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Bitch, seriously,

like, just go fucking
kill yourself.

Just, like, I literally wanna
just kill me.

I'm judging you.

Freaks.

Oh, like, it's me. Yep, yeah.

Yep, every single time.

Don't ask me what's in the bag.

It's not your bag.

Shit.

You wearing my chapstick?

- What? No.
- I can smell it.

No, you can't.

E... everybody wears chapstick.

Yeah, but mine
is shortcake-flavored

and, uh, I smell shortcake.

Clemence,
I don't ever touch your stuff.

You're the one
who's always selling my stuff

on the internet
and I don't ever say...

Do you know
how hard it is to live with you?

Look at this fucking place.

It's a zoo.

Hey.

You're supposed to notify me

- when you have guests.
- Help!

Open
this goddamn door, Clemence,

and leave that poor girl alone.

It's okay, Eliza,

- don't be afraid.
- You didn't.

I had to, you're ruining
my college experience.

You've had enough.

I can take care
of my fucking self!

- Leave me the fuck alone!
- Stop it.

♪

Disgust.

And as we've watched these
negotiations go forward,

I mean, there is a... a graveyard

chock-full of proposals
that have been floated

and have already died. Um...

- Someone should bomb this place.
- That's not funny.

Hey, I wasn't saying I'm gonna
do it, just that someone should.

Shut up.

Whoa.

Why are we going down here?

I came the minute Eliza called

so there wasn't
much time to, uh...

yeah, well.

Okay, this is...

a good place for me to die.

We did clean up
a little, though.

You should've seen it before.

Oh, was there, like,
sewage on the ground?

I'm sorry, but we...
We already turned your room

into a home office for Dad.

He needs the space,
he's overworked.

School is really hard this year.

Oh, yeah? Well, poor Dad.

All right?
I'm overworked. By the system.

The institution, you know?
And... and I'm underpaid as well.

Look, no offense, Clem,
but we didn't expect you back.

We thought you'd be,
like, getting a degree.

Well, I got distracted.

This isn't ideal for anyone,
but, uh, we'll figure it out.

We'll put you back on your feet.

Beep-beep.

Taking orders here
for welcome home barbecue.

Burger or dog?

Oh, the funniest thing happened
at school today.

One of my juniors,
this kid's nuts,

he took the lyrics
from a rap song...

Do we have ketchup?

Uh...

I think we raised
a lot of money today.

From my 3K.

- For cerebral palsy.
- I thought it was a 5K?

Well, you could,
like, choose the distance

- you wanted to do.
- So what's wrong with Clemence?

Nothing's wrong. She's...

- been like she's always been.
- She's batshit insane.

We don't know that for sure.

What is wrong with you?

Shh.

What is wrong with her?

Clemence Elizabeth Miller.

You put my middle name
on the thing?

Go on, that's you.
Come on.

It'll be okay.

Jesus. Basket case.

Hello. Clemence?

- Please, sit. I'm Dr. Lismoen.
- I'll stand.

- Sit down.
- I'll sit.

Thank you both for coming in.

I'm glad we could work this out
with short notice.

On the phone
you mentioned that...

Well, I...
I think it would be best

if you just told me
the full story.

Um, I guess...

Well, I got a call
from her college roommate

and things apparently
have been going downhill

for quite some time.

Uh, hoarding,
stealing, paranoia,

staying up
'til 4:00 or 5:00 a.m.,

- shrieking...
- Shrieking? She is dead to me.

I'm sure that would
make it difficult

for your roommate to sleep.

Clemence, have you ever
been diagnosed with ADHD?

Self-diagnosed.

I got... I got a guy at school
who, um, sells me Vyvanse

and other stuff such as weed.

Well, I run a home goods store

so I'm... I'm very perceptive
about people's needs

and I, personally,
have always felt

that she might have
a brain disorder.

I mean, she's very different

- from my other kids.
- Wow.

Do you feel like
you have dramatic highs?

I mean that last for days?

I don't know.

May... ye... maybe.

And afterwards, you crash?

You feel hopeless and...
And lose all the spark?

I guess maybe yeah?

It sounds like
you're experiencing

episodes of mania
and... and depression.

What I'm leading
to is bipolar disorder.

Uh...

- 'Kay.
- Um, so what...

- Why are you being such a freak?
- Hello?

- Don't fuck with me.
- Okay.

She's 100 years old.
Why should we trust her?

Are those my shoes?

I don't know, they were
at the front door, okay?

With medication and therapy,

you can eventually begin
to feel better, normal.

So, um,
what do we do next? I mean...

I just want to be sure
that Clemence is listening

because she's the one
who will be responsible

for her treatment.

I hear you.

With bipolar disorder,

some people experience
racing thoughts.

Binge eating,
overspending, stealing.

Delusions of grandiosity.

You might feel like
you have superpowers.

You don't.

Bitch.

First, you'll want to sit
your family down and explain.

Your treatment
could mean change for everyone.

All right, so,
you got mania and depression.

It's basically
two diseases, but one.

So then it's mainly mental?

- 100% mental, Dad.
- Well, that's good.

At least you're going to
survive it.

I mean, not necessarily.

As a future med student,
I obviously know

what a mental illness is.

There's a medical explanation
for why she's a mess.

That's, like, rude,

- but accurate.
- Can I go now?

Where do you have to be
on a Monday night?

Um, anywhere but here?

Thank you all
for coming to my TedTalk.

We should
start you on medication

to stabilize you.

Miller.

I'll start you on, um, 1,200 mg

of lithium per day.

This is on the higher side.

We need to keep your thoughts
from racing.

Help prevent
those manic episodes.

Get a life, townies.

You also need to
stabilize your mood,

so we'll add an antidepressant.

It will take time

to get your cocktail
of medications right.

And not just the combination,
but the dosage.

We need to find the balance.

And while we look
for that balance

for your cocktail,

there will be side effects,
some worse than others.

Question,
how is this worth $250 an hour?

- I, uh...
- Don't answer that.

♪ Feels like
I'm falling apart ♪

♪ I'm falling apart
ever so slowly ♪

♪ Fading ♪

- Babe. What was that?
- Huh?

♪ Fading away ♪

♪ 'Til I'm out of sight ♪

The moments
of absolute genius you describe

are most likely
episodes of mania.

Heightened energy,
euphoria, confidence,

and generally skewed perception
of your own ability.

Yes.
That is a lot of bread.

And the nausea.

Well, let's take you off
the Lexapro then,

- you might risk...
- Fuck!

- Clemence.
- It's hard, I know.

But we'll find
the right balance.

It just takes time.

Until then, make sure
you're getting enough sleep,

and absolutely
no drugs or alcohol, none.

Well, maybe I should
just kill myself, then.

That reminds me,

you should start seeing
a therapist.

