Mia, I think that would be fan... - Or we could do a mani-pedi. 271 00:16:43,120 --> 00:16:44,400 Then we can chat. 272 00:16:46,040 --> 00:16:47,240 - Hmm. - Mm. 273 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:48,370 Great idea. 274 00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:50,680 Oh yeah, lovely. Come on. 275 00:17:17,520 --> 00:17:21,680 Hey, I'm sorry to just call. Um... 276 00:17:22,920 --> 00:17:24,680 But I really need to talk. 277 00:17:25,880 --> 00:17:28,720 - Do we really need to tell this story? - Yes. 278 00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:30,680 So when she was about seven, 279 00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:33,880 I had a party at the house just showcasing some of my work. 280 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:37,450 - I picked out this gorgeous dress for her... - Can she tell how bad it got? 281 00:17:38,400 --> 00:17:39,800 How bad I let it get? 282 00:17:41,520 --> 00:17:45,360 ...she's coming downstairs in the most hilarious outfit. 283 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:48,360 She'd raided her father's wardrobe. 284 00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:50,040 - It was the cutest thing. - Aw. 285 00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:51,280 No, it wasn't. 286 00:17:51,360 --> 00:17:53,800 I'll say one word. Trilby. 287 00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:55,000 Oh, amazing. 288 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:59,560 Oh. Hold on. I think I might have a photo of it saved on my phone somewhere. 289 00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:00,690 Mum. 290 00:18:01,760 --> 00:18:02,960 Oh, here we go. 291 00:18:03,040 --> 00:18:06,600 Oh my God, look how cute you are. 292 00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:08,520 That is iconic. 293 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:25,600 ? There's a brand new dance But I don't know its name ? 294 00:18:28,391 --> 00:18:30,359 Mummy. 295 00:18:30,360 --> 00:18:34,480 ? That people from bad homes Do again and again ? 296 00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:46,040 What are you wearing? I told you to put that dress on. 297 00:18:46,120 --> 00:18:47,280 But I like it. 298 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,800 Look at her. 299 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:52,720 Oh, that is so funny. 300 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:56,360 Bless her heart. Did you dress yourself, sweetie? 301 00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:59,240 I've got to get a photo. One sec. 302 00:18:59,320 --> 00:19:00,720 - No! - Mia. 303 00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:04,840 That is not the way you speak to guests. 304 00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:06,240 She's laughing at me. 305 00:19:06,241 --> 00:19:08,839 Because you've got this silly outfit on. 306 00:19:08,840 --> 00:19:11,119 Maybe this will teach you not to show off next time. 307 00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:12,200 I wasn't. 308 00:19:12,280 --> 00:19:13,330 Oh... 309 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:16,600 It's okay. No need to cry. 310 00:19:16,680 --> 00:19:20,560 Just go upstairs and put on what I picked out for you. 311 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:24,080 Hey. There's my little rock star. 312 00:19:24,160 --> 00:19:25,520 Nice outfit. 313 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,960 I think it might be a bit too cool for this crowd, though, 314 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:33,240 so shall we go and find something a bit more boring? Alright. 315 00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:34,760 I'm handling it. 316 00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:39,920 Now, come on. 317 00:19:41,560 --> 00:19:43,880 Let's go. Race! Go, go, go, go, go, go. 318 00:20:00,891 --> 00:20:04,999 - Everyone thought it was so adorable. - Aw. 319 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:05,919 Let me see. 320 00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:07,080 No, you'll delete it. 321 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:08,440 - No, I won't. - No. 322 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:11,240 Seriously, Mum, stop! 323 00:20:11,320 --> 00:20:12,400 Oh, Mia. 324 00:20:13,711 --> 00:20:15,799 What? 325 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:17,240 Oh my God. Not now. 326 00:20:18,021 --> 00:20:21,999 Please, please, please, don't make a fuss. 327 00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:24,840 Uh, ladies, could you give us a moment, please? 328 00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:25,970 Sure. 329 00:20:32,480 --> 00:20:34,080 Why don't you get this on. 330 00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:39,040 Go see to yourself, and I'll sort all this out. Okay? 331 00:20:39,120 --> 00:20:40,170 Thank you. 332 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,520 Mia, got something for you. 333 00:20:58,120 --> 00:20:59,960 Just slide it under. 334 00:21:06,760 --> 00:21:07,920 Are you okay? 335 00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:09,490 Yeah, I'm fine. 336 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:12,050 Let me in. 337 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:14,120 Mum, I'm all right. 338 00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:15,280 Mia. 339 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:30,480 From the Gladbrook collection. 340 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:33,920 No need to be embarrassed. 341 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,400 Why don't we get some fresh air, eh? 342 00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:42,480 Clean yourself up, and I'll meet you outside. 343 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:45,090 Okay. 344 00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:08,000 Bend the knees. Take a big inhale in. 345 00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:12,080 Exhale, bring your hands into prayer. Take an inhale. 