All language subtitles for 7 Deadly Sins s01e02 Envy.eng

[Music]

Ah, envy. A sin so subtle
in its corruption

yet so significant in
our own moral decline.

For what other sin makes us so
jealous of the most attractive

attributes of others only
as an attempt to hide

the greatest inadequacies of ourselves.

Snow white, poisoned for her
unparalleled beauty.

Cinderella, ostracized
for her charms.

But today, it's
no longer about wanting

to walk in someone else's shoes.

It's about living in
someone else's skin.

[Footsteps]

[Music]

[Music]

A femme skin is a
silicone prosthetic suit

that is made of 100% medical
grade silicone.

And it will allow a
man to become a woman

when he puts it on.

Our clients are located
all over the world.

We have clients in
Germany and Switzerland,

Australia, Russia. We've sold
to China. We've sold to Africa.

You name it, we've sold to them.

I am the owner of femme skin.

I own it with my 3 sons.

My husband started the company
a little over 7 years ago.

But he passed away
from cancer so currently,

me and my 3 sons
own the company.

My husband used to
be a cabinet man.

He did bathrooms, kitchens,
wall units. Things like that.

He just did so many different
things through the course

of the years that we'd been
married, it's amazing.

He built dune buggies
and laser lights.

When my dad died, you know,
a lot of sons like their whole

thing would be just to continue
on, don't like to ship sink.

That kind of thing.
I want to crush him.

My molds are way better than
anything my dad ever made.

[Music]

Some of our clients are
transgender, so for them,

they might wear it
pretty much on a daily basis.

Other clients just want
to have fun for a night

or want to please their partner.

Our cross-dressers are men that
just like to dress as women.

Period.

They don't want
to become a woman.

They have no desire
to become a woman.

They just like to
have fun in it.

And they just really
want to be beautiful.

The common
denominator, I've found,

is the transformation feeling.

They pop on the suit and
they give the boobs a squeeze,

they feel real feminine.

Who doesn't want
to be someone else?

I think everybody always
wants to be someone else

at one point in time.

Everybody wants to
transcend their own reality.

I think the world is always
looking to change themselves

into something they are not.

The 1st time I put on a
femme skin, I couldn't wait.

I leapt right into it.
When I put it on,

I just couldn't
believe the transformation.

I just stood in front of the
mirror for like it seems hours.

I just love it
when I look in the mirror

and see that reflection.

I see a woman staring back
at me and a woman's form.

You know, that's kind of what I
always wanted but can't have.

I can't live as a woman
full-time. I've got a daughter

and a wife and I have a great
job and I would be in jeopardy

if I changed my sex. So,
for me, this is a release.

They're really appreciative.

And they are really,
really, really secretive.

Some of our clients
are very prestigious

and they like everything
to be very hush hush.

We have clients
that are doctors.

We have clients that are
lawyers. I've had a priest.

They come from all walks
of life. In the Middle East,

we cannot ship our femme skins
because they are illegal there.

It is illegal for
them to wear them.

It's illegal for
us to ship there.

There is a whole network,
underground rail road almost.

Only for this demographic
that can't expose themselves

because of where they live
they will be hunted down

and they will have
their heads removed.

I had a gentleman
who was a medical doctor

that lives in Iran and he said
that he had a compartment on the

underside of his luggage
that they wouldn't check

because of his credentials.

You know, we managed to
get him one to Thailand,

and I hope that he
wears it well in Iran.

Alex is my youngest
one. He is my baby.

He does the painting
of the vaginae,

the painting of the tits.

Femme skin is definitely
a unique business

for a family to run.

When I 1st started at femme
skin, I definitely felt awkward

because I was just a normal kid
fresh out of high school,

turning 18. And I
didn't have but one job.

I went from landscaping

to painting titties
and trimming vaginae.

Femme skin started
for my dad watching

a reality television show.

A guy had married a doll
and when he went on that

company's website, he saw a
massive crowd asking for

the skin from the doll.
And it was that simple.

I make two femme skins a day.
So, I make 10 a week.

I have never been embarrassed
to tell my friends anything.