Oh, and... and how much
is that gonna run me?

Doctor said routine.

Walk the fucking dog.

Chauncy!

- Hi, Mrs. Guery.
- Hi.

- How are you?
- Good.

Good, yeah.

How's it going?

Fine, everything's great.

Oh, good. That's good.

- Tell your mom I said, "Hi."
- Take care.

♪

- Mom's pissed.
- Where the hell were you?

We are sacrificing
a lot around here

if you haven't noticed,
and I'm not paying $250 an hour

for you to go missing
like a goddamn idiot.

Well, I didn't ask you
to sacrifice shit.

Well, I didn't ask
for a mental patient,

but life is full of surprises.

Walking the fucking dog!

She needs serious help.

She didn't
come to dinner, right?

And then
she didn't come home 'til,

I don't know,
1:00 a.m. or something and...

Don't really know
why I need a therapist,

considering I've already hired
this German woman

to run my life.

I don't even know
if the meds are helping me

or making it worse.

I cannot fall asleep at night
and everyone hates me.

The German woman
is your psychiatrist?

I call her "the German woman"
to take away some of her power.

Uh, what are you thinking about?
At night?

Well, mostly a novel

that is in some ways
very similar to Jurassic Park,

but is... explores feminism
and is set in rural Illinois.

That sounds really good.

- I know.
- Bye, hon.

Has anyone seen
a graphing calculator?

- Oh, yeah, I took that.
- Shut up.

- Okay, we gotta go.
- Relax.

Being able to do equations
is not gonna make a difference

- in your life.
- Why would I listen to you?

So I can end up
spending a Monday

- eating cereal in a robe?
- As opposed to what?

Okay, uh, last time I was late,
Coach made us all swim ten laps

and I got punched in the shower,
so can we just... can we go?

Look,
I survived high school, okay?

And if I were you...

Okay, I don't take life advice

from mentally ill burnouts.

Those words can't hurt me.
It's called a brand.

You know,
maybe you should find one

instead of school principal

trapped in a teenage body,
oh, shit.

Come on,
Carlin, let's go, come on.

- Okay.
- Shit.

Why don't you open up
those bills

and see how much you're sucking
Mom and Dad dry.

Dick.

Why don't you suck me dry?

Jesus, Carlin.

Kids took their unit test today.

We're doing
supply and demand now.

Kids always love that.

TINSTAAFL.

That's an acronym, actually.

T-I-N-S-T-A-A-F-L.

There Is No Such Thing
As A Free Lunch.

Because borrowing
always leads to debt.

Kids are talking
about making merch.

That's weird.

Well, believe it or not, Clem,

some kids like school.

No one likes school, Dad.

You used to like school.

I seem to remember
a certain someone's

eighth grade graduation speech?

Well, I don't remember it.

What's wrong with this thing
anyway, what happened?

Dad, just leave it.

Well, just tell me,
I can fix it...

Dad, if the house burns down
I want to sleep through it.

Fine.

Good night, Clem.

Love you.

Dad.

Dad.

Hey, excuse me. Hey.

- Hey.
- Hey.

Can I, uh, apply for a job here?

Uh, yeah.

Yeah, yeah, probably, um,

I would have to check
with my manager...

I used to shop here
in high school,

but now I'm in college, mentally.

Yeah, you know what,
the thing is,

I think he went home already.

Do you just have, like,
one of those applications,

I could just fill it out or...

You can take it home
and bring it back another day,

the store closes
in about five minutes.

Oh, no, no, no, no.
Oh, I'll just do it now.

I don't have any,
like, previous experience

or references
or emergency contacts.

- Then what do you have?
- I got a name.

And an address and a dream.

- Yeah.
- Hmm. Mm.

Address is temporary, though.

I'm living
with my parents right now, um,

I'm basically already moved out.

I just need to get some cash
so I can get myself,

- like, a condo situation.
- Why are you bald?

Wow, that's fucking rude.

♪ They call it Xanadu ♪

♪ And now open your eyes
and see ♪

Oh!
Oh, shit, it's Clemence Miller!

What's up?

- What's up?
- Why are you bald, girl?

I had a mental breakdown.

- Word.
- Yeah.

Um, why are you here in town?

- I live here.
- You live here?

- For real?
- Like, for real. Since Marshall.

Whoa.

So you don't, like,
go to college or anything?

- Fuck no.
- Weird.

Why?

Oh, sh...

I, um... yeah,
I totally have a...

No.

See you.

Dude, where the fuck you going?

- Dude.
- I got a...

I got a little...

- Tires are all fucked up.
- Yeah, I get you.

- Hey.
- What happened to your head?

Those are my gym shorts.

Yeah, I found them in a bag
in your room.

I got a job.
I applied for a job.

- Oh, Clem, that's great.
- Wearing that?

Well, it's at a place
called Big Deals,

not the fucking mayor's office.

- I got the dog bed there.
- Exactly.

Anyway, I know
you got bills to pay

and, uh, I'm living here
and eating all your food

and she totally
made me feel bad about it.

So, I thought...

hell, I'll...
I'll chip in a little bit.

Well, that's okay.

I'm sorry.

Are we supposed to be,
like, impressed?

- Here we go.
- Okay, shut up, Neil.

All right, Carlin.
Just chill out.

All right? Just take a breath.

Carlin, this isn't about you.

- Yeah, obviously not.
- Okay.

This is the most
important semester

of the most important year
of my entire life.

Okay.

Okay, if you don't know,
the ACTs

will literally determine
my future.

- Ugh, just kill me.
- Clem.

Okay, li... I can't focus
while I'm walking on eggshells

'cause we're living
with a crazy person.

Like, can we just see
if you hold the job a week

- before giving you a gold medal?
- What the fuck do you know?

I've been taking, like,
9,000 pounds of drugs per day

and I applied for a job.

What are you doing except, like,

raising five bucks
for random diseases?

We raised $650
for cerebral palsy, asshole.

- Cool.
- Yeah.

Hey, it's gonna be
in the 50s tomorrow.

We both live here,
so if I'm a loser, so are you.

You're winners
and always welcome here.

Don't say that, Don,
it isn't true.

Mom, I'm going to appointments,

I'm taking my pills,

and I am trying
to get the fuck out of here,

so what else
do you want me to do?

- Do you want me to go to church?
- Couldn't hurt.

God, can you just stop acting
like a child all the time?

No.

Stop taking my gym clothes.
I need them for gym.

Also no.

You failed raising those two.

Good night.

Oh, my God.

The size of the elk population

calls for
sustainable management...

and her Swedish colleague

are searching
for fresh feeding...

Hey, can you meet me
upstairs at 7:00 a.m.?

- Wear a sports bra.
- Yeah.

Carlin,
meet me downstairs at 7:00 a.m.

Shit.

The research project

has been running
for ten years now.