346 00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:15,840 Exhale, bring the left leg forward. Reach the arms forward. 347 00:22:15,920 --> 00:22:17,680 Bring it into warrior. 348 00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:20,240 Take a reach with your front arm, 349 00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:23,680 stretch over, take another bend, 350 00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:26,880 and then gently bring your arm forward into... 351 00:22:38,720 --> 00:22:40,000 Where's Alison? 352 00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:42,640 I asked her to give us a moment. 353 00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:45,620 Are you going to tell me what's wrong? 354 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:48,530 It's nothing. 355 00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:51,680 I thought you'd be happy. 356 00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,600 This shows how far you've come, doesn't it? 357 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:57,040 Your body's healing. 358 00:22:58,280 --> 00:22:59,330 Yeah, I know. 359 00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:01,800 So why are you so down about it? 360 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:06,160 We're not going inside until you tell me. 361 00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:12,240 You'll think I'm crazy. 362 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,880 I know it means I'm healthy. I know that, but... 363 00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:23,440 I feel like I'm failing the one thing I was good at. 364 00:23:27,120 --> 00:23:28,760 You're not failing, Mia. 365 00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:31,840 That's just the bad voice in your head. 366 00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:33,120 We all have one. 367 00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:37,600 We mustn't listen. Okay? 368 00:23:37,601 --> 00:23:41,759 They're liars, and the only reason yours is getting louder 369 00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:43,680 is because you're winning. 370 00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:46,280 Okay? 371 00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:50,640 Your period coming back proves that. 372 00:23:51,240 --> 00:23:53,080 You're doing so well. 373 00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:56,800 You really are. 374 00:23:56,880 --> 00:23:59,560 And there it is, the sunshine. 375 00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:02,120 Let's go get pampered. 376 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:04,400 We deserve it. 377 00:24:06,360 --> 00:24:07,410 Come on. 378 00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:17,520 ? Why can't you Just sit right next to me? ? 379 00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:24,080 ? Break it down then take my misery... ? 380 00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:30,280 Okay, let's do two big circles around the bowl. 381 00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:43,640 Place the bowls down in front of us. 382 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:47,680 I'd like you all to raise your hands 383 00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,160 above your head 384 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:53,400 and bring them down to our hearts. 385 00:24:56,280 --> 00:24:59,400 Now let's focus our attention to our hips 386 00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:03,000 as we move closer to our root chakra. 387 00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:06,840 I'd like you to imagine a smile 388 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:09,680 broadening between your pelvic bone. 389 00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:14,400 And let's purge all that negative energy out 390 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,000 through our vaginas. 391 00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:20,200 As we radiate from our core. 392 00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:28,600 Om... 393 00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:39,320 Om... 394 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:43,920 Om... 395 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:47,680 Om... 396 00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:54,600 That was very disrespectful. 397 00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:56,760 - What? You started it! - I did not. 398 00:25:56,840 --> 00:26:01,320 I was trying very hard to align my chakras, thank you very much. 399 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:04,800 Oh, nearly time for afternoon tea. 400 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:07,480 - I'll go and see if our table's ready. - Okay. 401 00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:12,800 Maybe I was wrong. 402 00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:14,520 About all of it. 403 00:26:14,521 --> 00:26:16,439 About her. 404 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:20,360 ? As I'm walking up to the party Later than I thought I would ? 405 00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:25,400 ? Usually I don't open up I probably should... ? 406 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:29,920 Oh, two o'clock. 407 00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:31,080 Oh no, um... 408 00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:33,210 Ten o'clock. 409 00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:38,090 Nah. 410 00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:42,000 - Why? - Dirty fingernails. 411 00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:44,839 There's no way you can see that from here. 412 00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:47,760 I may not be able to see, but I can most definitely tell. 413 00:26:48,201 --> 00:26:51,039 This was your idea, you know? 414 00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:53,640 What? So I can't be horny and have standards? 