It's just our
every day normal life.

I mean, I know for other
people looking at us think,

man, that family is weird.

We are not weird. It is
just what we do for a living.

We are family oriented and we
care about our customers.

I think a lot of people just
have the misconception of,

they are just freaks.
And they are not.

They are just normal,
everyday human beings

that like to do
something different.

I know there is a lot of
people that don't understand me.

But when I wear a femme skin,
I can get that female form

that I always wanted in my life.

It really is a great feeling,
you are definitely changed

into a different persona.

The more I've known them,
the more I like to sell to them.

There is bigger human issues
at play than whether or not

I understand feeling like a
woman. I definitely understand

what it means to be exiled.
And they don't honestly care

if you understand why
they want to be a woman.

They care why you care so much.

True, some of us yearn for
what we will never have.

Others envy what
most of us never want.

[Music]

Me and Chris have been
friends for probably 10 years.

Chris loves music.
I think it's a release.

Chris plays bass and he's
probably one of the best

bass players in this area.

And he knows a lot about music,
music theory. You know,

putting chords together and
why certain things work.

I have never seen him
in his wheelchair.

I am an average guy,
hard-working person.

Get up in the mornings
go to work every day.

Played in bands for
most of my life.

That's part of my identity.

That's pretty much me except for
this one little secret I have.

I identify as a guy
in a wheelchair.

I feel like I have
the wrong body.

I feel like I'm
supposed to be disabled.

What I want my life to be like

is what is the detriment
of a lot of people's lives.

The worst thing that
has ever happened to them

and I think it would be the best
thing that ever happened to me.

I have had this secret
for as long as I can remember.

The details of it have developed
as I matured. But deep down,

these feelings
were always there.

I always had an
interest in disability.

For honestly, as long
as I can remember.

There were challenges
as they are always are.

But, I don't think anything
seemed unusual to me at all.

The 1st memory I
have of these feelings

was walking in a Sears
store with my mother.

I saw a little boy walking
on forearm crutches

with leg braces on
and I thought to myself

I'm supposed to be
more like that kid.

I didn't notice anything
different about Chris

when he was growing up.
He seemed to have

a nice group of friends,

he interacted well with both
adults and other kids.

I laid in bed at night
wondering what it would be like

to be in a wheelchair.
In my teens, I stumbled upon

some groups on the Internet
and learned that I was not

the only one out there who
had the feeling that I did.

Chris was into a lot
of different activities.

He really did well in cross-
country skiing in high school.

As I matured, I developed
an identity of myself

as a guy in a wheelchair.

I was 28 years old.
I had my own apartment

for the 1st time.
I was absolutely on my own.

No roommate, no family around.
And I always said to myself,

when I finally get my own
apartment I'll buy a wheelchair.

It wasn't the wheelchair
that I really wanted to be in,

but it was a wheelchair and it
was mine. And it felt good.

When I am not in my wheelchair
there is a constant nagging

at my brain. Things
are just not right.

I feel at conflict with myself.

What I see and what I am
walking around and ambulating

on two feet is not the image of
myself that I have in my brain

and have always had in my brain.
They just don't align.

Being in my wheelchair is
always in the back of my mind.

A lot of days it's in the front
of my mind, I can't escape it.

It becomes consuming until I get
home and I get in my wheelchair

after work for a little while
and those feelings dissolve.

I spent most of the time that I
am in my wheelchair at home

because it is a secret.

When I go out in public,
I travel out of town so

I don't run the risk of running
into people that know me.

Can I check out this red
specter. All right, very cool.

I go out shopping.

Go out to dinner.

I worry that when I'm out that
someone who is actually disabled

might figure out that I am not.

That I am actually
pretending, that I

do not actually
have a disability.

I fear their reaction
because I know how strange

my desires and my feelings are.

The feelings that I get when I
see someone who is disabled.

They are really heavy. It is
like my chest is being crushed.

Like my soul is being
squeezed out of me.

Because I am envious of them.
I would enjoy their life

because I know that they
have the life that I want.

He told me about 6 months ago.