And the two biologists
work well together.

The two experts know
their known habits.

Huh.

Happy Saturday.
It's 7:02.

Fuck.

Do we have
any of those chia bars?

No, I need to go to Costco.

- Hello.
- Mm.

You might need to...

- To go shopping.
- Oh, well.

With your new employee discount.

- You're a discount.
- Enough.

I have only one hour
before work.

- Go to your mat.
- This is a towel.

Towel. Okay.

Welcome to my little slice
of the Himalayas.

A couple months ago,
my body started hurting

and I was just tired
all the time.

I was, uh, overworked
or stressed.

Anyhow, I discovered YouTube.

Everyone says
that yoga is good for you,

but the classes were expensive,

so I started watching
these tutorials.

And after just a few weeks,
I started getting stronger,

and now I just take an hour
before work every day

- and I downward dog right here.
- Weird.

And I have to say,
it has given me peace.

It has helped keep me healthy

and helped me to relax
and to concentrate.

And your dad
and I have been, uh,

looking on the internet

and we see that exercise
and meditation

is good for people
with the, uh, bipolar.

And strength and relaxation

- is good for everyone.
- Mom.

- Do we have bread?
- No.

Okay, so what
am I supposed to use?

- Defrost a bagel.
- This doesn't feel peaceful.

Yeah, maybe because you...

While you're in here...

you'll listen to me
and relax, dammit.

Now, take a deep breath.

And release through the mouth.

That's right.

Seated tadasana.

Put your arms together.

Behind your head.

Stretch up, and into goal posts.

All three of you? Every day?

Yeah, it's fucking brutal.

And now we'll do butterfly.

Palms and feet together,

and forward.

You should feel a deep stretch.

Well, I think it's great.

You know, they talk a lot about
the mental benefit of exercise

in this book
that I highly recommend.

I do not read.

And now Savasana.

All the way down.

Breathe.
Spine melting into your mat.

All right.

I have 800 fake flowers
to wash today.

- I'm showering.
- No, I'm showering.

No, I'm showering.
I'm the one who has a job.

- Cool.
- Good work today.

If you want another class,
you know where and when.

What will you do
with the gift that is today?

Yogibabi33 asks this question.

Who?

Well, I'm never doing
this shit again,

I need, like,
12 hours of sleep every night.

I don't need to relax.
I'm relaxed.

Okay.

♪ And so I cry sometimes
when I'm lying in bed ♪

♪ Just to get it all out,
what's in my head ♪

♪ And I, I am feeling
a little peculiar ♪

♪ And so I wake in the morning
and I step outside ♪

♪ And I take a deep breath
and I get real high ♪

♪ And I scream
from the top of my lungs ♪

♪ "What's going on?" ♪

♪ And I say, hey-ey-ey ♪

♪ I said,
"Hey, what's going on?" ♪

I eat ass.

♪ And I say, hey-ey-ey ♪

♪ Hey-ey-ey ♪

♪ I said hey ♪

Oh, my God.
Clem Miller?

- Er, yeah.
- Hi, girl, you look amazing.

- I love your... jeans.
- Who are you?

It's Ginger.

Remember?

Oh, my God, I don't think
I've seen you since Marshall.

Yeah, there's a reason for that.

You know, I always thought
that leaving high school

was the worst thing
to have ever happened to me,

but turns out, becoming a mom

is the best thing to ever
happen to me, you know?

Oh, are you looking for a job?

'Cause I'm actually
looking for a nanny

for Harley Quinn so we could...

Look, "Ginger."

First of all,
I have no memory of you.

Also, I'm here,
looking for a book,

because my psychiatrist

wants me to read about
bipolar people,

because I'm clinically
batshit insane

and there's no telling
what I might do.

For sure.

Oh, God...

You'll probably find
something good here.

Good.

Can I like, um...

Do you wanna, like,
t... talk... talk about it?

What is this?
Where are the real books?

Oh, if it's not there,
that's all there is, I think.

No one really comes down here,
which is fucked up.

We need to, like,
normalize mental health.

How'd you go
from teen mom to librarian?

That feels really random.

They were hiring.

I needed to figure
something out.

Yeah.

What led me
to the path of psychiatry

was my own experience
with bipolar disorder.

When I was 24 years old,

I was found by my mother
swimming in icy cold water,

unable to feel anything.

My life was at risk
and I didn't know it.

- I would assume...
- My name is Lee.

So I worked at a bar
for five years

and the less sleep I got,
the more crazy my schedule was,

uh, the more I felt like

I wanted to punch people
in the face.

And then one time I did.

And that's when I was like,
"Oh, this isn't normal."

Yeah, I tried all that stuff.

It just wasn't for me.

I had this therapist,
she didn't get me.

So I gave up on all that.

So, first I went in
and they thought it was ADD,

then depression,
and finally they got it right.

It definitely hasn't
been easy on my relationship.

It's a lot to take on
for someone you live with,

and I get that,
I mean, it's, like a lot...

I've been on lithium
for 22 years.

Had my hands shake

and my body
completely dried out.

Those pills...

I wasn't living my life.

Barely functioning.

And now I am,
so that's how I know...

I'm reading that book
from the German woman.

- Kind of.
- How is it?

Lame.

One time
I ran in front of a train,

like, it almost
ran me over, but...

Yeah, I mean, I... I la... I laugh
about this stuff now, so...

Now I run five miles a day
and I am ten years sober.

It's important to note that...

Can we listen to something else?
This sucks.

No.

- Hello?
- Clemence Miller?

Hey there, it's Ricky
calling from Big Deals.

Oh, wow, uh,

I did not think
I'd hear from you.

Uh, the girl I applied with
was hateful.

♪ Silent night ♪

♪ Holy night ♪

I know it's fucking stupid,
but I got that job at Big Deals.

♪ All is calm ♪

Well, uh, you're not gonna be
taking my van every day

so you better invest in a bike.

♪ All is right ♪

You can have mine.

♪ Round yon Virgin ♪

- Ready for tomorrow?
- Yep.

- Even the math?
- Yep.

♪ Holy ♪

- Clemence?
- Ricky.

It is I.
Hey, you look ready.

Yeah, I went, uh, business-cazh.

Well, you know, the good news

is that you get
a 10% off employee discount.

- Oh.
- And the better news

is that Beth is gonna
be doing your training today.

Hey, Beth,
Clemence is ready to rock.

Mm...

Well, hi, Clemence.

- Hi, Beth.
- Right on.

You know what? I feel it.
You guys are gonna be besties.

All right.
Work hard, play hard, right?

- Yeah.
- Peace.

Huh.

So, uh, if I remember correctly,

you have zero experience
doing anything?

- That is correct.
- Mm. Great, great.

I guess I'll start
with teaching you

how to fold a shirt.

Oh, should we...
Should we hug first, maybe?