415 00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:02,790 You know none of us would give a shit if you died a virgin? 416 00:27:04,360 --> 00:27:07,560 Okay, well, that came out... very wrong. 417 00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:10,720 I just mean that we don't care when you do it. 418 00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:13,400 If you ever do it. 419 00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:17,560 Uh, I'm sure you will do it. But only if you want to do it. 420 00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:19,620 Please stop before you have an aneurysm. 421 00:27:19,621 --> 00:27:22,559 It just doesn't seem like you're into any of these guys 422 00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,280 and I'm trying to say that... 423 00:27:24,360 --> 00:27:25,440 that's okay. 424 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:32,400 Looks don't really do it for me. 425 00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,120 On their own. 426 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:36,240 Huh. Okay. 427 00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:40,440 Yeah, I'm, um... I'm starting to realize that, like, 428 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:45,400 I kind of need a connection first, I guess. 429 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:47,000 Yeah, that's cool. I get that. 430 00:27:47,001 --> 00:27:50,279 It was kind of the same with me and Becs at first, I guess. 431 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:51,960 Friends first and all that. 432 00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:58,480 So is there anyone you have, like, a connection with? 433 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:03,280 Shit. Who? Tell me! 434 00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:05,920 Um... 435 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,000 Nah. 436 00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:11,520 I, um... I need to see if it's actually something first. 437 00:28:11,751 --> 00:28:13,759 Is that okay? 438 00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:15,840 Ugh, boring! 439 00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:16,970 Shut up! 440 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,800 Nah, I'm happy for you, man. 441 00:28:19,801 --> 00:28:21,359 Well, come on, what about you? 442 00:28:21,360 --> 00:28:23,720 The park is literally swimming with hot girls 443 00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,360 and you haven't cast one net. 444 00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:28,270 I don't know. I guess I'm looking for that connection too. 445 00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:31,000 Or you already have it, right? 446 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,400 So go get her. 447 00:28:43,911 --> 00:28:45,879 Hey. 448 00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:48,120 Okay, don't freak out. 449 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,560 Well, don't start with sentences like that. 450 00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:55,330 I'm pregnant. 451 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:59,320 But I know what I'm going to do. I've already spoken to a doctor. 452 00:28:59,321 --> 00:29:02,919 It's only six weeks since my last period. I have the prescription. It's here. 453 00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:05,120 Hey, hey, hey, hey. Slow down. 454 00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:08,160 I'm so, so sorry, Mum. 455 00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:20,640 What? 456 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,040 Sorry, it's not funny at all. 457 00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:28,400 I... I just thought you were finally gonna tell me 458 00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,130 what you and your friends did in the Ponderosa house. 459 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:33,400 You... you know? 460 00:29:33,401 --> 00:29:37,239 You did a pretty good job with the clear-up, I'll give you that. 461 00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,200 - Mum, I'm... - I'm not angry. 462 00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:43,160 I mean about the pregnancy. 463 00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:45,840 I'm livid about the house. 464 00:29:56,480 --> 00:30:00,720 I don't want you to make any decisions because you're worried about what I think. 465 00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:05,880 Because I'll support you, whatever you decide. 466 00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:09,510 You've taken on a lot with your siblings since your dad died. I know that. 467 00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:11,920 - Mum, that's not why... - But if you need more time... 468 00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:13,200 I don't. 469 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:15,360 I know what I want. 470 00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:17,720 I want to finish my A-levels. 471 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,560 I want to go to university. I want to travel. 472 00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:26,560 Oh, baby. I don't doubt you'll get to do everything you set out to do, 473 00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:27,690 and more. 474 00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:30,360 Whatever choice you make, 475 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,400 I just want to make sure you've thought about this. 476 00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:35,650 I have. 477 00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:07,850 You look happy. 