We were in the car and
he said, you know,

I really haven't told
you about this.

This is been bothering me
for a really long time.

And he relayed how he felt that
he belonged in a wheelchair.

He was most happy when
he was in a wheelchair.

It was very baffling to me.

Two months ago, he told me
about it. I kind of sensed

that something was bothering
him. We were shooting some text

back and forth and he called me
and he explained this to me.

Some things kind of made sense.

Sometimes he is preoccupied,
I guess now I know why.

[Music]

Envy, it's not always
an insatiable desire

of what we think we need.

Often, it is a desperate longing
for what we can no longer have.

[Burning sound]

[Music]

I was so young
when my son was born

and I always wanted more
children. I wanted the feeling

of having a baby again.

Oh, how precious. Oh
my gosh, she is so cute.

Do you like her?

Oh, I love her.

Holding someone else baby is
absolutely wonderful and joyous.

This is Sammy.

Oh, he is precious. Oh my
goodness, he is just adorable.

That looks just like my
son when he was a baby.

They're little for
such a short amount of time.

Oh, look at that face. I just
comb that down a little bit.

I think this is the guy is
going to go home with me today.

I can't wait to take him home
and get him all settled.

Thank you so much,
I had a wonderful time.

I'm glad, and you come back
and drive safe. Bye-bye, hun.

[Music]

I was pretty young when
my son was born, I was 19.

And when you have your own kids,
you are so worried and you know,

taking care of them and making
sure everything is done for them

sometimes you really don't get
to just enjoy them, as a baby.

I love you.
I love you.

Whenever somebody has a baby,
I got to be right there.

Right there, you know if the
opportunity is there to hold one

It takes me back to
a time when I was young.

When my son was a baby.
It just takes me back to a time

that is long gone and it
feels good to think that

I can have something
that brings me such joy

and such a good feeling and kind
of turn the clock back for me.

For just a few minutes or how
ever long I am holding my baby.

[Music]

[Drill Sound]

What I do for a living.
Well, I make reborn babies.

They are lifelike baby dolls.
I was a general contractor

and then a real estate broker
for the last 25 years

and I gave it all
up to make dolls.

It turned out to be very
fun and very lucrative.

I make my dolls
here at the house.

I used to just take
a spare bedroom

and then my husband and my son
were kind enough to build me a

workshop that now I have a
full-blown workshop at the home.

Everybody walks by and goes,

Oh my God, it smells
just like a nursery here.

[Laughter]

I have the women who
could never have children

that like to have a baby or 2.
I have a lady bought 40.

Empty-nesters.

There's a lot of controversy. If
these ladies want to take their

dolls in a stroller and go out
shopping with them, who cares.

I don't think they're
nuts because they do it.

You can't have a bad day
and hold a baby. Come on.

Yeah, I like that one. Yeah,
it looks like it will fit her.

Yeah, that will be cute.

Do you like these colors too?

Yeah, this will be cute
because she has got cute arms.

And you can scrunch it up
because it's elastic.

Yeah.

When I had my last child, my
5th child, I still felt like I

wanted to have more children.
Reborn dolls filled that void of

wanting another child because
you can always go shopping for

baby clothes, baby supplies,
diapers. You can take pictures.

You can fold it over

Yeah. It just gives you
that fulfilled feeling

without the crying, the work.

Can you buy me a
piggy bank, mommy?

It fills that need since I
already have 5 children.

Mommy, buy me a piggy bank.

I will buy you a piggy bank,
but just not today okay.

Please.

I can't today.

When you have a baby, that
1st year goes by so fast.

They are newborns, they can't
walk or talk or do anything.

And at the end of that 1st year,

they are walking,
talking toddlers.

It would be nice if a child,
a living child stayed little.

[Drill]

The 1st year of life
goes by much too quickly.

The reborn dolls never grow up.

[Music]

Envy, was there ever a sin as
corrosive as it was corruptive.

Maybe we have just become
consumed with the gifts of

others that we have forgotten
the core of what it truly is to

be ourselves. But who am I
to judge. Until next time.

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