I don't know.
Since we're equals now.

Like, I, an idiot,

- have the same job as you.
- Mm.

Yeah,
but you're a college dropout

and I've already got
a lacrosse scholarship at Duke.

Hmm, true,
but what even is lacrosse?

- You know?
- What?

It's my way in.

I'm probably gonna do comp-sci,
you know, like developing.

I'll be building apps

by the time you learn to refill
the paper towels

in the bathroom.

- I got an idea for an app.
- I really don't want to hear it.

Aren't you a kid?
Why are you so boring?

Like, why aren't you frolicking?

- People like you annoy me.
- Oh, crazy people?

- Yeah, actually.
- Uh-huh.

- It's like everything's a joke.
- Mm.

You just dick around
and bother people.

- Yeah, mm-hmm.
- You probably live at home

doing nothing with your life.

- Correct.
- You can't even fold a shirt.

My hands shake sometimes 'cause
I take a lot of medicine.

We get a lunch break?

Yeah.

These side effects are bullshit.

How is your mood?

I mean, fine, I mean...
I mean, I don't know, like...

To me, you seem much better.

Yeah, well, how am I supposed to
keep a job to pay for you

if my hands are shaking
all over the damn place?

My memory is shit,
my skin sucks,

and my hair is...
My hair was falling out

and I keep randomly
falling asleep

in the Big Deal storage closet.

There will always
be side effects, Clemence,

so you may as well
accept that right now.

Great, that is great
and you know what, that book?

It sucks. It's so boring.

Clemence, I gotta tell you,
life is full of side effects.

What does that even mean?

Well, why don't you tell me
what you think it means?

Holy shit, why can't you ever
just give me a straight answer?

- I hate you.
- And that's totally valid.

I thought I'd turn 21
while shotgunning Four Loko,

but this is... this is cool, too.

Dad?

What?

This damn dog, I mean,
all it does is eat, shit,

- and destroy.
- I mean, same.

Yeah.

How was school?

I took the day off,
spent it with your mom.

Why?

This is the first sick day
I've taken in five years.

- Are you sick?
- I'm beat.

For seven hours every day,
I stand in front of 30 kids

trying to get them
to pay attention to me.

I need these four hours
between work and bed

- and doing it all again.
- Okay, TMI.

Why don't you just tell me
to shut the hell up?

- That's what Mom always does.
- Okay, shut the hell up.

Damn.

I'm... I'm sorry,
Clem, I don't... I...

Everything will be okay.

Yeah, people always say that.

What?

"Everything will be okay."

That is literally insane

and I don't get
why people say it.

Yeah, I guess you're right.

What do you mean I'm right?

Well, honestly, I think...

I think, I mean,
after a point, chaos settles.

I mean, you don't know
how long it'll take,

but then eventually,
it all just dulls.

And that feels like
it's the end product

of, "Everything will be okay."

- Um, cryptic.
- Yeah.

I'll finish with this shit.

- Really?
- Yeah.

- Thanks.
- Yeah.

- Maybe you can walk him too?
- Yeah.

For sure.

All right, dude, let's go.

Let's go. Come on, Chauncy.

♪

♪

- So, how did you celebrate?
- Let's cut the shit.

I know you don't care.

But listen...

there's this guy
who's kind of like...

And I... I guess
I'm just wondering,

well, I... I just...
I just really...

I really hope I'm not like him.

- Does that make sense?
- You mean like a crush?

Ugh, no, God,
what's wrong with you?

Forget it.

Well, sometimes when we're down,

we're attracted to people
who reflect the worst in us.

Look, besides
the whole mental illness thing,

I am just wondering

if I have, like,
a bad personality?

What makes you say that?

Everything.

Hey, Mikael,
can you take my shift Sunday?

- I have church.
- I guess.

- You do not.
- Thanks.

I just have my grandmother's...

Beth, um, what do I do

if someone tries
to return something

that has, like, wax on it?

Like, this woman
came in and she was like,

um, "My blazer
is covered in wax."

And I... I let her return it
because I'm not here to judge.

Clemence, if it's dirtier
than when we sold it,

- they don't get a refund.
- Right, I just thought...

Like, do you actually think

somebody's gonna want to
buy that blazer?

Well, I should hope not,
'cause it was devastating.

Oh, my God, look, just go
take your lunch break,

- okay?
- Oh, thank you.

Oh, well,
not you, Mikael, you stay.

I just...
I need to eat something.

Beth, wait.

Okay,
I hate to ask this, but, um...

if I pay for it...

do you wanna go get a sandwich?

Even though I make the same wage
as you and probably less

'cause Ricky thinks
I've been stealing shoes.

Which is true.
He's so perceptive.

Fine, fine, come on.

Could you guys, um...
If I gave you money,

could you guys get me something?

Mikael, you're a pro.

'Cause my, um, blood sugar is,
like, really low.

I have no idea
where my card went.

Yeah, you owe me $12.

I can't believe
you're in high school.

You feel so old.

Or maybe you're trapped
in your childhood.

Yeah.

But, um,

you're definitely
going to college, then?

- Definitely.
- Yeah.

Yeah, I, uh,
took the ACT over the summer.

I got a 35,

scholarship locked,
it's... it's all figured out.

Can't wait
to get out of this place.

Yeah.

Yeah, but, um, also, like,

- college kind of sucks.
- Huh.

Yeah, I mean,
you gotta do you, of course,

but, um, in my opinion...

- don't go.
- I'm going.

Okay.

Um, how are you so smart
in school and, like,

playing a rich person sport,

but you also work
at a shitty store?

Mm, see, if I fuck up my life,

nobody's gonna let me live
in their basement.

You must think I really love
working at Big Deals, huh?

But I hate it as much as you do.

And I do it anyway.

Shit. You're wise.

I feel like I'm Pocahontas
and you're that old tree.

Do you have any friends?

I had some in college, um,

but then I went crazy
and dropped out

and they stopped calling
because they were afraid.

- It's chill.
- Shit.

Sorry to hear that.

Do you have any friends?

Yeah.

Flex.

So you guys, like, go out or...?

I mean, yeah, I... I guess.

Ha, nice.

So, like, um, like, where?

And when?

Hey, can you stop?

You want to go to a party
next weekend?

Copped an invite.

- But you don't know people.
- Well, I know my colleagues.

And, uh, like, she...

She implied
I was invited and, you know,

I think therefore implied that

- I get a plus one.
- The diabetic?

Mikael
would never go to a party.

It would kill him.

Now, this girl
is really, like, mature,

she's obsessed
with being an adult and, like,

you know, having a bright future

and I really think you guys
would hit it off

- in a really annoying way.
- Oh, my God.

It's here.

I...

I took so many practice tests, I...

- Uh...
- I... I thought I...

Mom.

Oh, no.