478 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:10,000 I am. 479 00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,360 Mum's actually being nice. 480 00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:16,360 So does that mean you don't want to see this, or... 481 00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:21,960 She left it in the treatment room. 482 00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:25,000 I wasn't sure if I should say anything. 483 00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:27,040 Do you know a Keith? 484 00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,040 This message popped up. 485 00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:02,720 So, Viv, how long have you and Rick been married? 486 00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:05,360 Ooh, um, almost 20 years. 487 00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:06,490 Wow. 488 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:08,160 - Long time. - Mm. 489 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:09,880 Yeah, what's your secret? 490 00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:12,280 Not sure there's really a secret. 491 00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:14,240 No? 492 00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:17,880 Communication is important. 493 00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:23,200 Mia, what is it with this attitude all of a sudden? 494 00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:27,090 Who's Keith? 495 00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:31,760 I don't know. Which Keith are you talking about? 496 00:32:31,761 --> 00:32:33,959 - So there's more than one? - In the world, yes. 497 00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:35,840 Okay, let me narrow it down for you. 498 00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:39,800 Keith, who you were having lunch with yesterday when you said you'd be here. 499 00:32:39,801 --> 00:32:41,399 - Why'd you lie? - Mia. 500 00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:43,480 - Because you're fucking him? - No. 501 00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:45,400 How can you do this to Dad? 502 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,000 I'm not having an affair, Mia. Trust me. 503 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,320 Oh, trust you. You don't deserve Dad. 504 00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:52,560 You don't deserve any of us. You never have. 505 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:53,960 - Mia. - Oh, leave her. 506 00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:56,510 There's no talking to her when she gets like this. 507 00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:58,800 That's real fucking nice, Mum. 508 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:08,610 Mia! 509 00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:12,960 Can you fucking believe her? 510 00:33:12,961 --> 00:33:16,279 Fucking trying to act all high and mighty while lying to me 511 00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:17,800 about fucking that Keith guy. 512 00:33:17,801 --> 00:33:19,719 Acting like I'm the one with the problem. 513 00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:22,999 - Maybe you should just hear her out. - Jesus Christ, Alison, I get it, okay? 514 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:24,240 You fucking love my mum. 515 00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,790 Hm? That's the whole reason you're here, right? 516 00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:28,480 Because you're her biggest fan. 517 00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:32,520 No, 'cause I'm yours. 518 00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:38,880 I'm sorry, I just can't be here right now. 519 00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:56,520 How are you feeling? 520 00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:58,090 Fine. 521 00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:00,120 It's okay if you're not. 522 00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:05,000 I'm so angry with myself for being so stupid. 523 00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,440 Punishing yourself isn't going to change anything. Is it? 524 00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:14,680 The last time I checked, it still takes two. 525 00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:17,940 Do you want to tell me who? 526 00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:19,920 Um... 527 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:23,720 Cam. 528 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,720 Have you told him? 529 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:29,640 No. It'll just mess with his head. 530 00:34:30,720 --> 00:34:32,320 Doesn't matter now, anyway. 531 00:34:33,080 --> 00:34:37,240 I know you're strong, but you don't have to carry everything on your own, Becca. 532 00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:38,760 I'm not, am I? 533 00:34:45,480 --> 00:34:46,530 Hm. 534 00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,360 - Hey. - Hey. 535 00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:16,240 I was hoping you'd call. 536 00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:19,880 Yeah, yeah, me too. Obviously, 'cause, like, I did call... 537 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:21,400 Sorry. 538 00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:23,760 Um... 539 00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:26,000 - So? - Right, um... 540 00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:28,680 I don't know, I just thought that maybe... 541 00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:34,200 I don't know. I just felt like last night in the bath that 542 00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:38,040 what you said about me needing a connection... 