Just no, just...

I mean, how am I gonna...
I mean, when am I gonna...

- That's only nine points
- It's just a test, right?

- Above the national average.
- It's a...

- It's a simulation from
- I don't test well, I...

Corporate America and...
And it doesn't mean shit.

It means everything, Clemence.

Okay, top schools,
they want a 32 or higher.

- Everyone knows that, okay?
- I don't know that.

I mean, without it, I mean,
med school, I can't, I can't.

Okay, okay.
Just... just stop.

Okay? Stop.

Okay, you still have
your whole fucking future

ahead of you.

So...

while we're still young...

you and me
are gonna go to what might be...

the event of the year.

And...

we're gonna look fucking hot.

Oh, my God, you look
like you're gonna bully me.

What's going on?

We're vintage shopping.

You could at least help.

All right.

♪ Sugar honey iced tea ♪

♪ These bitches
don't like me ♪

♪ These bitches
wanna fight me ♪

♪ And doin' shit
just to spite me ♪

♪ I see them talking
on the IG ♪

♪ Think you jealous
maybe high-key ♪

♪ I got the juice,
I got the high seat ♪

♪ Do I care? Unlikely ♪

I don't think
this is really an outfit.

It's just a...
it's just a coat.

I mean...

Are you done?

♪ Sugar honey iced tea ♪

♪ These bitches
don't like me ♪

♪ These bitches
wanna fight me ♪

♪ And doin' shit
just to spite me ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ Hey ♪

I just think
it's gonna be weird.

Like, I'm gonna be
the youngest person there.

- I wouldn't say that.
- Shh.

Don't waste our time.

Namaste.

Okay, now we're just gonna
extend one leg...

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my God.
Mom, are you okay?

Oh, I don't... I just...
All of a sudden, I...

- Gosh.
- Can you get up?

Yeah.

Yeah, I'm fine.
I just, uh...

Yeah, I think I'm just gonna go
open up the shop.

Are you... are you sure?

Yeah, I mean, this
has happened a few times before.

You know, I really
didn't want to get on board

that gluten train,
but I think it's finally...

Yeah.

I'm fine.

In that case I meant to tell
you, um, Neil bought condoms.

I... I saw one in his wallet when
I was stealing

money from him.

I'll get to it.

- What's wrong with you?
- I'm meditating.

W... why would...
Why would you tell mom

about the... the condom?

Because you're gonna
get some tween pregnant

and have to pay child support
for the rest of your life.

- What... that's none of your...
- Do you wanna give up

- on your dreams?
- No.

Do you want
to be like your sister?

Fucking burnout
living in the basement?

Or your other older sister,

aspiring doctor
who failed the ACT.

No. Then for God's sake,

- don't put your DNA in anything.
- Well, okay.

- Why... why can't you just...
- W-w-what?

Why can't you just
let me have anything?

Because I need to mold you.

I... I'm just trying to
not have to deal with

all your shit, like,
all the time.

I... It's not fair, okay?

Well, it's not fair
that my brain is broken...

- I don't care!
- And my life sucks, okay?

Should I have to
suffer that alone?

♪

You look good.

- Do you have a brother?
- Shh.

Ashik?

It's just me, Mom.
Go back to bed.

What are you doing?

- Who's there?
- No one.

Go back to sleep.

Sorry, um, you... you get it.

For sure.

Down here.

- I have to pee.
- Bathroom's right there.

Oh. Your basement's
a lot nicer than mine.

Do you know Weyes Blood?

Jesus. Are you, like,
standing right outside the door?

Sorry, do you want me
to wait upstairs while you pee?

No.

Setting the mood?

Dude, why are you going
out of your way to scare me off?

I thought
you'd rather kill yourself

than spend five minutes with me.

Oh, please.
Honey, I've thought about it.

You want a drink?

Uh... no.

I'm good.

- How 'bout an Adderall?
- What?

It's like a stimulant drug
for ADD or, you know, whatever.

Yeah, I... I... I know what it is.

I mean, I basically went to
college once.

So you want one?

Uh, no, I'm on, um...

antibiotic...

for a skin...

I got a rash on my leg, I...

have a... a staph infection.

Dude, that sucks.

It sucks, but, it's, um...

It's totally harmless.

My pediatrician
prescribed it to me for,

like, helping me fill out
job apps and stuff.

Oh, God. Your baby doctor?

How's that going for you?

- It's tight.
- Yeah?

Dude, I got
this dope new projector thing.

Can I show you some visuals?

I guess.

♪ Beauty,
a machine that's broken ♪

♪ Running on a million... ♪

- Is it just you down here or...
- Yup.

♪ People trying,
don't cry... ♪

What about the guy
in the pictures?

Upstairs.

That's my brother.
He was in a car accident.

Oh, shit. Sorry.

It was his fault.

Yikes.

♪ Turn around
it's time for you to slowly ♪

♪ Let these changes
make you ♪

♪ More holy and true ♪

♪ Otherwise, it just made it
complicated for nothing ♪

♪ Warm and cold,
a place for us too far... ♪

I have a condom
from my little brother who is,

uh... very much alive.

Sorry.

♪ Our life, a feeling
that's moving... ♪

- Are you wet?
- Yeah, totally.

♪ On a million people
burning... ♪

You're dry as a bone.

- Damn it.
- What's wrong?

- Should we not do this?
- No, it's just a...

It's a side effect of the...

the shit I'm on
for the leg thing.

And I just...

I just need to...

I need to...

What?

Give... just...

Just give me one of these.

I'll take a few.

- You sure?
- Yeah.

♪ We could have
all gotten so far ♪

It's really good.

Probably it's got to kick in,
you know?

So just, like,
eat me out while I wait.

Oh, okay.

This is Dr. Madzen.

If this is an emergency,
please dial 911.

Hi, Dr. "Mazden."

I'm so sorry, it's so late,

I just needed to call you
to tell you that

I'm finally
gonna write my novel.

Despite you.

Basically went down on me for,

like, nine hours
and then I just was sort of,

like, "All right,
let's do this, dude."

But anyway.

Neil!

What are you doing in here?

Why don't you have any
pictures of us?

Get out, Clem.

You have everyone
who's important on the wall.

Can you get out?

Please?

Are you okay?

No.

So, um, what's up with you?

What do you mean?

Well,
I mean, you don't look well.

Like, you always look unwell,
but right now...

Well, I feel amazing.

Clemence...

You know, I think
I can just sort of, like,

potentially sell these on, like,

an Ebay, or something like that,
you feel?

I feel.

♪ Take me away ♪

Hey.

Hey,
I don't know why you did that.

Clemence, don't you get
that you were actually lucky

- to have this job?
- No, I had not considered that.

But, um...

good luck with college and...

uh, the app and la... lacrosse

and, um, you know, just don't...

Don't get too sucked into,
like...

Remember that... that...
That party I mentioned?

No, not... no, not really.

Well, uh...

it's this Saturday, okay?

No,
I really don't want that there.

I'm trying to declutter.

Where do you want it?

Well, how about
back in the goddamn box?

I don't need my kitchen
looking like Star Wars.

God, it's a fucking juicer.

And this is also
my kitchen and I want

the goddamn juicer
in my kitchen.

Sher, they said that
we should try to...

Look, it's restaurant-grade
and...

And it was on sale
with an additional

10% off with her discount.

Well, put it behind the toaster.

Okay.
That's what I was gonna do.

Hello, Clemence?

This is Dr. Lismoen.

Well, I just...
I... I hope you're all right.

Let me know
when you'd like to reschedule.

Okay, then. Goodbye.

Hi, Clemence.

I had us scheduled
at 2:00 p.m. today.

Call me back.
Your book sounds promising.

- This is so fucking weird.
- It's gonna be chill.

Like I said,
my coworker is super mature

and she's gonna be Jeff Bezos
by the time I learn

how to replace the paper towels.

She got a 35, so...

Well,
that makes me feel like shit.

Same.

A high school party?

Oh, my God.
I know so many people here.

- Kill me.
- Kill you?

How about kill to be you?
God, I miss being relevant.

These are the best years
of your life.

And the worst of mine.

- How could you...
- Hi. We're Beth's friends.

Co... Colleagues.

We're... We're Beth's
ex-colleagues.

- Give him a beer.
- No.

Do it, bitch.

Should I talk to that kid
who asked us for a beer?

Should I?
I think I have health with him.

Like sex ed?

- Yeah.
- I mean, that is hot.

Oh, shit.
Wait, wait, wait.

Dude, is this Clemence?

- Yo, you came.
- Oh, my God, Beth.

Whoa. Carlin!
Oh, you two are sisters.

- Oh!
- You two are the same age!

Yeah, we have calc together, right?

She actually, like,
lent me her graphing calculator,

which was super sweet of you.
You're a really nice person.

Carlin, I'm pretty
sure this is the first time

I've ever heard you talk.

She talks all the time.
She's so fucking annoying.

Wait, wait, okay, guys,
this is my boyfriend, and...

- What?
- Oh, my God.

- No, no. What are you...
- Oh, my God.

Oh, okay. Uh, this is Kyle.

That's our fucking brother!

That little freshman
shrimp kid over there.

Neil! You can't be drinking.
Are you that dumb?

Why... why are you here?

Why can't you just
leave him alone?

Seriously?
Who invited you guys?

Who do you think bought that
fancy-ass beer in your hand?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, chill, kid.
This is a senior party.

You're lucky to be here.
Seniors only, bitch.

I don't know why they're even
here, man.

I... I... I don't know
why they're here.

Who will you challenge me
to shotgun this beer?

You?

You will.

A little... little sword.

All right.

Oh, shit!

Damn.
That's hard to do.

That's my sister.

Clemence, she's... she's crazy.

Like, literally,
she's crazy, babe.

- Yeah.
- Oh, yeah.

Hey, uh, you and your sister,

you guys trying to turn up?

What does that mean?

- But yes.
- He's here. You got cash?

Yeah.

So, like,
I know how to smoke weed,

but if someone could just hold
the thing for me and cover up

the hole and tell me
when to inhale.

Uh, weed?

Yeah, you guys
ever take Adderall before?

Clemence?

- Oh, no.
- Who is that?

He lives around here.

So you're a drug dealer
for high school kids?

Uh, yeah.

- What's your job?
- She lost it.

Oh, shit, she really did.

- You did.
- I did.

♪

- You're so mad at me.
- Stop trying to talk.

Well, what do you...

What do you want to do
with your life, you know?

Like, other than
ruining other kids' lives?

Something with, like, music.

- Shut the fuck up.
- What? What?

That is embarrassing.

Dude, it beats
pissing away tuition money,

I bet your parents love that.

Dude...

You should see my therapy bills.

Like, shit's, like,
$300 a session

and my guy is a total clown.

That is messed up, man.
Damn!

I mean, yeah, he's a clown,

but he's also
kind of fucking smart.

- Sometimes.
- Dope.

- You should go.
- Hell no.

Yeah, no, I'm serious.

Wait, stop. Stop it.
I'm serious.

I'm serious.

- Dude, no.
- You should go.

- No.
- You should go.

- No...
- I'll give you my guy's email.

- Dude, I... nah...
- Dr. Madzen, yes!

You're fucked up.

Go to therapy.
Just do it.

Na... No, because not everyone
has money like that.

And... and it feels weird
talking about

that kind of stuff anyway, like,

to a stranger.

Fuck that. No.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah, but also,

you're kind of damaged.

- Yeah?
- You're, like, fucked up.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

Yeah, like, you're bad.
You are bad.

You made me do the drugs
that caused my downfall.

- Dude!
- I didn't make you do anything.

- Clemence.
- You did, you made me.

Clemence. It's time to go.

- Let's go.
- It's chilly.

Now.

- Wait, no.
- No. My dad's here.

- Gotta go.
- Where are your clothes?

Who cares?

I'm gonna take this with me.

We're leaving. Come on.

All right,
it's been a good time.

Thank you.

Honestly,
we are lucky to be alive.

- You're gonna freeze to death.
- Whatever, nerd.

You wouldn't last
a day in high school,

but I would...
and I did.

Yeah, you did.

Oh, shit.

No, no. They're gonna...
They're gonna breathalyze us.

- We gotta run, come on.
- No, we can't run,

that's so obvious, dude.

I got this.

- Hey!
- What's going on here?

Not a lot.

I'll have to speak
to your parents, obviously.

I must warn you,
they're very boring people.

- What is going on? Clemence?
- Father?

These three...

individuals have been roaming
the neighborhood.

Mom, Dad,
we're... we're sorry...

I mean, well, I... I'm sorry.

I mean, I wasn't even
supposed to hang out

with them tonight,
but I ended up taking care

of their drunk asses, so...

Way to throw us
under the fucking bus.

- Okay, I'm not drunk.
- Carlin, you're a mess.

- Okay, shut up.
- You gotta get it together.

Dude, you're the one who fucked
a drug dealer.

I have cancer.

Uh, we got it from here.
Thank you.

I shouldn't have waited,
but I did.

Why?

It was a few months before, uh,
Clemence came back.

And, um, I, um...
I felt something.

But I waited because...
I don't know.

But then I finally went in
and, uh...

They... they said
I should go for it.

What are you even saying?

You're not saying
any information,

- you're just...
- They think that, uh, I should

- nip it in the bud.
- Wha... like...

cut them off?

It's called a mastectomy, Clem.

If it means I'm less likely
to die then, yeah, I guess.