543 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:41,640 I think you were right and, 544 00:35:41,720 --> 00:35:44,520 I don't know, I felt like maybe we did. 545 00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:45,650 - But I dunno... - Will. 546 00:35:48,240 --> 00:35:49,290 Yeah? 547 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:20,240 Um... 548 00:36:21,240 --> 00:36:22,840 So I guess that's a yes. 549 00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:52,840 Shit. 550 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:54,760 Mia? 551 00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:56,720 Uh, no. 552 00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,640 Oh, sorry. You just look like my friend. 553 00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,240 Yeah, I know exactly who you mean, 554 00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:07,000 and she would never do anything this embarrassing... 555 00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:08,970 sober. 556 00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,720 Um, I'm looking for Will. 557 00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:19,000 He pulled a sickie. 558 00:37:19,001 --> 00:37:22,279 But my shift's pretty much over, and I'm owed a break, 559 00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:24,400 if you need someone to talk to. 560 00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:26,360 Yeah, I'd like that. 561 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:30,760 I asked her outright who he was, and she said nothing. 562 00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:34,160 Couldn't even answer me. 563 00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:37,050 That's horrible. 564 00:37:39,560 --> 00:37:41,560 Now I feel like a fucking idiot. 565 00:37:45,240 --> 00:37:47,360 No one can hurt you like your mum. 566 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:49,450 Mine's, uh... 567 00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:52,320 kind of complicated. 568 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,960 Actually, she's not complicated at all. 569 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,200 She's an alcoholic. 570 00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:02,480 Textbook addict. Like, have some originality, you know? 571 00:38:05,591 --> 00:38:07,559 I'm so sorry. 572 00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:08,610 No, it's okay. 573 00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:11,240 That's why I moved down here. 574 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:13,280 To live with me dad. 575 00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:19,480 I really believe the one rule to live by... 576 00:38:20,720 --> 00:38:24,800 don't ever let your kids doubt that you love 'em. 577 00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:27,200 Not even for a second. 578 00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:32,080 I'm sorry your mum hasn't lived up to that. 579 00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:36,970 Yeah, me too. 580 00:38:38,720 --> 00:38:40,950 Have you ever tried to tell her how you feel? 581 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:43,760 Hmm. Not until today. 582 00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:52,120 My God, what am I gonna tell my dad? 583 00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:56,320 It'll break his heart. 584 00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:11,600 - Is Carli outside? - Yeah, I think so. 585 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,400 - Shit, sorry. - No, it's fine. 586 00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:15,016 No, I shouldn't have. No, you... 587 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:16,120 Hey, Mia. 588 00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:18,240 - Hey, babe. - Hi. 589 00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:20,640 Mia was looking for Will. 590 00:39:20,720 --> 00:39:23,440 We were gonna go get Nando's You can come if you want. 591 00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:26,840 Uh, no, I was just looking for Will, but he's not here, 592 00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:28,480 so I better go find him. 593 00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:29,610 All right. 594 00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:31,920 - Are you sure? - Yeah, yeah. 595 00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:36,640 See you at school? 596 00:39:36,720 --> 00:39:37,770 You bet. 597 00:39:38,720 --> 00:39:43,360 ? Looks like I've been Burning flowers at my grave ? 598 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:48,040 ? Feels like I'm here waiting to be saved ? 599 00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:49,200 ? Love hangs... ? 600 00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:53,000 It's not love with Alison. 601 00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:55,800 But maybe that's exactly what I need. 602 00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:59,760 Dad's always going on about staying on an even keel. 603 00:40:00,280 --> 00:40:02,120 Love is the opposite of even. 604 00:40:02,720 --> 00:40:05,560 Love is a panic attack. Love is heartbreak. 605 00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:07,760 And, anyway, 606 00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:10,560 love is out of reach. 607 00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:29,680 Thank God. You okay? 608 00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,440 You can't believe a word she says, okay? 609 00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:36,410 Mia. 610 00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,160 Let's... let's sit down. 611 00:40:56,720 --> 00:40:58,280 Your mum isn't having an affair. 612 00:40:58,281 --> 00:41:01,319 - Of course she's gonna say that. - She was meeting her lawyer. 613 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:02,600 We're getting a divorce. 