So, there will be surgery
and... and then chemo

and then...

fingers crossed.

The... the real shame is that
I've had to close the store.

I mean, you'll still be
beautiful, Mom.

Why did you wait
this long to tell us?

What is wrong with you?

There was never a good time.

That's not a real excuse.

All right, what's done is done.

All right?
But everything's gonna be fine.

All right?

And I've already been doing
a lot of research and apparently

beet juice can raise
your white blood cell count.

Do we think
maybe this family is cursed?

- Dude, shut up.
- Clem, enough.

There is
a restaurant-grade juicer

behind the toaster, so...

That's really sweet, Dad.

♪ There's got to be
a morning after ♪

♪ If we can hold on
through the night.. ♪

Hey, be gentle with that.

- It's a family heirloom.
- Whoa, what are you doing here?

- Well, I...
- Also, I heard you got arrested

- after the party?
- Really?

- Keep circulating that.
- Hey, what's, uh,

what's going on over here...
Clemence...

Um, call security.

- We don't have security.
- Yeah, well, we should.

Ricky,
I need you to take me back.

Uh...

I'll do better, I promise.

No, you were caught stealing,
so...

Okay, but it's not
about me, okay?

Fuck.
My mom has cancer.

And, uh, I'm an asset.

Even ask Mikael.

After all I've done for you?

I'm sorry, Clemence,
but we already hired Lisa.

Oh, okay. So you just...
You just use

the college dropouts and then
toss us back into the gutter?

Well, "Lisa,"
I hope you're a perfect,

devout Christian,
because that is the only way

that you will make it
in this cutthroat industry.

Uh, guys, I...

I heard back from Western.

I mean,
it's not my... my top choice,

obviously, but, uh,

it's first acceptance.

- Nice.
- Western, Illinois?

Yeah.

You know that shit hole
ruined my life, right?

I... I don't...

I mean, this isn't about you
at all, Clemence.

Believe it or not.
I actually thought you'd...

Wait, what?
What did you think?

I... I thought that...
I thought you...

You... you...
You thought I might be what?

Like, proud? Like,
you thought maybe I'd give you,

like, a little gold star
on your... on your spreadsheet

- of accomplishments?
- What's your problem?

Why don't you go back to texting
your stupid ass friends

about how much we embarrass you?

Just, yeah, call...
Call up swimmer Kyle

and... and cry about
how hard your life is.

Right, sorry,

- 'cause your life is so hard?
- Yeah.

- Yeah. Do you have cancer?
- Don't even... don't...

- My mental illness...
- Are you dying, Clemence?

Because Mom might be.

And you're just...

You're making it
so much harder...

for all of us, so, thank you.

Fine.

Welcome back.

I didn't really have a choice.

Something's wrong.

Have you been taking
your medications, Clemence?

That's the thing.

I, uh...

missed a few doses,

and then I...

took some, uh,

other... other stuff and...

some study drugs and...

and I, uh, just got
really fucked up.

And since then
it's all been harder.

You have to work at this.

You have to.

This is never going to go away.

And, uh, my mom's, like, dying.

So...

Yeah, well...

I'm very sorry.

Yeah.

Me, too.

You... you know, Clemence,
for some patients,

I do a sliding scale.

The work is pro bono,
free of charge.

I... I could do that for you

and it would include
the past weeks.

- Everything.
- Am I stuck here?

- What?
- You know?

I...

- That's up to you.
- I thought I was getting better.

I was doing it, and... I was.

And you have to keep doing it.

It's never done.
This is life now, Clemence.

Be diligent.

Can you hurry up?

I'm taking a shit.

- What's going on?
- She's been in there for,

- like, 20 minutes.
- Yeah, she has.

Clemence.

Open the door.

Come on, Clemence,
what's going on in there?

- Leave me the fuck alone!
- Clemence!

Oh, my God.

No, spit that out,
spit that out.

Come on. Cough it out, come on.

Get out!
Hey!

Don't.

No! God damn it! Oh, my God.

Oh! Shit!

Oh, my God.

- Ow.
- Clemence?

Bring her right in here.

- Dad, move!
- Dad get... Dad, get up!

- Go!
- Here, here, put her right here.

- Right here.
- Oh, shit.

- Oh, my God.
- Oh, dear.

Here, here, here, here.

Oh, my God.
Should we call 911?

- Mom, she's fine.
- Clemence, hello?

Can you hear us?

- Oh, what happened?
- Well, basically,

you were trying to
kill yourself, I think.

I don't know
what the hell you were doing.

And then it... it got...
It got physical.

It was a joke. It was funny!

- It wasn't.
- Yeah, no.

Well, you bonked your head, huh?

Why should I fight every day
if you're not even gonna try?

I mean, it's not fair, Clemence.

I'm the one that's gonna have
surgery and have to do chemo

- and lose all my hair...
- You did this to me.

You fucking made me this way!

- Wow...
- Yeah. See you later.

Well, technically,
I also made you this way.

Ew.

- Need help up?
- Give me my shoe.

- Okay.
- Oh, my God.

- There you go. Wow.
- All right, whatever.

Forget it.

It's for nothing.

Yo, sophomore year
is gonna be such a bitch.

Yo. Is... is that...

Hold up. Yo.

- Ashik.
- Oh, yo.

So, I haven't heard
from your sister

in a little bit and, uh,
is everything okay?

Yeah, um, I guess she just took
some prescription pills

that mess with her medication.

Uh, just made her really sick.

Oh, shit.

When you see her,
tell her I said...

"Hi."

Uh, no.

No, I don't...
I don't think I will.

Okay.

Who would ever
want to buy this, Dad?

- Why?
- I'm sure she had a vision.

Okay, well,
was she not wearing her glasses?

All right.

Your mom is complex, guys.

She's an artist.
Give her some credit.

How long is it gonna be?

'Til she can, like, get up
and do things again?

I'm not sure.

But when she does rise again,
we will be ready.

Hello? Hello?

- Oh. Hey.
- Hey.

Oh, we're closed.

Okay, can I come inside, though?

I, uh, I just...
I... I brought these.

For your mom.

Yeah, I felt bad, so...

Okay.

Um, well, she's not here.

Uh, she's, uh,
taking some time to

chill before her mastectomy.

Okay. Oh, well, okay.
What... whatever, then.

Yep.

Do you wanna get lunch anyway?

Yeah.

I'm pretty sure Mom is still mad
at me over the pills thing.

I mean, like, I don't know,
she's totally ignoring me.

She's just sick and tired.

Always mad at you.

Okay, Mom really needs
our support right now, okay?

So let's just... you know,

get in there,
send her off with a bang,

and we'll get through this,
all right?

Then maybe we can grill later.

- Uh, I have plans, so...
- Come on, dude.

Okay, sorry.

There she is! Miss America.