614 00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:11,720 The truth is we have been separated for a while now. 615 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,440 It happened while you were in hospital, and we agreed that we would try 616 00:41:15,441 --> 00:41:18,399 and keep things stable while you adjusted to outpatient therapy. 617 00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:20,680 So you've been lying to me this whole time? 618 00:41:25,320 --> 00:41:27,560 We thought it'd be best for your recovery. 619 00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:28,690 Are you moving out? 620 00:41:29,331 --> 00:41:33,839 - Yeah. - You don't give a fuck about my recovery. 621 00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:35,639 Or me. You wouldn't be leaving if you did. 622 00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:38,000 I know this is a shock, and we are both very... 623 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:40,280 - You did this. - This is no one's fault. 624 00:41:40,281 --> 00:41:42,559 Yes, it is, and she should be the one to leave. 625 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:43,610 Mia. 626 00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:46,440 Are you gonna fucking say something, Mum? 627 00:41:47,680 --> 00:41:49,360 I have 628 00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:51,320 met someone else. 629 00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:58,570 What? 630 00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:00,520 Why aren't you saying anything? 631 00:42:00,521 --> 00:42:03,159 This has been very difficult for Alex. 632 00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:04,560 Alex, you knew? 633 00:42:05,920 --> 00:42:07,160 I wanted to tell you. 634 00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:09,240 Please, Mia, can you... 635 00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:11,240 Mia? I'm sorry. 636 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,370 Mia. Mia? 637 00:42:18,080 --> 00:42:22,680 ? Can't stick to that Can't fade us to black... ? 638 00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:26,600 Fuck, fuck, fuck. 639 00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:28,280 ? Coming back ? 640 00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:34,320 ? 'Cause it hurts, 'cause it hurts Like the end of the world ? 641 00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:39,040 ? And like the trail Like the trail of the soul ? 642 00:42:39,120 --> 00:42:40,170 Mum. 643 00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:46,320 ? So I'm coming back, coming back Tail between my legs ? 644 00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:51,200 ? Forget what I said, what I said What I said, what I said ? 645 00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:55,600 ? There's a mile between My heart and my head ? 646 00:42:57,240 --> 00:43:02,320 ? So I take it all, take it all Take it all back ? 647 00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:07,840 ? You shut down Showed how you bring me down ? 648 00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:12,800 ? Don't you have a clue 'bout Where my mind is right now? ? 649 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,800 ? You say you love me, is it real? ? 650 00:43:15,880 --> 00:43:19,120 ? But do you fantasize about The things you really wanna feel? ? 651 00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:23,080 ? I know you fantasize about The life you really want to build ? 652 00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:27,000 ? Know your eyes are watching God Baby, my eyes are hidden in the hills ? 653 00:43:27,001 --> 00:43:29,999 ? Your first mistake was wanting me When you know I wasn't ready ? 654 00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:32,839 ? You put that shit down heavy Couldn't let you regret me ? 655 00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:35,559 ? Remember lies around the time we spent When you first met me ? 656 00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:40,680 ? I put my shit down heavy Couldn't let you forget me, mmm ? 657 00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,320 ? Will never let you forget me ? 658 00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:47,280 ? I wish I could take it ? 659 00:43:47,360 --> 00:43:53,040 ? Yes, I love you and it's real I went in too soon for the kill ? 660 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:59,080 ? But I really want to feel And I think I want to build with you ? 661 00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,720 - ? I couldn't let you reject me ? - ? No ? 662 00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:04,480 - ? I couldn't let you forget me ? - ? No ? 663 00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:07,440 ? I wanted you to respect me ? 664 00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:10,920 ? I wanted you to let me in ? 665 00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:15,760 ? So I'm coming back, coming back Tail between my legs ? 666 00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:19,960 ? Forget what I said, what I said What I said, what I said ? 667 00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:26,280 ? There's a mile between My heart and my head ? 668 00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:32,080 ? So I take it all, take it all Take it all back ? 669 00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:42,400 ? Coming back, coming back Coming back, coming back ? 670 00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:47,560 ? But do you fantasize about the things You really want to feel? ? 671 00:44:49,240 --> 00:44:52,480 ? I know you fantasize about the life You really want to build ? 672 00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:56,120 ? Your eyes are watching God Baby, my eyes are hidden in the hills ? 673 00:44:56,170 --> 00:45:00,720 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 48070

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