Aw.

- How you doing, sweetie?
- I'm okay.

I just want to get this thing
over with, you know?

I know. You look great.

- Yeah.
- It's gonna be great.

- Okay.
- Hi, Mom.

- Hey! Ah!
- Presents for you.

That's great.
That looks familiar.

Well, it's from the store.

Could you tell?
Come here, sweetie.

Thank you.

Thanks, kid.

Clemence has something
for you, too.

You know what?

- We'll come back. Come on.
- Okay.

Oh. Just... nowhere to go...

How is it going?

Not great.

Yeah.

I'm kinda...

I'm kinda mad at you.

Oh, really?

Yeah, uh, so...

You're doing this,

which is cool.

Uh, then you're gonna
do chemo and...

everything and I...

guess I'm just wondering...

who's gonna
take care of us if you die?

Well, I think
you would take care of yourself.

And I think you...
You'd be great.

Oh.

I love you.

Yeah, you're my special girl.

- I have a present for you.
- You do?

Well, let's see it.

It's a card. I made it.
Don't even read it.

Don't read it?

I like it.

Um, it's, like, a...

yeah, it has a thing in it

and you can put...
You put something in there and...

It's very, uh... it's a very
practical gift and I like it.

- Yeah.
- I like the color.

One... one other thing, too.

Um...

Welcome, everyone,
to another session.

And today, let's all send
positive vibes out to Sherri

- before her big surgery.
- Oh, my God.

How did you do that?

Um, I wrote her,
like, 25 emails.

- Oh, my God. Oh, I love it.
- Yeah. She was supposed

to give me a shout-out,
but apparently I'm not...

Well, I think it's fantastic.

I love it. You did good.
That's great.

- We didn't go anywhere.
- Good.

- Don't make it weird.
- You guys, I'm famous.

I'm on YouTube now.
I'm, uh... I'm going viral.

- No.
- Well, I might!

- Yeah.
- Wasn't that something?

That is really something.

- Isn't that something?
- I... I... I... oughta be signing...

- She's on YouTube.
- Autographs in the hospital.

She's made it.

Look, I actually don't think

I even want to go to college.

You don't go to college,

you're an idiot, 'cause...

it's what you've always wanted.

So you should
at least try it out.

And, anyway, you can't...

You can't make
a decision like this

just 'cause
some burnout is haunting you.

I mean, there's one haunting me, sexually.

I really thought
that I wanted to be a doctor,

but I think...

I just wanted to be not you.

I'm sorry about that.

Didn't you make that for me?

- What?
- I think it's, like,

supposed to be Indiana.

I don't know.
I don't remember.

Yeah.
Yeah, I mean, yeah, I did.

I... I did make that.
I painted it.

I kinda like it.

I might...
I might take it with me.

- Really?
- Yeah.

Would it be random if you, like,
did become a doctor

or a scientist
or some shit and you,

like,
found the cures for me and Mom?

I'm not smart enough.

Probably not.

But if any of us is, it's you.

Um, I'm gonna watch
The Matrix, so...

Unfortunately,

no one can be told
what the Matrix is.

You have to see it for yourself.

♪

I feel like all of this

is just too much work.

I'm so tired of it never
actually getting better.

Isn't it better, though?

You know, I'm not a cure,
but a treatment.

Not the best, not perfect,
but better.

- Oh, yes!
- I guess.

I love it!

This customer today
would not stop staring.

It was so goddamn rude.

I wanted to be like,

"Can I get you some popcorn
for the show?"

But I didn't.

You should have.

People are gonna ask you
why you're bald.

You just gotta tell 'em
you have cancer

and make them feel bad about it.

Hmm, that's a good idea.

- Yeah.
- Mailman!

Oh, uh, this one
I found in the cabinet.

Don't know how it got there.

Ricky, we're enemies now.
What do you want?

Hi, Clemence.

Well, hi, uh,

we have
a sudden opening because...

Beth is no longer with us.

She... she... she is alive,
she's just...

I guess
it just wasn't fun anymore

since you... Well, anyway.

Oh, oh, hey, how's your mom?

Uh, dead, actually, but thanks.

Hey!

Hey, I'm leaving.

Leaving town. Like, soon.

What about...
Um, what about your mom?

Uh, she'll be okay.
She's a tough bitch.

Had a tumor in her boob

and still knocked me
the hell out.

Right, yeah.

Well, um...

Don't... don't do any...
Don't do anything crazy

out there, you know?

Do you even know me?

Kind of.

I really
don't want to do this meeting.

I... I don't want to do it.

I mean,
you have to face it eventually.

Just pretend you're talking
to one of your doctors

and you're having
a heart-to-heart.

Okay, cool.

How about everyone keeps
their sage advice to themselves?

You know? Today is about me.

Every day is about you.

You dragged your dying mother

two hours away, you're going in.

Please, you are not dying.

Do you want us
to come in with you, honey?

Yeah, 'cause that
wouldn't be weird as hell.

Okay. Okay.

All right. Good lu... mm.

So, I'm, uh,

pretty thirsty.

Sorry, I just thought I'd...

Oh, no, it's... it's no problem.

We actually typically don't have
parents in these meetings.

Oh, no, it's cool, this is,
like, a thing that we do.

Oh...

Great.

So... so, yeah, um, just, uh,

wondering what my options are.

Um, I'm not here to, like,
commit to anything, so just...

chill on that,
but I, uh... I'd like to know

where I stand.

And for you to stop sending mail
to my house.

Uh, well...

you haven't been formally
withdrawn from the school.

You were put on a student hiatus
'til next fall.

What?

I just had a feeling you might...

Oh, wow.

I feel violated a little bit.

I need more storage space
in the basement.

You know, this is your decision, Clemence.

The door is open,
just let us know.

The sooner the better.

I... I haven't even picked
a major yet.

She's very creative.

Much more than my other kids.

Well, good job, you know?
Either way.

Oh, hey, uh, can you just wait

for me in the car actually,
wait...

- Yeah, great, just...
- Uh, tell them that...

- I'll tell them, you know...
- Please.

Just, uh, here, take this.

- Thank you.
- Okay.

I don't even want to know.

Hey, Eliza.

It's Clemence.

Probably the only Clemence
you've ever known.

How have you been?

Okay.

Same.

♪

♪ Tonight

I'm shiny ♪

♪ The line

is long

behind me ♪

♪ And I

can see you
at the end ♪

♪ While

I am waving ♪

♪ I'm already

misbehaving ♪

♪ And it's

starting to sink in ♪

♪ I've waited

years,

I've waited

years ♪

♪ I've waited

years ♪

♪ Now I know

I'm here,

I know

I'm here ♪

♪ I know

I'm here ♪

♪ I'm not

saying

goodbye ♪

♪ 'Cause I

won't be
far away ♪